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We've all agreed more or less that fanon Danny's soul is, like, stuck between life and death, right?
Picture this: two ghosts, Ancients really, that preside over life and death, fighting for custody over Danny in a very public way, which makes it everyone's problem. Life is trying to take care of Danny's human needs while Death helps Danny connect more closely with his ghost half. They show up everywhere; it doesn't matter where Danny is or what form he's in. Home, school, the Nasty Burger, outside Clockwork's tower because the ghost won't let them in, but he seems smug that they're there.
After almost a month of this back and forth between Life and Death, they get over their lover's spat and declare shared custody over Danny, despite his very loud protests that he already has parents, thank you very much!
Now, not only does he have Ghost King lessons with Clockwork, but the Ancient has cheekily added lessons on being the Ancient of Souls. Apparently, that's a thing that happens when Life and Death adopt you.
#danny phantom#fics#dp fanfic#dp fanfic prompt#fic prompt#danny is immortal#headcanon#life and death are in love#implied identity reveal#clockwork saw it coming#gonna hype myself to write this tomorrow#even if its short
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just got a new fic idea. it’s 3am. i haven’t even begun the other two i had planned
#2mirrow. i will write all three. you’ll see.#i can do it#if i can write an essay in under an hour i can write 3 fics in 24 hours#((a lying disclaimer so i don’t embarrass future me and set them up for failure))#i’m gonna get out my laptop. u know how serious it is when i get out my laptop??????? nothing happens actually. i’m just trying to hype#myself up. and maybe guilt future me into writing them since i posted the fact i will write all three tomorrow.#fic 3 idea: u body swap with mammon and decide to fight lucifer.#aren’t i a genius
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guess who just got excellence endorsed pe and religious studiessssss
#screaming i get badges for this#little shiny fancy badges#hehehehehehehehehehe#ALSO#im on track for science maths english#just need to pass 2 externals for maths and science and 1 for english#out of 3 for maths 2 for science and 2 for english#science is comparitively the hardest subject bc you have to pass both externals with excellence including bio which is hard bc the marking#schedule is really weird sometimes and you ahve to write SO much#maths ive already done one external probably passed w excellence but idk so i have to put my heart and soul into chance & data and tables#graphs equations#but that'll be fine because chance data is easy and tables graphs equations could hypothetically be hard but im also a genius so#hyping myself up bc its tomorrow im gonna cry#anyway and then english is easy i passed the mocks with excellence bc i can bullshit on the spot#and so. hoping hoping hoping for maths and english at least#science is definitely a hopeful maybe pleasepleaseplease bc i just. shiny badges
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i just downloaded the app back again just to write and let any person that is reading this, that the law of assumption is a law, and that our minds YOUR mind is the most powerful thing alive.
okey. so. let me get this straight. i had always had hope in the law of assumption, but the hope in here is useless babe... we need confidence, we need persistence, we don't need the 3 minutes of hype where you read "you already have everything in this moment" and after that still in the state of waiting for something.
KEEP IT SIMPLE! think of what you want, desired face? okey. change your selfconconcept of the person that has the face, and i know that a lot of bloggers say just that, but im telling you, your only job in here is to think from the prespective that you already have it baby. don't stress yourself, everything will change because if it is in your imagination and you accept that it will reflect in the 3d, thats literally everything everything and everything . you don't need to change your thoughts, only your state, you want to get into the void this night? imagine however you want that you are waking up with everything you wanted, it is not a desire, it is the reality. you want proof? go to your imagination. everything is there.
what i manifested and how i did it?
i never liked the list of things that someone manifested because they were like... too simple for me 😭 i wanted big sh1ts, so i said; if they aren't gonna do it, let me do it first. i did it. 🙆🏻♀️
changed my COMPLETELY APPEARANCE. i mean, i look exactly but so much hotter like Shin Ryujin the idol from south korea! (love that queen xoxoxo)
changed my complete body. from shoulders to toes. im telling you. i have already 3 days since i manifested it and im still shocked how easy is it. please. don't overthink anything. just accept that your imagination and subconscious is taking care of everything. believe in you.
changed my nationality to chinese (got that many ppl will criticize me but whatever, im still being the hot chinese girl)
changed my age to 19 years old. changed all of my documents. changed all of my past too.
changed my family. changed my life completely.
being the first always, always, always in my university, im studying psychology now. <3
changed my house of course. changed how wealthy i am. im telling you from the top of my heart. you can get free money from millions and millions of places and situations. you just need to accept that you deserve them. because we deserve the best and anything more low than that. get it?
changed my idioms. i grew up in france now so i know perfectly french, i know chinese, korean, english and german.
i know to play piano, bass guitar and violin like if i played them since i was a kid. 🥺
living in seoul korea. having the hot rich popular kind style living in seoul. 😩
making everyone being interested in me, i mean, i just thought for a second that everyone is gonna be interested in me when i will get into the university and guess what. they did.
getting into the void everytime i get to sleep. so if i want something to manifest tomorrow my subconscious is gonna make it for me. 🫂
having s3x with desired person. having him crazy for me. i really love him :( just... so happy i kept persisting. everything is done baby. don't worry.
meeting with desired famous ppl. i mean. just meeting them like a fan. not into that lol
how i did it?
just simply accepting that the law of assumption is a law. if i assume that i have something is it how i say. i don't need to argue with nobody in this 3d. nah. just minding my own business and keeping myself relaxed being "delusional" whatever, i just said, i want this life and after years of knowing the law of attraction (worst era ngl) and now knowing the law of assumption i decided what i wanted. just affirm to youserlf. if i wanted proof i will meditate and see it in my imagination. that's everything. i never ever liked any methods or sht like that. just sleep knowing that when i wake up or everything will be already materialized because i saw it in my imagination or i will get into the void. whatever. i will still get everything however way. you get me?
nothing is said in stone just if you say so. so get up that subconscious of yours and impress it. make it feel like you don't have anything to do anymore. DON'T COMPLICATE ANYTHING. 🥲
tips;
1. there are no tips.
YOU GOT THIS ALREADY! imagination should be a comfortable space. keep your time. don't worry for anyone, everything will work out for you. you need something urgent for tomorrow? is not anymore you needing it urgent, is you being relaxed knowing that if you can feel it in your imagination, everything and everyone will morph to make your imagination a fact, because there's no other option.
you assume that if you have it in your imagination everything will morph to please you, because you deserve anything but the best.
you accept it. even if you doubt. don't feel hope. feel confidence. you can't fail. if you say that you will not get anything, you are manifesting that you will not get it. if you say that no matter what you see everything will be as how you please. that will manifest. nothing is upper or lower. is the same. but you decide, what version will you be?
yoyitos. ★
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Madara Mikejima Mini Talk - Guardians◆Eye and Last Mission
Translator: Mika Enstars
"Heheh, it's a pretty good picture, isn't it? I feel it's been a looong time since I last played the piano."
Season: Winter
The Side I Want to Show
Location: Recording Booth
Madara: Alright, this is the last one… There. Like this?
Still, never thought there’d be a day where I’d have to write so many signatuuures!
And under your supervision, too, Anzu-san. Do you have that little faith in meee?
💬 You need someone to watch over you, else…
Madara: “…you have a feeling I’ll end up hurrying off somewhere”…? Well, can’t say the possibility doesn’t exist.
That being said, sorry for keeping you here for so long, Anzu-saaan.
💬 That’s right…
Madara: Hahaha! Usually that’s when people deny iiit!
Well, I’ll have an endless amount of time to spend with you now, right, Anzu-san? I’ll take this opportunity to earn back your trust little by little! ♪
💬 Well, you have a submission date coming up…
Madara: Ahh, do I need to send these all to the magazine’s editor? I’ll at least help you paaack!
But really, who in the world came up with the idea of “giving away 100 autographs of Mikejima Madaraaa”?
Madara: Actually, have you seen my gravure shoot in this magaziiine? It was a project I picked up so I could show a different self than usual.
My image differs based on my unit, MaM or Double Face—so I was worried about which of my selves would work beeest.
The photograph in the end… shooould be posted around here somewhere.
💬 You look cute, don’t you?
Madara: I’m not sure how I feel being called cute being a big man like myself, but…
The cameraman’s good at his job, riiight? I was surprised when I saw the final photo as wellll!
💬 You look cool.
Madara: Heheh, it's a pretty good picture, isn't it? I feel it's been a looong time since I last played the piano.
Once I get a feel for an instrument, I want to try something new, you knooow. I'm aaalways looking for something to like!
💬 This is…
Madara: Hahaha! They say that a well-liked man is dripped even with water, but… I’m far from dripping, I’m soaking weeet!
They requested to photograph me standing in the pouring rain. What a mysterious situation, looking back on iiit…
Madara: Whoops, I’m out of time. I gotta get moving soon.
…My next job? Ahh, I’m filming for a song program at a TV station.
Are you heading over there toooo, Anzu-san? How about we go together, then!
💬 I’ll call a car over.
Madara: It’s close enough that we don’t have to go by car… is what I was thinking, but it looks like it’s gonna rain, huuuh?
I have work outside tomorrow, hopefully it’ll be sunny then.
💬 What song will you be singing?
Madara: I plan to sing the song we performed in my shuffle project todaaaay!
It’s been a long time since I've gotten to sing with Kuro-san and the others, I’m reaaal excited! ♪
💬 I have to get my luggage.
Madara: Let's meet in the lobby 10 minutes from now, in that case!
It looks like it's gonna rain outside, so make sure to grab an umbrellaaa!
Showing One’s Hand
Location: Stage
Madara: “♪~♪~♪”
…Oh, Anzu-san. So you came on siiite! I got here toooo early.
There’s still time before the show, sooo I was warming my throat up with some vocal work.
💬 Huh…?
Madara: Where’s Kohaku-saaan? He told me he’d be arriving last minute todaaay.
Hopefully he’s not too pressed for time at his previous site. Let’s wait for him patiently…♪
💬 You seem to be in good shape.
Madara: Enthusiasm is high! I have a tight schedule today, so I thought to hype myself uuup!
After filming here, I have an interview to do and appear in yet another program… I’m suuure in high demand!
💬 It’s a good song.
Madara: Haha, although this song isn’t from Double Face, but from MaM, riiight?
It’d be nice too be able to perform it on a song program some day. Haha, could you help me out there, Anzu-san?
Madara: By the way, the project we’re working on—The MaM’s Parenting Struggle Diary, was it? How long have you been planning thaaat?
I can't help but find whatever Ibara-san does shady, but he does seem to have greaaat management skills.
Anzu-san, are you suuure you aren’t also just being played to that guy’s convenience?
💬 That’s not the case.
Madara: Well, I suppose there are also parts of the project that are your ideas, but, still.
I don’t want you to get too deeply involved, Anzu-saaan…
💬 It’s a well-thought-out project.
Madara: The first episode didn’t seem to get that much of a response, so guess we’ll just have to wait and see, huh?
Looks like we’ll be having a guest next time, so I suppose it's time for us to show our hand on what kind of show this will beee!
💬 Don’t you fret and leave it to me.
Madara: Hmmm, I just can’t trust you when you’re smiling confidently, you knooow…?
…That’s your line? Hahaha, well I am aaalways packed full of confidence! ♪
Madara: Ahh, looks like they’re about to start setting up for real nooow!
I think I’ll head on back to the dressing room so I won’t get in the way. I’m sure Kohaku-san will be arriving aaany time now.
Are you planning to stick around until filming is over, Anzu-saaan?
💬 That’s the plan.
Madara: Well, there’s a lot of ES idols featured in today’s show, aren’t theeere?
I bet the other idols will be overjoyed to have you here, Anzu-saaan!
💬 That’s right.
Madara: Looks like there are other members from the P-Association around here today, huuuh!
I’d love to hear their thoughts when we’re done todaaay! I’m lookin’ forward to it!
💬 Yes, but…
Madara: Does your schedule have you in and out today? Busy today, huuuh?
Are there sponsors scheduled to come today? Then we’ll reaaally have to make sure Double Face blossoms! ♪
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My dude, I don’t think you understand. I check your blog everyday like CLOCKWORK for sbg content. And if there’s nothing new today? Alas, I’ll be back tomorrow!!! You’re literally not taking forever, you post so often and I so so appreciate but like even if you were?? It’s the QUALITY I’m here for. I’ve been showing up fr every day since I found you and I’ll keep showing up even if there’s no new stuff! All the stuff you have is so good!!! I can hold myself over re reading your fics while I’m still super hyped for what you’re gonna do next. Take your time and don’t be discouraged by the haters!! Esp anon haters, I request anonymously but I’ll always spread positivity with my whole chest cause fic writers are so cool!! You’re doing great and I love your stuff and I just wanted to say so :) <3
omg thank you so so much!! i kind of thought my writing wasnt that good since i feel like its the same thing over and over again
but who am i to judge my writing? ofc im gonna think its bad but messages like these really make my day❤️❤️
thank you again you really made my day and im so grateful to have such incredible people as fans :3
- your fav person, Larry 🩵
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i’m so glad this season is described as “just vibes” with less spiderwebbing plot-lines. the only part of GO i was interested in (and this might just be my Gay Agenda talking) was crowley and aziraphale. i had little interest in any of the other characters just because the relationship between those guys and actors was so strong and well crafted; it made anything else seem mundane. i skip through the whole adam and anathema and witchfinder arcs during rewatches just because they’re not all that interesting; not in comparison.
i’m so excited for this season because they Know what we want as fans and are willing to put it to screen. and personally i can’t wait to see michael and david explore intimacy in a way that we not only didn’t expect (queer media trauma is real folks) but also just assumed we’d never actually get. most people were used to the bare ass minimum until indisputable and thoughtful queer media started coming out.
this sounds so cheesy but it shaped me into a better person, getting to see queer people be intimate on screen. it normalized something i’ve been trying to manifest my entire conscious life (no literally) through fan works and especially fan fiction.
additionally hollywood loves thin and traditionally attractive people. ofmd and good omens have totally turned that on its head and i feel like there’s a greater appreciation and acceptance of normal bodies being represented on screen. this is just speculation but i suspect michael sheen and rhys darby specifically never had a fandom advocate so hard for them at such a life stage. and i feel really happy that they do get to experience that as a demographic (older people) that often gets told that they lose their value because they’ve aged, and thus become less marketable.
you see this when people draw the boys all skinny and hot and young; something i’m not gonna write to the president about but it’s clear that people depicting them to fit the hollywood standard is a reflection of their own perception of beauty. so i don’t care for all this talk about “oh that outfit is so ugly!” or “his beard is weird” because LMAO my outfits have been ugly! if i had a beard, i would make questionable fashion choices! (personally i love crowley’s looks, they’re goofy and fun and fit the vibe of the show, i think it’s pointless even arguing about their personal aesthetics so long as they fit the context and their characters. david tennant can’t always be a smoking hot twink, guys. let him be silly and goofy for my heart’s sake please).
i guarantee if crowley and aziraphale end up kissing and it’s not the most Perfect queer standard camera angle, folks are gonna complain about it, because everyone on screen must be Pretty and Profitable but also Realistic and Relatable. bit of a double standard, no?
that’s why i love that david and michael get to be praised for their physical appearances and i’m no middle aged man but it feels like a door has opened in a way? in myself via the barriers of insecurity and dysmorphia, as well as in some widening sectors of queer society, because it shows that nontraditionally attractive queer people (aka people without abs or a perfect jawline, aka me lol) are fully capable of loving and being loved and being HAPPY and accepted. it makes me so so so joyous. anyway there’s my rant; y’all know i ain’t sleeping till s2 drops tomorrow. i’m HYPED!!!
#good omens#good omens s2#ineffable husbands#ofmd#i’m gnashing my teeth i literally cant think about anything else#yall saw me during supernatural 15 im not gonna survive actual good queer media#the joy this summer will smite me#mine
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Any updates on Against Medical Advise on ao3? I’m so hyped for part 2!
ahhh! Yay! I’m glad you’re excited XD
should be either today or tomorrow depending on how much i can get myself to work on it! it’s def gonna be a bit of a paradigm shift from pt 1 but I’m hoping people will enjoy it as much as I’m enjoying writing it!
here’s my fic!
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Soft Thoughts Sunday - Kevin & Sam
Third!! Kevin/Sam- Their first time at the beach after the trade! Just cutesy lovey dovey day in the sand ☀️🌊👙⛱️
A/N: I am challenging myself to keep this soft and not turn it smutty…. We will see. Edit- after three lines of writing: I didn’t stand a chance.
My book is good. Amazing really. I have been transported to war torn France almost 78 years ago. Until Kevin Fiala started walking out of the Pacific Ocean in 2022.
The second he turned back to the beach to rejoin me on the towel, no book was going to be able to hold my attention.
Large rivers of water flatten the hair on his legs and arms as he walks towards me. He flips his hair back, shaking out salty droplets with his hand as he squints against the California sun. I’m blatantly staring. He catches me, throwing a wink before he looks up and down the beach for traffic to cross. I let my eyes linger on his left hand, thrilled to see the black definition of his silicone wedding band. When his eyes meet mine again, he grins wide, snickering at his final approach.
“I need to send Andreas a gift.” I murmur. “He thickened you up this off-season.” Kevin is as muscular as he has ever been in preparation for his new team. I haven't been able to take my eyes off of him since mid- July.
“He loves those fruit arrangements.” Kevin says as he comes next to me. His large palm slaps my ass, then grips it tight. My butt gets wet from his hand. “I’m hungry. What do you want for lunch?”
“What is around here?” I ask. He sits next to me on his towel, looking back towards the boardwalk. He puts his sunglasses back on to see better.
“Ah… I can see pizza, tacos, and sandwiches from here.”
“Pizza?”
“Pineapple it is.” He reaches for his phone, rolling to his stomach next to me. I don’t react and he nudges my shoulder for a response.
“You know better.”
Kevin and I settle on pepperoni and chicken alfredo pizzas to share. He submits the order, planning on walking up there in a half hour to grab it. Then he works his way under my arm, snuggling into my side. I move my book to avoid his wet head making an imprint in it.
“Love me?” He murmurs, giraffing up to kiss my lips. I till my sunglasses down.
“You’re needy today.”
“Yeah. I’m nervous about tomorrow.”
Tomorrow is the first time he will interact with the media, his teammates, and other Kings staff members. He is feeling anxious about all the unknown. Where to park.. where to grab his gear from… interviews with new media members he doesn’t know. It all feels overwhelming. Somehow, he blacked out on how hard that was when he was first traded to Minnesota.
“They’re so excited you’re here.” I remind him. There has been a buzz around our arrival with flowers and groceries and a whole list of restaurant recommendations to get us acclimated. The Kings have been wonderful to us. We couldn't have asked for a warmer welcome to California.
“What if I don’t live up to the hype?” I snort, then roll my eyes. I let my book fall shut, stroking a wet chunk of hair off his forehead.
“You’re ready for this. I’ve never seen you so engaged and focused before. There is no way this isn’t going to work out for you... or us." Kevin’s fingers trail along my side, tickling me slightly. I jolt. He chuckles then quietly apologizes.
“I’m gonna take a nap. Wake me in like fifteen?”
“Okay.” I lean down to kiss his face, then crack my book open again. Kevin tosses his shirt over his face to block out the sunlight. His hand rests on my lower back, slightly below the waistband of my biking while he snoozes. I feel his phone buzz against my arm, seeing the text that our pizza is ready. I take the shirt off his face, then lean forward to kiss his nose. “Food is ready.” He groans.
“You go.”
“Okay.” I shrug, reaching for my cover up.
“I’m kidding. You’re too pretty to work.”
“I have skills.” I mutter.
“Mmmm, yeah. You’ll be using them later.”
“Stop.”
“No!” He jokes then begins his walk towards our pizza.
Our time at the beach extends a few more hours beyond lunch. I finish my book. Kevin ushers me into the water and we watch the sunset buried deeply into each other’s arms. The last flickers of orange are disappearing over the ocean when we begin to pack up.
We get back to the extended stay hotel we are living in while looking for a permanent place in Manhattan Beach. My mood instantly sours as the hotel door clicks shut behind us. The beachy distraction from our reality wasn’t enough. I can’t help it. I miss our bright, spacious apartment in the Minneapolis skyline. Kevin senses my shift.
“It’s temporary.” He murmurs, kissing my sunburnt shoulder. “Oo, we should get some lotion on you.” I put my bag down on the bed as Kevin strolls to the bathroom. “Gonna let my hands wander too.” Our eyes meet and we share a laugh.
Yeah this is all really new, but at least we have each other.
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Hi! I can request Mitsuya with a younger brother with too much flexibility using a fighting style similar to rindou's, or if you don't like that idea, It could be that Mitsuya goes to his brother's gymnastics competition and his brother doesn't win first place causing Mitsuya to comfort him. I hope it is understood
Thank you for requesting! The 2nd idea was actually so cute so i had to write it!
“You did absolutely perfect!”
Mitsuya x younger brother reader
Takashi wasn’t dumb when it came to his siblings. [Name] had been practicing all month. So he made sure his younger brother didn’t overwork himself when he was practicing for his gymnastics competition.
“Are you excited for your competition big bro?” Luna asked. “Yup! And I know I’m gonna win too! And after that we’re gonna have so much fun!” [Name] said confidently. “Yea You’re gonna kill it!” Takashi said hyping his lil bro up.
“I agree you’re gonna be a big star!” Mana said excited for her brother. “Okay now it’s time to clean up and go to bed. Luna, Mana you two have school in the morning. [Name] your competition is tomorrow.” Takashi said while taking the plates off the table.
“Good night.” [Name] said tiredly as he went into their shared room. “Nighty night!” Mana said following her big bro. “Good night.” Luna said as she was the last to go into the room. “Night!” Takashi said loud enough so his siblings could hear him, as he went to clean up for the night.
The next day came up really quick and [Name] was excited. “Todays the big day! What do I do?!” [Name] said frantically. “Calm down [Name], how about you start brushing your teeth, then shower, eat, pack your change of clothes, then leave with your sisters.” Mitsuya said calming his brother down. “Okay!” [Name] said back rushing to the bathroom.
What am I gonna do with him… Takashi thought while he went to go pack up his and his siblings lunches. “Come on Mana! It’s okay to ask for help!” Yelled [Name]. “I don’t need your help!” Mana said while pointing her finger at at her big bro. “But yet you’re still struggling to button up your school shirt!” [Name] said while sticking his tongue out in victory.
“Fine…!” Mana said letting [Name] help her button up her shirt. After that the four siblings ate breakfast and went on their separate ways. “Have a great day at school Luna and Mana!” [Name] yelled at his younger sisters while leaving.
The rest of [Name’s] school day went quickly, he went to go pick Luna and Mana up, then rushed to the gymnastics competition building. “Okay, big bro Taka is gonna be here anytime soon, so Luna! Do you think you’ll be able to protect Mana while I’m backstage?” [Name] whispered so only the two could hear. “Mhm! I can!” Luna said while nodding her head. “Mana, be a good girl for your big sis while I’m gone, kay?” [Name] said while patting his two sisters oh the head. “Bye!” Mana waved to his brother.
When [Name] reached backstage he realized that the competition would be tough, there were a lot of talented people there. “It’s okay…I’ve got this. Right?” [Name] whispered to himself as fear flowed through his body.
It was 5 minutes before the competition was going to start and 1 minute to perform. But fear still still wouldn’t leave [Name’s] body. Don’t worry. I got this. I practiced all month for this! Also big bro is here so I must not mess up![Name] thought.
It was time. The competition has started and it was a tough one. The first competitor was amazing, [Name] felt like they were on a whole different level than him. “Oh shit… I think I’m fucked…” [Name] said nervously. Im almost about to perform, after these two people go. [Name] thought. I gotta prepare myself…
Finally, It was [Name’s] turn to perform. Then he saw his siblings in the crowd, they looked so happy for him. He had to get a perfect score, for them. “I got this.” [Name] whispered as he started to perform.
As [Name] got off the stage he realized that he might’ve messed up on his landing. “Damm it…” [Name] mumbled underneath his breath as he went backstage.
After the competition was done the judges announced the top 3 winners. “Competitor #5 made it in 3rd place! Then after that it’s competitor #7 in 2nd place! Finally in 1st place it is competitor #1!” The announcer said on the stage. “Lets give these three a big round of applause everybody!” The announcer said into his microphone.
[Name] felt awful. He practiced for days, weeks even, and he didn’t win. All his hard work down the drain. “Let’s go home shall we?” [Name] said to his siblings forcing a fake smile on his face. “It’s alright big bro!” Mana said trying her best to comfort her big bro in every way. “It’s okay Mana! I don’t mind that I didn’t win.” [Name] lied the truth is [Name] wanted to cry, he wanted to yell even. But he wanted to put up a strong front infront of his sisters.
Of course Takashi could see through this, but he wasn’t going to interfere now, he knew exactly what to do.
The walk back home was just unusually silent. When the four got inside Takashi spoke up and said “Luna, Mana, why don’t you two set up the kitchen table for me and [Name]?” “Oh! Okay!” The two said as they rushed out the bedroom.
At this point [Name] couldn’t hold it in anymore and just started crying. Takashi got up and led him to the bed so they could sit down. “I… lost…” [Name] muttered out as tears just continued to fall down his face.
“It’s okay [Name]. I know you didn’t win but to me and our sisters you did amazing out on that stage! Mistake or no mistake your performance was a perfect 10.” Takashi told his younger brother softly patted him on the head. “Also by all that practicing I saw you do over the month you deserve a perfect 10 for all that hard work!” Takashi continued.
“You really think so…?” [Name] said as his crying calmed down. “I genuinely do!” Takashi said while giving his lil brother a thumbs up.
“So cheer up already!” Takashi said.
“Okay…” [Name] sniffed as he wiped the dried tears on his face.
“You’re the best big bro!” [Name] said while giving Takashi a hug. “Thank you.”
“Don’t worry, that’s my job as your big bro!” Takashi said while hugging his brother back.
#tokyo rev x reader#tokyo revengers x male reader#tok rev#tokyo revengers manga#x male reader#anime#male reader#tok rev x male reader#anime / manga#tok rev fluff#mitsuya x male reader#mitsuya takashi#mitsuya tokyo revengers#takashi mitsuya#mitsuya tokrev
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QUICKIE - 1: The Moon Embracing The Sun
LOVE AGAIN - by Daniel Caesar, Brandy [CASE STUDY 01]
[Music is a very big part of my life and I’m MOSTLY INCAPABLE of writing without music, so I just thought I'd share what I am listening to while writing this]
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Constantly, I hope everyone is doing great and I’m guessing we are all very excited about tomorrow! I’m perhaps overly excited and all I need to do at this point is try and get some sleep, like for real, but I feel like I’m a kid again and it's Xmas Eve’s Night where even tho I ain’t tryna catch Santa, I’m too hyped to sleep 🙃 … ANYWAYS, As the name of this series suggests, this is not going to be anything excessively long, but rather just a quick observation regarding some cute/lucky/noticeable occurrence I might have noticed or that might have happened in correlation to Jikook.
Today I’d like to talk about a “little” K-Drama called The Moon Embracing The Sun, which is from 2012, like, a good 10 years ago, but good stuff, good stuff! I literally just finished watching and it took me two weeks because I was trying to make it last (and it is a good 20 episodes). As you might already have deduced, the fact that it talked about The Moon and The Sun made me think of Jikook and straight away my brain started braining as I began to better understand a very distinct difference between how The West and The East perceive the relationship between the Moon and the Sun (myself being born and brought up in The West).
First of all, I was quite intrigued to find out that the drama was a love story between the Sun and the Moon, since (as some might have gathered by now) with me being really big on mythology (greek/roman in particular), I’ve always had a hard time thinking of the Sun and the Moon as anything other than twins, which is what Apollo (eventually god of the Sun) and Artemis (eventually goddess of the moon) are. In The East it appears that they for the most part star crossed lovers for something the moon did apparently, but lovers nevertheless.
My second thought was “I wonder if Jikook know about this drama …”. Just because theta re Korean I couldn’t assume that they would have known or watch it, particularly when in 2012 they would have been busy busting their asses tryna get ready to debut (to be precise as Jimin came to BigHit around May 2012 and the series ended in March 2012, perhaps he was busting his has to get into BigHit).
But you know me, with the powers bestowed to me by Google I went snooping around and found out that during RUN BTS 73, the one where JK acted as a director, Taehyung actually reenacted a crucial scene from the drama itself. So if anything, they would have heard about it by then. Following is the episode on weverse:
Now, I don't want to ruin the drama too much for anyone in case you become curious and want to go watch it but the following object (a hairpin) appeared in the series and its explanation made me pause and go “Bro … Too soon 😬?”
Character receiving the hairpin asks: “What … is it?”
Character giving the hairpin replies: “The moon embracing the sun. The King is the sun and the queen is the moon. This hairpin … is adorned with the white moon embracing the scarlet sun, so I have named it The moon embracing the sun”
And by that time it was just so romantic the whole idea of the Moon embracing the sun, but then when JM came out with his photo-folio and many jikookers started pairing up this particular photo with one from JK’s photo-folio:
A White Moon and a Scarlet Sun? … As always, these are just MY observations but I ain't gonna lie, my brain took quite a few double-takes at this particular coincidence, and HEY, be it as it may, just a coincidence, it is one hell of a cute coincidence, right?
Always respectfully yours and particularly intrigued,
Marengo.
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Today all I did besides work was play the sims and watch YouTube and tomorrow I’m gonna make myself write but sundays are a crime and I wanted to chill
Next paycheck I’m buying growing together get hype I’m a few packs away from having everting above stuff packs (besides the wedding pack which I refuse to buy until it works)
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Privilege pt.1
A/N : i just wanted to write something about toxic!rafe. im such a whore for angst. and for Rafe angst? you name it. it is long. so im gonna publish it as parts. i hope you like it. its a bit long i know but its not done yet.
TW : ANGST. cursing, drugs.
''Mrs. Country Club! its a pleasure to having you here.'' Barry shouted as he saw you.
you were looking for Rafe for the last hour. he was supposed to be with you. at the Country Club. for your 'after dinner coctail'. and guesss what everyone, he didnt show up. so here you are at the Cut in your denim skirt and a white corse top with white Converse's and hundreds of golden accesories on you.
''is he here?'' you asked with an angry face and a tone. you were angry. he started doing this shit since beginning of this summer.
''he blacked out. what the hell are you doing to this boy?'' he laughed.
''when did he get here?''
''i dont know. like… it was 4 or 5 i think.'' Barry sipped from his beer.
''you cant be serious. its 9!''
''it is?'' it surprised him.
''where the hell is he, Barry?''
''there.'' he pointed. ''he was talking abot something fancy. you Kooks like fancy shits.''
you ignored him and headed to Rafe. he was laying on the couch. white powder around his nose. sweat. he really blacked out. you didnt say anything. as the time Barry sat down on the other couch.
''how much do you want to stop selling this shit to him?'' you suddenly asked.
he started laughing. ''what are you talking about princess?''
''you heard me. i wont repeat myself.''
''nah, girl. i wont do that.'' he was lighting a joint.
''im offering you money. what is it you wont do? you will do
everything for money.'' you looked at him.
''you give me money once then we are done. but Country Club? he gives me money every day, princess.'' he laughed. ''and you think he will be okay with this? he will come to me with more money just for this shit.''
it made you angry. clearly. ''good night Barry.'' you left his house. you left Rafe. tears all over your face.
when you got home your dad stopped you. ''you're early, moya lyubov.'' he was drinking whiskey.
''yeah. its just… i… i-i dont wanna talk about it.'' you knew, youre gonna cry if you talk. and for you Russian dad nothing can make you cry. he would kill Rafe. if only he knew.
''okay. want some popcorn and wine?'' thats your bad mood recipe. popcorn and wine.
''please.'' you crawled to the couch while he was in the kitchen.
''what are your plans for tomorrow darling?'' you could hear the corns popping.
''no plans. what about you?'' choosing what to watch.
''no plans either. what about Tennis or Golf?'' he was trying to hype you. but if you gonna go Golf that means you gonna see Rafe. and you dont wanna see him.
''Tennis sounds nice. we can make it work.'' you choose one of the stupid reality shows. and he sat down next to you.
''i love you so much. i would do anything for you. i just want you to be happy.'' he kissed your cheeks. ''youre my everything. you mean the world to me.'' he hugged you. ''my baby.''
since your mother left you you grew up with nanas and your two doberman dogs. but your dad was so good for you to feel the emptyness of not having a mother. Figure 8 was so good for you. a summer place. wealthy families, big grass fields, houses with big gardens, sea, children. since youve known yourself youre living in this heaven. and since youve known yourself your dad always telling 'i dont have anything but you. youre my world. my everything. youre the only person i love. youre my baby. i would do anything for my baby.' you havent understood. you know youre wealthy, you have bodyguards, you have nanas, cars but your dad was saying i dont have anything. as you grow up you understand what he has been saying.
you felt the phone vibrating in your pocket. you took a look what was it. it was Rafe.
'im sorry baby.
i know i fucked up.
ill make that up. ok?
i love you so fucking much.
plz answer me when you see this.
i promise ill make that up'
you ignored his texts. always same words. same texts. same things. nothing changes.
….
''okay baby. give me your hand.'' he was holding your hand. and leading you.
''Rafe, where are we going?'' you didnt know where you were going. but it must have been something with his 'make up'. he took you from home. after your dad and your Tennis day.
''we are here.'' he opened your eyes.
a scene. two big pillows and a bottle of wine. with cotton candies. you like this activity. he knows. every week you go to open air cinema. but this week you have some big problems like him not showing up. so you looked at him.
''its Ocean's.'' he showed you the pizza box. ''and we have four-cheese too.'' he was giving you puppy eyes.
you smiled. ''dont make me cry ever again.'' his smile dropped. ''never baby, never.'' he kissed you.
you spent all night watching Ocean's. yeah. 11, 12, 13, 8. four of them.
''i love you. i love you so fucking much. you cant even imagine. but i fuck up. youre the only one who knows me. i cant manage things sometimes. i dont want to make you sad. i would never want that. and i would never mean to do that. im trying. im trying for something. i dont know if i can do it or cant. but i really am trying.'' he burried his head to your neck.
''i know baby. but somethings makes me sad. i know youre trying. and i believe you can do it. keep trying okay? you can do anything.'' your hands in his hair. ''but dont let me down. okay? i dont want that?''
''no. no, never. trust me?'' he raised his head and looked at you.
''in Rafe i trust.'' you smiled and he started to laugh his breathes were hitting to your neck.
when the movie marathon over he started to talk. something when you two stay together and he was about to sleep. ''Sarah's driving me crazy. i cant stand her. she is so dramatic. im living with the bitch.''
''dont call your sister bitch. she is not a bitch.''
''thats why im saying 'im living with her.' she is always the favorite one. and me? im the troublemaker. everythings because of me. but its not. and Wheez. i dont understand she is 13. how can you be 13? she cant drink or i dont know. it must be hard for her.'' he breathed. ''Rose is something different. she is okay but i dont know. she cares about us actually. espically dad. dad is complicated. i dont know what he wants or what he works about. he hides it from me. but from Sarah? he even called her for help. im sick of this. Top and Kelce are okay but theyre not you. i love you. its just you. you listen to me, talk to me, you love me too. you make me feel this shit. youre the only real thing. i love you baby.''
thats how you two. thats your relationship. when you were kids he always held your hand. and at the age of 7 he kissed you. but it never happened again. until you were 16. you were always close. like super close. he never allowed to any boy to hurt you, any girl to fight with you. nothing can brake your heart. he was always there for you. but not a love thing until the age of 16. he kissed you again at the park. where he kissed you first. he broke up with his one-week-girlfriend. because of you. and you kissed him back. at the age of 17 you made it official official. going parties together, pda, gifts, dinners, night walks. youre the it couple of OBX. and how toxic you are you love each other.
''i love you too Rafe.''
#rafe cameron x reader#outer banks rafe#rafe cameron#rafe cameron imagine#rafe x you#rafe x reader#rafe fic#rafe fanfiction#rafe cameron fluff#rafe outer banks#rafe obx
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i've decided to set my queue to two posts instead of one so season 2 finale is tomorrow. like last time im gonna take a small story hiatus so i can plan my plot (i have my list of plot point i wanna hit, now time to arrange them in a coherent order and how it will lead to the climax/plot twist i've been planning since day 1) but, once again like last time, i'll also be posting some bonus stuff like a cas challenge and updated lookbook.
anyway, it's funny how much i had to force myself at some point to write and came close to abandon this blog and now im just so hyped i cant wait to start working on season 3, especially since i've been looking forward to this one since i began this blog back in november.
unrelated but tomorrow is the last day of my contract at the daycare, im renewing it for the fall but i'll be only part time again, also the place will be close for a month to give the employees some vacation. nothing to do with occult roommates, just wanted to say.
#elouan's rambling#idk how long season 3 is gonna be#i mean in term of writing lenght#in term of story it'll probably be around as long as s1 and 2 as they're both around 7 pages long on my blog#s2 being a tiny bit longer#so i guess somewhere like 70-80 posts#and yet s2 took 6 months to complete and s1 only two months#guess we'll see if i'll hit a creative block again (hopefully not but now that I queue stuff it's less likely to happen)#so now i can just write when im really motivated idk how to put what i mean into word#but hopefully y'all get what i mean#also yes i said climax but i mean of the season not story#like season 4 will be about the ramification of said plot twist and that's all im going to say
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How's the sequel going? Could we get one cursed fact about it?
well, i think it's cursed that it still doesn't have even a working title, much less a list of semi-concrete ideas to pick from.
the sequel is still in "have to edit for consistency and i hate editing so i've mostly been playing farming sims or trying to write fanfic" mode, but i'm dragging myself through prep month since i'm gonna be working on it for nanowrimo! i still... hope to have it done by next spring...
i'm reaching for some low-hanging fruit here, but i think a very cursed fact about the second book is that the afanc is in it. that's enough, right.
want a NOT CURSED fact?
how about A BOOK BLOG TOUR STARTING TOMORROW.
i honestly have little idea what to expect outside of the materials they asked me for, so this deserves some hype! i'll be retweeting as much as i can on twitter, and hopefully i'll remember to use tumblr for more than silly reblogs.
i also have some fun promo pics planned that i just... need to do... (and figure out a background for because the last thing i want is an off background to ruin the Very Spooky Pics i have planned)
#ask#anonymous#it was hard to come up with a cursed fact and i think me and all of the old guard readers are already jaded by the afanc#but if you're fresh to it#that shit's nuts#wait here's a second cursed fact: there's only one nosebleed in it so far
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Religious Trauma and the Fundamentalist Doomsday Cult
Content Warning: Pretty heavy discussion of doomsday fundamentalism and emotional abuse
I’ve tried writing three different topics this morning, and none of them were working out. I wanted to touch on some aspect of Christianity that I believe is failing our generation, but my brain just couldn’t make the words. In all my drafts, though, I noticed a theme. And if I’ve been subconsciously using that theme this whole time, maybe it’s what my brain wants to write about.
There are so many reasons I believe the modern church is struggling (and rightfully so), but I suppose the biggest, most obvious, one is simply that those of us who grew up in fundamentalism have been pushed away.
I grew up in a small pentacostal church (yes, the snake handling kind). Looking at it now, it feels like a doomsday cult.
Countless sermons about the coming of Christ, media hype surrounding blood moons suggesting that the world was ending soon, watch parties for Left Behind, year-long studies of Revelations, and this one man who every single sunday was possessed by the Holy Ghost to warn us: “Be ready, be ready, be ready”.
To this day, even though I don’t believe in Christianity, whenever I hear a loud sudden noise my entire body tenses in fear that it’s the trumpet of the seventh angel about to show up and prove everything I believe is wrong. Of course I don’t think that will happen. If I thought it was a genuine possibility that Jesus Christ could appear at any moment and throw my soul to hell, I probably wouldn’t have dedicated my soul to Aphrodite. But that is what effective brainwashing does. That is what true emotional abuse does, it sinks it’s claws into you so deep that your mind is changed forever from it. And, also characteristic to abuse, if I said this to any of the people responsible for it I would be gaslit.
“You’re just feeling convicted.”
This is the most insidious line in Christianity. My rational brain knows, of course, that me hearing bullshit I hate and wanting to turn it off is NOT in fact my soul feeling convicted- it simply means I am hearing bullshit I hate and I’d rather not spend my time thinking about it! But in the heat of the moment, when you’re face to face with your own mother, your emotional response is immediately guilty.
I know it’s wrong, I know it’s not true, I KNOW it’s not right: But that’s abuse. It hijacks your mind, your normal through processes, and all you can feel is conditioned sympathy for the abuser.
But of course it goes deeper than that. I’m still scarred in so many other ways.
I grew up constantly being told there was no future. To this day whenever I muse about ‘oh I wonder what this place’ll look like in ten years’ around my parents I’m met with “the world probably wont be here by next year”. Without fail. Every time. I have to actively convince them to just imagine a hypothetical scenario where the apocalypse doesn’t come tomorrow just to talk about something as mundane as “hey do you think this mall is still gonna be around?”
I thought that I would never get to discover true love, I would never get to have my first kiss, I would never be married, I would never get to be a mother, I would never even get to drive a car. Hell, I was ten years old- That mindset hit everything! I would pray to Jesus asking him to not come back until after Pokemon Black and White came out. I laid awake at night thinking, ‘oh man I’ll never get to see a Star Wars Episode 7″. I couldn’t bring myself to watch trailers for upcoming things because it’d just make me sad I probably wouldn’t get to experience them! (Now I wonder if that’s the underlying reason I don’t watch game trailers outside of E3 and actively try not to get hyped for anything).
I’ve also had Generalized Anxiety Disorder since I was 10. Yeah, that didn’t fucking help.
In many Christian circles, they just assume the end of all things is imminent. And when that is the most popular religion on the planet... Yeah! That’s how you get things like manmade climate change! That’s how you have those in power justify exploitation and colonization!
Towards the end of my mandatory church services, the pastor could tell he was losing me. To keep my attention, he offered me a regular spot to write in the church newsletter. The very first thing I wrote was titled “DOOMSDAY”, an article wherein I simply argued, “Yes, Christ is coming. But it’s awful for our mental health and makes our life decisions shortsighted if we just assume there is no tomorrow.”
Sorry, did I say that was ‘the first thing’ I wrote? That language was a bit misleading, it was also the last thing. They declined to publish it, told me to forget about the offer, and never went to me for anything ever again.
So if I wanted to profile a reason why Christianity is failing, I guess I ended up doing that. When you create an environment like that, when you operate on the basis that the world is ending next tuesday (no matter how many times tuesday comes), when you actively choose to refuse anything that even slightly challenges your world view- Yeah, that’s when your religion fails.
That’s how your weekly church article writer grows up and writes to extol the virtue of the Gods you tried to bury.
#pagan blog#eclectic pagan#hellenic pagan#religion cw#spirituality#paganism#devotional paganism#cw emotional manipulation#cw emotional abuse
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