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spiderziege · 7 months

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huevember day 3 - the first clock

#had a different idea in mind for today but im busy so i changed it to something quicker #third life #goodtimeswithscar #huevember #my art #i dont think my art style is really meant for drawing hands up close lmao

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valcaine · 10 months

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*Glides down into you inbox*

I got two things!

Um ok for the first you said you wanted drawing ideas? Mmm have Philza going mock fucking 10 as tech holds a speedometer and ran panics

And also what other cursed birdza/ emerald duo headcanons do you have

Teeth stew anon you have sparked my interest

-I'te

*takes off*

they are trying to see if his wings healed

(they did) (he destroyed the lawn)

cursed headcanons? uhhh philza can and will eat bugs and mice, he is the resident pest killer

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prince-liest · 1 month

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I wrote 4.2k words so far today! What did I work on?! Let's guess!

a. 666

b. Once Bitten, Back For More

c. A completely unrelated pre-radiostatic-breakup era PWP that I won't be able to post until June because it's for an event week

Hahahaaaa....

#personal #I blame aislin #hazbin hotel #my writing #writing snippets #it'll be posted june 11 #which will be nice actually bc that's the day after I move into my new apartment so I'll be busy with life stuff #but still get to post something before I start residency #anyway I wrote the whole thing in one sitting yayyyy lmao I'll edit it tomorrow

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blujayonthewing · 1 year

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#I've played with irl atheists and catholics and everything in between #but it rarely feels like faith is a real factor for anyone-- DM or player #outside of‚ again‚ divine spellcasters and Big Epic Plot Things #I mean there are a couple of 'RAAAHGH FUCK THE GODS >:C' edgy backstory types but #no one is just Normally Culturally Religious and it's WEIRD #like it's not even a matter of faith in dnd! the gods are LITERALLY OBJECTIVELY PROVABLY REAL #so what does that MEAN for the average person! how does it shape language? business? culture?#where are the people wearing holy symbols like amulets-- or the way modern christians very casually wear crosses?#blessings over meals? prayers before bed? burnt offerings?#and like I enjoy thinking about world and culture building but I know that's A Whole Thing but even just like...#it doesn't feel like anyone believes in gods at all except clerics and paladins #like they DO because they factually exist but in the same way I 'believe in' like. the president of france.#like yeah he exists and is important to some people but has no bearing on my life whatsoever #that's such a fucking weird approach to the DIVINE in a polytheist world where those gods are YOUR CULTURE'S GODS??#I am bad at this myself but I'm not religious so it's harder for me to remember what Being Religious All The Time Casually is like lol #funny enough my character with the most intentionally religious background in this sense #is one of my ones who's ended up wrapped up in Big Plot God Things lmao #'aubree starts the campaign with a holy symbol of yondalla because of course she does why wouldn't she'#'oh okay well she's gonna get deeply and personally entangled with a bunch of death gods immediately' fdkjghkdf oh!! welp #you don't really pray to urogalan unless you're breaking ground for a new building or someone just died so it's STILL weird for her lol #but at least I had the framework there of 'oh yeah the gods exist and matter to me and my everyday life and culture' in general #about me #posts from twitter

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heldenherzchen · 10 months

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thursday, august 10 day 4: last minute confession (@benthan-week-forever)

Benji sat in front of his laptop, tears streaming down his face.

He had just heard Ethan confess his love for him over the coms - and then the line went dead. Dead. Like Ethan, he thought.

The blonde was beside himself with grief.

He tried and tried and tried to get a hold of the other one, but there was no response. Benji was consumed with worry and fear, not knowing what had happened to the man he loved.

As he sat there, lost in his thoughts, memories of Ethan flooded his mind. He remembered the way the brunette looked at him, the sound of his voice, the touch of his hand. He realized how much he loved Ethan, and how much he wanted to spend the rest of his life with him.

Benji sat there for what felt like hours, waiting for any news about his partner..

Finally, the coms line crackled to life, and Ethan's voice came through.

"Benji, are you there?" he said, his voice rough.

Benji was overjoyed to hear his voice, bursting into tears once again.

"Ethan, I thought you were dead," he said, his voice choked with emotion.

"I'm okay, Benji," Ethan replied, "I made it out alive, thanks to you."

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antigonenikk · 2 days

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not speirs looting all that shit because he had a newborn child back in london and was worried his wife wouldnt be able to survive on his salary alone………

#LIKE??? its so tragic oh my god????? the real life stories are ao much more interesting than whats portrayed in the show #if the audience had known it would have given him so much more depth #he was literally sending everything he looted back to london apparently #also nixon had a newborn as well but was cheating on his wife with a british woman #these men were BUSY lmao #and roe got married while on leave too during 1944 #these women somehow never mentioned!!!! the children never mentioned !!#ronald speirs #real people #band of brothers

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nb-hedgewolf · 3 months

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What would happen if once all strong forms of magic returned to equestria... something went... wrong. What if... it brought with itself evils even beyond the threat Opaline could've ever imposed. A disease that hundreds of years ago was already mysterious and forgotten. Reawakened by all forms of magic bursting with power at the same time.

My Little Pony: Cutiemark Chaos

#mlp infection au #mlp g5 #uhh... maybe don't expect me making a lot of this because well um... i am busy irl </3 and still sorta figuring out things for this small #fun project that i decided to start out of... seeing so many aus like this... honestly if i had a nickel for every au i made on a whim...#i'd have enough money for my actual life passion project lmao #anyways these aus are fun and i'm not... unknown to make pony body horror so um #hiii!#|| Cutiemark Chaos ||#|| the jackal's art ||

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chibishortdeath · 3 months

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Uh what if uh Fear and Hunger OC um—

I haven’t even beaten the game yet lol. Anyway this is Ahava, they’re cool, I gotta figure out stats and back story and all that for them eventually. I tried mimicking the art style for some of these, idk just imagine the doodles that are in my usual style as their dungeon nights version XD. The two levels of zoom out on the page is probably redundant, but it’s for resolution I guess.

I’m not gonna label this mature since there isn’t anything explicit in the drawings, but just know that Fear and Hunger is a pretty dark horror game if you’re curious about it!

#fear and hunger 1 #fear and hunger #funger #funger oc #f&h #fear and hunger oc #oc #my oc #art post #my art #f&h fanart #yippie making ocs is fun (proceeds to neglect other projects whoopsie)#I love that this game gets shortened to funger lmao #the kid named funger—#and yes there are some little doodles of like the new god and miasma battle versions hehe #I forgot to just draw their normal battle sprites tho #the overworld sprites are so cute tho ngl I love the art style of this game #I gotta beat it but I keep being busy or stressed out (TwT ) ughhhhhhhhh #idk what else to say tbh #not a lot positive happing in life I can rant about for no reason in the tags unfortunately #oc art #fanart #horror game #horror character #idk if general art tags even do much on tumblr tbh #I’ll give them their own tag in case I draw them again :3 #Ahava funger #hopefully I remember what that tag is 💀💀💀

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darlingsart · 9 months

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Quick doodle of a not so modern au this time, where everyone is happy and lives and Pat and Achilles build a cottage somewhere and raise Pyrrhus instead of dying in a war lmao

#tsoa #the song of achilles #patrochilles #angies art #Pyrrhus #because he needs his own tag at this point lmao #I like to think in this scenerio Deidameia realizes she doesn’t actually want to raise a kid #bc y’know in tsoa she was kind of pressured into by Thetis so she just gives Pyrrhus over for Achilles to raise and he’s like.#well I guess I’m a family man now lmao thus they mind their own damn business and live their best lives someplace away from everyone #and Dei goes off and lives her best single kid free life with the gals on Scyros lol everyone wins #very similar to what happens in my modern au :v

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coconut-cluster · 3 months

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hello all I just wanted to pop in and say I am in fact writing chapter 5 of Crowns and Cutlasses, I didn’t just dip after posting the notes lol but I WON A FULBRIGHT so i have been busy and insane

#which is to say I’ve been busy prepping things and figuring out what the hell the Netherlands needs from me lmao #also school and work and everything about life but that’s less exciting #AHHHHH #I feel so crazy and insane and frightened and excited #to be clear this post is genuinely to update you all but also to say it out loud (…in writing) because it doesn’t feel real yet #also I just like to update you guys on my life #💚💚💚#lexi talks

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hongluboobs · 4 months

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given that it looks like the family's been 'smooshed' to be closer together (Jia Huan going from half-brother to just a brother) my current theory is that Daiyu and Baochai are the younger sister and sibling mentioned (though I'm not sure which is which, ie. who was made NB).

I think Jia Huan remains a half-brother in Limbus!

He only has one line in this game, which I'll put here:

It makes sense to assume they're full brothers because Hong Lu calls Jia Huan "brother" but in the book Bao-yu still refers to Jia Huan as brother at some point. (I would go find this in the text but as you can imagine it is a PAIN to find the word brother in a 5 volume 2000+ page text)

Jia Huan's use of "your family" instead of "our family" is another clue! Because Book Jia Huan is a half-sibling via a concubine he isn't considered as much of a part of the family as a child by marriage like Bao-yu would be.

There's still some wacky stuff going on with Hong Lu's family, though! Limbus Jia Huan is an older brother, which is Interesting because he's a younger brother in the book.

(The clarification of age is only in the korean/japanese text, but it does exist!)

I'm going to bring up all the mentions of Hong Lu's sibling now, because there are a few (I may have missed some in the IDs, I don't have an easy way of checking them)

These tell us... Pretty much nothing that I can really go off of. The interesting thing is the first quote seems to reference a moment in the book where Jia Huan cheats at cards, but because he's an older brother now who knows.

Bao-yu does have both younger and older sisters in the text, and then his younger brother is Jia Huan but we've established he's the older sibling in limbus. Sister and younger sibling are both plural in the third example so there could be some compression of the family here but I don't have a lot to go off of.

I have NO idea what they are going to do with Bao-chai and Dai-yu because there's that awkward classic lit adaptation problem of "these characters are related, but at the same time their romantic entanglement is very important to the story. We are adapting this through a modern lens where it is not the 1700s and being engaged to your cousin is bad, actually!" and honestly? I don't want to make any calls until we for sure know more about their relationship. They could be going the full family angle for Hong Lu and retcon the marriage, or have it take place in a different part of the story where it hasn't happened, or similar.

In the text, Bao-chai and Dai-yu are Bao-yu's cousins, not siblings, and with the wedding being one of the most important scenes in the book I really have no idea what will happen. Hong Lu is described as a bachelor/unmarried in Limbus but honestly, I don't know if I believe him on that one. If they do retcon/not mention or adapt the marriage they could very well collapse parts of the family tree, I'm just relatively wary of if they Do Not do that.

A pet theory I've had is that the younger sibling could be Hong Lu's way of coping with his childhood through detachment. (as in: the younger sibling is Hong Lu, but the past Hong Lu who had to deal with Everything growing up). I don't really have proof for this aside from some small things in the book and thinking it'd be an interesting way for things to be adapted in Limbus. Bao-yu's childhood is already rough for a variety of reasons in the book, but putting him in the city would make everything much worse so I could see it happening. The use of "sibling" is so interesting because it's a deliberate choice to not gender it and so it could be anything!

Apologies for the wait on this one! I have school and work again and I haven't been as Hong Lu brained because I've been making my way through ruina again but it was fun to drop some stuff like this! I'm really curious to how they will adapt his family and honestly Red Chamber as a whole because it is so thematically rich and there's a lot of stuff you can tie to the themes of Project Moon's games!

#pachiposting #asks #answers #apologies for the wait! i started a job abd its busy #limbus company #hong lu #hong lu lcb #analysis #my analysis #idk how i feel abt this one but i want it out in the world #i typed it in my lecture class so i apologize if its incoherent lmao #limbus storylogs save my life always. thats where the text screencaps are from

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ten-gallons-of-fiberglass · 5 months

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I don't know if you'll going to read this one but what do you think of Mr. Jack?

#answer #my art #Lmao sorry for being so late Ive been busy with life #I have 0 clue how these two would interact so for all I know This might be very different in the canon story #I like to dream tho

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lengthenedshadows · 1 year

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since I got sick I've been feeling weird about being Witnessed bc I feel like I look so different... but I'm trying to get over that, so here's a couple hot-mess barefaced pics of the self indulgent yarrow crown I made today in the work truck between properties

#me #my face #ivy.jpg #im coming back yall!!! im not dead!!! i swear!!!!!#i just have been as busy as ive ever been in my life and exhausted and overwhelmed and feeling like i look gross post illness #these are the first selfies ive taken in so long #it doesnt help that ive been wildly unkempt due to taking more care of thr plants than myself #but im forcing myself to post them anyway lmao i gotta get over myself

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anxiously-sidequesting · 1 year

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I know we as a fandom all love to shit on Duncan whenever we get the chance (see: me posting Duncan GruncanWuncan) especially since the like, two times we ever see him he's shitting on us for being ourselves then tries to kill us because of his own delusions of grandeur but I thought about it and I was like, "......man that's kinda Sad actually"

BECAUSE seeing this from Duncan's perspective; he's The Best, he always has been the best, but reality constantly shows him that isn't true (Malorn, The Wizard, anyone else)

Like imagine how painful that can be when you think something that you truly deserved and something that you've fought for, maybe for your entire life, is seemingly handed to others who aren't nearly as deserving as you

And yeah WE know that Duncan has neither worked (very hard, at least) for his perceived greatness NOR does he truly """deserve""" it (Duncan has been shown to be shirking his duties off to us and possibly others for his own gain), but DUNCAN doesn't know this. Like in his mind he truly, honestly, genuinely believes with his whole fragile heart that he is just above everyone else and puts more effort in trying to convince others of that rather than literally just trying to work towards that himself

And then there's the extra added insult that even in his own class he's pretty mediocre. Duncan INSISTS that he was Malistaire's best student and that he praised Duncan maybe once and that all other Death students only wish they could be like him, but... Malorn. And I bet deep down Duncan KNOWS that in fact Malorn was Malistaire's best and most talented. And Duncan can't even really twist that in his mind because it was made solid when Malorn took over Malistaire's duties instead of him. It was proven as a hard fact that Malorn was more suited to the job than Duncan was and is widely recognized as being The Best Death student (if the YW isn't a Necromancer)

Okay so fine. Whatever it's just Death right? At least Duncan can be the best at ANYTHING ELSE, maybe he's not the most talented Necromancer but there's 6 more types of magic to excel in!!!

But then another person ruins that. The Young Wizard poofs in from another world and suddenly, Duncan is overshadowed once more because a literal child prodigy and Local Hero arrives and literally saves their world and then, the universe. Multiple times in fact

Like bro I can imagine that could be at least a little bit painful for anyone, but imagine with Duncan's already low self-esteem and his fragile, large ego, he literally and genuinely took that personally and a hit to your pride is devastating for anyone, no matter who you are. That was like, Strike Three for Duncan and it was so very personal and important to him that it left him in a deep and vulnerable state

But I think the absolute saddest part of Duncan's downfall is that near the end, he was ultimately manipulated by an adult. A grown ass adult noticed and acknowledged his insecurities and purposely struck where it hurts the most, in his weakest state. Duncan already wasn't thinking clearly from the start but when everything went to shit for him and he was clinging, Gretta DarkKettle approached him and completely broke him down to make him into something else entirely for the Schism's benefit.

Of course Duncan was a piece of shit from the start but he truly didn't have any malicious intentions until Gretta messed with his mind. Like, he went from a pretty much harmless bully to an actual criminal of the state and a threat to the literal universe. Duncan was CORRUPTED and all of his worst fears and delusions were solidified the moment Gretta """validated""" those feelings Duncan had.

Is Duncan completely blameless? Fuck no he did some fucked up shit actually and I'm glad he was held accountable for it by the narrative and the fandom!!! But I think it's something to be said that at the end of the day, Duncan was still a child that was suffering from many type of issues before being recruited and manipulated by a powerful literal cult. Wizard101 does have a theme of malicious intending and less than responsible adults using children to get what they want (Malistaire, Morganthe's brother, GF Spider, GM Raven, coughcoughAmbrose) but unlike the Young Wizard who successfully stays true to themselves despite that, Duncan had a more Morganthe-like route and ultimately succumbed to it. Of course their situations are a lot different since the YW wasn't brought in by a cult, but you can't help but feel bad for someone so young being preyed on by older people who are supposed to look out for them and protect them from something just LIKE that.

I will always shit on Duncan because it's funny and hold him accountable for his actions because he should, but I also feel bad for him and I hope he had a better ending after he was defeated

#this isnt like a callout post btw LMAO everyone is free to feel how they feel #this isnt me like shitting on the fandom or anything pls dont feel that way #i just think duncans situation is really interesting and kinda important to look at beneath all the memes and stuff #duncan is a loser in my heart but he's a victim in my soul. poor kid #also think about the fact that he STILL wasnt strong enough even after all that. we still defeated him #he spent most of his young life having all that resentment and anger and hatred in his heart-#-and thought it would all finally be worth it once we were dead but that also fell apart #my fave types of villains are the ones who trult believe they were right/were wronged by the world #duncan literally had delusions of granduer. thats super tough to get over #the feelings and belief of self can be so so important to someone #what you truly believe about YOURSELF is like the core. it can even be more important that religion/family/etc. for some people #it personally makes sense to me that duncan would feel so broken after having that 'taken' away from him #because if you dont have yourself to count on then who???? what else is there #also sad because literally the wizard did nothing to him. we were just minding our own business but duncan still took it personally #it didnt have to be that way at ALL and i hope he gets some therapy and gretta gets locked up forever #anyway. im normal #wizard101 #w101 #wiz101 #duncan grimwater #long post #text post

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deus-ex-mona · 4 months

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thinking about meoto l i k e

#g. getting this nonsense out here so that i can act normally in front of others pls stand by #iT’S NOT EVEN OUT YET WHY CANT I STOP THINKING ABOUT IT AYAUAYAUAUAUAUAUAUAAAAAAAAA #I MEAN!!!! CONGRATS ON GETTING MARRIED LXL BUT!!!! AAUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAAAAA #GOING INS A N E OVER A SOMG THAT ISNT EVEN OUT YET HAS TO BE A NEW LOW FOR ME LMAO #B UT HERE I AM. STILL GRINNING STUPIDLY AND UNABLE TO FOCUS ON ANYTHING OTHER THAN ‘HURR DURRRRR LXL MARRIED’#MANAGED TO RECOVER FOR. LIKE. 30 SECONDS AN D T H E N I SEE A BUNCH OF TWTS SPECULATING THAT MEOTO’S LXL’S PAST LIFE AND. AUAAAAAAAAAAA #I W A N T TO B ELIE V E #AAAAAAA M V PLS I NEED TO SEE THIS VISUALISED #IM BEGGINGGGGGGGGGGGGG PLS I WANNA SEE MARRIED LXL #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaa ok i think it’s all out of my system sorry guys back to business #LXL MEOTO CRISIS 2K24

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b4kuch1n · 2 years

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brain also insisted that was played by an employee. despite it being realistically impossible due to how the neck looks in the side shot

#ghost files #bakuspecial #cw: body horror #cw: unreality #ask to tag #critters #hi. literally dont know who the fuck this is. never seen this guy before in my life #my brain has! decided to give me awesome cool things to rotate in the night #this is decidedly not an omen I don't have omen dreams. I just have really really scary stress dreams. dw #this is not entirely outta nowhere tho I did spend last night watching the last ep of the season with my friends #so like. it makes sense that its ghost files this happened in. just #I'm still a bit baffled that this guy just showed up lmao. just kinda is there! just hangin out #fun way to spice up your sleep #okay. today's insanely busy and this dinner's gonna be a whole thing #so I will have to get off the desk now. but damn. contemplating <3 #have a good day lads!! ghost files good show check it out. no weird mascot guy in it tho

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