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imagineurfavs · 3 years

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Nu’est - Baekho A-Z

“I knowww you’re in hiatus but would you consider a Baekho A-Z ??? Your last couple asks have me thinking fr”

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A - Aftercare

Boy gets so cuddly afterwards, he just wants to lay together until the end of time lmao, so it’ll probably take him a minute to even think about aftercare. But he’ll probably run a bath or shower for you

B - Body Part (their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner)

on himself he likes his arms, they’re big and strong, he loves that he can hold you close to him no matter what position yall are in. On his partner he likes their legs, esp when you wrap them around his waist when he’s on top of you...oof...nice.

C - Cum

Likes the intimacy of cumming inside you, but if that’s not an option, he likes to cum on either your stomach or your chest. He’ll glance at it for a second, looking super proud, then rush off all bashful and shy to go get a towel lmao

D - Dirty Secret (a dirty secret of theirs)

Sometimes he cries when he cums lol. Not bc he's like overly in his feelings or anything like that, like it's just a reflex that happens sometimes and he has no idea why. He won't be like full on bawling either but like you'll look over at him and just see his eyes all glossy with like a single tear drop on his cheek djdjd

E - Experience

It’s a tricky one lmao. I feel like he’s just got a natural way with people lol, he’s a pro at wooing anyone. However, he doesn’t strike me as much of a one night stand kinda guy. Idk, I’d say he’s got a fair amount of experience, but from relationships, so like...its moreso, he’s done it a lot, rather than he’s done a lot of different stuff...yknow??

F - Favourite Position

Anything where he can keep your face close to his and maintain close eye contact. He likes being able to whisper sweet nothing's in your ear and kiss you freely whenever he wants

G - Goofy (are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous etc)

I wouldn't say he's humorous per se, but he's just smiley and sweet lol. He likes to keep the atmosphere warm and loving, the last thing he wants is for you to feel uncomfortable in his company

H - Hair (how well groomed are they)

He’s not like, immaculately clean shaven, but he’s not super wild either lol, he keeps it at a middle ground.

I - Intimacy (how are they during the moment, romantic aspect)

Mans a total romantic, even in times when yall are in a rush and it's just a question of chasing that climax, even then he's just got words of love flowing non stop out of his mouth

J - Jack Off (Masturbation)

Almost every day, if not every day lol. It’s something he just kinda does without thinking. Like, he’ll be in bed, winding down, relaxing...then without knowing it his hand is in his pants lmao

K - Kinks (one of more of their kinks)

Now, this is where it gets a lil controversial lmao. I dont think Baekho is a dom. Not at all. Just bc he’s a big guy doesn’t mean he’s dominant lol; Baekho is the truest of switches you could ever see. 100% switch lol. He literally just wants to please, he just wants to make you feel good. As for actual kinks, I dont think he has that many that are that out there. He likes some light marking (giving & receiving), edging (receiving), and maybe a tiny hint of a femdom kink.

L - Location (Favourite places to do the do)

Anywhere where y’all can move about freely, that's literally his only requirement lol. He doesn’t wanna be cramped up in a tiny spice, which also means no car sex lol sorry lads

M - Motivation (What turns them on)

One of the easiest men to rile up on the planet lol. Three things that get Dongho all hot and flustered lol:

1. tell him how much you love his body. (bonus points if you tell him how hot he looks working out and that you appreciate how hard he works for his body lol)

2. Show the tiniest bit of skin, he loves it when you wear a shirt that sits a tiny bit higher than usual and he can see your lower stomach when you move.

3. Literally just hold his gaze for 0.5 seconds longer than usual lol

N - NO (something they won't do, turn offs)

I feel like literally the only thing he’s unwavering on is his stance on three(or more)somes. He’s really not a sharing kinda guy. He doesn't wanna bring someone else in and potentially mess up y’alls dynamic. It’s something he cant even bear thinking about.

O - Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)

He can be a bit relentless when it come to giving lol, he'll hold your hips down with all his strength as he just totally feasts on your core. Deliberately makes the most lewd noises tryna get you to blush.

When receiving, boy he is LOUD, he'll be talking you through it like "fuuuuuuck yes baby, I know your throat can take all of me" "your pretty lips take me so well" he'll grab your hair and hold your head still as he cums, gets the fattest smirk on his face is he sees his load dripping out the sides of your mouth too,,,,,ooof. But then once again, he'll get all shy and bashful afterwards lol like he can't believe what he just said to you didjdjd

P - Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc)

I don't really think he has any set pace lol it can vary every time. I feel like it'd depend on the vibe of the day, like, if it's been a while and he's missed you beyond belief then it'd be much more slower and sensual. But if it's like,,,gotta chase that nut, then he can get pretty fast. I don't think he'd ever cross over into being rough, but his thrusts can get like, firm and...sharp lmao

Q - Quickies (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc)

Yes yes yes. Loves them. They usually tend to be a lot more giggly and fun than regular full sessions too lol

R - Risk (are they down to experiment, do they take risks?)

Eeeeeeh, a little bit. He's a bit of a baby in terms of pain so I feel like anything that could maybe hurt, even if it's something as simple as spanking or light restraints, could take a little convincing lol. He is definitely down...mans just needs reassuring he won't like die lol

S - Stamina (how many rounds can they go, how long do they last? etc)

I mean, he’s a healthy guy lol, he’s gonna have super good stamina. I feel like there’d be literally no stopping him, he can go for however long you need him too. You might wanna get as much as you can out of him though bc once he's done, he's done for the night lmao

T - Toy (do they own toys do they use them on a partner or on themselves?)

He doesn’t own any himself, but that’s not to say he’s not open to experimenting with any. He just wont do it of his own volition lol. Hes thought about getting some numerous times though but he just doesn't wanna be the one to bring it up

U - Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Not really a fan, he just doesn’t understand it lol. He’s not big on teasing or being teased; he's not good at holding back when he's the one *trying* to tease you, and he gets so so fidgety and antsy when being teased lol. He’d much rather just get to the main event lmao

V - Volume (how loud are they, what type of sounds they make)

Lots of loud sighs and choked out groans. He can get quite high pitched, which he’s honestly a little embarrassed of lol. He gets louder slowly the closer he gets to climax, he’ll attach his mouth to your neck as he starts to get louder; tryna muffle any sounds bc he doesn't wanna hear himself like that lmao

W - Wild Card (a random headcannon)

Okay. This is where this whole thing started lol. Baekho is not a dom, he’s also not a sub either. BUT, he get’s so unbelievably turned on by watching you take control. Like he just thinks you have this aura to you when you’re the one pinning him down and getting what you want from him. It’s literally the only time he ever enjoys edging too; he'd never do it to himself, nor does he do it to you, but for some reason having you edge him, having himself be totally at your mercy is just...omg

X - X-ray (what's going on inside those pants)

Average/maybe a tiiiny bit below average in terms of length, but pretty veiny and he’s got some nice girth lol

Y - Yearning (How high is their sex drive)

I feel like it’s either one extreme or the other lol. It’s either he can’t keep his hands off you at all for days on end, or he’s just busy occupied with other stuff and his mind doesnt even go in that direction...there’s no way of knowing sksks

Z - Zzz... (How quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

As long as he's happy that you're both fully satisfied, he'll be out like a light almost instantly lmao

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astrology-with-charu · 3 years

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20 Jan 3:38pm ET Mars Conjunct Uranus 6º44’

Aquarius Season Begins ! Focus of Feb 2021 by sign :

So we have talked about it, warned about it, fret a little about it and at the same time felt a little excited about it. Mars Conjunct Uranus is here. As its not just a day long transit we have felt this about a week or so coming in and would continue to feel for a week on the way out though it wouldn’t ever be fully out. Fixed aspects are such they are never out of our system.

They create long term shifts in fixed corners of our psyche.

This is the most interesting aspect and to some its scary & erratic as well as it acts out of character or norm and its unpredictable. I have this aspect in my natal chart in a square and I can tell you people who deal with me have that kind of varied response too. Some find my actions interesting, some erratic, some strong willed and some think I am downright nuts - mission accomplished, keep them guessing 😉 When Mount Etna slowly but surely exploded its lava out after seething for a while it reminded me of this aspect. Whatever is hemmed in surely explodes - thats one thing thats certain of this aspect - Need for Freedom.

We take what we want from each aspect and each person so I am going to try and see if we can draw the best of this aspect. It happens every year & in Taurus it helps over seven years release fixity in comfort zone corners of our life in food, in money, in assets, in economy, in voice, in talents. The special and unique thing about it this year and about 2021 as a whole is that this aspect are / will aspect the 5 planets in Aquarius over Jan and Feb - nothing real or noticeable happens without a square - I mean what’s the point if it wont be in your face 😉. You cant ignore a square, its not easy but it makes sure you notice it and do something about it cause otherwise it just hurts too much to live with it. It actives us to make the shift.

So if you feel the pain in places you used to draw comfort from, know its your body and psyche giving you hints like boulders to make that shift.

I noted where and what this aspect is happening in my 2021 note as thats something where every fabric of your being would look for more freedom and shift in. How will it play out though, where would it manifest is another story cause those 5 planets in Aquarius in this season will help you put the sand in the sandpit for you to play in and display your need for freedom, brilliance and change. Mercury will also be going retrograde in Aquarius (30 Jan-20Feb) so you will have some rethink, rework before you put the first layer in - this process will go on this year as Saturn and Jupiter go back and forth over it helping you create source of your next 20 years of growth using this first layer of sand you are putting in Aquarius season.

Videos by sign done before :

https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLv3tUTLu8-MT2IvHWqfAHwrOXVpEPjfxw

Across signs Mars Uranus is a volatile energy so physically you would want to be careful with devices, knives etc especially fixed signs : Taurus, Aquarius, Leo and Scorpio especially planets around 7º.

Let’s begin - by sign what are you about to begin:

#Aries : Network, platform, investment gains, group of influential

Looking to have a platform or a group of influential people or a fan base or a set of like minded people - your tribe who can work on the new vision you have of your life. That’s where it will manifest. What’s the driver and what’s the Mars Uranus restleness and brilliance - its in your money, confidence, self respect and assets house. You seek freedom in financials, radical self confidence in your personal assets and its a drive to prove your worth to none other than yourself. It’s you wanting to play and have fun with assets and money without being tied down. Creating all of it from the things that bring you bigger vision of life and helps you connect with people on larger scale instead of being confined and limited in your outlook to life. So you would work on money & asset shifts and manifest it in form of a platform or a network or a group of like minded people working on a larger vision - also through investments beyond a job, gains from investments. Detachment from fixity of assets and any kind of source of income that inhibits your freedom would seem urgent and essential. It might almost feel manifestation of your vision is impossible without it. Money becomes a means to freedom and you look to stop trading money for time as how you spend your time becomes more meaningful. A step towards that vision is what this season is about.

#Taurus : Job, career, leadership style, your title

Looking to start a new job or a new way to do a job or a shift in title - what you are know as and known for, shift in how you are a leader of your life. Driver is you don’t want to be who you were before. You want to detach from your past life in some ways as you would like to be more authentic to yourself, be more of you instead of what others want you to be or see you as. As you “show yourself” so as to speak - the existing mode of how you express yourself - which is normally our profession, our formal title - would also shift with it cause you want it to. Mars Uranus right now might make you feel very rebellious - wanting to jump out of your skin - sorry I don’t know why the werewolf analogy is popping in my head - you are beautiful inside out - but as risk of offending you I will use that analogy. It’s about you about to pop out - if you are a wolf inside and have been a sheep outside, it wont work for you especially not in your job. Yes it can be an erratic display, a conflict, a fight with authority but you know what - its long overdue probably. We can manage how it looks but not how it is - how it is , is how it is. So it would be a bit of truth time and time to move to what’s more real to you as you make a new start this season in your work.

#Gemini : Travel (jeez talk about being a tease), adventure, higher education, publication, putting your content on a platform, teach, higher mind

Geminis are going places, wanting to start something that gives them adventure, gives them that high vibe they crave. Aquarius season activates a very positive and to some extend radical part of their chart - this is what makes them so brilliant and interesting. They get radical also positively. They look like they are thinking of ten things at a time seemingly lost on all ten but inside they are synthesizing how to take over the world. This is where Gemini converge all they have learned and put it into a book, into a publication, on a platform, they teach, they engage with people who are different and far from them using tech and state of art platforms, they create state of art platforms to publish information thats useful and meaningful. Their drive is this Mars and Uranus bringing all thats within to right in from of them - they don’t feel scared any more of endings, of facing any demons within or outside, of facing their own fears - they have got to do it cause they are after finding their place in this wide wide universe. They are after establishing meaning of their existence and wanting to make it valuable beyond imagination. They want to wrap all their hidden talents, hidden insecurities and light it all on fire to get out in the open. It’s almost like they are asking - let me see how my worst fears play out - let me see what was I really afraid of. So I don’t ever have to use that word “fear” ever again anymore. Preach Gemini we are all ears!

#Cancer : Give & take in partnerships, Karmic, depth, healing

You know they say those who hurt so much, learn to heal others of their hurt. I always think of Cancerians when they say that. Cause why else would God or higher powers make them feel so much... unless it was to help them understand how every living being feels in every living instance. Human emotions isn’t the only thing Cancerians are expert on using their intuition on - they are sensitive on knowing the undercurrent of society and even financial world if they apply themselves to it. They are brilliant in seeing things below the surface but they create a protective layer even against their own intuition sometimes cause sometimes what they see hurts them. That sometimes makes a Cancerian stay in dysfunction longer than they should. So its a new wave of detaching ourselves from what’s karmic what’s bad for us and our intuition has told us so many times but we have been shielding ourselves from our own knowing. Its time to start a new ledger and put a knot on all old karmic ties so you establish a blank slate. A new start in much more powerful way of being when it comes to partnership, seeing the writing on the wall and handle give and take differently in relationships, use your depth and intuition in financial matters where you know things way ahead of time. Using your knowledge of matters unknown to others by putting that knowledge out on a platform, on a screen, for wide population to see. Sharing your depth, your knowing, your ideas with a larger set for their benefit versus reserving all your heart and love for one. Uranus and Mars will introduce you to unique people, offer you opportunities to work on new and state of art platforms to put your knowledge on and help you detach from past patterns in relating to others. Love is a tough topic, actually not love but intimacy and that depth & returns you seek in relationship is cause may be for far too long we have been mistaking unease, dysfunction, pain and karmic for depth and love. Love is not supposed to feel like pain. This is process of relearning it all by detaching from dysfunction. Starting new without the heavy.

#Leo : Clients, contract, commitment

Restless restless Leos have been looking for that thing, that thing they don’t know what thing, but that thing in their work, in their business, in their title, in the way they rule that domain of theirs - that links what they feel inside with a manifestation outside. They feel like a king or a queen inside - larger than life, magnanimous, caring for the people who benefit from just their smiling confident gaze. That’s their true self, that’s who they were born to be. But then life got in between and daily annoyances, need to pay the bills and take care of people got in the way. Licking the wounds of not being themselves for far too long, Leos have been waiting to roar. Fixed signs are triggered and Leos are on top of the list cause they crave and need to break out of these shackles that hold their mind down and make them be who they know within they are not. The place they would want to be themselves the most would be in how they handle their job, their work and especially in the one on one interactions with their clients and partners. You are preparing a stage for your enormous potential. It could be by working towards a new contract that allows to access to the client or people who you crave to connect with or gives you the kind of freedom and eclectic freedom and brilliance in work you crave. You want your clients, your partners, your platform to benefit from your ideas and brilliance. You need a mode to convey that - may its not in the traditional job or may be a traditional job needs to follow some new rules to make that happen. Either ways if there is not a way you will make a way - such is the fixed intensity of your Mars Uranus in your career - it will make you jump through jobs, rebel at jobs, create unique roles, create unique career - till you have got it. What would you start new to make it all happen - a new contract, a new commitment, a new partnership or a unique disruptive partner which helps you explore your own psych to see why any of the titles not fitting who you feel within. May be cause what you want doesn’t exist right now, may be cause you are a creator and not a follower, may be its time to stop looking for someone to create what you want and make it yourself.

#Virgo : Order, job, project, coworkers, work place, mind body connection

When Uranus first entered their house of higher mind over two years back, it was almost like something very subtly but surely shifted in them. Whatever they thought they knew about life and where theirs’ is going at least changed. It’s a weird thing - philosophy - its supposed to be nebulous, non physical thing but its one thing in our life which if shifts - everything consequently has to shift to adjust it. As their philosophy in life shifted and is in process of fully changing who they are - Virgos have to adjust the most important thing in their life to adjust that to go with it - their own daily routines, the thread of life that runs their physical existence - their processes, their work environment, who they work with and what kind of projects they work on and most importantly how they take care of your body. Its a cause of friction when your life philosophy and who you are within has expanded but you still continue to work with the same people or employ the same people you did before or the way you handle your body and your routines stay the same. When your higher mind has been set free you need to start a new chapter in your physical reality as well - new start in your own daily routines, when you work out, where you work out, how you take care of your body, what kind of projects you work on, who you work with or who you hire, what’s the structure of your work place, what’s the kind of workplace you go to. Its got to reflect it all - your daily environment has to mirror your higher vision else you will feel a friction in your body and that friction would show up in form of non stop conflicts with coworkers or unease in health. Use this season to break a pattern and start anew.

#Libra : Risk appetite, love, passions, children, joy

People have a lot against pandora box - I love the unexpected nature of it all - I love the fact that it shows that side of us that we knew was in us but it wasn’t oh so kosher to show up cause of others. But when you close it - the gifts go back in as well as does hope, joy and passion. The very balanced and my beautiful Librans can write their own book on balance and the evils of opening such boxes but what if it was knocking on their own doors. Uranus and Mars wakes up a dormant yet very important part of Librans thats not only powerful, its essential to help them make their passions come to life. Some call it kundalini release some call it that coiled serpent - one thing thats common in it all is that its not something that anyone attaches with a Libra archetype. Its raw passion, even anger, jealousy, need to be powerful, establish that right give and take in partnership, knowing your own worth and not being shy of making it evident and asking returns that corraborate that. Its somewhat essential to release that - cause its also the part of you that helps you go after your desires, helps you take a bit of risk in your love and professional life, helps you give birth to what you love and would cherish as your legacy. So thats where we begin - driver is to come into your own power, to release archaic ways of give and take in partnership, to let the patterns play out as they should and not on basis of how good or bad they look. What you start new to give that drive an outlet is a new passion, a new appetite for risk in life and that could be in form of a new love, a new hobby, a child, a business thats like a child - its you giving birth to what you would love, cherish and is an extension of your love for self. This is excellent season for you Libra as its your house of joy which is woken up but its facing a hesitance - a bit like resistance to ones own happiness as it requires you to go out of your element to get there. It requires you to not hide the powerful side of you when you deal with others and let them know what you know.

Don’t reduce yourself to make mediocre feel comfortable. They aren’t elevated, we become mediocre in the process.

#Scorpio : Home, family, ancestors, place of living, comfort

People don’t understand why a Scorpio needs to be sure before going into something or going “steady” and why they have to “sense” out things. Sage the hell out of their aura cause they are about to occupy mine for a lifetime says my Scorpio rising.

People don’t get that as much as we are eager to act and ready to face any consequence, we have a fixity in our relationships and partnerships. Partners and relationships never leave Scorpios even when they leave. But the “please no drama” zone of partnerships to be honest has become a bit of battlefield lately. What are we fighting for though. More freedom, more authenticity possibly. But may be more passion, more expression, more dynamism. Its such a contradiction isn’t it - the area we seek the most stability in - we also seek the most excitement and freedom in as well. That kind of freedom can only be based in trust, can only be based if we feel stable in our footing. Feel sure of the ground we stand on and then we can build all the existing relationships, connect with unique partners and clients / networks with. Aquarius season and this year of Saturn Jupiter in our house of home, family, place of living is aiming to do just that. Beef up the home metaphorically and physically. So this season we do something new in that direction so we can take more risks in our business and personal partnerships. We embellish our home, shift houses, countries, find a home within home and find the resources that beef us up from within or find that tribe we can call family that help us get there. Nothing above the surface can fly higher without that home as much as we would want to run away from it. So it might be time to put roots, find that place or do something make your family comfortable in some ways so you have a sure footing within - by purchasing real estate or changing your lease or shifting something in the house or deciding which country you would live in. Normally modern family structures and home structures suit us, possibly away from place of birth or away from parents in some ways - Scorpios cherish the closeness that comes from letting them have their “space” - may be time to find a bit of space so you can think, create and draw strength from. Beef those roots up.

#Sagittarius : Communication, immediate environment, commercial skills

Like a fish out of water, Sagittarius might have put themselves in a zone totally out of their comfort zone cause what they themselves don’t understand right now is that traditional isn’t cutting it for them as much as they are trying. Old isn’t vast enough to let them be who they need to be. The kind and level of commercial success and to some extend the kind of impact they are looking for doesn’t come from traditional careers. They are looking to create something unique and its coming in tough by sticking to old work environment or even that environment might have stopped suiting who they are becoming. Its a process that started over two years back when Uranus first started in their house of work and health - creating a bit of environment of restless brilliance which is just waiting to pop but not yet finding possibly its outlet. Not yet finding that outlet cause may be using the old skill sets and using the old teachings / learnings or old modes and methods of selling / communicating. When you cannot stand the confinement of your surrounding, usually your immediate environment needs a shift - as does the people you see on a daily basis, the road to work you take, the car or vehicle you use and the platforms / devices you use for communicating your perspective along with the words that you are communicating. This new start this season is an up skill to a new commercial reality by changing what you talk, what you sell, what your talents are. I love that unique brilliant futurist sign of Aquarius sits in mind of Sagittarius - it makes them say what they think but also say what they see far ahead of time. They blurt out outstanding thoughts... well without a thought. Possibly a new course can be pretty helpful just to open your mind to new way to commercialize those brilliant thoughts. Perhaps a new neighbourhood or new surroundings can open the mind to more suitable environment that help you commercialize. Perhaps a new platform or new communication devices help support your work in the way you would like. Perhaps a new route to work could help support the new health routine you are looking for. Anything that opens your mind to new economy would be a helpful hand in your journey to get more freedom in your work and provide a platform for you to express your ahead of time ideas. But speak, sell, communicate, connect, commercialize - its time to.

#Capricorn : Money, assets, networth and self worth

I have said it before and I am going to shout from the rooftops till everyone knows, I love love the Uranus transit Capricorn are getting on. Its so freeing - its going to free their sense of joy, their ability to connect with the fun playful innocent child within which has been forced to grow up way too fast with the last few years of transit. Uranus in your house of joy and passions is screaming to release all thats fun, confident, talented, creative, passionate about you. You feel driven to take the risks you have not taken in love, in money, in business - it creates this radical confidence in your ability to bring things to life, in your ability to give birth to the unique thoughts within. And it all, as with everything else with Capricorn, has got to be something real - something touch it feel it. The manifestation of it all to start with could be seen in your financials , in your assets, in things you are going to buy or invest in. Aquarius season starts a new cycle in your networth and self worth. New source of income, new asset, new investment, new purchase that would add to your networth and a new sense of self that helps you go after getting true value of your talents. You might even go after aquiring some talents that help you create more value e.g. in stock markets. You are on a new journey where you want to be free of guilt in being happy, in being fruitful, uninhibited smile - whatever brings that on, bring that on!

#Aquarius : You

Everyone’s talking about you or of you, you don’t necessarily like that... you didn’t ask for it but may be you did - its all been going stale for a while so you did ask for it all to become interesting and it all started being a bit more interesting two years back and now its just all changing way too fast. More importantly think I am changing too fast and rest is changing with me cause my comfort zone is shifting - cause well I wanted to do something different. So here it is that time to start new life, new you in your season - Happy Aquarius Season to you and happy birthday to Aquarius Sun. It just is how your season would be for next few years but this is a landmark one as lot of energy concentrated in your sign is being challenged by your own inertia to change things cause you feel the comfort zone will be lost in some ways - not registering there is no comfort zone anymore. When a kite has taken a flight there is no ground to rest on so its better to learn to fly breathlessly a bit cause stopping isn’t an option at this stage. Unprecedented growth is the reward awaiting of you taking over the reigns of your life in your hand. You have taken a journey where you are fully owning everything in your life, now so don’t look back - start another new chapter in that new direction you have decided to go on. There could be physical volatility in home, family or place of living - its like some constant ground you stood on is shaking - cause its limiting your ability to go where you need to. Its like you need to almost forget where you came from to become who you need to be - leaving the nest is one thing, forgetting the patterns that physically kept you there is another. This is like you are literally being reprogrammed as a person - physically in your body, in your fitness, in what kind of a leader you are and how you show up to the external world. And as part of that reprogramming, your old patterns would have to be irrevocably erased. Whatever it takes!

#Pisces : Peace, healing, health, recognizing your hidden talents & place in universe

Most brilliant creators go to isolation away from everyone to create their masterpiece even though the masterpiece is for the enjoyment of the very people they are going away from. Its like somehow they need to connect with themselves before they can give to others their best work. Its like for it all to be kosher pure chaste and brilliant it needs to be all free of any influence. Do you feel the need to shut all that noise sometimes so you can hear what the universe is trying to talk just to yourself - so you can find why you came here - what is your role and what are you here to serve. Uranus in your house of mind, create such sensitivity and brilliance in your mind that you feel sometimes an idea a minute coming - yet not having an outlet for it all sometimes just leaves a restless feeling that makes it impossible to settle down or sleep sometime. What if you needed a beat to put it all down, what if you needed to create your island so you can in that silence synthesize all that the rest of the connections have inspired you to think of. I am in no way suggesting its time to go on a mountain but I am saying there are two parts of you - conflicting parts of you fighting it out right now. One is teaming with day to day bustle, so much talk, so much information, so much connection, so many ideas, so many people in surrounding acting erratically. Yet not being able to leave that cause I know I can create here something unique, I am learning so much commercially, I am meeting so many unique people, I am actively engaged in my mind and body. Yet this can make you exhausted and scattered. Aquarius season and this year helps you find that corner behind the stage where all the real work happens. You work on a network project behind the scene there, you find peace in your thoughts there, you possibly connect with your hidden skills there, you meditate, put yourself in unique healing positions and potions to bottle all that brilliance into something of value, something of impact, something that can benefit many people. Gift that place behind the stage this season by starting a practice, finding your spirituality again, work on a behind the scene project thats your vision, deal with your fears and inner world. Its going to completely change how you deal with that active, bustling yet brilliant external life of yours. All innovators do this and you are one. All innovators also decide to give away & serve before they get & gain.

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darkmulti · 4 years

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Rough sex with Jungkook plsssss!🥺

Jungkook x female reader

Genre: Smut

Good ol’ jealous boyfriend rough sex

Car sex 🥵

‘Basic’ kinks, somnophilia, and spitting? Some people might not like that.

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“When we go inside, don’t leave my side. Understand?” You sigh and roll your eyes. “Yes, now can we go?” Jungkook gets out of the car and you do too. He comes around and wraps his arm around your waist and guides you inside.

Today his friend Jimin, was throwing a party at his place and you two were invited. You knew that one of Jungkook’s friend Taehyung, took interest in you before you and Jungkook started dating. You’ve kept everything mutual with him, but Jungkook doesn’t believe it, which is why he was acting super possessive.

“Jungkook, loosen your grip.” You said, feeling annoyed and disappointed, knowing that he didn’t trust you. “No” he instead held you harder and closer. “You’re being annoying, stop it.”

“I’m not being annoying. Well I’m not trying to be. But you know I’m insecure, so stop making insensitive decisions.”

You didn’t reply. You weren’t being insensitive, he just didn’t trust you which made you upset. You manage to slip out of his grip and go talk to your friends who were also at the party.

Jungkook, like a little puppy, followed close behind, holding your hand. Having enough of his nonsense, you turn around, “go talk to your friends kook. Socialize. We live together. We can always talk to each other.”

He clenched his jaw and let go of your hand. “Fine, call me when you want to leave and be careful! Don’t drink too much too!”

“Yeah yeah yeah, go on now.” You kiss his cheek then go the opposite direction, not looking back. Later that night, a tipsy Taehyung made its way to your friend group. He was being a little close then usual, so you back up and ask if he’s okay.

“I’m a coward Y/N. I didn’t confess my feelings in time. Now you’re taken away from me.”

“Taehyung you’re drunk.” You said, laughing it off, though your heart could’ve jumped out of your chest.

“I’m not drunk, let me show you how much you really mean to me.” He moves closer until you push him away. “Taehyung stop! I have a boyfriend who also happens to be your bestfriend!”

“It was suppose to be the other way around! You were suppose to be my girlfriend!” Jungkook heard the ruckus and jumped into action. He pulled Taehyung off of you, but before he could punch him, you push Jungkook away and pull him outside.

“Don’t hit him. It’s gonna cost you a friendship.”

“I don’t care! He almost kissed you! When were you going to call me? After he kissed you?! Because you wanted him, right?”

“Jungkook are you hearing yourself right?!”

He doesn’t respond. He just grabs your wrist and pulls you to the car and starts driving.

“Jungkook we can’t ignore this. We need to talk about our relationship.”

“There’s nothing to talk about.”

“Yes there is! And I’m tired of you ignoring the issue!”

“THERE IS NO ISSUE! I was going to wait till we got home, but you’ve made daddy very angry.”

Jungkook turns into an underground parking lot and goes a couple floors lower so no one will see you. “Take your panties off.” You unbuckle your seat belt and slide the panties off.

“Give it to me.” You pick it up and gave it to him and watch him feel it. “Wet like always. Who are you this wet for?”

“You.”

“Try again, liar.”

“But daddy.. I’m not lying.” You look at him with your big, innocent eyes, hoping he would let this go. “Get in the back.” You crawl into the back and wait for him. He gets out of the car and opens the back seat door, while taking off his pants. “My little princess hasn’t gotten a good fucking in a long time. That’s why she’s been so disobedient, right.”

You nod your head and put a finger in your mouth, slightly sucking on it. His cock springs out and his your lower stomach. Your eyebrow raise at the sight of it. The veins popping out, the precum dripping down his long, hard, thick cock. Just seeing it was enough to make you cum.

He grabs your small wrist and pins it above your head, then shoves his monster cock in, making you scream. “DADDY! You’re too big!” You whine, tears falling down your face. “Shut up! You wanted this.”

Jungkook brings your hips up to line up with his, so that it’s easier to pound into you. “Stop crying, faker. I know you fucking love it.” You moan and let him do whatever after feeling the pleasure rush in. “Y-you’re so deep inside me. It feels so good.”

“Open your mouth.” Eagerly, you do, and he spit right in it. “Swallow.” You gulp it down and he leans down to kiss you. “Good girl. Daddy loves it when you’re obedient.”

“Thank you daddy. B-but can I please please touch you. Your skin is so soft.” He lets go of your wrist and your hands make its way to his arm muscles. His other hand was still on your neck, but you didn’t mind.

“Baby I’m gonna cum!” You moan out holding his arm tighter. “My name is not baby. Try again.”

“Im sorry daddy. It slipped out.” You say innocently, fluttering your eyes at him. “It will never happen again right?”

“Never! Never ever ever.”

“Good princess. Daddy’s gonna cum deep inside you, so hold your cum. I want to cum together.”

He was asking for too much now. You couldn’t hold it in. You were seconds away from violently shaking and balling your eyes out. “Daddy- I cant hold it!”

“YOU CAN AND YOU WILL!” He fucks you harder, knocking the breath out of you. You try to move up and away from him, but he pulls you back and holds you in place. “Stop running away! I’m close!”

“Hurry! It’s starting to hurt!”

He gives another hard thrust, directly hitting your gspot. You pass out on the spot and unconsciously squirt around him. He thrust once more in your unconscious body then released inside of you.

Jungkook cleans up and takes you in his arms. “My good girl.”

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Sorry, I kinda got carried away 👉👈

I’m in Jungkook hours

Not edited

But car sex with Jungkook

Whatta nut.

#jungkook smut #bts smut #n talks❣️#mail: 📭

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Jan 2021 Wins

ive “journaled” for 6 months now. it started as small ___ wins because when you feel rly empty, even doing the bare minimum feels like a win. written down some of the wins. i think until now i’d like to keep the “win” part. a win against my shadow sometimes. a win in life. some things to be grateful for. a win for remembering it later in the future. i know some days im just basically doing nothing. there are a lot of wars not won by me. but im still tryna ✨manifest✨

1 - woke up. watched bts’ 2021 seasons greetings. read trap city. afternoon nap. pupuy’s mbah passed away. i got DOMS in my body even though i did the barest of exercise yesterday (frail, i know). shower, matcha latte.

2 - the x banner atikah and i sent for racil post thesis defense has arrived lmaoo. mom made delicious (and sweet) fried banana. did some studying (more than usual, bcs the bar is on the floor)

3 - ate muesli, 3 risols. Kopsus coklat at flavola. Stayed there from 12-ish to 17:30 lmaooo. weekly bahas soal w/ fi. Rapat nemo

4 - first day of collab module. Barely cicil ukmppd. My mood is normal-ish but i hardly have the will to study. Dinner is fried fish with mentai sauce, potato wedges, and saladdd by mom

5 - collab module, qa presentation for rsui reps. finished reviewing tryout 2 solid. did padi pretest (got 66,5). ate chicken porridge, a bit of muesli and vsoy, tan ek tjoan bread, matcha latte, fish and chicken and potato wedges and salad, fried banana. i ate well today lol.

6 - slept during collab webinar, went to clara’s place to study osce and attended padi together. i ate well at clara’s placeee lol. ate nastar, kusuka, white kwetiaw with soup (?), and lele goreng. went back home @ 9 pm. i feel refreshed. even though we’ve half studied half mukbang all day. human interaction rly does heal me. i need human interaction more than i think. at night i dreamed about going to bali, to waterparks, seeing sea creatures, watching a movie displayed on a concert-like stage and screen at the front row.

7 - woke up at 07:55, finished my part for collab group work. felt a bit tired today. the rest of fam went to DM, and when they were on the way back i HURRIED my way out, not even taking a shower lmaoo. got pistachio matcha latte at starbucks dm. now im more skilled in searching the best spot in a cafe to distance myself from people lmao. the matcha latte is served with some sort of pistachio cream and sprinkled with nuts on top. its like when sbux had taro matcha latte and it had purple cream on top. the pistachio taste is quite strong. reviewed TO 1 padi, sent proposals for nemo sponsorship.

8 - did syndrome try out and padi 2 web try out. studied for osce and padi @ clara’s place. wanted to order pizza since clara bought me food before, but she insisted in ordering lmaoo. so dinner is pizza hut

9 - woke up at 11.00 lmao. havent had breakfast. lunch is muesli with the brand new delishhh chocolate granola and cimory banana milk. did one shot try out, got 71. had a google meet with Prof Agus (that ethics book ghostwriting job from a year ago is not finished until now huaaa) that went from 20.00ish and finished at 22.30,,,,, reviewed syndrome try out along the way. havent made my collab self reflection hhhh. i also need to study for osce. also havent edited article for bukang solid. and there goes my saturday nooo

10 - i swear i keep waking up late lmao. Flavola w atikah, racheel later came with wawa. Kopsus coklat and ukmppd class w dr yudo. After class i just talked at flavola (and ended not studying osce at all for sunday). Went to racheel's to pray and talk some more. Hurriedly went back for booty call with fi, watched konser dies natalis first. Tryout and sum study with fi and clar that went from 20:30 to 00:10. Powered by left over kopsus and 2 snackit pia. Rip my sleeping schedule

11 - woke up at 10:30 ish, the lack of meal and horrible sleep pattern (for my standard) produced stuffy nose during the day and a bit of headache that went away for a bit after i ate. Late bfast is muesli, drank protein, ate tan ek tjoan, plus 2 brownies in the evening. Tht coaching w dr niken. Did self reflection for collab. Had dinner without rice, as usual. Ukmppd class w dr ayu. Finished reflection at 21:30 lmao (deadline is 23:55). Tryna sleep and my nose is still itchy and i sneeze a more often. i hope it goes away 2mrw

12 - DV coaching, scele tryout, took a nap before padi cause my head kind of hurts. Les padi while drinking matcha with vsoy less sugar and no added sugar. I can withstand the horrible sugarless cy matcha taste bcs theres a taste of soy. Didnt do anything else. Havent studied osce on my own until now. Astagfirullah

13 - my head still kind of aches. Its goes away when im eating. im eating so well during the weekdays that i gained 2kgs lmao. lazed around the first half of the day. padi. finally tried saint matcha and damnn its an amazing upgrade from Cy matcha. the green color is super different yall. Cy’s green looks sick and tired compared to saint matcha. the taste? immaculate (although coco deli is more fragrant). caffeine? hits. awake and feel normal? yes. messaged an ao3 author and got replied and turns out she’s making a sequel for my fav fic of hers. yay

14 - osce practice w ara ren ness. bedah and anak osce coaching. had 3 of mom’s cinnamon rolls and matcha latte for the afternoon. cicil osce DV. edited some pld articles. did nothing else basically

15 - wasted my day, didnt have the courage to study osce (i feel like i procrastinate on it bcs it feels overwhelming to me), TO FKUI 2, hurriedly reviewed to 1 before, les padi. i feel like this is the least focused im being in a les. maybe its the too few matcha powder.

16 - woke up at 9 am. breakfast is muesli. reviewed to 2 fkui w apa salahku (finished at 12 pm, there goes half of my saturday). tried fried chicken master. its good and tender but i still prefer moon chicken.

17 - breakfast is muesli, banana and 2 martabak tahu. snack is keripik pisang aduuu wenak (and picking bits of meat cooked by mom). went to devi’s place w/ racheel silvi. brought RJ to be wrapped. we watched okay madam and its super fun, hilarious and full of twists anddd a bit of cutesy romance. just the right balance to enjoy and let the stress out. late lunch is moon chicken yay!! went home after maghrib, did to padi 6 w/ fi and matcha latte. talked about a senior’s wedding and eating healthier til 22:30

18 - To fkui 3, wasted my afternoon playing my phone, finally mustered some will to study after ashar. My progress is rly slow today. Watched hilarious jessi interview with eric, heechul. Im telling u, i thought tiktok is the funniest internet content but i was wronggg. Seeing heechul flustered is hilarious. Tried to study again at night but only learned 1 disease hiks

19 - had no idea what i did before dzuhur lmao. went to racheel’s to surprise atikah. actually napped at her place lmaoo why do i feel so sleepy. gifted rj to atikah. we ate fried chicken master and pempek on a small green table and talked. its like korean movie lmao. we talked while im simultaneously listening to padi lol.

20 - woke up at 8, chicken porridge + muesli and low sugar vsoy for breakfast. arrived at clara’s @10am. to fkui 4. reviewed it. reviewed general physical exam. finished up to padi 7. tried bombo donut. studied osce. i felt sooo dumb in osce (and clara is already super smart). superrr motivated to learn after going back home (arrived at 7) but i ended up opening youtube and drinking protein lmaooo and its suddenly 9 pm

21 - matcha latte at starbucks dm. Studied osce. Obgyn coaching w the super kind dr ilham. Les padi. Read angel buddy and played with my phone til 12 pm

22 - to fkui. padi as usual. had low motivation, so i did the tryout that day close to the actual course.

23 - left home at 06:30 to study together in capitol. had breakfast in mcd first. thank god i ate rice + chicken and breakfast wrap cuzzzz. studied osce together w ara, ical, kelvyn, dio and kak ilonka til about 2 pm. WALKED to bk bcs my parents are there. apparently simply driving to capitol is too much for them. immediately ate muesli at 4 pm cause i didnt eat anything in capitol. did nothing else after that. did not pray maghrib together lmao somehow mom had mercy on me and let me sleep som more. mom bought sate padang but i didnt eat it. i cried in bed because as yoongi said, “this is the real you and this is the real me”. did not shower/wash my face at night bcs i felt like shit lmao rip my face (its a week before bukang photoshoot)

24 - i feel tired, lazy, and just wanted some sleep. like all that’s in me is drained. ate muesli with strawberry milk. tried fitmee beef. its better than i thought. because the noodle is chewy you spend more time to chew. also ate fried chicken and daun singkong. usually i cant wait to go to flavola but even at 12 pm i just feel like laying down. finally mustered the will to shower and go out. its raining a bit on the way. colddd.

25 - to fkui 6, osce briefing, covid lecture (that was actually for ppds), padi

26 - spaghetti for brekkie, coaching neuro and ophthalmology, cicil osce

27 - cicil osce, the second to the last padi omg. the fastest padi ever

28 - obgyn osce practice at kak ilonka’s place (that nice kosan at forkabi) with ara, ren ness, kelvyn, dio with mannequins from og dept, tried meokja salemba that serves bulgogi rice. quite good. after arriving at home, studied neuro together with menno til about 20:45 an and i just dont have the energy lmaooo so i gave up and slept

29 - today is bukang photoshoot at bintaro. put base make up on the way. even put glue on my eyebrow. got eyebrow, eyeshadow and blush done by renata. took lots of photos. nebeng om coro afterwards to bxc to meet mom. we ate at genki sushi (renata ara kris mendel oca regan geordie eka). i missss road trips hua. did tryout fkui on the way back home. after shower and prayer proceeded to review TO with apa salahku. Last padi (havent done the questions beforehand so i sprinted it out while on the actual course). Muhasabah osce with kak widia afterwards lmao. Studied osce with clara

30 - studied osce with ara ren ness @ merra. I ate eatlah, moms muffin, kemplang, tango. I ate so welll. Its a productive sesh, neuro and infectious disease. At home i studied osce w clara til abt 22:15 ish. I feel like i miss my me time lmao its been 3 days. I can still go on w clara but i dont wanna get myself sick

31 - simul osce in the morning. Osce study with clara almira. Cicil osce alone. Played my phone at 10 pm even though i still have mental clarity post matcha latte -___-

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a-wanderin-whirlybird · 4 years

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Sole Ender AU Its the Little Things

It's the little things that made Ryan feel safe with the Fakes. Like how Gavin and Michael always walk on his right side, never his left, so he can always see them. It's how Geoff makes sure that any Heists outdoors are occurring when it doesnt rain. It's how Jack always has an extra umbrella or Eye Patch for him. How Jeremy and Lindsay make sure to never make direct eye contact. Jeremy looks at his mouth, Lindsay watches anywhere and everywhere else.

Those little things always made Ryan feel welcome. Even after they found out about the experiments, the Lab, the Eye. But still, something felt missing, Ryan could never put his finger on it. But he felt, lost still. He didnt realize the Emptiness was caused by something so simple until one night while playing Trivial Pursuit.

"Authors last names? Fuck that! Every last bastard whose ever written a book has a weird ass last name! They could be Hilda Sasquatch or some shit!" Jeremy shouted. Jack laughed and Gavin snorted.

"Jeremy, you wrote a book." Michael reminded him.

"Well Dooley is a funny last name!" Gavin pointed out as Jeremy growled and slapped the Brit on the back of his head.

"Yeah, like Free is any better!" Jack was losing it in the background as the Lads began to bicker and wrestle. Ryan's nose scrunched as his chest tightened and the empty feeling began again.

"What's with the face Rye?" Geoff asked breaking Ryan's stare. His left eye was covered with a glittering purple and blue eye patch Gavin had made out of his Sparkles. It was a fine gift, one that Ryan treasured.

"Its, it's nothing really." Ryan insisted a bit hesitantly. Geoff shook his head.

"Suuuuuurrrre, it's really nothing." Geoff drawled sarcastically. Ryan rolled his eye.

"Your like a security camera." Ryan muttered. "You keep digging and digging."

"Yeah that's not weird at all." Geoff sighed. "But fine, I'll stop. Just remember you Can talk to us."

"I... I know Geoff." Ryan muttered as the fight before them settled. "Just. Not now?"

Geoff nodded and they all turned back to the game. Ryan hoped that he could bury that empty feeling and never touch it again.

It was just a Last Name after all.

Turns out Ryan couldnt avoid the feeling for long. It was another game night a few weeks later. Jack and Geoff were out with Gavin, so Michael, Jeremy and Lindsay insisted Ryan joined them for Mario Party.

"Right so what's got you so fucked?" Michael asked never looking away from the mini game on the screen.

"Oh elegantly put Jones." Jeremy teased. Michael knocked into Jeremy who went tumbling away and Ryan felt the hole in his chest open again.

"I dont know what you mean." Ryan said as Lindsay pressed into him.

"Bullshit you keep wincing at random! Your eye bugging you?" Lindsay asked this time. Ryan shook his head, he felt stupid he just wanted these people to stop caring so much!

"We arent going to stop caring dipshit that isnt how this works." Jeremy said. Great, Ryan thought, he said that out loud.

"Yeah! We're a crew and shit we ain't gonna not care! Somethings bugging you and we want to help!" Lindsay declared throwing her arms around Ryan and pulling him into a hug.

Ryan tensed then mumbled.

"Sorry what was that?" Michael smirked. "Cant hear you through Lindsay dude."

"I dont have a fucking last name alright? It's a small stupid thing but it drives me nuts! I feel even less human!" Ryan shouted, pushing away from Lindsay. Michael and Lindsay began to laugh.

"Dude chill. It's just a name it doesnt mean shit!" Michael wheezed.

"Yeah dude. No need to get your panties in a twist over it." Lindsay added. Ryan growled and silently rose to his feet.

"Ryan?" Jeremy started but with a Vwoop, Ryan teleported away leaving the three others behind. In a cloud of dull sparkles.

Ryan could teleport pretty far. The farthest he ever went in one go was 20 miles. But now he didnt want to go far, just hide. And what better place to hide than one of the safe houses?

It was a small apartment closer to the suburbs of Los Santos, it was nice, if small. It was usually reserved for when someone was on a solo mission and needed to lie low, which meant that Ryan was there most. So he got to decorate.

Back at the Labs he never got to make any space his own. Everything was sterile and empty. He hated to remember the open space and clean white walls and the smell of bleach and chemicals.

Which was why this space was filled with stuff. Sure it was tidy, nothing was rotten or moldy, but Ryan used every space available. If the floor didnt have a rug there was a table or chair. If the tables didn't have Flowers, TVs, knickknacks or something on it there was usually a cup of Diet Coke. It was filled to the brim with bright plants, paintings, photos you name it.

Ryan plopped down on the couch feeling stupid. Why was he so hung up on a name? He had given himself the name Ryan sure, why not a last name?

Ryan knew why, and as that thought rose up he pushed it away. He didnt want any memories of the Labs in his head right now. Now he wanted to just sleep, he wanted to feel less... less stupid and childish.

So Ryan went off to the bedroom and buried himself deep under the covers, like he used to, and blocked out the rest of the world.

Ryan was 13 again and he sat on his cot, swinging his legs absently.

"Why dont I get one?" He heard himself ask. "Why am I only a number?"

"Names are given by family to people. You have no family and you are no longer human. You are far better than that." One of the blurred figures said. The second scoffed.

"Better? It cant even run the most basic excersise without failing ten times. Its isnt anything but a waste." Ryan couldnhear the sneer in the figure's voice as pain shot through every nerve on his body. "Failure doesnt get you a name of any kind. You are a tool, and a broken one at that. Dont forget that."

Ryan woke up with a start. Turning to the clock Ryan cursed. 3 am. He wasnt going back to sleep. Again.

Getting to his feet Ryan didnt bother to change into fresh clothes. He had slept in his jeans why not just use them again? But he grabbed a jacket and went out into the night.

Mount Chilliad loomed in the distance as Ryan walked the dark streets of Los Santos. He could have teleported where he wanted to go, or even driven. But he didnt want to. Walking felt better, it gave agency, he decided where his feet went, no one else.

"Oh Thank Fuck! I've been looking everywhere for you!" Ryan jumped, ready to fight and run from the handlers. When recognition snapped his mind from bad memories.

Standing before him was Jeremy, holding a tiny wiggling bundle of fur. A cat from what Ryan could tell. Jeremy smiled nervously, but relief was evident in the smaller man's eyes.

"Look, uh. Fuck I suck at this shit. Let's go inside yeah? We are near a place I own. Come on." Jeremy ushered Ryan towards a nearby apartment building. Ryan followed wordlessly, but obediently. At the door Jeremy hopped around a little.

"Keys, keys. Uh Hey Rye mind.holding him for a sec?" Jeremy then thrust the cat into Ryan's hands who finally got a good look at the little fur ball.

They were a tiny black kitten, fuzzy and wiggling furiously. What stood out the most was that it was missing a front leg.

The door clicked as.Ryan made eye contact with the little kitten. His chest tightened and his mind whirled as he looked into the kittens little eyes. Then it looked at Ryan's jacket and started burrowing into one of the interior pockets. Ryan felt a purr resonating out of the tiny cat from in his jacket and through his ribs. His chest began to unclench and suddenly he was.aware he was inside a studio apartment.

There were art supplies everywhere. Everything from Yarn and Knitting needles, to paints and canvases to wood sculptures, and musical instruments were strewn about. Jeremy hopped around the room over to a ragged old bed, kicking off his shoes as he went.

"Well, make yourself at home. Dont mind the mess things just get thrown around alot." Jeremy said sheepishly. Ryan picked his way through the room, his eye moving around and soaking up all the little pieces. The space felt lived in not just visited like the safe houses.

"Is this a safe house?" Ryan asked as he sat down on the bed. Jeremy shook his head.

"Nah. It's my apartment. Before I joined the Fakes I lived here. Still try to come back, sometimes you just need your own place you know?" Jeremy explained. There was a tense silence for a few minutes then Jeremy spoke.

"Michael and Lindsay were being a bitch." Ryan tensed ready to run. "No please just, hear me out?"

Ryan froze, suddenly aware he had gotten up to leave. Jeremy had his arm, and the Kitten purred even louder than before. Ryan sank back onto the bed.

"Look. I dont know what your life was like before you joined us but it obviously wasnt even a little bit good. Actually it sounds like it was fucking awful." Ryan laughed dryly.

"That's putting it lightly."

"Yeah no shit. But it's not stupid to feel shit." A pause. " If not having a Last name bugs you why dont you give yourself one?"

"Its not..."

"Not that simple yeah?" Jeremy finished Ryan nodded as the kitten crawled out on Ryan's lap.

"Alright, well. Do you think you can tell me why?" Jeremy asked. Ryan thought, eye down on the kitten as the little guy curled up on his lap without a care.

"Its not the same. It belongs to a family. I cant be a family of one." Ryan insisted and Jeremy shook his head.

"Ok two things. One. Thats a load of horseshit and who ever told you that was dumb as fuck. And two. There is more to it isnt there?" Ryan stayed silent. Running his fingers through the Kitten's fur. Jeremy began to whisper. "You're human, Rye. Just cause someone says you arent doesnt make it true. I know that one."

Ryan froze he didnt expect anyone to pick up on that. The whole Not human but was always somewhere in the back of his mind, eating at him. Jeremy wrapped himself around Ryan hugging him tightly. Ryan shook as he melted into the other man's touch, a few tears spilling out.

"You know. My family abandoned me when I was a teenager. Said I was a monster just cause I kissed both guys and girls. Not exactly dubious experiments but it is dehumanizing all the same. I kept my last name though. I did it as a big old fuck you to them. They died during one of the Fake's heists. Got to watch then burn myself. But the name never connected me to them, a name connects you to who ever you want it to." Jeremy was quiet as he spoke, his voice against Ryan's skin as he pressed into Ryan's neck.

Something was bubbling in his brain, but Ryan had no idea what it was. And right now was not the time to figure that out.

A small Meow pulled the two away from one another. The little kitten was trying to climb up Ryan's jacket between the two. As it scrambled up Jeremy laughed, and Ryan felt a chuckle escape his throat. The kitten then flung itself over Ryan's shoulder, it's one front paw kneading his shoulder blade and purring up a storm.

"I forgot this little guy was here." Jeremy said through a laugh. A pause, then Jeremy smiled softly. "Ya know, I was going to take him to the shelter. Geoff won't let me keep any animals. But I think you should take him."

"You just said-" Ryan began but Jeremy shook his head.

"I'm not allowed any animals. Geoff never said anything about you keeping a pet. And hey! Now you have another family member! You can give him a first name and a Last name of your choice!" Jeremy beamed at Ryan who smiled a little.

The sun rose as the Battle Buddies walked into the penthouse. The morning news was filling the living room, telling the story of several Petstores that had been robbed of supplies in the night.

"And what a coincidence, you both have Pet stuff." Geoff hissed as he sucked back more.coffee.

"Yeah well, Ryan's got a cat now so you gotta have toys and a litterbox to you know?" Jeremy said as he dropped a giant bag of cat food next to the kitchen Island.

"I thought I said no pets!" Geoff shouted, his voice cracking.

"Yeah but only for Jeremy." Ryan pointed out. "Abd Finnieas isnt a pet. He's family."

Geoff paused, Ryan knew the gears were turning. Geoff groaned.

"Ugh! Fine! You can keep the damn cat!" Geoff hissed. "And Finnieas? The hell kind of name is that?"

"Ih his full name is Finnieas Gavallo Haywood thank you." Ryan insisted with an air of dramatics. Jeremy giggled and kept in front of Ryan who held the kitten before him.

"A poud name Haywood! Ancient and divine! Dating all the way back to 4 hours ago!" Jeremy exclaimed. Geoff laughed.

"Alright you dolts get a move on. I'm going to text Jack and let them know you two caused the morning rukus." Geoff said. Jeremy took off down towards Ryan's room, a bag of cat toys in hand. As Ryan went to follow, Geoff got up off the couch. He placed a hand on Ryan's shoulder and gave a lop sided smile.

"Haywood's a good name. You know. I picked Ramsey myself when I built this crew. Jack took Patillo at that time to." Geoff then walked away, pulling out his cellphone and typing.

Finnieas purred as Ryan took in the unspoken message.

A name may seem like a Little Thing, but it holds importance all the same. And sometimes you need to give yourself those Little Things to heal.

#Sole Ender AU #Ender!Vagabond #A kitten has joined the party #Ryan Haywood #yes he named himself #FAHC

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fics-not-tragedies · 5 years

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Heart of a dog: One

Yes, another new fic; yes, I am absolutely nuts. Few spoilers from “Chapter One” ahead, mixed with puppy fluff (we all need some puppy fluff in our lives), sorta AU I’d say, because well we have Daisy in there ;)

SUMMARY: After making an advert in a newspaper John hires a dogsitter for Daisy.

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The house was quite outstanding compared to the ones she saw on her way here. It was standing on the sidelines, away from the main road; looked like the owner needed peace in his not so little safe haven. Those tall windows felt intimidating when she saw them, but most of them was covered in fairly opaque blinds stopping the outside world from interfering with the inside one.

His lawn was neatly trimmed, the juicy color of the grass showed that the owner was really taking care of everything or perhaps he had a bunch of people that do it for him. Two tall and sprawled trees were planted on each side of the concrete path that lead to the doors. Those were weeping willows, she knew them from the tree study she had to do back in the days she started her adventure with art.

She stopped by the entrance and lifted her hand, but flinched it away right before she could find the courage to knock at his door. There wasn’t any bell visible on the wall beside the entrance, so she had to announce her arrival the old school way. The lack of bell only stressed the fact that her perhaps-new-boss was a real fan of doing thing the old ways. Who writes an advert in a daily newspaper?

Of course he has to be old, not a single middle-aged man would post about his need for a dogsitter in a newspaper, they would simply made an online post in one of the advertising sites or in a dogsitting forum. It didn’t looked like there were many people waiting for their job interview.

There were no cars parked outside and it felt like she was the only one who ever responded to his advert. The old suitcase she was holding in her hand was becoming heavy, so she placed it on the ground right next to her feet.

With few deep breaths she finally found the courage to knock at the doors, the sound of her fist meeting the wooden entrance echoed in the hall. She took a step back, waiting for someone to appear in the door frame.

A face flashed behind the glass pane mounted in the wall by the doors and they opened, a tall man standing in the entry. He stepped out of the house and looked at the girl that was standing at his doorstep.

“Mister Wick?” she asked slightly confused, taking another step backwards and stumbling on the steps, waving her hands around her body, trying not to fall back, “Oh” she mouthed when she regained her balance. A small smile was dancing on his lips and he tried his best not to giggle out loud.

“Please call me John. You must be Audeline, it’s really nice to- Daisy no!” he shouted as the tiny Beagle puppy sprinted from between his legs and jumped onto the girl. Daisy was hopping on her back legs, while the front ones were patting Audeline's calf. Her tail was wagging back and forth, and she whined happily when the girl crouched, letting her lick her hand.

“She’s so cute!” she lifted the pup, taking it in her hands as she got back to a standing position. Daisy barked few times and moved to lick her face making her giggle out loud.

“Oh yes, she loves to lick people’s faces” John scoffed, as she gently patted the pup’s head, seeing how the little dog yawns and nests itself in her embrace.

With the puppy falling asleep in her arms Audeline finally had the time to take a better look at her owner. John was nowhere near the assumption of the old man she made at the beginning. His broad shoulders and arms that were barely fitting in the short sleeves of his T-shirt were the only things that she payed attention to right now.

A smile was still hiding in the corners of his mouth as his dark eyes were scanning her figure. She reminded him of Goldilocks, her thick, amber colored locks were tied partially at the back of her head with grey ribbon.

The way she held his dog, the view of her with Daisy in her arms pulled few strings in his heart and once again John felt things that withered in the moment his wife died.

“I think you’re hired” he mumbled out, their eyes meeting for the first time.

“You don’t have other candidates?” she wondered, the puppy snored a little, those cute noises making them both laugh. John picked up her suitcase and invited her inside with a gesture of his hand.

“Well… Daisy loves you and honestly- you were the only one that responded to my advert” they both walked inside the hall and he locked the door behind them.

“You’re kidding me?” she turned around to face him and he stopped in front of her. John just smiled, seeing how comfortable his dog feels in her arms.

“No, not at all.”

There was something diverse in the simplicity of her blue eyes. He saw thousands of blue eyes in his lifetime, but there was something about hers that was quite mesmerizing.

“Only one bag?” John asked her, placing the worn out suitcase onto his couch. She was wandering through the living room, looking out the windows, admiring the view, with the pup still hurdled up in her arms.

She turned around on her heel and walked over to him, “I have all I need right inside of it” when she smiled at him it felt like a ray of morning sun that shun right through his heart.

“I prepared a room for you, with a nice view, since you mentioned that you like to paint” there wasn’t anything he could do but simply smile back at her.

When they first talked on the phone she seemed too young for him, but he had to admit that she has the perfect hand for dogs and it looked like she was able to slightly melt his ice cold heart.

“I’d love to give you a tour of the whole place, but I have to go soon. Let me carry your luggage to your room, it’s the first one on the left” he smiled once again, then disappeared upstairs.

The small dog bed was placed by the couch and she gently placed Daisy onto it, observing how she stretched her legs a little and laid on her side, a variety of snores leaving her snout. Kicking off her Converse shoes, she grabbed them in her hand and wandered after John, then into the first room on the left.

Her suitcase was placed on the bed with sheets wrapped in flowery lining. It was brand new, because she noticed the tag that was hanging from one of the corners. After placing her fatigued shoes by the bed, she opened her suitcase and began to unpack it.

Main part of her baggage was compiled from variety of paint brushes in different sizes, few empty canvas, two pencil cases with pencils and crayons, a large sketchbook and few types of paints, along with the “1001 paintings you must see before you die” book. On the very bottom of it there were two dresses, another pair of Converse shoes, two blouses, skirt and few pieces of underwear mixed with socks.

The closet he prepared for her was enormous and absolutely unnecessary for those few pieces of clothing she owned. When she was done with placing her clothing there she noticed the huge desk that was placed by the windows. The top part of it was adjustable, so she could move it to various positions depending on what she was doing.

“Audeline?” John called her name and she slid across the wooden flooring in her socks, then took a step into the hall.

He was just simply standing close to he stairs, but it make her jaw drop nonetheless. Dressed in all black suit, with a duffel bag on his shoulder, he opened his mouth to say something, but when he saw the look she had on her face after she emerged from the room he snickered a little, but remained silent.

“Y-you, erm… going… work?” she mumbled out, rubbing her temple harshly and he had to bit his lower lip so he didn’t laughed out loud, making her feel even more awkward.

With his hair slicked back he looked even more stunning, the black attire he put on looked too good on him and she felt how her mouth started watering. She gulped down the lump in her throat.

“The dog food is in the cupboard above the sink, her leash is hanged by the doors. Don’t open if you’re not expecting anyone” his forehead scrunched a little like he was trying to remember all of the things he wanted to tell her, “Oh, and your keys are on your desk. I think we’ll get along after all” the corner of his mouth raised a little and he walked down the stairs, but suddenly stopped, like he wanted to have one last look at her, “Goodnight Audeline.”

“G-goodnight John” she blurted out and stood, like she was frozen in place.

The last bit of her that he saw while walking downstairs was the pair of her outrageously colorful socks and he couldn’t help but smile again.

She sprinted to the windows in her room, lifting the blinds, so he could watch John drive in his car from the garage. He stopped for a moment, looking up at her windows, seeing her figure pressed against the glass pane and when their eyes met John knew that she will play a bigger role in his life.

Maybe just like Daisy Audeline was sent to change his life somehow.

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michaelreaderreblog · 4 years

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My truemate pt20

Another part is finally upon us and finally being posted. I hope you all will enjoy. To catch up on the rest of the series, you can click on this link My Truemate

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Chuck asked Naomi’s father for his blessing to claim her as his mate.

Chuck taught his boys the same when the right mate came along and thankfully Michael remembered that tradition.

He has always wanted to keep that alive and pass it along to his boys when he and his mate had pups together.

It didnt matter if they were Alpha or Beta. He wants to teach his future pups manners, respect and accept people for who they are and not the biology they are.

“I always thought who ever y/n's mate would be would ask Bobby that, since he is basically like a father to us and always have been there for us when we needed him. Bobby has always looked at y/n as his own along with Sam and I. But um since he isnt here yet and I am pretty sure he is going to love you, then yeah you have my blessing to claim my baby sister as your mate” Dean says looking between you and Michael with a fond smile on his face.

“I thought it would be appropriate to ask Dean since he is the older brother and older Alpha. You also have my blessing to claim our baby sister as your mate” Sam adds in while looking to you and finally to Michael.

Everyone in the house begins to tear up at the sudden pre-claiming ceremony thats in front of them.

As everyone went home one by one is when you thought it would be the perfect time to start cleaning up the kitchen and start on the dishes.

Michael sees you in the kitchen and excused himself away from your brothers, his brother and Sarah.

“Need any help with the dishes?” He asks leaning against the counter.

“Yes please. I think it would be faster if someone would help” you answer him with a smile on your face as you continue washing the dishes and placing them into the rinse water.

“About this completing the bond, we can do this another time if you want” Michael says as he puts the dishes away in their rightful places.

“No, Im more then ok with completing it tonight. If you dont mind?” you ask while adding in the pots to the wash

“Yeah we can go home after this and I can give you time to collect a few of your things before we leave from here” Michael agrees as he looks to you.

You like the idea of going home with him, finally.

“Hey Dean, the dishes are done and Im going to pack a few things” you tell Dean as he whips his head to you quickly.

“I cant believe this is it” he says in disbelief

“I know but its time” you look to him with a smile

“You need any help packing?” he asks looking to you and Cas

“No but um will need to later. I mean I cant exactly pack my whole office by myself” you chuckle while Cas does the same.

“Oh no you dont need to pack your office yet, I mean you still can work out of here with Cas and have a family business here at home. This will always be your home” he says with a nervous smile on his face.

Dean couldnt believe he is letting his baby sister go live with her mate or he couldnt believe you actually found a true mate.

“I was hoping you would say that, thanks big brother. Im gonna go pack. Castiel come help me?” you ask looking to him.

“Of course I will” he gets up from the couch as he follows you up the stairs.

“So you think tonight is going to be the night in completing the bond?” Castiel asks while getting clothes out from the closet and folding them neatly into your bag.

“Yes. Dont you find it odd that you are asking if Im going to be having sex with your brother?” you ask getting a slight chuckle from Castiel.

“A little bit but I'll be doing the same with your brother” he says a little too smugly while you chuckle as you throw one of your shirts at him.

When your clothes are packed up, Castiel helps you with your bag down the stairs and you take one look around your room one last time before going to Michaels house and basically moving in with him now.

“Come here” Dean says while pulling you into a hug

“I love you so much. I dont even want to let you go. At some point I need to let you go and be with your mate” Dean says as he has you in his arms.

“Or you and Michael can move in. I am completely fine with that” Dean adds while placing a kiss at the top of your head

You chuckled at Dean

Dean tried to get the both of you to move in but he knew its for the best to have your own space.

“Dean” Castiel says looking to his mate

“What? Its a simple suggestion” Dean says while looking to you and shaking his head no.

“I love you Dean” you say as a chuckle slips from your mouth once more.

“We will have our family weekends here. Holidays we can stay here as well, its not like Im going to keep her away from you or the house” Michael says with a smile on his face

“Yes, good idea. Since this house is practically our family house” Sam agrees looking between his mate and family

They all nod in agreement.

You accept his hug no problem. You pull away from him slowly and go towards Sam. He swallows you into his arms as well. You felt a tear fall on your face and saw that Sam is teaing up. You look to Sarah and she is also tearing up as well. Castiel releases a soft sob.

“I cant believe this day came so early and I feel I cant let you go” Sam says as he has tears in his eyes.

“I understand, its always been the three of us. Or two of us” you say while looking to Dean with tears in your eyes

Castiel and Sarah look on while they both have tears.

Dean on the other hand is trying to keep it together but cant hold the tears back anymore as they stream down his face.

As you pull away from your brother and look to the both of them is when your vision blurs.

All thanks to tears.

You look around the house once more.

You are about to give the house key to Dean but he refuses and lets you keep the key for safe keeping.

You walk out with Michael as he carries your bag.

“No turning back now” you mutter to yourself as you get in the passenger side and Michael finally gets in the truck and drives home.

Once you get to the house and seeing it from the outside is beginning to feel intimidating but once you got inside the feeling is gone.

You can smell nothing but Michael all throughout the house as he opened the door and gave you the tour of the house.

Once he showed you the master bedroom is when you were in awe struck.

The master bedroom is decorated with browns and golds that basically went with the scents from you and Michael.

“Castiel helped me with the colours, bedding and so on. I hope its alright” Michael says looking around the room.

You look to him as tears begin to form, you didnt think it would have been this perfect or would have been this beautiful for the first time you would be spending together.

“Its gorgeous” you tell him as you wrap your arms around his neck.

You lock lips with him as he leads the both of you to the bed, he takes off his shirt as he begins to take yours off as well and begins to kiss your neck.

You smile as he kisses your neck while he licks the area he has desired to place his claiming bite.

He hovers above you as you lay on the bed.

As he worships your body making his way to your breasts and cups them with one hand.

He has your nipple in between his fingers and his mouth is sucking them gently as he slightly bites them.

He kisses his way down and stops at the top of your jeans. He unbuttons them and pulls them down

He pulls your underwear down and once they are off is when the sweet scents of caramels and bananas smack him right in the face.

He parts your legs is when his nose is burst with sweet scents and couldnt wait to devour his tongue to your core.

As you are looking down at Michael is when you bit your lower lip and noticed Michael’s eyes are dialated with pure lust as he smells your scent.

He kisses the inner part of your thighs and that just drives you nuts.

He notices how you are getting impatient but he takes his time in worshipping your body. He has waited so long for this moment and now he has you. He is going to take his time.

Finally he licks at your folds, he loves the way you moan at the feeling.

The more he licks and sucks on your bean the more you begin to grind on his face for more friction. His tongue just felt amazing against you and you couldnt get enough.

You were getting close amd he knew you were getting close.

“Not so fast” he says with a wicked smile on his face

“Claim me please” you are pleading now and need him more then ever.

He does as he is told, as he makes love to you slowly and tenderly is when you finally came.

He loved the way you moaned out his name in pure bliss, he loved how you came all around his cock. He loved everything about you.

Right before his knot begins to swell up deep inside you is when he stops and begins to sink his teeth into your neck and proceeds to thrust deep inside you.

Finally his knot begins to swell and the both of you come at the same time.

You begin to notice a difference right away, Michael feels a difference between the both of you and feels tingles all over your bodies.

You feel a warm sensation throughout your body and feel like you have found the missing piece you never thought you could ever find.

“Can you feel that?” Michael asks once he calms his panting.

“Yeah I do, its like I feel complete” you tell him with a smile on your face.

The both of you lay on your sides because his knot is swelled up inside of you and would be like that for an hour.

“My mate. My beautiful Omega mate” Michael says possessively as he spoons you.

He leaves a trail of love bites from the claiming bite and down your shoulder. He admires his work as he kisses them.

“My Alpha. My Mate” you say with a smile on your face as you feel his happiness.

Both of you slept in each others arms throughout the night, didnt stir from bad dreams and slept in sated comfort as mates.

The next day you and Michael woke up pretty late in the day is when the phone woke the both of you.

Michael reached over you to answer the phone while you snuggled closer to his chest. He smiles at the sudden closeness and presses the button to answer the call.

“Hello?” he answers while his voice is still groggy.

“Hey its Dean, are you just waking up?” he asks in disbelief

“Yeah, I am anyways. Cant say for your sister though or I should say my mate” he says with a smile he cant wipe off from his face.

“Thats great man. Congratulations” Dean says with happiness.

“How is Castiel?” Michael asks

“He is doing good, he is cooking lunch right now actually and I am on my out to the airport to pick up Bobby. I was wondering if you two will stop by in a little bit?” he asks

“Yes of course. I know y/n will love to see her uncle and I definitely would love to meet him. We will be by in a little bit, we just need to get ready and we will see you later” Michael says as he pulls himself away from you.

“Yeah I am definitely going to need a shower” you mumble as you grimace from the sudden stickiness.

While you take the much needed shower and begin to lather the shampoo to your hair is when you couldnt wipe off the smile from your face.

You touch the spot where he placed the claiming bite on your neck and felt complete happiness at the touch.

You stepped out of the bathroom to get ready for the day.

You take a look in the mirror and see the love bites Michael as left. You smile at them. You pull yourself away from the thoughts of last night and begin to get ready.

Michael comes into the room with two cups of coffee in hand, he stops at the entry way to get a good look at you getting dressed. He is feeling happy at the sight in front of him.

“You know, I havent had a hickey since highschool” you say while smiling to your mate.

“I got carried away but I dont regret them” he smiles as he replies back to you.

“I can feel that you know” you tell him as you pull over your shirt

“Yeah I know and its a good feeling” Michael says as he hands you the cup of coffee.

He gives you a quick kiss to the lips as he hands you the coffee mug.

“Oh that reminds me. Dean called, he said he will be picking up Bobby from the airport. He would like us to be at the house when he gets there. Also Castiel is cooking. Im going to shower quickly and we can make our way there” Michael says as he takes off his shirt and throws it in the laundry hamper.

“Oh so thats who it was that called” you reply while moving towards the bed

“Sure was. There is more coffee in the kitchen” Michael says as he steps into the shower

You smiled the whole time he undressed and walks into the bathroom to start the shower.

His well toned body, muscles from arms, to back, to abs, Well chisled in the right places.

You were excited for Bobby's visit and at the same time you were pretty worried how he is going to react to the whole Dick thing.

You get a better look around the house, you look at all the family pictures he has around the house. In a few of them are someone who is tall, blonde and has blue eyes.

“That must be Lucifer” you mutter to yourself as you look at other pictures.

Once you get down the stairs is when you placed your cup in the sink and sat at the table to wait for Michael to come down and head over to the house.

You couldnt wait to introduce Bobby to Michael but you were also nervous because its Bobby. You wanted to make sure who ever you would be introducing him to would be the type of person Bobby would approve of.

While you waited, you played with your hair and your fingers brushed against your claiming bit and once more brought to complete happiness. The thoughts of last night roamed in your head.

“Are you all set to go?” Michael asks once he is in the kitchen.

Which you didnt hear him walking down the stairs at all

“Sorry, yes I am ready to go” you finally reply while snapping yourself back to reality.

You and Michael walk to the closet as he takes both of your jackets and helps you with yours. You place on your boots as he does the same.

“The blonde man in the pictures, is that Lucifer?” you ask walking out of the house

Michael leads you to the truck and opens the door for you.

“Yes, thats my brother Lucifer” he replies keeping his eyes on the road

“Did Castiel tell you how he died?” he asks looking to you.

“Yeah, he told me and Im sorry for the loss” you tell him while placing your hand over his leg.

“Thank you” he replies while taking your hand into his and kisses it.

Once he drives away from the house is when the ride goes completely silent. Until he has turned on the radio for the music to flow through the truck.

“Do we need to pick up anything for them? Coffee? And so forth” you ask while breaking the beautiful silence between you two.

“We should pick up coffee from the diner before we head to the house” he replies while he makes a turn into the diners parking lot

You and Michael walk into the diner and are greeted with such happiness from everyone at the diner.

Dorothy gives Michael three thermoses full of coffee and Benny gets a batch of bagels and muffins from the back to give you.

“Y/n I will be by with Andrea later. We would like to meet your uncle Bobby” Benny says as he leads the both of you to front entrance.

“That sounds nice. I will let my brothers know that the both of you will be coming by the house later” you tell him as you walk out the door

“If I havent said it yet, congratulations on the bond. Its a beautiful thing knowing two individuals are rightfully fit for each other” Benny adds with a smile on his face, he hugs Michael and pulls away from him and hugs you also.

“I hate to ask but when is your next heat?” Michael asks as he drives out of the parking lot and drives in the direction of the family home.

May as well call it the family home now since that is where Dean is living with Castiel and he is the head Alpha.

“In a couple of weeks actually. You want to get started on extending the family?” you ask with a wide smile spread across your face

“Yes, if thats ok with you. I want to make sure that you are comfortable with everything” he replies as he turns into the drive way.

“Yes, yes, yes. I would love to get started on having pups” you reply with a smile on your face and it has never left your face from the night before.

You see Deans car in the driveway knowing that uncle Bobby is in the house. Michael follows behind you as you open the door and walk into the house.

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wtfdavidsvlogs · 5 years

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Not here...Not now (D.D)

Warnings: talks of naked bodies, nudes, swearing, dirty talk, sexting,

Requested: Anon said

You're supposed to meet with David after work at his place and he's been so busy with work lately you've been getting impatient. You show up, he's not there. You text to see where he is. He says he had to film with Jason driving around cause Jasons memory card broke. Annoyed but feeling flirty you step out of your comfort zone and start sending him pictures.

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I was finally on my way home. Thank the Lord. I seriously couldn’t have gotten out of that office quicker. I work in a tax office as a receptionist. I know worlds most boring fucking job ever. But it pays very well and money is not boring. Anyway, I was finally on my way to Davids place because we had previously agreed to stay in and just hang out. The two of us. We’ve both so busy with our work that we set aside tonight for us. I stop the car in the driveway after being let into the gate. I grab my bag, jacket, and my keys and make my way inside. I unlock the glass door and proceed to take off my glossy heather grey heels. I hang my keys on the hook and carry my bag to lay it down on the pool table.

“David! I’m home, baby!” I said excitedly. I waited a couple seconds for a response from him and nothing.

“David?!” I yell again while walking around the house. Confused, I decide to text him asking where he is.

You: Where are u?

It took him a while to text back with an excuse. I don’t want to sound petty and jealous but we set this day aside specifically.

David❤️: Holy shit, baby! I’m so sorry. I totally forgot. I had to film with Jason cause his memory card broke. I’m coming back right now.

“Aw man!” I yelled into the empty house. I knew he’d try and get here as soon as possible but it sucked that he wasn’t now. He does everything for me I should just be glad that he is trying. Some guys don’t but he does. As I start to trap myself in thinking about amazing my boyfriend is, an idea passed through my frustrated mind. Maybe he isn’t here, but I can sure as hell make him wish he was. I’ve been with this kid for 3 years, I know what it takes to ya know...get things started. I grab one of his shirts and my black lace panties. I throw my hair up and go to the mirror with my phone in hand. An outfit like this is sure to drive him nuts. I lift up the side of the shirt closest to the mirror and lean on my one leg to make my ass look big. I snap the picture and send it his way. This is revenge. He can never control himself when it comes to me no matter the time or the place.

Davids Pov

I felt awful. I know how long she’s been looking forward to our night and I ruined it. I told Jason the situation and he understood. He started to drive me back home which we were thirty minutes away from. When I suddenly get a picture sent to me from Y/N. I open my phone to see her in the big mirror with my shirt on and black underwear on.

“Jesus Christ.” I said quietly while choking on my tongue. She was gonna torture me in the car, over text message, with Jason in the car. She knows exactly how to fuck with me in that way and she knows I can’t control what happens down there when that time comes. I bite my lip and look to Jason who is too focused on the road to notice this. My fingers fly across the keyboard.

You: 1 image attachment

David❤️: Baby, not here...not now

Your Pov

It was working. I had this idea to start sending videos of me slowly taking off articles of clothing. I pressed record while doing different poses and stuff I then proceed to take off my panties and drop them on the floor. This was gonna kill him inside. But it wasn’t done there. I sent the video and felt absolutely no regret.

David pov

A video?! God this girl was trying to get me killed. I opened it while scooting a bit further back and raising my phone closer to my face. I press play and see her in the mirror still doing different poses amd she then uses one hand to remove her underwear and drop them on the ground. My jaw is practically on the floor. I watch the 9 second video over and over again to make sure what I’m seeing is real. I throw my head back whispering curse words to myself. I look back to my keyboard. This was starting and I couldn’t stop it.

David❤️: Stop. Now. I’m in a small car with Jason right now.

You: I bet this is killing you inside and you haven’t even seen me yet..

You: Dirty thoughts

She decided to send a video holding up the shirt passed her uncovered boobs. Exposing herself to me completely. I took a sip of water now sweat was running down places trying to keep myself contained. Oh my god this little bitch took it all off. She twirled around and shook her ass and ran off camera.

Your pov

I think I got my point across. In the last video I decided to shake my ass at the camera a little bit because David is and always has been, an ass man. That for sure drove him over the edge. I put my clothes back on because Davids guys friends would be arriving any second. I invited them over so that when David did get home he wouldn’t be able to get his hands on me. That would be the ultimate tease. A picture with these guys in mirror I was just naked in. I waited for them to arrive and literally in minutes they all did. I yelled hello and ushered them all inside. I greeted people and said hello to everyone. I suggested that we all take a picture in the mirror. I crouch down while the rest of them hold up peace signs or blessing positions. This was going to kill him.

Davids pov

One last picture I hoped. I open my phone to Y/N in the mirror with the guys. They had no idea what she was just doing. Now they are all going to be there when I get back so I will have to wait hours to get to her completely. She is the devil in an angels suit. She was the ultimate punisher. I inhale through my nose as we finally reached my house the driveway filled with cars. I walked in to all of the guys chilling and talking to one another some of them talking to Y/N. She gasped and got up slowly from her seat but came over to give me a kiss.

“Hi.” She said to me quietly. I looked at her up nd down. She looked like she had never done anything bad in her life. An innocent little snowflake but I was the only one that really knew how wrong that was. i touched her hip and pulled her a bit closer.

“I. Will deal with you later.” I growled in her ear. She shivered at the sound of me. Knowing I have that effect on her gives me such a power rush. She walks away from me swaying her hips back and forth in the process. God the things I was going to do to her. The night went on and we exchanged glances from time to time. When Zane was the last to leave Y/N shut the door behind him. I waited by sitting on the edge of the pool couch. She turned around and found me. She discarded her jacket.

“What now?” She said wrapping her arms around my neck. I stand up and I grab her ass so that she she can straddle me in the air. She wraps her little legs around me.

“Now, it’s my turn to tease you to death, and I won’t be going easy on you either.” I said into her ear. Her head leaned back as if she was gaining pleasure from me just talking to her like that.

“Is that a threat or a promise?” She said pecking my lips. I carry her into my room and throw her on the bed.

“You left me in a car trapped with Jason with all of these videos and pictures of you teasing me out of my mind which left me with the worst blue ball I’ve ever had and you have the audacity to ask me if I’m threatening you or promising this?” I said to her. She batted her thick lashes at me and looked up with her sparkling Y/E/C eyes. “Let’s just say...you’ll feel this tomorrow.”

Wow that took so much longer than I had originally thought. wow i hope you enjoyed anon!!

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drkoestersmithrpg · 5 years

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ALL of chapter 2 - feel free to suggest edits.

“I told you, mostly guys want me to do the honors….”

“And did you like that?”

“Oh yeah it felt good, it felt great. I was pretty sure … yeah…this is what I’m supposed to be doing. And I mean, I mean everyone who I was with was asking me. So it started to just make sense. But then…”

“But then when someone else asked to do the honors? Did anyone get to pound you from behind? I thought you told me that crowd was a bunch of geniuses. How are you telling me that of all those geniuses, every one of them turned down the opportunity to pound that sweet ass?”

“They’re not…..it wasn’t……” he said, punching Tony in the arm ineffectually. “They aren’t the ‘pound that sweet ass’ types Tony. They’re more like, we’re all like….we’re all shy geniuses. So when people asked … I mean….I mean when guys asked….

“No…see….I….tended to take the lead in these things,” Peter said. He was starting to blush furiously against Tony’s shirt, but still pushing forward, needing to be understood. “So I’m like, you should just lie on your back. And they would lay on their backs and I would … take it from above. That’s how I had giving it to everyone else…. that’s the most logical position. The person on top controls everything, so if you’re taking a dick for the first time or the second or third time that – that just works best.”

“So that’s the way you took it every time.”

“Yeah…. ok. I guess I just like to be in control. It worked out well for everybody. I mean you just ride them and they close their eyes and think about someone else and enjoy it. It always felt good when someone else did it to me. And getting it done to me felt even better than doing it. But nothing…”

He sat up a little to touch Tony’s face.

“No one ever made me feel like that. I don’t ……I have no idea where all that noise came from…but god Tony that was amazing.”

“Well, as honored as I am to be the first one to hear Peter Parker make those noises, it appears that’s because I’m the only one to be brave enough to give you a good pounding from behind…” he said dismissively, and started to rise from the bed, but was surprised to find himself thrown back down and pinned to the bed by the same Peter Parker, first by his shirt, then by his shoulder.

“SHUT UP…..will you just stop it?” Peter growled (reveling, for just a moment, in the fact that he was fulfilling a very old fantasy of using his superior strength to pin Tony Stark to the bed and hold him down while he confessed his true feelings. Only problem was, now that they were there, there was nothing but a very startled look from Tony, and Peter, stumbling over his words as usual.)

“This is real. Tony can you please just … I need … you’ve got to … “

Peter gave up and brought their foreheads together again. This seemed to be the best position for talking, and so he stayed there (while still forcibly holding Tony in place.)

“Tony I need this. For godssake I’m a grown man dressing up as a freaking spider and returning stolen bicycles. I get to watch you and New-Bruce and Steve talking and the world using your real names and me – I stuck standing on the side with the guy who dresses up like a Panther. I’m a secret, and it’s driving me nuts. I always thought it would get better after I left highschool but I don’t see how college is going to be any easier. Pretending I don’t know how Thanos really died, pretending that I don’t know you invented time travel just to … just to get me back…”

He was crying again dammit. Tony tried to reach around his arm to stroke his face again and Peter had to separate their foreheads to shake him off.

“Nothing is real. I dress up in a leotard to pester car-thieves, but that’s not really me. Then I dress up like Peter Parker and I hawk set-up pics to a newspaper where they think Spiderman is some kind of vigilante badguy, and I just stand there and look stupid and that’s not really me, either. This double-life it – it’s just exhausting. I need something real, Tony. I need this. I need you.

“And I meant everything I said before…texted before. I don’t care if this implodes in 20 days or 20 weeks or 20 years. Neither one of us may be alive by then. I need to live in the moment. We need to live in the moment. So spare me this ‘It’s just because no one ever did this to you before’ bullshit you egotistical bastard…”

He was losing his steam, not to mention his grip on Tony’s shoulder AND his ability to form sentences. What he was feeling he couldn’t even explain to himself – how was he going to explain it to this guy?

He straddled the man and put his hands on both sides of his chest. He took two fistfuls of Tony’s shirt and tried gesturing with them, only to find he had run out of words. He tried to bring their foreheads together again but wound up laying his head on the bed next to Tony’s – this secret required closer contact.

“You made me scream while you were fucking me because that was EPIC,” he whispered. “Because you are Tony Stark. Because we are supposed to be together. Ironman and Spiderman. We’re legendary. Don’t try to pretend that it was anything else.”

Tony was smiling, and that should have been a good sign, but then he was laughing and suddenly Peter was rethinking that I’ve-only-want-to-haul-up-and-punch-my-lover-on-occasions philosophy. Point fact he wanted to punch someone right now. He sat up and shook the man, demanding an explanation.

“Its….yes….no I’m sorry. “It’s serious, isn’t it? But kid listen to yourself,” Tony said, taking Peter’s wrists in both hands and trying to get himself under control. “In 20 years? In 20 years I’m going to be 75, and you won’t even been pushing 40. Where do you think it’s going to go from there, honestly?

“What you’re suggesting is ridiculous and you’re the only one who can’t see it. When the others find out they are going to laugh at us, and for a good reason. You’re getting the short end of the stick….”

With that he knocked both Peter’s arms away and sat up suddenly, grabbing Peter’s face in both hands and bringing him close.

“And you’re the only one who hasn’t figure that out,” he growled against Peter’s mouth. “And if I were a good guy, Peter, I’d tell you ‘no.’ That’s the part you just don’t get. I. Am not. The good guy. I’m a selfish asshole. That’s why I’m not telling you ‘no’.”

He punctuated that last sentence with a brutal kiss and Peter did not resist. Nor did Peter resist when Tony flipped them both over and pushed Peter’s knee down to the bed (Peter’s dancer-like flexibility made this position completely painless) and began bucking his hips forward, rubbing his awakening cock between Peter’s legs in a parody of what they had been doing moments before.

And very soon it was no longer a parody. “Yes, Tony, do it….” Peter was murmuring when his lover finally released him from the kiss and in a few moments Tony was inside him again.

“Does it hurt baby?” Tony was asking and Peter enjoyed a little inappropriate laugh of his own. “I told you old man, you can’t hurt me. Like the skin on arm or the skin on my face, you can’t hurt it. You can do this to me all…. Night…. long.”

He enjoyed the wicked grin on his own face and enjoyed it even more when Tony tried to kiss it away. He wrapped his legs around the older man (and enjoyed the appreciative noises that ensued.) He tilted his hips up until his heels were in the middle of Tony’s shoulderblades and found the noises that this resulted in entirely enjoyable.

He was about to make a comment about Tony was now being the loud one when the man pulled up to look him in the face ask breathlessly, “What were their names?”

“???” was all Peter could manage until Tony, never slowing his pace, leaned over and growled in his ear “Their names. The names of the boys who fucked you before I did. The boys that couldn’t make you make that noise. I want to know their names.”

“Jesus Tony,” Peter tried to argue, but now the man was staring him down, keeping his gaze steady as he rocked into his body.

“Sow the wind, reap the whirlwind, little boy,” Tony growled while he pounded. “You wanted me, now you have me. And I want names. You tell me who got <b>here</b> first.”

Peter turned his head away in anger and frustration. ‘Little boy’ stung, Tony hadn’t used that hateful phrase since before they had started fucking. Then he made a quick calculation and decided to comply.

“First there was Luke,” he said, flinging one hand out to the bed and fisting the cover and focusing all his senses on the picture that made – it was very much like the first days before he had discovered he could shut out the constant input his brain was giving him by putting on the dark glasses. Honing in on the fisted bedcover Peter managed to forget about Tony’s cock pounding into him, forget about the incredible noises the man made when he dug his heel in-between the shoulder blades…

“Yeah, Luke was first. Everybody else kept asking me to do it to them. Luke-With-A-Beard was the first to do it to me, I never did it with Other Luke. Next came Ashley and then Percival, no wait, Ashley and did it several times, like we kept doing each other several times, THEN came Percival. And I did it for one of the Simons but I don’t remember which one.”

He let go of the cover and turned his head back to the man on top of him with a triumphant grin. He had taken Tony’s challenge and matched it and, now that he had finished with the *actual* list of lovers, began to improvise.

“And I did it with both Paul’s,” he whispered, canting his hips even further upward by walking his heels even higher up Tony’s body. Right now he was more thankful for his spider-bite powers than ever before.

“Gay Paul and Poleaxe Paul,” he lied freely, pressing one heel above the other until he finally had one pressing into Tony’s neck. “Together, they took turns with me. But I don’t count them because they only came for each other, yes Tony….”

The sounds Tony was making now were most satisfying and Peter held on to Tony’s head, first with both feet and then with his hands. “Yes…. it’s perfect….. ah god Tony…”

Wrapping both arms and both legs around his lover Peter listened closely to the unique sounds his lover was making and wondered if this had been what it was like for Tony just moments before. Although their positions had been comparable to some encounters on countertops Tony had never made noises quite like this and Peter treasured every one of them. At the same time Peter had to, reluctantly, admit that it had been the angle after all – this position was inspiring zero noises out of him personally.

Then Tony was making that angry, pinched-off sound, as if something had just gone wrong, and as Peter felt those fingers dig into his shoulders he closed his eyes, knowing he wouldn’t be allowed to watch…

…then Peter remembered that he WAS the Strongest Avenger and he caught Tony’s face in both hands.

“No hiding old man. You reap the whirlwind too – and now I get to watch.”

“Yes……yes Tony……come inside me……” he murmured as gently and tenderly as he could, alarmed, slightly, at the way Tony’s eyes bugged and his face seemed to disconnect when he came. But he did take pity on the man and let him bury his face into the bed, wrapping him up in his arms and in his words. “That was perfect. Oh Tony I never felt anything like it.” He kept both arms and legs securely wrapped around Tony’s shoulders and held him as he recovered.

“Oh god, I can still feel you inside me,” Peter breathed as he felt Tony’s body relax.

“That’s because I’m…..wearing you…..” Tony said, glancing up at Peter’s foot and Peter laughed as he put them both down.

“That was amazing. Now I know what to do when I want to hear you make those noises,” Peter joked, until Tony announced he was going to have Friday record Peter tomorrow and Peter found himself protesting and begging again.

“Nope, nope, I’m going to have a personal file on my phone, for when I’m off on conferences, I’m going to have Friday record it as the “Greedy Bottom” protocol. It will be nice to listen to when I’m away….”

He put his ear to Peter’s head, even as Peter argued, and began to whisper. “First you moan and plead and whimper like someone’s killing you. Then you start singing like a soprano because I’m making you come….then silence. For about 30 seconds. Then the moaning and “Oh Gods” begin again….”

“PLEASE stop,” Peter begged, putting his hands over Tony’s mouth, laughing and trying to blush and hide his head all at the same time.

“I’m going to do it, I’m going to call it the ‘Twink Protocol.’” “I TOLD you I am NOT a twink!” Peter argued even as he resigned himself to the fact that the soundfile WAS going to exist, and his lover was undoubtedly going to make him listen to it someday.

They were both quiet for a moment, catching their breath, when Tony said “I want to watch.”

“I want to watch them fuck you.”

“Oh JESUS Tony,” did no good, nor did rolling his eyes nor even turning and facing the other way.

“I don’t think any of my study partners are going to be into that, Tony.”

“I mean it, I want proof. You claim I’m the only one who can make you make those noises and I want proof. I’ll have Friday create a secure line and you can send it to me on your phone and you’ll show me what it looks like when they fuck you…”

“I’ll have to get their permission to be filmed…”

“No, because they’ll be fucking you, so it doesn’t count….”

“That is NOT how it WORKS Tony!”

A minor argument ensued (ending with Tony declaring “Oh you and your damn millennial ethics. Fine then.”) with Peter facing the other way, hiding his face, calculating. He was agreeing to Tony’s demands while simultaneously wondering, were these real demands? Or was this just Tony punishing him for demanding a real relationship? Either way, the demands were turning him on more than a little bit, and he was determined to meet the man head on.

“Fine, I’ll bring you proof and then you’ll see,” Peter said, turning around suddenly and wrapping up Tony in his arms again sliding his hands under Peter’s shirt, but Tony rolled onto his back, pulling Peter onto his body like a blanket, and Peter withdrew his hands.

“You’ve left TWO wet spots on my bed,” Tony scolded gently. “You’re going to have to take a shower at some point.”

“Are you going to make me do that by myself?” Peter pouted.

“Do you mind?”

“Are you kidding? I hate it.”

“Then I won’t make you do it.”

Peter looked into Tony’s face, startled by the concession, then kissed him.

They kissed for a while like that, Peter working his hand under Tony’s shirt again, stroking his chest, and then made a very bold request.

“Take this off,” he asked gently, but Tony only shook his head.

“Please? You want what nobody else can have from me, that’s what I want from you,” Peter insisted, although he almost relented when he saw the sadness break across Tony’s face.

“It aint pretty, kid.”

“Friday, turn off the lights,” Peter requested, but Tony put his head up and ordered “Friday, engage.” After Friday announced that she was back online, the lights were lowered.

“Why did you turn Friday off?” Peter asked in confusion, and Tony laughed even as he shrugged out of his shirt.

“Oh kid, don’t you even remember?” he whispered as he pulled Peter close. “You were moaning so loud Friday tried to call the ambulance on you twice.”

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ramimalekspice · 5 years

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Hearts Desire, part 1.

Darcie is an outspoken, funny and lovely young lady that just wants to be loved. She might have a slight obsession with Rami Malek and she might just get the perfect chance to let him know this... This will be a 10 part story, hope you enjoy

Darcie's POV:

My alarm has gone off for the 3rd time and I’m honestly debating whether I really need this job or not; I hate working in retail. After hearing my mum yell up the stairs “get up Darcie! You’re not losing this bloody job!”, I was up like a flash, I wiped my eyes to appear more awake and ran down stairs “mum, I was awake the whole time, I was tidying my room..” I explain, fairly convincingly if I do say so myself! My mum smirks and shakes her head, “go and get dressed you!” She jokes. Mum gave me a lift to work after I made her feel guilty for trying to make me walk in the rain.. oh how I hate the British weather. It’s July, it should be warm! Work drags and customers are just as shitty to me as normal. I really hate working in a cinema. When I applied for the job, it seemed like a good idea! You wouldn’t believe the things people complain about and the stupid questions they ask. I have a habit of staring at the clock when it’s close to the end of my shift, 10 minutes then I’m out of this hell hole. “Excuse me... hello.. Darcie is it?” I slowly drift out of my day dream (rudely interrupted by a customer.. they always come over at the wrong times) “huh? Sorry! I was-“, “you were staring into space, anyway, can I have a popcorn and drink?” They sharply interrupt (again). This is another question that grinds my gears.. be more specific!! A drink and a popcorn?? What flavour? What size? What drink?, I keep calm “of course, what size and flavour popcorn?”, “I’ll have a medium plain please”.. plain popcorn? For real?.. “we don’t sell plain popcorn, it’s sweet or salted” they huff and settle on a salted popcorn and Diet Coke. As soon as the customer leaves, i throw my hat off and dart out the door (after asking my manager to leave first, obviously). My mum was outside ready to pick me up, she jumped out the car when she saw me, excitement flushed through her body, oh my god, what is she doing, she’s so embarrassing, “Darcie! Darcie! You’re not going to believe it!” She’s running towards me, people passing by stop in their tracks to observe my insane mother running towards me, noticing lots of eyes on me, I shyly look away and pretend she’s not talking to me as they walk past, “mum! Please stop!” I say through gritted teeth. She takes it as a joke, it wasn’t a joke, I’m humiliated. Laughing and out of breathe from running 100 meters from her car, that isn’t even in a parking space, she bumps into me, holding her phone out. “Look Darc, look! Look who I met!” She hands me her phone with a picture of her and RAMI MALEK at a tube station! “No fricking way!!!” I gasp. “He was so nice! I didn’t even recognise him at first, I didn’t have my glasses on, then he got closer and it clicked! I have so much to tell you, get in the car” she squeals. As we make our way back home, we sit in silence for a few seconds (literally a few seconds) before mum nearly bursts “okay so I was going to surprise you but I can’t, I need to tell you!”, “tell me what mum? You’re scaring me” a nervous spike shoots through my body, I feel a sudden sickness wash over me, I don’t know why. “So, long story short, Rami is at our house..” She blurts out, “no way, mum, what? How? Why? When? I don’t believe you!” I start to feel seriously sick, like a good sick... a bit of background on me by the way.. so I’m 22, my names Darcie (as I’m sure you’ve realised), I live in London and I’m slightly, ever so slightly, obsessed with Rami Malek! Anyway, we pull into the drive, I really start to freak out, mum still hasn’t given me any context as to why he’s at MY house. I walk through the front hallway, into the kitchen and see the back of Rami’s head sat at the dining room table, he turns around to the sound of me gasping loudly, I put my hands over my face as a tear escapes my eye, Adrenalin shoots through my body like a bullet and I start to shake. “Ahhh, nooo, don’t cry! Hey, hey, stop that!” He says sympathetically as he stands up and walks over to me, he wraps me in a tight hug and strokes my hair, he smells so good and it’s definitely the best hug I’ve ever received. He pulls away and wipes the tears from my eyes, he shakes my hand “I’m Rami, it’s nice to meet you Darcie” I shake his hand and wipe my eyes “I can’t believe it’s you” is all I can say, no other words come to mind. “Why are you here” I ask, still crying, “I can go?” He says in a sad tone “no! Oh my god no! That’s not what I meant” I say, panicking, he looks up and winks at me, he starts to laugh at the fact he scared me. “So why are you here then?” I ask, “So, I was having brunch at a café by myself as my other cast mates are with family, then your lovely mum came over and told me all about you and how much love Mr robot, she was very friendly and offered to make me some of her famous curry! And well, it’s my day off tomorrow so I thought tonight would be a good night!” He laughed, knowing it sounded crazy. I’m still in shock, he looks even better in person, I’m freaking out, this must be a dream, what do I say? what do I do? This is insane. “why don't you give Rami a tour Darc?” Mum clearly wanted us out of the kitchen while she prepared dinner. I motioned for Rami to follow.

Rami’s POV:

Wow, Darcie is beautiful, I actually feel a bit nervous, I hope I'm not blushing. I can’t get over how lovely her mum is, I definitely made the right decision to come and try her food, even if it is crazy! I miss my mums cooking and something about Darcie’s mum made me feel at home. The boys are going to laugh so much when I tell them about this. I wonder how old she is, oh god, I hope she’s not under 21. “so this is your room? nice, your bed looks really comfy!” I say before diving on it, she comes over and sits next to me, “so, Rami, not gunna lie, I'm super nervous and I still cant believe you're in my house, if I say anything stupid, please ignore me because-” I cut her off, “Darcie, calm down, honestly, I'm human too, I mean, I know I'm pretty great but you don't need to be nervous around me” I wink, she blushes (I must be doing something right). Why do I have the urge to stroke her hair? this is such a weird feeling.

Darcie's POV:

He’s literally laying on my bed, this is just nuts, I think he's flirting but he's an actor, her probably acts like this with everyone, I have so many questions, where do I start? I don't want to bore him with questions he's heard a million times... he’s literally staring into my eyes, I look back into his as he starts to lean closer, terrified that I'm getting the wrong idea, I quickly jump up and grab an ornament from my dressing table, “look, its a mini you! its a little Elliot!“ oh no, why am I showing him my Mr Robot stuff, he’s going to think I'm just a crazy, weird super fan (which I am, but I don't want him to know that). He laughs and leans his head back as if he's a little disappointed that he tried to make a move and kind of got rejected. “sorry, you think I'm weird, don't you” I bite my lip and look down at the floor, “no, of course I don't, I have that exact figure in my house.. so if anyone is weird, I am, for having an ornament of myself” he laughs, making me laugh too, I fall back onto the bed and sit up against the head board. I grab the TV remote and switch to amazon prime, “you’re not..” he looks me dead in the eyes “oh, yes I am!” I smirk and put the first episode of Mr Robot on, Rami covers his eyes and lays down on the pillow, “don’t make me watch myself in front of you, it’s so awkward” he complains, he leans over and buries his head beside my leg, I flinch as his curly hair brushes against my outer thigh, I have the sudden urge to run my fingers through his perfect hair, I hesitate before I pathetically pat his head “hey, it’s a great show! don't be embarrassed”.

Rami’s POV:

Don’t get me wrong, I'm so proud of Mr Robot but watching it back with other people makes me uncomfortable, Darcie's not to know though and I'm quite enjoying being this close to her. I lift my head up to examine her gorgeous face but as I do, she’s already staring at me, we both laugh awkwardly then she looks away, “ you’re really pretty by the way” I confess, trying not to scare her off. She blushes and pushes my chest “stop! I'm not!” she says, trying not to laugh. I just smile then sit back up to see myself on the screen, super close up, it makes me cringe big time but its nice to watch her watching it and enjoying it. We both look at each other again, I start to slowly move closer “Darc, Rami, dinner’s ready!!” mum shouts up the stairs. We both sigh at my second failed attempt to kiss her, she starts to stand up, I grab her arm gently and pull her back “hey, what are you doing?” she laughs. I pull her closer and peck her on the lips, as I pull away I smile broadly at her.

Darcie’s POV:

“Sorry, I've wanted to do that since I first saw you walk through the door” he says in a lower and sexier voice, it sends shivers down my spine, that good sickness feeling returns, I cant believe he's even remotely interested in me. we stay looking into each others eyes for a moment longer “Darcie! are you coming?!” mum shouts again. We break eye contact as Rami climbs off the bed, he walks round to me, stood in front of me, he strokes my cheek, I sink into his touch, “maybe you could give me a tour of London after dinner?” he suggests. “Rami, you do know how big London is, right?” he laughs and scruffs my hair, “alright, cheeky”, he grabs my hands and pulls me up.

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mercless · 5 years

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Olympian Aesthetics

(repost, don’t reblog!)

Tagged by: @cosmic-drake

Tagging: i cant think of anyone, if you decide to do this tag me!

APHRODITE / LOVE.

laughter-loving, sweet smiles, dressed in silk and satin, flower in their hair, sees the world as a runway, unapologetically sexual, the sea washing their ankles, in love with love, stirrer of passion, cunning concealed by painted lips, secret daggers, doves, revolution in their kiss, delighting in the waves, flirtatious winks, strolling along the beach, staring wistfully from a balcony, this is how to be a heartbreaker, wants to be adored, gets turned on by danger

APOLLO / SUN.

glitz and glamour, art galleries, turning the volume up, being made of gold, neatly-organized music sheets, notebooks filled with poetry, bathing in the sunlight, the powerful urge to create, collecting vinyl records, beautiful cover of wonderwall, playing multiple instruments, tasting like sunshine, healing touch, speaking in prophecies, smile mingled with wrath, shunning lies, sporting shades, hanging out at music festivals with their friends, sleeps naked, arrow to the heart, paint brushes, probably has a tinder account

ARES / WAR.

armed for battle, wants to raise a dog with their significant other, soft spot for children, gives piggyback rides, scarred body, blood on their hands and face, willing to fight the world for the ones they love, fights against injustice, warm hugs, well-worn combat boots, boxing gloves, bandages wrapped around bruised knuckles, fist raised in protest, ignites revolutions, fear is a prison, more sensitive than what their tough shell would have you think, exhausted, damaged goods, force to be reckoned with, red roses, curses under their breath

ARTEMIS / WILDERNESS.

keen sense of a hunter, freckles like constellations on their skin, piercing eyes, dishevelled braid, moonlight peeking through the shadows, the calm of the forest at night, lying on the grass and staring at the stars, mother doe and her fawn, protecting their kin, the moon shimmering on a still lake, quiver full of arrows resting against the bark of a tree, running with wolves, bonding while circled around a campfire, not being much of a people person, arrow hitting a target, popping egos, patience on 3%, touches heaven and returns howling

ATHENA / WISDOM.

discerning gaze, unreadable face, quiet museums, owl perched on their finger, armour that intimidates, eye for architecture, plays the sims for the sole purpose of building houses, studied the blade while everyone else was busy getting laid, big fan of logic, loves brain teasers, ancient buildings, sweaters in neutrals and cool colours, hair done up, can kill you with their brain, heads to the library often to research, sharpened pencils, abs that can cut steel, stoic statues, pottery classes

DEMETER / HARVEST.

soil-covered hands, smile that can bloom flowers, skin loved by the sun, being the mom-friend, can lift you and your friends, flowers kept in the pockets of overalls, takes pride in their beautiful garden, speaks to their plants, leaves rustling in the wind, stalks of wheat,picking fruit, greenhouses, heart as strong as a mountain, values simplicity, daisies dotted across a collarbone, curls crowned with flowers, folded pile of sweaters in warm hues, pulling out fresh-baked bread out of the oven and the smell wafting through the air

DIONYSUS / MADNESS.

drunk shitposter, on their sixth glass of wine before you’ve even finished your second, seductive smirks, untamed curls, rich fabrics on dark skin, sleek-furred panthers, theater masks, stage productions, receiving a standing ovation, rose caught between their teeth, being the baby of the bunch, wild parties that last from sundown to sunup, creeping vines, inspiring loyalty, grand opera houses, masquerade balls, rolls of film, shattered chandeliers with broken glass scattered across the wine-spilled floor, pouring champagne into flutes, lives for the applause

HEPHAESTUS / CRAFTSMANSHIP.

the calloused hands of someone who knows labor, sweaty brow, flame burning in their eyes, inventive mind, broad shoulders, steampunk goggles, nuts and bolts stored away in little boxes, ashes, striking a match, blueprints for future projects, fixing up a busted up car and giving it cool upgrades, wrestles with bitterness, work boots have seen better years, wrinkled plaid shirts, iron melted in blazing fire, huge jackets, crafting masterpieces, greased-stained overalls,fascination with robotics, pain is fuel, stack of weaponry, even their muscles have muscles

HERA / MARRIAGE.

resting bitch face, dressed to the nines, cows grazing on a pasture, cool rain, loving and hating fiercely, hand clutching a string of pearls, large chandelier with glittering crystals, plays the sims for the sole purpose of killing off their sims, romance to realism, pictures of the sky while flying on a plane, files that under fuck it, downs glasses of wine as they relax with a scented bubble bath and netflix, like their selfie or you’re grounded, knows 57 convenient ways to murder a man, dark eyes that penetrate your soul, marble and gold

HERMES / MESSENGER.

devil-may-care smile, always up-to-date on the latest technology, will steal your french fries, does it for the vine, shitposter, puts googly eyes on everything, meme hoarder, long drives on the highway, ma and pop diners, spontaneous road trips, folded maps, fingers dancing across the keyboard of a laptop, shooting hoops on the basketball court, chatting up strangers as you all journey to your own destinations, goes jogging in the morning, mixes redbull with coffee, menace on april fool’s, hoodies and sneakers

POSEIDON / SEA.

storm with skin, colourful coral reefs, waves crashing against the shore,stroking the soft fur of a cat, their heart pounding as their horse’s gentle trot speeds into a gallop, tousled locks, clothes smeared with paint, owns several sketchbooks yet always yearns to own more, leather jackets, fondness for diy projects, handwriting that flows across the page, nimble fingers playing the strings of a violin, velvety singing voice that haunts your dreams, mood as ever-changing as the sea, the roar of a motorcycle, compass with a spinning arrow

ZEUS / SKY.

thunder in their heart, running on coffee, flash of lightning, natural charisma, eloquence, badass in a nice suit, aficionado of history, force of nature, lenny face, nightmare-filled nights, proud arm around their lover’s waist, high-rise buildings, planes soaring through a cloudless sky, technician on the piano, maintains order, strong handshake, juggling multiple events on their busy schedule with ease, expensive watch

#‡ ooc #under cut so it doesnt clutter dash

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legion1993 · 5 years

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December 23rd

A/N: this is for the 12 days of christmas challenge brought to us by @thing-you-do-with-that-thing & @like-a-bag-of-potatoes... this also happens to be for JulesTheQuirky’s Winter Holiday Song Challenge brought to us by @julesthequirky.. hope you ladies enjoy them all.

pairing: Jensen x Reader

day 10: Christmas ball

prompt: last christmas by cascada

summery: its a surprise!!!!

12 days Masterlist

this is the story about how you were invited to a christmas ball but you just got your heart broken. but the hosts wanted you to sing a song, a christmas song but up until recently (2 weeks ago to be exact).

you had happily been dating Jensen Ackles one of the actors on the hit tv show Supernatural, but the littlest things would just bug you basically you made a list and sat down one day to discuss what the future looked like for the 2 of you.

but Jensen had the same idea, your ideas didnt match so he ended things. but it was apparent that you were heartbroken. considering you hadnt left your apartment in the last week.

by the time you received the invite for the ball you had found enough courage to face the music as it were. to come back into the world and face your fans, face your broken rhythm.

so you RSVP’d to the invite and started deciding what to wear as the ball was tomorrow, but you knew that this party was all the hottest and exclusive guests only. and every single year you were asked ever so nicely to perform but someone AKA Jensen was also always asked to perform.

you hoped this year that you would have a chance to express your true feelings. for it was 2 years ago tomorrow that you confessed your love for Jensen as a tradition. so you definitely knew what song you would sing.

you had picked a long flowy dress that brought out your natural curves and your nature about the season. but it also reminded you of Jensen, and this was okay cause for this event it worked.

tomorrow arrived quickly. the event wasnt due to start till 7pm but you had to be there an hour early to do a sound check and a couple other things. so you got ready and my oh my did you enjoy spining around in that dress for a few moments before throwing on your heels, packing your clutch and walking out to meet your car.

upon arriving at the party, you told your driver to be on the waiting list for your text of when your ready to be gotten as usual.

looking up at the building you had yet to breathe but you knew it would be ok for soon it would be time to get up on stage and address the people.

you went inside got fit for your personal mic and heard a voice from yonder speak.

Jensen: "dude i broke up with her why the hell would i want to sing with her.?."

Jared: "she is miserable plus i kinda have been messaging her."

jensen: "why the hell are you talking with her.. what happened to the bro code."

jared: "cause she needed someone to talk her through her 2 weeks of solitude.... i was there for her. just listen to her rehearsal dude."

Jared nods for jensen to turn his head they both watch and listen as you do your warm ups.

stage hand: "when your ready... sing something so we can calculate your vocal patterns."

you stood still not knowing if this would be heard by many people... but you sang straight from the heart, channeling all your hurt, all your pain into this one song...

Y/N: "well baby ive been here before, ive seen this room and ive walked this floor, i used to live alone before i knew ya. and ive seen your flag on the marble arch and love is not a victr'y march its a cold and its a broken hallelujah..."

but at that moment another voice joined in your breaking tones against the protests of his best friend. but the voice made you stop singing it made you tense up.

Jensen: "hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah..."

but you were so scared of what may come out of your mouth that in your dress withiut your shoes you ran off the stage, and into your dressing room.

~meanwhile jensen is getting talked to by jared who is just looking out for your well being.~

Jared: “Jay you shouldnt have done that, this is the first time in weeks that you guys have seen eachother and the first idea you have is to scare her by joining her in singing that song. do you have any idea how much emotion she expelled when she sang that part of the song.?.”

Jensen: “what the hell is going on so badly that she would confide in you and not me? why would she confide in you and not me? what arent you telling me?”

Jared: “ever wonder why she was acting a little different, why she always took her time getting ready. why she started having to go to the doctor so much. why she got so emotional the day you guys split."

Jensen had to think about this for he had not noticed anything like that, well he had he just didnt say anything.

Jensen: "well what is her reasoning... and it better explain everything."

Jared couldnt believe how clueless his best friend was being... he couldnt believe how stupid he was acting...

Jared: "shes pregnant dude."

Jensen: "what? what are you talking about?"

Jared couldnt take it anymore his best friend was gonna drive him nuts if he didnt tell him.

Jared: "she called me the day you guys broke up, she had a doctors appointment and didnt want to go alone so i went with her... i saw it myself its true... doc said she is about a month along. baby is definately yours jay."

Jensen was so shocked at this point... he couldnt believe it you were a month pregnant, with his baby...

Jensen: "well i guess that explains a few things but why wouldnt you tell me.."

Jared: "cause it wasnt my tale to tell... but seriously dude if you want her back dont scare her please."

~Jensen knew he had to get you back but it wasnt going to be easy... thats when the party started~

announcer: “welcome one and all.. tonight will be full of love, laughter, dancing and song. tonight is gonna be the night of all nights. lets kick it off with some cocktails and a song... so every one grab your cocktails and i will introduce our first singer in a moment.”

the announcer came up to you and smiled.

Announcer: “thank you for coming i heard what happened through the grapevine. are you sure you want to go up there and sing.”

Y/N: “i cant sit and be afraid of the world and their opinions anymore.”

Announcer: “ok would you mind going first?”

Y/N: “k but if it looks like im gonna freeze cut the music...”

Announcer: “ok i’ll go introduce you..”

the announcer walks out on the stage as the crowd comes back to the center of the room...

Announcer: “ok so she just had a horrible break up but she still came out tonight here to sing something that describes what she is feeling here is Y/N...”

you turned on your mic pack as you walked out on stage to the beat of the music. you knew that anything else would have made you scared but you gave your best smile...

Y/N: “Last christmas i gave you my heart but the very next day you gave it away... this year to save me from tears i’ll give it to someone special. Last Christmas i gave you my heart but the very next day you gave it away. this year to save me from tears i’ll give it to someone special...”

you were not sure if you would be able to do the rest of the song but you had to try.

Y/n: "once bitten and twice shy i keep my distance but you still catch my eye tell me baby do you recognize me well it's been a year and it doesn't surprise me. i wrapped it up and sent it with a note saying "I love you" i meant it now i know what a fool ive been but if you kissed me now i know you'd fool me again."

thats when Jensen came up on the stage view slowly. it startled you knowing how close he was but it didnt make you stop singing instead you turned to face him.

y/N: "last Christmas i gave you my heart but the very next day you gave it away this year to save me from tears ill give it to someone special."

you froze before continuing but Jensen instead pipped in..

Jensen: "a face on a lover with fire in your heart but im undercover but ive torn you apart... i mever meant to hurt you, now i know what a fool i was but if i kissed you now would you marry me.?."

you were shocked and just stood there in a shocked state then the music cut... the crowd just as shocked as you but anxiously awaiting your answer..

you instead of answering broke down into tears falling on your knees in front of Jensen you sobbed, for you knew that he knew about the baby...

Y/N: "im sorry Jay i should have told you as soon as i found out but i was scared, i love you Jensen Ackles. i would be honored to become your wife."

#quirky'swinterholchallenge #kari and ida's 12 days of spn christmas

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xxsteveharringtonxx · 6 years

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Him & I [Steve Harrington x Reader] pt 3

Plot: You’re Carol’s best friend, but naturally you’re close with Steve seeing as neither of you are really bad people like Tommy and Carol are. Things never got romantic between you and Steve purely because you were afraid to tell him how you feel, and you didn’t really tell anyone because even your best friend is a bit of a bitch. However when Steve starts dating Nancy and literally drops you and the others you cant really help but feel abandoned once you realised you weren’t putting up with Tommy and Steve because of Carol you were actually putting up with Tommy and Carol because of Steve. Set after season one.

Pairing: Steve Harrington x Reader

Warnings: Swearing

Him and I

Part Three

“So, my question is, how have you managed to survive a whole year with Carol and Tommy without snapping already?” Steve asked knowing it would make you smile, the two of you were sprawled out on his living room floor as you picked at the pizza you were sharing.

“Well I pretty much avoided them as much as possible outside of school, so guess it wasn’t that hard to get over the fact that they are complete ass holes. The worst part is people just hating me by association you know?” You asked looking up at him as he nodded along chewing on some pizza.

“Totally understandable, you’d be surprised what people really think of you. Everyone knows you were in too deep I wouldn’t worry about it.” He reassured as you sent him a tight lipped smile.

“I’m more worried about what they’re going to do. I’ve had a drink thrown at me, Billy calling me a slut because I won’t sleep with him, I mean where even is the logic in that?!” You exclaimed making him chuckle but look at you pretty seriously.

“I can talk to him? Or at least try to. It’s not cool what he’s doing to you.” Steve tried to talk you into it again, he mentioned it earlier too.

“No Steve, honestly I know how they work. They’ll get bored soon enough I just need to keep my head down and stay out of their way.” You said in the bravest voice you could muster as he watched you with slight admiration.

“Don’t you think you’ve put up with enough of their shit?” He asked as you smirked up at him.

“Sure I have, so a week or so more won’t kill me. I’ll be fine. Just gotta get used to finally being my own person. It worked out for you didn’t it?” You asked as he sighed.

“Yeah totally but I had Nance, it was different. But you have me now so I’ll look out for you just like old times I promise.” He stated holding out his pinky and you chuckled as you wrapped your smaller one around his and shook it for good measure.

“Hey, I’m sorry about Nancy. I heard what happened and uh I suppose you’ve got me now too so if you ever need to talk I’m your girl.” You told him honestly, and maybe getting close again might stir up all those old feelings but you were his friend first.

“Thanks but I’m okay. It hurts a little but I knew for a while it wasn’t right. Jonathan-” You cut him off shaking your head, he was fiddling with his hands and you knew he did that when he was either nervous, angry or sad and right now you couldn’t figure out which one it was but you knew he didn’t want to talk about it just yet.

“You don’t have too, the whole school has been talking about so if you’d rather not right now, just know whenever you are ready I’m here.” He sent you a look you couldn’t decipher, and one he’d sent you a few times years back but never got to the bottom of. You were cleaning up the plates in Steve’s kitchen when you heard a pounding on the door, and urgent one making you flinch.

“Dustin, what the hell?” You heard Steve burst as a bundle of curls came into your vision from the kitchen sink.

“Steve, thank God your home I need your help!” The young boy yelled making you raise an eyebrow.

“Look dude-” The boy hadn’t seen you yet and cut Steve off with another breathless rant.

“I haven’t got anyone else okay? I have a baby demogorgon in my basement and I need your help! Everyone, and I mean everyone down to Nancy and Jonathan are no where to be found you were my last option believe me.” He said grabbing Steve’s coat and throwing at him before heading back towards the front door when he finally noticed me.

“Hi.” I mumbled making the boy look back at Steve.

“Son of bitch Harrington, I swear Nancy is out of the picture for two seconds and-” This time you cut him off by interrupting.

“We’re just friends it isn’t like that!” You told him making Steve’s shoulders deflate at little from the rigid stance he’d gained at the boy’s mention of Nancy.

“Okay well can your friend go?” He asked Steve offending massively, maybe it wasn’t intentional but you felt the stab anyway.

“Hey dickhead, you were the one barging in here like you own the place no she can’t just go!” Steve defended but you shook your head.

“No, no I can it’s fine my car is right out front.” You rushed as you grabbed your coat. “Wait did you say demogorgon? From Dungeons and Dragons? Are you playing some kind of game?” You asked as everything processed in your brain and suddenly the boy broke out into a grin.

“Hey she’s pretty cool, good job Steve.” He was slowly starting to redeem himself as he warmed up to you before realising what was really going on.

“Hold on, she’s got a point are you being serious? Like actually serious?” Steve asked suddenly growing impatient.

“Yes! You think I would ride my bike all the way over here if I wasn’t serious!” He yelled at Steve making you frown.

“You guys are taking this game way too seriously.” You mumbled making Steve look increasingly worried.

“Maybe you should head home Y/N, and I’ll call you in the morning?” He suggested making you nod as he helped you put your coat on.

“Okay sure? Erm have fun?” You said as more of question seriously confused as to why they were taking a game so seriously, this town was weird but sometimes the people were weirder.

It took Steve pretty much all morning to finally call you and when he did you didn’t expect him to invite you out with him and Dustin.

“What? Really? Am I part of the game now?” You asked half teasingly and half really confused making him chuckle.

“It’s a pretty long story but me and the kid need help and well out of everyone in this town I trust you the most, so pick you up in 20?” He asked making you blush and smile.

“Sure, uh yeah okay sure I’ll be ready.” You stated ready for whatever today was going to throw at you.

“Awesome. Do you have an axe or crow bar by any chance?” He asked seriously making you think back to your dad’s old tool shed and envision the axe hanging on the wall that he used for hunting.

“Yeah I have an axe.” You replied.

“Perfect. Bring it.” Raising your eye brows as you heard the dial tone it took you a second to jump into action and run out to the shed where you plucked the axe off the wall and shoved it into a backpack and bag into the house to put on your jacket ready for Steve.

Sitting out on the front wall where you’d always wait for him to pick you up you involuntarily smiled at the sight of his red BMW, climbing into the back with a sigh you glanced up at the two boys in the front who were already looking at you.

“So, where are we going?” You asked before remembering the axe. “Oh and is this okay?” You asked holding it up to see Steve smiling proudly at you as Dustin looked a little shocked.

“You were right Steve, she’s awesome.” He announced making you chuckle and put the axe back.

“So are you going to fill me in?” You asked again hinting that you were still totally confused on where you were supposed to be going and Steve caught your eye in the mirror as Dustin turned to you with a smile.

“It all started last year..”

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“So let me get this straight you kept something you totally knew was dangerous to impress some girl you’ve just met?” You asked avoiding the chunks of meat Dustin was throwing behind him as Steve looked at you sharing a look of honest disbelief.

“Alright Y/N that’s grossly over simplifying things.” He fought back as Steve backed you up.

“Why would a girl like some nasty slug anyway?” He asked making you look at Dustin for a response.

“An inter-dimensional slug? Because it’s awesome!” He defended making you shrug a little.

“I mean I’m a tiny bit interested to see it I guess.” You chimed as Steve shook his head at you with a chuckle.

“Well even if she thinks it’s cool, which she doesn’t.” He gave you a look and you shrugged once again falling into step next to Dustin. “I don’t know I just think you’re trying way too hard man.” He advised as you looked up at him not agreeing, the kid was thirteen, an inter-dimensional slug is as exciting as it gets at that age.

“Not everyone can have your perfect hair okay?” Dustin then said as your heart broke for him, he’s only young it’s tough at that age.

“It’s not about the hair man, the key with girls is just I don’t know acting like you don’t care.” Steve told him as you kept your mouth shut not wanting to ruin their guy time, however you still disagreed with what Steve was saying.

“What even if you do?” He asked the older boy innocently.

“Yeah exactly it drives em nuts.” Steve said which automatically made you zone out, you didn’t particularly want to listen to him preaching about girl logic however wrong it was you weren’t interested.

Until you heard your name.

“Yeah she seems pretty special, what about Y/N?” Dustin asked making you look up to Steve who knew you wasn’t listen and he smirked at you.

“Y/N, she’s different. There are some girls who see right through your shit, and when you know, you know.” Smiling at him Dustin turned and looked at you with a huge grin which made your heart melt as the little curly kid started to grow on you.

“And when your hair is damp, not wet! Damp, then you use four puffs of the Farrah Fawcett spray...” Scoffing with laughter at Steve’s words he glared at you as Dustin also shared an amused glance with you.

“Farrah Fawcett?” He questioned with amusement and curiosity laced in his tone.

“Yeah I mean she’s hot.” Steve hummed looking back at you and winking as you blushed red remembering your Halloween costume from just a few nights ago. Maybe hanging out with Steve today wasn’t such a bad idea, regardless of whether or not you really were hunting inter-dimensional creatures you still weren’t entirely sure existed.

#steve harrington fluff #steve harrington x reader #steve harrington imagine #steve harrington fanfic #steve harrington #king steve #steve imagine #stranger things #season 2 stranger things #stranger things 2 #joe keery imagine #joe keery #steve x reader fanfic

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napokriva · 7 years

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honestly all i truly wanted was to see your smile on the day of your graduation, bright and happy and a little bit sad of course

i loved the fact that for the first time ever i get to be with somebody whose friends are the most important people in their lives besides their family because therefore i could make a best friend out of you and for me this is something absolutely special

listening to your stories no matter how many times you’ve had repeated the same one again and again was one of the most interesting things about you in the beggining and it still is because i could feel your warmth through your memories put in words

and i never really liked that park 10 minutes away from my home because it always felt strange taking walks in there but then we went together and now i cannot seem to walk myself home alone properly

it took me 3 months to get used to the fact i must wait for a certain metro train that’ll take me to your house

and now when i think about it twice i might have left my fluffy socks in your room just on purpose so i can always have a reason to come back to you but please wear the blue hat i gave you, you weren’t wearing it today and i’m worried your head’s getting cold more easily now that you’ve cut your hair and by the way it suits you so good

but there were moments in which you scared the shit out of me because of your actions towards your own body and psyche and how self destructive you can be but the more i felt afraid the more i kept telling myself i dont want to ever leave you alone unless you do want me to and now that you do my brain WONT SHUT UP about all the things we promised each other to do someday because you promised me you’ll never leave me for such a reason that you left me for

and what i truly cannot understand is how and why would you give up on someone so easily i am not a friend nor a partner, im someone who cant stop crying because i know what you need and i feel like i’ve made a mistake standing for myself and not for someone else this time at least once and i know its not wrong in general,not even a bit, but i made you feel so bad and abandoned now you cant even imagine how much im punishing myself about it and i cant stop

if i could travel back in time i would tell myself to hold on tight on anything else but you because you cannot bear the love i am you’re getting scared so easily its hurting me outside to watch the madness in your eyes and the superficial words you’re now not realising you’re saying and these both things fighting inside you plus everything else happening in your head it just drives me nuts

i wish i was an angel with wings bigger and heavier than your body so i can wrap them around you and fight everything that was ever meant to hurt you even if i had to fight myself i would

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endandegg · 7 years

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juice

there’s so many species of dogs

but they’re all dogs at heart

there’s many sober feelings

but you’ll be torn apart

you’re seldom juicing squeezing

but I know your heart

is dying barely breathing

i know you’re long from perfect

but we’re all long from perfect

you’re seldom juicing juicing squeezing

i’m dying barely breathing

we’re all selling our hearts

you’re dying barely healing

i’m moving with this wheel and

I’m moving in with that funky feeling

you’re seldom juicing squeezing

i’m dying barely breathing

every instant grab it, make it

you don’t want to fake it

tell me what is your goal

stuck in a loop out of control

tell me what is your goal

stuck in a loop out of control

where is kevin?

he’s on his knees

begging for forgiveness

he’s got the heavy heavy heavy disease

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smooth on the seaside beaches

exasperation and the sweet taste of peaches

pumping through your veins when bribes turn into leases

stuck with something in a million pieces

smooth on the seaside beaches

praying for an imaginary jesus

everything it comes and goes

i’m wearing overthrows and overcoats

it’ll never flow just where you want it to go

without a seed to plant and a garden to grow

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just a photograph

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hot coffee and tea leaves

free like the waterfalls

healthy eaters

they’re just like me microwaves

that of which we can’t see in our brains

we’ll be real cozy

thousand dollar caskets for priceless memories

i'll never grow, you’ll never show up, you’ll never grow up

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I’m cold. are you?

hi cold nuts.

huh?

I said hi cold nuts.

america the land of the

martian cult infinity

i think i’ll go maybe i’ll leave

follow for another night

put another wall berlin knocks it down

where ya goin’?

nowhere

you can’t just leave like that in the fuckin’ song

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can’t have inspiration

don’t know who you love

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I always feel like shit

Does that mean you’re a crybaby too?

Yeah there are, like, other organs in your body.

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I got triangles up in my staircase oh no

there was no ice cream feeding to the children

in the summer the warped tour’s way too hot

they say one day be prepared because you never know what’s coming

walk down fifth avenue and feeling really scummy

put your needle to the nose

he puts up your clothes

we don’t need no care

we just need earth fire and air

sweet America Land of the whore

sweet America the land of industry

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sweet friend of mine victory is out of line

i’ve been questioning all of these things

vacation it can’t come fast enough

saving my money feeling out of luck

it’s tough in the city where no one sleeps

so call your own friendship to the line

your own little moment to shine.

so pick all your cucumbers out of your salad

at olive garden you were feeling kinda hasty to leave

were you leaving or taking the lead?

Its funny how people take fear by the reigns

put a spike to their veins and feel happy all again

and i want to hold onto what i can be allowed to keep

swimmin’ in the sand x8

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friends become foes friends become foes

onions make you cry just like

friends become foes

i would kill a rabbit if i had it

i would burn the wood if i had it

if i wanted to learn magic i would make this all disappear

i wouldn’t burn my house down

find the thing that i have not yet found

a family who’s out of town just like everyone

i grew up with daughters and sons

we grew up with classmates and hashtags

we grew up in the 21st century

don't listen to the social media

just stay in your room

and eat pita bread

and go to bed feeling no longer insatiable but indeed relate-able

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someone doesn’t know

my daddy hit the jackpot now hes winning big and hell never stop

cause if you bet enough you bet enough money sometimes you’re gonna win honey

the rhyming and the bunny made you hop over your heel

i’ve gotta a fortune you want to know

and the fortunes gonna go something like

you will always succeed in your future

no weed weed nothing needed

just you nothing to do

so you go for a walk and walk always these chickens squawk

no one is really as lively as you when you're out walking alone in this crazy zoo

run bun al capone in this boys beggar home hes never working alone hes got his head in the zone

but hes out drinking making noise i never want to stop partying with the rowdy boys

cloudy thoughts and cigarette smoke and never going to sleep alone

all these thought awake me up to early 4am i cant sleep anymore because

the milk mans knocking at my door and it about time that i wake the fuck up from this lucid doctors scheme

im always repairing my knees when i fall down and get the disease

i want nothing but these trees i want nothing but this soil

gives me eggs hard boiled please c'mon boys get on your knees and suck it

i am your bucket, i am your chum, i am your chew, i am your tobacco, i am you

you are me and we are the truth because you cant see.... when we are alone

i am nothing we are winning and we are suffering we are beginning to see the real dues due

its like stories in the pictures and photo booths.

its like the books that we read

the warning we don’t heed

the things that we don’t need

we always fucking want

the poems that it haunts

you on your lawn

ill be killing time

looking for a steady source of green

money in between

my knees

i’m shaking at them

what has gotten into those men

white collar crime with a blue collar mind

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They were good after time aged like teen spirit and I can be bad at jokes all the time and I think you’d still laugh. You are a bad liar. Hold onto it. I want to hold onto the good (intentions in you). You understand. Good music makes me feel bad. with you everything’s golden.

I want to rip it up. Complete what I was thinking all along. I feel not like a sinner in a saint’s body. We all do it. I wrote it down 5 times. It still looks bad, smells bad, tastes like old toast. Instead of pushing away verbally, I showed my true colors. I have many. I left my favorite proper noun for something a little more profound. I strayed and felt okay. I drove all the way your house in the middle of the night. Tell myself this is nothing really. Do what you need to convince me. You always have been good at listening. Echo your thoughts, You see me seeing you. You talk over me. I don’t mind. Our laughter coincides. Now I’m feeling fine. I want to stop time. You put James and Giant Peach on your television. There’s so much on my mind you get. I can do so many things with my own bare hands. You pick them up; answer my metaphor. Nothing is complicated. You wrap your legs around my torso. We softly tumble and we become one. Its movie time and there’s blankets. we are infinite. I never want to leave your bedroom. Morning never came. You stand in the kitchen and say everything’s going to be okay. I remember not believing you. I drive away alone feeling miserable and empty. I’ve never felt so empty in my life. the drive home, the polite lady, the fireplace. it all just went away.

Now everything’s alright.

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