i was homeschooled- still am homeschooled really but i love that tumblr seems to have this *aura* that attracts lonely people and we can all just kind of vibe in one website

right?? that really does seem to be the case, and I very much enjoy it.

i need 5,000 words on jack’s behavior in this video on my desk by monday morning

today is a really really really Bad Anxiety day and i don’t know what to do about it

am Lost

No big deal but my name came out of Charlize Theron’s mouth and I’ll never be able to think about anything else for the rest of my life

god the post prom scene is just SOOO

My dream was fascinating…

I don’t know what’s happening to me but I sure am experiencing

The mental picture of Mike coming out to William is so funny to me

oug. just remembered the two-headed calf poem and comic-thing.

i am truly depressed this day

Just watched boys night. Will never be normal again.

you’re holding up the wrong amount of fingers !

i can’t get over someone that knows how bad they’re making themselves snz but do everything to keep doing it because 1) they love that uncontrollable feeling and 2.) they know it gets me off seeing them wreck themselves

like you know inducing yourself like that is making everything worse but you act like you don’t care ??because you like that it gets me off ?? you literally can’t breathe from your fit yet you keep inducing. you keep stifling until you physically can’t anymore even though it’s obviously making everything worse

i know and you know but you still look up like you’re not in charge of your own fate

that nonchalance and feigned innocence in wrecking yourself is sooo???!!

It always feels AMAZING when someone looks at ur data and goes “yeah that’s not even kind of normal”.

So I’m not crazy. I’m not losing my mind, or being dramatic, or blowing things out of proportion, or any of the other dozens of things I’ve been told.

I have a visceral need for a Yuri on ice fic where Viktor’s jagged edges are on full display. Not suuuper angsty (and no breakups) but one where Viktor’s not smooth and perfect

k sorry i’m legitimately so insane about pei ming and shi qingxuan though. pei ming as someone who’s not just a womanizer but someone responsible and dear enough to shi wudu for That Man to essentially appoint him as qingxuan’s guardian should anything happen to him… for pei ming to take that responsibility on whole-heartedly, trying to protect shi qingxuan and keep them out of trouble and lead them on the right path even from the very beginning of the story… he’s trying to keep her out of the whole mess with pei su he’s trying to make sure that she does what she needs to do to survive in heaven (she has never learned that one needs to be cruel and unjust to advance because her brother has done all the unjust cruelty for her) he’s trying to make sure that he fulfills that trust that was placed in him and that’s all before there’s even a hint of anything that would incapacitate shi wudu. and sqx sees this and she must know at least some of it but she hates him. just doesn’t like his personality. i am out of my fucking miiiind