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Trigun Ultimate 2 (Part 4)
Will this volume ever end? Why do I have so much to say?
OOOOooOOooooh, it is woowootime. Nyehehehehehehe *continues to say even more about its favourite character!*
Chapter 6: A gathering of demons
Oh, I love how nightow portrays the vastness of the desert. How much is an ile? How big is this planet? Is it earthlike? With no oceans and all... are the cities splayed out? I am European and live in a big city conglomerate. In two hours, I can switch countries and visit like 20 different cities. This picture reminds me of the "Wild West". I remember American friends being shocked at how connected everything is and how we Europeans see distance. For them a 4-12 hour drive is totally normal and you are still in the same state. I can only imagine that No-Man's-Land is even worse than that.
But what does that entail? Is travel between cities something regular or something you only do if you try and get work or flee from something? There is the big trade between the cities, but those have to be the outliers. Sandstreamers being something like trains. I imagine that they are mostly used for commerce, then. Transporting people has to be a lesser side hustle.
But how long does the journey with a bus between the cities take? I'd say days with the thoughts I just had.
I leave the Wolfwood introduction panel out, because of the limitations for pictures, but damn, it is good. It also took me too long to realise that this was not fabricated, but that Wolfwood literally had a bike mishap. His whole interaction with Vash reads differently for me when I take this into consideration.
Three things. 1. what I like about Wolfwood’s design is that if you don’t take the tit window and the facial scruff into consideration, he is dressed like a typical Japanese salary man! A nobody, one of many. Black short hair with suit, he could be a 0815 background character/random casualty in nearly any anime/manga. But here, he falls out of the line. All in black in the desert heat, that is suicide! He is not dressed like the others in typical western clothes. He’s an outlier from the start but at the same time a very usual sight for us readers!
2. I love how silly and welcoming he is. He is just a very charming random dude. We next to never see him interact with random people after this, so we miss this side of him in the later volumes. But he easily fits in and connects, even as a weird outlier. He is an idiot, but an idiot with street smarts.
3. Maybe because I am not a native English speaker, but I stumbled more than once over the word “tradesman” as a colloquial term for assassin. Kinda a roundabout way to say, hey, if you’re interested in me, I may provide you with more information and maybe I have the kind of skill you’re looking for. Tradesman basically means person with a specific skill, so not elaborating on that, but letting people mock him always reads for me as Wolfwood playing with being caught/putting his “profession” down/offering work. That he has a good eye is shown on the next page with him immediately realising who Vash is (at least he know the bounty pics and knows how to look. Wolfwood is not faceblind!)
Without the context of Milly being especially perceptive, this always read for me as Vash being absolutely annoyed by Wolfwood and being distrusting, when in reality he seems to be already warming up to him. Like with us readers, Wolfwood has wormed himself into his heart already. Who could deny Wolfy?
“‘Bout time I left, anyway.” Rings differently when you know him more. Wolfwood is a person that has his foot already out of the door to be not a burden to anyone nice. And we learn that in his introduction.
Wolfwood looks so damn fucking young there. I always have big problems in discerning ages in Manga. But even with his scruff, Wolfwood looks barely out of his teens.
When I think about the different WooWoo-versions, I always deck '98 as the oldest in his mid to end thirties, Ultimate barely 20, Trimax 30 max and Stampede... Sorry, StampWolfwood, you are still in your teens for me. You are baby.
I always remembered Wolfwood as a liar by omission, but damn, he is doing everything but spelling stuff out. “Not exactly just that…” Damn, and he looks so pained. Vash surely zoomed in on it. I now believe, the only reason why we know stuff so late about Wolfwood is because Vash never asked or tried to pin Wolfwood down.
The following pages is Wolfwood sharing his money with the orphans and I love it. We get to know Wolfwood as a very perceptive, benevolent and honest guy, who seems to be desperately begging for people to see him, to ask more about him. As much as he is funny, we also see someone who sees himself as a burden and who is burdened by a big responsibility and who still shares and gives as much as he can. No wonder Vash smiled with such earnesty. Wolfwood is the personification of what makes him still have hope in humanity.
Chapter 7: The demon’s eye
You know him just for this little bus drive and you already trust him with that info, Vash. Wolfwood is part of the team now, wether they realised it or not. Like I said in the chapter before, the journey must take longer, so they may have had a few days to bond.
He knows what happened. We learn in the next chapter why Wolfwood is there. It is easy to put two and two together for him.
Or regrets that they have to part ways and Wolfwood has to go back to being the Punisher. He had a short dance with Lady Death and then a little vacation where he could be human.
As much as we learn that Wolfwood hates his predicament, it is his duty. There is a reason why he does what he does.
It is kinda sad that Wolfwood left immediately. Nightow, most likely, had other stuff planned, but the cancellation of the magazine kinda threw a wrench into it. I kinda like how '98 did it with Vash and Wolfwood having their own little adventure on the journey.
Funny observation. People are there, because there is gunshots. Not children’s laughs or anything, it is gunshots that show that people are there. What a shitty world they live in.
08: The fifth moon
Did Legato control the corpses? Or did he “take in” the survivors and used experiments on them? Nicholas knows his bounties. Without him, I wouldn't peg them as the Slavers.
First of all, the hint/info that Vash and Knifes are both not human. A man between a rock and a hard place. A well-prepared dead man, but a dead man either way.
Since we as a reader already have a bond with Wolfwood, he is our point of reference for a "normal" human reaction to the shit that goes down. Nightow regularly flashes back to Wolfwood's reaction to it all. Either so we don't forget that he is part of the EVUL or to bring down that point how fucked up Knives is (especially with the SA-symbolism). People with uteri will agree either way that the scene with the sister being that pregnant and Knives bursting out is… massive body horror.
At least both legs and one arm are smashed, pelvis most likely, too, his head is squished into his torso, neck broken? and I have no idea how else he is crumbled up. Paper doll Legato
Vash didn’t only shoot himself to regain control. He shot Knives, too! He shot Knives to get free, but it was already too late.
While someone else (I am sorry, I am bad with names D; If I find you again, I will link your post) has put it brilliantly how Knives taking control over Vash can be read as assault, there is something else I’d like to point out.
Knives is the only person in the whole story who has been able to take control from Vash. We have seen him fight so many people, like Neon, Monev and others, but Vash never was not in control. He put rules upon himself that constricted him, e.g. the pacifism, but those constrictions were by his own decision. Vash takes into consideration that he may die, but it is by his own free will and as we have seen, he is a bit suicidal. Likewike, Vash gives people all the agency, all his agency. He mostly reacts to their decisions towards him. Knives is the only person in the whole world who is able to take away Vash’s agency and he uses that power over him. Not going into powerscaling or such a thing, but it shows what a powerful player Knives is.
Again, Wolfwood is our focus point for human reaction. Dude is scared out of his mind and mixing both brothers. Messengers of God coming to cast down judgement on us? That would be Knives, not Vash. But he demands an answer from Vash, with whom he already formed a connection. Wolfwood may feel even somewhat betrayed, as hypocritical as that is.
#trigunbookclub#trigun bookclub#Trigun Ultimate 2.4#It is done#I am finally through with it#Also WooWoo#here to break my heart again
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Nothing bad will happen to them in the Alps. Ever.
[ID: a digital drawing of Holmes and Watson walking along a stoney path. They're both carrying hiking sticks and Watson has a backpack. Holmes is leading them and pointing forward with an enthusiastic smile, pulling Watson along by the wrist. Watson looks up in awe at an off-screen waterfall. /End ID]
#Sherlock Holmes#john watson#acd sherlock holmes#although the outfits are obviously inspired by#the adventures of sherlock holmes and doctor watsin#*watson#because i love them#so very much#i listened to the radio episode again while drawing#and watson mentioning wanting to take mary here when she's doing better makes me want to cryyy :(((#breaks my heart!!!! knowing what's to come#poor watson loosing both Holmes and Mary
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Im waiting for them actually
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#nanami#utahime#iori utahime#nanami kento#my art#sketch#art#artists on tumblr#my tunnel vision is here and it’s REAL#waiting for utahime to break my heart by disappearing again after 5 seconds#better absent than [redacted] I suppose
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god i know i said i was tired of making eveerything sad but just imagine timber those first few months of reconnecting and they're both drunk on tim's boat, laying on the deck staring up at the stars and bear turns over to look at tim, his eyes are sad and wet, and he reaches out to touch tim's face as if to make sure tim is really there and not an illusion and tim whispers, "bear?" and bernard smiles a little brokenly and goes, "so how long do i have you for this time?"
#tim fully sober now: what do you mean? i'm right here bear#bear still drunk: i got you for almost a whole year last time. how long before you leave this time?#bear: 2 years? 6 months?#tim sadly: you can have me forever bear#bear laughing: i don't even get you that long in my dreams#bear smiles reaching out to poke tim's face: don't worry tim! anytime you want to come back‚ i'll be right here.#god tim who's constantly leaving and bear who knows but cant help letting him comeback into his life again and again#you cannot tell me that bear went to that first date in urban legends expecting tim to stay#he went to that date expecting to get his heart broken again but he loves this boy so he goes anyway#tim who always leaves and bear who waits patiently everytime#sorry im like sobbing in the library#bear is so 'right where you left me' coded#bear who loves tim so much he'll let tim break his heart again and again#head in hands head in hands#dc#tim drake#bernard dowd#timbern#timber
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On second watch this scene kinda hurts :') it's so bittersweet
-seeing Pickles in his snb outfit (the white cloths now black) and modern day Nathan, like in some weird, breakup au
-Skwisgaar trying to be angry at him but really he's just sad
-Murderface's argue point is to think of Toki, "he's a good kid", the smallest kid, just starting out, he doesn't need his mom to leave
-Toki just staying silent, standing through the whole thing
-Nathan trying to still support him even if he's having a hard time expressing himself
-Pickles looking sad just hearing the whole thing
Until the point Nathan would call him an asshole if he leaves.
Pickles: I'M NOT LEAVING! Get out already! >:/
#mtl#metalocalypse#pickles the drummer#nathan explosion#skwisgaar skwigelf#it's not helping that her music video has a crocodile in it as a reference to a guy#toki wartooth#william murderface#damn it i listened to blue jeans again by lana del rey i shouldn't had#“no please. stay here”#why are they so stupid they are breaking my heart
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“In another life, I loved you right.”
“In another life, you loved me at all.”
Tag your ship(s).
#okay i’ll start off uhhhh lets see here#griddlehark#you have to imagine the vibes with me harrow as the first and gideon as the second just IMAGINE lemme cook here#bumbleby#but specifically during their V5 divorce arc bc All That Matters owns my ass#‘the one thing that I can count on is that I cant count on you’? YEAAHHH I LOVE FLUFFY BEES BUT WWHEEWWW THEIR BREAKUP ERA WAS SO GOOD TOO#rosebird#do I really need to explain? raven as one summer as two is the obvious route BUT imagine summer as one and raven as two#now. now thats POWERFUL oh the implications#schneewood forest#wondercheetah#tyzula#THE GIRLS WHO GET IT!!! GET IT!!!#white raven#yeah this one’s obvious if you know you know#lightcannon#okay. jinx as one and lux as two. but then flip them and watch the world burn IYKYK!!!!#harlivy#again imagine the specific vibes of Ivy continuously offering her heart to the ONE (1!) human she’s vulnerable to#vs Harley continuously running back to the joker bc she cant break the cycle of abuse like. LIKE AGAIN ITS A VERY SPECIFIC VIBE#rwby#the locked tomb#tlt#nevermore webtoon#i cant think of anything else rn uhhh oops all sapphics
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maybe we'll try again next time.
#pikart#projmoon#(LONG TAGS..) i talk a lot about that latter part of poems of a machine but the first chorus never fails to break my heart too#i can never remember what ive talked about and what i havent so ill do it again anyway.#specifically the line 'so here i lie; reading you my poetic stupid rhymes.' especially in conjunction with the very first lyric.#all this built up... mess and madness; concepts of impossible scope and importance for just a few words.#its the desire to express a truth outside of your reach. to tentatively try to identify; to speak; and only managing so much.#clumsy; basic; small; but it still holds a piece of your heart anyway. its not enough; but its real; its tangible; and thus important.#am i making sense? its the first steps into writing poetry / into self expression / into self acceptance / into healing and growing.#and the implication these words are being shared; despite all of this; despite all of Her. augh.#i really do think a lot about th stark difference btwn her Knowledge and her Experience. how she feels she Should function vs how she Does.#knowing how something should be vs how it Is. yknow.#anyway Oops ! Lyric Rambling In The Tags Again ! <33
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accidentally hit cast instead of armature while setting up matthias's outfits on his base blender rig.............
#TEARSSSS STREAMING DOWN MY FACE#THEY GAVE HIM FLIPPERS I'M LOSING MY FUCKING MINDDDDDDD#LIKE MY BRAIN TOOK A SECOND TO PROCESS WHAT I WAS LOOKING AT TOO LIKE I JUST STARED BLANKLY FOR A SECOND#BEFORE BREAKING INTO LAUGHTER LIKE HE LOOKS SO FUCKING FUNNYK JNFKJNFK#IT'S LIKE THAT TIME I ACCIDENTALLY TURNED THEO INTO A BALL#REALLY YOU CAN JUST DO ANYTHING IN HERE GFJKNJN#ANYWAY.... i'm gonna see if i can replicate some mtg poses from the bg pack while i get back to listening to the will to change :)#last chapter made me cry so let's see if i can get through the next one.......... bell hooks i'm coming back to you with my head bowed#and my heart exposed yet again.....#river dipping#matthias evanoff#echthroi#blender#ts4
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#here we go again <3 this should be less painful than last time (for u. not for me.. it is so much worse for me...)#for the record these r MY FAVES <3 im truly sorry if ur faves didnt make the 9 choice cut :')#like ik objectively yohan should be on here but im a daehyeonist myself#also meg advised me to make cravity their own separate poll so i might do that depending on whether i think it might break my heart or not#i also do not have that many luvitytuals :( so maybe i should leave that for someone else to tackle in the future
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I got a new laptop.
#tss patton#tss virgil#moxiety#so to run down the idea because it burns a hole in my head#Virgil and Patton start dating at like 20 and it's perfect except for one thing#They want completely different futures and long term they couldn't work out#Patton wants a picket fence and kids and a marriage#Virgil isn't mentally here for any of that nor is it something he wants it's stressful and not for him#He wants that one bedroom apartment with a cat and a man who isn't legally attached lifestyle#From the beginning they knew it's a matter of time before they break each other's hearts but two years come and go#they're scared because fuck they fell so deeply in love with who they are#years later Patton moves on gets married to another and lives quietly#But the minute the second he gets to see Virgil again he falls apart because he can't love his husband- not like that#And blah blah High Infidelity Ivy I'd Have to Think About It Becoming the Lastnames Cleopatra Presumably Dead Arm#None of this is shown in the image just the idea that they know their end is coming#hi guys
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One of the most interesting things (to me) about Cicero is how, no matter how you treat him in-game, he always has this persistent sense of loneliness
#skyrim#Cicero skyrim#the isolation!!!!#sorry who’s lila fandom I will keep running my mouth#this loser breaks my heart#imagine losing your family not once#not twice#but three goddamn times lmao#’ah shit here we go again’#the suffering truly never ends for him and I’m enamored with this middle-aged rat
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I don’t think I want to leave yet... can I go back?
(Ramon design belongs to @miauta - their art is gorgeous,, go check them out! (Also, to miauta- if you’d like me to edit my design to distinguish it from yours a bit more, just give me a heads up and i will :D)
#ramon#qsmp#qsmp eggs#qsmp fanart#badboyhalo#my boy over here breaking my heart#(The hands reaching down are bad's and dappers- i've got a headcanon from bad's jokes about being the grim reaper that he's the one who-#-brought back dapper and now ramon.#He's only meant to do it EXTREMELY rarely#and every time he brings an egg back#the chances of him being able to do it again decrease rapidly#every time he reaches into that void theres a chance that he'll feel a tiny hand sliding out of his grasp#and he doesnt get to try again#nemart
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one of those crazy girls by paramore except it's gojo
#now when you say you wanna slow down#does that mean you wanna slow dance?#maybe you just want a little extra time to focus on our romance#what do you mean i've got it backwards? you know we're gonna be forever#why are you telling me goodbye? arent you gonna stay the night?#are we really over now? maybe i can change your mind#as soon as you walk out my door i'm gonna call 100 times#i pour my heart out to your voicemal let you know i caught a bus to your side of town#now i'm standing at your doorstep#if you dont answer i'll just use the key i copied 'cause i really need to see you#if you're not here when i break in i'm gonna go through your closet just so i can smell your skin#i know i'll never love again i swear i'll never love again#IT'S SO HIM PLS#✿ thoughts: gojo
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There’s not a lot of Karmaland enjoyers on Tumblr, but I need everyone to see this clip of Quackity, Rubius, and Luzu in therapy anyways because I’ve never heard Quackity laugh this hard
#Quackity#Karmaland#Luzu#Rubius#MCYT#MCYT Video#Translated with help from Quacklate on Youtube#I have a hard time understanding when people talk over each other like this#This joke came out of left field and made me laugh so suddenly I pulled a gut muscle#(ALSO FOR CONTEXT: Rubius and Quackity are friends#so don't take this joke too seriously)#Gosh. This entire therapy bit was so frickin funny#For those of you who don't know: Karmaland is a Spanish Minecraft RP server#and it's like. the BIGGEST Spanish server and it was a huge deal when Quackity got invited this season#especially because Quackity loves Karmaland and he's watched a lot of the creators on it since he was a kid#Anyways; Quackity's been doing his usual thing and thus far he's kissed and/or banged half the server members#Luzu (Mr. Therapy here) is someone who's been very interested in Quackity from the start#but Quackity keeps breaking his heart over and over again#Karmaland is my favorite telenovela#also Quackity's been picking fights with the gods lately which is. You know. Par for the course#just thought that was a fun little detail#October 1 2022#Translated#Subtitles#Edited#subtitles#translated
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Thank you for the tag @tonguetyd! My spoons are indeed low but my sleep schedule is GONE so. Random burst of energy let's go.
I didn't know what artist to pick because I didn't want an obvious (?) one, so I'm going super niche and choosing Bright Eyes because it's been a minute since I've talked about them, and they're one of my favourites 💙
Artist: Bright Eyes
How do you feel: Nothing Gets Crossed Out
What is your gender: Bowl Of Oranges (obviously funny but also it's a beautiful song! poetic storytelling!)
If you could go anywhere: Lua
Favorite mode of transportation: Driving Fast Through A Big City At Night (yes that is the title)
Your best friend: First Day Of My Life 🥹
Favorite time of day: Sunrise, Sunset
If your life was a tv show: A Line Allows Progress, A Circle Does Not
Relationship status: I Won't Ever Be Happy Again 🥲
Your fear: Waste Of Paint
Idk who made this or not so I'm tagging randomly, no pressure to do this whatsoever! @dearscone @corviisquire @hookedhobbies @politemagic (hi!) @leonsleftbicep @melit0n
#okay i made myself sad again#so little story time!#(okay i talked briefly about past suicide/sh struggles so be warned!)#First Day Of My Life is their most famous song AND is probably my mostest favourite love song in the entire world#like. this particular song means so much to me#there is this line that goes “this is the first day of my life. i'm glad i didn't die before i met you”#and it breaks my heart into a million pieces because that is just. so true. so pure#because for someone who was very suicidal and struggled with sh *just before* i met my best friend(s)#it's a lot. like. that could've been me. and yet i'm here. and i need to hold on more because there's still so many people to meet#and so many things to see and experience. i AM glad i didn't die before i met any of you#it's crazy to think how many things i would've missed if every single time i thought about about ending it i had actually done it#whack#also! nothing gets crossed out is incredibly depressing and poignant! if anyone is in the mood for that!#(most if not all of these are. once again i am incapable of choosing happy songs lmao)#tw suicide mention#tw sh mention#<- is this enough? let me know if i should use other tags!!!!#tag game#darya's mixtape#bright eyes
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My masochist ass has this on the wall over my desk so I can look up and cry every day while I work.
#art heist baby#hang painting here?#ahb!#jegulus#regulus black#james potter#pink sticky note#he never did fall in love again#i’m just breaking my own heart at this point
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