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kiingsroar · 1 year
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You know what I wanna see? I want him dealing with the death of his brother and sister in law. I want him to be forced to become king regent until his nephew comes of age. Will he change the kingdom for the better, will he raise cheka to be the king the people needs? Or will his thirst for the crown drive him to raise his nephew to be dependent on him, letting him be the shadow king?
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                    It  wasn't  a  burden  he  truly  wanted  for  himself.  The  weight  of  a  crown  was  a    big  responsibility.  One  he  felt  he  could  carry,  not  that  he  would  choose  it  if  it  sat  right  in  front  of  him  for  the  taking.
                    Everything  felt  unreal.  He  never  expected  to  wake  up  to  that  kind  of  call  from  Kifaji.  Never  expected  those  words  would  come  out  of  his  lips.  Leona's  fate  had  been  sealed  since  he  was  born.  He  never  expected  to  hold  the  crown,  and  after  a  long  time  he  realized  that  it  wasn't  what  he  wanted  in  the  end.  He  just  wanted  them  to  see  him.  Wanted  his  family  to  see  that  he  was  great  too.  Acknowledge  his  abilities,  at  least  try  to  understand  him.
                  He  had  escaped  this  life  when  he  decided  to  go  to  Night  Raven.  He  refused  to  look  back.  This  school,  while  academically  useless  for  him,  the  people  he  had  come  to  know  .  .  .  his  dorm,  he  felt  like  he  belonged  here.  This  was  the  place  where  he  was  seen  for  who  he  was,  and  not  because  of  the  order  of  his  birth.
                  Leona's  sure  he's  blanked  through  half  of  the  day's  events.  Servants  rushing  back  and  forth,  arranging  for  his  brother's  funeral.  He  didn't  know  how  to  feel,  Farena  who  was  his  brother,  someone  he  looked  up  to.  Admired.  Wanted  to  be  like.  Now  he  was  like  a  stranger,  someone  who  overlooked  him  and  didn't  try  to  understand  him.  He  loved  him,  and  he  resented  him.  Those  feelings  stirred  in  his  stomach,  twisting  around  in  his  gut  making  him  feel  sick.
              Funerals  were  done  quickly,  in  his  homeland  it  was  both  a  time  for  grieving  but  also  celebration,  because  it  was  the  way  of  the  circle  of  life:
                                                    Death  was  not  the  end.
              His  fists  tightened  as  he  and  his  family  circled  around  his  brother's  coffin,  all  dressed  in  white.  His  mother  stood  with  her  head  held  high,  truly  dignifed  as  queen,  keeping  strong  for  her  first  son,  but  the  grief  that  filled  her  eyes  was  a  look  Leona  could  not  quite  bare  to  see.  Njeri  stood  next  to  him,  Cheka  in  her  arms  as  he  sniffled  against  his  mothers  chest.  Njeri  had  strong,  silent  tears  rolling  down  her  cheeks.  She  understood  the  tradition,  that  her  husband  would  not  be  by  her  side,  but  would  be  somewhere  better.  It  did  not  mean,  that  it  did  not  break  her  heart.
            Leona's  eyes  stayed  fixated  on  the  coffin  before  him.  Expressionless  as  the  ceremony  began  and  ended.  His  mind  was  static,  sizzling  in  his  brain  as  he  tried  to  still  process  that  this  was  actually  happening.  It  was  torment,  pain,  not  just  for  his  brother  and  the  loss  of  his  life,  but  for  Leona  as  well.  As  he  had  no  choice  but  to  say  goodbye  to  the  life  he  was  just  learning  to  love.  To  be  dragged  back  with  a  whole  kingdom  placed  in  his  hands.  Hands  that  could  destroy  so  easily.  Were  they  sure  this  was  what  they  wanted?
          Once  the  ceremony  had  concluded  they  made  the  walk  through  the  kingdom,  where  music  played  and  the  civilians  sang  joyous  songs  to  wish  their  king  a  pleasant  journey  as  he  goes  to  join  the  ancestors.  The  day  had  felt  long,  and  once  the  festivities  were  over,  the  mourning  period  had  begun,  and  the  city  grew  quiet  as  the  dead.  They  would  all  mourn,  from  the  crawling  ant,  to  the  leaping  antalope.  Many  would  not  leave  their  houses,  nor  speak  or  laugh.  Abstaining  from  any  kind  of  sex,  or  having  children.  Some  would  even  shave  their  facial  hair  or  heads  to  represent  the  beginning  of  new  life.  All  in  recongition  and  tribute  to  their  fallen  king.  
              Leona  stood  outside  the  balcony  in  his  room.  He  had  made  plans,  after  graduating.  Being  with  Ruggie  and  becoming  world  famous  magift  players.  He  had  found  a  place  for  himself  and  now.  .  .  he  had  to  give  it  all  up.  At  least  until  Cheka  came  of  age.  Still,  it  wasn't  fair.  The  thought  alone  had  made  him  laugh  to  himself  quietly.  Life  never  was  fair,  was  it?
                  He  had  never  believed  in  the  ancestors,  the  great  kinds  of  the  past.  They  had  never  listened  to  his  cries  before,  but  those  green  eyes  look  up  to  the  stars  anyway.
          '  You  were  always  such  a  pain  in  my  ass,  always  nagging  me,  never  listening  to  a  word  I  say,  always  giving  me  hell  and  then  you  go  and  die  ?  '  There's  anger,  resentment  in  those  words,  a  tremble  in  his  voice  he  hadn't  felt  since  he  was  a  child.  '  You  said  you'd  always  be  there  for  me  as  kids,  but  you  weren't.  .  .  '
          A  single,  hot  tear  roll  down  his  cheeks.  The  ancestors  never  listened  to  him  before,  but  maybe  .  .  .  maybe  it  would  be  different  this  time.
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rubydubydoo122 · 2 months
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Something I was Batman fans to Understand is that Jason ACTS Angry when he's Scared. It's a trauma response from the streets. If he showed he was scared he would've been dead.
When Jason is Angry though. If he's truly angry, and we see this throughout UTRH and Lost Days, If he's angry, he steeps in it.
Come closer.
He's not a Bull when he's angry, he's calculated when he's angry. He's a Bull when he's scared. He's Angry when he's Scared.
Obviously some comics aren't going to show that, because of how many writers there've been and favorite characters and such, but 'Death in the Family' and the last pannel of 'The Diplomat's son' is a good representation of Angry when Scared. 'Lost Days' is AMAZING with the angry when scared because when Talia shows him that he's been replaced, he's apathetic, and then goes to another room and starts crying. When he learns the Joker's still alive he starts trashing the room
Under the Red Hood is Jason's prime example of calculating while Angry, BECAUSE THAT ENTIRE PLAN!!! It was very well thought out and very well executed up until the final confrontation.
Robin!Jason not letting Alfred or Bruce see how upset he was that His father died is a perfect mix of both, because grief is a fickle thing.
ALSO! LETS SAY THIS TOGETHER PIT MADNESS IS NOT REAL
there are a lot of comics tho where I think the writers either hated Jason or didn't know what to do with him, so don't bring those up.
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coldbrewpup · 24 days
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"egg prime directive" is transmisogynistic bullshit don't @ me i don't care
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ryllen · 3 months
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i wonder if such thing ever happens
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ohw00w · 4 months
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Mychael scolding MC...
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himboblackdragon · 1 year
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boy you THOUGHT
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ninja-knox-ur-sox-off · 4 months
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I fully believe we haven't seen mk truly lose it on anyone yet--no not even when he fought azure or the curse--mk has always had control over what he's doing outside of accidental fumbles when hes first learning how to use his powers and I'd say he's almost more deadly when he's angry because so far being mad hasn't made him crazy or wild or out of control so far as I've observed being mad has only made him more focused
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fawfulydoo · 9 months
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things i did over the past week
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ride-a-dromedary · 6 months
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Halsin would tell you to go touch grass but mean it 100% sincerely.
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gmaybe666 · 1 year
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I drew all of this in 2022 right after barely surviving season 4 and forgot to post it here ! okay!
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canisalbus · 2 months
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Currently suffering an ear infection and all I can think is how you said Vasco is prone to them. Does he get miserable and exhausted from the pain or is he more the type to get short tempered and cranky?
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merakiui · 1 year
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now what if…… incubus!jade leech who falls in love with the human he’s been occasionally returning to for an easy meal (until it’s no longer for food but because he genuinely cares for you), but it’s frowned upon for demons to get too attached to humans because it just complicates the entire business of an incubus (loveless sex), but since he’s seen you so often he just can’t stop himself from visiting you. now it’s not even for sex. now it’s to sleep beside you, to hold you, to kiss you fondly. to act like your lover even though he’s really not meant to.
naturally, azul (also an incubus) isn’t too happy when he learns his secretary has been shirking his duties just to spend more time with a human he was only meant to service once. and floyd (also an incubus) is starting to get curious about the little human his brother has become so infatuated with.
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dathomirdumpsterfire · 6 months
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strawbubbysugar · 8 months
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Oh my god jimmy neutron brain blast driving back from dnd-
If CSD/ y/ngineer are platonic/familial/same person different universes, and they have a soulmate bond, that means that eventually if the bond isn’t confirmed
CSD would begin to feel the effects of the virus once they start affecting y/ngineer.
Not as strongly since the effects of sharing wounds goes exponentially down with each soulmate attached who isn’t a part of the original source of the wound, but still
Infected CSD
The Corrupted Prophet
@pillowspace
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topaziraphale · 7 months
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"Stop saying Crowley won't help Aziraphale in S3 he'd go back to him in a HEARTBEAT and nothing would stop him" I get it no one likes the idea of Crowley being bitter after what happened for a long period of time but like can we at least acknowledge that he's currently going through probably the most emotional pain in his life since falling? Can we agree that he's opened his heart entirely - something you couldn't pay him to do unless the world is literally ending and he's desperate - to Aziraphale, and got shot down? Can we understand that he did it AGAIN only to lose Aziraphale again? Not that what Aziraphale did isn't without Crowley's own shortcomings (hiding the truth of Heaven's cruelty from him) but like,,,,
The appeal here isn't Scorned Crowley Doesn't Love Aziraphale Anymore, or Never Wants To Help Him Again, the appeal here is Crowley learning enough self respect to not just walk back right to Aziraphale like nothing happened after Aziraphale has had a pattern of consistently refusing him. Going years ping-ponging between "We're not friends I don't even know him" to "That's what friends are for right?" and "We're friends, why would you even say anything?" and "Friends? We're not friends. We are an angel and a demon!"
Like I get it, Crowley is a heartbreakingly forgiving person. Of course he's gonna forgive Aziraphale, I'll be surprised if he didn't forgive him by the time he walked out the bookshop door, but gdi he could at least grant himself the luxury of being at least a little irritated for longer than however long it takes to make a globe and some books float and angrily cry out to God in his flat. But due to the change of pace and dynamic that is establishing part of the conflict for Season 3, I just really like the idea of him for ONCE prioritizing himself and being like "Okay, fine. We'll get back at it when you're ready, then," instead of just taking Aziraphale back like his words and actions meant nothing to him, when clearly they have an effect on him.
What is Aziraphale going to learn if Crowley just accepts what he did so quickly, like he always has the entire time they've been friends? Idk maybe I'm just projecting too much darkness on their dynamic but I mean, if the pattern of Aziraphale pushing Crowley away/disrespecting him one day and then being fine with his friendship the next + Crowley never stopping to be like "Hey, that's not cool, at least give me a little credit" or smth was fine all along and will continue to be fine in the future, then why, after 6,000 years of being friends and loving this demon, can Aziraphale still not accept that Crowley is just fine the way he is, and instead got excited to promote him to an angel in a heartbeat once the opportunity presented itself? You can't blame all of it on Heaven when Aziraphale has demonstrated his free will/defiance to Heaven so many times. Or, I don't know, I guess maybe we can? Maybe I'm just craving too much angst to the point where I'm letting it cloud my analysis of canon. Idk.
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httpiastri · 3 months
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no way prema made them play pico park??!
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this will be the most chaotic video ever, i call it
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