I know a sorta made a small post along these lines the other day, but something a lil more official of!!

im kinda broke rn, between the recent stuff with losing my car and having to get a new one and work literally scheduling me 13 hrs a week. Im slowly losing money and it got really bad this month after paying my bills and everything and realizing I had just 300 bucks in my bank account.

My current job hasn't been working with me to give me the hours i need to make a living wage and iv been trying to get a new job for months with no success and it's looking like i could really use a lil extra support via online commission work rn until I can land a more solid paying job. I really hate to sound like a desperate wet cardboard box beast but I still need to insure my new car and cant afford it as i stand right now.

I wont ask for donations, I think im going to be fine, but a lil money to help keep my head above the water would be great so im just gonna promo my commission work. To anyone who can commission me in some way or another would be awesome! I appreciate any support I can get rn even just a reblog

My Commission Info

My Kofi

My Etsy

My Toyhouse

I'm making a post on this account because the one on my other account feels like no one is even seeing it but I'm not sure 🥹 I really really need help getting some groceries. If any can donate to help me get some groceries I can offer you a free month of onlyfans in return? Absolutely anything helps. If you can't donate but would still like to help please reblog this so others might see it and maybe I'll get funded if I get enough reach 🥺🙏 please and thank you if you read all this and helped in any form, I would appreciate any help so so much.

My links are here if anyone can donate to help 🥹💕

$0/$50

Leaving this here because we don't know where our mother is atm, and we don't have any money. But do need somethings to get, food, drinks, toiletries.

Cash.app

Paypal

In a fucking glorious turn of events, my weed pen is working again

Homeless guy* triumphantly whipping out a scrap of cardboard with his payID number on it in the face of corporate professionals muttering "sorry, no cash" to him without even looking up from their iPhones: good, badass, punk, always morally correct.

Charity volunteer in an expensive jacket sipping from a branded metal water bottle, shoving an iPad in my face and telling me to give "just $48 per month" because "it's less than $2 a day and nobody will miss just that much, come on, you look like a nice young lady, you can save the lives of brown children in an unspecified African country who are right now dying of diarrhoea, come on, all I need is your credit card details": bad, messed up, the idea of charity is bullshit, how about everyone who isn't an African nation gets the fuck out of Africa and lets people and land begin to heal from decades of violent colonialism, oh my fucking god do y'all think African waterways are inherently filled with illness inducing bacteria and that colonialism and imperialism and capitalism didn't pollute the clean water supply, also $48/month is actually a huge fucking amount of money fuck you.

*We chatted and ofc I did ask his name but I am not posting it to social media lol.

//uhHh gunna go on a small hiatus due to not having internet+other (ill expln in the tags c/tw vent/rambling)

alright. you got me. maybe the world is nice and people are inherently good <- its old coworkers miss it so much they’re paying for its dinner just so they can all hang out again

I'm asking for any donations, any amount is enough. I'm unemployed and looking for work, but my bills are getting out of hand. My cat is running out of food and I just need to buy some simple groceries. Anything helps, even a reblog to boost.

My previous job left me sick from working outside in a poorly heated truck serving coffee. I am a poc, was homeless. I'm afraid to end up back there. I'm doing what I can to make my life have meaning.

This is the only app I have.

C^sh^pp: $toymoons

How many commissions do you have right now? I don't want to overwhelm you if you need me to wait.

22 going on 23! These are not serious commissions at all tho, all of these are scribbled and pulled out of my ass. I am not very stressed when it comes to these (aside from wondering how quickly I can draw them since my work schedule is... insane this month, and I love kofi but I feel bad that I'm holding onto ppl's money until the drawing is done), but thank you for checking up on me! Send your request my way, my friend 👍✨

why is spending money the only thing bringing me joy in this life

I hate being one to do this, but I could really use the help. If there’s anyone that’s willing to help me out with getting groceries for myself, I’d surely appreciate it. I’m struggling with funds at the moment because of everything I have to pay off. I had to take time off work because I have a legal issue I’m dealing with, and my current paycheck came out short, I won’t be able to buy myself the necessities I need. I’ll only be able to have $10 that will last me the next two weeks, and I have a Doctor’s appointment coming up as well that I have to pay for. I don’t know what else to do. I stopped selling masks because no one wears them anymore, and that was my other source of income. I honestly wouldn’t be asking on here unless I really needed the help, which I do. If anyone has paypal or venmo, please message me. I’ll take whatever I can get. If I can get help spreading this around as well. I’m really struggling here.

i love you trams i love you buses i love you subways i love you bike lanes i love you pedestrian medians i love you mixed use development i love you corner stores i love you pollinator gardens i love you weekly farmers markets i love you open-air independent cafes i love you community mutual aid funds i love you street fairs i love you local grocery stores i love you neighbors talking to me over the backyard fence i love you pigeons roosting in the station rafters i love you community activists i love you walkable cities i love you human-first development

came up with the script i wish i could yell at my parents while walking home. they've gotten so much worse in the last half year and i need to fucking escape !!!!!!!! it is not fucking healthy or sustainable to live like this, to be in this environment.

today i return to the sea

not to doomer post. but. american politics is like here's a conservative warmonger who wants to burn you alive personally and here's a different conservative warmonger who definitely wouldn't stop someone from burning you alive BUT who might raise the minimum wage by $0.30/hour for you, but only like eight years from now (so re-elect me please!! >w<). yes one of them has to be president they are the only two options we'll let you have. no neither of them will stop the government from killing you or anyone else, but at least one will say "it's kind of bad to kill people :( someone should really do something about that..." while giving the people-killers $20,000,000,000,000 to keep doing it then saying they can't afford to help you at all, but oh shucks, maybe next cycle, if you vote for me again! and also everyone will pretend as though they are extremely different political entities covering two highly polarized ends of the political spectrum despite nearly identical policy views obscured by their slightly different ways of addressing their target audiences, many of whom are also conservative warmongers. and also if you don't vote or vote third party the other guy will win and you will watch as they burn everyone you love alive in the same way they've burned so many strangers so you kind of feel like you have to vote for the other warmonger because even though they both have blood on their hands you'll take a handshake over an uppercut. even if you can still see the bodies piling up behind them. even if you can only save like five people you know and not the thousands of people who are dying in the other room. because you believe the difference between 30,000 and 30,005 is still worth it even though no one needed to die in the first place and no one seems to agree with you. you have to keep living in this world every day. if anything changes it will take decades and it will never be enough. if this takes a toll on you good fucking luck surviving off the generosity of the warmonger state that claims to serve you. happy voting!!

so i'm looking at Leather Shoes Online TM because i'm sick of wasting money by buying cheap shoes that fall apart after a season even with how incredibly gentle i am with my shoes (it's not like i'm on my feet that much), and i want to save up and invest in some that are going to hold up long-term.

the trouble with buying shoes online is, of course, the sizing. so for personal reference, i tried on the pair of tomboy toes shoes that i bought back while i was still working... shoes that i knew were big on me, but i couldn't remember how big... and they seem to fit at least 1.5 sizes bigger than they say they do. i was already rounding up half a size to have room for thick warm socks back when i bought them, so they are just way too large and not the size they claim to be.

so now i'm kind of at a loss for what size to actually order from this new store, when i have the money for it. if i order the same number size as i did at tomboy toes, do i risk it being too small? ugh, i wish i could just teleport to their in-person store and check them out there