journal page who knows anymore/???

hi i am back after years of non-posting while trying to get back into journaling & nonsense spreads

this is something i made a few months ago with cutouts from a 70s cinema magazine

April 2, 2023. Los Angeles, CA. Band by Richard Serra.

I haven’t posted my own journal in a long time, but I haven’t stopped journaling.

You can find a bit of a personal blog/photo journal/some journal shots on my Instagram (@)whocaresetc.

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.96 pleasures treasures 😁 my change is brand spanking new pennies! 😋

Don't want to weep for you, I don't want to know I'm blind and tortured, the white horses flow The memories fire, the rhythms fall slow

Mojo Pin - Jeff Buckley

there are a thousand and one clickbait websites out there that thrive solely on writing the most inflammatory things possible so that people (either in agreement or anger) will share and spread them and make them more ad revenue. they are not legitimate publications, they're not even tabloid level publications, they're all knockoffs of buzzfeed or akin to popcrave on the app formerly known as twitter. many of them have fluffy little names and post useless, soulless pieces with no more real authority than you or i have on our tumblr blogs. what i'm saying is don't fall for this. frivolous culture articles can be fun, but you've got to be armed with discernment and common sense/media literacy. they have no authority, do scant research, and spreading things - even if you disagree with them - provides them the exact amplification they're seeking. we should minimize their reach. don't give them your energy or time of day or feed their ad machines. it's not going to give you any knowledge or benefit, and it's futile to stress yourself out over. just move on and let yourself enjoy things <3

Trying out a new weekly layout for September. So much to do this month. Moving, monitoring body feelings (dysmorphia has returned with a vengeance as I try and put back on some weight) and continuing to write. What about everyone else?

Cc @mariamuses

Idk how yall feel about those ai song covers (personally I think they're the ONLY valid use of ai) and someone made one for a B1 Battle Droid and made it sing Fireflies and

I haven't talked about it much but I always thought it'd be funny if Brea had a battle droid she reprogrammed to be on the side of the Republic to use for things like spying and such and sometimes when the radio is on the fritz in her ship or Kep is feeling a bit sick from travel she makes it sing for them 😂😂 plus it'll definitely be programmed to keep its old personality so it's probably like "I used to be a commander of the most elite droid battalion!" And she's like "yeah, yeah, now SING!" And also it's name is G-1ZM0

found my old art journal

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December 11, 2022: Instead of going to uni on Friday, I went to the drug store, printed some images and photos, then put them in my bullet journal. Time well spent.

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*Update for all the people who don’t read my stuff*

January 31st 2023

I don’t remember my last post on here, I’ll have to check after typing this out and posting it BUT ya girl been thru it the last few months. I relapsed back in July like one time here, one time there and then full on relapse in august. Went to jail October 15th and stayed on a 44 day sanction until November 27th. I got out and relapsed of course on meth and heroin. Which reminds me, I’m not sure if I ever mentioned I started using heroin over a year ago now. And back in august I was narcaned for my first time, and like 4 more times after that. I actually came to terms and accepted the fact that I needed to be in jail because I would have died on the streets from ODing every other day. And I was even grateful for jail but decided I never wanted to go back. So why did I relapse immediately after getting out? Well because I’m an addict obviously. But I knew I needed to stop and do something different. So I immediately got my old job back making pretzels and choose to try MAT(medication assisted treatment) by getting on suboxone. I know it’s basically trading one addiction for another and it’s not technically “clean” but I can honestly say I haven’t touched heroin or meth since December and I really don’t have a desire to. My cravings and triggers only show up when I’m going thru something emotionally/mentally challenging. I was smoking carts of delta 8 from the gas station(weed is illegal in my state still) and trying to push it as far as I could with my PO but I can’t keep violating my probation. Plus CPS would like me to start doing UAs so I can have time alone with my daughter. So the carts are done. So yeah guys, I’m sober! And I really don’t know how I’ve managed to stay so positive and happy especially since it’s winter, and the holidays are always terrible for me, and a few personal relationship issues I’ve had to deal with. The old me would not have been able to deal with these problems at all. I’m really proud of myself. And I really think I’m finally at that point where I’m gonna do it. Im gonna fuckin do it.