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thelostboys87 · 7 months

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also waking up realising I posted an excerpt that I didn’t really want to post in hindsight but it’s okay bc this sites algorithm is so fucking bad barely anyone saw it 👍

#algorithm flopped successfully #but also in general god I hate posting stuff on here sometimes now bc of the algorithm #LIKE!! most of the stuff I post with excerpts is not even the type of stuff I want to put a taglist on #bc they’re such quick and causal posts and a tag list doesn’t feel quick and casual #i dont like using taglists im fine when other ppl tag me in things tag me in anything but i feel awkward #'announcing' myself that i have content especially on posts where im just having fun liveblogging a writing session #those posts arent content they're just me having fun!! so i feel weird taglisting them!!#but it feels like the only way to get ppl who want to see things to see them #this is why I’m not doing my writing updates on here #like yeah idc about notes but I don’t want to spend hours on something that means smth to me and then have it fed to an algorithm #like I barely have the energy to read other peoples stuff rn im not gonna spend energy on something only for the algorithm to be like no x #it just sucks the fun out of it being hyperaware of the Algorithm and the For You Page #it’s like idec how many ppl see something but I know the people who would want to see it aren’t being shown it the way they used to be #like yeah that post I made abt just scrolling through ppls blogs I want to do that but I don’t have the energy #I shouldn’t have to bc it should be on my feed!! I don’t follow a lot of ppl!!#I’m probably due a following purge bc I get like the same five blogs I follow on my following feed all the time #and like I don’t mean this necessarily negatively but its like i barely even recognise the blogs LOL??#like the blogs in my following arent the ones i interact with the most?? those are in my fyp??#which is also a mess of content that i am not interested in at all??

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chiyoso · 6 months

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dude.

seeing other writers/mutuals who are so skilled at what they do talk about not getting support in their sfw, fluff and angst fics just piss me the fuck off, i'm genuinely so heated at the amount of old and new writers struggling because of new tumblr users

ik a lot of you readers like to read our smut fics/porn fics, but those writers, also talking abt only getting likes, instead of reblogs n interactions from those types of works as well is just so depressing that im starting to have this growing idea of what some to most readers are in tumblr

ill be the voice that other writers are hesitant and afraid to express:

REBLOGS; ARE SO MUCH MORE IMPORTANT TO US THAN A SIMPLE DOUBLE TAP DOES.

LIKES are like a quick glance for us writers.

LIKES are like people who pass by us when we walk anywhere and everywhere.

LIKING is like telling us writers who take our time to write FREE shit for you; “we see it, we like it, but we will not do anything about it”

LIKES will NOT get us writers anywhere in this app.

LIKES is like deafening SILENCE for us writers, crickets, ghosts, an eerie dark night.

LIKES arent similar to instagram, tiktok and other platforms. it is DIFFERENT in this platform. they dont mean jack shit.

LIKES are like a hit and dip shit scenario. one night stand, loveless sex, meaningless encounters.

i've seen so much amazing fics, nsfw or sfw have over almost 9k interactions, then i look to the reblogs count and see only a whopping 500 or so like THE FUCK? SCUSE ME? WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT RATIO?

if you're apart of the "ooh! i genuinely like this!" then only press like—thank you, truly. we're glad you like our work, to gain your interest and your silent support, but i want to inform you simply liking doesn't help us in a technical sense, it doesn't help our blog, our reach, it doesn't help our blog grow.

and if you're one of the blogs who only likes, i genuinely don't know what's so trifling and difficult about reblogging and adding the pre-made tags for you to spam and get it over with. i do it and its so, so fucking easy.

i genuinely, genuinely don't understand the analogy as to why you can't just... press that helpful ass button beside the heart. please, someone, enlighten me behind the reasoning.

if you're a bot, fuck you.

now, REBLOGS.

will at least (without tags/comments) be seen by your following and increase our significance only slightly.

REBLOGS with # tags INCREASE our chances of being discovered by a fuck ton.

REBLOGS with tags MIXED with your comments HEAVILY motivate us, your thoughts about our WORK motivates us.

REBLOGS are so, so fucking relieving for us, and that relief has been addictive to those starved from support, especially to writers who are struggling OUTSIDE of their work/hobby/blog.

REBLOGS in a literal sense, mean so much more to us than likes. especially with your damn thoughts. the mere thought of taking your time into writing something FOR US and OUR CREATION is so fucking motivating, every positive input from you will be CHERISHED no matter what.

and the fact we have to beg for it, to speak out about it as of late...

god, i remember in full detail the day where i wrote my first story, it had only 200 interactions max, and most of them were only likes and a few reblogs, but my inbox was full of positivity, mixed in with a few shitty ones, but i pressed on because of SAID INTERACTIONS AND MY LOVE FOR WRITING.

to my mutuals and other writers; i fucking love you and your stories so much, sfw or not, the writing community has done so much for me mentally, and lots of fics have been healing me. god its my first time releasing such emotions into this blog, but yea, ive just had it from the amount of turmoil ppl have been causing into all of you, outside tumblr or not.

hhh fuck im so pissed ill stop it right here, stay safe and may your favorite characters kiss you goodnight

#— Whispers Against The Void ••#im sorry for using mean words but im also not sorry for speaking up abt this too.#genuinely hurt me seeing so many writers talk abt this. it both hurt and pissed me off so fucking much #to the point where i wanna stone and boil whoever is causing yall so much pain #writers on tumblr #writerscommunity #writer help #help for readers #cw vent #cw rant

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demonophilia · 7 months

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dni

minors, or no age listed. this is an instant block. have your age plainly listed either in your bio or pinned post.

raceplay, ageplay (dd/lg, md/lb, or any variation on those), detrans/misgendering, sexism/misogyny, sissy/forcefem, beastiality, incest (including step/adopted/fauxcest) , or orientationplay (ex. 'turning' lesbians. fuck off

proana/promia/thinspo/any kind of ed blogs i have an ed and these blogs are INCREDIBLY triggering for me. do not interact with me. i will block you.

scat, vore, inflation etc. nothing wrong with these but i'll most likely block if theyre a main focus of our blog. if i follow first, this doesnt apply!

any "icky x" shit. generally falls under the ageplay or incest umbrella, but i wanted to make sure i was clear. if i see any variation on those tags on your post, i will block.

chasers please just be normal LMAO

boundaries

do not ask about my private life/ask for my sfw blog. again, this is only if we aren't friends/close. i might post abt it in vague terms and its fine to ask abt minor things (how was your day etc) but dont pry. i am literally a porn blog im on here to get people off LMAO im not that interesting

if i say no or say to stop, stop. this should be obvious. if i say no, i mean no. this includes if im being dominant. if you repeatedly disrespect a boundary ive set, i will block you. if you arent clear on a boundary, ask!

more info under the cut ⬇️

about

hii im connor :] i use it/its, he/him, and she/her pronouns. i'm bisexual + bigender (tme, and i have a cunt), and i'm fine with both feminine and masculine petnames (see petnames section below :]) i'm a vers and a switch, though recently i've been heavily sub leaning. feel free to send me dom-focused asks, i just can't guarantee i'll get to them too quickly!

i love getting asks, especially sexual ones (obviously). just be certain that youre respecting my boundaries! i understand slip-ups, but try your best to "respect" me (obviously disrespect me lmao but yk what i mean). if you'd like to use an emoji for your asks, lmk and i'll tag the answers with that emoji :]

the terms i use for my anatomy are fairly loose, but do not use the term "bonus hole" or any variation to refer to my cunt. boypussy is fine, but i don't really find it very sexy LMAO. also, i call my clit a cock or tdick. it's fine to use clit for it, but i prefer the other 2.

petnames

i looove petnames :] feel free to use any of these (unless i specify otherwise), id honestly prefer you using these over my actual name LMAO.

angel, baby, darling, etc. these aren't sexual, but feel free to use them! i find them cute :]

toy/doll/fucktoy/thing etc. i love being objectified/dehumanized so these are always a good bet LOL

puppy, dog, pet, mutt, kitten, kitty, etc. bonus points for "bad dog" which makes me crazy in my head

good boy/girl/toy etc.

slut/whore/cumdump etc. i love most degrading names, lol. go wild with these, if i don't like one i'll lyk :]

sir/miss. when i am domming, these are generally the titles i prefer. feel free to try others though! (aside from daddy/mommy.)

go wild! the ones above are some of my favorites/the ones that immediately came to mind, but feel free to try other ones :] like i said if i don't like it i'll just lyk, no harm done!

kinks

i should note that i enjoy all my kinks from both directions, whether im dom or sub :] due to my frequently subby nature some of these descriptions are worded in terms of Me being the sub but i love them when im domming also basically.

praise i adoree being praised... generally i prefer it mixed in with degradation ^_^ tell me if im doing a good job, making you happy, etc! i also love praise when im domming please lmk if youre enjoying yourself i like knowing im getting people off :]

degradation another favorite ^_^ as ive mentioned, i love being dehumanized and sexualized. call me stupid, useless, etc. aside from words, i do enjoy being made to do degrading tasks <3 Also idk where to put this but i lovee spit spit in my mouth spit on me Whatever

painplay hitting, slapping, choking, biting etc are some of my favorites. i also enjoy knifeplay and gunplay. anything that will leave bruises/marks will make me wet <3

somno/intox i enjoy both of these, but i am very picky about them, and i'd probably won't talk about them a lot because of how picky i am.

monsterfucking vampires werewolves angels demons tentacles etc etc etc i go crazy for them . i do want to do unspeakable things to a service top werewolf this is true.

petplay i should note that i'm fairly picky about petplay as well! i mainly prefer the petnames, collars/leashes, etc. i don't enjoy anything about cages or being made to bark (though i don't mind phrases like "puppies don't talk" and stuff like that)

bondage, gags, handcuffs etc. pleasee tie me up and tell me what you'd do to me <3 i have an oral fixation so any use of my mouth is very appreciated <3

breeding I LOOOOOVE BREEDING im crazy abt it. if you threaten to knock me up i Will beg for it lol. i don't really care abt any actual pregnancy details, aside from future hypotheticals (youre gonna be so big, im gonna fuck another baby into you after, etc)

exhibitionism/voyeurism if i didnt get off on ppl looking at me i wouldnt have made this blog love and light .

this list is nonexhaustive! i like a lot of kinks, so feel free to bring up any you think i'd like, so long as they aren't on my dni or anything. worst case scenario i just won't like them and i'll lyk LOL.

MISC

mutuals feel free to dm me if you'd like ;] i tend not to initiate bc i have a hard time telling when its normal to reach out LOL, so if you want to talk to me, please do! everyone else can talk to me through the ask box!! once again, Please sexualize me (why would i make this blog if i didnt wanna be sexualized lmao) but respect my boundaries <3

related to above, but if you get off to my posts/thinking of me, id love to know :] i loveee getting ppl off so <3 and if im feeling dommy i might tease you abt it LOL

i do my best to tag specific kinks for navigation (and to tag hard kinks with tw (kink)) but i might slip up/forget! if you notice an issue with the tags, feel free to lmk and ill get that fixed :]

also i should note i am bisexual bigender, so im fine being rbed with both wlw/nb and mlm/nb tags ! lmk if youre uncomfortable with me interacting with yr content in any way 👍

ty for reading this whole long thing :D i tend to ramble a lot lol... i don't rly have anything to give you for reading it all buttttt feel free 2 like if youve read all this also youre my favorite and you can do whatever you want to me (joke (or is it!?))

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xx-hyper-cryptid-xx · 4 months

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WELCOME 2 THE BLOG!!

꒰・🦴・꒱ WARNING; THIS BLOG WILL CONTAIN FLASHING LIGHTS AND BRIGHT COLORS. IT'S A STRONG FACET OF MY IDENTITY!! ꒰・🦴・꒱

꒰・🦴・꒱ ABOUT ꒰・🦴・꒱:

NAME;; Kettu

NICKNAMES;; Kit, Neon, Pawppy, and if u r an old friend of mine u may know me as Julia!

PRONOUNS;; rawr/rawrs, it/its, soda/pop, nya/nyan, paw/paws, sparkle/dog/sparkledogs, and more [my gender hoard can also be found via the link in text]

SPECIES;; fox/wolf/angel/demon, sparkledog

AGE: bodily 19, always 12-15 {agefluid syskid}

꒰・🦴・꒱ FICTIONAL OTHERS꒰・🦴・꒱:

Amu Hinamori (Shugo Chara)

Ikuto Tsukiyomi (Shugo Chara)

Sans (Undertale) also some AUs of him!!

Direhowl (Palworld)

Bakugo (BNHA)

꒰・🦴・꒱ OBJECT PARTNERS ꒰・🦴・꒱:

Jae (Skelanimals wolf)

I follow from -> @wolvesbaneandbuttercups !!

꒰・🦴・꒱ THIS BLOG IS ABOUT ꒰・🦴・꒱:

Self shipping

Scenemo

Sparkle furs

Furry shit in general!!

y2k

kidcore, webcore, other aesthetic and -core type stuff

꒰・🦴・꒱ LINKS ꒰・🦴・꒱:

Sys website

My carrd

SpaceHey

Buy a sparkle dog comm from me!!

꒰・🦴・꒱ BLOG WARNINGS ꒰・🦴・꒱:

Aside from what was warned about at the top this blog includes:

some discourse

drug use

furry x human, adult (technically) x aged up minor, and feral x anthro self shipping!!

some horny posting*

ALL WILL BE TAGGED ACCORDINGLY (see tag list below)

꒰・🦴・꒱ TAG LIST ꒰・🦴・꒱:

#kettu posting -> normal chatter

#kettu arts -> my art!

#discoursey -> discourse topics

#after bark -> horny posts* (minors should block this tag, if i find a blog belonging to a minor interacting with posts tagged like this I will block them from both main and here)

#self ship -> self ship content!

#f/o -> same as above

#feral selfship -> feral (4 legged furry) selfshipping

#shugo chara, #amu hinamori, #ikuto tsukiyomi -> my f/os that are minors in their source. I don't have a specific tag for them individually so I just use character tags ^^

*I am legally an adult and despite being a syskid I have the full capabilities of an adult such as consent for nsfw stuff.

꒰・🦴・꒱ THINGS I STAND FOR ꒰・🦴・꒱:

endogenic systems are real

shipcourse is forever stupid

P.L.U.R for all!

paraphiles are pawesome (yes even THOSE ones! non-con and ending in death paraphiles I only accept u if ur anti-contact, kids/animals/the dead cant consent and murder is not okay!)

consent is key

harm reduction is the start to recovery

transspecies and transage/chronosian is valid

P.L.U.RQueer <- link goes to my MOGAI blog for edits to an archive.org page of our ____queer stance.

All syskids are different! some r literal kids and some arent, don't assume!

Some, not all, transIDs ARE harmful

from the river to the see, Palestine will be free 🇵🇸

tag your shit!

And most importantly:

#pinned post #kettu posting

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thewarnerbrothers · 1 year

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alright i gotta say something

you really cant do anything when you have a moderately popular blog huh

look. im a lurker at heart. i just happen to have one issue: not being able to shut up when im interested in something. thats the only reaaon this blog exists. i didnt come here to make friends, though i ended up doing that along the way

i dont want or need your pity. what i need is for people i dont know at all to stop putting me under a microscope

newsflash: i dont matter. follower count doesnt matter. at all. do you know what its like having thousands of eyes on you all the time? it sucks

i literally cant do anything

if i block literal strangers, they get mad and try to publicly shame me for it. if i try to settle disputes amicably in private, its seen as bad. if i attempt to be open and transparent with modding decisions, its bad. if i ask people to actually talk to me, they dont. instead they kick up a frenzy in private to coordinate a stupid mass hissy fit disproportionate to any perceived slight they may have endured. if i make friends, people take it personally. people see that as some sort of insult. i cannot be friends with everyone. i wont. this hurts strangers feelings, dspite me not existing for their pleasure.

some of you feel very entitled to my time. you dont own me. i dont owe you anything. ive tried to not lose the few molecules of my mind left on a regular basis because of some people who are no longer in this fandom, and some who still are. and man. i am just. tired. of everyone. all the time.

i think even more than the fact that this series was released (mainly) as a bingewatch fest, what killed this fandom was you

not necessarily you, whoever is reading this. i mean the fans. in general. some of you are so annoying, rude, inappropriate, and willfully lacking in social skills. youre over dramatic. youre moody. youre dramamongering. youre liars. youre bullies. youre self-ascribed victims. you dont care about other human beings.

youre repulsive, frankly

you are part of the reason people have been leaving the fandom in droves. the homophobia. the transphobia. the ship hate. the inability to treat other people with basic human decency. the manufactured scandals. shut up and grow up

you know why i barely interact with larger fandom anymore? ill tell you

waves of harassment to varying degrees ad nauseam

creeps who refuse to even try to keep their fetishes to themselves in private groups that include minors

abusers (most of whom are thankfully now gone)

people befriending me only to reveal that they dont actually like or care about me as a person

the most willfully socially inept people to ever exist

nosy jerks who literally cannot stand not sticking their nose in personal problems that have nothing to do with them

people treating me and my blog like im google adsense. im not a billboard guys

people deciding i am evil for no apparent reason? sdkjfalsdjfa

thinly veiled anythingphobia pretending to be socially just (hi homophobes who imply that being lgbt by nature is 'adult')

people who just make things up. all the time. just make up a lie, say it passionately enough. if you try to defend yourself, youre seen as guilty/suspicious. if you try to resolve things quietly with only those involved, you're seen as guilty/suspicious. cant win

wankers who need to learn why parasocial relationships arent actually meant to be embraced wholeheartedly

really lame one-off trolls tbh

the most fandom discourse-poisoned takes i have seen since su hatedom was at its peak

im just tired of being nice all the time? i think you guys just like taking advantage of people you imagine to be good targets

listen. i am allowed to do whatever i want, regardless of how you feel about it. the same thing goes for you. i tend to try to resolve things reasonably and rationally, but i wont pretend ive never gotten mad or overreacted or made a decision i regret. ive made that pretty known. i like to think i've grown, and ive gone out of my way to apologize to people.

however.

some of yall do not understand that just because your feelings got hurt, it doesnt mean you are deserve an apology or an explanation. sometimes it literally is just a you problem. a skill issue. you need to grow thicker skin. learn how to curate your online experience. get. over it.

lets talk about blocking, shall we?

blocking is great. i block people all the time. i block bots, i block tag spammers, i block people who make posts with rancid vibes, i block people who ive personally interacted with and no longer wish to, i block because i get tired of seeing someones posts, i block people who post things that trigger me, i block blogs with icons i dont like. there's usually no grand reason for it, aside from egregious cases where i've been harassed. its also usually not personal. i will block people who ive followed for years. i dont care. i dont know most of yall. i know i've been blocked by tons of people and that's okay! i would rather people who don't want to interact with me do that.

if you get blocked, thats it. dont attempt to contact me again unless i reach out. im not the only blog in this fandom. youll live without my posts. i am not the arbiter of all things animaney.

im just some guy

i know that the people who need to hear this most will not care nor will they actually absorb what i'm saying. ive gotten a lot of hate over the dumbest crap. im done. i think i need to stop trying to be so friendly, because some of you think being a little pissbaby is the only way to interact with others online.

cant wait til i finally explode one day and just delete everything

tldr shut up leave me alone oh my god its not that big a deal jesus christ

#if youre gonna treat me like shit regardless i get to be upset about it #bleh

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selfshipseaside · 10 months

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omg i totally agree with the “dnis are just a way of trying to prove you arent a bad person” thing (DEFINITELY not the exact quote sorry lol) and thats definitely the reason why i dont have one… theyre just so stupid to me :P like whats stopping someone from just. lying to you yknow? i just block and move on… but also i have this irrational fear that bc i DONT have a dni ppl will assume the worst of me… its really silly… and dumb… and i dont really believe it but it does scare me!!! also considering the fact i have a bit of a problematic f/o im terrified every day that bc i dont explicitly say in every post of mine that I DONT CONDONE ANY OF THEIR ACTIONSSSSSSSS that someones gonna come in my inbox and tell me im the scum of the earth for shipping with them 😭 they arent even THAT bad. kind of went on a tangent a bit there but i compleeeeeetely agree dnis are SO performative !!! i think all discourse labels are performative honestly liek. i dont know. i just think its all really stupid and im just like you i choose not to associate myself or my blogs with shipping discourse… of course i have opinions but i think my followers and mutuals know what to expect from me… i really went on a tangent here 😭😭 sorry… you can ignore this i wont mind :P i hope youre having a lovely day/night :)

I completely understand! The age-old rule of don't trust strangers on the internet, unsurprisingly, still applies today! People can lie, even if they're a "good person". People can tell the truth and seem completely unproblematic, even if they're a "bad person". We simply do not know anyone's true self or intentions. We cannot know those things by simply sharing fictional people and gushing over them or telling people who we do or don't want interacting. It's not that simple. People will tell you who they are, and sure, believe them. But know that their actions will speak louder, surely. Being performative is a huge issue in our community, and people who genuinely are affected by performative activism and this whole new genre of being a "good" person...it's impossible. There's far more nuance in these social inter-community spaces and issues than anyone wants to admit. But you see, being a "good person" should be second nature right? That's what everyone wants to say. But, that's incorrect. We all go through enough turmoil as it is, and we have to continue to be as good as we can despite that. It's easy to be an asshole. That's why we have the problems in this community that we do, because simple respect and being kind is more expensive than it ever has been. Out-casting people and finding identity in hatred is the new gig, apparently. Often times, we are not what we believe in, we are what we do. If you believe in protecting children, and then go and tell a child to off themselves...well that's just plain ol' hypocrisy. Anon, you're really cool in my mind! You and your f/o are extremely valid! Keep on shipping! Problematic f/os are cool, and I think it's safe to say that most of us with problematic f/os don't condone their actions. Hopefully, at least.

#Marnie answers ✦#Another one for y'all! I like this discussion a lot!

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worldsonlylevifan · 1 year

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i am well aware that this is a tbhk blog but i dont run a separate csm blog and this is my blog so im posting it here

this is a very long theory post

chainsaw man manga spoilers for all of part 1 and the beginning of part 2

you have been warned

chainsaw man fans please interact

i think Angel is actually the death devil

the most obvious piece of evidence that i have is: why is Angel so powerful? devils gain power from fear, but humans arent necessarily scared of angels. i heard someone say Angel was meant to represent christian fear of god, but wouldn’t that be a god devil, not an angel devil?

but angels are connected to death. the “angel of death” that brings people to the afterlife, angels in heaven, god’s soldiers, etc.. many depictions of angels directly connect them with death

Angel, as a character, is highly connected to death. his only power is bringing death to those around him

Angel also serves as a character foil to Makima in some ways, but why would a relatively minor side character act as a parallel to the main antagonist of part 1?

the biggest connection between the two i can think of is the fact that Makima went out of her way to erase Angel’s memories after having him kill everyone in his village

reminder about Makima - she can only control people who believe they are weaker than her. she cannot command anyone who knows they are stronger than her (this is why Power was capable of breaking her control in chapter 91. first of all, Makima never commanded her, just asked her to follow orders. and even if it was a command, Power was arrogant enough to believe herself stronger than Makima)

if Angel was one of the horsemen, Makima would have to erase his memories of that if she wanted him to control him. otherwise she would have no reason to erase his memories (i would say the reason she was able to control him that first time because he was new to earth, with highly limited memories, and didn’t know the full extent of his power. therefore he doesnt see himself as strong because he doesnt know how strong he truly is)

also reminder that the horsemen dont always recognize each other (Yoru couldn’t recognize Fami at first) so Angel probably wouldn’t have recognized Makima

after Angel regains his memory though, hes able to break Makima’s control over him

if only for a moment, hes confirmed to be stronger than her

but Makima is a smart woman - she knows Angel still most likely doubts himself and his strength. thats why her last command is telling Angel to submit to her; by admitting inferiority, control is much easier

Makima, despite being just slightly weaker than him, is capable of playing her cards right so she can use him

Angel was certainly been cagey with Makima even before this, and he’s been shows to disobey her commands as well:

she vaguely acknowledges it, but she brushes it off because she doesnt want to make Angel suspect that hes more than just an angel - that would ruin her plans for him

Makima chooses to primarily use Angel’s powers in the final fight against the chainsaw devil, even though she had hundreds of other people and abilities to pick from

and in this scene we also see Angel is much stronger than any other devil we’ve seen

what are those - creatures? im sorry has Angel been able to CREATE LIFE this whole time? no other devil has been able to do this!

even the sword she makes with Angel’s power is bigger than herself

and this sword only used 100 years to create, which seems like a lot to us until you realize that Angel would need ~20 minutes to drain that from people. less than four hours and he would have enough lifespan to create that weird-creature-sun-turning-black thing. he could do that 5-6 times in a single day if constantly in contact with people. that is horrifically powerful

also, in the actual bible, the death horseman is said to primarily attack with a sword, and every weapon Angel makes (except for the kill beam) is a sword

now heres the biggest question i posed to myself while writing this: why is he an angel, then?

i think Angel chose his own appearance.

for evidence, ill be using the theory that the four horsemen are connected to the four emotions that only humans can feel (conquest = worship, war = guilt, famine = respect, death = pity)

if Angel were death, then he would have a strong connection to pity. and well he certainly does, as he is seen to be incredibly uncomfortable with hurting or killing humans. but he pities humans and occasionally agrees to put them out of their misery (or, if he can, get someone else to do it. in chapter 42 Angel convinces Aki to kill a dying man for him by lying, but the truth behind his words is that he doesnt want to see a human suffer, and he doesnt want to hurt them himself). we see his care for humans in chapters 42 (just explained), 49 (he puts a dying woman out of her misery and apologizes to the corpse), 52 (kills Reze by himself rather than bringing Aki along, because he “doesn’t want to make Aki kill a girl”)

also, going back to his physical appearance, i believe his love for humanity led to him wanting to take on a “nicer” appearance rather than a being of death. he chooses to look like a young girl because he doesnt want to scare humans. and angels are nice, humans generally like angels, so looking like an angel would benefit him if this was his goal, no? (again, Angel is incredibly powerful, i have no doubt he would be able to change his own appearance). i also believe this could make up for the fact that hes the only horseman with non-distinct eyes and the only male horseman (transmasc angel devil w)

i was gonna say more but im sleepy zzz ill rb this with more evidence soon probably

#chainsaw man #csm #angel devil #makima #im eepy #started reading homestuck its fun #can you tell i have adhd based on the length of this post and too many - and () and the incessant ramblings #aahddfdahfahdfshahfdahfdahdfahg

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lizzienaut · 2 years

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leaving the community

oh man, hardly thought i’d see the day when this would happen. i’m not really sure where to start this post to be honest, so apologies in advance for having to read my poorly thought out ramblings.

for those that don't wanna read, the tl;dr = i'm furthering myself from the sfw community, this blog is going on a permanent hiatus, you can find me @buntopiia or @kinkynaut if youre 18+, im just generally unhappy and tired here but im so grateful for all of the support and all the super cool friends i made here <33 its not goodbye forever!!

it’s been a good run, hasn’t it? but then again, it’s not like im going away completely — i'm still gonna be active on tumblr, just not in the sfw side of the tickle community. i'll also be active on my new main, which is @buntopiia, so if you aren't 18+ or just arent comfy with nsfw content, you can still find me there if you ever wish to talk.

so here comes the nitty gritty of it all; i just don't enjoy being here anymore. im sure its super apparent to everyone that the sfw community is always on the brink of tearing itself apart, barely being held together by its seams - and to be honest, i'm just completely over it. it seems that we can't go a day here without someone getting death threats or being told to kill themselves over the way they perceive their interest in tickling, which is such a stupid fuckin sentence to type out, but here we are.

the rampant hatred everyone seems to have for each other is draining. and this isn't about the anons that i've gotten specifically- i found those funny more than anything (i'm still a slut well denizen at heart), but a whole slew of other things as well. the constant drama feels reminiscent of high school, and come to think of it, it's probably because the sfw community is filled mainly with minors. mostly ones who don't know how to cultivate their own online experience and blame the adults for it, but i digress. every callout post is just a reminder of how toxic and shitty the sfw side of the community can be. lots of people hide behind the "sfw" title to seem innocent and approachable. lots of people demonize the nsfw community for everything that happens here. but in all honesty, when's the last time you've seen any big drama from the nsfw community?

lots of people stay in their own little bubble there, curating their own content and reblogging from each other solely. i find that (most) adults are very good at following their dni criteria and keeping minors away, even if they don't listen. and the fact that the kinksters are so harshly spoken about by the sfw community is another major factor as to why i'm leaving.

i have a tickle fetish. i see tickling as something both nonsexual in platonic scenarios and sexual in romantic ones (in my own life, of course). hearing people constantly saying having a fetish is gross or vile or whatever is genuinely upsetting, which is why i was in denial about it for the longest time. i felt disgusting for it. i was so ashamed and terrified of people finding out, because i thought it would make me some kind of "pervert" or something, which also sounds incredibly stupid when i type it out.

like seriously, this is a post about tickling. the fact that we have drama and community politics over here is the dumbest shit i've ever heard lmfao

but yeah. i feel safer in the nsfw community than i do here now. i'll post the occasional fluffy tickle art on my main, but other than that, all of my content will be posted onto my kink account. and you're more than welcome to interact with my main!! you dont even need to be on anon or a main yourself, im more than okay with tickle blogs interacting with me. it isnt something im ashamed of anymore, and being in the nsfw community has helped me overcome that fear. being unabashedly kinky is extremely freeing, tbh.

its been fun and ive seriously enjoyed my time here with you guys <33 again, i'm not gone completely! i'm just distancing myself from the "sfw" brand and moving on to other things. thank you for everything <3

#important #liz peeps™#tickling

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objectosexual · 1 year

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hey gamers, this blog is a huge WIP (and i might change the URL... we'll see) but for a basic intro/pinned post...

my name is carson, im in my late 20's, im gay and objecto. im also trans and use he/it pronouns

my main blog is @clippy + my selfship blog is @ohgodimyearning... consider this blog to be a companion to the latter (most of my F/O's are objects)

i also have a locked NSFW twitter account with similar content that can be found here (you will need to send a follow req to it tho, sorry!) -- keep in mind that it 1) doubles as a vent account and 2) does have NSFW images

this will also be a general animism/POSIC+ blog, tho please keep in mind that i primarily view those things through a lens of being romantically and sexually interested in objects... that isnt to say i want to fuck every object i view as having a soul, but wanting to fuck objects has essentially made me... aware of it, i guess. (that and im autistic so i've always had weird hyper-empathy toward objects)

my literal first crush ever was on Herbie (the VW beetle) so i have a huge soft spot for cars, but i also like other vehicles/modes of transit, robots/computers, toys, roller coasters, and buildings

i also like objectheads and i know those arent inherently an objecto/posic thing, the main one i care about is Cl*ckboy, whose design helps me Process my feelings for the real life object he is based on

^ i will go more in depth about this sort of thing in the future (i think explaining my "journey" with this part of my sexuality will help others who are "questioning" -- i used to talk CONSTANTLY about wanting to kiss cars on main and i've had ppl tell me i helped them connect the dots so. lol) but i currently am fighting w my body for energy so dont expect it soon...

THIS BLOG IS AN 18+ SPACE, MINORS PLEASE DO NOT FOLLOW!

I will block people with no ages in their bio (unless i already know you)! While i will not be sharing mature images, i will 100% be sharing sexually explicit/suggestive/etc text posts.

if i interacted with your post, and you're a minor or don't want NSFW blogs interacting with you, please let me know and/or block me! i wont take offense to you asking me to delete a reblog or being blocked. everyone's comfort is my priority, and i do my best to screen OP's of posts before reblogging to my sideblogs but sometimes i forget/miss things

anyway i think that's all for now...? i will start reblogging things here ASAP i think, but just know im kinda working behind the scenes and probably wont make many, if any, original posts until im a little more settled here

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blushstories · 1 year

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hi! hope you're okay! :)

i just wanted to maybe explain a bit of the perspective of people who don't reblog stuff on here, not trying to justify anything because i'm aware that writers deserve to be recognized for their work and people should share it when they're able, but there are a lot of reasons why people don't reblog anything!

in my case i used to not reblog a lot if not at all because i read like 50 things a day and i felt like it would be annoying for the people that follows me to have their timeline full of my reblogs, especially because most of them were from different fandoms and had completely opposite interests, also it made me feel so anxious because there's stuff i don't want people to know about me that's maybe visible on the things i read (or at least it felt like that in my anxious brain) and i'm sure other people have other reasons and again, i know it's not fair and it doesn't justify anything, but everyone is different! as for me, now i reblog everything i read/enjoy, but it was really hard to let my anxiety about it go!

anyway, maybe this won't help at all and i'm sorry if it's inconvenient or upsetting!

i absolutely love everything you write and i hope i can read more of your work soon! :)

hello! thank you!

i do understand that perspective, and i absolutely can see those fears but i think it’s more than just being ‘recognised’, and i’ll explain why!

firstly, yeah being conscious of your followers is totally fair, however the beauty of tumblr is that you can make sideblogs, or tell your followers to blacklist/filter a specific tag so that their timelines arent clogged! even just queuing the posts gives a chance for them to scroll by if they want. ofc certain tws make sense to not share with followers who know you tho.

sometimes it isnt even about reblogs specifically; if someone left a comment or ask instead of a reblog that’s more than enough! the problem with just liking posts is that it creates a really consumerist experience on tumblr, which is first and foremost a blogging platform: so when i see empty blogs and their like pages are just full of fics i bluescreen a bit. these days, the like to reblog ratio of literally every artist (writer, fanart) is really really sad to see, their audiences just consume it without even sending a kind thought to the creator!!! doesnt that make your heart ache??

imagine a small town. everybody knows everybody, small businesses everywhere trading their own products to share the love and hyping up each other’s babies (their passions). that’s how i imagine blogs, and so when i see spam likes without reblogs, or a “part 2 when??!” when said person hasnt even commented before or reblogged, it transforms my blog from a community space where we share thoughts about blorbos into a product that only serves to entertain.

i really dont care about followers or note counts; i do care about having conversations with anyone who decides to hang around, if that’s a reblog chain or an ask or a comment thread then that’s how it is! we can talk headcanons or daydreams (within reason) or just generally chat!

i just cannot describe how crushing it feels when i open my notifs and only see likes. it makes me close the app straight away because there’s no one to interact with. also, it gives the message that someone read my fic, and liked it, but not enough to share it with their friends.

i hope that clears it up a bit more! it’s not a vanity or note count thing, if you comment or send an ask about a fic that’s exactly the same thing! thank you for reading and let me tell you i say this with nothing but love.

#the noticeboard #i do get it #i used to be a reader like that as well bc hey it’s just me right #but as a writer who hates capitalism as a hobby #i do not wish for my blog to replicate the capitalist system we are forced to partake in

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symphonicmetal101 · 2 years

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I wanna write

But I don't know what to write

Worldbuilding and oc stuff flops. Every. Damn. Time.

Headcanons I can't seem to find an idea that sparks inspiration.

Scenarios was my last post and that flopped so motivation is low on that.

Prompt lists flop

Mc/ oc assumption games/ask games/tag games and stuff is ok but I don't get the serotonin I'm looking for by doing those

The one request I have has to do with mcs appearance, which makes me a little uncomfy and I cant find inspo for that either.

I also just...have no brain to write a series

I dont have the emotional energy to invest in writing for my 18+ blog either

So idk. Might be gone from tumblr for a bit. Content just isnt taking off and I cant figure out why. Ive tried putting things out at different hours of the day, multiple reblogs, sometimes I tag people but...I'm getting less than a tenth of my followers engaging with most of my recent posts and its really disheartening. When I had like...300 followers I would still get like 200 people interacting in some way. But now I have over 1.1k and I'm getting to maybe 50 notes and 5 rbs that arent my own. Believe it or not there is some stuff on here Im proud of and want other people to enjoy...

#v talks #obey me #obey me shall we date #not blog related #mini vent #its frustrating #this is the place I seek validation #because I only get validation when I'm online #or praise thats not backhanded #I dont really wanna leave #idk

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gimmeurtmi · 4 months

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im just a consumer of writing and dont post my own stuff and i feel like you're the only account who will care about this rant.

I feel so upset about smaller accounts when they start posting stuff, because bigger accounts know each other and are friends, and most readers only prefer following some accounts and they forget about the smaller ones, or if they read their stuff they only read and dont reblog or like... and it for them probably feels like everyone already has a community so they should stop posting in hopes of getting that many people to read. they also might never interact with bigger accounts because the bigger account always assume they just want them to reblog for them and arent interested in being friends? idek if this makes sense lol

thank you for trusting me with your rant <33 it makes me really happy to think this is a safe space for people so first thanks

i def relate to feeling excluded and things like that i think it’s a really hard feeling and it does make me sad to think people are discouraged to post because they don’t have friends or things like that. i do like that tumblr doesn’t have a visible follower count because at least that way you wouldn’t necessarily know if someone’s a big account or not if that makes sense but that doesn’t mean that people don’t still “turn” accounts into big ones by giving them that vibe. idk if that makes sense though djdjd

as a seungminnie girl i tend to just go on his tag as often as i wanna read and then reblog whatever i read but i know most people will only read things or their dash or there might be some people that’ll only read it if their friends wrote it (which, how else will you find cool friends if not by liking their work first?). i think it can def be hard when fandom feels more like a clique than a supportive community or something like that and it really does make me feel sad that others could be discouraged.

in my personal experience i’ve gone through something hard where i had such a supportive friend group of writers (all for a rare pair in a diff fandom so we were like the only ones that cared about them dnsns) and we’d all read each other’s fics and be there for each other and then i was pushed out after a falling out with one of them and i stopped writing for the whole fandom all together because i felt like a) i was being purposely ignored by all of them and b) if i had no friends what was the point of writing? it was a really hard time for me like super hard so i definitely understand how others might feel the same if they’re not getting along with other blogs for whatever reason (being shy, intimidated, the bullies, etc.)

as someone who’s made many friends it’s great and supportive but when you lose those friends like i have it then makes you feel like oh i shouldn’t post anymore because no one will read it now that i’ve been excluded. i’ve gone through that. but i’ve also made new friends too!! and i for one am always happy to make new friends <333

i don’t have many words of encouragement because i guess i’m the prime example of doing exactly what you have talked about and i’m close to doing it again too… but if you love writing, or the smaller blogs you’re talking about, then you should keep creating. and i hope we can keep being a community that supports each others’ writing and edits and art together <33333 otherwise like what’s the point of fandom spaces if not to enjoy fandom together?

i encourage anyone that enjoys the art the content creators make, writing or gifs or edits or anything, to make a blog even if it’s a sideblog where you reblog and support those creators by spreading their work!! and i encourage everyone to try and be social if that’s what you’re after and to make friends with whoever regardless of big or small blog. like we’re not influencers or anything we’re just stays and we should all love and support each other while crying over the kids 🥹

#ask #anon #feeling like that crying girl from mean girls meme dnsjsbbs #this ended up being my rant sorry lovie!!!#long post

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thedevotionaltour · 2 years

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my butch and femme friends mean the absolute world to me I would feel so lost and alone and disconnected without them in my lives

#i often feel so apart from dyke and lesbian and butch spaces just bc well im not rlly In those blogospheres and feel more at a distance bc #while i follow some blogs i dont rlly have any mutuals... but kyle and benedictine they mean so much to me even w our far and few #interactions with one another. they have both really helped me feel that i Do belong even if i am not the most social or rlly part of those #spaces. that one story abt a young lesbian who knew a b/f couple and they like were their friends and mentor it almost feels like that.#you guys are like my sweet neighbors who remind me i am not as alone as i think nor am i fake i am just me and that is a wonderful thing...#i hope these tags arent too weird i know we arent like Close but you guys rlly have had such a special little impact on my heart and life #and i dont think i could lie abt it or hide it even if for some reason i wanted to.#thank you. i do mean it.#static.soundz

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a-dragons-journal · 2 years

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can people who arent otherkin follow

*deep breath*

I am trying very hard to not laugh at this ask but you guys it is literally none of my business if you are otherkin or not. and it's nobody else's either. yes. of course you can. if you like my content and you want to hear me talk for some reason, whatever reason, that is entirely your prerogative.

WARNING: THE REST OF THIS POST TURNED INTO ME SOAPBOXING ABOUT DNI CULTURE AGAIN, sorry, getting an "am I allowed to follow you" ask just threw me right back into frothing at the mouth about dni culture again, feel free to ignore the rest of this, you've got the important part already. I will also preface with: I am not mad at you, anon, please know that, I understand you're coming from a place of trying to be polite and I do appreciate the sentiment, genuinely.

BUT.

I cannot emphasize this enough, I really generally speaking do not like DNIs or DNI culture as it currently stands and I could not care less about this kind of thing. this is a public blog. your personal identity and experiences have nothing to do with whether or not you should be allowed to look at a public blog on the interwebs. I am very strongly inclined against this whole "you must laundry list out every facet of your identity for the world to see so I can decide if I want to talk to you" trend, for a number of reasons not limited to those I'm talking about here.

if I don't want you following me for some reason I will quietly block you myself and, to give you guys a glimpse behind the curtain here, basically the only time that happens on this blog specifically is if I am 100% sure a user is a bot. I don't even block antikin who follow me, not that that's happened in years, because if they want to hang around and see my shit then sure, maybe they'll learn something. I am well capable of cultivating my own internet experience, you do not need to do it for me and I would not ask you to. don't worry about it.

(Restricting my blog based on whether or not you're otherkin would be incredibly pointless anyway - a) otherkin are not the only ones who can learn from hearing about otherkin experiences, b) you might be otherkin and just don't want to be open about it in public, c) you might be otherkin but it's kept on a sideblog so your main (which you follow from) doesn't show any obvious sign of it, d) you might not think you're otherkin but might have an awakening later, and most importantly, again, e) it is none of my fucking business what your personal experience of identity is.)

...So, to get off my soapbox, sorry - yeah, literally anyone is welcome to follow. If you want to hear what I've got to say, my hearth is open. I'm only going to start bonking people with the block button when you start harassing people or whatever on my posts. Following isn't even really "interaction" in any meaningful sense on its own, for heaven's sake.

#dni critical #<- see that tag for more of me yelling about this and related topics gbsnldkfjsdg #rani talks #asked and answered #anonymous #dnis have their place but this getting to the point where people are asking permission to follow me -#- based on whether or not they HOLD A GIVEN IDENTITY is ABSURD

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sinnersandsaints-linwrites · 2 years

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thanks bestie!💀 my 15 minutes of fame, your 15 minutes of woe is me <3 win-win am I right? love the bite, wish there was more of it tho😔not too constructive??? it's not constructive at all? you're being too nice.

yes yes i didn't offer you any advive on how to write your game and as i said you dont like unsolicited advice? as you should. yeah I'm so sure people forget that it's your characters, talking about your characters while on your blog after playing your game.

anyway uhm you said you assume I'm talking about certain posts but those weren't actually the ones i was talking about? concerning neurodivergency and behaviors coming off as rude. yeah i wasnt refering to those. I've got no problem with that please dont minunderstand. it was that one where you're talking about peeps liking rude characters and someone replied saying they dont like them and wished there were nicer characters blah blah. pettiness missplaced cause, WE as in people in the discussion were refering to just plain rude characters not people who are neurodivergent and may come off as such. you said something about you and your experience, hence my "we're not talking about you or none neurotypical characters rn"

don't self insert i have an oc, changes names on a whim but still an oc ig, thats why i included the oc part. pettiness missplaced again. i just didn't understand who's ass you pulled self inserts and people trying to turn YOUR character into yn or whatever, from. fr I've decided to take your word fot it. so sorry forgive me for i have sinned. fanfics still have more of a set character that cannot be changed and that follows the writers lines and behaviors and in no way is dependent on the reader but ya know what doesn't? you guessed it. interactive fiction.

I have no doubt your boundaries got disrespected and a bunch of other authors too. like asking someone to change a characters sexuality to suit them? and a bunch of other stuff. horrid and yes entitled. but most times someone nice will hop into an authors asks and politely ask for an addition and most times they'll be like "!! oh didn't think of that! nice! maybe i will" You dont want that and again that's finee. I'm not talking about the anons coming in full force and demanding something be added because they are like this and they arent like that. they can rightfully shut up.

but i like the "if you dont like it, simply don't read it" it's edgy. fr.

also to your aforementioned ass kissers and dick riders, yes i do have nothing better to do🐥, I'll see you in class on monday best have your assignments done👓not jealous or anything, your genius cannot be denied, characters, plot and just writing in general is gold. I'd honestly buy a book you wrote, it wasn't meant to be backhanded.

ugh my please reply accordingly request was ignored, you're not fighting me. wish things were different between us, alas it was not meant to be.🤧it became long again lmao sorry its apparently not that difficult or time consuming to tranfer thought to text as some people in your replies seem to think. anyway reply/post if you love me only <3

ye i aint reading all that, good for you though

#re: anon chill

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inkinary · 2 years

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I definitely want some more Three Musketeers! Gonna take all my lizard brain power to think of something at this late hour but I think I got a lil concept for you: the highs and lows of their friendship.

_Slight warning. We have a bit of name calling in this one folks._

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Today wasn't a great day.

Raihan scuffled down the street, his head tucked low in some average grey hoodie he had managed to pull from the depths of his closet. He glanced around the street, checking to make sure he hadn't attracted any attention. He didn't feel like dealing with fans today. He scoffed.

Like he had any left at this point.

He absently fumbled for his rotom phone, unlocking it without a thought as he pulled up his Pokenet feed. Some of his videos and photos were still on the main page, but most of his feed was dominated by his newest brand of torment.

Trainer Reviews.

He grimaced as he quickly flipped by the comments. Trainer Reviews was a new critic channel/blog on the net, dedicated to rating the strongest trainers of all regions based on a set win rate and power. Though skyrocketing in popularity seemingly overnight, the panel of "judges" from TR was known for their sarcastic comments, exposure of conspiracy, witty insults, and harsh critique.

Guess who happened to be their latest victim.

The Pokenet star's fingers stuttered as his gaze skimmed the comments, he could practically feel his mood getting worse with every word.

"Raihan's been Leon's rival for YEARS, and he STILL hasn't beat him. He doesn't seem to be able to beat anyone other than kids."

"lol riahaan trash."

"I challenged him once all he talked about was beating Leon. Like DUDE... I want to do my gym challenge PLZ."

"TR is right, this guy is kinda cringe. Like... get good man. You obvi arent good enough to beat your rival. Win rate trash. Youre bad"

"I used to really like Raihan... he seemed alright. Now, I'm not really so sure."

The dragon trainer forcefully turned off the phone, shoving his hands into his gym shorts. Haters he could take, he's had plenty of those, but it wasn't just that. His channel had plummeted. He was dropping followers by hundreds, tons of other creators were doing spinoff vids or posts practically digging up anything in his life they could to bash him.

Yeah.

Today wasn't a good day.

"Yo! Raihan!"

He let out a harsh sigh. Leon. running towards him with a cup of coffee and a bag of take-out.

He really didn't feel like it today.

He made himself smile, blatantly ignoring the looks around the street as he caught sight of his friend.

"Hey, Leon...what brings you to Hammerlocke?"

The chairman let out a soft laugh, falling into step beside him as he munched on a scone.

"Well, after my initial kidnapping last week, I thought it would be a good idea to stagger my workload a bit. Ya know, get out, see the region I'm working so hard on every day."

Raihan managed a huff of a laugh, rubbing a hand over his neck.

"You really could use it."

Leon gave him a contemplative look, studying him for a moment before turning his attention back to his surroundings.

"I was supposed to meet up with Piers at the Bulbasaur Bistro... But... ah.."

Raihan sighed.

"You got lost again didn't you."

The former champion flashed a sheepish smile, shrugging.

"I get turned around easy. Wanna come?"

"Will you even get there if I don't?"

"Yeah ok, fair."

Raihan slipped into the lead, keeping his head down as he weaved his way to the little cafe. His mind was a million miles away from wanting to interact socially right now, he couldn't even get his mind out of the loop of what if's and should I's.

The little industrial-age-style bistro was one of the lesser-known gems of Hammerlocke, it wasn't on the travel guides and the tourist lists, but all the natives knew this was one of the best spots in the region for chill food and conversation.

Both of which really didn't sound any good at all right now.

Leon stepped up and ordered them both a coffee (WHY did he need another?), paying the barista and making their way to the back of the Edison bulb-lit coffee shop. Piers was sitting at one of the metal tables in the back, casually sipping on a black earl grey and flipping through the latest trainer's magazine. He looked up with a muted smile, tossing his head at them.

"Oi! Ovah 'ere. 'Bout time ya showed up Leo. See ya broughta plus-one eh?"

Leon laughed, settling down in one of the empty seats.

"We bumped into each other while I was wondering around looking for this place. I did snag some scones on the way though."

The rockstar shot the chairman an incredulous look, his electric blue eyes gleaming.

"We've met 'ere for years, mate. 'Ow is it possible ya still cannae find it?"

Leon simply shrugged, munching on one of his scones and peeking over at Piers' magazine. The dark gym leader scooted it over to him, choosing instead to focus in on Raihan.

Great.

He slumped into his seat, pushing his hood down just enough to see both of his friends, but still leaving it up. Piers leaned forward, his bi-colored spiky bangs falling over one eye as he took a long draw from his tea.

"Wha's goin' on in ya 'ead there, mate?"

The Pokenet star pointedly looked away.

"Nothing. I'm fine."

Leon looked up from his paper for a second, before looking back down.

"No phone. Wrong hoodie. He's upset."

Raihon shot him a glare.

Darn it Lee!

Piers simply shook his head.

"I can feel ya dissonant notes from across tha room, ya ain't singin' the same tune ya usually do. What's goin' on whit ya? Somthin' botherin' ya that we need ta talk about?"

Raihan took pride in being able to keep his face up.

He really did.

He kept a level head through Eternatus, he'd kept his spirits up his whole life as he lost time and time again to his best friend. He'd smiled during loss to a kid, he'd never cracked as he saw his entire home almost lost to someone he thought they all could trust. One thing after another, all carefully packed away, eating at the back of his mind until his heart almost burned with it.

And there was no more that could fit.

He growled, pushing himself up and glaring at the Rockstar. He couldn't help the snarl that etched itself across his face.

"I don't want to talk. I'm tired of every nosy trash scraping Slum sticking their noses into my business. I'm fed up trying to deal with all of this, so why don't you just BUTT OUT?!"

It was a low blow. He regretted it the minute he said it; he knew Piers was proud and sensitive about his home, but he couldn't bring himself to CARE. The change in his friend was instant. Piers stood up, his face never changing but his eyes burning with hurt and dark anger. He just stood there, his hands flexing and twitching forward, then stopping. He spun on his heel and left without a word; his silence worse than if he had screamed. In fact, Raihan almost wished he had.

Leon was standing (When did that happen?) His face a mix of confusion and shock.

"Rai... that was..."

"DON'T. Ok? Keep the coffee. I'm going home."

Raihan pulled up his hood again, pushing his way past his remaining friend to make a swift exit the opposite way Piers had left. The anger he had felt from before was quickly being replaced with shame and sadness, but he kept walking. It wasn't like he would make it any better if he went back.

He really was trash wasn't he?

The Pokenet star pulled his hood down as far as he could, feeling the eyes trail him as he made his way back to his castle.

He'd never felt so alone.

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(Reads prompt as 'Highs and lows')

(Promptly yeets the first bit in favor of ANGST)

ANDI! Welcome back! This was.... oof. This one was tough. Everyone hates it when the group starts fighting. Internet popularity is a hard thing, and I feel terrible for the things that YouTube Channels and other celebs have to deal with. Popularity is... yowch. I had planned to make it all better in the end, but alas time snuck up on me.

I DO have ideas for maybe a make-up-We’re-friends-again follow-up drabble if you want it, so if you do please let me know. (I'M SORRY ANDI YOU DON'T DESERVE THIS PAIN PLEASESAYYOUWANTJUSTICETHEYNEEDTOBEFRIENDS)

Thank you again!

-Embargo-

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