Shout out to my partner. I love my partner. He always let's me rant about whatever I want to for hours. She helps me deal with my constant over hyped personality. Helps me when my body goes against me. Doesnt mind my clingy (and kind of annoying) self. And most of all if I ever text her a stupid pic captioned 'beans' they'll always respond with a stupid pic back captioned 'on toast'. And every time I do it it just makes me feel so happy :3 so hey ho partner appreciation post
On days when being LGBTQIA* is celebrated, it really makes me think about my past in a whole new light.
I think back to the girl in 6th grade in 2003ish at basketball practice tensing up and having her heart pound because she’s looking at another girl and feeling things she shouldn’t feel (in the church basketball league, of all places) & she prays to stop feeling like that when she looks at the girl.
The girl who says her free pass is a woman, but that’s just because she’s sexy & I’m definitely 100% straight.
The girl who calls an internet friend her wifey and engages in very high tension & close female friendships online that… perhaps make her feel a bit different than other friendships do.
The girl throughly confused while a man dances behind me and a woman runs her hands down me and crawls under my legs in the dance floor before I’m pulled away. (I was 22 and newly single okay)
Then, perhaps most importantly, I think to the girl whose slowly realizing— in her late 20s— that my attraction to people isn’t straight, that I think and perceive different than a straight woman. That even if I haven’t kissed a girl, it doesn’t mean I’m faking it or just delusional.
In the end, I’m still bi as fuck who just happens to have fallen in love with one gender before I could experiment. Which, quite frankly, I can’t date around so I’m fine with that monogamous life. The internet & my imagination serve me well.
I love my partner & he happens to be a man. A guy who accepts and loves and treats me as a person should. Our relationship doesn’t invalidate my bisexuality. In fact, I think it makes it better: we can dawn over guys and girls together, because he appreciates a sexy ass man, too.
sighs. I want to wake up to Shane kissing my forehead, whispering to me "hey sweetheart. I made you coffee and breakfast, come eat with me" and he helps me cuz I'm groggy asf in the morning from my medicine and we eat the huge breakfast spread he woke up extra early to make for me and and and. I'm in love. my husband is beautiful.
good morning my prince, i cant see straight so i dont jnkw whats going to happen to myctexting but good morning i hope your having a good day. - Corazon