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Introducing my current PC’s!!!
Tomie:
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- Specifically named after Junji Ito’s Tomie because A. I like the name and B. I think every PC has a little Tomie in them. She just has a lot. But without the murder. Yeah.
- Star-sign is pisces.
- Favorite animal; doe.
- Only child; parents died in murder-suicide of which she was a witness.
- Severe survivors guilt.
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- Tries to act like “normal” people and fails miserably. Frustrated by her social incompetency.
- Struggles with her mental health due to that isolation. Very close with Harper. Almost infatuated with him in a way. Odd.
- Very unaware, or at least that’s how she wants to be. If she sees things others don’t she gives no indication.
- Almost as unpopular as Kylar in school and so they spend a lot of time together. Despite this, she doesn’t really like him. Thinks his obsession is flattering though.
- Her room is as filled as Bailey will allow with stuffed animals. (Whitney’s twin fr 🤞🏻)
- Owns one stuffed bear from her life before the orphanage. Her one prized possession.
- Very fashion oriented, closet is stuffed with clothing.
- Makes most of her money as a model.
- Aspirations to become a professional model or a lawyer. Whichever is easiest.
- Angel motif, not an actual angel.
- Genuinely thinks Avery is a sweetheart.
- Feels as though she’s been forsaken by God.
- Would do almost anything for affection.
- Just wants to be loved.
Anthy:
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- Named after Anthy Himemiya because I like that name. Heresy to name a character this pale after Anthy but whatever.
- Star-sign is Cancer.
- Favorite animal; bunny.
- Only child; parents died in house fire.
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- Biggest whore in town. Proud town bicycle. Fucks for free. Enjoys the agency found in willingly giving her body away.
- An it girl. Very popular in school and out.
- Despite her obvious attraction to all things profane, she’s very active in the temple. She’s mostly just curious about the goings on.
- She is not well liked in the Temple. Like, at all. I don’t know why they let her stay to be honest.
- Ivory Wraith apologist. Thinks the tentacle thing is weird but is dtf whenever.
- Doesn’t really like Sydney as a person. Feels like he’s a wolf in sheep’s clothing. Honestly a bit frightened by him.
- Also doesn’t appreciate how malleable he is.
- Doesn’t like Sirrus either. He’s a weirdo.
- Also struggles with mental health issues (what PC doesn’t tbh) but distrusts Harper. Doesn’t understand how nobody else sees through his bullshit.
- Makes most of her money at the cafe doing gross things for gross amounts of money.
- Weird about anime. Like in the way I imagine Kylar is. A weeaboo if you will. She’s dl with it though, doesn’t want to freak people out.
- Big Wren fan. Has a crush on him and feels strange about it. Doesn’t like that she’s gotten attached, especially to a guy like him.
- Shit at blackjack. Maybe on purpose.
#i redesigned anthy bc they looked too similar#i really like blunt micro bangs okay#anyway#they’re like alternate universe versions of each other#that’s my headcanon for every pc btw#even ones that aren’t mine#:D#degrees of lewdity#dol pc#dol pcs#degrees of lewdity pc#digital art
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I need to speak on this because it’s happened far too many times and seems to be a recurring pattern with Fusebox.
It’s really shameful and disheartening to see how often Fusebox puts black women characters into couples with people that don’t actually like them, and proceeds to villainize them in the eyes of MC/other characters in the game.
We’ve seen it in S2 with Hope being loyal to Noah then getting disrespected by him when he confessed to MC in the end.
We’ve seen it with Grace in S6, sticking with Ozzy although he’s disrespected her and clearly wasted her time by staying with her when he was pining for MC all along. And even when he does tell her he’s not interested anymore, she does everything in her power to “win him over” instead of allowing her to rightfully look elsewhere for love.
And if you’re going the Jin route in S8, it happens with Luna. Jin doesn’t want her but he sticks around to spare her feelings. She embarrasses herself trying to win him over only to get booted off the show.
Next, they love to turn them into the “mean ones” by getting upset with MC/defending their relationship when romance (often initiated by the one they’re coupled up with) strikes.
Then they’re the enemy and everyone is waiting for them to be voted out of their game.
Yeah, sure, they’re just characters. It’s just a game. But it blows my mind, especially seeing this as a black player, that time and time again they’ve done this with the black women characters in the exact SAME way:
1. Couple with someone that’s not interested
2. argue/be a jerk to MC/refuse to take hints that their love interest doesn’t like them
3. do acrobatics to win said love interest over
4. get heartbroken, kicked off
If you’re going to put black women in your show, is it too much to ask them to be respected? To be deserving of a happy ending too? Reflect on how you’ve been representing black women, Fusebox.
Then do better.
#this game should be a sense of escape#what representation does this provide for black women#even in the actual show#the producers and casti bff love to put black women in their shows for representation#and throw them in a pool of men that clearly aren’t interested in black women#like here’s your token good luck finding love#can’t black women be deserving of love in at least a game?#I’ve held my tongue about this far too long#one time is fine and understandable but three?#get it together#litg#love island the game#Fusebox#litg s8#litg s7#litg s2#mine
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You know what feature we need to bother staff for next? Other people’s posts getting flagged as counting towards “strikes” on our blogs.
#like I am so serious tumblr staff look at me#one: we can’t even see how many strikes any of our blogs have; side or main#two: this is as ridiculous as teachers not giving the class recess just because one dude misbehaved; it’s group blaming & unnecessary#three: we can’t delete flagged posts on tumblr mobile at least on older versions idk how newer versions are#you set it up so it’s nearly impossible to keep your blog from not getting shadow banned#saying as someone who was previously flagged due to posts being retroactively flagged from the content ban of around 2016#this ‘feature’ literally makes no sense; why are we at fault for reblogging anything; we aren’t OP#why should flags on another blog affect everyone else?? it’s stupid#please fix this tumblr staff#this is without tackling all the issues with marginalized folks being flagged more I’m trying to make an appeal to the people in charge :/#mine#op#tumblr#tumblr mobile#tumblr staff#tumblr glitch
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suzanne collins making it so peeta gets hijacked by the capitol to be used against katniss is the second cruelest thing she’s ever done. the first being killing off finnick in such a cruel and useless manner
#yes I am rewatching the hunger games after seeing abosas aren’t we all???#i am so invested in katniss and peeta my god just let these kids have peace#so so so fucking cruel that they took away the one thing that was always a sure ray of hope and stability for katniss#peeta being her rock and her sunshine#and how they made it so he hated her and tries to kill her#fucking with his memories forever#i hate it I hate it I hate it#I need 10000000 recovery fics of them#AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON FINNICK#the hunger games#katniss and peeta#thg#everlark#finnick odair#katniss everdeen#peeta mellark#mine
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I honestly just don’t get how people default to thinking southern accents are like unserious and unintelligent, I know I live in a bubble and I’ve never been outside of the south so like my world view is skewed but like idk I can’t like conceptualize hearing someone’s accent and going “your accent is too stupid and silly for you to have a brain” like ???
#deity dialogue#sorry I’m rlly half asleep#obvs my worldview is different cause I’m southern I’m surrounded by southern ppl I hear the accent all the time#so it’s like normal obvs but idk it still baffles me#idk if I ever go north are y’all gonna be mean to me cause I talk in a way that y’all perceive as stupid and lesser than how you do??#I’ve already mentioned that even here we aren’t safe from the ‘haha youre a dumbass southern hick’ statements#which is rich cause like bitch who are you to be talking you live here too I don’t wanna hear you call me a red neck cause you’ve been here#for a long ass time to and I’m sure if you went up north they’d be on your ass the same way they’d be on mine#like what gives you the right?#like I will say also that I do make fun of the accent but in the way that lexi and I will be heatedly talking and get more southern with#each word and that amuses and delights us like idk it’s fun to look at someone who just said one word in a more extreme southern accent on#accident and repeat it back to them#but like at the end of the day we like being southern we don’t think there’s anything wrong with it or like inherently worth mocking#plus there’s a difference between two friends being silly and strangers telling you you’re a stupid redneck hick :)#this is also coming from someone who compared to other southern ppl doesn’t have the most strong southern accent (it’s there onvs but ya#know) and I still have to deal with this shit :/#sorry I need to go to bed and shut up no one caressss
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you know, in certain ways I am disappointed by the fact that clothing is no longer as gendered as it used to be—don’t get me wrong, I think this is a great thing, and it definitely is still more gendered than it should be—but it means that people’s perceptions of you now have this additional emphasis on the way that you physically look, which is to say, the unchangeable aspects of your appearance. in the sense that, like, gender is based not on the way you present yourself but on the way you are. and if you don’t physically match to people’s perceptions of what “is” male or female or whatever, then to them you just aren’t.
throughout history, and in some extent today, so much of gender was how you presented yourself and how you performed your gender—which is a problem in itself, of course, but it also kind of gave you the option to “reject” one gender by choosing to present and act as the other, even if it came at a great cost, because people would generally take this outward expression at such face value. in a paradoxical sense, the rigidity of, say, victorian gender expectations made it easier for one to “not achieve,” or even outright reject, their assigned gender, and in that sense, made it easier to transform it. and you can’t do that in the same way anymore, which, as I said, is a double edged sword, but like… I don’t know. it’s a feeling mostly from personal experience, arising from my own historical fantasies as a history-oriented person—a hundred years ago, if i wore men’s clothes as a woman, I’d be told that would undermine my assigned gender and make me “too masculine,” which, you know, would have been the goal. nowadays if I dress entirely masculine I’m just a girl wearing boys’ clothes because people can’t ever see anything else. I don’t know. I guess I’ll just sit here daydreaming about running off in the 18th century to join the british army by “disguising myself as a man” instead of being given one look at a reenactment event and observed with the remark that “the british units tend to have really good female impressions.”
#the guy was well meaning when he said it and I still took it as a compliment but at the same time just. idk#a little bit of an unintentional slap in the face#just to be outright told ‘you make a very convincing boy even if I can tell you aren’t one’#I just. I Wish I could appreciate that like a cis person could but I can’t#because it means no matter how hard I try because of the way I look I will never be perceived in any other way#idk maybe I’ll write a more coherent post on this phenomenon eventually#right now I’m feeling Very Transgender#but like. in the bad way. I have Cried about this recently#idk it’s late shut up#mine#historyposting#gender
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for the lolita fashion ask: 1, 11, 19 💗
Thank you for the asks!! ૮꒰ྀི >⸝⸝⸝< ꒱ྀིა
1: how and when did you first get introduced to the fashion?
I don’t know how I first learned lolita existed- probably through anime tbh- but I remember getting into it through 2 things; I was browsing Pinterest for historical costuming ideas and I kept seeing these Rococo and Victorian dresses, except they were super short for ballgowns which really confused me (I didn’t figure out that they were lolita but I thought they were so pretty) and second- I saw a girl wearing lolita on my college campus! I wore casual jfashion at the time (Liz Lisa, etc) but even though I knew what lolita was it felt super out of reach and like something only girls in Japan could wear. But there she was, in real life! It was a magical moment. I wish I could remember what exactly she was wearing or that I’d gotten a chance to meet her again but she completely changed my life! I put two and two together and realized I could wear these Victorian-esque dresses myself 🥰
11: what's one item you have that you would never sell?
This is tough, I have a lot of things I really love… I think probably my IW Renoir OP though. It’s definitely the dress I wear the most (it layers really well with like half my closet too..) and unlike a lot of other pieces I love I wouldn’t be able to sell it for a lot of money either.
Like, I would never want to sell my usakumya or my Milky Chan JSK but if I was in a bind financially they could be worth a couple hundred dollars each so if I had to it would make the most sense yknow?
I’d never want to sell my parasol either as it was a gift from my mom <3 and I have a couple vintage Gunne Sax pieces I’d never sell because with how popular the brand has gotten I’d never be able to replace them 😅 and I wear my Gunne blouses constantly too…
19: do you remember the first dress you ever saw? do you still like it?
Angelic Pretty’s Pompadour OP! I remember coming across it and not even realizing it was lolita, just thinking ‘huh someone made a version of Mme de Pompadour’s gown but they cut it so short, I wonder why’ haha. I’d love to own this dress! I’m a huge fan of the original painting and I think the color combo and design is so pretty. It would be a really nice convention/fancy tea party piece.
#mine#askbox#sadly mystery lolita chan was not in my comm and I never saw her again#just a mystery angel come to give me the gift of lolita lol#I don’t even remember what she wore I just remember it was navy colored#oh and I’d never sell my bunny chan coat! forgot about that#it’s just too cute I can’t let go of bunny chan…#probably also my Chelsea JSK not just because I love it but because it’s damaged too lol#so like she’s only worth anything to me but I love her#I don’t know if I’d say the Renoir OP is my favorite dress but it’s probably the one I’d save first in an emergency lol#it goes with everything and is so comfy#like that would be what I’d wear if I were a cartoon with one outfit yknow#(although I think giving a lolita only one outfit is a crime but w/e)#also yeah I probably found out about lolita through anime sorry lol#I had a middle school weeb phase like everyone else#I don’t think it’s a bad thing to be into lolita fashion and anime either as long as you realize most anime outfits aren’t actually lolita#is there still a stigma about that? there was when I started#also like I mean ‘short’ for pompadour in the sense of compared to floor length#bc I thought it was an attempt at historical fashion and not lolita lol#sorry for the essay haha
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listen to me.
bethany in the circle trying to do traditions/recipes that, growing up, her mother had told her were from kirkwall, as a way to try to settle in and not feel like such a stranger. but everyone in the gallows is so alienated from actual kirkwall culture (because yk they’re all transplants and/or were taken in at a very young age) that they don’t have those things either
#bethany hawke#it’s my own personal brain worms but i wish they would do more domestic worldbuilding#i think a lot about how leandra would have raised them with stories about kirkwall vs how that compares to when they get there#but also. the fact that mages in the kirkwall circle might not even consider themselves kirkwallers#god knows where some of them might actually be from#i’m talking about family recipes that no one can have because in the circle they’re cooking for hundreds of people. Oops All Stews#i’m talking about small holidays that aren’t on the chantry calendar so the templars don’t get to celebrate so no one observes them#i’m thinking about young apprentices trying to learn what their family might be doing without them#thirdhand through bethany trying to remember what her mother would mention#bethany#mine
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is it “I take creative liberties with my art designs of other people’s characters because they’re mythical creatures or monsters or animal hybrids or something but look I kept the roleplayers’/streamers actual in game skin AND irl physical characteristics into account because I drew them with colored hair or glasses or I made them short !! !!” or is it “i just don’t want to draw characters that aren’t thin and pale and even though their characters as well as actual bodies are not thin nor pale or blue eyed because their look as a person and their characters they’re playing in game doesn’t represent the idea of a desirable hot design of a person I have in my mind and I’m going to hide my abhorrence to certain facial and body features behind the argument that because they’re fictitious people I can mold them however I want”
“it wouldn’t be realistic to draw an _______ as the way the actual streamer looks” why not? why keep the certain features of certain people into your representations and not others? am I making sense? probably not nvm
#this is probably unreadable but it’s late and I’m kind of annoyed#should I tag this qsmp? You know what yeah#qsmp#because I’m seeing just a lot of noticeable things in art where Some and I repeat Some#artists are designing cubitos in a human form#and it’s strange to me#because some of the designs of the qsmp characters played by the streamers actually look like the streamers#and some jsut#dont#But the ones that look like the streamers have certain characteristics that are either thin and white#and the streamers that aren’t thin nor pale get kind of altered to appear that way even when their cubitos don’t#look that way?#Yea I feel like I’m being a little bitch but#I see a lot of people airing out their opinions and you know what this is mine#And this ABSOLUTELY does not apply to just the qsmp community#this applies to SO MANY FANDOMS either in Minecraft or in media like movies and tv shows esp animated ones#its just been on my mind#also routeriver does a beautiful amazing job of fusion between cubitos and the irl streamer’s characteristics. Love their art#I feel stupid but I’m still gonna post#Ik Mike in particular has a pale lil cubito#but the streamer himself isn’t but since the cubito looks different I guess it’s fine ofc#but I just don’t know how to explain it#when all your characters look the same#with the same small nose and the same big eyes and the same sharp no fat jawline#when the irl streamers who look like their cubitos don’t look like that#with thin thin bodies and white faces when the people just are not white when there’s much more white rep in the art community than there#is other ethnicities and races#bc there is btw#idk#My friends and I just don’t feel
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It cracks me up whenever somebody tells me that all my ‘issues’ stem from the fact that I watch horror movies because, officer, I hardly ever actually watch horror movies. If you’re gonna insult me at least do it correctly
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Good afternoon hoards of random strangers on tumblr dot com do you care to explain to me why you are all going to my blog to reblog posts I didn’t even make
#there’s like two posts in particular that have blown up AND THE AREN’T EVEN MY POSTS#I JUST LEFT COMMENTS AND ONLY ONE OF THEM IS VAGUELY FUNNY#mine#random#personal
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personally i find it deeply boring that amc iwtv is so insistent on the main focus always being on loustat/lestat himself. yes he is the narrator of the majority of the books and yes he is a major character, but iwtv is interview with THE vampire, the vampire being louis. the main character is louis. putting more lestat into s2 works well enough to transition from s1-s2 and as a visual means of literally haunting the narrative but amc is starting to seem like its making everything about lestat, when it shouldn’t be (at least not during the events of the first book and this particular interview) it’s about louis. louis’s life, his relationships- with lestat but also with others (claudia, armand, his own family, hell even DANIEL)
tldr i don’t like how lestat seems to be becoming more of the main character than louis.
#i get that he’s the main character of the books for the most part but thats not the point#especially not considering we’re still on the first book- LOUIS’S BOOK#it also feels like a weird dynamic like. oh we have to always have this white man here be the main character when your real mc is a poc#and having jacob and sam do most of the interviews for s2 even though that is not the focus here#yes they have incredible chemistry but their relationship is not the point of focus here#and it feels like pandering to those who only watch for that ship#which i kind of dread.#did i mention i dont actually like show loustat that much or their fanbase#LOVE book loustat they’re soulmates they’re everything. not feeling show loustat#greatly preferring show loumand so far which is funny because they aren’t a favourite of mine in the books#already though the fans only watching for loustat are not understanding armand/loumand or attacking him or the ship#as a professional armand understander and defender i almost cant stand to see it#the way that jacob and assad have done not one interview together this season and yet a million jacob/sam ones…#well.#i know what it feels like it is but i shant say. rhymes with dacism.#anyway enough rambling#im not putting this in the main tags#i will get attcked lmao
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A message to the recent & future transgender pick-mes.
If you’re a trans pick-me (no matter where you align with gender) there’s a special place in Hell just for you & I don’t even believe in Hell. Having trauma isn’t excusing your actions of going out of your way to hurt other people actively. It explains that it comes from a place of hurt potentially or you’re just turning into a rage-bait influencer because it makes you money. Either way you come after trans people who don’t do being trans exactly like you so they “aren’t really trans.” You get a taste of the right-wing rage-bait money pot & you wanna keep going because money & maybe some weird part of you thinks this will save you from transphobic attacks? Honey, we’re all just fags to them no matter how we look or act. Even if you’re a cis person not following the norm or unaware of the politics of it all, you’re still just a faggot to them who they will eventually want to snuff out. I’m saying this as a tranny fag just to be clear! You can’t be playing these exclusion games & thinking it’s going to make you powerful! Even Milo Yionnapolis or whatever that fucker’s name was got dropped by the Trump Administration! They do not like us & they never will like us! Democrat, republican, whatever it is; if it’s capitalist, it doesn’t like us! No matter how much you lick those boots, it’ll do you no good. You’re a faggot/tranny just like me & the rest of us, that’s how these suits see it & always will see it no matter how much you try to prove “I’m one of the good ones.” They aren’t going to save you, we’re all on the chopping block to them no matter what our politics are. These government folks don’t see any of us as “one of the good ones.” Get over yourself, grow the fuck up, and stand side-by-side with your transsexual siblings! All we have is each other, these cis people aren’t shit! 💜 Down with cis! 💜
#if you don’t know what a pick-me is read the post and or look it up#I’m not going to name names because I’m not a pick me bich with a big following#& unlike the money making influencers I don’t have the luxury of people demanding my account be brought back on other sites#hate that word ‘influencer’ but it serves the purpose of this topic in particular#this goes out to certain Kellys & Bucks & Kalvins & all the other sniveling whiny irrelevant pick-mes who play the I got mine so screw you#card & betray the very people who supported them & for being a traitor to their wider community of trans siblings#imagine wanting to be a bitter angry obnoxious influencer until you eventually pass away; that is honestly a skill issue#grow some compassion & learn to love the people & things around you; that’ll do you much better than a life of pointless performativity#I think we should bring back the phrase#down with cis#& I mean that genuinely#these self hating trans circles much like the people crusading after trans people will only eat themselves & each other alive#you’re better off supporting & sticking by your trans siblings; yes even the ones who you think do gender weird or have neopronouns#get over yourselves please; neopronouns aren’t even probably new tbh but this isn’t a history post#mine#op#trans#transgender#nonbinary#enby#tw slur#tw slurs#cw slurs#slurs tw#tw t slur#tw f slur#f slur#t slur#slurs cw
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day one of prep cook work: I only cried twice and the forefinger of my dominant hand is half-numb from slicing 20 lbs of cheese
#about me#text post#it just takes me like 3 months to feel comfortable at a new job#everyone is perfectly nice and I like the kitchen vibes much better#but I’m so slow#and I know it’s not helpful#ugh why can’t I just be perfect immediately at new job#ten hour days with no break are taking a little getting used to#I’m sure I’ll be fine but goddamn I need to figure out something with these knife skills#mine aren’t bad for a home cook but they’re too slow and inconsistent for a kitchen#plus! my prep station faces a wall so no one even knew I was crying#that’s good right
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no matter how old i get, no matter how big or little the problem is- my plushies will always be there for me
#miskipz draws#my sona#vent art#stuffed animals#plushies#hurt and comfort#i’ve cried a lot into these little masses of felt and stuffing throughout my life#probably more than is seemingly healthy as of recently#maybe it’s why i collect plushes so much#sure they’re cute and soft but they bring comfort to me when it seems like no one else can#i just wish they could hug me back or know how much i cherish them#the joke of this is two of those aren’t even actually mine#i just snatched them from my partner when they weren’t using them and kept them#i try to offer them back but i’m told that they’re there to catch my tears when my partner can’t
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i cannot believe i finally own a titania asuna figure and it’s at my dad’s house where i cannot display it on my shelf next to my pink— *gunshots*
#it’s the griffon one so it’s one of the two (2) that aren’t Fucking Disgusting#she was $480 :))))))))))#it’s not even technically mine it’s my brothers 😭
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