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Also I am. Constantly forgetting how fucking funny Hunter is. We never give him enough credit for how funny he is because his life is so fucked up but I swear 90% of his lines are just bit after bit after bit. He's not even trying either. Anytime he actively tries to make a joke it falls flat but if you just put him in a Scenario he'll find a way to be so over invested and yet out of touch/at odds with whatever's going on. He's so autistic
#the owl house#ramblings of a lunatic#i forget hunters character voice A Lot#plus the most recent ep is always whats most clear in my mind (so rn that's ftf) and he's obvs much more angsty in that one#idk ppl credit thanks to them as the first time Hunter was like happy and silly#but i highkey think asias was the prelude to that. like i think the events of that day are so vivid and special to hunter#precisely bc it's the first time he's interacted with witches his age in a non hostile or strained way#it's the first time on screen we see him have fun doing something that isn't deranged#yeah whatever souls are made of his and willows are the same. but more importantly her gus and the rest make him laugh#that's important for the guy canonically having the worst day of his life Every Day#part of why huntlow appealed to me initially was that it was hunters first taste of like. normal teenagedom#not the romance with willow (cause that's barely an undercurrent in asias) but flyer derby and hexside in general#and that's part of why willow and later gus r like. his safe space#and thus why it's so significant that he goes out of his way to protect (keep them safe) too#anyway enough hunter thoughts for tonight. i love him but this isn't my Brand
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Blue and Fire Engine Red #3
TW: reference/depiction of school shooting (no onscreen deaths)
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Kara’s choice of bar proves to be the perfect opposite of the bright and open firehouse. Its dim ambience feels cozy, and the low light helps ground her, letting her release some of the bravado that fueled the sexually charged tit for tat she’s been firing towards Lena. She hopes tonight will be something more than that.
Of course, that doesn’t keep Kara’s insides from positively melting when Lena walks in the door. She looks positively pedestrian out of uniform, in a loose muscle tank layered over a snug tank top, and her jeans even snugger. But her gaze glints when it finds Kara in the small two person booth towards the back. Kara’s chosen a relatively isolated corner– not to hide, but rather from a desire to not share the woman who slides in across from her.
“Glad you found the place okay,” Kara greets, grinning.
“Yeah, you kind of forgot to mention that it was literally underground.” Lena wrinkles her nose when Kara’s grin widens puckishly. “Fink.”
Kara laughs. “Let’s just say it makes for a good conversation starter.”
An arch brow answers her. “So you bring girls here a lot then.”
“Uhhmm…”
Pink lips soon soften into a teasing grin. “Relax. I’m joking.”
Releasing a sigh, Kara lets her shoulders relax. Before she can say anything, a waiter appears to take their drink orders.
“The first of a few, I hope,” the girl says brightly. She turns towards Lena first. “Your usual, Lena?”
Green eyes twinkle at Kara in the low light, clearly enjoying the way Kara’s mouth falls open. She’s been had.
“That would be lovely,” Lena returns.
The server nods, then turns to Kara. “And what can I get you?”
Kara tries not to frown. “Rum and coke,” she grumbles dejectedly. “And onion rings.”
“Excellent choice! Your drinks will be out momentarily, but the rings will take a few minutes. Is that okay?”
Lena nods, giving the girl a winning smile. “That’s totally fine, Jess,” she purrs. “We’ll be here for a while.”
Jess moves away to another table, leaving them to themselves. Kara glares at Lena, who shrugs with an abashed grin.
“I served with Jess’ brother.”
Ears pricking with interest, Kara leans forward. “Bartender?”
Lena blinks, then lifts an eyebrow. “Army.”
Kara’s eyes widen in surprise. “Oh! Wow, I didn’t even think… sorry. Medic?”
Lena nods with a hum.
“So if I talk to Jess’ brother, he’ll tell me about some daring rescue where you saved his life?”
Lena holds Kara’s light gaze for a long beat before looking down at her hands, folded on the table in front of her. “Not exactly.”
“Oh.” Kara’s stomach falls out from under her as she realizes the implication. Her cheeks start to burn. “Oh.”
There’s a long moment between them, and KAra is desperate to fill the silence.
“Thank you for your service—”
“Don’t,” Lena cuts in sharply. She takes a breath, only for it to huff out of her an instant later. “Can we talk about something else?”
Kara quickly nods. “Yeah, of course. I’m sorry–”
Jess returns then, delivering their drinks. Lena’s quiet murmur of “thanks” confirms how uncomfortable she is, and Kara kicks herself again and again for having wrecked the mood. The date has ground to a halt, she knows, and it’s her fault. Even so, she clings to hope when Lena tries to salvage the conversation.
“What about you?” Have you always wanted to be a cop?”
“Hah, well…” Kara gives a nervous smile. The short answer is no, not always. Long answer is… kinda dark, honestly.”
To Kara’s surprise, Lena gives a dark chuckle. “Well aren’t we the pair,” she drawls.
Kara feels some warmth creep back into her extremities. “I don’t mind talking about it though, if you don’t mind hearing it. If you’d rather not–”
“Whatever you’re comfortable with sharing is fine with me. It must be important if it led to you becoming a hero of law and order, so– I’d love to hear it. But no pressure.”
With a nod, Kara considers where to start. “Have you ever heard of Midvale High?” When Lena shakes her head, she continues. “Ten years ago there was a school shooting. Twenty-three students died. I was one of the survivors.”
Lena watches her solemnly, and though she seems content to simply listen, Kara lifts her hand to stave off any condolences or sympathy that might be heading her way.
“It’s okay,” she promises. “I got all the therapy, and I got to a place I can comfortably talk about it. And you know, it was the usual story: kids are awful to one kid, kid gets depressed, then angry enough to do something about it. For us, that kid was Kenny Lee, and he was my best friend.”
That’s the most shocking part, for most people. Like she said, school shootings are tragically common, but rarely does anyone realize that the shooters might actually have a friend or two.
“Kenny was a good kid– quiet, smart… he just had the wrong combination of interests, or maybe he just had the wrong face. I don’t know. The others were just… cruel. And no one did anything about it. Until one day Kenny did.”
“Did he hurt you?” Lena asks quietly.
Kara shakes her head. “No. No, he… he started in the cafeteria. I usually eat with Kenny, but he missed the first half of the day, so I ate in the bathroom that day.” She wasn’t well-liked either, so eating alone in the cafeteria always gave her enough anxiety to avoid the place.
“But I heard it. The gunfire… all that cement and linoleum… it echoes, you know? I bunkered down in the bathroom as best I could. When the shooting paused, I heard the police sirens. I thought… I didn’t know if they’d find me where I was, so when I thought it was safe, I crept into the hallway.”
Her heart had stopped when she’d recognized the back of Kenny’s head at the end of the hall. She’d gasped, and he’d whirled, lifting the weapon in his hands. When locked eyes, the rage in Kenny’s gaze had shocked her, but a moment later it gave way to apathy.
“Kara….”
“NCPD, put the gun down!”
The sound of a new voice startled them both. The rifle Kenny held jerked, and Kara’s whole body flinched. But Kenny didn’t put the gun down.
“Y-you’re going to have to kill me,” he stuttered. Kara stared at him. He looked like her friend, but there were bloody footprints behind him, and his pants were spattered with blood and… brain matter, Kara realized in horror. Her best friend had stood over someone and shot them in the head.
Trembling, Kara’s gaze bounced between Kenny and the officer who had spoken. The officer was small, barely taller than Kara, but exuded calm authority even as Kenny hefted the gun higher against his shoulder. It was too heavy, Kara realized. He wasn’t used to the weight.
“We don’t want to do that,” the officer said. Her tone was cool and clear, traveling easily down the corridor. “My name’s Officer Grant. What’s yours?”
“K-Kenny,” he stammered. Sweat beaded and slid down his forehead.
Officer Grant nodded. There was a shuffle of footsteps as more officers moved into a formation behind her. Kenny’s finger curled around the trigger, but Officer Grant lifted her hand to both put him at ease and to tell her people to hold off.
“I’m sure you have reasons for what’s happened today,” she said. “And I’m sure they feel like good ones. But no one else needs to get hurt today.”
“Yes they do!” Kenny snapped back into his rage, his features warping back into an unfamiliar mask. “He– he wasn’t there! I have to– he deserves–” His gaze locked on Kara, imploring her to understand. “He wasn’t there, Kara!”
Kara’s heart stopped. She knew exactly who he meant. Jake. The worst of them all. Kenny wanted– he was hunting. But there’d been so much gunfire already– how many people did Kenny hurt instead? Her vision wobbled, and for the first time she realized she was crying.
“Everything feels so big right now,” Officer Grant continued. “I have a son, and his emotions get so big, he just doesn’t know what to do with it. This may have felt like the only way, Kenny, but it’s not.”
“B-but… I…” Kenny sounded small again.
“You still have decisions to make, Kenny. You’re making one now– you haven’t hurt Kara.”
Kenny looked at her, tears of his own streaming down his face. “She– she’s my–” He shook his head. “She doesn’t deserve to die.”
“There are a lot of other people who don’t deserve it either. A lot of families who don’t deserve to have dinner without their kids. Your parents don’t deserve to lose their son.”
His resolve wavers. He hitches the gun again, but from exhaustion rather than ire. “I don’t know. I don’t know anymore.”
“You can choose to put the gun down, Kenny,” Officer Grant pushed gently, sensing the ground she’s gained. To Kara’s surprise, the officer’s focus shifts to her for a pointed moment before returning to Kenny. “Kara doesn’t deserve to watch you die.”
Kara’s throat locked then. She stared at Kenny, desperate. “Please, Kenny,” she croaked. Kenny didn’t look at her. “Kenny, PLEASE!”
Her legs almost gave out when he looked at her, his despair palpable. Kara knew in that moment he’d planned to die that day; the alternative would be years in prison, maybe an entire lifetime. Kara didn’t know what she would choose either.
After a long, tense moment, Kenny exhaled shakily before taking a step back. He knelt. Leaning forward, he’d slid the rifle across the floor away from him before interlocking his fingers behind his head. Before Kara could blink, officers swarmed Kenny, locking his handcuffs on his wrists and confiscating the rifle.
Officer Grant, though, came to Kara.
“Are you okay, Kara?”
An avalanche of sobs came crashing out of Kara, and Officer Grant opened her arms and held Kara as she crumbled.
“Officer Grant talked Kenny down,” Kara continues, blinking her way back to the low-lit bar. Lena waits on the other side of the booth, her features patient and calm. Kara offers a small, quiet smile. “She talked him down, by talking to him. Not as a monster, but as a person. Her compassion won out over his anger, and it saved lives.”
Lena reaches across the table, clasping Kara’s in hers. Her thumbs rub soft circles against Kara’s skin, further grounding her back in the present. “She inspired you.”
Kara turns her hand, letting her palm settle fully in Lena’s. “She did. A few years later, she was the one who gave me my badge. Literally. Her signature is on my graduation certificate.”
“I bet she remembered you.”
“She did,” Kara confirms. Then she snorts, dispelling the somber mood. “Not that it won me any favors. In fact, I was pretty sure she hated me right up until she pinned my badge on my chest.”
Lena laughs. “Oh, man, I could spend days telling you about basic. The worst.”
Kara squeezes the hand in hers, giving a genuine smile. “I look forward to it. But first…”
She pauses when she sees Jess heading towards them with a basket of food in her hands.
“Onion rings!”
#supercorp#blue and fire engine red#tw school shooting reference#no onscreen death#a little angsty#but still a first date!#the important bits are there#plus world building!
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Dream hearted this random comment on the Minecraft Hostage Simulator video omgggggg. No wonder this man whumped his poor Minecraft OC within an inch of his very life, good grief.
#dreblr#minecraft hostage simulator#xi yammers#whump#imagine being this unhinged /pos#on the plus side i don't feel self-conscious about that angsty Minecraft Hostage Simulator fic I wrote anymore
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i wanted to make a journal-themed entry for the victory curse, since i have smajor brainrot all of the time and i felt like it was a somewhat missed opportunity for angst :]
plus it's a cool concept, if people like it i might do the canary curse and a few others!
(shoutout to my brother for doing the 'laurel' and then proceeding to fail every other word he tried-)
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The "Victory" Curse
Top: Cursebearer and allies are predisposed to victory in the Life games; often results in repetitive loss of allies or partners, as well as those who See attempting to take advantage of the cursebearer. Strong-willed and fiercely loyal, even to the death.
Note: Curse is warded off but not cancelled by Canary curse; effects unknown. Range is possibly extended?
Side: Resists Boogey curse!
Photo: Current recipient is aware; has become sacrificial and borderline su*cidal.
#scott smajor#smajor1995#smajor fanart#traffic life#traffic life fanart#last life#last life fanart#double life#double life fanart#sylke's art#laurel curse#did you know laurel leaves and bay leaves are the same thing?#i didn't but now i want to make a lil angsty comic about a bay leaf tea dragon being a reminder of scott's curse#also i thought using the laurel curse idea would be fun with the liml ending#since martyn is a listener#and it would make sense for the watchers to want him to use scott like that#plus the degree scott sacrifices himself/his time for other people is.#definitely higher than it should be#also the vibe of an ink- and blood-stained journal page about an ancient curse that the bearer doesn't know how to deal with...#best vibe
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andrzej sapkowski in the witcher presents his reader with many curious and refreshing takes on the fantasy genre, such as "what if dragons were good" and "what if elves were incels"
#i joke it's more like what if the ethereal being had angsty mournful man feelings#that he has feelings but can't work through them because#overemotionality is considered base and human so he's basically been bottling all of this for centuries#the elbow-high diaries#plus that his only purpose was really to be with lara and now she's gone and so what does that make him#i'm not getting all MRA lmaoooo what i'm saying is that there needs to be two to make a baby so he was one-half of that#and destiny didn't work out as planned so ... this is all that's left#reading ch 5 of lotl for the first time: THIS IS SO MESSED UP WHAT THEY ARE DOING TO CIRI!!!#reading ch 5 of lotl again and again: my god EVERYONE here is so messed up and SAD. well except eredin#eredin is like cool im gonna go fight a unicorn#'what are you talking about he wanted to kill auberon?' but not in a very intelligent way he was like to ciri 'so you wanna... kill him?'#imo book eredin is kind of a meathead and it's kind of refreshing with all these 4D chess players around
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not a part 2, but here's a prequel to this sanuso comic I did last month !!! (takes place the night before ,, technically after the first three panels)
#I FORGOR TO MENTION THE FIRST ONE WAS AFTER W7#ok WHATEVER now u know#btw u can read these in any order! ur meant to read the og before the prequel but reading this one first doesnt ruin anything for the og#i think it's funnier to read the first one before this cuz then u read this one knowing what happens later and it's more angsty#LOLL IM MAKING NO SENSE RN SORRY!!!!! PROFESSIONAL YAPPER#op#one piece#sanuso#usosan#sanji#usopp#mintart#black leg sanji#water 7#god usopp#vinsmoke sanji#my art#comic#anygays sorry i took a month to get this out ermm i dont have any plans for a part 2 to the og so interpret it however u want#also sorry it's so CLUNKY i reallyyyy hope it's readable or maybe ive stared at it too long UGHH i hope it's not too boring lol#IDK IM NOT VERY GOOD WITH COMICS but i cant write either so this is the best i can do plus i NEEDED to get this idea out of my head
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☽ ✧ Grit ✧ ☾
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#tw: blood#furry#fursona#neopets#neo art#halloween aisha#personal#okay last one of sleepytroll for a while !#i love drawing her angsty lil face#plus i needed some new banner and icon art :)
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Gonna be real. I know I’m super biased in saying this but I genuinely think it’s more conducive to the story’s message and themes if Thistle is still alive after the end of the manga. Like.
There’s all these examples of characters talking about how love and support from those who matter most to you is what can allow you to heal despite experiencing immense trauma. Themes of life and death and rebirth in both a physical and metaphysical sense. I just think it’s so much more satisfying for Thistle to get that, too, more so than the tragedy of him dying. You could say that him not getting that chance is just how things go sometimes, but in a series all about defying fate and walking the more difficult but fulfilling path (after all, recovery and facing the reality of it all certainly wouldn’t be easy) I would argue that him living serves the narrative much better.
#polly speaks#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#delicious in dungeon#thistle dungeon meshi#dungeon meta#thistle posting#Also he should live bc I LIKE HIM HES MY LITTLE GUY <- very biased#idk I don’t and have never liked ‘they’re too broken to live’ plots and dungeon meshi doesn’t seem to either lol#Plus again this is way more angsty then him just dying at the end of the manga could ever be.#The lengthy recovery. the political turmoil. the reactions from the golden kingdom villagers he menaced for a thousand years. actually#confronting the reality of how he was treated and how his own brother wanted him dead. So much potential just so much
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I doubt Wu would train him against Misako’s wishes (see every episode of Season 1 before 10), but Lloyd would definitely come across them eventually
Plus given her mild reaction to Lloyd’s growth and the fact that he recognizes each her, she only left recently, when he was older
Plus plus, he would be safe at Darkly’s, Garmadon is literally Kruncha and Nuckal’s boss, they can’t hurt him
Were there better choices she could’ve made? Yes, but that doesn’t mean the choice she made was wrong.
Update: Turns out I’m a dipshit who forgot she leaves him when he’s young, ok :y
A lot of my points still stand though, albeit at a slightly different angle in some cases
#guess I'm a hardcore Misako defender now#sweet#no matter when on the timeline she left Wu had the weapons#''aw shit he found the four elemental ninja protectors already I gotta speed this thing up''#even if she left after Wu hid them Wu still knew the locations of all four. it was only a matter of time til he had to find them again#''Uncle why do the Golden Weapons glow sometimes when I get near them''#''They WHAT''#she's tryin her best bless her soul#plus Lloyd was REAL angsty in those first two seasons and got upset real easily#she probably left for like a year tops#remember how upset he got at Garmadon for stealing files?#''NOBODY WANTS YOU HERE IT WOULD BE BETTER IF YOU JUST LEFT >:'(!!!#temper tantrum baby#ninjago#lego ninjago#ninjago misako#ninjago lloyd#ninjago lloyd garmadon#ninjago golden weapons#ninjago wu#ninjago dragons rising
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Desire to write Chaggie is at war with my desire to completely derail canon-
#Vaggie Carmine au#Bc like. Chaggie is top tier best ship#But its being really awkward to fit in and I'm kinda a fan of a nod and a wink to the audience angsty what could've been-#Plus there's Interesting alternatives to explore-#hazbin hotel
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Headcannon that the favela five all went to richas' empty bed one night because they couldn't sleep, and one by one started to appeared and they all just layed there hugging one another
First qforever then qcellbit, qpac, qmike and qfelps with maybe roier and quackity watching from the door and joining them later
SOMEONE PLEASE MAKE AN ART OF THIS PLEASEEE
#sorry but yeah this definitely happened once or twice and i need an art of this#im brain said angsty today and yeah#plus i had this headcannon for days now#qsmp#forever player#cellbit#pactw#mike tazercraft#felps#qsmp richarlyson#favela five
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I do have a feeling if Chayanne does die because no admin could play him and get tasks done he won’t actually like die. He probs be canonically kidnapped by the federation or the codes for a time. I have solid faith in the admins not punishing a dude who was THERE but the admins couldn’t make it happen. It could be a event that again literally drags mr against heavy lore who just wants cottagecore times with his kids back into main lore. Like full on rescue mission to save chayanne with actual consequences if they fail (aka chayanne full on dies) the fact is I have faith.
(Apollo pls do not interact! I am already drained from the Not!Juanaflippa.)
#qsmp#It makes perfect sense for the story especially with the codes hating Philza so much#why not kidnap his son and give him a time limit to get him back#plus Phil could learn something he will have to share with everyone that could help them learn wtf is happening#Phil literally is always on the egg dad grind he will only be dragged into like the dark and deep lore of it involves his actual egg kids.#plus this would actually give tension about the whole thing#more angsty that chayanne dies because Phil was too slow then Chayanne dying of neglect despite Phil literally being there#fact is the admins know we love eggs so they will work around these sorta things
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Thinking of the thought that Danny is in two friendship groups (Secret Trio/Quartet/Group and the Nicktoons) that has someone (Randy and Timmy) that'll eventually have their memories wiped and has to deal with that twice...
#nicktoons unite#the secret trio#secret trio#secret quartet#nicktoons#angst be upon ye!#Cause the Norrisville Ninja (Randy) only lasts for 4 years until they take the Ultimate Lesson and have their memories wiped to make way fo#the new ninja! Meanwhile Timmy has Cosmo and Wanda until he’s grown up or not miserable anymore (fairy godparents are given to sad kids)#correct me if I’m wrong with these info it’s been while and I’m looking at the lore lol#but like- these two similarities are pretty angsty ngl#like it’ll hurt the Nicktoons and The Secret Trio (or Quartet/Group) for having Timmy & Randy gonna forget when the time comes#And then there’s Danny - whose in both groups! he’s gonna deal with not one but two!!!#That is unless there is a loophole or when a fanfic makes an exception for Randy and Timmy to keep their memories and whatnot#this some food for thought and me just thinkin of that just now#Plus I think Timmy (& his fairy god family) and Randy would get along well (minus the shenanigans they'll get into).#fairy odd parents#fairly oddparents#fop#timmy turner#randy cunnigham#randy cunningham 9th grade ninja#rc9gn#danny fenton#danny phantom#fanfic writing prompt#had this in my drafts#in a while
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Made a DN oc (Rae, it/its)!! Rae and L work together and here's a doodle of Rae styling L's hair! :3
( @nateriverswife @/ing you because you're kinda the reason I decided to draw them lol)
#Death Note#Original character art#Oc: Rae#My ocs#My art#Death Note fanart#L Lawliet#Oc#Original character#death note oc#Oc x canon#L Death Note#Rae isn't actually a new OC I made it last year but forgot about its existence until I read mazzaroth#Sadly not done reading it but I enjoy it so far!!! I really love Ethe!#I'd like to talk about Rae and L's story but I honestly have no idea how to explain it 😭#I'm pretty bad at plotting stories it's just very very very vague ideas + silly conversations and emotional scenes#Basically they're forced to work together but Rae hates L but a lot of stuff happens so now they're friends#I'm planning to change their story tho because this morning I had a bunch of new ideas for them#The original story was super super angsty but I don't want angst anymore I just want fluff now </3#Plus Rae's story and lore became a mess when I tried taking it out of the DN universe (I failed lol)#Its story really reallyyy needs an update
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@charmwasjess ask and ye shall recieve
now, as I am a fan of jar'kai-wielder Sifo, my mind initially went to 'one of Sy's sabers is powered by the half of Dooku's crystal and one he gets later with his own'
possibly finding an old saber in the Hall of Memory that calls out to him (once wielded by a powerful Seer of the past?)
and as kyber retain partial memories of their wielders, imprints and such, who's not to say that such a saber wouldn't help Sifo navigate his own gift-curse from the Force?
ALTERNATIVELY
and that is just a personal fave of mine
the saber that calls out to Sy, the one that is actually meant for him, is the Darksaber (Mand'alor Sifo, anyone?)
i just find the visual of sifo dual-wielding dooku's sister-blade and the darksaber very appealing :3
(and ofc sifo getting the darksaber results in Jaster living, which solves many a problem of the coming years and prevents quite a few more, so everyone is happy and less people die)
#plus. you know. lotsa potential for an angsty fixit where dooku tries to kill sy himself#but his saber refuses to turn on#etc etc#and generally just them being two halves of the same idiot#and their sabers reflect that#random boli thoughts#me writing#star wars#dooku#sifo dyas#⛏️⛏️⛏️
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It's science guys (convo with @voiider )
#tmnt#dc#batman#batfam#the logic here is#jason and raph are the lancers/angsty loners#tim and donnie are 'the smart ones' plus voted most likely to not feel like they fit in with the family#damien and leo take their training the most seriously/feel responsibility towards their legacy#dick and mikey are the funny ones/the heart of the family/most flexible in new situations
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