it was their first July 15th rain. it hasn’t stopped raining for him since

My 2 immediate thoughts after completing 2ha...

1. Fuck TXJ

2. XM deserved better

3. FUCK TAXIAN JUN

hmm actually i might actually could have bpd, or something similar

it would explain alot

good fucking christ they're practicing drums.............

it's hard loving yourself

and then everyone had nightmares for a month. the end

*lays down* im thinking about minecraft again and the empty spaces you create. the flat lands. the grand halls. the picture perfect buildings and towns that no one lives in. have you ever entered a multiplayer world and found an empty town? it's like. people were there. there were players there, once, and maybe there will be players there again, but there aren't any now. now there are only empty buildings and straight-lined roads where forest used to be.

have you ever made a building that's just too Large? four chunks, one empty room. Or maybe found a megabase from the ground. you are so small, and the world you've and your players have made is so big.

i've seen so many people talk about how empty and lonely single player worlds are, but my favourite world is a single player one. i live in a valley and I've killed the dragon, and i live in a cave. it's messy and its homey and nothing fits together. i go to large multiplayer worlds with giant towns for hubs and its perfect. no one lives in any of the houses, no one explores them. we are all journeymen, never locals. "life" is a prop we hold up against the void so we don't keep staring into its depths.

or what about the big churches? the monuments? the gorgeous, sprawling builds that take hours and hours and are stunning and are so empty. when they're finished the builder moves on to the next project and the building stays. do you understand? the buildings are always lit up so nothing will spawn but nothing will spawn anyway because there's no one there. there are skyscrapers with a few chests and a crafting table inside. the purpose of the building is to be built and once its purpose is fulfilled it doesn't just go away. the buildings haunt their own halls, perfectly pretty and lovingly made and eventually forgotten.

i dont know. ive played this game for a decade. i've beat the ender dragon twice. i start a world and i restart them and i restart them and i restart them. there are posts going around that say that the world itself is not for you, but sometimes the things you build aren't for you, either

I’ve finally realized my problem.

I am lonely.

It’s a simple as that. I’m just very very lonely.

Desert duo I love them so much urhhhfhf

I should be sleeping right now for my trip that I have to wake up at 5 for but drawing urges told me to draw desert duo and sleep on the ride instead

rowan's eclipse anniversary celebration

week two: lyric edit

akk x hollow moon by the crane wives

“you know all my weak spots.”

↳ requested by anonymous ♡ 

life is so much more fun when i have an obsession that consumes my mind body and soul. like when i thought of nothing but the hunger games for like 2 years straight. i’ve never known a high like that and i never will again. i imagine that’s what it’s like to be in love with someone. only for me it was doing literary analysis on a children’s book. normal things

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