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#toilet bound hanako kun#tbhk#jshk#jibaku shounen hanako kun#jibaku shonen hanako kun#my art#lil warm up yay#Whenever I have a really precize Mitsu's illustration idea in my head it's this expression and lighting welp#mitsuba sousuke#I like him a lot#he is just too famous in the fandom so I don't scream more about him#tbhk fanart#jshk fanart
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I miss ur writings sm :(
I am so sorry that I've been gone for so long, I haven't posted any fan fiction in so many months and honestly I lost motivation 😭 so many ppl who were in this fandom and I created a community with, were slowly getting over this "phase" and it definitely affected me. But I'm going to try and get back into writing. I hope this will do good for now! Ive had a lot of ppl recently ask for 2005 bill hcs, and I've done that before so if this is repetitive for something else I've written, sorry!
content warnings: none
a/n: I'll be updating my tag list since it hasn't been updated since like August of last year and I don't want to be tagging people who don't care or want to see these posts anymore. So if you wanna be tagged, let me know!
2005!bill kaulitz x f!reader
sfw:
- I'm an alternative person so whenever I write for bill, I always imagine him with an alternative girl 😞 even though from what I've seen he's never really been w/ an alternative one, BUT LETS PRETEND OKAY 🙏🙏
• he absolutely loves doing hair together, I think he enjoys helping you do your hair in the morning and your make up. And he's even more greatful if you do his makeup. Then he can just relax while you help him.
• pookie has crunchy ass hair at the end of the day when he has to wash it out, don't make fun of him 😞
• getting piercings together is something he LOVES doing with you. Mainly early piercings because he only has a tongue and eyebrow piercing on his face.
• if you made music too, he would always go to your concerts and basically scream the entire time. Hopefully, you'd do the same for him.
• if you have longer nails, head scratches are always a must and he will lay in your lap for literal hours while you pamper him.
- I personally think he would love to learn words in your language if you keep something different than German. And despite what anybody thinks, he finds it hilarious to learn the dirty words.
• if you cook him something from your culture, he will literally die. He basically thinks everything about you is so cool, and learning about a culture different from his is so exciting
• but if you two really want to date, you'll have to both try to learn English or each other language because there is going to be a hard language barrier between you two.
- I think one of the reasons he would've fallen in love with you is because you were upfront with him. He's not the type of guy to just go up and kiss someone so if you confess first, that would make things so much easier.
- obviously, you'd have to get along with Tom, Georg and Gustav. So if you don't, there's no way he'll go out with you, especially if you can't get along or hate Tom.
-Dates together consist of stuff you guys bought somewhere, or if you guys went to a fastfood restaurant.
• He doesn't have a lot of money yet so dates wouldn't exactly be high class, hopefully you don't mind 😉
-Since this is around the time Tokio Hotel is getting increasingly famous, there are fangirls around trying to flirt and ask out bill all the time and he has to shoo them off. He reminds you every night about how much he loves you and that those fan girls shouldn't bother you.
-he likes to spoon you a lot, and you two switch back n forth between him being the big spoon and the small spoon.
• I think he also really likes it when you lay on top of him, with your face in his neck and your legs wrapped around him. (This also works sitting upwards).
• cuddling with him is so nice too because he actually smells really good 😱
- I think he still gets very insecure sometimes because of the haters and people who harass the band because they don't like them and you reassure him a lot.
a/n pt 2: sorry this wasn't too long! I'm trying to get back into the groove of writing so if this is terrible I'm sorry 😞
taglist: none right now
#tokio hotel#bill kaulitz#tokio hotel x reader#tokio hotel bill kaulitz#bill kaulitz x reader#bill kaulitz x yn#tokio hotel fanfics#i hope this wasnt completely terrible#i havent written in forever 😞
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Hi I made a crackfic for Arctic's death because I had a terrible, horrible idea inspired by that old fandom meme. I don't regret anything <3
"Aaannnddd...perfect!" Darkstalker stepped back. "All set and ready to go. Haha! Look at him! Clearsight, look, c'mon. Come see."
"Darkstalker, I don't think this is a good idea–"
"Shut up woman and come look," he bluntly said. "Come on, it's not like the camera's gonna bite you or anything. Neither is Arctic, but, eh, maybe that'll add to the drama. The kids love it when people get hurt, it's why they watch it."
He grabbed the camera again and pointed it at Clearsight. "It's rolling. Come on, babe, don't you wanna do it? For the bit? Ohhh it'll be such a funny thumbnail. Everyone's gonna click on it. Just stick your head near him."
"I'm not going to bite an innocent dragon..." Arctic muttered.
"HA! Oh but it's okay for you to do that to me. Not cool dad. Mid dad behaviour, tee-bee-haitch. To be honest. Tee-bee-haitch– you get it."
"Back in my day we just called somebody a 'loser' if they were a bad parent. Like, me? I'm a dead-beat dad."
"Yeah, that's true." Clearsight nodded.
"But I'm not...mid? What does that even mean?"
"Mannn you so did not cook. 'Dead-beat'? Yeah, you're gonna be dead as hell once I'm done with ya. Like for real done. Dead. Deceased. Ain't coming back from that."
"God just kill me now," Arctic grumbled.
"In a minute! Me. I'm God. It's me. Get used to it :)"
"What was that sound you just made with your mouth--" Clearsight began but Darkstalker cut her off. He couldn't bother to hear such a whiny, woman voice. He needed to pay more attention to the crowd that gathered.
"Hey, hey! Guys! Check this out! I'm a livestreamer. I do all of these cool things on Twitch and YouTube. Follow me! My handle's Darksalter. Like Darkstalker, but salty, cause of all of the noobs I own on my daily League of Legends streams."
The surrounding NightWings just blinked at him.
"Ughhhh. How about you guys being recorded, huh? You get famous! Right here, right now, this is a big deal. No cap, this is serious. This is gonna be a livestream to end all livestreams. There's gonna be like at least ten dragons watching!!"
"OH MY GOD!?" One dragon shouted. "TEN??? I've never seen anybody have that many, hold on! We gotta watch this guy!"
Immediately, the entire population of the Night Kingdom arrived. Even the queen (a closeted Darksalter fan, who was wearing all of his merch) was waiting for him. They all cheered and clamoured for him.
"Settle, settle! I know you're all such adoring fans. Believe me, I would love me too. Already do! Such a great, handsome, all powerful animus." He flexed his muscles. "Plus, the ladies love me." He glanced back at Clearsight, who had the most aggressively unenthusiastic frown he ever seen.
"But, but, we gotta wait a minute. First, I gotta mew."
"What does that even mean?" Clearsight asked.
Darkstalker did not answer. He brought a talon up to his snout and then traced the outline of his perfectly gorgeous jawline. I mean just look at that thing. Downright beautiful. Like, come on now. Look him up right now. Yeah, yeah! The thang of all time! That sweet, succulent jaw. Bro's been mewing since the day he was hatched.
[A/N: it is a pretty cool jawline]
He cleared his throat. "Anyways, enough talk. You had your shot for the thumbnail, so now it's all about me." He looked at the camera and enchanted it to float. It hovered above, pointing at him. "Three, two, one..." He clapped. "And we're live!"
The crowd cheered and roared as he did so. No omegaluls. No minus ones. He was an unboxing andy just about ready to tear open into his best work yet.
"Hey what's going on Stalker Gang! How are the stalkers in chat going? Can we get the hype train going?" He gestured to the crowd, which yelled and screamed louder. "Yeah!! Let's go Stalker Gang!!"
"Darkstalker...this isn't you." Clearsight sobbed. "You don't do this. You aren't like this!"
"Baby, I'm an influencer. It's my duty as Twitch's No. 27 streamer of all time!"
Clearsight cried more but Darkstalker did not care. He turned back to the camera. "Ayyy guys!" He clasped his talons. "So, today is a very, very special day, because we have a guest! That's right, my terrible, very uncool, incredibly mid father! Look at him. Blue pilled in every sense of the word. Even his blood's blue, which y'all are gonna see real quick." He pushed the camera directly in his face.
"Hey, hey, everyone!" He gestured to Arctic. "Can I get a 'boo' from you all?"
With his command, the crowd began to jeer at Arctic. A wave of rotting tomatoes came hurling his way, splattering against his face.
"And, with that being said, this stream is sponsored by Glep. Get a Glep. Now. Or else. You don't wanna be there when Glep is upset. That's how the last moon was destroyed." He stared silently into the camera for a minute, as customary with the Glep sponsors.
"NOW!! Let's get this going!" He pointed at Arctic. "You. Unbox yourself."
"Wh–" Arctic didn't have a chance to finish before he clawed at his torso and gutted himself. The crowd kept cheering and applauding and tossing money at Darkstalker.
"Woah woah, pretty messy, huh guys?" He raised an eyebrow. "Totally unpoggers. L behaviour. Boo!!" But when he turned back, he noticed that everyone stopped cheering.
"Bro, dude," one dragon began, "poggers is so, like, old man. That's so cringe, skull emoji."
Then, they began to dissipate. Quickly as they arrived, they left. He was cringe now. So cringe.
"No, NO! Wait! Come back! I'm still relevant! I'm still hip with the kids! I– I..." But it was too late. He was cancelled for being cringe. Everyone was bored by him. He was out-of-touch. He was out of time. He was out of his head when they're not around.
Behind him, he heard his sister, Whiteout, crying. He turned back to see that her favourite stim toy, a rainbow coloured pop-it shaped like a crewmate from Amomg Us, was lying on the floor. Things must be serious.
"Sis, are you upset at me?..." he muttered.
"Yes! You just unboxed our dad! My trauma points are like so high right now. I can't even..." She wiped her tears and kept crying.
Darkstalker looked back at Arctic, who was dead. Very dead. He growled. "When I'm the alpha king of the world, everyone will be my fan. Everyone will follow me! Everyone will like and subscribe! You'll see, you'll all see!"
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Ghost | Jason Todd x Male Reader
Fandom: DC Comics
A/N: These days it's been spending too much time on Character.AI so I decided to bring one of the characters and story that I created there in a fanfic.
A/N.2: This time, I made the reader based on Overwatch's Sombra in case you want to go after it or something.
A/N.3: Sorry for any mistake. English is not my first language.
‒ Turn right. ‒ I spoke through Jason's communicator.
Jason and I have been working together for eight months now. After six months, Jason and I decided to pursue a relationship. We've been working together for eight months and the police hate us, but they have good reason.
As I watched the security cameras and the viewfinder on Jason's mask, I kept thinking about our time together. Especially the day we met.
Eight months ago
There was a week that I was in Gotham. Since I erased all records of my existence from the entire system of the world, I haven't been able to do much but wander from city to city, sleeping in dodgy hotels that don't ask for your identity, and eating in restaurants as dodgy as hotels and shacks street vendors who don't look their customers in the face.
The motel room I was in was small, yellow walls with a faded color, a wooden bed with an uncomfortable mattress, a headboard with a lamp that didn't work and a wooden chest of drawers with four drawers. Plus a tiny bathroom with dirty white tiles that were already turning yellow.
I walked over to the mirror so I could look at myself. Wandering around town anonymously made me not look at myself much. But my appearance was a constant reminder of my choices. I was pale, with bags under my eyes and a little thinner than I remember, I wasn't starving, just eating a little less than I was used to.
But what caught the most attention was the metal fiber attached to the side of my head that ran down the back of my neck under the gray shirt I wore. More metal fiber running down my arm to the back of my right hand. I waved my hand in the air and a floating screen appeared in front of me. I started reading the news about the Gotham police and crimes. When I turned to the bed, the screen disappeared into thin air, I grabbed the sweatshirt off the bed and pulled it on, pulling the hood up to hide my head.
I took to the streets of Gotham, trying to remain anonymous in the shadows of the night. The good thing about the city is that people always walk away from you when they think they're going to be mugged.
As I walked down an alley, I heard a scream. A woman was surrounded by five bandits, the middle one with a knife in his hand. I thought for a while before actually moving, to know if I would save her or not. I grabbed my teleportation device and threw it on the floor. He ducked under the middle thief's legs and stopped between them and the woman. They stopped to look at the device from the ground and backed away when I materialized in front of them with a pistol pointed at them.
‒ Did your mother never teach you not to steal? ‒ I asked and noticed two men take their hands to their waists to grab a gun.
I fired a quick shot at the two before they could think. I advanced quickly to the middle, taking advantage of the surprise to take the knife from his hand, and knocking him to the ground, breaking his arm. The other two were running away. I launched the teleportation device, appearing in the blink of an eye at the exit of the alley.
‒ Hello! ' I said, waving my hand.
The men would have run, but I moved in fast and knocked the first one down, shooting the second one in the leg. I gathered the three that were still alive and stuck them in the garbage can. I looked at the woman frozen in place.
‒ Do you want me to let them go or are you going to take the opportunity to go home? ‒ I asked and the woman nodded.
‒ Thanks! ‒ She said before starting to run.
‒ Who are you? ‒ I heard a serious voice and a little distorted behind me.
When she turned me around, she found the famous Red Hood pointing a gun at me. When I saw the weapon, I automatically hacked the weapon to disable it with just my mind, with screens only appearing in my vision.
‒ I'm nobody. ‒ I was serious.
‒ Very funny. ‒ Red Hood said putting his finger on the trigger. ‒ What do you want?
‒ I do not want anything. I'm just passing by.
‒ Why would I believe you?
‒ You have no reason to. ‒ I replied with an arrogant smile.
‒ So I can just kill you? ‒ He asked starting to press the trigger.
‒ We can make a deal. ‒ I said and noticed Red Hood's finger relax a little.
‒ I'm listening.
‒ I can help you and you can help me. I can hack any system with my mind and I don't have the ethics of a superhero. ‒ I said seriously still with the arrogant smile.
‒ And what do you want in return? ‒ Red Hood asked without lowering his weapon.
‒ Motivation. And I know that doing only good things doesn't challenge my potential. ‒ I spoke sincerely.
‒ I'm not a villain. I may be a criminal, but I'm not a villain. ‒ Hood spoke by pressing his finger a little more.
‒ I do not intend to be a villain and I know that you are not one either. That's why you are perfect to be my partner or be my boss, whatever you want to call it. ‒ I said with a less arrogant smile.
‒ How can I believe that you really can do this? ‒ Red Hood asked and his trigger finger relaxed a little.
‒ This whole time your gun is pointed at me, it's disabled. ‒ I said raising an eyebrow.
Red Hood squeezed the trigger, but the gun didn't fire. He looked at the pistol a little confused but then he looked at me. Hood holstered his pistol and crossed his arms.
‒ You know that if you work with me you will become a criminal, right? ‒ Hood asked seriously.
‒ Know. ‒ I said carefree. ‒ But that doesn't scare me.
‒ Come with me, if you try anything funny I'll kill you. ‒ Red Hood said turning around and climbing to the roof of the building. I followed Red Hood and we met at the top.
‒ Follow me. ‒ He spoke in a challenging tone.
Red Hood ran and jumped from one roof to another. I could keep up with Red Hood no problem. I manipulated information from my leg muscles to be able to run and jump with great agility.
In the end, he stopped at the edge of a building and looked at me.
‒ Very good. ‒ Red Hood spoke and looked ahead.
We were looking at a small laboratory. I had already heard rumors about criminal activities that were connected to that construction.
‒ What is the plan? ‒ I asked Red Hood.
‒ I'm going to go in and blow up the place. ‒ He spoke and I realized that the place was protected by men with huge weapons.
‒ When they see you approaching, they will shoot. ‒ I said looking at the place.
‒ This is where you enter. ‒ Red Hood spoke arrogantly.
I sat on the edge of the building we were in and opened a floating screen in front of me. From that distance I could hack the place to gain access to the cameras and security system.
‒ Is this their security? ‒ I asked rhetorically while easily hacking the building.
‒ Can you turn off the security system? ‒ Red Hood asked.
‒ I can do much more than that. ‒ I said making a keyboard hologram appear floating in front of the floating screen.
‒ What can you turn off? ‒ Red Hood said watching me type on the floating keyboard.
‒ All. ‒ replied confidently.
On my floating screen a kind of button appeared.
‒ When you want. ‒ I told the Red Hood.
‒ Now. ‒ He said jumping towards the building.
I pressed the button and the entire building shut down, going completely dark. Jason appeared from the shadows and took down two guards. When I noticed a few more approaching, I launched my teleportation device and appeared between the two new guards. I used their surprise so I could take them down with ease.
‒ I admit... impressive. ‒ Hood spoke to me and ran into the building.
I led the way with the plant image in my view. Hood shot some guys and I kept doing my teleportation and invisibility tricks to take down and shoot guys without them understanding where I was coming from.
We continue advancing to the lowest floor in the basement of the building. Where illegal stuff was produced.
‒ There's a lot of drugs in here. ‒ I said looking at the boxes.
‒ And we will stop their production. ‒ Hood said putting a bomb in the biggest machine in the room.
‒ You know they're going to keep producing somewhere else, right? ‒ I asked approaching Hood.
‒ I know, but I'm going to burn the other places too. ‒ Hood set the bomb.
‒ Consistency. ‒ I said as the Hood started to run outside.
I threw my teleportation device which stuck to Red Hood's back. I put my hand on the machine, using my powers to analyze the complements and destroy what I could so that if I survived the explosion, it would be useless.
When the counter showed just two seconds, I disappeared from there and appeared beside Hood, just as the basement exploded and the building went up in flames.
‒ I was already wondering if you really existed. ‒ Hood said jokingly when he noticed that I appeared beside him.
‒ We can say that I am like a Phantom. ‒ I said laughing.
‒ Phantom. I liked. I will call you Phantom. You appear and reappear out of nowhere, moving in the shadows. Like a ghost. ‒ Hood said looking at me.
We hear sirens approaching. Hood grabbed my wrist and started leading me through the streets until I stopped in an alley. There was something under a dark sheet, when Hood took it off, there was a motorcycle ready to be used.
‒ Should we put robbery on that night or is it yours? ‒ I asked sarcastically.
Red Hood climbed onto the bike and started it. He climbed in with him and the Hood accelerated with the bike.
‒ Let's make this trip more fun. ‒ I said and took my hand to the bike.
The motorcycle glowed in a purple light and when the light disappeared, it started to increase speed to abnormal levels.
‒ How did you do it? ‒ Hood shouted because of the wind.
‒ A small improvement. But it's temporary.
Hood continued riding the bike until we left town and stopped at an abandoned gas station. We both got off the bike and entered the place.
‒ Thank you for your help. ‒ Red Hood said going to the balcony that of the place that was once a convenience store.
‒ It was fun. ‒ I said looking at the place with the lights off.
The Hood grabbed a suitcase from under the counter, full of cash. He picked up a huge cake and handed it to me.
‒ That it? ‒ I asked confused.
‒ Your payment for today's work. ‒ Red Hood replied without hesitation.
‒ You can stay. I do not want money. ‒ I answered simplistic.
‒ Don't you want money? Who doesn't want money? ‒ Hood asked confused.
‒ I. What would a 'Ghost' do with money? ‒ I said laughing.
‒ Why do you keep saying you're a nobody? ‒ Jason asked curiously, putting the money in the bag.
‒ I deleted any record about myself in the system. I have no birth certificate, ID or any valid identification. To the world, I don't exist. I'm a ghost. ‒ I explained seriously.
‒ So you want to work for me, Phantom? Since you have nothing else to do? ‒ Red Hood asked.
‒ Who says I have nothing to do? ‒ I asked pretending to be offended. ‒ But I want to work WITH you. Just for the fun and the challenge. You can keep the money.
Red Hood took off the helmet he was wearing and looked at me. I'm sure my face flushed when I looked at him without the helmet for the first time.
‒ Jason Todd. ‒ He said extending his hand.
‒ I'm nobody... but I was known as Y/N. ‒ I said shaking Jason's hand.
Now
‒ Where to, Ghost? Jason asked when he noticed I was silent.
‒ Right, sorry. ‒ I said turning my attention to the mission.
‒ Everything is fine? You never get distracted. ‒ Jason asked worriedly.
‒ Yes, go ahead.
And since that day, Jason and I have been working together. The name Ghost became known and attached to the Red Hood, but I didn't care. What mattered was that I had a motivation and someone who believed in my existence.
#x male reader#jason todd#jason todd x male reader#jason todd x you#dc comics#batfamily#batfamily x male reader#jason todd x reader#batfamily x reader#dc comics x male reader
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Round 1 | Poll 1
~ Note: This poll is being done out of a genuine love and affection for these types of characters! Please keep that in mind when adding commentary.
Propaganda under the cut!
Tsukasa Tenma:
~ hes very loud and eccentric and multiple characters say he is annoying
~ He's an extremely loud theater kid who wants to be a world famous star. Anytime he's on screen he'll yell very loudly at least once. Most other characters have an 'oh... it's him.." moment whenever they see him. Others try (and fail) to avoid him so they don't get caught in his antics. He's a loser and the fandom loves him for it.
~ he's a theater kid who is 100% determined to become the Number 1 World Future Star!!! with absolutely zero volume control who is constantly screaming and laughing at the top of his lungs, to the point where you can hear him from pretty much anywhere in the school. several of his friends (who still love him) and random background characters talk about finding him annoying and intrusive at several points in the story. he's a genuinely really sweet guy who is mainly just putting up a front to hide his insecurities but also the man is constantly reciting a mantra that's just him telling you what his name means. also one time he tried to comfort a crying kid at a theme park by screaming his name at her in english (which he does not speak) and just wound up making her cry harder which tells you pretty much all you need to know
~ He is canonically so loud, like helicopter blades whirling levels of loud. He does not know when to shut up, and is just all around, annoying!!
~ generally very loud, overconfident, little self awareness of how silly he is. consistently found annoying by some characters (ie akito, nene, shiho) and can overwhelm others with his intensity at times
~ he is a very loud and slightly obnoxious theatre kid!! although he is a good person deep down, he's constantly bragging about becoming the world's greatest star. one of his close friends, kamishiro rui (not blonde), makes a lot of drones and robots and often brings them to school, causing quite a bit of chaos that tsukasa inevitably gets roped into. the two of them are referred to as the "weirdo wombo combo" (among other names, depending on the translation) and are found particularly annoying by the character shinonome akito, who mostly tolerates him just because they have a close mutual friend. outside of school, tsukasa works part time as a performer in a theme park, along with characters otori emu, kusanagi nene, and the aforementioned kamishiro rui. nene finds his antics very annoying, and regularly wears noise-canceling headphones just to drown out his voice. she also makes fun of him a lot, but it's all in good fun; they're actually very good friends. tsukasa can sometimes be annoyingly overprotective over his younger sister, saki, mostly because she has had health issues all her life and spent years in and out of the hospital. so although he means well, even she finds him annoying on occasion. not to mention he talks to himself, rehearses monologues, and paces around his room quite a lot. i love the guy but i'd hate to live in the same house as him too. most of this can be summed up by saying that he just gives off immense amounts of theatre kid energy, and if you've ever known a theatre kid during tech week or right after a show, you get somewhat of an idea of what tsukasa's peers have to deal with on a regular basis. and i love him dearly
~ He’s so loud and boisterous and cocky and dramatic that a decent chunk of the other characters actively describe him as annoying or loud. He’s a really good guy, he really is, he’s a great big brother and a nice dude, but unless you’re on his wavelength or a compatible wavelength, he’s completely fucking insufferable.
~ He is LOUD. SO VERY LOUD. The entire school he goes to knows who he is (maybe not by name, but as that-one-guy-who-never-stops-screaming) and will roll their eyes when they see him approach. He's a theater kid also if that wasn't bad enough. And stupid as hell. Ridiculous. I love him so much
~ He's extremely confident and almost always posing and/or screaming. Characters frequently comment on how loud or over the top he is and several characters make a point to try to avoid him when they see him out in public.
~ he's a loud, exuberant, overdramatic theater kid!!! 90% of the time he is shouting and loves to just strike poses whenever he can! tends to overreact and many many characters regard him as loud and annoying but he also has a really big heart and cares a lot about his loved ones and he also expresses that fact very VERY loudly. he's so STUPID (affectionate)
Sanji:
~ Fucking malewife. Horrid little man.
~ He simps so hard for literally every single women
~ everything about him [ is annoying ] pretty much (endearing)
~ be normal about women for once in your life king please
~ he swoons over every woman he sees and it annoys everyone around him (he is very stupid and i love him)
~ Creepy abt women
~ Obsessed with women to an insane level; he'd do anything for women including getting in their bed first because he "thought they didn't want to be alone"; also he's a better cook than me
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Rock N' Roll Dreams Come True
summary: you've been joining corroded coffin on tour and at a big show eddie can't keep his hands off you
w/c: 2.767
warnings: 18+ only minors dni, swearing, oral (f receiving), use of afab language to describe the reader (pussy, cunt), p in v sex
a/n: i love rockstar eddie with my whole soul and my whole 🐱so this one getting the most votes on the poll seemed like a no brainer, again i did take a lot of this from something I'd written before for a different fandom but i've edited it and changed some stuff
if you like this please consider reblogging it and leaving a comment, it always helps me out
(moodboard by me)
It had been a dream come true when the Band got picked up originally. They’d played small shows here and there at first, bigger bars than the hideout, a couple local music festivals nothing mind blowing. That came later when Corroded Coffin had been asked to be the warm up act for the warm up act for a very famous band.
Now here you all were, it had been ten years of climbing the ladder but Corroded Coffin could sell out an area almost as quickly as Metallica or Iron Maiden or any other band you’d care to mention.
Everyone at home who had cheered them on, who’d believed in the band, they were the original fans. They might not be screaming their songs back to them in a sweaty crowd of metal heads or getting riled up in a mosh pit but there was no way Gareth, Jeff or Eddie could forget those friends who’s faith had never wavered.
Dave the new guy maybe didn’t understand at first when a guy in glasses and pink Ralph Lauren polo showed up backstage with a girl who wouldn’t stop running her mouth in the most beat up pair of red chucks. Or why a certain hard nose reporter was only too happy to do fluff pieces on the band's meteoric rise to fame. He understood the California Stoners a little more but it still kind of baffled him when everyone begged one guy to take their pictures.
This was Eddie’s family. Your family. The band and the Hawkins group. You were all older now, maybe not wiser but you would always share something deep, spring break 86 had truly bonded you all for life. Most of Eddie’s early song writing for the band after Spring Break is what got the band picked up in the first place.
So there you were. Sitting on a busted amp backstage watching the boys argue before going on stage. Eddie had apparently broken some sort of rule about being 'cool' and 'metal' to the point where the other three guys just couldn't let it go. Gareth had even decided to document the 'crime' with his polaroid and now everyone was playing keep away while the photo developed and threatening to give it to the next reporter they spoke to,
“You’re ruining my image!” Eddie protested, "come on dude don't be a dick"
“You’re ruining your own image! You’re drinking out of a juice box! What are you six?” Gareth shot back, holding the picture above his head and signaling for Jeff to take it
“I need the vitamin c!” Eddie shot back, "it's not my fault you all want to get scurvy"
You couldn't help but laugh as Jeff took the picture and handed it off to a random crew member telling them to guard it with their life while Dave and Gareth wrestled with Eddie. This was the Corroded Coffin people didn't get to see, just four guys who loved each other and loved music, not the on stage personas, not what the media loved to make them out to be and you were so fortunate you got to experience it all.
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The sound of the crowd cheering and chanting the band name sent chills up your spine and looking up at the others you could tell the band felt it too,
“Knock them dead babe” you smiled reaching up to grab Eddie by the lapels of his worn leather jacket to bring him down for a searing kiss,
“Always do” he laughed before shrugging out of the jacket and draping it over your shoulders. A little pre-show ritual he swore brought the band luck and with how the tour had been going so far, no one could fault him.
You watched as the band took the stage and the crowd went wild. Your chest swelled with excitement as Eddie started playing, a wink thrown to you waiting there for him before his attention turned to the rest of the band and all that nervous energy transformed into an unbelievable stage presence.
You’d read every article that came out about the boys and saved every article you’d found, clipped from magazines and pasted into a scrapbook you were keeping so that in years to come when you were all old and looking back on the glory days of your youth, the boys could look back at their beginnings. Along with Gareth's collection of Polaroids, embarrassing or not.
The articles that made you laugh were usually the ones written about Eddie and his stage presence. The way he acted when he was playing had these journalists convinced he was some sort of tantric sex god, they drew their conclusions from the energy he put out while on stage and how touchy he was with you after. The band thought it was hilarious honestly and put it down to lead guitarist syndrome, everyone assumed because Eddie played lead he was just this amazing lover who could never be sated and while it was partially true it wasn’t everything the assorted press made your relationship out to be.
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Eddie’s hair shone under the stage lights, his body covered in a sheen of sweat as he played his heart out to a stadium packed full of screaming fans. They were here to hear him play, just to hear their band. No one else. It had been a long time coming, from playing the hideout every Tuesday to a band of drunks who yelled and threw empty beer bottles at the chicken wire surrounding the 'stage' and demanded old country songs to being hare, now and playing a sold out stadium of die hard Corroded Coffin fans.
His eyes flicked back to where you were standing, your arms inside his oversized jacket as you sang along to every song and danced along to the music. You knew every word to every song they played, you’d been there when most of it was written and Eddie swore up and down you were the band’s good luck charm. If you hadn’t been there at the club there’s no way the band would have ended up where they are now.
Turning his attention back to the crowd, Eddie poured his heart and soul into their last few songs knowing that everyone else would do just the same pouring every ounce of their being into the music. That's what it was all about in the end, the lights, the crowds, the fame, it was all secondary to the music itself.
As the band finally finished their set before the encore they came back off stage to change quickly and rehydrate. Eddie had other ideas apparently and rushed at you, sweeping you into his arms ignoring your cries of protest about how sweaty he was and demands that he at least wipe down first,
“Need you now baby” he groaned in your ear, pressing himself against you so you could feel just how hard he was. The energy from the crowd had been unlike anything else they’d experienced all tour and Eddie needed you.
⊱ ────── {.⋅ ♫ ⋅.} ───── ⊰
You were giggling as Eddie stole kisses as he dragged you towards the band's dressing room, the rest of the boys staying behind with warnings that Eddie better not miss the encore and threats of serious bodily harm if he did. His kisses were heated the closer you both got to the dressing room, your protests about his sweat slicked body dying in your throat before you had a chance to voice them. Instead they surfaced as little moans as Eddie’s hands roamed all over your body, he pushed you through the dressing room door and kicked it shut behind him.
Eyes dark as they took in your form, your home made corroded coffin shirt you wore to every show since the first one you'd ever been to, but above all you were still wearing his jacket and Eddie would freely admit what seeing you in his clothes did to him,
“Baby do you have any idea how hot it is knowing my girl is on tour with me?” he grinned, his hands reaching out to pull you in close by your hips, “knowing everyone is looking at you but they can’t touch”
His teeth nipped at your neck as he sucked a bruise at the base of your throat, his hands trailing down your body to push your skirt up around your hips. You moaned openly as his hands kneaded your backside, Eddie knew exactly where to touch you to make you melt into him.
You pulled at the hem of the tank top Eddie was wearing and managed to pull it off with his help. As soon as the tank top was off Eddie’s hands were pushing you back towards the couch,
“Gonna fuck you so good baby, gonna make you scream my name so everyone knows who you belong to” he growled into your ear.
You let out a yelp of surprise when the back of your knees hit the arm of the couch, reaching out for something to grab onto so you wouldn’t fall but only grabbing air as you toppled backwards. Eddie smirked and licked his lips at the sight of your legs propped up by the arm of the couch while the rest of your body lay flat on the couch.
Crouching down so he was at eye level with your throbbing pussy, Eddie pushed your legs apart and settled himself between your opened thighs. You could feel the heat of his breath against your panties, the sensation only made you wetter as you waited for whatever Eddie had in store for you.
It wasn’t much of a wait as Eddie’s large hands trailed up your thighs, over your panties, his fingers ghosting over the waistband. Placing soft kisses to the inside of your thighs Eddie moved his fingers along the seam of your panties chuckling to himself when he started rubbing his thumb against clit and hearing the moan you let out in response,
“That’s my good girl, be as loud as you want baby. Want everyone to hear you” he crooned fingers rubbing your soaked panties against your needy cunt,
“Please Eddie, need you, please” you begged, you wanted more than this teasing sensation. Needed him to stretch you out with those thick fingers, needed him.
Eddie laughed at how needy you were for him. Who was he to deny his girl anything she wanted? His good girl..
“Since you asked so nicely” the sound of fabric ripping filled your ears before Eddie’s mouth was attached to your dripping pussy, licking up the slick from your folds and moaning at the taste of you. Always so sweet for him, he could stay here for hours and had done so on more than one occasion.
You keened loudly at the feel of him, his tongue working wickedly between your legs as he sucked on your clit like it was his favourite milkshake, “taste so good honey” he purred as he slipped a long finger into you.
“Please Eddie, need more” you gasped, “please, please”
“Greedy little girl, you want more than this? Tell me what you want”
“Need you to fuck me, need your cock inside me”
Eddie almost gave in then and there. His cock was straining against the denim of his jeans, it was painfully hard but he was a man on a mission and he would not be deterred. Instead he added another finger using them to stretch you open as his mouth went back to work on your clit.
The room smelt of sex and sweat, the sounds of your moans and Eddie’s fingers in your wet pussy filling the air to the point that you were sure the crowd could hear it from the main stage. It was music to Eddie’s ears and he wasn’t going to stop until you made the sweetest sound of all for him.
Adding another finger he worked them in tandem with his mouth as he found the spot inside that had you seeing stars and gripping his hair tightly in your hands begging him not to stop. You could feel the coil tightening in your tummy, you were so close and Eddie could feel it too with how your walls were fluttering around him,
“That’s it baby, cum for me” he encouraged, his fingers moving quicker and quicker until you felt the pressure inside you boil over and you came with a loud moan of his name soaking both Eddie’s fingers and his chin.
He didn’t stop until he was sure you had come back down from your high and you were panting on the couch trying to catch the breath he’d stolen from your lungs.
Standing up Eddie quickly unbuttoned his jeans and slid them down around his ankles. He looked down at you, your face flushed and chest heaving. God you looked so pretty like this, all wrecked after an orgasm. Almost as pretty as when he fucked you into your shared hotel room bed every night.
That was for later, for now Eddie needed you and he wasn’t going to wait. He lined himself up with your entrance and pushed in, gripping your hips tightly as he did so. God you were so tight, so warm, he had to be careful not to blow his load there and then.
A string of curses left his lips until he bottomed out. The stretch was almost unbearable every time Eddie filled you but you’d be lying if you said you didn’t love the feel of his thick cock dragging through your pussy walls.
The way Eddie fucked you like each time was the first and the last and he’d never get to feel this again, dragging his cock out of you until just the tip was left inside before slamming his hips back against yours. Again and again, angling his hips so that the tip of his cock hit that sweet spot inside of you.
You were clawing at the couch, his arms, anything you could reach. Moaning loudly at each deep stroke inside, you were sure you could feel Eddie in your stomach and it felt incredible.
You could feel yourself getting close again as your pussy clenched down around Eddie’s cock. Knowing you both weren’t going to last much longer he reached between your sweaty bodies and rubbed quick energetic circles on your clit encouraging you to come apart around him.
It didn’t take long for your high to wash over you again and you were screaming Eddie’s name for everyone to hear as your vision whited out, Eddie continued to fuck you through your high his own not far behind as he released into you with a grunt.
You stayed like that for a moment as you caught your breath. Splayed out on the couch with Eddie’s weight on top of you, his head resting on your stomach. Finally he looked up at you with a boyish grin on his face,
“Fuck honey you were amazing” he praised, a small kiss placed against your belly button as he pulled out and you groaned at the empty feeling left behind.
Eddie disappeared from your line of sight for a moment before coming back with a warm wet towel to clean you off with. He placed another chaste kiss against the inside of your thighs before helping you stand and fix your clothes and hair. Not that the other members of the band or really anyone backstage wouldn’t know what the two of you had just been up to.
Reaching up you captured his lips with your own and smiled into the kiss. Maybe the magazines were on to something after all. The moment was broken when Jeff began knocking hard on the door of the dressing room,
"You have two seconds to get out here or I swear to god I'll kill you myself!"
Eddie pulled the door open wide and grinned at Jeff's irate expression as if he hadn't just been fucking your brains out on the couch,
"Relax, I told you I wouldn't miss the encore!" Eddie gave you a quick parting kiss before following after Jeff to finish the set for good.
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Days later Eddie came back to the hotel you were currently crashing in with a ‘surprise’ for you. Peeling off his jacket he was able to show off a brand new tattoo, a heart with both of your names written inside. Eddie showed it proudly on stage that night proclaiming to all the world his love for one girl.
His sweetheart.
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Adore You
Or rather, let him adore who he wants.
The Adore You video is about how his fans treat Harry's partners. To Rolling Stone Harry said:
“This time I really felt so much less afraid to write fun pop songs. It had to do with the whole thing of being on tour and feeling accepted [...] It came late in the sessions: “Lights Up,” “Treat People with Kindness,” and “Adore You” were written in the final week this spring, in a burst of inspiration.
TPWK, Lights up and Adore You each have a message to fans:
Adore You's video asks fans to not make it impossible for him to date his partner(s) of his choosing
Lights up, Harry said it is about "stepping out on his own" the lyrics include "I'm not ever going back" (I infer to 1D)
TPWK is asking his fans to do just that, including him and the people he chooses to date.
Music Video
When asked by Capital FM (4:33) if Harry was the boy in the video, Harry first said it was a metaphor and he acted the part, then when followed up he said "it's a music video everyone!" The start of the video tells of superstitions and silly ideas. Everyone frowns, Harry has a brilliant smile. He is peculiar, the voiceover says:
No one ever meant to be mean towards him, but in a town grown used to how things were, no one knew what to do with something different.
Harry bottles up his rage, is depressed and goes to drown himself. He sees a fish and saving it saves Harry.
Who is the fish? When asked on SiriusFM, (3:00) Harry said, “Is the fish even a fish? Is the fish a metaphor? Who is the fish?” an Olivia is an emotion style answer to say the fish is a metaphor. The fish is interesting, it's an image more than one fandom will engage with:
Taylor Swift has a famous Koi Guitar, called the Koi Living Jewel. the artwork reflects Taylor's guitar and the TVs refer to the fish as a Jewel Coat (Junior Jewel), However
The fish is grey like the salmon in a 1980 Children's book Louis the Fish. The book is about a vegetarian butcher who is turned into a fish. The book has an anti-vegetarian message.
Harry is making a comment his fans make it hard for him to date. He is asking is fans to help and not attack the very real people he dates.
The fish constantly get's bigger, Harry does everything but the fish literally doesn't fit in his life. In the end he has to let the fish go and be alone because it is too hard for it to be with him.
The fish starts thrashing when the fisherman chops another fish. To me this is a metaphor for how the music industry and fans treats them. Harry repeats this in Music for a Sushi Restaurant where the shop only keeps him while is singing brings customers.
Seaview Cottage at 88 Seagull Lane is an easter egg for Harry's House (H= 8th letter) and Keep Driving: 'Choke her with a Seaview'. Seagull lane is a reference to Taylors shirt on the cover of 1989. And a townsperson receives a Message in a Bottle.
Harry eventually sails off alone powered by his screams. :(
When was it written
Harry said to Zane Lowe he played Liam Gallagher Fine Line in March 2019 but that Lights Up, Adore You and Treat People were all written later, in the last week. It was written with Amy Allen, who is based in LA. That places it after the Met Gala around 20 May 2019. He was in the studio on 15 May 2019.
Lyrics
Walk in your rainbow paradise (paradise)
Strawberry lipstick state of mind (state of mind)
I get so lost inside your eyes
Would you believe it?
'Walk in your rainbow paradise' responds to Me!'s "Like a rainbow with all of the colors". Both refer to Out of the Woods "The rest of the world was black and white / But we were in screaming color.” Harry and Taylor refer to each other as all the colours. Me was released 4 weeks before Harry wrote Adore You.
Strawberry lipstick state of mind refers to Taylor's signature lip colour, referred to in Style 'Red Lip Classic thing you like' and Two Ghosts 'Same lips red, same eyes blue'.
You don't have to say you love me
You don't have to say nothing
You don't have to say you're mine
In Little Freak Harry expressed a similar idea of caring but not in a possessive way or asking for anything from her "I'm not worried about where you are / Or who you will go home to". This makes is clear they are not in a relationship.
Honey (ah)
I'd walk through fire for you
Just let me adore you
Oh, honey (ah)
I'd walk through fire for you
Just let me adore you
Like it's the only thing I'll ever do
Like it's the only thing I'll ever do
Walk through fire means he is willing to go through the difficulty of fans not liking his relationships, he will lose fans, if his partner will just let him love them. In If I could Fly Harry said he would give up fame to be with his muse "I think I might give up everything, just ask me to"
Taylor sung about this difficulty dating Harry in:
Slut! "If they call me a slut / You know it might be worth it for once", and
Gold Rush "I don't like that anyone would die to feel your touch / Everybody wants you / Everybody wonders what it would be like to love you"
They also described this as guns or bullets in I know places and Sign of the Times.
You're wonder under summer skies (summer skies)
Brown skin and lemon over ice
Would you believe it?
This verse is describing a summer romance, (Brown skin, Lemonade, Summer Skies) which Taylor also did in this period in Cruel Summer.
Harry talks about his muse as summertime and butterflies in Olivia. He also said he would brown his skin while they waited for him in the Sky in Golden.
You don't have to say you love me
I just wanna tell you somethin'
Lately you've been on my mind
A similar line is in Little Freak: " I'm not worried about where you are / Or who you will go home to, I'm Just thinkin' about you"
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five scenes from the harry potter books that altered my brain chemistry (re this ask)
SCREAM.... HERMIONE GRANGER YOU WILL LITERALLY ALWAYS BE FAMOUS!!!!
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Hermione punching Draco in Book 3. Not the moment in particular, which is beautiful and well-earned, but specifically the fact that he doesn't say shit to her for the rest of the series. Hilarious. Incredible. He goes from mocking her every chance he gets to just like, occasionally snickering when something happens to her, or going after Harry or Ron (while ignoring Hermione altogether). And what's more, he doesn't retaliate. Draco "my father will hear about this" Malfoy doesn't tell anyone that he got smacked (and we know he's not too proud for it; he whines forever about Buckbeak). But nope, not Hermione. He's literally just like "holy fuck, never mind, point taken." You ever punch someone so hard they spontaneously manifest the ability to mind their own goddamn business?
Draco's bathroom scene in Book 6 — it's a humanizing moment for someone on the other side of the conflict, and it hammers home how young he is, how young they both are, despite the fact that they're becoming principal players in the war. It also shows how he's trapped by his family, which is a choice that he's made, but also something that he can't easily throw off —this is the scene that spawned a million "the boy who had no choice" edits, which I disagree with from a factual point of view, but I appreciate the elegance of it as a thematic counterpoint to Harry (who is, you know, if anybody, actually the boy who had no choice).
Hermione's Yule Ball Cinderella moment, which is so beautifully done and treats my girl so well, but also specifically the fact that Draco Malfoy canonically thinks she's beautiful. It's a great moment for the whole fandom, really, because if you like Draco then it's cute, and if you hate him then it's funny/ironic/well-deserved bit of comeuppance. Everybody wins!
When Sirius is talking to Harry in Book 5, and he's disappointed that Harry won't let him sneak out to Hogsmeade, he gets really catty and cruel: "You're less like your father than I thought. The risk's what would have made it fun, for James." Like, wow! What a fucking horrible thing to say to an orphan who's trying to save your life, jackass! But also: how fascinating, and what a great insight into Sirius's character, and also what a great read on how Harry and James are different people — added to the layer of complexity that we don't know if that's even true, because Sirius is in a snit right now, and lashing out, so we don't actually know if James would endorse this — if it risked his best friend's life, or his son's, he probably wouldn't! Or — or or or — the more likely possibility that fifteen year-old James would've jumped for this, but twenty-year-old James wouldn't have, suggesting that Sirius is conflating Harry with the younger James in order to try to relive his glory days as a Marauder, likely as a trauma response — I could talk about that moment forever, but TLDR, it's the key to Sirius's whole character, in my opinion.
bonus: "there is no need to call me sir, professor" (certified classic, a legend for a reason, no notes).
five scenes from the movies that altered your brain chemistry:
"She only likes you because you're the chosen one!" "I am the chosen one 😏" [WHACK]. they're siblings your honor
The moment they're all gathered to console Ron after he asks out Fleur to the Yule Ball, and Hermione's like oh she said no, and Ron shakes his head, and she goes: "...She said YES???" 🤭 and it's just such a babygirl moment. Emma Watson gives Hermione a very expressive face — it is, admittedly, what Jenny Nicholson might call an "eyebrow heavy" performance — but it's just delightful in scenes like this, where it's clear she absolutely cannot hide her feelings to save her life.
Not really a scene, but all of Draco's fun little outfits. Motherfucker will NOT wear his school uniform and I love it. We have the Iconique black suit from book 6, the turtlenecks, the cable jumpers, the disheveled-shirtsleeves look from the bathroom scene (whore), and especially the big dumb fur hat he wears outside (hideous. fashion icon).
McGonagall telling Neville to get Seamus to blow up the bridge to Hogwarts ("boom?" "boom!" what the fuck. she's so cute); followed by Seamus's immediate, absolutely doubtless "I can bring it down!!" like the total confidence he has... it's just a really adorable moment between a teacher and her students who clearly all love each other a lot. it's about community! they're books about community I could go on for HOURS—
Much darker moment, but Amos Diggory's reaction to Cedric's death. The actor sells that shit so well it scarred me as a kid— that ragged, unhinged, scream of grief he does when he sees Cedric's body, the way he cradles it to his chest, those heartbreaking two little words: "My boy..." Oh, my God. It goes so far beyond the emotional level that the books operate on, because it's live action, and the actor understands that this realism is crucial to you believing what's about to happen. You are watching a parent mourn the death of his only child, and it's CRUCIAL, because it's the turning point of the whole series. The death of an innocent child is the point at which Harry Potter becomes a series about war, and Amos Diggory is the first one to know it.
#“i like really good quidditch players” ripped the wig off my head and hurtled it out the window when i was 12#my heart rate has STILL not stabilized from that moment#I think because it's such a perfect encapsulation of Hermione. smart clever funny mean girl!#harry potter#thank you for the ask this was fun <3#much love !!
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"One thing about Matty is that he knows that we as fans love him." This is actually something I've been thinking about all year and I hope I won't be offending anybody (this isn't meant to attack you or any of your lovely followers/ anons) And this might just be me projecting/ being way too parasocial myself so apologies if this is too negative. I really don't mean to make anybody feel bad but I really wonder if Matty didn't experience some sort of disconnect with the fans this year. Fan culture/ concert etiquette has changed a lot. We already know that going viral on TikTok and thus becoming more famous has been hard on him. He's expressed nonstop that it bothers him that so many fans film during their entire gigs - AND keep trying to provoke some kind of reaction out of him so they can go viral. People have been following the band around and stalking him personally, he's even been doxxed. Then ofc he got this extreme amount of backlash when he went on the podcast and people screaming for him to apologize/ apologize the way they personally seemed best (not saying people's feelings and criticisms weren't valid but I think we can all agree that it was very intense and lacked nuance), then we got very extreme reactions to him dating TS. And while our fans were much kinder/ more supportive, there was a loud majority complaining that we would "lose him" now cause he surely wouldn't be allowed to behave a certain way/ a loud majority trying to trivailize what happened ("Oh well, they were never gonna last, they're too different"/ "Let's be real, it was just sex. They can't have possibly been in love") and I feel that's pretty patronizing? We actually don't know what he felt for her/ hoped for or how it affected him to be dropped so publicly/ unceremoniously. Next we had a lot of fans immediately side w/ Rina when she shamed him in front of his whole industry at a festival he's been hoping to headline his whole life, fueling the same discussions/ outcries for him to apologize (same disclamer as above), Malaysia after-math, fans constantly begging for more social media posts but then getting offended/ finding fault in his posts (same disclamer as above) and even accusing him of predatory behavior because he possibly interacted with underage fans... Fans making up all sorts of rumors about him on twitter "for fun", believing Deuxmoi, accusing him of being in a PR/ fake relationship, complaining about ticketing/ tour dates, getting all anxious and worked up before the start of SATVB, expressing dread instead of excitement for the new show and begging him to "shut up, stop your bits and just sing" (same disclamer as above) fans being rude/ talking over him while he's doing his speeches/ performance art (and I also think he's pretty disappointed that people aren't really "getting it"), fans being so weird and grabby that he decided he doesn't feel comfortable taking off his shirt any longer, constant complaining about his hair/ facial hair, constant complaining about how much he interacts with the audiences, fans having the audacity to complain that he was sick/ tired/ emotional during certain performances... the list goes on and on. Again, sorry if this is all very negative and probably too parasocial (and way too long) but I felt really disheartened at all the negativity and entitlement this year. It was a very hard year for him and whenever I go through a hard time I am much more sensitive/ tend to feel unloved if criticised (however justified). I really hope he still feels loved and like we're "getting him".
No you’re right. Idk I always wonder how he feels because there are moments when he seems to think that things aren’t as serious as they are (like the Twitter backlash) and times when he seems to know very well what the conversation within the fandom is.
I think he gets it. (Tempted to uno reverse his own words and say “he gets us.”) because as much as he’s seen stupid / toxic fan behavior he’s also seen real fandom. Like the Vienna show fans who held up “you are loved” signs and he thanked them for it. And then the fan who asked him “how are you? Like how are you, really??” And he said it was sweet but not to worry. And he always says “we love you guys and we’re still us, we’re still here” etc. and crying cuz he saw a fan cry. I think he experiences both extremes. And it must be a lot and confusing to process because yeah people love you but then there are those who do so for all the wrong reasons and how do you separate those and when do you engage or disengage. Which is why I don’t blame him when he gets a bit defensive or whatever. Bless him.
Not to be weird and start drama but I felt his presence in the room (tell me why I sound like I’m talking about a ghost) at the Baltimore show. Which he said was the best show they’d done. And I genuinely think it’s because we didn’t have that many phones out etc. he and I interacted a couple times so he definitely sees, appreciates, and engages with those fans who are genuinely there for the band and for the live show and not the tiktok discourse. He knows. It’s just a lot to process alongside all the other stuff. Must be hard.
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Now that you've seen Vice Versa in it's entirety (multiple times), what's your favourite PuenTalay moment? Feel free to make a list if you can't choose just one ;)
FDKSGFKDGSFKJ GLAD YOU ALREADY GAVE ME THE OPTION FOR A BULLET POINT LIST BECAUSE THERE’S LITERALLY NO WAY I COULD EVER PICK ONLY ONE MOMENT i can give you a top 10 in cronological order and even that is gonna cost me blood sweat tears and whatever’s left of my sanity…. which admittedly is not a lot so HERE WE GO!!!!!
1. bathroom meeting in episode 1. truly the moment the blueprint the alpha and the omega the beginning and the end the genesis the impetus the single most scene of all time. talay is standing there with pee hands telling this famous actor he just met that he has a big head and puen is just giggling twirling his hair kicking his feet going ‘oh my god stoppp you’re soooo cute!!!!’ IM EMBARRASSED FOR BOTH OF THEM BUT MOST OF ALL FOR MYSELF FOR LOSING MY SANITY OVER THESE CLOWNS
2. NIVEA BATHTUB SCENE IN EPISODE 3 MY BELOVED. somehow this isn’t one of the most replayed parts of the episode and i have beef with people because of it. like yes, it’s a product placement. yes, it’s cheesy as hell. STILL!!!!!!! y’all are really telling me you DON’T need to be forcibly escorted into a padded room every time you hear puen say “if this can be used to wipe away dust, i should use it with your heart. i think your heart hasn’t been used in a long time”???????????? WISH THAT COULD BE ME i see puen using the cotton pad on talay’s chest and suddenly there’s an entire mental health crisis intervention team in my room pulling out the elephant tranquilizers to keep me sedated
3. bed scene at the end of episode 6. this scene knocks me flat on my ass every single time i look at it. it’s about the vulnerability and comfort of it all!!!!!! the way it parallels the scene in episode 4 in tun’s apartment where puen tells talay “one day, if there’s a problem or fear, you can tell me”!!!!!!! and talay does!!!!!!! and puen is there for him no questions asked!!!!!!! and then they’re holding on to each other and spooning and cuddling while my last half functioning braincell is holding on for dear life grip slipping fast and these fuckers haven't even confessed yet!!!!!! ep 6 was really the moment i started breaking apart at the seams and it shows
4. GREYLLERY CONFESSION IN EPISODE 8. LITERALLY NO WORDS JUST SCREAMING SHAKING CRYING THROWING UP SPINNING COUNTERCLOCKWISE ON THE FLOOR WAILING. look i know im biased but if you don't think this is one of the best confession scenes in the history of television you're just lying to yourself. the fact that it happens when the lights are out to emphasize that their feelings aren't about the bodies they inhabit but about who they are????? talay cupping puen's face as if he's holding the most precious thing in the world in his hands????? puen being so overwhelmed with emotions he needs to grab talay's wrist to ground himself????? THE KISS PARALLELING THE ONE IN EP 4????? the tear falling down puen's cheek and the ear graze and the hand at the small of talay's back just enveloping him completely?????? I NEED THE HEAT DEATH OF THE UNIVERSE TO TAKE ME NOW
5. the entire beach reconciliation in episode 9. i feel like this moment is a bit underrated and yet if someone asked me to pick a scene that perfectly sums up the puentalay dynamic i think this is the one i’d go for, because it really shows the one thing that sets them apart from all the other pairings to me, which is the willingness they have to make things better and try to understand each other. any argument they have never lasts too long because they love and need and care about each other so much that they’re always ready to set aside their pride and come together to work things out. im not even kidding when i say they’re the kings of communication!!!!! i also think that we as a fandom should talk more about puen calling talay’s name being enough to stop talay from having a panic attack and puen not knowing that talay drowned but still understanding that something was wrong. THE ROMANCE THE CONNECTION THE LOVE
6. THE HAT SCENE IN EPISODE 9 AKA THE SINGLE MOST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME. i know i say that a lot but THERE IS LITERALLY NOTHING THAT COULD EVER HAPPEN THAT WOULD BE MORE THAN THIS. like do you get chills every time you rewatch this scene or are you normal!!!!!!! i swear puen's face alone is enough to have me committed to the psych ward, especially the moment right after talay admits he is falling for him. i simply wanna know what the directions for jimmy were here.... look awestruck to the point of reverence?????? look undone overcome and made whole again in the span of 2.8 seconds??????? he is giving adoration tenderness wonderment devotion love and im giving rabid animal frothing at the mouth clawing at the walls of her enclosure
7. NOM NOM SCENE IN EPISODE 10. head in hands about to partake in fits of female hysteria any time i remember this scene was improvised. i honestly don’t know what to do with that knowledge. this is the one scene we were all looking forward to since the trailer dropped, what made me think ‘oh, maybe these two will actually be good together’, my most favorite thing about puentalay (along with how good they are at communication) which is the playful nature of their relationship and the genuine fun they seem to have with each other.... and it’s all because of jimmy and sea. when your lead actors are so comfortable with each other they spontaneously come up with THEE most boyfriend thing i’ve ever seen!!!!!! we do not engage in parasocial relationships in this house but i owe them my life
8. THEE Reunion™ in episode 11. i genuinely can't have more than surface level thoughts about this scene or else i'll actually go insane and not like quirky funny insane, but like isabelle adjani in the tunnel scene from possession insane. there are just not enough words to properly convey the sheer incomprehensible immensity of everything happening here. the heartache the longing the realization the relief the comfort the tenderness the understanding the joy the love. truly changed the trajectory of my life my outlook my values the very foundations of my personhood i will never be the same
9. kitchen scene at the beginning of episode 12. yet another scene i can't think about for too long otherwise i start dying from multiple organ failure. i've never seen two people be more domestic in love and enamored with each other in my entire life like THE BACK HUG????? “WHATEVER COMES FROM YOU IS SO GOOD”????? PUEN’S HANDS ON TALAY’S WAIST????? TALAY CUPPING PUEN’S FACE LIKE HE DID IN THE GREYLLERY CONFESSION????? “I THANK YOU TOO FOR BEING BORN SO THAT I COULD LOVE YOU”????? FOUR KISSES IN A SINGLE SCENE????? this is how the rest of their lives is gonna look like and im honestly too mentally unwell to process any of it
10. ending scene in episode 12. PEOPLE DIED BECAUSE OF THIS SCENE!!!!!!! it’s me. im people. and i swear it’s not just because of horny puen, but because it’s seriously the most perfect ending they could have ever given them. the two of them fixing the RV together parallels the scene in ep 6 where they did the same in the alternate universe, and they actually gave us a visual representation of their journey and of how much their relationship has grown through the pink trumpet tree: what was once a small potted plant is now a 25-meter-tall tree with strong roots that won’t ever be moved, just like their love. they painted each other’s life pink forever and i will be on my death bed surrounded by nurses and my last words will be i would die for puentalay and then i will die for real!!!!!!!!!!!
[CURRENTLY THROWING UP BLOOD BECAUSE I HAD TO LEAVE OUT SO MANY MOMENTS like the pinky promise and helmet scene in ep 3????? everything in ep 4????? the snow scene in ep 5????? the 12.960 minutes/777.600 seconds scene in ep 6????? the reconciliation in ep 7????? everything else in ep 8????? the “we got to see the same moon” and the river bank scenes in ep 12????? IMAGINE WINNING SO MUCH THAT A TOP 10 ISN’T NEARLY ENOUGH]
#sorry for the late reply but this was really one of the hardest things i had to do in my entire life#also i hope you weren't expecting like. coherency or normalcy#I SWEAR IM SO SORRY#thank you so much for the ask tho!!!!! like i died a couple of times there but i also had lots of fun!!!#hope you're gonna have an amazing day!!! 💜#sonnyleaf#vice versa#vice versa the series#puentalay#m: ask
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Firstly, I want to tell you I love your marauders writings 🧡🧡🧡
Secondly, Congratulations on your milestone sweetie!!!!!!! 🧡🧡🧡 It's nice to see you're back❤❤
📚Dead poetry society: Maraurders Au, little blurb from whatever reality you like of our loveable boys.
What about a super hero Au? Where James can fly and he saves reader from an attack
Thank you <3333
Author's note: Hi darling! You really are the sweetest, I don't deserve it. Happy that you like my maraurders stories (being honest it's one of my favourite fandom) I really liked your idea, and I'm so sorry because it isn't one of my best work, hope you still like this.
p.s I imagined the Maraurders like a sort of Avengers and The Boys.
Requests are open I Ask I My masterlist I Join the Taglist |. Celebration
It is difficult to be a superhero in this day and age. People become obsessed with you, and anyone tries to stop you in the street to get a picture, an autograph, or just touch you as if you were nothing more than an object, not caring that maybe you are going to save someone's life. You become a circus attraction, a zoo animal where the cage is your fame. That's why James hardly ever left the tower of the Maraurders, their headquarters, where they all lived together. When he did go out, it was for those silly political dinners where you have to meet a lot of famous people and shake their hands as if you really cared about what they were saying, or to show off in public, blinded by the press flashes and people screaming.
Not that James didn't like being a superhero. Even as a child, when he found out he could fly, he knew his destiny would be to help people, and there was nothing in the world that made him happier, but sometimes he just wanted to be a normal person.
Today, however, he is different. James, unlike his usual self, had decided that he needed a breath of air, to get outside, so after slipping on a cap and a pair of glasses, he jumped into the London crowd, going unnoticed. He walks for what seems like hours until he comes to a very crowded bridge. His first thought was to pull straight and move on, until he sees a couple near the parapet arguing. The young hero feels in his chest like a strange feeling, and decides to approach, but it is already too late. The boy who was screaming pushes the girl who was with him over the bridge. James takes a few seconds to realize what is happening, but as soon as he regains consciousness, he takes off and goes to save the poor girl who was falling. She was almost touching the water when he feels two arms wrap around her waist and carry her to safety. She opens her previously closed eyes, anticipating the impact, and sees before her the most beautiful man she has ever seen. Similarly, James was also frozen by the girl's beauty, without even knowing her name.
Once he hits the ground again, the superhero hears the crowd cheering him on, but all he cares about is the girl.
He asks her if she is all right, and although she says yes, he tells her that he would like to take her to the tower, to do some investigations, so he takes her into his arms again, but then stops. He sets her down again, and James turns around and throws a punch at the boy who had attacked her, who had stood still struck by the scene. That done, he returns to pick her up and flies back to the tower, glad to know that somehow that feeling he had earlier today of where to get out had led him to her.
#james potter x reader#marauders x reader#marauders fluff#marauders imagine#james potter x you#becky's writing#becky's celebration#becky's 600cinema
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So I *just* listened to That story about Glenn and it was about how even though at a party in Venice, she and her friend were in the shower with him and Rob (if it was Charlie, she would've remembered the name lbr) and it didn't feel awkward but later when they went out just once, he took her to see Saw since he thought she'd like horror movies as a scream queen herself and didn't/couldn't kiss her at the end of the night when he walked her home and it was all somehow extremely more awkward.
lol brave soldier thank you for listening to the whole segment so the rest of us didn't have to. the rest of the context actually makes this story more sensical - they probably had a hotel/rented house with a bigger shower, which is how they were able to pull off the whole thing logistically (have you ever showered with someone? let alone 3 other people? i was very hung up on how they made it work)
anyways, i got this message last night (so a few days behind #showergate) and i almost didn't answer it because i don't want to start more drama but. anon, i respectfully disagree with you. i'm not saying you're wrong/bad/stupid, or #comingatyou, but everyone is entitled to their own opinions and mine is this: i don't think what that lady did was so bad. sunny is a very well known tv show to certain demographics, but is not like a household name by any stretch of the imagination. i'm sure she didn't think too many people would recognize his name. and if i took a shower with two celebrities that would probably be a story i would go around telling, in the right contexts! it's cool/interesting! and she didn't describe their encounter in graphic detail or anything, either. i don't think she really exposed anything, to be honest--all we know that we didn't know a few days ago is that 1) rob and glenn were in venice in 2004 2) there was a double date that concluded in a shower 3) the lady didn't enjoy her date with glenn and they didn't see each other further. is that really a huge violation of privacy? i think this is just kind of the thing that comes with the territory of being famous.
glenn and rob probably aren't even going to find out that she said anything or hear the podcast. we're pretty much the only weirdos online who care if two actors did something vaguely, allegedly fruity 18 years ago. and making jokes about it doesn't equal shipping, either -- it's just straight up funny because it's so weird (who takes a 4way nonsexual shower?!), and since we don't have too much else to talk about while we wait for more podcast eps/filming to start, it makes sense we all took it and ran. i think there was a lot of pre-emptive reactionary backlash to people supposedly shipping glob or the potential for harrassment to happen to rob+glenn over this when that just....didn't happen, and wasn't going to. the fandom is simply too small, our impact isn't big enough. confused by the way the whole thing played out if i'm being real. however i'm still glad it happened because: glenn and rob took a weird 4-way nonsexual shower, and that's funny as fuck to me.
#anonymous#asks#showergate#glob#i won't answer any more asks about this (& have deleted several) but i wanted to remark on the addtional context this anon provided
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I like how you approaches this argument, you are so objective.
My fear is that Colin is doing all this watching a contract from which he can't go out. I think everyone told him: "Hey! Let's do NFT! It's too cool! Trust us!" including his brother. Unfortunately, as you said, it's obvious that he doesn't have a true expert manager to help him. So he says "Ok, I'm not the expert. You are. Let's try this" and now he can see the big bullshit that they told him (and he told himself, onestly). I can't believe that someone can have fucked him like this, making him spend money in this shit.
As a fan I wait more the film "Lucky" in august, because it was better that he continued to dub, pending a major project, rather than embarking into this. It is also really strange for Colin publishing so stubbornly. When "Arcadia" came out he put only one post (or maybe two). Always super gentle and excited, writing a few stupid cute things. Now seems more than he's saying "Guys please I'm forced. No my fault. Wtf I have done?", meanwhile he screaming for what is happening to him.
I'm in love with Hook, and I admire Colin for his interpretation, so I'm sorry to see him in difficulty (and I am also a lot disgusted by these NFT brothers). I can't hate him, for me is a naive " victim" ( Not completely victim, maybe he would have to think about it better)
What do you think?
I agree completely!
It's almost certainly part of whatever contract he's signed that he's expected to promote the project - both the podcast and the NFTs. So he really has no choice but to keep posting/retweeting about it, regardless of how we feel - or even how he feels, himself.
I do think he was surrounded by people telling him all about how great it all is - and not enough exposure to the predominantly negative opinions the rest of the world has. The NFT community is very much an echo chamber, where they purposely "shut down" dissenting voices and write them off as "scared" or "jealous" or "not as smart/cool/etc as we are". And their entire business model is built on convincing newcomers of how awesome and profitable it all is.
And I think his brother's experiences likely helped support those ideas. Allen probably hasn't gotten anywhere near the hate/criticism that Colin's gotten - firstly, because he's not famous, and secondly, because a lot of his 'fans' are the younger and/or more impressionable members of Colin's own fandom. (I don't mean that as an insult to those fans - I was once young and impressionable, as well, and I absolutely threw unwarranted attention at friends/family of my faves when I was. Now I'm older and view things very differently; one day they likely will, as well. That's life.) The very fans who are appalled at Colin doing this are generally the kinds of fans that haven't been following Allen and frankly don't care what he's been doing. So I think the extreme negative reaction might very well have been a complete surprise to both of them.
All the more reason why Colin should have someone watching his back and guiding him in these kinds of matters. If his guidance is mostly coming from family and friends, he's just asking to get taken advantage of - and I honestly feel this time he has been. All one has to do is look at the negative press Brie Larson's NFT activity has generated and you can see it's NOT wise for a celebrity to get involved with the things unless they're truly willing to "ride or die" for the cause or they literally have nothing to lose.
But it warms my heart to see his fans come out and support and comment on his non-NFT posts when he makes them. I think he DOES have a very sincere and loyal fan base that will likely stick with him through this, at least for the short term - provided he continues to touch base with us through non-NFT posts at times. But I hope the contract he signed isn't for too long of a term, and I hope he gets out of it at the first opportunity. I also hope he hasn't sunk too much (any) of his own money into the crypto network.
And I'm excited for "Luck" too! ❤️ I think it's great that he's got another project on its way, although apparently there's some drama with the studio behind it - though I've completely forgotten what it was, as it wasn't of interest to me. At any rate, I hope that project goes better than this one!
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nobody cares about this most likely, but bc i've been a fan of her for so long, i'm gonna write a review of demi lovato's newest album "holy fvck". feel free to read if you care and if not, all's good :)
i'm gonna just jump right in and just write my general feelings for each song as i'm listening to them for the first time. idk what i'm gonna write, maybe whether or not i liked them, and maybe the occasional rating? not sure lol
also just want to note that if you are a fan of demi, just know if i say something super blunt about some of these songs or the album, don't think i'm hating. i love demi and have since she was in camp rock. i own all of her albums and i really do love her. i just might have some interesting opinions on this album lmao
freak: pretty good opener song. however yungblud sounds better than her (and by that i mean he sounds better in this genre than her) so like…. maybe he shouldn't have been on the song. personally, if i'm having a feature, you either are on par with me or less, bc you're not about to out do me on my own song. i like the general aesthetics of the song, love a circus/freakshow theme. hope she does a music video for this song bc it would be a banger.
fav lyric: Came from the trauma / Stayed for the drama
skin of my teeth: when this song came out, i was so surprised to hear it. i follow someone on my personal twitter that's still in her fandom and ppl had heard whispers that demi was gonna do a pop/rock or pop punk album, and i was so stoked bc her first two albums are my favorites of hers. and this song is fantastic. i think the only thing i would change about it is literally the "woohoos" bc they sound corny ngl. also, i think while this song is definitely about addiction, i think it can also relate to depression, and for me, that hits a soft spot as someone who has depression and anxiety.
fav lyric: God damn it I just wanna be free / But I can't cause it's a fucking disease
substance: hilariously, this song feels void of substance. like, i get the general meaning, and double meaning too, but something about it feels fake as all hell. if this song came from someone that was maybe not rich and famous, maybe it wouldn't feel this way. but i still can't shake the feeling that this song is just super basic. the lyrics also felt like something you would have wrote at 16 and felt like you were so deep and philosophical, cut to you at 26 rereading your diary like "what the fuck did i write this for????" you know what this song sounds like? an all time low reject song. and i mean that, sort of, disrespectfully lmao
this is also the beginning of demi scream singing this high note that she basically does thru-out the whole album and oh BOY does it get tiring real fast.
fav lyric: N/A
eat me: the juxtaposition between the verses and the chorus is a bit jarring, but i think this song is pretty good. i like the verses more personally, but the chorus sounds good too. idk. this song is fine but not my favorite. i think demi and royal & the serpent matched really well vocally on this song.
fav lyric: More one dimensional / Try to be sexy, but don't be too sexual
holy fvck: i love when demi sings in her lower register. i swear this song reminds me of another song (by hilary duff and i don't know why) but nonetheless i really do like this song. i will say, the biblical references both in this song and overall on the album feel a bit like she's trying to sound hardcore and blasphemous for the sake of being a badass or something, but at the same time i don't mind it to some extent. i like the overall vibe of this song a lot.
fav lyric: Cause my body's the communion / Take a bite of what I'm doing
29: omg i love it. seriously, as someone that was a fan of demi when she was dating wilmer, i always thought it was weird as hell that they were together. then when she mentioned in one of her documentaries that she chased after him…. i was just like "girl, you were a child chasing an adult who should have told you no continuously". so happy she sees that that relationship, while it meant a lot to her, wasn't right. and as someone who's gonna be 27 soon, i can't even FATHOM dating someone below the age of like 24ish so like… fuck you wilmer
vocally, her voice is PHENOMINAL on this song. 10/10 vocals as always demi
fav lyric: Seventeen would never cross my mind / Thought it was a teenage dream, a fantasy/ But it was yours it wasn't mine
happy ending: wow. it's so sad. literally had me on the brink of tears. something about this song also reminded me of "i miss the mountains" from next to normal which is such a beautiful song. and as someone with depression, this song just hits so much deeper.
fav lyric: Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending? / And will I ever know what it's like to be fine without pretending
heaven: i like the vibe and the verses, but like…. meh. it's fine i guess. this feels like a song that will be used in some teenage movie for the badass character or the mean girl. also having the line "cut it off" in a song about masturbation feels extremely wrong and uncomfortable. i think this song will grow on me, but it's gonna take a bit.
fav lyric: N/A
city of angels: i'm literally screaming this song is so fucking silly i love it. i legit was cackling at the line down below. also, seeing saddle ranch mentioned in a song is just so jarring to me but hilarious. this song sounds like a blink 182 song. not mad about that. overall, one my favorites from the album.
however the line "got me screaming ayo on rodeo".... garbage.
fav lyric: You call me they / But I'm still daddy's girl
bones: top tier. maybe my favorite. the chorus is sick as fuck. i can't wait to scream sing this as soon as i can. omg. more of this. she should have added another extra chorus at the end. i just wanted this song to keep going.
fav lyric: Cause I want you so bad / That I need restraints
wasted: i like this song. kinda tired of the screaming vocals she keeps doing. i think the double on the chorus "i'm wasted (wasted, wasted) / i'm faded (faded, faded)" was really cool. this song reminds me of "here we go again" the album. i think this song would have vibed on there (maybe not lyrically but still).
fav lyric: Like a teenage kinda first taste / I'm scared of the come down
come together: knew from the previous songs that this song was gonna have a sexual overtone. it did, but it was a lot more subtle than i thought it was gonna be. the chorus was really pretty. this is more pop/rock than any of the other songs and honestly i'm into it. but dear god, she needs to stop with these high notes. they are just annoying now. i don't know what note she keeps hitting but i hope she never hits it again at this point lol jk
fav lyric: No way to hold me back tonight / Don't rush, I love a slow touch
dead friends: feels like an all time low song and idk which one, but i mean this positively this time. almost cried at this one too, but i don't have any dead friends so… now i'm concerned. i only have just metaphorically dead friends.
fav lyric: We had the rest of our lives / Didn't get to say goodbye
help me: it was fine. i didn't hate it or love it. i think the parts with dead sara were better, and they were only miniscule to the whole song. at least she didn't do the same high ass note again, which i was expecting towards the end. this song feel borderline unrelatable, but at the same time i still kinda enjoy the overall vibe.
fav lyric: N/A
feed: someone said that this song sounds like "you and i" by lady gaga and honestly… i hear it, but i actually like this song a lot. sounds different to the other songs on this album. i like the message a lot too. the high notes she did at the end of this song weren't as annoying as any of the other ones so that was a nice change of pace. and again, i can't praise her lower register singing more.
fav lyric: My demons are on the hunt / But my angels taught me how to run
4 ever 4 me: while this song is inspired by "iris" by the goo goo dolls, i can honestly hear like three different songs - "keep holding on" by avril, "you and me" by lifehouse, and like some hilary duff song (can you tell i was huge hilary duff fan as a kid?). i genuinely think this song is great, definitely gonna be someone's wedding song, it's a good one to end on.
fav lyric: So here I go speaking honestly / I think this is forever for me
OVERALL, i think this album is really good, but it's missing something. i don't know if it needed like another acoustic slow ballad song, or something, but it feels slightly incomplete. also i think lyrically, this album isn't on par with what demi can write. some of these songs feel a bit like a first draft, or could have easily gone a bit deeper. i mean, look at her previous album. lyrically, she could have taken some of that and put it into a pop/punk sound like this, and i think that would be better. i don't mind the occasionally lyrically basic song, it just felt like a lot of the lyrics fell flat. the music itself was really good for the most part, a bit jarring at times, but i liked it overall more than the lyrics. vocally, she's amazing. always kills it. but dear god above, enough of those high belt notes please. like, once in a while in a song? sure, totally fine and awesome. but literally from "skin of my teeth" all the way thru the rest of the album, she just scream belted the whole time. and while it was nice in the beginning, it got exhausting as the album went on. and this is a slight side note, i feel like bc she did rnb/pop albums for so long, idk if she really has the vocal depth that she once did to do an album like this. this one worked for sure, but i feel like some of the runs that she did in some of the songs were almost cut and paste from other runs in her rnb era. while there are definitely similarities between rnb/pop and pop/punk, you can't just do the same run every time. it doesn't fit, even if it sounds nice.
that being said, i know this album will be more of a grower for me. like give me a month, and i'll be jamming to every song and thinking it's the best so… these were just my initial thoughts.
top five songs: bones, city of angels, 29, wasted, happy ending
album rating: 7.5/10
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I really don't know how to explain my question, but in your opinion, what is the most iconic and/or craziest thing that the WOH cast did that might not seem like something big, but if you really look at it, it's like, huh? I'm sorry I can't word it better😭
HAHAHA OKAY there's honestly so much to choose from but the best one for me will always be Huang Youming's song choice during day 2 of the concert. It's really great because it has layers, okay. So much layers. Unless you have been in this hellhole from the beginning, or at least up to date with everything that went on since May 2020, the real significance of that song will probably fly over your head 😂
CP/RPS marketing is a thing in c-ent, and that's how actors who star in danmei become famous, though it depends on the production and also the actors if they want to take that route. The casting of WOH was not well-received because people didn't think GJ and ZZH would work as an onscreen couple, and both (especially ZZH) were known for not doing fanservice with their previous onscreen pairs. This naturally meant that fans who are into RPS turned away from the show and focused their attention on other danmei productions. So in the beginning it was just novel fans like me and GJ/ZZH's solo fans. There were no shippers. It was fairly chill.
But all that changed during July 20, 2020 aka what we now call the "Rainy Night". It's when ZZH posted a picture of himself inside an RV with the caption: 一场雨把我困在这里 "A bout of rain trapped me here,"
The caption is lyrics from 六月的雨 by Hu Ge, a love song. Prior to that, GJ also posted a video of him filming the storm outside and you can hear ZZH calling out to him from far away. The "rainy night" posts, especially ZZH's, spawned a lot of speculation. People dug up GJ's cooking vlog that was filmed in his RV and saw that the upholstery matched the one in ZZH's photo and that the ones in ZZH's trailer were different. You could say that at that point, nobody cared what people had to say about the casting because fans were too busy zooming in on whatever RV pictures they could find.
Basically the accepted "theory" at that time was that ZZH took shelter from the rain inside GJ's trailer, and GJ also went in after filming that video he posted. This was basically the birth of the LLD fandom 😂
But it was mostly just the fandom having fun. All that theorizing and speculating never goes anywhere and in the end, it's just something that you never really know the truth about. So it was chill. Very chill. But then WOH aired and GJ himself talked about the rainy night during an interview and confirmed that ZZH really did go inside his trailer during a storm.
So naturally, everyone lost their damn minds. The newer fans were screaming at us, asking what the hell was going on. It's just hilarious because nobody expected confirmation in the first place, and if it did come, people thought it would be from a leak or an insider or whatever. But nobody expected Gong Jun himself to bring it up unprompted during an interview!
And on the second day of the concert, Huang Youming chose to sing "A Secret That Cannot be Told" for his talent. On the surface, it just seemed like a cheeky reference to the censored romance in WOH, but it was actually something for the fandom. You can see ZZH and GJ trying to stop HYM from singing. Then ZZH insisted twice that he should "Start singing from the chorus, and not the first verse," like he knew exactly what HYM was planning to sing. Sure enough, HYM ignored him and didn't start at the chorus. The lyrics he started with were: "What's most beautiful is not the rainy sky, but the eaves that sheltered you and I from the rain"
Ever since HYM brought up the colander joke in his douyins, we already knew that the cast was more or less aware of our fandom shenanigans, but this just confirmed that they knew about the rainy night "theory" as well, and that worst of all, GJ and ZZH also knew about the rainy night theory and were being teased by the cast members about it.
All I can say is...sorry GJ and ZZH 😂 They ended up suffering from the cast's merciless teasing because of the fandom having fun.
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I'm having a weak moment. I believe cockles is real...saw the jib10 post and it was cool to see how much these two middle aged men can't contain themselves around each other. But it has been so fucking long since we have had them interact with each other just the two of them for more than 5 minutes, that I don't know.... What if they're not together anymore. What if they're just good friends now? Even worse what if they've never been more than friends with occasional hook ups? Because there's no way these two weren't fucking!
Which reminds me of a scene in the boys season 2 where homelander and stormfront are on the tv giving an interview and butcher just turns to kimiko and says, very definitively, "they're fucking!" I was like yeah!!! Exactly! That's how we KNOW Misha and Jensen fuck!
But anyway I'm weak...please give me good cockles moments if you're free. Or maybe some reassurance would be nice.
I feel like to judge any “famous” relationship and/or friendship based on how much the two people involved in it interact in front of fans is probably not the best idea. Because the truth is they are very private and the few loud moments we got from them are mostly from panels where they almost forgot where they are and ofc after many drinks of…juice. Usually they try to be extremely subtle (they fail horribly but they still try). And don’t get me wrong it does suck that we haven’t yet had a jenmish panel or something else that involves them but that doesn’t mean that they broke up (especially bc technically we have seen them break up and that was just unpleasant for everyone, so we’d definitely know if something happened). And if I’m being fully honest it would take A LOT to convince me that those two were never a thing. They’ve said and done too many things that prove otherwise 😌 However I will provide you with some links to some cute cockles (btw these won’t be in any order at all, I’m simply going off of what my brain thinks of)
First of here’s an old ask I answered with bunch of links to cute panels and some interviews. I obviously also cannot post this without linking thee hour long video (also there’s a new hour long video that is amazing). Now to start off here’s the post where Misha had trouble answering the question if he ever kissed Jensen. Also the denver con where they had a tiny reunion on stage! And also confirmed that they saw each other day prior. One of thee most important videos ever taken where they’re talking about fan art. Also the video from last years livestream where Jensen said ‘Okay, babe.’ Short but sweet and it had the whole fandom going insane. The interview where Jensen decided to interview Misha for some reason…This adorable video from their livestream. This video that screams couple to me (I’m sorry but I would never just take someones gum). The video for YANA when it was a leap year. The straddlegate (I’m just gonna put the video of it here even tho you mentioned it but the whole thing is a lot!). The Valentine’s Day Card!!!!!! And to end this I’m just gonna add this short video of Misha on his birthday that i find adorable especially since it’s just the make up ladies and then there’s Jensen looking at him all cute!
#anonymous#im sorry for such a late reply but i was really sick this week#i even asked rose to help me add some cute moments of them so thanks bestie#hope this helps to make you feel better about them#😘😘😘😘
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