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unclemagnemite · 8 months

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you should eat more protein but not anything with fat like eggs, red meat, pork, dark meat chicken, beans, etc. dairy has some protein but its too sugary and fatty too! and anyway you should eat more plants anyway! but not grains those dont count. and not fruit thats just sugar and you shouldnt have that! actually what you really need are veggies but like Real Veggies carrots are starchy and corn isnt a real veggie and broccoli is also starchy and potatoes arent a Real Veggie either. Also when you cook the veggie you basically destroy the nutrients and add in Bad Things like Salt or Oils. So dont do that. And also if you eat an amount i think is too much ur disgusting but if you complain youre still hungry ur also disgusting.

anyway have fun making dinner for yourself tonight :)

#personal #food restrictions #eating disorder #idk how to tag this but im just. losing my mind #no one will ever be happy with what i eat #if all I eat is plain roasted salmon i caught myself theyll complain fish is too oily and has mercury and makes me stinky

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pineappical · 8 months

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would calling this something like "the sun to his earth" be a little bit too cliche? maybe...

#ted lasso #ted lasso fanart #tedependent #trent crimm #ted x trent #I JUST GAHH!! GAAAHH!!! I HAVE MANY FEELINGS ABOUT THEM!!!!!#pn.art #YEAH IM NOT IMMUNE TO THE SUN/MOON WHATEVER THEHELL :/#since i probably wont be able to draw what i have in mind rn id just say it now. i have this thought about stars on the ceiling and how ted #and trent grew up with different fathers. how ted had a loving dad who he wished he told him more how much he meant to ted #and trent's father being more strict. wanting him to be something else. a stronger man. someone who played football. and how glow in the #dark stars is just a core part to many kids' childhoods and how ted probably had them and trent didnt #IDK.. IDK IM THINKING ABOUT IT... im making zero sense and this is a thought that goes nowhere but i just love the imagery of it all SNIFFS #something something ted and trent being two people who didnt want to be like their fathers but in very different ways but also so similar #enough that theyll definitely buy their own kids glow in the dark stars if they asked #IM LOSING MY MIND RN. HELLO. ANYWAYS....#EDIT: WHY DOES TUMBLR LOVE REMOVING TH E FINAL LETTER IN SOME OF THESE TAGS

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starsm00n · 2 months

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I’m girls (maths is my number 1 opp)

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aphsillyos · 24 days

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silly lil designs for pf ez and aphelios blending into piltover :]

#me arts tag #i was going to draw smth a bit more substantial but i need a nap :'D #the monocle and glasses are just their visors disguised somehow #and the weird half vest? design for ezreal.. i imagine half of it tears off/opens (like buttons or smth)#to accommodate his arm cannon transforming. actually i imagine both their outfits kinda work like that #tearaway clothes for their pulsefire equipment somehow #although im imagining the pulsefire tech might be able to make some illusion/disguise clothes.. transforming tech? who knows #realistically im sure aphelios would cover up the glowing marks on his face but it also looked odd w/o his face markings so i just left em #ezreal monocle doesnt look as silly as i thought... maybe he should wear one normally #im meh on aphelios's coat design but maybe ill rerereredesign into oblivion... LOL #wanted to give him more of like a pilot jacket originally but idk what his vibe is. goofy lil guy. what fashion even suits you #OH.... I GUESS. HE NEEDS HIS SCARF.... ill fix it at some point probably maybe sure #i think it'd be a bit funny if ezreal is unintentionally a fashion/style person #just bc of how much blending in with timelines and worlds and stuff hes done #he just ended up absorbing so much fashion knowledge #aphelios or ekko points it out at some point and hes like. huh. im not into fashion #(said while reading a hefty book on fashion history for whatever location theyre at)#yeah im sure PEARL probably has built in search engine stuff #but ezreal just strikes me as the type of guy to research and memorize/learn stuff #''just in case i lose access to PEARL's database again'' or whatever #im sure thats probably happened like 100 times #so random but i feel like aphelios has the vibe of a guy you wanna dress up in various outfits #but also hes like :) (just happy to be included/present) so he doesnt mind #you put a goofy souvenir shop floppy hat on him and hes like. :)#my aphelios hcs are nonsense im so sorry. i want him to be happy #pulsefire ezreal #pulsefire aphelios #pulsefire #aphelios #ezreal

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sonknuxadow · 3 days

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they werent lying that knuckles series barely has knuckles in it

#i pirated that shit Btw just so we're clear. also gonna talk about it a little bit in the tags #nothing too spoilery but also might not wanna read if you want to go in knowing absolutely nothing? idk #anyway he WAS a main character still he was present for a decent amount of the first couple episodes #but the amount of screentime he gets just starts dropping after that . hes barely there at all in the second half ???#and it feels like theres a lot of scenes mostly focusing on wade and his problems and not near as many for knuckles and his whole deal #overall it feels more like a wade show with knuckles in it than a knuckles show with wade in it. which sucks #and human characters having plot relevance isnt the problem here i dont mind human characters at all i think they can be really fun #its the fact that the human characters are taking over the story and spotlight when the show is called knuckles #and all the marketing makes it look like knuckles is the main focus #and i also would have preferred if they just went with a differnet character to be knuckles' human friend #because i dont particulraly care about wade. and the knuckles (and sonic and tails) i know would not be friends with cops </3 #well at least the story wasnt knuckles training wade to be a better cop like a lot of people were expecting but thats like.the bare minimum #also aside from the issues relating to knuckles' screentime (or lack of screentime) i thought the ending was unsatisfying #regardless of all that though there WERE some parts i enjoyed or found kind of funny or whatever. because knuckles so cutesy as always #knuckles being a cute little guy is the most important part of the show actually #and i liked the parts with sonic tails and maddie even if they were only there for like 5 minutes #(i really wish those three had gotten more screentime. i feel like they could have easily worked in at least one more scene with them)#and its a minor thing but the opening sequence is cute. was honestly expecting just a title card or something #overall the show is just . kind of okay i guess. not the worst thing ive ever seen but still disappointing ? idk how to explain..#my expectations also werent very high in the first place #so maybe im being a bit more generous than i would have been otherwise. idk #and i definitely would not recommend this to anyone who already dislikes the sonic movies . youll probably hate this more #like people who thought the human characters got too much screentime in the second movie would lose their minds if they saw this

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devotedlystrangewizard · 11 days

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the school arc to me is so good because it drags ciel out of his position as a powerful figure and literally places him in the shoes of the person he could have been. the circus arc ALSO drags him out of his position as big bad queens watch dog/head of the phantomhive estate but the school arc feels like a mockery of a future that never was. this is what he could have been had his parents not died. and even then its NOT because he will never be that kid.

he never was.

#ramblings #incoherent beyond belief its 4 am #and im trying to avoid manga spoilers #might add a reblog with more coherent thoughts when i wake up but im off my meds so i cant promise anything #actually correction im being vague w the manga spoilers #manga readers know whats up #idk if there are any anime only ppl who havent been spoiled on The Plottwist Ever yet #but i figured there will be new fans and though im not tagging this it might still get seen so #cant WAIT to see our boy absolutely miserable in animation form should they recreate that arc LMAOOO #which ofc is after the germany arc so thats still a long time away #but STILL. itd be fun i need to see this young teenager lose his mind in color with sound #him relying on sebastian to do all his fag duties (sorry. dredge) so he can work his way up the social ladder #trying to gain power while simultaneously proving that he cant do anything but rely on others #hes always needed help in basically every way and he hasnt CHANGED he just got a demon to do it for him #he learns to lie and charm and cheat and all the while hes a fucking CHILD WHO STILL STRUGGLES WITH NORMAL THINGS #ciel is my little baby and i love him deeply no matter how much of a little bitch he can be #his helplessness isnt just 'oh he was raised in british high society' its also that he never got the chance to learn anything #which to elaborate on that id also have to go into manga territory. iykyk #like absolutely at this point he just refuses to learn how to do things he has a pet demon to do it for him #but.#hi the phantomhives backstory is killing me again its so late #both atlantic and the school arc are just setup for the Big Arc but theyre very good in their own right i SWEAR #also when i rewatched the circus arc a while back and i realised how some scenes were shot #the heavy foreshadowing that i didnt realise. yk. 7 years ago or however long its been since i first watched it #CRAZY #if you are new. to kuroshitsuji. and you havent read the manga. dear god. read the manga #ALSO GRELLE IN THAT ARC IS SO BEAUTIFUL & OTHELLO IS TRANSMASCULINE. OKAY GOODBYE

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lumikore · 4 months

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WHAT HE FUCK US THIS AD WHY DOS,E HE HAVE A BUFF MINOTAUR GF NOW IM LOSING MY MINDDDD

#the fucking ad starts with her chasing him with an axe #and then she trips from a bear trap and 3 wolves are about to kill her #but then he kills the wolves with the bear trap and tries to help her up #but he accidentally falls on top of her and they laugh and start a romance together???!!??!?????#im losing my god damn mind #hero wars #?????#idk how to tag this its just a yt ad

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catilinas · 1 year

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gaius matius voice hey marce tulli do you feel like you’re in some sort of narrative rn i am detecting the presence of a narrative and i would like to get out of it please

#im choosing to lose my mind over like one sentence of reported speech in a 2000 year old letter this evening #tfw history can’t be untangled and not even caesar could find an escape route #<- paraphrase but i’m obsessed w it. evil translation choices that will Not make it onto substack #it’s like that one anne carson quote abt sophoclean tragedy it’s like how many ages hence shall this our lofty scene be acted over #and it’s GAIUS MATIUS like he is literally just some guy. close enough to caesar to be like ough. yeah a narrative is occurring.#but removed enough from Being A Major Historical Agent(/Actor yeah babey) that he’s like. outside of it. so he can see it happening #epistulaeposting #i feel like this needs a new tag but idk what #not even caesar could find an escape route #<- ok cool #gaius matius #beeps

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nyaskitten · 3 months

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I swear if the Cinder and Jordana tags get clogged with Wolf Jay stuff...

#IM SORRY #i love the idea but #i will lose my fucking mind if the only cinder art im seeing starts to be in relation to jay .#ninjago #ninjago dragons rising #raine's rambles #negativity #i uhm dont rlly know how to tag this sorry .#if u like jay and want it tagged as smth specific lmk .#this also isnt me trying to attack anyone who DOES do this !!!!!!!!#im not angry its just its a bit... idk annoying?#when a char ur genuinely interested doesnt get to have much independence from other chars?#maybe thats just mme i think cinder needs to live w/o jay. !

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quaranmine · 1 year

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sorry im just thinking about that post i just reblogged with scar and jimmy flirting over empires on main and just thinking about like. how absolutely incensed mr "secret soulmates" grian would get over JIMMY of all people flirting with scar. JIMMY. HIS SOULENEMY. hes gonna cause an International Incident

#empiresshipping #trafficshipping #hermitshipping #IM SORRY IDK WHICH TAG THIS FITS INTO THE WIRES ARE TOO CROSSED THESE DAYS #im just covering my bases #i feel like grian and scar having this thing goin on where grian was like ugh i dont want scar to be my soulmate i want bigb #but at the same time would probably lose his mind if scar paired up with anybody But Him if u get me #its like how in the traffic series hes always somehow going back to scar #then pair that with jimmy and grian being like soulenemies i think this would be enough to give grian an aneurysm #and that's your rare quara shipping post of the day!

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be-gay-do-crime-ahaha · 2 months

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Holy fucking shit the dysphoria is dysphoria-ing right now. I feel physically nauseous oh my fucking god. I’m gonna fucking kill someone maybe myself rn I’m gonna lose my shit holy hell.

Doesn’t help that I’ve been incredibly overstimulated the past few days every sound is like a fucking cheese grater in my ears oh my god.

#dysphoria #gender dysphoria #sensory processing disorder #tw emetophobia #for the nausea mention #idk if that’s needed or not #but yeah I’m about to tear off my fucking skin and jump off a building I am losing my fucking mind #it’s so over #lmao my brain is fucked i genuinely wanna off myself over this shit #and my mother keeps refusing to even entertain the idea of getting my name changed on the school role #even though all my teachers and friends call me Alex and that’s what I’ve been going by for a few years now #and it would make things significantly easier for everyone because it would fix my email name as well #so that’s not helping #and she was talking about my period and being all “it’s okay all WOMEN get these ❤️ you’re just becoming a beautiful woman #and now she keep being rude to my sister because she uses men’s deodorant (because it works better) and doesn’t really wear dresses #(because she finds them annoying and inconvenient)#and is being all “hurr durr you’re copying your SISTER stop being so masculine”#like fucking hell #shit talking me and harassing my sister all at once #man I want to fucking kill myself im so done with this shit #and I’m so overdue on school work and I feel so overwhelmed and stressed this fucking sucks #and I know the school work and stuff is fully my fault for forgetting and slacking off but I can’t bring myself to do them because the #stress of fucking up and just how much of it I have to do is pushing me to my damn limit #I can’t even bring myself to start on my film and media assignment that’s a week overdue because I’m so fucking stressed just thinking about #it and I’m so overwhelmed I can’t fucking do this. I just can’t. and I know I’m at fault for procrastinating and being too lazy and stressed #to bring myself to start working on it #and things are just gonna get more and more difficult #so yeah. rant over I guess. sorry guys #did not mean to rant in the tags this much dysphoria is just killing me and so is general stress #tw suicidal thoughts

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scarystickers · 11 months

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Sorry I just finished endgame and yes I might be 4 years late I don't care.

I'm once again ignoring canon and just pretending that Steve didn't go back in time and instead just said "I saved the universe, I deserve a break" and just moved out to a small apartment in Brooklyn. Bucky or Sam call him about anything avengers or hydra related and he immediately nopes out of the conversation because he's earned a break after saving earth at least 4 times.

He's not in the 1940's, he's in 2023 Brooklyn in a small apartment relaxing for the first time in his life.

#steve rogers #mcu #marvel #marvel cinematic universe #marvel endgame #captain america #idk how to tag man #this is like my first avengers post give me a break #this happened 5 years ago for everyone else meanwhile this like just happened for me #im not okay #im not happy #his ending was so out of character I hate it here sm #like im losing my mind

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lonely-night · 2 years

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OH MY GOD STEPHANIE AND MARISKA REUNION IN 2022??????

i must be dreaming !!!!!!!!!

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#CABENSON NATION WAKE UP #stephanie march #mariska hargitay #oh i also found out that current svu showrunner left??#the same day as stephriska reunion?????#does that mean there's a chance???? for??? you know????#*whisper* alex to come back???#anyway im losing my mind over these two #cabenson #rambling tag #oh and idk how to save the pics from the original source :/#so i just saved it from the 2nd source (twi)#if anyone know how to get all the steph and mariska pics from the original source that will be great!

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luffysbasement · 2 years

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hello, i'm finally distancing myself from mcyt :]

it's been really fun!! i loved drawing for everyone, for my interest and esp just interacting with you all. this fandom brought me my friends and different experiences and emotions that are rly unforgettable but i think it's time. thank you for everything, i appreciate you all! ♡♡ pls do stay safe and take care of yourselves!

(my art will remain here ofc but i will most likely be turning this blog into how it was before, multifandom, personal and just a bunch of whatever!)

#the shorter version is the post #ill be here in the tags to talk more :]#honestly im pretty grey on the situation and im just rly waiting for whats gonna happen #thats not why im leaving (mostly) i think its abt time to accept im getting tired of how the experience is of being a drm stan #i loved the man i rly do hes been with me for the entire pandemic him and his videos helped me get through it #but its kind of a bummer that just by being a fan u get exposed to antis and their nonstop scheme of just starting up shit #and that everytime something new comes up you keep hoping its just an accusation but at the same time u feel terrible and anxious anyway #ive alrdy distanced myself from twt and by extension even tumblr bc i thought if i just keep drawing and not looking at my socials those #dramas wont reach me (they still do and it sucks lol but i did get a peace of mind just being free of social media)#at some point i started losing interest in mcyt in general the only thing keeping me was drm not even mccs nor other ccs rly just drm #but then recent thing happened and yeah :/ idk what to think im lost and honestly just tired of stuff like this #thats the final straw i think i dont rly want my mental health tearing up over whether to worry abt things i alrdy stress over abt (w the #college and family stuff) and freaking minecraft youtubers fandom #i think whatever the outcome is im just over it if drm comes out innocent i dont think i can let go of him yet #so ill prob still be checking up on hm and watching him by myself #if not then thats that.#stilli cant deny the fact that it rly has been an amazing two almost three years #i hope you all stay safe and takecare of yourselves ♡#if anyone still wants to see my art im just hanging out in my onepiece sideblog lol @/luffysbasement

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0rph1x · 1 year

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this cant be fucking real. what the fuck happened.

#i thought i had the chance to get better #why can i never get fucking better #i try my hardest to heal and make progress and then i make one fucking mistake and everything goes wrong #i fuck up once and the world implodes #i am so fucking fragile #how am i going to explain to my mother why im getting worse again #how am i going to explain to my mother that its my fault #if i had just thought about it for more than a moment #if i had considered what would happen #what the fuck am i going to do #any time i try to make progress something goes wrong #im stuck between being upset and desperate and being angry #im going crazy. im losing my mind. why cant i just get better. please.#i just want to be okay. why am i not allowed to be okay.#i need to stop #tw vent #long post #vent post #tw depressing thoughts #idk what else i should tag this with. im just. im lost. im so fucking lost.

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pawphin · 7 months

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ABSOLUTELY DECIMATED BY THIS PANEL. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH HE SHOULDERED SO MUCH BY HIMSLEF AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE HE DESERVES ALL TH HUGS CRYING FOR A MILLION YEARS

(Im almosy done w the manga!!! Thank you for bearing w me so far :] )

#I NEED TO BLOW SOMETHING UP #HE LOOKS SO GROWN HERE #a year apart and theyre finally back together..#i dont talk enough about how awesome phil is but if there is one character in tpn that nobody is allowed to hate on its him #and it just makes me think about how fucking well written his story is #tpn truly boggles my mind like even the THOUGHT of the themes makes me sick they are SICK for this #ALSO BLOO. SAW YOUR OTHER ASKS. IM SCARED TO POST THE MOST RECENT BECAUSE IDK IF MY FRIEND HAS TPN SPOILERS TAGGED #BUT HOLY GOD DAMN. i dont think i have ever cried harder at a scene than the most recent one you sent me #except for chapter 181.5 #when you get to 181.5 PLEASE let me know i will truly lose my marbles

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