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dayraiser · 1 year
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listen jedtavius nation i know we love the melodramatic roman octavius who waxes poetic about jed at any given opportunity and emotionally constipated jedediah who is so bad with words that he just goes "hrbghbsf!!!!!!! i!!!! i love he!!!!!! when octy does!!!! does the thing!!!!!"
but have we considered melodramatic roman octavius who can absolutely bust out the longest speech ever about anything else but when it comes to jedediah? sputtering, blushy mess
and what about a jedediah that really can't quite put words to his thoughts or feelings for anything else but when it comes to octavius? hoo boy sit down lad cus youre in for it.
like, look:
Nicky (kid): Jed, how did you know you like, /liked/ Octavius?
Jedediah: Same as I know that the sun's gon' set tomorrow, boy! I'll tell ya now, I ain't never felt nothin' like it before... When he turns and notices me there and his expression changes from this stern glare that's cold and hard like steel to this softer look that feels like a warm blanket on a cold night, or, or like how a good whiskey settles in yer stomach. Then, he calls out to me, and- and, listen, kid- it's like being beckoned to by the sun itself, ya know? I can't quite look at 'im head on, 'cus if I do I feel like I might just burn up and die, seein' all that beauty all at once. I'd die a happy man, though, lemme tell ya...
Nicky:
Nicky: That's cool! A boy gave me a cool rock yesterday and that's why I asked
juxtaposed with
Lancelot: I'm curious, what /do/ you see in that little smelly cowstead?
Octavius: I.
Octavius: Um. He...
Octavius, rapidly shutting down, face extremely flushed: He... hrhgjjhhh..... //////// ;;;;;;;; he.... he make me;;;;;; the warm and the///////// the fuzzy.... hshdhwhdhwkfhjed !!!!! /////////////;;;;;; (curls up into a ball like a pillbug)
Lancelot: Oh dear. Nightguard! I appear to have broken Octavius!
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awearywritersworld · 7 months
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"took you long enough"
gojo satoru x reader summary: when you ask your best friend to meet the guy you've been seeing, things don't go quite as planned. w/c: 3.2k tags/warnings: angst to smut with a fluffy ending. 18+. friends to lovers. jealous gojo. curse words. drinking. gojo shoves ur love interest. he's just kind of an ass to him in general. fem!reader. no use of y/n. a/n: i don't often write smut, but i kinda got carried away.. carpe diem, i say masterlist
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gojo is tired of hearing you ramble on about the new guy you've been seeing. he barely even glances at your phone screen when you try to show him a picture you took together.
"you're way out of his league," he states dryly.
"hardly," you scoff. "men don't exactly line up for me like women do for you."
it'd be a lie to claim you didn't have a thing for gojo at one point, but you learned a long time ago that he isn't interested in you that way. it wasn't hard to tell, given his parade of hookups and the occasional two week relationship. you've gotten over it though... for the most part, anyway.
he rolls his eyes. "i assure you that's only because you're shy, princess."
"okay, so you should be rejoicing that your best friend finally landed herself a boyfriend—"
"boyfriend?"
"well.. it's not official yet, but i think he's going to ask me soon!"
your apparent enthusiasm at the prospect leaves a sick feeling in the pit of his stomach. of course, it's only because he wants the best for you and this guy certainly isn't it. "you've gone on like two dates."
"'toru, i've been seeing him for almost a month!" when he doesn't respond, you continue speaking. "so... that's why i was sort of hoping you'd come out with us tonight."
he looks at you increduously, "i am not third wheeling."
"you won't be!" you assure. "shoko and kento said they'd come. i just want you to meet him because you're really important to me and i actually think this could go somewhere—"
"alright, alright," he acquiesces, albeit begrudgingly. he's never been able to say no to you.
you squeal with excitement, throwing your arms around his neck in a brief hug. "i can't wait! we're all meeting at seven, i'll text you the address."
after a quick kiss to his cheek, you gather your things, all but running out the door. you weren't going to give him a chance to change his mind.
he stares after you wordlessly, running a hand through his hair while an unfamiliar tightness overcomes his chest.
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when gojo enters the bar, he spots you right away despite the sizable crowd. as he makes his way toward your group, he can't help but notice how pretty you look in your little dress. in fact, you'd look absolutely perfect if it weren't for the fact you have another man's arm around your waist.
wait, what?
your laugh rings out across the room and judging by the smirk on shoko's face, he can tell she's said something you find unreasonably funny. once you spot him, your face lights up and you pull away from your almost boyfriend to give gojo a hug, something that brings him a sense of satisfaction.
"hey, sweetheart," he greets loud enough that the other man can hear. "who's this?"
"satoru, this is shinya!" you're beaming at him expectantly, so gojo has no choice but to extend his hand.
"hey, man." shinya shakes it firmly. "it's great to meet you. my girl's told me a lot about you."
gojo's eye twitches and he decides almost immediately that he finds shinya utterly insufferable. his voice is grating and he's too short and didn't you say you prefer guys with lighter hair—
"nice to meet you, too," gojo responds cooly. "i'm always happy to meet one of her friends."
nanami and shoko share a knowing look, more than prepared to break out their hypothetical popcorn. and boy, is this as good an occasion as any.
the strongest sorcerer isn't one to indulge in liquor, but how can he refrain when he has to be in the same room as shinya? each time he touches you, looks in your direction, calls you some sickening pet name— whenever he breathes in your general vicinity, really— gojo brings his drink up to his lips.
everyone else seems to be getting along, but unfortunately, he grows increasingly snarky with each glass he empties.
shinya asks what you'd like when he goes up for another round and it's 'oh, you don't know her favorite drink? well, i guess you're not as close as we are.'
shinya pulls your chair out for you and it's 'wow, you really got yourself a gentleman, princess.'
shinya mentions that he's fairly well versed in martial arts and it's 'really? maybe we should go out back and spar. i think it'd be fun.'
nanami steps in then, not entirely convinced gojo would hesitate before laying him out. "you can put the measuring tape away, idiot."
shinya is being an impressively good sport, but your anxiety has you emptying glasses in a hasty manner, too. you have no idea what's going on with gojo. you understand that he can be abrasive at times and that communication definitely isn't his strong suit, but his behavior is just absurd. you force an awkward laugh at nanami's comment.
"not that i'm not having, um, a great time and all!" you hiccup before continuing. "but i'd really like to dance. c'mon shinya!"
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nanami and shoko wind up joining you both, which comes as a surprise. neither of them are exactly the partying type (not that you are either), but you're happy to see them having fun. honestly, you can't remember the last time either of them let loose.
you wonder if they also just wanted to escape gojo's snide remarks. now that they aren't ringing in your ear every other minute, your nerves have certainly calmed down a bit. well, until—
"so you do know that he's totally in love with you, right?"
"who?" you question, looking around as if it'd be obvious.
and it is, just not to you.
shinya chuckles. "gojo."
"what?" you bellow, completely dumfounded. "no way! i mean he's not— and i'm not— we're just friends."
"yeah?" he still sounds amused, nodding in gojo's direction. "is that why he looks like that?"
turning toward your table, even you have to admit he looks completely miserable. unbeknownst to you, he's spent the last half hour sending away every woman that approaches him asking to dance. he just isn't in the mood right now. at least, that's what he tells himself.
"er.. he just doesn't get out that much," you try your best to brush it off.
"whatever you say, baby."
you're relieved he doesn't seem terribly bothered by the idea, even if you find it completely implausible. it's true you spend a lot of time together and that you know one another like the back of your hands, but you'd given up any hope of it being more than friendship a long time ago. you'd moved on.
but if that's the case, why did shinya calling you baby suddenly feel so wrong? you convince yourself it must just be the alcohol.
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when the four of you finally stumble back to the table, you realize you've missed last call. though it's probably for the best, as the five of you are certainly in for a nasty hangover the following morning.
it's near closing time, but the crowd has hardly thinned out and the music is still beating loudly in your ears. you're going back to jujutsu tech with your friends rather than home with shinya, so you loudly exchange goodbyes over the music as he gets ready to leave.
"i had a really great time tonight," he tells you. "maybe we could go for dinner tomorrow? there's something i've been wanting to ask you."
"okay!" you agree eagerly, eyes shining. "i'll call you in the morning."
gojo feels his stomach drop, his jaw clenching bitterly. he tries to tell himself to relax because this is what you want, but he just can't seem to get his thoughts straight.
shinya leans down, his lips meeting yours sweetly, and it causes white hot anger to flood gojo's body. it all happens so fast, shinya's ripped away from you with astounding force and he staggers backward. you've been struggling to hear over the noise all night, though you make out each word that follows with striking clarity.
"get the fuck away from her!"
gojo stalks off before anyone has time to process what just happened. he's already half way across the room when you come to your senses.
"'toru!" you call out, taking a step in his direction when he doesn't respond. "satoru!"
you take another step but you're stopped when something pulls you back. you look down to find shinya's hand wrapped around your wrist before your gaze turns up to meet his eye. "look, i really like you, but if you go after him, don't bother calling tomorrow."
the ultimatum is simple, but so is your decision. "i'm sorry."
you run off before he can say anything else, shoving your way through the bar patrons, and follow gojo out the door into the cold air of night.
"satoru!" you shout once more, thankful that his pace is slow enough for you to catch up. he turns to face you when you tug on his sleeve.
you nearly shy away from him, his expression something fierce, but the liquor in your system gives you courage. "what the hell was that? you embarrassed me—"
"i don't fucking care," he spits.
he's never taken such a tone with you, so you throw your hands in the air and exhale impatiently. "what do you mean? you should care! you're my friend, aren't you?"
"that's exactly what i mean. you're supposed to be mine," he growls.
you're not sure how it happens, but the next thing you know, his lips are crashing into yours, your teeth knocking together with the force. his hands paw at your hips, pulling your body against his greedily.
"i can't believe," he mumbles against your lips, "you wasted your time," his hands find your hair, tugging your head back and revealing your neck, "with that fucking loser."
once he's finished speaking, his lips trail across your jaw, landing just below your ear. your eyes flutter open and you're suddenly very aware that you're standing in the middle of a public sidewalk.
"'toru," your voice is breathy, even though you're trying desperately to keep it together. "there are people—"
he pulls away heatedly, his eyes narrowed. "you didn't care when he kissed you in front of everyone."
"yeah, but that was just a peck," you reason, though if he keeps this up, you're worried you might lose your resolve.
"tch, i guess you're right." the familiar sensation of warping through space and time sweeps through your body for a few seconds before your feet meet solid ground again. you don't need to look around to know you're in his bedroom. "we're going to do a lot more than that tonight."
your stomach flips at his words, heat rushing to your core. his lips find your neck once more, leaving sloppy kisses along your skin. "that's what you want right? for me to show you who you belong to?"
you nod weakly, feeling as if you're in a daze.
"ah, ah. use your words, sweetheart."
"yes— ah—" he sucks on the spot just above your collarbone before nipping the delicate skin there. "yes, 'toru."
"then get on the bed," he orders lowly.
and who are you to disobey? you can't honestly say you haven't been dreaming of this for years. his blanket feels cool to the touch, making you realize suddenly how much your skin is already burning with desire.
he kneels beside the bed, wasting no time before pushing up your dress and pulling your legs apart. you see his shoulders fall as he exhales harshly at the sight. his eyes flutter shut when he presses a kiss to your core over the tiny cotton panties you decided to wear.
he's rudely reminded of the possibility that you may have put them on with another man in mind.
"did you let him fuck you?" he interrogates. his eyes don't leave yours as he begins placing open mouthed kisses on the inside of your thigh.
"n-no!" it's almost embarrassing how vehemently you deny it, but the man between your legs takes great pleasure in your response.
"mm, knew you were a good girl."
he hooks a finger beneath your panties, pulling them down excruciatingly slow. you buck your hips up once he throws them off to the side.
"feeling eager, princess?" he taunts, his breath fanning across your center.
you nod, your legs shaking with anticipation, before remembering what he said about using your words. "please, 'toru. need you so bad."
he can't possibly deny you, not when you beg for him so sweetly. he presses a soft kiss to your swollen bud before flattening his tongue against it, drawing circles there. he groans when your slickness coat his chin.
you whine when his eyes shift up to meet yours and push yourself against him even further. he chuckles against your skin, but truth be told, he's just as eager as you are. he slips one long finger inside of you, relishing in how easily you take it.
"oh—" you cry out as he adds another finger, his tongue pressing against you just a little harder.
his other hand is gripping your thigh roughly, the flesh spilling between his fingers. one of your arms is supporting your weight, but the other reaches out, your fingers threading through his hair.
you're panting now, tugging on his white locks in pleasure. he moans in response and the way your walls are clenching around him lets him know you're close. "c'mon baby, cum for me."
that's all it takes for you to unravel, his name falling from your lips over and over. he doesn't stop until he's sure you've come down from your high.
"you tasted so perfect," he tells you, unbuckling his pants in a hurry and shoving them down his legs.
his shirt and boxers follow quickly thereafter, so you pull your dress over your head. you can't tear your eyes away from his cock, it's long and thick and pretty.
he pushes you back against the bed and crawls on top of you, but then he just stares down at your face. just as you begin to wonder if something is wrong—
"you're so fucking beautiful. have i ever told you that?"
your mind reels for an answer, but you don't have to worry about it for long, as his lips capture yours. you can taste yourself on his tongue
"tell me what you want," he murmurs against your lips as he moves his cock along your slit, coating himself in your wetness.
"need you, 'toru. p-please, i need you to fuck me."
he smiles against your lips as he lines himself up with your entrance, pushing inside slowly. he leans back to find that your eyes are screwed shut and your lips are parted in bliss. he's determine to seer the image into his mind forever.
splitting you open is absolute ecstasy, the noises he's making are proof enough of that. "fuck, princess. fuck."
he nearly whimpers when he bottoms out. "god, you feel so perfect. i could stay in this pussy forever."
your legs wrap around his waist once he begins to pump in and out. "never felt so full, 'toru. it feels s'good."
he shudders at your words and laces his fingers with yours, sweat beading on his forehead as he picks up his pace. his head dips down, his teeth nipping the skin of your neck aggressively.
"p-people are gonna see—"
"i want them to," he rumbles. "want everyone to know how good i made this tight little pussy feel."
you can't argue with him, not when this is the best anyone's ever made you feel. his head shifts even lower, his tongue moving along your nipples in a way that has your back arching off the bed.
he uses the opportunity to snake an arm beneath your lower back, holding your body against himself firmly. the new angle has you mewling his name in the most sinful way.
"you're takin' me so well. like you were made for this cock."
your head's lolling to the side as you fall to pieces beneath him and he can feel himself getting close. "look at me when i fuck you, baby."
you do as he asks, his hips stuttering when he sees the tears of pleasure swimming in your eyes. "you're mine, aren't you? tell me you're mine."
your pussy clenches around his cock so tight it's almost painful. "i'm yours, 'toru. all yours."
"fuck, that's my good girl. gonna cum for me again, hm?"
you nod up at him meekly, too far gone for words, but he doesn't seem to mind this time.
"'i'm close too, sweetheart." his fingers reach down to rub circles on your clit, eliciting a throaty moan from you.
you feel your stomach tighten and you're nearly there, but you don't go over the edge until he begs, "can i fill you up? want to so bad."
you can't find the strength to respond, so you hope the way you tighten your legs around his waist and claw at his back is answer enough.
your head rolls to the side once more, your vision going fuzzy around the edges. he grips your chin between his thumb and forefinger, turning you to face him. "please, baby. wanna see you when i cum—"
he hums your name through a choked moan, his thrusts becoming sloppy as he reaches his own high. he collapses on top of you, laying there for a moment before pulling out and rolling onto his back beside you.
no words are shared, both of you trying to catch your breath and slow your heart rate. the silence gives your mind a chance to wander, which is never a good thing.
you consider the fact that gojo's never kept a girl around for more than a week or two— that this probably meant way more to you than it did to him. you sit up feeling stupid and wrap your arms around your chest.
you look around the room in search of your panties, his cum running down your thighs when you stand up to grab them. it's not until you pull them up your legs that he opens his eyes. he props himself up on his elbow, furrowing his eyebrows when you pick up your dress.
"what are you doing?" he asks curiously.
"well, i figured i should go back to my room—"
"what, are you crazy?" he gawks at you. "get your ass back in this bed."
you approach him shyly, your apprehension clear to him. "i mean, you can if you want, but why would you go back to your room?"
"i just didn't know if you... you know.."
"no, i don't know." if you knew him any less, you might think he was intent on torturing you, but it's clear to you that he's genuinely confused.
you sigh. "i just didn't know what this meant for us."
"baby, i didn't think i could make it any more clear." he sits up to grab you by the wrist, tugging you onto his lap and wrapping his arms around your waist. "i'm all yours, so you're stuck with me." he tries to mask the nervousness in his voice when he asks, "is that okay with you?"
you nod, hiding your face in his neck. "took you long enough."
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runningfrom2am · 9 months
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Protective!Rafe with Y/N saves her from her dad
tysm for requesting this!! i hope it’s what you pictured!!
too much to drink - (r.c)
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tags/warnings: underage drinking, violence, abuse, drugging (not done by rafe), sexual content (implied, not explicit), strong language, slut-shaming/derogatory term (again, not by rafe)
pairing: rafe x reader
wc: 2.9k
note!!: this is like the darkest thing i’ve probably ever written, please PLEASE read the warnings and look out for yourselves, i know this carries some sensitive topics so if any of those things bother you PLEASE DONT READ THIS!! i care about you all and really want you to stay safe.
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Midsummers comes and goes every year, and every year you have the most fun while hiding from the watchful eye of your dad, sneaking in a few (too many) drinks when you can, ever since you were fifteen. You and Sarah Cameron would rotate covering for each other, slipping away from the large groups of adults talking about business and boring nonsense to spend alone time with your boy of the month. You always looked forward to it.
This year, you're finally eighteen. Typically, girls your age would be making their debut with their summer flings, never lasting far into the fall- but since you just graduated, a serious relationship is far from your mind. You're having too much time seizing the day- carpe diem, or whatever that saying is. You've got your flask, and a nifty belt to attach it to your leg under your dress- courtesy of Sarah for your recent birthday. You're more than ready to seize your favourite holiday, the summer solstice.
You walk in with your family, and are almost immediately joined by the Cameron's- your standard routine. Your parents have always been close, your dad's in particular like to spend a lot of time together- allegedly working on some kind of big project, but neither one of them have ever spared a single detail as to what it is, despite it being years in the making.
"Y/N, Darling, you look stunning." Rose greets you with a hug and you smile, politely hugging her back and laughing a little bit as your families make similar greetings to one another.
"You're too kind, Rose. It's lovely to see you again." You grin as you pull away and she looks you over, rubbing your arm gently.
"Oh, nonsense. You look beautiful." She insists. "Rafe, don't you agree? Y/N looks amazing. This dress is something else!" She turns to her stepson, gesturing back at you.
"Mhm. That she does." He agrees flatly, taking a sip of his drink as he looks you up and down. 
You blush only slightly, hoping your makeup covers it. You and Rafe had had a somewhat on-and-off thing going on for some time now, but not something you were ready to admit to either of your families. Occasionally going out for coffee, but mostly you would meet in private. It was awfully convenient for the two of you that your dads did so much work together, you always knew where both of them were, and could more or less run the other way.
"Rafe, take Y/N to grab a drink, yeah?" Rose suggests and he nods, holding his arm out to you. You smile as you take it, trying to avoid leaning too much into him considering your already tipsy state.
"You do look stunning." He leans in to whisper to you, making you blush furiously. 
You lightly smack his chest. "Where are you taking me?" You giggle, following as he leads you past the bar in the crowd, in the general direction of the country clubs locker rooms. 
"There's a bar back here, you didn't know? A private one, kind of a well-kept secret, you know." He smirks, looking down at you only briefly.
"Oh, of course." You agree, gently nudging his shoulder with yours. "Please, lead the way, Mister Cameron."
You make your way through the crowd, blissfully unaware of your father's eyes trailing you the whole way, a scowl on his face as he takes the first sip of his whiskey.
"Come on, we have time for one more- yeah?" Rafe asks against the skin of your neck, kissing it softly while you attempt to get your dress back on.
"We don't and you know that." You chuckle, pointing to the back of your dress where he stands behind you. "Zip?" You ask and he sighs, obliging and pulling the zipper up for you. You adjust the fabric where it sits around your waist, looking in the mirror briefly before turning around to face him. 
Rafe is quick to settle his hands on your hips, pushing you gently back against the counter and pressing his lips to yours. It's gentle, this time, making you ponder the thought of maybe one-day making things official between you two- you'd be a fool to deny the feelings you have for him, and he would admit the same, but right now is just not a good time for either of you. That much goes unspoken.
"You're beautiful, you know." He mumbles, muffled by your lips against his. You giggle, draping your arms over his shoulders and playing with the hair at the nape of his neck.
"So I've been told." You reply quietly, pulling back a little to look him over, eyes inevitably locking with his. "You're not so bad yourself."
"So I've been told." He chuckles, mocking you as he presses another kiss to your lips. 
"Alright, we really gotta go. We've disappeared long enough." You sigh, wiggling out of his grasp and ducking under his arm.
"Come find me later, yeah?" Rafe asks and you nod, humming your agreement as you step out of the locker room, doing your best to look around, feigning confusion in case someone sees you. Not like looking lost will truly work when you spend so much time in this country club recreationally.
You make your way to the bar and grab a soda, careful as you pull the slit of your dress to pour your liquor into it under the counter. You think you've succeeded, lifting the glass up as you turn around, looking to find your family again, or maybe Sarah.
Making small talk with people isn't your favourite thing, but it's always fun to catch up with other kids around your age, who you normally don't see so dressed up. Especially after a few drinks, and especially, kids you don't see so often. This is why your face just lights up with excitement when you see Pope Heyward. He's working the event, as usual, but he's always been kind to you- which you know isn't easy for him considering the treatment him and some of his friends get from other kooks.
"Pope!" You grin as you see him behind a counter in the corner, making him lift his head from what he was doing. 
"Y/N! Hey! How's it going?" He asks, stepping around the counter as you hold out your arms for a hug.
"I'm so good.." You smile, swaying lightly with your arms around each other. "How are you, though? Tell me what's going on in your world!" 
"Not much, just wrangling drunk girls tonight apparently." He chuckles, steadying you as you both let go of each other at the same time.
"Hey! I am not drunk, how dare you." You whisper, laughing and shoving his shoulder playfully.
"Oh, you? Never. Only everyone else." He nods, clearly not believing you anyway.
"I'm glad you agree." You take a step back to take the weight off one of your feet, wearing heels always has been a pain in the ass for you. You're about to say something else when you bump into someone, jumping a little as it startles you and their hand lands on your arm, steadying your glass for you.
"Hey, sweetheart." Your dad chuckles. "Didn't mean to scare you, I've got some friends who'd love to chat with you. Come with me." He says, quickly ushering you away and hardly sparing a glance at Pope. You look back over your shoulder at him, giving him an apologetic smile and a quick wave as your dad pushes you along.
It's not long before you're swaying on your feet, feeling a little lightheaded. You must have put too much vodka in your drink- which is unusual, you have a decently high tolerance.
You politely excuse yourself, making an effort to get to the bathroom. You suddenly really aren’t feeling well- and you need some space away from everybody else. The room spins around you and you hold your arms out to brace yourself on the nearest surface, the mumbling of people around you only echoing in your ears and you can’t make anything out. Your unsteadiness leads you to twisting your ankle in your platform heel, stumbling forward and someone catches you. Strong arms wrap around your back under your arms and hold onto your ribcage, trying to ease you down. They’re talking to you, but you can hardly make it out.
“Woah, woah- Y/N, are you okay?” Rafe’s voice is echoey, distant, even, and you try and nod.
“Yeah, yeah I just don’t feel too hot..” You mumble, tongue too thick for your mouth.
“Let’s get you some fresh air. Water, please.” Rafe snaps at a waiter walking by, lifting you up and getting you back on your feet.
“Rafe..” You try and speak, truly just surprised to see him. You don’t know why- you knew he was there.
“You’re okay, I’ve got you.” He says, taking the glass from the waiter who quickly returned and holding it up to your lips. Rafe knows he has to get you out of the public eye, and quickly- before your dad sees your state. He assumes you’re just way too drunk.
“Y/N, come on- I’ll take you home.” Your father is there suddenly, carefully but firmly taking you from Rafe’s grasp.
“Do you need help, Mr. Y/L/N?” He offers, your arm settling around your dads shoulder as Rafe stands there helplessly with your glass of water.
“I’ve got her, Rafe. You go have fun.” Your dad chuckles, nodding to the younger boy and carrying you toward the exit. Rafe knows there’s something not right about this- something off about the look in your fathers eye.
He lets him take you outside, deciding just to go and get another drink and send you a text. It’s your dad, for gods sake, he wouldn’t hurt you. As he stands by the bar, only for a few moments, he isn’t comfortable with his decision. He quickly abandons his drink, beelining straight for the door in quick strides, shoving it open and jogging out to the parking lot.
“I am sick of you coming to these networking events and embarrassing our family by throwing yourself at any boy who looks your way! Seriously, Y/N, no daughter of mine should be acting like this- like a damn whore!” Your dad is screaming at you now as you lean against the side of his car, holding onto it to stay upright. You’re hardly processing what he’s saying, tears streaming down your face regardless.
“Dad, wait- I didn’t, no, it’s not-“ You stammer, trying desperately to understand what you were trying to say.
“Don’t act like I don’t know! You’re lucky I even let you live under my roof after the rumours I’ve heard! I’m sick of you sneaking off to sleep with every boy on the island! I mean, pogues? Seriously? I’ve had enough.”
“I don’t-“ You try and protest, but your cut off with a hard smack across the face, leaving your ears ringing as your knees give out.
“Hey, hey- hey!” Rafe shouts, running up and shoving your dad back away from you, eyes dark with anger over what he’s just heard and seen. “Don’t touch her!” He stands between you and your dad, pushing him back again.
“Son, mind your business and get back inside. Now.” Your dad glares at him, pointing to the building.
“No. Absolutely not.” Rafe shakes his head in response. “I’m taking her home. You go back in and enjoy your stupid networking party.” He insists, turning to help you up as you reach out for him, still stunned.
“Jesus, Y/N/N..” He mutters, looking you over as he helps you get your bearings against the side of the truck. “What did you do to her?” He asks your father, looking at him with wide eyes.
“Rafe, leave.” Your dad chuckles a little, trying to save face as best he can. “She’s just had too much to drink- I’ll get her home and-“
“Did you drug your own daughter?” Rafe asks him, looking in disbelief between the two of you.
“When you have a daughter of your own you’ll understand. I did what I had to do to-“
“No, no way. That’s beyond fucked up.” Rafe scoffs, shaking his head as your dad keeps talking.
“To keep her from embarrassing this family even further.” He finishes saying, committing to the idea that what he did was right.
“Let’s go.. let’s just go…” You slur out, holding onto the side of the truck as you try and walk away.
Rafe shakes his head at your dad, backing away from him to get to you. As much as he wants to pummel him into nothing, it’s more important that he gets you somewhere safe.
“Y/N Y/M/N if you walk away right now don’t bother ever coming home!” Your dad shouts at you as Rafe gets to you, supporting you with an arm around your waist as he stares back at your dad. “You can kiss your trust fund goodbye! If you want to sleep with pogues you can live like one for all I care!”
Rafe bites his tongue as he guides you back to his own car, fishing in his pocket for the keys with his free hand. He gets you in the passengers seat and buckles you in as your head drops back against the headrest, hardly able to support its own weight.
“Y/N/N, hey, can you hear me?” Rafe asks, reaching up and grabbing your head gently to look at your cheek, checking for cuts or bruises. He frowns when he sees your cheek red and feels it burning under his fingers- it’ll have a nasty bruise tomorrow. He pulls out his phone and texts Sarah, telling her they have to go- right now. She had been looking for you most of the night too, surprised when you disappeared more than usual.
You just hum in response. You know you’re safe now, and you don’t have to exert as much energy to say anything at all.
“I’m gonna take you back to my house. We’ll get you cleaned up, and, uh, yeah. We’ll figure shit out.” He nods, more to himself than to you. He gently lets your head rest back and he shuts the door, seeing Sarah running over from the building, a confused and worried look on her face.
“What happened? Is that Y/N?” Sarah asks her brother, looking in the window.
“Yeah, her dad fucking drugged her. I walked out to him hitting her and yelling at her about shit that didn’t even happen.” He explains, opening the drivers side door.
“What? Oh my god.” Sarah replies, opening the back door and climbing in. “Oh my god, should we take her to the hospital?”
“I think she’s fine… Let’s just go back home and figure out what to do.” Rafe says, quickly starting the car and driving out of the lot being careful to avoid any potholes. He’s never driven so carefully.
Sarah helps carry you in, quick to grab water, some towels, and a bucket to place by your side of Rafe’s bed. It’s not likely to be pretty when you wake up. By the time you get back to Tannyhill, you’re hardly conscious, and Sarah has to hold every door for Rafe as he carries you in.
They don’t know what to do besides get you into bed when you get back to their house. Sarah helps you change into some of her pyjamas while Rafe decides to wait outside the door. He wishes he could get you something to eat, watch a movie together, do something normal, but you can hardly keep your eyes open. It would honestly surprise him if you knew where you were.
“What do we do?” Sarah whispers to him as he walks back in, both of them standing over you passed out in his bed.
“I don’t know.” Rafe mumbles, shaking his head. He can’t take his eyes off you.
“Should we call the cops?”
“They wouldn’t do shit. They’re as much in Y/D/N’s pocket as they are dads.”
“Well, we can’t take her home.” Sarah thinks out loud. “I don’t know how long she can stay here, dad will take his side for sure. I could bring her to John B’s tomorrow?”
“No.” Rafe shuts that idea down. “I’ll figure it out… You go to bed, Sare.”
“You can’t protect her here, if that’s what you’re thinking.”
“Then I’ll leave too. Get us our own place, I don’t give a fuck.”
“What? You guys aren’t even official- how do you think she’ll feel about moving in with you?”
“We’ll figure it out, okay? Just leave us alone. Please.” He sighs, rubbing the sides of his head. He doesn’t know what to do. He really doesn’t. All he knows is that he has to keep you safe.
Sarah rolls her eyes at him and leaves, giving you a worried glance over her shoulder before shutting the door quietly behind herself.
Rafe crawls in bed next to you after taking his suit off, watching you sleep and trying to pretend everything is normal; trying to pretend that he was allowed to bring you home after Midsummers because this is where you wanted to be.
You look so peaceful, but as the bruise starts to develop on the normally soft and unscathed skin of your cheek, Rafe dreads having to explain what happened to his parents in the morning. He doubts anyone will even believe him.
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So heres a first report of the Gothenburg concert (16.03.2024)
Putting it under a cut cause it's kinda long
I met the nicest people ever (one of them I even knew from Vienna omg) and I got a bunch of gifts and made some friends. If I tried to tag everyone I met I would definitely forget a few people, so I think you know who you are 
Jan just casually walked by with his silly headphones and everyone was very respectful and then I got to give him my calculator and he signed it (my calculator has a picture of him I drew and it says “Jan Peteh is proud of you” and he said he confirms that statement)
Someone else asked him how he does his hair and he kinda just said: “I don’t really brush it”
Again, I talked to the NICEST people
Had some issues with the no bag rule, but it worked out
Got a very nice spot in about 4th row on Kris side
They played ASTP and ngvot for soundcheck and then Bojan left and all the others played a part of Everybody’s Waiting
The first opener was sooo good, they were such a nice person and the songs were so good! They also played a swedish cover of Carpe Diem and when everyone did the Ah Ah and the tagatagatagatata they were so happy it was adorable
The second opener was also very good, I just missed a lot of it because I got a really bad stomach ache
I loved all their outfits, but Kris sweater was especially slay, it had really cool lace sleeves and I also looved Jure’s outfit
Tokio was so fucking good. Bojan started singing it on my side and he basically sung at me and when he got a tiara he immediately put it on Kris
Okay the songs will be out of order I’m too tired to do them in order
After Demoni, Bojan asked if we let all our demons out and then he specifically said: “Nacko did you let all your demons out?” and when Nace said yes, Bojan grabbed a Shark hat, said Nace deserves it, then put it on him. Then he said that Nace looked gorgeous and Nace said “Do I?” and they giggled and it was the cutest thing ever holy
One girl had a sign saying she made a choreography for Umazane Misli and so Bojan let her go on stage so we could all see her and her choreography was so so cool
During Umazane Misli, when Bojan did the karaoke (which was so cool by the way, so many people sang in swedish and other languages, I loved it) Vita filmed Jan and Nace on stage and they really posed for the camera, giggling and playing each others instruments. Then they proceeded to shuffle around synchronized and then Kris joined in.
Bojan’s swedish pronunciation is… interesting, he tried so hard to pronounce Göteborg but failed repeatedly even after people told him how
There were a lot more little BoNace moments, I loved it so much
There are definitely so many more things that happened, but I am too tired to think of them right now, I might update this tomorrow.
But yeah this concert was so fucking amazing, I will never get over it.
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slut-jpeg · 7 months
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btvs rewatch
season 1 episode 1: welcome to the hellmouth
(to everyone who doesn’t care about my notes on my buffy rewatch I will be tagging them all as “max rewatches buffy”)
• I like this intro guys voice, I know he gets replaced by giles but this guys so… idk. campy??
• xander never skateboards again after this episode (at least not on screen)
• I always forget about jesse. so does everyone on the show
• willow is autistic and I love her
• thinking about the differences between this and the original pilot
• oh giles, could you tone it down just a bit?
• “hey aphrodisia!!!”
• I feel like “how did he die” is a normal question. “were there any marks?”maybe not so much.
• “this is sunnydale. how bad of an evil can there be” oh buffy babygirl you have no idea
• that velvet suit jacket on angel is definitely a choice. just can’t tell what kind of choice
• willows whole “I can’t talk when I’m around boys I like” thing could really be explained as comphet if we were reading into it. which I am. (but I also just think she’s like under the queer umbrella possibly bi)
• “seize the moment because tomorrow you might be dead” isn’t very groundbreaking my love (and the phrase carpe diem isn’t very memorable for buffy clearly)
• cordy says “or its at least chronic fatigue syndrome. nobody cool has epstein barr anymore” I think that’s because everyone has it at some point
• I cringe every time I watch the scene of buffy accidentally confronting cordelia with a stake “god. what is your childhood trauma?” “excuse me I have to call everyone I have ever met right now”
• buffy saying she wants to “have some friends maybe a dog” and god I’m so glad she didn’t get a dog
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ardent-fox · 11 months
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✨️ Tag Game Tuesday ✨️
(a day-ish late)
Got tagged by my beloveds to participate in this tag game, thank you @metalheadmickey, @squidyyy23, @mishervellous, @vintagelacerosette and @look-i-love-u 🫂💖
Name: Lyds 🌷
Age: In my 30s.
Where are you from originally? From the country I live in now.
Your go-to coffee, tea, or soda of choice: Jasmine green tea with lots of honey, preferably sage.
Your comfort film: Frankie & Johnny 🫶
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Love the whole cast and identify with these two souls so much, it's ridiculous.
How many siblings do you have? One.
If you could take a vacation anywhere, where would it be? Right now I'd like to go some place cooler, surrounded by lakes and mountains 🏞
Last song you listened to: Carpe Diem by Joker Out, learned the lyrics to the entire thing and have been singing it even though I don't speak Slovenian.
Do you believe in aliens? Absolutely 👽
What about ghosts? Had too many weird things happen to me to say "no".
It’s 2am. you can’t sleep. You get up to get a snack. What is it? Toast sandwich, as usual.
And finally, share something you’ve done/made recently that you’re proud of: Can't think of anything other than writing/editing every day except the 2-3 ones when I was under the weather, it's been great having a routine and projects to work on ✍️
Tagging @lizelandre, @francesrose3, @crossmydna, @thisdivorce, @ian-galagher, @gardenerian, @harrowhark-a-vagrant, @sickness-health-all-that-shit, @mmmichyyy, @howlinchickhowl, @sweetbee78, @sluttymickey and whoever sees this and wants to play! ✨️
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silverysnake · 1 year
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Tagged by @pumpking64 thank you so much!!
Share your wallpaper: It‘s THIS art by @neverland-in-space (not gonna put it here bc I don‘t wanna repost)
The last song you listened to: I have a playlist with my favourite songs from this years eurovision that‘s just on repeat the whole time so I‘m gonna put the six songs that are in it here: Cha Cha Cha by Käärijä (Finland), Queen of Kings by Alessandra (Norway), Promise by Voyager (Australia), Blood & Glitter by Lord Of The Lost (Germany), Who the Hell Is Edgar? by TEYA and SALENA (Austria), Carpe Diem by Joker Out (Slovenia). Cha Cha Cha and Queen of Kings are definitely the two I‘ve listened to the most tbh bc I keep putting them on repeat until I remember that I could listen to some of the other songs too.
Currently reading: Started rereading Good Omens for idk the sixth or seventh time now and spatort fics of course
Last Movie: Stereo. Please don‘t ask me what it was about it was some weird german movie I found in the depths of netflix, the only thing I know for sure is that there was a ghost that was played by Moritz Bleibtreu. The last movie I‘ve seen in the cinema was the new Guardians of the Galaxy which made me cry my eyes out.
Craving: Some coffee and for my schürk/ross wg fic to finish itself bc I can‘t find my motivation
What are you wearing right now: cargo-pants and a batman-shirt
How tall are you: 173 so pretty average haha
Piercings: Had earrings since I was six
Tattoos: None, but I wanna get one soon
Glasses? Contacts?: Nope
Last drink: Water. Stay hydrated guys!
Last show: ‚last‘ ist good, I‘m watching seven shows rn (and yes I‘m gonna elaborate on that): 1) Spatort, 2) Soko Leipzig, 3) Polizeiruf Swiecko (the sad gay german cop shows, no one should be surprised by this), 4) Magicians with some friends (how does this show have so much plot I still don‘t understand?!), 5) Dark (every time when I say „hey this would be a funny thing to reveal but actually please don‘t i don‘t want the situation to get worse“ that exact thing is revealed like in the next one to three episodes and by now I‘m just horrified by everything), 6) Mord mit Aussicht (my bestie pressured me for weeks until I gave in and honestly it‘s pretty entertaining and another german cop show), 7) Supernatural bc for some reason I thought that is a good idea
Last thing you ate: some bread for breakfast
Favourite colour: Purple and green :)
Current obsession: The already mentioned sad gay german cop shows
Unrelated obsession: Norse Mythology
Any pets: Nope, but my parents have two cats and I‘ve missed them every day since I moved out
Do you have a crush on anyone: Nope
Favourite fictional character: It‘s been Loki for years so I guess he deserves to be on here (not just the Marvel version but in general) and I guess currently it‘s Adam Schürk haha
The last place you traveled: Spent a week in a village near Burg (bei Magdeburg) last month :)
Tagging: @shadow-of-a-cloud @homoromoacecase @neverland-in-space @lyxchen @anotherobsessedfangirl @schuerk-wie-schurke @ancient-namess and anyone else who wants to do this :)
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ne-spivay-ranenko · 4 months
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Jukebox January: Day 3
the original post tag of all my posts
Today I'm doing C and Č, since I do have one Č song on the list! (I know there's a special characters day, but I have a different plan for that.)
California - Chappell Roan
I'm pretty sure I cried the first time I listened to this song, and I still cry regularly, because it hits that close to home. If I remember right, this song was written after she got dropped from her label and her partner broke up with her, all in 2020. For me, who had a hard time after graduating and feeling like I'm too old to achieve things (despite the fact I'm only still in my 20s!) it captures the feeling all too well. Also, I'm from the Midwest, and I grew up dreaming of places like California, so the perspective is very relatable to me.
Četri krasti - Prāta Vētra
Outside of Latvia, people may know them as Brainstorm (and as the best from Eurovision 2000, I will take no arguments). They're another favorite band of mine who's been around since the 80s. This particular song is the first on the album they released after their bassist died in 2004, and I think it makes a lot of the lyrics on this album very impactful. Prāta Vētra's lyrics are often layered in metaphors, and I'm always having to interpret them in a language I'm learning, but this one is particularly inspiring to me.
Carpe Diem - Joker Out
Could I really not put this one in, considering how much this band has become part of my life in the past half a year or so? Actually, while I enjoyed this song at Eurovision, I didn't vote for it--I voted for Latvia in the semifinal and Croatia and Finland in the final. The song that really got me into Joker Out, that'll be for tomorrow. I do have to say, though, my favorite things about Carpe Diem are the bassline and the structure of the song. In Eurovision, with the time limit of 3 minutes, I think it's hard to make songs that don't follow the exact "standard pop song" structure, but here we have two verses that are quite different, the guitar solo closer to the beginning than the end, and it even comes in 14 seconds under the time limit. I like it, I think it flows nicely.
Control - Poe
This song comes from one of my favorite albums in the world, which sadly kind of disappeared into obscurity because of some record label merger which resulted in Poe being dropped, losing all distribution of her album, and getting tied up in court over a bunch of things that happened around this. It's sad, because this is an artistically incredible album, with the songs woven with recordings of her father and young daughter speaking. It also ties in with the novel House of Leaves, which her brother wrote (though I've never read it, so I can't speak much about it). This song is so powerful and inspiring. I think my favorite lines are "All those things that you taught me to fear/I've got them in my garden now and you're not welcome here".
A couple more under the cut!
Champion - Fall Out Boy
When I want to feel better, this is one of the songs I reach for. "I'm a champion of the people who don't believe in champions" is the line that stood out to me from the first time I heard this song. I know Sia co-wrote this one, too. I have a complex relationship with Sia's music because some of her songs were really inspirational to me, but she's done some questionable things in recent years. Still, a song that feels good and gets me feeling inspired.
Crawl Out Through the Fallout - Sheldon Allman
Okay, so here's where I reveal my love for the Fallout games' lore. I've actually only played Fallout 4 (I have New Vegas too, but haven't played it yet). But I've always been fascinated by the duality of how nuclear technology is portrayed in society and media, how it's both futuristic and apocalyptic. So that's why I really love the Fallout soundtracks (and some other similar songs, which might pop up later.)
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👀 For the wholesome oc ask meme: Ann (belladezia 💛) 4, 19, 25, 26 aaaaand 11 Bonus: 14 and 15 but it's for both her and Thane u-u
Holy shit woman. Ok, let's do it.
4 - What is the thing they like the most about their friends and what is the thing their friends like the most about them?
Ann has many people around that she respects and trusts but very few close friends. Liara is probably her best friend and what she likes about her is her caring nature, her calm and her loyalty. What her friends and squadmates would probably say they like about her is her tenacity and her innate ability to bring out the best in people.
19 - What is something they excel at?
Besides tirelessly charging enemies across the battlefield? She's a very good leader, even thought she doesn't always feel this way.
25 - If they had to prepare a conference, what would be the topic of discussion?
Why did her favourite restaurant suddenly close down and what can we do to open another one again ASAP. Jokes aside, I think she'd probably want to educate people about the reapers and the war, or motivate them during the reconstruction.
26 - What would be their ideal romance? Did they find a perfect match already, is it still a work in progress, or have they experienced something out of their expectations?
Well, she surely feels like she found a perfect match in Thane, but of course it's not her ideal romance. She knows it's a story doomed from the beginning but at the same time she can't help but cling to a tiny shred of hope that everything will be alright in the end. But he's all she needs for the time being and he was so unexpected that she's just thinking about how happy she is to have found him.
11 - What is an item of clothing/an accessory that completes them/makes them feel safe?
Her amp? LOL She's very attached to her dog tags, especially after she got them from Liara. On the battlefield she relies a lot on her helmet, it makes her feel safe and protected even though she's biotically charging a Krogan with a flamethrower directed at her.
14 - Quickly, let them give us some life advice!
This is hard. For both of them, because they certainly feel like they had done many things the wrong way. Ann would probably say something like "carpe diem" or YOLO and she'd believe it fully, expecting you to do the same. Thane would probably say something practical like "quality is not an act, it is a habit". He doesn't think he's qualified to give life advices.
15 - Now you give them some life advice.
Get a room! I mean, get a therapist. Or get a beautiful seaside villa and spend the rest of your money in food, booze and comforts. Y'all gonna die anyway, might as well enjoy the time you have left.
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dayraiser · 7 months
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whenever i see a pale guy with short blonde hair and glasses
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citrusgothic · 1 year
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7 and 15 <3
— dead poets society asks —
7) in what ways has the movie inspired you? Dead Poets Society inspires me to spend time on the things that bring me joy, as I'm sure it's done for many others. In a way, I think it's given me "permission" to further embrace my creativity and love of words. And, of course, the film has literally inspired me to write as it's one of the main fandoms I write fic for. (Also, I made a bracelet that says "carpe diem" on it and I wear it whenever I'm going to do something that requires me to push past my anxieties. It's a small thing but the comfort it brings does help :D).
15) least favorite (dps) ship? In general, if I don't ship something, I don't really mind it and just ignore it, but I'll admit that I have the Chameron (Charlie/Cameron) tag filtered out on tumblr. I understand why others find this pairing appealing, but it's not my preference. (It it is mildly unfortunate, though, because Chameron is also the ship name for a House M.D. ship that I wouldn't mind seeing content for. You win some, you lose some). Thanks for the ask :)
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ao3feed-brucewayne · 1 year
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The Bat? Who The Hell Is- Oh My God No, It's Bruce Wayne.
by AgenderFolkWillEatTheWorld
Danny Has A Time Of It And Gets Summoned To The DC-Verse Where He Is Apparently A Cartoon Show? What? Oh Yeah And Batman Is A Real Human Person Here, Neat.
Also Known As, I Gave Into My Demons And Made A Dp x Dc One Shot. I Literally Just Opened My Notes App And Let The ADHD Gremlin In My Brain Go.
Words: 708, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: Danny Phantom, Batman - All Media Types
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: Gen
Characters: Danny Fenton, Bruce Wayne, Tim Drake, John Constantine
Relationships: Tim Drake & Danny Fenton, Batfamily Members & Danny Fenton, Batfamily Members & Tim Drake, Implied Tim Drake/Danny Fenton
Additional Tags: Tired Danny Fenton, Crack Treated Seriously, Attempt at Humor, Basically Danny Phantom Is Just A Cartoon In The DC-Verse, Danny POV I think, These characters are prolly so Ooc, Oh Well Carpe Diem And All That, Rated teen because I've got the mouth of a sailor, Danny Fenton-centric, Ghost King Danny Fenton, Let Danny Fenton Say Fuck, The rest of the batclan are listening via coms, Tim and Jason bond over watching Danny Phantom together, Jason cause same hat on dying thing + death jokes his beloved, Tim due to previously mentioned bisexual awakening, Story Pacing? Never Met Her., How does one tag am I doin it right?
source https://archiveofourown.org/works/43914328
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koyukoyukoyukoyu · 1 year
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I posted 79 times in 2022
That's 79 more posts than 2021!
10 posts created (13%)
69 posts reblogged (87%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@what-aboutno
@fallow-foot
@saphflare
@silvsarts
@koyukoyukoyukoyu
I tagged 16 of my posts in 2022
#outsiders smp - 7 posts
#letters on the fridge - 6 posts
#koyu’s fridge art - 5 posts
#mcyt - 4 posts
#outsiders smp fanart - 3 posts
#mcyt art - 3 posts
#important koyu post - 3 posts
#krowfang - 3 posts
#owengejuicetv - 2 posts
#ggacho - 2 posts
Longest Tag: 94 characters
#ngl the monochrome color scheme does have its appeal but. sometimes all we need is a teal wall
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
hi again outsidersblr. i asked people on twitter to send me clothing items and a c!outsider for me to style that clothing item in. i still have some that i need to do because procrastination but still take them
under the cut bc this post is LONG
:readmore:
if this (readmore) doesn’t work then oh well at least i tried
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c!mohwee and c!ori requested by bees on twitter @/PogchampBees
clothing item: crocs. matching crocs
See the full post
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i come out of my little hole to bring treats
YAHOO KOYU BACK WITH ART
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AFTER BEING LOCKED UP FOR LIKE IDK 2 MONTHS,,,,, I CAN FINALLY POST IT
this is the piece I did for the outsiders fanzine !!!!! go check it out now !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
time: 10 hrs 49 min
layers: 373
canvases used: 3
the outfits explained here (a tweet bc im too lazy to explain it here
anyways toodaloo I got nothing else to say
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✨its ayngel and krow time✨
here outsidersblr, i painted ayngel and krow together a few days ago! speedran the skin and clothing but i rlly love the hair :0
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heehee hi hello outsidersblr (or whatever it’s called)!!! im koyu and I just joined tumblr !!
im an artist and i’ve done some promo art for owen’s outsiders streams!! im pretty sure they weren’t posted here so i’m doing myself !!
yes if you check twitter they are all the promo art for every stream where c!owen murders a c!outsider who is a demon. i have become a harbinger of c!death
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My #1 post of 2022
Carpe Diem.
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WOOOOO THIS SHIT TOOK SO LONG (click pic for better quality)
happy wednesday outsidersblr! how are we doing after the Angst Hell that was the Finale Part 2? i haven’t coped from that! but whatever! im making a fic of post-finale shit!
i made this hell of a group art piece and posted it on monday but i was too lazy to post it on my other socials so im doin it now. also my friends and i are still wondering why a) they are inspirations to the outsiders and b) how im not included in the artist section despite doing art for like 4 lore streams and an animatic when we all saw the end credits
the world may never know.
anyways
layers: 573
time: 45 hrs 26 min
canvases: 6
AND YES. i did put them in designer clothing. im too lazy to attach it to this post so here’s a tweet of it
also a lil bit of lore: this piece started out as initially a redraw of this art but then i decided to make things worse for me
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muserepeats · 2 years
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How ‘bout 2, 5, 32, & 43 for the fan fic writing asks?? 🤗🤗🤗🤗
TY for the ask! I love these. 🥰 (sorry for the delay. I was in a ferry ride last night that turned into a horror movie… 😩)
answered below…
2. How do you spend your time when it comes to fanfiction? Are you primarily a fic reader, writer, or a perfect 50/50 split of both?
Probably 60/40 these days with writing slightly taking the lead. I only discovered AO3 in March and was reading for hours and hours a week back then. (Was writing a lil’ as well, but still felt shy about the idea of posting.) There’s still so much great content and I feel excited to keep up with it all. Reading makes for better writing!
5. What are your fanfic pet peeves? Do they have a huge effect on whether or not you decide to read something?
Hmmm, I really can’t think of any. I’m very open-minded and will give any idea a chance. I’m trying to think of things that annoy other people… I actually looovvvvee chaotic tagging and longer author’s notes (within reason). It’s often so funny and shows me the author’s personality.
32. Copy and paste your top three favorite lines/jokes/sentences you’ve ever written. What fics do they come from?
“Lexi, I hope someday soon you can tell me about whoever is making you smile so much.” - Cassie to Lexi in Ch.6 of the Fezco Runs For Congress AU.
Just a few words from him felt significant – like what love is supposed to be. You don’t just love the person, you love their whole world. - Ch. 2 of Someone To Watch Over Me
“They wanted a scandal. Let’s give them a love story.” - Maddy in, again, Fezco Runs for Congress AU
I also really love when Faye says, “I feel like I’m watching The Notebook” in the Politics AU but, full disclosure, I absolutely stole that line from the most iconic moment of MTV’s The Challenge, when Wes Bergman was commenting on seeing Diem and CT kiss for the first time.
43. Answered in the last post. Love!!! ❤️
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Watching german newsies. Am disturbed. Need sleep now.
Update
Jack „duzt“ (the not formal you) kloppman and i love it
So they have absolutely no singing skills which is weird considering its a musical
YK THE PART IN CARRIING THE BANNER WHERE THEYRE ALL SINGING ABOVE EACH OTHER??? HALF OF THOSE ARE ENGLISH???
Not abt the german sync but i love boots so much ydek i love him almost as much as albert
They also call themselves newsboys in the german version like BRO WHAT ARE YOU CHANGING THE NAME FOR IF YOURE NOT TRANSLATING IT ANYWAY
PLSSSS „hast du keine aguen im kopf“😭
They did make it a whole lot clearer what jack meant when he talked about oscar with his shoes on
And you can understand what they say in the backround soooo much better
Mush’s voice actually fits better than his real one
Snaps is so funny😭😭
Omg boots singing in german is smt I didn’t know i needet (because i dont. Its terrible)
Blink cant pronounce Harlem „helm“💀💀💀 you go boy! Don’t let anyone tell you not to where that helmet!
WE LOVE U DENTON UR AN ICON *fucking fangirls*
„Spot kanlen“
They made „i spent a month there one night“ into „a night there always feels like a whole month“ :(
Wheres the fun in that???
What the hell is a spot kanlen
I take the thing with races sync back. In fact i think its really really good. And so is blinks (especially blinks) and skitterys.
STOP SAYING KANLEN WHAT TH HELL
I already didn’t understand why they would make a song called seize the day when it could be carpe diem but i guess in English it makes sense cause you can say both versions. In german u cant. No one ever said „nutz den tag“ if anything they say „nutze“ but like just say carpe diem christ. Maybe u can actually find some fitting rhymes then that aren’t just the same thing twice.
THE NEWSIES BACK UP A GAY KID IN THE GERMAN VERSION!!! I REPEAT!!! THEY CANONICALLY BACK UP A KID THAT GOT CALLED A schwuchtel (which is the german equivalent to f4got) THIS IS NOT A DRILL GUYS
„das hinkebein? Ich hohl ihn“ why was that actually kinda cute????
„IcH wIlL NiChT dAS JeManD MicH tRäGt“
Istg crutchie is such a slow talker in german i cant even
RACHE FÜR CRUTCHIE
AINT NO WAY THEY QUOTED STARWARS😭😭😭
„Brooklyn hält euch die Stange“
Thats what he said—
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(Im so invalid for this😭)
Ok just lemme get this straight cuz im not sure im correct. The newsies on the pic are the characters that actually got named right??
I have so many feelings about german kony and only very few of them are good
But snipeshooter still kind sounds like himself in it so i guess that good
WHY R THERE NO GERMAN SUBTITLES THO????
Ok but „harlem bis nach sonst wo“ was actually handled pretty well
I only just realized mush swalloing a laugh when davey doesn’t wanna spit shake
Why do they juat completely change some things they say?? Like they could have easily translated it??
Why is the refuge and orphanage in german
IS LES SMOKING???
Edit: nvm its just a lollipop
Istg Esther is so done
GEWERKSCHAFT
(I didn’t even know that was a word)
Still can’t believe blush is cannon
Ok but in santa fee jack talks to a crowd, to himself and to someone else entirely all at the same time
The way jack say snoddy is simply just wrong
Skittery is weird too
„Spot conlen macht uns n bisschen nervös“ nawwwwww fucking cute ass
Omg the men in the backround talking????? Awesome!! Can hear every word!! „Die werden sich noch umsehn“ yass
Why tf they calling him captain instead of kelly
„ICh FrEsS n BeSeN“
Ast-rein
Boots is so poursouled
Edit: i take it back
Reminder to anyone hc‘ing mouth as daveys nickname that in german his nickname would be SpRacHrOhR
WHY DO THEY TAKE DIFFERENT ENGLISH WORDS??? Either u translate it or you leave it. But if you’re changing it but not translating wheres the point??
WAS WILLST DU DAMIT SAGEN? HAT SPOT ALSO RECHT??
Nothing. And i mean nothing. Makes sense in seize the day. And it doesn’t rhyme.
WiR GEBEN IHNEN SAURES
Fucking blink
Edit: rn -mush
Why is crutchie so dumb?
I just realized some of the scabs were already convinced before the fight w the Delancys
What is the woody gate??
Boots is a fucking icon
Spot just livked his palm instead if soitting in it??
NO O E FUCKING TALKS LIKE THAT
What denton says doesn’t make any fucking sense istg
Some of the rhymes in kony are actually okay
THEY REMOVED SPOTS VIBRATO
cant fucking understand a word snipeshooter says
„gut so“ KLOPPMAN LOML
Why did snider donate to the strike??
Herrliche aussicht STFU ALREADY
Who casted Sarah‘s sync???
Motherfucking Pulitzer is licking the paper
Motherfuxker is one of them the guy frim umsere kleine farm
„Brooocklin“
Wtf they didn’t even try to make emphasis‘s similar
They removed meddas accent:(
Just realized the bodyguard spot turns into when snider shows up
Also one lf the guys looks exactly like live‘sies spot
Blink being a bodyguard is the reason i‘m alive
Istg what did spot expect dumbass
HOW DID DAVEY HET AWAY BUT NO ONE ELSE
Not them changing the order 💀
I love that the newsies have priority
1 children
2 women
3 jack
4 themselves
5 davey
6 their friends
7 other newsies
8 other people
I motherfucking love 92‘sies henry
Why is the mayor plying bodyguard now
Pulitzer poking jack is even better in german
Seiz is talking such bullshit tho??? Doesn’t even make sense. Je litteraly does have somewhere to go
what DID crutchie do to the sauerkraut??
Santafee be like📈📉📈📉📈📉📈📉
ScHoN gUt BiN nIcH tAuB
JA MERKT MAN BRUDER DU HAST IHN GRAD NE HALBE EWIGKEIT IGNORIERT NATÜRLICH SCHREIT er
„Wie ein pinkel“????? Huh??
Boots is so dedicated about the clothes what the hell??
Why does davey say i dont even know your real name instead he of you didn’t even tell me your real name.cause lts not true?? And He could have said that?
Why did i think they replaced weasel at the end??? They didn’t. They have two at the beginning too
sarah decking morris is my motto of life
Les 🥺🥺🥺
MorriS‘s german laugh is my life istg thats so funny
Und das ist für crutchie
YOU TELL EM LES
vorallam nicht klug? Yop. Absolutly. Positive. Correct.
Wait theres a picture of the irl Katherine in pulitzers office
How did they get the word „kriegsberichterstatter“ in the word „warreporter“ but not „kenne“ in „tell me“
WHY R WE TALKING ABOUT BAGUETTE NOW????
Why does denton say pulitzer so weird “pOUUUlitser”
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I really don’t want to be a better person anymore.
Not like I wanna be a bad person or anything.
It’s just exhausting to constantly think that I’m not good enough.
And I’m NOT saying that I’m a perfect person, that I’m good enough.
No, I’m not. But “we’re not gonna work on me anymore”, misquoting Bill Burr’s joke.
Life isn’t too short. I don’t have to carpe diem. I don’t need to do anything fun.
I just need to stop doing things that aren’t.
Listening to and being patient with people who clearly are not worthy counts as one.
They are not worthy because they are not listening to nor being patient with me.
I’m not EVER going to try to be a bigger person for the sake of “I should do so”. No, I shouldn’t need to compare myself to others.
What I WILL do is I will assess how I feel at the time, what benefits it brings, whether it’s worth it.
I’m not on any moral high grounds. Bish I ain’t no holy. I’m just a dumb specimen of Homo sapiens.
If there could be tags I put on myself, I’d go with:
#好勇斗狠 #骄傲的小公鸡儿 #好辩的话痨 #火药桶 #dynamite #men-hater #没有Holmes那份脑子却有他那份Drama Queen气质的表演型人格 #是饭桶不是吃货 #三分钟热度 #性冷淡
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