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haru dorohedoro my beloved
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divineei · 1 year
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modern!atwow x musician!reader
modern avatar mlist!
desc. headcanons for modern avatar: the way of water teens with a musician significant other who’s in a band. reader plays a different instrument for each character.
a/n. if this flops i’m retiring. real shit.
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— neteyam. ( guitarist s/o ♪! )
he sleeps with a t-shirt of your band every. goddamn. night.
gives it back to you once a week so you can spray your perfume on it. you ended up bringing him a bottle of ur fave brand and he sprays the cologne on it every time he washes it (aka ever fucking week)
mans hooked. to both you and your music
listens to your band’s songs at least once a day. either w/ headphones or on full blast it doesn’t matter
his whole family knows all the lyrics
sometimes tuk comes to his room and jumps on his bed while playing air guitar and he absolutely joins
other times tho he closes his eyes to focus and pays special attention to the guitar while having your smile in mind
he once spent like 2 weeks watching youtube tutorials to (kinda) learn one song so he could play for you
was it good? no it was fucking hideous. was it the sweetest fucking thing ever tho? absolutely it was
always tries to pick you up after band practice
my boy would rather miss his basketball competitions than miss one of your concerts
this one time he actually tried to skip a match bc your performance was at the same time and the mf showed up backstage like “hEy🙂”
you had to call his mom for him to leave (u snitch that was kinda foul)
definitely knows abt “the rockstar’s girlfriend” aesthetic and makes it his personality. like he’s so into it
you got him a t-shirt that said “im with the band” as a joke but he actually wears it and its hilarious
— kiri. ( keyboard s/o ♪! )
comes to your house just to hear you play
she brings a book and lays down on your bed while you make new music
ADORES watching you come up with new tunes!!!!!!
you always have that focused look on your face as you move your fingers over the keys at makes her want to take a picture (she actually has a few ngl)
always goes back home humming your new melody
you record covers of her favorite songs on your keyboard and give her a cd that she listens to on her discman (she defo owns old gadgets like that)
sometimes puts her phone down on her window stool, where she has her favorite plants, and leaves it there with your music playing. she likes to think it help her plants grow
lowkey gatekeeps your songs
there was this one time you couldn’t sleep bc she kept appearing on your mind, so you connected your headphones and made your “ode to kiri”
it was 2am when you vídeocalled her to play for her what you just wrote
and kiri being the sensitive person she is, swore she could feel your affection through the music, little tears threatening to fall from her pretty eyes
it was truly a treasured memory in your relationship
until a loud ass knock on your door and an equally loud “FFS ITS 2AM!!!!!” almost made you drop dead
she absolutely laughed at you btw
— lo’ak. ( bassist s/o ♪! )
brings you stickers so you can decorate your bass w/ them
“aye babe i got a new sticker for your guitar” “for the hundredth time lo’ak, its a BASS!!!”
yeah he knows it annoys you and no he’s not gonna stop
his lockscreen is a picture of you on stage with a bunch of lil hearts he drew around you
when he goes to your concerts he tells everyone you two are dating
“you see that one over there bro? pfft yeah, we’re together” “do i know you man????” 💀
when you told him your band didnt have a logo yet he showed up at your door 3 days after, super excited and with a bunch of sketches to show you
i also think lo’ak would be really into graffiti art
so he goes around the neighborhood spray painting your band’s logo on the streets walls
“lo’ak you’re gonna get us in trouble” “oh cmon, its good promo!!”
he messes up with your amplifier when you practice, turning up and down the volume, the treble, etc. until you throw your pick right into his fucking forehead and he’s like:
“ma fault 😨”
the moment he (finally) sits still he actually pays really close attention to how your hands move
“damn, you make it look so easy” “im just good with my fingers ig”
cue the dumbest smirk you’ve ever seen
— ao’nung. ( drummer s/o ♪! )
imma just say it; he is popular. by that i mean ma boy has hella contacts
AND by that i mean he makes sure your band always has a venue to perform at. always first on every list fr
“ao’ stay the fuck away from my drums”
actually a fucking menace. tries to impress you by smashing the drumsticks everywhere.
“nah babe check me out i got it this time srsly”
rhythm left the room the moment he sat down
he even attempts some tricks he seen you pull off during your concerts, like throwing the sticks up or rolling them between his fingers.
they always end up either on the floor or hitting his dumbass head. it’s cool tho, u kiss it better (after a well deserved smack bc what did i tell u)
he’d still insist on learning so you two end up having a chick flick moment where you guide him by putting your hands on his
boy actually blushes. just a smidge
“your ears are red” “stfu no they’re not”
might not know shit abt making music but seeing the look on your face when you play is enough to make him see how passionate you are
loves being alone with you in your band’s backstage lounge
he’s so fucking extra he got his friend outside the door like some whack ass bodyguards. they’re so into it too bro
“aye keep walking man🕴️” “move along bitch aint nothing to see here🕴️”
whenever you’re about to go on stage he stays with you in your band’s room and massages your hands
makes sure you always put some baby powder on your palms before you perform in case you start sweating so you dont drop your drumsticks
— tsireya. ( vocalist s/o ♪! )
she sings along to your songs whenever they play
ao’nung is sick and tired of listening to her and uses ear plugs all the time bc he once told her to stfu and got smacked
you two even make your own carpool karaoke and scream the lyrics together on the parking lot
and she NAILS IT!!!!!
like my girl can sing fr
in fact you’ve asked her to help in a few songs for harmonies and second voices
she helps you out a lot with your vocal practice and your breathing exercises
she sits down with you and counts each second with her fingers when hold your breath and when you try your best to hold a specific note
let’s be honest here. A LOT of your songs are abt her
you really don’t have to tell her, she knows they are. bc when you’re up on stage singing abt the perfect girl, you look right at her. and her heart beats faster every time
sometimes you send her your lyrics like “what do u think of this??” and it’d be a full on poem abt her that makes her smile so goofy. kicking feet and everything
every time you get in the shower and start humming/singing her phone is ready
actually has a video of you freaking tf out bc you had an idea for a new song while showering and you stormed your way out the bathroom, wet and hair full off shampoo
“REYA PASS ME A PEN QUICK” “NAH WHY ARE YOU BOOTY NAKED PLEASEHAhH”
you had to mop the floor after that
— rotxo. ( acoustic guitarist s/o ♪! )
makes sure you are never out of strings to change
but since the strings are heavier from an electric guitar, he knows you sometimes hurt your fingers playing
so he bought you a bunch of finger protectors.
he’s a sweetheart, but those whack ass things he got you looked like this
yeaaah…. no. 💀
actually offensive he’d think you need that shit but you let it go bc he really just wanna be there for you
the actual definition of #1 fan
he’s on every concert
and i mean EVERY. CONCERT. front row, backstage, glowing sticks on one hand, phone on the other and zooming on you and only you
he goes to your house more than you go to his, just bc he always wants you to play smthn. and this way you dont gotta bring your guitar back and forth
when you’re together in your room, you get your guitar and he asks you to play some lofi style tunes
especially loves it when it’s summer and the both of you just lay down with the windows wide open and the breeze goes in and out. has a cool glass of your fave drink with a straw and he holds it up to you while you play
one thing ik for sure is rotxo is lowkey good at making beats/bases
the two of you have definitely made a few tracks purely for your enjoyment (like this)
many many many beach dates where you bring your guitar and he lays his head on your lap while the sun sets
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tailoredshirt · 1 year
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FIC: As long as it’s with you (TK/Carlos, PG-13)
TK just wanted their first Valentine’s Day as a married couple to be special.
Unfortunately they spend it in the ER.
1.3k // PG-13 // AO3
Written for @strandbuckley for the @tarlosweeklyprompts Valentine’s Day Fic Exchange! I hope you like it. <3 Thank you to @finetune for all of her assistance and hand holding.
“All right,” Dana said, removing the tourniquet from TK’s finger. “Keep your hand in the air and apply pressure to the wound…just like that.” She gave TK a wry smile. “It’s almost like you’ve done this before.”
TK laughed. “Yeah, although I think I like it better when I’m not the one losing a finger.”
“Stop being dramatic,” she said, tossing a bandage wrapper into the garbage. “It’s not the whole finger.”
TK looked up at his hand, which he was still holding up in the air. “Still managed to ruin my night.”
Dana rolled backwards in her chair to put back a roll of tape, then rolled back to TK. “Big plans?”
“No. Yes.” He glanced at his phone, where he and Carlos smiled up at him, dressed in their tuxes. “First Valentine’s Day since my husband and I got married.”
“Pic?” Dana asked. Her eyebrows went up when TK showed her the lockscreen on his phone. “Nice.”
“Right?” TK said, setting the phone back down. “But he drew the short straw and had to work this year, so I thought I would make dinner. You know, surprise him when he got home.” He sighed. “This was not the surprise I had in mind.”
“Well, if it helps, you’re not the only mandolin accident of the evening.” Dana checked on TK’s hand and seemed satisfied that he was doing a good job of keeping pressure on the wound. “Hang tight. I’m going to get your discharge paperwork.”
“Thanks.”
TK leaned back against the wall and looked down at his phone. His dad had texted him, asking how dinner had turned out. The last thing TK had texted him was a picture of a small pile of fresh vegetables he had picked out at the farmer's market. He'd been so excited that afternoon, sending Carlos 'sorry you're stuck at work babe :( we'll celebrate this weekend' texts while picking out fresh scallops and a bottle of non-alcoholic champagne.
Not great, he told his dad. His thumbs hovered over the keyboard as he tried to decide how much to tell him. Should've stuck with pasta.
Suddenly the door opened, and Carlos popped his head in, his eyes big with worry behind his glasses. “Hey.”
TK sat up straighter in his chair. “Hi, baby.”
Carlos sat down next to him, smelling very faintly of the light cologne he wore to work. He took the arm TK was holding up to inspect the bandaged finger. "What'd they say?"
TK shrugged. "It'll heal but it'll take a few weeks. I’ll just have to change the bandage."
Carlos nodded. “Why are you holding your hand up like this?”
“To make sure it stops bleeding.”
Carlos looked stricken, and TK grabbed his other hand. “Hey, it’s fine. I probably could have treated it at home—”
“No,” Carlos said firmly.
“—but I knew you’d want me to get it checked out,” TK said, smiling softly.
Carlos still looked unhappy, but his posture relaxed. He continued to hold TK's hand up for him. "What were you doing with the mandolin anyway? You never use it."
TK sighed. "I was trying to cook dinner. For Valentine's," he added unnecessarily.
Carlos blinked at him. "For me?"
"No, for my other husband. Yes, you."
Carlos still looked confused. "Oh. That's..."
"I know, I should’ve just waited for the weekend so we could go somewhere nice.” The embarrassment was setting in. Not only had he screwed up making a meal that Carlos could have prepared in his sleep, but after a long day at work Carlos had to come sit with him in the emergency room. “Sorry,” he muttered.
“What were you making?” Carlos asked him.
“Seared scallops with rainbow carrots and zucchini.” He wasn’t even sure if they went well with scallops. He just thought they looked cool. “With a citrus glaze.”
“I love scallops,” said Carlos.
“I know. I’ve been watching this lady on Instagram, and…” He didn’t want to admit that her schick was impressive-looking meals in 30 minutes or less. “They looked good. I put the scallops in the fridge so you can make them later.”
Carlos’s thumb gently stroked the inside of TK's wrist. “We can make them later. Together.”
His husband was so sweet. TK didn’t deserve him. “They’d probably taste better if you made them.”
“But then I wouldn’t get to cook Valentine’s Day dinner with my husband.”
Carlos, still holding TK’s injured arm at the elbow, put an arm around him. TK sighed and leaned his head onto Carlos’s shoulder. They both stared at the mess of tape and bandages on TK’s finger.
“Sorry I ruined our first Valentine’s Day,” TK said quietly.
“You didn’t ruin anything.”
“I kinda did though,” TK said, moving his injured hand for emphasis. Carlos brought TK’s hand to his face so he could kiss his palm. Then he placed a very soft kiss on the bandage covering TK’s finger.
TK huffed. “Gross,” he whispered into Carlos’s shoulder.
Carlos looked down at him, and they sat in silence for a moment, watching each other. TK felt Carlos’s fingers stroking the base of his neck.
“How was your day?” TK asked him.
“Fine.”
“Did you—”
The door opened. “Okay, got your discharge paperwork,” Dana said, closing the door behind her. “Hello.”
“Hi,” Carlos said, nodding politely.
“Also have your tegaderms,” she said, tossing a bag of bandages onto the table. “Unfortunately they were out of Scooby Doo, so you’ll have to settle for the plain ones.”
“Bummer.”
Dana went over discharge instructions with both of them. She gave TK a plastic finger protector and helped him into the sling.
“Tyler Kennedy—you know, it never even occurred to me to wonder what that stood for until now?” Dana said, snapping off her gloves as TK sighed. “Anyway, Tyler Kennedy Strand-Reyes, I now pronounce you…not my worst patient of the evening.”
TK held his good hand to his chest. “Thank you, Dana. I’m honored.”
“Keep him away from cooking utensils?” Dana told Carlos. “Or at least the sharp ones?”
“I’ll try,” Carlos promised.
“Won’t be a problem,” TK assured her.
As they made their way through the parking lot towards the Camaro, holding hands, Carlos asked, “So are you on a first name basis with all of the nurses?”
“Just the ER nurses.”
“And which coma does Dana know you from? Or did you meet her after the concussion?”
TK rolled his eyes. “You know that I’m EMS, right?”
“Mmhmm.”
“That stands for Emergency Medical Services. That means we make a lot of trips to emergency rooms, especially this one.”
Carlos stopped as they reached the car. “Hey.”
“Hmm?”
Carlos leaned forward to press a soft kiss to TK’s mouth. “I love you.”
“I love you too.”
“And it doesn’t matter what happens on Valentine’s Day,” Carlos told him, cupping TK’s cheek, “as long as I get to spend it with you.”
TK smiled and leaned back against the car, pulling Carlos with him. “So you’re saying you’ll spend every Valentine’s Day in the ER with me?”
“No, I am not saying that.”
TK kissed him, slipping just enough tongue in so Carlos would know that it was a promise for later. “There’s still two hours left, and I know how we can spend them.”
Carlos raised his eyebrows. “You know your arm is in a sling, right?”
“My mouth still works.”
Carlos shook his head, but he was smiling. “Come on, babe. Let’s go home.”
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fuckmeyer · 1 year
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I have a stupid but funny question. 1) do your cullens have smartphones? 2) what is Edward’s lockscreen/background picture? just a fun thought :)
aw i like this, it's not stupid at all! thank you for the ask. this fic takes place in the Awkward Phone Era, so as a zillennial this is my time to shine 😎
1) all the Cullens have ✨️flip phones✨️. if anyone didn't have a phone it'd be Esme. Jasper hates the concept of instant communication, but Alice forces him to use one. Alice has a keyboard flip phone for drafting long-ass texts. Rose has a pink Razr bc she's so cool. for the longest time Emmett kept his 90s brick phone for jokes but was forced to ditch it for one of those hardy "throw it under a bus" phones that will not break unless you launch it into the sun. Carlisle's got a nondescript Samsung but prefers his pager.
Edward has a Virgin Mobile. HAH. kidding. he hates cell phones (telepathy is enough instant communication for him thank you very much) & used to "forget" to keep it on him...until he got a 21st-century gf. now he Endures bc he loves getting her texts.
2) Edward's background pic is Bells ❤️ except it's a picture she hates so she keeps trying to switch it to the succulent pic she drew him. he keeps switching it back to annoy her
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descalld · 1 year
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So in my latest gwenpool post I had a picture of her that is actually part of a set! I drew these as my personal phone bg + lockscreen.
Feel free to grab em and use them for yourself ^^
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spainkitty · 1 year
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Tag Game
Rules: Share 10 facts about yourself and tag 10 other blogs! I want to get to know my mutuals, and the people I follow a little bit :) The facts can be about anything!
@sillyliterature tagged me daaaays ago! Of course I waited until after midnight on a school night, after a 5-day school break, to finally write/post this... /sigh I had fun scrounging for things about me you should know. I hope anyone seeing this gets a giggle.
1. I'm an American living in China, teaching English. I technically teach "Critical Reading and Writing", and a lot of the curriculum I built myself! (I prefer creating teaching materials to teaching and I'll be changing careers soon cuz I so tired)
2. I love cats. Can you tell? My mom has given me a cat-related nickname since birth, SHE loves cats, and so I feel like it's just in the genes now. My metaphorical daughter niece also loves cats, which shows I'm right. I have two cats right now, Birdie & Canela (Canela is the tabby-baby, she has brownish-ginger spots she inherited from her mother, so yes, she is named "cinnamon" on purpose. Birdie is the tortie and the Mama-cat!)
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3. I wrote a book! It's published! I'm supposed to write a sequel. It is... almost half-done? A little more than half-done? It's a YA fantasy called "The Coward's Emblem" 🥰 There are dragons! My bestie drew my dragons for me and they're BEAUTIFUL!!! LOOK BELOW!! SO COOL! (I also have commissioned art of the characters by Sabri on insta and they're BEAUTIFUL, too!! If you wanna know more about my actual for real OCs for my real book, pls lemme know!)
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4. I've eaten so many Hot Cheetos, I've coughed stomach acid. Maybe living in China is good for me, no Hot Cheetos here... hmmmm
5. The only video games I've ever played from beginning to end on my own are: Harvest Moon: Animal Parade, KOTOR, KOTOR II, and Dragon Age(s). I can only play on Easy/Casual because I'm a crap gamer (I've never finished a Pokémon game), but I really love the stories/characters. ☺️
6. Atton x f!Exile fanart has been my lockscreen for months, and Viktuuri art from Yuri! on Ice! has been my phone bg wallpaper even longer. Maybe since 2016...
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7. Rapid Shot Shame-Fame: I meowed through 7th-8th grade. Yes, you read that correctly. I've been a weeaboo. I was in the Hetalia fandom (hence the tumblr name). I was in the SuperWhoLock fandom, too + Teen Wolf, and, my true claim to fame, I went to Dashcon AND I WAS A PANELIST. At THREE panels. No, I was never paid. 🤣
8. I've almost been in a cult twice... maybe three times, but definitely twice. Only the fact I am lazy and didn't live In The Location of the 'Cult' prevented me from actually joining. (Did spend 40 bucks on that book for one of them, though. Ugh. Gimme my 40 bucks back.)
9. I've been to three Disney parks of six. (The Pirates of the Caribbean ride in Shanghai is amazing! Rode it twice! Tron and Soarin' O'er the Horizon are overrated.)
10. I've played DnD since I was 18, and I ALWAYS find a group. In USA, in South Korea, and now in China; I find the nerds and I friend them no matter where I am (yes, I am a nerd, too). My first finished original novel (unpublished) was based on my first ever DnD character: Karik the Master of Many Forms Druid 😀 My current character is Tepin Pallis Cuautli Lozano, a Wild Shaper Druid, the first time I've played a Druid again in almost ten years (3.5e was better, fite me 💪🤜).
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novellagg · 6 months
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Dambi's Style, Phone, and Bedroom
── Daily
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She's kind of the opposite of Nari.
She wears lots of black and leather.
She has a girl crush style - or maybe it's just the way she carries herself - and has gone kinda viral for it, even among non fans.
Female fans call her names like 'my wife/girlfriend', and she's definitely part of the 'nation's girl crush' line.
She mostly wears Converse and other sneakers, but she also likes a heeled boot.
Almost always wears a face cap.
── Airport
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She still keeps the face cap on.
Similar to Aina's airport fashion, but a little more put together.
She also occasionally wears large shorts.
── Practice
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Face cap is still on, guys.
She often wears a windbreaker, but she ends up taking it off like 10 minutes into practice.
Sometimes, she'll wear a flannel instead, but she takes that off aswell.
Underneath, she only has a sports bra on.
Dance practice fancams go crazy.
── Sleepwear
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It's kind of unexpected and a juxtaposition to her normal style.
She loves wearing large, cozy, fluffy clothes to bed.
Nari got her an oodie for her birthday, and she wears it like all of the time.
── Body Mods
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She has 10 piercings (2 helixes on her right ear and a rook and 3 lobes on both ears).
She at least 4 (confirmed) tattoos, and she drew/designed them all herself.
The first tattoo (18) she got was a deer on top of her right elbow while she was still a trainee (against company rules), and it represents her nickname.
Her second tattoo (19) is an astronaut on her right bicep. There's no specific meaning behind it she just liked the drawing.
Her third tattoo (20) is a caligraphy flower that she drew during a caligraphy class. It's on the back of her left arm.
And her final confirmed tattoo is 'love is dead' written above her lower knee. It's the title of one of the B-sides that she wrote.
As for unseen tattoos, she has 'each time I breathe, I miss you' written in korean under her left breast/on her rib. She got this at 24, almost 3 years after her breakup.
── Accessories
She has a huge face cap collection (along with some beanies).
She wears a lot of chain accessories like bracelets and necklaces.
She wears loads of rings.
── Phone
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Her phone is the iPhone 13 pro in graphite.
She has a black/clear case with an astronaut on the back.
Her lockscreen and homescreen are the same photo of her with her sisters.
── Bedroom
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Her bedroom is plain black and white.
She has a desk for writing music.
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nawanci-a · 9 months
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Drew myself a new lockscreen since I got a new phone. She’s my magical girl spidersona!! (Er a magical girl but they aren’t a real life thing in her world either, she just thinks they’re cool). I’d had a ton of designs I wanted but this is my fave. (She works in the medbay too and uses some webs like gauze)
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wakeofvultures · 1 year
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I wanted a new phone lockscreen, so I drew Myrtis from my Twilight Volturi fic again. She's out getting her dinner.
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howdy bitches besties and all the resties I drew the funky gay people again 
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I don't ever draw anything under half the body lol
the OTH hoodie is based off of Pearl's outfit from that one concert, and I couldn't think of any funky patterns for Nori's pajamas so I decided to draw tiny axolotls and sea slugs but the axolotls just look like funky bugs lol
also other drawings that were on the canvas cause why not
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Not really anything huge just some "no thoughts head empty they" moments don't ask me about the guitar
hope you like them!
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OH MY GOD!??!!?!? HOLY SHIT?!?!?!? CHAZ I LOVE THEM SO MUCH BRB IM MAKING THIS MY LOCKSCREEN ON MY PHONE RN-
I love how you drew their size difference!! its perfect to how i imagine them in my head, and nori's faded scars on her arms 🥺🥺🥺 im emotional she is so lovely and callie looks so cute they are IN LOVE!!! OH MY FUCK AND THE FRIENDSHIP BRACELET TOO?!?!?!? IM GONE THIS IS WONDERFUL THIS IS SO CUTE THIS IS EVERYTHING THANK YOU FOR SHARING!!!!!!!!
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anonbea · 2 years
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Colour ask meme!
from this meme! Tagging everyone who wants to!
plum: a food you've never tried  Hmm, there’s probably a lot! I’m trying to expand my palette a bit, but i know I’ve never tried something with saffron in it, I’m very curious
turquoise: favorite sea animal? Whale shark, they look so big and friendly!!
yellow: name of an artist you think is underappreciated Mmmm, Stromae. I love their music! Artistically? All my art friends, you know who you are.
silver: ever broken a bone? Nope! Never been a super active kiddo! I’m very careful with my arms nowadays, can’t lose my drawing hand!
red: describe your favorite shirt Sheer and black dress shirt with japanese style skeletons! Goth and fruity.
sea green: can you fold a fitted sheet? Yes! Then it all gets folded up in a pillow sheet
frost: a -core you enjoy Uh, does solarpunk/positive post apocalypse count?
brass: least favorite food condiment Mint sauce - shudder-
emerald: if you had the option, would you choose to move and live in another country? which one? Man I don’t know, my first thought is Aotearoa cause it looks so pretty. I Just want to visit my friends that seem to live everywhere!
fawn: any interesting family stories? My memory is terrible but one that sticks out is my great great aunt rosie getting snubbed by a bus driver and she raced the damn bus to the next stop and whacked him with her shopping. Always made me laugh.
amethyst: do you collect anything? I feel as though im slowly collecting clip on earrings and labradorite (though not a labradorite earring so far)
sapphire: do you think you can sing well? I think I can! Used to do opera/rock/musicals/jazz at school and college. I had an op a few years ago on my throat that kind of buggered my top range though. I like singing still, and thats what counts more!
prussian blue: what's your first choice at the vending machine?   Ooohh, good packet of crisps. Quavers maybe.
honey: your thoughts on magic- does it exist?  I think it does, everyday magic happens all the time, though part of me mixes it up with parallel universe warnings sometimes
orange: if you could, would you change your eye color? why? to what color, if so? I like my eyes! Lovely dark brown but! If i could get like,,, a magpie iridescent sheen on them when they moved….now that would be kind of sexy no?
amber: what's saved as your phone's lockscreen?  It’s some clouds I drew! Thank you everyone for questions!! <3 Hope you like getting to know me a bit more!
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Cacoon [30/05/2022]
It’s been a long long month. 28 days and some change has felt like years on end. Not sure how this ends but damn has it been worth it’s weight in gold. I remember spending my last evening reading 40 rules of love and feeling like I was saying goodbye. Goodbye to the me that had found peace, goodbye to the sun that shone so kindly, goodbye to the silence that carried across the house, goodbye to the stolen seconds and skipped heartbeats at the sound of notifications. The irony was how the story ended in the book felt like it was a personal echo. Shams finding his end, was my end as well. I mean there was a solid reason I decided to finish that book before the wheels touched ground in the west.
Idk how this goes, I really don’t. I’ve said it here, I’ve said it on the musollou, I’ve said it in passing to friends; and it’s the truth. My truth and moral compass was guiding me towards faith. Faith in Him. Faith in his plan. Faith in his story. His narrative. His purity. What more do I need to do if he knows the best way to make this work. I realised how quickly it worked when I didn’t try to do it myself. Why try to make it work when he has the blueprint. So faith was my guiding star. No hope, no dream, no heartbreak; just faith. And lord, it worked better than I imagined.
Normally the switch after the silence is filled with familiar homely voices is one I always drew with a heavy heart but was comforted with the idea of normality. Not this time. Something is new in the air. Peace? Growth? Faith? Whatever it was, it felt right. It felt like a step in the right direction. It felt like the person who entered this moment in time, had come out the way he had always envisioned. But the beautiful thing was he came out without having tried changing. He did it by relinquishing control and leaning heavily on faith. And boy was his faith rewarded
My sins caught up with me and repenting unblocked the soul. I try to avoid saying someone was the reason for something; more that it’s Him who puts the person in the way and the inclination in heart for you to be guided. And that is exactly what happened. The only part that was my own volition(?) was repenting. That was a person debt that I had to settle in the only way I know, tears. Since then the weight has been removed, the debt is closer to being settled, the path ahead is less painful.
“It’s just been so easy”; her words not mine. Well technically mine but she carried it for me. You’ve seen the signs, you’ve put your heart on the table, you’ve been gifted with purity. I don’t know if this will give fruits, but it will be real regardless. What more can I have asked for?
Butterflies in my stomach. Those butterflies started as Cacoon’s. Pits in my stomach that spawned from fear of the uncertain, the doubt of truth, the pain of reality; all turned into butterflies. Every ping on my phone, every time the Cacoon held its spot on my lockscreen, showing my face would turn into butterflies. How beautiful hey?
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i-am-baechu · 2 years
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Warning: panic attack
Y/N opened the door to see Mae leaning against the wall with her hands in her pocket staring at her with a blank expression, “Hello...”
Mae shook her head and she leaned off the wall to bring Y/N into a tight hug, “Y/N, why didn’t you tell me you were feeling like this.”
“Cause I saw your face and I wanted you to have your moment.”
Mae scoffed at this and rubbed Y/N’s back softly, “Girl, I don’t care about that. I was worried about you.”
“Also David message me before we went in and-”
Mae raised her eyebrow at this and let go of Y/N to look at her, “what did David say?”
“He basically was saying that they don’t care for me and I shouldn’t trust them…”
“David said this?”
Y/N looked down at her fingers and nodded her head, “I’m sure he was saying it to make me feel better.”
“That little…. Anyways let's change the subject, did you see Jungkook staring at you?”
Y/N took a step back as she leaned against the wall giving her a confused face, “Why would he stare at me?”
“Maybe because you're pretty.”
Y/N let out a scoff and shook her head, “He was probably staring at you, not me.”
Mae flicked her forehead as she grimaced in pain and rubbed her forehead gently, “What I say about that, Eres hermosa! Now say it loud.”
Y/N looked up to see her friend giving her a determined look and she knew if she didn’t say it then Mae would stand there all night, “Soy hermosa…”
“No, I didn’t hear you. Say it louder, I want it so loud that mirrors shake.”
She sighed and closed her eyes tightly as her voice went up slightly, “Soy hermosa!”
“There we go. Are you ready to go back?”
“Let me wash my face.”
Back in the sitting area, Jungkook was sitting at the far table rubbing his hands together in a nervous manner. When he saw the nervous look on her face all he wanted to do was to make her feel better. There was something that drew him into the scared girl but he couldn’t bring himself to look at her, let alone talk to her. He watched her run away from Namjoon and he watched the other girl run after her or he assumed she did. He hoped the girl was okay and he wished he could ask her if she was okay. Jimin went up to him when he saw how nervous and worried Jungkook was, “Are you okay? You seem jumpy.”
“I-I’m fine. Where did the winners go?”
“Oh, Mae said they needed to go to the bathroom so she ran after her friend so she wouldn’t be alone.”
Jungkook nodded his head and when he turned his head he watched the girls make their way back into the room slowly. Mae had her arm around the girls shoulders as she looked away from their stares. Jungkook thought it was really cute how shy she was, but then he noticed her red eyes, has she been crying?
Mae was the first one to walk away and sit down at the couch with the other guys. While the other girl walked towards the food table away from them. He took a deep breath and gathered up the confidence and walked up towards her.
“Hey...”
Y/N jumped slightly and turned around to stare at Jungkook with wide eyes, “Oh, ummm, hi.”
Jungkook glanced down at her phone to see her lockscreen being Irene from Red Velvet but he ignored it not wanting to embarrass her, “I see you like the chicken we have.”
“They look good...Have you eaten? You were dancing really hard out there, if you don’t eat then you won’t gain your strength back. You should also drink water, especially with how much you sweated up there.”
Jungkook let out a small laugh and he saw her hands shaking lightly while she held a plate. All of sudden, he gently grabbed the plate out of her hands to put it on the table and he grabbed her hand rubbing her knuckles gently. She looked up at him with wide eyes and he returned the look, shocked that he even grabbed her hand. The moment their hands touched, he heard bells.
“Ah, I’m sorry. Let me-”
“No, it's okay. I actually like-I like it. Unless, your uncomfortable then-”
“No, no....I like it.”
“I’m Y/N...”
“Oh, I’m Jungkook?”
She let out a small laugh as she looked down at his hand and returned the favor, tracing his knuckle tattoos gently as she avoided his gaze, “Ummm, do you want to share some chicken?”
“I would like that.”
He let go of her hand and picked up the plate as she pointed to the food she wanted. The two glanced at each other as they let out small nervous laughs. Mae from the couch smirked at the scene from afar as she leaned towards Jimin with a smirk, “Isn’t that cute?”
Jimin looked at what she was looking at and nodded his head with a smile, “I can’t wait to blackmail him in the group chat.”
“I can’t wait to make fun of her for this.”
Yoongi sat in a chair across from Mae and he looked her up and down making Hoseok smirk and leaned towards Jin to whisper, “Do you see what I see?”
“He should make it less obvious.”
Jungkook and Y/N walked to a small table away from the group as they continued to talk to each other about random things. The conversation between them was flowing nicely and all the nerves that Y/N felt in the beginning were slowly going away thanks to him. She glanced down at the table to see Jungkook’s hand gently on top of hers again as he talked to her about the many stages that they did. She moved her eyes to his and let a small smile appear on her lips.
“So, what was your favorite song?
Y/N looked up and thought about all the songs they performed and before she could open her mouth her phone alarm went off. Y/N looked at him with a blank expression as her phone blasted Bad Boy by Red Velvet. In that moment, Y/N’s mind went completely blank as she continued to stare at Jungkook. She forgot to shut off her alarm to remind her to take a break from studying and now she wanted to die. She slowly picked up her phone and shut off the alarm as she stared at her phone with no color in her face, “Sorry…I need to go to the bathroom.”
She stood up but Jungkook grabbed her wrist stopping her from going and she turned towards him with bright red cheeks. He gave her a comforting smile as he let out a small chuckle, “I’m going to assume your favorite song is Bad Boy?”
“Kill me…”
“What did you say?”
She stared at him and furrowed her eyebrows looking away from him, “Oh my god, I just said that out loud. Ignored what I said, ummmm, how about we get cake? Ohhh, I volunteer to get a slice, I’ll be back. Hahah.”
She turned around and rushed to the table as closed her eyes tight. I can’t believe I didn’t shut off my alarm. How embarrassing. And then I said kill me out loud, I’m basically a stranger to him and I said that to him. He probably thinks I’m weird. I can’t-
“If you keep doing that to your eyes then a headache is going to happen.”
She opened her eyes and turned around to see Yoongi staring at her with an arched eyebrow, “I’m sorry do you want a piece of cake? I’ll move away so you-“
“Open your hand.”
“Eh? Umm, okay.”
She put her hand out towards him with caution and opened it. He reached into his pocket and opened a bag of strawberry gummies making her raise her eyebrow. He placed two in her hands and looked back at her putting one in his mouth, “These gummies will relax you. My therapist recommended the brand and I can see how nervous you are. Don’t worry, it won’t make you throw up or get sick but it will calm your nerves.”
“I feel bad…these are for you and I don’t want to take it from you. You might need it especially since you just got off stage.”
“I literally bought this from a store across from the stadium. It’s okay.”
Y/N glanced at the gummies and then back at him with a small nod of her head. She placed one in her mouth and she started chewing as Yoongi watched her with a small smile on his face, “You feeling better?”
“They just taste like regular gummies...”
“Do you want another one?”
“No, I guess I feel better. Thank you.”
She gave him a small wave and went towards the table with the sweets. Jin walked up to him with a confused look as he watched Y/N walk away, “Did you give her gummies?”
“Yeah, they're just regular gummies.”
“So you lied to her.”
“I mean it depends on how you see that.”
Y/N took a piece of white cake and walked back to Jungkook who was on his phone. Y/N took a deep breath and sat back in her seat, “Sorry, I didn’t know which one you liked. I just got white cake.”
Jungkook smiled and shook his head as he put his phone back in his pocket, “Do you like white cake?”
“I like white cake...but my favorite is carrot cake though.”
“Noted. I like white cake.”
He took one of the forks from the plate and took a small piece of cake. She assumed it was for himself but was met with a fork in front of her face. She bit her lip and leaned forward to take the piece of cake as she let out a small moan, “It’s so good. It's not sweet at all.”
He smiled at this and she noticed he had bunny teeth and thought it made him cuter. He took the same fork and she watched him with a red face as his lips touched the metal, an indirect kiss!!!!, “Your right, it's good. I like it.”
She stared at him with a shocked face and she nodded her head at him. She took the other fork she brought and started eating the cake with him. Once in a while, Jungkook or Y/N would get up and get more sweets to feed each other with. Making Y/N’s face never return to her normal color because of all the indirect kisses. Unknowing to them, Jimin and Taehyung saw the whole thing.
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Chapter four: Category is…being awkward
↜ Masterlist ↝
¤━¤“Going to a BTS concert with her best friend was an anxiety attack waiting to happen because she only knew a handful of their songs and felt like an intruder but she didn’t want her to go alone. She made two mistakes. Number one, not changing her lockscreen from Irene to something else and number two, wearing a Red Velvet lanyard. When her friend wins a raffle to meet them, everything changes for her and the youngest member; especially when her alarm starts playing Bad Boy in the middle of her sentence.”¤━¤
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purecantarella · 3 years
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Reunited
belated happy Dahyun day! 💓🍞 so this is a tad overdue but here it is HAHAHAH the fic is hella long, over 2k words but i honestly have no clue how it happened?? guess i got carried away. anyway enjoy! disclaimer : this is a three genred fic, so fluff, angst, and smut. viewers discretion is advised, if you're below 18, please find something fluffier or angstier things to read.
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Dahyun was incredibly upset with you, and she didn’t want to be, especially not now. It was the eve before her birthday when you told her that you had to miss your date with her to rehearse for your group’s latest comeback. While she didn’t want to be petty, especially since she understood the lifestyle you lead, she was still sad that you weren’t going to be around on her special day for the first time since you got together years ago.
“Are you sure you can’t just escape?” The pale girl asked rhetorically as she lay in the bed, staring at your image on her phone screen. Biting your lip as you stared at her sympathetically gave her all the answers she needed. Your girlfriend sighed sadly, leaning back into the bed. “I know it sucks, sunshine.” A prominent pout appearing on her lips, making you chuckle softly.
You looked around before whispering into you device, “I just want to be with you right now…” Seeing your fellow idol’s pout begin to crack, you continued to flatter her. “Doing everything I want to do to you…” You paused, gauging her reaction. Dahyun had given you her full attention, a sly smirk gracing her lips.
“What would that be, L/n?” She questioned, propping her phone up on her pillow, her hand holding up her chin. Dark chocolate orbs trained intently on you making you grin playfully. “Why cuddle, of course! What else, Kim?” You retorted making her groan out before laughing softly. A satisfied smile finds its way onto your lips.
“There’s my Dahyunie.” You said, making her cheeks tint to a cute pink hue. “I just wanted to see you smile, sunshine. I hate seeing you so upset, especially if I’m the cause.” Dahyun, feeling guilty, stroked your grainy face through her phone. She placed a gentle kiss over the screen, making you chuckle softly, trying to expel the sinking feeling in your chest. As she was close to the screen, she whispered like a prayer, “It’s not your fault.”
Before you could get another word in, your bandmates called out to you, making you cringe and sigh heavily. As she could sense your disappointment, she hushed you and offered you the smile that you fell in love with. “Go! I want to see you do well during your comeback!” Flashing a sad smile, you nodded before getting up and walking over to your bag to put your phone back in your bag. “I love you, Dubu. I’ll talk to you soon, my sunshine.”
The moment the line died, Dahyun fell onto her side feeling bad about herself. She ran a hand through her hair trying to hold back her irrational tears. It’d been months since she last saw you, and it was becoming harder and harder to not miss your soft voice, the way you held her when you cradled her at night, the sweet way you smelled. Just you. The pale Korean simply closed her eyes and dreaded another moment without you in it.
On the other side of Seoul, you stared down at your phone, your beloved ray of sunshine as your lockscreen. You bit the inner layer of your cheek softly before nonchalantly tossing your phone into the piles of bags, swinging your arms back and forth frustrated. When your leader saw you, they couldn’t help but laugh at your expression. You glared at them as you began stretching again.
“Shove off. It’s hard enough that I haven’t seen her in months, makes it worse that I can’t be with her on her birthday.” You breathed out before pushing your hair out of your face. The other idols around you chuckled in their own accord before one said, “She’s turning 23, Y/n. I’m sure she can handle one without you.” You sighed sadly and nodded slowly before proceeding to practice your dance moved to yourself as your other members looked at you, a guilty feeling resonating with them.
After the practice, your members piled over you. You’d been distraught the whole time and it was about time that they did something for you and Dahyun. As you slung your bag over your shoulder, prepared to go home, all of them stopped you. You raised a brow at them, your tired features making them feel worse than they already did.
“Y/n, we’re sorry that you can’t see Dahyun right now—” You cut them off with a tired sigh, the frustration in your chest building more with the explicit reminder. “Yeah, I get it. I’ll get over it.” The group’s leader cut you off hastily by saying, “No, no, we’re legitimately sorry for belittling your problems, and we want to help.”
A small smile began to etch its way onto your lips as you heard what they said. “Help how exactly?” The other members looked at each other, small grins on each of their faces. “You’ll see, N/n-unnie!” Your maknae said dragging you along making you laugh.
The next day, Dahyun rose from her bed tired and managing a slight headache from both the tears and tossing around in bed the night before. Releasing a heavy sigh as she looked down at her phone. With the multiple greetings from her family, her friends, and the Onces, a genuine smile befell her with the sense of sadness that not a single text or post from you came up.
Sana was the first one in the room, a big, happy smile on her face as she ran up to her member and friend excitedly, tackling Dahyun to the bed. Both of them laughed as she wrapped her arms around the Japanese woman.
“Happy Birthday, Dahyun!” She cried out loudly, catching the attention of the other girls as they all began to pile into the room. They all burst out singing, off-tune and loud, causing the celebrant to laugh and clap for them, dancing along to the out of harmony singing. For a moment, the rapper felt truly happy.
“Okay, so after practice today, Dubu…” Jihyo paused briefly, to build up the suspense of the night. “We’re going to dinner, Nayeon-unnie and Momo-unnie are going to buy drinks and we’ll come home and have some fun of our own. How does that sound?” The vocalist offered with her signature gummy smile. Dahyun nodded, looking at the girls around her, feeling grateful for the people here yet she still held hopes that you would find a way to get to you.
Somehow.
But as the day drew on, with no call, no message, no random gift from you, she didn’t feel too hopeful and her morale was obviously low. From getting choreography wrong to not being in the mood to goof off with her other members. Her birthday was turning up to be one of the worst to date.
Dahyun wasn’t hopeful for the dinner but she it’s not like she could skip it. She got ready despite the disappointment that continued to eat at her mood. The rapper got up to see her members who waited patiently outside for her. As she excited her dorm room, the girls cheered and showered her with compliments making the pale skin of her cheeks turning to a bright red, the familiar big smile gracing her face.
“Come on, we don’t want to be late, pretty girl.” Chaeyoung said taking her hand and dragging her out of the dorm, filling the group up with laughter and talking about other things they’d seen or done throughout the day.
At the restaurant, the girls were all giddy while Dahyun couldn’t bring herself to feel the entire party, still sulkily sipping at the spiked iced tea they had ordered. Nayeon, who’d been next to younger girl, nudged her gently. “Cheer up, it’s your special day, Dahyunie.” The bunny-toothed woman gave her a smile, making Dahyun smile gently.
“I’m sorry everyone, I just…I wanted to at least talk to Y/n and she hasn’t—” Before the younger woman could finish her thought, the almost empty establishment sprung to life with a group of seemingly familiar faces in zip-up hoodies, caps, and shades. There were about seven of the unknown people and Dahyun was becoming increasingly nervous.
A single figure stood in the middle, turned around, more hidden from the rest.
“I hope you’re ready for a show, darlings…” The figure turned tossing the hat and the mask to the side. When the speakers burst to life with the voice that Dahyun knew like the back of her hand, she became speechless. Once she got a good look at the performer’s face, the bright smile returned to her face and you returned it.
“To my love, my girl, my sunshine. Happy Birthday.” You smiled and tossed jacket that you were clad in in the direction of your girlfriend, who caught it and held it close to her chest, swooning. Your group began to perform their regular numbers, filled with energy and TWICE began hyping them up. Once the group had burned through two of their songs, ones that you had specifically written for Dahyun.
Then, your band members tossed you a handy guitar. Before you began strumming it, you paced close to the rapper, a fond smile on your face. “When we met, I was a trainee with nothing to my name but a guitar and a passion. You took the time to get to know me and who knew that I would fall madly in love with one of…” You paused to smile at Chaeyoung and your group’s rapper before continuing. “The best rappers in South Korea. That I’d be willing to do the dumbest things and say the cheesiest things because I need you in my life. I love you, Dahyunie.” You were right in front of their table, a smile on your face as Dahyun held back soft tears.
From across the table that was flushed against the back of the restaurant, you took her delicate hand, placing a kiss over the back of her hand. You continued to strum the guitar, for a solo, acoustic cover of ‘What is Love’, making the girls both cringe at you singing their own song but still finding the gesture sweet. After the song ended, Dahyun couldn’t sit patiently anymore. Jumping out of her seat, though with great difficulty, to get to you.
Finally, after months, you dropped the guitar and took her in your arms happily, carrying her and taking in the scent you’d missed so dearly. You placed a kiss softly on her cheek, so happy to be by her side again. “My girl, my precious girl.” You whispered against her ear, pulling her impossibly closer. Dahyun on the other hand, choked back the satisfied sob.
You pushed her away, looking into her eyes and stroking her cheek lovingly. “Happy Birthday, my ray of sunshine.”
Once you were both reunited, the entire dinner Dahyun couldn’t be helped but be latched onto you. While the girls talked to your members, you two were stuck in your own world. Talking about the things you’d missed out on, spoilers for your latest comeback, and of course, just how much you both missed each other.
She hid herself in your neck and left little kisses here and there while your hand busied itself on her thigh, dangerously close to her center. When she knew no one was listening in to both of you, she bit your ear gently. You smirked down at her as an embarrassed flush fell over her face. While Dahyun was the good Catholic girl, she knew what she wanted, and that was long awaited alone time with her girlfriend.
“It’s clear one of us wants it more than the other.” You teased in her ear as you lay another kiss gently on her cheek. Sure, she wasn’t the only one who wanted some, but you weren’t going to let her down that easy. The rapper pouted up at you as you giggled softly as you took her lower lip between yours. It took all your restraint not to pull her onto your lap and take her there and then.
"Wanna get out of here?" You whispered suddenly, you breath tickling her neck. Usually, you’d try to stick it out and Dahyun was the same, not wanting to cause a scene but after months of being apart…you both very much needed some alone time. Without hesitation and with just a wave to all the people present, both of you got up from the overcrowded booth, whispering things to each other while both your groups looked on in horror.
“Love is gross.” Tzuyu said poking her food around.
"And we just lost our ride home." Your group's leader commented.
The moment you left, neither of you could keep your hands off of each other. Getting out of the parking lot alone was an uphill battle all on its own. Your body was tense, her gaze was locked on your perfectly colored lips, and the air around you was so deathly thick.
You couldn’t get to your dorm fast enough.
Upon entering, knowing you were both completely alone, she pushed herself onto you. Pinning you against the wall beside the dorm door. The rapper’s hand trailing to the back of your neck as your lips met in a fiery passion. A desperate moan ripped violently from Dahyun’s chest from your tongue meeting hers. You smirked at the sound as you pulled away leaving kisses to her ear, hands already working on the back of her shirt to unhook her bra.
“Fuck I missed you, princess.” You groaned, moving to kiss her again. Her hand trailed up to thread her fingers into your hair, tugging slightly wordlessly asking for more urgency on your part. Taking the hint, you leaned down to give more attention to the nubs that had now become rather firm because of the cold air. “And these, holy shit they still look good.” You note before your tongue greets them through the fabric.
Dahyun groans at the sudden contact, running her other hand through her hair. “Y-Y/n…” She stammered out as you looked up, mouth still religiously suckling on the nipple. “Please.” Her voice shaky as she begged for her pleasure. Standing up once again, your lips collide with her pink ones as she desperately ground her hips towards yours, looking for any kind of friction.
You pulled away before taking her shoulders in your hands as you pressed her against the wall.
Admiring her features in the moonlight, a fond smile found its way to your lips. Seeing her face so needy for you; her eyebrows contorting, her lower lip under her teeth to suppress the embarrassingly obscene noises. “So gorgeous, Dahyunie…” You whispered, you hand dancing its way lower and lower until you reach the top of her bottoms, slithering your way into her underwear. Feeling the patch of arousal that has now ruined the underwear, you smirk again.
Your other hand on her breast once again, twisting the nipple making her groan out. “My girl missed me so much that she’s ruined herself…” You experimentally played with the erected bundle of nerves. “Oh God…Y/n…More, please. More.” She begged as her lips looked for yours. The smirk on your face growing tenfold as your finger moved further down to her center, pushing your finger into her, making her cry out.
“Ooh, princess, you’re just so fucking tight aren’t you? So tight for me.” You teased, pumping your finger into her before adding a second one, stretching her out in the most delicious way possible. Moans and gasps fell past her lips, begging you for more as your finger worked tirelessly against her. “Did your pussy miss me, Dahyunie?”
With no response, you slowed your movements making her groan loudly, grinding up against your fingers. A stern expression falling over your face as you twisted her nipple again, pushing your lips against hers forcefully, repressing her cries. You pressed her sweaty forehead against yours, forcing her to look at you. “I asked you a question, baby.” You simply said as you began pumping your slick fingers between her core again.
“Yes! Fuck yes! I missed you. My pussy ached for you…You looked so fucking hot during your last few stages, it was so hard not to call you to have you take me in every way possible, N/n.” She panted out, desperate for her release. Pulling your fingers out of her, you carried her to your room. Her whines driving you further.
Once in your room, you placed her on your bed gently before kissing her lips again. Teeth now ramming into each other from the raw need Dahyun’s hand cradling your face, nails scratching your jaw slowly making your body tremble with want. Reluctantly, you pulled away from her lips as you kissed your way down, marking her chest, so it wasn’t visible to the public, down to her center.
Seeing the wet cavern, you couldn’t help but lick your lips hungrily seeing the sexy beast that was your girlfriend. You hooked your arms under her thighs as you stared into her dilated and dark eyes. Teasingly, you blew a huff of air into the exposed pussy, chuckling softly as she shook under your touch.
“Y/n…Please.” She pleaded through lidded eyes.
“What my princess wants, she gets.” You whispered before diving into the sopping wet core. A loud cry echoed through the empty room as her head shot back, back arching in pleasure of your tongue digging into her pussy in ways that she could only long for late at night when she missed you. You ravenously licked and sucked at her clit as your fingers found their way back into her doubling the intense feeling of the knot beginning to tighten in her stomach. Her hand pulling at your hair once again, begging you to work harder to bring her to her climax.
“Holy God, Y/n. More, fuck you feel so good!” She cried out as her legs began to shake around your head, closing from the pressure that was building. “I’m gonna cum, baby. Just a little more. Please! Oh shit, yes!” Dahyun moaned out, her essence coating your chin like a painting as her body convulsed.
You offered small kitten licks to help her ride out her orgasm while also getting a taste of your favorite flavor. Once she tapped your head, signaling you that she was too sensitive at this point, you made your way back up. Small kissed littered across her now pink skin. You lay beside her panting form, as you pecked her lips gently.
“What abou—” You cut her off with another kiss, making her smile dazed at you. “Don’t say it. You need rest and can wait.” The rapper smiled up at you before wrapping her arms around your still clothed midsection pulling you closer. “I can get you a shirt you know, sunshine.” You offered seeing as she was still naked.
Dahyun shook her head before pushing her head into your neck, savoring the smell she missed so much the past few months. “That can wait as well. I still want to cuddle.” You chuckled softly before pulling her onto your chest as she looked at you again sleepily.
“You are not staying away from me for that long again, N/n.” The pale woman said before yawning and cuddling into your chest. You nodded along and kissed the top of her head. “I promise.”
Before she could fall asleep completely, she whispered, “I love you.”
Your smile grew wider as you pulled her closer to you, nuzzling into her hair. “I love you too, Dahyun.”
yeah, i'm going to hell for a lotta things and that last part is on the long list i would say HAAHAHAHAH this has to be my longest fic yet 🤔anyway, remember that requests are open on any group and i will get to them as soon as i can and comments or criticism is always welcomed! 😊 alsoooo happy pride month everyone! love is love always! keep safe always and i will see you all very very soon! 💕 taglist: @labrachrosite
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kaaytea · 3 years
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heyhey !! can i request some hcs of jun, tetsuya, n chris having a very soft but artistic s/o who draws them a lot? and maybe one day they find her sketchbook open n it’s just sketches of them? no pressure if you’re not inspired by this or anything tho n ty !! <33
Sketchy Secrets
⤷Includes: Chris, Jun, Tetsuya
A/n: I'd be more than happy to write this! The 3rd years make me unfathomably soft so I'm going to have a bunch of fun with this! Thank you for requesting and I hope you like it ♥️
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Chris
Chris wouldn't consider himself a very nosy person
He's always respectful of your space and never pries when he can tell you want to keep something private
But nothing has ever tempted him to break that boundary more than the worn notebook you keep on you
It's in your hands constantly and you're so secretive about the item your behavior was bound to garner some curiosity on his end eventually
Nevertheless, Chris fought his inquiring mind out of respect for you and let the contents of the notebook remain a mystery
Chris could definitely appreciate art but he wasn't much of an artist himself, so it was quite the surprise when he opened the notebook he used the keep baseball notes in and be met with a bunch of sketches
Immediately he understood that this must be the oh-so mysterious notebook you've had on you for months. By some miraculous force the two of you seemed to have accidentally swapped notebooks
The damage was done and he already knew what resided in the book so how much worse could it be to give into the hungry curiosity he's been harboring the past few months?
Chris handled the pages with care as he flipped through the book. Most of the pages were filled with what he assumed to be anatomy studies and the occasional silly doodle here and there
When Chris reached the middle of the notebook he noticed a trend in your art begin: All of your sketches were of him
His cheeks were most definitely tinted a soft pink the further he flipped. He was dumbfounded that you found him to be a source of inspiration, he wasn't always a ball of sunshine and rainbows as you've seen him on his worst days
But he found it interesting to look at the conjured up version of how you saw him. It was like he was looking at himself through your eyes
It was then that you barged open his dorm door, hair messy from running and his baseball notebook clung to your chest. He saw the fear flare in your eyes when you spotted the open book in front of him
"D-did you..."
"I looked through it. I'm sorry, you wanted to keep this private and I spoiled that for you."
"So did you see the...uh sketches?"
"I did and I think they're remarkably beautiful, I had no idea you were so talented, love"
A wave of relief crashed into you at his words. You honestly thought he'd think it was creepy you had pages and pages filled with sketches of him
Chris chuckled at your reaction before he stood up and pulled you into a warm embrace where he placed a kiss to the top of your head
Jun
Jun is...a very brash person
He's loud and rambunctious by nature but the man instantly developes a softer side when around you
Seeing the normally boisterous outfielder morph into a far gentler version of himself was quite the sight, and the occurrence had definitely become a topic his friends would make jabs at
Jun never let their teasing remarks bother him much, he enjoyed spending quiet time with you and was more than happy to sit through his friends bad jokes if it meant he could continue hanging around you
Recently though Jun had noticed an odd habit of yours
You stare at him alot. Not in a 'checking your boyfriend out' kind of way but as in blatant staring even if you knew he caught you looking
It was a bit odd in his opinion seeing as you never addressed or hinted at why you actually do stare at him so much
Jun didn't question it, maybe he was just catching while you were spacing out and didn't realize what you were doing
What he didn't know was that he would unintentional find out what was driving this habit of yours only a few weeks after becoming aware of it
He spotted you alone at a table in the schools library one afternoon while searching for some research material he needed for a project
You were sitting with your back to him, leaning heavily on on of your arms. From where he was standing it looked like you had either fell asleep or were zoning out like you often did around him
Jun decided to go "wake" you up, as leaving you there in that state would be defeating your purpose of coming to the library in the first place
Before he could tap your shoulder after approaching your table, his eyes flicked to the book sitting wide open infront of you
More specifically he was watching your hand roughly sketching the outline of a person's hair style
The longer he looked the more he realized that the entirety of the two pages in front of you were drawings of him
Anything from small, quick doodles of him catching a ball or swinging a bat to more detailed sketches of him laughing or reading a book
You must have finally sensed someone looking over your shoulder as you jumped slightly in your seat and quickly turned to find Jun (whose face was beyond flushed might I add)
"This is why you stare at me all the time?!"
"Ah...maybe?"
Despite how embarrassed you both were he still pulled a seat up next to you, gruffly mumbling out how you shouldn't let his presence keep you from your art
He then quietly complimented your artistic skills, sealed with a soft kiss to the back or your hand
Tetsuya
If there is one thing that Yuki Tetsuya loves about your relationship it's the fact that you always pack little bentos for the two of you to share after games
Obviously he loves YOU for many other reasons! But if he were asked what quirk or abnormality he loves the most in your relationship it'd be the bentos
Which he was currently rummaging through your bag for
You usually have a specific spot in your bag for the small containers, a place that would keep the food cool so it wouldn't get spoiled in the Tokyo heat, but Tetsu couldn't seem to find them
Eventually he spotted the familiar teal and green box after shuffling the contents of your bag around a bit
With an accomplished glimmer in his eyes he pulled the bento out from your bag
As he was retrieving the container, said bento caught the corner of a small notebook causing it to tumble out and flop open on the concrete
Tetsuya quickly scooped the book up from the ground fearing that he had gotten it scuffed or dirty, but those worries left as his attention was captured to the contents of the notebook
At first he thought the image was a digital picture you had printed out but the longer he looked the more he picked up on the smudgy finger prints littering the page
And then it clicked for him: You drew this!
Right next to the portrait of him was a smaller doodle of a scene he recognized as your phones lockscreen (a second year version of the two of you happily smiling at eachother, his arm wrapped respectfully around your waist as you struggled to look up at him due to the brim of his Seidou hat blocking your view)
The sketched version looked exactly the same as the real photo! It was beautiful and somehow you had managed to enhance the tender emotions portrayed in the picture
"Tetsuya, did you find the ben- oh.."
"Do you think you could draw a larger version of this? I want to put it on my desk."
You just laughed at his bluntness before giving him a nod in response
A small smile graced his features as he looked from you back to your messy sketch. It wasn't a look you saw very often from him, but that smile made your knees weak as you fell in love with him all over again
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cestcirque · 2 years
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🎉 12.12.21! 🎉
In honor of one year since starting Aperture (and this lil ol’ blog 🥺) I’ve compiled some of the countless behind-the-scenes stuff I never revealed about my SMAUs
This serves no other purpose but to be a nice walk down memory lane for me and the nostalgia is sO real—LET’S GOOOO!!!
I’ll probably make another post for The Cardinal Set and link it here!
I was adamant about using my own work as visuals bc I constantly see fanart go uncredited on SMAUs (and other works of writing). 🙄 All the art in Aperture is either mine, Furudate-sensei’s, or categorized as free-use imagery
1. This is the wallpaper on Y/N’s lockscreen:
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By Burnt Toast Creative, one of my favorite illustrators, who makes a ton of great wallpapers free to use (check him out!!!!)
2. All of Y/N’s studio shots are my studio shots, edited to look like the characters. Her superpower to make people comfortable in the studio is a real skill! Based on how nonplussed I was at the results of working with models who didn’t know me very well
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I distinctly remember being up at 4am just for Bokuto’s hair, no regrets
3. I put in Semi’s cross necklace wherever it would be visible
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4. The billboard shot. Just. The billboard shot.
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The Kanji character shown is the character for light (光, “hikari”). Alisa’s logo, along w the logos for Tokyo Cosmique and Massugu! gossip tabloid were also designed by me (obvi)
5. Y/N’s argument w Akaashi in Step 23 is based on actual interactions w actual editors, and Akaashi himself has a specific IRL editor from whom I drew reference (yes, he cute but his micro-movements not so cute 🙄). The amount of Akaashi stans outraged by this was kind of hilarious 😅
6. Neither of the jars or their contents exist in my possession. Nor do the places where the photos were taken, for that matter
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The flowers on the shelf were also me saying Shirabu went and got purple flowers anyway, even though he said he wouldn’t 😭💕
7. The jars sequence was (kind of) based on a true story. In college my roommates and I kept accumulating jars and used them for everything (Y/N’s vodka cran mason jar was a regular occurrence for us). About a month before the Aperture challenge, I was on the phone w one of them and we talked about how our jars were like our mental state in the pandemic—sometimes they hold iced coffee, or tiny succulents, or those homemade pickles that went a bit too sour; if you put anything in, remember you’re still in control (i.e. pursue your interests and don’t watch too much news). Of course I kept it in my head bc I’m a wRiTeR
8. The story is structured so that each setter has a “turnaround” chapter and two “love and love” chapters (which is just what I call the sweet one-on-one chapters). The turnarounds (Steps 14, 23, 24, and 25) are where Y/N sees the opposite side of each setter’s first impression, whether that be good or bad
9. Surprisingly, a lot of important details were added on the fly. Aone’s translations, specific conversations w setters… I didn’t write Step 29 until the day before I had to post it, bc I was 100% clueless as to how to resolve Kogane. The whole conversation about aperture almost never existed! In a similar vein, Akaashi’s Natsume Sōseki analogy in Step 30 was added about 3 days before it was posted, simply bc I happened to stumble upon the book
10. Y/N’s phone interface changing from dark mode to light mode in the last chapter is to this day the most poignant visual storytelling I’ve ever pulled off. And I didn’t get a single message about it. 😝 She has spent the entire story, all 31 steps, intentionally developing herself like film—it was important to me that the first and last steps indicated choice; that this was voluntary (creating an absence of light and stepping out of the dark). All the setters (whose phones are on light mode) are trying to pull her out into the light, towards them, often times before she’s ready. What’s more, realizing she’s in love w Shirabu isn’t even when she steps out of the dark—it is when she chooses to use his given name
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Can you believe I posted a chapter every day for a month? I sure as hell can’t
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