What are your sexuality headcanons for all your superhero faves?

Oh my god do you know how many superhero favs I have

The OG, first in my heart, first in my tags, Buffy Summers: bisexual. End of story thank you

Willow Rosenberg is also bisexual tho whether she's a superhero I guess is more up to debate. One of the biggest cases of bisexual erasure in the history of television, in this essay I will

Actually warning you most of these are going to be bisexual

Peter Parker? Bisexual. Literally always. There has never been a straight Peter Parker the media is lying to you

Mary Jane Watson? Bisexual

Tim Drake? Bisexual (obviously as this is canon but it needs to be stated)

Matt Murdock? Bisexual

As are all his friends so Elektra, Foggy, Karen, etc, all bisexual

(I am working off the show for daredevil characters I'll get to the comics I swear I promise!!! I've read two whole issues that's progress right)

Gwen Stacy, in any and all iterations? Bisexual. ESPECIALLY Spider-Gwen/Ghost Spider but also 616 and 617 and tasm!Gwen

Emjay I believe is canonically a lesbian but it might be up to audience interpretation. Either way I can also see her as bisexual

Dick Grayson is bisexual, obviously

Roy Harper is also bisexual

Kory is bisexual

Actually there has yet to be a teen titans member who isn't bisexual

Except for Bart who's gray ace biromantic

Kon is bisexual, obviously, following this path

So is Cassie

(I've been reliably secondhand headcanoned that Cissie's a lesbian but a. she wasn't a teen titan b. I've read very little YJ)

Deadpool is omni or pan! That's different!

We've gone over this before and we'll go over it again: Jason Todd is aroace, maybe demi aroace. Maybe even demi aroace and gay

Murderdock is gay

Clark Kent is heterosexual, actually. He's biromantic tho

More importantly he's lois-sexual

Lois is bisexual tho

Smallville!Oliver Queen specifically is also bisexual because a. I love him and this is the highest honor I can bestow upon him and b. He like everyone else on that goddamn show was also in love with Clark

Actually now I need a Smallville!Clark/Lois/Oliver threesome fic. Something to think about

Magneto is, and I know this is going to be a big surprise to all of you, bisexual

Stephanie Brown is bisexual

Cassandra Cain is an ace lesbian

Diana (WW) is another canonically bisexual character but everyone's too big of a coward to write her a female love interest. It's worse than Wade he just got his first non binary love interest and he's only been around for 32 years

Idk I'm probably leaving someone important off just assume they're bisexual unless they're canonically queer in which case I respect that. Unless it was bisexual erasure in which case they're once again bisexual

Let's talk about 8x04

(Skipping writing about episode 3 because of obvious reasons.)

At this point, it's getting very hard to tell what is Pol!Jon and what is "oh no I fucked my aunt". Their relationship is disintegrating fast.

1) Sansa's motivations.

If there's anything this episode confirmed for me, it's that Sansa is not motivated by a desire for personal gain (not that I had doubts before).

Her line from S6 comes to mind:

"If we don't take back the North, we'll never be safe."

That's it. That's her motivation in a nutshell. Two things are important here, being safe and the North. In her mind they are inextricably linked.

I think she believes (for good reason) that for her and her family's safety, a Stark has to have power in the North. Exactly which Stark is much less important (she's ready to make Bran Lord of Winterfell, she loyally kept Jon's crown safe through S7, he's still the Warden in the North even tho she's the Lady of Winterfell). Basically, Stark power in the North means safety to her.

Another motivation for her is Northern Independence. I think a part of that is again linked to Starks being in power in the North. She doesn't trust people sitting on the Iron Throne. And a part of it is the independence part. She, her family and much of the North bled and died for that independence, and she cannot give it up so easily.

The real motivation she has in this episode tho is protecting Jon. She says as much herself. Tyrion points out that with Jon in the South, Sansa is the power in the North, but Sansa's mind is on keeping Jon North (aka safe). The moment she told Tyrion his secret kinda reminded me of Cat freeing Jaime. It's a dangerous gamble that they're taking, but in that moment they decide to fuck it because if the gamble pays off, then the people they love (Sansa, Arya, Jon) will be safe. Sansa is fighting for Jon in this moment.

2) I don't wanna bitch about Dany but....

Can't she have said any throwaway line acknowledging the whole "the man I thought is my father actually isn't my father" crisis Jon was probably having inside his head??? Did she really just make his parentage all about her?? Nobody tell me she loves him.

Honestly, I think she's a great character (in the books). Going down a dark path, yes, but still great. The show makers appear to be hurrying along her descent now. This entire scene was jarring.

Moving on from the bitching-

Danaerys is really doubling down on the "what's mine", "the rightful Queen", and even "her destiny" now. The problem is that she's technically wrong. Jon has a better claim than her, and she knows it. Saying that he could take what's hers is plain incorrect. Now if she said, "fuck claims anyway. I've worked for this Throne" I would respect that. At least it's self aware.

3) The lady doth protest too much..?

I think Jon spent half this episode saying, "I don't want the Throne", "you are my Queen", and "she'll be a good Queen". Maybe I'm imagining it, but there is urgency in his words. He's trying to convince the people he is talking to. Who is he talking to?

Dany, Sansa and Arya.

Funny thing tho, in that same conversation with Sansa and Arya, it's established that he "did what he had to" because they needed Danaerys to fight the WW. Now this doesn't contradict his tag lines this episode exactly...but they don't seem entirely congruent with each other either. "Had to" implies a reluctance. Like his hand was forced. At the same time, even tho he keeps talking about how she'll be a good Queen, he provides no reasons for why he believes that, no explanation...only these lines. It makes for an unconvincing argument (sorry Jon).

Someone does say that Dany would be a good Queen because "people follow her" (either Tyrion or Jon) but we already know that's not true. People have not followed her since she came to Westeros, and while the show makes a point of establishing that Jon is liked by his people all the more for his role in the Great War, the same cannot be said for Dany.

So here we have Jon and Tyrion both defending "their Queen" hard. It is known that Tyrion, despite his protests, is having serious doubts about Dany. It is known that he is afraid of her (Sansa establishes that in her conversation with him). It is known that he is aware of her "worst impulses".

Why then, is Jon not? Why is he not having serious doubts? Why is he not afraid of her? Why is he not aware of her worst impulses? How can he not be?

The simple answer is, he is.

4) the "stfu or I stg" look.

The look he gives Sansa during the battle planning meet where she suggests letting the troops rest. Honestly? It's a sound suggestion. Jon, who has been Lord Commander, led people in battle, and is generally not known for mistreating his troops should agree with her. So why does he shut her down so hard, and with that look?

Dany says, "the longer I wait, the stronger my enemies grow". Which enemies?

It's a safe assumption to make that Dany is including Sansa in that list of enemies. As Tyrion says to Sansa (I don't remember the words exactly) but something to the effect of "it's easier to give in to her (Dany)" and Sansa immediately catches that Tyrion is afraid of Dany.

Now Jon is forcing Sansa to give in to Dany.....you see where I'm going with this.

This, along with his insistence that Dany is his Queen and she will be a good Queen....

Here's the thing. There are three things that could be happening here.

First, Jon is afraid of Dany and is being extremely accommodating to keep the heat off himself, and forcing Sansa to do the same.

Second, he's really Stockholm Syndromed his way into falling in love with Dany and he means everything he says.

Third, he has miraculously lost his critical thinking skills, his ability to see and hear Dany making some very dark threats (itching to burn KL, increasingly paranoid about Tyrion and Sansa, only concerned with the better claim that Jon now has on her Throne) and all his brain cells.

I know which of these things I want to believe.

5) In love?

Are Jon and Dany in love?

Danaerys is not. She felt something for him, yes, but now that she's discovered his parentage....her priorities are abundantly clear. She does not trust him, she is concerned only with the consequences this reveal has on her claim.

Her reaction is a mix of legitimate fear that this may be the end of her, a more concerning sentiment of "what it will do to the people" because what exactly will it do to the people...? A fear that he will "take what's hers" nevermind that she's supposed to love and trust him and he hasn't done anything himself to prove he's untrustworthy, and a fear of what it will do to "us" (?what?).

Does this make me think she honestly loves him? No.

Does he love her? It doesn't look like it. But we've already established that it's never particularly looked like he loves her. The question now is why does he keep insisting that he is subservient to her? Where does Pol!Jon end and the breakdown of their relationship begin?

The greatest irony of Jonerys is that it's supposed to be the most epic love story, but it's the story of two people that are incapable of truly loving each other.

6) are you seriously telling me

Are you seriously telling me that Jon reluctantly gives away his crown to this woman because he felt that he was left with no choice (and the woman greatly contributed to making him feel that way) and he simultaneously falls in love with her?

Honestly? It's a bit reminiscent of Yggrite. The entire story from Jon going to Dragonstone till now is very reminiscent of Yggrite. I would just like to believe that Jon's character has developed and grown since Yggrite.

And if Dany is Yggrite, then she's an Yggrite who is threatening mass murder and the lives of Jon's family. Are you seriously telling me Jon is capable of loving that (in a healthy way)?

My god. I get what people say now about Jon's character being assassinated. Pol!Jon is really my only option if I want to keep his character somewhat consistent. I guess we have to make our own consistency in this world too.

Note- these are only my ramblings and they are filled with my personal opinion and biases. I'm only saying what I think, not that I'm right.

got tagged by @hellfre and im sorta bored so 

20 questions, writer’s edition!

How many works do you have on AO3? 31... whoa

What’s your total AO3 word count? 527217 which is strange all my fics r so hideously long i thought i would have hit one mil by now

How many fandoms have you written for and what are they? X-Men, IT 2 but there’s only one fic for that lol, kingsman and netflix bodyguard, and one fic for WW 2017 which... depressingly remains the fic with the highest number of fics in my profile

What are your top 5 fics by kudos? 

the labour of our love (again, its depressing that this is still getting hits. please stop reading this. please)

and we can be pirates

east end lights (please stop reading this one too Please)

in the valley of kings

lover boy rules (DEFINITELY STOP READING THIS) 

Do you respond to comments, why or why not? for multichapter fics yes cos i love catching readers up on whats happening or whats about to come next but for oneshots not really, i love love love comments but sometime i never have the energy to reply lmfjgjgjk

What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending? oh god it is definitely tequila on a beach, this one was fucked Up and i was in a shitty place mental wise when i wrote it. i think i’ve written quite a few major character death fics already but none are as depressing and tragic as that one in particular, i really pulled all the stops out for that one lmfjgjkjgk

What’s the fic you’ve written with the happiest ending? my oneshots have pretty happy endings i think... both if we’re talking about happiest it Has to be my old man is a bad man. nothing happier than killing your abusive husband and getting your sexy detective boy on the side helping you to get away with it

Do you write crossovers? If so what is the craziest one you’ve written? was gonna say one but i’ve written TWO !! kingsman/bodyguard was a crossover ship i thought up way before rocketman released with two of my besties and while i dont write for it anymore i sure hope people Are still writing for it (also i take full credit for publishing the first story in the eggvid tag and getting the ball rolling. thank me.) and xmen/lucifer. my second part in the charlifer series is still in the works maybe ill be able to finish it at some point

Have you ever received hate on a fic? on ao3 no, but when i was a kid i used to write on ff.net and while i got a shitton of comments (im talking like in the Hundreds) more than 50% of them were not good. i think i deserved it cos my writing was shitty but also ff.net is a dark, dark place

Do you write smut? If so what kind? sometimes if it fits into the storyline of the fic i guess? i actually absolutely detest writing smut i wrote smut for the mummy au not bc i like writing it but bc i felt bad for putting charles through so much shit in that fic i was like he deserves to get good dick for once. and then i promptly ruined it in the next few chapters so

Have you ever had a fic stolen? YEA LMGFHFJ it was my apoc charles au where charles is one of the horsemen, there was a fic that was VERY similar, like IDENTICAL, and the similarities were just too much for it to be coincidental. i never did call them out on it tho bc their fic was good too. probably bc it was stolen FROM ME 

Have you ever had a fic translated? nope :(

Have you ever co-written a fic before? also no. i think i’d be annoying as someone to co-write with lol the one time i discussed an au with syd i ended up killing charles off halfway even if it was happy and he almost killed Me

What’s your all time favorite ship? cherik my beloveds

What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will? its the castlevania au and not because i don’t have ideas for it but because every single time i start to think about how i’d continue it i always end up with killing charles off. its like no matter what i want, charles always dies in the end in that fic, but i dont Want him to die so uh. its never getting finished unless someone can give me an idea on how to make the gay boy live

What are your writing strengths? i honestly have no idea. making shit depressing i suppose

What are your writing weaknesses? coming up w a good plot is a massive weakness for me

What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic? honestly it can get lost in translation and the few times i’ve ever used german in a fic i always get told in comments that thats not actually the way it works so. but hey if ur a native speaker then go for it

What was the first fandom you wrote for? harry potter.... it was a dark time

What’s your favorite fic you’ve written? i am so proud of my cherik man from uncle au not just bc i think the cherik dynamic i wrote is fantastic in there (humble i know) but also because i loved writing raven in it. i think its like the Only fic where i didn’t just focus on cherik and it actually led me to realise i love writing sapphics- also it gave me an opportunity to fix charles-raven in my own little way and turn them from siblings to best friends and partners in crime which was really fun. anyway i love that fic and i love my gay little spies

tagging: leaving this open but if u wanna do it, feel free to say u were tagged by me !!

I bet Melone is in love with the present times! And somehow I think Formaggio could be around a century old, having served in the WWs but you'd never guess it because of his personality. About Mista: Imagine Bruno asks Narancia for help and that rascal ends up proving it by challenging Mista on who can hold their breath the longest. Just something silly like that! Also Bruno approaching Abba because of his edgy clothes... your tag had me laughing harder than I'd like to admit xD

hear me out on this, 100 wasnt really long for a vampire in maybe the 1800s but now it is! so its pretty impressive that formaggio has been alive that long

most vampires dont make it past 100 with the slow increase in vampire hunters and then theres not a lot of new vampires being made to replace them

vampires try to constantly move around to avoid suspicion, but uprooting and going to another country legally without the proper documents is almost impossible and immediately puts a time limit on how long they can stay if they do actually move in

so either way it's only a matter of time before they actually need to face a vampire hunter

(dhampirs on the other hand are kinda thriving--especially with vampires like DIO running around😔

vampire hunters struggle to pin them and since they age normally they can have birth certificates and social security numbers and shit without it becoming an issue)

ris is probably the oldest out of the whole group but no one knows for sure his exact age

but every vampire hunter thats tried to step up to him ended up dead so thats why he's still kicking lmao

then after ris is prosci and formaggio, then illuso and melone

i think pesci and ghiaccio are the youngest, just around 30 or so, so their appearance could technically still match with their age so they dont have to worry so much for now

omg im just rambling about the smallest of details

anyways it was so simple and Bruno's like ....why didnt i think of that? but it goes to show that dhampirs are so hard to spot at timesl that other dhampirs dont always know...

but seriously tho the vampire hunters arent making any sense

vampire hunters running out of vampires to kill: we need to to move on to dhampirs next even though most of them dont ever touch human blood and we can barely tell them apart from humans 😠😠😠

Yet Another Zelda Roleswap (the masterpost)

✨what's this AU?

Check THIS POST I DID that started it all and also the AU’s tag

✨in this au, the previous legends about the triforce are the same, aka “zeldas are princesses links are heroes and ganon/ganondorf is always the same guy and the big bad”! BUT THIS TIME DESTINY DID AN OOPSIE and ganondorf forgot all about his previous lives while link is the one who remembers them all!!! zelda just wants to travel and read cool legends and didnt expect to be part of one

✨ZELDA STUFF

-trans girl, found the name zelda in very very very old royal records

-she's like 16 or something

-seventh heir to the throne who wants to prove herself, so she goes on an adventure to save the world!!!!

-adventurous and impulsive and naive

-main weapon is bows, she also knows magic and sheikah techniques

-has six siblings who dont really pay attention to her. shes probably the youngest

-her point of view is very black and white at first

-even when she gets in the middle of link and ganon’s story she still doesn’t believe she is The Zelda of legend

-how could she she’s just a zelda, one among many, just a kid playing at being a princess

-(she IS the zelda)

-she gets a bird AND a white horse!!!!

-if she sees a weird cave she WILL go into it 

-would probably eat moss if dared

✨LINK STUFF

-genderfluid, uses he/they

-hes in his early twenties

-a man zelda meets during her travels, who seems to know a lot about old legends

-he can see koroks and fairies, who can’t be seen by most people

-gets all his past lives' memories after he gets the master sword, over a period of a day or two

-maybe link does remember his past deaths along with his past lives, but past deaths are maybe more muted…. less like he experienced them and more like someone told him about it. still fucks him up tho

-i feel like he’d be pretty nice and sleepy all the time, until you mention something that has to do with his memories (aka, ganondorf, but also like “oh ive heard some hero in the legends went back to being a kid to save the world or whatever) and he’d get this super serious, focused look… something like that, little things that would make zelda go :^?

-he just really wants to kill ganondorf ya dig

-SO MANY BOSS FORMS probably one per main title (kinda like xant’s battle in TP) (strongest/hardest to fight is majora’s mask link), and final form is definitely some twisted looking fierce deity

-as for his past selves he has all of their memories and its kind of… they’re not him, he’s him, they’re just memories that he has, but when he is very very stressed its “memories become actual personalities for a sec” time. 99% of the time its just him and then ganondorf is there and its like WILL EVERYONE SHUT UP IM TRYING TO MAKE A MURDER HERE

-he’s not controlled by malice or anything because it would feel like a deus ex machina to me

-in the end he doesnt die and he gets redemption because he didnt hurt anyone he just tried to kill ganondorf a few times hes good, and also zelda is his friend and an heir to the throne he’s got immunity. poor guy just needs help processing all those lives and needs a cabin in the woods with some fairies!!!

-re: his past lives, oot link SUPER HATES ganondorf while ww link is more sympathetic. links who havent fought ganondorf are ambivalent about him

-endgame ship is either with ganondorf OR beedle. beedle is the secret ending

-will eat moss

✨GANONDORF STUFF

-he's in his twenties i promise he just has resting old man face

-zelda’s old childhood friend

-doesn’t remember anything about his past lives

-gerudo king, very serious but fairly well loved

-lets not talk about malice it either doesnt exist/this ganondorf doesnt have any/this ganondorf knows how to control it. either way its not gonna affect the story

-”what are you wearing today king” “oh, just whatever” (its not whatever he spent hours finding the day’s outfit)

-found out about his past lives while reading a very very very old book, probably read it and stayed in his room for a week and then promised himself to never ever ever turn out like that

-genuinely a good person

-would never eat moss

✨RELATIONSHIPS STUFF

-zelda and ganondorf actually knew each other as kids! Both being royalty and all. legends do talk about a hero a princess a beast or whatever but don’t use link or ganondorf’s names since it’s been so long- it takes zelda and ganondorf both finding old, old books on their own to be like “AH OOPS”!!! Ganondorf learns about his past lives much earlier than zelda, who finds out during her adventures, and she goes from seeing ganondorf as a dear friend to being like “…but what if he’s really bad though”

they’re old childhood friends, you know, the kind that were best friends before and then grew up and saw each other less often (different kingdoms and all) so they kinda grew apart, and then zelda starting her quest made them reconnect again! Ganondorf is a little older than zelda so he always saw her more as his little sister who just jumps into mud because she totally saw a sword there i promise, and zelda sees ganondorf as her cool older brother who actually pays attention to her, unlike her actual siblings

-when link and zelda meet, zelda’s like “weird dude but probably harmless” and link is like “weird girl but probably harmless” and then she’s like “oh my name is zelda” and link goes “ah just likeWAIT” and he kinda observes her to… gauge her abilities? My Zeldas Were Better kinda thing. i guess during their final battle he’s like “you’re really a zelda, after all” and its bittersweet

the second zelda figures out link is also part of those legends she goes full hero worship mode, which makes link’s fall from grace… really… hard on her. ive been admiring you and wanting to be a hero like you all this time, turns out you’re not a hero and also Not Okay

-re ganondorf and link, after everything that happened uuuh

human brain: it probably takes them both a long while to get used to each other, given that one was almost killed by the other and the other has vivid memories of having their world(s) destroyed by the one, but after a while they probably bond over their shared uuuuh memories i guess. link visits gerudo city once in a while and they catch up and become friends and

lizard brain: after 100k words they DATE

no i wont write how it happens you will NOT make me embarrass myself in front of everyone because i earnestly wrote about how link visits ganondorf every time he’s in gerudo country and at first link just passes by to give ganondorf news about how zelda is faring as queen and news about the world, and as time goes and years go by  they start talking about their lives and struggles and just taking walks across the desert together and having sand seal races and everyone in ganondorf’s court is like “so when’s that little voe coming back” and ganondorf is like “i neither know nor care that its been three months since his last visit” and everyone’s like (smirk) “okay” and when has he even started to look forward to link’s visits anyway how did this happen and then link comes back and smiles gently and shows ganondorf this cool rock he found that looks like ganondorf’s face and ganondorf is smitten

takes them both Y E A R S to realize their feelings and then date tho. slow burn or bust

✨WORLD STUFF

-takes place in a time where the games’ adventures are only known as legends where they didnt even write down ganondorf’s and link’s names

-now that im thinking about it it wouldnt happen like THOUSANDS OF YEARS after any game because then ganon and link wouldnt be that worried about their destiny??? so maybe like 100-200 years after a game??? and the ppl writing down the legends were just terrible bookkeepers who couldnt even think write down link and ganon’s name

-(smash voice) EVERYONE IS HERE!!!!!!!! tingle and agitha the bug princess and sidon and especially groose who is uuuuum zelda’s rival who is totally not in love with her

-i think in botw its implied koroks are only seen by people like link and zelda??? so id say only people with uuuuh magical power??? can see them???? so koroks are just doin their thing, playing pranks, helping people without them knowing, and, in the case of makar, playing romantic music around couples

11 Q Meme!

Answer 11 questions | tag 11 people.

tagged by: @t-chan!!!!!! ww

1. What is the best music related thing you bought in 2017 or 2018?

nothing bc im a broke cheap fuck riporoo

2. Cats or Rabbits?

both!!!!!!!! 

cats are cute and rabbits are super cute!! they both have the power to be pure balls of sweet fluff and thats all that matters

3. What Disney character do you think is underrated?

iiiiiiiiii............. honestly don’t know? unpopular to say, but im not actually a huge fan of disney and disney-related things riporoo

4. Name 3 films you liked this year!

i havent watched any films released this year, and ive hardly watch movies in general so riporoo...............

i did tho watch No Game No Life: Zero and i loved it to bits despite all the fanservice and extremely questionable content, so riporoo, that’s one film at least!! i don’t remember watching any other films this year tho rip

5. What is one of the best memories you’ve made in the past 5 yrs?

ummmmmmmmmmmmmm

well i think i met sylphie in 2013 - or 2012, but if it’s 2013, id say that counts as a good memory!! same goes for toastie, who i met like.......... last year? two years ago?? fuck i dont know time at all, but becoming friendies with toastie is also a good thing!!

6. If you could ask aliens 1 question, what would you ask?

“Do you have a means of making humanity less stupid?”

7. What types games do you like to play?

well, tbh, playing a game seems to be beyond me since i always prefer seeing a playthrough riporoo

but i really love story-based games!! so RPGs. but i also have a strange interest in those very indie-styled horror-puzzle rpgmaker games. and MMOs, which can only barely have a story in favor of Miscellaneous Whatever 

8. Favorite magical girl?

honestly, i don’t really have a fave magical girl? or at least, right now, i seriously can’t think of one i really super duper love? riporoo

i do however really like sayaka from pmmm, though mainly the way she is post the main series (aka how she’s depicted in rebellion and post-rebellion too, whenever that pilot ever decides to become a full-fledged movie sequel)

9. Strawberries or Raspberries?

either? i mean, theyre kinda the same from my perspective, red and fruity ww

ill take mangoes over either tho

10. If you could have 2 superpowers what would you have?

aaaaaaaaaaah, UHHHHH

well, i know boundary manipulation is apparently the most god-tier thing you can ever have for a power (yukari ftw) so that’s definitely one. as for the second, uh. shit idk, being able to talk to animals?? (or have BIRB WINGS!!!!!!!!!! to fly i guess riporoo)

11. Would you rather be a Fairy, Mermaid, Alicorn or Dragon?

as much as i like the concept of alicorns, being a horse isn’t my thing really. and dragons are Coolie but i don’t wanna have scales. which also removes mermaids, who unless they can easily shapeshift can’t even get on land, which sucks if i wanna get a hotdog from a local food truck or something :V

so more out of elimination really, but i guess a fairy? im still p mmmmmm about it because sylphie has officially made me scared of fairies so like lmao

tagging: anyone who wants to do it!!!!!! ww

I was wondering if any [past or present] Jonerys, Pro-Daenerys fans like myself feel this way.....?

Firstly Id say please be nice i just enjoy analyzing the shit out of fandoms I like, (im a history/polysci major ((with an emphasis on Peace Justice and & Conflict Studies)) all i do is analyze and try to be diplomatic lmao) but considering all they petty drama between both ships as well as pro/anti Daenerys stans ON BOTH SIDES I’m going to be “That Person” and at least ask for people to be respectful/civil, I want to hear from everyone and their metas/what they think which is why i tagged like, all the tags, no matter if you love her/the ship or cant stand it, as long as everyone can keep civil So firstly I’ve loved Dany both books and show from the beginning. She’s gorgeous, wants to be the best person she can be, and her hair/fashion style game is always ON POINT.  That being said, somewhere around season 5 i think i’ve found my opinion on her cooling a little bit, ep after ep, till now. Like I still like her bc she was my first character love on the show but I’ve def soured in my opinion on her. Maybe it’s because I love learning about the subject that im more baised (im hoping thats the case) but she just seemed to have no interest in actual governance, just the reputation (esp of being the ‘rebel queen’)/the awe/the power/the thrill of the adoration that went along with it to the point where I feel like though she still wants to be a ‘good queen’ or at least wants to be seen that way, she doesnt want to do much work for the title. Like yeah she freed all the slaves and that was a def progressive and awesome move on her part (major props! slavery is sin and im glad someone recognized that who had the power to do something about it) but she didnt handle that aftermath or ensuing problems well at all nor really mulled heavily on the subject to find the best solution. She just got fustrated with pretty basic/common (albeit complex in themselves) issues of standard governance and kind of went agh! fuck this! (obv not actual quotes but that was the vibe I got). And then ESPECIALLY after season 7 her character has kind of nagged at me in the back of brain which i hate but its inherent like its just a feeling i cant help it?? I just dont know why to be honest that Im feeling so negative towards this character i used to love.  The whole ‘ bEnD thE knEe ‘ thing w/ Jon and yet pinning it on Jon’s pride not equally on his and her own was more than a little hypocritical, when hon they can discuss it later like at that point they have two common enemies the WW and Cersei they both want to do away with, and then again with the Bend the Knee or Die bit w/ the Lannister soldiers. In fact the whole sequence before that point felt kind of villinous I dearsay, I mean  deliberately burning the harvest that most of westeros needs for the winter or even strategically not willing to try, and well, nOOt intentionally burn the food considering its winter, the harvest is over (so likely not much is gonna grow in the time being) when she has a G I A N T ass army of her own to think of feeding???? Like i get it is war shit happens soldiers die but the F O O D ? Was that an impuslive in the moment mistake or did she just not give a fuck? And back to the aftermath scene/Bend the Knee 2.0, her speech was again quite hypocritical...and burning dickon?????? not willing to keep prisoners???? either bend or die??? I actually am glad she did away with Papa Tarly bc he was an awful human, but dickon????? a young idealistic man about to loose his father??? the heir to a major ally/house???? And honestly that bend or die strategy is soooooo dumb bc now she cant trust any of them like theyre only bending the knee out of self preservation homie, no one wants to die. they bend  the knee to survive and now they all of the sudden think youre their queen? Nah fam, prisoners were better, all you got are spies in your camps or people willing to backstab you at the smallest promise of coin. And i dont want that for my girl

IDK the whole “im gonna BREAK THE WHEEL,,,,,,,,yet im stating my claim mainly on my housename (aka the predominant force of said wheel for a literal dynasty) and the fact that i can scare people who otherwise are unconvinced bc lets be real westeros has had a bad run of rulers a lot of which were Targs in the past couple decades, into submission bc ill burn you otherwise???” doesnt sit well with me nor does it feel like the character ive been rooting for the past five-ish seasons. She just doesnt seem to put into effort on understanding Westeros, why things go wrong, being self-critical or sharing the blame,thinking on what a “good” ruler would do.... anyone else feeling this way and if so do you think this is just shitty writing? D&D butchering her character? or a new arc for her? perhaps the way shes always been? She just seems like a tantruming child bratty and entitled idk (a beautiful child but still)  As for jonerys...... im not gonna go into it much but how are other shippers happy????????? I honestly dont understand. I was SO looking forward to this season/this ship. like so much! But it felt so forced? And i know a lot of people claim its cause its rushed but tbh we’ve had a lot of romances in a similar time frame that felt like A C T U A L romances.....even Talisa/Robb who the Northerners will prob compare any of this too were so much better. THIS WAS MY EPIC SHIP DUDE. I feel the dany side of things (took a while but theres def heart eyes) and yet Jon???? He felt hollow. Still does even after sex. Im so disapointed but more than that I cant see the romance or the chemistry. He looks constipated. Hes never smiled like with his teeth around her the way hes done w others he cares deepily about (ygritte, toramund, sansa, even fkin gendry in the first scene they had together). He never reveals anything about himself. And between the “my queen” ep (and remember he was look warm when discussing her to toramund throughout it) and the previous the only thing that changed was that he saw the actual difference dragons made against WW. You could argue she saved them all too but that doesnt make you fall in love w someone out of the blue and also people have saved his ass before and??? Sansa w the vale anyone??? (Not an argument for jonsa js its happened) (though ill admit ive transitioned to loathing jonerys and loving jonsa more as a potential couple in the space of seven eps where if you asked me I wouldve been like PSH u cray. I never thought it would happen in a mill years but D&D ruined my ship and here i am! Shipping aside tho since its best too look at these things as neutral as possible).  Anyways the sigh of his after she left and when he pretended to be asleep.... idk. The only scene that felt genuine and where Jon smiled and it didnt look like a full on grimace and they actually kinda joked around was really nice and at the pit at the finale and if they do a LOT more of basic romance stuff like that I could ship it again but. It was followed by boatsex and boy.  I was hoping boatsex might rekindle my like for the two together. I could see the chemistry the passion. I was hoping the passion would overwhelm me and make up for the rest. But instead......like there was no foreplay, it lasted 2 seconds, and it was overplayed by brans voice and a reminder of future conflict or at the very least major angst b/w the two. i didnt see the parallel between regear and lyanna playing alongside their scene as anything romantic or that it should be taken as such. and the look they shared.... I was hoping jon would bring it bc Dany’s look in her eyes is like soooo smitten and adorable and say what you will I still have a space in my heart for her and still dont want her to suffer, but again Jon looks like oh shit/constipated. And not in a good oh shit way either.  There is a bunch more too but Imma stop there bc Im just tired at this point.  So many things were just....off this season. And it cant all be blamed on the “rushed” time frame. I’ve read the undercover lover theory and hon it makes the most sense (not perfect sense but still, more than what we’ve been poorly spoon fed) but im not willing to believe it just yet. Still, maybe D&D are just butchering a lot of things like making the romance believable and stuff for the sake of time that could be true i guess. But they like to go AHA GOT U so  Idk I dont find a lot of meta in the jonerys tag bc honestly (((((i think its bc the tag and ship are more popular and theirs more people both good and bad)))) it doesnt seem like snowballing theories is something all fans take really well in the tag at all. But whatever. I really want to know, is there any meta or theories im missing to either validate the icky feeling Im haveing about D or her “romance” or on the flipside anything that might make me change my mind about it? Theories, meta people! I just want to reiderate im not trying to hate on anyone or any point of view and I will flag any comment anti one ship or person or another if its plain hateful or rude. I just want to understand it and see what Im missing, esp because of how much I was looking forward to her arc and jonerys’ dynamic and how much the words “falling short” dont seem to cover it. And to see if im not the only one to either have critique on the ship or her character [or even actually change ships] Also i apologize for how much ive said “IDK” i just..... I DONT KNOW 

10 facts about me

I was tagged by @whatdiknow coz she's lovely and always tags me in random tagging games 👌😘

I'm left handed. And I like that we're the minority. It feels special 😜

I love history. It was my favorite subject in school. (I think it's coz of Relic Hunter, honestly that show was brilliant) If you see me reblog random historical things this is the reason. Not WW stuff tho, I don't really like that.

My imagination is really wild. And I mean REALLY. The fact that I have a very dirty mind doesn't help either.

I don't eat fruits. I hate them. I haven't eaten any of them in the last 22 or so years. Oh well exept lemon....you know coz tequila 😂

I probably said this in another tagging game but it effects my life daily so I guess it's safe to say it's a solid fact. I'm a hypochondriac. And yeah it sucks.

I sing every day, music has a huge part in my life. I also have a nice voice so it's not excruciating 😂

I'm the kind of person who gets easily obsessed with things. If I like something I take it to the maximum level. ( Exhibit A: robron and Danny Miller's pretty face)

I'm very stubborn and it can be annoying to some people.

I'm a grammar freak. Not in english but if people mess up something in hungarian trust me I'll be the first one to point it out.

I'm an only child, and my parents were way above the average age when I was born so I was spoilt rotten, but still turned out to be a normal person. (Mainly coz of this I was always sober minded and wiser than other kids, which I always thought was cool)

Since I have no idea how many of you have done this already I tag @littlelooneyluna @raelee514 @tonyspegasus @robertisbisexual and @dorsetti

I was tagged by @gaygingerpirates! Thanks <3

LAST:

1. Drink: water 2. Phone call: my mother 3. Text message: @thetoxic8 4. Song you listened to: esmerelda by ben howard 5. Time you cried: reading fic probably

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: never dated anyone lmao 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: ^ same thing 8. Been cheated on: see above  9. Lost someone special: i guess my cat counts? 10. Been depressed: *laugh track* 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: never been drunk

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12. purple 13. black 14. golden/bronze tones i guess?

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: yeah, mostly thanks to black sails 16. Fallen out of love: nope 17. Laughed until you cried: probably? 18. Found out someone was talking about you: possibly 19. Met someone who changed you: no i’m still trash 20. Found out who your friends are: i don’t think i get this? 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: don’t have fb 

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: see above 24. Do you want to change your name: not really but i also don’t like it that much 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: sleepover w/ my friends and we went to see ww which was amazing 26. What time did you wake up: 1pm 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching a movie? i think 28. Name something you can’t wait for: the back sails s4 dvd release 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: about a week ago 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: wish i knew how to Talk to people without wanting to die 31. What are you listening right now: black dog by led zeppelin 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope. i think? 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: some of the black sails discourse i’ve seen. i’m just *clenches fist* tired 34. Most visited Website: tumblr 35. Mole/s: yepp 36. Mark/s: one on the side of my abdomen. it’s cute 37. Childhood dream: becoming an engineer?? why 38. Haircolour: dark brown 39. Long or short hair: long-ish, but i’ve been thinking of cutting it rlly short 40. Do you have a crush on someone: kinda 41. What do you like about yourself: my eyes?? and i always try not to hurt people’s feelings idk 42. Piercings: nope 43. Bloodtype: O something 44. Nickname: pau maybe?? no one calls me by nicknames tho 45. Relationship status: single  46. Zodiac: gemini 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favourite TV Show: black sails!! 49. Tattoos: nope 50. Right or left hand: right 51. Surgery: no 52. Hair dyed in different color: nope 53. Sport: i used to do stuff like. volleyball and rock climbing but now i hate it 55. Vacation: road trips! 56. Pair of trainers: only have one pair (black) and i wear them all the time

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: nothing rip 58. Drinking: water 59. I’m about to: read maybe? watch something?? 61. Waiting for: next week so i can pick up my violin from the luthier 62. Want: money. who doesn’t?? 63. Get married: nope 64. Career: something related to literature or film production

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: hugs 66. Lips or eyes: eyes!! 67. Shorter or taller: don’t care bth 68. Older or younger: same age  70. Nice arms or nice stomach: stomach. maybe arms. idk!! 71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive 72. Hook up or relationship: neither 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant for me, troublemaker for others

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: nope 75. Drank hard liquor: no 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: found them later tho 77. Turned someone down: yeah 78. Sex in the first date: i don’t date 79. Broken someone’s heart: probably :/ 80. Had your heart broken: do fictional characters count? 81. Been arrested: almost 82. Cried when someone died: can’t remember tbh 83. Fallen for a friend: nope

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: no lol 85. Miracles: the irrational side of me does 86. Love at first sight: no (except in fanfic) 87. Santa Claus: no 88. Kiss on the first date: idk?? no 89. Angels: yes, my friends

OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: desi, eugeni 91. Eyecolour: coffee brown 92. Favorite movie: mad max fury road, the breakfast club, probably more

i’m tagging @billeybones, @thetoxic8, @lvcillees, @gedsparrowhawk, @euryalus & the freedomkink chat aka @flintsjohn, @jamesbarlow, @jamesvflint, @undiscovereduniverse & @pohnake​ and whoever wants to do this (you don’t have to ofc)

85 Questions Game

Rules: answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people.

I was tagged ages ago by the lovely @spiritedxmakorrian​! Thanks for tagging me and sorry for the super late response!

the last 1. drink: water 2. phone call: My dad 3. text message: My friend  4. song you listened to: Believer by Imagine Dragons 5. time you cried: I can’t remember. XD 7. kissed someone and regretted it: Never kissed anyone! 8. been cheated on: @legendaryqueenkorra​, anything I should be worried about? 9. lost someone special: Yes? 10. been depressed: I guess? 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: Nope!

three favourite colours 1. Purple 2. Blue 3. Burgundy in the last year have you

1. made new friends: Yes! 2. fallen out of love: No? 3. laughed until you cried: Yes 4. found out someone was talking about you: Not that I’m aware of 5. met someone who changed you: Yes! 6. found out who your friends are: Yes 7. kissed someone on your facebook list: Nope!

general 1. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life? All of them 2. do you have any pets? Do the backyard birds I feed count? XD 3. do you want to change your name? Sometimes, I do 4. what did you do for your last birthday? Uh...nothing? 5. what time did you wake up? 6:45 am 6. what were you doing at midnight last night? Trying to fall asleep XD 7. name something you can’t wait for: For my life to get together. XD 8. when was the last time you saw your mum: 30 mins ago. 9. what are you listening to right now? Friction by Imagine Dragons 10. have you ever talked to a person named tom? Not that I can recall XD 11. something that is getting on your nerves: The neighbor’s terrier that is always in the yard and won’t stop barking DX 12. most visited website: Tumblr maybe? or Youtube.  13. hair colour: Black 14. long or short hair: Too long to be considered short and too short to be considered long. XD 15. do you have a crush on someone? Korra 16. what do you like about yourself? I don’t know. My ability to wake up early? 17. piercings: Ears, only.  18. blood type: No idea and I really should know.  19. nickname: Cassie, Cass 20. relationship status: Single 21. zodiac: Virgo 22. pronouns: She/her 23. favourite tv show(s): SU, LoK, Voltron, ATLA, Pride & Prejudice (the 1995 version was technically a TV show XD), Miraculous Ladybug, Once Upon a Time, and probably more I’m forgetting at the moment 24. tattoos: None...yet 25. right or left handed: Right! 26. surgery: Not yet, but I need to, soon 27. sport: Tennis 28. vacation: Anywhere 29. pair of trainers: I’m going to quote Mary on this one: “When have I trained for anything I am a pleb.”

more general 1. eating: Nothing at the moment 2. drinking: nothing, at the moment 3. i’m about to: Catch up on all these ask memes I’ve missed thanks to work! 4. waiting for: my long weekend to start 5. want: WW blu-ray to be out now! 6. get married: Sure, I guess 7. career: being an author would be pretty cool. 

which is better? 1. hugs or kisses: Both? But if i have to chose, I’ll go with hugs because I’ve never kissed anyone 2. lips or eyes: Eyes! 3. shorter or taller: Taller! 4. older or younger: uhhh...older? Idk I’m too dumb to understand this question 5. nice arms or nice stomach: Both? 6. hookup or relationship: Relationship 7. troublemaker or hesitant: Hesitant

have you ever 1. kissed a stranger: No 2. drank hard liquor: Yes 3. lose glasses/contact lenses: No 4. turned someone down: Yeah, a couple of times 5. sex on the first date: Nope 6. had your heart broken: No. 7. been arrested: No 8. cried when someone died: Yes 9. fallen for a friend: Not yet

do you believe in 1. yourself: Not always 2. miracles: Yes! 3. love at first sight: Quoting Mary again for this one: “Err, not really? Nice to think of tho.” 4. santa claus: Uh...I don’t know, actually. XD 5. kiss on the first date: Idk for this one too XD 6. angels: Yes

other 1. eye colour: Brown 2. favourite movie:So many. Kiki’s Delivery Service, Moana, Wonder Woman...and a lot more I can’t think of at the moment

Tagging: whoever wants to do this!

From 1st PLACE’s official tumblr post: LiSA will be singing for Nisekoi:’s opening, with both her and Furuya Shin for the lyrics, Jin for the composition, and akkin for the arrangement. The song titled “Rally Go Round“, and the single will be released on 27th May.