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cherry-bomb1985 · 12 days

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I feel like The Father and Hell both understand and experience love in all the worst ways.

The Father sought to create a life form that would follow and love him unconditionally. It wasn't enough that he had a great cosmic kingdom of angels who are unquestioningly loyal, no, he needed something that knew suffering and mortality and the threat of oblivion, and would still find love at the end; love for him above all else. But after numerous implied failures at that, in his desperation, he instead created the threat of eternal damnation to force them to love him in order avert that fate. Lucifer's words must have been like a splash of cold water, but by the time he realized sheer magnitude of suffering he had unintentionally set into motion, it was too late. He could not destroy Hell; he could not stop the cycle of violence.

That guilt drove him to seek a death that, from the looks of it, eluded him in spite of the hollowness consuming him. And now he is... somewhere, helpless to stop his experiments from consuming one another and themselves in a glorious show of blood and violence.

And then there's Hell itself, who seems to recognize love as an act of violence and cruelty. It is something that derives joy only from the suffering of other living creatures. God gave it so many toys to hurt and break and reform, and Mankind gave it new ones. Why would it understand love as anything but? It gave Minos a facsimile of the son he is most ashamed of, and delighted when he cast it, once more, into a labyrinth. Gabriel flattened all the souls within it's confines beneath his heel and gave those that did bend false hopes.

Now there's V1, tearing its way through the remaining layers and creating a spectacle of violence like nothing Hell has ever witnessed before. How could it not love them all for all the entertainment they've provided?

But deep within its recesses, hidden away from the eyes of Heaven, there was a Gutterman. A machine built for war, who eventually came to love that which it gave it life at the cost of their own. Enough to give the human welded within their coffin the mercy that both Heaven and Hell had denied them; enough to write a single love letter to them, even knowing that it would never be read by its intended recipient.

So, as things turn out, you /can/ teach a machine to love. And they will understand and experience it more sincerely than God or Hell ever could.

#ULTRAKILL #ULTRAKILL spoilers #Mind you this is all just speculation #We still don't know if Hell is aware that the machines will inevitably try to consume it too once the souls and demons run dry #and if it is then whether or not it has a plan to stop that from happening or if it actually /wants/ to be destroyed #or perhaps--like Father like creation--it simply thinks it /cannot/ be destroyed #and we certainly still don't know where God fucked off to after his suicide attempt or why #If he left to seek the end of his days elsewhere #Or--as the first testament might imply--if he's got a new angle #Sorry 7-S got my brain buzzing and there's not a whole lot of game left to get the answers to those particular questions #If they are intended to be answered at all or simply left unknown by the blank slate boomer shooter protagonist #through which we all experience this wild ride #Anyways not a lot of this fandom talks about the Testaments effectively being God's vent posts #and I find both amusement and mild horror at their very existence

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hyunpic · 4 months

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hyunjin on bubble: im drawing and i started wondering why i even draw. so i can’t sleep.. staying in that period of transition. the reason why i keep asking these questions and trying to find answers is, i think it’s because i believe that it’s only those who love me, that can help me find an answer or a path. because thinking about and questioning things that you don’t really need to think about and answering those questions is contradicting in itself.. is what i think? (translation source)

#hyunjin #🧼#skz #my baby.. ☹️ four am thoughts eating him hard..#hope he can get some of the bestest sleep of his life after pondering and wondering like this #mentally patting his brain like buddy u work really hard now rest for a bit #also to answer to his first question of #why he’s even drawing. i think art runs in your veins and it just needs a creative outlet to get out and shine.#maybe that’s one of the many reasons..#maybe u find comfort in the beauty of the canvas and brush strokes.#maybe u want to make people happy and warm with your creations

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creation-help · 1 year

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Small details on a character (appearance wise)

- Do they wear their clothing or accessories the "Correct" way? (as they're intended to be worn) Do they have difficulty dressing themself? Where have they gotten their accessories and clothes? Could they get new ones, and how? Do the clothes or accessories fit them? Literally or physically? (Contradicts their personality and fashion sense / clothes too big or too small, not scaled for their body?)

- Can you tell their age by appearance? Have they aged as they should've, or are there reasons why they'd look older or younger? Do they look to be in good health or are they just young? Could you tell if their looks are based on their age vs their health? Why or why not? What's their personal hygiene routine? What affects it?

- Eye shapes? Nose shapes? Jawline? Cheekbones? Forehead size and shape? Teeth? Lips? Hands? Facial hair? Arm hair? Body hair? Baby hairs?

- Freckles? Moles? Birth marks? Tooth gaps? Eyebags? Eye wrinkles? Different lash types? Styled or free growing eyebrows? Cheek dents? Dimples? Mouth creases? Chin shape?

- Do they have signs of wear and tear? Why or why not? Do they hide it? How's their posture? Walking style? How do they hold themself? Do they idle? Fidget? Do they easily tire being in one position? How much do they prioritize comfort when out and about?

- How would they handle a broken nail? Ripped hair? Broken or fallen tooth? Broken nose? Punctured lip? Messed up makeup? Being forced to wear makeup? Being forced not to?

#Character design #character creation #Character development #character questions #Imagine your oc #Oc building #Most of my original posts are simply: I think so many thoughts #And wanna make you think very many thoughts as well #And hope it helps?

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dozyrogue · 2 months

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Hey I'm an old tubbling (dsmp days) that hasn't been really keeping up with the qsmp but knows some of tubbo's lore. What's all this about a revived tubbo? If you don't mind explaining of course.

Hiii anon!! As you hopefully remember tubbo does a lot of subtle lore so the only way to understand the revival is if u get some conext before that. Sorry if it gets just a little bit rambley

I will do my best to explain but for some background ever since maybe purgatory 1 qtubbo has been spiraling. Then he got sunny and genuinely tried to be good for her. And he was!! Hes a great dad to sunny but qtubbo is very mentally ill.

Then he got kidnapped for purgatory 2 and came back significantly worse. He became very passively suicidal, like he didn't outwardly say he wanted out, but from his actions you wouldn't know any better. At least from chats pov. Like he would jump off the top of tubchunk and get downed and sunny would be forced to revive him. "Accidentally" falling off the wall when hanging with phil. Going against the eye workers and just not caring how many times he died. It was pretty bad.

He started feeling like all his friends didn't really care for him and only wanted to use him for the factories he made and the supplies he had created. Then fit and pac got together and again he got significantly worse. So because the relationship that is morning crew changed even tho they claimed it wouldn't. Tubbo started actively pushing people away. Like he would purposely be suppppper fucking annoying and loud and abrasive. It was like he was testing who would stay with him even if he was being a dick. And basically no one passed really. Like even sunny would constantly go to fit or pac or bagi. Saying she doesnt know how to help her dad, he needs help, plz help him. And they would all respond in some variation of "aaahhh its just tubbo!!! Hes fine. Hes just being dramatic." Or assume its about fred.

On top of that because of tubbos mental stability. He couldn't really help Sunny's with her feelings and mental stability.

And I wanna mention all the eggs could see him rotting away and they would mention it too their parents, but they were like "well keep an eye on him" but didn't exactly do much. At least from tubbos pov

But moving on to the new island/spawn point.

For the most part he didn't really interact with morning crew at first. He was with foolish and the town of fobo and he was so fucking happy!!!! It was awesome!! Like even sunny was so excited that tubbo was happy again. Foolish and town of fobo was a new start for him and he felt appreciated. But everything changed when create was put behind a pay wall (I love atla lmao)

So foolish got to get to work on town of fobo projects but tubbo was feeling extremely useless. He couldn't participate in the only way he knew how. create.

He felt useless without a purpose, and was trying hard to get the money for create. He had his high with the beginning of town of fobo but this new create playwall would be the star of a new low. He was once again actively rotting in front of his friends especially his daughter and only she and a few eggs really noticed. His friends would laugh and giggle that hes being dramatic. He was rotting away again in real time. Faster than before really. Tubbo was lacking purpose, he was useless in his eyes and started looking for a purpose, a reason to keep living.

How did he find that you're wondering??? By getting two lives. So one day we had a bunch of the eggos with him. One being empanada and he brought up the fact she's the only egg with one life. How that sucks and if he could he would give a life up for her. Empanada of course refuses. But he keeps going and was like "oh you know what would be really cool..... Only having 2 lives and if I die I don't come back for good." *stares at chayanne*

Empanada is refusing and hes like "naaahh it would be really fun and cool tho." She even tries to get him to stop by bringing up sunny. And he stops for a millisecond and says something like "sure she wouldn't like that too much but I'll be fine" so now he's on two lives.

The thing is tubbo was not hiding this information, like he brought it up all the time. "I have to be careful I only have 2 lives" then he lost one. "I only got one life then I'm dead dead." Feb 13 he almost lost it due to radiation (he will never escape the nuke aesthetic lol) and the next day valentines day he dies.

And I have to make it very clear tubbo keeps telling everyone hes working on one life. He only has one life. Hes doing hardcore. Everyone thought he was joking. So on valentines he went out with a group consisting of sunny, fit, ramon, phil, chayanne, chunsik, and richarlyson. They wanted to compete a dungeon together and tubbo was down for it.

Tubbo ended up making a beat with richarlyson that he ended up losing. Richas killed him, qtubbo ended up dying begging for fit to help him but he died anyway. But it wasn't like last time he didn't come back. Fit basically left immediately sunny was left just standing over her dads body in shock. Chayanne also thought he was joking this whole time but unfortunately learned that he was being serious. And phil was there to just laughing saying tubbos being dramatic lol. No one took his death seriously, like they were all joking and laughing in front of his daughter saying he was having a tantrum and would be back when create is back. The only other person who understood sunny was chayanne.

People only started takeing his death kinda seriously was after creation showed up. The eggs did at least

Now creation is a robot that a ~version of~ qtubbo made to protect the eggs. More importantly protect sunny. Especially in the event that "primary protector" aka tubbo is gone. So late during the valentines stream on phils end, creation shows up confirming that qtubbo is dead dead and hes not coming back unless creation has the proper data. His purpose. The only way to get tubbo back is to bring him back with his purpose

And now I can finally talk about this weeks streams. Creation comes and we are shown the message that was left for sunny. Saying he doesn't know how he got himself into this, and how sunny shouldnt have to hear this message. How he expects any of the adults there to care for her. He knows he hasn't been a good example of self care. But he explains that he will have no idea that he left the message, he will have no idea that the message will even exist. There's only 2 people that can show u this message, and he promises that he will make sure she will never see either of their faces. He apologizes and explains that he never expected to have to take care of anyone else. Goes on to say if he had known he was going to care for someone else he would have never signed up for this kind of "scheme" or "operation." We don't exactly know what hes talking about tho.

He again emphasizes that the friends that we have will take care of her. And how he refuses to believe that they would let anything happen to her. And tells her to keep going and have fun in life because she's just a kid. Then we were cut back to creation who finds sunny saying he needs to find people to help bring him back. They end up with a group consisting of bagi, sunny, empanada, and chayanne and they work together to get what creation needs to bring back tubbo. Its old smooth stone, form a mod, thats before the rest of the islands time. The old order creation stated. And eventually find a secret room in town of fobo, that bagi decodes a book to get the data needed to bring tubbo back. Builds a contraption and creation dies but tubbo is alive again!!!

Then we have the next stream and tubbo is back,,, but he's different-

he comes out of lava and only remembers dying and he thinks he's been gone a day at best. He learns that only fit helped sunny. He doesn't want to believe, but its mostly true. But oddly enough he plans to murder people cuz how dare people not take care of her. Hes more aggressive, he keeps making threats of murder and only sunny is safe it seems. Hes massively holding grudges as well.

they woke chayanne up and hes basically jumping on him and yelling lmao. Claims chay doesnt care cuz he didn't wake up immediately and isn't happy hes back. And like chatters know chay was genually fuck up after losing tubbo. But dude is s c r e a m i n g at sleeping chay.

Chay wakes up, they go outside and end up talking, learned he was gone a week but hes very loud not understanding the vibes of 2 depressed children who missed him very much. He keeps trying to speak but the windchimes are pissing him the fuck off to the point he rips them down. Noises in general is really pissing him off, like things that normally would be really quiet like fire places and the motor boats he gets really angry cuz he claims its really loud.

Just overall being a Menace. Like Chayanne apologized for hitting him and Tubbo was like "oh it's okay it's okay I understand but I will simply take note of that and you'll never know when I'll Strike Back." So he's threatening even the eggs even If he is joking. Qtubbo never use to do that, some.of the eggs ruined his farm and it sent him into a tirade of just talking about how things build up and up and up how they turn into large cracks in the wall and eventually the wall will break. But as he's doing this he practically yelling but aggressively. Also threatened chat saying he can prove how scary he can be lmao.

And was constantly asking people who they think the worse parent of the island is. Sunny and chay were just tryna see where he is mentally. But hes like cornering chay "DONT I LOOK FINE, IM ALL GOOD, WHATS WRONG???"

In other words hes very angry???

Fit was just existing and man's dogged on him "what you think you're so much better than me with your spit shine bald head of yours" and anytime any of the group would try and talk away from him hes just "ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT ME???" "WHATS HAPPENING, IS THIS ABOUT ME"

Oh and he keeps mentioning the little time people have left.

Like I said some of the eggs ruined Sunny and Leo's farm and he starts off calmish??? But just gets angrier or aggressive is a better term?. Planning to just stand over richas's bed and stare at him. Hes giving arg kinda need to draw that ngl.

He gets mad that the lil group of fit, chay, Sunny, and ramon for fixing the farm that the other eggs destroyed. And fit is trying to like convince him that it's okay like they're just kids it's a mistake. And fit is like it isnt your house so it's okay and tubbo is like "fit I think you're undermining my feelings how is that okay." And fit is just like "oh but it's just like a little thing so it's no worries." And this is how tubbo goes on his "chips and cracks in the walls monologue" that sums up his character perfectly.

Soooo yeeeaaaahhh revived tubbo something else

#qsmp tubbo #yes I could have constricted what I said more but I feel like that be really hard considering how tubbo presents lore #for me at least #qsmp creation #tubbo #imagine ctubbo's passive suicidel idiation but way worse #tw self destructive behavior #tw sui ideation #tw death #i know theres words wrong here and i can only fix so much #took me forever to write these i just feel like theirs so much context needed #this took me a hot minute to write #it's my magnum opus #asks #i wrote all of this and still feel like i didnt really asker the question

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ninadove · 10 months

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Ladybug:

So.

How do we brush the whole "Your-dad-is-suddenly-cool-now-and-also-your-mom-is-back-from-the-dead-somehow" topic?

Emilie:

Oh sweetie, you’re stressing out over nothing!

We’ll simply wait until he starts asking questions. Like for the birds and the bees! 🥰

*SIX MONTHS LATER*

Felix.

… Uh.

He really hasn’t asked a single question, has he.

Kagami:

Typical Adrien.

Emilie:

Come to think of it, I don’t think he ever asked about the birds and the bees either…

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d3rpydoods · 6 months

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I’m back bois - this took longer than it should but i pulled through ✌️😭

#liulao #mk1 #mortal kombat 1 #liu kang #liu kang mk1 #kung lao #kung lao mk1 #my questionable creations

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gydima · 8 months

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Really feeling this today.

(I like putting dumb buttons on OFMD characters. See Stede here and Izzy here.)

#lucius spriggs #ofmd #our flag means death #my questionable creations

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jennahmariawrites · 1 year

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So I’ve mentioned this before, but when I was younger, I made a list of 80 (it was supposed to be 100, but I gave up) questions to ask your characters. Well, I decided to remake that list and add the additional 20, so, without further ado, here are…

100 Questions To Ask Your Characters - By Jennah Maria

How would they handle a breakup?

What are they like when they’re sick?

Can they bake a cake? Who would they bake one for?

Can they sing? If so, would they ever enter a singing competition?

How would they react to someone flirting with them?

If they have a significant other or crush, how would they react to someone flirting with that person?

How would they react to a theme park? Do they like rollercoasters? The games? The food? The other rides?

Are they ticklish? How would they react to getting tickled?

How would they be at a ball? Do they know how to ballroom dance?

How do they feel about kids? Would they ever want kids of their own?

Do they play any sports? If so, which ones? How do they feel about sports in general? Do they like to watch any?

If they had to take care of a puppy or a kitten, would they do a good job? Do they have any pets of their own?

How do they act when they’re stressed and what are some things they do to relax?

What are they most afraid of?

What are their thoughts on matching sweaters? Would they be the type of person to make/buy matching sweaters or would they refuse to wear any?

If they have a significant other, do they celebrate their anniversary? If so, how?

How do they feel about Halloween and how do they celebrate it?

What are they self conscious about?

What are their sleeping habits?

How do they react to getting hurt? Both in the sense of a small injury like a paper cut or a bigger injury.

How do they act when they're sleep deprived? Do they often get enough sleep?

What would they do if someone they loved had been badly injured and might not survive?

How do they react to blood?

How do they feel about their birthday and how do they celebrate it?

How do they feel about Valentine's Day and how do they celebrate it?

How often do they get into arguments with someone else? Do they typically apologize first?

Do they make friends easily? How many friends do they have and what does it take for them to consider someone a friend?

How are they when they go to the Doctor’s? What about when they have to get shots?

If they died, who would plan their funeral and what would it be like?

Do they like horror movies? If watching one, do they get scared?

What would bring them to their breaking point? And how would they recover from it?

What is their favorite memory?

What is their worst memory?

Do they work? If so, what’s their job?

Do they have any secrets? If so, what is their most stupid/silliest secret, their biggest/most major secret, and a secret they haven’t fully accepted themself?

How do they feel about romance? For themselves, their friends, and in a fictional sense.

How do they feel about the rain? What do they do when it’s raining?

Are they prone to making scenes in public? What would bring them to cause a scene?

How would they react to someone insulting them?

What would they do if someone had insulted someone they cared about and made them feel bad?

Are they messy or clean? How do they react to a mess?

What does their bedroom look like?

What are their eating habits?

What’s their favorite possession of theirs and why?

What’s are some of their nervous ticks/annoying habits?

Are they a partier? What kind of parties do they like?

What is one thing that they’re really good at?

What is one thing that they’re really bad at?

How clingy are they? What do they act like?

What’s something that they find really annoying?

How is their relationship with their parents?

On an average day, what can be found in their pockets?

Do they remember names or faces better?

What would you describe as “out of their comfort zone” and what would push them to get out of it?

How do they act around their crush? If they don’t get crushes, how about a squish?

What are some pet names they would use for their significant other? How do they feel about pet names in general?

Are they more of a shower or bath kind of person? Do they take long baths/showers, or short ones?

Would they rather be early or late to something, or do they arrive precisely on time?

How do they feel about cuddling/snuggling?

What would it take for them to get really angry? How do they act when they’re mad?

Do they have any food restrictions or allergies?

How do they feel about violence? Are they a pacifist?

How important is personal hygiene to them? What do they smell like?

What kind of clothes do they like to wear?

What are their thoughts/relationship with death?

Would they help a stranger? Why would they?

How do they feel about bike riding?

Are they really aware, or do they tend to live in their own little world?

What natural disaster do they fear the most, and why?

What would you say they’re smart in? Are they book smart? People smart? Street smart? Etc.

Do they have siblings? If so, how is their relationship with them? If not, do they wish they did?

What’s their fashion sense?

How do they feel about spiders?

Would they physically fight someone? If so, why?

Do they like to read? If so, what do they like to read?

Do they play any instruments?

What do they do when they’re sad and how do they cheer up?

What’s their guilty pleasure?

What’s their most embarrassing memory?

What’s an irrational or stupid fear of theirs?

How do they feel about houseplants or gardens? Do they have a green thumb?

How often do they get bored and how do they tackle their boredom?

What is one of their favorite pass-times?

What’s their favorite holiday, and why?

What’s their least favorite holiday, and why?

Do they have a sweet tooth? What’s their favorite dessert and or candy?

What’s their favorite kind of takeout/fast food?

Do they have a favorite meal? What about a favorite snack?

What’s their favorite drink? (Non alcoholic)

Do they drink alcohol? If so, what’s their favorite type of alcohol?

Do they travel often? How do they feel about traveling?

Can they swim? If so, do they like to swim?

Do they have any tattoos, or would they ever get any? Do their tattoos mean anything?

Do they have any piercings? If so, how many and where?

Have they ever taken any kind of substances? Such as weed or drugs? If so, how often?

Do they smoke?

What would they consider their biggest mistake, and if given the chance, would they change it?

Do they have any surprising/hidden skills that no one else is aware of? If so, what are they?

What are their favorite smells and textures?

Are they superstitious? What kind of superstitions do they believe in?

And there you go, here are Jennah’s 100 questions to ask your characters! If you guys wanna see more stuff like this, lemme know and I can make a part 2! (Believe me, I have plenty of questions I could still ask)

#female writers #ocs #writer things #writerscommunity #writing #writing thoughts #writing tips #indie author #my characters #character creation #character questions

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queenlucythevaliant · 2 years

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In Narnia, Right was right and courage came with clarity. Beauty abounded and Aslan, even across the sea, never felt so very far away.

That’s how they remembered it in England, at least. Three months gone and the edges were sanded down. Their children’s hearts remembered beauty and clung to victory. If you’re not an idealist when you’re young, there’s something wrong with you.

Peter said, and they all agreed, that their memories of Narnia were like books on a shelf. It was all still there, but filed away. To think of a particular summer dance or ship’s voyage, you had to pull the proper book from its shelf and turn the pages until you found the story you wanted. You could recall the events that way and it would be like any other memory: vivid but imperfect, bathed in old feelings and new, details intact but a fine mist of nostalgia covering the scene.

Their old skills were gone, but what use was swordsmanship in Britain? Most of the time, the Pevensie children scarcely noticed what they had lost. They played in forests and swam in ponds, went to the grocer’s and prepared for school to resume. They were children.

They thought of Narnia often, but it was as one remembers a glorious holiday by the seashore, or the most important novel you’ve ever read. It had changed their lives, but it was past, and memory; a secret language, and daydreams and play-battles out in the Professor’s woods.

Because they were children, the edges of their memories softened, they forgot the things that would have given them nightmares. Right was right in Narnia, after all. They did not remember the sticky, congealing mess of the Witch’s blood that clung to Aslan’s mouth after Beruna, when he had ripped her throat out and devoured her body. They forgot the visceral fear that Rabadash would manage to take Susan to wife by force, and what he would do to her if he did. They forgot the awful chaos of battle, the sickening stench of bellies hewn open and intestines spilling onto the sodden earth. They did not remember living to be twenty, thirty, fifty, sixty, growing old and aching with it, burying friends, and worrying about the succession. The burden of all those years would have broken any children so young.

After they were sent home for the last time, each of the Pevensie children found ways of remembering. Peter joined a fencing league, and soon found that old broadsword techniques would often flutter out of his memory’s pages and into his hands. Susan sketched until she didn’t, until she put away her pad full of fauns and castles and lions in a box of childhood nonsense—but it was many years before that happened. Edmund wrote pages and pages of reminiscences down, trying to externalize the books of his memory. Lucy daydreamed, and she dressed in bright Narnian colors, and sang Narnian songs, and a million other tiny things that scarcely anyone noticed. The Pevensie children found ways to remember. Narnia remained in their minds: a little distant, perhaps, but the ink never faded.

And one day, when he was ready, Edmund was trying to calm his father through the soldier’s panic that followed a car backfiring and he began to remember the feeling of having seen war. The book in his mind opened where the pages had been stuck together, and suddenly he knew how to help.

Lucy began to recall snatches of what it was like to grow old. She looked in on her grandparents more and more. “I know your knee isn’t what it used to be,” she smiled as she went to get the stepstool.

Susan held a classmate tight after a terrible, terrible night and trembled, remembering Rabadash’s hot breath on her face, the way he’d grabbed her forearms with bruising strength and demanded to kiss her. I understand, she whispered. It wasn’t your fault.

Peter, sitting in theology class, remembered the viscera around Aslan’s mouth and began to understand what justice meant.

The terrible parts came back in flashes as the children grew into young men and women. Memories of Narnia expanded to fit their older selves, old horrors and heartaches now many years past. Little by little, the Pevensie children grew back into themselves.

Two Lucys existed, one long past and one in the mirror. Two Edmunds, two Susans, two Peters. The present Lucy did not miss the woman she had grown to be in Narnia, except in rare instances. She had what she needed from her old self. She still had so much growing left to do.

#my prose response to Maria's question that i just answered #comnination headcanon and textual 'this is how Narnia memories work'#Leah stories #once there were four children #narnia #pontifications and creations

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