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Got a notification from the hospital that I am to come in and talk about surgically remove a lump that's clinging on to my lower ribbs and hurts like heck when being irritated. It has been there since late 2018.. and has grown. D8 Do not need!
The catch... is that my iron and blood levels are too low according to the last doctor I met a few days ago and they might not operate.
I have been given iron boost IV's twice this past 4 weeks and now I need to keep it high enough to go through with the procedure. I have some other remedies on the list as well.. but I am a bit against it buuut we'll see.
Black pudding and green vegetables on the menu and normal food of course.
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there's a video on instagram of a man kicking his partner's door in. the top comment is (with over 4 thousand likes): "how about you tell us what you did to make him that angry?"
barring emergency, nobody should be kicking anybody's door in. many of us lived in houses where it was always, somehow, an emergency. there is a strange, almost hysterical calm that comes over you in that moment - everything feels muted, and you almost feel, however incongruently, like you should be laughing. you are living inside of "the emergency." oh my god, you think. i am now a fucking statistic.
there is another comment with 2.8 thousand likes: "if this was a woman doing it to a man, nobody would give a shit."
do people give a shit now, though?
barring emergency, the door should remain standing. the emergency should be panicked, desperate - "i'm coming in there to protect you." many of us know what it feels like when the emergency is instead "i'm coming in there to get you."
1.5k likes: "and yet you post this for notes. glad to see being the victim has become your whole personality."
hysteria is a word connected to womb, from greek. what you're experiencing is so senseless and inhumane that you (a rational creature) try to find any ground within what is irrational and cannot be explained. one of the most frustrating things about staying in bad situations is that we also lie to ourselves. we also ask ourselves - wow. what did i do?
women can be, and often are, also abusers. abuse is not gendered. abuse is not just a "straight person" problem. abuse does not have a face or figure or sexuality. you cannot pick an abuser out of a crowd. an abuser could be actually anybody.
and then so many people rally behind the man kicking the door in. here is something nobody should be doing, right? you want to ask every person that liked that first comment: do you ask this because you side with him? do you ask this because it helps you feel safe from this ever happening?
in some ways, you're weirdly sympathetic to the top comment, because it is the same logic you see frequently. the idea is that the average, normal, sane person doesn't just break down a door. doesn't just shoot up a school. doesn't stalk and kill women. doesn't threaten sexual assault. doesn't run over protesters. doesn't shoot an unarmed black person. doesn't scream at underpaid walmart employees. doesn't just "lose it". something had to have happened, right? because the default (white. straight. cis.) - that is someone who is always, you know. "sane."
(right?)
on a podcast, you hear a sane, normal, rational person. "if you piss me off, i'm going to need to hit something. sorry but i'm not apologizing. that's just who i am that's how it is." his voice almost sounds like he's laughing.
you think of the door, and how you were almost laughing behind it, too. ironically, every real emergency in your life has almost felt peaceful in comparison. fire, car accident, flash flooding - these felt quiet, covenant to you. you'd stood in all of them, feeling them pass over and up to your chin, never actually overwhelming.
but when the door was coming down, you had felt - is there a word for that? there has to be, a word, right.
surely one of us has figured out the word for that, i mean. it's such a large fucking statistic.
#spilled ink#writeblr#warm up#this is so disorganized#i just saw that video and the comments made me want to vomit#it's actually like. in the way it's funny that you got into a car crash and got the flu within the same 24 hours#it's like.#it's funny#because certain people will blame everything on mental illness#even being transgender.#they will not#however#at any point - even vaguely suggest that a man should maybe get therapy.#like. a guy busting down a door isn't a danger-to-himself-and-others#(you just pushed him too far).#but a young adult looking for top surgery should be institutionalized for even wanting to change their body.
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saw this post, had to draw it
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#team fortress 2#heavy#medic#heavymedic#red oktoberfest#z art#z comic#blood#meant for each other#maybe had some fun drawing viscera#medic made that heavy anatomy chart and then drew the hearts around it like a schoolgirl#medic's not about to say no to an offer of free surgery#medic elbows-deep in there before it occurs to him to ask what he's looking for
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something something i am made up of multitudes
#mine#original#ough kittie.s...little kitties#ive been busy n tired so no fancy drawing#we r heading.....to the city im getting my top surgery at today...#surgery is TOMORROW. okay#im like not nervous about the surgery im more nervous abt being reliant on my mother jfdbgfgfdj hmm#this morning she was like why are you in a funny mood and i was like i NERVOUS and she just said nothignn gbkjbgkjbgjkre#if my child was nervous about life changing surgery i would maybe say something to comfort them#anyway#anyone in their early 20's living w their mother deserves some kind of medal#shes like insane. shes asked me three time if the breast tissue will. grow back? no? it will not????#she use to be a NURSE#whatever#keep me and my insane mother in ur thoughts i may lose the will to live in the next coming weeks
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being scared of hypothetical trans people who are Forcing the poor non-transitioning trans people into taking hrt is a bit stupid, no?
#maybe its bc im still waiting on my hormones but this rhetoric is so frustrating#hrt is good bottom and top surgeries are good
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What’re Pangur and Grim like at the vet? Do they try to befriend the vet or hate them?
Grim has changed, which makes me really sad. the vet used to have a hard time listening to her heart, because she'd be purring so loudly and head-bumping their hand.
a couple years ago, she went in for surgery to get a potentially cancerous lump cut off her head, and since then she's acted extremely fearful at the vet. it's hard now to get her out of the carrier.
Pangur, on the other hand, has never changed. she scream-meows nonstop, tries to climb me (hooking her claws into my clothing), and generally does her best to resist anything done to her.
#maybe someone was too rough with Grim at the clinic where she got surgery?#or maybe going through a surgery is enough trauma in of itself#either way I'm sad that my happy head-butting cat is now so terrified
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#crunchchute art#my art#this was meant to be done traditionally but i had to switch to digital after the sketches#maybe next time#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#five nights at freddys#dave miller#william afton#spring bonnie#my fav is the key spinny one and the microorganism#i still havent finished TSE someone make me read i cannot concentrate#1am thoughts in the tags that nobody will bother reading but. drawing him equals manifesting him in the clickteam game#cause from that one shadow its still unclear but im a believer#save me white man save me#i keep giving him huge eyes i make them smaller 20 times and theyre still big.he got eye enlargement surgery to see his bunny fursuit bette
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star trek fans specifically are crazy for that. you say "im not really comfortable watching tos because of the way captain kirk interacts with women" and 900000 people come crawling oit of the woodwork to say UM ACTUALLY kirk is a GENTLEMAN FEMINIST who is ALWAYS NICE and VERY BISEXUAL! and the only people who think he acts like that are the DUMB PIG CHAUVINIST MEN who think kirk is LIKE THEM! okay im actually referring to how he constantly grabs at women esp when they're unhappy and physically restrains them. or the weird sexually charged comments he makes. or his persistent assumption of all women as available and simple things to be acquired or controlled. and sometimes they lobby back with the "well Its Made In The Sixties so of course its Dated but its still PROGRESSIVE!" okay well its so dated that im not comfortable. i cant just say to myself "oh well it was another time" and immediately become blind to whats happening before my eyes.
#same with the ppl who watch profit and lace and then walk away and the only comment is “WOW free and simple sex reassignment surgery!”#like i refuse to watch p&l bc i know it'll just be transmisogyny from cold open til credits but like why is it that ive only seen like#maybe three people watch the episode and then comment on it being transmisogynistic. usually in passing. people do NOT want to think abt#this stuff . and like i get it i dont really enjoy it either but like. you are the star trek analyzer you spent 5 hours yesterday posting#about the gay sex symbolism of alien rituals so maybe take some time to analyze the actual text of the show
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chip chip chip chip
#not sure if people draw him with top surgery scars because its canon or because its a big fandom headcanon but i like it either way#also not sure why people draw him with fire tattoos... but maybe its something that happens later. im on ep 66 atm so who knows#(well. this post will technically be in the queue for the next 3 days so idk what episode I'll be on when it'll actually be posted)#either way. chip is very poggers im so happy with all the character development and changes he's going through#just roll with it#jrwi riptide#jrwi chip#chip jrwi#my art#sketch
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i had to get my hands on them BADLY
#ts4#sims 4#ts4 horse ranch#ts4 cas#townie makeover#dani davila#dani uses they/them#dyke <3#did i change too much??.... maybe. not rlly like the general energy is still there#i swear their face was longer in the trailer??#they have this mix of fem and masc style which i wasn't expecting but it's really cool#gave them top surgery free of charge 😁 back alley top surgery by fizzy <3
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bad day, julian?
#my art#ds9#star trek deep space nine#julian bashir#blood cw#gore cw#like not really but it is a LITTLE nastie#yes the blood looks like strawberry jam. it was half an attempt at stylization. but also. half failure of that very stylization#art is a lot of trial and error and honey my trial is being handled by cardassian courts there is only one outcome LMFAOOOO#oh nooooooo guess i'll have to do MORE studies. of men. covered in blood (their hottest state)...oh noooo...#women covered in blood too maybe. sorry major kira ur gonna have a bad day too 🥰#i drew these bc emmett was like “we should get to see julian do old fashioned surgery i wanna see that man covered in blood”#and i was like “YEAHHH. IN HIS STUPID LITTLE SURGERY GOWN!!!”#and emmett was like “no no. in his regular clothes.” and i saw his vision and understood#and was like ohhhh i can make that happen. with my curséd hands
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I think it's so funny when people draw Merlin characters with stuff like top surgery scars because it carries the implication that Gaius is a leading medieval gender confirmation surgeon
#mine#merlin#gaius has so many hormone potions#he's like yeah this is science btw#like i just have some remedies and simple procedure for you#no sorcery involved#okay maybe a little sorcery bc surgery is not quite what it should be but hush#dont tell the king#merlin shows up with crazy amounts of magic and teen angst#and Gaius just sighs and is like#listen#i can help you with at least one of your woes#let's get you to your transition goal af#Merlin's like dead tired from his new job and the dragon chatting his ear off all night#but is like#yeah alright#magic anesthesia time#gaius#famous for the invention of hrt#swore off sorcery but can still perform a mean top surgery#Uther's chill with it#as long as his kids experiment with thejr genders and not spells#no spell#only testosterone gell#lmoa
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would love to know how much John’s breeder intended to sell him for because he is a genetic nightmare
#and how did he end up outside?#this is my son John. he has every disease#eye surgery. nose surgery. soft palate surgery. maybe a second nose surgery. possibly a tonsil surgery.#my post#John
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hm. human Sundown....
#no one look at me im having a category five Women Lover moment#id let her spit in my mouth ngl#< whaaat who said that!! id never say that guys wtf...#ma'am. ma'am-#get you a woman who gets top surgery purely bc she thinks its sick as fuck#god... how tall would she be... probably Tall..#5'8 maybe...? give an inch or so perhaps... and thats Without the heels!#anyway yeah ive been thinking about a human au. what about it#her name would be Montana Espinosa. stage name Sundown Summer methinks <3#yeehaw and hawyee and all that...#scribble salad#oc#original character#i consistently make my fem ocs like. To My Tastes#luckily i have a wide range of tastes-#but still. ough. nose. schnoz <3#big hair. big big hair. i love big hair#big hair is Everything to me all my favs get big hair#cough hack wheeze. ..
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So I have tried to request this prompt from someone else but I don't think their blog is that active anymore. If your willing I'd love to request the following.
Prompt: Reader is bisexual and gender neutral.
Reader is considered fairly attractive and gets flirted with pretty often by basically whoever gender wise. And maybe reader and Zelda even end up flirting a little bit. Reader would have a similar lackadaisical flirty personality as Warriors has.
I wanted to see how each of The Chain would react to this with the context of them having secret feelings for the reader.
2nd official request, woo look at me go 🏃💨
Sun: Gender-neutral Reader (”you”/they/them)
Orbit: Headcanons-ish
Stars: Zelda (Assuming they meant BOTW), + the classic Chain of Links <3
Comets & Meteors: Content Warnings: mild cussing, mild typical loz violence, Mildly Suggestive, & Trigger Warnings: none known.
Please comment if I missed any. /gen
so i like to think that modern flirting is radically different than their medieval flirting,
like mayyybbeee Wild can handle it, but even then, they have royalty/knights still, so hes still gettin flustered lol
and i like to think u learned that difference the first time Wars complimented ur new/strange modern fit, and u returned the energy?? except 10x stronger (to them)??
youve played the player, and beat him at his own game, the Captain of the knights is sputtering and shit LMAO
(he said smth like, “their beauty is god-like in this otherworldly clothing“ and YOU said smth like he’d “thank you, youd look better in my bed than in armor 👉 😎 👉 ” lmao)
funniest part is, bc its so natural, i can see u immediately shooting off smth and forgetting it instantly, much to the Links collective shock 😭
u go to towns and notice theres always 1 hero around to steer u away from shopkeepers, townsppl, etc so u wont flirt w/them LMAO
(when u finally notice, u just, “ohh i get it now, so im only allowed to flirt with someone named Link, ohhh, okayy” and they just, “NO we didnt say that-!” “No its just their bold flirtations are not for the weak of heart-!” “Yes.” “CAPTAIN-”)
the only one who they cant steer u away from is Zelda.
afterall, they kinda have to inform the Princess/now Queen of the kingdom, whats going on w/them traveling with Link (Wild) around time and space
the sheikah tablet had been disconnecting + reconnecting to Purah’s both fascination and worry
so as theyre invited to eat dinner and explain in the rebuilding castle, everyone’s absorbed in shadow talk or smth, and u can see Zelda’s struggling to follow along, u just casually bring it back to her, as she’s also trying to write notes and theyve moved on too quickly w/o her
“wowww, all these men and not a single one’s gonna offer the lady any, ‘hi, hello, how is the most beautiful girl in the world today?’ “
and the gapingggg from the links shut them right up, while Zelda goes all pink and coughs, and agrees that they should move on to more chill topics lol
and u can crack anybody tbh, Zelda giggles at ur compliments all the time, even in work mode, u can deffo get Wars to blush to his ears, and even Time to look away first in a flirty + staring contest lol
Legend might actually put his hands up like he’s prepared to fight u anytime u try to flirt at him when its just you two, before he realizes what hes doing and stops LMAO
oh and u absolutely get a lot of mileage out of that one lol
the best reactions have gotta be, in order of most to least extreme: Hyrule, Sky, Wild, Four, Legend, Twilight, Wars, Time
Rulie, Sky, Wild and Four fall into that classic, shocked-heart-eyes, full blush up to their pointy ears, etc category when u get them,
they are also very easy to get lmao
Four is the best at recovery, or ducking away, but if its the Colors, its this type of obvious lol, w/the obvious ones like Red and Blue, Green takes a little more to break, and tbh Vio could go toe-to-toe w/u better than Wars tbh before he crumbles under the pressure lol
Legend, Twi, Wars, and Time faces may not change a lot, bc theyre trying to save it lmao, but the way their cheeks go pink and ears twitch is how u know ur gettting to them (along w/legend’s defensive reaction to getting cornered LMAO)
Twi has caved and covered his face w/his hands before lmao
one day youll get Time to break more than an ear twitch, and looking away, One Day.
(Wind is in fact, having the time of his life, watching you absolutely hilariously wreck these otherwise v serious heroes, hes glad u got them to finally relax a little, but also its hilarious seeing Wars and Legend red faces, and occasionally stealing Wild’s tablet to take funny pics of them all to blackmail later lol)
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idk how good that was, as im kinda bust at flirty banter between characters, so i hope this suffices ur need to flirt w/everyone lol
also i feel i should apologize for not rlly including pronouns? it just kinda comes w/writing reader stories to put them in 2nd person to both make intimacy for readers w/their little avatar im controlling for them, and to purposefully remove the need for gendered pronouns :/
so im sorry i couldnt quite figure out how to make it where “they/them” got used much, i promise i love all pronouns, its just a skill issue tbh lmao
btw
send any prayers, blessings, or good vibes u got my way tomorrow bc im getting wisdom teeth surgery and i am intimidated✨
ill post more asks (i have multiple asks!! <33) after im lying in bed lamenting my painful fate,
mostly just worried ill react badly to the drugs, also the idea of being knocked out during surgery is a little scary so what can i say
have a great weekend guys!! thanks for reading if u did :)
Peace out,
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#lu x reader#linked universe x reader#link x reader#loz link x reader#linked universe reader#lu x gender neutral reader#linked universe gn reader#gn reader#gn reader imagines#moon asks#tags are so hard#send good vibes u guys surgery is scary#ive acc been awake the last time i got a tooth extracted which is why this is extra weird for me#also i got it late in life im 23 lmao#uknow maybe u flirting w/the boys would automatically up their game so then they start getting better at beatin u at it lmao#omfg can u imagine tho#medieval looking wars that usually speaks shakespeare level flirts just says now#'so if i offered u enough shiny trinkets- would u be interesting in dating me?'#lmao
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B.J. Goes To Maine but there’s some kid he’s never heard of already there finishing his undergrad, and what do you mean he’s been here the whole time I’ve known you, Hawk? When did you have the time to send a Korean teenager to college in the States, Hawk? Hawk, do I even know you?
#m*a*s*h#ho-jon#hawkeye pierce#b.j. hunnicutt#obviously the writers probably completely forget they had Hawkeye say Ho-Jon could stay with his parents in the pilot#they also completely forgot Hawkeye had parents plural#but this is mostly a joke anyway so like *shrug*#the idea of Ho-Jon just being there in crabapple cove with Daniel the whole time are v funny to me though#like when Daniel was having his surgery why didn’t Hawkeye just call Ho-Jon for an update#maybe it was finals week idk#did Ho-Jon go to The Party or was he like nah pass#s1 mash characters that drop off the face of the planet but not out of my heart#emerson rants
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