Not the arguments,

But the laughter,

Not the crying out of sadness,

But the tears of joy,

Not the nights on the couch,

But the ones with my hand in your shirt and your arms wrapped around me,

Not the indecisive moments and distance,

But the days we knew,

Not the hateful words of anger,

But the loving words that filled me with light,

Not the days when we didn’t touch,

But the nights you made love to me and we were the only souls in the universe,

Not the giving up and letting go,

But the holding on and hoping,

Eight years of memories,

Eight years of love,

Eight years of fights,

Eight years of passion,

Eight years of sadness,

Eight years of smiles,

The fragments of your memory,

The puzzle pieces of joy that made us one,

That made me whole,

Not the saying goodbye,

But the for always.

✧ hii im compson. i write fics on ao3 @notgoodbye. you might know me as campion, cowslip, pipkin, fivchan, hawbit, etc ive had like 100 names atp lol. i like writing even though i hardly do it

✧ mostly do torisai. im also into stucky, destiel, genshin stuff, hetalia, william faulkner, and some others. i like lps and classic literature. feel free to dm me with anything!

btw if you know me irl no you dont.

After months of soul-searching and dealing with many personal issues I came to a decision. I am stepping away from active blogging with my Simblr. I started this Simblr here prior to the Tumblr tittie ban in 2015 and then transferred it to this URL shortly after that. I have had a few hiatuses and some breaks, but now I think it is time to say goodbye to the daily process of playing, screenshotting, editing and posting.

My personal life has quite a bit going on with elderly parents that are depending on me more and more, every day. Other family issues that are taking a toll on me emotionally and just the fact that I am getting older and my mind is not a keen as it used to be. (Yeah I am that old, 61 in July) And to be honest this is not as fun as it used to be.

I am not completely leaving. I will remain here and will continue to read all of your posts, and maybe even comment from time to time, and yes, even post something when I feel like it. Just no more long extensive stories, Legacies or probably not any more Gay Bachelor Challenges at this time .

I had a project that in the works, that I have asked my best friend Marc at  @gingerbeardmansim if he would like to take on, and he is contemplating that now and if so he will share with you that over on his page. So, go follow him. He is a great guy and becoming quite an amazing Sims creator and Simblr. PLEASE go say hello and follow him.

It has been fun, and quite enjoyable as well as therapeutic and I have met an amazing group of friends while on this little journey here, some that have become personal friends and will continue to be. Thank you for your support over these past 5 1/2 years! 

See you in Willow Creek! SUL SUL

Mykel, the gay bachelor

  - Hello Fall . Good bye   only bye summer .................   😊  

cuz next year again....   

#repost from @camille.joycee ~💙 𝟝 /𝟛𝟙/𝟙𝟡-𝕨𝕖'𝕣𝕖 𝕛𝕒𝕞𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕘, 𝕣𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕟𝕠𝕨😇~ • • As the amazing, talented, and inspirational @emjaymendez heads off to LA to make big moves, I just want to wish him all the best wishes in the world and thank him for everything💙his choreo, mindset, and motivational posts on instagram have always pushed me to not be afraid to experiment with dance and take risks😇and special thanks again to @christancole and @emjaymendez for allowing me to groove out with these amazing and talented people in this group🙏🏻can’t wait to see you in LA soon and learn more from you😉LUV U KUYA EMJAY🤪❤️‼️HAVE FUN IN LA🤙🏻 • • Song: *Frick* (F**k) by @postmalone Choreography: @christancole & @emjaymendez Shirt: @tie_dye_company #notgoodbye #LA #bigmoves #dancejourney #explorepage #viraldance #viral #viralvideo #dance #dancer #hiphop #15 #15yearsold #chicago #chi-town #choreography #filipino #filipina #filipinodancer (at Supreme Dance Studio) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bzv-uTZHC56/?igshid=cfy1o62fw4yp

Cheers to this new chapter brother! I hope you enjoy the journey and the adventure of it all fills your soul 🌻 . . . . #newmove #family #brother #nephew #niece #makingmoves #roadtrip #love #notgoodbye #seeyousoon https://www.instagram.com/p/Bvj_QAODvoI/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ko2g7oe6qcxf

(Written yesterday morning) Holden’s fight was not like a warrior, because he was gentle; a lover not a fighter. He always chose to be magical. To appear and reappear from sickness leaving dust and wonder. A most perfect spirit by definition and a teacher I was blessed to be given. A blessing far greater than life itself. An alter kitty and a guardian of candles. Negative vibration was broke in half by his thick deep voice. He told me stories with his big yellow eyes and never hunted mice; he hunted bad juju. This morning the spirits kneel and Memaw came to take you home. My last words to you in life… ‘I will see you again.’ Sweet Holden, the silence has settled into my house and I still hear your meows upstairs. I hear your purrs behind the couch. I hear your tail tapping on the kitchen floor. This silence spreads. I chose to let you rest in the flower garden by the log chairs. All you ever wanted was to go outside and now you will have it. The trees will shelter you from the rain and the black crow buried next to you will be your soul mate in the afterlife. The ground was so soft from raining and I know you are the one that did that. We lay you to rest with crystals, jewelry, oils, and sacred things. On my son’s baby blanket wrapped in a silk and velvet shroud. Like a king. The world heard silence. The very first moment without your heartbeat, on October 11th 2018, 9:20:04am central time. May you rest well my sweet dark angel kitty. I will see you again. #NotGoodBye #angelkitty https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo2h_SRlmoP/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=12ttpeg8404yz

I hope that everyone hangs out with us this Saturday for our last show. Download the @radiovegasrocks app to join in on the fun! ✌🏼 ⁣ .⁣ .⁣ .⁣ .⁣ .⁣ #nevergettingtosaygoodbye #notgoodbye #onelastgoodbye #goodbye #sayinggoodbye #sad #ihategoodbyes #sadforever #podcastnetwork #goodbyesarehard #podcasts #sadvibes #sadquotes #podcasthost #notgoodbyes #leaving #podcastseries #sadedits⚫️ #nogoodbyes #sadmoodedits #podcast #life #friends #sadquotespage #goodbyes (at Ely, Nevada) https://www.instagram.com/p/CMBK8GwlT6_/?igshid=3doosff97mwc

Miss you 🤗💓💔

Sometimes people just know exactly how to warm your heart. Big thanks to a dear friend here at COCMHC for my Doctor Who addition to my keys. It’s the little things that make friendships so special and so hard to leave. #doctorwho #notgoodbye (at Central Oklahoma Community Mental Health Center) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCv95qnhFHw/?igshid=1m0d7mum8rxbi

Love these two together!! Jake will always be my fav stuntman for Tom ❤❤ they're gold together!! @Regranned from @jaketomuri - Till we pull and plant again my friend x @venommovie @tomhardy #ducati #scrambler #notgoodbye - #regrann

I am grateful that after a short stint of being a leader, I’ve managed to gain trust and respect from the people I’ve led not through instilling fear and ruling with an iron fist but with a compassionate heart! I will definitely miss this bunch and how hardworking and dedicated you all are despite the circumstances we were in! Continue to be resilient guys! Good luck and God bless! #notGoodbye https://www.instagram.com/p/B7tC5UtngacakPtXkC4oabEIFMcWwDYOnBKx7Y0/?igshid=eugql92b84qm

this is something I envisioned the night mama passed. Her, barefoot in the green grass and lots of flowers, with her long beautiful hair blowing in the breeze, butterflies all around with hands up praising the Lord . For He is ALWAYS good not matter what the circumstances. She had mentioned in the days before her death that this was the first thing, after seeing Jesus, that she wanted to do...run barefoot in the grass. So I drew this in her journal that a beautiful friend gave me. I took a photo of it and played with it til it (kind of ) looked like it did in my head. I debated on sharing it, but I decided it was ok. I draw a lot in her journal and mine. Thank you all for your kind words and prayers . It’s still so unreal. #imissyoumama #notgoodbye #itsseeyoulater ❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/B7r4zk4BDqN/?igshid=2ts6zt3bi7io

Hello all,

You may have noticed I don’t post on Tumblr as much as I use to. Good news, I haven’t stopped writing. I can finally say I am working on a book to publish! Bad News. Little to no new poetry production being spat out on Tumblr. BUT. If anyone wants to talk, i’ll still be quite active for some of my favorite blogs and those that want me to check out their work. If you want, follow my newly created Instagram here @ t.l.r_pages where I will eventually release sneak peeks from my upcoming book. 

https://www.instagram.com/t.l.r_pages/

Thanks to all of you who still come by to read my work and to the new who are coming. I hope that even one word of my poetry made you feel like you matter because you have all made me feel like my words do. 

 Stay Alive. You Matter. 

-T.L.R

Been A Busy Morning And A Sad Morning It’s Not Goodbye But See You Later. This World Won’t Be The Same Without You John Witherspoon AKA Pops Peace Be With You And Your Sprit, And Big Hugs And Condolences To His Loved Ones And Fans. #HeroAndLegend #JohnWitherspoon #Pops #Comedy #Comedian #RestInPeace #NotGoodbye #SeeYouLater #FunnyMan #TrueFunnyMan #KeptItReal #WeWillMissYou #Friday https://www.instagram.com/p/B4QD0lMH88M/?igshid=1xeinwdmvvn75