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thegrandharveyspecter · 10 months

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Trip to a Coffee Shop; a Harvey & Scott Drabble Part Thirteen: The Sick Ant

"Harvey? Tell me that's you." Scott's voice, hoarse and scratchy, called from behind the counter seconds after Harvey entered the coffee shop. Harvey couldn't see him. "I need help."

Harvey tried to squash the worry as he hurried behind the counter. Sitting on the floor, slumped against the counter, was Scott Lang looking absolutely miserable. He was coated in sweat, there were bags under his eyes, his hair was a scruffy mess and there were splats of vomit on his shirt.

"Jesus, you look like shit," Harvey said, kneeling in front of him. "How long have you been sitting here?"

"Too long. Waaay too long," Scott groaned. "I tried to make my way to my room but I collapsed halfway. I kept throwing up and my body feels numb and..."

"It's okay, kid. I'll get you to your room," Harvey said, schooling his voice into something gentle. "We'll change your shirt too. Come on."

Harvey stood and held his hand out for Scott to take, and he did so with a poor excuse of a grip. Harvey slowly helped Scott stand, though he still slouched and he had to take a few deep breaths to calm himself before they could move.

Thankfully, Scott's room was right behind the counter so they didn't have to walk that far to his bed. It still took a little time thanks to how slow they had to move, and it was clear that Scott was struggling to not throw up again. Harvey carefully sat Scott on his bed.

"Lift your arms for me," he instructed.

The fact that Scott did so without protesting or complaining was a testament to how miserable he really was. Harvey pulled Scott's dirty shirt off and threw it in the laundry basket. He went to his small wardrobe and searched until he found a muscle shirt. Scott was able to slip it on himself.

While Scott laid on his back, Harvey went to the storage room/kitchen and got a bowl for Scott to throw up in. Before leaving, he grabbed an icepack from the freezer and a hand towel.

"You don't have to stay," Scott said when Harvey came back. "I just needed to get back to my room."

"I'm staying whether you like it or not," Harvey replied. He put the bowl and hand towel on the nightstand.

He placed the icepack on Scott's forehead and the guy practically jumped out of his skin. "COLD!"

"Obviously," Harvey said, dryly. "Keep that on your forehead. It'll help. Do you have any medicine here?"

Scott shook his head. Harvey sighed. "Alright, I'll be back in a bit with some medicine then. Stay here, don't get up from bed. There's a bowl on the nightstand for when you need to throw up."

"Thank you, Harvey..."

Harvey shrugged, lightly ruffled Scott's sweat-soaked hair. "Get some rest. I'll be back soon."

With that, Harvey's day of taking care of a Sick Scott Lang started. He bought cough syrup, Tylenol, different cans of soup, other cold medicine. Was it a bit excessive? Maybe. But it was just in case Scott got another fever. This way, he wouldn't run out quickly.

Throughout the day, Scott was in and out of consciousness. Most times when he woke up, he'd vomit, complain about the cough syrup, and pass out again. He was never awake long enough for Harvey to ask if he was willing to try some soup.

There was a time where Scott started freaking out, claiming that he was dying. He didn't want to die yet, he had to live and watch Cassie grow up because he missed time. He freaked out so bad, Harvey called Cassie and had her talk Scott to sleep. The poor child was scared for her dad. It took a while for Harvey to assure her that her dad wasn't really dying.

Around 10:30PM, Harvey tried to get Scott to eat some soup. Of course, the kid was pouting and whining, saying he'd only throw it up. Harvey agreed with that, but Scott still needed to eat. It took a whole fifteen minutes to convince Scott to have a couple spoonful's.

Somehow, Scott managed to keep it down but he passed out shortly after. When he was out again, Harvey cleaned up the vomit bowl, replaced Scott's icepack, and put the rest of the soup in the microwave for later. He turned all the lights off in the shop, locked the front door and sat next to Scott's bed.

XXX

Scott still felt miserable when he woke up the next afternoon, but it wasn't nearly as bad as the day before. He didn't even throw up as soon as he woke up. He wasn't as hot, probably because he had two icepacks on him now. It was hard to keep his eyes open but he didn't want to drift into a nightmare about dying.

He licked his dry lips, shifted onto his side, one of his icepacks sliding down his forehead. He adjusted it and yawned loudly. It felt great to be awake and not want to throw up. When Scott looked up, he blinked, surprised at the sight.

Harvey was still sitting in the same chair, out like a light, no doubt exhausted from caring for Scott the day prior. Thankfully, the man didn't look like he was getting sick.

There was a comfortable warmth in Scott's chest. He smiled at the thought that Harvey stayed the whole time. Down the line, whenever Harvey needed his assistance, Scott was going to stay as long as he needed.

If only everyone knew that Harvey Specter wasn't as rough and cold as people thought he was.

#Harvey Specter #Suits #antvnger #Scott Lang #Coffee Shop Owner Scott Lang #Normal Harvey Specter #Harvey cares for a Sick Scott #it's been forever since I've written anything omg #you can thank Google docs for that #this is also a long one #I tried to have it be short but sickfics are hard to keep short #at least for me lmao #vomit tw #fever tw #coffee shop au #drabble

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sublimecatgalaxy · 1 year

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♥️ Joel Miller Masterlist ♥️

It's about time I finally wrote for him.

This is a masterlist dedicated to things I've written about the Joel Miller from The Last of Us. Check out my Prompt List and my Character List in my Masterpost which is pinned for more info on who I write for and some inspiration for requests.

Bully:

Summary/Request: "'All I could think about today was you.’ 'Being alone together was not the best idea.’"

Up Till Dawn:

Summary/Request: "I was thinking maybe there’s Unresolved Sexual Tension since they both were NOT COMMUNICATING!! and yk maybe they make up! write and do as you please bestie im excited to see what you do:)"

Keeping Up With You:

Summary/Request: "omg theme night!! i always miss these because of time difference! maybe Joel (TLoU) and “how does that feel?” and “stop pouting” to f!reader? im thinking like established relationship, very fluffy and loving vibes? do with this what you will haha. thank u girl 💗🪩✨"

Extra Shirt:

Summary/Request: "reader and joel are out looking for supplies when things start to get a little spicy and joel basically has to try and keep her quiet so that they don’t get caught by clickers?"

Heavy on The Heart:

Summary/Request: "Since the fall, the readers been struggling with her mental health and, given the state of the world, there's not a lot of resources for them. But they didn't have Joel when it first fell, now they do."

Ceilings:

Summary/Request: "Female reader smut with Joel Miller and the prompt 'Make Me’."

Escapism:

Summary/Request: "Joel Miller smut? Pre-apocalypse literally ANYTHING? Maybe where Sarah has been trying to get them together forever and one night something just snaps?"

Special:

Summary/Request: "for the valentine’s day blurbs, can i request joel and reader celebrating v day during the apocalypse and what that would look like?"

Long Time:

Summary/Request: "Maybe he knows her from before the fall and when he sees Tommy again, she's also there and they reconnect? Maybe a little teasing from Ellie?"

Just Friends:

Summary/Request: "can i request numbers 20 and 22 for joel please"

Brewing Storm:

Summary/Request: "Can I get the one bed trope with 'You bring me a sense of comfort that I haven’t felt in a really long time.’ for Joel Miller?"

Botany:

Summary/Request: "Can I has a Joel x reader request where he ends up picking her up along the way(saving her) and she just kinda sticks around."

Ashes to Ashes:

Summary/Request: "Joel Miller fluffy blurb with the prompt 'Whose blood is that?’"

No Wounds:

Summary/Request: "Joel Miller request with the prompts 'I’m not afraid of you.’ and 'You’ve always pushed people away *name*. I just never thought you’d do it to me.’"

Hold Onto Me:

Summary/Request: "What are your thoughts on Joel and “you’re hurting me” ?"

#joel miller #joel miller x reader #joel miller x y/n #joel x reader #the last of us #the last of us fic

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smashboxgirl26 · 1 year

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a random list of long fic recs (aka longer than 5k) from ao3 ft. bakugou, shoji, dabi, and jean that no one asked for bc i was bored!!

(some of these are nsfw, which i will warn about for the big ones, but make sure to check their tags before reading anything!)

and beware, this is very long bc i clearly have nothing better to do with my time hehe

you call me wound but i will answer to knife (bakugou x reader) by kirkeeter; i got this recced by a friend and omygodddd i loved it so so so so so much, it's been a while since i read it but it's tech support! reader working under ph! bakugou

Steal Your Girl (bakugou x reader) by Tcierra_Steph7; the actual first bakugou x reader fic i ever read (the literal fic that got me into fics) and it's SO AMAZING OMG, canon compliant, but it's not a bad thing bc it's framed super well (there's also Dear Diary , which i've been obsessed with FOREVER but i dont think it'll ever be updated at this point which is okay - but if you've read (past tense) or read (present tense) either of these, you'll have my heart forever <33)

Other (bakugou x reader) by deadite; a coraline au that's superr good and goes super in depth of the world it creates and i was completely hooked when i read it

His (bakugou x reader) by PBelfz; one of the best yandere! bakugou stories i have ever read, but be warned - highly nsfw (ik yandere is not everyone's cup of tea but if you're into that stuff and haven't read this fic, you should read it!)

surrender (whenever you're ready) (bakugou x reader) by OfMermaids; one of my favorite fanfics ever!! and anything written by her is honestly amazing (especially The Widening Sky, a mermaid au, and The Sun God's Bride, a fantasy au, which you should definitely also check out!!)

Bar Tool (bakugou x reader) by thunderhead; band au AND bar au?? but yeah this fic has everything you could ever want it's sooo good

darling it's better (down where it's wetter) (bakugou x reader) by makoodles; another one of my favorite mermaid aus (bc i love mermies too much and it's my favorite trope) but also contains nsfw content

Gemini Syndrome - Masked Singer AU (bakugou x reader) by opal_vortex; one of the most UNDERRATED fics ive ever read! and the concept is so good!! bakugou goes on the masked singer and the reader is one of the judges loll

Husband for Hire (bakugou x reader) by btp; stardew valley au! (and also one of a couple of fics that inspired strawberry jam loll)

well, i've been saved by the grace of southern charm (bakugou x reader) by willowser; soooo soo soo good!! contains nsfw but if you liked strawberry jam then ur gonna like this one even more it's everything i hope my writing is and more

drawing with light (shoji x reader) by multipurposeroom; literally the fic that made me fall in love with shoji and made me want to cradle him in my arms for the rest of my life bc of how sweet he is

We All Fall Down (dabi x reader) by Musecookie; the reader is an art student who ends up drawing dabi and he finds it in the dumpster and shit ensues and its sooo good, it's also been a long time since it's been updated but it's superrrr great!!!

Higher than the Mountain, Deeper than the Sea (dabi x reader) by maokitty; contains nsfw but it is so!! good!! and it dives into his character so so so so well!

if he's a serial killer than what's the worst that can happen to a girl that's already hurt? (dabi x reader) also by willowser; contains nsfw and i'm actually currently reading this one! but it's very very good so far and im excited to get through it!

Ice Scream, You Scream (jean kirstein x reader) by LilacMochi; contains nsfw but hehehehehhe i loved it AND I READ IT DURING THE SUMMER LOL IT WAS SO FUN

Sweet Tooth (jean kirstein x reader) by cloudspawn; currently reading this one, but IT IS AMAZING AND AN ABSOLUTE FAVORITE I CANNOT EVEN STRESS HOW GOOD IT IS ISTG (you'll see all my comments under each chapter loll)

#yeah idk i just wanted to give the authors that inspire me a bunch of credit because they absolutely deserve it #so go show them some love too!#also look at the proportion of bakugou fics compared to everyone else lolll #im such a loser <3 #happy reading!!!#keke.recs

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moonctzeny · 2 years

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hi angel 💕

can you please do taeyong + accidental stimulation please? 🥺

taeyong + accidental stimulation

genre: smut

wc: 667

warnings: semi-public sex, mutual masturbation

a/n: omg sara I feel so so bad for making you wait so long 😭 it's been a while since I've written anything so I'm really rusty but I hope you like this!! 💞💞💞

You can feel the deep bass of the party music resonating through your bones. The catchy beat is infectious enough to have you swaying along to the tempo, the drink you just downed numbs your thoughts just enough to not care who's watching. You don't mind the person who does, though.

Taeyong appears behind you so smoothly that it startles you for a second. The calloused hands that now run over your hips you know all too well. It's the same skillful hands that have drawn all kinds of pretty shapes over your most sensitive spots. The same hands that blur the line between friends and whatever the hell you become with a simple text when you're lonely. Hands that have had handfuls of you. The pads of his fingers are soft, triggering goosebumps on your exposed skin as they move lower. Whatever is poking your lower back, however, is hard.

"Really now? I didn't even do anything", you ask him incredulously, begging your voice to stay stable as he starts to grind into the softness of your ass. It feels like you haven't seen him in forever. You had no idea how much you've missed that overpriced cologne of his, seeping into your clothes from the close proximity.

"I love the way you look when you dance like this."

You don't like how much control he has over you at this moment. The hairs on the nape of your neck stand on edge as they're kissed by his breath. Pushing your ass out, you circle your hips right over his member, disguising the provocation as a dance move.

"Like this?"

The hiss he lets out feels victorious, yet the way he harshly brings you closer by your waist lets you know you're about to lose this war. You're not sure who leaned in first, but you know you two had the same brand of whiskey from how bitter his tongue tastes. Blindly stumbling through the busy hallways, with lips still moving against each other, you miraculously find an unoccupied bathroom to hide inside.

The dull pain on your tailbone as Taeyong shoves you against the sink feels like nothing compared to the lust that overtakes you. He didn't need to whisper how much he needs you in your ear, you already know, yet you swear you'll never be able to forget the sound. If you were back at his place, you'd just rip at his clothes, strip him off of it all, eliminate every single barrier between the two of you. Instead, you settle for the next best thing, hastily undoing the buttons of his jeans until your hand fits inside the stretchy fabric. You relish in the deep moan that's coming from the back of his throat, wrapping your palm around his swollen cock before pumping him slowly. Feeling the need to reciprocate, he lets his hands travel underneath your skirt, pushing your skimpy panties aside until his index presses against your clit.

You thought you needed him inside you, but there's not enough will in this world that could have you ask him to stop. Not as he adds another finger, letting it slide easily through your folds, embarrassingly wet at this point. And you know Taeyong loves how you play with him too, eyes tightly shut as you spread his precum all over his length, squeezing your fist a little tighter whenever you reach his tip.

The way you share a shaky breath, lips featherly touching, is barely considered a kiss. Staring into his blown-out pupils, with sweat collected on your temples and tears welling up your eyes, you moan out his name as you cum. Ropes of white start to trickle down your knuckles just a few moments later, his hips staggering as he thrusts into your fist to ride out his high. The silent promise of a second round gets interrupted by an angry knock on the door. Not like that can stop you.

"This party sucks. Wanna get out of here?"

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books-with-shriya · 4 months

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Book Reads and TBR for February 💗!!

Hey Guys!! Sorry for literally being absent for like forever...but I'm back, and I swear that I'm going to try to be more consistent now! Anyway, I wanted to share the books I've read in the past couple of months and my tbr for February!!

My Reads:

The Fourth Wing by Rebecca Yarros: Surprisingly, I read a lot of my tbr and this book was one of the books on it! I know there were mixed reviews and some people really hated it, but I goddamn loved it! Literally, this book was to die for. Ngl the first two or three chapters are a bit slow but it gets soo much better after so its completely worth it. Also can we just take a second for this immaculate enemies to lovers..absolute perfection. Also the amount of times I had to put down the book after the male mc said something and literally squealed....anyways I would rate it a 4.5/5 stars :)))

Foul Heart Hunstman by Chloe Gong: LOVED!!! I fell in love with the first book, also I just love all of Chloe Gong's writing, just absolute masterpieces. And I knew as soon as the second book came out that I was gonna love it just as much, and I did! The plot was beautifully executed, the characters are just so well written, AND we get some new but old characters !!! I just loved every second of this book and it just made me so happy to finish this series. 5/5 stars

Girl, Interrupted by Susanna Kaysen: This was one of the first memoirs that I've read, and for it being the first one this was actually pretty good. It was a pretty short read, and it was still interesting. Overall just a good story and it feels nice to read something that's not fiction in a while. I really loved reading about the main character's experiences in this book, I would rate it a 4/5 stars for a memoir.

Powerless by Lauren Roberts: OOOH, I loved this book sooo much!! Another great enemies to lovers!!! This book had Hunger Games and like Red Queen esq vibes to it but I was completely fine since I completely adore both of those series, the plot was so well written, the characters were also interesting and so were the side characters. The trope was also executed so well, and it made me so happy to see well-written enemies to lovers !! Can you tell I've been in an enemies to lovers trope vibe lately reading-wise?? Loved it, and would rate it a 4.5/5, and I'm excited for the second book !!

Glass Castle by Jeanette Walls: Another memoir!! This one was actually better than the first one I read for me. I felt like I enjoyed the storyline of this a lot more. This storyline was very interesting and it really changed my perspective about some things in general, also a reality check :). Overall, I really just loved this book and I finished it in two nights cuz I was just so invested!! 4.5/5 for my second memoir!

The Way I Am Now by Amber Smith: OMG THIS BOOK ACTUALLY MADE ME SO HAPPY!! Ifykyk, The Way I Used to Be is an absolute rollercoaster and made me an emotional wreck. But this sequel healed all those cracks that the first book made. I was so happy to see Eden finally get what she deserved and just her happy and actually living in the longest time...don't wanna spoil anything.. Overall this book just made me so happy and I finished it in a day cuz I just couldn't wait to see how it ended!! 5/5 cuz it holds a special place in my heart <3

One of Us is Back by Karen McManus: UM...ya ngl this book was not it.. Don't get me wrong, I loved the first two books like the plot and characters were amazing, and the mystery aspect was good too, and when I heard that a third book was being released, I was like YAY cuz I loved the series. But this book was just so underwhelming. It took me like 4 days to finish cuz I was dragging myself through the book almost. I just didn't really like the plot, there were some good twists but it was just meh. I feel like the series would have just been better without this book, but that's just my opinion. 🤷‍♀️ I would rate it a 2.5/5.

MY TBR FOR FEBRUARY !!!

The Hurricane Wars by Thea Guanzon: Ya this is still on my tbr.. prob has been for a solid three months, but I finally out a hold on it in my public library so yayyy. Still, Im very excited to read this book and I just can't wait!

Iron Flame by Rebecca Yarros: Yall already know I was gonna put this on by Tbr after reading Fourth Wing 😭😭! I just have no words..I can't wait to get my hands on this stupid book, like I'm so excited!!! I just know I'm gonna love it based on my interaction with the first book and I'm also invested for the next 3 books after cuz apparently its a 5 book series..and might become a TV show!! But also idk if its even gonna pan out, cuz Ive been waiting for that Red Queen tv show for a fat minute now..

Fate Breaker by Victoria Aveyard: My literal queen has finally published the last book in her trilogy of Realm Breaker and damn am I excited!! I own all of her books so Im excited to finally add this one to my collection and also can we just take a minute for how stunning her covers always our..love the royalty of it. Im just really really excited for this book and I already know Im gonna love it!!

Anyways guys that's it for now, sorry this was a long one but I did wanna put a lot of stuff out for the months that I missed!! I swear I'm gonna try to stay consistent so hopefully, y'all see me later this week or early next week!! 💗💗

~Shriya :)

#the fourth wing #rebecca yarros #foul heart huntsman #chloe gong #victoria aveyard #realm breaker #karen mcmanus #the way i used to be #powerless #lauren roberts #thea guanzon #the hurricane wars

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breyito · 6 months

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Raze your past, forge your future

TITLE: Raze your past, forge your future AUTHOR/ARTIST: @breyito (read also on AO3) SUMMARY: When Jason first got back to Gotham and put that bomb under the Batmobile, he didn't change his mind. WORD COUNT: 1,151 FANDOM: Batman - All Media Types | Batman: Under the Red Hood (2010) | Red Hood: Lost Days | Batman (Comics) RELATIONSHIPS: Talia al Ghul & Jason Todd & Damian | WayneJason Todd & Bruce Wayne TRIGGERS/WARNINGS: Jason Todd-centric, Jason Todd Deserves Better, BAMF Jason Todd, Dead Joker RATING: Teen and up ADDITIONAL NOTES: Hello again! LONG time no see lmao New series, huge love for my favorite character lol Today I'm in a much better mood than usual, so you get some humor, some vengance and some fluff! (It's been such a long time since I've written fluff omg) Enjoy!

When Jason first got back to Gotham and put that bomb under the Batmobile, he came this close to changing his mind, to let all the effort he spent crawling under the chassis of that monster of a car go to waste. His fingers clenched and his fists shook and he almost threw the remote far away from him the minute he saw Batman emerging from the shadows. But, in the end, he didn't. And he thanked his lucky stars he hadn’t smashed that control to bits the moment he decided Bruce wasn’t dying tonight.

Now, that was mainly because Joker was out of Arkham (again) and Batman and his new Robin were on the case (again). The new Dynamic Duo had just arrested him and locked him in the cage in the back of the car and...well, Jason was only human, but he recognized the signs of a heaven sent gift. He saw the perfect opportunity and took it. How could he possibly refuse this? Not only would the bomb get rid of that pest , it would also scare the cuckoo birdie to high heaven and it would drive Batman crazy . He would obsess over the bomb and how it bypassed his security, how he didn't notice anything amiss, how vulnerable his system was, how it could have ended his and his little cuckoo’s lives…but mostly, he would wonder, forever (or until Jason revealed himself) , who had done it.

He needed to create a quick distraction on their way out of the city. Jason knew the route they would take like the palm of his hand, so it wasn’t difficult to steal a bike and surpass them, to gather supplies. His info on the comings and goings of the city might not be up to par with the Bats, but he had done his homework and read up about it on his way here. And he knew exactly which happy trigger thugs were gonna help him kill the clown.

A couple of quick blown up Molotov cocktails in between those gang territories and the goons were going at it with gusto. Batman, being the meddling nosy bastard he is, had to leave the car to minimize loss of life. But he also left cuckoo-Robin behind. So Jason needed to up his game. He did this by throwing a Molotov filled with sand and dish soap directly at the Bat, so that it clung to whatever material the new uniforms were made of.

Of course, Robin immediately jumped to his aid. The only reason he didn't barbecue the cuckoo bird too was that he wanted all the attention to be on the clown's death, and nothing else, the cuckoo-Robin was just so lucky tonight. .

“One way ticket to Hell, coming right up.” As soon as the kid was out of range Jason activated the bomb. “Rest in pieces but never in peace.”

The Batmobile went flying sky high and the charred clown's body was expelled from the windows (as in, from several windows because the corpse was in several parts) to complete and utter silence. The whole city went deadly quiet for a whole minute. He could practically feel the disbelief everyone exuded when that fuckers head (green hair unmistakable) went thud-thud-roll until it stopped at Batman’s left boot. Not even in his dreams the outcome could have been better, it was like it had been rehearsed or some shit.

Jason had to stay very still and very silent, swallowing up his laughter at the two heros’ faces. Then the ambulances came and the chaos re-started. Jason bolted from the apartment window he had been waiting on and onto his bike and lost himself in the crowd trying to flee the scene as to not be next (ah, gotta love the old Gotham’s instinct to go to ground and mind your own business when the Bat was on the scene and causing explosions) to one of his safe houses.

He had had four he was sure no one knew about, having set them up as an exercise in stealth and backup plans, and this was the nearest and most complete one. He plugged the ancient computer there and linked it to several proxy servers to make sure it couldn’t be traced back to this address (at least not that quickly). Reaching into his jacket, pulled several credit cards he had ‘liberated’ from assholes since he had landed in Gotham (it was instinct, alright? It’s not like any of them will actually miss the money that much) and he bought half a dozen suspicious plane tickets to several destinations for that night. Still, he cleaned up every trace of Bat related stuff in the apartment, leaving it looking like a normal space instead of a husk, just in case. By then, it was already mid morning, so he left for another one of his safe houses. He hunkered down there and sneaked his way out of Gotham into Bludhaven three days later. From there he took a train to New York, mingling with a bunch of college students. From New York he flew to England, on the periphery of a similar-looking family. Once in England he slept for almost a day and then took another plane to Nepal and then, finally , managed to get to Nanda Parbat. And to Talia.

Much to his surprise, he had managed to impress her. Ra's too, although the old goat wouldn’t admit it (still, Jason could feel the assessing looks the man threw his way; it always made the hair on his neck stand up). As a reward for killing Batman's ‘greatest enemy’ right under his nose and getting away with it, he got to choose his training and teachers within the League of Shadows and outside of it.

But best of all, he got introduced to Damian and became an older brother. His murder tour went way better with a little brother to impress. He took more breaks to be able to play with his baby brother and teach him some things here and there. Damian was an entitled little shit, but had a soft soul that he showed only to those he loved (and to animals, he just loved animals) and Jason quickly became one of those. He cherished the time spent with his new little family, and after every monstrous teacher he got rid of, he could rest and recover with them.

Without the menacing shadow of his murderer closing in on him and the knowledge that even without his father’s love he still has worth, his time in the All-Caste was much more healing. His favorite memory turns out to be the first time he woke up from a nightmare in the middle of the night to Talia singing a lullaby in Arabic and Damian on his chest, hugging him with his stuffed lion in the middle.

Life was good.

END NOTES: (Turns out *not* having your murderer roam free can do wonders for your sleep and self-esteem. Even if you had to get rid of it yourself.) (He gets re-introduced to them as Damian’s brother and Constantine's student, when some magical emergency occurs and Damian is the only one in the family with a contact he can reach immediately. Damian, who had thought his introduction to the Wayne family at the hands of his brother had made things very clear -even if Jason had been wearing full tactical gear at the time, it was so obvious- in the ‘Jason is alive’ front gets a blast out of their reactions. Jason is less amused by the tears and all the holes poked into him; but gets over it when he gets to save the Dick, the Cuckoo and the Bat using his magic and his All-Blades. He basks in the knowledge that Bruce’s disdain for magic is also bullshit and he got to *prove it* to him.) (The bomb case goes unsolved for years. Jason never brought it up cause he thought they had put 2+2 together when they got the dates of his resurrection and his methods became a *discussion*; but the truth is it didn't even occur to them. It’s hilarious in a sad sort of way and Jason feels the title of ‘greatest detective’ should be revoked, honestly.)

Thanks for reading, I hope you liked it!

#jason todd #batman #joker dies #bamf jason todd #batman 138 fucked me up #and i wanted jason to have SOME revenge #fanfiction

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wakatoshislovebot · 1 year

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Hey fren, *aggressive winkwonk* now you wouldn't mind if you did a fic where chuck actually doesn't die. I cried in Macca's yesterday because I read this too detailed fic.... Please- I ugly cry.

I really need that angst then omg your alive.. please it's hurtful just thinking about rewatching the movie.

And here. Oh and if you could make the reader Fem please :D

How It Should've Been

a/n: HI! sorry this is so late, but omg the crying over a too detailed fic is so relatable. this also gave me a reason to rewatch pacific rim even though i've seen it a million times so i appreciate it. i really hope you like it! it made me a teeny bit sad writing it because i miss chuck so much. i made the title "how it should've been" because i'm petty hehe and he should’ve lived. also thank you for requesting<3

~cw: language, a small bit of angst but with a happy ending

You were really hoping Chuck wouldn’t have to fight after his dad broke his arm. After all, he can’t pilot Striker Eureka alone. However, your heart sank a little when he got the order to suit up. He tried to assure you that he probably wouldn’t have to go but then the Marshal came out suited up. You grew quiet, even Chuck joked about never hearing you be so silent before. How could you speak? This was supposed to be the last mission and arguably the most dangerous mission Chuck had ever been on. What if he didn’t make it?

This had always been your fear since Chuck became involved in your life but this felt different. This mission was to end the Kaiju attacks forever and it was a risky plan. Before he would always promise to come back for you. This time he didn’t, he couldn’t. It was written on his face that not even he knew if he would make it back. When Herc and yourself were sending him off you had to try your hardest not to cry. It was futile because as soon as Hercu said “I just don’t want to regret all the things I never said out loud” you lost it. You turned around and started petting Max so they didn’t see you cry. You could hear Chuck’s voice tremble and him sniffle when he replied, it certainly did not help your worry about him not coming back.

Max started looking up at him and whining so he kneeled down to say goodbye to him. That’s when he saw you, “Hey no crying, Max will take great care of you ‘cause I told him to.”

“Max won’t need to, you’ll come back, and then we can move far away from any water.”

“Ah yes, we will live in a desert and I’ll get to make out with ya all day long.”

You got silent again and said really softly “Please come back.”

“For my girl? I’ll try my hardest.”

That’s where it left off between you two, he didn’t promise to come back but he said he would try. There was no way you could’ve said more without completely breaking down. He started walking away after he told his dad to take care of Max. You could hardly watch him leave especially after Herc said to the Marshal “Stacker. That’s my son you got there. My son.” You really wished he didn’t make it seem like a final goodbye. This meant there was no chance of him coming back. Sure he probably wanted to be safe rather than sorry but still, it felt so wrong. After he got into Striker Eureka you immediately made your way to the LOCCENT.

You were sure you made Tendo a little annoyed because of how on edge you were listening and observing what was happening with Striker but he never said anything. After Newt and Gottlieb came in explaining how they could enter the breach you became more concerned. Then a category 5 Kaiju appeared to top it all off. The mission seemed to complicate more and more by the second.

Everything went to shit when you heard Chuck say the hull was compromised. Both Kaijus started targeting Striker and the Marshal told Raleigh not to come and aid. Your heart stopped. The Marshal was speaking to Mako you couldn’t make out what he was saying everything around you became quite fuzzy. The tears from your eyes began to fall you wanted to scream. They were planning on sacrificing themselves so Gypsy could go to the breach and destroy it.

When you heard “Well my father always said: he said if you have the shot take it! So let’s do this” is when things started setting into place. You were gonna lose your best friend, the love of your life, someone you thought you were gonna spend the rest of your life with. You had to get out of there, you told Herc “I’m sorry sir but I can’t stay for this. I just can’t.” He nodded his head and then handed you Max’s leash because he knew you needed Max a lot more than him right now.

As soon as you got to your room you held Max close to you and just sobbed. There is no way this was happening. He was supposed to come back like always. He was supposed to kiss you, pick you up then spin you around and say “See I told ya I’d come back,” like he always did. After a good hour of crying, you fell asleep. You dreamt about being in a strawberry field with Chuck. You both looked so happy, there were no Kaijus just him and you. You don’t know how long you slept but at some point, you woke back up.

The gravity of the situation hit you again and you didn’t feel like standing. There was a knock on your door, but you didn’t answer. It was probably someone to tell you something you already knew and you didn’t need to hear it out loud. The person outside your door spoke, it was Herc, “Hey, they closed the breach. We won’t have to worry about Kaijus anymore. Uh, also you might want to check the med bay.”

You wondered why he said that, as much as you loved Raleigh and Mako you were in no mood to see them. Max got up and pawed at the door, encouraging you to let him out. He started running toward the med bay and you chased after him. When you got there you didn’t see Raleigh or Mako lying in a bed. It was Chuck.

“Are ya gonna stand there gaping at me or come kiss me?” he said very raspily.

You ran to him and you did kiss him, probably harder than you ever have in your life.

“You’re a fucking asshole you know? I can’t believe you put me through that.”

“I’m sorry princess I didn’t know I would make it either. I’ll make it up to you I promise.”

“How are you here right now? Not that I’m disappointed you are but you and Pentecost were planning to blow up Striker last I heard.”

“We were, I thought we were but then the Marshal told me to eject last minute. I told him he was crazy but he said I had someone at home I should return to. After that, I ejected and I guess the Kaijus didn’t notice the life pod floating to the surface.”

You don’t know what came over you but you started crying again.

“Hey hey, what is it? I’m back, why are you crying?”

“You scared me, I thought I lost you I’m not over it.”

“I know, I’m sorry but now that I’m here you can start house hunting. No oceans remember? Look on the bright side!”

“I really hate you sometimes”

He chuckled and pulled you closer. You got lucky, you got him back and in one piece too. Now you could continue your life in peace and not constantly worry about him dying every time he left for work.

#chuck hansen #pacific rim #fluff #pacific rim fanfiction #angst #fanfiction #chuck hansen x reader #fem reader

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danpuff-ao3 · 4 months

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✄ what’s your editing process? also ▵ pick a fic and I’ll tell you my favorite line for Devotion!!! also ✦ what was your easiest fic to write & your hardest? <3

Squashy! Thanks for the asks!

✄ what’s your editing process?

Hmmm. Avoidance. Then crying. 😂 Oh and complaining. I hate editing. I loathe it. I do some editing as I go. If I'm stuck I sorta stare at what I have and poke a bit. Once a draft is done I give it at least a once over. Start to finish, catching typos, and if anything feels iffy I'll pause and prod a bit.

Aside from catching typos, I'm prone to deleting things. I'm generally happy with the shape of my work, since I spend so much time crafting it while getting it down at the start. Occasionally things need to be shifted or reworded, which I really hate.

My OCD tends to spiral, so it's safest for me to create distance and not let myself spend too much time on it. If I worry too much about perfection, but work would never be shared at all. It's hard for me to strike balance, so I do what I can.

▵ pick a fic and I’ll tell you my favorite line for: Devotion!!!

Omg noooooo. 😭 I'm proud of so much with that fic. But there are bits of it I shared early on in the process that I forever am pulled back to.

He is the blazing sun. The harsh light beneath which nothing can hide, and nothing survives.

✦ what was your easiest fic to write & your hardest? <3

Ooooh lordy. Let's see.

For easiest, my first thought was Lover Boy at Play. I basically wrote it in a day and it was one of the most self-indulgent fics I've written; however I do remember a few failed attempts at writing the fic before. Before I realized what the original idea was missing (Parseltongue kink!!) Once I got the new version started it flowed right out of me!

But with that...maybe the real answer is Cruel Summer, as angsty and problematic as it is. I wrote, edited, and posted it in a day and while the idea had been with me for a while, that really was my first attempt at writing it.

For hardest, I'll also give 2.

Collateral Damage was one of my first fest fics, written for Ron-Draco Fest. I was 10k into the first version when I had to scrap it and start all over. I fought every step of the way on that fic, but it came out so dang good, if I do say so myself.

But the worst time was Contempt. I cried over that fic. I was pulling out hair. I was devastated, because I loved it so much but had so little faith in it. I really gave that fic my all. I've never worked so hard on anything in my life. And I loved it so, so much. I've never worked harder on a project, given a project so much of myself, or been prouder of any given work. The writing and editing of that fic was pure misery.

But that fic is my heart and soul and everyone who has read it and loved it, I love you so much, thank you for reading it and loving it with me 🥺 I genuinely have endless feelings about that fic and I forever need to scream about it.

fic ask game!

#asked & answered

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desceros · 4 months

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So I'm this anon... (And this is gonna be long and a little sappy because it's like 4:40am-ish as I'm writing this, I'm so sorry, I wouldn't have the confidence otherwise):

"I gotta know, gotta ask- HOW do you write the way that you do?? How does one get to that point? I've been wanting to write fanfics for awhile now, but I don't know where to start, and just... do you have any advice at all for beginners? Because you're like... really good at what you do!!"

-Except I finally made a blog to keep my interests anonymous, and while I feel scared still (I am like... an overly ashamed person over interests and such), I want to get over it.

Just wanted to say that like... I had already liked your writing before, but I had been trying to stay away from Symphony at least until there was more written... I caved and read it all today because of the asks you've been getting, finishing up just like thirty minutes ago at 4:30am because restless nights. And I just wanna say that like... the feelings I'm having right now are certified crazy. I feel empty but like... so, so full all at once?? I spent the last few chapters of reading crying (So much so that I had to stop a few times just to see), only to realize that I was picturing everything in my head that I was reading. Vividly, or as much so as I can, with my imagination being more... vibes than anything, anymore. Like, settings and everything are easy. Feelings like rain and stuff too. But I haven't been able to picture things this vividly, haven't been able to focus so intently on reading and just reading... since early high school at the least?? Well over five years ago. It's a feeling that I've craved desperately, to sink into a different world and just exist there... and it's not the same that it used to be, but it made me cry all the same, to have even a fraction of that feeling back.

And I mean, a lot can be said about me as a person that a fucking tmnt fanfic (More like a few tmnt fanfics) gets me back into a headspace that I've been chasing for literal, actual years, but I think it's more an indicator of the intensity and thought behind your writing than anything. It feels silly, but like... reading what you write feels like a gift to me, just for the fact that I can get even a slight bit of the magic of reading back, something I have truly, wholly missed for so long. Even more so because I want to write again, to finally, actually write- Which... I mean it's the internet and I'm not gonna trauma dump, just... It's important for me to say, important to me that I specify. I've lost these feelings, the ability to focus on reading, and been unable to write, among other things, due to a lot of trauma. And the fact that I'm getting this back almost solely because of you, it means so much to me, and it wouldn't feel right not to say it.

As silly and cheesy and sappy as it feels... just... genuinely thank you so much, from the bottom of my heart, for being so unafraid to be yourself and do what you do, pouring so much time and thought into the things you enjoy. It really, truly inspires others to do the same, and it inspires me to be less shameful, less apologetic about myself and my interests, and more brave. I'm gonna wrap this up before I write you a fucking novel though (Especially because it's past 5am as I'm wrapping this up, and I'm not doing so well- definitely didn't spend 30 minutes on this...), just like... I don't know. I had to get this out of my system. You're great, super, super great. I'm afraid I haven't articulated my thoughts well enough, but if I mull them over forever, I'll get too scared to send this. And if I start writing again, when I start writing again because damn it I will, I want you to know it's almost singlehandedly thanks to you, as well as the rest of the lovely tmnt fandom.

(Again I'm so, so sorry for the length and sappiness omg I swear I have a sense of shame and will be embarrassed after adequate rest... Gonna go hide in my hole now)

puts my hands on your shoulders. looks you in the eyes. i am. So Proud Of You.

first. let me say that i am really. just insanely aware that admitting that youve been in a dark place and moving out of it is a difficult, difficult thing to talk about. it’s a difficult place to be. it’s like. an advanced performance of humanity in a way. reaching into your own brain and scooping out the parts that don’t make you happy anymore. it’s so. so hard. important. valuable. life-changing. but hard.

and i’m proud of you for doing it. i’m?? so amazingly touched??? to know that i had any hand in that. holy shit. sick. but my part in this is small, even if it doesn’t feel that way to you right now. you’re the one doing all the hard, difficult work. and i’m rooting for you!!!

i know there’s a lot of stigma against ‘trauma dumping’ and for good reason. but i also think it’s important to be able to open yourself up and discuss the vulnerabilities you feel. that’s how humans are meant to heal our souls. with one another, hand in hand. i hope sending this made you feel better. i hope reading my response will make you feel better. i hope you are able to find that place of healing. i’ve been there myself and it’s—it’s nice. being able to feel things again.

be unashamed. be unafraid. let your heart grasp the things that bring you joy. write the things that make you happy. chase your light and bottle it for the days when things feel dark again.

thank you so much for such a lovely ask. it really made my day and brought me so much joy and happiness. may that now turn upon you threefold 🌸

#ask tag #onion air floating around……….

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unicornmachine · 8 days

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Unicornmachine AO3 Masterlist

Okay I've wanted to make this post forever so here we go~

For starters, absolutely none of these are safe for work, they are all so very explicit, I'm sorry.

Fiolee

OMG did this pairing possess me (and continues to...) there are so many stories I’ve written for them I’m making a read more break here.

Love in the Moonlight

Summary: Fionna the Human drops by the Candy Palace for the Biennial Gumball Ball, but she doesn't get much dancing done as she's approached by Marshall Lee the Vampire King. She hasn't seen him in years, since she's gone off on rumors searching for a new Enchiridion in Aaa and he's been spending his time in the Nightosphere, and wow. He's just as she remembered, down to the incessant flirting. Let's see if he can make good on any of these promises.

First off, okay, let me just say this was my OG Fiolee fic and the first fanfic I had written in well over a decade. I started out like many authors writing fanfics as a teenager but stopped when I started working on original works. I published three OC books IRL and really enjoyed writing them but there's something about writing fanfics that is just... so much more fun to me. I rewatched Adventure Time and remembered how much I always loved the Fiolee pairing, so I tried to look them up on AO3 to read about them... AND THERE WAS HARDLY ANYTHING!

Oh no, I told myself, I will just write one little fanfic for fun, for old times sake! WHAT A LIE THAT TURNED OUT TO BE.

I had no idea what I was getting myself into when I wrote Love in the Moonlight, but I'm so happy I did.

The Deal

Summary: In a moment of desperation Fionna makes a deal with Marshall Lee the Vampire King.

Oh man... The concept of this fic was so undoing to me, a human making a deal with a vampire? A little of their blood in exchange for some necessary help? UGH!!!

A Challenge Between Friends

Summary: In an attempt to win a challenge to scare Fionna, Marshall Lee accidentally takes things too far while exploring a dungeon and loses his grip on himself.

My friend and I were literally feral coming up with the concept of this. I mean... sexy vampire? Dungeon sex? Marshall sucking the red coloring out of Fionna's bra? WHO SITS AROUND AND DISCUSSES THIS STUFF WITH THEIR FRIENDS?! Me, apparently!

Fionna Campbell: Vampire Hunter

Summary: After 1000 years of peace vampire attacks are popping up and it seems a new vampire is preying on the land. Who better to cleanse the land of this new evil than the original vampire hunter, Marshall Lee the Vampire King. He’ll just need some human bait.

This fic... OMG this fic, this fic, this fic... This is probably my favorite story I've ever written. It is so self-indulgent to me and I honestly had so much fun writing it.

The Star

Summary: Fionna travels through the multiverse, to the universe where the vampires won on a mission to retrieve Simone a new crown. While traveling through the wreckage of this strange, new Aaa she meets The Star.

All I could think while watching the Fionna and Cake episode about Marceline becoming The Star was... WHAT IF WE FLIPPED THIS? AND MARSHALL WAS THE STAR? AND HE CAPTURES FIONNA?! hahahahahaha!!!

There are also multiple one-shots and smaller stories on my AO3 featuring this pairing. Love in the Moonlight has a follow up that is still in progress that is linked to the original fic. One may argue this is simply too much Fiolee porn for one person to write. The only thing I can think is... it's never enough.

Huntbunny

Ahhh! This pairing is so cute! I love the idea of Fionna and Hunter Wizard. I haven't written NEARLY enough of these two, but I have more stories in progress.

The Magic Flower

Summary: Fionna runs into trouble deep in a forest on a mission to retrieve a magic flower. Thankfully, someone finds her and helps her out...

So, this story came from a friend sending me some very explicit Huntbunny fanart from the X artist Yakza_draw. I wrote a story to go with the art and sent it to the artist as a thank you for her making such a wonderful work. She ended up becoming a very dear friend of mine, so this fic will always have a special place in my heart.

The Traveling Fountain

Summary: A string of misfortunes leads to Fionna being knocked unconscious and Cake trapped in a moving cave inside an enchanted forest. Hopefully her new friend can help her find a way to rescue her sister and get to the bottom of where all this rotten luck is coming from.

#fiolee #fanfiction masterlist #huntbunny

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onawhimsicot · 10 months

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i want you to know i just finished reading tangotek evil incorporated and i could NOT STOP LAUGHING like every other paragraph. first off you're very good at quality writing, in terms of like, sentence structure and everything, but also your writing is very compelling! you're very good at conveying tone and mood in your story. the story was hilarious, but still emotionally satisfying. if anything, the humor added to the emotion of the story! very masterfully done. also your worldbuilding? the little lore hints? 👀 i'm soooo invested. i love LOVE your characterization. this is also mastery in sense of it being a FANfiction, because like... tango having fire powers is just assumed because of the fandom. we go into this assuming "oh, it's tango in a superpower au, where he's called dr. blaze. he has fire powers" so the reveal to the other characters - especially done in the "uh, duh?" way is PERFECT because we as the audience feel the SAME WAY, like uh, duh? but we also get to laugh because... we technically had no reason to believe that! absolutely fantastic. perfect payoff. i could ramble on and on about more details but i have an appointment i need to get ready for so just take this little love letter for now haha

I am getting so emotional over this ask THANK YOU SO MUCH, especially for coming on tumblr just to send this to me <3<3<3 I don’t write too much fanfic, especially because I haven’t completed a written work, fic or original, in SO long. Like my last AO3 upload was a 1k fic back in 2020, and since then, the little creative writing I’ve done has just sitting unfinished in my folders.

So in the beginning I was really worried because I was so rusty!! Not to mention, I’ve never written something this long before either, and when the words kept piling up, I thought omg can I even keep a story together for this long?? Like oh no, I’m going to post this and realize I’m washed-up Etho style ajkdsfh. And of course, I’m the person most aware of the shortcomings of the fic (as is the nature of creating things unfortunately lol)

I've absolutely been loving hearing all the details and scenes people liked, but specifically coming here to say you think the quality and craft of the writing are strong, and praising the parts I take pride in means so so so very much to me. THANK YOU, I’m going to rotate this ask in my mind forever <3

#Fic: TTEI #ask #modernsuperhero

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riality-check · 1 year

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[carefully sticks a ⭐ on what's in a name, dots and dashes, and like one of the girls] [thinks for a moment] [sticks one more on smin] I am a cozy blanket bundle, please talk to me about your stuff! <3

omg i'm so excited to talk about all of these (and i'm sticking a read more on this post because it's going to be long as hell)

what's in a name, anyway?

Nancy meets his parents about six months in. The whole time, during that catered dinner, his parents call him "Steven." His father asks him about basketball - he never went to his games - and why he wasn't captain yet. His mother made vague references to staying out of trouble, Steven James.

She watches Steve shrink before her eyes. Watches him become something small, so unlike “The Hair” and “King” and the boyfriend she knows.

Nancy isn't sure what to do, and she hates uncertainty more than anything. When they're alone, she tries for a joke about how much she hates when her mother yells "Nancy Grace" across the house.

It's not the same. They both know it. Steve laughs anyway.

Months later, when they're at that Halloween party and Nancy is too drunk to see straight, she calls him "bullshit" but makes sure "Steven" never leaves her mouth.

(She’s angry and scared and a lot of other things, but she doesn’t ever want to see Steve that small again.)

I love writing Nancy's POV so much. Seeing Steve through her eyes was so much fun and such a challenge since I had to go back to who Nancy was during seasons 1 and 2. The "calls him 'bullshit' but makes sure 'Steven' never leaves her mouth" line is probably one of the best I've written.

dots and dashes

Steve yanks himself out of his thoughts and back to the present, where he’s standing at the front desk of Family Video on an exceptionally dead Monday.

Dead, except for one Dustin Henderson.

“I’ve told him no five times, but apparently he only listens to you,” Robin complains.

“Bold of you to assume I listen to Steve,” Dustin shoots back.

“He doesn’t,” Steve tells Robin. “He only listens to me when there’s a crisis, and even then, I have to fight him on it.”

Dustin looks too proud of himself.

“It’s not a compliment, shithead. What has she told you no about?”

This interaction was so spontaneous as I wrote it, and I got so many wonderful comments about how in character it is! So, I'm really proud of it, and I'm laughing as I reread it.

like one of the girls

“No one else is like me, Stevie.”

“I know. It’s why you’re the best I’ve ever had.”

And before Eddie can respond, Steve is out like a goddamn light.

That’s fine. Eddie reaches over and turns out the light before he snuggles right back up to Steve. He’s gonna have to do laundry tomorrow, and he has a long-ass shift at Thatcher, but that’s all fine. All of it can wait.

This moment, right now, head resting on Steve’s chest and arms wrapped around him, is all that matters.

This moment, and the certain knowledge that Eddie is it for Steve. Because for a long time, probably longer than he’s realized, Steve has been it for Eddie, too.

And Eddie falls asleep with the thought that none of those girls, however many there were, have ever had that from Steve.

It took me forever to figure out how to end this fic. It started out as a drabble in my notes app with a vague concept of Steve taking the reins, and it turned into a fic that made one of my friends ask "why is there bowling in the porn." I'm really proud of how soft and sweet this fic ends, and I love its placement in my series.

slay monsters, if needed

But it’s not like she wouldn’t do it. Nancy might be a bitch, has known that since she was eight and got called it to her face for the first time, but she’ll always help people, especially when she’s the only one who can do it.

Live, love, Nancy Wheeler. I love writing her so much, and everything about her in SMIN has just been such a fun thing to do.

I see so much of myself in her it's scary. The bitch line is actually from my own life (it didn't bother me then - I didn't tell anyone because I didn't care. My friend brought it to a teacher - and it certainly doesn't bother me now.)

ask me more questions about my fics!!

#thanks so much for asking!!#asked and answered #mira-jadeamethyst #fic director's cut #smin #like one of the girls #dots and dashes #what's in a name anyway?#steve harrington #eddie munson #nancy wheeler #robin buckley #dustin henderson

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eden-falls · 2 years

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Do you mind if I ask your top 10 favorite characters (can be male or female) from all of the media that you loved (can be anime, books, movies or tv series)? And why you love them? Thanks....

i've never gotten an ask before this is really exciting omg!!!!!! i'll start at 10 and work up to 1 i think

10. lio fotia (promare)

look at him! squishy! i love him!

9. neiru aonuma (wonder egg priority)

i really cant explain this one. she's my favourite out of the main four and its not about being relatable (ai and rika are more like me) but just. neiru's vibes are immaculate that's all i have to say

8. nie huaisang (mo dao zu shi)

my fav mdzs character!! (the other favs are jiang yanli, jiang cheng, and jin ling. i love pain.) i thought the way he's written was just genius i never saw what would happen coming. he's also just really silly and funny and i luv him <3

7. howl (howl's moving castle)

my first anime crush!! he'll always have a special spot in my heart. i think book howl is a lot more flawed and interesting (and welsh like me) but i love anime howl too. he's so pathetic.

6. count d (petshop of horrors)

his whole character is fascinating. he's pretty too. i've also had a crush on him since i was pretty young (first read the series when i was FAR too young for it lol). i wish he and leon could reunite one day but thats the shipper in me speaking lol

5. kyouka izumi (bungou stray dogs)

it took me a while to decide who my favourite bsd character is but i eventually landed on her. it's not a super deep reason or anything i just think her cold but gentle personality is nice. she's also my favourite to draw!

4. xie lian (tian guan ci fu)

I HAVENT FINISHED TGCF YET but for him to be placed so high up is quite a feat i think. again his gentle and sweet personality is what draws me to him. there's something going on with him that i dont know about yet and that keeps me interested. he's also so goofy :)

3. noe archiviste (vanitas no carte)

this boy. he's perfect. an excellent specimen. words cannot describe my love for him. moving on.

2. sangonomiya kokomi (genshin impact)

she literally defines me. the second i saw her i knew i would love her forever. she's my beloved.

1. suou (children of the whales)

anyone whos been following me for more than a week knows how much i love him! he's my favourite character ever and i cant really explain why he's just perfect in every way.

im not super great at explaining my feelings so i hope this made sense lol

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Hi! I just wanted to say that I finally watched that deleted scene of Michael and Kay prank calling Tom from a hotel and I adored it! I was smiling the whole time and thought that the two were very cute together. Imo that one short scene contained more love/chemistry than the whole Sicily sequence and I wish it was kept in the film. I’ve come to realize how ridiculous the Kay slander really is and how uncomfortable a lot of takes about the film in general have made me. I even saw someone claim that she’s just as bad as the mobsters for getting the abortion 😬. Luckily I found a great article online written in Kay’s defense that I think does a great job summarizing her perspective!

Link: https://nicolesanacore.medium.com/in-defense-of-kay-corleone-87265a2cfb60

Also on the topic of Michael and Kay, I wanted to add that the song Made in the USA by Demi Lovato reminds me of their relationship ^^. Anyway sorry for the long ask and hope you have a good day! 😅

Hiii, sweet anon!! 🥰 Omg yes, that's my favourite since from the first film even if it's technically deleted off of some versions! I love it soooo much! 💖 It's Michael and Kay FOREVER to me. 😭 And I ABSOLUTELY agree with you over the Sicily sequence. In that hotel scene alone we see so much fluff, love, intimacy, the snuggling, Michael smiling at Kay while she's talking to Tom on the phone 😩🥺...!! So many things!

That was one of the first articles I ever read when my hyperfixation for TGF started!! 👀 NOTHING BUT FACTS!

I've been a Kay stan from the moment I watched The Godfather and have always loved her and her character. ❤ She's honestly a very misunderstood and hated character which is so weird to me because the opinions I hear online/on TGF video clips are always misogynistic, hating Kay for standing up for herself/leaving Michael as if Michael's actually a good person...lmao. 💀

I also really wish people would stop comparing Kay and Apollonia all the time; they're literally two different people who played two completely different roles in Michael's lives and impacted him greatly. Sadly with a lot of Kay slander/hate like a good 80% of the time, Kay is hated while Apollonia's praised for being submissive...wishing to give Michael babies, etc, a lot of cringe, disgusting, misogynistic traits some people have been assigning Apollonia like...do you hear yourselves? Yikes. 😬 I also think we can appreciate and analyze both characters without tearing them down (mostly Kay in this case). Kay is also so much more of a developed character in the book too, which I wish we saw in the film because she's almost a completely different person!

Kay is, if anything, one of the most good natured characters in the entire film. From start to finish, she loved Michael and only wanted the best for him and his family, but when he continued to lie to her, put her and her children's life in danger and was all nonchalant about it, you know miss Kay had the right to ask if Michael was a sociopath or what... Michael was SELFISH. 😭 He didn't give a shit about anyone except for himself in TGF1 & Part II.

Kay had all the right to leave Michael's ass imo. I love Michael for so many reasons and he's the blorbo of my blorbos, but I know he's not a good person (nor will I pretend he is lol), the atrocities definitiely make him interesting but he wasn't a great father and not a good husband either. 😩💔 As for the abortion Kay had, tbh I think a vast majority of some people's opinions on it is coming from their own personal opinion of whether they generally support abortion or not. It's always "she killed a baby", it's never considering the context, what happened to her, or anything else, really... Kay is not worse than a mobster for having an abortion. 💀 People just hate strong, independent women like her especially against Michael when Kay wasn't afraid to talk her shit and point out what Michael was doing and who he was becoming.

My bad for the equally long response... 🤣❤ But I love mini discussions like this!! Thank you for your ask! 🥰💖 I'll definitely give that song a listen too!

THEM, THEM, THEM! ❤❤❤

#the godfather #kay adams

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loftec · 2 years

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Furlough Deux?!

I know 🙈 It was supposed to be a whole long thing and I only have one small section written, and it's not the most cheeful thing I've ever written haha. Here's a big chunk of it just because the poor thing's been in my drafts for so long. One day, omg, one day.

”You’re gonna make him leave,” Yevgeny eventually mutters but doesn’t meet Ian’s eyes when he glances at him.

”Who?” Ian asks with a confused frown.

Yevgeny sighs and throws the plastic frog across the room, it bounces against one of the mirrors and squeaks when it hits the floor.

”Dad,” Yevgeny replies curtly, and it takes Ian a second to realize that he’s talking about Mickey, ”he’s gonna leave again if you’re not nicer to him.”

Ian sighs and pulls a hand across his face, Yevgeny must have heard them arguing.

”Yev-”

”If you make him leave I’ll never ever forgive you,” Yevgeny states and sounds like he’s on the verge of tears when he slumps down on the bed and turns on his side, making himself as small as possible and hiding his face from Ian’s view.

”Yev,” Ian repeats and instantly regrets the way he can’t help sounding a little amused at his son’s threat when Yevgeny pulls his shoulder up further and digs his face into the pillow.

”I’ll hate you forever,” he says, and Ian would probably be worried if the kid didn’t sound so torn up about it, ”I promise I will.”

Ian doesn’t really know what to say, so he scoots back on the bed until he can lean against the wall and be a little more comfortable. He carefully touches his hand to Yevgeny’s ankle, and encouraged when the kid doesn’t try to kick him off, he rests it on his calf and gently moves his thumb over his slightly dirty jeans. The kid’s been playing soccer in the mud again, he can tell. He’s gonna have to do another load of laundry tonight and the thought alone is like another cinder block tied to his ankle, pulling him further down into pressure and numbness. He wants to sleep, he wants to go away. But Yevgeny needs him to get over it, at least until Mickey’s got his bearings and can take care of the kid on his own. Ian isn’t looking forward to becoming unnecessary, or obsolete, or dumped, but he’s pretty sure it’s gonna happen, that that’s where this is leading. He hates the thought, but there’s an odd sort of relief to it, too.

Make sure they’re fine, and don’t need you, then you can rest. Then you can rest.

”Listen,” he says after a little while, ”Yevy, this is important so you really gotta listen to me, alright?”

He waits until he sees Yevgeny’s hair move over the pillow in a small nod.

”Mickey will never leave you again, you got that?” Ian squeezes his leg gently for emphasis, but Yevgeny doesn’t move. ”Your dad was in prison, Yev, that’s why he wasn’t around before, you know that. I need you to believe me when I tell you there’s nothing on this Earth that could keep him away from you now. Not me, not anyone.”

Yevgeny doesn’t say anything, but his shoulder raises and falls with a heavy sigh.

”Now,” Ian clears his throat and winces at himself, ”you gotta understand… I missed Mickey too, and maybe it’s gonna sound stupid, but it’s not just the good stuff we’ve missed, alright? We’ve missed six years of arguments and fights, and we gotta go through that too, same as everything else. Doesn’t mean I don’t love him, or that he doesn’t-”

Ian lets out a shaky breath. He doesn’t know, Mickey hasn’t said it. Not since Terry’s funeral, not in the following two years for understandable reasons, not in the past three weeks for reasons only known to Mickey.

”Me-,” he breathes in and shakes his head. He’s so angry with himself for not being able to say these things directly to Mickey, this crippling fear of losing him again is gonna be the very reason why Mickey’s slipping out of his life.

”I’m never gonna let him go again, not if I can help it,” he promises, honestly more to himself than to Yevgeny, ”but, and this is really important too, kiddo… if Mickey decides that he doesn’t want to be with me anymore, you know, it doesn’t change anything. He’s your dad whether you like it or not, and so am I. Whatever happens we’ll still both be in your life more than you probably want. You won’t get rid of us that easy.”

Yevgeny snorts, wet and unconvincing, and Ian can’t help but smile, just a little. It’s not a lie, it really isn’t. Ian can keep his head above water for as long as he’s needed, he can, he will. This is not permanent, this feeling will pass. The heaviness, the distance. It’s part of a pattern he knows well, and has come to expect.

And if Mickey’s fallen out of love with him, it’s something he never expected. But he’ll just have to deal with that, too.

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goldazu · 2 years

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I’ve been saying this since forever: Tumblr is on drugs!! They do the most extra and random things to innocent blogs that mind their own business ☹️

Tell me about it omg, none of these blogs even violated the rules. I'm fed up with this and hope his shadowban ends soon. 😩 The most I've done is written explicit sex and gore but never any images. I'm certain writing is 100% okay in their guidelines so long as you aren't showing anything too graphic.

#143-cupid

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