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#it’s just makin me so happy and hyped!!!
emmie-writes-stuff · 2 months
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So latest chapter was something
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First off, can we just talk about how fucking AWESOME Kunigami was here???
Like holy shit!!!
I love that second image of him full on just shoving Shidou to the side, (plus Kaiser’s face- he’s trying to be relevant where he doesn’t belong)
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I had no idea that I needed to see Charles interact with Raichi but this made me giggle
Fifteen year olds are brutal, what else can I say?
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HIORI LETS GO
I really love that he’s going back to the video game analogies, it’s one of the things that had me really loving his character at the start and it’s something I like trying to write in when I’m working on Hiorin fics in my limited spare time
I didn’t expect him to have this little rivalry with Charles but it’s fun so I can’t complain
Plus the video game boss Charles is SO FUCKIN COOL
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Rin deserves better in this game, I’m kinda sad that he’s taking a backseat rn because he’s one of my favourites
But I do love how annoyed he is with Charles-
The only one who seems to like the kid rn is Shidou, so it makes sense that Rin would be annoyed by him, given that he hates Shidou and Charles is like a mini version of him
I really hope we get “kill mode” Rin in this game, I wanna see him go absolutely wild (I kinda really don’t want Bastard to win this game, I think it’s high time Isagi’s plot armour runs out)
Ah shit, I’ve run out of images I can include on a post-
Imma have to do a part two in order to include the rest of my commentary but OMG THIS CHAPTER WAS SO HYPE
This game was a long time coming and I’m so glad that it’s living up to most of my expectations so far!!!
Part two of this ramble
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dantakeyoman · 7 months
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𝐁𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄 | 𝐣. 𝐦𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐬𝐡
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♡ 𝐣𝐨𝐡𝐧𝐧𝐲 "𝐬𝐨𝐚𝐩" 𝐦𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐱 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐤! 𝐟𝐞𝐦! 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫
♡ * 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒎𝒆𝒆𝒕 𝒖𝒑 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒂 𝒄𝒆𝒓𝒕𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒔𝒄𝒐𝒕𝒕𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝒎𝒂𝒏 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒂 𝒃𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒆. *
♡ 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐮𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐬, 𝐬𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬, 𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐥𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐬𝐨𝐚𝐩 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐩 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐰, 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐞𝐱 𝐢 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤, 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐳𝐲, 𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫, 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐲 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐧 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐫 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐤, 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲 𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐭𝐯, 𝐞𝐭𝐜.
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Johnny burst in through the doors of the restaurant and leaned up against a wall in the lobby, quickly trying to catch his breath.
He had just finished sprinting clear across town trying to make it on time for a blind date he'd had in the calendar for weeks.
...
Too bad he was already horribly late.
Looking up from the floor, his eyes scowered the room for someone that fit your description.
(h/l), (h/c) hair. sparkling, (e/c) eyes. clear, (s/c) skin.
Slightly breaking the rules of blind dating, he'd looked for and managed to find your social media accounts.
He scrolled through photo after photo of you, and couldn't deny that you looked gorgeous in every single one.
But even they couldn't prepare him for the absolute knockout he saw sitting at two top, wearing the exact same dress you said you'd be wearing.
'Steamin' Jesus.'
He quickly stood up straight, straightening up his dress shirt before making his way over to you, happy to see your smiling face greet him.
"Sorry I'm a bit late, doll," he returned the smile, distracting himself from the sudden wave of nervousness by pulling out his chair and sitting down.
He extended a hand.
"I'm Johnny."
"(y/n)," you smiled, shaking his hand as you looked deeply into his eyes, checking for any insincerity.
You found none.
"You Scots always this late?" You teased.
He chuckled, settling in his seat, "Only when I get caught up lookin' at somethin' pretty."
He took in your every detail, but not in creepy way.
His eyes sparkled with genuine curiosity and fondness.
"You're (y/n)?" He raised an eyebrow slightly.
"In the flesh," you nodded, shooting him a cheeky smile, "Whaddya think? I live up to the hype?"
Johnny smiled, leaning in ever so slightly.
"You are well beyond the hype, sweetheart," he assured, "And 'ave been well worth the wait."
You tried to muffle your smile, but it was hard to do when he looked at you like that.
Even harder when he talked like that.
And you'd only met him in person two minutes ago.
"Flattery will get you nowhere, MacTavish," you playfully rolled your eyes.
"Flattery?" He scoffed, almost offended, "Never. I'm jus' makin' an' observation."
Confidence seemed to ooze from his every pore, almost intimidatingly so.
"Jus' like you probably observed me burst in through the door like a madman. Sorry aboot that.”
You let out a small snicker.
"I knew I had seen you runnin' in the window. No wonder you were puffin' like a steam engine," you smiled.
"You must've been dead set on getting here."
He chuckled.
"Well, when I make an appointment with a bonnie lass like yourself, I'll be damned if I miss it," he gave you a wink, and flashed his pearly, white teeth, accentuating his charming smile.
His voice suddenly lowered to a slight whisper, and you tilted your head to hear.
"And if you'd let me, I'd love to make it up to you. There's a spot down the road called the Red Lion. You can tell me all about yourself over some pints."
Normally, you would never go off somewhere with a stranger you'd just met.
But there was something about this man that made you feel safe and welcome.
Not only that, but you wanted to see where this night would take you.
"To hell with it..." You smiled, standing up and holding out your arm for him to take, "Lead the way, white knight."
He smiled, standing up and taking your arm.
"Aw, love, you're makin' me blush," he smirked as the two of you headed for the door.
Suddenly, he leaned in to whisper in your ear, his musky cologne filling your nose.
"And I'll have you know...I'm a Scotch knight. Greatest of 'em all."
You playfully rolled your eyes with a smile.
"My mistake, Scotch knight," you corrected, fighting off the blush threatening to creep from his close proximity.
"And what would that make me?"
His reply was almost immediate, but at the last second decided to reel it in.
"My... Scottish princess?" He sheepishly grinned, making sure not to come of as too overbearing.
He didn't want to scare you away.
But he wasn't completely opposed to being a white knight to a beautiful woman like you.
"We'll see..." You smirked as you two approached the Red Lion.
While his avances were certainly stirring something in you, you weren't going to make it easy for him.
Not yet.
And he could see it, too.
You had him hooked and he knew it.
But he wouldn’t be Johnny MacTavish if he gave up on a challenge.
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caashmoneynae · 8 months
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HE'S MINE.
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TUPAC SHAKUR x BLACK!FEM!OC
SUMMARY: in which Tianna gets possessive over Tupac due to an encounter at the mall and Tupac refreshes her memory of who he belongs to. ✨
𝗧𝗜𝗔𝗡𝗡𝗔 and Jess laughed together as they walked out of Champion, bags in their hands while they walked down the corridor of their local mall.
the two women were out with their boyfriends, who had split up from them to go to different areas of the mall, and it was kind of like a double date, you know? just two friends hanging out and spending time with each other and their boyfriends.
"then the bitch looked at me crazy and i bucked at her ass and i was like "what? what'chu gon' do?" and you wanna know what she did?" Jess explained, making Tianna look over at her, as the two shared an identical look.
"not a damn thang!" the friends laughed together, a small snort coming from Jess, as Tianna shook her head at the woman's story.
"bitch, you crazy." Tianna chuckled, shaking her head, as Jess giggled before playfully shrugging, pushing a braid behind her shoulder.
"the bitch left me alone tho'. so i won." Jess giggled, shrugging, as Tianna chuckled and tucked a strand of her brown silk-pressed hair behind her ear, the two women continuing their walk down the mall while they looked at stores.
"yo, you think we should get some more lingerie? 'cause Snoop's horny ass done ripped all mine." Jess suggested, making Tianna playfully gag, as Jess smacked her lips and smacked Tianna's shoulder, making her laugh while she swatted at her hand.
"i'm just playinggg! but yeah, i think we should get more. i'm startin' to outgrow all mine." Tianna chuckled, her eyes searching for Victoria's Secret, as Jess raised her brow and looked over at her with a smirk.
"oh? not Mr. Shakur makin' that ass fat, i know that's right." Jess teased, making a blush cover the girl's face, as Tianna coyly smiled before she laughed, jokingly shoving Jess's shoulder.
"it ain't nothin' but some happy weight... maybe some dick weight too, but we ain't gon' talk about all'at." Tianna smirked, making Jess hype her up, as the two women laughed together and Tianna snorted a little, making Jess giggle while she adjusted her braids.
"you go, girl-" Jess suddenly went quiet and she abruptly stopped walking, her lips pursing together, as Tianna stopped walking seconds after her and looked back at the girl with a confused expression, wondering why she randomly stopped walking.
"uh, T? look at the food court fo' me." Jess demanded, making Tianna's brows furrow in confusion, as Tianna obeyed the girl's voice and her expression changed from confusion to anger, making her bitterly laugh.
there was a random chick who was hitting on Tupac, trying to touch him but to no avail while she stared at him with a seductive look in her eyes. Tianna could tell that Pac was blowing her off, but it pissed her off to know that these weird broads truly didn't care if a man had a girlfriend or not. but would Tianna just sit back and let it happen in front of her?
hell no.
Tianna abruptly dropped her bags to the ground, making Jess's eyes avert to her, as she stormed over to Tupac and the random chick, standing in front of her man while she pushed the delusional woman away from him.
"you fuckin' blind, bitch? you can't see he don't want yo' hoe ass or somethin'?" Tianna exclaimed in the girl's face, making the random broad look her up and down, as the girl laughed in her face, sparking Tianna's temper.
"and who the hell you 'posed to be?" the girl asked with a stink face, making Tianna laugh in amusement, as her fists clenched and she walked closer to the girl, staring her dead in the face while Tupac watched the scene before him with a proud smirk.
"i'm the bitch who's gon' beat yo' fuckin' ass if youn' back off what's MINE. you feel me, bitch? 'cause if you don't, i got somethin' that'll make you." Tianna retorted back, making the girl scoff loudly at her, as the two women got into a heated exchange of words before the random woman pushed Tianna, making her stumble a bit while she stared at the woman with a venomous glare.
Tianna went silent and her jaw clenched as she cocked her arm back and punched the girl in the jaw, knocking her to the ground while she gained the attention of bystanders in the food court. Snoop winced at the impact of the punch, Jess covered her mouth to suppress a laugh, and Tupac stood quietly watching the scene before him with a small smirk, chuckles occasionally coming from his lips at watching the encounter unfold in front of him.
Tianna crouched down onto the woman and she sent blows to her face as Jess instigated the situation and hyped her up, watching her best friend beat the brakes off the thirsty groupie. suddenly, the group of three heard keys jingling and the indistinct sound of what seen d like walkie-talkies, making their heads snap into the direction they heard it in, as they saw security guards rushing towards them, making their fight-or-flight mode kick in.
Jess was the first one to take off, clutching her bags tightly while she grabbed Tianna's bags on her way out of the building. Snoop was the second to follow her while Tupac went over to Tianna and the random broad and he locked his arms around Tianna's waist, attempting to pull her off of the unknown woman.
"c'mon, T, we gotta go!" Tupac exclaimed, successfully pulling Tianna off the woman before security got any closer, as he carried Tianna out of the store before security could get them.
Tianna remained silent while she got into the passenger seat of Pac's car, reaching into his glove compartment to grab the pack of baby wipes, as Tianna opened the package and began to clean off her bloody knuckles, gnawing on her bottom lip angrily. who the hell did that bitch think she was to flirt with HER MAN? and to put her hands on her? whew chile, the ghetto!
unexpectedly, Tianna's car door was opened and she looked up, seeing Jess, as Jess sat her bags on the floor between her legs and she let out a soft laugh, looking at her best friend with a proud smile.
"you whipped that hoe's ass, girl! i'm proud of you!" Jess exclaimed in a whisper, earning a small smile from her friend, as Jess placed a quick kiss on Tianna's forehead before closing the car door, jogging over to Snoop's car, and getting inside.
Tianna heard another door open and she glanced up from cleaning her hands, seeing Tupac get inside the car, as Pac looked over at her and watched her clean her knuckles, shaking his head with a low chuckle while he started the car.
"what am i gon' do wit' you?"
the car ride home was silent. no words were spoken between the two. Tupac knew the girl was still mad about what had happened so he didn't pressure her to speak and Tianna knew she needed to calm herself down before she mistakenly took it out on Pac, and she hated taking her emotions on other people when she didn't mean to.
Tianna was possessive over people she cared about, especially Tupac. so when she saw that girl entirely too close to him, she couldn't control herself. the first intrusive thought in her mind was for her to beat the girl's ass, and what did she do?
she beat the girl's ass, duh.
currently, Tianna sat on her and Tupac's bed in one of his shirts and a pair of panties while she watched TV and played with the ends of her hair, attempting to calm her nerves while she continued gnawing on her bottom lip. Tupac stood downstairs in the kitchen in his attire from the mall, a blunt sitting between his lips, as he pulled away from the cannabis and released a cloud of smoke through his parted lips.
the house was just as quiet as the car ride, and neither of the adults dared to say a word to one another - Tianna because she couldn't control her emotions and Tupac because he didn't want to face the wrath of her temper. but Tupac was getting tired of not speaking to her. it made him feel lonely, and if Tianna wasn't speaking to him because she hadn't calmed down, he was gonna make her.
Tupac put out his blunt in the ashtray on the kitchen counter and he tossed his beanie onto it as well before he made his way upstairs to his queen, hearing the TV play lowly while he walked into their bedroom. Tianna looked over at him from the TV and their eyes met as Tupac used his index and middle fingers in a 'come here' motion, making Tianna get up from the bed while she walked over to him and stood in front of him quietly.
Tupac's fingers hooked underneath her chin and his eyes stared into hers, analyzing her emotions and seeing through her like glass. Tianna nearly became putty in his hands as she watched his brown doe eyes stare at her, feeling bliss at being in her man's presence.
i bet that bitch wished she had the same, huh?
"you still got that attitude from the mall... don't you?" Tupac asked, his voice raspier than usual due to the marijuana he smoked, as Tianna grew tense for a second time at the mention of the previous events and Tupac noticed this, lightly tilting his head at her while he waited for her to answer his question.
"...she shouldn't have tried to touch you. YOU'RE MINE and she should've known that shit before testin' me." Tianna finally decided to speak, her voice low and tense, as Tupac chuckled at her and a small smile spread across his face, shaking his head a bit at her possessive actions.
if it's one thing Tupac loved about Tianna, it was her possessiveness. despite it making her act crazy from time to time, it made Pac feel wanted by somebody, like he mattered, you know? it also made him realize that her trust issues weren't with him, but with the random broads that were around, and he understood it completely.
shit, he wouldn't trust a group of niggas around his girl even if his life depended on it.
Tupac removed his hand from the girl's face and he gripped the hem of his sweatshirt, pulling it over his head and revealing his toned abdomen. swiftly, Tupac picked Tianna up and pressed her up against their bedroom wall, her legs instantly locking around his waist while she gasped at the sudden movement. Pac remained silent, his eyes nearly leaving hers, as he hiked her further up onto the wall and lifted her legs from his waist to his shoulders, making butterflies erupt in Tianna's stomach while she watched him.
"Pac-"
"you trust me, right?" Tupac interrupted her, glancing up at her, as he lifted the shirt on her body and grabbed the hem of her panties, pulling them off her body and tossing them on the floor.
Tianna sealed her lips and nodded her head, watching his every movement like a hawk, as Tupac gripped her thigh and spread her legs wider, the heel of her foot resting on his shoulder while he pinned her thigh against the wall and looked up at her.
"relax, aight? i got'chu." Tupac assured lowly, looking up at Tianna for a final time before lowering his face between her thighs, as the man peppered kisses on her inner thigh before moving to her core, running his tongue up and down her slit while he wrapped his lips around her clitoris.
Tianna's jaw lightly dropped and she leaned her head back against the wall, a soft whimper coming from her lips while she cupped the back of Tupac's head in her hands. Tupac decided that he was going to not only ease her mind on the past events that happened, but he was also going to have to show her who he belonged to, why he wouldn't be going anywhere, and why she wouldn't be worried that he would.
Tupac swirled his tongue on top of Tianna's clit before gliding it down her folds, flicking it back and forth inside the sticky openings, as Tianna's eyes rolled back into her head and she released a whimper, shivering at feeling him gently blow on her throbbing bud. Tupac french-kissed her folds a few times before he slid his tongue between them, wiggling it around while he sucked on the slippery flesh.
"P-Pac, baby- oooh!" Tianna squealed, feeling a slap on her ass, as her brows furrowed and she felt herself be lifted off the wall, making her grip on him tighten while he carried her over to the bed.
Tupac never once stopped feasting, making sure to give her all he got even if he got lockjaw, as he laid Tianna back onto the bed and kept himself positioned between her legs, caressing her thighs while he pinned them open. Tianna propped herself up on her elbows and her eyes rolled back into her head as she clutched the back of Tupac's head in her hand for a second time, leaning her head back and releasing a moan with much more bass.
"so fucking sweet." Tupac muttered against the woman, making her squeal loudly, as Pac felt Tianna's wetness dribble down his goatee and he smirked, lowly chuckling against her while he teased her entrance with his middle finger.
feeling Tupac's middle finger repeatedly slide over and poke at her entrance, Tianna whined in sexual frustration and before she could place it in herself, Tupac slid his finger inside of her, making her moan loudly while her stomach convulsed. Tianna bit her lip and she watched Tupac closely as he licked his lips from her juices and rose from between her legs, towering over her while he thrusted his middle finger inside her soaked cunt.
"you think them bitches could take my head the way you do? hm?" Tupac muttered, raising a brow at her, as he slid his ring finger inside of her and Tianna whimpered loudly, looking up at him with her lips ajar from pleasure.
"b-baby!" Tianna squealed, gripping the sheets tightly while she wrapped her other arm around Pac's neck, as Tupac smirked a bit at her and pulled his bottom lip into his mouth before speeding up the pace of his fingers, gently curving them against the walls of her vulva.
"ain't no replacin' you, T. you're perfect," Tupac muttered, licking his lips at the woman underneath him while he watched her body writhe and jolt under him, "i'm not goin' nowhere, baby. remember that."
"Pac, i'm cumming!" Tianna shouted, her back arching, as her stomach caved in and her brows furrowed, her mouth agape while she squealed loudly and climaxed onto the man's fingers.
Tianna's chest heaved up and down quickly as she felt the pace of Pac's fingers slow down, a whimper coming from her lips while a wet spot formed on the sheets. Tupac let out a soft chuckle at seeing her wet up their silk sheets and he put his lip as he gently pulled his fingers out of her sore vagina, a weak whimper coming from her lips at the feeling.
Tupac slipped his fingers into her mouth and licked them clean of his beloved's juices as he removed himself from on top of her and stood at the foot of the bed, looking at Tianna's tired body with a small smirk. Tupac placed a smack on the girl's thigh and Tianna whined before raising her weary head, looking up at her man while he slid his fingers out of his mouth.
"c'mon, arch that back fo' me. you know how i like it, mama."
"mm, fuck." Tianna moaned, feeling Tupac's length slide in her and stretch her out with no effort, as she clutched the sheets into her dainty hands before Pac's arm wrapped around her torso, pulling her back towards his chest while he tucked his lip between his teeth.
Tianna's head rested on the man's shoulder and her brows lightly furrowed as Tupac's hands sat on her hips, slowly running up her body while he grabbed onto her double-d chest. Tianna fell under hypnosis from his soft touch and slow strokes and she wrapped her arms around the man's neck, a soft kiss being placed on her neck after her action.
"i don't know why you keep trippin' over these bitches, T," Tupac muttered against her neck, giving the girl a sharp thrust, as Tianna gasped at the sudden action, "when we both know who this dick be inside of every night."
"we both know," Pac paused, sending another sharp thrust Tianna's way, as she whined the feeling, "that this dick is yours. point blank. ain't no otha' way 'round it."
"now," Tupac began to speed up his strokes and he raised his hand from the woman's neck as he took a hand off the girl's boob and wrapped it around her neck instead, "repeat after what i say, aight?"
Tianna's mouth sat ajar, no sound exiting it, as her eyes met his and she quickly nodded her head, an abrupt moan leaving her gaped lips while the man smirked at her.
"i'm not goin' nowhere." "y-you not g-goin' nowhere!"
"nobody can take me from you." "n-nobody can tak- fuck! nobody can take you from me!"
"i'm all yours and nobody else's." "y-you're all mine and nobody e-else's!"
butterflies swarmed Tianna's stomach from Tupac's words and her fingers wrapped around his wrist as Pac licked his lips at her and watched her face scrunch up in pleasure, making him bite down on his lip at the sight. she was so beautiful to Pac, whether she was just waking up or if she was blackout drunk. but she was the most beautiful when she took his dick. she sounded the most angelic when she moaned in pleasure. Tupac would fuck her all day if he could.
"tell me who this dick belongs to, baby." Tupac smirked, watching her back arch in his arms, as Tianna's eyes rolled back into her head and she squealed loudly, feeling his tip thrust near her spot.
"m-me! it's a-alllll mineeeee- shit!" Tianna moaned loudly, her body tingling, as Tupac let out a groan, feeling her walls hug his girth and attempt to slow him down.
"this yo' dick, right, mama?"
"y-yesssss!"
Tupac removed his arms from the woman and let her lean back down onto the bed, watching her land on her hands, as Tianna whimpered loudly and felt his tip graze her spot, making her eyes roll back while she gripped the silk sheets underneath her.
"work for that nut then, pretty girl."
Tianna didn't hesitate at all. she gained her balance and she began to thrust her hips back onto her man, throwing her ass back to meet him halfway with his strokes while she bit her lip. loud clapping sounds erupted into the room due to this and Tianna felt her eyes roll back once again due to feeling Tupac's tip throb inside her, his veins throbbing as well while they rubbed up against her walls. Pac placed a smack on the woman's ass and he watched it bounce back with his handprint on it as his brows furrowed a little and he groaned, watching her ass move like jelly while her walls continued to hug and contract around his thick member.
"Pac, i'm finna cum!"
"gon' 'head, boo."
Tianna's hips jolted before her thrusts slowed and Tupac took it upon himself to finish what she started, thrusting into her faster and fucking the girl towards her orgasm. Tianna's brows furrowed and her jaw dropped as her arch deepened and she lowered her head down onto the bed, drool lightly escaping her lips while she hiccuped loudly. her eyes rolled back and her stomach grew hot before it caved in as both of her legs shook and her body began to feel hot, her body temperature rising while sweat pricked at her hairline. Tianna's jaw dropped lower and she gripped the sheets tighter as she squealed loudly and pushed her hips back onto Pac's, causing his length to slide deeper while her orgasm came crashing down on her.
"oh fuck, oh fuck, ooooooh fuuuuuuuck!" Tianna chanted in a loud moan, feeling Pac's hands on her hips, as her body froze and continued to tremble before she creamed all over her boyfriend's length, making him groan at her juices coating his member while most of them dripped down onto the bed and even onto his testicles.
Tianna whimpered loudly and her body twitched a bit as Tupac's strokes slowed and he slapped her ass for a final time before pulling out of her, watching her arch falter while she fell onto the bed with shaky legs. Tupac smirked at the girl before flipping her onto her back, her hazy eyes meeting his brown ones while he climbed on top of her. wrapping her arms around his neck, Tianna bit her lip at the man hovering above her as Tupac leaned down to her ear, sliding back inside her wet sex while he parted his lips to speak.
"By the time I'm done wit' you, you gon' know I only belong to you. I want you to think about this whenever you feel possessive 'bout me. Understand?"
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fwacchi · 2 years
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Hello makin a request abt let's say with yugo, vox, selen and nina (weird set i know but hear me out) finding out their s/o is a popular independent vtuber like shoto for a few years now or at least longer than them
I think they'd be the best hypeman if they ever found out I would ask for another set but I don't know if that okay or not;;;
I'm sorry you had to wait for a long time for this,,this was a bit rushed but I hope you enjoy it!!
※ i managed to write this with a little free time that i had but unfortunately i still am quite busy with college preparations. There's still around 6 request in my inbox and i promise I'll get them done soon! I'm posting them according to which request came in first so I might ask all of you to patiently wait for me. Thank you!
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WHEN THEY FIND OUT YOU'RE AN INDEPENDENT VTUBER
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genre: fluff
pairings: Yugo Asuma, Vox Akuma, Selen Tatsuki, Nina Kosaka x gn!reader
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Yugo Asuma
When you tell him about you actually being an independent vtuber, he’s really surprised and happy at the same time.
“You’re a vtuber too? What’s your channel name?”
When you tell him, his jaw drops.
You’re that vtuber that got famous in a short period of time right after joining?? omg.
This man is very very proud of you.
He doesn’t collab with you very often and even if he does, he makes sure to not slip up that both of you have known each other offline for a long time.
But if you’re okay with it, then he doesn’t mind being open about it.
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Vox Akuma
Is really hyped to know that you’re that famous independent vtuber that everyone has been talking about lately.
He would ask you to collab with him soon but that depends on whether the two of you have interacted online before or not.
He used to watch your streams sometimes before knowing it was you, but now that he knows, he never misses your streams. Not even once.
Isn’t afraid to let people know that the two of you are close online and offline.
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Selen Tatsuki
When you first tell her you’re an independent vtuber, she laughs, telling how cute of you it is to make such a joke.
"…"
And when she finally realizes you're not kidding, she gets really excited.
She would ask you to collab with her immediately or she’s gonna pass out.
Out of everyone, I think she would be the person to collab with you many times.
Retweets tons of ship fanarts of the two of you.
Nina Kosaka
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Acts offended, going on about how you kept it a secret for such a long time.
But really, she does understand that you were just shy or quite hesitant to tell her about this.
If you’re okay with it, she doesn’t mind telling people that the two of you have been offline friends for a long time.
Consciously or subconsciously, she would quite often talk about her memories with you during her streams.
Often invites you to play minecraft with her.
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echosong971 · 1 year
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any ideas on how to get more confident in your art or just things you make in general? I struggle a lot with my thoughts and always talk myself out of trying to get better at art because of stuff so was just curious if you had any thoughts on the subject? thanks !
HI HELLO! I'm always up for hyping up fellow artists!
So, I used to struggle a lot with being confident in my art to the point where I solely relied on other people's opinions of my art to validate my self-esteem. It really sucked and dampened my enjoyment of drawing quite a bit. But one thing that helped shift my focus that I eventually realized was this:
I wasn't letting myself be proud of my own work.
It is not self-aggrandizing or wrong to simply be happy about something you have created, to look at it and go "Y'know what? I really like the way I drew that nose. And those flowers look AMAZING, actually." It's perfectly normal and healthy to hype yourself up and in fact, I encourage it! Be your own hype-man! Look at an old drawing you made and instead of only focusing on what you think looks bad, just focus on what you think you did well! Give your art three compliments today, I promise you it will make you feel better about your art skills.
Of course, that's not to say you can't critique your own work, or that you should blind yourself to what you can improve on. But you are your own worst critic, and often times people fail to remember that proper critiques and constructive criticism include mentioning things you enjoyed about the work alongside the potential improvements.
Bullying yourself or beating yourself up is not constructive, it is destructive. And thoughts that don't have your best interests in mind are not thoughts worth listening to.
And another thing, you need to accept yourself where you are. You cannot do better than your best and that is ok. With time and study and practice, you will improve. But if you don't let yourself draw in the first place, then how are you going to get better? Like a very helpful person once said: "bad art is good art because you made art."
And one final note: Art as a general, overarching concept is not something to "get right," it is not something with cut and dry rules that must be followed to the letter of the law. It's a form of expression. It is a product of passion that is tailored to the individual. And it is beautiful. When you let yourself pour your heart and soul into a piece and share it with the world, people will see that; even with any technical mistakes that you may have made, what people are going to notice and latch onto first is the love you have for art and the passion you carry for the craft that shines through what you make. So when you love what you do, other people will too :)
Like my mom always tells me: seek to express, not to impress.
I hope this advice helped ya out my dude and I want you to know that I'm rootin' for ya in your artistic journey! Art can be tough and really frustrating at times and I'm proud of ya for makin' it this far and seeking ways to improve!
I hope you have a good morning, good day and a goodnight, wherever you are Anon! ♥️
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cheiyunn · 4 months
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Kimisute main story [2部 ] Part 1
Side: Fujin Rizing
[Hospital]
Fuuta: I’m glad that there wasn’t any big injury
Mother: Thank you so much, really. C’mon, you need to say thank you too
Child: Thanks big bro!
Fuuta: r-right. Make sure you look both ways next time okay
Child: Kay–
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[Outside]
Mother: I really don’t know how to thank you enough… um, is your… is it okay?
Fuuta: y-yeah… its’s fine! Then excuse me..!
Mother: ah…
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[Fuuta leaves]
[Time passes // It’s raining]
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Fuuta: Hah…hah…!
Fuuta: Sakutaro…Sakutaro… I’m sorry, did it hurt !?
Fuuta: I’m sorry, I’m really sorry…! Sakutaro, I’m sorry…!
Fuuta: It hurts doesn’t it… I need to get back and get you treated…!
Fuuta: I don’t wanna lose you again!
Fuuta: ….again…?
Fuuta: ….I said… again…. Right…?
Fuuta: …Sakutaro… gh…
[Flash of light]
Fuuta: I’m pretty sure I saw… someone’s…face…
Fuuta: ….gh….
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[Skyfox Record office]
Sosui: Sorry for calling you all like this, It’d have been better if I could have come to you
Kohei: No worries, we should be the ones coming over. Sorry but Fuuta will be running a little late… he should be here soon I think
Sosui: Thanks for relaying that. Let's get to the main point and talk about your new song
Misaki: Hell yeah! I’m looking forward to it!
Aoi: Thank you!
Sosui: Same here. So, for your new song
Sosui: I was thinking of a song that both your fans can enjoy and at the same time for people who don’t really know you can vibe to the rhythm..
Misaki: I mean, thats how we usually do things so it isn’t much of a change?
Sosui: Yeah. For the time being, its best to keep the showcase as original to yourselves
Sosui: In order to create that familiarity, for people to go ‘When I think of Fujin Rizing I think of this!’ .
Yamato: ..Is that all
Sosui: Of course it isn’t good for the audience to think you’re a one trick pony, so maybe you can try some other things
Sosui: But for now, I think it's better to showcase Fujin Rizing’s main appeal to a broader audience first 
Yamato: …okay
Misaki: Oi Yamato..! Why’re you makin’ such a sour face!
Misaki: Despite Sosui-san doing this and that and thinkin’ about us !?
Misaki: You gotta be more hyped up !
Yamato: I know. Since if we don’t have any new songs it’ll be hard
Yamato: But, as long as we can safely release one, isn't it enough to celebrate?
Misaki: I’m trying to raise the atmosphere high and happy so don’t be sayin’ stuff that brings it down–!
Aoi: Oh come on… you also need to calm down a bit Misaki! I understand where you’re at but we shouldn’t be making a fuss at the office!
Kohei: And Yamato, you don’t need to keep firing back at Misaki. You know how he is
Yamato: That’s true
Misaki: hey, HEY ! Why’re y’all painting me as the bad one here!
Kohei: Anyways, since we got the material from Sosui-san…
Kohei: After we make a light demo, we should contact you right?
Sosui: Yeah, please do
Aoi: We’ll do our best!
Aoi: Okay, let's go home. Once we get back we can discuss the new song
[The others leave]
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Sosui: If they continue to keep the group atmosphere like today’s… it won’t end well…
Aoi: what…
Sosui: Whoops… seems you heard that. It's just a random uneasiness that hopefully won’t come around
Aoi: …right. We’ll be okay, it’ll work out
Aoi: Then, excuse us
[Aoi leaves]
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Sosui: …well then, what to do about this…
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[Sharehouse]
Kohei: Fuuta! Why didn’t you tell us–
Fuuta: Ko-nii ! Sakutaro he, Sakutaro he’s…!
Kohei: ….!? We need to bring it to the repai- Hospital. We need to get him to the hospital immediately…. Aoi, can you bring him !?
Aoi: The normal place right, no worries! Fuuta, let's go !
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trashydemigodmess · 1 year
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2 for dex <3
"Rose-colored boy, I hear you making all that noise about the world you want to see. And oh, I'm so annoyed, 'cause I just killed off what was left of the optimist in me." - rose-colored boy, paramore
Los Angeles, 2014
“Okay, so we just need you guys to answer some quick questions, goof around, really like, ham it up. The usual.” The Assistant Director explained. They were surrounded by what could only be described as a record store—if it were dreamt up by a ten year old. Bright, colorful, full of unnecessary knick-knacks for hijinks, and far too large than any regular record store would be. That is, a typical Disney Channel show set. The two teens were seated in typical, actor chairs and nodding along as the AD continued, “This is going to air during commercials to drum up hype for the final season.”
Dex was looking up at the ceiling, a makeup artist tapping powder under his eyes. He gave a thumbs up in response as he sucked up some more Red Bull from the neon pink straw in the can. They’d finished filming for the day and had moved on to press. A couple hours and three different interviews with Tiger Popstar 14 Beat or whatever the magazines names were later, and he was clearly ready for it all to be over. Grace, on the other hand, was smiley as ever. Despite how equally over it she was, she still chirped a happy “Sounds good!” in response.
People were setting up cameras, adjusting lighting, and—his stomach rumbled, eliciting a sigh, “God, I’m starving.”
A Production Assistant fluttering around overheard and stopped by his chair, “Did you want me to have someone get something for you?”
“I’m good,” Dex gave a tired, appreciative smile, knowing whatever grilled chicken salad thing his trainer would much rather he eat was sitting in his trailer.
Grace leaned over. She was still fully in costume: a polka dotted skater dress, with a t-shirt layered under it and very loud, chunky jewelry. Peak 2014. Peak Disney Channel. Her hair was perfectly curled, and it bounced as she nudged his arm, “What are you doing after this?”
He rolled his head over to look at her, “Voice lesson.”
“Can you cancel it and we can get In-N-Out?”
The conspicuous smile on her face was infectious, and he couldn’t help but grin, “We’re already running late, so…” Dex shrugged, glancing at the crew still putting together the shot, “Probably. I think I’ll survive the movie with one less voice lesson.”
“Alright guys—!” Another crew member finally called out, “We’re ready for you!”
The sun had set by the time they were driving through the Hills, Dex’s car filling with the scent of burgers and fries. He found a usually touristy pull off spot—a cliff overlooking the city—to park. The lights of LA glittered in the valley below them, the evening haze settling over the sky in a dull shade of purple.
An elated noise escaped his mouth as he finally bit into the burger, “Holy shit,” Dex groaned, sinking into the leather seat as he sloppily devoured the food, “Bless you, Gracie Lee, you just saved my whole night.”
Grace cackled, grabbing a chunk of her Animal Fries, slathered in cheese and caramelized onions and whatever godly special sauce the burger chain put on everything. “That’s what I’m here for.” Her fingers were already a mess, searching for a napkin somewhere in the bag of food, “Is your dad gonna kill you for getting grease all over your fancy new Range Rover?”
“Nah,” Dex glanced around his car, his sixteenth birthday present, “He’ll probably be glad I got a burger.” He sat up a bit and put on his fairly spot-on impression of his father, deepening his voice and leaning into the Texas accent, “What’s this chicken feed they’re makin’ you eat? You’re getting too skinny. You need a lil’ grease to keep the gears turnin’ smoothly.”
Grace giggled and offered him some of her fries, which he gladly took. “When do you leave for New York?”
“Next Thursday.” Dex answered automatically, like it’d been burned into his brain for months, then sighed, “I haven’t even started packing yet.”
She could see the million other tasks he had to accomplish before then run through his head and behind his eyes. The slow toll of the past couple of years was starting to settle behind the bright blue. Being famous was exhausting. That’s something they fail to tell all the bright-eyed ten year olds begging their parents to be on TV. If you’re not careful, they’ll wring you out of all your worth until there’s nothing left and move on to the next one. Dex always said she was a pessimist. Sweet, golden-hearted Dex, determined to constantly one-up himself, go bigger, do more. Eager to please, and blessed with the burden of far too much talent to waste. And now here he was, about to wrap up the TV show that shot him to fame, and he was already ten steps ahead, preparing for the movie he was on his way to film merely days after.
“Kylie wants to throw me a going away party.” He continued, before Grace could get a responsible word in, “Probably like, over the weekend. You wanna come?”
“The last time Kylie threw you a party, you wound up drunkenly making out in the pool. Which I believe was, uh, after you’d already made out with Hailey in a coat closet, right?”
Dex waggled his eyebrows, the grin on his face unfazed, “Maybe that’s why she wants to throw another one.”
Naturally, he’d taken to the other famous nepotism babies in this city like a house on fire. Their lives were flashy, dramatic, and larger than life for a bunch of sixteen year olds. Even seeing it with her own two eyes, sometimes it didn’t feel real. Tumblr ate it up, though. Grace didn’t mind them, they were all nice enough. But clearly she, who came from a normal family of teachers, was lacking whatever made the rest of them click like they did. Dex always included her, though. Never wanting to leave out anyone he cared about.
“Y’all exhaust me,” Grace laughed, “Sure. I’ll come.”
He made a happy noise and squeezed her arm, “Yay! Oh my God, I’m so glad. I can’t leave this city without seeing you.” And she knew he meant that more than anything.
Dex finished his burger, and she finished her fries. Their comfortable silence and camaraderie settled in the car like a favorite blanket, letting the city go about its night below them.
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a-luyarus · 3 years
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normally characters that turn out to be time travelers all along kinda bother me since it causes a lot of retconning issues
however, karl jacobs is the massive exception, as his time travel reveal in fact solves some plot inconsistencies and is also incredibly intriguing without muddying up the current timeline
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oonajaeadira · 3 years
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Sunday Seven: September 26
In an effort to read more fic and support more fic and get through my massive to-read list, I wanted to do a post once a week to hype some stuff I’m liking.
And, because I like a theme and want to love up all my boys, each Sunday will list one fic featuring each of my favorite boys--Din, Ez, Pero, Jack, Javi, and Frankie. I know there are amazing fics out there featuring other characters, (which is why I’ll keep the seventh spot open for wild card), these are just the boys I love reading the most and occupying the most real estate on my to-read list.
💖indicates love for a soft writer 
DIN: Crystalline by @the-scandalorian  Can we talk about writer's envy here? There are some lines in this peice that made me close my eyes and shiver. It's a beautiful awakening of love for Din, starting harsh and angsty and going to an achingly lovely place. Giving us a little peek of Din before and after the cannon and letting it be the lesson learned here is just brills.
EZRA: Safe by @insomniamamma 💖 I bow down to J. It's a one-bed story and she took the trope and made it the most beatiful, soft thing that I want. Her Ezra is my gold standard and to listen to his heart--figuratively and literally--it just so achingly gorgeous... I just never ever wanna let this go.
PERO: I Caught The World In An Hourglass by @yespolkadotkitty  I am late to the party on this piece but have been meaning to read it forever. It is lovely and aching and soft and quiet, two people finding each other, saving each other in very different ways. I love the idea of an imortal Pero, it fits so beautifully with his natural melancholy.
JACK: Love You by @sunnydaysonthemoon  It's Jack in love, Jack married and makin’ babies and reassuring his lady they'll be good parents. It's domestic and sweet and good.
JAVI: Rest of Our Lives by @lightsinthedistancee  This story is so different from what I'm used to reading, and yet it is so truthfully Javi. Set after the series in the middle of domestic bliss, this is a quiet, poetic peek inside Javi's head. He's happy. Mostly. But also not entirely. It's Javi. His mind is always working and it never truly settles on contentment...he wouldn't be Javi without a little angst.
FRANKIE: No Strings Attached by @mishasminion360 💖 I haven't read anything like this before. This is a story of friendship that takes on the biggest responsibility. It's only at the end that there's a hint that it could be just a little more, but for the most part, it's just you and Frankie and a hell of a lot of trust and love.
WILD CARD -- PEDRO ACROSS THE STREET: Pedro From The Phone by @mothandpidgeon  This is a two-part story of you and Pedro (Calls) being connected through phone calls and then agreeing to meet. But not everything lines up as planned. It falls in line with the weirdness of Calls and I really enjoyed the odd time jumbling on this.
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ladyartemesia · 4 years
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Fic recs for taehyung? I love your stuff btw I’ve read them all uwu
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As a beacon of extra-ness in an already extra world, I am entirely incapable of just recommending fics like a normal blog. No. I’ve got to wax on like a bloomin connoisseur. I have compiled some (but not all) of my favorite works in several different categories and sorted them accordingly. This crazy list is so long I had to add a “keep reading”... but I simply couldn’t bear to leave any of these off the list. They are all so good!
Fics have been divided into 8 categories. Some are under the cut. 
 ▨ FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS and FRIENDS TO LOVERS ▨  ▨ ARRANGED MARRIAGE ▨ ▨ FANTASY ▨ ▨ ANGST WITH A HAPPY ENDING ▨ ▨ HYBRID and ABO (alpha/omega) ▨ ▨ MULTIPLE PARTNERS ▨ ▨ NEIGHBORS AND ROOMMATES ▨ ▨ TABOO THEMES and DARK FIC (Sex Work/Power Imbalance/Very Unsafe Sex) ▨ ▨
▨ FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS and FRIENDS TO LOVERS ▨
Insomnia by @hobiwonder
This is one of those fics I read and literally could not stop thinking about. It is wildly hot and honestly hilarious. Poor reader cannot sleep and the beautiful bro she’s tutoring offers a rather unconventional solution.
(Ego) Hoe Chronicles: KTH by @suga-kookiemonster
Listen. If you find a niche fan blog devoted entirely to Ego Tae... I’m not gonna say it’s mine. But it’s probably mine. I once told suga-kookiemonster that I would literally read a story about Ego Tae going grocery shopping on a Wednesday night and I stand by that. In this lurid romp, the reader falls into the clutches of everyone’s favorite bohemian sex lord and he rails her into another dimension.
Falling, Falling, Gone by @johobi
Pining (mutual or otherwise) is not really my thing, but I would straight up read Jo’s laundry list if she posted it. As usual I was blown away by how everything she does seems somehow better than any other version of it. This reader is really unique as well, and her relationship with the wildly popular soccer star Tae comes to a sexy and hilarious head at a sort of bachelor auction. With sharp dialogue, delightful subtext, and fantastic side characters, you really shouldn’t miss it. It’s pretty much perfect.
A Friendly Favor by @baeseoul
This is the classic “teach me some sex for another woman” trope and it is done so well. Sweet best friend Tae is looking to benefit from your experience, but his is not the only world about to be thouroughly rocked.
Officer Kim and the Criminal Crush by @ddaengyoonmin
This is one of the best twists on childhood friends to lovers I have ever seen. Tae grows up to become a cop and reader grows up to be a societal menace. I won’t spoil it, but it’s the perfect blend of nostalgia, tenderness, and smut. This fic technically doesn’t have a name so I had to give it one to link it. It’s part of an AMAZING series Zoe did that I also highly recommend.
Out of the Blue by @jimlingss
This is one of those stories that blooms throughout the narrative until you are left with this gorgeous flower at the end. I loved the journey of these two characters. It was real and it perfectly captures the experience of finding your soulmate in the person you least expect.
Sin Pijama by @brilliantlybasicb
This fic is a switch culture fic. It is wild wicked hot and this Tae is unreal. I love the way he lets the reader think she is in control just long enough. It is a wild romp with an adorable sequel and honestly you should read it.
Girls Like You by @jjiminah
I was in jjiminah’s asks IMMEDIATELY about this fic because I had FEELINGS. The reader begins wordlessly teasing and tempting Tae on their morning bus ride every day until he is literally losing his mind. Everything that follows is fire. Jjiminah has hinted she will wrote more for these two and I NEED IT.
Sighs and Sonnets by @btsaudge
This fic is beautiful. Like it’s basically art. This is a bad boy who is bad for you. But he has the soul of a poet and the stroke game of a renaissance master. Bittersweet and seductive, this fic is a full experience.
The Text by @taetaesbaebaepsae
Tae is your friend with benefits but it looks like feeling may have been caught by one or more parties. When you attempt to soothe your aching heart with another pretty boy, Tae decides to stake his claim. This was very sexy. The whole fic was sexy.
▨ ARRANGED MARRIAGE ▨
Monster by @neonlights92
Monster and all of its companion series about each of the boys is one of those fics that I reread constantly and also just think about constantly. This is one of the best mafia AUs out there and it’s characters are vivid and unforgettable. Tae’s stubborn resistance to his lovely new wife in contrast with her quiet, clever strength really brings this story to life. A word of warning. The masterlist links are a bit messed up. To read part two you must click on part three. And to read part three must click on part four. The link to part four is at the bottom of part three (or you can just search it on her site. It is definitely all there though).
Dichotomy by @kpopfanfictrash
There is a reason the incomparable Shanna is on this list three times. She is truly incomparable. This is childhood friends-to enemies-to spouses and it is wonderful. I adore this Tae. He is sharp and vulnerable and occasionally heavy handed, but truly a gem. This fic also features one of the best angry sex scenes I’ve ever run my eyeballs across.
▨ FANTASY ▨
Chism by @kpopfanfictrash
The world-building in this story is genuinely awe inspiring. You could write series upon series within this vivid universe. The god of Winter is missing and Summer’s heat burns unchecked for many years. The reader is a warrior with a unique ability tasked with guarding a very interesting prisoner. This story is so good. I mean it is really bloomin incredible. It’s hard to say what I liked best about it, because it was stellar across the board.
Obsidian by @kpopfanfictrash
In the pantheon of delicious Tae incarnations, Obsidian Taehyung is essentially unrivaled as a grey witch who moonlights as a sexy rock star. His extremely erotic clash with a white witch detective plays out as the two of them track down a sinister killer (with the help of some truly memorable side characters).
Out of this World by @ddaengyoonmin
This one is really unique. Tae is a merman scientist on the water planet of Neptune and when the reader and her misguided crew crash into his sea, he takes it upon himself to improve inter-species relations. This fic features excellent world building alongside several twists and surprises. Clever scientist Tae is downright irresistible.
▨ ANGST WITH A HAPPY ENDING ▨
Picking Flowers by @jamaisjoons
So this story is a journey - truly a beautiful one and it’s a gorgeous addition to the hanahaki genre. There is real pain and I cried real tears, but gosh it was so sexy and so worth it. I was surprised by how truly immersed I ended up in this piece. I lost track of everything else. The end is insanely satisfying, but the journey is really what makes this fic unmissable.
Until Yesterday by @jimlingss
This fic destroyed me slowly then slowly put me together again piece by piece. When I say I went through it - I WENT THROUGH IT. The story is loosely based on the movie “The Vow” and it is just fantastic. Beautiful and tender till the last word.
The Foolish Muse by @bibbykins
This is the story of someone who is deeply in love, but knows they deserve better. It is a sexy and evocative work with allusions to mythology that fit seamlessly into the narrative. I think my favorite part is Tae discovering how much the reader meant to him and what choices ultimately lead them to a really delicious conclusion.
Back to You by @ladyartemesia
The last time I did a fic rec list, it got like 700 notes. Ya girl is not makin the same mistake again. I spent hours on this list. My work is comin along for the ride. Kim Taehyung is the love of your life, until one day he disappears without a trace.
Vacancy by @ppersonna
This one is the only idol AU on the list and I normally don’t read those, but Lindy’s work is too good to miss in any setting. I am thrilled I took a look because what I found was a glimpse into a beautiful relationship that weathers and eventually overcomes the challenges of loving in the limelight. There is a LOT of emotional depth and symbolism which really elevates everything about this lovely story. The reader’s internal struggles in the face of her lover’s fame are extremely well done.
▨ HYBRID and ABO ▨ (alpha/omega)
Eye of the Tiger by @opaljm
I am beyond hype about this story which is (very) loosely inspired by Zootopia and features a cocky tiger Taehyung and a fiesty prey hybrid he needs to fake date in order to keep panther Jimin from murdering him. (Tiger Tae got a tad too frisky around Jimin’s mate and now things are dangerously awkward.) This story is already so freakin good. I cannot wait for the rest.
Silver and Blue by @taetaewonderland
What happens when you get on the wrong side of the right werewolf? Very sexy - very crazy times. Chronologically this is the first of the Silver and Blue series which follows barely civilized were-Tae through his courtship and eventually his relationship with the spunky reader. Holla to all my impreg kink homies. This is the fic for you.
Heat Run by @ladyartemesia
As I said before, the last time I did a fic rec list, it got like 700 notes. Ya girl is not makin the same mistake twice. I spent hours on this list. My work is comin along for the ride. Alpha lawyer V is a man of many secrets, but his well ordered reality spirals wildly out of control when he crosses paths with a fiery omega set on saving the world from his wicked ways.
Beautiful Stranger by @interludemoonchild
This was a wild ride from start to finish. Taehyung is a tiger hybrid shifter who escapes from the circus to be close to a veterinary student he bonded with. There is a lot of interesting twists and surprises in this one. I was definitely screaming at the end.
Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell by @jingabitch
A very young wolf hybrid Taehyung adopts you as his pet human when you are just a kid. After Tae leaves to serve in the military he returns to an adult version of his sweet little princess and chaos ensues. Mind the tags for this one folks. It’s excellent, but there are very triggering themes throughout.
▨ MULTIPLE PARTNERS ▨
Level of Restraint by @lemonjoonah
This is not strictly a Tae fic in that he is only one of three major players in this twisted masterpiece. Lemon is the undisputed queen of the surprise twist and this one is truly brilliant. People dropped this fic in the discord calling it the best fan fiction they had ever read and I am not here to argue with them at all. Fair warning, every word - every inch of this fic is sexy and it’s delicious brand of titillation is wrapped around your psyche good and tight by the end.
Four by @luxekook
The quadruplets next door are fueling your very lurid fantasies. It turns out they have some fantasies of their own... You will need water if you read this fic. This is the original patented Kim Taehyung Horny Hive Mind 4D Experience™
▨ NEIGHBORS AND ROOMMATES ▨
The Heat Wave Series by @curly-bangtan
The original story (chapter 1) in this series is definitely famous, but I don’t know how many people have read all 9 chapters and if you haven’t, you are really missing the incredible journey of two very horny idiots stumbling recklessly towards real and amazing love. Everything is set off when the air conditioner breaks and a pair of wild roommates shed their inhibitions along with their clothes.
Flicker by @chimoona
So this fic started out with adorable neighbor dynamics and ended with erotic rope tying. Baby I was ABOUT IT. This was so bloomin hot and also like sweet and tender. Really a sexy and sentimental treasure.
Not Your Typical Flower Shop Story by @jungtaeyoongles
This story goes from “aww” to “WHAT THE-” real quick. Fast paced plot and twist after twist turn the whole flower shop au upside down and then inside out. I can’t say more because spoilers but like - WOW.
▨ TABOO THEMES and DARK FIC ▨ (Sex Work/Power Imbalance/Very Unsafe Sex)
Extracurricular by @ppersonna
One of my favorite professor-student AUs. The reader writes her gorgeous professor a borderline erotic analysis of several major works of art and he feels compelled to discuss it with her privately. Lindy really outdid herself on this one. It is scorchin. Professor Tae is actually really sweet and somehow that just makes the whole thing hotter.
Akrasia by @nitaescence
This is insanely hot. Emphasis on the insane because it’s basically a super erotic romp where you have sex with a man you don’t know (Taehyung) on a crowded public bus. I literally felt my blood pressure going up the longer I read. Whew.
The Client by @jungkookiebus
This one hit me right in the feels. Taehyung is a sweet and lonely man who has a standing Wednesday appointment with an upscale sex worker. As the story progresses, feelings become involved on both sides. When I say I am checking her page thrice daily for part three... This is so engrossing. And this Tae. I just want to hold him.
Daffodil Dreams by @sombreboy
Tread carefully ladies and gents. This story is excellent, but it is easily the darkest fic on the list and, if you choose to read it, please read the trigger warnings carefully. The reader is a psychologist called in to analyze a very dangerous criminal. As their sessions progress, however, several boundaries are crossed.
Obey by @jjkfire
Taehyung is the most feared and ruthless member of the local mafia and you are the world’s most inept escort. You needed a job, but had no real interest in sex work and you’ve managed to fly under the radar as a glorified waitress until Kim Taehyung himself walks into your agency and decides that you’re the only girl he wants. Oh my gosh I loved this story so much. It was downright amazing and there is a surprise at the end that makes everything even sweeter.
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hi hi cuties and thigh enthusiasts!! just about a day ago my lil blog full of hornies and changbin thirst reached 1,500 and i am just jaflkjasd :’) since then haha 
ah ah this post is already so cheesy hehe but i wanted to say thank you so very much from the bottom of my heart for following me along with my journey with this blog! after having the hobby of writing for the greater part of my life, i’m so immensely thankful that i started this blog and hopefully took ya all on some of the crazy adventures i keep locked up in my head hehe 
having this blog has been such a wonderful experience, from learning about myself as a writer, exploring the many, many hornies that i’ve got, and most of all, meeting all of the freakin’ fantastic individuals in this community! ~thank you to each and every one of you for being the sweetest, loveliest, most hilarious and welcoming people i could ever wish to meet and have the honor of getting to know and write for!~ 
to celebrate, i wanted to make a lil list n’ love letter to my lovely pals for ya to check out! there is fkn CRAZY talent on this list and i highly recommend that ya check out everyone and their masterlists! 
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to my moots~ GAH I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH my whole experience here on smutblr has been made absolutely amazing by you all! GOSH hehe i am full of so much love for you all your brains are seggsy as hell and i’m always rooting for you!! thank you so much for being my friends <3 
to my readers~ my loves, thank you, as a writer, to bee seen and heard fulfills every word i write and every lil idea i scribble down. wherever ya are in the world, thank you for taking the time to read my pieces and for sending me love. you are my reason!! 
to my anons~ thank you my darlings for all of your kindness, screams in my inbox, every song rec, hard thought and word of encouragement. my lil anon family i love you and appreciate you all so much! thank you for reaching out to me and makin’ a lil home on my account! it means the world to me! <3 
to my bunch of (ro)ses~ thank you so much for hyping me with each of my updates, for showing up in my notifs and being overall frickin’ angels! thank you so much for reading as always and i hope that ya like what’s to come! 
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~hehe i wanted to write ya all lil messages too! while they just scratch the surface, please know that i love ya all to the moon and back!! 🥰~ 
🌹Writers🌹
@aliceu ~ alice, hehe here’s to all the times that we would ramble about fantasy aus and bounce ideas off eachother, thank you so much for being my go-to and my muse at times! your works are literally magical my love! 
@bearseungmin ~ hehe dawn i think that you might be one of my oldest moots on this list! ever since i started out here in this lil corner on the internet, you have been the most supportive, sweet individual there is to me and I can’t say thank you enough! i’m also like, highkey obsessed with everything you write hehehe 
@binniesbrat ~ oh my gosh té , hehe lol i will bring this up over and over again bc i’m just so ah ah it makes me melt but fun fact hehe back when i was babybinniesthighs, té reached out to me, and made me felt like i belonged--i literally lysm! your hornies are fantastic my dear, we are so lucky to have you here! 
@bruh-changbin ~ dear sky, while we’ve only talked a little in asks, i wanted to express how very dear you are to me! hehe when i update and you hype me up it literally makes my whole frickin’ day! you keep me going! not to mention that your writing is *chef’s kiss* teehee 
@bubblelixie ~ ah! kc! we’ve also been moots for a good while, i think back when i was babybinniesthighs too! hehe your overwhelming love and support of me makes my heart frickin’ swell and seeing you in my notifs and my asks with hornies makes me feel so dang fuzzy! you are quite literally one of the most adorable cuties on here! your writing also just *knocks me out* OOF 
@chaangbin ~ ours is quite the story dear hazel bean...meaning....i was like, the biggest, nerdiest fangirl of your work for quite some time and very very shy to tell you that it was me ahhhhh haha well here i am ooP your writing is so beautiful and human and immersive in so many ways! i’m crazy lucky to be moots and friends with ya! omg if i say more i will literally embarrass the heck out of myself hahahhaha
@decembermoonskz ~ beautiful izzy, you are such, and i mean such an inspiration to me. the way that you write is so gorgeous and i feel as if i’m in every scene. the way that you create worlds and place your readers in them is frickin’ insane! hehe i love obsessing with ya over chan any day and night! keep goin’! 
@dom--minnie ~ len, when i think of comfort, i really think of you. the way that i feel so safe with ya is like, insane. even when we first started chattin’ i just knew that we had an amazin’ thing coming hehe. from horny rambles to literally just talkin’ bout life, i am absurdly lucky to have met you here! you literally deserve everything wonderful in life and i love ya so much! 
@etherealeeknow ~ gah gen, my dear, the way that you checked up with me over my lil break just huhuhu thank you so much for being such a lovely and caring person towards me and everyone else whom you meet! you are so precious and i hope ya never forget that! 
@fight-me-m8 ~ darling and sweet rosetta, FRICK literally when i think of you oh my gosh i get the fuzzies, i’m so happy that we met and that i was able to witness the beginnings of your account! you have so so much love to give and i will fight you and give you more love back. bb i’m so happy to have you as a moot! 
@film-in-my-soul ~ alex! hehe while our friendship is still in the bb stages, i wanted to throw some love your way too!! i’m so hyped to write with you in the future and talk even more! i love how fast we clicked when we started talking about BLs AHA darlin’ you are so sweet and i can’t wait to get to know ya more! 
@formidxble ~ kim oh my god, you are a frickin’ force. when you entered this community a lil bit ago, and then made it your own, sharing with us your beautiful brain and lovely kindness, i swear the world must’ve taken a breath or something LOL you always astonish me with your works and i’m literally so excited for what the future holds for you! 
@hanflix ~ i think that i speak for so many of us here that rue, you are truly an inspiration. back when i was starting out and even now, reading your works feels like such a treat and i try to savor them all up! as a writer, i look up to you so much and as a wonderful, humble and hardworking person i look up to you as well!! thank you so much for welcoming me when i was babybinniesthighs ilsym! 
@hongnanglen-arina ~ arina my fuckin’ love oh my god if i could fly to where you are i frickin’ would!! i really think that the universe did a lil somethin’ somethin’ allowing us to meet. i feel so comfortable with you talkin’ about anything and everything especially hornies they are fkn’ unbridled. i can’t count how many times you’ve made me topple with laugher at like 3am. i’m so happy to have you in my life! 
@hyunsluvv ~ kathy istg you are one of the sweetest people i have had the pleasure of meeting on this lil corner of the internet! the care and love that you give to each of your anons, moots and in your work is truly astounding. i remember when you were just starting out i knew that big things were in store for you, and they still are! hehe
@imagineinnie ~ el, you are literally an angel if i have ever met one. it means the whole world to me when i see your dms, and the way that you check up on me and so many others goes to show the utter kindness and selflessness that you exhibit. cutie, thank you so much for always cheering me on and being such a light in this community!!
@instachans ~  kenny, although we’ve just met, i’m already so excited for our friendship to come! you are such an angel and have so much love to give, i’m so thankful that you slide into my asks hehe the future holds such amazing things for you!  
@itsapapisongo ~ javi, my dear, there’s just somethin’ about us that flows like frickin’ water. i feel like there’s the people that you meet in life that you kind of just click with, and i’m immensely grateful that i’ve met you. your love, support, hornies and lethal timing with gifs keeps me smiling. you are an astonishing writer and i feel so lucky to be here with you! 
@jisungsplatforms ~ sweet ina hehe i’m so glad that ya slid into my asks the day that you did! your vibes are so sweet and peaceful and i feel as if you and your account are such a safe place! i love, love sharing hornies with you over our boys! there is so much ahead for you my dear and i can’t wait!!! 
@mochinnie ~ omg i’ve totally said this before so many times, but i am so, so wowed by your work isa and they stick with me for like days after i read your pieces! i am so utterly inspired by you! i love your blog’s aesthetic and how you are always truthfully yourself i admire this so much! when i was starting out your works kept me goin’! thank you so much for this hehe 
@mzmezzler ~ ryan you literally deserve the whole world! not to mention that you are doing god’s work writing sub!skz! sweets, each of your pieces are so wonderful and imaginative and your lil memes and thoughts are so cute! please always keep doing you!! 
@ohmysparkle ~ sparkle: oh my gosh where can i start??? you are one fkn’ badass sparklin’ cat and my freakin’ role model. every day i am so astonished over how well spoken, wise, and reasonable you are while also being off the walls unapologetically yourself. my dear plz always shout with me about sub!hyunjin teehee 
@seungmoomin ~ nia big sexy brain!! holy shit the fkn talent in this bus? astronomical! nia i am absoluately WEAK over your writings and highkey you as a person over all! i swear, your blog is a gold mine and your personality is so wonderful i can’t put it into words LOL there’s no one quite like you and i can’t even count how many times you’ve got me dying laughing here ily!!
@yourdaddychan ~ LUNA my queen of capitalization and screaming in dms, you add a spice to my life that i didn’t know was missing. talking to you in every  format is fkn fantastic and lights up my day no matter how gloomy its been. i really feel like this is your world and i’m just livin’ in it LOL I LOVE YEW
🌹Readers🌹
@introjoonie ~ mai, this account would literally not be in existence if not for you, and it’s provided me with such happiness over these few months! thank you so much for encouraging me to let my hornies to the wind, and for listening to all my rambles about it since. thank you so much for being a lovely best friend, cheerleader and person. i’ll be seeing you soon!
@jeonglixie, @lechanters, @inlovewithasa, @pixxie-lixxie ~ my loves there is something so, so beautiful about each and every one of you, i cannot thank you enough for reading my works and for being so overwhelmingly supportive and kind with your feedback time and again. i’m so blessed to have such wonderful readers such as you! my time here on tumblr has been made by you and so many others of my unbelievably sweet readers!
@lovesfaith ~ ahh tumblr is being rude not letting me tag ya but sweets i just wanted to thank you so much for your kindness too! i adore talking with ya about astrology n’ just life and the way that you read me like a book is CRAZY haha thank you for being you Bambi! 
@meow-minho  ~ marine, every time that i see you on tumblr i am so thankful for your grace, and just lovely welcoming vibes. i am so thankful to have such a lovely person as you in my life and i can’t express how much me (and i’m sure so many other writers on here) appreciate your feedback. thank you so much!
@synnocence ~ wonderful cee, since first meeting you i feel like i’ve had the pleasure of getting to know such a wonderful human and equally amazin’ fellow bin stan! i can’t thank you enough for how much you’ve helped me grow my bin collection! dm-ing with you is always such a joy and you deserve the frickin’ world my friend!!
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once again, thank you so much for poppin by and giving me a read, an ask, a dm or simply just sending bin pics my way hehe 
i hope to write much more in the future and to lash out with all the hornies that i’ve got! i can’t wait to share more with you all! thank you so much for being my motivation, as well as seggsy ass cuties who i am so lucky to share this space with!! 
have you thought about changbin’s thighs today yet? well...now you have 😉
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Another thought! (Because I saw a very interesting video that has not left my mind):
Steve fucking Bucky and asking if he’s a good Daddy, if he takes care of Bucky, if he’s good to him! And Bucky ofc would be all whimpery and floaty, can’t stop the sounds coming out of his mouth as he thinks of and feels just how good his Daddy is to him. Bucky would obviously tell Daddy that he’s so so good to him and ohhh how happy daddy makes him (and his pussy). “God! Y-you make me such a happy boy, Daddy!” (Especially when Daddy fucks him just like that 😉)
AHH, yes yes this is such a nice thought as well, oh my! 
This seems like something that would start off innocent, just a simple, “Your Daddy makin’ you feel good, sugar?” and Bucky answers so enthusiastically and so prettily Steve just... needs to keep hearing it. He’s up in Bucky’s face, cheek to cheek, lips on Bucky’s neck, nose brushing nose, voice so smooth and low. 
“Your Daddy loves makin’ you feel good, Buck. Tell your Daddy he makes you feel good. Tell ‘im. Oh yeah? Listen to that, s’a boy who’s got a good Daddy, mhmm. Tell your Daddy why you love him, how he makes that little pussy feel good...” 
👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻 The Daddy hype is real! Thank you, cupcake. Can’t wait to read the next Ask you sent me, hehe.
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ship your moots!! pick a few mutuals and ship them with which aot boys you can see them with and why!
*rubs hands together* god im so nervous IM SO NERVOUS I DONT WANNA UPSET ANYONE
BUT AIGHT LETS GOOOO - gonna set these all in the modern age and everyone is obvs 18+ at my mutuals I’m sorry if you hate me after this @@ I haven’t done this before but it was really fun!! I also know some of you better than others and I’m real sry for not chatting more tbh. If u end up wanting me to take ur part out just lemme know!!
@anlian-aishang I know u like blonde bois (does he count) and u are literally the most bright ray of sunshine??? And best person??? And I just see u with Farlan and just wow??? Literal ray of fkin sunshine anlian with a nice soft kindhearted Farlan who is also capable of kicking major butt is just 11/10. amazing, cute, so super smart and sometimes silly. This is one of those “get you a mans that can do both” moments. Soft one second and bam will slice someone for u in the next. Him playing among us with you???? Bodyguard af. Me and u playing among us style.
@melancholicmonologue my dear Mara my dear sweet Mara I feel like you would do well with Eren he’d be an entire hype squad all the time?? He would literally hype you up doing anything, wearing anything, just casually makin mozzarella sticks and he’d be like WOW THE BEAUTY THE TALENT WOW. And I would love to see that.
@bluebellhairpin (I wanted to say Eren just to be a prick 🤣 but honestly if you and him were a thing it would be SO entertaining to watch, just you constantly kicking his ass and fighting and oof)
Ok ok in all seriousness for you Nemo for some reason I get Reiner vibes?? You exude such a badass energy and that just makes me imagine Reiner realizing and being like “oh? Oh shit? Nemo is a badass”. That makes me happy to think about. Also I just KNOW you could take the man. Ok he would be like “NO U LISTEN HERE” and you’d be like “did u just raise ur voice to me?” And he’d be like “o shit uh no I didn’t I’m sry”. Also imagine the cuddles with this bigass dude of a man *huff*
@alrightberries ALRIGHT. Ignoring where it says “boys” in the ask, but I see you with Historia??! For some reason?? You exude some sort of *vibes* that make me feel like the two of you would be super cute?! Poor levi-esque insomniac you with your arm falling asleep cause Historia is laying on it and you’re too nice to wake her up to save your arm?? Why can I see this??
@commanderserwin U GET ERWIN. AS YOU ALWAYS DO. GO CLAIM YO MANS BEE GET EM. HONESTLY it matches it fits. your way with words would make him give you heart eyes and your way with bodies and muscles bc of school wink wonK mans would try to beat around the bush asking you to help him out with a sore spot or something and you’d be like “get your ass over here” Erwin would be the luckiest man.
@rainteslerrrr I have and always felt an Annie vibe for you, you’re so sweet and I can just imagine Annie looking away with a small blush on her cheek hiding being her bangs bc you did something cute. And you know she would watch anime with you. She’d pretend to not be interested but will always queue up the next episode.
@proseofpandemonium honestly HONESTLY ok ok Bertholdt??? Mans would be nervous and soft and quiet, but I know you would take charge and he would just sit and listen to you talk or chat, or the two of you would just sit while you draw or write. And he would love cats and I know how you feel about cats!!! He would definitely volunteer at a shelter and keep bringing home cats he gets attached to and you two would foster cats as well?? And it’s just...cats everywhere.
@starstruckkittensweets OKAY HEAR ME OUT but Moblit??? Your shenanigans with your roommates are absolutely hilarious and I can just imagine Moblit being over and just like “wow this is so relaxing”. I just know he would be super supportive in everything you do.
@acekou I.....is it bad that I wanna put u with like...Erwin bc GODDD THE THINGS U WOULD DO TO HIM oop. The mental imagine I have rn is NOT ok.
@jean-does-not-have-a-horseface HONESTLY. not bc of your URL but JEAN. FOR SURE. You would be defending the dude against all the insults and he just decides that you’re a good friend. Starts getting lowkey clingier and will keep up with the late night losing of mind screaming sessions with no problem.
OK I THINK IM DONE these were all...knee-jerk thoughts because I think those first impressions are there for a reason. AGAIN pls lemme know if you’re uncomfortable in any way or want me to take you out for any reason!
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Price for Flight (Ch.2)
Warnings: Still fluff, it’s tarnished with smut, at the end, though (Like, you can read the fic and skip the end and it’d still make sense).
Disclaimer: This is a work of pure fiction taken from real countries, traditions, and gaining citizenship, spun into a story that doesn’t hold these things firmly. 
To your surprise, the atmosphere wasn’t much different. The two of you talked, laughed, and joked, but this time, there was flirting, blushing, and talk of planning the two of you meeting again. Of course with busy jobs, one would have to relocate, and find the same one, but in another country.
“I would like to move to Japan with you.” You told him. He looked at you with surprise.
“Ya...ya sure? Chickadee, we can always meet in the middle, ya know? Maybe move to a whole ‘nother place?” He offered, but you shook your head.
“I’m a bit more familiar with Japan, and I can speak and write in the language. I just wanna be there, with you.” You murmured, and you were rewarded with one of his softer looks and a warm smile.
“You’re such a sap. My sap.” He smiled at the thought, and you couldn’t help but replicate it.
“Man, we gotta talk about movin’ your job, things, living arrangements….anyways, my parents are naggin’ me about how I should’ve confessed years ago.” He huffed.
“I think the timing is perfect, now. We’re both adults with good jobs, and we both know what we want, now.” You admitted as you leaned the phone against the wall, giving him a view of your neat round kitchen table, and you stirring your tea.
“True. Heh, I remembered the first day ya bumped into me, all cryin’-”
“Hey! I wasn’t crying!”
“-an’ cute. I think the part in which I hadda major crush on ya, was when ya hands down just introduced me to yer friends. Didn’ care if I was foreign, fat, or bullied, ya did that shit as if ya owned the place.” He chuckled at your flustered expression.
“Well, I didn’t really care of what others think.” You mumbled, and he leaned in the camera, giving you a dorky grin.
“So?” He egged you on, and you huffed out a laugh.
“I thought that you were cute even before I really knew you.”
“Wait, really?” He looked surprised, and you nodded.
“Yeah. You were pretty shy, and you helped out when you could, giving that boy some of your lunch, or bringing in a spare umbrella just in case if somebody had forgotten theirs. You were always kind of nice, and I thought that was cute.” You rambled on, taking glances at him as he looked at you with wonderment.
“Ya remembered that five years ago?” He murmured, and you flushed.
“Well, yeah.”
“How cute.” He hummed with a genuine smile.
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 “Oh my lord!” You huffed, pulling your wheeled baggage as you made your way to get off of the plane. It was finally happening. Instead of one year like you originally planned, it took two of them. The two of you spent pining for seven long years, and finally, including the year of the aquarium date, it was three years in total that you two were a couple.  
Not only did you had to become a citizen of Japan, but you had to job search, save money, and break it to your family that you’ll be leaving the country. It wasn’t easy, but you’ve done it. Of course, becoming a citizen, you had to go through hoops.
Of course, Taishiro kept offering to move to your own country, but you were adamant in your decision.  You had to lose your old nationality, support documents that proved your birth, citizenship, and even driver’s license as you had to hand-write a letter in Japanese stating on why you were leaving your old country.
Amazingly, you’ve gotten accepted to move within a year, stating that although you are able to marry, you cannot leave Japan for at least five years, and will be monitored each year to see if you were capable of following the laws and customs.
 Save for the lights from the airport, a pitch black sky hovered over you as you made your way down the platform, luggage in tow as you searched for familiar blond hair and bright orange sweater, avoiding the multiple of humming and loud talk of strangers around you.
“Chickadee!” His voice reached towards your ears, and your attention snapped to the direction of his voice. He was standing there, holding a sign with your name on it as he grinned so brightly, you swore that you could hear it.
“Ah! Gummybear!” You shouted out, waving as the two of you made your way towards each other. Truthfully, the last time you’ve actually seen in each other in person was the day at the aquarium, so you were hyped up and buzzing with pleasant nerves. You were here to stay, you thought. You would move your limited amount of luggage to his house, and the day after, talk to your representative about which jobs are available, and how fast you can start.
 Your thoughts were cut short as you were enveloped in a tight hug, him squeezing you as he mimicked the actions of his earlier years, scooping you up as you let out a squeak of surprise, and then twirling you around, except this time, a firm wet kiss was planted on your mouth as he held you up, still.  
“Oh, Baby, I missed ya.” He cooed, and your face flushed as you looked down at him warmly, your heartbeat quickened it’s pace as time seemed to still.
“I missed you, too. It’s nice hearing your voice that’s not nullified by the phone’s speakers.” You admitted, and he nodded as he reluctantly settled you down.
“Where’s your parents?” You asked.
“Decided to visit us when it won’t be so late and we’re not busy.” He admitted, and then noticed your flushed face.
“Oh! You pervert!” He huffed.
“You had to word it like that!” You whined in defense, and he rolled his eyes.  
“’Twas a normal sentence. Ya just have your mind in the gutter. Then again,” A twinkling gleam shone in his eyes as he leaned down, smirking smugly at you.
“-so do I.” He pecked you on your forehead, leaning away as he grinned at your surprised expression.  
“’Come on. Let’s go home, Sweetling.”
You couldn’t have said it better.
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 He had moved into an actual house while two years in the relationship, stating that not only they were cheaper than some apartments, but you and him could always refurnish some rooms and decorate the way you want to. Of course he had showed you pictures of it, but nothing compared to stepping inside the place.
It was nicely furnished, and built, him saying that he only had a few years left to pay it off, but with his job, and your upcoming one, it should be easier. Of course there was a little doubt, but you believed that the two of you would make this work.
“I know that you’re tired, but are ya hungry? I fixed us somethin’ to eat.” He broke the silence as he set your bags down on the floor, walking into the kitchen. You plopped down on the dark orange couch, curling into the side of the arm as he came back in with a large tray, setting it down on the coffee table in front of you. He sat down next to you, pulling you up to lean into his side as the delicious aroma sifted towards you. He chuckled, noticing that your focus was on the plate, now.  
“Made it from scratch. Ya probably remember Ma makin’ it, but I thought I’d start givin’ it a whirl.” He explained as you looked at the different bowls of food on the table. Rice, miso soup, grilled fish, pickled vegetables, and green tea laid out before you. You smiled, remembering his mom telling you to sip the tea slowly, and take small bites, and then turning her attention to scold Taishiro for doing the exact opposite.
“Thank you, it smells amazing.” You said truthfully, and he pleasantly hummed, grabbing his own chopsticks, joining you.  
“So?” He asked, breaking the silence when the two of you were done.
“Delicious.” You beamed, and he chuckled as he wiped away a speck of sticky rice off of your face. You weren’t surprised this time when he ate it, but you were a little by the way he stared at you and slowly ran his tongue over his thumb.
“Yeah, it is. Anyway, ya wanna sleep next to me or on the couch? I know it’s kinda sudden, but I won’t force ya to be uncomfortable.” He murmured, and your heart fluttered.
“We can share a bed.”  You admitted shyly, and he smiled a little. After putting away the dishes, cleaning them, and brushing your teeth, you let out a surprised yelp as he picked you up, holding you in his arms as if you were a bride.
“T-Taishiro!” You stammered, and he barked out a laugh.
“Heh, I kinda wanted to do this for a while.” He gingerly laid you on the queen-sized bed, heeding you no mind as he took off his shirt, tossing it into the laundry basket. You admit, he had changed a lot since the two of you were kids. He was round and had gained muscle mass from working out at the local gym, and all in all, he was very attractive to you. You batted away your tired thoughts as you buried yourself underneath the blankets, entirely exhausted as he did the same.
You let out a surprised little hum in your throat as he pulled your frame towards him, slotting it against his as you to hear his thundering heartbeat while you soaked in his warmth.
“’M happy that you’re finally here.” He murmured, and you nodded in agreement, looking up at him.
“Me too. It feels as if it’s a dream, you know? Saying goodbye to everyone at home, looking for a new job in a different place with different laws and customs.” You let the sentence slur as you couldn’t help but nod off.
“Go to sleep, Darlin’. You’ve got a big day ahead of ya, tomorrow, and I’ll see ya after work, alright?” He kissed your forehead.
“Goodnight, Tai.” You murmured sleepily, nodding into his chest, arms wrapped around each other as the sound of his heart beat lulled you to sleep.
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 It was a long day, you had to admit, but it was successful. You were able to start your job within a week, as well as the representative who monitored you, was more than happy to fill you in with any questions that you might’ve had, and was impressed with your politeness, non-criminal background, and over all, good moral character. You smiled to yourself widely, gripping your spare keys to the house as you began unlocking it. He was home, you knew, but it was always safe to lock your doors.
“Honey, I’m home!” You chirped excitedly, and it didn’t take him long to greet you, smiling at your joyous expression as you hugged him tightly.  
“Good day, huh? Ya look way chipper than yesterday.”
“I was happy, yesterday, just tired. I start my job in a week! Plus it’s day shift, so we can have more time for each other when we get home!” You rambled on, and his ears and cheeks flushed.
 He leaned down and kissed you, then. It was a little more firm than the other ones that you’ve shared, a little different and heavier. To your surprise, he licked at your bottom lip, holding you rather closely to him as he sucked and bit gently. Taking the hint, you opened your mouth, and he hummed in approval, sweeping his tongue against yours, goading you into a small moan. It ended too fast as it began, as he broke away, grinning in victory at your equally flushed face.
 “You hungry, Baby? I made somethin special, this time. Just a lil’ somethin’ to tell ya how proud I am of ya.” He  changed the subject, and you looked up at him through your lashes, flustered.  
“You didn’t have to do that, Dear.” You spared him a glance.
“Wanted to. Ya...ya made so much sacrifice just to be here, ya know? Goin’ through loops just to be with me...an’ I appreciate you. Tonight…if ya don’t mind, I want to treat you specially.” He cupped your cheek, brushing a stray hair away from your face with his palm as he looked at you tenderly. Heart swelling, you nodded.
“Are we going to-?” You let the sentence hang, and his face bloomed into a fierce red as he glanced at you.
“Only if ya want to. I know, it’s a lil’ sudden, and I will never push ya, ya know. I’m just a lil’…ya know.” He finished lamely into his rambling, and you understood.
“Taishiro, we have all the time in the world. You’re not the only one who’s nervous.” You admitted, and he sighed in relief.
“We can talk about this later.” He murmured, and you nodded.
“After we eat your amazing dish.” You grinned, and he smiled.
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He made the two of you seafood tempura, and each bite was delicious. It was nice, you weren’t too tired, so you indulged into some light joking and table talk, surprising each other by offering a bite from one’s chopsticks, laughing as he had the gall to lean down and lick the sauce from your cheek. It was one of the best nights you’ve ever had, feeling so safe in a familiar setting.
“Hah, I love you.” You told him while the two of you cleaned the dishes. He kissed the corner of your mouth and you let out a beaming smile.
“I love you, too.” He admitted, flushing as you leaned against him.
 “Do you know much about sex?” You asked, suddenly, and he stilled.
“Well, uh, I know that porn is highly exaggerated, an’ so…I kinda looked up some information on sites. I wanted to be prepared when we...you know. So I went ahead an’ bought condoms that won’t tear, easily, an’ are compatible with the lube.” He rambled on a bit, nervousness evident in his voice.
“I’m glad you thought things through.” You cooed gently, rubbing his back as you felt him relax a little.
“I didn’t wanna rush ya, but I thought they’d be handy jus’ in case. They’re brand new, so it’ll be a while ‘fore they expire.” He admitted. You smiled.
“You’re more than fine. I’m glad that you took the time to do this. You’re amazing.” You reassured him genuinely, and he gingerly took your hand, kissing the pulse on the inside of your wrist.  
“Thank you, Sweetheart. I think the “amazing” title, belongs to you, though.”
“We’ll share it.” You grinned.
………….*Nsfw
   It didn’t take the two of you long. After reaching the bedroom, he started getting the stuff ready, placing the condoms, moist towelettes, and lube on the nightstand beside the bed.
“Ya sure about this?” He asked, and you nodded, confirming your decision as you tugged at your shirt.   His face bloomed with red as he followed your example, the two of your nervously yet wantonly taking glances at each other. You were already laid out on the bed, knees closed together as your arms rested against your breasts, trying not to let the cool air chill you down as you stared at him through your eyelashes, drinking him in while he returned the favor.
His efforts at his gym routine had shown as he stood before the foot of the bed. He had a thick, burly build, and had gained some weight, and you wouldn’t have it any other way. Of course you couldn’t ignore everything that was bared out for you, and you felt heat churn in your stomach as you seen his member twitch with excitement from your staring. It had more girth than length, but it was an impressive size, straining upwards with a slight curve as the reddened tip oozed out clear precum from the slit, and your throat suddenly had felt dry.
“You’re very handsome.” You admitted, and he let out a soft smile.
“Says the beautiful woman lyin’ on our bed.” He slid on top of the mattress, crawling towards you with a heated stare as he effortlessly positioned himself to hover above you, grinning softly down at you with an almost cocky smirk.
“My woman.” He leaned down and kissed you, and you returned it, cupping his cheeks gently as he hummed.
“Mmh. Been wantin’ to kiss an’ do other things with ya for the longest time.” He murmured, and you smoothed out the ruffles in his hair, looking up at him with a gentle look.
“Me too. Glad we figured this out.”
“Yeah. I’m gonna start, alright? Lemme take care of ya?” He asked, and you found yourself nodding, not minding at all.
It didn’t take too long, he poured a generous amount of strawberry scented lube onto his fingers, rubbing the sticky yet smooth liquid to warm it up, as you slowly but surely widened your knees, letting his heated stare burn at your secretive places.  
“So pretty.” He hummed, kissing one of your kneecaps. You almost jumped a little as two of his fingers slipped past your folds, traveling down to the tight muscle of your vaginal opening as he probed it gently, thumbing your clit as you felt the ache be relieved. He was too far away to touch, but he leaned down, kissing you to distract you from your feeble attempts.
“Don’t worry ‘bout it. Don’t think that I might last long, since it’s…ya know, first time doin’ this.” He admitted sheepishly, but you kissed him in reassurance, letting out a cooing whimper as his fingers had entered you, gently stretching your walls as his thumb rubbed a little firmer at your clit. Of course his fingers were bigger and more calloused than yours, so you let yourself feel the oddity of the familiar feeling be twisted into something almost new.
You couldn’t but let out a few whimpers, him biting his lower lip as his eyes were focusing onto you, drinking in the foreign noises that you were emitting that caused his dick to twitch as he was now four digits in, stretching you thoroughly.
“I’m ready.” You blurted out, and he gave you a once-over.
“I’m bigger than what I’m givin’ ya. Ya sure, though?” He asked, his own patience was admittedly running thin, especially watching you climb up that high, bucking your hips to his shallow movements as your arousal dripped onto his hand and sheets.  
“Yeah. I think we’ve both been waiting for a long time.” You pointed out, and he nodded his own need was aching and restrained, and you being eager, didn’t help ease his patience.  
“Alright.” He reached for the box of condoms, taking one out as he neatly tore the foil and wrapper. You watched in interest as he let out a needy grunt, tugging the ribbed condom upwards, letting the band settle against the thickness of his girth. He looked as if he was about to cum just from doing that, and you swallowed thickly.
He poured more lube onto the condom, wiping the excess onto the sheets as he positioned himself, gently prodding at your entrance. When the tip was in, he opted to lean down, gripping your hands into his as he kissed your forehead and mouth tenderly while he was neatly seated between your legs.
“I’ll be gentle, okay?” He murmured, and you smiled at the cliché phrase, but it melted your heart on how sweet and genuine it had sounded.
“I love you, you dork.” You grinned as he rolled his eyes rather playfully.
“Love you, too. Hold on, Sweetheart.” He ordered, sliding in inch by inch as your walls stretched to fit the thick girth and size of him. Luckily, you were loosened and stretched, already, so it had surprised you on how easily he had fit. Finally, he bottomed out, but he looked as if he was wrecked, trying his best not to finish so quickly. You thumbed his cheek, poking his nose rather playfully despite the serious atmosphere.
“Ya hurt?” He offered to ask. You shook your head.
“No. I feel full. It’s alright, Tai. You can move.” You said softly, and he did, hardly pulling out as he rutted in small movements, one hand rubbing your clit, as if trying to make you have your release, first.
“Baby, I…I’m tryin’.” He bit out, eyebrows furrowed as you felt the small movements stir your insides, the curved head hitting a certain spot just right, and the ribbed condom helped cause a delicious friction within you. You knew that he wasn’t going to last, long, but you were very close, as well. You wished that it would last a little longer, him panting above you as he squirmed, trying not to cum, as sweat and a bit of tears of frustration clouded his eyes. You in your heightened senses and dizzying mind, couldn’t help but reach up and brush away the wetness, leaning up and kissing the corner of his mouth as you did so.
“I’m getting near, too.” You panted out as your hips bucked into his rutting, legs wrapped around him as if refusing to let him pull farther out. He leaned down, huffing in your ear as the two of your breaths quickened.
“Please? Please cum?” He whined, and the sheer plead had sent fuel to your blazing heat as he continued to rub your clitoris desperately, giving sharper thrusts with an almost feral need. Your brain, as the rest of your body stilled as tendrils of shock shot through you all of a sudden, surprising you as you clamped tightly around him. He cursed, feeling your hot and tight channel grip him ever so tightly all of a sudden, and he couldn’t control his release shooting inside of the condom as his posture mimicked your still form.
It was all too soon, but it quelled the burning and aching inferno that threatened to consume you both. He panted, eyes squeezing shut as your hands had found themselves in his hair, again while you cracked open an eyelid, watching him through the constellation of tears that had mussed into your lashes.
Both of your limbs were trembling, and honestly, you were surprised that he was still holding himself up, refusing to crush you as the two of you floated down from your highs.
“You alright, Honey?” He rasped out, and you nodded, feeling way too sweaty and hot all of a sudden. He surprised you as he gingerly moved out when he felt that you’ve loosened up, again. You felt the weird feeling of him sliding out, making you feel oddly empty as you watched him fumble around, slipping the rubber off, tying it into a knot, and tossing it into the waste basket.
“How are you still even moving?” You asked solemnly, and he chuckled lowly.
“Use to work outs at the gym. This is a little different, though.” He answered, grabbing some of the towelettes, moving towards you. You felt tired, yet warm and safe as he quickly wiped the two of you down, wasting very little time as he threw the used items away. Flicking the table lamp off, he laid next to you, scooping you into his side, resting his chin upon your head as he grabbed the covers and tossed them onto the both of you.
 He kissed you tenderly, as you showered him with little bouts of affection, squeezing his hand gently or running your fingers through his hair.
“You’re amazing.” You broke the silence, and he hummed.
“You should meet my future wife, if ya think so.” He winked, and you smiled, and then yawned as he chuckled.
“Go to sleep, Chickadee. I don’t have work, tomorrow, so we can just ignore my parent’s calls an’ make love all day.” He chuckled, and your heart swelled with warmth as you kissed him slowly, catching him a little off guard, but he melted into the kiss, as if receiving your affections.
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End? End. Yeah reader gets a job, and they get married and have a rebel little daughter named Kirin (Rita’s @youtubequeens OC that we’ve plotted, lol) who’s a tough little shit.
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elysicndrcvm · 3 years
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━♡ guess the 23 YEAR OLD FEBRUARY baby just arrived to dallyeog! it makes sense, because CHU EUNHA is just as BEDAZZLING as the month of FEBRUARY. wait, why do they remind me of JACOB BAE? beyond that, they seemed JOYOUS and SAVVY upon first glance. i heard someone say they’re sort of DELICATE and QUIXOTIC though. i hope they get acquainted here in COMPLEX 1 / APARTMENT 0215 / FLOOR 3 ; HE seem(s) to have a lot going on with HIS job as a PATISSERIE OWNER/NUTRITIONAL SCIENCE STUDENT. ( ez, 21, she/they, gmt. )
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     well hey there !! im ez but you fellow dallyeogers can call me ezzy, i have been in dallyeog before so some may remember me as having someone v different to my new bb i bring u now, i joined before with miss tam carmen !! anygays i return with this lil angel who i am all ‘ i say that’s my baby and i’m proud ’ over already even tho i literally came up with him like two days ago. you can find his pinboard here ( which btw i fuckeN love like he’s so aesthetic to me u go king ) and i made him a lil playlist which u can vibe to here. you can learn more about him under the cut but he’s a super soft-hearted gentle dove of a muse and quite...simple for me ?? sdhdh that’s not the right wording but U GET IT djjflg he isn’t super full of angst or trauma he’s just kinda viBIN livin his best life so that’s fun !! but ye without further ado: 
so as u kno from his app he owns a patisserie, it’s his lil babey and he is very dedicated to his craft and makin sure all his ideas for the place and the baked goods he sells are like rlly quirky and avant-garde. like he is so passionate about it u dont even KNOW, he tries to make sure most of the stuff on his menu is something like fun and new u wouldn’t get at just any old patisserie or cafe and that it’s super varied and also kinda aesthetic af? the place is very like trendy. it’s called patisserie d’elysian cause ya know he’s an extra biTCHH and proud.
he has three pupperino’s. all as adorable as each other, snickerdoodle is his golden lab and often ppl shorten it down to snickers, butterscotch is his dapple daschund pup, shortens the name to scotchie often. toulouse is his fancy toy poodle boi, shortens the name down as toto. if u are on the shortened name basis with his pups then u can consider urself one of his close pals. 
he’s actually adopted by his aunt but she raised him like she was his mother so that is what he considers her, she’s on his mother’s side but they are half-siblings. in terms of first name reasoning as well she just liked eunha as a name and didn’t even think about how it is traditionally for a female, she liked that it meant gift from heaven so it stuck. his father is still around, he’s just quite elderly so it felt like a better living situation for him to be raised primarily by his auntie. unfortunately his mother has passed on but no tragic story, she just went peacefully in old age. 
he dyes his hair quite often, it’s currently like a really pastel blue with black streaks consistently throughout like lil ones so it looks super cool. but he’s also had it be a more electric blue, lilac, and a duck egg kinda faded silvery blue. it’s naturally dark brunette. has brown eyes kind of a hazel hue. 
his style is kinda androgynous ig?? he just lives for soft retro fashion, lots of color in his wardrobe but also lots of tapered short and t-shirt fits frequented, sweater vests, rolled up jeans, high skater boi socks, soft jumpers with shirts, shirts in bright colours or satiny texture worn over plain white t-shirts, cardigans, pastel denim jackets, jeans with printed patterns on like clouds, flowers etc, favors yellow and blues. sometimes does eye makeup, occasionally wears heels bc he’s a baddie or super heeled boots/chunky shoes. 
obsessed with music, can play violin and guitar. he’s a big mitski and rina sawayama fanatic, likes anything that sounds peaceful or calming or has like a good fun vibe to it. also likes the trademark gay icons like carly rae jepsen, lorde, etc. he’s not ashamed. obsessed with mamma mia movies. but also likes rap which is rlly funny cause its like the bad bitch female rappers only and like he’ll listen to it while arranging his sock drawer or making his bed or something ajdjdj it’s like hype anthems for being a baddie and a hoe and he’s just doing his night sleepy routine adkfkf. 
showers, blankets, music, baked goods especially bagels are his happy places. 
very much a sensitive lil romanticist, falls in ‘love’ like five times a day, he just likes to giggle and smile around pretty people and admire the artwork hnghdh, he’s like yeARNS though ya know?? like he’s all i will flirt by making prolonged eye contact, i made you a playlist, this song makes me think of you etc. it’s either memes as flirting with him or elaborate love letters u never know what ur gonna get akdkd. 
awful sense of humour, loves his friends more than anything on earth except his pups, would fully live in a huge house of just like his pups and all his closest buds for all eternity. likes fruits way too much, enjoys puns about fruits way too much. milkshakes, sushi, orange hues and bus rides are some of his absolute favorite simple pleasures of life. clouds, flowers, salt lamps, the sunrise over the sea, skateboarding, fresh soda, teddy bears, busy street markets, parasols, fish tanks with exotic fish, sorbet, bike riding, polaroids, record players, rain at night against floor to ceiling windows with a fresh steaming pot of tea on the desk beside it and warm fresh sheets from the laundry on his bed, ponds, skateboarding. all little joys in life that give him like the biggest pleasure dopamine hit in the world. 
his cousin actually owns a florists so he has flowers just littering his apartment like a lot and it just looks like he has ten million suitors from the late eighteenth century attempting to court him but no all these flowers are from him to him or worse from his aunt djfjg she sends him some for valentines every valentines, pls help him, pls send him flowers. 
studies nutritional science and he fucken hates it. do not ask him shit cause he doesn’t KNOW OKAY? he doesn’t understand it either. he took it because he needed something to go alongside the passion for baking that was a real ‘qualification’/job so that is the only reason he’s doing it. no point doing a baking degree after all when he’s already a baker with a business, he’s super young still he gotta keep his prospects open. so YAH. he’d rather be doing culinary arts but eh. nutritional science sounded better and more logic based. the real miracle is he still gets top grades all the time even tho he spends his life like wtf am i even doing is this even legit akdkdk. school is the worst thing in the world for him watch his mood instantly deflate the second its brought up. 
despite being a quixotic, he’s a lil afraid of intimacy. like oh god does he love it, those small touches and acts of affection u kno? the subtle things that normally go unnoticed, eye contact, brushing of hands, linking of little fingers, rubbing a thumb, kissing eyelids or foreheads or palms or shoulders in little gentle pecks, back massages and rubs or finger tracing patterns absent-minded, shoulder massages, laying your head on someone’s shoulder or on their lap, knocking knees together, exchanging a small glance only the two of you get before bursting into laughter, smiling into kisses, napping together, having blankets placed over you warm and fresh, or towels put ready like it, someone making you something they know you like a lot. that’s his sHIT. but like he’s terrified still, someone skimming their fingers on his skin makes his breath hitch like he’s a scandalized and alarmingly aroused victorian woman sjdjd. he’s literally still a virgin, he hasn’t even had his first kiss okay my baby is delicate be gentle with him akdkd but he still LIKES PASSION AIGHT kfkf. 
real soft spoken, honey tinted voice like i shit u not this boy talks like he’s an angel sent from heavens above to guide you to the paradisaical garden of eden or some shit akdkd. ur gonna fall in love with eunha’s voice before u even fall in love with any other part of him like his adorable beaming smile or stunning eyes akdkf. 
has dance parties around his room when getting ready in the morning, listens to bella’s lullaby unironically yes from twilight yes u heard right, bit of a himbo streak sometimes in his obliviousness djfjf. quite silently subtly funny actually much like jacob himself. 
he is gay, afraid of driving, cannot do math, blanks out often and he is valid for all of those things. has a collection of cartoon and disney animal movie dvds. has a dream notebook. always has blue painted nails in some kinda shade. 
does not enjoy turning in assignments bc he is scared he’ll fail, avoids looking at his grades for weeks after they’re released and hates knowing that they’re out. 
cannot dance, dances often. collects vintage stuff esp clothes and mostly sweaters. likes midnight trips to corner stores and fields where he can just lay and look at the stars. makes friends rlly easily but has super bad performance anxiety. cannot ever have a messy room like even the tiniest bit messy. even like clothes being stacked on a chair instead of away. 
bakes peanut butter, banana and choc chip muffins (they r called monkey bites normally) whenever he’s super stressed. if u want to cheer him up when he’s anxious or stressed then u should give him french lavender honey, chia seeds and caramelized pear on toast/bagel. it is his comfort food. he fancii when he needs a pick me up. treat urself and all that. 
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muwur · 4 years
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idk if this counts as an emergency or comfort request but ive been havin a REAL bad body image week nsnnnsnnnsnn could i maybe request headcanons for either oikawa or kuroo (u can pick if u wanna) with an s/o who is rlly self conscious about being chubby/has a really hard time with food and mayb feels like worthless because theyre not the ideal body type? idk sorry if thats dumb aaaah thank u sm if u choose to do this
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a/n: hey hun, im sorry to hear you’ve been having a rough time lately. this kind of request actually rlly hits close to home, and if u ever need anything, ur mor than welcome to reach out to me :) i can also help look for resources for help, anything really. this goes for all y’all! i dont want none y’all to feel alone with anything ur going thru cuz we’re in this together! and no need to thank me, the pleasure is mine luv 🥰💕 nothing about this is dumb, ur feelings are valid. i hope this will bring you n many others some comfort. also,, FUCK BODY STANDARDS MAKIN US BELIEVE THERE’S AN IDEAL TYPE BC THERE IS NONE N Y’ALL R BEAUTIFUL N IF U DUN THINK SO I WILL COME OVER DER,,, ok im done 🥰🥰 (more notes at the bottom of this, i talk a lot n think its important, didnt wanna add it up here bc it was too long lolol) tw: mentions of bad body and implies disordered eating behaviors
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 oikawa
♡ Oikawa was pretty keen, so when he observed a gradual shift in your behavior, he definitely took notice
♡ One day when you showed up to lunchtime empty-handed and sat with your two friends, casually chatting, Oikawa and Iwaizumi gave you a questioning look
♡ “Where’s your lunch, y/n?” Oikawa asked
♡ “Oh, I, uh, ate it already, actually.”
♡ Iwaizumi raised an eyebrow and offered you some of his, but you declined, thanking him and stating you were already full
♡ Later that day in class, however, Oikawa couldn’t help but notice the absence of your boxed lunch container in your unzipped backpack
♡ The next day, you came empty-handed again, blaming it on your forgetfulness during your rush to get to school
♡ However, it became a normal occurrence over time, and while you seemed fine, uneasiness began to prick inside Oikawa’s stomach
♡ Those smiles you wore appeared fragile, and the laughter that rumbled from your throat felt restrained
♡ You seemed more tired and unfocused than usual
♡ Preoccupied, withdrawn, and distant
♡ He could sense something was bothering you, no matter how much you may (or may not) have tried to hide it
♡ On his way to school one morning, he made sure to stop by a convenience store to pick one of your favorite snacks, thinking it was a simple gesture to brighten up the somber aura he’s been detecting from you
♡ “I have a surprise for you, y/n~” Oikawa announced with excitement, rummaging through his bag to pull out the snack and show it to you. “Look, it’s your favorite!”
♡ You could only offer him an uneasy smile, “Oh, you shouldn’t have...” You really shouldn’t have...
♡ When he noticed the tension in your body and expression, a frown appeared on his lips
♡ “Y/n? Is something wrong?” He reached out to place a comforting hand on your shoulder but you swiftly flinched away
♡ ”I’m fine..!”
♡ Surprised at your sudden movement and outburst, you both felt a split second of apprehension crackle in the air before you started to gather your items in a rush
♡ Sighing, you repeated, “I’m fine.”
♡ He wasn’t sure whether you were speaking to him or yourself
♡ “Thanks for the snack, but I’ll pass. Have it for me. You need it more, anyways; you have volleyball practice. I’ll see you tomorrow, Oikawa,” you offered him a solemn smile and left before he could even reply
♡ Some time had passed before he could finally get you to open up to him
♡ And when you did, it crushed his heart to see how much your insecurities broke you
♡ It hurt to hear how low you thought about yourself; how you couldn’t see the beauty in your being; how you deemed food, your body, and yourself as your worst enemies
♡ Thus bringing you to the conclusion that maybe you’d be happy and like yourself if you could just give up that midday snack or your school lunch
♡ Even raincheck a cafe date you were supposed to have together
♡ Maybe also skip dinner, sometimes breakfast the next morning as well
♡ You could manage on just water
♡ Little sacrifices to shed some weight, feel better, and get closer to your ideal body goals
♡ You admitted, however, to questioning whether any of it was worth it
♡ The constant states of hunger, pain, and defeat you lived in
♡ Only to feel as though you were getting nowhere
♡ Oikawa was well aware of today’s beauty standards. I mean, he himself was often praised for his natural charm and beauty
♡ And you felt you could never reach that ideal
♡ “Oikawa, you’re too good for me.”
♡ His eyebrows knitted in concern as he lifted his right hand to caress your cheek softly. “And why do you say that?”
♡ Tears threatened to prick at your eyes. All you could was stare at the ground in silent shame
♡ When you still said nothing, he leaned in closer, his brown gaze softly pleading
♡ “Y/n, look at me.”
♡ When your eyes flickered up to meet his own, Oikawa asked, “You know I love you, right?”
♡ His question was met with a meek, “Yes.”
♡ From your clouded glaze, he could tell that you had a hard time believing in your own response
♡  “Do you know why?”
♡ But before you could respond, he was already answering his own question
♡ “Well...” he began, glancing up in thought and wearing a small smile
♡ “Something about you makes me want to be by your side. I love to see your smiles and hear your laughter, but I always want to be there to hold you when you’re crying and in pain.”
♡ “You’re supportive. You understand what I need, and I don’t always have to explain myself to you. You take your time with me and make me feel like I can be myself. Not many people have stuck around to actually get to know me. Because of that, you’ve never failed to make my day a little better with just your presence.”
♡ “You’re strong and caring. I can rely on you to have my back, and I hope I provide that same comfort to you as well.”
♡ “I love being able to lazy around with you or go on adventures and discover something new. It’s comfortable and exciting at the same time.”
♡ “Your hands feel like they were made to hold mine.”
♡ He reached down to squeeze your hand gently
♡ “Kissing you makes me forget about everything else on my mind. I can just live in the present with you.”
♡ He moved close and gave you a peck above your eyebrow
♡ “You make me want to work hard and be a better person. You help motivate me to try my best, and you never give up on me. Why would I ever give up on you?”
♡  “I learn something new with you everyday. Like right now, I realize that I’ve never met someone who could so easily make my heart race as they could make my heart break.”
♡ “When I look at you, all I can think about is how beautiful you are and how lucky I am to have you in my life as a partner and one of my best friends. Nobody else could fill the gaps within me the same way you do.”
♡ Leaning over to brush his lips against your forehead, he muttered, “I’m going to love every part of you, inside and out. You’re already my ideal. I couldn’t ask for anything more. I could go on about every detail on why I feel so strongly for you, but I’m here to show you everything there is to appreciate about yourself because you’re worth every ounce of care and effort. And if you can’t see it in yourself right now, I’ll love you more than enough for the both of us until you learn to love yourself. I’m here to help.”
♡ And after crying out your tears into his shoulder as he held you close and rubbed your back, you both went to his house to relax and have some dinner
♡ He was patient with you, taking into account how having a meal may have made you feel anxious
♡ It was something small and simple that you two agreed to prepare and share, after some tender coaxing from Oikawa
♡ He later made a list in his journal about tips to keep in mind:
♡ ‘Check up on y/n often to see how they’re feeling’
♡ ‘Encourage them to eat meals/snacks. Don’t be too pushy, but be patient. Try to have eat with them when you can!’
♡ ‘Remind them they don’t have to earn the right to eat, and that their body doesn’t define their worth‘
♡ ‘Look into some mindfulness techniques!’
♡ ‘Don’t overvalue physical appearance. Also focus on all the other redeeming qualities y/n has! But of course I’m always gonna tell them they look cutee--’
♡ True to his word, he remained understanding
♡ He’s there to listen to you, or to sit with you in comforting silence
♡ During lunch he would share his food with you, reassuring you that it wasn’t something you had to avoid
♡ Some days he succeeds in encouraging you to share a milk bun or your favorite snack with him
♡ And on days you really didn’t feel like it, he never forces anything onto you and instead made sure you at least hydrated
♡ Oikawa spends some time doing research and gathering tips on how to help you
♡ Always reminds you of your worth and how you bring out the best in him
♡ He’ll never hold it against you if you ever become hostile, irritated, or in denial. He knows you’re hurting and doesn’t take it personally
♡ Sends you cute memes with all those emoji hearts
♡ Also some food puns (Oikawa: “I’m soy into you. Please brie mine. We are mint to be. I ap-peach-iate you. You got a pizza my heart. Olive you--” ; You: *puts a hand over his mouth* ; Oikawa: 🥺 ; You: “...olive you, too”)
♡ Always ready to give up what he’s doing to make sure you’re okay
♡ Will stay up with you late at night to talk on the phone
♡ Reminds you you’re beautiful at least 8 times a day
♡ If y’all ever go shopping and you try things on in the fitting room,, Oikawa would be your #1 hype man
♡ One time you tried something on, and you were almost too ashamed to step out and show him
♡ But when you did, you were met with his surprise and excitement
♡ “dfghjklkuyfuh” was all you could process from his incoherent speech before he insisted on treating you by purchasing it for you (Oikawa: “Can you wear this for me, like, everyday?” ; You: *weird look* “Why are you like this??” you love it tho--)
♡ Gushes internally over how cute you are during your movie + cuddle sessions, mostly pays attention to you rather than the movie
♡ Mid-movie be like:
♡ Oikawa: “So, uh, what’s happening again?
♡ You: -.- “You might as well google the whole synopsis instead of watching it”
♡ Oikawa: “...it’s not my fault you’re distracting, babe”
♡ Always politely excuses himself from his fangirls to get to you. Also reassures you he much prefers to be with you than anyone else and that you’re the best catch ;)) (You: “Oikawa, no” ; Oikawa: “y/n, yes”)
♡ Suggested doing some meditation together once
♡ You listened to a recording and you sat side by side on a mat, but Oikawa thought the person’s voice sounded funny so he had a hard time focusing
♡ But it ended with y’all laughing and making jokes as he lay his lead on your lap and you played with his hair
♡ Y’all get better at it tho
♡ Cooking dates! To try to show you that food isn’t an enemy and can bring people together :)
♡ Puts music on so y’all can jam together (Oikawa: “Oh my gosh, y/n, this is my favorite song, you’re not even rEADY to see me perform-- ; You: “Oikawa, t-the food! It’s burning!!”)
♡ Cooking dates also show that you should never leave the stove unattended
♡ Every once in a while he suggests seeking professional help. He wishes he could take away your pain and help you all his own, but he knows this is more complicated and required outside help, too
♡ Has help resources READY
♡ As well as small snacks like granola bars for you if you ever feel faint
♡ He doesn’t hesitate to confront you when he feels it’s necessary and he’s worried about your habits
♡ He handles things well, though, and often convinces you to take care of yourself more, even though he’s there to look after you
♡ Has made it his mission to help you win against your battle with insecurities
♡ Overall, he’s very caring and empathetic, hoping one day you’ll see yourself the way he sees you 💖 : strong, amazing, breathtaking, & perfectly imperfect
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♡ Occasionally, you would think about the day you broke down in front of him
♡ Your body racked with repressed whimpers as you tried to wipe the tears from your eyes and describe the recent state of your mind through choked sobs
♡ Lately, your thoughts were being especially relentless in making you feel miserable
♡ Oftentimes you’d be able to shove the negative thoughts to the back of your mind and carry on your day as usual, expertly acting as though everything in your life was going smoothly
♡ However, you found yourself fighting a losing battle against your own conscious, heavily preoccupied with thoughts of your own worthlessness
♡ And so you tried to cope
♡ But you were painfully aware of everything you felt was wrong with you
♡ You felt uncomfortable in your skin
♡ Every time you passed by your own reflection, you couldn’t help but mentally recoil at the image looking back at you
♡ Your clothes didn’t fit right
♡ Even when you opted for baggy clothes, you felt like you were taking up all the space in them
♡ Maybe it was the weight gain. You could see and feel it in your face, your arms, your stomach, your legs... everywhere
♡ You just wanted to hide away your shame
♡ Perhaps it was the dessert you allowed yourself to eat the other day. Foolish of you to think then that you wouldn’t regret it as much as you did afterwards
♡ As a consequence of those foolish actions, you made mental notes about anything and everything you ate. What it was, how much of it you had, etc
♡ Trying to restrict so that maybe you would lose some weight and come to like how you look
♡ Your obsessive thoughts of food and weight overtook your mind like a dark cloud
♡ Your favorite foods, which before would never fail to brighten your mood, taunted you with shame and guilt
♡ Exercise? Sometimes it was an activity you genuinely enjoyed. Other times, a chore that made you feel shitty or numb and reinforced your unhealthy desire to lose
♡ And you sometimes found yourself crying over your last meal, one you know you didn’t need. One you didn’t deserve
♡ And each time you released the reins on your self-control, you felt pathetic going against the vow you made to yourself  
♡ At this rate, you’d never be beautiful or be happy with yourself
-You’d remain unworthy, fat, disgusting--
-But before you could continue, your story was cut off by the impact of Kuroo’s embrace
-Your surprise silenced your sobs, and you could only stare wide-eyed at the space in front of you as you felt his arms squeeze tightly around your frame
-You both sat there for a few moments on your knees, with your back lightly leaning against a wall
- “I’m sorry for the pain you’re experiencing,” he begins softly. “Thank you for sharing with me. It must’ve taken a lot for you to do that.”
-He was right. It was your first time reaching out to another person about this. It was the last thing you thought you would’ve done today
- “I want to let you know that you shouldn’t be ashamed for feeling this way. Reaching out is important and brings you the help you need to get better. I know you might not want help right now or think that these thoughts and behaviors are a problem. However, telling me about all this shows that some part of you is recognizing there’s something wrong and you can’t always handle it on your own.”
-There were many reasons you kept this to yourself. You didn’t want to bother anyone else. Your problems seemed so trivial.  You worried saying them aloud would confirm your beliefs. You were scared people would see you differently. You--
-The intrusive thoughts never failed to make you feel ashamed
-However, it was oddly comforting to release the pent up emotions. To know you didn’t have to bottle up this burden anymore, and that you weren’t alone
-You were about to murmur in response when,
- “Also, you’re an idiot, y/n.”
- “Wow, thanks, as if I don’t already think that about myself,” you bit back in response
-You were about to shove him away just when he released his grip around your body and placed his hands on your shoulders
-His eyes shone with determination and a faint, inviting smile spread on his lips
- “You are the one of the single most important things in my life. I just mean you’re an idiot in the sense that you’re overevaluating one aspect to define your whole self. You’ve forgotten about all your other redeeming qualities that contribute to who you are.”
♡ “Your size, weight, shape; none of that matters. What matters is your health and happiness. Neglecting yourself in order to reach an ‘ideal’ that you’ve concluded is the answer to your self-worth is only bringing you farther away from what you truly want.”
♡ “I don’t mean to downplay any of your emotions or how significant this is to you. Your first step was to put your trust into someone else about this. That’s done. Now, I’m here to help you undergo self-evaluation and serve as encouragement on your journey to self-love and acceptance.”
♡ “I also want to remind you progress is not linear. There will be times when things are harder, and that’s okay; it’s part of the process. If you’re open to getting better in the future, I’m sure as hell going to be there every step of the way.”
♡ And with a soft peck to the forehead and another hug, he nuzzled into your neck and muttered, “I love you. And I want you to love yourself. So, please, allow me to help you through this and I guarantee that by the end of it all, it’ll have been so worth it.”
♡ Unsure what to say, you gripped his jacket tighter, buried your head in his shoulder, and muttered, “Thank you.”
♡ While the negative feelings about yourself remained afterward, you were relieved that your boyfriend was supportive and calm
♡ He treated you the same as always, teasing you over dumb things while making you feel like you stood among the highest peaks on Earth
♡ The day after, he had shown up to your house, weary-eyed and carrying his backpack
♡ “Kuroo? Why are you here? Also, why do you look so tired??”
♡ He stepped into your house with a yawn. He stretched his arms, then reached for his bag and whipped out his laptop
♡ “I stayed up a bit last night to do some research, babe! I also learned a lot about nutrition and molecular gastronomy, so I could help you come up with a meal plan that you’re okay with!”
♡ You were touched he was educating himself on how to help you
♡ But you drew the line at the science jokes-- (Kuroo: “You know you love them.” ; You: “‘Na’ I don’t.” ; Kuroo: :ooo “Did you just-- Marry me.”) (Na = sodium lol)
♡ His nutritional research helped you to learn the contents of food beyond calories; mans explains the vitamins, nutrients, amino acids, etc in them that you need and their benefits
♡ “Trout, avocados, and almonds have vitamin E, which is good for your skin! Oh, and don’t get me started on bananas. Yes, they have carbs (which your body needs anyway as a source of energy!), but POTASSIUM?? Shit’s gonna regulate your fluid balance, maintain heart health, stimulate normal muscle function, AND help your brain to communicate with the rest of your body!”
♡ ALSO cooking dates; just as chaotic (“Aw mannn, the egg exploded all over the microwave!” dont ask y it was being microwaved)
♡ Over time, he’s taken mental notes about your thoughts, feelings, triggers, etc
♡ He’s quick to pick up on your mood and will always ask you how you’re doing
♡ Tries to do something special for you on days you’re especially not feeling well, like taking you on a spontaneous date! (You: “Do you know how to ice skate?” ; Kuroo: “Uhh,,, after today, I will hopefully”)
♡ But will also opt for staying in with you and cuddling when you don’t want to go out (Kuroo: “I heard this movie is soooo bad! ...wanna watch it?”)
♡ Invited you to the beach with his team during the first week of summer
♡ You were unsure about this, since that meant going out in public, potentially with minimal clothing
♡ You initially sat on a beach towel under an umbrella, wearing the security of a T-shirt. He’d been aware of how you felt ever since he asked you to come, so he would sit with you and link an arm around your shoulder
♡ “I’m lucky I get to spend this day with you,” he’d say. “You look gorgeous. You always do. Now, I wanna see you smile and have fun. Let’s go take a dip, yeah?” He offered his hand, which you shyly took, and pulled you up
♡ Then immediately picked you up and started running to the water to get you soaking wet, and you were forced to ditch the heavy, waterlogged shirt
♡ However, you silently thanked him for his sweet words, making you feel secure enough to just forget your worries and enjoy the warm sun and cool water
♡ He also tries his best to lessen your anxieties over food and often shares/eats meals with you
♡ Reminds you everyday how much you’re worth to him and that there’s nothing about you that needs to change
♡ This sweet, protective, n smart boi will treat you how you deserve. It’s a guarantee he’ll be there through thick and thin, and he’s excited for the day you realize you’re just as amazing as he knows you are 💕
a/n: oop this was rlly long lol mb, i just may or may not personally know a bit about this so i went oFF
also neded to some som silly n fluff bc we all need dat
also, these r like kinda hc’s ?? but also a deconstructed oneshot/scenario?? bc they provide some rly brief bg story? one from more  of the character perspective while the other more on y/n before we get  to the hc’s about how he treats y/n. how everyone struggles w body image is different n i wanted to portray a bit of what it felt like and how it could manifest in ppl’s behaviors/thoughts. however, this is not to say that everyone feels exactly like this. what i wrote only represents a fraction of it all.
by providing some sort of bg i hope im not making u feel like this isnt u  or that u cant relate, pls lmk if i need to change anything to make it  right for u <3 ok now im actually done sry long author’s note  rfguhofe this is just rlly important to me y’all  , stay safe n take care, much luv for u <3
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