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cw // death, murder
i’ve just been feeling so fucked up this past few days. my cousin died on sunday after being KILLED so this is my first time experiencing murder death (all the other deaths i experienced were old age/health) so i felt like there were more emotions coming through me that even seeing a dead pigeon made me freak tf out.
i just saw the articles about the situation and now his name has been added. i want to cry so fucking badly but i just can’t- there’s something that is preventing me from crying and idk what it is
idk what else to do- i’m just so scared, i don’t want to go anywhere or live anymore-
Oh my god, I am so sorry to hear about your cousin. I know its hard to lose a loved one in that manner. I send my condolences to you and your family and wish peace and justice for your cousin. And I understand when faced with something so terrifying and scare its hard not to spiral. I understand the fear of not going anywhere. I have that fear every time I leave the house even at home. It's scary knowing what's out there in the world. Just take the time to heal and be here with your family. I send you so much love,light and healing i'm so sorry this has happened to your cousin and your family.
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what-if-nct · 1 day
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Jungwoo: How do you prepare for your roles?
Yuta: I'm a method actor. I do meth and then I act.
Taeyong: No he doesn't.
Yuta: You're right. I do lsd
Taeyong: Yeah that makes more sense.
Doyoung: How does that make more sense?
Taeyong: He'd never do that kind of drug.
Doyoung: But others are more likely?
Taeyong: Only hallucinogens
Yuta: I'm why there's signs in Florida that says don't give the alligators hallucinogenics.
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what-if-nct · 2 days
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Yuta: So Jacob Elordi can do that in a bath tub and he's worshipped and someone is right there drinking every drop. But when I do it it's a problem, I need to close the door, I'm ruining Christmas.
Doyoung: We had guests over , what do you even want from us.
Yuta: A little respect would be a great start.
Doyoung: Respect? You recreated that leaked video of Drake and sent it to us saying "I dare you"
Yuta: And no one leaked it. I expected more from you guys.
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what-if-nct · 2 days
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hiiii today's reminder is my desire for a vacation has gotten more specific: i wanna go on a train journey somewhere. even just a little long weekend away
Hiii, oh that sounds like it'd be so much fun. You get to slow down look at the scenery and it's just chill and calm and then you can do fun stuff at your destination. I haven't been on a train often usually it's like the one that's level with the highway above ground. Which speaking of there's a section of the highway that's near where my best friend lives that is terrifying, I can't even look up just so many roads just crossing it's like rollercoaster. Anyway the rocking of the train to me is really comforting I like the rocking feeling of it. I really hope you can go on your train journey. I'm sure you'll have a ton of fun. Also I know I've been responding to asks kinda late. I just don't feel well I was really lightheaded and dizzy yesterday but I'm okay.
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what-if-nct · 2 days
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hiiii today's reminder is Holi was fun, we played with colours and had good food and hung out with my sisters, it was such a nice day. i really don't wanna go back to work tomorrow :(
also smoothie! I'll have more thoughts once I've watched/listened to it a few more times but first listen impressions: i like it, it surprisingly sounded cohesive, even though i would logically say the sections are too different from each other. i loveddddd the rapping, I'm very much here for the dreamies having darker and tougher concepts. also after the last few mvs being kinda samey (fun nonetheless but it would have been gimmicky if they went for the colourful factory concept again), this one was interesting. a little all over the place for me but again maybe I need a few more watches to Get it. also the boys look good as ever but can we talk about jisung's voice???? because holy shit his verses were going places they had no business going in my mind
Hiii, that sounds like such a wonderful day, I'm glad you had so much fun. And yeah the sound switches really blended together well. I really loved the second rap verse. I always forget Jisung's voice is deep and his "smoothie smoothie smoothie" like I gave up during the bat and I just full on surrender it's out of my hands at this point. Jaemin too I know his voice is deep but I always forget how deep. The rap back forth was so good. And I'm so happy their concepts are getting darker. I really just don't want to see 25 year olds still in high school uniforms it has to end right, they have to graduate. I really like it and even with the subtitles I cannot tell you what it's about and I'll just leave it like that.
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what-if-nct · 4 days
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Renjun: Can I sleep over Yangyang's house?
Jeno: Why are you asking me?
Renjun: Yangyang told me Kun said to ask my parents first. Is that you? Mark's like a big brother he doesn't count. Wait am I the parent? Haechan you're grounded.
Haechan: Only Johnny can ground me.
Renjun: Don't back talk me go to your room.
Haechan: I'm going cause I want to not because you told me to.
Jaemin: Renjun I am your mama. And you may go.
Renjun: Id rather be the parent.
Jaemin: Do you want me to bake you some brownies to take to your sleepover.
Renjun: Fine you can be the parent.
Jaemin: Come to mama.
Renjun: Don't make me change my mind.
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what-if-nct · 4 days
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hiiii today's reminder is my boyfriend and i had a little stay in painting date and tomorrow's Holi and you know what life is ok sometimes
Hiii! Oh that's such a cute date night and I hope you have tons of fun tomorrow. I'm so glad after being sick and having to deal with mother natures monthly humbling that you've get to have a lovely weekend\beginning of the week. I can't wait to hear how tomorrow goes.
I'm having a slight fashion crisis, I know this happens once a month. But after buying a skirt and it fitting, it was exactly my measurements but it didn't look right on and having to return it and only getting store credit I don't want to shop online anymore. Also noticed I find more things cute in person than seeing it online. I think the lack of models in different sizes and shapes make it hard. But I'm plus size I usually can size down easily in tops so in person for tops is easy but my hips do not play fair. Shopping's hard and annoying. But I love fashion. I do need more clothes though.
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what-if-nct · 5 days
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Renjun: Jaemin just slapped Haechan in the face and it was the most amazing thing I've ever seen.
Jeno: Why did you slap Haechan?
Jaemin: He said Lucy and Luna's dresses were ugly.
Haechan: I just said blue would look better and pink is cliche.
Jaemin: Don't make me slap you again.
Renjun: Do it! Do it!
Jeno: Renjun stop.
Renjun: Jaemin Haechan said Luke didn't look like a gentleman in his tuxedo.
Haechan: He looked like a waiter.
Jaemin: I'll show you waiter.
Jeno: Was this worth it.
*Jaemin slaps Haechan.*
Renjun: Yes.
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what-if-nct · 6 days
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hiiii today's reminder is it's finally the weekend!! and a long weekend at that i cannot wait to rot in bed for three days straight. also i picked bridgerton back up because it's been on my fyp a lot and I forgot how much i like watching drama with no consequences, it's so relaxing. like these people will be crying but there's no real tension because it's so obvious how it's gonna end, and that it will be a sickly sweet happily ever after
Hii, yay days you do nothing are genuinely the best I miss them dearly I can't wait for my birthday. I hope you enjoy your long weekend. And I haven't watched bridgerton yet I want to but I just have a slight vendetta against Netflix. But I'm happy to know it's a stress free drama those are the best. It's why I watch Gilmore girls every fall. Not gossip girl it gives me headache. Surprisingly my boyfriend actually has seen gossip girl because of his cousin but hasn't sat down and watched it and I haven't finished it. I think if he wants to we can watch it together it might be better when I have someone to complain about it to. Also Sex in the city is a comfort show for me, it leans more romcom I think but it's so easy to watch, i love to sit down with a tub of Nutella or ice cream and a drink and watch it at night. It's the best I understand suburban house wives, I get it.
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what-if-nct · 6 days
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hiiii today's reminder is my sleep schedule that I was fixing is slowly but surely slipping back to 4am-noon and I'm hoping just forcing myself to not look at my phone after 1 will make it go back fingers crossed
Hiii,I swear it always happens the moment you're sleep schedule just begins to regulate your schedule. And that should work and if all fails watch something extremely boring. It will always send you straight to sleep. I hope you can get your sleep schedule back in line. I'm sure you will.
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what-if-nct · 6 days
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nah don’t worry about it, i love toni braxton. it’s just- goddamn the amount of times i heard i love me some him makes me wanna listen to the song in a slightly higher pitch so it could be tolerable.
funny that i said that i’m listening to toni braxton so burna boy don’t come on top yet he sampled one of her songs “he wasn’t man enough” which is a banger no matter how old you are, even if you accidentally say shayo at the beginning in which me too lol, in which that reminds me of the time i was listening to birthday sex by jeremih and i accidentally started singing city boys slowed down, now it has became a lil inside joke whenever i hear that song (it’s the way i said it too it’s so hilarious)
oh jeez- i’m not even talking about kpop lol um lemme see-
so i read the bible out of boredom when i saw that there was a mark 1:27. this is officially my favourite part of the bible. i wanna get a mark photocard so i could bookmark that verse.
I bet mark would love that. Also More proof he's meant to be in 127.
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what-if-nct · 8 days
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Hyunjin x Cinnamaroll
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what-if-nct · 8 days
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hellooo today's reminder is i did in fact survive the day and also got a cookie and found out that Holi (our festival of colour where we have water fights to celebrate, it's super fun) is this coming Monday which means i have a long weekend and didn't even know???? I'm so excited. i hate that i have to work two whole more days but Holi!!!!!
Hii, Yay I'm happy to hear you got through the day and you got a cookie that always makes the day better. And oh that must be such a nice surprise to find out, and it gives you something to look forward to after the week ends. I hope you have a wonderful time on Monday. I hope Thursday and Friday are the absolute easiest days so you can start your long weekend on a good note.
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what-if-nct · 8 days
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HELP PLEASE HELP ME-
I’VE BEEN LISTENING TO I LOVE ME SOME HIM BY TONI BRAXTON 11 TIMES IN A ROW BECAUSE I DIDN’T WANT BURNA BOY TO BE IN MY TOP 5 ON MY SPOTIFY WRAPPED LIST (toxic masculinity lol) AND NOW I’M IN PAIN-
IT USED TO BE A CUTE SONG WHERE I WOULD DEDICATE IT TO MY BIAS, BUT NOW ONCE THE 14TH SONG FINISHES I’LL BE FOREVER GRATEFUL THAT IT’S OVER- (ngl i can’t believe i actually sat through the whole thing without skipping or changing the song, haven’t done that in years)
Oh what you can do next time is just let it play on mute. I do that all the time to reset my YouTube I just play my favorite channels or artists on mute while I'm on the phone. Or while you sleep. Wolfgang and My pace - skz are in my sleep playlist I can't explain why, they're calming to me. But I know you tired yourself on the song but you made me have to listen to Toni Braxton please and he wasn't man enough are my favorite songs to dance to which is what I just did then it moved in to Doja Cat, Cardi, Latto and Megan Thee Stallion that's why I took so long to respond I was dancing for a good hour I sweat my straight hair out. That happened at the Doja concert she did not give you second to sit down and not dance. I miss it. I wish Megan was coming to Miami, the closest is Hollywood,FL
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what-if-nct · 8 days
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hiiii today's reminder is last night my fever broke and i took today off to deal with the uterine hell plus residual fatigue from being sick but i have to go back to work tomorrow because i can't use up my time off because i don't feel like working and i Really don't wanna :(
Hii, I'm glad your fever broke and you're feeling a bit better and that you got the day off. But no, going to work while still a little sick as your uterus is betraying you is the worst. I hope your work day flies by and you can get home to rest quickly. I really think you should be allowed at least two days off for your period. Cause sometimes it's just all too much. I genuinely cannot leave my house for the first three days of mine cause it's so heavy and I've had too many incidents. Luckily I was a late bloomer and didn't get mine till I was 16 and I had a better idea of what I was doing and didn't have any accidents at school. Though once I was with my mom for the weekend and she got mad at me cause my period was so heavy I had bled in the store and refused to take me to get stronger pads until I was crying and she was yelling at me anytime I went to the bathroom cause she didn't want me to get blood on anything. So I had my uncle pick me up early and I don't talk to my mom anymore. But yeah people who don't get periods don't understand how truly horrible it is to deal with. And we really do need those couple of days off until it's a little more manageable.
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what-if-nct · 9 days
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🩷After party with Hyunjin 🩷
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what-if-nct · 9 days
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Johnny: Jungwoo why are you fighting with him on his birthday.
Jungwoo: You didn't say that when he started with me on my birthday.
Johnny: You put your head under her shirt and tried to sleep there.
Jungwoo: It was my birthday and he said on my birthday she could hold me.
Hyunjin: Not like that! But now it's my birthday and her lap is not your pillow. It's mine. I'm her hunny bun.
Jungwoo: I'm her woo woo.
Hyunjin: You're going to be in the hospital if keep this up.
Chan: Hyunjin just take her to your room.
Hyunjin: Gladly to get away from that.
Johnny: Jungwoo just give him his day.
Jungwoo: Fine. I'll just go hug her bra I keep under my pillow.
Johnny: Yuta did you raise him to be like this?
Yuta: You know I did.
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