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the new girl at one of my favorite bakeries called me pretty this morning and it literally melted all my stress away 🥺
#kai.rambles#i was feeling sad bc my grandma is in the hospital and when i went to visit her they wouldn’t let me pass bc my license is expired#which okay ik that’s my fault but i took my passport with me just in case and the guy straight up told me that it wasn’t a valid form of id#and im like yeah tf it is ITS A PASSPORT and he said no#and while i was waiting for my mom to come down to the lobby an old lady came in and he turned her away for the same thing#and dudeee okay you turn me away fine fuck off but an old ladyyy??? at that age they don’t pay attention to that just let her pass#and then he argued with another woman bc she brought a flower arrangement and it had water so he couldn’t allow it HELLOOO??!?#so i had to leave and went to go get breakfast for my mom at least bc she stayed the night and i was supposed to stay the day#and when i came back to give her the food she told me that the nurse that was with my grandma asked what happened bc she wasn’t expecting#my mom to return and when my mom told her she immediately got so angry bc that same guy#didn’t allow her and a couple other nurses to bring in a cake for one of the residents#who’s birthday is today and they had a full on argument this morning#so it was all in all awful and now my mom has been there for more than 20 hours until later tonight when my aunt goes over :(#anyway this turned into a whole rant im sorry but im so mad bc i know for a FACT that a passport is a valid form of id#and he was just being a fkn dick#but the girl called me pretty and it took some stress off and she really liked my blush#and i liked hers so we had a little makeup 101 exchange and it was so nice at least 🥺#and i have a couple cute asks to answer that have made my day as well so i’ll get to those in a few 🥰
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So this is pretty much what it looks like when I’m world building with the partner
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Partner: so I want Evil Tony Stark to have this magic painting of a door that opens into a dark little room to keep my boy in when he’s naughty or inconvenient
Me: oh yes very good. And it’s not like the frame is the door, you open the painting of the door into another dimension
Partner: yeah he’s gotta be able to take it away with him so he can have it on command 😈
Me: okay so how I think this works is he paints the room inside it first to make the interdimensional space, and then paints the door closed over it, so he can paint whatever he wants in the room 🤔
Partner: oh yeah that’s cool, so he can put furniture or a happy little tree in 😋
Me, suddenly vibrating: okay but no he actually paints a Happy Little Tree and it’s just a tree in the corner of this completely dark room that just giggles softly all the time 🫠
Partner: …. And we tell the party as a joke the first time about this old cell the boy was in with a happy lil tree 😏
Me: and then we don’t say anything for like 2 years and then one of them gets put in the dark room and they just hear giggling 🤩
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Partner: okay so Evil Tony Stark mostly uses constructs and stuff for servants so we’ll put the Robotery in the basement for those 🤖
Me: okay, and when y’all go back to the abandoned mansion do you want there to be one left behind? 🙂
Partner: fuck yeah and the boy knows all of them he loves little creatures (and the house mimics) 🥰
Me: and since the boy was intentionally left behind, this is probably a construct that was doing something related to him so it’s probably reasonably aesthetic, yea? Like feeding him or dressing him up? 😇
(The boy was being kept as a pet by Evil Tony Stark because he glows for Fey Reasons and was pretty literally a living sculpture for 11 years and they did not exactly worry about the “living” part much)
Partner: yeah, if Evil Tony Stark is gonna see it around it’s gotta be aesthetic ✨
Me: so you find this cute sweet little construct friend and then you go a little further into the room and just see hundreds of partially or fully deconstructed bodies of this exact little guy and most of them are just minorly different aesthetics because Evil Tony Stark just trashes them when he wants a new look
Also one is still just barely alive and that’s because it’s one of the ones with a person’s soul bound to it and they’ve just been cuddling in the dark for months since they were abandoned 🥰
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This just happens in the winter okay I become Extremely Fucking Ominous for literally no reason and then it’s Horror Time
Most of our world building is him making cool and interesting places and characters and then me sneaking in sideways like “hey what if they’re also super fucked up 👀”
And to be fair he loves it and he always says yes please and helps me fuck them up more
Anyway we laid the groundwork for Lord Meldacio’s mansion today that the party are gonna get to in a couple weeks and I had so much fun this guy is the fucking bomb
#big gay dnd problems#pasha’s paw patrol#lord meldacio#he was already such a bad guy#and then i got my nasty little fingers into his house#and now it’s a full psychological horror show xoxoxo#the party love my traps#they almost never kill anyone#they just… incapacitate you 🥰 until someone comes to get you 🥰#edgelords always got some variations on ‘oh i was recreationally tortured i bet i recognise these tools’#and then i gotta ask them ‘well did you have your skull opened for brain seasoning? can you still move independently?’#and suddenly they are real quiet and very happy not to know what the tools are#i’m english okay we went to real torture dungeons in real castles on the weekend#if your evil cult wanted you physically capable of moving ever again it really limits the torture options#they also underestimate psychological horrors 🥰#i live in constant pain. pain isn’t scary#and our edgelords are always so happy when i give them a lil spare psychological torture as a treat 🥰
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Shoutout to all you people who are ok with having irredeemable F/Os, y’all stronger AND more creative then me frfr 😭
#So anyway yea just had a panic attack and mental F/O breakup 🥰#got into his source and thought he was cute#but then read some canon lore stuff about him and realized I don’t want him no more 💀#if the creator says that he hates EVERYONE then who am I to get my hopes up for nothing?#Someone needs to deliver a worthy little guy directly into my hands this INSTANT or I’ll burst#self shipping#self shipper#self ship#f/o community#f/o#romantic f/o#f/o post#problematic f/o#fandom#fandom culture#fandom stuff#fandom things
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WOULD YOU GUYS LIKE TO SEE MY FUGLY UGLY ASS ALLEGORY OF THE CAVE X FAHRENHEIT 451 CROSSOVER DRAWING THAT I WAS FORCED TO DO FOR SCHOOL….. ITS SO UGLY AND MONTAG IS
WHITE.
AND THE HOUNDS ARE DISGUSTING THE COLORING IS SO SHITTY AND MILDRED …. Well ok she looks alright kindof but the COLORING ….. SKETCH WAS BETTER but do you guys. Do you still want to see it…….,,,,,,
ALSO NO OFFENSE TO WHITE PEOPLE PLEASE I LOVE YOU GUYS 🫶😁👍 within reason
#like ok maybe it isn’t. THAT bad#NO NO I TAKE THAT BACK I JUST LOOKED AT IT RIGHT NOW AND THE COMPOSITION IS ALL FUCKING VOER THE PLACE#IT. IT IS. THAT BAD#IF YOU GUYS SAY YESS YOULL SEE#ok but nasty bad art aside I know some of you will be asking why white Montag is such a bad thing and#there isn’t anything wrong with it!!! it’s just that for me personally#after I did a bit more thinking I was. physically incapable of perceiving Montag as anything other than POC/nonwhite#so when I look back at my old f451 art and stare into the eyes of a pale skittish twink it just#it doesn’t click. like that isn’t MY Montag if ykwim#now trembling BROWN skittish twink. that’s a different story#AGAIN I DONT have any issues with ppl making their own versions white I just think that . for me specifically. he looked a bit funny#a little off. a bit too crackerish for my liking#where is bros melanin 😭#I’m complaining right now but if I wanted to I could just… go in and try and make the skin tone darker#I might do that depending on how tired I feel after doomscrolling#also if it matters even though I have read the book over at least 8 times now not once have I touched either of the movies.#and it will STAY THAT WAY. until I completely log my notes for the book#then I can move on to the movies 🥰#but I will admit 2018 did sort of lead me to having a change of heart w my design. just a little. just a teensy bit. kinda. sort of?#actually not really now that I think about it#I have my own reasons.#TOO MANY WHITE PEOPLE MY EYES THEY BURN AAAYHHHHH MY EYES OW OW OW OWIEEEE#my Beatty design was so white that my eyes developed stage 4 cataracts#I needed a palate cleanser that WASNT Millie… oh god my Millie design…#she was white there too. terrible#it’s okay… 💔 I’ve since learned and moved on#ARGH GUYS I DONT HATE WHITE PEOPLE I JUST THINK THAT MORE SKIN COLOR VARIATIONS WOULD E NICE
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I'm having a great time rewatching buffy/watching my bf watch buffy for the first time but I gotta say one of the highlights is how strangely attached he IMMEDIATELY got to Jonathan of all people
#he just wants the best for him#during the season 2 i believe party at buffys house when jonathan showed up for 2 seconds he got SO excited and went 'omg jonathan 🥰'#hes also an awkward little guy at heart so im sure theres some projection#cant wait to see how he reacts to jonathans arc overall#perhaps we can bond over our two faves being done so so dirty by the whedonverse#j rewatches btvs
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behind the news but in case you are still down with the horrid virus i wish you a speedy recovery <3
thank you my love <3 i am indeed down with the sickness and it is very boring. pretty much all i can do is watch tv, so if anyone has any shows to rec to me, please do! due to my specific setup, i also can't really use the computer for very long, so piracy is out...so specifically recs for things that are on the apps i have on my roku (hulu, viki, tubi) preferred. i have so many other things i would prefer to be doing, it's very annoying 😫 but we must persevere !
#🥰 you warm the cockles of my heart#i looked up cockles one time because like who even knows what part of the heart that is? and i think it turned out to be#some sort of marine mollusk#don't quote me on that though. probably best not to quote me on anything at the moment#you guys have all been spared from me posting every random absurb thought going through my head only by the fact that#my laptop battery is really bad and there are no 3-pronged outlets within reach of the couch#maybe i'm just thinking of that one nursery rhymes#little bells and cocklesheels all in a row or whatever#mary mary how does your garden grow??? it's coming back to me. as celine dion would say#asks#not anon#i love you <3 can't remember if i said that already
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Forgive me for the person I'll become when Missa releases all his new music <- delusional
#been on a missa kick lately which I've never really shared#been getting reeeeally into some of his music and lowkey getting a crush on him 😳🥰#and like. who cares if its been a month or smth. im still very obsessed with that stream he did where he showed off music he was working on#like his voice is insanely good and im going crazy like. to this day i still dont know if he plans to release all that or if that was just-#-scrapped music. with how excited he was when showing music i dont think its scrapped? but idk#dont wanna get my hopes up but. gah#also im just gonna come right out and say it. missa sinfonia is fucking hot as hell#he's so insanely hot and attractive and the music makes him hotter and he's so funny and grhgrgjfrh#ive been a little bit a lot obsessed lately. oh my god how are you so damn attractive#ive kinda told myself that if i ever get a partner the first thing i would do is show him missa and make them fall for him like i did#he's like. handsome like a guy from my culture. does that make sense#missa sinfonia has malay guy swag#i think i can say that here yeah. ive spoken my mother tongue language here#sorry im reaching he just reminds me of someone irl. but also. missa is hot asf i need someone to shake hands with me#frickin. schoolgirl crush on a funny mexican youtuber#ive watched more missa videos than i thought i would and its embarrassing how giddy i would get watching like#i am in my 20s but i am resting my chin on my hand like 🥰#brother I've fallen someone pull me back up i cant do this today
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#the way people wont let giannis feel any other emotion besides the one they only want to see him as is insaane#like they looove their infantilism of basketball players from outside the country#if they arent always seen as goofy and 'ooo whAts a VenDiNg mAchInE?@??!?? WhAt IS thIs .. PECULIAR DEViCE?? :O?'#the hate they get for showing normal human emotion is#yucky!!!! it's just not right !!!#marketing has some part in the blame here mainly with ppl like boban tho cus#while he can be a big goofy guy hes mainly more of a... 😭#his personality beyond that may surprise some people#it's easy for fans to forget their fav celeb has more personality than the pr probably allows them to show#but it's like fans with like giannis feel like theyre ENTITLED to this image theyve embellished upon his#nature !!!#EVERYONE can act a little like a child in an adults body sometimes!! once they feel happy or safe enough!!#they act like thats ALL giannis HAS to be for them tho!#like sometimes!! giannis is UPSET !!! LET HIM BE UPSET !!!!#n then his haters are always like 'oo so no dad jokes now huh?' HE JUST LOST AS A FIRST SEED ??????#of COURSE hes not gonna say fuckin DAD JOKES RN R U STUPID ?????!???#his goofy personality isnt fake. it just gets unfairly stretched sometimes by ppl whose views should be..#maybe contemplated a little more before putting them into practice#idk... anyways#wanted to show off this cute owl 🥰🥰 i love birds so much
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Best 4 hours of my life, with the loml ♡
#googie 🐰#i know i always say this but i can never really explain the way i feel about him </3 it’s so hard to put into words#i feel so complete now god i love him so much 🥺!! even that is an understatement 😔#i think it was like? 10:30 pm when i saw the weverse notif... and now it’s past 3 am jdghbcbn#i felt so many emotions throughout everything (the wv live; the ig live; and then wv live again) but god.#i’m just way too happy that i got to see him again 🥺; i missed him a lot!#crazy how just yesterday afternoon i teared up watching a reel on ig about missing him </3 and then 6 hours later!!! he shows up 💖#lol and i had so many mini breakdowns bc of him 😭 he’s a flirt FLIRT huh 😔✋🏼! WHAT ABOUT MY WEAK LITTLE HEART SIR???#i really have no defence when it comes to jk </33... sigh. but he sang sooooo many songs 🥰🥰#including txt! svt! nwjns! i’m one happy bitch 🤩☝🏼#what a great day to be alive honestly! just hope that he gets some rest bc goddamn it’s nearly 7 am at sk now 💀#oh and!!!! WE GOT TO SEE BAM MY BABY AFTER SO LONG IM SQUEALING THEY ARE SO CUTE OMG#HOW DID I ALMOST FORGET TO MENTION THAT LIKE WHAT#it was such a bonus to see tae too 🤭#!!! i’m just really happy#i’ll add more tags later... i just want to fall asleep now bc my eyes literally can’t anymore lol#anyway... ik i’m being very delulu here but like. sorry if it bothers you; i’m like this. 🤡#will always be jeon jungkook’s bitch <3#bye bye ~ my eyes hurt 🙁#see you guys tomorrow and i love jungkook 😆... and y’all too <3
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Um okay so when Puter had his dental in January the new lady at the vet told Jon that his liver values were high and it was a sign of early kidney disease. Today we saw our usual cat guy and he told me he looked at Puter's values from January and then compared with back in 2018 and they were actually lower than in 2018 so we don't really need to be worried and also they have always been within the normal range, just a wee bit on the higher end of normal. So I'm relieved to hear that. He also said Puter's weight is perfect. We decided we're gonna put Puter on a fish only diet and see if it helps with his bowel issues and then go from there.
#barkin up some trees#i love our regular guy hes so good#hes soooooo good#he loves to talk about diets and food too which is great because he rambled for a while#and i appreciated that a lot#and then he apologized for just dumping all of that info on me but it wasnt hard to follow since i do know a little#but it was good i like him#and he called puter perfect today so 🥰
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#hellooooo 😍❤️#i wanted to start by sending out the biggest ever virtual hugs to everyone who left me 99+ activity to come back to here lmao#that was definitely quite a way to log back onto tumblr this fine friday night 🤭👌 you'll make me smile and blush; guys. gosh#and in that vein!! EXTRA big hugs to everyone who's sent me an ask or a dm in the past week#i've seen them and read them and i appreciate them all SO MUCH 🥺❤️❤️#and i will be replying as soon as i can/have caught up on some sleep (am running on 14hrs since monday night. fun times.)#anyways yes. I LOVE YOU ALL#that's the core of this#i am still on semi hiatus but i just needed to pop on and say that#❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰❤️🔥#OH ALSO WHILE I'M SENDING A FIRE HEART AND THINKING OF FIRE#dragon riders au#GUYS 🥺🥺❤️❤️❤️ my heart... thank you so so much for the unbelievably kind words about it#and *also* an apology bcs i've finally had time to read it over as it's posted to AO3 and oh my fucking god#*head in hands* apparently AO3 formatter fucked up one of my sex scenes!! i'm so cross#but it's all fixed now AND i've added an extra little bit to my A/N so 🥺🥺👉👈#<33333#love you alllll#katie rambles#k
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NOTHING is funnier than receiving a text from ur fandom bestie that's like girl don't go on tumblr
#i don't know and i don't want to know lmao#i have 18 pics left in my disposable for eras shenanigans!!#also i've been feeverishly friendship braceleting in class all day 🥰#finished a fearless and an evermore one#will probs knock out at least two more before the show and if that's all i get to it's whatever#not to knock the beaded bracelet girlies bc obvs those are so cool and just as much a labor of love#but ive been working on these on and off since january#had never made a friendship bracelet before at all#and now it's a fun little skill i have!#i think after this is all over i'm just going to keep making one on my water bottle at all times#it's so fun and calming#i want to try and learn different/cool designs#apparently some of my classmates like to watch me make them in class the way you watch ppl play 2048/tetris#which is just so :')))))))#having a big i love my life i love the people in it moment lately idk (about FUCKING time)#like i don't think i've ever felt this way really#ANYWAY enough oversharing on tumblr dot com ily guys we will make it through the matty healy disc horse#vi is typing...
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girl help i remembered how i was an ar.temis f.owl girlie growing up and how that relates to my fixation on the s.ix of c.rows duology
#idk what the fuck this says abt me but it says Something that's for damn sure#artemis and kaz are the same guy in a different font#look at me in my sweet little face and tell me that if kaz had the resources and motivation and genre he wouldn't have#home alone'd the fuckin fae for just a shit ton of money and power#if those books weren't g rated artemis would have been doing the fucking most wrt the criminal underworld#he canonically freezes a dead man so the fairies he previously blackmailed can revive him#i love them tho they're not meant to be likable or anything u just want to study them like bugs#maybe i'll get the graphic novel artemis fowl at some point 🥰#✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ: ooc / [mothman vc] take me home country roads
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it is silly quirky to me that the same people who don’t want robin and nance to just be friends bc they’re both girls basically ship jon and steve bc they’re both guys
#or steve and eddie. what do u know abt their dynamic#and if you r going to pull small things from the show like the two little interactions#between jon and steve. including a fight. well then u might just have to accept that#there are some things already that have set up a robin/nancy friendship#and also. what do steve and jonathan have in common beyond fighting together once and dating nancy#idk. just my thoughts luvs lmfao#abby talks#ppl r so weird and picky imo when it comes to the girlies#two guys just gotta be on screen and we’re like omg 😍🥰
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Broke: TwinkBlond!Romeo and HeftyDark!Juliet
Woke: TallDark!Romeo and TinyBlonde!Juliet
#romeo and juliet#also#romeo et juliette#*jock voice* we get it you love the original french couple#but it just makes sense#juliet didn’t call romeo a falcon for you guys to just cast a lithe blond twink#only the french have dared#because the french knew#meanwhile the anglos still insist on their woobie anglo goldilocks and mediterranean olives#nah fam#tinyblonde!juliet in talldark!romeo’s lap like a little bird#look in your heart you know it’s true#i blame the romeo hate dumb#we could have gotten some really hot romeos for the juliets to 🥰#cristina is silly
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#the past 2 nights I’ve had dreams with the guy I kinda have a crush on & went to the same hs/college with (but only had like 1 conversation)#like always my dreams take place in some kind of school setting#first dream was I walked around for awhile till I found one particular classroom that I went into#I then had to do some kind of project in front of the class that involved like acting??? but could have someone else help me#after looking around for a moment/I asked him to help me with my project#so he did/ I had to go to a couple of marks around the room and act out a couple of scenes#he helped out with props and was also like acting alongside with me#in the end after doing all the scenes/we did good and got a good grade#last night was a hella weird dream in the first half#I guess like me and him were like already dating and comfortable together#maybe a bit too comfortable cuz uhh I was in the bathroom in the dream and he was with me… in the stall#idk we were there for a little while and I guess he was just waiting for me#after I was done we walked together to class but uhh the bathroom like transformed into a classroom so we didn’t go that far#we were watching a movie in class and had to take notes I guess#then for some reason I moved away from him and sat closer to the front but my view was blocked by the projector#still can’t get over the fact that the past 2 nights I’ve had dreams about him…#he also recently reactivated his personal instagram account after awhile cuz some sketchy page of a girl was threatening to blackmail him#god… I really do have a crush on him… it was his birthday last week too and he reposted a video his mom posted and he grew a beard 🥰#god I wish I could talk to him and get to know him more but I’m too chicken and too afraid#I think soon I’m gonna talk to my best friends about this and see what they think/say#UGGHHH I really do like him a lot don’t I??? 🥰😖👉🏼👈🏼#jazz uses curse! 💜
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