Having constant mood shifts is like being on a rollercoaster ride that does not stop for emergencies... and crying is not an emergency.

I hate our mood swings. Like we'll be fine and then all the sudden we're having a crisis about our humanity and if we're even human. And then we'll be fine in a little bit again.

Tw: suicide, vent

I just genuinely want to be dead right now the world is too much and too often and I don't know how much more I can take

(I'm alright really btw just another mood swing)

A meme I just made

I feel off and shitty today.

Bleh.

#CaptainBooHooFace

Anyone else?

DAY 1: Writing Challenge

My personality:

I’m an ambivert. I can make friends and socialize, but I prefer to be alone. I have bad mood swings where I can be happy one second and Angry the next. It’s usually cause by small inconveniences. They upset me greatly. I have many ideas and goals but struggle to complete any of them and become more depressed then usual when I don’t complete my goals. I tend to be hypersexual and struggle to decipher if someone care about me or not. I don’t cry only in movies with strong family bonds like Incredibles 2 or the Croods.   I’m super sensitive to my surroundings and become overstimulated by lights. Music is usually my form of communication. It’s easy to get along with me but my personality is loud and sexual so being friends with me is difficult. I’m not very empathic nor am I happy. Sometimes I can’t help myself and trauma dump on people just because. My personality hasn’t grown much since my early teen years thanks to my age regression. I cling to childish things hoping for the time to come back but it never does. 

NOT ONLY THE BRAVE COMING ON AFTER STEREOTYPES 😭😭😭

Hehehe hohohoho hahaha hihi I'm sad but happy too 😙♥️😁☺️☺️

missing someone in heaven rightnow.🫥💔

I don't know how my brain triggers the BPD mania/euphoria but I wish it would stay forever. I want to know a way to completely avoid depressive episodes. I hate mood crashes so much. I really wish I could be on Lithium for the constant mania it gives. I feel like I need a new med doctor but I'm scared of losing my meds while waiting for another doctor. She said my overdose history will still be there for a new doctor to see. Ugh.

Tfw:

You haven’t even been up for an hour and you’ve already checked off half of the period symptoms on your tracker, 8 of which are mood swings, and then someone tells you “It’s not that bad.”

Got stressed so now I'm cutting my own hair with craft scissors

Oh, you're wearing a skirt? Do you mind if I slip my hand in between your thighs and play with your clit?

TW: Mood swings, su!c!dal thoughts, depression

Does anyone else go through periods of being perfectly happy/normal mood and then for no apparent reason or if something goes slightly wrong they feel really depressed, suicidal and anxious?

I get a lot of mood swings like this but they aren't severe enough or close enough to the diagnostic criteria to be bipolar disorder, or any type of bipolar, and I've wondered if they are just normal mood swings, but apparently most people don't end up suicidal when their mood swings to a low?

Any help would be appreciated.