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#like ik this is whiny but like. why. why me what did i do to deserve that childhood. not that any kid deserves abusive childhoods obviously
nomaishuttle · 7 months
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btw controversial but fuckk ptsd dude yohre telling me judt bc my parents shouldnt ever have been parents now i have to be fucked up for the rest of my life .
#i know like..coping mechanisms and ris8ng above and learning to live with it but like its fucking stupid and unfair bc im never gonna stop#having ptsd yk. my episodes might get less frequent i might build happier memories but jm always gonna have these memory blocks and trigger#s and nightmares like. forever. im never gonna get to have had a normal childhood thats the most fuckedbup thing ever#like ik this is whiny but like. why. why me what did i do to deserve that childhood. not that any kid deserves abusive childhoods obviously#it sounds like im like ermmm there r wayyy worse kids who shouldve been the ones to go to the zoo 💀 but like ykwim. why does#thus have to happen to so many ppl i hate it i hate it. i wish i could just Actually forget everything instead of just like. not rly#remembering it but Knowing it..yk. i know everything that happened to me even if its all blocked out#and i still feel like. the effects of it even the stuff thats jncredibly hazy to me. and jm never not gojng to feel that. my personality hs#literally been fucking shaped by the childhood i have and like. yes you can 'change' your personality a bit and your choices blah blah blah#but like. even with that. im still always gonna be like. my first impulse will always be distrust and doubt and fear. even if i train#myself not to Act on those emotions i still will always feel them. im always going to expect people to leave even if they dont even if i#dont let myself push them away its something im always going to be terrified of in the back of my mind. im never gojng to have#proper social skills bc i fully missed out on that stage of development im never going to be like. at the same level as my peers bc i#missed out on those skills. sigh. ik ik ik feeljng inhuman and feeljng different from everybody else is a jniversal thing but i truly think#im like. im missing something that everybody else seems to have and i dont even know what it is but i know i dont have it and everyone#can tell j dont have it and it fucking. sucks . basically
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sayoneee · 4 months
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☆ HEAD OVER HEELS
“something happens and i'm head over heels” - tears for fears (smau)
contains: luke castellan x ares! reader. best friends to lovers? (again) secret relationship but everyone knows. alt universe everyones happy. woc friendly as always
kashaf’s note: free palestine! (for reference, connor is percabeth's age, while travis is yns age so um imagine)
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clarisse why would you give them guns
yn im not stupid theyre fake obviously connorstole im hurt wtf travistole yn do u not trust us yn um. ur funny. travistole 💔
lukecastellan i see you’re poaching my siblings again
yn im just more fun what can i say lukecastellan liar liar pants on fire yn acting like ur 12 years old annabethhh finally someone said it lukecastellan annie ur my sister ur supposed to take my side wtf annabethhh 🤷‍♀️
silenabeauregard so where’s the summer loving?
yn u caught the grease reference!
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lukecastellan pic creds??
yn pic creds to this whiny baby lukecastellan u cried over good will hunting i aint forget yn how did u Not cry. it was so sad lukecastellan i look over and u were crying not once not twice but 4 times. yn im never watching anything w u ever again lukecastellan u cant ever replace me im one of a kind yn 💀
silenabeauregard I LOVE YOU GORGEOUS GIRL
yn MWAH MWAH 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩
clarisse YURRR
travistole soft launching me i like it 😍
connorstole ik u lying rn yn 😭 silenabeauregard WHAT clarisse oh that's not... annabethhh yn ?????
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connorstole why did yn get the priority tag
travistole bc we're the better duo yn so true (clarisse solos u) travistole oh im well aware clarisse 😁
yn people r gonna think im ur gf
annabethhh u arent??? yn i burst into tears how could u. travistole hey now. i'm not that bad. yn im going to kms silenabeauregard annabeth 💀 clarisse 💀 connorstole 💀 percyjackson 💀 cbeckendorf 💀 chrisrodriguez 💀 annabethhh what do you all know that i don't???
cbeckendorf love you too man
travistole 💋 clarisse silena yo mans acting up again
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yn im w silena tho
lukecastellan shes cheating on u w charlie yn ig ur my last option silenabeauregard nooo yn come back bbg
chrisrodriguez bro stood up
percyjackson finally
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lukecastellan thanks
yn i like donating to the poor! lukecastellan come donate in my cabin connorstole we sleep there nasty mf
annabethhh YOU'RE DATING LUKE?
g_man cmon now... percyjackson wise girl... yn sister-in-laws?
clarisse wow really.
travistole wouldve never guessed. chrisrodriguez had us fooled. connorstole impossible. cbeckendorf really confounded us silenabeauregard almost like they didn't act like they were about to kiss all the time yn kys.
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cyyfics · 7 months
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I LOVED your Simon headcannons!!! Could I request gender neutral reader giving Simon a Blowjob? I just generally imagine him all whiny and needy. Like he gets an involuntary erection and the reader helps him out <33
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Accidents Happen
Pairing: !Simon Petrikov x GN! reader
C! Warning(s): NSFW!, blowjobs, overstimulation, hair pulling, something else idk how to describe??? Like ur like idk, sort of spit/saliva kink, gagging, throat fucking sort of, sort of choking tbh
Synopsis: you and your best friend Simon were just lounging around on the couch on a hot summers day, who knew it would end like this?
Pronoun stuff: ur genitals aren’t mentioned like at all except for maybe one line and it’s pretty gender neutral
Note: ur the one being more dominant and harsh to him in this story, just letting u guys know Cus like ik some ppl don’t like top! readers ???
Also sorry for the Wattpad words 😨
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Your day started out like normal, you were simply lying in bed with your leg draped off the side lazily; that was until you got a knock on your door. Planning to stay lazy, you stayed in bed for a little longer not planning to get up. ‘If it’s really that important, they’ll find a way to get to me..’ you thought to yourself as you neglected the person at the door.
“Y/n!” You perked up as you heard your name being called, the sound of a familiar voice ringing through your head “shit, it’s Simon!” You scrambled to get up from your cozy bed to go help him at the door. Your footsteps were heard from outside the house at how fast you were running down the hallway, Simon stared at your front door with a bead of sweat upon his eyebrow as he heard you coming.
Finally, you had opened up the door for him. He was standing there with one of his arms sheepishly rubbing at his elbow, “Simon! What’re you doing here? Not that I mind, but I thought you would’ve texted first..” you crossed your arms and squinted at him. “I’m sorry, it’s just that I was in the area and thought about seeing you.” Simon apologised, the sentence actually sounding pretty sweet to you. “You’re drenched in sweat, did you run here or something?” You chuckled to yourself a little as you looked him up and down.
“No. Just walked. The heat is horrible out there.” Simon huffed and leaned against the wall, you cocked an eyebrow at him “You sure you’re not just exaggerating? I know your body temperature hasn’t been the same since ic-“ Simon cuts you off. He doesn’t wanna hear the name, doesn’t wanna remember any of that. “No. It really is hot out there. I saw a candy girl and she was literally melting!” Simon exclaimed.
You found it kinda cute, but not in a weird way, you told yourself. “You can sit in front of the fan if you want, just turn it on over there.” You pointed towards the fan that was set up in the corner of your living room “..Why do you have a fan out here?” Simon irked at you “..Because it gets hot in the living room? Duh.” You furrowed your eyebrows at him and gave a weird look. “..Right then.” Simon switched the fan on and immediately started to lay down on your couch.
“Oh, and now you’re just stealing my couch. How thoughtful.” You walked over to join him and found that he had left you little room to sit down, “Yes I am actually quite thoughtful- thank you for seeing that prince/ss” Simon chuckled to himself before moving a bit on the couch. “That’s still not leaving me a lot of room, Simon.” You deadpanned at him “Come lay on me then, I don’t mind.” He invited you over to him. It wouldn’t be weird, you told yourself, you and him had cuddled or laid with each other before, it’s what best friends do.
You hesitantly crawled up to him on the couch, resting your head on his shoulder awkwardly. “Isn’t this only gonna make you feel more hot?” You asked him “Probably.” Simon didn’t really care though since he had the fan turned on him. As you laid there on top of him, Simon moved one of his arms to wrap around you- to make sure you don’t suddenly fall off the couch or something, obviously..
The TV was switched on and before long the two of you were watching bad movies and junk. It was like any other day, that’s how it started. The two of you would always just be hanging out doing random things, sometimes it’d be things even like just standing in the same room together. You two just enjoyed each other’s presence. “Oh, this is a boring movie. I preferred the book much better.” Simon giggled into his hand, you couldn’t help smiling and giggling back at him.
Just as the two of you became engulfed in whatever garbage you were watching, you suddenly felt the air in the room go stagnant. Something was off, and you didn’t exactly know what yet. That was until you felt something ‘weird’ and ‘foreign’ pressing up against your lower back, you weren’t sure what it was at first but you got an idea when you moved your hips back a little and felt Simon tense up. You stayed still for a bit, seeing if he was going to say anything, possibly something like ‘Y/n don’t do that that’s my crotch’ or ‘I’m sorry that I’ve accidentally got a boner let’s just ignore it’
He said nothing, and neither did you. But you were ever so curious to find out if he would eventually say something, to confirm your theory you had to test it. You ground your hips back against his front, making the man involuntarily twitch for just a moment. You didn’t miss it, with the way his arm around you tensed up. “Something wrong?” You turned over your shoulder to ask him, looking up at his now slightly flustered face “N-No, why would something be wrong? Nothings wrong.” Simon stammered out.
“Oh, okay then.” You turn your head away to focus back on the TV but just as you do you feel his hand that was holding your side slightly grip you a little tighter, sending this tingling sensation down your body. You still didn’t dare say anything, wondering where this may be leading to. Simon pulled you a little closer to him, you were flush against him, he tried to do it slowly in hopes maybe you wouldn’t notice but you did. “Simon.” You spoke “Hm?” He tried to act as if he had no idea that you knew what he was doing.
“Why did you-“ he cuts you off “Why did I what?” You furrow your eyebrows at him “pull me closer.” You finish “I didn’t do that.” He lies to you, and yet his fingers grasp onto the fabric of your shirt to hold you a little tighter. You roll your eyes at him, simply deciding to mess with him now at this point. You shifted in your place a bit, your ass now rubbing right against his hard on. It’s a little more obvious now what you’re doing, and Simon ends up realising that just as he releases a soft moan.
The sound reaches your ears, making your cheeks flush. You weren’t expecting a moan, nor one this cute. You tease up a little, turning your head to look up at his face- which was already looking down at you with a slight annoyance. Yet, he had the most adorable flustered looking face you’d ever seen. “Y/n!” Simon exclaims “yeeeeesssss?” You draw it out, you weren’t worried about him being upset with you since you knew the man and that he wasn’t actually mad or upset. “Are you doing that on purpose?” He narrows his eyes at you “doing what?” You bat your eyelashes at him innocently.
“You know what.” Simon spits flusteredly, his cheeks a bright red colour. “Do I?” You turn your head back around, moving your hips against him again. “So you are!” Simon squeals in embarrassment “you are doing this on purpose!” Simon huffs “No clue what you’re talking about Simon.” You pretend to yawn “Right. So you aren’t rubbing your butt up against me on purpose?” Simon deadpanned at you “Where would you get such an idea?” You asked him trying not to laugh.
“From this.” He gently moves you off of him a little and shows you the growing erection showing through his pants, from what you could see he already looked pretty big actually. You looked down at him with widened eyes, licking your lips that had suddenly become dry, still trying to tell yourself that you only see this man as a friend. “Christ, Looks painful.” You swore under your breath, feeling suddenly sorry for this poor man.
“It is.” His cock was strained against his tightened pants, begging to be freed. “And you’re telling me, I did that?” Your tone switched up at the end there which told him that you weren’t innocent at all, not that he thought you were. “.. yes, I guess you did!” Simon turned his head away from you in annoyance. You didn’t say a word, only turning over to face him now. Your hand slowly slid down to find its way to his clothed erection, stroking him gently with your fingertips.
“Y-Y/n!” Simon gasped softly as you touched him, your hand brushing up against his aching cock. “Yeah? What’s up, Simon? What’s wrong?” You asked him ‘innocently’ even as your hand kept stroking at his clothed dick “you’re touching my-“ he gulped nervously. “This okay?” You cut him off to ask him “yes.” Simon replied a little quickly. Simon was panting under your touch now, trying to fight his urges as his hips slowly grind themselves up against your hand.
“Get it out for me, please.”
Simon didn’t hesitate as he started to undo his belt, pulling it off and throwing it to the floor. He then unbuttoned his pants, zipped them down, and tugged them down to his thighs. He then slid his underwear down enough to reveal his length “fuck..” you muttered out quietly as you eyed his erection in its full glory. He was actually surprisingly long, and he was curved. “What’re you gonn-“ Simon bit back his words as he felt you suddenly move your head down to kiss at his tip.
Simon loved it, he couldn’t lie. His eyes were watching you with such content and desire, he could watch you sit and kiss his cock all day. (Not really, if you did that he’d probably get super overstimulated and cum all over your lips and face.) You slowly parted your lips, letting your tongue drag along his slit before moving your head and licking a long line down his shaft. “A-ah..” Simon whined out as you started to lick at him, teasing him before you got to the main bit.
In all honesty Simon could’ve came right then and there, because just seeing you like that in a lewd state made his mind start reeling. Simon whined impatiently, covering his mouth with a hand, his hips jerking up against your touch. You took that as a sign and opened your mouth, wrapping your lips around him as you took him down your throat. There was a slight sting as you felt him take up the room down your throat, making it hard for you to breathe at all. You still tried your best though, moving your head up and down along his cock.
Simon couldn’t stop his greedy self, his hips grinding up against your face, one of his hands grabbing at your hair gently. He wasn’t pulling you or anything, only tangling his fingers in your hair as you sucked him dry. Your mouth was filling up with saliva as you took him down your throat, You don’t stop sucking him off though, instead letting a bit of saliva dribble down your chin. Simon was covered in your spit too, a bit of it starting to cover his thighs. It was a hot sight to see actually.
Simon moaned loudly, his hand that was tangled in your hair now grabbing it slightly tighter. You kept going, your tongue resting against the bottom of your mouth as he basically face fucked you. His hips were grinding against your face and his hand in your hair was slightly pushing you down against him too. It wasn’t long before he ended up cumming, hot bitter liquid pooling down your throat.
You had to swallow it, not sure you could even spit it up with the way it naturally sunk down your throat. Simon pulled out slowly, your tongue sticking out a little still covered in a bit of his cum. You put your tongue back into your mouth and swallowed it, the sight was a real pretty thing to see. Simon now felt a bit exhausted, panting as he laid back on the couch. You giggled at his cute mannerisms, before leaning back down and kissing at the head of his dick to overstimulate him.
It was just to tease him though, wanting to see more of his cute faces. Simon clenched his eyes and used a hand over his mouth to muffle a loud moan that had escaped him. “Okay, okay, I’ll stop.” You gave him mercy and sat up, allowing him to put himself away. “T-That felt really.. good” Simon admitted.
“I liked it too.”
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fieldofdaisiies · 1 year
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Can't get enough of Clingy baby Azriel..😭
Ik you've already written enough of Cling Az HC...Could you plzz write more. ?🙈😭❤🥺
I'm just addicted to your writing. ❤
that is so perfectly fine because love clingy Az❤️ thank you!!!!
lets do some early morning clingy Az headcanons
he has a day off and you don't -> meaning you have to get up while he can sleep in
but Azriel does not like it when you have to get up, the bed feels so cold all of a sudden
and he will make sure to not make getting pup to easy for you
you always sleep in his arms, this tall Illyrian male just needs you. in his arms every night, like you are his little cuddly toy
so when you start wiggling he will just curl his arms tighter around you
and when your backside rubs against his front because you wiggle a little more his groan will be audible in your ear "stay," he rasps in his hoarse morning voice, sending shivers down your body
Azriel buries his face in the crook of your neck, kissing you softly "I need you. stay." "Az, I have to get up." "Please." At least then he starts using his whiny baby voice, softly pecking your skin
you wiggle again, trying to shift in his hold "Az, I need to go to work." "You don't need to work, take a day off."
you finally manage to fully shift and glance up at him
sleep is written all over his face, dark hair toppling over his forehead, his lips pouted, his lids half closed "please stay, baby."
wiggling an arm free, you bring your hand up and brush your fingers over his forehead, admiring how beautiful he is even a few minutes after waking up
Azriel smiles softly when your fingers dane over his cheek and. his nose, it is adorable and then he giggles softly when you brush your fingers over his lips
he parts his mouth slightly and kisses your fingers before nibbling on them "Azzy!"
releasing your fingers, his brows furrow and he pouts again "stay in bed with me please."
you release a loud breath "five more minutes but then I really need to leave."
he smiles happily, moving you even closer
you also snuggle up to him, drawing in his scent, his chest brushing against you with every breath he inhales
but then the five minutes are over and Azriel does still not see you getting up as an option
so he does what he always does when he wants you to stay in bed with him
he rolls over until he is lying on top of you, covering you wholly, his large body and his wings trapping you on the bed
you groan loudly, trying to catch air when this tall Illyrian baby is nearly suffocating you "Azriel!"
Your voice is loud, but Azriel only grins agains the side of your face
he kisses your cheek "I love it when you scream my name."
giving your eyes a tiny roll, you ignore this compliment and also that your traitorous toes curl on the bed
"no you have no other option than staying." "I have to work." "And I have to cuddle you."
and as much as you want to stay with him, you really don't to be late again
so there are only two options 1. tickling him which is mostly not successful as he is not really ticklish 2. but one body part is ticklish -> his wings
wiggling one arm free, you poke his wing, right where it tickles so much and then poke his wing again in a different part
Azriel yelps, jerking upwards and then laughs
you take the chance, shoving him away
and then you roll out of bed, before sprinting to the bathroom
his brows are furrowed and his lips pouted, he sits in bed when you return from the bathroom "why did you not want to cuddle with me?"
you walk up to him, hands placed on his shoulders and kiss his forehead "I do want to cuddle with you, but right now I am busy. I have to. go to work. We cuddle in the evening again."
Azriel tugs on the hem of your shirt "You still love me thought right?"
he leans forward and places a kiss to your cleavage
you chuckles softly, thumb brushing over his cheek "More than anything. more than my own life. to the moon and back."
that makes him smile up at you, the hazel of his eyes glowing "I think I love you a little more."
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dumpofletterz · 7 months
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What favorite positions do you think the bbbglx adults prefer…..
───FAVORITE POSITIONS
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BBBGLX adult(male) and their favorite positions...to fuck you. ❥ Headcanons + small imagines, gender neutral reader
WARNINGS: nsfw (mdni my ass Ik damn well y'all ignore this, still be warned though.),use of pet names, biting, rough sex (sa'riya and ejo jo), shitty writing
Characters: Sa'riya, Tarung, Ramenman, Kaizo, Ejo jo, Gur'mida, Cikala (sa'riya is literally androgynous.)
Females: soon.
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───Sa'riya.
this mf is so freaky...doggy style. She will hug your waist and press her chest on your back. she's probably the most messy out of all, would fuck you ferally, pounding and slamming her hips to yours like a wild animal.
you can never try to make sa'riya to stop fucking you. "shiiiiitt...so-so pretty, pretty, doll!" she panted, "I— ohhh, wow, ahhh- fuck." it's been hours, you don't even know how many rounds you two had have, the only thing you know is she's hugging your waist and her fucking your ass like there's no tomorrow from behind. so sloppy....you can't even feel your legs anymore at this point. "mmmfh-hah... 'eel so good— no more, please no-no more!" lies, you wanted more. "mmm, fuck—nah. don't worry...I'm so close-ahhhhahhh! shit." her pace was godly she had no intention of stopping. everything was so wet...and creamy. shit, you were also close. speaking of doggy style, she's fucking you like a dog in heat. "shit m’gonna, gonna, gonna!" dirty moans came out of you, thighs squeezing together. she drools and screams- laughs and wails while having the brightest smile like someone insane only problem is that she is insane. “Haaah not yet-" sa'riya says, moving more closer to you, plunging her cock into you then continuing to pound you, she was rearranging your insides at this point. sa'riya was moaning loudly, almost screaming that it almost seems like the whole gur'latan heard her. they probably did.
───Tarung.
missionary, he loves it when you two have eye contact while he's literally rocking his cock inside you—and give you sweet kisses. he would also carry you, wrapping your legs around him and fuck you while he's standing. (size kink, he's big alr)
your hole was stretched to it's limit with tarung's non-stop pounding, he was so gentle that it wasn't enough for you. skin against skin slamming, god it felt so good. "eehhe- fuck, fuck fuck. m'soooo goood." your legs kept moving from different angles and sometimes ascending, you can't help it. tarung fucking you so beautifully whilst you two make eye contact. "shhh, shh, calm down bunny, don't move to much— oh fuck!" tarung grunted as his hips smacked against your ass and thighs. that's it, he's had enough of your whining. next thing you know is that he was carrying you, your hips wrapped onto his waist. "wha-" that's when you noticed when his skin color changed, it was red. fuck it was already 7 am. "you really don't know how to behave, don't you?" after you were adjusted, he suddenly "AHHah! wai-waiittt! uehhhg, shi-shiiiitt-shi hi-." a scream comes out from you as he rammed into you roughly "fuck- fuck so fucking tight f’me aahha!”
───RamenMan/ManRamen.
face riding/sitting. this man fucking loves to eat, he doesn't care if you nearly suffocate him, he would eat you out, probably for his own pleasure and not yours.
he was a huggeee fan of face sitting, you sitting on his face while eating you out was the best decision he has made in his entire life. your hole pushed against his tongue while he struggled to breate? yes. but poor you, thinking it was too much from him—so you pulled yourself off him. but as soon as you take a look from below, you saw his whiny face, wanting more. "woah!-" suddenly you get shocked when he grabbed your waist and set you to sit on his beautiful face once again. "noo... noooo don't go away. don’t run away pleaseee" god why is his voice so attractive. "let me eat you please, hmmm so hungry-need more, more." he'll make sure you're wet from his constant eating before fucking you. "so creamy...so naughty." he says, his tongue continuing to explore your insides.
───Kaizo.
..getting pegged. listen, this man is NOT a dom, he is sooo shy when you two make love, he's too shy to fuck you so you'll fuck him instead. riding. ride him and it will be the best thing that's happened to him, can't even look you straight in the eyes and would only if you hold his jaw and force him to.
god he's such a baby. his fan girl were brainwashed into thinking he was that hot man who would dominate his partner. well guess what, he was the complete opposite. "hmph-" he huffs as your thighs danced on his cock, "ohhhh-oh! hahhh...humm hp-shiii" he was more of a moaner, he couldn't process using words while you fuck him up so good. this man is actually very shy, "hm? what's that? you want more?" yes please, yes. he wants more. but oh no :( he can't talk. "can't talk? then no more" he whines when he hears this, oh that voice is so pretty. of course you couldn't resist him, he was like a siren. "oh fuck! mhaahhh..oh, oh oh!" he cries out of joy, hugging your waist while you take control of him....he didn't know how he ended up in this but he was so glad. getting pegged in the ass felt so good. it drove him wild, he wanted to do the same thing for you but, it will take him a really long time once he gets the enough courage to fuck you himself- and not you fucking him.
───Ejo jo.
fucking you on the wall. (s3 ejojo because his original form was lit build like a twig) he loves to take control, wall fucking is his favorite, he'll bang you and you'll just be taking pleasure.
"what is it hot stuff? can't handle my cock?" you were almost passing out from this, your back feeling the cold tempareture of the wall while your insides were hot as hell. "you're so mean..ah!" he slammed one hard thrust inside you to shut you off, he's such a bully. anytime you talk he would give you this one.hard.thrust inside you with his cock, it's an excuse for him to get more rough with you. "awww, can't handle it? feel so good?" this stupid guy laughs while you're dizzy from all this fucking. "fuck, fuck!" he felt hot, He was so— so close. he recognized the way you were moving, moaning- you were about to come. he smirks "hahh? why-why did you stooop? joo!!!" you mewl like a pathetic cat as he prevented you from creaming, you squeeze you legs while he laughs at you. "you really are pathetic." and there he goes again, suddenly giving you a hard pound.
───Gur'mida.
cowgirl/cowboy, except it's him controlling you. he'd sit and any time you move he'd put his hands on your hips and adjust you perfectly, he will then hug you and slam you in. he's big alright─bigger than tarung, taking him would be difficult to you so he'll help you out.
he's so big oh my god the size difference... his cock splitting you open as he towers his big figure over your much smaller one, your back arching and back feeling his heated chest. gosh he could see how you felt good as his robust body was against your back. "I-It's too big! s'too biig!" no it's not, stop being stupid. your hole was made for his huge ass cock, taking him in so, so good... "relax love, shh... see? It fits perfectly." he was so gentle, yet fucking himself inside you felt rough. "hmmmmh-..ahha!!! heug-heeehhh.... s-oo-soo big!" you were literally dripping wet, he was so happy you felt good (i fucking love gentle giants) a whining mess you were, he watches you being so obedient and letting him control you because he was to big, you couldn't ride it alone yourself. "fuuuhuuuckkk, so-so good it hurts!" he can't help himself wanting to fill you all up until you couldn't take it anymore- but he also didn't want to hurt you.
───Cikala.
any position that he gets to kiss you. god this man is sooooo pretty, he wants to kiss you at every chance he gets. he's so needy for kisses that it's so annoying, will fuck your brains out while he's passionately kissing you.
"pretty, pretty" the moment you two had a chance to be alone, you immediately made out...and got into this situation, your hips rocking at each others, insides feeling so good. and your pretty partner kissing you while he works his cock inside you, the way your hole tightens while it takes his cock only makes him to kiss you sloppier, his lips can't help but press it onto yours.... who's he to blame? "you taste so f'kn good..."
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NOTE: Why is this so pathetic. This is actually my first time writing smut after years.
ngl I should've added retak'ka or vargoba
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as a chinese person myself, something about the way sabine is portrayed kinda icks me abit. it’s all little little details so like, i’m just complaining my ass off
sabine’s cheongsam is right over left, which is not, it’s not accurate at all. it’s traditionally “右衽” (youren, left over right method), because “生右死左”, right represents life, while left represents death (related to how 阴yin阳yang is left and right). its a bit confusing, but basically sabine is dressing like how a corpse would.
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okay sure, you could argue that it’s not a hanfu, and that “the traditional way doesn’t apply anymore”, but the concept still applies. to cheongsams. and isn’t sabine said to be very well connected to her chinese roots? like she should know this.
plus i could go into how ugly the cheongsam is and how it looks like cloth cut from an abstract art museum poster which is low key insulting to the embroidery art of chinese traditional outfits but 🤷‍♂️
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okay then her as qilin. i don’t really know if it was intentional or if they just randomly pulled a chinese mythical creature that sounded cool, but they really butchered the representation of it nonetheless.
麒麟 qilin symbolises fortune and prosperity, and is super prominent in feng shui, so the choice of her villain design being the qilin makes little sense. what would make sense for her to be, is the 獬豸xiezhi, a goat looking creature which is a symbol of justice, known for piercing corrupt officials with its horn. this fits into the context of the episode, right? with the two mfs abusing their power and all.
in the wiki, it’s said that the outfit is of chinese armour. but how? what? this is what chinese armour looks like. i see some attempt? i guess? but this is not really important.
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what’s more important is that why is her power wind????? when the qilin is commonly depicted with their bodies on fire with fire breathing abilities??? huh????? did astruc and the writers even did research into the designs?
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ik the qilin is more popular but one google search would lead you to discover more chinese mythical creatures that fit her villain motive better. and the qilin is not one of them.
lastly, i feel like sabine’s entire character just screams: “hey look i’m chinese, being chinese is my only trait other than being the world’s most un-asian mom ever.”
yea she appears chinese, but she doesn’t *feel* chinese if you know what i mean. the stuff she does feels like surface level stereotypes about chinese people. turning red does it better, and that movie is mid.
there’s more to chinese culture than the obsession with feng shui, wearing cheongsams every day, eating dim sums, doing tai chi and other shit. and i agree that these are pretty prominent but… the way it’s portrayed makes it too clear that her actions are not written by a chinese person.
and her name. ik i’m whiny as hell but i don’t think any chinese person would give their child such a (lame) name. usually chinese people take much pride in their names, which are mostly related to values and traits. for example my own name is 懿捷, which means excellency and triumph. sabine’s name is 夏冰, meaning summer and ice. huh? if you’re a westerner and gave yourself this name, fine , it’s cool. but you’re telling me a china chinese person gave their child such a name? bullshit.
i could go on with how other asian rep sucks and feels like astruc’s obsession with asian shit
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illfoandillfie · 5 months
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heyyy i'm not really around in the queen/borhap fandom anymore (😞) but i do miss lucy a lot... ik you did mommy kink with her before with dom!reader, so for your advent calendar blurbs maybe you could do mommy kink with sub!reader this time?? i don't have any concrete ideas, maybe teasing her at an event or family gathering, but if you can think of something else that's great too. everything you write is amazing anyways 🥰 and i just really wanna call lucy mommy tbh lmao
Blurb Advent 2023: Day 5
ahhh this is a great request, you always come up with fab Lucy ideas for me! And wanting to call Lucy mommy is soooooo valid
I will admit I completely spaced on everything after the words sub!reader tho skfksjfksffgkksdfks but hopefully you like it!
Warnings: mommy kink (natch), light hair pulling, neck kissing, oral, strapon, minimal editing.
“Can I braid your hair?” Lucy asked, setting aside her book and pushing herself to her knees, disturbing the blankets she’d been tucked under.  “Sure,” you turned, amused, and let your hair fall from the messy bun you’d been wrangling it into.   She looked ridiculously happy as she tapped the spot in front of her, wiggling a little as she settled back on her heels.   You sighed as her fingers raked through your hair, brushing it out gently. It was always nice when Lucy did this, making you shiver slightly as she played with your hair. There wasn’t any need to talk – you'd already told each other about anything interesting over dinner – so you settled into a comfortable silence, just enjoying the sensations as she worked. Lucy, never totally content with silence, started humming something softly as she created the braid, twisting strands together in a way you were never quite capable of doing yourself. You let your eyes close, breathing deeply, as you relaxed.  
A sudden tug brought you back, a little gasp falling from you at how good it felt.   Lucy chuckled at the sound, leaning forward to kiss your neck, a total contrast to the sweet humming of a moment before. As her lips trailed your throat, her hands moved down your arms and around to cup your breasts, squeezing, thumbs teasing your nipples, braless as you were.   “You know you could have just asked,” you said, arching into her, very okay with the change.   “But I like the element of surprise.” When all you did was chuckle she added, “I also like your moans.”  The feeling of her breath in your ear followed by her lips tugging on your lobe, did make you moan but you were just glad you were making her happy.  Whether it was a response to your obvious arousal or pure coincidence, her hands began to wander further, moving to tease you through your pyjama pants.   You wanted more but it was hard to vocalise it. Between her hand rubbing over your cunt, the other pulling intermittently at your hair, and her tongue tracing the length of your throat, it was impossible to focus on one thing long enough to ask for more. So when you finally did get something out it wasn’t at all specific. A whiny, “mommy.”  Lucy paused, everything stopping long enough for you to realise what you’d said.   “Oh. Your that horny. Good.”  You could only nod as she went back to teasing you.  “So,” she said against your throat in between nips and sucks, “would you rather eat me out, or wear the strap for me to ride?”  What you really wanted was for Lucy – Mommy – to make you cum but apparently that wasn’t an option, so you managed to hum indecisively before answering, “both.”   Lucy laughed, “That’s good. You gotta get me ready first. Why don’t you strip and get the strap?”  Your hands felt clumsy as you did so, your excitement getting the better of you, and by the time you turned back to Lucy she was naked in bed, waiting.  
Before she could so much as ask, you were settling between her thighs, trying to angle your body so the strapon wasn’t quite so noticeable as it pressed against the mattress. Easier said than done but in the end it wasn’t so distracting that you couldn’t also pleasure Lucy adequately. She directed you a little, made sure you focused your tongue where she liked and that you fingered her enough she would be ready for the toy. But mostly she was able to just lie back and enjoy it. You would have ignored your own need for as long as she told you to, as long as you could keep tasting her, sucking at her clit and licking up the juice that leaked from her hole. Although you did find you could sort of grind your hips against the dildo, just to take the edge off. Afterall, licking Lucy, hearing your Mommy’s moans, the way her voice broke as you made her feel good, just made you even hornier and you were already fairly well worked up. But she wasn’t about to let you have too much. She didn’t even let you have the second-hand satisfaction of tasting her orgasm, stopping you and pushing you away before she’d reached her climax. Even when you whined about it, Lucy didn’t change her mind.   “Why don’t you sit right here,” she indicated the spot she’d just rolled out of, “sit there, lean back against the headboard.”  You might have been pouting about missing out on making her cum, but you did as she asked. And, once you were settled, you watched as Lucy climbed onto your lap, slowly sinking down onto the dildo.  
Thankfully she let you hold her hips, squeezing them as she adjusted to the stretch and gradually took more. You wanted to help her, to thrust up into her, to fuck her, but the position didn’t allow it. All you could really do was sit there and watch as she got herself off in your lap. She did kiss you though, grinding down and raising herself up on her knees as she pushed her tongue between your lips. You gasped into her mouth as her nipples brushed yours, the feeling electric when you were so desperate for any sort of stimulation. Little by little Lucy worked up her movement, riding the cock you were wearing and you began to wish it was real so you could feel her wet heat stroking it. You could hear it, still taste it on your lips. And you could feel the rise and fall of her hips as she found a rhythm she liked, the weight and warmth of her as she braced herself on your shoulders. Her breath was warm against you as small noises of pleasure rose in her throat, eventually becoming full moans as she lost herself in the movement.   You swallowed hard, bit your lip, and did your best to help her any way you could.  “God Mommy, fuck,” you groaned, moving your fingers to rub her clit as best you could, “you’re so wet.”  “Good girl,” she managed to pant, “Being so good,”  You moaned at that, wishing more than ever that you were the one being fucked.   “Getting close. Gonna cum on your cock.”  “Yes please, please Mommy cum,” you babbled, needing to see her finish almost as much as you needed to be touched yourself.   Lucy moaned at your encouragement, so you kept it up saying whatever popped into your head, your fingers digging into her hips as she got herself off.  
As her orgasm subsided Lucy slowed her hips, rocking on the dildo to extend her pleasure and ease to a stop. Her breathe was heavy and for a moment she sank against you, panting against your shoulder as you prayed she’d reward you with an orgasm of your own.   You were in luck.   When she was able, she eased herself out of your lap, gently encouraging you to lay down. With soft fingers she undid the harness from around you, guiding your knees apart as she unfastened the dildo from the O-ring. Her fingers dipped between your lips, gathering and spreading your wetness.   Lucy hummed happily as she discovered just how affected you were, “You really liked that, huh?”  “Yes Mommy.”  She beamed as you kept using the name, “Such a good girl. You’ve definitely earned this then.” Lucy stroked the length of the dildo, still slick from being inside her, between your lips and you whimpered with how badly you wanted it. She made you wait a little longer, teasing you with the toy as her fingers worked in and out of your hole. Until finally she deemed you ready, slowly pressing it into you. She’d pull it out a little and push it in that bit deeper, sometimes just holding it in you as she leaned down to repay you for the way you’d worshiped her with your tongue. And then she’d pull back to watch the cock enter you, alternating between the two until you were taking the dildo as deep as you could. From then on she watched you carefully as she fucked you with the toy, holding it firmly and shifting its angle depending on the sounds you made. Most of them were moans and whimpered ohs, the odd ‘Mommy’ and ‘fuck’ thrown in when she hit the right spots. When you reached your peak, Lucy pulled you over the edge, her thumb rubbing your clit as she kept fucking you until you were through. 
Lucy only left the bed briefly, to set the harness and dildo aside, and then she was back, her legs intwining with yours as she kissed you again. You sighed, satisfied, against her lips, and felt her smile in response. 
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yokakaiju · 2 months
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tristamp thoughts/live watch ramblings
preface: i already have a very bad impression of tristamp. i literally have been into trigun for maybe a week now and i have seen most of 1998, but im trying to go into tristamp with a clear head and view it objectively, but i genuinely looked at the character designs and legatos redesign made me resent it immediately tbh...
ANYWAY, im live watching as i write this, so apologies if its sporatic
okay so the good stuff so far
uhh... its very pretty!!! ill give it that. it really shows the evolution of 3d anime over time, and as someone who typically doesnt enjoy it i think tristamp is absolutely beautiful. first 3d anime i ever saw was knights of sidonia and i have a deep appreciation for where 3d anime is now compared to a decade ago
i kinda like meryls new design the best? i like her hat, its cute. everyone else is so... eh, tho. merylls redesign is chill with me tho
roberto is fine ig. i like old men characters sometimes and like, idk whenever im not sad abt milly not being here im okay enough with roberto existing
now on to my ever growing laundry list of complaints that ik will get worse if i keep watching (spoilers for trimax probably)
one, WHY IS VASH LIKE THAT?? LIKE WHY IS HE SUCH A WHINY CRYBABY?? LIKE SHUT UP DAWG!!! idk, ik vash is a silly emotionally explosive highly insecure funny little fella and i love him for it, i think vash is a great character, but why did they make him kinda a pathetic bitch in stamp? like, i usually dont watch dubs but i am for trigun cause my tv is kinda far from my bed and i dont wanna sit uncomfortably to read subs rn (BLEH!!!), so maaaaaaaybe sub vash is better, and no shade to the va i like his voice a lot for vash tbh, but bro pls stop crying every two seconds im gonna lose it. why is vash lowkey proslavery (THIS IS A JOKE), BUT FR!!! why is he more like... idk chill with plants being used ig ????? im sure hes not really, but like... dude, you arent the same
two, okay this made me actually mad, but why in the actual fuck was knives immediately introduced and why is he like some weird well known plant stealing cave hermit??? like??? no??? he wouldnt do that??? also why is he so present in this world LIKE DOES LOST JULY NOT EXIST IN THIS CANON??? WHAT IS THIS??????? i literally hate this rewrite. like... trimax is right there dawg... you did not have to rewrite literally everything. addition as i watch episode 3, why is he like that? why can he make purple? why does he have razors??? he doesnt talk like that ever??? why is he so??? i hate him actually??? this is not the knives ik and love??? who is this skinwalker????? HE DID NOT ACT LIKE THIS IN TRIMAX WHO IS THIS??? I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THEY REWROTE KNIVES THIS WAY OH MY GOD
three, why did everyone get an objectively bland redesign? like... i dont mind vashs hair. idgaf, but i literally hate his fucking totk link "lost power source" green ass arm. why cant it just be an ugly brown robot arm with a gun in it. whys it gotts be all "cool" and "green" and "mysterious", like IT DOES NOT HAVE TO BE CYBERCORE TECHWEAR NEOFUTURISM ASS SHIT!!! i havent seeeeeeen wolfwoof in action yet, but i fucking hate his tristamp design. WHY IS HE A TWINK??? WHERE ARE HIS BOOBS??? WHY IS HE NOT A PRIEST??? LITERALLY TURNED A PERFECT CHARACTER INTO A BASIC BITCH FOR NO REASON. also like... knives. why is he... why is he like that. put shoes on plz the sand is hot babygirl. why are you wearing a tumour coat and ugly matrix ass bodysuit? where did your shoulderpadded objectively cooler dio-esque military outfit go? especially tho, i DESPISE legato and livios redesigns. i think they are SOOOOO butt ugly in tristamp and FOR WHY??? WHY DID THEY MAKE LEGATO SO FUCKING UGLY??? LIKE HE WAS SO HOT IN 98 AND ESPECIALLY IN TRIMAX OH MY GOD HES SO HOT LITERALLY DROOLING THINKING ABT HIM RN MY BABYWABY BOOBOO BEAR. THEY BUTCHERED HIM SO BAD AND IT PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH!!! AND LIVIO OH MY GOD WHY DID THEY DO THAT TO HIM??? HIS TRIMAX DESIGN IS OS FUCKING PEAK HE IS SO AMAZING AS AN EYE OF MICHAEL AND ESPECIALLY AFTER HE REFORMS AND BECOMES A COWBOY BABEYYY!!!! BUT NOOOO THEY MADE HIM AN UGLY ASS CYBERPUNK ASS BITCH!!! THEY MADE HIM SO FUCKING LAME AND BORING!!! PATOOEY I HATE HIS FUCKING DESIGN!!!! okay so wolfwood just showed up, can officially say hes the weakest version of wolfwood and that i do not like him. hes giving non sonic fan perception of shadow vibes. ALSO WHERE IS HIS MELANIN THEY TOOK IT AWAY!!! THE MELANIN VACCUM STRIKES AGAIN!!! tbf, he didnt have MUCH but he was a little brown, not literally just a white man
four, where. the. fuck. is. milly. i LOVE milly. she is one of my faves ever, im so sad she isnt here. genuinely...
five and probably last for rn, why is the pacing so bad. like its not good in trigun or trimax really, and especially bad in 1998, but it SO ASS!!! like its so blink and you'll miss it, which kinda stands for every trigun... but expected this to be like at least a liiiiittle better i dunno
conclusions: im gonna keep watching it maybe? but like... i dont like it. its bad imo. literaly have been into trigun for one week and am in mourning that trimax will likely never have a proper adaptation. i just wanna see angel knives in his full glory, not whatever tf tristamp is trying to push here
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raethethey · 3 months
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"thanks so much for coming out yall" oh i wouldve loved to except i didnt get an invite. im upset yeah. im literally in the chat and everyone except me was there. granted they all know each other better than they know me but?? just kick me out of the chat at that point like i dont want to suffer here and make it look like youre the bad guys. bc there is no bad guy in this situation. i just feel like i wouldnt put pictures and stuff into a groupchat where everyone except 1 person is there. i dont wanna sound like a whiny bitch but im whining. im sad. im scared they hate me. like what did i do? to not even warrant a hey u coming? i would rather turn down an invite bc ik im busy than not get invited at all. i would rather you send an invite to the chat and if you didnt want me there tell me individually !ill respect your decision!. instead of ghosting me in a chat i see it happening in. god i fucking feel so ugly rn. like why does it always feel like ppl are pulling away from me when im getting better. when im feeling happier? and then one thing is off and i get this sixth sense that ive been lied to this entire time. that they dont actually like me. that i was only there bc i was affiliated with one person. why is making friends so fucking hard irl. i just wanna be 30 and have different fucking problems already. real problems that dont make me feel like a petulant child sulking on the teeter totter alone bc the swings are filled up.
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toadallytickles · 10 months
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Not to be weird and parasocial but seeing your journey making friends and finding Clay and all even when connecting with ppl wasn't easy has been reassuring cause I have this weird double bind where I've genuinely scared myself off wanting to date outside this community because of the fear of negative reactions or getting mocked makes me think I could never bring it up to a "normie" partner. Ik that sounds dramatic but it's how I feel :/ but also I'm super socially awkward &
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You are definitely not weird, and this is far from parasocial! (trust me, I know parasocial-). I personally find your ask awesome and endearing. I see a lot of myself in this, and I’m warmed that you felt comfortable to share this with me! ❤️
I feel the biggest appeal of the Tumblr tickle community is that it is home to regular, day-to-day people, like you and me, that all share this one interest and are just looking for connection. It’s not play-focused, or sex-focused, or porn-focused. It’s about community, and sharing our love of tickling with one another!
This is not whiny, silly, or over dramatic- you’re allowed to feel this way, and it’s good to vent! I absolutely have felt similar, and still do spiral and feel that way some days! It is a defeating thought feeling like you won’t fit in or make the connections you desire. That is a very common feeling, I’m sure a lot of people in this community will relate to this in some way. Humans are social and connecting creatures; we thrive with love and company!
I don’t just want to say there’s hope for you, you already are worthy, deserving, and capable just by being you! And you have opportunities for getting involved and making connections! The first step is always the hardest, though stepping out of our comfort zone and putting in a little effort can go a long way! And branch into new opportunities! We don’t know the outcome until we try!
I 100% relate to being socially awkward and not easily connecting with people. And there’s nothing wrong with needing extra time or needing certain needs met to make connections. It can feel lonely and like something is wrong with you when your friends, even your own romantic partner, have play partners and/or are capable of pick up play. Though I’ve learned that it is best to continue connecting with the community and putting yourself out there. People meant for you will gravitate towards you and respect your needs. Those who aren’t meant for you will show pretty early why they aren’t. I’ve been struggling to find local play partners in Ontario, everyone I’ve connected with in a play partner way I’ve had a falling out with. Clay’s been the only local person I’ve played with. Though I recently had a dress-up scene with a local friend at a party they hosted! That gave me some hope! :)
What’s helped me make friends is recognizing what I need, what I don’t need, and my boundaries. For example, I love in-person group hang outs to make connections. One-on-one is for when a mutual connection is made. I enjoy people my age or older, patient, experienced with play, and have other relationships. The pandemic did not help anyone with peopling- it’s not just you and me! When you attend a munch or a play party, you’re going to meet awkward people and may have awkward conversations! My local friends are awkward and silly, and that’s what makes them fun and charming! Also I think anyone would much better prefer to have an awkward moment than to have an uncomfortable conversation with someone who doesn’t understand boundaries or kink.. I’ve unfortunately had plenty of those, online and in-person.
Sometimes I listen to Dan Savage’s Savage Lovecast, a kink and sex podcast. He had some advice about keeping your dating profile instead of deleting it when it doesn’t go your way, because people are constantly going to sign up for that app. And you may just make a connection with that new arrival! How I made connections and friends was that I stayed active online and in-person, by keeping my kink profiles, and attending munches and play parties. Presence attracts people, putting myself out there attracted people, especially in kink communities where safety is #1; people are looking for consistency and presence. And then naturally you start to interact with people. Overtime you build rapport and connections.
I hope you find something in my answer reassuring! You are definitely capable of making the connections you want and finding your place in the community! You just need to put in some effort, have some patience, and be true to you, that’s something I’m just learning too! :)
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Tips on joining the Tumblr community
How to approach people in the community
How to be approachable in the community
Find and attend tickle events
Why You Are Lonely and How to Make Friends by Kurzgesagt - In a Nutshell
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starscelly · 10 months
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sooo what might be the um “relationship dynamics”? (this is about flying stars band au. obviously.)
ohhh im so glad you asked!!!! ik i like. created the thing. but if ur like "actually i hate (x) and (y) together, in my head its (x) and (z)" or whatever like. live ur truth!!! mold my guys to whatever ur soul desires etc etc. OKAY-
i am a fan of the Classics myself so i went into creating this like very roope/miro and robo/otter pilled - and i still am!! i think for sure those are like. the main pairings. but also perhaps maybe they get a little messy and poly here and there. maybe robo and roope can kiss a little as a treat. the lead guitar/lead vocals connection.
i was actually gonna tack this on as a little extra onto the end But actually its relevant. so if i may i'd like to direct ur attention to miro's little accessory in his full body drawing. that accessory being a nice little light blue hanky in his right pocket!! aka yes ive had it in my notes since day one that roope and miro coordinate their hanky code (which. i cant give u the run down of every color meaning) like this is true love . and mainly i do think they alternate wearing light blue navy blue etc. but also sometimes maybe they tuck a little gold handkerchief in their left pockets. maybe its a bit maybe they like to get a little silly who's to say!!!
otter and robo can have an inch resting dynamic to me bc i feel like . it would be kind of silly and fun if they actually met when they were younger at warped tour in like michigan or minnesota. jake having the absolute time of his life and robo being dragged to see whiny boy bands (affectionate) by nick or something djfkdsjfs and then they made fun of each other and fell in love etc etc
basically. i am firm in my Personal belief of miro/roope and otter/robo and i think those are the pairings with the most obvious history. but i also don't think they necessarily all rigidly monogamous lol. i think for sure this can cause like omg drama among particularly devoted fans like "why did roope get all in robo's face at the end of that song!! i thought he and miro were together!!! what if they all break up!!!!" but its like soooo. they do not care lol
sorry if this is a long winded ass reply dfjksdjkf i tried not to get Too Deep into their like. fucking origin stories. but i can if anyone wants either with them as ppl or like. in their relationships.
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Sea, why do you think Harry/zayn/Niall fans say Louis can’t sing? I’ve recently decided to watch some clips of him singing (from recent shows) and I will admit I don’t actually know much about vocals but I’ve always been very like - picky w live vocals? I grew up listening to Michael Jackson and Celine dion who have great voices so it’s kinda hard for me to appreciate ppl who don’t have insane vocals.
But like when I listen to Louis, sometimes I don’t like his voice on the first listen. Like I’ll need to listen once to a vid of him singing and on the second time I think it’s beautiful and almost like - mesmerizing. Sometimes it sounds very like- pitchy and whiney to me. And idk if that’s technique bc I watched music producers and ppl who know vocals go to Louis concerts saying he was v on point vocally w the exception of singing too young where he was kinda pitchy. One music producer + vocalist I adore said he thinks that adds to a song though bc it makes it more emotional. And I kinda think that’s a strong point in louis’ voice- you feel that shit in your loins. But personally, for me, the whiney male voice has never been my absolute favorite.
But I do think his tone is v unique which means not everyone is gonna like it - yk? Idk if he does the whiney voice on purpose but I do think it sounds a lot more ?controlled? Than it did in 1d. Which I think is good bc I’m all about singers working on themselves instead of giving up like Selena Gomez has. I’m a solo zayn Stan who kinda has a soft spot for Louis so obviously I know he’ll never be on zayns level vocally(I mean not before years of practice and even then- who’s gonna outsing zayn? No one) but I still kinda like him. I just have mixed opinions on his voice w what I mentioned that I think it takes some getting used to. But I defo don’t think he’s bad. I think “can’t sing” is a stretch and if we’re being honest he’s stronger than like 80% of the industry. I kinda just wish he just did more w his voice but ig he’s just not there yet bc that takes time to develop from what ik
A few reasons.
Louis doesn’t have a traditionally masculine rock voice. His register is higher than usual, and is the highest in 1D (except for the falsettos that Zayn and Liam can do). A pure tenor masculine voice is not everyone’s taste— we are used to lower rock voices.
Louis also has had notable problems with pitch, mostly because of insecurity and nerves. Ironically, he had a lot better pitch control when he was younger. In 1D, Louis got to a point of worrying about every solo he had to sing, so that by WWA tour his solos either came out flat (too low in pitch) or poorly supported— thin and whiny. This was noticeable during the first live solo performances too. Through interval training and exercises in breath control, Louis has improved pitch control tremendously.
Louis is also singing in a more Britpop/ punk way, with his mouth close to the mic (sometimes on top of the mic), producing a nasally and closed sound. It’s not my favorite, to be honest, but Louis makes it work. Not everyone can sing like this and get away with it. In opera and Broadway, singers will use the resonance in their mouths and throats a lot more, to open up the sound.
Now if you listen to Louis at his highest range of his head voice, where he’s belting out the high notes, there’s a ease of delivery from a relaxed, full abdominal support that sounds like a soft boom. It’s not forced or strained, and his laryngeal muscles (vocal cords and strap muscles that control vocal tension) are relaxed, vibrating in a controlled, supple way. He doesn’t use much vibrato, so he has to hit the pitch right on. This is the kind of virtuoso belting that Louis is known for, because his voice is so pure in the higher registers.
The voice used to be purer. It sounds raspier and rougher now because of smoking and alcohol (which might help with a rockier sound). Still, if we compare Louis to some of the other high tenors in the business, we can hear strain in their live performances compared to Louis’ lives, which are powerful, controlled and supple.
You’re right. Louis’ voice has a unique timbre that not everyone likes. It’s a personal stamp that is hard to imitate. His voice can be a little grating and whiny, especially in speech, but in singing, it’s a captivating blend of pure tenor and raspy baritone that’s unique and magnetic. And the voice breaks in strategic places in the lyrics capture the emotions with such brilliant delicacy.
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von-frappe · 2 years
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For the Salty Ask List thing, 1-27. Orrr just 5, 10, 19, aaand 26 & 27?? uwu
What OTPs in your fandom(s) do you just not get?
what otp's do I get is the question really? but the big three I'm just not feeling are brittana, blam and faberry
2. Are there any popular fandom OTPs you only BroTP?
blam blam blam
3. Have you ever unfollowed someone over a fandom opinion?
no?? I don't think so?? although I was mutuals with someone on Tumblr and twitter but I blocked them, but that wasn't so much a difference in an opinion as it was they were disrespectful to my opinion but they were really backhanded and were trying to act like they were being reasonable about it.
4. Do you have a NoTP in your fandom? Are they a popular OTP?*
I mean brittana, I'm sorry but it's not even that they're 'toxic' or 'problematic' like I'd be able to get over their shitty moments if it didn't feel like I was watching a child and a babysitter who occasionally talked about scissoring
also fabrevans are a monstrosity to society and I guess they're semi popular lol.
5. Has fandom ever ruined a pairing for you?*
blam and faberry, not that I particularly liked them before but they did not get on my tits as much before I entered the fandom
6. Has fandom ever made you enjoy a pairing you previously hated?*
naur
7. Is there anything you used to like but can’t stand now?*
I guess I technically used to like brittany and fabrevans, but I was 11 years old when I first saw them and I don't trust an opinion I had before 2017
8. Have you received anon hate? What about?*
yeah,,, what haven't I got anon hate on.. I got called whiny and annoying, both true statements but a bit rude.. someone victimised me one day in the good year of 2021 and it honestly traumatised me and I don't want to talk about that, I've got hate for not liking brittany/brittana, for not shipping blaine with sam, I got called a misogynist for only talking bad on female characters and cast members
9. Most disliked character(s)? Why?
Brittany Pierce, Shelby Corcoran and Sebastian Smythe because there's literally nothing I find significantly redeemable about any of them, like other characters get on my tits but there's still some enjoyable aspects to them, but for these? I got nothing.
10. Most disliked arc? Why?
Santana in season 6 because what a fucking downgrade, her career storyline is down the toilet and her friendships are all thrown away just reduce her entire personality to br*ttany, even if I actually liked brittany/brittana that would still be a dog shit storyline, but I don't so it's worse than it already is.
11. Is there an unpopular character you like that the fandom doesn’t? Why?
my gal Rachel Berry, she's an interesting character and I find her actions so over the top that they swing around from annoying to ridiculous and entertaining
12. Is there an unpopular arc that you like that the fandom doesn’t? Why?
blaine cheating, I don't love this arc but I think it makes sense for his character and his progression in a lot of ways
13. Unpopular opinion about XXX character?
no character was specified so I'll just say, kitty was a good character
14. Unpopular opinion about your fandom?
they need to let go of the unholy trinity, they are not a good friendship they are a group of colleagues at best
15. Unpopular opinion about the manga/show?
season 4 & 5B >>> season 3
16. If you could change anything in the show, what would you change?
honestly, less focus on the popular group and more focus on the 'outcasts' and their friendship, like Quinn/Finn/puck and their whole baby drama would be a minor storyline with the focus mainly being on Mercedes/Kurt/Artie/Tina/Rachel (ik Rachel did get a lot of focus but less finn romance/Quinn frenemyship and more nerdy friendships with the other outcasts)
17. Instead of XYZ happening, I would have made ABC happen…
idk bro instead of brittany being a sad little lamb about kurt getting mad at her and kurt getting completely villanised over getting mad about the unicorn posters I would have brittany realise she was wrong and show maybe even a small ounce of reflection (I know I'm reaching for the sky with this)
18. Does not shipping something ‘popular’ mean you’re in denial and/or biased?
we're all biased and that's fine, the 'denial' point is just stupid, like wow the couple you personally enjoy and view as perfect angels aren't universally adored? people just aren't willing to accept you as the overlord of everyone's opinions.
19. What is the one thing you hate most about your fandom?
probably everything outside of Tumblr honestly, mainly just how it's sacrilege to take issue with certain things (santana, Quinn, brittany, brittana, the unholy trinity) but then fans who complain about ppl who don't ass kiss for those said things but make the same points about other things and don't see the hypocrisy
20. What is the purest ship in the fandom?
idk, if you ignore artie being sexist to tina they're mostly just two buddies being buds. if we we're talking about purest ships we have slim pickings here (not that I care bc most 'pure' ships are high key boring honestly)
21. What are your thoughts on crack ships?
if we're talking about the actual crackships, kittina and blartie core then I'm all for it, but when it's a popular pairing that just happened to not date in canon, blam and faberry core, get out of my house.
22. Popular character you hate?
fucking brittany man, also Sebastian.
23. Unpopular character you love?
Rachel Berry, I also like artie although I don't feel as strongly about him (but he's a million times better than brittany and Sebastian who get obsessed over I'll tell you that)
24. Would you recommend XXX to a friend? Why or why not?
I wouldn't recommend anything to a friend really
25. How would you end XXX/Would you change the ending of XXX?
the best place to end glee would have either been the end 100th episode special or the end of season 5, that or season 6 needed a massive fucking overhaul
26. Most shippable character?
truthfully artie does have chemistry with most people, and virtually everyone of his pairings are niche and away from the general glee fandom which I love.
27. Least shippable character?
brittany, on the basis that I just don't like her and don't want her near any character I actually like
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sk3tch404 · 1 year
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Nah seriously though what drugs did you add to make Jayce this amazing/handsome/ iconic / beautiful/ insanely hot / and more culturally significant than the renaissance
Trauma dumping and self projection /srs (This is why he is so miserable 😮) PLEASE THO IM OK- Shawty yk especially when im goin down the drain.
ALSO TYSM FOR ALWAYS SUPPORTING JAYCE AND HIS SHENANIGANS!!! I LOVE U TOO MUCH FOR THIS SHAWTY <33
And believe it or not, the only reason he exists is because of the OG mha designs. Emo Izuku clicked smth in me.
I needed to make a loser boy for myself.
I don't know how or why he is so cute. It just sorta... Happened. He just appeared. And I'm never letting go. He is OUR BOY.
Nah but jokes aside, Jayce originally was inspired by both OG deku and Sally Face. He had blue hair and pale skin that made him look half dead.
I really wanted him to look like Sal Fisher, but blue hair wasn't doin too hot with his design. I didn't want him to be blond because i felt as if I was being lazy and giving up. But it turned out I really liked it! I wanted him to have a little spice/accent to him so there went his purple streak!
Tbh I have little to no creativity for male fashion, so I just slapped on what I wear when I'm masc.
I just made him look like a loser junkie. Muahhahaha
I actually considered purple eyes bc I have a weird love for characters with them, but it in the end it would fight for attention with the streak and necklace.
His fav color actually isn't purple despite it being the color that grabs your attention to his design at first! It's Rory's lol. Not a huge spoiler, but it's smth that connects them 🤧 Gosh do I love their secret lore that hasn't been revealed yet...
And don't ask me abt freckles. I forgot. All ik is that they are so satisfying to draw and that he is hella insecure abt it.
Rory came out bc I had an OC sugar rush and boy am i glad he is here 😭 Jayce's lore would be 10x more boring without him.
I wanted Rory to be an bad boy emo little whiny bitch, but ugh, it totally just didn't click out. The hair was a issue within itself, the jacket wasn't very special, his tight v-neck shirt felt forced, his accs were troubling, but his little officer hat was very loved. ^^
He is Valentine inspired now! (Monster high) ain't that funny? Since Rory's route does revolve around Valentines day lol
Elliot came after Rory's sketch. I was gonna scrap it and do this mafia guy i had drawn in 8th grade, but it just felt lazy and not him yk? I was in my Tokyo Revengers Bonten arc phase with that mafia guy... 😰 what an interesting hyperfixation heheha...
Pinterest is DISGUSTING with them bro. I only look at em once in a good while to ruin my boring day.
And Maxim and Anton are just cuties I took my time with. So I don't have anything bad or too significant to say about them 😉
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musashi · 2 years
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hello sky i am here to blow up your inbox! (apologies if any of these have been asked before or spoken on jdjdjdj)
sicktember is nearly upon us! which day are you most excited to post? which prompt was the most fun to write overall? were there any prompts that you saw and had a fic idea pop fully formed into your mind? which prompt was the most satisfying to write? which prompt was your favorite? tell me about some of your favorite individual scenes? which day(s) are you most looking forward to reading other peoples fics for? are there any alt prompts that you hope to see a lot of posts for? are there any tropes you really hope to see with certain prompts? besides fran, which character have you most enjoyed writing for? ik you prefer caring, but are there any prompts where you would prefer to be the sickee?
(i am going to bite the hospital staff to death, good luck with your next appointment, i hope the pain eases soon ♥️)
i love you. more than anything in the entire universe
SICKTEMBER WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
which day are you most excited to post?
HM THATS A GOOD QUESTION...... i think day 21 [alt: soft pyjamas] is the answer to all questions of this nature though, it is a fic i have been trying to write for years but never had the right characters for it, but now i do!!!
which prompt was the most fun to write overall?
maybe my day 12 [stress-induced illness / psychogenic fever] because manfred and franziska literally interact like twice in canon so every time i get to write them i just start running circles around my word doc like an excited dog
were there any prompts that you saw and had a fic idea pop fully formed into your mind?
day 5 ['great, now i have your germs all over me'] easily because phoenix is canonically a plague rat and one time him and franziska did a whole investigation while he was not even close to being on the mend. i was just like oh i am going to make them SO irritating.
which prompt was the most satisfying to write?
day 7 [a cry for attention] because it stumped me for SO long, i didnt know what to do because none of my muses are particularly whiny/attention-seeking, but then i figured out a way to flip the prompt on its head and was SO satisfied with it and it's one of my favourite fills to this day.
which prompt was your favorite?
god i love them all so much. i think probably my day 10 ['blow your nose!'] tho because i like giving powerful women emphatic headcolds. it's kind of the reason i was put on earth i think.
tell me about some of your favorite individual scenes?
basically any time maya and franziska are doing their cute couple banter. they just work together so well, i love when they start going.
there's a scene in one fill where franziska stays home sick and gumshoe kicks down her door and tries to arrest maya cause he doesn't know theyre dating and thinks maya has her hostage
licherally ANYTHING with manfred makes me clutch at my heart and keel over but there's a scene where he carries franziska back to her room that i'm never gonna stop thinking about
in my day 4 fill miles brings teenage franziska cola to help her nausea and then in my day 18 fill franziska does the same to him (cola & pretzel sticks r like the german equivalent of saltines and 7 up. zwieback? even better)
at one point franziska says the words "they put their whole pussy in this ice cream"
which day(s) are you most looking forward to reading other peoples fics for?
day 10 because i'm a sucker for a sniffly sickie,,, i like em kinda waterlogged you know.
are there any alt prompts that you hope to see a lot of posts for?
VAPOR RUBBBBBBB i never see vapor rub in sickfic. why. literally WHY. the tenderness. the vulnerability. the sexual tension, if that's your jam. i'm guilty of it too, i have never actually written it into a fic...... UNTIL NOW (and then i fucked myself by making it smut so now i cant submit it to any of the collections gfhfg)
are there any tropes you really hope to see with certain prompts?
honestly see above fghdfg
besides fran, which character have you most enjoyed writing for?
gumshoe <3
ik you prefer caring, but are there any prompts where you would prefer to be the sickee?
if someone looked after me in any capacity i would black out from love. i have been shown basically no overt care of that manner in my life, if someone expressed even the slightest modicum of worry over my wellbeing i would start ugly crying like that one franziska sprite at the end of JFA. thats exactly the face i would make. i would eagerly live out all these prompts in real if there was even a 5% chance someone would express interest in looking after me or worrying about me in any capacity.
16 of my 30 fills are about franziska being cared for. that is not coincidental.
@vonpharma reminder that sickfic blog!!! everyone should follow my sickfic blog!!! it does not even have 50 followers.
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kpophubb · 2 years
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Hello Your Hee Anonie here 😘
Also!! Guess who is gonna miss their moot court session (basically like a mock court at which law students argue imaginary cases for practice) because they are sick 😄😄 ME! ............ ://// (but it is fine cause it was criminal case and I wanted the CORPORATE LAW CASE) ANYWAY
Ik I am your Hee Anonie (love the name sm) but I am here with some Jake thoughts....cause he be hitting different these day... imagine he sees you with a cat and feels so betrayed ?? 😭😭 he gasped so loud and for what ? And if Layla was there with him ??
Boi you are in for a lecture. Get ready for a divorce. He is taking the kids. Yes kids. Layla and your (not anymore) future kids that he is carrying kehfkdj 😂😂 I MEAN HE THE ONES HE WILL ADOPT SOON IN FUTURE. He is gonna cover Layla's eyes. Acting he just caught you with another man. Layla doesn't even mind the kitten. Maybe they just sniff each for a while and then play along or smth but HIM? he is not having it. Watches you from a distance with a pout on his face. Doesn't hate the kitty but ?? Itsa dog household?? He just looks like :((. Doesn't wanna make you feel bad about your choices and doesn't want to he petty at all but still goes
" oh why don't you take your kitty and go on a date with a cat-like guy like Jungwon" BOY ISTG-
We get it you and Layla are cute doggos. 😤😤 but also Kitty Jakey !! UNTIL !!
One day you are out. He is hanging out at your place. And hears meowing. Initially doesn't pay any attention because 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️😗😗 still doesn't pay attention 5 mins later. Finally comes to the kitchen to see the kitty on the top shelf, meowing and trying to get down (poor bby looks scared ), thinks how did it even get there if it so scared ?? Dumb 😮‍💨 Layla would NEVER do this 😤🥱 he picks up the kitty from the shelf, when bringing down they both come eye level at one point. And Jake just holds it there and stares at it 🧐🧐 then 🤨🤨then😦then 🥺🥺 like fur baby was stuck there and I didn't help sooner. Feels sorry. Takes it to the couch. Fast forward when you come back both of them are just running around the house tgt. You are just there like ??? What happened?? He is like Ugh fine I'll think over the divorce.
He loves the kitten. Only THIS ONE cause he is still a dog person :00 but will never admit anything. You don't complain because your marriage (that hasn't happened yet) is saved 😲😩🤞🤞
ANYWAY.
How are you ?? ☺️ hope you are doing good. Drink water 👿
Also !! There is this edit of heejayjake on ig THAT I REALLY WANT TO SEND YOU BUT IDK IF YOUD CONSIDER IT 18+ ITS LIKE SUGGESTIVE
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My hee anonie 🥺🖤 do you seriously know how happy it makes me to get a jake imagine T.T like come on he be the love of my life anyway AWWW😭 this is just??!! I just know that he’s gonna be THAT DRAMATIC. Like no cap. Even if he’s not very jealous, he will be so whiny for your attention and be the drama will continue. xD and first of all, where does he think he’s going with the “custody”🤨 ?? he’s a puppy himself! And he belongs to me so 😏 but seriously tho I just can imagine him throwing his palms over his mouth and making a face of disbelief. And sulking in the corner of the room with Layla “layla can you believe how she replaced you?” Even tho poor baby would 100% be down to play with her new cute sibling lol. Jake pouting would be the cutest thing ever (ugh just wanna kiss him so much when he pouts 🥹) and he would literally fight for your attention??? Like lay on your lap when you’re petting the kitty and make puppy eyes at you, silently asking for your attention. Toss and turn in your lap, waiting for you to look at him and play with your fingers and kiss the tip of your hands in tiny. 😭 I feel like jakey loves all animals but he’d be WISHING for you to be a big dog person like himself. (I mean I might be into cats more but hey I like the cutest puppies of the century-jake & layla 🥺) and HAHAHA if it were me, I’d really go on a date with jw but I could only make it out of the door cause jake would tackle me back inside the house. “Baby how could you even think about going fr >.<“!! Since jake is normally calm and fun, I’d love to see the unusual jealous and annoyed side of him sm. it’d be next level amusement for me. I’d sleep on the bed with layla and our kittens and intentionally not leave space for him to lay down.😆 and even feed them all infront of him and kiss them, and pretend to not hear him when he asks for his share. (It would only last 10 secs for me cause believe me I cannot resist jake he really is the owner of my heart here uwu) and SUREEE, he would really end up loving the kitten more than me and play with him/her way too much >~< and pls the whole marriage-divorce thing is so funny and adorable omg why does it sound like something jakey would really do?
and now coming back to you my sweet hee anonie <3 aaah criminal law must be hard!🤧 my oldest brother studied law from UWE (university of west England) and he’d always get frustrated whenever he got a criminal law case lol. I’m doing great now that I’ve heard from my dear you🥺 I’m drinking water and working out too so I feel greeeaaaat! Hope you take care of yourself too!! :) and edit? Is it a video edit?🤩 please do send me the link :* have a great great day ❤️
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