#die i guess but like. not violently? idk
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@fateviled asked: ❝ you saved my life. i owe you, i owe you everything. ❞ ( elian @ damian<3) / richard siken sentence starters.
𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐆𝐀𝐏𝐒 𝐈𝐍 his memory have been filled, holes he didn’t even know were there; elian had been removed from so many people’s minds by a telepath far more powerful than gia’s foster mother. (it’s hard to believe aurora, the other of callum’s kids, was that same telepath, but damian was learning that looks were far too deceiving). when elian had explained it to him, he didn’t understand the true ramifications of that alteration, not until aurora had undone them all, to allow him to see the truth. she’d left the room then, giving damian and elian space — an action he is endlessly grateful for, even if he can’t express it, seeing as his hands haven’t stopped shaking since he’d begun to see past the lies and manipulation, the groundwork laid by elian’s father year after year. and he supposes what elian says is true: the moment burning the back of his eyelids was finding him after he ran, and HE’D LET HIM GO. (he couldn’t have ever dreamed of disobeying alexander, and there he was, letting elian walk away, giving him the chance to find callum and find safety). “i didn’t — i didn’t even know.” he chokes out, unable to even stand and look at the other. years of conflicted jealousy and frustration have washed over him, but they fade away just as quickly, understanding the way they’d been pitted against each other for years finally. elian’s father pulled the strings and they were the perfect puppets, neither of them ever the perfect son.
𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄’𝐒 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐓𝐎 the action that’s unraveling in front of him, and a newfound dread builds in damian, a life stolen from him so unintentionally. he clears his throat, trying not to let his anxiety show. “i was going to leave too, wasn’t i?” of course, elian couldn’t truly know the answer. it’s not like they’d ever been friends, like they ever would have talked about something like that. but if he let elian go, took the punishment from alexander, and still wanted to be his perfect hero after, HE WOULD HAVE BEEN INSANE. gia managed to walk away, and he’d never understood why, up until the moment he’d been forced to hunt down someone the same age as him, sentencing him to life in a cell simply because he had powers. (he doesn’t understand why elian didn’t get the same chance he did — the group of heroes had been a mess of contradictions that he was too fucking blind to see, since all he wanted was their validation, their praise). damian sucks in a breath, risking a glance up, even more shaken by the compassion he sees in the eyes looking back at him. “i — ” he stands, turning and running a hand through his hair, attempting desperately not to fall apart. it’s difficult not to, when his entire world is falling apart around him; it’s fucking overwhelming, knowing he and lia could have been free for so much longer, knowing how loyal he’d been to alexander, naive and used. but elian didn’t suffer the same fate. because of him, elian had found a family, he’d been loved, he had a chance to figure out who he was independent of his father’s actions. damian has the same chance now. “i don’t regret it. knowing now.” he says quietly, finally able to look at the other boy. for so long, they’d been adversaries, then strangers, and now there was a chance… maybe, independent of his father, THEY COULD BE FRIENDS. “i’d do it again. someone deserved to be free from him. if what i did guaranteed you were, then… then i don’t regret it.”
#fateviled#fateviled ) damian & elian.#remember how we talked about damian letting him go and :)#i'm just thinking about after damian agrees to stay. him getting his memories back#bc he deserves to know.#elian saying he owes him everything and damian feeling like his world is falling apart#because if he did this then. he knows. he knows he would have left.#and he doesn't blame elian for the choice he made because erasing the memories of everyone couldn't have been easy#he can't even imagine the grief that came with that.#but christ imagine learning the man you've been so loyal to killed your parents. and THEN you find out that#you're the reason his son got away from him in the first place.#not only that. but that you were considering leaving too.#he's just :))))) fucking shaken#i'm. so sorry i think i am maybe horrible for this but#it does have more of a positive aspect than everything else i've done for damian thus far so uh.#die i guess but like. not violently? idk#KALDNGM;LADGNKLANSDG#&. 𝐃𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐀𝐍 𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐋𝐎𝐍 ) but i didn’t want to be a fighter. i just wanted to be free.#q.#&. 𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐃 ) i heard melodies from angels.
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mouth open, silent and blue
and in the heat, it searched for you
#horrortw#deathtw#corpsetw#bloodtw#insecttw#bugtw#ts4#ts4 edit#nayef#violent affairs#p#i think thats all the triggers ToT#this was meant to go up on april fools but at the time i didnt like the screenshot GFHJKK idk i changed my mind i Guess#not the exact vision i had for this initially but. i think i did okayyyyy#NOT even a little bit canon btw sioar would never let nayef die like this and not eat him. this is just nayefs worst nightmare basically
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"ethical killing" sounds like an oxymoron to me idk why
#will ponder on this#my brain just saw this term and went “??????”#txt#i dont think humans always have to be ethical we should just admit we do fucked up things sometimes idk.. like killing in this instance#although humans are the only creatures who even care about ethics. ethics are a “social construct” right?#anywho im gonna overthink and ponder for a while this fine morning#theres only a few instances where i see killing as ethical as in the good outweighs the bad but idk if i should list them#like would killing an abuser who brings only terror to the people around them be ethical? or#im talking like very very violently and sxually abusive. like an absolutely dangerous person. is it ethical?#anyway this whole thing was just in reference to killing animals for food and here i am overthinking#i guess ethical killing would mean no pain. at all. but is it ethical if the creature didn't consent to die and we inflict it anyway?e#like no matter how kindly we kill or how mucy the good outweighs the bad; is it “ethical”..#anyway i still think sxual abusers should die yet i scoff at killing animals if we dont need to for survival#maybe something is wrong w me for these opinions idk lol yet. i still hold them#im willing to admit im maybe a bit of loon idc tho. even if “ethical killing” of animals is a thing we are so far removed from it nowadays#templin grandin tried her best to make the slaughter process less stressful but i don't know if its enough
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severe trust issues bc ppl will say "this show has gay rep! disabled rep!" and then the gay rep and the disabled rep is brutally murdered in episode one
#this is about the show skull island btw :/ saw it being hyped on tumblr but i have to say#the excitement i felt about a deaf character that uses a hearing aid being in an animated show#being so quickly crushed by him being violently tossed off a ship not 15 mins later#maybe he doesnt die? i guess? but man. thats disappointing idk lol#not to mention the first darkskinned black character you see also gets thrown off board. just as a side character he shows up To die#& one of the gay characters introduced tht also got me excited got brutally murdered#like im not saying disabled n queer characters cant die/suffer but#its just. man. dont hype it as a selling point if theyre all gonna get maimed in episode one#and not to mention theres not like. Another deaf character yet. idk im not watching anymore thay was crushing#ALL IN EPISODE ONE! you couldnt even let them exist for like. idk 2 more episodes??? you had to give them 5 scenes and then throw them in#the trash????#skull island spoilers#to be nice#i guess
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literally just remembered polyxena and sorry tumblr girlies but if achilles is still your soft sensitive yaoi fave you are literally deranged this man doesn’t even let DEATH stop him from being the biggest asshole and rejecting the concept of women having autonomy and control over what happens to their bodies in a way that doesn’t satisfy him
#personal#greek mythology#anyway what a lovely time to remind everyone that achilles is a rapist#who deliberately let people die because he couldn't get to rape the sex slave he wanted#and then desecrated a body for no reason just because he couldn't handle the consequences of his own actions#and then yeah literally demanded polyxena die before anyone could go home#idk i guess so he could have her as his sex slave to rape whenever he wants in the afterlife too#cuz she ain't doing this willingly when you *murdered her brother and desecrated his body* you psychotic dick#honestly madeline miller is gonna be my villain origin story for warping greek myths so bad to try and make this douche sympathtic#(her and that author who apparently decided to 'reclaim' the myth of achilles and retell it with him as actually a trans woman??)#(because what's needed right now is a story about a violently crazed trans woman)#(who has no boundaries and lusts for unjust killing and rapes innocent shrinking violet virgin cis women who are forced into sex slavery)#(due to their status of being taken by this character as prisoners of war)#(like seriously what on god's green earth could heaping all of that monstrosity on a trans woman possibly do in terms of overall good)#anyway rant over i hate achilles and people who woobify him he's literally the third worse man in the greek army#just because agammemnon is literally the worst person to live and ajax is the second worst in the army
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could I request headcanons of uvo, chrollo, and phinks with a little sibling figure reader in the troupe and she’s ten years old maybe? :) platonic ofc . tysm and it’s ok if u can’t do this request ! (If three characters is too much just uvogin is ok ^_^)
Of course! I hope you enjoy!
Uvogin, Chrollo, and Phinks with a little sibling figure in the troupe
Warnings: none
Female! Reader
Uvo:
I know Uvo’s a violent man, but I feel like he would be the softest in the world with you, which is unusual because he helped kill an entire clan, including the children
-I mean first of all, he’s very impressed by the fact that your a ten year old and also in the freaking phantom troupe, with enough training you could even defeat him over time!
-He very quickly decides he’s gonna look out for you wether it be in training, missions, or just when your all hanging around waiting for orders
-Speaking of training, he wants to see you reach your full potential as soon as possible, so he spars with you often. He won’t go easy on you, but he won’t seriously injure you either, he’s very aware that your both physically smaller and more mentally immature than he is (at his old ass age) so he’s aware that he has an advantage when it comes to fighting
-You learn a lot from fighting him though, he may make harmless taunts every now and then but he gives very constructive criticism and it does help improve your fighting skills significantly, perks of sparring with one of the strongest troupe members I guess
-He play whatever games you want in during times when there’s nothing to do, especially when your on guard duty with nothing to entertain you. He makes a surprisingly good playmate (he’ll let you play with his hair too)
-He keeps an eye on you during missions, but he’s well aware you can hold your own, you wouldn’t be in the troupe otherwise. That being said, if something gets serious enough (like Kurapika’s case for example) then he won’t hesitate to defend you with his life. There’s not a lot of people he’s willing to die for, but you’re one of them
-I kinda see him like a cool uncle more then a brother, idk why but he just gives off those vibes
Chrollo:
-I think Chrollo’s quite fond of children personally, he’ll still kill them if their in the way of achieving a goal but I don’t think he enjoys it and he also wouldn’t kill a child for no reason like he would an adult
-He’s very impressed by your power level, your a very useful addition to the troupe and he plans on utilizing that as much as possible
-But he does genuinely come to care for you later on though, that’s not surprising considering how the troupes practically family anyways
-He let’s you sit with him during meetings if you want, your also the only troupe member that’s allowed to touch him without explicit permission beforehand
-He doesn’t involve himself too much with you, but he does keep an eye on you more than he does the others, you may be powerful but your still young, it’s not easy living this kinda life at your age
-He’s the one to introduce you to the troupe and he’s also the one to make sure you get acquainted with the troupe without any issue, he can and will threaten any troupe member that is too unkind to you
-Like Uvo, he’s not concerned about you during missions, he’s very well aware of your powers, he’s probably the most familiar with them out of all the troupe members since he had to recruit you
-I honestly can’t see him treating you too differently from the other troupe members, your tough, you have incredible potential, he doesn’t see the need to coddle you like some of the other members might
Phinks:
-He’s skeptical if you at first, why did Chrollo choose you of all people? The troupe is no place for a child as young as you
-After seeing you fight for the first time though he’s immediately like “damn maybe she does belong in here” and now he’s curious as to how you turned out this way in the first place
-Phinks doesn’t approach you right away, he ops to observe you from afar for awhile, but the longer your in the troupe the more you inevitably interact
-For some reason, the two of you are put on missions often, so you grow very attached to him and he’s very confused about it. He has no idea why you cling to him specifically but he gets used to it after some time
-He’s definitely the most protective of you out of the group, he’ll never let you know how much you’ve grown on him but he makes sure nobody bothers you
-Especially on missions, in theory he knows you can hold your own but when your actually fighting and in danger he tries to do the bulk of the fighting no matter how much you protest
-He’s afraid to train with you because he fears he might hurt you, he’s a tough dude who doesn’t hold back when fighting so he’s not sure how well he could hold his strength against you
-He’ll “begrudgingly” (not really tho) play games with you if you ask him nice enough, but he’ll make lighthearted complaints the entire time
-Fears that your gonna die during your time in the troupe, it’s a very dangerous job and your super young compared to most of the guys they fight
-We have a tsundere older brother over here everyone lol
#x reader#phinks#phinks x reader#platonic#platonic x reader#platonic reader#chrollo lucilfer#chrollo x reader#uvogin#uvogin x reader#hunter x hunter#hunter x hunter x reader#hxh#hxh x reader#younger sibling reader#phantom troupe x reader#phantom troupe
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Crude Timeline/Breakdown of my goofy Cult of the Lamb drawings if you’re interested:
The whole premise for this i guess au? Started during my first run, I already knew the game was about kill god become god, but Did Not know you could Marry the god youd betray??? Or indoctrinate him???. Like I didn't even choose the Marriage Doctrine cuz I'm like boo r u kidding me I'm choosing violent Battle Pit always. Which Lambert wouldn't know any of this in the beginning either but the big deciding factor is:
Lamb is going into it with the mindset of Kill All Gods for what they've done to the sheep (sorry my benefactor, ur included <3) Kratos style lets go, none spared.
That being said, they have a lot of devotion towards Death, I like to think the Sheep folk prayed to The One Below for quick passings knowing they're a huge sacrificial species, and because sheep with their huge herd mentality, the worship flowed heavily which is a threat therefore that plus prophecy equals Slaughter.
So with TOWW, they play along and genuinely mean they're serving death because they worshiped Death as a concept, a divine entity. They believe when they “kill” TOWW they'll still be “together” because Death is unkillable right (and the lamb would never have to be alone again right). Something new will be written thats the both of us as one.
So in between crusading Lamb and TOWW get closer (i am going to take your throne but that doesn't mean we can't have fun banter or that i don't really really enjoy ur compliments and attention ((because I love kittys…))) and that's when the comic about tanking happens.
But oh no! Through their journey Lamb discovers that TOWW is actually a Bishop, chained for a petty family squabble??? Has a name and it’s Narinder????
The revelation kinda breaks something in their head. it upsettingly humanizes the Bishops, trivializes the death of their people, and takes TOWW off the pedestal they'd placed him on. Uh ohhhh how does this change things i mean I'm still gonna kill all the gods but what does it mean to be a god is it just a crown whats going to happen to Narinder is it actually Narinder I like ?? (And i had a comic for this time planned but idk if ill get to it)
Meanwhile Narinders opinion on the Lamb has so far just been Wow im so proud, I chose good yay I'm gonna be free (why do I feel like I could be free from their devotion alone?) (why are they just like me fr?)
When Narinder is defeated and they have the choice, the lamb feels they betray both their people for not keeping their promise to kill all gods, but also their Faith and Narinder, v conflicting.
After indoctrination, Narinder does his typical Isolation, depression, and Lamb mourns what they'd had. In their loneliness, they stop allowing their cultists to die for long. They do all Narinders quests, and when it comes to the resurrection he's like Haha I remember why I liked you. But also he can exploit this. That's the time of the Resurrection comic.
He tries to micromanage from there, if he can't be the god being worshiped rn he's going to control the god. Starts off with whispering insecurities of Your cultists will find a way to leave you, be firmer. Gods should do this, have this, they'll leave if you don't. Lamb knows what he's doing and mostly humors him to keep him around but over time they've just both started to build a proper relationship again. He successfully ironically becomes their right hand.
This goes on for a sec before Mystic Seller knocks on da door like Hello do your joobbbb. And thats a kick enough to get Lamb out of their misery shit to really consider their original plan of killing gods and what exactly they want Death to Mean. (Comes to a conclusion that death is a peace that has to be earned. Through living.)
Bringing Leshy back brings a rift and arguments between Narinder and Lamb. That's when the Narinder Confessional comic happens and he lets out just how hurt he was by Lambs betrayal (cuz that seems to be all anyone ever does to him lol except for his sons)
So as a sort of reconciliation! Lamb brings back Aym and Baal. Yay! That's that comic, where Narinder tries to say it doesn't affect him so Lamb forces them to be together. Aym and Ball stay in the cult for a good while as Lamb works to free Heket, but Narinder is still super giving Lamb the cold shoulder. When Heket is indoctrinated Narinder gets angry again that he has no say on the matter.
Lamb starts sneaking off to sit in the confessional booth at night and it gets Narinders attention. He follows them in and hears them speak about essentially their motivations and beliefs described earlier. I have a half finished comic of this to partner with Narinder’s confessional, with Lamb’s being more down to earth and kinda just explanatory of the whole timeline but who knows if ill finish it tbh
Narinder reassesses his feelings for Lamb after that.
Right after Lamb's confessional would be when the Baal and AYm comic happens, and Narinder asks for his last request of going on a mission, fully committing to living a life.
Cue big ambiguous gap of time where Lamb gets the other siblings, yada yada healing and dealing. Shamura in the pillory comic happens, the bishops are Not happy about it, but Shamura's only locked up for a night.
Probably takes a hundred or two years for the siblings being comfortable enough around each other and theres a lot less venom being spat out. Idk gods grudges be lasting forever sometimes. Eventually They can start having family game nights, cue that comic. Everyones tired of the shit Lamb and Narinders got going on.
Lamb still thinks Narinder doesnt have romantic feelings for them. Best friends til the end me and my god, never mind the tense flirting. Lamb does that with everyone. (cursed with flirty asexual disease) For Narinder its that he shouldnt have to say anything everyone should just know that the Lamb is his. Straight up if Lamb asked him, do you love me hed say yes in every sense, but though he is aware of how he feels and would be honest on approach, an immortal relationship/marriage?? It is a lot to ask of the lamb, that has to be a decision they make. Hes content as is.
but No Way could Lamb ask that without a safety net. So when Lamb realizes Oh its like. romantic jealousy? Interesting lets see how far i can push it, announces they will be choosing a spouse (due to a wager lost they reason, depending on who asks) (the siblings who know of Shamura’s deal, watch in mild amusement at how absolutely wired this gets their brother. No one helps him.) fine for narinder If they get married thats up to them but hes gonna make sure theyre worthy of his vessel first. Marriage is just a title compared to what he and the Lamb have.
Cue comic i have planned that is Such a funny idea to me but im not liking how its turning out so who knows. But they get married yay!
Some years later kudaai has offered to make the lamb their own weapon. They go on a little trip to the spot they were sacrificed, now very overgrown and forgotten, and find their chains to make their weapons.
far future comic
many many many years later Lamb death comic.
that’s it for now. I’ll add more if ideas come but this is context if you’d like. Feel free to ask questions, I’m rotating these fellas in my head
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Ouroboros
Pairing: Dave York x F!Reader
Summary: You and Dave are two people with nothing left in the world but each other. You find each other starving, desperate, violent. WC: ~1200
Content/Warnings: Love as consumption, but it’s not quite love; oral f!receiving, unprotected PIV (do better!), blood, biting, really violent metaphors and similes, scratching, pinning, choking, marking, idk rough sex in general, everyone involved is emotionally unavailable and sad.
A/N: This is inspired by a blurb I wrote on violent expressions of love/love as consumption. I haven't written anything quite like this before so I guess lmk if you'd like a part two! Thanks to @atinylittlepain, @ramblers-lets-get-ramblin, @gasolinerainbowpuddles, @amanitacowboy, @beskarandblasters, and @theywhowriteandknowthings for listening to me yell about it for two days and helping me along <3
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I want to tell you a story / of snakes eating / their own tails,
Swallowing themselves whole. I hope / you can guess that this story
Is about love / and what people will do / to get a taste of it
--@twinnedpeaks
Dave has lost everything. You can tell just by looking at him. There’s a desolation in his eyes like none you’ve ever seen before save looking in the mirror. You are so empty. There is something you both lack and the absence of it has left you starving. Something not quite right with you. Born without it maybe, or maybe it was taken by force.
You’re both so empty that when you’re together it’s like you take turns trying to fill yourselves up with each other, but you’re only ever left hungrier than you were before. Desperate for the taste of each other. You bleed when he touches you, pour it into his mouth and down his throat, but it never makes him less ravenous.
You let him dig teeth and claws into your chest, tear into the cavern where your heart should be. Someone said if you get hungry enough you’ll eat your own heart, and maybe that’s why there’s not enough of you for him to get his fill.
He says you belong here, never with him, but here, in the wasteland of his arms. He says you tear the flesh from his bones. He asks how he could love you when he has no love to give even as he buries himself inside you, settles under your skin.
You’re both too afraid to hang on to each other, though you leave claw marks in the letting go. Part of you wants to love him, but in loving him you would undoubtedly lose yourself.
You yearn for a love that doesn’t exist. Where claws sinking into flesh, sharp and scathing, ripping organs from your body, tearing you apart at the seams so you can be remade into something new doesn’t result in the utter destruction of self. A love that’s all consuming and desperate and violent but that still feels like a home you can settle into.
And the yearning is another type of hunger. Just another thing you lack. All the things you lack enough to form a hill you will probably die on someday. How can the absence of something be such a heavy weight to carry? You want to settle some of it on his broad shoulders, but you don’t know how to give away what you don’t have. You give him yourself instead.
He wraps your thighs around his head and settles in to feast on you, tongue delving deep inside and curved nose grinding into your clit. He eats you as if he’s trying to find a way in. You gouge his shoulders, raking up his neck and into his hair. You revel in his flesh caught under your nails, something of him you can take with you. He groans and it vibrates your bones.
You pull him closer, something like pleasure coursing through your veins, you think. It’s been so long since something felt good you aren’t sure this is what it feels like. But it feels like something and you crave something. The something settles low in your belly, coils like a snake, and strikes. Dave drinks you down, consuming everything you give him, and when he peers up at you from between your legs his eyes are still full of a dark hunger.
He drags his mouth up your body as though he can’t bear the thought of your taste leaving his mouth. Sinks teeth into the flesh of your shoulder and you swear you hear them clack through your skin. You yank his head away from you by the hair he has let curl at the nape of his neck, and he snarls, his mouth tinged red with you.
You surge up into him, crash your mouths together hard enough to split lips and you swallow, taking blood and spit and slick on your tongue and he sucks it back onto his. He settles fully between your legs, not breaking his mouth away from yours as he pushes your thighs into your chest. You let him fold you in half, his hands settling into the mattress and keeping you spread wide for him.
He buries his face in your neck, bites down, and snaps his hips into you, both of you grunting at the force. He splits you open at your core, soothes that hollow ache of emptiness, filling you to the brim. All you think or feel or see is Dave. The planes of his back shifting and sheened with sweat as he ruts into you, the shining red streaks on his shoulders a beautiful contrast to golden skin. You dig the nails of your left hand into his asscheek, pulling him into you even harder. Settle your right hand in a fist in his hair and twist and he growls in your ear.
He sits back on his heels, grabs your hands and pins them to the bed. The bones in your wrists shift pleasantly painfully (what’s the difference?) as he settles his weight forward. You wrap your legs around his torso and pull him back to you, emptiness for even a moment too much to bear. You latch your teeth into the muscle of Dave’s forearm and he lets go of your wrist only to wrap your throat in his long fingers and squeeze.
There’s something so intimate about your life being held in the palm of someone’s hand. There’s something so violent about him, burrowed deep, always lingering beneath the surface. There’s something so reassuring knowing he is entirely capable of snuffing your life out right here, but he won’t. Not because you are some precious thing, but because he needs you as badly as you need him.
You are near silent, coming with a desperate gasp for air you aren’t able to pull in and he follows you. He too is a vessel with a crack somewhere near the middle, unable to hold anything inside for long, and he is pouring himself into you, hoping you will hold what he gives you. You shudder around him, grasping at his fingers around your throat not to pull him away, but to push him in harder.
He tears his hand away first, then the rest of himself, landing on the mattress next to you and no longer touching you. The after always sending him reeling from you as though your skin burns him. Maybe it does. You head to the bathroom to clean yourself up while he berates himself for coming back here.
In the mirror you’re a vision of blooming purple and searing red. Throat, shoulder, wrists, thighs, cunt, all marked and aching. You’ll feel him for the days it will take him to fall back into your bed and just as he fades from your skin he will knock on your door.
When you return to the bed, Dave is on his back, hands folded on his chest like a corpse at his visitation service. You lie beside him, upper arms pressed together as you mirror his pose.
“Are you staying?”
He makes a noncommittal noise, a yes and a no, but grabs your arm and pulls you into him anyway. You wrap around him, an arm and a leg thrown across his body. You press your lips to a mark on his chest you don’t remember making. He traces patterns on your naked back and sighs.
“I want to, I think.”
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Thanks for reading!! I have a general idea for a part two if it would interest anyone :) And sorry to the people I was supposed to write requests for... this wouldn't get out of my head.
#pedro pascal#pedro pascal fanfiction#pedro fics#pedro pascal character fanfiction#Dave York#Dave York fics#Dave York fanfiction#Dave York x reader#Dave York x f!reader#Dave York x you#Equalizer 2#Equalizer 2 fanfiction#PPCU#PPCU fanfiction#pedrostories
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I am... confused as to what age the other anon thinks Charlie is but if she was so young she wouldn't be able to canonly date Vaggie, who I'm pretty sure is in her 20s
So why wouldn't she be able to be shipped with Alastor? I think Rosie was just teasing him about bringing a girl to her, anyways. Introducing someone you're close to to someone else you're close to, I could see it as a big relationship deal and I too would probably tease my friend
Idk man :'D
Sounds to me like someone was just really jumping to the most surface level conclusions without much critical thinking, it happens.
I think the comment might've just made them think that Alastor is like. Canonically double her age or something, which is really funny considering the opposite is the case by a long shot. Rosie likely just said that bc he came in with a young looking, objecitvely very pretty girly, so it's an easy jab to make - it's just friendly banter between acquaintances. [some further thoughts I ended up having about aging in hell under the cut]
It's really hard to guess how old Alastor would actually be tbh since sinners' demon forms generally seem to hardly reflect their actual ages, so he could've honestly died in an age range that's anywhere from mid-20s to mid-50s.
(And at least based on how stubbornly driven to achieve his mysterious goals he is and how childishly petty, if not outright violent he gets when his authority, power and/or control are questioned; and the fact that he is finding himself with a bad deal at his hands now that he's struggling to escape - so I presume he accepted it recklessly, not something a wise old man would do - I'd say he likely died on the younger side of that range.)
And if he died in the 1930s and clearly managed to not get himself killed all the way into what I'm guessing is the 2020s, then that adds like 90 years of further existence in hell.
But that still only amounts to about 110-130 years total.
Charlie's 200+ years completely eclipse that lmfao.
That does make me curious though how old Vaggie actually is then, we don't know if she's a human soul that has been alive on earth before going to heaven and becoming an exorcist, or if she's a natively heaven-born kind of creation...
UItimately... these characters are all adults at the end of the day, and as such they could all do whatever they want, hypothetical age gap or not - it's honestly not like that sort of thing is even really something we can track in this "nobody ages once they're here and can only die at heaven's hands" sort of setting, so I don't see why it should matter that much ^^"
Like-
Say, hypothetically, you die at age 16 and go to hell, where you then continue to exist for an infinite amount of time. Are you now perpetually and forever a minor? Do you count the years you spend in hell on top of your human age despite not actually aging on a physical level in any capacity?
I'm gonna go on a limb here and say that bothering with age gaps in Hazbin Hotel makes little sense, since the inherent issue with those always boils down to unbalanced power dynamics and uninformed and/or coerced consent anyways - factors that are easy to define as bad and we all understand are objectively toxic.
#charlastor#not the focus but mentioned and tangentially considered in my ramblings but still#hazbin hotel spoilers#chubs answers
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??idk ur a god and u rescued xiao from his old master. and so he loves u. And i dont understand tenses. its 1:40 am here gn
cw: kissing, a little power imbalance(?) xiao being So dramatic and also obsessed with you. but not in a weird violent way but in a i would die for you and also respect your boundaries! way. so i guess that‘s a little yandere
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He loved you so much.
Anything you asked of him, he‘d do. You didn’t need him, really, but you still let him be around you. It wasn’t something he understood, but he wouldn’t dare question it; because despite his desire to be perfect for you, he couldn’t help this selfishness. If you realized you didn’t need him around, there was no telling what that would do to him. He needed you. He adored you.
And yet—
He couldn’t do what you were asking of him.
"Xiao, please kiss me."
You’d never told him what you wanted before. Instead of commanding him like you should, it was always optional. You never forced him to do anything. Even now, as you told him what you wanted for the first time, you didn‘t demand it.
But defiling you in such a way was nearly sacrilegious. No matter how tantalizing your lips looked, or how much he wanted to devour them—
No, he couldn’t do it.
Why were you tempting him?
Still, you looked him straight in the eye, pinning him in place with your gaze so he couldn‘t look away.
"I‘m going to kiss you, Xiao. Push me away."
He could feel himself trembling as he watched you move in closer, closer, closer—
How could anyone resist you?
He couldn‘t help the way his hands gripped your sides to pull you closer to him. He couldn‘t help the way his mouth responded to yours, opening immediately to let your tongue inside.
Xiao feels the way your fingers curl against the nape of his neck to play with his hair and he whines into your mouth, pressing himself into you as much as he possibly can. He can hear himself panting embarrassingly and there’s spit threatening to drip off his chin, but he can’t bring himself to care right now. The sounds he’s making are greedily swallowed by you as you press back with equal fervour.
His pants are getting louder now, and he can feel heat beginning to curl in his stomach. Silently, he begs for more, unaware of the way his hips are moving against yours.
More. More. More. More—
When you pull away, he unconsciously follows your lips for more, brain still dazedly focused on you and the sensations you give him.
It takes him several seconds to realize his utter disrespect, and his cheeks burn hot as he realizes what he‘d just done.
Before he could open his mouth to say a word, however, you gently cover his mouth with your hand.
"Don‘t speak, Xiao. It‘s alright."
It didn‘t make sense. You were so confusing, just as always. Everything you said and did was so backwards. He could not understand you.
But you said it was alright, so… it was alright.
#moment of weakness (inspiration) sunny posts genshin#confession guys im acrually a genshin freak#im sorry for hiding this#xiao x reader#xiao x gn reader#xiao x you#xiao x y/n#genshin xiao#genshin impact#yandere xiao#i hate this actually#LOL
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What do you think of the kind of Yandere that's like Homura Akemi? The one that's willing to condemn themselves to hell and an eternal loop of suffering to save the one person they care about and evolve into a demon to get their loved one to come back to them after they're gone? Part of me feels like Malleus would be a good Homura Akemi style Yandere
*chef's kiss* Idk why but those yanderes are always so interesting regardless of the time loop plot. I guess it has to do with how they handle grief, and how not being able to go through with it can deform a once sincere and tender love into a machiavellian obsession. Every restart takes away a little bit of hope, gives a little more desperation and numbness, and they start to slowly lose themselves.
Malleus might have not started as a yandere, but slowly developed into one during the whole process. As far as we know, it seems like he hadn't experienced grief for the loss of a loved one before, he probably doesn't know how to handle it. The feelings he had for his child of man were really strong, and it only made the wound of their parting deeper. He doesn't accept the fact he gets to live so much more than his darling, it's unfair.
I like to imagine Malleus literally becoming some kind of monster. He resorts to old and dark magic to manipulate time and try to help his darling, but every time he goes back, he has to sacrifice a little bit of himself, or maybe the spell's casting affects him ever so slightly. It isn't noticeable at first, but after 50 times the craving for blood can't be ignored anymore, and the first scales are starting to appear on his back. It gets harder to keep his human form with every reset, he sometimes has to fully turn into a dragon just to rest a little, and be able to keep appearances. It also gets harder to act like a human, to comply with the moral standards of his darling's species and not his own. Slowly, Malleus starts giving in to the more violent wishes he started developing while trying to save his darling: to steal them away from everyone, to claim, possess, breed, kill threats, etc.
Fate is powerful. Malleus tried so hard to keep his darling alive and exit the loop together, but after dozens of thousands of tries and excruciating pain, he becomes the principal reason they die since his love is too much to handle.
sorry it looks so ugly dsfhsjhfdsa it's the best I could draw sick orz
#yandere#yandere twisted wonderland#yandere twst#yandere malleus draconia#yandere malleus#yandere malleus x reader#tw: yandere#yandere male
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tori: i am not dangerous, i am practically a civilian!!! I dont get in “fights”! OR win fights! i get in *situations* with *violent murderers* and I *survive them(through violent murders)*. I could never fight someone! … but I can *prevent* most people from being physically capable of fighting me! its easy and cheating so its not real strength/capacity for violence. full stop doesn’t count. some people might say neutralizing your enemy is the same as winning the fight. i won’t accept that though because thinking of myself as capable of winning fights would shatter the last clinging pieces of my identity/self concept and I Can’t Lose That :). I am HARMELESS and am only surviving (barely) through cheating with magic reality coding (easy and fun so doesn’t count as effort/skill/strength), the ol’ “Fastest Escalation Wins” strategy (a vital tool for the weak and untrained), and “fake it til ya make it” cons (also easy and fun so doesn’t count.) i am not scary, or powerful?? or god forbid hard to approach??? i am a completely normal standard woman making completely understandable, obvious choices?? I Am Normal. I Am. I am NORMAL.
*random chuunin* : “oh my god she’s one of the deadliest most sadistic ninja alive. she’s friends with extremely powerful ninja which is just more confirmation she’s in that class of power. she gets away with extremely offputting, rude, menacing behavior with people of high station, which further confirms she’s either an asset or too hard to get rid of… cuz she’s so so scary and powerful. i heard she traps people in unbreakable barriers and then kills them slowly (for fun??) after tormenting them for days or forces them to kill themselves to escape her…. she melts people alive. she will boil your eyeballs. she will skin you with her pinky fingernail. she will boil your skin and make you *WISH* she would skin you with her pinky fingernail. she will turn you inside out and not realize you’re still alive, just slowly suffocating/dying in agony, and leave you there to die by yourself. or she realizes and gets frustrated because you are irritating her by having survived so now she has to figure out how to kill you faster because… mercy is good i guess? idk it feels immoral to just leave you like this and she feels (like she should feel) bad for you and she tries a couple other experimental seals but they all just make things worse for you instead of killing you and eventually she remembers she has a knife and then does an extremely slow and sloppy hacking stabbing job trying to hit something vital getting more and more disgruntled with how much effort this is taking because she used an experimental seal instead of something reliable. ”
Tori:
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Due to being held at gunpoint by the slay the princess fandom and voices in my head:
I guess it’s finally time for someone to write slay the princess x reader fanfiction headcannons (I haven’t done this stuff before but It is criminal how there’s only 1 on this platform)((my one true fear is somehow the creators see this because they have tumblr))
BTW: for this one the hc are for a voice inside the LQ head reader (if requested I’ll do different readers and other characters in slay the princess)
Characters for this one: voice of the stubborn, The narrator, voice of the smitten
Cw: the voice of the stubborn has to be a cw, possible ooc, slay the princess spoilers ofc, poly vibes going on for smitten and stubborn
Alright. First up is the voice of the Stubborn:
Platonic:
-Why? Jk jk I can’t talk on concerning choices when I’m a vot broken fan
-I don’t think he would talk much to you but like if you indulge ing want to fight the princess I picture you two being great friends
-I have a image in my head of this scenario if you indulge the “I wanna fight tendencies”
“See? They agree with me, the princess agree’s with me why can’t we just fight her like we are ment to?”
And Ig the reader hyping them up after this idk this is just headcannons
Romantic:
-yet again WHY? Jk jk
-the stubborns voice is hot
-well if all there voices are hot cus they are all voices by the same guy
-idk when the route ends and you both are in the flood of the shifting mound maybe you, him and the adversary could have the most violent polycule to exist
-the stubborn doesn’t strike me as the romantic type (for obvious reasons)
-but I do 100% believe he gets all cheesy fighting cmon man did you hear how he was talking abt fighting the adversary
-felt like he wanted to take her in a fight in both ways
-he would absolutely be similar to that with you
-maybe if your ok with ooc enough you can pretend he will be nicer or something
-if this was a tangible reality I think he would be the kind of person to grab stuff that makes them think of there s/o and not really talk all that romance
The narrator:
Platonic:
-why the narrator? Idk it’s not like anyone else is gonna do it
-I’m sires there’s the 4 narrator simps out there who are starved for food
-if your on-board with slaying the princess I’m sure he will like you if you aren’t annoying
-maybe if your one of the few sane individuals he would probably say something like
“Why can’t you all be like them?” If the other voices are being too annoying
Romantic:
-why?
-your man won’t even remember you whenever the LQ dies
-if you choose to go that route with the narrator idk man
-I don’t see him being very romantic ether
-I see him saying something like
“We can worry about that after the world is saved”
-gl your cooked
-if the princess does die for good ig you can all sit and enjoy eternity together
-if you get bored I guess I see him doing something like telling a story to pass infinite time or something
-I have a vivid image of the LQ in purgatory forever and just you marrying the narrator or something
-why did I choose this one I genuinely have no idea who wants this
-whatever it’s ok
-at least I’m 99.9 percent sure he wouldn’t be totally heartless. He says many times how he doesn’t like how romantic the smitten gets but that’s because it’s to the world ending princess
-feel like he would do some random bird things like nest if he was tangible
-no bed for you
Voice of the smitten because this is what everyone is probably looking for
Platonic:
-You and him will get along if you both want to save the princess
-the narrator will probably be annoyed at you two talking about her
-if you indulge the smitten’s tendencies it just gets worse
-he will get more romantic and sappy and peotic
-you can’t stop him
Romantic:
-he will not shut up
-the narrator is in tears
-he will be every more sappy and romantic
-now that one of the two of his loves can hear him you will not hear the end of how much he loves you
-he will go off on a tangent mid narrator narration to explain the Mariana Trench level love he has for you
-and the princess
-you thought he wouldn’t shut up in the real game?
-we won’t ever shut up now that your here
- if you tell him to shut up he will do so gladly
-even if you do it rudely
-you can do no wrong in his eyes unless you try to slay the princess
There here is some sustenance I genuinely was pulling stuff out my ass cus I do not have any spesific requests for anything rn.
Id I was a bit ooc sorry I do not write fanfiction or these headcannons.(at least I don’t post them for fear of being cringe)
But if anyone wants to slide into my inbox or comments with suggestions I will not deny any of it (unless it’s nsfw I’m sorry I can’t do that, I think I’m on the ace spectrum somewhere)((romance and sex are hard man))
#this is what you wanted#release my family pls#slay the princess#stp#slay the princess x reader#stp narrator x reader#stp smitten x reader#voice of the smitten x reader#stp stubborn x reader#voice of the stubborn x reader
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idk why people think Miguel and Peter are the perfect father figures like they’re the worst ESPECIALLY MIGUEL HES SO VIOLENT
ionkno ima be honest miguel... Miguel might be my Tio. (not in the 'papi' way, he literally my uncle)
A RANT where I get progressively angrier and more confused at Miguel and Peter B.
[Peter B. Parker Hater Club]
Like....I can't defend him in anyway cause like my GOD, I've seen Peter fighting Green Goblins less violently. Miguel was being brolic as hell on a child.
But I like think that like...day to day.. he isn't as much of a (number of words that might be a bit too vulgar).
I...I don't know how to feel about him. Because on one hand we have the logic hints that he is normal most of the time - based on how people treat him. But we don't see that at all.
We never get to see Miguel OR the Society just exist and I don't think we will in the next movie cause there's no time plot-wise but considering what Miguel truly believes I'm like - maybe you just need to be put on ice for a minute. Look at yourself, you look insane.
I'm HOPING GOD IM HOPING that theres a scene where Miguel gets to Miles and just stops and is holding Miles down and now that Miles can't leave he just begs Miles not to make the same mistake he did, because he believes the even if Miles saves his dad - his dad will die anyway when the universe collapses (like Gabbie did).
just so we can see some range or like self-reflection from him. Because..if he's so guilty about Gabbie I assume he self-reflected a lot so he uhhh needs to do that...again.. right now.
And like....that's not how that works but it's like telling a flat earther that the earth is round. Until they go up and see it, they will have an argument for everything you say.
I trust Spider-people, and I trust them to be able to call out a evil person so I'm like...the Society is run so well, ALL of these spider-people can't be stupid - we know Insomnia Peter, we know Hobie. Hobie was there before Gwen so like...Miguel must've been, not bad enough for him to refuse??? I guess?????
I really have no idea about Miguel's character and it's a long movie so I understand not getting alone time with the Society but I'm like..
At WHAT point does Miguel stop and be like "What the fuck am I doing?" AT WHAT POINT DOES JESS OR PETER?
It's like.. (k now I'm mad) You're an ADULT!! And Miguel yeah I know it's a trauma response but standing there at that platform with dozens of people watching you. How is that not like waking up in a cold sweat!!
And realistically speaking - Miguel what are you gonna do? Forreal what are you gonna do?
Okay, so you lock him up and his dad dies. What about his next canon event. Some canon events you have to be active in. Like what if his canon event is marrying his MJ - what, are you gonna MAKE him marry her. What if his canon event is meeting Dr.Otto. What, you gonna make Miles work for him.
Even if this canon event happens it's not like Miles is gonna co-operate for any others??? So what is the goal?!?!?!
That's why I'm like nah, Miguel cannot be like this all the time. He can not be this blindly stupid because what he's doing is DUMBBBBBB
Im gonna be real even if a Spider-person had caught Miles, Miles would've tried to explain and be like 'please let me go', and because everyone else doesn't have the drive like Miguel, they'd probably be like "Oh shit, ok go on kid."
BUT PETERRRRRRR FUCK THIS DUD OKAY I HAVE A QUESTION
In the scene where he's like 'hold the baby' to Miles and his watch goes off- do you think he was purposely trying to give Miles up? Because that's what I thought. Someone the other day suggested that it was an accident and I was like "???"
NO MA'AM. No, Ma'am.
I always saw the scene as this:
Peter B. KNOWS Miles isn't gonna take off while holding MayDay. He's not, Miles not going to kidnap a baby.
So Peter is continually pestering Miles to hold MayDay, to get him to stay in while place, while he intentionally alerts them of his location. However, Miles won't take MayDay, and Peter's watch goes off.
Because Miles isn't holding her, his hands are free, and he can escape.
That's what I got from that, no?
Or you mean to tell me Peter's watch went off by itself? Maybe, but then what was with the 'Hold My Baby' shit? Why wouldn't he take 'no' for an answer?
He was using MayDay to trap Miles. Like are you fucking kidding me.
Wow, betraying his trust again AND manipulating him with that 'I had her cause of you!' speech.
Miguel - He's having a psychotic break, he's full Primal and honestly he needs to go somewhere. Perhaps a small red bubble and just..look at himself in the mirror. Like - fuck are you doing? The most, for no reason. Cut it out!
Peter - Nah, why are you even here? What are you getting out of this, seriously? Gwen HAS to be here, Hobie knows WHY he's here, Pav just GOT here. Why are you here? What do you get out of this? What, do they have free daycare or something at HQ. What even compelled you to be on Miguel's side in the first place. WHY DIDNT YOU FIGHT HIM THE SECOND HE MENTIONED MILES NEGATIVELY
Like Peter doesn't have the trauma Miguel has, he doesn't have the professionalism Jess has, and he doesn't have the brains Hobie does. What is he adding to this society, what is he getting out of it?
He's just THERE. Being a NUISANCE and I MEAN THAT!!!
You can't tell me Lyla be looking at missions and be like 'Oh yeah we need to get Peter B. on the case' NO!
And then to not help Gwen and also try and rat Miles out?????????
He should fall into a 'metaphor for capitalism' if u know what i mean
Jess - She's literally doing her job and going home at 5:00:01 and as someone who is anti-work....understood ma'am have a nice day but also maybe reconsider your parenting practices before that baby gets here, just a suggestion.
Rio and Jeff are the only adults with some sense in this movie. Captain Stacy, you're fine but you're on thin fucking ice.
Fuck Peter B. All my Hobies hate Peter B. (not a typo)
And Miguel:
"I - I can't even with you."
#this is ALL OVER THE PLACE#no proofread per usu#miguel ohara#miguel o hara#miguel o'hara#peter b parker#peter b#miles morales#gwen stacy#spiderman#spider man#spidergwen#spider gwen#atsv#across the spiderverse
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So a normal average person engaging with arcane and seeing the conflict pertaining Jinx as ‘monstrous’ vs ‘healthy’ sees the situation in like, the normal way these things really work but I don’t think this outlook should be projected onto the characters.
This meta is motivated by me remembering how ppl would often frame the conflict between Vi and Silco as ‘Vi wants Jinx to be healthy and Silco wants her to be monstrous’ and honestly idk why I didn’t write this earlier, I guess I didn’t care cos there were a lot of bad takes flying around back then but I wanna talk about it now.
My thesis is that both Silco and Vi want Jinx to change in some ways and the simple way of saying it is ‘come out Powder’/’Powder must die’ but I’d argue another way of describing the conflict is seeing Jinx’s mental issues and not seeing them, but in opposite ways ig.
It’s a bizarre take to say Silco doesn’t see or understand Jinx’s issues or that he doesn’t want to solve them. The shared trauma is literally the basis for their bond and overcoming trauma is literally at the core of Silco’s ideology. Silco is the character who’s shown to be the most aware of Jinx’s issues and who helps her the most. He in his lair surrounded himself in water and Jinx in her lair surrounds herself with memorabilia of her family, both things that would trigger them but this environment shows that they exposure therapy-ed their way through it. Jinx gets a PTSD flashback from tinkering with the arcane and she goes to Silco for comfort and he takes her to where he suffered his trauma and literally gives her a pep talk about becoming a stronger person and it works! and Jinx goes back to tinkering with the arcane unafraid, and of course the finale where he seems aware that Jinx is in distress while Vi isn’t. Then there’s other things like how she helps him take shimmer or her space in the rafters, both things that would convey that she is needed and trusted, so things that would appease her insecurities and abandonment issues. These are small things but they convey that Silco is aware of Jinx’s issues and models their relationship and environment in order to adjust it to her needs. So basically Silco wants Jinx to be monstrous AND healthier cos he perceives these as the same thing. Based on his dialogue being a monster = being stronger = being a new person = not being the old, weak and afraid person = overcoming your traumatic past.
Conversely Vi has a lot of throwaway lines like ‘and I thought Powder could get obsessed’ and also just from her behavior in act 1, even tho we can already tell smth is wrong with Powder Vi seems oblivious to it, or she underestimates how bad it is. She gives her advice but it seems like general advice one would give to any younger sibling. Powder has a violent panic attack (? or maybe meltdown?) and it seems Vi didn’t anticipate it, she never sees it happen and then after the fact she never learns it even happened. When they’re little we the audience take notice of how Powder has no reaction to their parents’ corpses but Vi doesn’t. We the audience see her excitedly waiting for her bomb to pepper a teenager with nails but Vi doesn’t. And so Vi has these memories of Powder as being just a normal little girl and that there was nothing wrong about her, and seeing Jinx of course she initially assumes Jinx faked loyalty in order to survive only to switch to believing Silco got her brainwashed and mind-controlled so bad that she has to physically remove Jinx from his presence/influence to get through to her, the REAL her. She essentially wrongly assumes Powder used to be ‘normal’ and works off of that false assumption, and imo that’s a huge part of the sisters’ misunderstanding. She sees Jinx enjoy violence but I highly doubt Vi sees this and like the audience thinks of possible diagnosis, I think what she thinks/notices is that her sister acts immorally, so it’s less about her health and more about morals, ‘this is bad cos my sister’s kinda a bad person now, Silco corrupted her’. The tricky thing here are the hallucinations, several times Jinx speaks to no one and Vi has no reaction whatsoever to this and so it’s hard to judge why that is but my thinking is that she’s just too stressed out and overwhelmed in these situations to address this. Cos it’s not like Vi ever has a line like ‘I need to take Powder away from Silco cos he treats her so badly she has hallucinations now’ so like I said, no reaction to the hallucinations in the moment and then later she never has any thoughts about them like she didn’t even notice. And then we’ve got the finale where she triggers Jinx and doesn’t even know it.
But obvs it’s not a one person is completely wrong and another is completely right situation.
Silco’s understanding of Powder’s mental health issues and his own experience make him think that Jinx’s ‘monstrous’ aspects are good actually, the exact same way he thinks about himself, he in his mind likely equates them, the cruelty, the lack of empathy, the power-seeking to a sense of independence, protection from further trauma, protection from panic attacks etc. so he completely lacks understanding of Jinx’s issues (that maybe aren’t directly a matter of mental illnesses depending on whether you interpret Jinx to have APD but influence her mental state negatively anyway).
Meanwhile Vi has no understanding of all of the mental health issues Powder suffered from however that also makes it extremely clear to her when she comes back that there’s smth wrong with her sister. So even tho she never talks about ‘Powder getting better’, so again from Vi’s pov it’s not about mental health, she has great understanding that Jinx’s current issues are issues that need solving.
So de facto the whole ‘retrieving Powder’ vs ‘letting Powder die’ boils down to removing the part of Jinx/Powder that’s bad for her and based on the characters’ different perspectives on Jinx they want her to either move on from the trauma that was being Powder or erase the corruption of the Jinx persona.
Obvs both are wrong <3, Vi idealizes the image of Powder, her sister, and Silco idealizes the image of Jinx, his daughter, and right now they’re in competition over her and they’re not about to lose lol.
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Do you have any dad klance headcannons?
Thank you so much for asking dear sweet asker I appreciate you so much. I actually,,, lowkey don't? Dad!Klance is not something I think about that much, I think bc as a teenage girl in my 20s I am not in a parent/family space that often BUT FOR YOU IMMA TRY HERE WE GO:
for starters I think they're really good at it let's get that straight from the jump
Lance always wanted to be a parent I think--comes from a big family, has watched his siblings become parents, is obsessed with his cool uncle status, has always seen parenthood ahead as something to look forward to
Keith is the opposite, never in a million bazillion years thought that was in the cards for him
he's gay so that came with its own list of things to be worried about that would be difficult in terms of, like, acquiring a child, plus he just sort of had a shitty time as a kid, has a funny relationship with the words "parent" and "dad" and hasn't had the time to hash that out with a therapist because he's been in space
really truly Keith is a feral desert child and when presented with the thought of turning a small being into an adult suitable for society his brain shorts out
...until they get together
actually, both of them flip on this while they're in space OKAY NOW WE'RE COOKING
Lance, my poor sweet darling prince, is a little less sold on children. He grows up hard and fast and violent in the intergalactic war they're thrust into, sees terrible things happen to good people all over the place, sees kids left parentless and parents lose a child, sees himself nearly die more times than he can count (oop that one time he did die lol), and suddenly the idea of kids in the future isn't tinted golden and sparkling with the memories of his childhood. He's an adult and anything could happen and it's terrifying and hard and he knows he loves what he does--loves helping people, loves interacting with children, wants to teach or something later for sure maybe--but the actual parenting is soured by the thought of his mom back home thinking her son is dead and not even having the closure of a burial or anything. He learns that nothing is certain in the way he used to think it was, and stops expecting specific things for his future
Klance gets together [how?? girls idk any infinite number of ways that is every post I'll ever make until the end of time but not this one--trust though it was juicy] and they stay together while they're fighting the space war, and slowly and then all at once Keith "Lone Wolf" "Not A Family Man" "Feral Desert Orphan" "Kids What Are Those" Kogane is, like,,,, thinking about his life and his future beyond like,,, the next hour,,, and is imagining kids in the picture??? trust it shocks him too
This actually is a version of their relationship that I really like thinking about! Lance pivots on all of his hopes and dreams that he'd had all his life about certain milestones for things--marriage, kids, the white picket fence and all that jazz--and throws it all out the window. Because piloting magical sentient lions in a space war is fucking crazy and life is nothing like what he thought and what is important to him reshapes; it isn't the milestones it is the feelings they represent, the security and companionship he is seeking, the fulfillment he can find from interacting with others in different ways. Keith is the opposite; he never thought any of the milestones were important because he assumed they were for other, non-broken people. People--not him--who could have nice things like spouses and houses and children to raise in their image or whatever. And to make a long and introspective story short he gets to hold Lance's hand and suddenly all of those nice things are back on the table and he gets to want them and finds out that he does
I guess this is where it gets fuzzy for me I've seen some things where they space adopt and that's really fun and fresh
Or they wait until they get back to Earth after having the Cool Uncle Era with Lance's nieces and nephews which is my shit i love cool uncle klance
I do think I subscribe to them adopting older children out of the foster system as opposed to however infant adoption works
but any way you slice it Keith is So Pressed About Getting It Right he's reading books he's asking Shiro and then wanting to die because Shiro is So Cringe about his caretaking advice UGH
and Lance is back in a comfy phase about it now that they've decided to do it, regaling Keith when he freaks out with tales of times he and his siblings totally almost died or that crazy shit happened or that his parents did x y z totally sideways--his point being: and look how well it turned out anyway
the important thing is that when they do have children they love them more than anything and demonstrate a positive healthy relationship for them and they try to meet them where they are and also give them opportunities to grow and be happy and therefore it all works out perfect :)
Also as an added bonus here are some of my favorite depictions of dad!Klance for your perusal:
deerstalkerdeathfrisbee's True Love or Something ok these were like my earliest favorite fics ever when I tell you this raised me and reset my brain chemistry I am being so serious. They aren't dadding until later in the series [THIS ONE] but actually the whole thing is so excellent
that,,, actually is the only one coming to mind right now but people SOUND OFF IF YOU HAVE ANY MORE PLS <3 i will return to this post with more if i find any
I hope this was good for you obviously I just stream-of-conscious dumped into the text box but it was super fun to do, if anybody has any other prompting thoughts I would love to ideate more I just,,,, love thinking about them so much,,,, ok everybody have a great day!!
#ask and you shall receive#klance headcanons#dad!klance#klance#vld headcanons#my writing#nobody ever asked me for my thoughts before this is crazy#please somebody ask me something again this was so fun#ok anon ily hope this scratched your itch a little#long post
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