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pov-i-eat-you · 1 year

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A Little Thought Process about Introject heavy systems, and some research I’m wanting to do

so I’ve noticed that Introject heavy systems are almost always minors. At least the majority are.

I have a little bit of a theory on this, and I’ve already reblogged a similar post about this.

So, compared to adults, minors have WAY more time to spend consuming media.

And especially if they’re still in an unstable environments, minors will talle full advantage of that time and use media as a coping mechanism. cue Fictives. Especially if you consume new media a lot, I believe the tendency to be much higher.

so I was just curious, I wanted to to a quick survey. With data like your age, fictive count, how much media you consume, how much NEW media you consume, etc. I’ll need to spend some more time designing the experiment, but I would appreciate if you reblogged if you are interested! Thanks!!!

#Anti endo #endos dni #diddosdd #did #OSDD #did tag #did community #fictive #introject #did experiment #did text post #OSDD text post #did things

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bloodstainedbunker · 1 year

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I love you systems. I love you systems who have in-system relationships. I love you systems that have a partner system. I love you systems who are with a singlet. I love you systems who are with all the options. You're valid no matter what thank you for coming to my Ted talk.

#Jonahs front !!#uniquely plural #plural pride #plural things #did system #did osdd #osdd tag #did tag #system positivity #system things

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etherealleavessys · 1 year

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Honestly, I just want to be home. I Don't Even Know what home is anymore. Not like this house I live in. just home. I just want to be home. Everything is so exhausting at this point. I just want to feel at home somewhere.

#vent post #vent tag #did alter #did talk #did tag #actual did #did #did osdd #actually did #dissociative identity disorder #dissociative system #traumagenic system #actually dissociative #dissociative personality disorder #dissociative alters #dissociative amnesia #dissociative identities #complex dissociative disorder #dissociative disorder

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type-nu-ll · 1 year

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Bruh I want mutuals. And just people to talk to. First time fronting for a while and I’m feeling talkative -Tubbo

#osdd system #did community #actually dissociative #dissociative system #dissociative alters #dissociative identity disorder #did friends #did tag #did system #did osdd #did alter

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harbingrs · 9 months

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The other (kind of funny) benefit of inner child/teen stuff is the way it just hacks the 'motivation' and 'hope' centres of my brain. The idea of 'building a good life for myself' is still hard to fully buy into, but 'building a good life for these kids' instantly ticks the boxes.

If I'm feeling aimless or flat, 'these kids need you' is like an instant switch flipped in my brain. I have a purpose and a mission here.

As soon as I'm not seeing it as 'myself', I can so clearly see someone worthy of love and protection and hope. It circumvents those trauma-related mental blocks re: seeing myself that way.

#posts #personal #trauma #did tag #is this how internal family systems therapy works for non-plurals #I wouldn't know because I actually have DID but it sounds similar #subsystem tag

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bottledclown · 7 months

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hey i have new followers so its time to update everyone abt me having dissociative identity disorder (prof diagnosed not that it fucking matters) and i do split off fictives and im rlly into baldurs gate which means yes ive split off baldurs gate men. theres an astarion who lives in my head. his favorite food is beefaroni but he crushes up chips to put in it and puts cheese in it. its the only food he eats. we also have a gale, who HATES the way astarion eats beefaroni.

#op #d tag #did tag

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tescosushi · 1 year

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amorphusGlobosus

' a Gender that relates to the Brain Fog , Confusion and Derealization that comes with forming a new fragment or being / having an Alter in the middle of forming. '

' this Gender also relates to New Alters / Fragments feeling like Amorphous , Formless Silhouettes that occasionally take form only to fall back into being an unformed mess for the first couple of days of their existence. '

' you feel confused , unsure of yourself and frustrated, as if you're melting into the new Fragment as they're desperately trying to front but just can't push through. '

( THIS GENDER IS FOR PEOPLE WITH DID/OSDD ONLY . )

( falls under trauma / mental illness related genders )

#did community #xenogender #traumagender #trauma system #osdd tag #did tag #xenopronouns #neopronouns #tescosushi #amorphusGlobosus #inbox open #suggestions open #coined gender #coined by me

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tumblingclockwork · 1 year

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When there’s a bunch of baked goods living in your brain call that dissociative pidentity disorder.

#-🚨#we don’t sign off on posts but it’s a DID joke so I feel like I have to lmao #dissociative identity disorder #did tag #idk if we have a did tag but we do now

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syissuffering · 9 months

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ouhfhfh. random unknown and unnamed parts switching in suddenly for no reason (for no reason?). hate that.

#sy.txt #did tag #systag #hashtag programmed hashtag struggle or something.#message to all unknown parts in this system : NO MORE

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autisticmoonknights · 11 months

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when you've got several people in your head, including a god:

#moon knight system soooo true #fuck khonshu tho me and my homies hate khonshu #our poasts #moon knight tag #did tag

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roadtodiagnose · 2 years

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Anyone interested in a Discord server for fictives?

It’s not fully finished yet, but Hito and I are making a Discord for fictives to chill and meet others from their source etc. Is anyone interested in this? If so, drop your source so I can add it in

- Orpheus

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selkiecide · 1 year

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Me at age 4-5 apparently: I think I will join a hive mind, for fun.

#did tag

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etherealleavessys · 1 year

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Sp00n/ Nick's Intro

◇ [GENERAL]

Name: Sp00n or Nick Preferred Name: either is fine Age: 33 Pronouns: he/him Birthday: Height: 6'2" Disorders/Disabilities: Inner world: Outer world:

◇ [IDENTITY]

Gender Identity: Masc Sexual Identity: eh? Monogamous/Polyamorous?: dunno Status: single as Religion:

◇ [Tells]

Fronting tells: Valorant, outta pocket, loud Typing quirks: none Signs off: -Sp00n

◇ [About]

Hobbies: Singing poorly, and shit Valo gameplay Likes: Valorant Dislikes: idk Other: Source: Sp00nerism/ The Camping Tree

◇ [Role]

System Role: Alter Type: Factive DMs?: Sure! |------------------| Now Playing

⏯️ Hive Mind By: Slipknot

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#actual did #did tag #did talk #did #did alter #did osdd #actually did #dissociative system #alters #traumagenic system #alter intro #dissociative alters #Sp00n Alter #factive #introject

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type-nu-ll · 1 year

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List of fandoms and interests to maybe find mutuals or whatever

-pokemon(games and manga)

-stardew valley

-supernatural

-weather

-minecraft(obsessively playing)

-sims

-true crime

-documentaries about anything and everything

-bees

-gardening

#did system #did community #did osdd #did tag #dissociative identity disorder #did alter #dissociative system #actually dissociative #dissociative alters

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harbingrs · 9 months

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It's also funny that "inner child" stuff is the last thing I swore I'd ever do. I always found it so corny and laughable, but I guess that was a kneejerk reaction for a reason.

I definitely didn't realise that's what would save me someday. My brain really decided not to give me a choice on that one, but it's absolutely changed my life.

I've spent my whole life aching for the things I needed, and in constant fear about needing anything from other people. I've never not been in that powerless terrified spot, knowing I have no control over how people choose to treat me. It's a constant tug-of-war between closeness and safety.

Now I've learned what I can give to myself - and it's something that no one else can withhold or threaten or take away. It's not something I have to earn or battle to get. I'm the one who understands exactly what I need, and who never doubts that I deserve it.

That means it's safe - because no one can withhold it or take it away. No one can use that vulnerability to hurt me, or resent me for having needs. In theory, I shouldn't have to, but in practice, the more important part is that I can meet my needs without fear.

That's what makes it so difficult - even when things are ostensibly safe, the anxiety gets in the way. This way, it's safe because it's completely within my control.

To my 'child self', I can say:

You are not alone in the world. I know that nobody sees you, or sees any good in you, and I swear I do. I know you have feelings, and they matter. I will always be here to take care of you, to pay attention to them and help you through them, because you deserve that.

I see you and I see how good your heart is, when everyone else says otherwise. You are precious and you deserve to be in this world. You are wonderful and kind and curious and imaginative and you are worth knowing.

You don't deserve to be hurt and I always believe what you tell me. I know you are not evil, you are not malicious, you are not manipulative - you're a child who deserves to be safe and loved. I know you are so loving and that the love you show is real.

I will never leave you alone and hurting, and I'll never be complacent when you feel unsafe. You'll never be overlooked again, and I'm always here to take care of you.

It's finally safe to relax now. It's safe to be a child without fear of being weak, and that being weak will get you hurt. Your innocence will never be taken advantage of. It's safe to be yourself here with me.

To my 'teen self', I can say:

I know that you're hurting. I know that you're angry. It's safe to show me those feelings. They don't make you bad, and your pain is justified. Your pain isn't overdramatic. You're hurting because you were hurt deeply.

No matter how much you show me your 'badness', I will not leave you. I know you show that to me because you're afraid you're unlovable. No matter how much you lash out, even at me, I will be right here. I'll be right here through it all, until you're ready to talk to me.

I will never love you any less. I know you're afraid that as soon as you let your guard down, as soon as you stop pushing me away, as soon as you let me in, it will happen and I'll stop loving you.

I'm here to prove that isn't true, for as long as it takes. Every time you get that feeling out and calm down, I will still be here. I will show you how much I still love you, and that I won't abandon you. There is nothing you can do to make me leave.

It's okay that you can't trust in that yet. That doesn't make you bad either. You're worth my patience, and you're worth my kindness. There's nothing you can do to make that go away, and I know you're testing that because you're afraid.

I will be right with you through all of it. I will be right here until you can feel safe, and you know you don't have to fight any more. I know you hate yourself, but I don't hate you, and I care for you so deeply. You deserve that.

I know you want to hurt yourself to manage the pain, or do things to make it go away. I understand that feeling, and you're not bad or scary for feeling it. I'm not angry if you do that, and I will never be angry that you want to stop hurting. You aren't letting me down.

If you're ready to try with me, I am right here to help you find other ways to cope with it. I won't force you or trap you in that pain, I promise. You're still in control, and I'm here to help you stay safe in any way I can.

You have a future, and I will never give up on you. I'm here every step of the way.

To every version of myself, I can say:

You are loved. You have a place you belong, and that's here with me. You will not be alone. You will not be lost. You have a family. You will always be seen and valued.

Your needs are not too much. Your needs are not silly. Your pain is not insignificant. I will always care what you need. I will never give up on you. You are always worth it.

And there's an incredible peace in doing that. It's coming full circle and fully inhabiting that goodness and kindness and love that no one saw in me. I am my best self when I'm doing that. I know exactly who I am, here and now.

I understand that I do have something to offer people. I do have value. If I can do something so meaningful for myself, then maybe it's meaningful for others. The same kindness, the same patience, the same acceptance and understanding.

It's a triumph over everyone who's tried to hurt me or break my spirit. It's a victory against the people who did their best to make sure no one would ever love me, or believe me, or be kind to me.

That aloneness was intentional, it was orchestrated, poisoning the well with every person who could've helped me. That neglect and cruelty was meant to make me doubt myself, to permanently believe I was bad and unworthy.

They didn't win. This way, they will never win.

#posts #personal #trauma #child abuse cw #self harm cw (just a mention)#did tag #subsystem tag #clearly not beating the dad allegations #and it gives me peace to be 'parenting' from my best self #despite what anyone says #this is who I am with a child who needs me. not anything else

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blockbutton · 2 years

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I feel like im multiple people. Idk. like i have alters who im not sure if theyre separate from me or are me and i dont realize. Or are me in different “states” if that makes sense. Idk. Did makes everything so confusing i kinda hate it lmfao

#did tag

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