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talesofely · 2 months

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Happier.

Pairings : Natasha Romanoff x Fem!Reader, Natasha Romanoff x Steve Rogers

Summary : Your ex-girlfriend, Natasha, seems happier with her new man than she was with you. Or is she? (summaries r my biggest weakness, if it isn't obvious yet)

Warnings : Angst, Fluff (?), a talesofely ending (i'm not sorry 😓), swearing, mentions of romanogers, uses Y/N twice, pls tell me if u see anything else

Word count : 1.1k

Note : not a big fan of romanogers, so this kinda hurts to write 😭

You were walking down a familiar street. You weren't sure if it was the 29th street or the street close to the park. It was a dark and cold night, ones you used to enjoy a lot. You used to love walking around at night, the serenity and calmness it brought was something you cherished a lot. Everything changed due to a certain situation a month ago tho.

Your feet stopped moving when your eyes spotted a newly opened restaurant. It wasn't supposed to be that big of a deal, until you saw a couple walk out. It was Steve Rogers, and Natasha. She was wrapped in Steve's arms as they walked out of the restaurant into the peaceful night road.

You bit your lower lip to calm yourself down. It's only been a month since you two broke up, how could she move on so fast?

You didn't know why you decided to follow them. All you knew was that you were a few feet behind them, watching as Steve said something that made Natasha laugh.

They were headed to a bar. You entered a few minutes after them, immediately spotting them at a small bar table. You subsequently sat on the table on the corner.

It was bittersweet to see them smiling so widely, like they were so inlove. Your eyes subconsciously landed on Natasha. She looks happy. Happier than she was with you.

You smiled sadly. Seeing her like this brought you joy and sadness at the same time. Joy, 'cause seeing her smile always made you happy. Sadness, 'cause you aren't the reason for her smile anymore.

You knew you were also at fault. She hurt you without knowing, and you hurt her for it. Your break up was messy. It was a decision made in the heat of the moment. She dared you to walk away, to leave her alone, and you did.

But you also knew you loved her more than yourself. You treated her like how Carl treated Ellie in the movie Up. Apparently, she doesn't love you as much as you loved her, as she was moving on faster than you could've ever done.

You didn't mind, tho. Especially when you saw how happy she looked with Steve. Who were you to prevent her from having that kind of happiness?

You bit your lower lip and ducked your head, not having the guts to watch the love of your life in another's arms.

You felt a soft tap on your arm after a few minutes. You looked up to see your friends from work, smiling sympathetically at you. They sat at the table you were in, wordlessly buying bottles of alcohol for all of you.

They gave you a bottle of Natasha's favorite beer. Instinctively, you passed it to Natasha that was supposed to be beside you. You froze and sighed deeply when you remembered.

You finished the beer bottle faster than usual. You had high alcohol tolerance, but you didn't drink too much before 'cause you wanted to stay sober for Natasha. You nursed the empty bottle as you stared at your only reason to live being someone else's.

"Stop sulking, Y/N. I know how much you love her, but you shouldn't act like it's the end of your life end just because she left." Scarlett, one of your friends, said with a small smile.

"Yeah, babes, you'll find someone else that'll make you feel the same way—if not more than you did with Natasha." Lizzie gave you a small hug, trying her best to comfort you.

"I appreciate it, guys, really... but I don't think I'll ever find someone who I won't compare to Natasha. She's it for me." You responded with a bittersweet smile, watching as Natasha laughed at another one of Steve's jokes. It made you wonder how funny they really were to make her laugh that much.

"Jeremy, you're friends with Clint, right?" The said man nodded, looking at you in confusion.

"Don't mention my name, but please ask him to tell Natasha, that if he breaks her heart... I'll always be here, waiting patiently for her. No matter what." You sighed deeply seeing the couple stand up, and got ready to leave. You drank the last of your drink before ordering another bottle.

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"Hey, Nat, have you heard?" Clint asked as he entered the kitchen where Natasha was coincidentally in.

"Heard about what?"

"Y/N finally released a single. Tony's going to play it tonight."

Natasha's brows furrowed in confusion, searching her best friend's face for any signs of playfulness but found nothing.

"What's it called?"

"Happier."

Natasha bit her lower lip, as she nodded, trying to act like she didn't care about it. Based on the title, she figured it was about being happier without her.

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The avengers settled down in the common room, all ready to hear your first single.

"Ready?" Tony played the recording despite Sam's small "Wait." as he ran to the kitchen to grab a snack.

When your voice came through the speaker as you sang the first line, Natasha felt her heart clench. Oh how she missed your voice, your lullabies when she nightmares hinder her from sleep, and your soft singing as you danced with her around the kitchen in the refrigerator light at 3am.

As the song continued, Natasha realized the lyrics were about her. About your previous relationship. About... missing her.

Not only that, but the information on the lyrics were almost the same as the night she went out with Steve. 29th and Park, a month, a bar, corner of the room, empty bottle... Shit. You saw her.

Her panicking eyes met Steve's equally surprised ones. She immediately took her phone out, despite the song not even ending yet. She cursed when she was brought straight to voice mail. This doesn't stop her from calling you multiple times again though.

Clint looked at Natasha in realization, only then remembering and realizing what Jeremy's cryptic message was about.

So you were the 'she' he was talking about.

The archer approached his best friend, placing a comforting hand on her shoulder.

"Nat." He called her attention, only to be answered by a hum and glossy eyes from her.

"Jeremy, one of Y/N's friend, talked to me yesterday. He told me to tell you that, 'She'll always be there, waiting patiently for you. No matter what.'" He said quietly, trying to not attract unwanted attention to the now silently crying spy, knowing how much she hates others seeing her vulnerable side.

If only you picked up her calls, if only you read her texts, if only she knew your address, if only she knew you were there that day... she would've approached you and told you that it wasn't real. It was a mission. A mere undercover mission.

If only you knew that her heart still is, and will always be, yours.

If only you knew that she will only truly be happy with you.

Note : i'm sorry...? part 2 or naaahh? i kinda like this ending:> btw, i used this to cure my writer's block so BAHHAHAHAHA enjoyyy! mwaAaAaAaA:3

#natasha romanoff x reader #natasha romanoff #natasha romanoff x fem!reader #natasha x reader #natasha romanoff x you #natasha romanov #natasha x you #natasha romanoff x gender neutral reader #natasha romanoff x female #natasha romanoff x steve rogers #steve rogers x natasha romanoff #romanogers #i'm not that big of a fan of romanogers soo....#gay gay gay #natasha i love u #marry me #writer's block #ely !! ★#by ely !! ★

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obsob · 1 year

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making and weaving and loving! like we have done for millennia!!

#mine #original #ough. hello.#happy new year!!!!! first drawing of th year!!!!!!!!#also LAKSBF 15k followers. hello. welcome #i taught bf how to crochet n hes making a blanket....the irl insp for this piece...#im so proud of these colours....i used an actual real life colour palette..n i think that is th way forward #also . gradient maps my beloved #why have i always refused ur warm embrace.......#dont pay attention 2 the wool bowls okay ive seen a picture of one like once #i do want one however. tho why r they so expensive #its a bowl w a hole in it. relax #ive been listening 2 the silmarillion audiobook as ive been working...i love it sm its like incomprehensible #like. idk what ur talking abt but i love it all th same!!#i tried reading it last year n was like.......okay anyway #rereading gay nuclear disaster book rn....natasha pulley would it kill u 2 write a smut scene #i want 2 see th horrible little scientist man get railed #next book after this is . 1030 pages oaodghsdugd #my goal is to read 50 books this year but i do not think that will happen bc i refuse 2 read books less than 400 pages skjdgbskjd #someone ask me about books. i have so many opinions abt books #okay good evening. i leave u w love

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burninblood · 19 days

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tiny buckynat sketch

#buckynat #pls tumblr let me post wtf is wrong with u??#winterwidow #616 buckynat #bucky x nat #natasha x bucky #james and Natalia #I think I love you james buchanan barnes #burninbloodart #fanart #mine

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mochiiknight · 1 year

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back on my bullshit

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#i just love them so much u have no idea #Clintasha #clintnat #widowhawk #clint barton #natasha romanoff #black widow #hawkeye #marvel #fanart #celestes doodles

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angelyuji · 2 months

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Ok, here’s a thot about Nat:

Y/N and her already in a relationship. Nat wanting to do something special for Valentines day but being the busy woman she is, she thinks about taking you out for a dinner (she would do something more special but like I said before, she’s busy)

What she doesn’t know is that you are doing something already, maybe her favorite food, some wine(or whatever you prefer) some candles? I mean you both like to go out but this is more intimate cause there aren’t fans/paparazzi taking photos of you two

Nat comes home ready to take a shower and take you out, but she sees all you did and she’s flabbergasted cause everything’s so cute/romantic. You tell her to take a shower meanwhile you finish cooking and when she comes back you both have a great night, being cute with each other and having a few laughs

Then Nat hugs you and tells you she doesn’t want this to finish, that she has everything she could ask for and you tell her you aren’t going anywhere, that you love her and you start making out and things get STEAMY 🔥

THIS IS SO CUTE IM SICKKKKKKK UGYFGHJIO P{_)I&*T^FGVJBNM<

#angelthots #I LOVE U NATASHAAA #personally me id cook clean and be her little housewife :)#shes so hot fuck #guys i cant do this #i love her #natasha romanoff x reader #natasha romanov x reader

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goshdarnitjay · 2 months

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I feel normal about them...

oh these are ADORABLE. and a great first thing to see after i open my laptop 🥹💜💚 Woofber... Wolfer... Wuber... so many possibilities. also i love sulky wolf kate!! 🥹 and now i have a mental image of dog!lucky running after wolf!lucky and mimicking her every move because kate's The Big Dog. stellar work, melodeh. i love them and will cherish them forever!!!

#also i love minecraft how did u know #personal #Jay Answers Asks #melodeh #ask #Jay Writes #dare121 #hawkeye #kate bishop #bishova #yelena belova #natasha romanoff

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lizzypuppet1711 · 2 months

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things about toronto’s production of the great comet at crow’s theatre/musical stage co that i need everyone to know about because i am obsessed with this show.

as of writing i have seen this show five times.

very long under the cut:

full cast listed here. at time of writing, donna garner replaces louise pitre as marya, tyler pearse replaces lawrence libor as dolokhov, and ben carlson replaces marcus nance as andrey/bolkonsky. currently i’ve seen the og cast four times and the replacements once.

the stage is set up with seats on three out of four sides, with front rows at tables, back of house left and right sides at barstools, and a small balcony with some seats on house right. there are balconies on either side, with a revolving platform in the middle of the stage (revolving by being pushed by cast members or stagehands). seats around 200 people or so.

the actors are EVERYWHERE. it is so incredibly immersive

the music is very punchy

during prologue, everyone is taking shots as they’re introduced, except dolokhov, who drinks straight from the bottle and sprays it into the air

i’m a dolokhov girlie through and through and once he nodded hello at me during the prologue and i legit swooned

mary is walking around holding a program showing off the family tree, actors will point to them on tables etc

once anatole pointed at his face on it, pointed to himself, all in a very flirty manner

he winked at me during prologue once and i’m still thinking about it

evan buliung is acting his ass off as pierre

he is definitely is more gruff and acting focused (think dave malloy over josh groban)

at “hours at my screen”, pierre takes an audience member’s phone (from one of the tables… or once out of someone’s hands LMAO) and mimes tapping, scrolling through it etc

two stagehands move things on and offstage (such as the sofa, church props etc) and they are also in little costumes. it’s very adorable

dolokhov’s little soldier walk thing??? during moscow????? i’m sure there’s a reason for it bc both of them do it but i have no clue why it’s there???? love it tho

heeyun park as mary is also acting her damn heart out

private and intimate life has a faster tempo and is SUCH a banger as a result

an audience member gets briefly pulled up on the platform to be the cheap french thing, he typically kisses up their arm, hugs them, and sometimes sits on their lap a bit

pierre is playing the tambourine in the background during natasha and bolkonskys and it is honestly kind of funny

hailey gillis plays natasha very emotional and headstrong. her no one else has a sense of urgency, desperation, and deep longing

the platform is spinning and people are walking around and she is singing like an angel…

basically i want to be hailey gillis when i grow up

actors are rotating the platform during no one else and it ends with andrey standing behind her and pierre standing in front of her. no one talk to me i’m losing it

as the run has continued, dolokhov’s adlibs during his intro in the opera have increased drastically

lawrence libor as dolokhov had such an air and presence (rizz?) about himself i cannot DESCRIBE. the comphet he gave me… i miss him v much. he was also very much giving toronto mans. and he made SO MUCH eye contact. he loves to look at you. i miss him. i need him. who said that

tumblr theatre girlies you would go insane over lawrence libor. if this show had ANY b roll footage i know i would be seeing edits all over the place

i am president of the lawrence libor fan club and everyone should join me

tyler pearse as dolokhov has heavy frat boy energy. he is also gayer, and somehow, sluttier. gives short king energy despite only being an inch shorter than lawrence (apparently)??? don’t ask bc i don’t know either he just does. anyway thank u tyler pearse for making dolokhov bisexual for real

either way dolokhov is doing SO MUCH in this production. he is wild he is a whirling dervish he is arrogant he is a bastard he is everything to me

“YEAH BABEY LETS GOOOOOOO” -lawrence libor as dolokhov, upon his entrance

in one performance he would go YEAH BABEY three separate times in act 1. yeahh

flirting with a girl in the balcony, dabbing up a guy in the balcony, generally being hilarious

and tyler pearse leaning over the balcony, rose in his mouth, wolf howling… i can’t.

basically i can’t with this production’s dolokhov. i’m obsessed

anatole’s entrance… he’s a whore. all i can say

rita dottor (ensemble) does the high soprano bravooooooo and she always sounds so fantastic. live laugh love rita dottor

george krissa, who plays anatole, is probably the most attractive man in ontario. like if you googled hot guy he would be the first result.

“where did they find this anatole. was he made in a lab or something. he was perfect” — my friend after seeing it

tumblr theatre girlies you would also be obsessed with george krissa. like jeremy jordan andrew rannells level obsessed. please love these toronto actors with me

i’d let him ruin my life ANY DAY. it is a fact that lesbians love george krissa. i hope he knows

the way he plays it… my friend described it like “lucas steele is like an alien david bowie, and george krissa is a bridgerton man. just a very charismatic, but normal, guy”

while i would say that lucas steele’s anatole believes he is truly in love with natasha, i would not say the same for george krissa’s. some of the manipulation happening here during the opera is. quite clear

when he is entering the box natasha struggles to open her fan, fans herself frantically, under the arms etc. then when he enters immediately shifts to fanning in a cool and collected manner. hailey gillis master of comedy

“we are speaking of most ordinary things” is especially like. this is a male manipulator if i’ve ever seen one

natasha lost was added back in!! fantastic obviously

anatole checking his hair in the mirror before waking pierre up. fucker

“look dolokhov’s coming around… and we’re off to the CLEURB”

brendan wall (ensemble) walking around during the club scene with a glowstick necklace on is peak comedy to me

i’ve said it but tyler’s dolokhov is an absolute slut at this scene. and for what AND FOR WHAT!!!!

also fun tidbit but all the glasses (other than shots) and any clear bottles have real liquid in them. i am very concerned something will spill one day

when dolokhov gets right up in the audience’s face during “known only to his intimates” i LOVE it idk

during the duel, marya and rita steal off to house left directly beside the barstools and chatter about how bad of an idea this is, they’re so drunk, etc

special shout out to divine’s “he will kill you STOOPID HUSBAND” so good

dolokhov’s adlibs during the duel… i need him. sorry

dolokhov gets shot in the side rather than his shoulder, and unceremoniously rolls off the platform as it’s moving. looks painful

hélène screams when dolokhov is shot but not pierre. so much to think about here

a life changing dust and ashes from evan. i can’t describe anything more just that he’s incredible. i’ve learned so much about acting just by watching him a few times

natasha’s face at “am i guilty…” breaks my heart she is so tormented

we are canadians we are going to pronounce our french correctly! no more charmantay

hélène has started adding some very fun runs into charming as the run has gone on. divine brown marry me

anatole is shirtless during charming. btw.

again i know he’s gay and i’m gay but.

the entirety of this rendition of the ball has been stuck in my head since december

his “don’t lower your eyes i love you” that whole section is delicious i want to eat his voice

plus “BEWITCHING AND I LOVE YOUUU” UGHHH such an ear worm but only when it’s their voices

the choreo going on here is very nice btw

i love the way he says natalie at this part idk. it’s not overly enunciated and the vowel is just right <— vocal nerd

the kiss feels like it lasts forever

music gets very very loud at the end and you can feel it in your skin

also fun fact the house music before and after the show is orchestral but during intermission it’s electronic. bc. anatole. gah details

when marcus was still in the cast you could really hear his voice during letters and it sounded sooooo.

dolokhov’s stupid little thumbs up to indicate he will be ok. pleaseee. i laughed i did

generally lawrence would grab at the place he was shot at a lot; while pushing the revolve etc. loved that detail. (tyler does too but less so)

sonya and natasha just sounds so great. like they just always sound fantastic i love that song

sonya alone. yes i am weeping. yes camille eanga-selenge is everything i want to be and more. she’s phenomenal

dolokhov sitting in a big fuckin chair at the beginning of preparations just absolutely clearly regretting every decision he’s made to facilitate this. is great.

i know i keep talking abt lawrence libor but the image of him at this part is just. really great. to me. sorry

very campy and exaggerated scowling and grimacing from anatole

dolokhov is so sick of anatole’s shit

“here feel how it beats” is NOT entertained he pushes him back immediately

lawrence dolokhov’s “dawdling” business was him tuning his guitar i miss musician dolokhov sooooo much gah

balaga truly does not sing any of his lines. he is basically yelling the entire time. i don’t know how he does it. it’s chaotic and hilarious and so fun

sonya and mary hand out the egg shakers on house right and left respectfully

near the end of balaga, four audience members are brought up to dance with the cast! (i got to dance with mary once!)

dolokhov writhing on the floor during anatole’s long held note thank u

during the goodbye section, anatole comes around to said audience members and interacts with them; dancing with them, booping them on the nose etc, and at “kiss me one last time”, invites a lucky audience member to kiss his cheek. (this once, was me. yup. still processing it.)

once he accidentally knocked someone’s egg shaker from their hand, dolokhov picked it up, laughed, gave it a shake, and handed it back, and yes i’m still thinking about it

when they sit down, balaga and dolokhov will sit on the house right stairs, though once there was an empty seat nearby so dolokhov wedged his way in between two people, guitar and all. so fucking good

anatole will squeeze himself between two audience members on house left, put an arm around each, and look around at everyone sitting in that area, out into the audience, etc. if one is going to make eye contact with him, it is now

once he threw his head back to look at the people behind him, and someone, at the speed of light, took their phone out and snapped a picture of his upside down head. i scream laughed

lawrence’s BETRAYED BETRAYEDDDD was sooooo good. so so so good

hailey gillis is an absolute powerhouse during in my house

usually when “natasha’s whole body shook” she falls to the ground silently but last time i went she YELLED and i gasped so loud

at “i have refused him” louise would go NO in shock and i FREAK OUT ABOUT IT.

and i loved her “what then? would that be alright???”

“NATASHA CRIED OUT! GO AWAY! GO AWAY YOU ALL HATE AND DESPISE ME” sounds SO FUCKING GOOD!!! I LOVE YOU HAILEY GILLIS

when the call to pierre music starts i always get goosebumps

the fight choreo when pierre grabs anatole by the collar is very good

if we’re comparing to broadway, it feels less like anatole’s life is in danger here but like i’m not upset about it

at this point anatole does not seem sad or upset to me more just. pissed off that it didn’t go his way. like annoyed

as anatole leaves during pierre and anatole the staging has him stepping around/over natasha as she is choking from the arsenic and it is such a. show of his shallowness

his petersburg note is fantastic obviously. live laugh love george krissa

marcus nance (andrey) has such a deep and beautiful legit singing voice. it’s sooo gorgeous. any word that raises against marcus nance will fall.

I MISS HIMMMM ok sorry.

i am more sympathetic to ben carlson’s andrey, however. marcus was Incredibly stoic ben has a bit more emotion to him i think

i could swear sometimes hailey is actually crying during pierre and natasha

her “pytor kirillovich” sounds so tiny and fragile ugh my heart breaks

and his “…pierre” is so assuring AUGHH

it’s such a beautiful scene obviously. i love the two of them so damn much i hope only good things happen to them forever

“it was clear and cold” also. chills EVERY TIME

“having traced its parabola” and “like an arrow piercing the earth” hit me so hard i cannot explain

genuinely evan buliung gives the most effective inspiring fantastic mind blowing performance i maybe have ever seen on stage. he is such an incredible actor and he inspires me beyond belief

the end when the lights get really really bright and then fade out. god. so simple and so fucking beautiful

now this post is very long. thank u for reading it all if you did! (will update after seeing it more times if there’s things to say!!)

if you’re anywhere near toronto i BEG of you to go see it!! it’s closing march 24th :(( so if you get the chance i deeply implore you. beg borrow or steal a ticket just get there! best comet production ever in my biased opinion :)

#rbs encouraged!!!#natasha pierre and the great comet of 1812 #the great comet #npatgco1812 #tgc #great comet #great comet toronto #musical theatre #toronto theatre #lizzy.txt #aka i rant about lawrence libor more than i need to #i can’t get over this show and neither should you #watch it. and talk to me about it PLEASEEEEEEE PLEASE #if u have anything u didn’t like abt this. keep that shit to urself #sorry that you’re wrong idk what that’s like tho #live laugh love crows theatre

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jakegardiner · 2 months

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me: yeah i’m doing great!

my therapist: …is that why you’ve been listening to no one else on repeat for two weeks?

#girls (gender neutral) when the i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you hits #natasha pierre and the great comet of 1812 #great comet #if u haven’t listened to alexandria joy listen to it. you have to.

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honkshoo-zzz · 4 months

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@quazies AAHUAUAUAUUASYGDHAGGAHDHSJDFJSKXJSKRJENEFJKSXJJEKSKDBRJRODSKBDSKDLDMS

TY QUAZIES FOR THIS BLESSING UPON MY HOME I LOVE HIM SO MUCH HE WILL BE TREASURED FOREVER

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aldenhan · 6 months

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say what you will about bbc war and peace but this shared look between natasha and nikolai is everything to me

#the fact that it’s abt pierre makes it even better #and natasha rushes to change the subject like ok girl defend ur lame ass bf i see u #idk i just love this #they r my favorite siblings ever #war and peace #natasha rostova #nikolai rostov

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mourninglamby · 2 years

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bee and puppycat day

#bee and puppycat #bee and puppycat fanart #my art #art #fanart #doodles #idk .. im nostalgic t #this was like. one of the biggest comfort cartoons #ive been watching since i was in 6th freaking gradeeeeee #love u miss natasha allegri

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miserykite · 9 months

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it's been a few days since I read the kingdoms but missouri kite . I CANNOT move past his heart ache and his love and devotion and him FINALLY being chosen

#thank u joe tournier / jem castlereagh / joe zhang ONLY for choosing kite and loving him #I have so many complicated feelings about agatha but the more i think about it the angrier I get at her action #s. Actions #The kingdoms #natasha pulley

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roosterscockpit · 1 year

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Their First Winter Together | H.C Pt.2

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Part 2 of their first Christmas! Happy reading and enjoy! ❤️ Happy holidays, enjoy your warm Christmas with the dagger squad! 🎄

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“Okay, honey. Make the snowman however you want.” Hangman smiled and patted her belly. Bradley came back to the group with a hat, a carrot, and mittens.

Leia finished her snowman. Bradley placed the top gun hat on the snowman. Bob held Leia as they added the mittens and carrot nose. “You did such a good job, Vapor!” Bob gave her a high five and kissed her cheek.”

The guys and Leia all took turns taking pictures with the snowman. “Okay, baby girl. Give him a name!” Bradley laughed as he squatted next to Leia. She looked up at the snowman and tapped her finger to her lip. “His call sign is going to be Avalanche, daddy.” She looked looked at Bradley and smiled. He kissed her cheek, “Avalanche it is baby.”

All the guys made it back inside for dinner. Everyone sat around the long table and ate dinner together. After dinner everyone retreated to their rooms for bed. You and Bradley fell asleep quickly after a long day of traveling. Leia climbed out of your bed and made her way to the guys’ room. They were all still awake talking.

Leia joined them in their room. They all yelled and welcomed her in. She jumped into coyote’s bed and laid back against him as they all continued to talk. She eventually fell asleep against him. “Hey, Uncle Jakey. Maybe we should bring her back to Rooster and y/n?” Coyotes rubbed her head as she slept in his lap.

Hangman shook his head, “Nah hand her here.” Hangman laid Leia on his pillow and tucked her in. He wrapped his arm around her and kissed her head before they all went to bed. “Good night, Vapor girl.”

The next morning You and Bradley woke up to to no Leia in bed. She came into the room and gestured for Bradley to come with her. “Hurry daddy. Come on!” She ran from the room and Bradley followed.

The guys were all outside filling a bucket of snow in their underwears and white short sleeve shirts. Bradley looked around with furrowed brows, “What the hell are you guys doing?” He had his hands out on confusion. “Come and help, Rooster!” He started to help.

Payback carried the bucket in. Penny stood by the door with coffee and a blanket on. “He is going to murder you boys.” She laughed and shook her head. Fanboy looked at her and put his fingers to his lips.

The boys all swarmed into Mav and Penny’s room. Mav was face down in the pillow with his back exposed. Bradley caught on and grabbed the bucket with Hangman. Phoenix stood at the end of the bed recording the incident.

Bradley and Hangman held the bucket full of snow over Mav. They started to do a count down. “5…4…” “Oh just do it already!” Bob pushed the bucket and all the snow fell on Mav along with the bucket hitting him in the head. Everyone started dying at the ‘clang’ of the bucket as it made contact with Mav’s head.

Mav yelped and jumped out of bed. “What the hell!? What were you guys thinking!?” Mav was trying to shake the snow off of him. He was hopping around and trying to shimmy it out of his pants.

The guys all laughed and were falling over each other from laughing so hard. Mav gave them all a look and they stopped laughing. “Oh shit.” Coyote started to push the guys out of the room. “GO! GO! GO!” All the guys started to trample out of the room as Mav was close behind them.

They all danced around the counter as Mav was trying to catch at least one of them. Bob jumped up onto the counter and avoided Mav. Coyote and Payback hid behind Penny. Fanboy, Hangman, and Rooster ran around from Mav. The three of them ran outside and split up. They were all outside running around in their underwear and short sleeved shirts.

Later on, The squad went over to the private ski slopes. You bundled Leia up into a pink snow outfit and her star wars eye protection. She looked like a little marshmallow. Bradley carried her out to the slopes. You all took turns going down the slopes. You, Phoenix, and Bob went down the slop in a sleigh. The guys were snowboarding. Penny tried skiing.

The guys all tried to teach Leia to snowboard down a little bunny hill. “Okay, sweetheart ready?” Bradley held onto her. The rest of the squad stood at the bottom of the small hill to catch her. “I feel the need for speed, daddy! Go!” Bradley chuckled and gave her a little push. She started to go down the hill and the squad caught her.

You all cheered as she was able to do it. After more practice, she wanted to go down the big hill. Fanboy, Coyote, and Payback got ready on their boards to follow her down. Bradley and Hangman stood at the top of the hill with her giving her a pep talk while you, Mav, Penny, Bob, and Phoenix stood at the bottom waiting for her.

“Okay, baby girl. Just try to keep your balance. If you fall your uncles will be there to help you up. You got this, sweetheart!” Bradley patted her helmet. Hangman fist bumped Leia, “You got this Vapor girl! Shred it!” He gave her a thumbs up.

Leia started down the hill. Bradley and hangman slowly jogged behind and cheering her on. The guys followed Leia on their boards. She was doing it, she was making her way down the hill. All of you at the bottom of the hill were cheering. When she reached the bottom Bradley and Hangman came running and screaming with their fists in the air, They picked up Leia and cheered all together.

For the last day, you all geared up and took Leia out ice skating before going home. She had never done it before. You held onto her hands as she started to get the hang of it. You were skating backwards slowly as you held her hands, “Good job, baby! You’re doing so good!” You smiled at her.

“Better than daddy?” She giggled and looked over at Bradley. He was holding on for dear life to the wall as he tried to steady his feet. “Oh fuck. Oh shit. Holy shit! Damn!” He slipped and fell right on his butt. Hangman was skating by and laughed at him. Bradley put his skate out and hangman tripped over it. “Bitch!”

Bob, Hangman, Phoenix, and Payback were really good at ice skating. They played hockey growing up. Penny was so good, she said she used to figure skate as a child. Mav was pretty good. Coyote and Bradley were suffering looking like Bambi.

You and Phoenix held hands with Leia as you skated with her. Phoenix and Bob were teaching her tricks and how to stop. You went over to Bradley who was now outside of the rink taking off his skates. He threw his arm around you and kissed your cheek.

He looked at you and fixed your earmuffs. “You looked great, honey.” He kissed your lips softly. He blew warm air into his hands before he held yours. “I am so happy we all came out for our first Christmas all together.” You looked up and watched everyone skate around. “Me too.” You felt so full in that moment.

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I hope this can make your holiday season a little warmer 🥰 I love you all so much! Thank you for always coming and reading my posts. Happy holidays and stay safe! 💕🎁

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#Miles teller #bradley rooster bradshaw #jake hangman seresin #rueben payback fitch #mickey fanboy garcia #pete maverick mitchell #javy coyote machado #robert bob floyd #natasha phoenix trace #his little girl bradley bradshaw x reader #I love u

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burninblood · 1 year

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To: James

From: Natasha

It’s one of the things I love about you, reading your face like it’s a secret code only I can decipher

I am sorry that to the Russians the way you felt for me was proof you had a heart that needed crushing

Love,

Nat

#ARE U F**** KIDDING ME????#I'M GOING INSANE OVER THIS #buckynat #winterwidow #bucky x natasha #videogame buckynat #proof you had a heart that needed crushing #i'm dying or maybe already dead who knows #BUT I LOVED HER MORE THAN ANYTHING #THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO'S SHARING I LOVE U ALL AND I OWE U MY LIFE

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keepingitformyself · 2 years

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natasha romanoff being in love with you would feel like so…

like she’d love you in such a beautiful way it would absolutely destroy you. she’ll squeeze your hand under the table when you’re having dinner with friends and she’ll tie your shoes for you if she notices they’re untied. she’ll read her favorite book to you and she’ll take you on museum dates and she’ll make silly little comments about some statue like, ‘oh this guy looks like clint when he gets his back cramps!’ just so that she could hear you laugh.

sometimes the jokes will make you laugh so hard that the both of you would just turn into a fit of giggles in the middle of a museum and people just stare at you like ‘wtf?’ but y’all wouldn’t care cus like wtv live laugh love yk?

then when you guys ride the subway back home she’ll ask you to share an airpod with her because she loves your music taste. she’ll make up a game with you where you both try to guess where people on your train will get off and whoever guesses right gets a kiss. you’ll know it’s just her excuse to get unlimited kisses, but who were you to complain?

during the winter times, on walks to the park she’ll always readjust your jacket and scarf to make sure they’re doing their job at keeping you warm. she’ll even give you her overcoat if you really can’t stand the cold. she doesn’t even need the extra layer of clothing because she’s russian and is immune to the cold (apparently) but she still wears it in case you need it.

and when you’re feeling tired and helpless on those certain rough days she’ll hold you close and let you cry it all out— she’ll even cry with you bcs that simply just how much she loves you. the fact that you’re both so intertwined with eachother that even the slightest bit of pain inflicted on you affects her as well.

and on some days when you’re both too tired to speak you’ll be near eachother and just exist because you both understand that sometimes you need to be in your own world but still would rather do it near each other just to get that ounce of comfort you crave from one another.

at night she’ll hold your hand in bed and press kisses to it while she tells you about a vision she had where you and her ran off, never to be found and had this huge family. you’ll blush at the thought of kids with natasha and she’ll just keep telling you about how you both bought a big old farmhouse in the english countryside and renovated it to your liking.

and when she finally does get on one knee and asks you to marry her that’s when you realize something like this— what you have here with the woman in front of you— has been what you’ve been waiting for your whole life, even if you never knew it, you know that this is what you needed to feel completely whole.

#can u tell i was feeling soft #i love love #natasha would be the best gf y’all #natasha romanoff #natasha romanoff x reader

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