Some Things - An Update

I’ve been trying to figure out how to word this post but when have I ever really planned things out here? I just blab and blab and hope it makes sense to you guys so I’ll do that now! 

As you all know, I’ve been dealing with a lot of health issues. I’ve been dealing with them since September of 2021 (the physical ones, not the mental health ones) and it has been a ride. Appointments, adjustments to my every day life, and plenty of time to think, and I think I’ve finally figured out what to do with this blog. I’m not gonna delete, and I’m not leaving this blog but it will be different. I’ll explain! 

In having time to think and time to put things into perspective, I’ve realized that there are some things that don’t deserve my energy and time. In the past few months I’ve realized that I just don’t care about the Pads, I don’t care about Jared’s rabid fanbase, I don’t care about Misha and his nonsense, I just don’t care. That sounds really harsh but it’s true - I can’t bring myself to even snark on anything because I just don’t care enough. Maybe they’ll change, maybe they won’t, but it’s not affecting me personally.  I’m not going to apologize for anything I’ve posted here because they were my feelings at the time and some still are, but I do feel bad for spending all that time on things that weren’t worth my time.  I want to put my time into focusing on the people and things that make me smile and bring me joy. It’s exhausting to focus and put energy on people who I don’t even like or care about. I don’t wish ill on them (never have) but I don’t want to support them you know? Like they can do them but over there, yeah?

So where does that leave this blog? I’ll still be here but I’m going to me turning this into a collective rant site. So do you guys have something or someone fandom related that you need to vent about? My inbox is open! I won’t be making original snark posts (unless something huge happens I suppose) but I’ll accept submissions and asks like before so you guys have a place to rant. Everything will of course still be anonymous if you’d like to be anonymous, but that’s up to you!  I’ll also still be here to answer questions or chat about things because I love you grumps! I also have a personal blog on here too that if any of you would like to follow, you can message me and I’ll happily send you the link! 

I know I’ve been saying this for weeks but I will be going through my inbox to get things cleared out so don’t mind the spam. Thank you guys for being so patient and so sweet this whole time and I hope you don’t mind the change of pace here. 

-Grumpy

never, not once in my life, has someone asked me to be their valentine (irl)

isn’t that kinda sad

Okay as an adult watching my hero academia bakudeku is actually kinda cute 😭 Kacchan is such a cute name and only izuku called him that 😭

Hold on i did a little sligoogling, what happened is you broke a false facade claiming to be a historical piece, to uncover an actual, real historical area behind it that was, effectively, lost history? Am I getting that right? Cause if so that's literally heroic in an archeological sense. You helped your home regions history and culture from being plastered over and lost. Like. I can't put into words how much of an inherent net good that is if I'm understanding it right. - @actualtrainerred

"Inherent net good"... as it happens, I find you to be even less qualified to comment on just how "good" the situation is.

I touched up some sketches and made some more doodles of DnDevious -v-

I will keep saying this but he is so fun to draw and my comfort fixation 🥹

Okay I finally have some finished drawings of them haha. I swear I have a regular art style, chibis are just easier okay!!!!

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TS!Luz, nearly half green: "Uhg, this oxidization is driving me crazy!" Gus: "So you could say you're... Luzing it?" TS!Luz: "..." Gus: "..." TS!Luz: "Gus, I love you. You know I do. But I'm like an inch away from filling you with so many darts that you won't be able to feel your legs for a week..."

Starter Call! ❤️ this for a smol starter for a local viking with smol temper issues

// OOC

i have to revamp a bunch of art so i might as well share the stuff i dont have to revamp!

you will probably have to click for better quality !

4 am now! Ready to go! She got her new hat as well lmao. I'll post pics in airport soon!

feel sad → get back into fallout 4

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forget fo4 exists ← fall in love with Nick

Good morning Rotumblr.

I've discovered I'm now having nightmares because of my dumbass decisions from the past week and I believe I did not get more than 3-4 hours of sleep last night.

I have therapy in two hours.

Let it be known that I asked for extra session lengths for a while so I can have more time to get help with all that shit.

Fucking wish me luck I guess

red pill, blue pill, will kill, won’t kill

Finally... S/I lore built completely off a friend's S/I... I have peaked. Jade the Dragon (MLP version) is @delightfuldevin's S/I. Thanks again for letting me use you as a building block for this one!!

I've actually had a concept of a Dragon S/I for MLP for a long time. I thought the concept that Dragons grow based on their hoard was fascinating and though what would happen if a Dragon had nothing? And also sense Twilight had to hatch a Dragon Egg for her Magic exam, did other students do the same? What happened to those dragons?

This is just the combination of those two concepts.

Most dragons have Something. The first thing they are given is their name, usually dragons are named after something precious and hoard worthy, hoping starting with something so precious would lead them to greatness in their futures.

The student who hatched Emile didn't give him a name, or anything really. They weren't friends. To them, Emile was just a pair of claws that could write and hold things. To Emile, the Student was his boss. They were co-workers at most.

Eventually, this student flunked out of Celestia's magic school, leaving Emile no where else to go. He was around 13 at this time, still without a name or anything else one may consider a hoard, and still the size of a child.

Princess Celestia ended up offering him a job, sense he stuck around and wandered aimlessly without the student to tell him what to do. He worked as Celestia's right hoof, like a Dragon would to a magic student. He wrote her letters and retrieved her books. She didn't need him, and he knew that, but Emile was never one to ask for much of anything, so he worked for the Princess without a word of resistance.

Working for the Princess came with many more freedoms than Emile was use to, but still nothing he could claim as his. He stayed in a guest room in the Castle, never spoke as his room, never decorated outside of what already existed. He gained knowledge from the Castle's Library, from borrowed books. He paid for his meals with hard work, he always put things back where he got them. Nothing was to keep.

This continued until Emile met Jade, a strange Dragon who'd come and go as he pleased, and talked of adventures through portals and across realities. Jade gave Emile his name, and with it Emile felt 10 feet tall. Jade gave Emile Friendship and Family, things one wouldn't consider to be owned, but when Emile first claimed Jade as his friend it became obvious he'd grown, more than physically.

Perhaps, with Jade's help, Emile can find he has the right to ask for thing and take up space.

the number of people who think they're entitled to your time bc you like 13 is Staggering.

no but watching napoleon with a bunch of historians and my principal supervisor was there and they were like what did you think about the movie and i said i had my eyes closed for parts of it bc it was so boring and they were like 'what!' and i had to backtrack like a madman vs my daily supervisor being thoroughly unimpressed by the movie like i was and spending 10 mins with me talking shit about it