você quer comer a cinco minutos.
você quer ser magra desde que você consegue se lembrar.
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It’s difficult. I’m not 14 anymore. I don’t starve like I used to. I can’t go 30 hours without eating, I struggle to OMAD, I don’t have the calories to everything memorised anymore. I don’t have the energy.
The struggle of a ‘recovered’ anorexic who yearns for the comfort of feeling small again.
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I‘m 👏 so 👏 afraid 👏 to 👏 weigh 👏 myself👏
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does anyone have any tips on p&rging??
please its not f cking working anymore
i used to be able to but then i stopped cause i had some f vking slef controle and now i cant do it anymore
i havnt done it in a while and now its not working please anything will help
i knoe uts dangerous but so is $h and ⭐️veing and people still give tips for that
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starting this again!
pls message me if you’d like to join a group chat - most likely will be on snap
my stats:
21yo
LW: 104
GW: 100
CW: idk probably 160 :(
i do intermittent fasting and also kinda wanna start counting cals again. anyone who wants to join can, but the chat has to be respectful and supportive. pls don’t join if you are in recovery or considering recovery.
ironically my name is ana
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It's hilarious that I want to lose weight and I'm "trying' to do it but I just keep gaining. I hate myself.
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As someone who suffers from ARFID I know for a fact there won't be one single safe food on the Christmas table for me to enjoy. I dread sitting there watching everybody else eat and being asked why I'm not.
It is that time of the year when thinking about food gets a bit more stressful than usual, when the idea of sitting at the dinner table to eat, feels like the most frightening thing.
If you out here are struggling, know that you are not alone.
The Holidays are a challenging time for most people, especially those with mental illness and eating disorders.
I've personally been picking my brain to come up with something I can make so that I don't feel as isolated as I feel every single year since I can remember. I have to remind myself that it is okay to make adaptations and that I will probably not be able to eat the same things that everyone else can.
If you can, take your safe foods with you.
If you can, make sure to eat as well as you can beforehand so that you won't have to starve yourself.
If you can, talk to your loved ones about your food anxieties, you don't have to go through this alone.
Always be kind to yourself and know this too will pass.
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i got told for like 5 people that i look skinnier lets gooooo
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Lol
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anyone know of any active ed group chats? I need new friends🥺
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the thing about „starving doesn’t work“ is that it refers to loosing weight down to a healthy weight.
If your goal is an unhealthy weight it becomes the only opition
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Monday, August 1st
Weight: 120.8
Calorie Intake: 879cals
I did semi terribly today, but it's far better than yesterday I suppose.
I'm hoping that August is my month to finally start over and redeem myself.
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I'm back. I left for a while thinking I could lose weight without being motivated but nope, I definitely need to stay here to keep myself focused. Happy to be back!
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Somedays I'll eat new foods or foods that are usually scary and everything is fine, and some days even the foods I love and eat every single day taste like I'm going to through up my lungs, so what's it gonna be today?
Because honestly, I know the bad days feel like they're this deep hole in the ground that you can't get out of, I know it feels like they define you, feels like you'll never get better, but trust me you will get better, and you will get worse.
This journey is not a straight line, it's not all the way up, it's important to remain patient, to understand yourself and your shortcomings and to know a bad day is a bad day but a good day is a victory!
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school starts tmrw and i’ve fast the last 2 days, im thinking of having smtng small for breakfast tomorrow and then burn the calories at school
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