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deoidesign · 27 days

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A frustrating development with the growing lack of reading comprehension I've personally noticed is an emerging fervor of insisting things aren't canon unless they are explicitly stated beyond all reasonable doubt.

I can not emphasize enough how harmful a mindset this is to have. Yes, it's wonderful to have characters outright say "I'm trans," but to deny a character's identity for not saying that is dangerous.

Plenty of real people prefer not to use specific labels. Historically, people didn't have our modern terms or modes of expression. Many modern cultures don't use these terms, either, and plenty of people within those that do can't safely openly identify.

If the only representation you accept as canon is within modern (and let's be honest, wealthy white able-bodied American) standards, then you are denying yourself and others a huge amount of representation and seriously limiting the media around you.

#remembering how people were like hmm its not actually canon that Steve is trans and adam is nonbinary...#steve doesnt fucking know what 'trans' is hes an unhoused time traveling cowboy like!!!#after an arc. about werewolves. and how people become werewolves because theyre unhappy with their lives.#especially specifically regarding their body/gender #and how adam explicitly says 'your family never saw you as a man'#AND THEN FOLLOWS IT UP. with referring to Steve as 'the man who chose'#like for fucks sake #you are being deliberately and willfully ignorant if you say its not canon.#your ideas of transness are extremely extremely limited if it doesnt include people who dont use the word.#god. ugh. ive been annoyed by this since that episode came out #dont even get me started on how people barely noticed adam is nonbinary.mm #they said they dont wanna be called a boyfriend. come on!!! come on!!!!#how can i make it clearer without them saying shit they woildnt say and have no context for!!!!#scream.#anyways.#delete later lol im just frustrated again.#im not even sure i worded this how i wanted to

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clowningaroundmars · 2 days

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ok fine since i'm taking forever on this damn thing i'm gonna just leave this sketch here and delete this later

i have... plans for this sketch page and im hoping that the finished product lives up to expectations!! 🤞🏻

#mine #delete later #im not even tagging s//piderv//erse bc i dont want it showing up in the tags #just leaving this here so it can motivate me to hurry up and fuckin finish this damn thing #ive even spent a month collecting receipts so i can use them on this #and they've been collecting dust ever since 😭#time to get to work!! no dillydallying here no sir #gonna take a break from writing and just... plow thru this ig #@ followers hold me to it pls #i need ppl to yell at me so i can finally finish this #if i fuck up and cannot salvage this then pretend you never saw this 👁

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stiffyck · 14 days

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Sometimes someone who I followed a while back when I was in the Danny phantom fandom will randomly appear on my dash to reblog or even post Danny x vlad and i always die a little inside because who the fuck is this and why was I following them

#its an instant block every time like holy shit #i recently saw some cool danny phantom art on my dash but it seemed.... very.... weird...m #so i go look at the artists page- and i was follow8ng them and they were just full on posting dannyxvlad MAKING OUT AND SHIT.#blocked so fast holy shiy #pls never come near me if you ship these two thanks #stiff talk #delete later

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snellyfish · 2 years

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yeahg.

#genya shinazugawa #nezuko kamado #demon slayer #kny #genzuko #kamado nezuko #shinazugawa genya #fanart #comic #doodle #my art #demon slayer spoilers #if i delete this later......you never saw it ok.

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rewatching-sam-and-dean · 1 month

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Ranking 327 Episodes of Supernatural

(And I need your help first!)

Okay, so I'm finally planning to live up to my blog's name by doing a full rewatch of Supernatural (Only 3+ years after the show ended and 1+ years after I made this blog for this purpose 🤦‍♀️ ). Anyway, I’ll be "Rewatching Sam and Dean," in other words. (Sorry 🙄.)

I'm not only gong to rewatch it and comment, but I'm going to try to rate and rank every episode. I'm generally bad at ranking on a large scale, but I want to be able to say with confidence what my top 5, 10, 20, etc. episodes are. Because right now, I can list episodes I love, but I can’t say which one I like best among my favorites. Also, ranking gives me an additional purpose to my rematch.

(I’ll put my particular criteria for ranking under the cut, so there no need to skim through that part if you’re not interested in specifics.)

So, you might be asking, "Why do I care about this?"

And if you don’t, that’s cool. But, I’m posting about it here because I’m hoping to get some ideas for things to track as I’m watching the episodes. I don’t want to do too many things because that’s a sure way to get bogged down and make this feel like work, but there are often those little things that I wish I had a quick answer to, and looking for them as I go through each episode should be easier than hopping back and forth to track things down. And I know there are things like Superwiki for that (though they aren’t perfect), but I want to track some things for myself, too

So, these are some things I’m already planning to watch out for:

How John is described/acts, and his relationship with both boys

Sam and Dean's "anger issues"

How/when each brother responds when the other is upset (and how this changes), and which brother shares more

How Bobby treats each brother

How each brother relates to Mary and how she treats them

When each brother prays; who is it to, and what is it about?

Times when Sam and Dean are depicted as classic brothers, vs. blatantly compared to a couple, a parent-child, friends, or are just weird.

So, if you made it this far, could you please give me your suggestions for other things I should keep an eye out for while watching? Or, suggest other things that might be interesting to rate/rank as I go through the show?

Thanks for reading!

How I’ll be Rating the Episodes:

Now, when I rate these episodes, I’ll be determining MY FAVORITE episodes, not what I think are technically THE BEST episodes. For example, "On the Head of a Pin " is a very well executed episode, but I can pretty much guarantee that it wan’t be in my top 25 or anything, because Alistair disgusts me so thoroughly that I can't stand rewatching it.

I’ve created a bit of a rubric for myself to quasi keep myself honest, though there is still a lot of room for subjectiveness in my ranked areas. So far, my criteria is:

1. The Brothers: Are there good or meaningful brother moments? Do we learn anything new about either brother or their relationship? Are they behaving in character?

2. The Monster: Is the monster or antagonist of the episode interesting, frightening, handled in a unique way?

3. Story: Is the narrative strong, impactful to the show as a whole, or entertaining? Is there canon-breaking or retconning that damages the show?

4. Recurring/Side Characters: Are the characters who are sharing the screen with Sam and/or Dean interesting, effective, important, and/or standouts in some other way? Do I care about them?

5. Re-watchability: On Subsequent viewings of the episode, am I still entertained? Do I gain a new perspective or find more to enjoy when I watch it again? Does the episode lose impact, relevance or entertainment value (in a significant way) on repeat viewings?

Anyway, as I said, this is deeply subjective, so maybe no one will be interested in my takes, and that’s fine. But, I will give reasons with canon support, for what I like or don’t like, so my ratings won’t be based on what I head-canon to be true. I’d ideally like to do this on YouTube with edits, but I’m not sure I want to put myself out there to that extent. Either way, I’ll be on here, too. Either I’ll post here, or link my videos (if I ever make them) here.

My Pilot Review

From ages ago …

Also, if anyone is interested, you can find my original attempts at episode reviews HERE. My format for rewatching will likely be a bit more structured now (and not take multiple posts per episode), but here’s how my brain works, if you’re interested.

#supernatural #rewatching s&d #help please!#Ranking all 327 episodes #I’m already regretting this post a little.#if I delete later … you never saw this!#🤫

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yooniesim · 4 months

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Oh really? You sympathize with me, do you? Isn't this you mocking me the minute you found out I was mourning my dad? Comparing my loss to you being evicted? Or were you genuinely sympathizing with my grief and battle then too?

Stay off my blog and never mention me again you disgusting freak. How dare you stalk my blog to read my posts about my trauma and grief and pretend to sympathize with me when you've been harassing me since my father's body was barely cold. You would know about attacking a stranger online you piece of shit. Making this disgusting post pretending to sympathize with me while passive aggressively insulting me about my "displaced grief". All because I banned your freak ass from my server because I don't cosign your Japanese child fetish. You can't even stop yourself from trying to use my pain to make yourself look better after deleting all your posts mocking me and calling me names. I tried to ignore you even though you attacked me first and wouldn't leave me alone, despite you lying and saying I did something to you first, the internet is forever and proof doesn't lie. I'm not fooled by you and I will not let anyone forget what you've done. To me and to others here. You wanna be attacked, you wanna be victimized, well you fucking will be. Eat my entire asshole.

#ceci speaks #nonsims #text #delete later #negative #zhuhaitang #how DARE you you piece of garbage #before u say im a stalker i saw this from someone else that was shocked u would say this #did you think this was going to make you look good to me???#what was the reason?????#who fucking acts like this!!!!!#i for one hope life never gets easier for you and you shit your pants every day #throwing this under a cut bc i dont wanna see this bitch ass on my blog anymore #not until the time comes

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hyacinthsdiamonds · 5 months

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Seeing the same people who perpetuated or sent vicious misogynistic hate to Hannah Schmitz, as well as disgusting racist abuse towards Yuki and Alex because of FUCKING CONSPIRACY THEORIES and those who just straight up ignored it, now up in arms regarding whatever the fuck is going on between the FIA and the wolffs is beginning to piss me off. Because now that it's not someone red bull affiliated involved, it's somehow now unacceptable.

#f1 #formula 1 #formula one #who knows wtf is going on not the fia and not the teams but anyways #i will say toto needs to be investigated because of previous info breaches #but I've been saying that for years long before F1 academy was ever a thing #there's just been too many instances of him having info he shouldn't and things quietly and quickly changing for his benefit #I'm tired and stressed with trying to finish everything up for the semester hence why I've been less active #but this is just pissing me off #i never forgot or forgave the bs and abuse hannah yuki and alex got and i won't ever forget or forgive #i remember after monaco 22 i saw the anti red bull gang were claiming toto fucked up by “allowing' alex the Williams seat #apparently it was alexs fault ferrari fucked up and red bull were turning the tide smh #the bullshit ted began about hannah and yuki he will never see heaven i swear #and i know not everyone calling out the situation partook in the aforementioned but I'm seeing certain people who did #and they don't seem to notice their hypocrisy or double standards #anyway i get my one annoyed post that I'll probably delete later but at least I've got it out and can now return to watching the clown show #and ignore those with doublestandards #anyways bed now because i think I'm slowly losing my mind #it's not a good sign when you hear the imperial march in your head when thinking of college work is it

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silverselfshippingchaos · 3 months

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hm.

#fucking hell. do you guys ever think about how normalized racism against indians is? I know i do #god.. why can't i just exist? why is it so normal to be so fucking disgusting about my people? i've spent my whole life thinking i'm #unattractive and ugly because of my body hair and my brown skin and the shape of my nose and the smell of my food #why can't i have all the sweet things the pretty girls have? will i ever be perceived as the same as them? will i always be unattractive?#my relationship with my culture is.. complicated. but still... it hurts so much. it weighs on me so heavily #sure i make jokes so often but i'm not exactly a shining beacon of peak self esteem. i think that how my people are percieved is a huge par #of why i feel that way about myself. it's to the point where i think my f/os would be better off dating someone else or wouldn't like me #because they'd think my culture is 'weird'#idk man. i've just been having a night #i saw some a.qua ship art and fell down a rabbit hole and spiraled. wow... would she even like me at all? or find me attractive in any way?#this is so unlike me y'all LMAAOOO you know how they say you should never listen to your thoughts past 9pm? yeah. it's almost 1am rn-#i should go to bed. i'll be okay. just been a lot going on and even more on my mind #sigh..#vent #i'll delete this later gamers #goodnight pals

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itspileofgoodthings · 4 months

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#Early morning Maria vent post #my anxiety the last couple days has just been so high it’s like walking a tightrope #and I saw a friend yesterday and talked about a lot of the under the surface stuff #and it was good but it also brought so many things into this sharp clarity #that made me dizzy #and made me hate my own desire to have everything just laid out so clearly and so starkly in words #like why can’t I just leave things to cliches. Leave my own psyche to cliches. There’s a reason they exist!!!#but the hunger to understand and articulate is always so strong but when it’s for the big stuff you can’t really put into words #doing so always just leaves me so raw and vulnerable and wretched afterwards #and gosh it’s just been building and building the last few days #and I’m just so tired and so fraught and so tired! Of my own overthinking and circling round a problem #but never being able to talk myself into a clear understanding of what I want to do #I am just. Wrecked and wretched!#which is dramatic because I will be fine and things will keep going #but it’s five in the morning and I am completely taut with anxiety #and it’s awful and everything is awful and I need to cry and sleep #but clearly it was time for my early morning vent post that will be deleted later #the hallmark of me on vacation I guess #so this is me [ screaming into the void ]#this is me trying to get some of that out #thanks for listening etc.

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twistedappletree · 7 months

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lmao

#saw someone saying people give JL the characteristics of LJY in order to ship zhuiling and #??????#that doesn’t make any sense to me because I’ve never read any zhuiling fics where either of them are OOC or switched characteristics #because you really don’t need to in order for zhuiling to work???#my dude #JL and LSZ are canonically close friends /because/ of how well their personalities get along with each other #like it’s literally canon that JL ends up being close to LSZ because of LSZ being so patient and supportive with him #idk what else to tell you #except sorry you hate a fictional ship so much that you gotta fabricate reasons to dislike it??#what I usually do if I don’t like a certain thing in a fandom #is ignore it and go on with my life bc it’s not that serious #but go off I guess lmfAO #anyway #delete later #also reminder that I’m not going to argue with you over this so don’t bother #apple babble 🍎#since the headcanon of them being related has been debunked over and over #i feel like people just grasp at straws to shit on zhuiling specifically and it’s so wild like #how do you never get tired of being so crusty 💀

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musical-chick-13 · 9 months

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One of the WORST parts of having OCD is that some of the Fears™ are actually humanly possible, so it's not like my response can just be, "Oh that'll never happen" or even "I've never seen that happen, so it's probably unlikely."

#like. okay. for example. 2019 me: 'better do cleaning compulsions because oh no what if I get the Plague™'#fast forward a year to covid and that was genuinely a very real possibility. I could LITERALLY catch the plague #or on a smaller more personal scale: 'no one is going to screenshot a Bad Line™ of your fic and publicly make fun of it online-people #don't do that it'd be so extra why tf would you be afraid of that happening' except I JUST saw someone literally do that. so we engage in #Avoidance Compulsions™ as a protective mechanism because the only way to avoid a feared outcome is to never do anything! 🙃🙃#and okay yeah these things are not created equal and one of them probably doesn't actually matter the point I'm trying to make is that #this shit affects my life on EVERY level and I WOULD VERY MUCH LIKE FOR IT NOT TO DO THAT #I AM TIRED OF THE BRAIN DISEASE BEING HERE I WOULD LIKE TO BE A MENTALLY HEALTHY PERSON PLEASE #*sigh* yeah yeah the answer is erp the answer is always erp that doesn't mean it's fun #mc13 and her ocd #I'll probably delete this later because it most likely makes me look completely and utterly absurd if not straight-up stupid #(no one ELSE with this disease or fears is absurd or stupid btw. just me. it's only me who is A Problem™)#(yes I know how that sounds. I know okay.)

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fitzrove · 10 months

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I'm going to take the internet away from people who make sweeping statements about

- brain maturation (like just mention the number 25 and legit everyone is a neuroscientist suddenly)

- certain adults being immature not because of their actual actions but because of how long has elapsed since they were born

- people in their (early?) 20s being children or babies, to contrast with Extremely Mature Adults (usually whatever age the person making the comment is)

- people who use the words millennial or gen z searching in vain for some kind of unified concept of a Generation - when nobody can agree on where it's delineated and the quirky trends associated with each depend an extreme amount on geography and class (yeah i went there i'm banning the concept of generations now)

Like idk I'm so annoyed 🤣 I can't believe that in an Age Of Personal Freedom And Individualism (tm) some ppl are still wilfully perpetuating biological determinism and applying it to other people without their consent

#like if you were making bad decisions only at like age 18 then sucks for you but its not predetermined that every person of that age will #same goes for every other age #when i was 18 i went to uni classes and wrote a novel length fanfic #rant inspired by a random reddit post i saw #maybe this is actually on me for browsing reddit......... 💀#but yeah idk ppl 'grow up' at different rates #and mental illness and neurodivergency affects a lot of what ppl commonly say is 'mature' (prefrontal cortex yadda yadda)#delete later #my toxic trait is i never grew up from when i was angry as a 12 year old that you cant leave the lutheran church without parental approval #until 18 #i have supportive and pretty chill parents so they let me do it at 12 but so many ppl dont get the choice #and yeah 12 old me made the right choice

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gaiaexploreslife · 9 months

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an about me:

I love Aurora, Umi, Raveena (music artists) <3333

meditating, yoga, and plants 🌱 <33

favorite tarot deck is White Numen by Alba BG

always sleepy

currently shifting to the Wizarding World/Hogwarts <3

characters I’ve been compared to: Alice Kingsleigh, Luna Lovegood

rain/thunderstorms >>>>>> (they give me LIFE)

part of shifting community since Oct 2020

stray cats are my babies

terrified of bees (but I love them 💔)

ISFP

gemini sun, cancer moon, virgo rising

🌱- hopefully this throws out a bit of who I am! Honestly I get nervous posting things, I have a bit of social anxiety even on social media T-T Im working on that tho 🤭👍

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carbonateddelusion · 1 year

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benny and I disagree on like. one thing. and it's the fact that I strongly dislike Amethyst from SU as a person

as a character, I think she's pretty good! I think she's well-rounded; I understand why people like and project onto her. Her character progression felt natural and realistic.

that being said I relate to Steeb for several reasons and I Dislike Amethyst.

#rox rumblings #me things #maybe delete later? idk #steven universe #just tagging it for blocking reasons #this isn't smth i wanna start a fight over. esp bc i know that she's liked by a lot of fans of the show #steven universe cw #it's different circumstances (obviously i am not magical and being raised by my mom's magical rebellion group and i am not my mom)#but if someone pulled That Shit to me and my dad/sibling/whatever i would cut them out of my life immediately. no takebacks. none.#there is nothing you can do to come back from that. at all. you are no longer allowed to be around me or the people i care about #and if i couldn't get them away for whatever reason i'd loathe everu day of their existence until i can leave them behind #my opinion of it has not changed at all since i first saw that episode #idc if it's an 'extreme' reaction or that people do fucked up things when they're grieving i Am Going To Commit Murder #the only person who i'd consider forgiving for doing that would be ben. but ben would never do that to me

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apparitionalprincess · 2 years

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Yknow what? I share everyone’s sentiment about Eddie making metalhead culture mainstream again. I get it, I do! I’m not exactly thrilled at the idea that suddenly everyone and they momma wants to dress like us and look like us. I’m not excited to (full offense) see posers walking around w battle jackets and vests on when they don’t live and breathe the music/culture behind it. It fuckin pisses me off that finding metalheads attractive is a novelty now when I got told I was weird for being friends w those kids in school (and for being one too). I get it.

But leave my man out of this, okay? He ain’t do nothin wrong. Idk if it’s the metalhead solidarity in me or just me immediately empathizing w Eddie but he’s a sick ass character and doesn’t deserve the slander. Direct that slander towards the posers!

Gatekeeping is a lil okay and I’m not opposed. Not everyone belongs everywhere.

#listen I’m just here to give me two cents bc everyone just immediately wants to discredit this guy when it’s not his fault #it’s the first time I’ve ever seen a metalhead not play an absolute maniac in media. he was just a normal fucking kid who wasn’t well liked #and I would’ve loved to see his character move on.#be pissed at the lil posers who wanna walk around w dio patches and megadeath patches when they’ve never heard not one song #eddie munson you will always be famous #eddie munson my beloved #Eddie Munson #delete later duffy #and some of you are so cringe LOOOORD #that’s coming from a veteran 1D stan believe me when I say some of y’all just be doin shit 😭😭 and no one’s saying anything too #like y’all don’t even get how PUMPED I was when I saw his back panel wasn’t Metallica or GNR or sum bc I didn’t want him to be ‘generic’#I was jumpin in the air when I saw it was Dio! like fuck yea for once they didn’t make him absolutely How to Be a Metelhead:wikihow

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breadclubrising · 2 years

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It’s Weird That It Happened Twice

On two separate occasions, queer Canadian wrestling Tumblr friends have taken it upon themselves to draw soft floral Ibushis to cheer me up. Top, bright as the sun by @pidgywrestling original post | inspired by this photo

Bottom, I AM THE LIZARD QUEEN! by @leaveharmony original post | based on this photo

#kota ibushi #rare kotas #i still can't get over how pretty these both are :'''')#they are both irl friends now as well whomst i have spent time with in person multiple times. <3 ty canada for pidgy and tsora #guys i am Sorry that i am evidently publicly dramatic enough to warrant this level of concern #but i guess i'm kind of.... proud? maybe? that my personal brand is so strong. no wait not proud... deeply embarrassed. yes.#by now hopefully people know that i am just Like This :/ i apologize but like. tumblr tags are my feelings garbage #like i put all my angst in my tumblr tags and i'm actually fine i just needed somewhere to put it. and usually delete it later #if you ever see me being flouncy and dramatique in my tumblr tags... no you didn't #i mean you probably did :/ listen you are the one following me #i've said this before but #i will probably have 'i'll get over it i just need to be dramatic first' on my grave #anyway pidgy and tsora are actual treasures #ooh sh*t! i never posted the pic pidgy drew for me when i saw her a couple months ago!#pidgy post it so i can remblong

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