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mikichko · 21 days

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you’ve relied on yourself for so long that it’s a little jarring when gaz or soap (or both tbh) are there to help you out.

it starts off small, seeing you wobble around the grocery store with your left foot encased in a walking boot. its infuriating to watch as other customers weave carefully around you, as if you’re plagued instead of helping you out. so he takes matters into his own hands and helps you out. afterall, what would his mother say if he hadnt helped a pretty thing like you out?

“need a hand?” he asks but doesn’t wait for a response. instead, he pries the basket out of your hands, ignoring any attempt to take it back. your cheeks feel hot and you stutter through a rebuttal, trying to tell him that you’re okay but he doesn’t pay it any mind.

you spend the next half hour adding items to the basket while he tries to chat you up. by the time you’re done checking out he’s holding your bags and asking where your car is.

the tips of your ears burn when you tell him that you don’t own a car, you actually live close by. he gives you a sly grin and asks you where to, no intention of letting you walk home without help in your current condition. he memorizes your address and makes a note to alter his daily walk route to pass by.

and suddenly this one time thing starts to become the new normal. oh you’re bringing in some new things into your apartment? let him help you! doctor’s told you you’re not supposed to be lifting anything too heavy.

walking out of you apartment on an errand? oh what a coincidence! he’s got an errand to run in that part of town too! why don’t you hold on to him and use his arm as support as you’re hobbling over?

oh no! did the delivery drivers refuse to bring up your package to your apartment! there’s no need to worry love, he’ll help you out. he hoists the package over his shoulder, barely winded asking, “right then, where’d you want this?”

absolutely does not miss the way you gawk at him as you usher him to the elevator. feigning ignorance as he watches you try and fail to not eye him up.

and of course he’s so gracious and helps ease up the tension and stress that comes with being injured, has you on your back, legs over his shoulder, pressing a kiss to the bruised ankle as he rolls his hips into you.

“that’s it. pretty thing like you doesn’t need to worry about anything else but cumming on this cock. let me handle it all for you.”

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lovedazai · 4 months

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hey maii, this is the first time i ask anything, so i feel a little nervous kqksj (also, my first language isn't english so i'm sorry if i make any mistakes!)

i just wanted to tell you that i love your blog so much😞❤‍🩹 dazai is my favourite character ever but everytime i search for fics ppl mischaracterize him so bad.. they talk about him like he's so cold and heartless and doesn't care about anyone and, i mean yeah he has his issues, and love can be hard for him, but he isn't toxic or abusive or incapable of love. buttt i never felt weird while reading your fics or posts abt him because You get him!! you write him so well actually, anytime you post something about him i get all excited like (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)!!!

lqkdlqkw i made this so long i'm sorryy😭 but there's one more thing, if you don't mind answering, i wanted to ask you: what do you think dazai would be like with aftercare? i've been thinking about that all day and thought, hmm maybe i could ask mai ! soo yeah that's it, ilyy and i'm sending you lots of kisses (⁠っ⁠˘⁠з⁠(⁠˘⁠⌣⁠˘⁠ ⁠) byebye

nonnie <3 !! ur english is absolutely perfect, pls dont apologize !! oh my gosh ur so so sweet, thank u so much <3 <3 !! im so happy u love the little version of dazai i have in my head (∩ ⸝⸝ ∩) blowing u so many kisses back !!

oo i think aftercare w dazai is reserved for when hes in a relationship only !! hes v sweet & sleepy, kisses wherever he can reach & rubs u wherever ur sore. hes only a little cocky if ur particularly worn out. if u insist on getting up & taking a bath or a shower he’ll complain a little but ofc joins u anyway….just watch out for his hands…(⸝⸝•̀ ᴖ •́⸝⸝)

#valentines #dazai love club ⊹ 𓂃 ｡ ‧ ₊#ʚ shhh ɞ

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glassyvitreous · 1 year

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OH GODS OH GODS NO ONO ONO NO NO ONO NO NO NO DONT DO THIS TO ME IM SORRY I DIDNT MEAN IT I DIDNT MEAN ANY OF IT IT WAS ALL JUST A BIG PRANK A JOKE I DIDNT MEAN TO I REALLY DIDNT PLEASE DONT KILL ME OR HURT ME OR PUSH ME OFF PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I CANT DO THIS AGAIN I CANT I REALLY CANT PLEASE JUST GO AWAY DONT HURT ME PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DONT DO THIS PLEASE IM SORRY IM SO FUCKING SORRY I DIDNT MEAN TO DO IT IT WAS ALL JUST A MISTAKE I CAN FIX IT PLEASE DONT MAKE ME GO THROUGH THIS AGAIN PELAE EPSLE SP IM SO JDCSCATBREED PLD AE FIM NSPCRY Y P M AUORYYY CAR E MY RTSAEASRD ENOIGUGHT TO CONVINCE YOZU U THAT IV DODJ TT MENA IGT IM SOYR PLESAS E DON T KKILL MNME IM SO SOYRRY I DIDJ T MEAN TO DO IT IM SORRY IKM SORRYY DONT HYURT MME OLEALE PLESD OI JMSO SORRY OLE<AE I DIDN TMEAN IT BONONPNNPPNNPONONNN OPH GODS PELKASE PLAE PELA DONMT DO IT OM AO FUCKING SORRY PLEASD

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hillarysss · 3 years

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blunt astro observations ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

do not repost plagiarize reword

🐈‍⬛I ’ve noticed some cancer venuses can’t focus on other people besides their romantic partner sometimes?? this can go as far as dropping close friends for their partner & then regretting it.

🐈‍⬛Pluto in 10th likes when other people are intimidated by them like y’all feel like you have POWER. & I’ve noticed Pluto in 10th likes having “powerful” friends that can boost them.

🐈‍⬛Mercury in scorpio probably makes you seem like more of a scorpio more than any other placement. scorpio placements have a really intense way of communicating so scorpio mercuries may be mistakes for scorpio suns & big three scorpio placements.

🐈‍⬛If you have chiron in retrograde... im so sorry, you all neglected your pain in a past life & have to deal with strong pain very young. im sorryy.

🐈‍⬛Hear me outttt, juno in 11th can indicate getting married online

🐈‍⬛I hear a lot of people assume aries mars= angry mf, no no no CANCER MARS will cry and piss themselves when their toxic ex don’t text back.. sorry

🐈‍⬛If neptune is your chart ruler I’m just gonna assume you’re always in the clouds and you seem like you don’t pay attention 24/7.

🐈‍⬛Pisces rising is free clairvoyance, I swear pisces risings are so psychic I can’t..

🐈‍⬛taurus in 3rd/ pisces rising you guys were probably told to speak up a lot because y’all voices sound so quiet.

🐈‍⬛I mentioned this on a seperate post but why are virgo sun sagittarius moons everywhere?? Like y’all..

🐈‍⬛Having a gemini moon tells me that when you finally leave your room you tell your parents/ siblings random knowledge no one asked you about and then you leave again. Also why are so gemini moons interested in astrology?? like y’all everywhereee too.

🐈‍⬛Okay, I know opposite moon signs are similar, but sagittarius and geminis are sooooo fucking similarr. Like a Sagittarius Moon + Gemini Moon would make such good friends.

🐈‍⬛Venus in leo is telling me that you send an angry text when your romantic interest doesn’t text back and then send them bra pictures when you finally get validation, sorry venus in leos.

🐈‍⬛Sun in 6th tells me that when you finally put boundaries up, no one respects them.

🐈‍⬛So many pisces placements get into online / long distance relationships. This is because pisces placements can truly be themselves online, but they’re really shy in person.

🐈‍⬛Venus in taurus tells me you love spoiling yourself 24/7, as you should.

🐈‍⬛Pisces venuses are scarier than scorpio venuses. Y’all fall in love with anyone that “understands” you.

🐈‍⬛Pisces placements are more weird than aquarius placements?? Like pisces placements I’ve met are soooo weirdd. (Love y’all though)

🐈‍⬛If Pluto is in 9th I’m just gonna assume there was a lot of tower moments in your late school years.

🐈‍⬛Aries placements LOVEEE standing up for “what’s right” more than libras to be honest. Aries placements go to extra lengths to make sure what they fight for has justice.

🐈‍⬛Mercury in 1st individuals tells me that you hate and are aware that people can underestimate your intellectual abilities.

🐈‍⬛Uranus in 3rd tells me that you are considered “the weird kid” but are hella fucking smart.

🐈‍⬛If you have a libra rising/ moon I’m just gonna assume you don’t know your worth. So many people with these placements stay in toxic situations and try to “make it right’ no, LEAVE.

🐈‍⬛Venus in leo/ mars in leo remember just because your crush liked another girl’s instagram picture does not mean you are annoying..

🐈‍⬛If you have mars in 4th im just gonna assume you have deep rooted trauma from home life & the reason you are wayy over protective over anything and yourself. You’re probably scared of even going to the grocery store at times. However you’re always ALERTT and ready to protect anything.

🐈‍⬛If you have mars in 4th you definitely rebel over anything your parents say & argue every day over pointless things at times.

🐈‍⬛if your chiron is in 3rd you’re telling me people usually think you’re “dumb” because you process thoughts way differently. you could suffer from something (again, general). but a lot of people with this placements suffer from a lot of intrusive thoughts.

🐈‍⬛Venus in scorpio could do well with another venus in scorpio. Both love that ride or die shit.

🐈‍⬛Venus in scorpio have a thing for people who “look bad” & have tattos.

🐈‍⬛Venus in leo/ scorpio venuses probably fixate on that one song and then forget about it.

🐈‍⬛If you have capricorn mars I’m gonna assume you mentally and physically can not live if that project isn’t done nicely.

🐈‍⬛Okay I’ve realized a lot of leo moons have mothers that are bad bitches & set high expectations for the child. The child probably has been set to a lot of great things since young. This could also manifest more strictly & create some insecurity.

🐈‍⬛If you have moon in the water houses (4,8,12) PLEASEEE listen to your intuition, y’all psychic.

🐈‍⬛Air moons/ placements love neglecting their intuition, you know you have that bad feeling about that one person, why aren’t they blocked yet? Yeah, block button now.

🐈‍⬛Venus in taurus tells me you settle once you get that security in someone and when they start acting up you find security in another person like you pack your bags and leave haha no bullshitt from this person.

🐈‍⬛Jupiter in 10th, why y’all care so much if people like you or not? Y’all are naturally admired & people close to your circle get good luck.

🐈‍⬛Venus in 10th individuals can get their info/ photos usen to catfish & etc, people admire them a lot.

🐈‍⬛Uranus in 1st/ Uranus touching ascendant were that one kid that broke the rules to make everyone laugh & themselves laugh. Everyone thought they were so fucking weird yet they were so likeble. You all love to break rules, but you all will kill somebody if your own boundaries are closed.

🐈‍⬛Mars in 3rd tells me you don’t gaf and you send those bold texts anyway.

🐈‍⬛Taurus risings, y’all look rich. I don’t even know how to explain like y’all look wealthy.

🐈‍⬛If you have pisces/ libra / aries anywhere I’m just gonna assume you fangirl over anime characters.

🐈‍⬛If you have capricorn placements (especially capricorn moon) or/and virgo placements I’m just gonna assume you expect the worst case sceneraio 24/7.

🐈‍⬛Virgo placements get scared when things are going good because they think it’ll just get bad again.

🐈‍⬛Having gemini placements especially the moon tells me you overthink everything and get addicted to everything but you hate routine because your brain gets addicted to anything they find stimulating.

🐈‍⬛If you have an aquarius chiron I’m gonna assume you have never found friends that let you be “weird”.

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marriedimmortals · 3 years

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环绕 lyrics translation:

Teaser vs Capella ver

太阳有点烧

The sun burns a little

不知是否我太上脑

I don't know if it's because I'm too lightheaded

心跳往上冒

My heartbeat Quickens

阻止不了的在舞蹈

Dancing uncontrollably

不小心步入了你温柔圈套

I accidentally stepped into your gentle trap

不知道不明了还能否逃跑

I don't know, it's unclear if I can still escape

碰巧不需要你过多的打扰

It happens that I don't need you to meddle***

我只要你一个微笑就好

I just need one smile from you and I'll be fine

你在我指尖发梢环绕

You are at my fingertips revolving

你在跟我玩闹 chill out

You are playing around with me chill out

你不在乎我要多少

You don't care how much I want

呼吸你的味道刚好

Breathing in your scent feels just right

你在我脑海围绕奔跑

You are in my head racing around

让我的心燃烧失焦

Burning up my heart I'm losing focus

你让我的心跳停掉

You make my heartbeat come to a stop

感觉有点微妙不好

There’s a strange subtle feeling* This is bad

好像离你近了一步

It feels like when I get one step closer to you

不再迷路找到一张新的地图

I'm not lost anymore like I found a new map

Ooh

试探着你脉搏起伏

Feeling your pulse rise and fall*

呼吸急促迷恋又上升了指数

Breathing speeds up I'm infatuated with you again

不再束缚不再踌躇

No longer bound No more hesitation

给你全部成熟的风度

I will give you every bit of a mature elegance

就算西部乌云密布

Even if the west is full of clouds

必经之路阳光似初

It's the only road like the first of sunlight

(purple x1)

(blue x2)

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So the ***

Fans are saying that's the only part that is being sung directed at the fans 🤭😂😂

Ahem so yeah... I will appreciate any two cents y'all want to put in on this obviously not a love song for junzi🤭🤭🤭

Edit: okay I just found out someone has already done the translation on twitter but I like mine so I'm keeping this up anw.

*i was wrong about this part, sorryy😔 this is exactly what i mean by im not good enough to be a human tl. So please in the future too, point out the mistakes i make, i will be more than glad to learn (ﾉ´ヮ`)ﾉ*: ･ﾟ

#i cant even breathe #this is way too real #junzhe #langlangding #new song #zhang zhehan #gong jun #yeah zzh go ahead be bold #we are just dying #zzh #zhang zhehan superior #im gonna add #word of honor #for clout💀#and also #woh memes #haha suck it

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uwuch9n · 3 years

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hey person !! today i'll be writing some 2AM sugawara fluff because i'm bored and not tired :D hope u enjoy reading !

characters: sugawara & nb y/n (self insert or oc)

warnings or possible triggers: hands are touched, making out, neck being grabbed (not aggressively!!,) suga and y/n both tear up, goosebumps, a confession, & hugging ! please do not continue reading if any of these things could trigger any unwanted reactions ! maybe the next time i write some fluff or sfw fanfics you’ll be able to read ‘em !

picnic date after practice.

you watch sugawara, asahi, and daichi all laughing and messing around after practice, while kageyama and hinata do their gay little thing. you've been watching them play for the longest time, cheering them on in the crowd, and now that you're in the official karasuno volleyball team, you can't even believe how pretty sugawara actually is up close. or how good they cooperate in the team, that too. sugawara caught your attention the most though, and you knew exactly what it was. his beautiful smile and his soothing voice. though he's never actually talked to you as anything more than a teammate, you felt as though he was just.. special.

of all the boys in the volleyball team, or even in the entirety of karasuno, sugawara was the one you really would like to know the most.

that's when you finally snap out of your little fantasy world and realize that THE sugawara is walking up to you with the biggest smile. you start to tense up, obviously. you've been crushing on him since when..? ever since you saw him? yeah.

"hey there y/n ! i got a question for you, if you don't mind taking a few minutes to talk!" he says enthusiastically. woah. sugawara knows your name and wants to talk to you. SUGAWARA. WANTS. TO. TALK. TO. YOU. and he knows your name.

"wh- yeah sure i've got all day! what's up?" you say acting like this was totally cool with you and you totally weren't just thinking about him. his smile doesn't leave his face, in fact it only grows bigger. he seemed glad that you were free all day. you just didn't know why he was so happy about it.

"awesome ! well i was trying to reach you yesterday but i guess you aren't the type to pick up random numbers are you," he giggled, "i should've messaged you instead... but anyway! i wanted to talk to you about your blocking.. it's really impressive. and i just wanted to say that for a new addition to our team, you really are very skilled. and im so proud of you for that y/n! but im getting off track here aren't i.." he rambled on and on about how impressed he was by you and how he wanted to get to know you better. you sat there flustered and shocked, but still willing to listen to every compliment he threw at you.

his rambling continued and you are able to understand all of it, but then you hear him ask you... a very WATTPAD-ESQUE question.

"i was wondering if maybe you wanted to go on a little picnic date with me so that we could talk about the team.. or if you'd like, talk about each other! whatever you want, i'll make sure to make it happen and-" you cut him off. "MHM! let's totally do it!! i'm so down !! SO PUMPED !! woohOOO! i would love that !!" you blabber out excitedly.

"awe great! when would you like to go? like in a few minutes?? maybe tomorrow? i mean we could go get dressed at home and then bring all the supplies and stuff and meet up at a park if you're fine with it! i'll send you the address of my favorite park.. here lemme just..."he proposed while reaching for his phone. you nod in agreement and both of you exchange numbers, giving each other nicknames in the contact list.

fast forward; you two are already at the park, setting up the picnic spot. (i know im lazy im sorryy)

"alright doll, would you mind bringing over the food basket i set up for us? it's right- yeah right there!" he giggled as you quickly pointed at where it was while he was mid-sentence. he brushed off any unnecessary leaves and dirt on the picnic blanket, and sat down, moving around the food items and snacks to make the setup look cuter and more enjoyable. you finally finish bringing over all the snacks you brought from home and set them down, organizing them alongside suga.

"is that a separate bowl of konpeitō??!" you ask shocked. it was your personal favorite candy and you were curious to know how HE knew that. "yeah it is! i love konpeitō a lot so i brought some for us to share, it's my favorite candy." he replied while scratching his head. "no way! it's my favorite candy too! that's cool!!" you say very hyped. you both giggle and talk about how you two were feeling. things like "how was your week?" and "did you enjoy practice?" were probably the first few questions of the bunch.

of course, the conversation didn't stay dry, and you two talk about lots of things, ranging from why your favorite song was actually a meme song to why sugawara doesn't like to share his snacks with daichi because he eats them all.

you both enjoyed the delicious konpeitō, nommed on some homemade suga-sandwiches, and sipped on fruit punch flavored juice happily while talking about how cute the ducks at the park were.

then sugawara's curiosity kicked in.

"hey doll, i think you already know what i saved you as in my phone, but i never found out what you saved me as.. is it alright if you tell me?" he asked suddenly. he was itching to know what you decided to call him. this was very important to sugawara and you could tell, so you quickly followed up. "i got you saved as suga-bear with a white heart next to it!" you said, smiling gently. he blushed a bit from how calm you said it. your smile made his mind go blank.

"that's.. adorable y/n.. that's so cute..." he lets out after finally finding out how to breathe again. you look away, clearly blushing because of how cute he looked while saying that. he finally mustered up the courage to caress your soft tender hand, squeezing it, not too tightly, and then slowly redirecting his hand to your warm, rosy cheek.

"y/n, honestly.. if i didn't ask you on this date would i have even known how incredibly cute you actually were?" he said as he looked deeply into your eyes, getting lost in them by each passing second. your thoughts raced as his warm hand rested against your left cheek and the wind slowly hit your back. you could hear your heart beating much faster than before. it was a very tense yet relaxing moment.

before you could even respond to his rhetorical question, he leaned in and slowly kissed your lips, his tongue accidentally slipping in. neither of you regretted it though. you kissed back; and for a short moment, your mind went blank. you could feel both his hands moving towards your neck and shoulders. he grabbed your neck gently and only fell into a deeper kiss than when his lips first met yours. his fingers wrapped around your neck and even just the feeling of it gave you goosebumps.

"i don't know if it's too soon to even say this but it's just... it feels right to." he says as he pulled away from the kiss. "doll..." he sighed. "i love you.. and im not holding back from saying that because i know that if we spend even just one more minute together i'll already want to give you the world and all of the universes on a silver platter." he confessed.

you couldn't even believe what was happening. i mean, the kiss alone was enough to make you pass out and yet here you were listening to your crush of 3 years confess his love to you at a cute picnic date.

"i... i love you a lot. im not just saying that because we're here on a little picnic date and i'm not saying it with hopes to make you feel better or give you false hope. i truly feel like you just.. make me feel even more comfortable being myself. even if it was just a short picnic date, even if we played together once or twice during practice, even if this is our first time actually having a full-on conversation. i really do love you... so so much.." you could see a tear rolling down his cheek as he mouthed "thank you" and kissed your cheek.

he went in for a hug and moved his hands and arms up and down against your back. he laughed off his tears while still rubbing your back, and pulled away to wipe his tears. you could tell he wasn't joking about it and that made you get a little emotional too. he grabbed your face and kissed your forehead, then your nose, and lastly, a small peck on the lips.

"suga... i didn't know you felt the same way i did.." you said, reassuring him that you loved him just as much. he laughed through his tears and then sniffed. you could see how he was quickly getting much more comfortable with you.

"i always have... it's just now i'm able to actually tell you about it.. yknow?" he laughed. he intertwined his fingers with yours and tightly held your hands, putting them both close to his face and gently planting kisses on them. both of you looked into each other's eyes and leaned in for a final kiss while the sun was setting.

from the second you saw him, to the moment you two kissed, you knew suga was the one.

that’s all ! i hope you enjoyed this self insert x suga fluff fanfic ! i can't even tell if this one's good or not, but that's because i wrote this at like 2AM and i'm just posting it now because of the lil mistakes lmao. i dont rlly expect this to do any good, just a random fluff i wrote :,)

#hq fluff #fluff #haikyuu fluff #fluff fanfic #sfw fanfic #sugawara x y/n #hq sugawara #haikyuu sugawara #sugawara koushi #koushihaikyuu #koushi sugawara x reader #sugawara fluff #koushi fluff #sfw writing #sfw #writing #fanfic

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plsleafmelon · 5 years

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@hua-lian Thank you very much, Jy姐 for tagging me!!

Rules: Answer 21 questions and tag 21 people you want to get to know better.

Nickname: Nikki! Or Nic... Usually only my IRL frens call me Nic tho! My gf calls me love/mon soliel, does that count??

Height: 157cm, but I’m tryna touch 167cm, even 160cm would be good now....

Birthday: 18th August!!! Same as Percy Jackson’s~

Last Movie I saw: I don’t remember... don’t watch movies much

Favourite Artists: ok, um, I hope y’all don’t mind me tagging you!! @ineffableboyfriends I love your oc especially!! And I am so sorry for mistaking you for Skies姐 that one time please forgive me!! @zeldacw I love all her work!! And her art style UwU my fav!! @cindersart shes like the first art blog I followed and even now I still love her work! And @cassandrajp imma gonna be honest here like if I hadn’t seen her art, I would have no idea how most of the TMI cast looked like! @lee-luca hi hi im gonna be polite and call u Luca姐 for now but yes i love all your Zhuiyi art esp that SG au and @crazydoodles wow this is kinda repitetive (how do u spell) but yes i love ur art very much too!! @kolzse i might not be very much in hetalia rn but ur art is still 10/10 amazing

Songs stuck in my head: Magic Shop by BTS and Senorita by (G)-Idle its all just kpop rn i love them (Miyeon’s my bias)

Do I get asks?: Nope...

Other blogs?: Nope, but I’ve been thinking of making one!

Following: 36 peeps only heh

Lucky Number: 18 and 8!! My birth date!!

What I’m wearing: Tights and T-shirt

Dream Job: Psychatrist/Therapist!!! I wanna help people!! And not be like overly stiff bcos thats kinda boringggg

Favourite Food: As of now, Korean Spicy Chicken! Do drinks count tho? Cos I LOVE peach tea

Dream Trip: TRAVEL THE WORLDDDDD!!! But specifically? Poland and Russia!!! And Italy!!!! I just really wanna travel man

Play any Instrument?: Nope... unless you count like 5 bars of Für Elise (is this how u spell it??) on the piano... but I can sing!! (Not very well) I’m in Choir after all!! YTVC WIN SYF!!!!

Fun Fact bout me: I........ like food fantasy?????? Ok wow uh i like languages and i wanna learn latin!

Languages: English, Trash Chinese and Basic Italian!! I wanna learn loadsa languages tho.... My chinese is really crap dont look at me

Aesthetic Things: Uhhh im all for blood? And the moon? Like poetic depressing shit maybe? I like those heh Also!!! Flowers OwO i love them

Tagging: im sorry i dont know 21 people but like,,,, im gonna tag blogs which I rly like?? Its open to everyone, I dont mind!! You don’t have to do it if you don’t wanna tho!!

@diabolikasksandscenarios hi i love ur blog also reiji and the teacup bra yes i was one of the anons who witnessed that birthed @ineffableboyfriends hi i love ur blog and oc and i am still very very sorryy for mistaking you for Skies姐! @uncreative-lesbian-bitch i loved your blog for a long long while and it may not be my fav rn but i still like it a ton @kolzse I!!! Absolutely love your blog even if you don’t post that much!!! Please continue your work!! @lee-luca & @crazydoodles simply i love ur art!! @the-most-diabolik-of-lovers hihihi i love ur all ur work ur blog is amazing also happy bday to the triplets (esp Laito)

Its not a must for you to do it but I would very much appreciate it if you would!!! Thank you!! :DD

#wow this is a long post #so im a weirdo who doesnt know much ppl on tumblr yesyes i am somewhat ashamed

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just-a-mod · 7 years

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hurting, hurting, white hot and damp, like a mash, black, sucking in, encasing, inescapable

so much, too much, dragging me down. i can’t let go, i can’t let go i can’t get free, im down, im drowing, im going down i dont want to help hel phelp help

bubbles, my words, they are escaping my air, my air i can’t breathe i can’t breathe its too much im sinking im sinking help

they’re there, at the btottom , im going to die, im going to

we’re going to disappear, we’re going to stop, everything is going to stop and im scare dim scared i m scared im scared im alone im in the dakr im scared im scared its wet and drowing and hot its hot its white hot it hurts my hcest it hurts

prickley, my eyes are buring, bleeding, but its beneath the skin

pain, i cant get comfortable, im sinking, its not loud enough ,the music isntt loud enough the thoughts are louder the images the memories the memories teh moermoies the memeroies

they were dying, they were dying and i couldnt stop it i coulodnlt heklp them i couldnt do anythign they were dYING THEY WERE DYING IT WAS MY FAULT IT WAS MY FAULT IT WAS MY FAULT I T WAS MY FA UL T I F I HADNT

if i hadnt

if i hadnt been born, a parasite, a burden ,a mistake, i took their life, i took everything, it otokk everything i took everything i took i take i tak e it ake

she died, she died o

she died they tried to save her and couldnt she died i couldnt save her i didn’t move fast enough i didn’t scream loud enough, no one could save her, she died, she died, she died she went away she didnt come back she never cAME BACK SHE NEVER CAME BACK IM SORRY IM SORRYY IM SORRY I IM SORRY I DIDNT MeAN TO IM SOORY IM SORRY IM SORRY IMso fukcing sorry

he was alone, he wa sick and scared and alone and forgetting, he was forgetting and they kept him and we couldn’t see him, i didn’t want to i was too scared it was too similiar i knew

i knew he was dying, i knew he wasn’t coming back i knew and she was scared and i couldnt help her, and then he died, she couldn’t get ot him, she couldnt see him he died and she was alone

she was alone, i saw her and her alonenes, she was so fuckin alone, she aws so alone and i couldn’t help her i knew i couldnt i couldnt do anything i just didnt want to be like her, i would’ve done anthing to make sure i never ended up like her i couldn’t fathom

and thenshe

she was dying, i saw it in her, i saw it and i knew it and they acted like i was hearthless, they acted like i was broken or selfish buT I COULDNT SEE IT

YOU MADE ME WATCH MY MOTHER DIE

I DONT WANT TO WATCH ANY ONE DIE AGAIN. DONT MAKE ME WATCH PEOPLE DIE < I CANT WATCH PEOPLE DIE I DONT WANT TO BE THIS I DONT WANT TO BE THIS I AHTE MY NAME I HATE MY NAME I HATE IT I IT HATE IM NOT DEATH

I DONT WANT TO EB DEATH, I WANT OT HE HAPPY I WANNT GIVE LIFE I WANNT FLOWERS AND BIRDS AND GRASS AND SPRING

she died, she died, she died beneath me. she ded a room away from me she diee d but i couldnt see her i knew i knew i saw death i saw them i saw them take her i saw it i swa it in my dreams i saw it in the corner of my room, i ssaw it and you calLL ME FUCKING SLEFISH

IM NOT SELFISH, I DIDNT WATN TO WATCH MY LAST FAMILY MEMBER DIE.

it was my fault, it wa s my fault, it my fault she was scared she was so scared she was scared she was scared i couldnt help her i couldnt be there for her i couldnt i couldnt she was deyYING SHE WAS DYING SHE WAS DYING THEY DIED

THEY DIED

THEY DIED THEY DIED AND LEFT ME ALONE HTEY LEVT ME ALONE

im alone, solid, unmoving, cracking but never breaking. dark, restricting, unbreakable, inescapable, crushing depths of lonliness and isolation. i am swallowed, i am incased i am trapped i

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August 16, 2017 10:36PM electricity safety~ lets pay a little more attention to it! we can do it together! doodoong! 😎👍🏻 blink: nyeongan!! jisoo unnie JS: nyeongan!! hehehehe 🤘🏻🤘🏻🤘🏻 JS: hm? why is the last photo rotated? JS: why? blink: [ i think this blink deleted his/her comment? i cant find it anywhere :( ] JS: we also did an acoustic arrangement kekeke [ idk the context of the comment so this translation might be wrong huhu ] JS: hehe i should change my profile picture! keke JS: im kissing dalgom kekekkeke (in the new profile picture) blink: chichoo ya kkekeke your electric shock acting skills were amazing kekeke good JS: hu it was so tiring. i was too greedy and took up that role 😈 blink: choo wearing glasses is seriously the best 😗😗😗 you dont have to wear glasses since you have good vision. but you showed us an image of you wearing glasses through a photoshoot like this ㅠㅠㅠ❤️ as expected, pretty people look good even when they are wearing glasses 😃 thank you for wearing glasses in the photoshoot 😍 JS: kekkeke glasses-choo kekekke i'll reveal the behind-the-scenes photos next time kekeke blink: how heavy is dalgom now? JS: ...he'll get hurt if you know his weight.. blink: unnie ya! i already told you to be careful of electricity!! JS: kekeke its gone already hehehe keke [ idk whats gone 😂 sorryy ] blink: *acts cute* if you dont do it next time i'll be sad. (💔😭💔😭💔😭😭😭) JS: i cant act cute hehehe ^^! blink: you still havent changed ur manicure (design) ?? JS: kekeke i changed it hehe blink: [ i cant find this comment too but i guess this blink asked about who took the photo ] JS: (these photos were) taken with my camera! kekeke lisa took it! keke blink: why am i looking forward to seeing you when you end work this choo-day ㅜㅜㅠ its been a long time please give us some spoilers (?) 🐘 JS: look forward to see me hehehekekkekeke 😊 just kekkeke 🤘🏻 blink: i can see some sort of atmosphere in your profile picture keke JS: kekeke black and white photo~~ feels~~ yeah~~ 🤘🏻🤘🏻😈 blink: im not lying i really saw the shooting stars JS: kekekeke thats a lie right! blink: didnt lisa take away all the shooting stars that night? __💛🙏🏻 JS: kekeke lisa was too busy catching a taxi that wouldnt come blink: is it black-hair-choo or purple-hair-choo in your profile picture? JS: black-hair-choo hehe [i dont know how to translate the next comment sorry 🙏🏻 ] JS: nyeongan im going to leave merong ( its a word about sticking the tongue out to tease someone) 🤓🤓🤓🤓🤓 goodnight everyone please go to sleep soon, sleep well, have a nice sleep, sweet dreams, sleep without being aware of the mice and birds (sleep deeply?) bye bye 💜💜💜 [mochijen] forgive me for any mistakes made heh

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