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bardandbear · 10 months
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At risk of being cancelled on my fresh new blog, i wanted to get out some complex feelings I have about bi characters in video games, as a bi person.
I'm seeing the playersexual discourse raise its ugly head again and make no mistake, I am very staunchly on the bi/pan character identity defence train here. It makes me really angry when people try to erase those identities for selfish reasons, or because deep down they see bisexuality as this hybrid identity instead of its own thing. I want more bi characters in video games.
But what also annoys me is the fact that a lot of the time, bisexuality is treated like a mechanic, it's there to facilitate player enjoyment. Players will use it to pretend that Character is in fact a big fat lesbian or ignore the queer aspects of their identity so they're like Straight +. The actual bi content is seen as optional, player initiated, and often completely unexplored. Convenient, keeping the queer out of the way, neat and tidy. This is what I mean by characters appearing to be playersexual - there is more development given to the player's experience, rather than to the character's identity and how it impacts their interaction with the world.
Of course it's easier to just make everyone bi. It means everyone has equal access to content. It makes sense in a lot of more colourful settings for the definition of sexuality to be more diverse as well, so I don't even have complaints about there being 'too many' bi people for 'realism' (and hell, we often congregate irl anyway). But you can't just slap on an 'anything goes' label for the romance and call it a day. Likewise, modding characters to be 'bi' I find really squicky because there's more to bi identity than just being conveniently available all the time. Bisexuality in video games is so often more about the players and their desires than the characters themselves. That's upsetting.
This is why I will generally advocate for diverse identities, even if it means I don't get to romance my favourite character. Because then people can see their all their identities reflected, because then it makes all identities more real - part of who they are and not a mechanical convenience.
To be clear, I also don't think this phenomenon is black and white, and there are games that have really great representation and really terrible rep at the same time. I just think we can do better and we can criticise how bi people are written in games without invalidating it as an identity.
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absolutebl · 11 months
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Genuine Question: Given how much people hate problematic topics in BL eg: kp, mame, love syndrome, etc. why is everyone so damn excited about Only Friends? Like we know nothing about the show. It's GMMTV so how sexy is it going to get? you know, like it's GMMTV. I like the cast as much as anyone and particularly FirstKhao but I don't see this 'sexiness' everyone is going so crazy over? Is it some bts thing like I know the director is jojo and he's gay. Is that why everyone so excited? Is it because we just haven't gotten anything really brilliant this year that gets the whole BL fandom together and that's why people are hoping this will, is that what's going on? I like everyone involved well enough but 'sexy', 'crazy', 'problematic', 'high heat'... I don't get it.
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Only Friends & Jojo
Genuine answer.
Okay so this question got me invested enough to get off the phone, over to the laptop, and onto hotel wifi, which means typos rather than dictation homophones, but there it is.
I guess what I am saying it...
mistakes will be made
From the tenor of your question methinks you have not watched Friend Zone? It's a 2 part series. Mostly messy hets but...
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Also a TON of broad spectrum queer rep (lesbian, bi, ace, demi). Real queers, not sanitized for straight consumption.
Because yeah, GMMTV will get messy and go into higher heat levels in a late night way (not in a KP way).
But actually what has most people excited about Only Friends is it being sourced in this man:
Jojo Tichakorn Phukhaotong
Jojo is a screenwriter (originals) and director, openly gay, multifaceted and a little experimental, naturally talented (on the job trained - he's an archaeologist originally), and he is behind:
The Warp Effect, Friend Zone and MOST importantly (IMHO)...
3 Will Be Free
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There are others too, but for the purposes of this post, those are the 3 that count. I think of him a little as the GMMTV director version of Ohm's acting.
Jojo specializes in:
ensemble pieces,
good chemistry (NOT necessarily high heat, so by this I mean actor chemistry with each other all around - couples, cast, team, production)
working with and finding actors within GMMTV's stable who work well together (even if that means busting up a pair),
a queer lens,
queer rep,
and often very messy story (as in he is not invested in the traditional beats of a romance, let alone a BL).
AND he can shoot action (this is a specific skill set for directors and it's NOT easy),
thus he will shoot his sex/intimacy & COMEDY scenes as if they WERE action sequences.
This makes his stuff particularly exciting to watch. It's dynamic, there's a lot of movement, the eye is caught and dragged places. He doesn't use dirty/peekaboo framing or central aperture or manga style (not with INTENT the way trained directors do). In fact he does none of those things I harp on about because I like the romance stuff.
He's not being clever with us. He's being honest, but still applying skill. His stuff not quite raw, but also not really directed. You can tell he gives his actors a script, throws them together and then instructs them to just BE THOSE CHARACTERS. He has a light touch, he trusts them. He's not fussy or nit-picky. He's not doing a million takes to get that sene exactly how he envisions it. His ensemble pieces are just that, group projects.
His eye is wide, even for intimacy, by which I mean: he controls and watches for multiple actors at once when there are a lot of them on screen together, without them feeling stiff.
His style is quite organic but not too gritty.
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Struggling to understand what I mean?
For example, watch a Jojo "group of friends chatting" scene where everyone is just standing around then watch the same thing in, say, SCOY. You'll see what I mean. SCOY is also a very queer ensemble piece, but it will feel quite stiff, unnatural, and "planned" (staged) by comparison.
For the giffers out there you might notice that Jojo's stuff is particularly difficult to gif cleanly? This is why.
I find him an exciting director. I didn't cover him in my directors overview because at the time he hadn't done much BL (and frankly, he still hasn't). It's not his focus.
I think Only Friends is actually not likely to be very BL. Queer = yes, BL = NO. He won't hit the tropes and there is no reason to assume it will end happily for all couples (if any). That's not Jojo's point of view.
He doesn't play our game. As a result, some of those excited by the idea of this show (or excited the general enthusiasm & anticipation around it), may be doomed to disappointment.
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It's one of the reasons you don't see me getting excited about it.
I'm a fan of specifically the fluffy side of BL, this will NOT be that. And I can appreciate a director without necessarily liking the stories he tells.
I am industry enough to acknowledge Jojo's skill (and I LOVE 3 Will Be Free - just not as a BL), but I don't always like his narratives. No matter how good he is, his stuff is not why I personally watch Thai BL.
It's GMMTV, so how sexy is it going to get?
Again, see Friend Zone. GMMTV has a late night pantheon, mostly for het, but they will get salacious. Lots of cheating and terrible decisions. There will be no archetypes. Characters will exist in grey areas, even the "good" characters. There will be no paladins in this show. No seme/uke.
To answer this frankly?
Only Friends will get soap opera or telenovella sexy but no more. So we will be in Midnight Chicken territory, not Bed Friends.
I think the words being bandied about:
'sexy', 'crazy', 'problematic', 'high heat'
are used here on tumblr (and in fandom) as an attempt to articulate expectations set up by Jojo's style.
Most viewers only react emotionally to the tenor of a director with this set of skills. That's fine, that's what the production company wants: A visceral emotional reaction.
But I hope I've managed to clarify from a film-critic perspective what's bringing this sensation about?
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But ALSO seeing a bunch of, essentially, lower heat pure BL pairs, have to push themselves into messy queer spaces? (Notice GMMTV only let the more established actors into this one? No JoongDunk, no GeminiFourth)
This is probably really what everyone is excited about.
They are gonna see their favorites cheat, sleep around, be gay (not BL gay, but actual gay). Some are legitimately excited about this, some are shipper excited, and the BL-stans who don't know Jojo are doomed to disappointment.
I'm mostly excited by how messy this is gonna make the fandom.
Su su na.
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bugs1nmybrain · 11 months
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Aizawa NSFW Headcanons
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Minors Don’t Interact. If you’re under 18, take a walk!
Warnings: NSFW 18+, fem-reader, pretty vanilla, some of these headcanons aren’t exactly nsfw, daddy kink
Aizawa pretty much doms always. He can get a little lazy and will definitely let you ride on top of him or give him head, but he’s always the one that takes the lead
He can get rough at your request or if he’s pent up. He’s not like this always, though.
His pace isn’t slow though, it’s always at a beautiful rhythm and hits your g-spot perfectly
Aizawa lost his virginity in his early 20s. He lost it to a partner of a long-term relationship that he’s no longer in 
His dick is big. He’s about 6 and a half inches long and girthy. He wears those baggy sweatpants for a reason. 
He’s aware that he has that paternal vibe to him, and isn’t entirely against a daddy kink, but he doesn’t like overkill of it. It makes him feel uncomfortable if overused. 
This isn’t related to sex, but Aizawa occasionally smokes weed. It’s not everyday, but when he has time off he’ll smoke to ease stress and also loosen his muscles up. It also helps his PTSD
Actually, to make it about sex, sometimes Aizawa gets horny when he’s stoned
Has had sex in alleyways before, but he doesn’t like doing it that much. He did it more when he was younger, but he’s grown more domestic over the years.
Always uses a condom, unless you’re on some form of birth control or have an IUD
Even then though, he prefers to cum on your stomach or back because he doesn’t want to risk pregnancy
He may be open to kids at some point but it’ll be a while. He has plenty to take care of already, he needs adult time. 
He hasn’t had a large number of sexual partners. Maybe 5 people in total. 
Honestly, he’s not too interested in sex if he’s not in a relationship. He sees it as unimportant at best
He also doesn’t masturbate very often
He’s actually very vanilla, to be honest. He doesn’t have many fetishes or kinks. He does enjoy bondage (you receiving) and edging. Again, he’s not exactly against the daddy kink. 
Shouta can control his volume during sex, but if you tell him that you like hearing him make noise, he’ll let groans and deep breaths out
Isn’t circumcised
Doesn’t shave
Enjoys blowjobs a lot, but he knows that he’s big (he’s humble about it) and doesn’t expect you to choke yourself on his cock (unless you want to).
His favorite positions are pretty standard: cowgirl, missionary, doggy 
Aizawa isn’t picky about body types, but he’s a little bit of a chubby chaser. He loves ladies with full, curvy figures and soft tummies for him to sleep on.
He does like slim girls as well though!
Aizawa doesn’t identify with a label, but he’s probably demisexual and bi if he had to pick 
He’s pretty cuddly, actually
He’ll allow you to blabber to him when you wake up on a weekend morning and are resting in bed. But he’s probably not fully listening
Loves makeup sessions, but it’s SO hard to initiate them with him. He doesn’t initiate them, at least not in a flashy way. They’ll typically start from cuddling session.
Enjoys taking showers with you, whether they get sexual or not. Sometimes just feeling your skin pressed on his feels comforting and helps with bonding between you two. 
Shower sex sucks though because positions are weird
Especially if you’re short
He’s great at eating your pussy. He works sort of slowly but he knows how to get your blood flowing with just the right pressure from his lips and tongue.
Loves seeing you in cute clothes. Skirts and leggings and pumps are some of his favorites to see on you.
Doesn’t like schoolgirl-looking clothes, though. It makes him uncomfortable and reminds him of his students, which isn’t a nice thought.
Not exactly NSFW, but he feels so awkward saying “I love you”, because of course he loves you, but it feels forced at certain points.
It’s not often, but he does say it during moments where you’re bonding in a mundane environment. 
He loves spending time with you, but unfortunately, his two jobs get in between you two having an abundance of it. He tries to leave the weekends flexible because he does appreciate the time you spend together
He prefers stay-in dates doing pretty much anything you want to do. He’s open to activities, as long as it isn’t ridiculous or annoying. 
He can last a long time. Sometimes he can’t finish very fast, even. 
Isn’t incapable of dirty talk. He can be really teasy sometimes and knows the right things to say to make you feel horny.
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restinslices · 4 months
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Would u be down doing earth realm boys or Lin Kuei boys doing karaoke? U can write whoever you want first
It is currently 9:32am and I have not been to sleep since 6pm yesterday. I feel delusional. If something doesn’t make sense, blame that.
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No
Moving on-
I’m joking but Bi-Han gives me the vibes that he only moves his arm during Just Dance and complains because “it only tracks your arm! You don't have to do anything else!”
That's not the point. Have some fun and bust a move 
If you beg enough, he just might crack depending on the day
Thing is though, he's not really speaking. He's just saying the lyrics
Y'all are also not doing this in public. This is something y'all would do at home with a youtube video in the back 
You're singing your heart out (even if you can't sing) and he's literally just speaking 
You: SLIPPING THROUGH MY FINGERS ALL THE TIME, I TRY TO CAPTURE EVERY MINUUUUTTTEEE ♫ 💃🏾
Him: The feeling in it😐
Honestly idk why you'd even wanna karaoke with him
Telling him he's killing the vibe won't work either. He's either doing it his way or not at all 
He's also picky when it comes to songs
Prefers slower songs 
Which is wild because like?? You're hardly participating 
A short karaoke session. Only does a few songs or one long one 
Only long song I can think of rn is American Pie 
And he'd pick that one specifically so he can be one and done 
Also probably picks random ass sad songs. Bi-Han I do not wanna hear that right now 
He says he doesn't like it but gets offended if you ask Kuai Liang or Tomas instead of him. He wants to be asked and say no. Don't just ask them 
Give him a little performance. He'll roll his eyes but if you don't then he'll think something is wrong 
Prefers karaoke with just you two. I know I said private beforehand but he means it. Just you two alone in a room. He refuses to do his lackluster ass singing in front of people 
However, if his mood is better than it usually is, you could talk your way into letting his brothers join. Especially if you promise he won't have to sing as much 
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Yes on occasions 
It's not frequent but that's just because he's busy. Not because he doesn't like it 
Idk if he can sing and I'm not getting a certain vibe but he'll do it anyway 
Cannot do any fast songs or faster parts because he'll have an aneurism
Pulls out the most random old song his father showed him when he was younger 
Likes duets because he can sing lower than you, so he's still participating but can't be heard 
Not a short session but not necessarily long. He just gets tired at some point 
Will gladly listen to you though. Even if your voice is straight ass 
It's bonding so it's fine and you're happy 
Also does it privately but for different reasons. Bi-Han is “I refuse to let anyone hear this”, and Kuai Liang is “no one should have to suffer and hear this”
Also idk how often they leave their home for casual shit so going to an actual karaoke place is foreign to him 
Probably likes love songs as well 
Giving him or Tomas a mini concern will result in lots of laughter even if he tries to hide it at first 
He's not singing his heart out but he's not just saying the lyrics. He's doing a decent job 
Enjoys listening to you more than he enjoys actually singing because of how expressive you are 
He'll never turn down free entertainment 
Idk why but I feel like he'd wanna sit by you while doing karaoke or have you sit on his lap
I just imagine it's really cute and the karaoke video is playing on your phone while cuddled next to him 
Idk, maybe I'm just a simp for him 
I just think he's a little romantic at heart fr. Singing stupid ass corny shit while being close 
Sometimes it'd be spur of the moment. If you start, he'd listen 
It's an activity he’d be down for every once in awhile 
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Willing to do karaoke the most often 
Probably feels bad for being busy so when he's not he's like “yeah totally”
The one brother to not do only slow songs 
I think he also will have an aneurism if he tries to do faster parts of a song 
But he can sing songs at a so called normal pace 
Invites his brothers to join
Probably invites the Earthrealm champions and Syzoth too. It's turning into a party 
He hardly does anything fun so he's taking advantage of this 
Is probably also cuddled next to you
It's disgusting to everyone else 
Tomas either has a very heavenly voice or a voice that would frighten the most vicious monster 
Either way, he's hitting a high note 
I don't think he's been to a karaoke place either so it's probably not there 
It honestly could be at Johnny's place. Johnny didn't kick his ass so he doesn't feel rage in his heart when he sees him 
I think he's a pop girlie
Enjoys karaoke because it brings everyone together and it's an activity that won't cause some sort of trauma or death 
Hopefully 
Maybe 
He's isolated and bored all the time 
I don't think it's frequent because his schedule but if you want to and he's free then he's down 
Also cool with private karaoke between the two of you 
Doesn't necessarily have a preference 
Probably doesn't have a favorite song either. It changes depending on the day 
I have not been able to sleep properly since last week or so. I’m losing my grip on reality 😀
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thewillofdeez · 1 year
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Shanks - NSFW Alphabet
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Minors DNI. Reader can mostly be read as G/N, though there are some female-specific references. Shanks is bi/pan.
A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)
Shanks is super giggly and talkative after sex. He gets that oxytocin high and his brain goes into overdrive and he’ll want to cuddle and ask you the most obscure opinion questions you’ve ever heard. Ever had someone ask you if you’d rather fight a hundred duck-sized horses or one horse-sized duck? That’s the kind of thing that comes out of Shanks’s mouth after sex. It’s silly, but you’ll both be laughing the whole time, and that’s kind of the point. He sees after sex as a good time to get to know his partner. 
B = Body part (Their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
If asked, Shanks would say it was his left arm. But he’s mostly joking. He likes his hair, as it’s his trademark. He knows he has a winning smile, and for someone who loves to laugh and have a good time, he values any time he can smile. He’s also fond of his feet, they’re practical and kind of cute if he does say so himself. On a female partner, he’s a boobs guy. Soft, squishy, fun. On any partner, he likes hair too - short, long, 1a, 4c, doesn’t matter, he wants to stick his face in it. If you have really short buzzed hair, don’t worry, our guy’s got you too - he’ll have the best time running his hand over it and giggling at how it feels.
C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically… I’m a disgusting person)
If you’re adequately protected, he desperately wants to cum in you. But he’s also not a picky guy. Wherever you want it, he’ll put it. If he’s going at it from behind, he’ll go all over your ass and back. From the front, chest, stomach, neck, wherever. He’d prefer to avoid your face and hair, but the man does live to please, you just gotta be clear in what you want.
D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
There’s no secret that Shanks considers dirty. Like, at all. He feels comfortable being open about sex, the good parts and the bad, kinks, sexualities (including being pan himself), all of it. This is partially because he never had people to be open about the realities of it with him when he was in his teens and early 20’s. Like, yeah, Roger and Rayleigh told him and Buggy the basics when they reached that age, but they left so many questions he had to find answers to himself, both through books and through experience. He takes it upon himself to try and break down that stigma for other pirates who might be in a similar situation, while also acknowledging that not everyone is as comfortable with the topic as he is and handling it with tact when necessary. As part of the Red Hair Pirates orientation, he and Hongo give all new recruits the safe sex talk.
E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)
Shanks is nothing if not a slave to his physical desires, whatever they may be. He’s never really been a one-partner kind of guy (or at least never thought he would be) both by his nature and by circumstance. He sees meeting people all over the world, finding a partner, and eventually bedding them like going into a candy store and wanting to try some of everything. Some things he knows he likes and can’t get enough of, some things he doesn’t like and knows to avoid in the future, and some things take him by surprise one way or another.
F = Favorite Position (This goes without saying.)
Shanks likes his partner on top. This is partially because some positions have become more difficult since losing his arm, but also because he just loves watching his partner’s body move. To his credit, though, he hasn’t let the lack of an arm slow him down, he’s just had to get a little more creative in how he does things.
G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)
In general, Shanks sees sex as a source of joy, and so he wants to be able to laugh with his partner. It’s really only with someone he really, truly cares about that you’ll see the serious side of him in bed. That’s when sex goes from an act of mutual pleasure to an act of love.
H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)
Shanks loves his red hair, both upstairs and down. Downstairs it’s a fair bit darker than what’s on his head, with more of a brunette tint. He might give it a trim every once in a while, but he’ll mostly let it go, and he’s never had any complaints.
I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)
Shanks lives for intimacy, but he also knows that what one person considers intimate might be different from another person. He’s pretty communicative, and wants to know exactly what his partner expects - he’s almost certainly down for whatever that might be. If they’re a dim lighting and music kind of person, he’ll have a blast making that happen. If they’re a storage room on the Red Force for a quickie kind of person? He’ll make that happen too. He considers his adaptability and ability to read others well a big attribute in providing for his partner.
J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)
As much as he prefers a warm body in bed next to him, sometimes he’s at sea for long periods of time, and sometimes the lines he’s casting just don’t pull anything in. It happens to everyone. If he’s gotta handle himself, there’s no shame in that.
K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)
Shanks is into the idea of sharing his partner with someone else. Yeah, he’s had threesomes with casual partners, and it’s certainly fun, but that’s not what thrills him. If you’re lucky enough to achieve relationship status with Shanks, it means he trusts you to the ends of the earth, and part of what he likes about that trust is that he can share you with someone else and know you’ll always come back to him. He wants to watch you be pleasured by another, or watch you pleasure them, or have both of you pleasure him, or— anyway. He thinks you’re the hottest thing he’s ever seen, and he loves the idea of sharing that with someone else. (Yes, we all have the same thought for this kink. The person he has in mind is Beckman. Whether it’s purely the two of them pleasuring you or if they’re comfortable having fun together, he doesn’t really care. But he sees the way his vice captain looks at you sometimes, and he thinks with some talking he can convince his friend to join the two of you in his quarters.)
L = Location (Favorite places to do the do)
I mean, for Shanks nothing can beat a good old fashioned bed, but he’s adventurous. If you’ve got a new place to try, he’s likely willing to give it a chance as long as there’s little to no chance of being seen by non-consenting parties. He’s big on consent and doesn’t believe his being horny and wanting to fuck you supercedes someone else’s right to not be involved.
M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)
For a fling, generally just existing and looking good is enough. But if you’re in a relationship? It’s the little things. He thinks watching you work on the ship is sexy, the way you pull the ropes and climb up the nets to furl the sails, or maybe you work with the rest of the crew to help make repairs. The Red Force is basically his baby and he loves watching you care for it. And if in the process you get a little sweaty, maybe the hem of your shirt rides up a little…well, maybe your captain suddenly requires your immediate assistance below deck.
N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
Shanks is down for some light dirty talk, but he doesn’t like going too far into degradation territory. As mentioned above, as much as he enjoys experimenting with different locations, he has to know that ultimately wherever you end up doing it is private and the risk of being walked in on is slim to none.
O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)
This guy gives like every day is Christmas. Nothing in the world makes him happier than seeing his partner squirm and moan while his mouth works its magic. He knows he has an exceptionally skilled tongue and his fingers always know just the right spots to hit. If you have a need, barring extreme circumstances, all you need to do is say the word and he’s there. He also loves receiving, but are we really surprised at this? He likes challenging himself to keep his eyes open when you go down on him because he loves watching you so much. If you can catch onto this, you'll have a great time trying to make him throw his head back.
P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)
While he strongly believes there’s a time and a place for both, in a relationship, he wants to savor the feeling of you. That’s not to say he won’t rail you sometimes, but he likes to take his time with you when he’s able. If you’re on top, though, you can set the pace, he’s just happy to enjoy the view.
Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)
Sometimes the man just cannot keep his hand off of you. It can be stressful being a captain, and a good ten minutes of fun might be just what he needs to make it through. He also finds it really sexy when you come up to him all needy and begging for a few minutes with him. He’s usually more than happy to oblige.
R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)
Shanks is down to take risks in general, but it requires communication with his partner. He had a few rough experiences in his younger days where he jumped into something risky headfirst without a proper plan or communication, and it wasn’t great, so now he believes in taking the time to talk it out beforehand. As not-fun as that sometimes is, he always believes it’s worth it.
S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)
Shanks can go for several rounds in a night and lasts a long (but not too long) time, but he does require some time to chill in between. At his age, he knows his limitations, but as a younger man he’d basically fuck himself into dehydration. Now he knows it’s not a competition, and if one round is all you go for, that’s okay. 
T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)
Shanks is happy to bring toys into the bedroom if his partner wants, but he himself doesn’t maintain a collection.
U = Unfair (How much they like to tease)
It shouldn’t be a surprise that Shanks loves to tease. He can sometimes get a little carried away, so unless you’ve previously discussed expectations around edging, you’ll have to let him know very clearly when you’ve had enough.
V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)
Shanks loves hearing his partners make noise, and he enjoys letting them know how good they make him feel. But the man for a long time was absolutely unabashed. It eventually got to the point where his senior officers, whose quarters are closest to his, threatened to mutiny if he didn’t keep it the fuck down. In hindsight, he’s kind of embarrassed by how annoying he was, putting his own pleasure over his crewmates’ comfort. But they worked it out, and Shanks is much more careful nowadays if he brings someone on board, or he’d prefer to go to their place if possible.
W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)
For a man who likes to party, Shanks actually doesn’t really enjoy drunk sex. He enjoys when both he and his partner are fully present (though he’s been known to throw weed into the mix at times). If he’s on the prowl, he’ll cut himself off after a few drinks. If he’s not, he’ll allow himself to get drunk.
X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants)
Shanks is actually quite average in length, around 5-6 inches, but a bit on the girthy side. He believes it’s not what you have, it’s what you do with it that matters, and he has never had a single complaint.
Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
Shanks has a reputation for being a horndog. Ideally, he would have sex almost every day, but he knows that’s not realistic for a lot of people, and frankly, for himself. If you’re his long-term partner, he’ll want to do something with you at least a few times a week, whether it’s full-on sex, or just oral, or whatever.
Z = ZZZ (How quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
Shanks is happy to go multiple rounds if you want to, but he’s also kind of like a machine. Insert coin (touching, kissing, or just your words) for more sex, otherwise the machine will shut down and he’ll be out like a light.
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steddiesrobin · 2 years
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more stobin head canons bc i miss my fav bff’s so much
they’re so attached to each other that people think they’re siblings
steve basically got adopted by robin’s family so they might as well be siblings
steve actually loves being robin’s “brother” bc he’s an only child and his parents aren’t around much
he’s also very close w robin’s parents
steve drives robin everywhere and anywhere
he claims to hate it
but actually loves it
they absolutely scream to every song on the radio and once the song ends they just deadpan to each other
robin plays around with steve’s hair
they get matching tattoos
they share pronouns
and share clothes
steve suggests as a joke to do robin’s makeup one day
and it actually comes out really good??
and then robin decides to do steve’s makeup
they go to a corroded coffin concert in said makeup
robin witnesses steve bi panic irl
she doesn’t let him live it down for the rest of the night bc omg steve has a crush on eddie munson
but!!!!!
nancy is at the concert to take photos and steve does not let robin live down her reaction to nancy’s version of punk makeup to blend in with the crowd
“i don’t have a crush on nancy, steve!”
“i give you full permission to date my ex!”
“no that’s against best friend code!!”
and basically they go back and forth
nancy and eddie hear this entire conversation and don’t say anything
anyways
modern!stobin play just dance
robin is always the guy and steve is always the girl
modern!steve takes robin to a girl in red concert
have i mentioned they’re roomates?
because if not
they’re roomates
they’re actually annoyingly attached to each other. i’ve already mentioned this but you just don’t get it. it’s rare to see them apart all bc they’ve become very codependent on each other
i feel like this is all over the place but stay with me please my brain is just coming up with other things
cooking with stobin is always a trip
they mostly make pasta dishes bc that’s robin’s safe food and steve is picky
eddie and vickie (or nancy) get a tiny little bit jealous at the bond steve and robin have bc while they’re their partners, nothing can beat their platonic soulmatism
steve is very patient with robin and makes sure that she knows that
robin gets insecure that steve will find her annoying when info dumping, having sensory issues or is just struggling to process stuff
and steve always confirms that he doesn’t care and will always be there for them when needed
i think i’ve already mentioned that they share clothes
but
that doesn’t just mean, like, robin taking steve’s hoodies
i mean steve wears (actually stole) all of robin’s three skirts that she has, robin takes steve’s shirts, they share jewelry, sweatshirts, etc
robin encourages steve to let out her feminine side and steve encourages robin to let out their masculine side
gender-fluid stobin real
steddie and rockie/ronance double dates are actually an excuse for steve and robin to hang out with each other and also their partners
i think that’s healthy
anyways that’s all i have for now
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formosusiniquis · 1 year
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Argyle as Steve's bi realization, hear me out.
Steve is used to a certain amount of confusing feelings for people after a lot of close contact, high stress apocalypse stopping. There was the first time with Nancy (and wow Jonathan is actually a pretty cool dude, if he changed his hair a little, maybe stopped taking creep pictures in the woods he could be a really fun to hangout with).
And then there was the second time, and that hurt a little bit more cause Nancy is still just as great. Even when she's moving straight on to Jonathan, who really is just a great dude he's really come into his own and he's got kind eyes even if they are staring at Nancy all the time. It's probably just the residual heartache. Some weird things getting tied up with the only two not children that know about monsters too.
But then there's the third time with Robin. And Steve finally thinks he's figured out what's going on. It's like when you take a girl to a horror movie on the first date, only times a million. Your heart rate is up and your adrenaline is through the roof. Of course he's imprinted on any age appropriate person he's near. He probably did love Nancy, Robin is definitely the platonic love of his life, and that definitely explains all the weird feelings he still sometimes has when he's around Jon for too long. It's all just crossed wires in his traumatized, concussed brain.
By the fourth go around he's got it all figured out. Sure, Eddie is objectively, pretty attractive. Sure, he's great with kids which is like Steve's number one desirable trait he looks for. He's funny, he's got a great smile, he's constantly in Steve's space. But the swoopy feeling in his stomach, the dizzy light headedness. That's all adrenaline and blood loss. Robin isn't an option, he's already done this too many times with Nancy, his brain has found the default all that's left is Eddie Munson. But wow, big boy, that one is… something.
So when all is said and done; and Eddie has claimed to see angels and they all look like Steve Harrington -- he does giggle a little at that, feels the strange urge to kick his feet or twirl his hair. But he's just excited that he's got a new age appropriate friend and that they all made it out mostly unscathed. Any and all blush inducing thoughts and feelings can be easily explained away by the waning stress of a traumatic event and the lingering joy that fuck they really did make it out this time.
But then in the quiet, as the dust settles and they all do their best to find normal again. Jonathan has brought Argyle home to Hawkins.
Argyle who has the nicest hair Steve has ever seen. Whose first words to him are, "Dude, that is a righteous mane you're rocking, do you use oils in your routine cause I really think they'd take you to the next level." Argyle, who manages to convince Dustin 'picky eater' Henderson to try fruit on his pizza. Argyle, who made the best brownies Steve has ever eaten and helped him get high for the first time in nearly a year.
There's no adrenaline to blame this time, no lingering apocalypse.
"Robin, I need to talk to you."
He pulls her away from the rest of the older teen party as quick as he can. Nervous and confused and panicked and excited. For once in their friendship she lets herself be tugged along without complaint, understanding instinctively that this is about to be a bathroom conversation.
"You know how Vickie likes both, guys and girls."
"We do not know that, but I remember your theory."
"Well, she definitely does and I'm pretty sure I do too."
"Oh my god, Steve," she stretches his name out until it echoes, "really, I'm so proud of you. That's so great, wait , who was it? How'd you realize? Oh my gosh was it-"
"-Eddie." "Argyle." they say the names in sync.
"Argyle?" "Eddie?" In sync again even their confusion matches.
"Oh God, Eddie," and with a, mostly, clear head things do start making more sense. Eddie, who is co-parenting the kids with him. Eddie, who always makes sure Steve doesn't neglect his own needs in favor of the rest of the group. Eddie, who watched Steve and Lucas play a pickup game last weekend even though he clearly didn’t get the rules past ball in basket. Eddie, who has been reading Lord of the Rings to him over the phone when the nightmares keep them both awake and they can feel razored teeth and barbed tails clawing at their skin. Eddie, who still hasn't gotten his vest back because the thought of losing it makes something hot and tight clench in Steve's chest. "Robin, Eddie!"
Robin, for her part looks relieved, "Thank God, I did not know how to tell you that I'm pretty sure that Argyle was gonna be another partner Jonathan beat you out for."
And with that name comes another realization, "Oh my god, Robin I had a thing for Byers." He can see the laughter threatening to break through and as the giggles start he actually processes what she said, "wait, Jon and Argyle, really?"
She pushes down her laughter, "Yeah, pretty sure the two of them and Nancy are having a little ménage à trois, if you get my meaning."
"Yeah that French I do know."
Robin let's them sit on the cold tile of his bathroom floor, processing and just sharing each other's company. She let's Steve find just a moments peace before she says, "You know this means you've had a thing for everyone in that room, right?"
He lets her guide him into laughing, just like they laughed together in the Starcourt bathroom. It's easier than getting embarrassed. And anyway she's right, as always, and that feels like a crisis for after he's figured out what to do about his new Eddie problem.
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a-random-whovian7 · 6 months
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*Doctor Who Spoilers*
So the 60th Anniversary specials have just finished and, for the most part, they were pretty good. David Tennant was as good as ever, the villains felt far more threatening than in recent years and Wild Blue Yonder was pretty close to perfect imo. But something has been lurking in the back of my mind since the final scene of The Giggle. Something that just hasn't let me enjoy the specials as much as I could
My problem is they fucked up 10's arc.
Now, as a person who absolutely loves the 10th Doctor’s era and story arc, 14 felt like a complete smack in the face. 10 was the most human Doctor, and his story is a brilliant deconstruction of who the Doctor is. Yes, he always tried to do good, but his hubris, vanity and selfishness led to his downfall, all of which was spearheaded by him losing Rose, driving Martha away, having to wipe Donna's memory and in the end having to sacrifice himself for Wilf. Was it tragic and sad? Yes. But not everything needs a happy ending. The fact that 10's mistakes came back to bite him was one of the many reasons why I loved that era so much, as whilst he was redeemed by sacrificing himself, his regeneration still held such an emotional impact due to the fact that he'd lost so much and had fallen from grace. It was sad, but it worked. It had weight because it was permanent. It was a unique arc in Doctor Who that should have been left alone.
But then 14 and the specials came along and kind of undid that. Turns out Donna was fine, she just needed to let the Metacrisis go. Turns out all 10 really needed was a holiday. Now he's had a happy ending, just relaxing whilst 15 goes and does all the hard work. Plus, it now means we have an excuse to call back David Tennant whenever we like (look, I love David Tennant and hold nothing against him, it's more the fact that Doctor Who has been blatantly using him as a crutch since 2019). The bi-regeneration also kind of robbed 14 of accepting death and allowing Ncuti to immediately take centre stage. 10's arc just feels cheapened in hindsight, as the weight of his actions isn't really reflected in him getting an "everything was right again" ending.
Of course, it's not all bad, and I'm probably just being incredibly picky. People seem to be really happy that 10 had a happy ending, and I wish I could fully enjoy that too. If we absolutely had to have this ending, then this is the best possible way to have it, it could have been done far more lazily. After all, not everything needs to be depressing and serious. Plus, I did like the specials overall and the fact that David Tennant managed to add more emotional weight to the Flux arc and play a far more experienced and mature Doctor. RTD screamed trans rights, mocked modern Internet culture and gave us the creepiest episode in years, all of which is absolutely fantastic. I just wish that RTD hadn't added more onto 10's arc and tied up the loose ends that didn't need tying up.
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squishosaur · 6 months
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DO YOU HAVE ANY PJSK HEADCANONS? SPECIFICALLY KOHANE ONES BC THE DRAWINGS YOU MADE ARE SO CUTE AND I NEED TO KNOW
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YEAH KOHANE'S MY FAVORITE SO 💞💞💞💞
she is fat. let's get that out there first and foremost.
she's pan & ace. vbs is poly and sapphic to me. you wouldn't understand. i can't explain it. the others are all bi fyi
she still wears her glasses most of the time!!! they can pry those out of my cold dead hands.
she's a furry. i have not decided if that means the hampster is her fursona for reals or not
she has anxiety and is comforted by soft things. toya sometimes gives her stuffed animals, an will give her hugs or let her braid/play with her hair, akito is probably the Worst and goes "here. whatever" and throws a jacket at her face (lovingly).
she's a good study buddy and likes to help with homework/projects or just give pointers! she probably has silly mnemonics and stuff too
she has cute stationary with animals on them!! akito is always embarrassed to borrow her pencils lol
she's a demigirl btw. 😊
OKAY ODDLY SPECIFIC?? she has a bunch of lanyards for no reason. they've all got different designs and pins on them. polka dots, puppies, worms on strings, lightning bolts, phoenix wonderland, etc. people have started just giving her buttons and pins just because.
horrible texter. will rewrite the message about 6 times and may not send it even after all that. sometimes she will just send stickers or emojis instead. her responses can be a little long and she gets really flustered over typos.
a lowkey picky eater. she prefers cereal without milk, plain toast/bread (no butter), etc. she doesn't like eating around people and will ask for "whatever they're having!" at restaurants to not make a fuss or "being weird" in front of people. she also doesn't like ordering.
hhhmmgng i have more but they're mostly for the whole group lol ✌️✌️
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Hi! I love how descriptive you are for each character you write! If you find the time, what would guy crimson be like with a clingy S/O?
Guy Crimson (Rouge) Dating A Clingy S/O
That Time I Got Reincarnated As A Slime
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Touchy? Guy Crimson will adore a clingy S/O! Best friends with Milim Nava, Guy Crimson is accustomed to clingy people. Dealing with-tolerating them. He got a thing in his own dramatic way, his own disregard for one's personal space. Having grown used to it so long, Guy sort of developed a confident respect for clingers. More so from humans. How selfishly they cling to life, the little ants that they are. Unafraid to unveil their truest selves, mate slaves to their lust and unending labor. Free as they allow themselves, absorbed in nature and stomped on like mindless cockroaches. Scattering to build, following the music of their natural instincts, to strengthen their upcoming colony. The pride of their hearts, holding on to never let go, glued limb to limb on the object of their affection. Interlocked roots; determined to stay, possess. Mixed with a deep longing for touch, it's an endearing quality he recognizes, something delightful. A natural happiness he finds in your clinging arms and wrapping legs, there is pride held in your compassion and admiration for him and him alone; hot boiling satisfaction in how obsessively you crave his body. As if he will slip through your fingers like fragile glass, unbothered by how he can overpower you in an instant. It's kind of...moving? Gonna make him blush, you know? Over his body, you reign supreme, grateful to receive. For you alone, Guy Crimson submits to no one else. Your constant attention is soaked dry like a sponge, drained of indignant germs and dirt. An eager privilege, the power he graciously gifted you; A statement he won't be brief about.
Guy Crimson and Ramiris are incredibly similar in the regard that they love bragging, though for Guy, not as vigorously and bluff filled as the fairy queen always explains. He flails you around, energetic as lightening, rocking an expressive smile on his beautiful face. Displayed on his trophy case for all to perceive and believe, stuffed in the faces of the other Demon Lords. It's hard to hold himself back when you act so precious and vulnerable, like a deer caught in the headlights. It's fun and games of course, Guy toys with people pretty occasionally, much to his victim's apparent misfortune. He loves pushing buttons while also being nonconfrontational. S/O isn't spared from his childish behavior, go ahead and reprimand him. The fact they always make a reason to hang around will only spur him on further; never turning down a chance to be an asshole. Pretends he's unaffected, (Sticking his finger even longer in the mud if you manage to really rile him up, it's never for too long however) pretty effortless in spite of your clingy nature, but it's just another day at the office. Any way you seek him out, Guy is unfastened from any main form of tenacious contact since he isn't physically picky in the slightest and practices an extraordinary amount of patience for your proceeding attempts to catch him off guard. In fact, you're encouraged to get as energetically clingy as possible. Guy strives to uncover all your multiple states of personal desire surrounding your romantic relationship, how you go about test your flexibility and mental limitations. Even when it may risk seemingly tilting him over like a Jenga tower-assuming you can, considering his insane level of demonic prowess-he will mindlessly laugh you off as a joke. Stick yourself to his awaiting arms, attach to his back, hang tight by his cloak. It's took you’re feeling practically cuddly, craving simple old-fashioned warmth. He is happy to provide, overheating a passionate wave begging to be shared. Is slightly tempted to retaliate in a playful manner, feign offense. It's his nature; to deceive and reel in. But Guy's heart can’t bring itself to tell you off with those big ol’ eyes of yours. You have cute ways of moving his soul in the smallest fashions. It stays nice for now and you're allowed to do as you will, per usual. As long as he can walk properly.
 Guy isn’t necessarily clingy, typically not on purpose. There is a difference between that and being outwardly affectionate, an automatic response in his case. It just happens, naturally as life does. With the flow of the atmosphere and how close he is to you. Swinging a forearm on your waist, pushing your bare chests together. Burying your head in his neck, he covers you in his musk. A strong masculine scent, a marker. Striking to the human senses, reek of demon bloodlust and ability, you dare not forget it. Your nostrils flare and twitch, but not in irritation. His hands pet your hair, stroking it lovingly. He isn’t picky, whichever way it goes. There aren't a lot of things Guy Crimson is personally threatened by. Fear even less. Guy is a lot of things himself, one of such is protective. Thieves have no honor. He may deride and joke like a jester would but presents no mercy to those who aim to steal his rightful claim, his betrothed one. You won't let go, nor will he, not without a fight. Suffice to say, they want you? They deal with Guy first. Enacts his own version of clinginess, a fierce one. A stubborn endurance: profound possessiveness and sense of protection over you, fueled by colder intentions. “Hidden” under the ghost of a sharp smile that kills, a dark silhouette beneath his crimson curtains of lengthy eyelashes. Spikey, grass tendrils in the dark. Don't test Demon Lords. You and Guy are spicy with each other regardless, lively, nothing in between. Nailed to the hip, absorbed in one another. Hooked fingers, interlocking lips and bumping foreheads, sparing not a hint of space. Everything you can find, you fill it. You're not giving up the special spot in the middle of his legs anytime soon, distain thrown in the direction of anyone that tries. In which Guy smugly squeezes, pampering you in devious caresses. Glee dancing in his chest, pride beaming, outweighing thousands of Suns. An obsidian nail, sharp nightfall, taps on your waist, you sink further in his cage. They’ll have to pry you from Guy's cold dead hands if they want you to move.
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steddielicious · 7 months
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Okay, so I know I’ve been focusing on the peak bi experience in Hawkins, but I also wanna touch on Chrissy Cunningham.
Chrissy is five years old the first time a boy kisses her. They both find it hysterical and can’t stop giggling. 
Her first real kiss with a boy is six years later, at Heather Holloway’s Valentine’s Day party. The anticipation nearly kills Chrissy, but in reality, it just feels…wet. Her first boyfriend lasts two weeks in grade eight; she doesn’t really see what the fuss is. All the other girls gush about butterflies in their stomachs, so she figures that Matthew wasn’t right for her. Maybe she’s not into redheads? But party games and awkward dates still don’t do it for her, so she spends ninth through eleventh grades focusing on her grades and cheerleading. She does kiss a boy here or there, but they’re sweaty-palmed high schoolers. Maybe the boys just haven’t learned how to kiss properly yet. At least that’s what she tells herself. Besides, whenever she thinks about any guy wrapping her in his arms, she cringes at the idea of them getting anywhere near her tummy before it’s properly flat. She’s working on that though. 
And then Jason comes along. Jason, who understands how much she hates her body and never stops telling her how beautiful she is no matter what size she is. Jason, who tells her that God made her in His image and that He makes no mistakes. She’s still not sure if she believes in God, but she appreciates the sentiment. It’s Jason who stands up for Chrissy to her mother’s caustic comments at family dinners. 
So even though she never gets butterflies when he kisses her, Chrissy loves Jason. Through senior year, she allows their physical relationship to progress and quickly learns to fake orgasms. After all, Jason deserves to believe in his prowess. And it’s not his fault that she can’t even get herself off. She’s just picky or there’s something wrong with her or she’s just too fat to feel comfortable in her body or - or - or…
In June 1986, Chrissy wakes up in a hospital bed to see strangely red clouds clearing to blue skies. She hears Eddie Munson, of all people, calling her name. She learns that she’s been in a coma for three months and Jason is dead and there is an alternate world below and that every single day since he joined the bed beside hers to recover from a monster bat attack, Eddie has been reading to her in an attempt to wake her. 
She finds out later that along with the entire graduating class of 1986, she has been granted a diploma that universities accept as proof of graduation. She defers a year, along with Nancy Wheeler and Robin Buckley, because apparently this friendship is now a thing. One week after waking from a coma that a three minute death apparently triggered, she’s home with her dad, who wants to make things right. With her mother kicked out, her father is thrilled to let Chrissy do whatever she needs to recover. There is a trauma-heavy group of teens that she now claims membership to, who are all going through the same thing. June closes with her strawberry blonde head in Eddie’s lap, sharing a joint in the back of his van and arguing over the contents of the mix-tape they’re planning to make to encapsulate their friendship. 
She feels safe with Eddie. It doesn’t matter that his ringed hand splays over her stomach. He doesn’t care that when she giggles too hard, it comes out as snorts. Loving Eddie means braiding each other's hair and painting each other’s nails. (She tries to sneak shimmery pink onto his toes and he Sharpies over her pastel nails while she sleeps.) It means falling asleep watching Singing in the Rain, Chrissy sprawled over his chest. 
The first time they kiss, Eddie is sobbing himself awake out of a nightmare; Chrissy drops kisses all over his face, ending with a firm press against his lips in reassurance. And they love each other, so much, so of course they make it official. He takes her on cutesy dates to the diner and the movies. They spend the summer with legs entangled, but the clothes always stay on. They don’t take it any further than lazy makeouts and Chrissy feels like she should be offended that Eddie never gets hard against her; rather, she’s relieved that there’s no pressure to put on a performance of passion. Instead, they buy matching owl charms that Eddie adds to his guitar pick necklace and Chrissy strings alongside her locket. 
She keeps trying to get herself off, but to no avail. And even though she shares everything with Eddie, she’s terrified that if she tells him this, he’ll want to help get her off. Because that’s the kind of guy he is, despite his attempt at an intimidating shell. So she doesn’t say a word. On the outside, they’re a picture-perfect couple and it’s not really all that far off. She loves Eddie more than she’s ever loved anyone else and she can tell he feels the same. They just don’t want to touch each other sexually. And it’s not like they don’t touch otherwise. They’re constantly kissing each other’s cheeks and foreheads and hands and shoulders. Their hands are always linked and shoulders always pressed together. She’s always in his lap with his arms around her, just as she loves to drape herself across his back and bury her face in his neck. 
Chrissy knows Eddie has never had a girlfriend before, but when she asks him if he’s a virgin, he hesitates for what feels like forever before saying that he isn’t. 
Summer ends and fall brings the return of tube socks and cashmere sweaters. Eddie loves to stroke her back as he reads The Mists of Avalon to her, snuggled together in the hammock strung up in the Munsons’ new backyard. As the cool afternoons fade into chillier evenings, Chrissy’s carefully wrapped in his leather jacket and she’s never felt so treasured, like she’s the most precious girl in Hawkins. 
Before too long, Steve is hosting a small Halloween party for the young adults at his place. Argyle is in town and attending as some sort of vampire. Nancy and Jonathan are coupled up as partiers from the 1920s and though they insist they’re not a together, Steve and Robin are a firefighter and a cat that has recently been rescued. Steve pulls the whiskers off better than she would have expected. Chrissy and Eddie dress as Jareth and Sarah from their favourite movie of the summer, Labyrinth. They don’t have the wigs at all, but Eddie looks dashing in his waistcoat and she loves the silver jewellery she’s woven into her hair. 
After a while, the trick or treaters dwindle and they’re all sporting mild buzzes or highs as they lounge across the furniture in Steve’s living room. Since his parents transferred ownership of the house over to him in the summer, Steve’s been filling the space with cozy blankets and pillows for everyone to snuggle into. Eddie has Chrissy slung across his lap in the papasan chair, and is teaching her how to blow smoke rings from their shared joint, when Argyle suggests Truth or Dare to get the night going. Even though they’re all adults and this feels like a game for preteens, they’re all intrigued by what will arise that will be too daring or private for a group of people who’ve been through literal hell together. 
It starts off easy. Steve is dared to take a drink for how many people in the room he’s kissed, so he sips once, twice, and then pauses before taking a third sip. Chrissy giggles, remembering an awkward round of Seven Minutes in Heaven she shared with him in grade nine. Nancy is dared to suckle on Argyle’s toes and Eddie reveals that his first kiss was to Michelle Louie when he was twelve. When Jonathan is asked if he’s ever kissed a guy and answers in the affirmative, the game pauses as everyone demands to know more. As it turns out, Chrissy and Robin are the only ones in the room who’ve never kissed their own gender (and Robin hasn’t kissed anyone at all). So when the game resumes, it’s not long before a twinkling Eddie dares the two of them to kiss. 
And maybe the weed is doing something to Chrissy’s tummy, but the anticipation is making it flutter. Robin is crimson and stutters about how she’s never kissed anyone and refuses to have her first kiss in front of a crowd. Steve, the grinning ass, suggests that they kiss in the kitchen, away from everyone’s eyes. She doesn’t know why she’s so nervous, but takes a deep breath and pushes out of Eddie’s lap to head to the kitchen. 
Robin follows, now looking ghostly against the crimson of her costume. Chrissy sees how terrified she is and reassures her. Without an audience, she’ll teach the other girl how to kiss. She figures that it’ll be easier if they’re a bit closer in height, so she hops on a counter and beckons Robin to stand between her spread legs. Besides, when Robin goes off to kiss boys, it’s pretty unlikely that they'll be shorter than her. It’s very evident that Robin has never done this before, her hands clenched at her sides. So Chrissy gently takes them and places them on her hips. (Robin’s hands burn through the layers of tulle in a way that Jason’s and Eddie’s never have.)
She tells Robin to close her eyes and leans in, heart pounding. Chrissy meets the resistance of Robin’s pursed lips and it’s so awkward but she still is tingling from head to toe. She takes a deep breath and guides Robin to slacken her lips and follow her lead as she goes back in for another kiss. It makes absolutely no sense. Chrissy can tell that Robin doesn’t know how to kiss (as quickly as she’s picking it up), but her stomach is on fire and she wants. 
Chrissy pulls back and takes in Robin’s slick red lips and massive pupils, and feels the tightness of the fabric at her waist as Robin clings on. Somehow, her own hands have migrated to cradling Robin’s face. This can’t be the end, so she tells Robin about the next lesson. Hands. Hands can go on the waist or around the back or in the hair or touching the shoulders or-
Robin cuts her off by looping her arms completely around Chrissy and scooping her back in. Chrissy’s own fly around Robin’s neck and tug her into another kiss, this time at a better angle and hotter, messier. Her legs have encircled Robin’s waist and she’s burning inside. She wants and wants and she’s never felt anything like this before. She catches herself grinding against Robin and freezes, pulling back. 
Maybe it’s time to head back to the rest of the party. She tells Robin that she’s clearly gotten the hang of kissing, as she hops off the counter and helps the other girl fix her lipstick.
I did that, Chrissy thinks giddily. Fuck. 
The others are glued to Argyle and Eddie trying to high five with their eyes closed and don’t notice as Robin slips in to lay her head on Steve’s lap and Chrissy curls into a ball on the papasan. The game continues, but Chrissy’s mind is whirling. 
Why did this feel better than any other time she’s been kissed? Is it the weed? Does Robin have magic lips? Is it a fluke? Is she…gay? Most importantly, does Robin want to kiss her again?
Eventually, the night dies down. Argyle passes out in the lounger and Jonathan and Nancy take the spare bedroom. Steve and Robin have claimed his bed, the redecorated master, while Eddie and Chrissy head to Steve’s old room, their usual haunt. 
Her face tucked into Eddie’s chest, she barely hears his question. How was her first kiss with a girl? And she starts to shake, tears slipping down her face as she quietly sobs. 
Hey, hey, hey, he comforts her, running his hands through her hair. She chokes as she gets it all out, terrified that Eddie is going to hate her. After all, what guy wants to hear that his girlfriend doesn’t actually like kissing guys? That she’s never been so turned on before Robin’s fumbling lips met hers? That she can’t stop thinking about the other girl’s freckles and if her breasts are covered in them as well?
Eddie presses a kiss to the crown of her head. And shares. As it turns out, the reason he had been so cagey about his lack of a virginity is that until Chrissy, Eddie has only hooked up with guys. He’d never even had a girl turn his head until she’d met him in the woods behind the school that fateful day. And as much as Eddie loved being against what society wanted him to be, he had a glimmer of hope that maybe he could be normal for once and make life a bit easier. 
So when they got closer and closer and started dating, he figured that maybe he’d start to be attracted to her sexually. Maybe Eddie would want to do more than kiss her affectionately. But it’s been three months since they first kissed and nothing has stirred his loins and he’s been quietly panicking about having to break her heart. 
They fall asleep wrapped around each other, salty tears gently kissed away from both faces. 
In the light of the day, they ignore Saturday’s sleet by rolling over and hiding under the covers. Even though Steve and Chrissy usually go for runs every morning, they have a rule about post-party breakfasts. She and Eddie eventually make their way downstairs and act as though nothing has changed. They moan in Hangover and head out by noon. Eddie has an afternoon shift at the music store and Chrissy’s dad will be wanting to check in on her. But in that short drive home, they establish that they’re going to continue the farce, for both of their safety. Besides, they genuinely enjoy kissing each other, even though it’s apparently as a sign of their close friendship. 
November is full of pretty girls. Pandora’s Box has been opened and Chrissy cannot stop noticing Robin’s freckles and Nancy’s eyes and the waitress’ delicate fingers and oh, the girl at the bakery has a smile that turns her stomach to goo. She thinks back to her kiss with Robin and imagines her legs wrapped the same way around the waist of the redhead who works at the bowling alley. She fantasizes about holding hands with a nameless girl and entangling their legs in a post-coital embrace. Not that she can imagine what that would even be like. 
So for their four month anniversary, Eddie takes her to Indy overnight and presents her with a fake ID as a gift. There’s an unassuming queer bar that’s divey enough that Eddie fits in, but not so sketchy that Chrissy feels unsafe. A group of very kind and very pretty lesbians adopts her for the night and shows her exactly what sex can be. (Eddie takes some random guy back to their hotel room since she’s out for the night.) The next weekend, they head back to the same bar and a tall blonde with a long skirt fucks her in the bathroom. And the next, Chrissy buries her face between the legs of a brunette whose hair is shorter than even Jason’s was. The next weekend, the back of Eddie’s van finds her sandwiched between two solid hockey players visiting from Canada. (Chrissy sure knows how to get herself off now, thank god.)
She takes a break for Christmas, sharing a quiet dinner with her dad on the Eve and getting very drunk on eggnog at Steve’s We Survived Vecna Christmas bash. 
(Of course, Steve and Robin had gone all out this year, draping the house in greenery and decorating a Charlie Brown tree with homemade ornaments. And part of this festivity was hanging mistletoe everywhere. Chrissy and Eddie had made a big show of a romantic kiss under the clump at the entrance to the kitchen. Then she started on the eggnog and kept getting caught. First, it was Will Byers’ cheek she pressed her lips against, then Argyle’s and Mr. Sinclair’s. 
And maybe it was the rum and maybe it was her recent discovery of her homosexuality, but when she got caught with Mrs. Byers, who gave her a big drunken smooch on the cheek, Chrissy’s blood instantly relocated to her face. When she finally looked away, Eddie was watching from across the room with a wicked grin. Then Nancy had pecked her cheek and Robin had made a big show of giving her Italian-style kisses - left cheek-right cheek-left cheek and Chrissy had to pull Eddie into a side room to scream into his chest. Needless to say, she was very hungover the next day.)
By New Years Eve, Chrissy has spent half of the past year overturning everything she knew about herself and the world around her (or at least Hawkins). She has redefined what the truth is. 
There’s a world below Hawkins, no longer under the power of Vecna.
Eddie Munson is her Platonic soulmate, with a capital P, as Steve and Robin say. 
Dungeons and Dragons is not the devil’s work; rather, her mother is. 
Her father does have the gumption to kick her mother out. 
Chrissy does not need to mould herself into the right shape or size to make other people happy. 
Some people are gay. 
And that’s absolutely wonderful. 
Because she, Chrissy Cunningham, is a lesbian. 
Crossposted to AO3
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8, 14, 18, 24!!
— @athenagranted
8. common fandom opinion that everyone is wrong about
i’m sorry but i will never be able to get on the bi!eddie train. i respect it. but. i’m not with you. that man is a Fag with a capital F. (which does not in anyway whatsoever erase the genuine love that he had and still has for shannon.)
14. that one thing you see in fics all the time
i mean i’m very picky these days, i stick to 5-10 writers and if i read someone new i do it with one eye closed just readying myself to press the exit button (great tip if you don’t like a fic btw!! just exit <3) but. buck is so so woobified. so often. dear god. and not just the characterization but also the way he’s described physically somehow?? i think if you pay attention you can actually see my fics directly pushing back against that and describing how big and hairy he is because!!! he is!!!!
18. it's absolutely criminal that the fandom has been sleeping on...
how fucking funny is it is that eddie and maddie have (virtually) never interacted. i’m sorry i think it’s so funny i think they should continue to not interact. do it for the bit at this point.
24. topic that brings up the most rancid discourse
buck woobification and how it’s often connected to underlying racism in the fandom. also the top/bottom debate has ended with me blocking a lot of people cause i think it’s stupid. let them both rail each other (but especially let eddie get railed cause some people seem to be so against it for reasons rooted in a number of biases and prejudices.)
choose violence ask game 🔥
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catominor · 15 days
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🍩 and 💚 For Martinus, LFC, Poppae and Caecilia! (Excited to hear about their relationship to gender and sexuality by the framework of their society!)
🍩 - Who is your OC’s arch-nemesis or rival?
martinus: i don't think he really has an arch-nemesis. even politically he's an opportunist, not really someone with strong convictions which would cause him to have a real enemy. rivals sure; and there's definitely people who dislike him, but it usually doesn't run both ways - martinus is very easygoing.
lfc: i'm sure he has one or more political ones (the dastardly populares...) but of my characters? poppaea absolutely... he dislikes her deeply. for no reason too she never did a damn thing to him... (well. the reason is that he's very jealous of her and sees her as a rival for martinus' attentions, though it's mostly subconscious. with a twinge of misogyny too i think. he def sees her as stupid, frivolous and silly)
(putting a cut here because this is so longg sorry...)
poppaea: she is probably the more likely out of her and her husband to make enemies. she will go to bat for him among the other senatorial wives... manipulate things if she can to make things difficult for those who dislike martinus, etc... of my characters i don't think she particularly likes lfc or caecilia honestly. mostly because they both dislike her for stupid reasons & she isn't down with that energy...
caecilia: honestly i think she has a pretty oppositional relationship with all of the other three here... she's certainly resentful of martinus because of his relationship with lfc, who she loved but who never loved her back in the same way. she doesn't like poppaea because she finds her personality irritating (though part of it i'm sure is lfc's opinions about her rubbing off on her a bit) (she also is perhaps a little attracted to her and that causes a bit of discomfort too...) and lfc well... that's a whole thing. she hates him. she loves him. they're old friends. she thinks about killing him at least once a week. you know how it is
💚 - What is your OC’s gender identity and sexuality?
ooh i love digging into this topic with roman ideas about sexuality and gender... yeahh !!!
martinus: he definitely has the more normative relationship with gender and sexuality between him and lfc, but it's not entirely cut and dry. he's always fit naturally very well into the masculine role, and so he has a confidence about his place in it that lets him be comfortable bending the rules a bit. which is to say, he's not insecure at all, and so he is really just being himself. he's certainly not the ascetic, luxury-spurning vision of a traditional roman man; he loves his purple outfits and sumptuous feasts, but he doesn't feel a necessity for luxury either. he is at heart a soldier, after all, and he's also perfectly happy in a military camp where nothing is all too fancy. as for sexuality, the joke i made about him being the roman version of straight (a bi top) pretty much sums it up. although he did experiment a little in his youth, he likes being in charge, as a roman man was expected to. he has a bit of a sadistic streak towards men. though he's more attracted to women than he is to men generally; he also has pretty 'normal' taste in roman terms; he likes chubby, pear shaped women and beautiful twinkish young men. though he's also not very picky, and has had plenty of exceptions to his usual taste. however, another thing that would have been viewed as a little bit unmasculine about him is the fact that he's very unrestrained in his appetites (sexual and otherwise). he fucks. a lot... more than is considered dignified for a roman man, and he's very unabashed about it.
lfc: his relationship with gender and sexuality is. a whole mess... he has massive issues with his own masculinity going back to his childhood. although he does conform well to some aspects of roman masculinity ideals (eg restraint, dignity, avoidance of excessive luxuries) he also lacks things from it (military career, good health). he struggles a lot with not fitting into the masculine role in terms of public life; he feels obligated to rigidly control his image and is terrified of being seen as effeminate. luckily for him, he isn't seen as effeminate by most, but merely strange. as for sexuality; this is where most of his insecurities come from. he is. odd. he never slept around; before martinus the only person he had even tried to sleep with was caecilia, and it didn't really get anywhere. (the reason for this is partly the fact that he is very very picky and partly the fact that he did not want to risk anyone finding out about... well.) he is very much only attracted to men; i'm not sure to what extent he knows this, but i think he does know it on some level. but that's not really the issue for him; the issue is more that his taste in men and the kind of relationships he desires are quite transgressive by roman standards and would indeed quickly get him labelled as effeminate. he's submissive (and also somewhat masochistic); if people knew this about him, it would certainly ruin his reputation. especially considering his stoic and mos-maiorum abiding image that he's so carefully built for himself. also: martinus is basically the platonic ideal of his taste in men. his type is just a martinus-style man basically....
poppaea: i don't think she fits all that well into the matrona role. she doesn't particularly like things like weaving or taking care of her kids, and prefers to leave the kids to nannies while she hangs out all day with her friends. she does love her children, it's just... well... 7 sons is a lot to deal with. she's very feminine, but in a way that i think most roman moralists would see as undesirable; they'd look at her and say 'women be shopping' in a disdainful tone. as for sexuality; honestly i'm not sure. i know she's very much in love with martinus, but aside from that i'm not sure what her tastes are, whether she likes women or only men, etc...
caecilia: she would have been an ideal roman matrona if she'd had a different husband. she doesn't always fit into the mold perfectly; but generally she has the restraint, dignity, and mostly the right kinds of hobbies to fit into the role. she very much wanted to be a mother, and although i think she was always disappointed that she never got any biological children, when they adopted quinctilianus it soothed the wound a little. she's very much involved in his life and in parenting him, and is. a much better parent than lfc is lol. as for sexuality: she is attracted to both men and women. her taste in men is very influenced by lfc i think; she likes beautiful waifish men etc... i don't think she really entirely realizes her attraction towards women, but it is definitely there.
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oatzimir-archive · 1 year
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Larry Koopa info from my AU
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will update this later whenever I make new information lol
15 yrs | he/him | trans boy | aro/ace bi | 5'4" | autistic, ADHD, social anxiety, lactose intolerant
Larry Koopa
Arrogant, self-centered wannabe tough boy, secretly cowardice and shy. he can be pretty aggressive when angered, he's also very short-tempered. he has generally low empathy for others, and usually doesn't care for others (with the exception of his siblings, he cares about them a lot but has trouble expressing it.)
he can be a bit of a prankster like Lemmy, he loves to pull pranks on his siblings.
he is very easily distracted by the things that interest him, and it's also hard for him to focus on something, especially if there's a ton of things going on at that moment.
and like Lemmy, he is generally very naive, this is probably due to his age and his brain not being fully developed. but yeah, he is very easily tricked and fooled.
-selective mute / uses SL / Body language to communicate, usually in the form of charades.
Larry is very socially awkward and doesn't really like interacting with others that he doesn't know, plus not a lot of people understand sign language or charades which already makes it hard for Larry to communicate with them, and he can't really talk to them either as he's selective mute.
-being the youngest, he feels inferior to his older siblings.
-he is very athletic and sporty, he absolutely loves sports and most physical activity. his favourite sport is Tennis. he can be very overly competitive sometimes while playing, often getting angry whenever he loses.
-he is very fond of brushing/combing his hair, he spends literal hours on fixing and working on his hair and doesn't let anyone touch it. he is very overly protective of his hair.
-he uses a ton of hair products, his hair smells super nice because of it. his hair texture is also very soft and fluffy!
-he is very fuckin insecure about his looks, which is why he cares so much about his hair.
-he loves video games and watching cartoons with Lemmy. He loves playing Minecraft and Fortnite, and his favourite movie genres are action and fantasy, he also likes watching musicals.
-he loves to cheat, he loves to cheat at games and rig them.
-he absolutely sucks at games and is a very bad loser, which is why he cheats at most of them.
-he's very fond of music, he especially loves rock, metal, alternative, techno and dubstep music. he listens to Weezer
-Ludwug gives Larry piano lessons sometimes.
-he has a love for rock and punk fashion, he's also pretty fond of emo fashion.
-he can play multiple instruments, such as; the electric guitar, drums, piano and the violin. Ludwig pretty much taught him how to play the instruments.
-he keeps super hero action figures in his room.
-he loves hello kitty and DC super heroes.
-doesn't like to read actual books, instead, he reads comics.
-loves to steal, will steal your shit. he's very good at stealing things without others noticing, he's also very good at lock picking.
-prefers money over love.
-he knows almost all secret passage ways, entrances and rooms. he tends to use them a lot, usually to avoid others since he likes to be by himself a lot.
-has a long ass list of secrets from every person in the castle. he also stole Wendy's diary that one time, she found out who stole it immediately.
-a very light sleeper.
-doesn't like being away from his siblings for too long, he really hates it.
-tends to have a lot of nightmares, doesn't really like sleeping because of it.
-likes being in his room.
-he loves steak and all kinds of meat, he isn't all too fond of vegetables.
-he absolutely hates plain bread by itself, it makes him sick.
-he loves eating junk food and candy.
-he eats a lot. he also binge eats whenever he's stressed.
-he wishes to be more like Ludwig since he looks up to him the most. he also somewhat wants to be like Roy, he wants to be as strong as him someday.
-can easily tell who's lying, but he himself is a very terrible lier.
-has trouble picking up on sarcasm.
-he is very physically weak, but has a really good throwing arm.
-his handwriting looks like chicken scratches.
-he is very fond of the internet and pop culture.
-he is honestly the most innocent out of all the koopalings, aside from Lemmy.
-his favourite siblings are Ludwig, Wendy and Roy, as he looks up to them the most.
-he strokes his hair gently as a way to stimulate himself.
-when he was younger he had a lot of trouble with verbal communication, Lemmy taught him how to communicate through body language- basically in the form of charades.
-he hates loud noises, especially if it's sudden. he gets really easily startled and doesn't like it.
-Larry is somewhat an aquatic animal, as he can somewhat breath underwater, but only for a few hours.
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impishsensei · 6 months
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some sunday-themed (+ a little on romance/relationships) headcanons that are mostly just a repost from my old blog, though i'm adding quite a bit more so :3c remember these are just my personal headcanons based on my iteration of gojo ❤️ also it's written in a very rambly/stream of thoughts way so i hope it's easy to follow. under the cut for length!
- irt his sexuality, satoru is best described as bi with a preference for women and fem-aligned people. he loves girls! he's literally that one silly "i don't date ugly girls? why? cuz they don't exist" meme bc he just... idk he adores women. soaks in the attention he gets for being a pretty boy like a fucking sponge he thrives on it (yeah he posts thirst traps). he's a lil bit disrespectful tho bc *ldr voice* you're just a man but he does try <3 basically in his eyes women are everything and men are just ken (not including himself). but he does like guys ofc esp pretty boys. ultimately tho, he rly doesn't care that deeply about someone else's gender... if he wants them he wants them
- more on that... satoru's type is generally someone that's cute + shorter than him he loves the shawtys idk. he tends to like people with more pretty/delicate facial features. he's more of an ass/thighs guy but lbr he's not like... so picky about that he will just go a lil crazy in giving them a lot of attention when yk. in terms of looks tho, his type isn't super rigid... he's just more likely to be super initially attracted to the above traits. outside of the more superficial stuff, they have to accept that they're not his first priority and it'll be extremely hard for him to truly let them in. he might never, actually, and it's extremely unfair and he realizes that, which again, is part of why he doesn't see romance in the cards for himself.
- ik i mentioned this a few times before in other posts but i'll say again he's kind of um... for the streets? not to be a dick tho but just... he wants intimacy, but he can't have true intimacy bc of his job/loneliness/priorities etc so he gets it ya know that way. despite this tho, i think he can actually be very sweet and will get crushes and stuff like that. even when he has fwb i think he'll act a bit too familiar/boyfriend-ish that'll have the other person feeling like "uhm... what are we...?" only for him to get cold feet rip. basically, it's not impossible for him to be in a relationship but i think it'd be hard/very heavy slowburn in a rather unconventional way. i don't think it's particularly hard for him to catch feelings if he's fooling around with someone a lot and genuinely likes them, but he'd be in total denial of that, and when it really dawns on him he'd try to ghost. same if someone he's fooling around with tells him they're falling for him... it's difficult to become his romantic partner and not for the weak of will. (is he even worth the struggle? ksadsa idk)
- if one does manage to bag this disaster of a man and he enters a serious relationship i think he's the type to fall very deeply in love! he's super clingy and possessive and he loves attention. he wants his partner to be obsessed with him like he wants to be certain they are never leaving. he's passionate and loves to spoil them rotten. very much into pda and loves to have a hand on them ALWAYS, be it through hand-holding or a hand around the waist. and yes this means he also can't keep his hands off them irt fucking too . the other day i came up with this hilarious idea that satoru can use rct to fill his balls back up so his stamina is endless. enjoy luvs (and yes he absolutely uses his abilities for stupid shit like this)
- in the bedroom... he's a versatile switch on paper but definitely prefers being a dom and a top. subby satoru is an absolute treat tho, he gets real whiney and bratty and then as a dom he's rly a sadistic tease. also he's got an 8 inch pecker bc ofc he does. bastard.
dirty talk - pls he loves the sound of his own voice he will NOT stfu LMAO also he just... idk.. has an absolutely foul mouth and will describe shit in detail and ask nasty ass questions like um someone put this man back in his enclosure. basically he loves to see his partner blush and squirm from the lewd shit that comes out of his mouth. one of his fave things to do is say smth absolutely disgusting in their ear when they're out and about just to see how it gets his partner flustered
notable kinks:
exhibitionism - he likes to fuck in public and also kinda likes to lowkey let it be known that he's fucking his partner. maybe not full-on getting caught but he loves being risky. he'll place a hand on their ass and grope them when talking to someone or have them walk around with a toy inside and ramp it up to the highest setting when they're ordering at a restaurant. yeahhh
voyeurism - he LOVES sending pics and receiving pics and also he loves to watch his partner touch themselves for him. drives him crazy.
breeding - i mean is anyone surprised. i got nothing else to say just he wants to pump someone full of his honored one seed
praise - this one is more directed at himself. he loves to get his ego inflated but he will also praise his partner lots too bc he wants them to feel good
sado-masochist - it's not super extreme but this does play into how much he loves to tease. he wont hurt them too bad but he does y'know like to overstimulate and maybe slap someone around a bit (esp spanking). choking's on the table too, he loves that shit. as for the masochism... subtoru wants his dick to get stepped on and prob wants to get stabbed idk i feel like he's not used to it and he'd go crazy for it a lil bit.
teasing/edging - kinda prob conveyed heavily already by everything above, but he rly will torment someone with slight touches and act like he's innocent and they're the dirty one bc he wants them to beg for it.. yep loves feeding his ego that way and would def be like "nope you gotta say it!" and he rly will not give them what they want until they spell it out for him. i mentioned above the use of toys, but also sending dirty texts/pics, cockwarming, edging, thighfucking so they can feel it but not where they want it... stuff like that.
idk how to really define this but he would love sexy roleplays like. his partner dressing as a maid or a nurse stuff like that lol also related-ish but he v much enjoys seeing his partner dress in sexy clothes to entice him (like lingerie or rly revealing stuff)
not rly a kink but he loves eating pussy/sucking dick/eating ass he will do it all day it will double as rct to his brain anyway this is all i can think of for now, there's way more trust me this man is a total pervert we are fr just scratching the surface here <3 i hope this makes sense and helps u all see more into this little gremlin freak's mind. to anyone who read this thank u and also i am sorry for subjecting u to this
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yuriko-mukami · 29 days
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(( Just saw this!!! Let's see... 🤔
💡Do you get ideas from reading meta/headcanons/bios, or do those only pop up as you write?
❤️ How does the love in your heart affect how you RP? Any other notable emotions?
🔦 Connect the dots between you and your muse. Ways that you're the same, different, last time you thought about them, etc.
I look forward to the answers 😆💕🩵 ))
Mun Communication Preferences based meme
💡Do you get ideas from reading meta/headcanons/bios, or do those only pop up as you write?
I think both. If there is something interesting in meta or headcanons, that might give ideas... but I also have a strong pantser side, which means I come up with ideas through writing and drafting.
❤️ How does the love in your heart affect how you RP? Any other notable emotions?
Hmmm... I put a lot of effort into Yuriko? And I always try to give her the lead no matter what I think. She knows best how she wants to react and act. In general, my emotional state affects my writing a lot. I need a steady and peaceful state of mind to write properly. I can do it other times too, but it's such a struggle.
🔦 Connect the dots between you and your muse. Ways that you're the same, different, last time you thought about them, etc.
Similarities:
We both love Ruki
Height
Both have glasses
Both prefer skirts and dresses
We care deeply about our loved ones
We like to read
Both are bi
We like matcha and white lilies
Differences:
Age
Nationality
Our looks (hair, eyes, etc.)
Some likings
Yuriko dresses more cutely and wears shorter dresses and skirts than me
Yuriko is kinder
Yuriko is more scattered, I'm more organized
Yuriko is more trusting and easier to approach, I'm socially awkward and struggle with social situations
Yuriko is more of a people pleaser, I have this trait too but I'm not as bad as her
I'm a gamer, Yuriko is not
I'm an author but Yuriko simply writes bad poetry (her words, not mine)
I'm a picky eater with issues, Yuriko eats pretty much anything
There are other things as well. It's difficult to list out everything because Yuriko is her own person. She is like a friend who has some similarities with me but her own unique personality and background. We also have different life situations.
Last time I thought about Yuriko:
If we don't count this moment, then I thought her last night. I'm making a video project that involves her and working on a story from her past. Also, I would need to edit Her Calamity: Dark... So, for these reasons, she is pretty much constantly in my mind.
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