❝HOW CAN YOU KNOW HOW TO LOVE IF YOU CHANGE YOUR MIND AGAIN?❞
this one's for those with fuckboy tendencies! you're their favorite game to play.
a/n: some of these may be out of character, don't worry — it's just for the fic! i really like how this came out regardless 😌 18+ MDNI
cw: various characters x afab!reader, mean!dom characters, porn with no plot, overstim (f), dacryphilia, penetrative sex (piv)
he knows you're sitting by your phone waiting for him to text.
he gets off on making you wait... it keeps you on your toes. it's a sick mindgame and he's the only one having fun.
he strings you along, leaving you on read for hours until his cock starts to ache. his hand won't satisfy him, though. he needs his oblivious little cocksleeve.
even he doesn't know why you let him fuck with your head like you do. maybe you're just as twisted as him for enjoying the way he toys with your mind (and body).
it's just that when he's good, he's just so good. he eats your pussy like it's his last meal. the way he swirls his tongue on your clit and fucks his fingers into you is criminal. the way he fucks you like you're nothing, too. there's not a drop of care for you when his cock bullies against your cervix, nor your overstimulated clit from your fourth orgasm.
the only thing he loves more than your cum on his sheets are your tears. he loves making you cry. "fuckin' crybaby. you can take it. 'm almost there." he groans. "too much–! 's too much... please–!" you cry. he grins devilishly at your whines before his face contorts. "fuck–!" he hisses and pulls out to cum on your ass.
he's terrible at aftercare, but he's kind enough to let you stay the night. "you know where the towels are if you wanna shower. try not to wake me up." he grumbles and gets into bed.
the next morning when you get home, he's already texting you.
You always felt there was something strange about Nishiki.
He’s a year above you, him being a junior and you a sophomore at Kamii University.
The first time you ever saw him was when the pharmacy department hosted an informational seminar for first and second-year students.
The department head wanted to encourage more students to join their department, thus recruiting Nishiki and a few other upperclassmen to give the seminar.
Your class just so happened to be chosen first.
As a biology major, you were more so focused on your dream of becoming a medical doctor more so than a pharmacist.
From your knowledge, it was mainly chemistry majors that were most likely to pursue careers as pharmacists since the profession requires adept chemical application.
Chemistry has never been your best subject and probably never will be.
—-
“So that completes the seminar. If you have any questions, you can direct them to the department chair or see one of us after class. Thank you for your time and attention.”
Nishiki announced to the class just before it was dismissed for the afternoon. He was disconnecting his laptop from the Promethean board when you strolled up to him.
His honey-golden eyes drunk in your frame from behind his glasses and he gave you a light smile.
“Have a question?”
A bit timidly, you nodded your head. “I’d like to learn more about the pharmacy program, if you have the time.”
Nishiki seemed a bit surprised - did his lackluster lecture on his chosen career actually inspire someone?
“Sure. Meet me at the library in about fifteen minutes.”
—--
On that day, you officially switched your concentration from ‘pre-medicine’ to ‘pre-pharmacy.’
Sometimes you questioned your decision, but Nishiki always made sure to reassure you that you'd made an excellent choice for your future.
When your class schedule for the semester was printed, your eyes almost bulged out your head at how many additional chemistry classes and labs had been added to your course load.
Not gonna lie, the first thought that crossed your mind was to go straight back to the registrar and have her change you back.
That was until you bumped into Nishiki on the way back to your dorm.
“You seem distraught. What's the matter?” He asked genuinely with those citrine eyes full of concern.
“Oh, Nishiki! Sorry, I was just looking over my new schedule. My fucking advisor added all these damn chem classes and I-I just don't know if I can do this.” You sighed heavily.
The wind began whipping heavily around around you both, making your hair rustle and Nishiki stepped forward to shield you with his body.
The large, orange and black scarf wrapped around his neck unraveled before you knew what was happening, its thick warmth now enveloping your own neck.
Heat radiated throughout your neck and you found yourself deeply inhaling the scent of Nishiki's cologne.
“Thank you, but…”
“It's going to be cold out today. I don't need you getting sick on me. We still have that organic midterm to study for, yeah?”
He titled his head to the side, eyes slanting into small slits as he smiled at you.
You thought he looked really cute like this.
“Oh, right, right. Your place as usual?”
“Mhmm.”
—-
The first time that Nishiki brought you over to his house, you were astonished.
He told you that he'd been living alone since his older sister passed away and that he supported himself financially using student loans and his job at Anteiku, the coffee shop that he frequently brought you lattes from.
Funnily enough, you would always see him sipping on a latte or a canned coffee but you rarely ever saw him eat anything when it was just the two of you.
You probably should have exercised more awareness since you do live in a world where humans and ghouls coexist, but never once did it cross your mind that Nishiki might be one.
—-
Tonight was another night where the temperature outside had reached to just a few degrees below freezing.
You'd been with Nishiki all afternoon after classes let out. To study for your next chemistry exam.
Since it was so cold outside and likely to snow, Nishiki asked if you'd like to stay the night and he'd drive you back to campus in the morning.
You agreed, of course.
The fire crackled beside you as you huddled inside a large, thick red blanket. Nishiki was in the kitchen making you both a steaming cup of coffee.
He was taking quite a long time, so you decided to check up on him and see if he needed any help.
“Hey Nish, I-”
Your mouth dropped open at the sight before you.
Nishiki's slender frame was bent over the open refrigerator. The pale orange light from the door made a 45° arc across the linoleum kitchen floor.
“Hmm, something wrong, Y/N?”
He drawled lazily, lifting his head out of the fridge and turning towards you, a cocky grin on his bloody lips.
Red irises with black sclera.
“Y-you're a…”
Your voice wavered in fear, making Nishiki tilt his head to the side in that same way that you always found so adorable…
…But right now he looked nothing less than sinister.
Before you realized it, you were running. You knew that it would be fruitless - he's a ghoul, no doubt he'll catch up to you in an instant.
It took him literally no effort to grab you around the waist and pull your back into his chest, making your bottom collide with his pelvic region.
Is he…is he hard from seeing you cower in fear of him?
“Shh, calm down. I'm not going to hurt you.” Nishiki whispered right beside your ear.
In your haste, the collar of your sweater had slipped down, revealing your warm s/c flesh to his hungry eyes.
He poked his nose into the juncture between your neck and shoulder, taking a large whiff and then sighing loudly in pleasure.
“You always smell so damn good.”
“Please, Nishiki…just let me go. I won't tell anyone that I know…”
“So what if you did tell?” He barked out a sarcastic laugh. “Doesn't make me any difference, Y/N."
Without even a grunt, Nishiki scooped you up bridal style and brought you back out to the living room.
He laid you back gently on the blanket and situated himself between your legs.
“Oh? What's the matter, you look a little needy, Y/N?” He regarded you with excruciating detail - examining every inch of your beautiful face.
Your bottom lip quivered just slightly as you felt your panties moisten from the position that you were in - Nishiki staring you down with his kakugan, knees spreading your thighs open for him, and that heavenly scent of cologne on him.
You want him.
“You like that shit, huh? Like my eyes? Or is it the fact that I can easily overpower you and have you trembling underneath me like you are right now?”
He was hovering over you now, face inches from yours as all you could see was red, literally.
A tongue licked up your neck.
“Don't worry; like I said, you don't have to worry about me eating you. At least…not in that way.”
Okay to ask for: age regression, adhd, autism, ocd, anxiety, depression, self harm, smut, fluff, angst, poly relationships, canonxcanon, canonxreader
Do not ask: dubcon, rape, animal abuse and other forms of abuse
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With my new updated list I’m going to be listing all the requests I’ll be accepting, what fandoms I write for and how you should go about requesting them :)
But also if you are an ageless/blank blog or a minor please do not request me, thank you.
I also wrote both nsfw & sfw content, I also label it on my writings I post. I don’t shy away from anything really so if you’re unsure just send me a message and I’ll clarify if I do!
Things I’ll write for: yandere, noncon/dubcon, fluff, angst, smut, age gap, stepcest, professor/student, sensei/student, spanking, choking, slapping, torture, abuse, female x male, drug use, use of sex toys, abusive relationships, issues with eating, etc type shit
Things I won’t write for: anal, piss/shit play, boy x boy, girl x girl (I’m not super comfortable in my writing yet to write for same sex couples yet I hope you guys understand!)
Fandoms I write for:
Attack on Titan - Levi Ackerman, Eren Yeager, Zeke Yeager, Armin Arlert, Reiner Braun, Bertholdt Hoover, Erwin Smith, Jean Kirstein, Connie Springer, Porco Galliard
Tokyo Ghoul - Ken Kaneki, Hideyoshi Nagachika, Uta, Ayato Kirishima, Nishio Nishiki, Koutarou Amon
Ouran Highschool Host Club - Kyoya Ootori, Tamaki Suoh, Takashi Morinozuka, Hitachiin Hikaru, Hitachiin Kaoru,
Prompt Requests/Writing Requests in general:
I will usually have a link of the prompts to request from, from the original post.
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State the type of reaction you’d like (example: reaction of them kissing you mid argument)
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I will do these for both kpop & anime
Send in a max of 3 selfies of yourself
Request a max if 3 animes/kpop groups
You can mix and match if you’d like
Please no filters obstructing what you look like I will just delete it
I will do private ships as well just state that when submitting the ships
Poly Ships:
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Request If you’d like these to be private
This ship is me just shipping you with two characters of said anime requested or 2 members of a kpop group
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Send in a kink along with a kpop group or anime
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Request who you’d like the moodboard for (example: bestfriend mikey sano, date night jungkook, etc)
please refer to these before requesting anything as if the request doesn’t abide by these rules then i won’t be writing it, thank you!!!
please specify the gender pronouns you would like for me to use and if you would like nsfw to be afab reader or not—otherwise, i will write requests for a gender-neutral reader :)
not what you were looking for?
— what i won’t write :
- rape, noncon, etc.
- incest
- male!reader
- any kinks including intense physical/mental harm
- eating disorders
- pregnancy/miscarriage
- yandere
— what i will write :
- pretty much anything else lol
- fem!reader, gn!reader, afab!reader
- suicidal themes (not overly graphic)
- fluff, angst, smut, dark content (as long as it abides by the rules above)
- alternate universes
thank you for reading :)
— who i write for :
this list is changing often—if you don’t see a character here you would like to request, shoot me and ask and i’ll let you know if i’ll write them or not :) (bolded characters are who i enjoy writing the most)
attack on titan
╰┈➤ eren yeager, levi ackerman, jean kirschtein, connie springer, armin arlert, bertholdt hoover, reiner braun, porco galliard.
When they control your remote control vibrator in public headcanons (part one)
I’d love to know if you’d like some headcanons for other characters!!
Characters included: Nishiki, Yomo, Juuzou
Warnings: smut, mentions of public sex and public sex acts, gender neutral reader, not proof read
Word count: 680 approx
Nishiki
He might be the one to ask to try it
But if he’s not, he’ll eagerly agree to the idea
After double checking it’s something you’re really comfortable with
Probably a sadistic fuck when it comes to this kind of thing
He keeps it on a constant vibration, no patterns or anything for the most part
He also keeps it on a medium vibration for most of the time he’s controlling it
This is so you’re really sensitive and he can turn it up and make you come within just a few moments
And can also turn it down if you look close and he decides he wants to tease
He always turns it up when you start talking to someone
Especially someone important
You run into your boss? You better be real good at holding back your moans
He acts a patronizing jerk
But in a way that makes everyone around you think he’s caring of you
He’ll put his hand in his pocket to turn the vibrations up
And when you make a face, he’ll put his arm around you and ask “are you feeling okay? You look like you might be a little sick.” The only thing that makes you realize he’s not actually concerned is the way he smirks at you, just a little, and the look in his eyes
Watching you the entire time will inevitably turn him on
And if you can’t get home quick enough, he has no problem fucking you in a bathroom stall.
Yomo
He might have to be persuaded
Yomo just usually likes to keep things private. Just between you. In the privacy of your own home. When no one else is around.
Because not only does he not want you to be embarrassed, he doesn't want anyone to find out he's controlling it either
He's not ashamed of it, just not really into being in sexual situations with other people around
Not to mention he's he's bit protective
(And doesn't want anyone else to see how gorgeous you look when you come)
But if you tell him you really, really want to try it, he'll agree.
He keeps the vibrations low when you're around anyone, especially if you're having a conversation with someone
He'll only turn them up if you're relatively alone
If you want to come, you'll have to find an empty place and tell him exactly what you want
It's only then that he'll play with the settings and turn up the intensity of the vibrations all the way
He'll hold you through your orgasm, trying to make you feel good and safe
And make sure you're not getting any unwanted attention
It turns out that he really does enjoy using the toy on you
He'd just prefer to use it at home
Which can definitely be arranged
Juuzou
He either hears about the idea and mentions it to you, or he agrees to doing it with you right away
He’s very excited, but very respectful of your boundaries
He changes all of the settings a lot
He just can’t seem to settle on one
Sometimes he presses the buttons by accident
And sometimes he forgets that he’s controlling the toy inside you at all, and you have to get his attention to get him to turn it down before you come in front of a dozen people
He does like to tease, but he will turn it off if you need him to or if you’re talking to someone important. He likes seeing you flustered, but doesn’t want to humiliate you
(Unless you’re into that)
That being said, he’ll turn it up if you’re not near anyone, so that you can nuzzle your face into his neck and put your weight on him as you come
He won’t turn it off just because you come once either
What’s the fun in that?
If you let him, he’ll make you come again and again
And he might even ask you if you can put a toy in him and control it some time too
I want to request male match up for Demon Slayer and Tokyo Ghoul. Im a straight cis female, Uni Business student, i usually draw shirtless characters, Im a weeb, like reading smut. I run a very thirsty insta account for JoJo. I hav a messed sleep cycle. Im 5 ft 3 inchs. I have daddy issues at home. I have only have 2 friends but im very friendly, loud and can talk about anything. Turn ons- the guy who needs fixing, voyeurism, rough, decent looking, flirty. Turn offs - Super kind, vain, simps.
Hello lovely! I hope you like your matchups! Unfortunately, I also keep my matchups PG, so I ignored some information in your matchup request just for the sake of keeping this primarily family-friendly.
Demon Slayer Matchup: I pair you with… Shinazugawa Sanemi!
Ho boy, does this boy need a bit of fixing. He’s short-tempered, loud, and angry all the time and has some issues with his past that he doesn’t talk about. He’s pretty good looking for a guy covered in scars, so if you’re into that, there you go! He doesn’t sleep much, not with demons coming out at night, so he usually naps during the day if he has time so the two of you can bond over messed-up sleep cycles!
He’s just as loud as you but is angrier about it, so don’t take it personally if he says something to make you upset. That’s just how he is, but don’t be afraid to put him in his place with a few choice words!
Tokyo Ghoul Matchup: I pair you with… Nishio Nishiki!
(let’s just pretend that Kimi doesn’t exist, lmao)
Another man who needs a bit of fixing. He’s arrogant, also short-tempered, and is a ghoul, so he’s not too trusting of humans. His sleep cycle is just as messed up as yours because he’s a tired college student and a ghoul who tends to hunt at night, so sleep? What sleep?
I’d say he’s pretty decent looking, especially if you’re a sucker for a guy in sweaters and glasses. I personally HC him as wearing a lot of sweaters; he just seems like a sweater guy. Also, he appreciates that you are friendly and loud, and the fact that you can talk about just about anything means less talking for him, which is a plus. But, on the other hand, he isn’t too kind; he’s kind of a jerk, really. That doesn’t mean he doesn’t care about you, though! He’s just a little rough around the edges and takes some getting used to.
If interested, DM me here and/or add me on discord! My username is:
bug is disturbed#5010
Anyways this is a massive long shot considering the fandom seems to be practically dead or extremely picky. I’m back again to look for a Tokyo Ghoul roleplay. Specifically I’m looking for Mutsurie.
I will give a heads up, I will write Mutsuki as he is. He is trans, if you do not recall. So please don’t interact with this if you call Tooru Mutsuki a ‘she’, along with this, please don’t interact if you are not comfortable with rping with a pre-medical trans character. I’m comfortable writing for Mutsuki as I am ftm myself.
I tend to write quite a bit, though any response length is fine. Just don’t seem uninterested please, if you are please let me know what I could be doing better! <3
That is all I ask! Anything else is fine as far as the roleplay is concerned. Fluff, smut, angst is all fine with me.
I’m also looking for a Shirazu x Saiko roleplay! I can write for either of them!
I also write for Nishiki Nishio and Ginshi Shirazu! I wouldn’t mind trying out other characters eventually, don’t be afraid to ask about other ships! Rarepairs are fine as well!
In my next post I will provide other fandoms I’m active in, along with the characters I will write for!