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#just remembered this was in my drafts HIII
reaperkiller · 1 year
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CYBERPUNK 2077 | PANAM PALMER
i'm back with the clan, sure, but i have things to do.
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lynaferns · 10 months
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FNAF Steampunk AU
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That I never finished because I couldn't figure out what was going to be the story and character dynamics, and the role of each character, and yeah… I also spend many days writing, rewriting and changing thing, I didn't even get to finish the first draft and I got artblock.
I think my problem in the first place was that I wanted to make this AU stick to canon. A mistake, I know lmao. Later I thought of just making up most of the things but having to rewrite what I had already done dismotivated me.
So I thought of at least showing this character height chart I made a year ago. And maybe, idk, some of the wips that I never finished.
Maybe some notes and interactions I wrote under a cut.
If you ever want to ask me about what I had planned for this AU go ahead! Some main things about this story are:
All of the events of the story happens in a week (or so).
Gregory acts a little more scared than what is shown in the game.
DCAs arms can stretch up to 100 ft (30 m). He bends them to write or make shapes in the air.
Sun has some nowlege in animatronic repairs and maintenance due to being abandonent, having to repair himself.
Vanessa/Vanny have a biger role than in the game.
Burntrap also apeared more.
All animatronics are equiped with dart guns (for safety!). There are some places that require to leave the dart guns behind to continu.
Pizza is scuare (this is not important, I just felt like adding it).
Also, first idea and some doodles.
Gregory gets to escape to the locker rooms leaving Chica behind him. While searching for an exit Gregory gets surprised by Sun who was searching for him, and out of fright takes out the camera and flashes his bad eye damaging him for a few seconds.
Sun- "you were carring an object capable of blinding animatronics with you and you didn't use it against Chica to escape?!"
Gregory- "I didn't remember! I was more focused on running than taking a camera out of my pocket!"
Sun-pointing at himself with his hands- "And you had to remember when you saw ME?!"
Monty grabs Moon by the neck and throws him like a stick doing a spinning motion on the air, Roxy chases after him. She comes back carrying Moon with her mouth.
Freddy has an existential crisis by seeing endos. Moon is there awkwardly watching him. He gives him a pat on the back.
The auxiliary arm of the protective cylinder is broken, Gregory has to repair Sun manually. Trying to put his face plate back the nose falls off and Gregory nervously catches it juggling. They look between each others and the nose.
Sun-"..." "Gregory"
Gregory-"..."
Sun-"come on, say it"
Gregory-"..." "Got your nose~"
Vanessa is explaining something to the group. Moon is behind her copying her movements. The others are trying not to laugh. She notices and throws a flashlight at Moon.
They divide in groups. Moon gets on Monty's backs like a gremlin.
Moon-"go gator boy"
Monty-"I hate you"
One last, this is a whole scene that needs a bit of context. The current team members are Gregory, Freddy, Sun/Moon. They have figured out that the safe mode prevents animatronics from acting weird/hostile (found out the hard way in an encounter with moon and a fuse box). Though Moon seems not to attack Gregory anymore they wanted to test it with the rest of the band and found Chica, some things happened, they left her in her room in sleep mode and went to roxy raceway. This begins when they head to the west arcade to repair the service bot's head and on their way they encounter Chica out of the sleep mode but more normal.
(Forgive my poor writing, this was more of a script)
The four of them stare at each other until one decides to react.
Sun–”HELLLLO” Chica– holding her left arm–”A- Hiii, umm” Freddy– “He-hello Chica! What got you here??” Chica– “I-uh…patrol? I- think?? There… There is a child lost in the pizzaplex and we were, like- told to go find him, remember?” “Actually, wait, why are you out of your room? I thought maintenance put you on lock down- And what is the Daycare attendant doing out of the Daycare? it’s not the end of the hour yet- Oh!”–she just saw Gregory behind Freedys legs–”hey! you got the kid-”–flashback of the garbage compactor–”GET HIM”–she points at him with a dart gun– Sun–gets in the way–”WOAH WOAH WOW easy there!” Freddy–”Chica- wait! It’s ok he’s with us” Chica–”T-that-that kid is a menace! He- we should-HAVE to take him to the officer Vanessa–” Gregory–*gasp * Freddy & Sun– “NO!” Chica–”????wha-?
Freddy– “We must not take him to her.” Chica- “You guys kidding?” “These are literal-plain-instructions that you are- just-” “That kid threw me through the garbage compactor!” Gregory–”You tried to kill me!” Chica–”what?! No! I couldn’t do that, that’s against my programming!” Sun–”Uuumm, about that miss-” Chica–”YOU”–points at Sun with the gun– Sun–”?!” Chica–”You were there too!” “You have been with this kid all this time!” Sun–hands up-”Iwastryingtostophim” Freddy–”Chica, calm down, I know what this looks like but-” Sun–”OHMYGOSHWAITGUYS, she’s not hostile!” Chica–”wha-?” Freddy–”what…?” Gregory–”what??” “She’s literally pointing at us with a gun” Sun–standing next to Chica, pointing at her while looking at Freddy and Gregory–”I just noticed! her behavior changed-!” Chica–redirects the gun to re-target him–”you’re getting too close” Sun–ignores that–”She’s back to normal! That means the safe mode worked, we can use this!”
Chica–”What are you talking about?” Freddy–”You’re right! That’s a relief” “right Gregory?” Gregory–”...Yyyyyeah? I guess, yeah” Chica–”seriously, what do you all mean?” Freddy–”Well, It’s a little long story-” Sun–”And we will explain it to you!” “BUT not now, we are in a rush!” “To repair this bot-head so Gregory can ride the racecar” Chica–”...” “‘you serious?” Sun–”yep!” “Say, Gregory! You still want to ride?” Gregory–”uh-yeah” Sun–”Then let’s go!” “TO THE WEST ARCADE!”–grabs Freddy and Gregory and takes them there–”You can come if you want~!” Chica–”...” “OH- GOLLY, WELL” “I guess I’ll just go with you even though I don’t understand what is happening! And no one is going to give me an explanation!” Freddy–”-I promise that I’ll give you a wide explanation once we are done with all this… But in a more private place”
There are actually a couple more of scenes before this one (and after) but I'm not very confident of showing those (or any actually but I don't want this to be buried in my documents and forgoten because I really want to at least make a decent story)
Also, I know that the canon heights for the animatronics are like 6 ft but I prefered my height variety headcanons. Maaaaaybe they are a little too tall looking at it now that I look at it again but, eh.
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savannahsdeath · 7 months
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hiii I love your work! could you pretty please do some toxic ellie? :)
TOXIC!ELLIE WILLIAMS X READER
mdni please<3
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summary: a miserable attempt to leave your toxic girlfriend
warnings: preferably 18+, just lots of toxic shit, manipulating, reader is crying
writers note: probably the only toxic post you'll see on my profile. honestly, i dont even know why i wrote this and im posting it just for the anon. i dont support any toxic behavior, cuz even a simple fanfic can bring some harm. dont read it if youre sensitive to such topics and if you decide to read it, dont romanticize it and dont blame me for any bad feelings you felt while reading - youre responsible for your own media consumption, im not forcing anyone to read. as i said, i just post it for the anon and also because i dont want it to just sit in my drafts (i dont have the guts to delete it). ugh its kinda long but i just want to make sure everyones safe, please take care🩷
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you were sitting in your bed with your head buried between your knees for half an hour now, ignoring the buzzing of your phone. you caught her with another girl. you should cry and feel miserable, and all you could think of was; 'finally! finally a reason to leave her!!'. all you could feel was happiness.
but leaving her wasn't easy. you tried a few times before.
'maybe it'll be different this time', you hoped. but the way you kept receiving notifications from her said otherwise. 'maybe if i ignore her for a few more minutes, she'll let me go.'
you tried to put your phone down, but your hands won't let you. your thumbs kept reaching for the screen in a desperate, involuntary action. you were powerless to stop it. you knew you shouldn't respond. you know you should walk away, but you couldn't. every time she messaged you, your heart beated faster and your breathing quickened. you knew this isn't the best thing for you, but a part of you was still clinging to hope.
'enough, stop it.' you ordered to yourself.
you picked up your phone, deciding to call your friend. she'll make you remember all the cruel things ellie did and leaving her will be easier.
your hands were shaking and you were truly scared of what's going to happen. you hestitated for too long before clicking on your friend's profile and.. lost your chance.
ellie was calling you. she wasn't giving up and she was probably pissed off by now.
you sighed and whispered; 'sorry' to your future self, before answering the call.
"why aren't you answering to my texts, huh?" she asked in an accusatory tone, as if you were the one who did something wrong.
your breath hitched as you heard her voice. there's no going back now. "i'm sorry, ellie, it's over." you mumbled and shook your head in disbelief. 'i'm sorry'?? for what? where was your confidence?
she took it from you, just like she's going to take anything she wants.
"i'll pick you up in a few minutes." she announced and you felt tears starting to well up in your eyes.
great. so she's on her way here.
you took a deep breath to stop your voice from quivering. "i'm not going anywhere- not with you."
ellie laughed, thinking it's all a joke. "you're funny, honey. you know you come crawling back to me everytime." she replies calmly. "so get ready. i'm coming to pick you up, and then we can talk about this. like grown-ups."
ellie was good at controlling you. she'll say she's coming to pick you up, and you'll be waiting on your porch when she arrives. she had a firm grip on you and she knew it.
not this time.
"like grown-ups?" you nervously laughed. "you cheated on me. again."
ellie didn't get angry. she wasn't even surprised.
"don't overreact, babe." she replied in an irritated tone. "it's not like it was anything serious. it's just some random girl. i'm still with you. you should know that."
you were stunned by her cavalier attitude. she really thought it's no big deal.
"leave me alone." if there was even a little bit of toughness in your voice before, it all left. now, you were just simply begging her to stop. "please."
ellie's confidence and her nonchalant attitude was getting to you. you felt angry, but at the same time, you were starting to doubt yourself.
you wanted to hang up, but you couldn't. you just waited for her reaction, praying this'll be the end. but you knew everything depended on what ellie wants, and for her, only her own good mattered.
ellie chuckled. "oh, sweetheart. you think you can just break up with me over the phone? we're not even having a fight here. come on, be reasonable. let's just talk this through. i'll be there soon."
you proudly raised your chin, even though she couldn't see that. the tears ruined your confident facade anyway. "i locked the door."
she stayed silent for a moment, not expecting that from you. but she always had a plan b, and you realised that as soon as you heard her laugh. "i'll check that myself."
you heard her car arrive outside your house, and an instant wave of regret washed over you.
she knocked on the front door. "i'm here, love. open up." her voice was gentle, with an apologetic tone.
you knew it was all a ploy to get you to open the door. you knew this was just another manipulative tactic she was using, but it was starting to work.
"come on, be a smart girl." she continued in a sweet voice. "or we'll do this the hard way."
you cursed yourself for how weak you felt, even though it wasn't your fault.
"ellie, please..." you begged, with as much authority as you could muster, but your pleads still sounded weak.
"what's that, babe? are you crying?" she responded in a mocking tone.
you felt powerless to resist her. your stomach twisted in knots, but your fingers reached for the knob. your other hand quickly wiped away your tears, though there were some visible smudges left. you stared at the doorknob in your hand, fighting every instinct in your body to open it and let her in. but you knew she'll get her way, sooner or later. you just wanted to get this over with.
with a shaking hand, you opened the door. you saw that ellie was holding a set of keys - there was definitely one to your house too. she could just unlock the door, but she wanted to check if you'll listen to her. you didn't even want to think about what would happen if you didn't give up.
she walked inside like she owned the place, and she didn't even look at you. she knew she's got you wrapped around her finger.
"good girl." she said, with the same mocking tone.
ellie's eyes darted around the room, and she walked over to take a closer look at a framed photo of the two of you on your shelf. she smirked, letting out a sarcastic 'hmph, so cute'.
you stood there, defeated, as she walked past you and paced around your home. she made herself comfortable, as if she belongs there. you tried to keep a brave face, but she could see right through it.
she sat down and turned to you. "tell me, why we ended up here?" she asked, her voice was cold and unforgiving, but it also sounded curious. "why are you trying to leave me? aren't you happy?"
you felt your lips tremble, as you parted them to speak. "you know damn well what you did."
she stood up and walked up to you, standing right in your face and leaning a little to match your eye level. "fucked another girl? huh? is that it?" she stroked your cheek with the back of her fingers, mocking your pout.
you flinched away from her touch, but she grabbed your face with both hands and pulled you towards her.
"i just had some fun." she said calmly. "besides, you can't blame me for wanting something different. just trying to make up for what you lack." she caressed your face, tracing your lips. it was almost gentle, as if she wasn't even trying to hurt you. but her words cut deep. "now, stop acting like a baby." she let go of your face. "i'm trying to have a mature conversation with you."
the obedient, scared side of you wiped your tears away and straightened up without thinking, but everytime you closed your eyes - everytime you blinked - another wave of salty liquid streamed down your cheeks.
you sniffled and tried to keep it together, but your body was shaking and feeling dizzy. still, you stood your ground.
"please, ellie... i can't do this anymore." you begged in a shaky voice.
"sh, shhh..." ellie wrapped her hands around you, rubbing your hair in a soothing motion. "don't say dumb things. i already know you can't live without me. you know that too." she grabbed you by the shoulders and forced you to look at her for a second. "don't you?"
her embrace felt somehow comforting, not matching the poisoning effect of her words. you clinged onto her, hoping to get as much from this rare moment as possible.
but you knew, deep down, that this is just another manipulation tactic. you shouldn't fall for her games.
"there, there." she whispered to you. she held you even tighter, as if she was trying to absorb every ounce of energy you had left.
she pulled back and looked you straight in the eyes. "do you see what happens when you try to leave me, babe?"
"i am leaving you." you said with as much conviction as you could muster. "i'm serious this time."
but ellie just smiled, treating your words like a joke. "that's funny, honey. this is just another one of your little tantrums. you're just upset because you haven't gotten enough attention these days. but you don't want to lose me." she ran her hands along your cheeks and caressed your hair. "you'll come back to me. you'll come crawling back, just like always. because you can't live without me."
you instantly buried your face in her chest, as she started stroking your back.
she sighed. "are you finished?"
you felt ashamed. you failed, once again. you let her win.
you lifted your head up so you could see her expression. her smile was even more mocking and cruel now that you've given in to her.
"that's more like it, babe." she said with that same condescending tone. she pulled you in for another hug, as if nothing happened. "now, let's forget all about today, okay?" she whispered in your ear. "my pretty girl."
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thesupreme316 · 10 months
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a bunch of headcanons of the reader has a kid and has to take the kid to work a lot but the wrestler(s) with a crush on them help out and they get together??
darius martin x female reader? action andretti x female reader? dante martin x female reader? hook x female reader? ricky starks x female reader? lee moriarty x female reader?
AEWS Stars Having A Crush on A Single Mom:
Pairings: Darius Martin X Fem!Reader, Dante Martin X Fem!Reader, Action Andretti X Fem!Reader, Hook X Fem!Reader, Ricky Starks Fem!Reader, Lee Moriarty X Fem!Reader, Eddie Kingston X Fem!Reader
Word Count: 1.5K
Supreme Speaks: hiii, thanks to @hooks-martin for the request! this one has been sitting in my drafts because I just kept changing stuff so I hope everyone enjoys it. if you a momma out here, I appreciate you cause you def do a lot, you are wonder woman. please remember that you are loved and appreciated.
Warnings: I refer to children as demon spawns and gremlins jokingly, MY GRAMMARLY AND THE N KEY DOESNT WORK WHEN I NEED IT TO, GIFS are NOT mine, not proofread so not too loud
Taglist: @hooks-martin @hookerforhook @wwenhlimagines @sheinthatfandom @eddie-kingstons-wifey
Darius Martin:
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THIS MAN WOULD ABSOLUTELY MELT AT THE SIGHT OF YOU WITH YOUR KID
Darius always admired you, but eventually that became a big crush
Completely simps for you and your kids
Will do anything that you say or ask
In my mind, he is that man that stepped up into a father-figure/male role model in your child’s life
Him taking the task of watching your little gremlin (I mean blessing…same difference) very seriously
Never lets them out of his sight, will spend almost all his money on them, and will try his best to give a good experience every time they go to work with you
Starts spending time with them outside of work as he understands being a single mom is hard and will do anything to lighten your plate
YOUR KIDS FUCKING LOVE HIM cause why not? Plus he always buys them ice cream
Eventually, you notice and you absolutely fall in love with the way he accepts your kids
One day, after dropping the kids off at your house after a day of fun, he makes his move
“I wanna be in their lives more and I want to be in your life more. I really like you and I want to have more with you.”
Needless to say that y’all establish your family and are starting to add one more to the mix
Dante Martin
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I feel that just like his brother Dante would also take the task seriously
But because Dante is younger he wouldn’t know how to really “help out”
Definitely read a couple of books to help
So he would do what he could; watch your kids while you work if he didn’t have a match or just distract them while you had to handle something
To them; he quickly becomes that cool older brother who can do flips
Dante begins having a crush on you because of how nurturing and attentive you are to your kid(s)
He’s just worried about you not seeing him in the same light (if you are older)
You like him because of how sweet he is and that he really tries his best to help you
To ask you out, I feel like he would ask the kid(s) more about you and your interests
After asking for the child(rens) blessing and their invasive questions, he would ask you out
IT WOULD BE REALLY CUTE Like he would use the kids homemade cards to ask you out on a date
You: *reading the card(s)* Mom, you should go out with Dante?
Dante: I mean the kid’s got taste
Action Andretti
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I feel like he would be very similar to his Lad comrades
Will be attracted to you at first from a far and come around to making his feelings known
He gets hella nervous around you (like would stutter and not make eye contact)
But would be shook to find out that you have kids or a kid
He wouldn’t wanna feel like he’s adding more to your plate
Offers to watch your kids or take them to get something to eat while you work
You guys would have little date nights as either his or your friends offer to watch the kid(s)
BUT LISTEN
I think that your child(ran) would pressure you into asking you out
“You know mom likes you, right? But then again she likes Dylan too-“
Before they could finish their other sentence, Andretti runs straight to you and asks you out
Andretti: *out of breath* I just had to ask you out before Dylan did
You: I don’t even know a Dylan. But I would love to go out with you
Hook:
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LETS GET THIS STRAIGHT: HOOK LIKES MILFS (as do I) AND IDC WHAT YOU SAY
Likes you because you are a strong woman and then fell even more in love when he found that you’re a mom (a great one at that)
But he would never show it; he’ll try his best to keep his feelings at bay so he doesn’t add pressure to your life (and because he’s not a verbally emotional person)
Also he thought his actions would speak for his words
I think kids like Hook for the simple fact that he doesn’t talk much; Would let your children do whatever they want to a certain extent
If they did something outta pocket, he’ll just look at them and they’ll stop
You were amazed and you just automatically started going to Hook to babysit/watch them while you’re working
He always keeps snacks, juice boxes, and coloring books in his backpack just in case
Remember how I said that he doesn’t show his feeling and his actions speak for him? When that all changes when he has a talk with your son
Demon Spawn: Do you like my mom?
Hook: Yes
Demon Spawn: Well, can you tell her? She doesn’t think so and she doesn’t understand us guys
Would ask you out with your favorite flowers
“I thought my actions were speaking loudly but I think I need to be straightforward. Will you go out with me?”
Ricky Starks:
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THIS MAN IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO ARJHGAJFHGJKAFDG
He also likes MILFS (again so do I call me)
Before knowing you had kids, he would actively flirt with you every damn day
When he found that you had kids, the flirting became more provocative and direct
“So….do you want another kid? With a handsome and charming man?”
Your kids love him because he helps pick out their outfits, he’s funny (always give them material to roast someone), and he genuinely cares
Like Darius, he will take the responsibility very seriously
In his eyes, it’s like they are his kids too (that was apparent after he signed a permission slip for a field trip)
Keeps a close eye on them backstage and takes them to basketball games
Constantly takes you out on dates; genuinely believes that you guys are in a relationship (PDA, spending nights together)
You always thought that you weren’t good enough for Ricky; but he quickly shut that shit down
“Listen, you are my woman, always have been. You are a great mother just like how you are a great girlfriend.”
“Girlfriend? We never confirmed our relationship.”
“I thought it was obvious but if you want we can go to the bedroom and confirm it now.”
Lee Moriarty:
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THIS MAN IS FUNNY IDC WHAT YOU SAY
I feel like he would have that one uncle that is everyone’s favorite
Developed a crush on you because you gave him a jersey
Loves to give your kids piggy back rides (or make Big Bill give them), fake wrestle, and race them around the arena
Will do TikTok challenges with your child and make you join them
Will also let them watch a little of South Park
He’s a confident person but when it comes down to you; he don’t know how to act
He’s the type of person who will get shy around the person he likes
Like Hook, your children will ask if he likes you, to which he responds “Is it that obvious?”
And with them having big mouths, they say, “Mom! You should make him your boyfriend! He like likes you!”
Next time he comes to watch your kids, you ask him out, making him blush
“*in disbelief *You wanna go out with me?”
“Have you met yourself? Of course I want to.”
And then you kiss his cheek, making your children gag
Eddie Kingston *Bonus* I had to include him
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THIS DUDE THIS DAWG
He’s aware that he has feelings for you but he doesn’t let you know outta fear of rejection (He thinks he’s being obvious and you’re not interested)
If you ask him to do something, he’ll do it while saying no problem; does not want you to lift a finger while he’s around
Will fight to the death for you and your kids
Always give (sometimes unsolicited) advice to your kids and gives them the hard truth
“Stawp that running around; ya motha don’t like that” (I can hear him sayin it exactly as I wrote it)
They always appreciate how upfront he is
Treats your kids like their his own
Tries to attend their games and award ceremonies
Will brag about their achievements to Jon and anyone else
Back to his crush on you; Eddie fully believes that you don’t like him back and just see him as a friend
Until you tell him about your feelings
“Eddie, you’re a great person: handsome, funny, real, and a sweetheart. I genuinely want you in my life as more than a friend.”
“You took the words right out of my mouth doll.” And then he gives you a kiss
Your kid: EW
“No one told you to watch dawg.”
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bloodynereid · 1 year
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ohhh maybe like a karen and reader one where its like they were flirty best friends during the bands like time together and then they find eachother again after the band has already been split and lice happily ever after🥲
ok thats it for me lol
love your writing queen
Intertwined Heartbeats
pairing: karen sirko x fem! reader
a/n: hiii anon! first tysm and second hope you enjoy this little fic. karen sirko owns my heart and honestly i wish we saw more fics for her. this was fun to write in comparison with my previous karen fic (even if it's not as long) so yeah ty for ur request ly
tw: kissing, mentions of weed, mentions of drinking, some angst but mostly fluff, some flirty comments, cursing
description: falling for you best friend is not something you planned but you are all the better for it anyway.
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Y/N: Being a band’s PR manager was hard. Especially when said band was Daisy Jones & The Six. Rod and I had a lot of work cut out for us.
Rod Reyes: I handled the tour and that was a piece of work but I cannot imagine what Y/N had to deal with. Well I can but it’s better not to think about it if you don’t want to get an aneurysm.
Daisy: Y/N fixed that stupid fucking article with Rolling Stone. I mean by the time it was published the entire thing had been changed but I didn’t know that. I only saw the first draft. So the damage was done and I still went to Greece.
Y/N: God that fiasco with Daisy, I can still remember it. Luckily Jonah was a good friend from university. If it wasn’t for that, that story would have run as it was written in the first draft.
Jonah: I didn’t change it that much. But I understood Y/N’s concerns so I took out bits from Billy’s description of Daisy. Not that famous line of, fuck how did it go, the I hate Daisy Jones line.
Y/N: Daisy was my friend. I had to take care of her and not just the band. Anyways, the reviewed draft of the article was much, much better in my opinion. *you let out a slight chuckle*
Karen: Y/N was always sticking out her neck for us. Whether that was because Billy got in the wrong fight when he was high or when Warren slept with the wrong girl. She was there from the beginning and we got close. She was my best friend. Through every twist and turn.
You let out a puff of smoke into the cool night air. Karen had invited you with a promise of weed to the rather high up roof of the hotel. Your usual fear of heights was thankfully dampened by the easy comfort of the rather strong weed.
“Where did you get this shit anyway?”
“Friend of a friend.”
“Wow, now you’re trying to pull all that mysterious and cryptic shit again.”
“Have to keep up the mystique somehow.” You snorted and took the blunt for her fingers before taking another hit. Letting the comforting silence wash over the two of you.
“I think I’m going to break up with Graham.” Karen’s sudden comment made you twist your head over so suddenly that a loud crack echoed into the night.
“Oh fuck me. Oww. Sorry about that but what?! I didn’t even know you two were dating.”
“I don’t know if we really are.”
“Well just so you know, I’m here for you for whatever you decide.”
Y/N: There were a lot of good nights like that. Karen and I were the closest in the group, even if I wasn’t actually a part of the band.
You sat backstage of one of the many concerts that had been going on for the past week. A glass of your customary Vodka Cranberry in your hand. The first week of the tour had just started and already there was a small amount of bad press starting to go around.
Tabloid journalists and photographers circled like ravenous vultures during each and every afterparty. But you know what they say: Any press is good press.
Right after the band finishes the set you are suddenly snapped out of your daydream by a blonde barreling towards you. A very familiar blonde who instantly envelops you in a hug.
“Wow hey there Karen, you’re going to make me spill my drink all over you.” You say as you quickly reciprocate the hug as best as you can whilst holding an already very slippery glass.
“Oh you love it.”
“Sure I do, honey. Set go well?”
“Went great! Still can’t believe we’re actually here.”
“Me neither, I’m suddenly getting a bucketload of calls from friends of friends that need PR done.”
“Well you better not be leaving us anytime soon.”
“Would never dream about it, sweetheart.” You stared at each other in slight awe. Mischief and something else you couldn’t really name was mirrored in Karen’s eyes as she smiled brightly at you. Suddenly you realized that you still had your arms slung around her waist and her fingers had taken to drawing little shapes on your arms.
“Hey! You guys coming to the afterparty?” Your little cocoon of warmth is suddenly interrupted by Warren’s voice from the other side of the room. You two quickly separate.
“Yeah probably.”
“Great, see you there.” Karen then connects your arms together and drags you through the back door, following the other members who were obviously going back to the buses to party.
“You know I do love it when you call me names, baby.” You ignored the butterflies that churned in your stomach as you scoffed and lightly hit Karen’s arm, causing her to send you a look of mock offense.
“Oh shut it.”
“Rude. I am truly and deeply hurt.”
“Overdramatic drama queen.”
“Oh wow just really bring on the insults won’t you?”
Y/N: I was there when all of it went down. I’d like to say that I didn’t know that the band was going to break up but I had my sneaking suspicions. When your career quite literally consists of being a fixer of problems you pick up on where problems might arise. Daisy Jones & The Six was a band that had so much underlying tension that it was for certain that the fuse was going to blow at one point.
You sat next to Karen on the large king sized bed in the suite that somehow Rod was able to swindle for you. Karen had finally fallen asleep after basically crying out her entire soul. God you felt so selfish being able to actually enjoy and crave the warmth that Karen provided as she laid tucked in your arms.
It had taken you a while but ever since the tour started your brain had finally started to accept what your heart already did. You were in love with Karen Sirko. As Breakfast at Tiffany’s plays on the TV you place a kiss on her forehead. And settle in for the fact that you will never have a chance with Karen but you’re comfortable enough loving her from the sidelines.
Y/N: Karen and I regularly kept in touch. I kept in touch with most of the band actually. It was only a few years after the band broke up that the breakthrough happened. And it happened because we were really, really high.
The year was 1980 and somehow you were back to lying down on a roof with Karen Sirko. It wasn’t some random hotel’s roof though, it was the roof of the new house you had just bought.
“I’m glad you invited me over.”
“Of course I invited you over, it would have been an act of a crazy person not to have invited you over.” Karen laughed at your statement before taking in another hit of the strong weed she somehow always kept in stock.
“You know you never did tell me where you get your weed.”
“And I never will.”
“Still as cryptic as ever.”
“Only for you baby.” Karen sent you a little smirk before quickly placing a small peck on your lips and settling back into her position. You lie there dumbfounded. She just- no no way. You’re just really high. Karen Sirko, the most beautiful woman in the world did not just kiss you.
“Uh- did you just kiss me?”
“I did.”
“Why?”
“Cause I always wanted to.”
“You’re just high.”
“We’re both high. Plus you know how weed makes me honest.”
“I know you all too well, Karen.”
“Well then you better believe that I just kissed you.”
“Fine I’m choosing to believe you… but I might need some reassurance.” Karen turns to you again with a smirk on her face.
“And what would this reassurance consist of?”
“Another kiss.”
“Your wish is my command.”
Y/N: So yeah things kind of ended well after the shit storm that was my years with the Six. I wouldn’t change a thing though.
Karen: Y/N is my other half and to be able to share my life with someone as incredible as that… I can hardly believe it myself.
Y/N L/N is the owner of one of the most renowned PR agencies for the Hollywood elite and is even rumored to work with some political figures. She lives with her long time girlfriend, Karen Sirko (they are hoping to get married as soon as it’s legalized) in a cabin in the Rocky Mountains but periodically comes into her various offices scattered throughout New York and LA. They co-parent 2 cats.
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cookierin-simp · 2 years
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SH33PCH4N_! - A DIRTY FANFICTION OF OBEY ME
Part 1
In which : you pursued as an 18+ cam girl in the human world
pairing: Lucifer X fem reader
a/n : hiii I'm back and honestly, I think this one, there aren't much of dialogues. I promised to include more dialogue for sh33pch4n part 2!
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"have you seen it, Mammon? "
Asmodeus said as he held his brother's palm for a free manicure. It wasn't just the two of them in the House Of Lamentations living room. There are seven of them there with their activities. Though they didn't mind their own business, of course, it was a very lively living room when all of them gathered together.
Beel was chowing down almost all of the food that was worth 30 years of stock. Belphegor, on the other hand, was trying to sleep on the couch but kept getting disturbed by the noises so he was very irritated and decide to engage in a conversation with Satan, talking about how to prank Lucifer with the love potion. The blonde demon, who was reading a book about human mental health, marked the last pages he was reading and closed them. His interests were piqued by the way Belphie drafted the idea. Asmodeus and Mammon were in their bonding moment. The peach-haired demon was showing Mammon all of his white nail polish collections from expensive to overpriced. The manicure session turned into a heated gossip.
The sound of the RPG game came from Leviathan DevilTendo as he kept bragging about how much he had progressed from level one to level 30 in three days. Lucifer was just... there. He thought he need to spend more time with his family so he just sits there and exists. As he sipped his poisonous tea (which was his favourite ) and thanks to Leviatahan, he can relax with classical music as the lotan commander lend him his noise cancelling headphones.
Noisy couldn't describe the situation. It was deafening, it was ear-splitting and yet it is a normal thing in that mansion.
Asmo went for Mammon's sweet finger as he painted it carefully while he whispered very quietly to his brother's ear. "have you watched it? "
Mammon respond with his expression as he reveals the wrinkles on his face which means 'what the fuck are you talking about'
Asmodeus pinched the white-haired demon's hair as he yelped with pain. "Ouch, ya goddamn demon stop it! " he whimpered.
Asmodeus whispered again "THAT video" and Mammon's face emitted soft red at his face when he finally understood what video was his little brother referring to.
"uh... I... y...yeah" Mammon covers his face with the back of his hand. He felt so hot to his ears whenever he remembered every detail of the video that Asmo shared.
"it was magnificent, isn't it? " one of Asmo's eyebrows lifted as he shot a sly grin to tease Mammon because, for him, it's such an amazing view to see anyone, no matter if it was a demon, an angel or a human to blush over dirty thoughts. Plus, the smell of someone getting aroused is extremely aromatic, and he smells a hint of it from Mammon.
"do you remember what her voice sounds like and how it bounces? Oh my god, she's ethereal. I have known the aphrodite for a while and sometimes I feel like she was at the same aphrodite level of beauty and seduction. She may even exceed! " Asmo squealed, clearly forgetting he was doing Mammon's nail
Mammon covers his already rose-tinted face with one palm as Asmodeus kept talking about how amazing the video was.
"but are you sure it was y/n? " the embarrassed demon asked.
Lucifer heard your name and to him, everything stops.
Though the music was still blasting, your name still get ahold of the pride demon. It triggers everything in him. His emotions, his desires, his needs and his memories.
He acts normal and shows no interest in Mammon and Asmo's conversation. But he did turn off the classical music he was playing to listen. Well, a little eavesdropping would not hurt, right?
Asmo motioned a 'shhh' to Mammon. He pinched Mammon's ear again and whispered something that even Lucifer couldn't hear.
"oh come on, they were all so occupied with their own thing, they didn't hear everything I just said! " the yellow-hued eyes demon tries to be convincing but Asmo for one didn't buy it.
Deep inside Lucifer's mind, he was racing with one thought.
"What is happening with y/n that I did not aware of?"
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Lucifer's pride was hurt. He was more than furious. If he never trains to maintain himself, he would have turned into his demon form and crashed Mammon's door to see what is he up to.
How dare Mammon kept you as a secret like it was his little playtime toy. Lucifer always mentally labelled you as his and his only. The thought of someone else keeping you a secret left a scar on his sin.
But just as he wanted to relax in his bedroom, he heard a lewd tone through Mammon's door. He was always aware that all of his brothers masturbated and sometimes it annoys him that they never knew how to keep quiet at night. He also pleased himself a few times but he made sure to be silent about it.
To think nothing of it, Lucifer brushed off the moan until he realised it was a women's tone.
Who could Mammon possibly let her in, without his permission and have sex? Lucifer's eyes filled with rage along with a black diamond appear at the centre of his forehead.
He was more than ready to bang on his sweet brother's door until he realised the moan glitched and for a few seconds, it returned to normal.
He didn't invite any girl, he was watching porn.
But the rages didn't end there as Lucifer realised that tone was recognisable. It was from someone he could never forget, someone he was always smitten with and vowed to protect her even if it means him dying most embarrassingly.
It was your voice.
Of course, to acknowledge your voice of moan made his breath stuck in that demon's throat. He felt his chest tightening. Was the faint sound of you begging for more just a mere hallucination? Yes, Lucifer did miss you. In fact, the word missing wasn't exaggerated enough. He craves your scent and for every howled of Devildom's air blowing his hair, the old feeling of your finger running through his fur aches his heart.
He missed you more than anything. Sexually and romantically.
Yet to hear a moan exactly like you, he cursed at himself. What porn sites did Mammon search to find someone who could replicate your sex voice?
He doesn't want to walk away from it. Instead, the pride demon who has himself overtaken with lust leans towards Mammon's door. His crotch formed a tent and it hurt to not touch it. He was tempted by the voice. He's tempted to stroke his cock.
Lucifer was baffled. It's been almost a year since you went back to the human world and he never had sex with other succubi just to save the dick for you. Well, he did masturbate a few times and it's all thanks to the thoughts of you sucking him all dry whenever he's on bed.
"fuck it" he whispered as he unbuckled his expensive pant. His cock was out. All hardened and throbbing by the sound of you. His precum was leaking, he was in a complete pathetic state by just the sound of yours. The fact it was just your voice, just imagine if he saw your body.
As he didn't waste his sense of hearing, he kept listening through his brother's door.
"mmm... you would like that won't you? " the voice spoke in the most seductive tone. Every word was utter with a whine which make perverted Lucifer completely out of control.
Lucifer's right-hand storke his dick in slow motion, making sure to follow the breath of the voice moan. His mind pictured your face, truly and no doubt that it was your voice. Does that mean Mammon have your sex tape? If yes, why can he have the same treatment? Is it because Mammon was your first?
"n.. not there... you're going to make a mess!! " the lewd tone causes Lucifer to massage his cock a little bit rougher. "ha.. y/n.. " now it was his turn to whimper.
"shit, please suck me... " the demon begged in silence as his hand still sinned down there. He remembered the last time your pussy wall felt around his cock skin. The way his dick pumped whenever he thrust it deep inside of you and the euphoric feeling when the tip of his penis hits the deep end of your pussy.
He remembered it all in detail the day he fucked you. The way you screamed his name, the needy beg for more and the taste of your sweat. The voices, it's definitely you.
As his mind played the old sex of you and him, he was already out of his breath yet his stroke game is still going on. Lucifer closed his eyes as he realised he was in his climax soon. The voice kept on cursing dirty words and it triggered Lucifer to cum even faster.
"you.... ah fuck... can come.. inside of me.. " that danger line was finally out.
The thoughts of you letting him breed inside excite the firstborn. He always dreamed to fill your pussy with his loaded, stuffed you like a pie with vanilla cream inside. If you agreed, he would love to be a father to your kid. He'll spoil you so much when you're pregnant with his very first child. The idea of creating a family with you always will be a dream that only happened when he fell asleep.
"oh, y/n... " Lucifer felt as if his stomach almost untied the knot. "I... I'm going to c...come..." his needy tone was faint as a cautious so he'll not get caught acting like Asmodeus. "come.... inside of you... "
By the time he finished the sentence, his moan was all out. Luckily his other hand covered his mouth or else, Asmodeus will definitely take advantage of his vulnerability right now.
"nggh... " to avoid traces of his thick cum staining the HoL's carpet, he uncovered his mouth and bring the palm down to the tip of his twitched cock. Lucifer's eagerly pumped all of his seeds out as the cum gathered on his palm.
"hhnngh.. " he took one last breath, realising he's now feeling so hot from all of that adrenaline that kicks in during his masturbation process.
He peeked the semen onto his hand and smirked: "this is all your fault y/n"
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The family breakfast was quite the usual. Mammon babbling about the casino, Asmodeus having a live stream of his breakfast, Beelzebub basically consuming three-course meals, Satan with his mature act by eating while reading, Belphie who is awake because he accidentally slept in a soup and now his face was all wet, Leviathan was still in his room as he stayed up last night and Lucifer who is going through his files of paperwork even when it's breakfast which annoys you sometimes.
"I think I can finish 100 paperwork by the time the clock hits 6 pm" Lucifer's face expressed joy as he said that to himself. He put the paper back into the file and gently locked it as the paper was supposed to be confidential.
BRRR
A notification came through Mammon's DDD but the second demon was too occupied with laughter as he saw how pissed Belphegor was when his face dunks inside the soup.
sh33pch4n_ posted a new video!
Lucifer's eyes locked at his brother's DDD and somehow, the username sounds familiar, it felt like someone somehow once uttered it to him.
Lucifer's forehead create thousands of wrinkles when he tried to remember every single creature he ever met for the past 8000 years just so he could recall the username.
Until he remembered how you once told him with joy when both of you playfully suggested a pet name.
"so... can I call you Luci? " you carved a smile along with displaying your teeth. Your eyes emit pretty orbs and Lucifer couldn't say no to that.
"fine, but do it only when we're alone" the so-called demon agreed nonchalantly as if this discussion weren't mattered, but he actually look forward to it.
"and for me......let's see.... " your finger brushed your chin as a sign of trying to think of the best pet name.
"babe would be lame, baby? I am not a kid. Sayang? You wouldn't understand that language..... " you mumbled alone while eyes locked on the floor of Lucifer's office in RAD.
Suddenly, just as if the bulb appeared above your head, you finally have a pet name for Lucifer to call you.
"sheep! " you smiled
"sheep? " Lucifer confused
"People always go with kitty, and you preferred me to call you a sheep? " he continued
You nod with the most beautiful smile placed on your face. The pride demon can't do anything about it. What's your wish is his wish too.
"It's okay, my sheep, as long as you're happy"
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"uh oh"
and so, he stood up, alerting all of the brothers that he needs to leave early as he have a private meeting with Diavolo. His breakfast was untouched and there were no lip prints on his cup either.
"at least have some before you go" Mammon suggested because he knew it would be hell to handle a big thing when you're not filling yourself up with some foods or snacks. It's common sense to acknowledge the danger of starving. It's not like Beel should only be the one who knows about starving and all.
"I am fine, excuse me"
Lucifer left the dining room without thinking twice.
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"Karasu, download StripTwitch "
Lucifer used the technology of a personal system for DDD that will listen to what you'll say. It's like having a butler, but trapped inside a phone!
"StripTwitch is the only app for 18+, are you sure to continue? " Karasu spoke again through the speaker of Lucifer's DDD. It was a human word app and it's safe to say how much of Ruri-chan merch Levi got for modifying Lucifer's phone so he can also have access to human world entertainment. He was driving, which explained why he's using the feature right now. His stylish car has a hint of masculine fragrance. He placed a phone holder on the dashboard near the steering wheel. He gripped the black steering wheel with one hand as the other one lay down on his thigh.
"yes" he met with a road bend and slightly turn the steering to the left. "And please Karasu, after you've done that, create my account with a fake name and follow sh33pch4n_"
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a/n : do inform me if you are interested for part 2!
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ambrozjas · 3 months
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Hiii <3 before i start i wanted to say that ur fics are sooo good <333 okkkk so can you pleaseee please do a fluff with (aged up) sodapop curtis and he finally comes home to his fiancé after monthssss of being drafted out in war, and reader is like really shocked and emotional. maybe a bit of a song fic too? i think “it’s been a long, long time” by kitty kallens, would be suchhh a good fit!! just a LOT a fluff would be so good!! if it’s not any trouble!! thank uuu sm <3
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it’s been a long, long time ꨄ︎
sodapop curtis x reader
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TELL ME WHY I LITERALLY LOCKED IN FOR THIS FIC, LIKE ACTUALLY. SOMETHING TOOK OVER ME 😭 also, sorry i got a little angsty at the beginning, it’s more so a comfort type fic?? hope that’s okay 💕
✧˖*°࿐ warnings ᰔᩚ
mentions of war, crying, kissing?? i dunno i think it’s all pretty tame.
✧˖*°࿐ word count ᰔᩚ
622 words, 3,325 characters
. ˚◞♡ ⃗ *ೃ༄ . ˚◞♡ ⃗ *ೃ༄ . ˚◞♡ ⃗ *ೃ༄ . ˚◞♡ ⃗ *ೃ༄
never thought you would be here, standing so close to me
that’s all you could think about when you saw soda in the doorway, his suitcases in hand and his uniform still on. your mind flashes back to when you first learned that soda was drafted, how that night you were inconsolable. how could you be calm when your fiancé was about to be out fighting for his life? you remembered how that night how soda tried to comfort you, that night filled up with kisses in earnest, that night where you didn’t want to even let him go to the bathroom because you were scared that he wouldn’t return.
when he officially left, you were mainly alone, only keeping in touch with his brothers ponyboy and darry for their comfort and your own.
you remembered the amount of times you sat at your kitchen table, eyes empty as you fiddled with your engagement ring. one thing you thought about was, what if we never get to have this wedding? should we have gotten married sooner? you never stopped thinking about it. you can’t count how many times you lay at night alone in a cold, empty bed. you didn’t even want to wash the pillows for you feared they would lose soda’s scent.
there’s so much i feel that i should say.
you and soda just stared at each other, a small distance between you two, speechless. an almost deafening silence fell over the house. you eyes glossed over with tears as you ran at soda and threw your arms around his waist. sodapop, of course, embraced you back, burying his head in your hair as you shook with every silent sob.
but words can wait for some other day, you thought, tightening your arms around soda’s midriff.
he tilted your face up, cupping your cheek with his hand. you must’ve looked like a mess right now, red blotchy face with tears flowing down your cheeks and your nose wet, but soda didn’t care. he loved you too much to care, you could’ve been the ugliest crier in the room and soda would still dare compare you to a deity.
he brought his lips to yours, the salty taste shining through from all his tears. he pulled away for a quick moment, giving him enough time to press his forehead against yours, before he kissed you again. and again. and again.
kiss me once, kiss me twice
then kiss me once, again
it’s been a long long time
your hands tangled in in soda’s hair, the follicles still a militant length. your heart swelled as it felt like you and sodapop were the only two people in the world, like there was a spotlight shining on you two with no audience.
haven’t felt like this, my dear
since i can’t remember when
you reluctantly pulled away from soda, your hands resting on his chest. you let out a teary laugh at the way he chased your lips before he fluttered his eyes open, and when you looked into his blue eyes, you saw nothing but love.
you’ll never know how many dreams
i’ve dreamed about you
or just how empty they all seemed without you
you smiled at him, you realized that you could finally smell his scent against the bedsheets again, all those wonderful times you had with him can happen once more.
you tilted your head up and kissed your fiancé, and he practically melted into you. you could feel him smile against your lips as he pulled away and littered your face with kisses, kissing away all your tears.
so kiss me once
then kiss me twice
then kiss me once again
it’s been a long, long time.
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˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ how is this only 622 words this felt like sm more in my notes app 😭
kiss kiss ˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱
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cat--comic · 18 days
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blog 1. happy birthday
welcome to the new cat comic blog! if you're reading this on tumblr, hello! if you're reading this on neocities, i love you more. page looks pretty snazzy, right? check out the very pretty melankorin.net, this page looked a lot more plain before i ate that page's design aesthetic.
ok.
it just so happens that yesterday, the 13th of april, 2024, was cat comic's first birthday. this comic is officially one year old! goo goo ga ga! it makes me glad and more than little scared that i've been working on this for so long. it's my longest-lived project to date and still going strong, which means a lot coming from my bloody trail of abandoned projects.
what the hell is cat comic about?
cat comic is a story born out of a lot of my fears vis-a-vis my creative projects. it's a story about creation, whether that deals with art, identity, or culture, and about the history that doggedly stamps itself on any creation, and about the problems of indie projects. it's a story about a cat and a dog and some other various animals who get into lots of trouble, and it's mainly a story about the end of the world.
i think you can tell that there's a lot of throughlines to my other work (unfinished or otherwise), which is pretty thematically appropriate. actually, cat comic was originally reusing far too much of eyrie, an old comic idea of mine. eyrie followed an aspiring paladin and their little buddy as they made their way to the shining capital of a theocratic nation, delving into a mirror world that reflected public perception of things along the way. it was a pretty fun concept.
anyway, it informed a lot of cat comic's original premise—it began with an ascent from belowcloud to a shining city in the sky. huh... sounds familiar. like eyrie, it also dealt a lot with divinity, mirrors, and perfection (as in: perfection in the eyes of society, not cat comic's current sense of it). it's fun looking back at these early drafts of cat comic because you can clearly see all the influences i was pulling on, big or small. i was pretty fine with doing this because, as it pains me to remember, cat comic was to be a "fun" and "short" project where i could "do whatever". haha.
cat comic's changed a lot since then and it's also hardly changed at all. a lot of the original ideas are still there in the batter, but it's also evolved into something pretty different and much closer to my heart. and it will continue to change and evolve! although perhaps not quite so drastically as it has over the last year.
what's the plan with this thing?
i had a conversation with a friend a while ago (hiii ardenna i know you're reading this. love you) about our respective story projects and our problems working on them as single creators. i don't have a team for art or writing—it's all me, babey—and that means everything about this project is going to take what we in the industry call a "long time".
this time next year, i want to have a comprehensive plot. that might sound like a lot of time for not a lot of work but believe me i need it—i'm doing a bit of a unique format for this story and i want to put the time in to make sure i stick the landing with it. my secondary goals for the next year also include finalizing designs for all of the main cast and making sure they're all fleshed out... basically, by next year, i want to be able to start actually drawing the comic. i don't want to start drawing it then but, just, you know, be able to.
as of last week, i've handed in my senior project (and passed with flying colors, thank you), which means i can start turning my attention to things other than that. i've already talked a bit in my 2024 blog post about my plans for the year and how i would like to devote the rest of the spring to exercising my comic muscles. i would like to stick to this plan, despite the fact that school is trying to murder me.
right now, i only have vague ideas of what those exercises will be. once i'm completely done with my senior project (report handed in at the end of this month) i'll start workshopping them. again, my priority with them is not telling a story so much as working on coloring, panelling and figuring out my workflow.
and, apart from my year-long goals and season-long goals, i just want to flesh out these pages a little more. i kind of rushed getting these up because i wanted to hit the birthday (and i didn't even manage that LOL). i want to get some more of my brain bits out on canvas! but they never tell you how hard it is to figure out how much you want to share and how much you want to keep to yourself for now. i'm making little lists and i think i'm doing a pretty good job.
final notes (SAPPY WARNING!!!)
thanks to my friends (hi again) who are very excited about my comic. it means an immeasurable amount. friendship forever
and to everyone else... remember: birds can't fly with wet wings. goodbye for now!
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greta-van-chaos · 2 years
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hiii can you do a smutty fluffy jake x reader where ur insecure about your body & ur confidence has been down a lot but jake tries to prove to u that he thinks ur actually irresistible 🫶🏼 pls make it filthy the girlies could use it i love ur writing
Right Side of My Neck
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Jake Kiszka x Reader
Warnings | Explicit sexual content, cursing, angst, anxiety, body image issues, rough sex, mirror play, hair pulling
Word Count | 2.2k words
Authors Note | I keep saying that I'm gonna write and release new stuff but I have had zero motivation. I have a lot of stuff in the works that im clearing out of my drafts... then its time for me to open requests again!
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The water sloshes around your body, lapping at your sternum as you make the last step into the pool. Jake is nowhere to be found and so you make your way to the edge so you can set down the two beers you retrieved. Your eyes scan the backyard and the more people you see the tighter your throat gets. So many pretty girls in tiny bikinis, prancing around looking like models.
You've never been a fan of parties but you know that dating a rockstar comes with having to attend a fair share of them. You love Jake too much to turn down an event like this and so that's how you got yourself here, standing on the sidelines rather uncomfortably in a bikini that's way too small and makes you feel ridiculous.
"Hey baby," Jake pulls you out of your thoughts when he makes his way through the water to stand at your side and take you by your hips, pressing a kiss to your temple.
You blink away any tears that had been threatening to fall, clear your throat and wrap your arms around his neck. "Hey! where'd you go?"
"Josh texted saying he needed help with something, turns out he just wanted me to mix him a drink--" Jake rolls his eyes and scoffs "I know I'm the better mixologist but he could've done it himself." You stay quiet, the tears welling up again at how stupid you feel for being insecure and letting it ruin the mood. Jake catches on immediately and places a hand on the small of your back, the other coming up to rest on your cheek. "Are you okay, baby? What's wrong?"
"I'm fine!" You say, a little to excitedly as you wipe your tears away, plastering on a fake smile and wiling your voice not to shake. Of course, Jake doesn't fall for that.
"Seriously, something is up, what's wrong? You can talk to me."
All at once the buzz of the party becomes far too overwhelming, all of the chatter now zoning into the anxiety department of your brain. "Can we go somewhere quiet please? It's so loud."
"Of course, here--" Jake slips his hand into yours and begins to wade his way through the water, weaving around the heaps of people that have flocked around his brother Sam who just waded his way into the water. Once out he leads you into the house guides you up the stairs. You can barely navigate the house you're in but Jake pulls you along as if he's lived here his whole life. You're not even sure he knows who's house this is.
"Do you know where you're going?" You keep a firm grip on his hand but something in you falters when he stops in the middle of the hallway as if contemplating where he is.
"Not really. I came up here earlier to go to the bathroom, I just can't remember what door it was."
Despite his words Jake very confidently reaches for the handle of the closest door and pushes it open to reveal a very expensive looking bathroom. He gently pulls you inside by your wrist and shuts the door, clicking the lock behind you.
"Do you want to sit?" He motions to the marble edge of the bathtub that looks like its built in to the wall. You shake your head and stay standing in front of him, arms crossed over your stomach. He tsks and moves them away, taking each of your hands in his own. "What's wrong?"
The tone of his voice makes it very hard to keep your composure. He sounds so goddamn concerned and although you love him for it, it almost makes you feel worse for the negative thoughts about your body cropping up in your brain.
"I just--" Voice cracking you pull your hands back and hide your face behind them, shielding your eyes from his concerned stare.
Jake reaches out to stroke your arm, "It's okay, this is a safe space, you can tell me anything, baby, anything."
"I know-- god-- I know! I just feel so stupid."
You dare to glance at him and his eyebrows are drawn up in worry, why do you always have to do this? Jake stays silent and bids you to continue with a nod of his head.
"Everyone here-- Everyone has such nice bodies, they all look so good in their bathing suits and-- I just--" You sigh, not really wanting to finish the sentence and hoping he can piece it together himself like the ever intuitive boyfriend he is.
"Oh, baby..." His face falls and your heart clenches in your chest.
"I'm sorry-- I don't--"
"Why are you apologizing?" He takes a step towards you, pulling your wrists into his hands and rubbing over them soothingly with his thumbs. "You never have to apologize. If anything I'm sorry. I wish you didn't have to feel like that."
"I just wish I was as beautiful as all of the other girls."
Something in his eyes changes and it's just barely noticeable. If it was anyone else with Jake right now the shift would go under the radar but you know him inside and out. The energy in the room is flipped on it's axis, thick tension seeping into the air between you.
"Are you kidding me?" He says it almost accusingly but you know him better than that, if anything he sounds... territorial.
"I don't understand why I don't look like them-- Why my body isn't--" A sob chokes you up, catching in your throat and you have to look away from Jake.
Silence overtakes the room, so potent that the only thing you can hear is you own heavy breathing. You can barely stand to sneak a glance at your boyfriend and when you do the expression on his face is chilling.
"Do you seriously not see how fucking gorgeous you look?" His voice has dropped an octave and the look on his face is one of pure lust. You want to be offended by the tone he's taken on but you can't help the warm tingling feeling that's sparked to life in your stomach. The atmosphere changed so quickly that you almost didn't notice it but nevertheless you welcome the change.
"Jake--" You breathe, stepping back and pushing yourself up against the counter.
"I'm serious, you look fucking perfect. Here--" Without warning Jake steps forward and slips his arms around your waist, turning you so you're now facing the wide mirror above the sink.
The sight your met with is not something you'd consider attractive but with Jake's wandering hands and the hot kisses he's trailing down your neck you can't seem to form a proper thought.
"You. Are. Beautiful." He mumbles against your shoulder, in-between kisses. Slowly, his hands trails down your stomach, to your bathing suit bottoms. They're tied tightly on each hip and when his fingers play over the small bows you secured earlier when getting dressed his eyes meet yours in the mirror, asking you silently for permission.
"Please, Jake." Your fingers card through his hair, pulling his mouth against your neck harder and forcing you to arch your back when his body is pulled tighter against you.
He takes his sweet ass time pulling the strings of your bottoms to loosen and eventually let them fall off of your body. From there he kicks them away and caresses your stomach, gently running his fingers over the skin.
The ripple of goosebumps that covers your skin only spurs him on further. Carefully and so incredibly slow, he drags the tips of his fingers in small patterns over your stomach, dipping just low enough to send a chill down your spine but not quite low enough to quell the heat blooming between your thighs.
"Look at yourself," He whispers. "You're a goddess."
Reluctantly your eyes scan your body and as you watch his hands move over you you feel a bit more confident. Not to mention how the way his gaze is devouring you makes you feel, just by looking in your direction he makes you feel sexy. When his hands travel to your shoulders and down your back you're already nodding, almost begging him to bare your naked body to him. The speed in which he removes your bra greatly contrasts how slowly he slipped off your bottoms, his fingers hungrily work at the ties until it falls away and he can cup your breasts, kneading the flesh. You press yourself against him and can feel the very obvious bulge in his swim trunks against your ass.
"That's what you do to me baby, you're perfect. I never want you to feel any other way because you really are perfect."
"Thank you, Jakey. Thankyouthankyouthankyou." The praise slips past your lips like a mantra and seems to be the only coherent thought you can manage. His wandering hands make it very hard for you to focus, so much so that you tip your head back and close your eyes, letting the fuzzy feeling of lust take over.
"Look at yourself. I wanna see you looking or I'll stop what I'm doing. You're so beautiful baby, just look and see."
When you reluctantly pull your gaze back to the mirror and meet your own stare you want to cringe away but then you feel Jake's hand between your legs and you watch as he circles your clit with an unmatched care.
"Wanna feel you, Jake." You whine, reaching back to thread your fingers through his hair.
Through the mirror you watch one of his hands come up to cup your breast while the other continues to work between your legs.
"You can feel me baby, i'm right here." He taps your clit lightly with his fingers before going back to his earlier motions.
"No, no, Jake, want your--" A moan rips through your chest when he sinks two fingers into you and without thinking your head tips back.
"Nuh uh baby, eyes on the mirror." He truly does completely stall any and all movement until you're looking at yourself again which makes you groan out of frustration. "So fuckin' needy, baby. Who got you all wound up like this? Hm?"
"You Jakey, please. Want you to fuck me. Pretty please, baby" Your words come out stuttered and breathy which makes him smirk.
"Well only cause you asked so nicely."
He removes his hand from between your legs to free himself of him swim trunks. His other hand still holds it's grip on your breast and in a teasing act he pinches your nipple lightly. You yelp and without warning he pushes into you, filling you up completely and pushing you down against the counter.
"Look at yourself, baby. So fucking pretty. So perfect."
You can't speak, you can only whine and moan as he fucks into you, wrapping a hand into your hair and pulling you up enough that you can still see yourself in the mirror.
"You're my pretty baby, aren't you?" He fucks you harder, his hips slamming against you and knocking your body into the cool marble top. "Say it."
Breathing wildly and barely holding onto anything as your own hips are rammed into the cabinets you meet his eyes in the mirror with a questioning look.
"You heard me. Fucking say it. Tell me you're my pretty baby."
With a high pitched moan you barely breathe "I'm your pretty baby, Jakey."
He groans and his eyes roll back into his head, hips faltering slighting. "Say it again, say that you're my pretty girl. Fuck--"
The only sound filling the bathroom is the slapping of your skin and your collective moans. Any passersby would very quickly be able to come to the conclusion of what exactly was happening behind the door.
"I'm your pretty girl, I'm your pretty baby"
"Yeah you are, baby."
You actually find it pretty easy to keep your eyes on yourself through the mirror. Although your eyes do stray behind you to view how fucked out Jake looks as he thrusts into you and holds your hair in a fist, every once and a while jerking you back a bit, you don't mind looking at your own body and face. There's something so incredibly sexy about being made to watch yourself come undone.
"You close?" He breathes, pressing a hot, sloppy kiss to your neck.
"So close." You cry, holding the faucet the keep yourself grounded.
"Touch yourself for me."
Without a second thought you slip that hand that isn't around the sink between your legs and within a few circles you can feel yourself nearing the edge of your orgasm. Your so close you can barely get the words out to warm him.
"Gonna cum, Jakey, please--"
"Go ahead, baby. Let it go for me."
When you finally are pushed into the tidal wave that is your orgasm, the last thing you see before your eyes close is Jake's blissed out face as he finds his own release in tandem with you. He can be so angelic and beautiful during even the most unholy of moments.
He continues to push into you, riding out your high as you come down as well as his own. You feel him let go inside of you and a sigh leaves your lips at the sensation.
When he finally does pull out you both wince from the overstimulation and loss of contact. Immediately he grabs some toilet paper to clean you up and helps you to sit on the counter.
"You are the most beautiful person on this earth and I never want you to doubt or forget that. Okay?"
"Thank you, Jake. I love you."
"I love you too." He whispers. In contrast to the heated affair you had both been lost in moments ago, he gently presses his lips to yours and brings his fingertips to massage over your scalp where he was holding your hair. "Was that okay?"
"Better than okay." You smile, kissing the tip of his nose.
After you both have a minute to regroup and eventually redress, he helps you off of the counter. "We should probably get back to the party, is that okay? Or do you want to just go home?"
You reach up and kiss his cheek, "We can stay."
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Hiii ✨️ Your reply from my post got me really curious about headcanons for my self ship and I feel like I really need a kick back into posting all my drafted f/o posts...
Primis Dempsey is the absolute love of my life, and I was wondering what sort of hcs you had? I also want to come up with a new ship name, but I'm stumped thus far heh..
Sending big hugs 🩷✨️
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Angel, I’ve got just the thing! I’m glad you’re back and I’m sending big hugs and lots of love to you💖💖💖
But FIRST!
A short little name brain storm
Guns and Roses
Bowie-Winged Butterflies (bowie knife btw, not the 80s singer)
Poppies and Primroses
Gun-Slinging Sweethearts
I hope these few can help, even if it helps the brainstorm have a clearer idea of what feels right.
Headcanons for you and Primis Tank:
Ohhh my GOSH. Every time Tank looks at you, it’s like a sense of pure wonder completely mesmerizes him. Smitten is an understatement
As a marine, his training and combat experience shook him down to experience constant hyper vigilance. Just your very presence helps him feel grounded again.
You have such an ethereal beauty to you! Not just in the way you naturally glow, but the way you dress yourself is just so gorgeous and so classy! You have him like moth to a flame. Tank can’t help but kiss you from head to toe every chance he gets
You’re that special someone who’s graced him with gift of tenderness that he’s secretly starved for. For that, he’s eternally grateful. He expresses this most through quality time and physical affection the most
I feel like he would give you one of these cheesy Valentine’s just to make you smile
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“Yeah, I know it’s dorky. But it made you smile!”
You might be a badass belle of your own, but Tank’s still going to feel the need to protect you. If anyone bothers you, he’s immediately up to bat against anyone and anything. Hell, he’d threaten to punch the dirt if you stepped on a rock. The man is incredibly devoted to helping you
Dempsey has a lot of depth to him. Only you ever had the chance to really know that. The battles he’s willing to fight for you extend past outside conflicts. You are never too much. You are worth more than every star in the galaxy.
“Remember when I said we’d fight side to side, back to back? I meant that from the bottom of my heart. We’re a team. And I’m willing to do whatever the hell it takes to keep you safe. You’re the woman I want to love ‘till the day I die. No matter what happens, I promise to protect you.”
Some songs for your ship: You I Need by Amorphis, Doe Eyes by Sophie Woodhouse, and No Other Love by Jo Stafford
He’s very easy going whether you want to go somewhere or stay curled up together at home. Fun dates include (but are not limited to 😉): picnic dates, walking along the beach shoreline, a trip to the shooting range, aquarium visits, shopping together, and so much more.
In his top left pocket is his mother’s blueberry pie recipe to remember her by. I can see you both working together in the kitchen to make it together! Kneading the dough, teaching him what to do, having him slow dance with you while waiting for it to bake. It’s one of his most cherished memories.
Tank lets you steal his leather jacket to wear often. In a modern AU where he’s a drill sergeant, he makes sure you help keep it safe while he’s off to work.
When you two snuggle in at night, you get to rest safe in the marine’s embrace. He softly strokes your hair while you rest your head on his chest, softly conversing until one of you fall asleep first.
Tank daydreams with you about what it’d be like running away to a cottage home. Coming home to that sweet smiling face of yours every day, tending to the garden, escaping the bustle of the world. One of these days, he’s gonna make that dream a reality for you both.
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bunny-hoodlum · 4 months
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I almost forgot about this! 👀📌🖊️❓please!
Hiii~~ 💕 Thank you for the ask~ 😌
👀 Do I have any words/phrases I use habitually?
Probably, but I can't remember. 😓 I think I use 'Well,' quite a bit, along with other short phrases to add a sort of casual/musing flavor to the inner dialogue. I know there's some sort of phrase that I'll cap a sentence off with, but I really don't know which fic to skim through to confirm that. 😅 Sorry, my laziness has yet to budge. 🥴
📌 If all your fics/WIPs fell off a ship and were drowning (go with it), and you could only save one, which would it be?
I think it'd have to be Powerless. I could probably rewrite all the others to some extent. They wouldn't be perfect 1-to-1 replicas or anything, but they'd still retain the same spirit. Powerless, however, was written during pure creative possession. Plus, that mofo is like 39k overall or more? I forget. But that in of itself would be hard to replicate and the only reason why I took it down was due to uninformed advice. That I was worried about shipbaiting my readers because I didn't know when Hinata was going to show up, so I just took it down like that was going to be okay. 🤦‍♀️ As if I could repost it in a matter of weeks and nothing would be lost. Lesigh. I'm still totally fond of it. There are some changes I want to make when I work on the rest of the re-upload, but Naruto's childhood in the first chapter was my favorite thing to write and I could never replicate the same feelings, I don't think. Even if I listen to the playlist I made for it. It'd help but never be the same.
🖊 What is the most recent line you've written?
I haven't written anything new yet since my Witchcraft AU. 😅 I wish. Yoga AU is top of my list. I think it's gonna be really long, but I'm looking forward to it. I feel like I have a better understanding of oneshots now. Hmmm, y'know what? I had this pre-written in my head, so let's just go with this (and I'll most likely edit in the final draft anyways):
"He was exactly like a sunflower. Tall and lanky, his hair sticking out in every direction like radial petals. She's never seen a shade as cheerful as his. It contrasted so sharply against the consternation darkening his face. As she drew closer, she noticed two things: The erratic bouncing of his right leg. His right hand cupped over his mouth, with forefinger and middle finger parted as if something was meant to be there. A pantomime of a bad habit."
Or maybe I don't have to edit this. This turned out pretty good. 🤔
❓ Write an alternate summary for a published fic without using names. (Points if your followers can guess the fic.)
Oh, you sadist. 🤣 Making me write a whole new summary. 💀 I'll just totally go ahead and use this line that's been sitting my outline files for ages. Not much of a proper summary, but excerpts count. 😤
"Pressing himself against her backside, slouchy black pants rustling against her fitted pair, he breathed hot venom in her ear, his hands like vices clamped around her wrists. She could twist, whimper and wrench away all she wants, but she wasn't going anywhere. "Do you know how boys do it, huh? They take it in the ass.""
I feel like I made that one pretty obvious. 🤭
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what-if-nct · 8 months
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hi hi hi today's reminder is correct me if I'm wrong but taeil hasn't been on hiatus super long. it's been, what, a couple of months at most? it was a little bit before the concert if i remember correctly. so you're telling me that 127 (well…certain members, but my point stands) have been unemployed for Months, to the point where fans were begging sm to show us taeil, and they decided to shoot the promo material for the new 127 album while they were preparing for/actually performing a whole other concert instead of while they were free??? and made the staff pick/edit/draft the content on what I'm sure was an insane deadline?? like that's nine whole, very distinct, films, that would've taken ages. i don't pretend to be an expert on k pop idol scheduling but surely there's better ways to go about it
anyway. i love that they still included taeil while letting him heal up. the vibe of these have been all over the place tho because why is jaehyun negotiating a deal with a sophisticated mob boss while taeil is straight up being given drugs at a night club? why is jungwoo just playing games while doyoung is contemplating what went wrong in his marriage in front of a pet shop aquarium?
Hiii, yeah it seems like golden age teasers were done over at least the past year as they all traveled during tours and even sent someone to film Winwin during his personal schedules. So to cram 127s in the span of like two or three months was definitely a decision since they all vary quite greatly but perhaps because they're all just in Korea and seemingly the same area that could of helped but how they did it is a mystery to me as well. It was a nice way to include taeil while he's resting. And I so far deciphered two distinct vibes there's the somber, dark film vibe with Johnny, Yuta, Doyoung and Jaehyun then the more light hearted party vibe with Mark, Jungwoo and Taeyong. Haechan fits in with the light hearted part. And Taeil's a mix of the both but because it's an animation I can't quite feel the vibe as well. But it does fit 127s overall energy. And my best guess the theme is overall quite dark and grungy which like watch it be the exact opposite but somehow be about getting a blowjob behind a 7\11. Which Jungwoo, you know where to find me.
Also unrelated but skz VMAs talk once more but I was weary of the reactions to skz watching Megan and Cardi perform. Why? cause I know how kpop fans are. And I didn't care about their reactions but I was prepared to be angry at things that fans said and look at that I was right. And I just wanna say
one, they're grown ass men I highly doubt they haven't seen a Cardi b or Megan music video. We've seen NCT sing Megan, Cardi and Nicki songs. Kpop idols haven't been sheltered from the obscenity of female rappers chill.
Two Changbin and Hyunjin weren't looking away from Megan twerking they were watching Cardi walk over to the other stage. Just like they were watching Megan perform on that same stage for her verse.
Three they weren't fucking traumatized, they're not innocent babies being corrupted by the female body. Someone said the dancers were so sexualized they couldn't watch it. Use sexualized wrong again, I want a kpop fan to use sexualize the wrong way again.
The dancers, Cardi & Megan choose to dress and dance that way it's a choice. Was it my choice for my class to look up my skirt and the teacher not stop it or say a word or for boys to try to throw things in my cleavage when i was 14 was that my choice? No. There's a fucking difference. Not everything sexual is sexualized. Sometimes it's just sexy and that's okay. Women are allowed to express their sexuality. I'm sorry that just triggers something in me.
Anyway all of the negative things I see are definitely slightly if not blatantly anti black, sexist,infantalizing, and I've even seen fatphobia which....why the fuck? God forbid women have fat on their body. This may seem over dramatic but I will never forgive kpop fans for what they did to cupcakke so I am hyper vigilant and the hate kpop fans have toward black women is just so disgusting. But yeah how dare women dress and perform as they wish in an area where your precious innocent 21 to 25 year old men are and clearly there's no way they can enjoy such sexual performances. I wanted to call those fans very mean things but I will say. All fans over the age of 20 and with common sense are cool and I love you and are a good 68% of the fans the rest of y'all, just grow up.
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mochalate · 2 months
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Hiii I found your account today and I read your Porco fic and some more of Levi and I also saw that little note you did about the porco fic and how you’re writing the next part but are a bit lost and all and I just wanted to write to you in hopes that you know that your life and everything else related to it comes first and despite loving and wanting to read more Porco fics I genuinely want you to write only when you feel like it and when you have the time. I don’t want you to feel pressure or anything.
I apologize if it’s weird what I’m writing but after reading your work I can’t help but care for you as a person even without knowing you. Please be happy and remember that spring is almost here and with it comes warmth, beautiful flowers, beautiful skies and just a bunch of positivity .. ❤️
Now I want to give you a little fun fact… in my native language Porco means pig so it’s always a bit weird to read or talk using his name. I just say pock or pocko like Pieck because it’s cute and it doesn’t remind me of 🐷 . 😭
Anyways I will go now. Have a beautiful week!!
-Lia
This is beyond nice of you to tell me, thank you so much and I really truly appreciate it :') yes! spring is almost here! It's not weird at all, and you really made my day with your kind words.
and re:his name! when I tell you I was had to stop and make this face -😔- every time I wrote "Porco" in chapter 1. By chapter 2 I didn't have to pause each time but I still made the face. And now drafting chapter 3 I've exposure-therapied and gaslighted myself into thinking its not the worst thing Isayama could have done to him LOL (Pieck is a real one for giving us such a cute nickname for him).
that being said,
as @/wttcsms put so eloquently,
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and there is a REASON I've got everyone calling him Pock or Galliard.
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hiii!! Question. You don't do submissive yandere boys stories anymore? I remember you had many (written very original, by the way)
HAIIII 💖💖
Oki soooo I was gonna answer this ask with a brand new yandere story 😭😭😭😭
But I’ve been super busy with work and school rn that I haven’t had the time. It’s nice of you to ask me tho cuz it lets me know people like my brain dumps 🤪🤪🤪 I still write drafts but none of it is good enough to leave the abyss of my mind 💀 so yeah I still do just don’t have the time to make and post 😭
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violettduchess · 11 months
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Hiii violet
What do you normally do when your writing doesn't sound good? 😩 Don't get me wrong, your writing is amazing. 💐💓 As a writer surely you had moments when you looked at a draft and it just wasn't doing for you? Days when dialogue is clunky and everything else is just all over the place... Something doesn't click. Maybe in earlier days? I even tried rewriting the same thing multiple times but it just doesn't get any better
As a seasoned writer, any tips for that?
Oh I think every writer, amateur and professional, knows what you're talking about.
I can only speak for myself but here are a few things I do (and I open this up to anyone else who wants to share their tips!)
Consider the structure of the scene. If dialogue feels clunky, can you get away with describing what they discuss instead of actually writing it out?
Looking at screenshots of the suitor you are writing can be very inspirational. I've gone back many times to look at Chevalier screenshots if I'm writing him and want to get his tone right.
If I get stuck on a scene, sometimes I'll go back and read other things I've written to see how I did it then. It reminds you that you CAN make words work 🙂 Or I'll go read fics written by others that I remember really enjoying to see if I can glean any insight from their writing.
Step away. Sometimes you just need to step away from it and let it breathe. Stressing yourself makes it even harder to write. Do something else. I've found that I can sometimes untie whatever knot I've made in my writing if I'm not OMG SO DAMN FOCUSED on it. (Caps are to relate intensity 😆)
I hope this helps and don't give up! 💜 💪
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draculagerard · 11 days
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hiii i just remembered i have one of my finished hannibal amvs in my drafts and since u asked to be tagged when i posted it im just letting you know that (provid3d tumblr doesnt decide it doesnt feel like working) im about to post it 👍 ill also tag u in the comments or smth like that!
YES you should absolutely do that !!!!
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