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stillfrownyclownlol · 5 months

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*desperate scratching noises while I draw Nutcracker!AU*

Dunno if I'm gonna post the sketches cuz I feel really crap rn so the drawings are crap too lmao 🫠 Anyway it's (mostly) the barbie movie version because the Nutcracker in the movie was my first crush (HIS HUMAN FORM SUCKS BTW??? LEAVE MY MAN ALONE) BUT i like the ballet shows too :<

I mean Ash is Clara. Yeah. And Aidens the Nutcracker. So I get to put him in one of those goofy little outfits, its good for my mental health 🤡 ALSO HIM GETTING CURSED FOR BEING IRRESPONSIBLE FITS REALLY WELL LEAVE ME ALONE.

Tyler is the Rat King cuz I love him ❤️ and Taylor is the Sugarplum Princess because i think she deserves to wear a sparkly dress with pretty wings. For my mental health guys.

Idk who should be Drosselmeyer cuz like. IDK Logan kinda gives me vibes but it would be weird to draw him as an old guy and then an owl LMAO

Imagine I made Ben the Bunny tho

#sbg #school bus graveyard webtoon #school bus graveyard #sbg (webtoon)#ashlyn banner #aiden clark #aidlyn #aiden x ashlyn #idk rambling #dont listen to me 😭

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taohs · 11 months

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(some) Balalaika moments that lives in my head rent free

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kaixserzz · 8 months

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eons adrift ⋅ʚ♡ɞ⋅ wanderer x gn!reader

˗ˏˋ꒰ 🎐 ꒱ "i'll come and find you in every life celestia will give me." "that's not possible, you and i both know that." "watch me!"

˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ cw: character analysis-ish, mildly proofread, drabble but it's kinda messy, its more like an idea than a fic LOLLL im sorry, hurt/comfort

scaramouche took you for a naive fool, just as he was when oh so stupidly believed those words as kunikuzushi.

you are but a human. a mere breath of his everlasting eternity. a few hundreds of years and he would forget everything about you.

insignificant, you humans were.

frail.

vulnerable.

so so easy to break.

as he walked into the path of darkness; consuming him and turning him into someone he doesn't recognize in the mirror no longer—kabukimono, kunikuzushi, the love of your life, was long gone. memories like the leaves that turn yellow and crumble to ashes as winter approaches.

yet the winter will remain in his empty chest for as long as he walks teyvat. churning into a blizzard of ice cold pain, destroying everything around him as it grows. he continues to walk this wretched path he chose.

but then he met someone, rekindling the spark that was once there beneath his porcelain skin. trying to light up a burn out wick, to bring an end to his winter and bring forth the beautiful spring he was once.

scaramouche never thought he'd love again.

even after all through the pain he went from the doctor's experiments, after roaming the great expanse of the abyss, after becoming the balladeer, the 6th of the fatui harbingers, he still felt.

love.

happiness.

pain.

sorrow.

and regret.

he hates it, but he loves them, just as much as he loved you.

though he allowed someone new worm their way into his heart, he kept them in arm's reach. he cannot bear to be vulnerable to someone else. they were human, they were to die; he is a puppet, he is meant to live on forever.

but then he heard them say things only you would say. giving him lavender melons you bought off the market, accidentally calling him names only you would know.

he remember that promise you made him before you died.

"i'll come and find you in every life celestia will give me."

scaramouche did not understand what he felt when he realized that his new lover, was in fact, just a reincarnation of you. and just like that, your name burns back itself into his mind—a name he thought he had erased into obscurity, along with his past.

he was a fool, scaramouche thought. he laughed at himself, a laugh void of humor, nor joy.

it was your name, your first incarnation, just in a different language.

it appears that scaramouche didn't like this feeling. of bitter butterflies in his stomach, the familiarity when you try to get close to him, the same smile you had, the light full of love in your eyes—it was all too much for him.

so he left you in the snow of his ever growing blizzard. buried under the thick layers of freezing ice.

and again, to your next reincarnation. a fatui, a vendor, an adventurer, a knight, a scholar—male, female, neither, or all of them; tall, short, plump, slim, dark or light skinned,

he cannot bear to lose you just as he first did.

slipping by his fingers, to the one thing he is not affected by.

death.

he doesn't accept the fact that your love has led you back to him, again and again.

why do you even keep coming back? don't you know he's part of the fatui? don't you know what he has done? don't you know what he has become?

and yet you'd knock on his door, calling his name with your voice full of warmth, arms wide for him to take and allow himself to be called yours again—all he had to do was open the door.

he has kept a lock on it ever since he met you again.

worn down and rotten; chains all rusted, handle jammed and barely working. he approaches the door once again. this time, as wanderer. a better version of himself,

one that's finally willing to open the door to you.

but you weren't there anymore, waiting for him on the other side.

how could you? you were never there in the first place.

not with this version of himself.

not as the wanderer.

and maybe that was for the best. even though he cries himself to sleep at night for all the things he has done to you. weeping, as he curls onto the sheets, praying to the stars above in hopes you'd hear his heartbroken apologies, yearning for your love, your touch, your smiles—

this was his punishment for hurting you, for being a fool. he was underserving of your love, after all.

"hey, wanderer, was it?"

a new voice, someone unfamiliar. he refrained from sighing, for buer's sake, and instead took a deep, refreshing breath. he turns, and the stranger smiles brightly at him.

immediately, as if the winds of spring has hit him all so suddenly in the face. the fragrance of blooming flowers that was once buried under the snow, the sun shining brightly in the skies, and birds chirping symphonies.

like the mornings brimming with new found hope, the smell of dew sticking onto his clothes as he trace his fingers all over the a tree's trunk. like the the juices of a fruit he sank his teeth into, dribbling down the corners of his lips and down his arms.

warmth tingled on his skin, and his heart leaps.

"nice to meet you!" you say your name, a name he has heard hundreds of versions before, all so different and yet they all felt and tasted like honey dripping down his tongue. "i hope we get along."

"yeah," he says, almost breathless, as the tears begins to well in his eyes. his fingers tremble, and his smile grew wobbly. tipping his hat down to avoid your gaze, his voice cracks. "i hope so too."

his door was wide open, waiting for you come in.

you grin, and take a step inside.

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author's note: "i thought this was a dottore only blog? SHUT UP!!!!! SHUT UP!!! 🥹🥹🥹🥹 IM MAD AT MYSELF TOO BUT THIS IS FOR @fatuismooches also new format because im too lazy to open my files :/ not back yet, i just wanna write this for the pookie 💗💗 ty for listening to me ramble like a madman ur single handedly gettin me thru it ong LMAOOO /lh

#favoniuslibrary #˚₊໒🔪꒱kai writes₊˚#╰┈➤ wanderer #wanderer x reader #genshin impact x reader #genshin x reader #genhin impact #scaramouche x reader #listening to mitski's new album to this #this is like #so so bad but bear with me #i dont feel well ok 😭😭#idea came to me while im in the shower

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le-velo-pour-dru · 4 months

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#dru speaks #😌🩷#listen i'm cupioromantic it's not like i have anyone else to celebrate with 😭❤️#so he's my next best option 😌💖#heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy dallon i'm free if you're free tomorrow ;D 💖 /j #dallon weekes #idkhow #idkhbtfm #i dont know how but they found me #undescribed

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3-aem · 5 days

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BRO!!!!! AFTER TRYING TO CANCEL ME?!?! IN BAD FAITH?!?!?!!!!

YA IVE POSTED IT NO U CANT SEE IT ANYMORE CUZ UR MEAN???

#im ngl i saw them talking about me this morning and all day thats actually the explanation for my off the hinge behavior #THEY MADE SO MANY TWEETS ABOUT ME U DONT UNDERSTAND 😭😭😭#AND IM SUPPOSED TO BE NICE I CANT FIND IT IN ME I CANT #YOU LET ME LIVE IN UR HEAD ALL DAY AND ALL THAT TIME SCROLLING THROUGH MY MEDIA TAB FOR NOT EVEN A MINUTE WOULD HAVE YIELDED UR ANSWERS #TELL ME UR AGE BC THIS IS LIKE GEN ALPHA LEVELS OF RESOURCEFULNESS AND IF UR THAT YOUNG U CANT BE HERE #THEYRE 28 #LISTEN I LOVE MY OLD FANDOM FRIENDS SO MUCH #NONE OF THEM WOULD BE DOING THIS THO

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inkyray · 24 days

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blue and wildflower from billie eilish's new album got me fucked up.

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opens-up-4-nobody · 10 months

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She's turning the rain to snow

#LISTEN. uwu rukia my beloved 😭😭😭#theyre both so sad abd soft together. bleach hurt me so bad. the betrayal. but the fucking sad rain music plays in my head all the time #fucking christ its the show i have so so much nostalgia for #god. i wanna write ichiruki feels but dont wanna rewatch all of bleach #i dont remember it well enough but the soul mates thing. the rain the ice queen. the rukia wanting a family and putting other before hersel #the ichigo being trained as a protector and being the onky one willing to not let her die.#im gonna have to redraw that kiss in like 2 years or so bc i like the pose. the dress is way too long for her tiny legs tho #i did not use my time wisely today 😬#bleach #ichiruki #ichigo kurosaki #rukia kuchiki #tw blood #shout out to middle school me who couldnt draw either of these fools ✌️#fanart

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rox-of-iu · 1 year

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if no one got me i know cultivate mondays got me. can I get a wahoo-

(spoilers)

(i know we havent met the other peak lords but I just wanted to redraw some memes let me have this)

#liushen #this is obvs about cultivate by neonghostcat again if you haven't checked it out yet then what are you doing #im not tagging them this time cuz i dont want to seem creepy by tagging them all the while gsdashdg plus these are just silly doodles #but listen you guys dont understand how dear to me this fic is 😭😭#the works tough rn but cultivate gots my back I'm holding it sooo gently every new chapter is such a joy #anyway #the full name of the fic is cultivate: slow life on a monster-infested mountain #absolute beloved #svsss

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magicalcraftgirl · 1 month

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♥︎𝐀𝐫𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐢’𝐬 𝐂𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐭♥︎

girly is so slay in whatever she wears🥰🥰🥰

This was originally just clothing practice, then I decided to make something quirky and cute out of it. reminds me of those "pick and choose" your outfit games from 2010s???

#ensemble stars fanart #enstars fanart #yes im still very normal about arashi dont judge me😭#arashi narukami #ensemble stars arashi #enstars arashi #あんさんぶるスターズ！#the bunny outfit is lowkey driving me insane AAAAHA #if ya listen to rabbit hole then ya would prob understand HASGHA #clothing design #ensemble stars #enstars

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anonymouscheeses · 10 days

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(First two paragraphs sound messed up asf don't read those first and leave it at that, keep reading lmao it gets better i swear 😭)

My personal ick is when people take wlw scenes/songs and make them mlm or mlw... because brutha eugh? We already barely have shit why u gotta take OUR shit and make it all abt u. Idk... am I being a lil slow? I saw a h*skerdust ver of the more than anything reprise and kinda cringed. It was basically just a male version of the song n they jst put the ship as the cover art and yknow idk if thats what kinda urked me or if i jst hate h*skerfuck even more lately. Like... Idc if u make a cover of a wlw song unless u make it wlm. But it kinda disgusts me when someone makes it mlm too?? Like idk if that's jst me upset that chaggie isn't super popular (which is completely the shows fault and the fact ppl just always favor mlm 😭). But imma leave it at that I'm usually the type to wait for someone else's opinion so I can make my own.

When u make a mlw characters into wlw or mlm it's aight cuz they literally have the majority of the entire internet what's it gonna do? Hurt your representation? Yap yap. But it's equally messed up to me to make any lesbian media gay and uplifting that. Genderbending doesn't count, I love gender bending, but making that and putting it above the original wlw media is straight up lesbophobia I don't care.

No. I think THATS my problem actually. It's when you make any wlw media into mlm or wlm and UPLIFTING that higher than the original. THATS my problem. Not the change itself, but the putting it on a higher shelf than the smaller amount of wlw rep and saying it's "better". Because that itself is messed up asf.

It's kinda of similar to the whole carmillo carmine thing. Because they genderbent carmilla and said that he was BETTER THAN HER?? Istg hazbee fans are fucking terrified of women or somthn because I keep seeing this shit. Like my entire blog has always been women loving women. Because ykno I'm a girl kisser 😝 so it's hilarious to think abt a hazboo fan screaming in terror at two girls kissing 😭

This goes with mlm too but it's not as big of problem let's be real. It probably happens, not sure, I have NEVER seen it happen before so that's telling enough.

(THE FIRST TWO PARAGRAPHS SOUND BAD NOW... DONT READ THOSE AND LEAVE IT AT THAT PLEASE.)

#IF U READ THE FIRST TWO PARAGRAPHS AND MAKE AN OPINION ABT ME. DONT. PLEASE #IT GETS BETTER I SWEAR. I EXPLAIN MORE. LISTEN PLS 😭😭#hazbin hotel #chaggie #hazbin hotel vaggie #hazbin hotel charlie #carmilla carmine #carmillo carmine #HOW TF IS CARMILLO SO FUCKING POPULAR HE GETS AN ENTIRE FUCKING TAG. FUCK ALL OF U IST FUCKIN RAHHHHH 🗣🔥🔥#if u like carmillo more than carmilla consider urself an opp #SHE WOULD NEVER BE A TWINK. SHED BE AN OLD MUSCULAR MAN #accurate carmillo would be hot asf whyd u have to make him a twink 😭#hazbin #im scared to tag anything else in fear of attracting lesbian fearin hazbitch fans #just so yall know im also a hazbeyonce fan 😝

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hungergamesheadcanons · 5 months

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Post-revolution Annie just posts random videos of Finnick and their son on the internet and they always go viral because people have only ever seen Finnick as playboy extraordinare and now they see Finnick being a dumbass father who's trying his best and it's very endearing and 90% of the time the camera pans out to an unimpressed Johanna or Katniss and it's great

#the hunger games #finnick odair #katniss everdeen #annie cresta #johanna mason #listen he's trying #he's never done anything like this before #he needs a minute #finnick ringing his mum like “MUM THE BABY IS CRYING ALL NIGHT WHAT AM I DOING WRONG 😭”#“mum he reached for my lobster can he have it” “finnick hes 6 weeks old”#“mum is he meant to be throwing himself off every surface??” “i mean you did so take that as you will” “NOT HELPFUL”#“can i take him swimming yet?? i want to show him the sharks 😁😁” “finnick hes 2 months old ffs”#Annie's just watching the chaos and texting Finnick's mum like “sorry mum dont stress it I got this”#Finnick's mum just sat there like “at least one of you knows wtf is going on”#jokes on her annie just has a million parenting books she flips through to answer her questions before heading to google #annies search history includes 'how old til baby can visit ocean'#'can i make baby food out of anything'#'how to tell my husband that hes doing fine but holding the baby like that is going to send me into a coma'

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nightkit92 · 5 months

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So I got him like 2 days ago and I forgot to tell y'all I'm sorry

I had a panic attack not to long ago, he's good at calming me down :D comfort character yippee

#he also somehow managed to change my dreams😭#like id be dreaming about dying or smth and this dude turns it into rainbows and flowers or some shit #also one time he managed to say “DONT LEAVE ME HERE” and i woke up and he was RIGHT next to me😂#anywaysss tags!#wally darling welcome home #wally darling #welcome home #welcome home wally puppet #welcome home wally plush #welcome home wally darling plush #wally darling plush #welcome home wally darling #welcome home wally #wally welcome home #plushie #plush #he gots headphones :0 #i made him listen to GHOST by nelward >:)

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crystallizsch · 24 days

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Hi 💃 Sorry this has been in my head for like an hour, but I was listening to music and I think the song called Past Lives REALLY fits Yuusha in some way?? I can't exactly form the words shdkajjckaf but the lyrics seem to make sense and I don't know how else to put it 🧍‍♀️

Past lives couldn't ever hold me down Lost love is sweeter when it's finally found I've got the strangest feeling This isn't our first time around Past lives couldn't ever come between us Sometimes the dreamers finally wake up Don't wake me, I'm not dreaming

(eugh it looks like they're doing a high-five but i wanted it for them to be dancing ;; oh well 🧍)

(also read more below bc this turned into another ramble omg i cant shut up)

HI HI! 👋👋👋👋 SORRY I COULDN'T HELP IT

AND I'M NOT EVEN SURE IF THIS IS THE RIGHT SONG YOU'RE REFERRING TO BC YOU DIDNT SPECIFY AN ARTIST BUT IT SEEMS TO FIT ????

i just pulled up the first ones when i looked up the song on spotify 😭

i think both are pretty much the same song though???

anyways EITHER WAY THIS GAVE ME EAR WORMS I CANT STOP LISTENING TO IT?? this is my type of music i cant explain it 🤧🤧

ALSO ALSO WAITTT WHY HOW -- HOWD YOU READ HER THIS WELL

IS SHE THAT OBVIOUS OR AM I JUST REALLY GENERIC

bc there's also this headcanon that there's a version of the twst cast back from the world where yuu/mc came from

and i'd like to think yuusha had a partner back in her world similar to jamil before she ended up in twst ;;;;

I've got the strangest feeling This isn't our first time around Past lives couldn't ever come between us

IM LOSING IT---- THEY ARE SOULMATES BECAUSE I SAID SO (<- delusional)

and also this specific line ,,,,

Don't wake me, I'm not dreaming

lowkey my mind is also buzzing with thoughts i can't put it all into words as to why this fits SO much, especially with yuu having dreams canonically

i guess for yuusha specifically she feels content with the people around her in twst but shes still convinced everything is like a fever dream and "going home" will put everything back to normal

so the line "dont wake me im not dreaming" is her true thoughts, she is in denial and she doesn't want to wake up from the "dream" that is twst wonderland bc shes finally happy

#IM JUST GIVING MORE RANDOM UNWARRANTED LORE DROPS AT THIS POINT AHHH #(or idk i think im just making things up as i go but anywaysss)#i love how yall send me songs that relate to yuusha and/or jamil hgjfkdssl #i really appreciate it 😭💖#bc i dont really actively search for songs that relate to my ocs/ships #but when they do come up i just go “oh neat” and then have it on repeat for a while until i get tired of it #this is a really nice song tho it is now in my rotation of songs that i listen to on loop #thank you so much for this 🤧🤧🤧💖💖💖#[—#(💜) yuusha #(💜) jamiyuu #✦ asks #★ my art #☆ oc rambles #—]

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bkgrl · 9 days

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Ok, I know it's totally random but I'm at a store right now trying different kinds of accessories and whenever I try to put a choker on I get this weird suffocating feeling like someone or something is wrapping their hands, something, around my neck and slowly pressing on my neck. ( it's a weird thing that I've had for a long time, even turtlenecks are a drag for me but not as bad as those kinds of necklaces )

And I just thought, what if Katsuki had the same feeling but with ties and that is why he doesn't wear them anymore/often ?

( if I remember correctly even his costume for the i-island arc didn't have one? )

#so much potential #the angsssstttt #i know this is random #it can even be expanded to the point of him hating them even more after the sport festival #also him hating muzzles or blind folds is kind of obvious to me?#but also imagine a fic where he tries to surpass his phobias by connecting it to a good memory or experience #<- the last one is a little bit self centered ( dont know how to explain it ) because its how i do to like erase or transform a bad memor #anyway thanks for listening #have a good day/night #💮~delia's garden~💮#mha #bnha #bakugou katsuki #bakugou x reader #bakugo katsuki #katsuki bakugo #bnha bakugou #katsuki bakugou x reader #bakugou smut #< kinda #bakugo katuski #katsuki bakugou #my hero academy #my hero acadamy #my hero acedamia #my hero academia #how do you write it ? 😭#like there are a hundred tags all different 🥲#boko no hero academia #boku no hero

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welcometogrouchland · 1 year

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im so predictable. time skip huntlow

[ID: a digital drawing of Hunter and Willow from the owl house in their epilogue designs. The image is a redraw of the "girl kissing guy against a fence" meme. Willow holds Hunter up against a wall of vines and kisses him, while he grabs onto the wall behind him. There's a cartoonist "smooch" onomatopoeia written between the two and the background is orange. End ID]

Had to fulfill this request in the most obnoxious way possible. This is what timeskip Huntlow was made for, in my eyes <3

#the owl house #toh #hunter toh #willow park #huntlow #watching and dreaming #i wasn't originally gonna use my texture brush for the lines #but it got me out of the ''dont wanna go past the sketch in case i ruin it'' stage. so ultimately I'm cool w it #also listen I'm. not good at drawing kisses #i do not understand how 2 draw them. but i tried VERY hard here 😭#yeah she's kinda just kissing his mouth and hes not really kissing back but it's fine. it's in character #i think this is good huntlow art bc when i showed it to izzy she leaned forward until her face touched the screen #and then she started air-punching me #that's a top tier friend review and that's all i need #also no shading bc ha. hahahaha. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah #no <3 #<- i am very tired <3

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dizzybizz · 8 months

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meowzers

#hey guys i made a little freak. thoughts?#hes got ghost fish friends :)#and hes a catboy #ALSO WTF IS IT WITH ME AND LIKE..#FISHERMEN LATELY. FIRST GUY NOW THIS FUCKER WTH #uhm but he basically came to be bc i was like “damn i rlly want to make more original art....” and the first thing that came out of my hand #was a catboy. not gonna read into it too deeply.#i dont have any proper explantation for the fish... the idea is that he ?? eats them and then magics them into big ghost fish and idk #its cool in my head!! im just so bad at formulating my thoughts in a way that makes any sense at all 😭#my art #dizzyoriginals #oc #idk what he does with the fish. maybe theyre friends of his. maybe its like a they give him their life and he gives them new life or smth.#a give and take back and forth kinda thing- listen these r late night rambles.#also i just love the cartoony ass fish skeletons in cartoons n stuff. theyre so dear to me. i wanted to draw em #cw eyestrain #eyestrain

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