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Mmm, I don't know, I might be off, but I think that Suzanne Collins had a point when she wrote Coriolanus eating at every chance he got but being too proud to let himself appear hungry. Dunno.
#it's so fricking interesting#suzanne collins you are.my ICON#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#tbosas#the hunger games#coriolanus snow
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Nothing in particular prompted this, I just want to hear other people's thoughts.
(I don't know the Brazilian dudes well enough yet to add them to any particular category - with the exception of Cellbit who would definitely be in "Gets in", so please tell me where you think they'd go)
#QSMP#QSMP Cast#i talk#qsmp talk#Dan I also have no idea where to put but I put him in that category solely based on Vibes#I feel like depending on who they're talking to / their mood#Luzu and Phil could go into the#''Please don't go they absolutely can stop you all'' category#but in their heart of hearts they're Bastards so ''Have fun dying lol'' represents them better#Didn't realize til I was finished but I think it's interesting how a few of the pairs ended up in the same category#also Jaiden ABSOLUTELY goes in that first category I WILL fight you on this#EDIT: I FORGOT QUACKITY#HOW THE FRICK DID I FORGET QUACKITY HE OWNS THE DANG SERVER#I'm actually not sure what category fits him best
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took a uquiz that assigned me a six queen, got CoA, next thing i knew i'd dropped everything to draw her. anyways the quiz is here if you'd like to try it
#tired and three hours behind on homework so basically i'm screwed haha frick#nvm. breather. it's better than nothing done. it'll be okay. i'm so exhausted and for what.#six the musical#six the musical fanart#catherine of aragon#this is not my quiz but if you follow me i can safely assume you have Thoughts about six the musical and this might interest you
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can we just talk about how kenji has one of the Most tragic abilities in bungou stray dogs??? like. the more i think about it, the more heartbreaking it is.
he's fourteen years old and has an ability people would die/kill for. in s3, chuuya called kenji the ada's "trump card", so it's safe to assume the rest of the port mafia thinks the same way. he is immune to literal bullets, to being whacked in the head by hard metal or pretty much anything, he can easily lift cars above his head as if they were nothing,,,
but only if he's hungry.
if you ignore that last bit, kenji has one of the best powers in the show. and like he still does, but my God. he's fourteen years old. he doesn't think his ability is all that impressive. he doesn't see the issues.
since he has a job, he probably doesn't Really eat lunch, and if he does, it's snacks. but also his job is a part of the armed detective agency. therefore, things happen all the time. who knows how long cases will run, who knows when someone will try to destroy yokohama or the agency or whatever. there's been many times when it's been clear that they've had to work into the night. then we have to ask: does kenji eat dinner? no. probably not. and if he does, he probably just eats a piece of fruit or something small. that way, he doesn't lose his ability. he is the agency's trump card, after all. and he knows how important his power is. i mean, that's one of the reasons he joined ranpo and the others when they went against fukuzawa's orders in s3. it's not explicitly stated, but i'd argue that it's implied. anyways. does kenji eat breakfast? well, i don't think so. why? he sleeps when he eats. why sleep so soon after he just woke up? he has to go to work, anyways. so he can't fall asleep.
so, we've basically established that kenji probably has an extremely unhealthy eating schedule due to his ability. but also,,, what about his sleeping schedule? what kind of relationship does he have with sleep? so, let's say he eats a full meal three times a day: breakfast, lunch, and dinner. let's say how long he sleeps depends on how much he ate... so let's say that a small snack is no sleep since it's barely anything, just maybe makes him a little physically weaker. and a normal meal is at least an hour. that's at least three hours of sporadic sleep during the day - one of them shortly after he wakes up. but you know what makes that even sadder? what if kenji doesn't sleep at night because of his ability. or, sleep consistently or well? we can assume the agency actually really wants kenji to eat, even if he falls asleep, so on days when he can't get away with not really eating, he sleeps during the day for an unspecified amount of time. his sleep schedule would get so thrown off. also, he was raised on a farm, so we can assume he wakes up really early anyways. maybe early enough to say that there isn't any reason to sleep because he would wake up soon normally anyways.
and... what if kenji can't sleep without eating? what if kenji has to eat to sleep? maybe it wasn't that way when he was younger, but the older he got, the more his body grew to rely on his ability's exception. like... that's just... really sad. this kid is fourteen.
and think about it. the agency is best friends because they are. they'd probably like to go out to lunch or dinner together. i bet half the time at least, kenji wouldn't eat. why? because he'd fall asleep. wouldn't want to ruin the fun. because then they'd have to watch their volume around him or try to wake him up (and i hc that it's really hard to wake him up for like... the first ten minutes after a meal at least - it gets easier the longer he's been asleep or the less he eats). and what if they can't wake him up? then someone would have to carry him back and that's so kind of them but, well, they didn't have to and now kenji feels like a liability or a burden. like he ruined all the fun.
and he works with the armed detective agency. they've got a lot of enemies. he is the trump card. the physically strongest on the team. also the most naive and, objectively, the kindest. oh and one of the two youngest. can you imagine how vulnerable he is when he sleeps? i would imagine the agency wouldn't want him to eat by himself in public for, you know, safety reasons. and that even includes the cafe downstairs. who knows what could happen if kenji fell asleep on his own? and that's probably why he went to eat with atsushi in s1 ep11: he was with atsushi so he could eat out. one of those rare chances. and if an enemy did get to him while he was asleep, he'd be pretty easy to keep out of it: just keep forcing him to eat. shove food in his mouth, force him to swallow. and there you are: you have the armed detective agency's trump card. and kenji knows this.
and the sad thing is? kenji probably doesn't even realize he's having problems. he probably thinks this is normal. something he just has to deal with - and i don't say that in a negative or self-loathing kind of way. a genuine "it's always been like this; i know nothing else" kind of way. he wants to help people: that's why he came to the agency. he couldn't handle not being able to help everyone back home. he needs to be useful, to help. he grew up on a farm: he values hard work a lot - that much is obvious. he feels like he can't help if he eats consistently. he's probably (albeit subconsciously, unknowingly) scared of what would happen if he did eat and sleep consistently. that means he's not useful, right? that means someone will get hurt because of him. he'd rather starve than someone else get hurt. he was given this ability, he has to use it to help people.
tldr: kenji's ability is so interesting and underutilized in the the manga/anime and in the fandom and is so overlooked in angst potential. his ability most likely has ruined his eating and sleeping schedule to the point where he doesn't know anything different and genuinely thinks it's healthy because it's what he's always done, it's what he was blessed with, right? kenji deserves more love in canon and by the fandom <3
#hi i had a breakdown over kenji but what's new#bsd#kenji miyazawa#bsd kenji#no but like am i wrong??? kenji has one of the most tragic abilities in bsd!!! like!!!#not only because he probably definitely has an eating disorder but also because it ruins his ability to sleep like#i just.#ahhhhhhhhhhhhh#he is SO overlooked CONSTANTLY and it makes me SO upset. like. gosh he is such an interesting character and this angst isn't like...#blatant because he genuinely has no idea anything is wrong!!! he thinks it's normal! and it prolly takes the agency awhile to realize oh#frick kenji is Not okay this is Not healthy because kenji genuinely thinks it is because it's all he's ever known#and yes i am writing a fic about this and yes it is like 5k words right now and yes it is still going#i have feelings!!!#if no one will care about kenji then i will!!!#that is a threat!!!#but like guys... come on! he's riGHT THERE!!! and it's SO TRAGIC!!! we love tragedy here right? look at kenjiiiiiiiiiii#sorry feelings have i#it actually gets more and more sad the more i think about it#he is. he is FOURTEEN.#anyways imma go work on the fic tehe???
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sometimes i wish you could hire a service where someone reads a study and then will talk about it with you in very simple terms to help you understand said study. or even just any topic but for me, mostly studies. not like a tutor, or tutors i've experienced, that try to 'bring you to that level' or whatever. i mean teach it to me like i'm in middle school. break it into bite sized pieces. talk it out with me!
#i think i would actually pay for this if the person i hired was an autistic person with a special interest in that topic#like. please. explain this to me then talk my ear off about it until i get it#so many dog studies are GREAT but incredibly inaccessible due to how fricking hard they are to understand#and i get it's not made for like the average person but for other scientists etc#BUT I WANNA UNDERSTAND#and my mind really struggles as my disabilities have progressed and worsened
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Every time people discuss the ME3 Synthesis ending they're like "It's so HORRIBLE with the IMPLICATIONS and NO ONE ASKED FOR THIS AND NOW THEY HAVE TO LIVE WITH IT" and I'm like.....do you promise. Do you promise that the galaxy will live on and be forced to deal with these horrible implications and consequences. And they all know exactly who's the one who made that decision. Do you promise
#Honestly in a post-ME3 galaxy. Synthesis would be the most interesting to see play out#Because it's just that nonsensical#But also. Maybe I can get a little horror in this series. As a treat#And also will they know Shepard is the cause of it. I hope so. I fricking hope so#Mass Effect
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Man, this doujin isn't fucking around
Meanwhile, Seikuri in the background...
Doujin: Flashbackers by Totobe
#my ramblings#bocchi the rock#no fr tho. please read flashbackers!! it's so good!#it's a ryokita doujin made by one of my fave artist and everything about it is just...so great. I can't express it enough#whether you ship ryokita or not it's still a good read! like really it's well articulated and goes in depth about ryo & kita's relationship#and acknowledges how unhealthy it is but the realization of this makes the both of them understand each other more clearly without-#-seeing through rose colored glasses. I just- ughhh! I'm not good with words and I can't stress it enough so once again please read this!#you can really tell how much this artist is passionate and dedicated about the ship#not only that but how they color the cover page (and their art in general) is JUST SO CATCHING! LITERAL EYE CANDY!#and the pacing and panelling of the story is well thought out plus the equal balance of humor and angst is so entertaining & heart wrenchin#and their art style... fricking adorable and expressive and striking!! Just grrr!! I LOVE THIS ARTIST'S WORK SO MUCH!!!#I'm not that particularly crazy about ryokita but they are very interesting to explore and could have some potential if they worked out-#-their own flaws. I've been meaning to draw them sometime (if only I could start posting decent bnj art-#-tfw hyper fixation so strong it overwhelms you and in turn can't make fanart of it even if you most definitely WANT TO)#ehem. anyways I think it's quite criminal that ryokita was one of the least popular btr ships#in other story. I was woken up by my cat way to early today so I ended up reading this in a half awake state XD#I just found out last night that this doujin was already translated so what better time to read this other than first thing in the morning-#-running on three hours of sleep 😃👍
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Wild [+reckless driving] (Steddie)
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Eddie blows smoke out the window as they drive, and Steve tries to keep his eyes on the road. With anyone else, that task would’ve been easy—Steve’s a real stickler for safety, plus his car is like his baby, and if anything happened to her he might as well die, too.
That’s dramatic, but still.
Eddie’s different. Steve couldn’t ignore him if he tried, and trust him, he fucking tries—especially racing down the highway in the middle of the night. It’s just impossible—those long, dark curls framing his face, his slump into the seat and spread of his knees, the tattoos that litter his arms like he has quilted limbs. Steve never knew a man could be so beautiful, and that scares him, but not enough to keep him away. He’s so drawn to it all—the bad boy, town pariah, nerdy charm. It’s like Robin and Nancy had a baby and it’s Eddie, which is sort of weird but mostly like a death trap. It's like the universe created him specifically, scarily specifically.
How could Steve not like him? How could Steve not want to jump his bones—press him into any flat surface and—
God, Steve wants to kiss him. Badly. He’s sure he’s never wanted to kiss someone so bad. Everyone he’s ever been interested in kissing has been equally interested in kissing him—it wasn’t exactly difficult back in the days of high-school and being “Mr. Popular.”
Now it feels insurmountable, like Steve’s standing at the bottom of a cliff he has to scale in order to reach Eddie “the freak” Munson at the top, a feeling he never would’ve anticipated having, ever. Certainly not until Dustin had introduced them, insisting they’d get along and being right beyond measure.
They got along too well.
“Eyes on the road, Stevie.”
Steve turns quickly back to empty highway, despite his reluctance. He can feel Eddie grinning at his side profile, the arrogant bastard. This has been happening a lot lately—Eddie catching him. Steve would feel more embarrassed about it if Eddie really said anything, or called him out, but no. Just that stupid little grin like his ego’s swollen ten sizes. Part of Steve would prefer Eddie said something so he knew whether or not he stood a fucking chance.
“I don’t know if you know this,” Eddie continues, surprising Steve, because he rarely continues, “But you’ve been giving me the eyes, lately.”
Steve’s grip tightens on the wheel, he adjusts his hands, and then he tries to relax. They do need to talk about it. No matter how awkward it is, it’s only fair. At the very least, Steve wants to keep being friends with the boy, so as long as they have an open and honest discussion—
“Pull over.”
Steve’s brows furrow. He looks over at Eddie, but Eddie’s just staring out the window at the spanning corn fields. He flicks his cigarette out.
“Ed, we’re in the middle of—”
“Pull over.”
Eddie’s still not looking at him. Steve sighs.
“What are we doing?” Steve questions, popping open his car door, because whatever’s going on, it seems like Eddie wants to be out for it. He walks around the front, taking a deep breath of sweet, night air. He can faintly smell cigarette smoke, definitely Eddie, but for the most part, it satisfies his lungs like a cool glass of water. He rounds the front, and leans up against his BMW next to Ed, who’s got his arms crossed and is still not looking in Steve’s direction.
“I know that I’m giving you… the eyes, or whatever,” Steve says, itching to break the silence, “I just thought—” He cuts himself off with a sharp gasp as Eddie turns, caging Steve in against the car, their hips flush together and their foreheads bumping just soft enough that it doesn’t hurt. Steve wants to play it cool, but there’s absolutely no saving himself from reaching beneath Eddie’s vest and clenching his fingers in that dorky Hellfire t-shirt. He nearly swallows his tongue as the hand that’s not bracing Ed against the car slips two fingers through one of his belt loops.
“Tell me no,” Eddie mutters, still not looking at him.
He’s eyeing Steve's mouth, instead.
Steve begins to pant—absolutely mortifying considering Eddie’s done nothing but move to share space with him. His chest and shoulders heave with breath, and his mouth has gone so dry, he feels like he just woke up from a bender. He watches Eddie intently, anticipating, aching.
“I can’t,” he whispers.
The distance between them closes and Steve is pulling relentlessly on that shirt, desperate to be closer to Eddie than he already is which would be impossible unless Steve literally crawled beneath his skin. Eddie’s hand, which had been the only thing stopping Eddie’s body from completely crushing him against his BMW, moves to angle Steve’s chin—a move which lights Steve’s entire body on fire, because never once has he been corrected while kissing. Never once had a girl had the audacity to tell him what to do, how to be, and Steve is realizing now he craves that—that mindless direction.
Tell me what to do and I will do it. Make me good for you.
Eddie’s only kissing him and is somehow awakening his most severe desire.
When they break the first time, they’re both breathless. Eddie presses firmly into Steve’s body and it hurts with his back awkwardly pinned against his car, but he would not have Eddie anywhere else in the world. In fact, he hopes it continues to hurt for the rest of his life so this moment is permanently etched into his skin like a festering bruise.
“I honestly didn’t think this would go so well,” Eddie admits. Steve’s eyes flick down to those soft lips—the ones that taste like nicotine and spit, not overtly pleasant but so, so addictive.
“Kiss me again.”
“You got it, big boy.”
#fanfiction#lgbtq#writer#gay#steddie#steve harrington#stranger things#eddie munson#fanfic#kinda popped off with this one#there's more parts#if y'all are interested#the whole piece is actually called 'blue neighborhood' so go stream troye sivan#blue neighbourhood#troye sivan#such a god fricking album#EP?#I don't actually know lol
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HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So I've wanted to participate in Inktober for a really long time now, but always knew I wouldn't be able to finish it to my liking (or at all without dying lbr) in only a month. Still, it seemed like a great exercise in traditional art, composition, and emphasizing quantity + pace over "perfect" – all areas I especially wanted to improve on at the beginning of the year. Around February I decided to Just Do It and simply spread the challenge throughout the rest of 2023, with the deadline being December 1st. And now I have everything done! 21 characters I like from various things and 10 random originals, one to post til New Year's Eve :9
BASICALLY the point of this post is kind of a warning for spam, do what you need if you wanna avoid it! I'll be using the tag bguink2023!!
#also regarding asks about a shop or prints#so sorry for never answering first of all AAAHHHHHHH#and i'm interested but it looks like that takes a bit more space/time/etc (at least the way i'd wanna do it) than i can spare right now#soo -magic conch voice- maybe someday#i really appreciate the support though thank you!!! 😭#it's starting to get so fricking cold where i am waugh#hope the weather's been decent in other places
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no, this is not intended to be anti-ste/ddie or mlm ships in general, i’m just an extremely tired lesbian who needs to vent.
i know i’ve already complained once today, but my god am i bitter about the amount of attention ste/ddie gets over ronance. don’t get me wrong, good for them, whatever, but they had significantly less canonical interactions, and yet somehow they’re doing double -- triple -- the numbers, and it infuriates me. i’ve seen numerous ste/ddie posts in my explore page on instagram but only one or two ronance ones despite actively searching for and saving them.
the ste/ddie ao3 tag has triple the amount of fics in it than the ronance tag, and a good 50% of the latter’s are also ste/ddie fics because for some reason people can’t type “background robin buckley/nancy wheeler” instead of the primary ship tag. meanwhile, the ste/ddie tag isn’t being even remotely clogged by ronance fics. and yes, i checked. on the first page, as of writing, ste/ddie only had two non-ste/ddie fics. ronance? thirteen. thir-fucking-teen. out of twenty!
the ronance tag on here? 9k followers, with 111 new posts today. pretty fucking cool! that’s easily the most popular thing i’ve shipped since swan/queen, like, four years ago. okay, well let’s look at ste/ddie.
oh.
29k followers. 489 new posts today.
#ronance#entering my feral arc#[insert audio of me screaming for a solid ten minutes]#GOD#i'm not ungrateful or anything bc you guys rock#i've read some awesome fic#and seen gorgeous art#but frick man#why do fandoms seem to just fricking#inherently hate/ignore wlw ships?#why do wlw ships have to do so much more fricking work#and STILL lose?#why are more people interested in eddie allegedly being acted as qu**r#than fricking CANON LESBIAN ROBIN#i just-#fricking hell man#and yes i know#there's the issue with the fetishization of mlm ships#i was once in a fandom that was notorious for it#but of what i've seen of ste/ddie#that seems to be the vast minority of what's being produced#and lesbians/wlw also get fetishized#it's just in the '''''real world'''''#instead of fandom#because men are less likely to engage with fandom the way women do#(esp. when it comes to writing fic)#and more likely to watch wlw smut than read/write it#censored myself bc this wasn't going in the tag :)))
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Revisiting the character designs I did for my barchelor thesis (part 1/3). The older version is bellow the cut. I tried to stay as close as possible to the original designs, as I still think they work very well...
Anyway, meet Peter, a silver-tongued ghost punished to work as a bartender in his after-life.
#my art#digital art#illustration#original character#original art#character design#after the midnight club#that was the tittle of my thesis#I developed three characters for an animated series pilot#peter here would be our very relutant protagonist#in a kind of slice of life/fantasy#that parodies the isekai genre#bc the idea of regular joe dies goes to magical world just to end up stuck on costumer service once again is very hysterical#even more so when this fricking guy procedes to stay completely unbothered not interested in adventure whatsoever#he only wants to find a way to get out of work and maybe get ghost-unionized
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Incorrect Rumple dialogue i can't stop thinking about (part 1):
[after Rumple woke up, but probably before the first curse was broken]
Someone: Sorry, Mr. Gold, i've always wondered: what happened to your leg?
Rumple: Oh, weird story... i actually did this to myself.
Person: Oh, a terrible accident? I'm so sorry...
Rumple: No no, i did it on purpose.
Person: ...
Rumple: ...
Person: You WHAT
#the leg thing is so interesting because it's fricking tragic#and i could make a whole post about its symbolism#but out of context it's also kinda funny#ouat incorrect quotes#once upon a time#rumplestiltskin#ouat humor#ouat rumple#mr gold#part 1#text post
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steam powered giraffe mutuals! (and becile lore enthusiasts specifically) go listen to radium girls by rachel sumner!!!!
#listen maybe its just because of froggypond's oc eliza#maybe its because Toxic Green Stuff that was thought to be useful but ended up being misused terribly to cause Many Bad Things#maybe because of scratch from the becile bots au!#but anything related to the radium historically is associated w the beciles to me#also! i just have a weird morbid interest in the radium girls in general the story is So Fricked Up#reblog#steam powered giraffe#hodgepodge's ramblings
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We have cut the links between child and parent, and between man and man, and between man and woman. No one dares trust a wife or a child or a friend any longer. But in the future there will be no wives and no friends. Children will be taken from their mothers at birth, as one takes eggs from a hen.
--- 1984, by George Orwell.
#this part of the book is like ALL underlined in my copy#its so fricking interesting it makes me want to screech#1984#socialism#george orwell 1984#orwell 1984#1984 george orwell#quotes#politics
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the bright sessions parallels and callbacks 17/?
#OK THIS ONE FREAKING HURTS#not that caleb is like wadsworth#but just that he's been letting fear rule him the past two years#but it's not even really fear for himself#though it kinda is#it's also fear about what he's doing to the people around him#the people he loves#and it's interesting because wadsworth turns that fear into pain#whereas caleb turns that fear so far inwards so that he's the only one that gets hurt#(he thinks anyway though he's obviosuly also hurting adam by keeping secrets)#ahhhhhhhhhh this one makes me crazy#ALSO THE FACT THAT IT'S ADAM ASKING BOTH OF THEM WHAT CHANGED FRICK ME#the bright sessions#tbs#the college tapes#tct#caleb michaels#adam hayes#wadsworth
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I absolutely hate it when I dream and have the coolest ideas ever but then I wake up it's all gone
#stories character designs... you name it#last night I dreamt that a unused concept for a character i like got leaked and it looked SO FRICKING COOL#like while dreaming i went “if they don't use it I'll do!” and planned on drawing it#but then i got distracted by a racoon plague going on in my town#and then i had to get my stuff from a (maybe) abandoned house cus i was moving#also i petted a kitty :3#...or was it another racoon?#dreams are very weird when you're sick lol#so anyway i have a cold atm and kinda... forgot how to sleep last night? and that led to some very interesting dreams
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