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unbury-the-gays · 2 years

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Hi hello I come to you with....a shortened list for the ask meme but not really since all of these are meant to be about Kiyan and Adrien (so double of course :3)

So I noted down numbers 16 (kinda want to go strongest to second strongest memory since we already know about witcher trials and a bit about Adriens family...stuff-unless you wanna go more into that then please do feel free to go off!!), 17 (I know Kiyan draws but how is it in general? Does he only draw from reference? Can he just draw out whatever he wants to without having to see it irl? Etc in that specific meaning but I am also curious about that in general for both of them since that isn't something I really considered aside from maybe tactics during a fight?), 54 (both may be smart but also emotional so I am curious if one aspect is more at the forefront when making decisions aside from specific situations or if it's rather even and/or it's more a thing of 'whatever fits the moment') and 63 (I may have my own thoughts that came up reading that question when thinking about them considering all we have from your fic+Adriens letters in game but I am curious what you think)

...I'd also just like to throw the first couple questions to basically every character as in I am wondering if you have any details aside from a couple of physical traits you imagine for the rest of the characters or is it more a 'Here are the 3 important things about how they look and the rest can be filled in freely' (of course also feel free to add in any details about Kiyan and/or Adrien that we may not have seen via fic of art yet if there are any coming to mind~)

(also rip to the last two favourites questions bc A does ice cream even exist in this world and B do dinosaurs??? how could you even decide on that if the characers live in a world without them? Who knows-not me; this is not relevant to the ask meme at all really but I needed to let someone know what my brain decided to focus on for too long before deciding what to ask other than „I'll take everything for Kiyan and Adrien (as per usual) please~“

this also got way longer than intended anyway....oops?

Thanks for the wonderful ask, we had great fun brainstorming from these questions! Getting way longer than intended is apparently the running theme because when we typed up the notes from our brainstorming we ended up with six pages of thoughts. So, um, enjoy? Also Advena made art for the dinosaurs and ice cream! All of that under a readmore because like I said, six pages.

16. What is your OC’s strongest childhood memory? Why and how as that impacted them?

So it probably tells you something that our first thought about this was tragic. We tried to come up with some happy ones too though!

Adrien:

Adrien’s strongest childhood memory is his mother’s death when he was six. While his mother was alive, she didn't allow the senior prince to be too harsh on Adrien, and probably Adrien's father himself was generally a gentler person thanks to her. After her death, everything got worse.

His strongest not-tragic childhood memory is also of his mother. His mother played an Ofieri instrument (we’re picturing a veena) and she would sing him Ofieri folk songs about their gods and heroes. He’s taken out and polished and retold to himself the memories of singing with her over and over until he's not entirely sure if he actually remembers them or just the story he tells himself. He has a collection of Ofieri instruments, the only one of which he ever actually plays is his mother’s veena. He still remembers one of the songs she sang with him, even though he had to look up the words as an adult to be able to sing the whole thing.

Adrien’s relationship with his mother, and later with Gisbert’s mother, who taught him to fight with the saber and told him stories of his mother and her homeland, is foundational to the concept of himself and his culture that he’s constructed.

For reference, the folk song probably sounds something like this: https://youtu.be/deyk5b7ggcQ

And his mom would sing to him in the traditional style, like this, though Adrien never learned the technique: https://youtu.be/s5a3pthL_tU

Kiyan:

So the combination of childhood memories and witcher training is… not great. Every formative childhood experience we thought of was basically a variation on “we shook a witcher and intergenerational trauma fell out.” We brainstormed a tragic scenario, which Gav then got inspired to write so you can read it here: Still Here

His memories of all the dead trainees are part of why he is very soft toward children. Also, he has a major case of survivor’s guilt. He asks himself why he is the one who survived when so many good trainees didn’t, and that is the reason why Kiyan doesn’t want to die. He, unlike his brothers, was given a chance to live. So on the one hand he wants to prove that he deserves it, that as a survivor he has a duty to keep going; and on the other hand, he lives for those who died then. He believes he owes them.

17. What is your OC’s imagination like?

Kiyan:

Kiyan draws a lot, from reference for practical witcher purposes and from memory to preserve his memories (e.g. he draws his witcher brothers to help him remember them). He doesn’t really do abstract drawing or create things from his imagination when drawing, he’s very focused on references and capturing reality accurately. The witcher trainers noticed his talent for drawing and encouraged it, but only for practical applications. From childhood, his dreams and fantasies were nipped in the bud.

Kiyan reads lots of practical witchering tomes, but he hasn’t sought out fiction books. He’s too pragmatic and doesn’t allow himself to indulge in “frivolous” things when he needs to devote his attention to skills that will help him stay alive as a witcher.

With music, Kiyan has a good ear and a good sense of rhythm. He can recreate melodies by ear and has an excellent memory. In his travels searching for his heritage, he has encountered many songs, and he remembers them because he’s trained his memory so much. He hasn’t ever taken the time to fully learn an instrument, and he doesn’t have much time or use for singing, so he doesn’t share them often, but he knows them. Some anthropologist would be absolutely thrilled to find him and transcribe all the songs and stories he’s picked up some day.

Kiyan’s relationship to his imagination changes some after his trauma because he uses his imagination to help him cope during his torture and then to process and recover, both on his own and with Adrien. He gets more comfortable with creative expression that doesn’t have a concrete practical benefit, and his art starts to have more abstract and imaginary elements.

Adrien:

Adrien loves to lie. He has a vivid imagination and uses it to come up with complex and believable stories. Often he lies just because it’s fun. When he was a child, his mother and then his nanny told him Ofieri legends, and they encouraged his imagination. He spent a lot of time as a young kid playing at being an Ofieri prince instead of a Redanian one. Even once he outgrew the childhood games, a lot of the way he puts on the persona of being Ofieri is based in imagination. He’s never been to Ofier, only speaks bits of the language, and he builds on his treasured and worn memories of his mother’s stories to create his sense of meaning and culture.

Adrien reads a lot of adventure novels. He has an idea of what Kiyan’s witchering adventures must be like that is more informed by tropes than reality, and Kiyan finds it exasperating (and adorable, but he doesn’t admit to that part) when he has to correct some outlandish imagination of Adrien’s. Adrien’s fantasies took one look at Kiyan and latched on hard. He’s the perfect adventure hero, of course Adrien fell head over heels.

Adrien really likes art and music, something he got from both his parents. He loves that Kiyan is artistically talented. When Kiyan lets him, he loves to watch him draw, and when he eventually finds out that Kiyan can sing, he badgers him into doing it all the time.

Adrien loves beautiful things, but he cannot create. He can’t draw well, and he isn’t musically gifted. He struggles with his mom’s veena, not helped by not having any proper lessons, and he desperately wants to be able to play like she did. His imagination allows him to appreciate beautiful things and feel their beauty deeply, but he lacks the talent to express it and create his own art. At least, he hasn't figured out how to do it yet, but writing a novel might work for him.

Bonus (for both of them):

One way that they end up using imagination in bed is roleplay. Adrien loves it, of course, is into it from the start and gets very into the role. Kiyan is skeptical, thinking he’s too practical for games like that, but after Ireneus, he finds it helpful to distance himself from reality. He has to reinvent himself in a lot of ways, and roleplay helps him find new paths to satisfaction after trauma cut off many of the things he once enjoyed.

TL;DR: Kiyan turns his imagination into practical and analytical use, suppressing the more creative part, though that changes a bit after his trauma. Adrien can be very creative and devoted to his fantasy, but he uses it mainly to lie and manipulate people. He loves to experience art and beauty, and Kiyan’s creativity is one of the things that draws Adrien to him.

54: Does your OC think with his/her head or heart?

At first it may seem that Kiyan thinks with his head and Adrien with his heart, and in most cases that's true, but!

Kiyan:

Kiyan is, firstly, a witcher from the cat school and, secondly, later, a person who has survived kidnapping, torture and demon possession. That's enough to break the toughest, so Kiyan has a lot of triggers. That makes thinking with his head not as easy as he would have liked.

His analytical thinking, planning, and commitment to control and order come from the way he was raised. Guxart, not wanting to have another crazy ward, placed great emphasis on following head, not heart. Kiyan also knew that the overabundance of emotions was what resulted in the death of many of his brothers, so he was motivated to stick to the imposed rules of control and logical, cold thinking.

How did he go about it in practice? Well if Kiyan only thought with his head he'd have left Adrien by now.

Kiyan definitely gets hit hard by the fact that “witchers don’t have emotions” is fundamentally a lie. Witchers learn to suppress their emotions, but no one teaches them how to manage them when they finally explode. Kiyan likes to pretend he’s cold and calculating, but of course, his heart is strong and stubborn and has a strong influence on his decisions. He rationalizes and makes excuses to himself, but he does things by emotion all the time. Case in point, Adrien’s entire everything.

Like most witchers, Kiyan struggles to identify and process his emotions. Cat witchers are notorious for their volatile anger, and Kiyan struggles to act rationally and not vent his rage when he’s angry. When he’s sad or in pain or struggling with other emotions, he defaults to anger as the safest form of expression. When he’s afraid, he tries to rationalize his fear and create options that give him control. If he can’t, he suppresses it. Witchers aren’t allowed to be truly afraid. Suppressed emotions tend to come out in violently angry outbursts.

When it comes to positive feelings, Kiyan tries not to show them, because he thinks of it as showing weakness. If you care about something, something that makes you happy and feel good, it can be taken away from you. It’s a vulnerability, and vulnerabilities get you killed. He tries to reduce all these feelings into something logical that he can analyze and act on rationally, and then his whole system has a big error, because you just can't do it that way. Especially when as a witcher, he has never been taught what these emotions actually are.

This is why Kiyan is perpetually "annoyed" at Adrien. That's a safe, easily processed emotion. Surely, all of this feeling is annoyance. He’s annoyed at Adrien because that’s the easiest outlet for all the confusing feelings Adrien makes him feel, and then he’s annoyed at himself for being so illogically caught up in all these emotions.

In order to be able to think effectively with your head, you must have things sorted with your heart. Kiyan doesn't have it sorted, so he aspires to think with his head, but ultimately his confused heart makes the decisions.

Adrien:

Adrien obviously thinks mostly with his heart. He succumbs very easily to impulses and desires without thinking about the consequences. He doesn't analyze what he's feeling, he just follows the first impulse, which often makes him make the wrong decisions.

So when we were describing Adrien we realized we kind of gave him ADHD with the impulsivity, fixations (Kiyan), special interests (horses, Ofieri culture), and general intensity level. Add in the distorted emotional intelligence from difficult family relationships and the fact that as a nobleman he could indulge his whims and mood swings, and basically all of his coping mechanisms are negative. As we are fond of saying, Adrien needs to be hit with a “be a better person” mallet a lot. But there are reasons he’s like this.

It’s not that Adrien can’t be logical. He’s a good businessman, and he’s good at planning and organizing things. He falls asleep in meetings, though. Not because he's trying to, but because his brain just shuts down. When he has a task that doesn’t involve him emotionally (or if it involves only positive emotions that make him feel good) and it is closed in a short time frame, Adrien can be really brilliant.

Adrien also likes to do things to spite others, even if it doesn't have any tangible benefits for him, or even can harm him. It doesn't count as long as it allows him to get under the skin of his enemies. It is because of his impulsiveness that Adrien may seem unwise, if not stupid, at times.

Adrien has a high emotional intelligence and strong empathy, but he often uses it in cynical and cruel ways. Adrien knows when he is dealing with a false person who is trying to trick him, and he can likewise read good intentions or naivete. Unfortunately, he doesn't usually use this knowledge for good purposes. Adrien knows how to put pressure on people, knows how to provoke them, knows how to manipulate them.

When it comes to purely strategic issues like combat, Adrien is able to use gained experience and predict the moves of the opponent, but unfortunately he is also prone to risk. When adrenaline begins to take control of him, Adrien has no hesitation to reach for the most risky solutions, just for the thrill. He’s an adrenaline junkie and it drives Kiyan crazy because he can’t protect him well if he’s going to take risks just for the sake of them.

Interestingly, his propensity to risk drops drastically when the lives of the people he cares about are at stake. This is an interesting contrast because with Kiyan it works completely the opposite - Kiyan usually sees red in such moments and will choose the most instinctive solution - like covering a loved one with his own body to protect them, while Adrien will engage maximum focus to get his loved ones out of a dangerous situation.

Bonus:

All this put together shows how Kiyan and Adrien complement each other and learn from each other. Thanks to Kiyan, Adrien learns patience, and Kiyan forces him to actually think before doing things. Adrien, in turn, helps Kiyan to open up, express his thoughts verbally, and talk about the emotions that torment him. Ultimately, we want to believe that it is possible for two broken people full of bad habits to teach each other how to become better.

63 How does your OC display love?

Adrien:

The whole fic is kind of a thesis on how fucked up Adrien's expression of love is, to be honest, but let’s break some of it down.

Adrien is generous. He likes to give, and he is ready to throw the whole world at the feet of his loved one. And you don’t even have to ask - he will do it on his own initiative. So gifts, presents and gifts again, and generally providing a loved one with all the comfort and safety.

Unfortunately, the gifts also come with possessiveness and a desire to own another person. Adrien can be intense and not take no as an answer. He’d never force anything physical, but attention and gifts, definitely. He's selfish, which is odd to say with all the gifts. But he's selfish as a self-defense mechanism. It's a trauma response, not innate. So the emotion is genuine, but the expression is a collection of red flags. Kiyan catches glimpses of genuine emotion and can't tear himself away, right up until Adrien goes all in on the possession and Kiyan finally hits NOPE (this is basically canon and I love that). He's so intense about everything. Everything is always at maximum for Adrien. The part he's missing is that he can't just make the person he's currently latched onto want him back.

In terms of non-romantic love, Adrien adopts. He sees outcasts and relates to them and gives them everything he can if they'll just stay and love him. He habitually adopts anyone who shows him loyalty and acceptance. You see his guard full of well paid former outlaws and you think he's buying loyalty, but it's more genuine than that. Once you care, you're family. He went very hard on the "my family was horrible so I will make my own." (Insert “he’s a little confused but he got the spirit” meme)

Kiyan:

Kiyan doesn't know how to express feelings, how to show someone that he loves them, because he doesn't fully understand these feelings. He doesn't know the right gestures and words. Also, expressing his feelings verbally is awkward and he feels that he is doing it wrong and that it is not good enough, so he tries to avoid doing it at all. He has to be backed into a corner to get a verbal expression of emotion out of him, and usually these are life and death situations.

He tries to approach love in a practical way like everything else. So he gives gifts too, but of a completely different kind. It’s not so much an expression of generosity or a romantic show of feelings, as providing a loved one with something that they need. Yes, this is a bit of a cat stereotype, dead things on the doorstep, but it’s not wise to make that joke with someone holding that many knives. It can also extend to generally doing things for the other person. No matter how angry or tired he is, he will not leave his loved one in need, and he will do absolutely anything to help and protect them.

He's bad at expressing his emotions and would much prefer to demonstrate loyalty. Which would actually work great for Adrien, who desperately wants to be cared for, if Adrien could just trust him to do it on his own terms.

Kiyan expresses his feelings through touch without even realizing it. Kiyan likes to touch him not only for the sake of desire, but for intimacy. It's like "I don't know how to tell you this, I don't know how to show it, but I want to be close to you, I want to take care of you." And Kiyan instinctively expresses his love with the way he touches him. When they finally get their shit together they do so much cuddling. And Kiyan wants to run his hands through Adrien's hair so badly. (This comes out as annoyance at his hair for being so curly and soft and ugh because Kiyan is bad at emotions.)

Kiyan has this stupid reflex of shielding his loved ones with his body. Not because he wants to sacrifice himself but because he instinctively perceives Adrien as fragile (for witchers, any human is undoubtedly fragile) and he wants to protect him. If something happens to him, it will seriously threaten his life while Kiyan as a witcher has incomparably higher chances of survival. His wounds heal quickly, he's used to the pain, and he already has many scars, so another one won't make a difference.

Also if you hurt his loved ones, even minimally, he'll kill you. Brutally and painfully.

Bonus:

Do not damage one of the murder husbands; the other one will make you regret that decision extremely thoroughly. Adrien will destroy their life and do a Leverage gloat about it. Kiyan will kill or maim them messily and painfully.

Dinosaurs and ice cream

You're right that they don't work in canon, but they're fun to imagine anyway so have some art!

Dinosaurs:

Adrien would choose the largest and strongest dinosaur, while Kiyan would probably like the ones that he could kill quickly and efficiently.

Ice cream:

Adrien's favorite ice cream is mint and Kiyan's is strawberry. And of course Adrien introduced Kiyan to ice cream. And Kiyan loves it.

Oh, almost forgot, on the physical characteristics - we actually have slightly different ideas about how some of the characters look, ourselves, as we discovered when Advena drew Gisbert! So aside from "don't picture the POC as white," we prefer to leave a lot of detail to the reader's imagination.

Thanks so much for the ask, we had a great time playing with all these questions. Sorry for the absolutely ridiculous length of this, but I suppose you knew what you were getting into with us and these characters lol

#asks answered #kiyan x adrien #kiyan #adrien #headcanons #art

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mrskurono · 3 years

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Yo breaking Gojo's complete control while you dom him is immaculate. He is cocky at the start mocking you for tying him up but oop 2 hours later he is crying that he cant cum anymore and to please PLEASE let him cum inside you next time, let him feel your walls around him that's all he wants he doesn't want to cum on your hand anymore please let him inside and please let him touch you

You speak my language anon, a good Gojo is a crying overstimulated Gojo

Tags: overstim, being mean to Satoru, lewd imagery below cut

Character(s): Satoru Gojo(jjk)

“You wanted this.”

Satoru refused your gaze.

“Cocky bastard. Who’s gonna help you now?”

His skin prickled with every word you spoke. Yout primal need he knew he couldn’t escape from now. Willing to subject himself to this now. Satoru was left a cummy mess before you. A testament to his stamina that was slowly crumbling away.

“Please-” Satoru’s tongue flicked over his lips in an attempt to swallow his moans.

The faint taste of salt. Had he really been sweating this much?

“Please what?” You hum like you don’t already know what he wants. Four orgasms in and when you drew your finger up the underside of his slick cock the reaction was almost painful to watch. His eyes shut tight and he bucked his hips up to the meager touch, “I can’t read minds Satoru~”

Your touch was torture. He’s spoken too soon when he wagered being able to hold out against you. Now every fiber of his being was on pins and needles. Cock aching. He wanted but one thing and one thing only.

“Please let me cum inside you-” His eyes fluttered shut when your hand squeezed the base of his cock particularly tight, “Please- You win- I-”

“Of course I win,” You bring your cum soiled hand to his lips. Pressing them into his mouth before he had a chance to turn away. Forcing the shaman to suck his own cold cum from off your hand as you pressed down on his tongue to force a gag from him, “I told you I would win....And I’m not even done yet.”

#threethirst #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #jjk smut #gojo satoru x reader #gojo satoru smut #gojo satoru

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ablackfangirlwrites · 3 years

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Hello! Can I request an angsty fic with Aizawa that he forgets his S/O birthday and instead go out to a bar with Mic. His S/O asks him why is he not home yet that they were waiting him and he tells them that there is no reason to be early at home today and that he is with Yamada at a bar so he's going to be late. Everything with Mic was fine until he saw his S/O's birthday post on Instagram and he felt so guilty and sad and went so fast to there shared house with gifts and food to apologize (he found his partner sad on the couch)

Thankyou so much!

As someone's whos family has forgotten about my birthday on several occasions this one hits home and it ended up with a sadder ending oops😅 but I do hope you enjoy this one!!! 😘😘

You sat there waiting and watching the clock all dressed up and ready to go

Aizawa wasn't usual late, but you kept in mind murphy law anything that can go wrong will

And today would be a day you expected that to happen

It being yout birthday

The two of you had planned to go out for dinner a few nights before after got he off work to celebrate

And you figured he'd get held up

Thats why you reserved the table later into the evening rather then early

But it was three hours after he was supposed to be off and you were getting worried

First you sent him a few text but got no replay

But when you finally called you got a response but it wasnt who it was supposed to be

"Hey y/n!" Yamada answers loudly

"Oh...hey..mic.." you say confused "where is Shouta?"

"Hes right here!" Present mic says passing Aizawa his phone

"Hey y/n is everything okay." Aizawa asked you

Your even more confused as you hear the loud background but you speck up

"Where are you?"

He sighs, "Mic draged me to this bar, Ill be home later."

So he was at a bar? Did he forget what today was? Was he serious?

You were going to ask him about your previous plans

But Aizawa spoke up again, "Anyway I can barley hear you, Ill see you when I get home don't wait up for me."

Just like that he hung up

You sat there dumbfounded

He forgot about your birthday

Aizawa hung up looking back at Yamada and his other friends

They were all having a nice time

It was nice to relax after a day of hard work and this night drinking was much needed

He would rather be at home with you but mic always insists he join them and you always encourage him to be with his friends so he thought it should be fine

He watched the hour go late and later into the night

And eventually found himself just scrolling through his phone

His eyes went wide when he saw the small notification that he had missed eailer that read

'Y/n birthday dinner."

"Shit." He said out loud

Yamada and the others looked at him

But without any explanation to them he hurried and left

It was after 12 so it wasn't evem your birthday any more

And all he could do was curse himself

How could he forget that? You two had made plans! That's what you had to be calling for eailer, and he brushed you off

Aizawa was sure you would hate him for this

He stopped to get some of your favorite flowers as an apology before he got home

Hoping that they would ease some of the pain you no doubt felt

He got home to a dark house with no sound

He headed straight to the bedroom only to find it empty

Worry washed over him as he called out to you

Where did you go?

But the panic quickly went away when he heard you call out from the livingroom

He walked in and you turned on the lamp

If Aizawa already felt bad now he felt worse

You had obviously fell alseep on the couch

Still im your nice outfit for the dinner he forgot

And your makeup a mess from all the crying you had to have been doing

"I am so sorry y/n." He said crouching down next to you

"I forgot, I dont know how. I got caught up in today, but I didnt mean to forget-"

"Its fine." You cut him off

Aizawa sees how tried you look and he wants to keep telling you how bad he feels but decides against it

"Let me make it up to you," he says

You just nodded, "sure tomorrow."

You laid back down after that leaving him standing there with nothing else to say

And him feeling sure you hate him now

#bnha imagines #bnha x reader #bnha headcanons #mha x reader #shouta aizawa x you #shouta aizawa x reader #eraserhead headcanons #eraserhead x y/n #eraserhead x reader #angst.🌧

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ieatchildren03 · 3 years

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Shsiajdn this took WAYYYYY too long to write

AN: helo! This is just a quick drabble on a headcanon that I made. I hope you enjoy it!

It was meant to be only around 700 words but I got carried away and it ended up being 1100 oops! But that’s all

Warnings: not much dialogue, not my best work but not bad

Enjoy!

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Today has been one of the most stressful days of your entire life. It was whether you were training with your squad or you were helping hangi with their experiments. Back and forth. Back and forth. It was like a never-ending circle.

So as soon as dinner came around you were trampling your way past everyone -it was quite exhausting and you had to re-energize somehow. And food was the answer, as always of course.

As soon as you got yout tray of precious flavor mounds -which consists of bread and the watery soup they had every Wednesday. But today they had some sort of fruit along with it, so there was some dessert in there.

As you sat down at the table the consists of all the superior officers, you were scarfing all of it down, almost looking like a starved Sasha. Levi looked at you and gave you a wrinkled eyebrow and a disgusted face as he looked at you going ham on the poor bread.

"Do I even want to ask?” he stated hinting at your pig-like self to hangi.

“I'm sure she's just hungry.” and with that, they started eating her own food.

Levi turned to you and gave you a look of -we need to talk later- and continued on with his own meal, at a much slower pace than you.

It was honestly excruciating having to think about going to Levi's office, you just wanted to flop down on your pillow and hit the hay and possibly die, but Levi told you to do something, so you obeyed.

One of the reasons is you and Levi have been dating for a while now and of course you two kept it a secret. Levi wasn't one for public display of emotions. And you respected that. And honestly, it would be too much of a hassle to keep up with, hangi asking questions, all the teasing, I would overload Levi- and honestly you too- him being 'humanity's strongest soldier’ and all if the public found out, God bless us all.

The other reason, Levi as well, Levi. He could make you feel better no matter when or where. so you begrudgingly applied. As you found your way to Levi's door you couldn't help but let your mind wander, 'what was his plan?’ I mean the man has always been one of surprise, but this was unexpected. But you gently knocked on the door and Levi answered with his usual stoic tone, “name and business.” and you replied with “(f/n)”

He quietly ‘tsk's’ and told you to open the door and you compliance you found him sitting at his desk with mountains upon mountains of paperwork. not surprised in the slightest way possible you quickly found you want to him and kissed his cheek and asked, "what is it you called me in here for love?”

He looked at you and awkwardly gestures across the desk where there was a chair. You sat down in it and looked at him skeptically, “Levi why did you ask me in here?” you asked for a second time he -again ignored you and simply stared at you.

He got up and made his way across the room towards you and gently set his hand on your shoulders and thumbs right above your wing bone as he dug then in there. He was giving you a back massage. You groaned at the contact as you rolled your head back. It was such a pleasant feeling- him being here helping you relax. It was so therapeutic you could hardly stop yourself from falling asleep. But as all the stress melted away in your lover's touch and caresses so did your conscientious and your head hit his shoulder as you faded into the darkness.

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Levi had seen your struggle all day so when you started eating like such a pig he could only wonder how you weren't dead on the floor right now. So as soon as dinner ended he got the idea. You had comforted him so much through all of his stress so why couldn't he help with yours? So he told you to meet him in his office. He knew it was the girl at the door as soon as he heard the gentle knock on the wooden door, but still gave an athorive 'name and business’. As soon as she made her way towards him, the confusion was clear but once again, he chose to ignore it.

He wasn't surprised when you had passed out after only five minutes of the message. You looked like a zombie in the cafeteria as you were scarfing down the food. "Tsk, brat. Always over-exerting herself,” he mumbled to himself as he looked at you sleeping form you looked so peaceful he could only wonder what you were dreaming about.

He picked up your large frame and carried it to his bed, he didn't want some idiots seeing him crying you back to your room, that would be one hell of a thing to explain.

As he laid you down as gently as possible, he tucks you in, making sure that the blanket was covering her, and that the position seemed comfortable to her he went to leave but got grabbed by a soft, small hand and looked behind himself shocked.

Your eyes were half-lidded, but still awake and a slight blush and then you sted drowsily, “stay…”

Levis's breath hitched you two have never cuddled before so this was a big step in your two's relationship. Levi was going to go back to work - since his insomnia was eating at him- but he couldn't say no to your pleading half-lidded eyes so he gave a gentle shake of his head and climbed into the small bed next to you. He didn't know if he would be able to sleep but he would try.

As he gently caressed your stomach a wave of awkwardness settled in him, he didn't want to move his hands to a weard place for you so he settled for the by his head near his heart.

You felt the lack of touch and turned to face him looking at him fondly as you put your hand over his waist

He stiffened beneath you but didn’t. no, you hand away, he only moves closer - accepting the fact that he was the little spoon- and had a light blush dusted on his cheeks and averted his eyes from your loving gaze.

You yawned tiredly and looked at him and gave a tender kiss to his forehead, it was full of love and sleepy-ness and you yawned again.

"Goodnight, love” he looked at you for a moment, you were absolutely beautiful, your (h/c) looks framing your face and a small smile playing on your lips. He himself gave a small smile as a bit more blush dusted his cheeks and he pulled himself impossibly closer and rested his arm on your waist.

“Goodnight.”

#levi x reader #aot #snk #fanfic #oneshot #image

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slytherinbangchan · 5 years

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Gryffindor Jisung (Hogwarts!Au)

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Pairing: GryffindorJisungxSlytherinReader

-Han Jisung.

-That idiot.

-First time you saw him was in the Quidditch pitch.

-He had just joined Gryffindor's team that year.

-And he was a chaser just like you.

-A good one.

-You were a fifth year then but he was just a third year.

-So you had been playing longer than him and it showed.

-You had no problem with him at first.

-Untill you accidentaly heard him telling his teammates you cheated in the last match.

-You didn't actually say anything back then.

-Cause you enjoy plotting your revenge in silence better.

-Your plan was to mess with him just a little.

-Like enchanting his stuff a couple of times or sneaking some Belch Powder on his food.

-After all what he said was just the usual stuff you'd heard from the enemy team.

-He didn't know it was you messing with him.

-It was fun.

-You were dating Minho back then.

-But you broke up with him after Christmas.

-He didn't like that one bit.

-And guess what he did?

-Yep. He befriended Jisung and told him everything.

-Don't know how he did it tho.

-Jisung likes Slytherins as much as you like Gryffindors.

-Maybe cause Minho is friends with Chris.

-And everybody likes Chris no matter what.

-In any case what started like a series of pranks ended up in a more serious confrontation.

-Probably cause Minho was there to make everything worse than it was.

-Whatever the reason was.

-You started fighting anytime you'd see eachother even harder after the new school year started.

-Sometimes he would say something about your hair or your chaser skills.

-But you call him 'stupid chipmunk', or 'squirrel' or simply just 'rat' so...

-He would make you trip too as you walk.

-But actually you know more charms and spells than he does cause you're older so that doesn't end greatly for him most of the time.

-That won't stop him from trying tho.

-He has Minho teaching him some stuff you learn in sixth years classes.

-Quidditch matches are the worst.

-You would just diss eachother and trash talk a lot.

-Sometimes you just want to grab one beater's bat and hit him.

-You both made your teams lose more than once because of your stupid rivalry.

-And honestly people are kinda tired of you two.

-Not just your team but everyone around you.

-They would just walk away everytime you're close to eachother.

-You're getting tired too.

-Since you're a sixth year now you'd like to focus on other stuff.

-Like your studies.

-If only Minho would stop telling Jisung stupid lies about you.

-Maybe he wouldn't be so mad.

-Maybe you wouldn't be so mad either.

-Cause the reason you are is he won't shut up.

-You can tell someone is keeping that ominous fire inside him lighted up.

-And you're just so exhausted.

-One day as you're just resting at the common room Chris sits by your side.

-'So...' He says. 'Rough start at school this year?'

-'I'm so tired' You say. 'And that guy Jisung is a nightmare'.

-'Ahh yeah... I tried to stop that but you know...'

-'What?'

-'I don't know... Minho and Jisung. They seem to have a weird relationship founded on a deep hate towards you'. He chuckles a little.

-You scoff. 'Well, that's just...Fantastic'.

-'Sometimes I think they're dating'.

-'Yeah? Can't they just do that and leave me alone?'

-He laughs. 'Guess they can't'.

-You see Minho entering the common room right after Chris says that.

-'Hey'. You call him but he ignores you so you walk towards him and try to block his way.

-'What are you doing?' He asks.

-'We have to talk so you're going to listen to me' You drag him outside to Moaning Myrtle's Bathroom and check if there's anyone there before talking to him again. 'I'm tired of this stupid fight'.

-'I don't care'. He says looking at you. 'And Jisung doesn't care either so don't you even bother on talking to him'.

-'What does that even mean? You don't care?'

-'It's fun. This fight. I'm not going to stop'. He says. 'See you'. He leaves the bathroom without letting you say anything back.

-You hate him. You hate him hard.

-You don't even remember why you dated him.

-Next day you're having lunch at the great hall when you hear some kind of dispute nearby.

-Soon there's people forming a circle around some kids and Minho.

-'I know it was you'. One of the kids say. They seem like first years.

-'I don't know what you are talking about'. He says.

-Chris appears then and people calm down a little. 'What's going on?' He asks.

-'He jinxed our brooms earlier while we were at flying lessons and I almost died!' One of the kids says.

-'Seriously? Trying to kill some kids now?' Chris looks at Minho.

-He srughs and smiles. 'I did nothing. He must be just really bad at flying'.

-'No, I'm not! I'm the best in my class!' The kid says.

-Minho laughs again and Chris grabs him by his wrist after sighting. 'Alright let's go. Got a feeling you're gonna spend a long time in detention after this'.

-'What?' You can hear Minho complaining as they go away and you laugh inside.

-That idiot deserves it.

-He's a devil.

-With him at detention these days you'll be able to breathe a little at least.

-You meet Bangchan in the common room again later that day.

-He smiles as he sees you walking towards him. 'Happy?'

-'Why, yes'. You say as you sit besides him. 'How long is he gonna be there?'

-'I don't know... At least a month. He really could have killed those kids'.

-'A month without seeing that idiot out of classes'.

-'Well, there's still Jisung'.

-'Don't ruin this for me'.

-He laughs. 'I'm just saying, Minho is only half of that problem'.

-'I'm gonna go now'. You say as you stand up. 'I've got a game tomorrow'.

-'Don't get mad at me!' He says as you walk away.

-Shit. The game against Gryffindor.

-You totally forgot about it till Chris mentioned the chipmunk.

-Anyway with Minho out of the map next day things go smoothly at first.

-You don't see him anywhere.

-Neither Jisung.

-Then the match starts.

-Jisung grabs the Quaffle first but you chase him and push him hard so he drops it.

-'Oops'. You say as another member of your team takes the ball.

-Jisung grunts at your action but flies away.

-As always the match ends up being a battle between you and Jisung.

-Neither of you have the opportunity to score cause one would just tuckle the other down mercilessly.

-At the end of the match you're both exhausted and bruising all over.

-'Seriously why didn't you make your try-out as a beater if you like to hit stuff that much?' That's your Captain complaining about your attitude. 'You know your goal is to score right? Not fighting that Gryffindor guy. I've told you like a thousand times'.

-'Why are you scolding me? We won!' You say.

-'Not because of you'. He lets out a very frustrated sigh. 'You know... I spoke to Woojin, Gryffindor's Captain'.

-'What? Why?'

-'Are you seriously asking me why?' He sighs again. 'Listen. You're a very good chaser but you lose it when we play against Gryffindor'.

-'That's nonsense'. You scoff.

-'Ok. Come here'. You follow him to a room where Woojin and Jisung are waiting. 'Now before any of you complain about this...'

-'Are you punishing me?' You ask.

-'It's not that. Please just listen'. Woojin says.

-'Yes we are punishing you' Your Captain says and Woojin sighs rolling his eyes.

-Nothing more amusing that seeing a Slytherin and a Gryffindor trying to work together.

-'Ok, but it's not like that exactly' Woojin adds. 'We just want you to spend some time working together so you'd learn to tolerate eachother'.

-'Ok, you can put it like that I guess'. Your Cap says. 'Anyway, you'll be cleaning and polishing both Quidditch teams's equipment TOGETHER for the next two months'.

-'What? I'm on my sixth year I don't have time for that'. You complain.

-'I'm sure you'll find a way to keep up with yout homework'. Your Cap says.

-'We made a decision. We even spoke to our houses's Prefects so...'

-'I'm not spending my free time with the rat?'

-'What did you just called me?' Jisung asks, walking towards you.

-Your Captain stops him and shush you. 'Shut up both of you. I swear if you don't colaborate on this we're kicking you both from the Quidditch team'.

-Woojin handles you both a can of broomstick polish. 'You can start now'.

-The Captains leave and you stand there for a second before storming out.

-Jisung follows you cause he has to.

-Both of you swearing under your breath.

-You get to the place where the rest of the team have left their equipment for you to clean it.

-First week you won't even look at eachother.

-But just him being there makes you so uncomfortable.

-The second week you start feeling less awkward.

-On the third one you find yourself smiling at the fact that he's always humming to a song as he cleans around.

-And then you realize it's been days since the last time you fought in the halls or at lunch.

-You get to the common room that night and just fall over one of the couches.

-'So tired'. You say. Your face against a pillow.

-'I heard your scores are going down lately' Chris's voice comes out of nowhere startling you a little.

-'What the fuck. I didn't see you there'.

-'Disillusionment Charm' He says. 'I've heard Minho is looking for me'.

-'I'm too tired to ask'.

-He chuckles. 'Anyway. Guess you're spending too much time cleaning your team's equipment with Jisung'.

-'Yes. I am. And I'm too tired when we're done to do any homework. I should find myself someone to do it for me. But who am I kiddin? I'm exhausted even for that'.

-He laughs again. 'You should try at least'.

-You sigh. 'Wait a minute'. You say sitting up. 'Our Caps said they asked our Prefects if they were allowed to punish us like that'. You say.

-'Not me! They didn't ask me. I swear.'

-You let out an exhausted sigh. 'Anyway I'm going to bed for a while. Bye'.

-You sleep for an hour or so and then try to do some homework which you fail to do miserably.

-Next day you find out you failed your first test ever.

-So even if you try and keep calm during the day.

-The minute you're alone you start crying.

-It's not like you care that much about your grades.

-You're just so tired.

-And waiting in that place only to start cleaning again the minute Jisung gets there.

-You try to stop crying before he arrives but you just can't.

-So he sees you right away.

-At first he doesn't know what to do.

-But he ends up just grabbing your hand as you cry.

-You let his hand go clearing your throat once you've calmed down a little.

-He gives some steps back and start cleaning but doesn't say anything.

-After an hour or so he speaks up. 'Why don't you leave?'

-'What?'

-'Just go to your room and hide. Whatever I just can't stand being at the same room as you today'.

-That kinda hurts you a little?

-Like you were used to him saying that kind of stuff before but now it feels weird.

-And you're still trying to pull yourself together after crying.

-'I haven't finished cleaning'. You say.

-'I'll do it. Didn't you hear what I said earlier?' He's not even looking at you.

-You leave the place hesitantly.

-Clashing into Chris on your way to the dorms.

-'Is like there's no more people in this school'. You complain.

-'What are you doing here? What about your punishment'.

-'Ah... Jisung saw me crying and then he got weird after a while and told me to leave him alone and go to our dorms'.

-He chuckles. 'I knew he couldn't be that bad'.

-'What are you talking about he just kicked me out cause he can't stand being in the same room as me'.

-'I thought you two weren't fighting that much anymore'.

-'Yeah I thought so too. But he spoke to me like that earlier so?'

-'Hm... That's funny cause I told him and Changbin about you struggling with your study time this morning at breakfast and he seemed reflective about it'.

-You blush.

-'You okay?' Chris asks.

-'Shut up'. You say. Then you walk away.

-Your heart beating faster.

-You spend the rest of the day blushing everytime you'd remember Jisung's existence for some reason.

-The rest of the girls in your dorms all confused as they watch you kick your own bed sheets out of the bed.

-Another week goes by and he uses the same excuse to kick you out early more than once.

-Giving you time to actually finish your homework.

-And you would just go and don't say anything about it.

-You could thank him but then he'd know that you know.

-And that would be awkward.

-It's been a while since the last match against Gryffindor but finally there's one today.

-Your entire team begs you to behave for once.

-But they really don't have to.

-Since all that rage or hate you felt against Jisung before doesn't exists anymore.

-For the first time in two years the match starts and you're not thinking about destroying Jisung.

-He seems pretty much focussed in the match too.

-Then this thing happen.

-Where you two collide.

-And he apologyzes.

-And you do too.

-And Woojin looks at Jisung with an eyebrow up.

-Then Jisung Blushes and flies away from you.

-You shake your head and try to focus again.

-A Bludger flying high speed towards you but your captain knocks it away.

-Redirecting it to the other team.

-Specifically towards Jisung who hasn't even see it.

-'Jisung!!' You shout so he would move but it's too late.

-The Bludger hits him and he falls to the ground.

-You fly towards him practically tripping as you get down of your broom.

-'What are you doing? Your Captain asks. 'Just keep playing'.

-Jisung hisses as he hugs his own ribs.

-'Jisung. Are you okay?'.

-’What are you doing? Get back. They'll kick you out of the team'. He says. Whimpering at the end then passing out.

-But Woojin asks to finish the match and surprisingly your Captain agrees.

-You follow Jisung to the Hospital Wing and stay by his side.

-You can't help but blush as Chris shows up smiling.

-But Minho is coming too. 'What are you doing here?' He asks. 'Pushing you away from Jisung'.

-'Fuck you'. You say.

-He's going to push you again but Chris stops him.

-'What? Don't you tell me this idiot fell for Jisung while I wasn't there'. He asks Chris.

-He srughs. 'I don't know what to tell you'.

-'Omg. Did you??' He's asking you. 'That's pathetic, he literally hates you. Believe me, I know'. He laughs.

-Normally you'd had a great comeback for that asshole but you're too hurt right now.

-You just stand up and leave before the tears in your eyes fall.

-You make it to your dorms but then you break down.

-'I'm so stupid' You say as one of your roommates pat your back.

-'C'mon, you're not'. She says.

-'I am cause he's right. I've fallen for a guy who hates my guts. And I wasn't even aware of it till Minho said it outloud'. You say as you try wipping your tears. But they won't stop coming out.

-'Really?' She asks.

-'What?'

-'You didn't know you liked him?' She chuckles. 'That's kinda cute. Everyone else had noticed'.

-'What?' You blush so hard.

-'You know. Since you'd talk about him so much while you blush all the time'.

-'What? I don't do that?'

-'Really?' She raises her brows and then proceeds to mimic you. 'Have you seen Jisung today a lunch? He looked like a fucking squirrel storing all that food on his cheeks. What an idiot. I bet he thinks he’s cute or something'.

-'Why would people think I like him after I said that????' You ask.

-'Omg. Cause you were blushing and you looked so happy as you thought about it'.

-'Ugh. Whatever'. You say, still blushing. 'Who cares. He hates me so much anyway'.

-'You know, they say we Slytherins have a tendecy towards unrequited love'.

-'That doesn't help at all'.

-She laughs. 'Yeah I don't know what to tell you'. She pats your back one last time before leaving you alone.

-You sigh and try to calm down and sleep.

-Five days later you feel strong enough to leave your dorms.

-'So, I heard they released you from detention'. Chris says.

-'Yeah...'

-'Nice timing huh?'

-'Jisung is injured so it was kinda pointless for me to do it alone'.

-'Nah, he's not anymore'.

-'Oh...'

-'Yeah, is like if he magically healed'.

-You would laugh at Chris's jokes but you're too emotionally drained.

-'He's also not talking to Minho lately'

-'What?'

-'Yeah, apparently he said something Jisung didn't like. But you should ask him yourself'.

-'I'm not talking to Minho?'

-'I just mentally facepalmed myself. You idot, I meant Jisung'.

-You blush. 'No way'.

-'Ok. Whatever'.

-He seems frustrated for some reason so you leave the common room and head to the Great Hall to have breakfast.

-You bump into Jisung on your way there.

-'Hey, where were you hidding?' He asks.

-You stutter a little. 'Ah... My dorms?'

-'Really? I was afraid you'd be killing yourself doing homework'.

-You laugh. 'No way. Uhm... How are you doing by the way?'

-'I'm fine'. He smiles at you and you blush.

-'Ah, great. Well, I better keep going now...' You try to scape but he grabs your robe's sleeve not letting you go.

-'Thank you'. He says.

-'What?'

-'For calling my name that day. And for staying with me at the hospital'.

-Ok, you can't get more red than that.

-'Ah... You knew?'

-'Yeah... I was awake when Minho and the others arrived. So I heard everything'.

-'W-were you??'

-'I'm sorry he said those things to you'.

-'Ah... It's okay...'

-'I don't actually hate you, you know?' He's making sure you're looking at his eyes.

-'You don't?'

-He sighs. 'No I don't. Actually I never did? Truth is... You won't even remember this but, first time I was in a Quidditch match you were so good? But I couldn't accept you being so much better than me so I said some ugly stuff about you cheating etc...'

-'I do remember that' You chuckle.

-'Yeah well. I'm kinda stupid that way. But I realized I actually was fascinated by you. And I found out you were dating Minho and I was younger than you so you wouldn't even look at me anyway probably’.

-'What are you talking about?' You laugh.

-He blushes. 'Shut up. I'm trying to explain something'. You laugh sweetely again and he keeps explaining. 'You broke up with Minho and I was talking to Seungmin about you cause he's a Slytherin too so I thought he... Anyway! Minho heard us talking and he told me you would never like me cause you were the one pranking me and you hated me and he would insist on that a lot'.

-'What?'

-'He said a lot of stuff and probably they weren't true but by that time I believed everything he said'. He sighs. 'And I'm sorry cause when I heard how easily he lied to you about me I realized everything'.

-'Well, he's a very good liar'. You sigh.

-'Yeah but... While he was away in detention and we were forced to spend time together. I felt so sad cause I would think all the time about the things Minho said about you hating me so much so I would get mad and fight you cause what I really wanted was for you to...Like me... And...' He blushes but he won't stop looking at you.

-'And?'

-'At the end I told Minho the truth like a week before our last match and how I was feeling closer to you after our detention days and that maybe you didn't hate me so much... But he got so mad'.

-'What? That day in the hospital he already knew all this?' He nods. 'Oh wow, he's a really good liar indeed'.

-'Yeah...' He chuckles.

-'You're an idiot tho for letting a Slytherin like Minho get into your head'.

-'Ah... I guess I am'. He says. 'I must be a huge one cause I also let a Slytherin like you into my heart'.

-Smooth.

-You blush and he smiles.

-His hand caressing your face.

-'What are you doing?' You ask.

-'Shut up, I'm gonna kiss you, idiot'.

-'You shut up'.

-He chuckles before your lips finally collide.

-’And you’re the idiot’. You say before kissing him again.

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fight-me-wyatt · 5 years

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Hello! I was wondering if you were still doing ships? 😇 it's alright if you don't, I was just asking in advance before just sending something in I really love yout work btw!! It's really really good!! 🌻

Hey! Short answer; yes, im still doing ships! Long answer; I’m always forgetting about this account and/or get into a ‘cant be bothered’ writers block which means that ship requests go at an absolute snails pace hehe, my inbox is currently at 70 ship requests (oops), so I’ll definitely eventually get to your ship request, but im starting at the bottom and working up,, so feel free to send it in, just dont expect it anytime soon hehe. I like to think of it as a positive surprise when i eventually get to them ;)) xx Thank you for your support!!

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bwicblog · 7 years

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SA: i have never seen a small troll so happy in my life.

SA: I bought them ice cream.

TT: what flavor TT: if you say smTh like vanilla you are going To a(\/)Tually die

SA: why do you hate vanilla so much?

SA: I bought them what they liked best.

SA: it was butter pecan.

ID: guess what chat, i'm bored and bitchy so someone should give me a reason not to be.

ID: or a reason to be more bitchy. that works too.

DD: i think i would prefer to give you a reason to be less bitchy

DD: and in light of that it might be worth asking what you are feeling bitchy about!

DD: you can think of it as talking about your problems but also lets be real gossip is fun and bitching about yout bitchy feelings is cathartic

ID: pff well at least you're honest about why you're concerned. =:P i'm just bitchy because of some stuff that happened that i'm not about to share on the chat. for fear of the wrong eyes seeing.

ID: so sorry, no gossip!

DD: well thats unfortunate clearly i have no reason to keep talking to you DD: im joking of course i am sorry that bad things happened the fun part of gossip is getting together with friends to trash talk the people you dislike not the nature of the suffering itself DD: in the end it is my overall preference that my friends do not feel shitty DD: and as we have totally established we are at least on the first tier of friendship >:D

ID: you a trash talking pro then there daz? =:P i'll have to remember not to upset you. so you can't drag my good name through the mud.

ID: the first step of a long climb, you gotta be dedicated to this friendship.

DD: well okay to be honest i am not usually the one doing the trash talking unless it is in respect to my mechanical equipment some of which has developed an attitude as a result of the artificial intelligence frames i have installed to assist me with my work but that is more affectionate trashtalking like one might perform when calling their pet cuttlefish fat DD: mostly it is my friend trash talking but when i have issues i have to acknowledge usually it is me messing up like it was earlier with prisma and in those cases i just kind of go be by myself a bit because trash talking is fun but me crying to someone is significantly less so

DD: and of course i am dedicated or well as dedicated as i have reason to be which is to say you are fun to talk to and i can see myself doing so for the forseeable future but i am afraid i am not yet ready to lay down my life for you no matter how much colorful claw varnish you introduce me to

ID: man can you type. or is this a talk to text program. either way you're fast. and wordy.

ID: not saying its bad.

ID: before you get offended.

DD: i type very quickly but i am told i talk very quickly as well it is sometimes a problem but unfortunately i have a hard time telling when it is appropriate to stop because really i want to say all of the things that are relevant and i think theyre all important DD: also i am not offended dont worry you are only saying the truth

ID: and you should trash talk more, it's great.

DD: i dont really have anybody to trash talk though!

DD: except maybe the people on team jaycob

DD: they have awful taste that is quite worthy of trashing

ID: so far i don't think we've seen any of them around.

DD: the problem remains! 😦

DD: to clarify that is a sarcastic smiley i am not actually that torn up over the issue of not having a fight to pick with people and i am afraid i have been coming of as sufficiently ditzy lately that that may be unclear

ID: hahah, well. if it makes you feel better chat rooms are hard to guage that sort of shit.

ID: though some people put /s at the end of sarcastic remarks to indicate sarcasm.

DD: i feel like thats a little bit too on the nose sometimes

ID: also the colorful claw varnish is the best and you're really missing out by not going out and purchasing some that changes color.

DD: but its still probably better than a long paragraph explaining my intentions so i will keep it in mind!

ID: it's hella fun to run under different temperatured water.

ID: just use it when you reallllyyyy don't want someone to get offended.

DD: and oh dear well that is what we are going shopping for later isnt it! DD: there is not very much of anything at all to buy here in such a small town though admittedly the local burgers are delicious and its always more fun to buy that sort of thing in person with friends than just ordering it online for drone delivery

ID: because when they're already het up a long explanation can make it worse.

DD: why would people be offended?

ID: also yeah you probably went to the same burger place as i did with gliese and they had some fantastic burgers.

ID: because it can come off as...

ID: what's the word.

ID: that means you're talking down to a troll because you think they're dumb.

DD: condescending!

ID: that.

DD: and oh dear that makes sense DD: i think that was the issue with my apology explanation earlier as well DD: i was worried that i might be misrepresenting myself and i did not want prisma to think i was acting out of malice but really it came off like i thought he was dumb

DD: that sucks 😦

ID: yeah, it's a slippery slope of being understood and coming off as a prick.

ID: slipperier for you since you're a fish.

DD: !!

DD: what do you mean

ID: ....look, you know how stereotypes work right.

ID: the biggest stereotype for a fish for us lowbloods is that every troll with fins is a jerk.

DD: i have had little experience with socializing with large numbers of people DD: i have had much experience with watching tv

DD: and oh dear

DD: ... i guess i knew that i just didnt really think about it or how it might apply to me

ID: yeahhh. see you're in a position where you can just. not apply things to yourself and be safe doing it.

ID: where us lowerbloods have to be more wary and careful.

ID: better to assume a highblood is gonna mess you up. rather than trust one and get fucked up. y'know?

DD: ... yeah

DD: that makes sense DD: D:

DD: ... do i maybe come off like a person that would mess somebody else up though like generally stereotypes aside

ID: well i mean.

ID: if you were really devoted.

ID: some fish like to play the long con.

DD: the long con??

DD: i mean i understand what you mean i just dont understand why that would be something that you might be concerned about somebody else doing

ID: ...because i like living.

ID: and am also maybe a little paranoid.

DD: hm! DD: i am just asking because i mean yes i understand that i am a seadweller and this means i am sturdier than most lowbloods but also there are other seadwellers fully capable of hurting me too both physically emotionally socially and financially and in fact i have recently narrowly escaped an assassination attempt but i suppose i still do not see that much reason to be consistently concerned about somebody playing a long con on me DD: thought maybe that is why somebody tried to cull me so you may have a point in that respect

ID: hahah why did they try to assassinate you...? =:/

ID: is that what happened to your horns.

DD: yes!

DD: and i suppose it is because i am one of the two chief executives of a very rapidly successful starship tech company and there are some issues with you know brand competition

DD: and resentment because the field thus far has been dominated primarily by long-standing memebers of it an i am fairly young as well as the issue that well

iD: oh. yeah. cut-throat business, they don't like the new fish muscling in on things. i get it. i mean it's shitty but i understand.

DD: one of the other recent entrants into the field of helmstechnology development is qpin and they are uniquely known for their ruthless competitiveness though of course i cant strictly say that they were behind it

DD: though my co-ceo says it was likely them because the queenpin is the head and she has a lot of trouble in terms of competitiveness on account of being a jadeblood

DD: but all of that is politics and i am afraid that i am not particularly great at it and i have no idea who it was

ID: ...also jeesh i guess i should have. expected you to be working on helm shit since you're at the helm station. i'm kinda glad you're not allowed to talk about what you're developing now.

ID: but congrats on not dying.

ID: or becoming too maimed to continue working.

ID: sorry about the horns though.

DD: thank you!!

DD: i appreciate your celebration of my narrow avoidance of death : P

DD: also what is wrong with as you phrased it helm shit?

DD: i will refrain from talking about it if it makes you uncomfortable but i am afraid i dont understand

ID: you're the only person who is apparently willing to chat tonight so i'm glad you survived long enough to chat. =:P

ID: i don't like helm shit. it's like.

ID: the text version of claws on a chalkboard for me.

DD: truly high accolades

SA: nobody asked if they wanted me in the chat :/

DD: and oh my goodness well i will keep that in mind

DD: umm

ID: pris! sorry, i assumed you were napping.

SA: i'm teasing.

DD: i think maybe the assumption was that you were not present on account of earlier hads said-

DD: oh

DD: oops

ID: =:P

ID: 💚

DD: 💜 >:D

DD: do you maybe have anything that you would like to trash talk about because we have recently arrived at the conclusion that it is a worthwhile endeavor but i have nobody to trash talk and hads is being very secretive about the source of his miffedness

ID: yeah pris, give us some trash talk. =:P

SA: oh.

SA: um.

SA: ...

SA: this is. rather hard.

DD: unless of course you would like to join hads in the club of secretiveness which i assume is alternatively titled the club of the subjects of the trash talking being potentially present in the chatroom at a later date?

SA: no, I have no secret salt. I have made most of it known.

ID: yeah pris is a pretty honest guy.

DD: oh in that case what is difficult?

SA: I do not tend to hold on to animosity for extreme periods of time.

SA: It takes energy I do not have.

SA: I would rather reserve it for stopping hadean from getting into a bonus fight after Ashley.

SA: let me think.

ID: =:PPPP

DD: oh dear DD: see that statement there sounds a little bit like salt though maybe perhaps not the sort that is meant to be a source of amusement

ID: i need a post-victory fight tho pris!

SA: i think that it's very stupid that high bloods become very offended when I enter their space.

SA: they can't stand the idea i have as much money as them.

SA: that is sufficiently salty.

DD: also i think i understand that i tend to not hold onto angry feelings for very long but i in general am a lot more inclined to be sad rather than mad

ID: i'll take it! that's some salt. fuck them for getting snooty.

DD: and i appreciate the pun there though i am not sure what you mean DD: i dont find you offensive to be around at all

ID: the stereotypical fish daz.

DD: oh this is about stereotypes again

SA: it must be hard to live life with such a fragile ego that because someone is well-tailored and capable of pulling several thousand out of their wallet in cash, you must threaten them as much as possible to feel powerful again.

ID: do i gotta punch someone for you pris?

SA: you do not need a post victory fight you need a post-victory ice cream and bandaids.

ID: =:PPPP

SA: also dazzle I am regularly somewhat salty at Hadean. it is the spice of our friendship.

DD: yes seconding hads though more in spirit of concern rather than desire to actually punch anybody what i mean is that it sounds like you recently had a bad experience

DD: is that why hads is the saltlick

SA: yes but taht's also because he's salty anyways.

SA: ❤

ID: is salt a spice now.

ID: 💚

DD: <3< ??

ID: what.

SA: i did not recently have one, no. It just happens when I leave the loft. I live in West Haven, which is majority high-bloods.

ID: no. definitely no.

DD: platonic spade i suppose but i cannot find it in blue

DD: or purple or green

SA: oh no. It's not like that at all.

SA: I thought salt was a spice... is something only a spice if it grows?

ID: idk.

ID: daz is salt a spice.

DD: i am going to say yes though mostly out of convenience for the sake of making puns and less because i actually know

SA: oh.

SA: well that's as good of an answer as any.

DD: although on the topic of growing i can at least say acid is often used to spice food underwater so

DD: there is at least that

SA: that sounds like. hell.

SA: but i suppose i won't judge i eat scorpions.

ID: ...how does. acid food taste...?

ID: does acid impart a flavor?

SA: is it citrus-y, dazzle

DD: that depends on the acid you use i suppose sometimes it is bitter and other times it is more sour and unfortunately i cannot tell you if it is citrusy on account of i have never had a citrus fruit though it does not taste much like orange candies if that helps

DD: also it is often used to cook food not just season it

ID: huh.

ID: weird.

SA: you should try an orange sometime. they are wonderful

DD: more weird than eating scorpions?? :{

DD: and apparently also squirrels

ID: i like berries the best out of fruit. but they're usually more expensive.

SA: I do not eat rodents.

ID: since they spoil quicker.

ID: i eat squirrels. =:P

SA: horrid.

ID: any port in a storm pris.

DD: i will have to try both oranges and berries in that case maybe even a smoothie consisting of both 😄

SA: do not do that.

SA: Orange is a very particular flavor.

DD: i am taking this landdweller food thing step by step

DD: oh

DD: interesting

SA: citrus pairs well with other citrus.

ID: try orange juice.

ID: that's easy to find.

SA: lemon and lime, for example. Or Mango and orange.

SA: yes.

SA: orange juice.

ID: mango is a citrus? =:????

SA: ,...I always thought it was.

SA: "While both citrus and tropical fruits are grown in warm climates, citrus fruits refer specifically to the genus of flowering fruits in the Rutaceae family, which include oranges, grapefruits and lemons as well as certain other species and hybrids such as the pomelo, key lime and citron. Mango is not a citrus"

SA: now I'm mad at Hadean for telling me mango is not a citrus.

DD: i think i will just buy a pile of fruit

DD: and see which ones i enjoy

SA: and ruining sweeps of disbelief.

ID: ...i mean. mangos are too sweet for a citrus.

ID: was my logic.

SA: are... are oranges not sweet to you.

ID: not as sweet as a mango!

ID: oranges have that citrus taste!

SA: make sure you learn how to prepare them, Dazzle.

DD: you mean you cant eat them raw??

ID: yeah but some of them you don't eat the outsides.

ID: like citrus fruits.

DD: maybe i can go to a fruit restaurant

SA: just putting a mango in your mouthi s not the most brilliant idea.

ID: but you can eat the outside of a mango can't you?

SA: no.

SA: you also can't eat the outside of a banana.

SA: or.

SA: You can but it will make you very sad.

SA: I learned this the hard way.

SA: It was unfortunate.

ID: 'Answer: Although the pit of a mango isn't considered edible, some people do eat the mango skin. The skin is bitter-tasting, but the peel contains several healthful chemical compounds, including powerful antioxidants mangiferin, norathyriol, and resveratrol.'

ID: i have no idea what any of those words mean.

SA: so the short version is it will make you sad.

SA: healthy.

SA :but sad.

DD: i need to be healthier i think but i do not want to be more sad

DD: but maybe the health will be making up for it because honestly most of my sadness as of late has come from my health

SA: are you of poor constitution?

ID: i'll be honest and admit i've never eaten a mango. so i was guessing on eating the skin.

DD: not usually!!!

DD: i am just

ID; adjusting to being on land?

DD: not used to living on the land and everything is very dry and my gills hurt a lot and everything tastes weird so i am also hungry all the time

DD: and also everything is very hot

SA: you would probably be happier in a bay area.

SA: why they let you move to a desert

SA: Is beyond me.

ID: because of the station pris.

SA: yes, but... why put it there.

ID: close to a lowblood settlement.

DD: because it is a remote location where i am unlikely to be found again by the person who previously attempted to assassinate me and also because there is a psionic training station that is located in the area on account of it being a lowblood locale with a high psionic concentration

SA: oh so abducting.

DD: and that is very useful for my research

ID: easy to lure them away from a shitty town to be experimented on.

DD: i mean i am

DD: unsure i would phrase it that way

DD: ... the luring not the town thing the town is pretty shitty

ID: good thing i did it for you.

DD: oh dear

ID: you're poor and life sucks and maybe your lusus is dead and you're scared.

ID: some highblood offering you candy if you come to his station sounds pretty good.

DD: actually i believe most of the recruiting is done through online means

SA: a more polite way of saying it would be that it is often easier to accept being an pet and know you are cared for than it is to be free and struggle.

ID: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ my point remains.

DD: and the payment tends to be in caegars and i know that is not what you mean i simply think you maybe are not representing it very accurately

ID: it's still sucky to do.

ID: most of those trolls have to choose between that and death.

DD: i mean it is also kind of sucky to work public service at a cafe but

ID: ...i mean a cafe doesn't screw things in to you.

SA: being a living experiment and test subject is very different from being subject to a screaming indigo about how their latte was not enough foam.

ID: you can leave a shitty cafe job.

SA: ...do they foam lattes...

SA: I dont know.

SA: I have the all the time, and I have never thought about it.

ID: and you're probably less likely to die in a cafe job.

ID: or fry your psi.

ID: and probably get culled for that.

DD: well i mean first of all the only test subjects are the two cerulean trolls i believe and also the people that volunteer to help me out but that part is not mandatory the main purpose of this station is to prepare trolls that have been conscripted for helmservice for an easier transition upon ascension and also accept anybody that would like to volunteer for the service without conscription not

DD: testing things really

ID: yeah well i bet if you asked a lot of wrigglers why they volunteered.

ID: you'd get a lot of 'i didn't have any other option' answers.

DD: hm

DD: i guess i do not know

SA: does it not

SA; unsettle you.

ID: you sure don't! but the first step is realizing you don't know.

SA: that our ships are using an archiac biotechnical method of power when we could built a technical system or a disocnnecting system for them.

SA: My pilot training used my inhibitor to join and disconnect me from a ship without hurting me in the slightest.

SA: and yet this isn't the norm.

ID: man you also hear those stories about them chopping a helms' fronds off.

ID: since they don't need them for anything.

DD: well as a starship technician i kind of have to argue your useage of the word archaic because the biotech we have developed is currently eons ahead of our purely mechanical methods of transportation which are heavily limited by both fuel systems and speed and also i am not sure that you are hearing accurate stories about limb removal that is definitely not a standard practice and would probably be actively detrimental to the process and helmsman adjustment and biowire integration DD: as would be constantly placing the pilot into painful situations upon connect and reconnect though maybe that may be the case withoutdated systems??? DD: the point of helmsman system design is to ensure a fluid and efficient connection

ID: ...huh.

ID: i mean tbh i never really paid attention to schoolfeeding about helms since. you gotta figure that stuff is just propaganda to make you think it's great.

DD: a decent amount of it probably is but that is the case with all fleet propaganda!! which is not necessarily a bad thing to be honest if you ask me personally because focusing on the negative aspects of a situation is never going to motivate anybody when you think about it regardless of what the job it

ID: i mean the ratio of cons to pros of some jobs are a lot easier to swallow than others. =:P

DD: that is very true DD: i would not want to be a garbage person i am not ashamed to admit this

ID: and i like walking.

DD: or a fighter like sipara i am fairly sturdy but i do not like being attacked

ID: if you could not tell by my adventurer lifestyle.

ID: and you can say that i can explore wayyyy more stuff in a ship but i'm pretty sure it is soooo not the same.

DD: haha yes that is true i suppose i do not consider it much considering i am both very fond of swimming over walking and also my experience on starships as a nonpsionic troll involves not very much walking anyways

DD: partially because i am stuck in my coon trying to adjust to orbit but also primarily because there is also not much room to walk

ID: ...i guess since i've already dived in to this ball of squick i might as well ask since you'd know best.

ID: does like. your kind of psi make you better or worse or not usable for a helm?

DD: yes very much so!

DD: there is a psionic ranking system of course in terms of the amount of raw power available but also the type of psionics make a difference for example cerulean psychics and indigos are not functional for ship powering at all and varieties among lowbloods that exhibit nonphysical properties such as clairvoyance are typically not high enough on the actual kinetic energy production to be able to power a ship with any efficiency as conversion to a useable power source is often very inefficient and also takes up energy in the process which rather defeats the point

DD: for example telekinetic type psionics tend to be the most effective for helming while more psychically oriented powers are not

SA: sometimes hybridization allows multifaceted psionics but it's also very rare in natural occurance.

SA: i can pilot a starfighter with my telekinesis as long as the ship and my inhibitor are programmed to allow the link through.

Sa: But an entire ship wuld be beyond me.

SA; and for the most part starfighters rely on a psion's ability to generate shields and manipulate other variables for a quicker reactions time, but not flight itself.

DD: there are also augments that assist with that!

ID: hahahah okay can this be enough helms talk now.

ID: i've exceeded my comfort zone.

DD: that is part of what the psionic training facility that i am part of helps with-

DD: oh dear my apologies

DD: i will stop!

SA: 😃

ID: i mean i asked so it's fine.

ID: just. new convo now plzkthx.

ID: ...i mean i should volunteer a new subject huh.

ID: pris did you have dinner?

ID: both of you for that matter.

ID: miss hungry because i don't eat.

SA: ...

SA: maybe.

ID: =>:I the ice cream you had earlier isn't dinner btw.

SA: i had a fruit salad.

DD: dinner??

DD: ...

DD: oh dear

DD: i am afraid i lost track of time

DD: i was going to say i did have dinner but that feels as though it was a long time ago and it occurs to me that that may have been dinner yesternight and it is possible that part of my discomfort with my health is because i am actually very hungry

ID: i'm gonna make you both set alarms to eat. =>:(

ID: a fruit salad and ice cream isn't enough for a night pris.

SA: mrmrm.

SA: I'll be back in a bit.

ID: if you get lonely while eating call sips' mobile and i'll steal it to vid chat. =:P

SA: well I may as well call it now then.

SA: i am.

SA: go find it.

ID: woofbesat, fetch. i see how it is. =:PPP

DD: i unfortunately tend to not notice my alarms it has been somewhat detrimental my friend used to ahve somebody come pull me away from my work and i thought it was sillybut now i am realizing it was probably very necessary

ID: get one of those bracelets that vibrate as an alarm.

ID: they might work better.

DD: but also that is my cue to go find food before i keel over and die so goodbye it was lovely talking to you and also that is a good idea i should find one of those

ID: ...damnit now the chat is empty again. =>:(

VC: Not quite.

VC: I'm taking a rrest on a courrierr trip, what's everryone else up to?

ID: uh i sent all the hungry skeletons off to eat because they all forget or think that a fruit salad is a meal.

ID: so they're doing that. and i'm just sitting here twiddling ym thumbs and watching pris eat on vid-chat on another mobile.

ID: ....is it rude to text someone while watching another troll in a vid chat.

SA: i'm talking.

SA: asshole.

SA: that. that wasn't serious

VC: Oh, I don't think I've met you before, SA.

SA: Hello.

SA: I am prisma.

ID: =:P i can multitask pris!

VC: I'm Cennef. And you and Hadean apparently know each other well, I take it?

ID: yeah we're buds.

ID: pris is cool, so be nice to him. =:P

SA: cennef. it's nice to meet you.

VC: He's yellow, what reason do I have to _not_ be civil?

VC: It's not like he's one of this room's silly highbloods.

VC: You seem well-mannerrred, so I agrree in turrn.

ID: he can speak kinda highblood-y sometimes but it was just how he was raised so don't pick on him. =:P

VC: Mannerrs and phrrassing of some things isn't an exclusive highblood trrait. I harrdly would.

VC: Pherrres talks like he's trrrying to sound cerrulean sometimes and that doesn't botherr me.

ID: i mean glad you understand that. some lowbloods get so offended when you use a 'highblood' term!

ID: like saying tub is gonna turn you blue.

VC: Ha. I may not carre forr highbloods, but - oh _rreally_

VC: Using theirr language isn't exactly a sin.

VC: That's rridiculous.

ID: you've never met a lowblood who got all snooty with you over it?

ID: the 'uhm, did you mean ABLUTION TRAP?' types?

VC: I suppose I have now that I think of it, but they arren't exactly trrolls I spent a lot of time arround.

VC: My ex quads werren't like that at all, norr arre any of my currrent frriends.

ID: wise move. there's having a grudge against highbloods and then there's overcull.

VC: I rreally only have a grrrudge against _one_ highblood, but I do lack fondness forr them in generral.

SA: i overcull teal bloods.

VC: Though perrhaps it might be prrrudent to stop talking about it in case any of them do come in.

SA: they have always patronized me.

SA: 😉

VC: Pfft, what

VC: I know you'rre joking, but I don't rreally get it

ID: hahah, it's a chat thing. we joke that teals are the worst because they're in the middle so they lash out more.

VC: Ohhhh

VC: To be honest, I have only met one tealblood outside of deliverries, which don't rreally count.

VC: He was...verrry odd.

ID: that's a tealblood for you.

VC: Well, he wasn't a lawtroll orr anything. He was some sorrt of perrforrmer.

ID: ...huh. was it the dumpster troll.

ID: ...do you know what i'm talking about. probably not.

VC: ...he cerrtainly _belonged_ in a dumpsterr but otherrwise no, I do not.

VC: Mine talked like some sorrt of flowerrry idiot and called himself barrd.

VC: Is that what this dumpsterr trroll did.

ID: yes!

VC: Oh my god.

SA: why is there a known dumpster dweller.

ID: he got ceruleans mad about historical bulge piercings.

SA; what dessert should I get?

VC: _Oh my god._

ID: and they threw him in a dumpster.

ID: ...the fluffy one.

VC: For once. I am on the bluebloods' side.

VC: _What is wrong with him._

VC: Correction.

VC: How many things arrre wrrong with him.

ID: and then he started dueling them in the dumpster.

VC: Though I'd probably be -

VC: _Highbloods._

ID: until someone came and rescued his hide.

ID: it was hilarious.

VC: That's completely rrridiculous.

ID: it was. but that made it hilarious.

ID: so what are you delivering...?

VC: Sorry, I was getting back on the road. I have my phone on talk-to-text now. It's some sorrrt of book collection for this olive.

ID: you're fine. how are you traveling? and that sounds. boring.

VC: Haha, I have no clue. They could be about stunning adventurrres, for all I know. I don't usually get told the details of what I deliverrr, unless they'rre imporrtant forr trransit.

VC: I rrride my lusus.

VC: She's not exactly a hoofbeast orr anything, but she can go at a decent pace with a trroll as small as I am.

ID: heyy a troll after my own pumper. though my lusus is a variety of hoofbeast.

VC: Ohh, what kind?

ID: antelope kind. but one of the big ones. he can carry me and my stuff no problem. and we have similar rocking racks.

VC: Pfft. Do you now.

VC: I have decently sized horns myself.

ID: about time. like this chat is mostly nubhorn central.

VC: I can prrrove I am not nubhorned.

VC: Ignorre the goofy exprression, this is just what I had on frrond. Also unforrrtunately I should pay attention to the terrrain now, it's getting rrough.

ID: huh. sorry i've not got an image right on hand to share. and i'm not in the prettiest shape for selfies, so you'll just have to take me at my word. =:P

VC: Haha

VC: Well I fully expect one laterrr

VC: But underrstandable - ow

VC: I rreally _should_ stop talking, dammit

ID: your lusus bad at navigating?

SA: the fluffy one

SA: that didn't tell me anything...

ID: point the camera at the menu for me.

SA: there...

ID: uhhh. the lemon tart thingy. since you said you like citrus.

SA: okay.

SA: delicious...

ID: you're welcome. =:P

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