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livelovecaliforniadreams · 1 month

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#Look At Them Casually Walking Together Through The Station

#this makes my heart happy #look how far we have come #my god #cuties #love #domestic #married #chenford #tim x lucy #tim bradford #lucy chen #melissa o'neil #eric winter #the rookie #5x19 #6x4

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rosekasa · 11 months

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i cant believe i'm writing usamamo fanfiction dfhjdfsjsf

#AND IT'S GOING WELL #sailor moon used to just be a Concept to me like. two weeks ago #look how far we have come #♡alizeh talks♡

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welcometogrouchland · 1 month

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[ID in ALT] I've made posts before about Talia/Dick co-parenting Damian moments (will never happen but let me dream) and this came to me in a vision. Took me ages to finish for some reason 😭 and then even longer to post

#dc comics #dc #damian wayne #dick grayson #talia al ghul #batfamily #dc robin #nightwing #anyway. yes im a self-indulgent ''dick as damians secret third parent'' truther #like i DO think it's way more complex and nuanced than the schmoopy affectionate fan portrayal of it #they're brothers they're father and son they're partners they're the dynamic duo except only in past tense etc etc #but consider! I'm not immune to schmoopy affection in fanworks. it compells me despite itself #anyway it's technically not that crazy when it comes to dick and damian. they hug! often! at least they did #it's not as big a leap to these types of scenarios #also talia ''somewhat absent for complex reasons on both her and damians part but very loving and loved by her son'' al ghul #you will always be famous to me #son of the demon origin...bwahhh #anyway. someone made a comic kind of like this/like a post i made abt this topic #but way funnier bc dick and talia starting trying to beat each other up #so go look at that as well #anyway. it's been a somewhat difficult few weeks so I'm. desperately trying to take it easy #i got some reading with me (first vol of kevin smiths GA run that i found second hand and jaimes BB run vol 2!)#so we'll see how far i get through those. considering there's demons in my head telling me to re-read things (LET ME OUT!!!)#when i finish GA and BB i do plan on rereading robin 2021. as a treat to myself #it's a run I've really warmed up to as time went on #I'm keeping up w/ the current b&r run even though it is. admittedly very slow w/ some weird dialogue #i read it for the damian content more than anything. also nikas back so that's neat :]#idk I have a feeling that after absolute power shakes out we might get some more creative team switch ups #so if anyone at dc is interested in taking over the reigns on b&r...that could be very neat #(it's me they should hire me. please DC i have ideas listen to my red hood pitch PLEASE-)

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skitskatdacat63 · 7 months

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2023 Japanese Grand Prix - Oscar Piastri

#this is just still incredibly surreal to me i cannot believe it #HOW FAR WE'VE COME SINCE BAHRAINNNN #I NEVER THOUGHT HED GET A PODIUM THIS SEASON BUT LOOK AT US NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!#P333333 P3 BABEY!!!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!#me just sobbing with dru and c in the dms #MY BOY!!! MY ROOKIE GOAT!!!! MY SON!!!!!!#i have like such low capacity for emotion at 4 am so im so happy bit am still just like 'wow this is fucking surreal'#also still a bit pissed about the team orders LOL #oscar piastri #f1 #formula 1 #2023 japanese gp #2023 japanese grand prix #we do a little bit of f1

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owlsie-hoot · 3 months

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... and the relief we feel once we notice our mistake cannot be expressed with words, only with actions.

for @below-average-fangirl

#siegfried farnon #Audrey Hall #Siegfried x Audrey #All Creatures Great and Small #ACGAS #ACGAS 2020 #Samuel West #Anna Madeley #the quote is nice the book it is from is so not my cup of tea but we can ignore that #look how far they have come #just appreciate that there is a clean slate now #they can both begin anew: TOGETHER

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thranduel · 5 months

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"but they deserve happiness. we all do. and i will forever be grateful to have found it with you."

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lornasaurusrex · 18 days

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I miss you Lorna… this is such a mess

This is an old message and I had several other similar messages, but I miss you guys and hope you’re all doing well!! I’m sorry to see nothing has improved.

I saw I was kindly mentioned by @awesomefringey and some other commenters the other day, so just wanted to log in and say hello and log back out for a few more months. 💕

Sending so so much love to all of you. Take care of yourselves and each other, please.

The video is still on YT.

#Anywayyyyy #The fandom added a whole lot more C to my C-PTSD #So a nice random message every few months instead of a freshly posted death wish is LOVELY.#Don’t fret. On meds and therapied but fresh tf out of money from it so @ L and H… lornasaurusrexx at g*ail is the PayPal if ur bored 🙃#I hate to be like this but protect your hearts. They’ll never be able to look out for you guys and they feed these trolls ammo for snacks #and it seems to have only gotten worse. Gotta keep them hets hetbaited for their money whilst actively encouraging them to bully yall? Why?#STILL!? At this point it feels like they’ve both chosen that path deliberately now and I find it quite gross. but I’m also very far removed #So don’t worry about my opinions. Keep trusting your own intuition!!! You all see it. I love you guys and your beautiful hearts and empathy #But I hope they can sleep at night knowing the absolute fucking genuine WRECKAGE they left across the Big Gay War generation/era of Larries #Don’t worry guys I’m just as dramatic as ever. None of this has anything to do with them coming out or anything. Just how we were treated.#But trust I fuckin mean that shit from the deepest darkest pit of my Demon Larrie™️ heart. They encouraged this. 🤷🏼‍♀️#Anyone who cares about my actual life updates: I’m a school nurse now and will be working at a bougie summer camp over break #Had a surgery I needed. Got new tattoos and piercings. In a happy and healthy relationship with the best dude for almost a year now.#OH and I went to New Zealand last year with Prettytruthsandlies!!!! We made a pact back in our Big Gay War/college days to go. And we DID!!#I got overstimulated and overfed and puked in Hobbiton. 🤣 (It was the best time of my LIFE GENUINELY🥰🥰🥰🥰🥹🥹🥹)#Okay BYE LOVE YOU GUYS #There are better and more humane ways to maintain a closet ..like literally STFU entirely. Ignoring it and not exploiting a kid is FREE #🇵🇸

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pinardenizs · 6 months

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→ Yargı, 1.07 // 3.08

#yargı #pınar deniz #kaan urgancıoğlu #turkishedit #yargi #pinar deniz #kaan urgancioglu #ceylin erguvan #ilgaz kaya #ceylin x ilgaz #turkish series #tvedits #gifs #m!#honestly wasnt expecting them to get back together/remarry this soon #but lets goooo #also u know what they say third times a charm lol #and this time looks like ceylin is the one proposing!!#look how far we have come :)))

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scionshtola · 9 days

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9. The Warrior of Light has been through quite a lot, but what is a moment, big or small, that bolstered and renewed their spirit? Was it a cup of hot cocoa or a lovingly crafted sandwich? Did someone give them a few words or a gesture at just the right time that meant the world to them? (Of course, this can be a canon event or headcanon!) (x)

Corisande struggled after Haurchefant's death and though she tried to hide it from her companions, Estinien easily saw through the facade. He mostly did left her alone in that regard, but would sometimes sit quietly with her so she was not completely alone in her grief. And even though they hardly spoke, Corisande knew he understood her pain and appreciated his presence at her side. It was enough to keep her going in one of the hardest times of her life, and was the beginning of the deep friendship and respect they have for each other in the present.

#oc: corisande ymir #i feel like i write all of these answers in the tone of a student taking a test lasdkfdsa #anyway. i think a lot about that scene right before going to azys la where shtola is like we should be proud of how far we've come #and says the wol is like the hope of mankind or smth and estinien comes up like no. we still have things to accomplish #and i think it was then that cori really understood just how much he understands what its like to be them...the champion of a nation that #ppl idealize and look to even when they're suffering...idk #also i do imagine cori was like ty i appreciate that. never talk to shtola like that again. <3 asldfjsd #endwalker spoilers #ffxiv #cori lore prompts #dont @ me about the armor okay i needed his face to be visible. altho it would be funny if he just sat in silence next to cori #with his helmet on #gpose

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livelovecaliforniadreams · 2 months

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1x3 | 6x2

#this makes me emotional #look how far we have come #how it started vs how it's going #started from the bottom now we're here #love #chenford #tim x lucy #tim bradford #lucy chen #melissa o'neil #eric winter #1x3 #6x2 #the rookie

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stupid-dyke · 16 days

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3 seperate sessions for one day of our character's lives is getting a little much tbh

#look I haven't been in many #but this is by far the most rp-heavy and combat-starved campaign i've ever been in #We're getting close to playing out every second of our character's lives in real time #the semester ends this month and the campaign will as well and our characters have known each other 4 days. It's been 4 real-life months.#I'm amazed how much emotional development our characters have actually been through in that time???#But i can't help thinking this team bonding would all go quicker if we were risking our lives for each other in actual fights #we haven't met a monster since session one come on im starving for blood here

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candied-cae · 7 months

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S2E2 Ed's plot my beloved-

I ADORE THIS EPISODE IN HOW IT PORTRAYS ED'S MENTAL HEALTH!!!

TW, this post is going to discuss Ed's suicidal behavior and attempt in depth. It will not be heartwarming, I am agonizing over the details. Please don't open if that reading is going to be damaging at all to you. Protect yourself first, y'all! Anyway...

Every little detail from his time on screen is spent sending hints to the viewer that it's Ed's last day alive.

The first time we see him that morning, he looks refreshed. He's decidedly sober and cleaning up his cabin and he's joking and almost... bright again. He's talkative and seems so calm. And it's because he's finally decided to kill himself.

It's been a long observed point for folks with suicidal thoughts/actions that once they've decided on doing it, there's a certain kind of peace that comes with that. Because it's going to be over soon, you know you'll be able to rest. There's an expiry approaching, and there's a comfort in knowing you've almost reached the end, like getting close to the end of a long work shift.

And so he's cleaning up, so he'd doesn't leave as much of a mess behind (Also something that is well documented from people who attempt). At least, assumably that was the idea, like he hadn't originally planned to take the whole ship down with him, it seems like he was planning to do something smaller for just him as of that morning. So he’s tidying up for the rest of them.

It's both a gesture of kindness to make sure they aren't left with as much of a "hassle" once they find him dead, but it's also a point of "pride" in a way. So when it's all over, they will sweep through a cleaner room and remember him better in that last day, than so much of the mess and stress of the earlier ones.

The second time we see him is when he's figured out Frenchie didn't finish off Izzy. And not only does he offer for Izzy to do it, he tells him that it'd be a good thing for him to do. Like it was a favor, killing him would've been "just what the doctor ordered" to make him feel better.

But Izzy doesn't do it, and he assumes Izzy ends himself after he's left the room.

The third hint is that he's so forgiving with everyone. He doesn't hold a grudge against Frenchie for lying to him and hiding Izzy in the secret room, he doesn't yell at anyone (like Jim or Archie) for conspiring with him, he even tells Frenchie to take the day off and thanks him for the closure.

Again, it's following that motion of peace and contentment, he doesn't have to go into death mad, he can do it calmly. He can let it all go, because soon enough it won't be a problem and he knows he's now decided to take them all down with him. So he might as well let them enjoy their last few hours as much as they can.

And he instead resides to sit at the wheel, turning them sharply right into a dark storm, all the while he wears the softest smile. Because he is calm, he is clear headed, and he is done waiting for something else to kill him. And that's a very common thing for people to want in those last moments. To go clean and sober and content and in peace.

They hit a lot of the MAJOR signs they teach you that someone is about to take their live, the only one I can think of off the top of my head that wasn't explicitly included would've been the giving away of personal possessions.

(But, perhaps even following the idea that originally he was going to go alone, he was going to be leaving everything including the boat to his crew, so maybe that idea was kind of hidden in there. It's just not as direct as personally going to people and handing over things.)

Anyway, I'm sure a lot of these clues were well picked up by the fandom, I'm sure a lot of us have learned about these stages of suicidal action for various reasons ourselves. I just wanted to point out that timeline and how perfectly it seems to fit across the whole episode as this singular, unspoken intent behind every single one of Ed's actions until it comes to a head and the crew on deck can't ignore how drastic everything had turned.

#Cae Has Lots of Feelings About Our Flag Means Death #I love love love this plot of the episode #From the moment it started and we saw how at ease he seemed... I knew what was coming #The suicide plan was officially in motion as far as Edward Teach was concerned #And there is some soft sweetness that he was going to do it all alone originally.#That he had made the decision that there wasn't anything to live for and he was going to just take care of himself in that way.#That he only decided to try and take the whole ship down with him when he was 'scorned' again by his crew.#AHHHHHH!#I just love Ed so much and his character is so beautifully written and played and expressed #That moment towards the end as his crew huddles together - terrified - and they can't figure out why it all seems to backwards #Why he's acting 'better' but steering them right into the violent waters of a sea storm #Because they weren't taught these things. They don't know what it looks like when someone's ending their life like this.#And they are trying to follow the logic of 'Ed is a sailing genius' 'He knows what he's doing' 'He has to' 'But this...'#It's 100% perfection #and though I definitely have a few gripes and concerns about this season so far... This episode's Ed plot is not one of them.#Not in the least.#Our Flag Means Death #OFMD #Our Flag Means Death Season 2 Spoilers #Our Flag Means Death Spoilers #OFMD Spoilers #OFMDS2 #OFMD s2 spoilers #Edward #Edward Teach #Blackbeard #The Kraken

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multishipperbish · 3 months

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She Likes A Boy - Nxdia (video under cut)

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dkettchen · 24 days

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My most male trait is the "ye I can do that" attitude abt stuff I have no means of actually knowing whether I can do

#the overconfident megalomania is very hench ya know #my ''''male'''' gender ID is defined like 90% through the attitude and 10% through the physically male-aligned dysphoria #trans #nonbinary #transmasc #'ye I can make a fully functionning custom vtuber in like a month sometime *to learn unreal* (me who barely knows how to navigate #3D software and hasn't rendered or 3D animated anything in years let alone rigged anything ever).#if doig and india can make a custom vtuber set-up in a games engine why shouldn't I be able to do it? I too am a trained 2D animator!#(they've only been working on theirs for god knows how long and there's two of them)'#LOOK I know enough games & 3D ppl to ask any questions I might have #I *have* doigswift's content as a reference re vtube specific workflows that might be useful that I can look up #I know it's possible to do #I know it's learnable skills #I learnt blender in 2 weeks for my so-far-limited purposes a few years ago #it'd be a limited amount of modelling and rigging to do which will be a great project to learn that stuff through #and making it a vtuber that can be run through unreal will work great to add to my virtual production & mocap training #and I'll get a cute vtuber out of it #I THINK IT'S DOABLE #oh oh! also I've learnt C++ before which unreal runs on and I am learning more coding as we speak anyway so that might come in handy too!

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thethingything · 2 months

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I'm absolutely determined to pay attention to all the seasonal changes and embrace them as much as possible this year and to try and romanaticise it. we've tried to do the same for the last couple of years too but I think we're getting better at it over time

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #happy posting #it's like how we used to say we couldn't stand summer but last year we actually enjoyed it being summer #and now I'm looking forward to it but I'm also looking forward to enjoying spring first and watching everything come to life outside #and I'm looking forward to autumn when it gets cooler again and we can embrace getting cosy #and maybe we'll have better coping mechanisms for the seasonal depression like we coped better with the summer depression last year #but that's far away and there's so much to do in the meantime #and hopefully once we get there it'll be fun to look back at what we did #I'm still clinging to the thing about doing what we can to make it a good year regardless of what happens #I've noticed that when we do have a rough time now we start craving the things that are good for us and will help in the long run #like keeping up with journaling and making gratitude lists and doing our hobbies and focusing on self care #which seems like a good sign. things can be shit but we're slowly getting better at finding ways to deal with them

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ourdykeofsorrows · 2 months

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30 mins in and I already DO NOT like the live action atla tv show :(

#I understand using cg for like the bending and stuff but like we couldn’t have gotten puppets or practical effects #for the animals????#the costuming looks really nice tho #I also really don’t enjoy the coloring they’ve done on the entire thing??? I’m not a film bro so idk how to describe it but I do not enjoyit #also why did they have to give us aangs backstory and shit right at the beginning?????#I am simply not a fan so far unfortunately #maybe things will change when suki and azula come in idk

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