Once again bragging about my badass girlfriend @unown0069 and the newest ocs she made for me. It's a set of pokemon ocs meant to be used as a duo pair, but can operate individually.
I love the way she hums when i first met her she hummed alot i told her i was jealous of her humming voice quoted
"you can hum pretty I'm so jealous of you! "
She soon stopped humming for awhile 3 days ago on our nightly call i heard her hum (I'm used to her silly-ly singing and saying gibberish which i also love but i haven't found words to express that to her yet) it was around 1:30am and as i was telling her to please go to bed i stopped right at 'please go to b-' abruptly all because i heard her hum a beautiful song i waited till i was sure she was done just to tell her " i love it when you hum" she lightly laughed and asked why all i could manage to say was that it was comforting she then proceeded to hum jingle bells to me even though it was just the chorus it mattered so much to me im rarely ever that relaxed for the first time in months i genuinely had nothing running my mind other than her voice no concerns no self pity no thoughts of how cold it was in my bed just her lovely voice
There was another time i had recently been feeling like she didn't really pay attention to me as in the depth of me she never really understands the more philosophical things i say and think and i wish she did but shes so blissful I've learned to take it as an opportunity to take a break in my mind
She then asked me awhile later what i would get her for Christmas and i had some answers but im always worried what my baby will think of me so i said some obvious answers and she said "really? Thats all you can think of" in a playful way i also in a kiddish way said " alright what about me then" i shamefully cant remember some things she said
She told me " a weighted stuffed animal and blanket" knowing i love the weight of ppl on me and I've said a few times before how id love if she laid her head on my chest and i have made a semi big deal when ive said these things but not enough that i thought she would remember especially on the spot she then said some artsy stuff knowing i love art but even though its so small it really mattered and made me want to genuinely tear up
Ps: sorry for the big run on sentence im not big on punctuation
Alr this might sound cheesy but yesterday I got to see my girlfriend ( @musiccats2010 ) clearly for the first time because I got glasses the day before
"...my heart is made of stronger stuff than glass. When she strikes she'll find it strong as iron-bound brass, or gold and adamant together mixed. Don't think I am unaware, some startled deer to stand transfixed by hunter's horns. It's she who should take care, for when she strikes, my heart will make a sound so beautiful and bright that it can't help but bring her back to me in winged light." -Name of the Wind