Dean/Cas + Love is blind

Pamela in 14x10 Nihilism represents guilt

(Cas is in Dean's life at the expense of others)

But she also represents not being able to really see Cas

(And now that there's an angel hurling Dean into the depths of his own mine, he's FORCED to look at what that means)

(Cas did this to someone)

(Dean's been playing house all this time and--)

(--and he's staying willfully blind to what Cas is on account of being in love with him)

(He's not human he's not human he did this to someone too oh god oh no)

I love seeing SamDean edits with captions being like “not a ship” + “not wincest” LIKE YOU KNOW, YOU CAN SEE HOW WEIRD THESE TWO ARE WHEN TOGETHER AND STILL DENY IT??

I bet that it’s not just you.

Image description: on the top half of the image is 2 pictures side by side.

On the left side is Jensen I believe making some funny gestures, while Jered looks serious.

On the left side, Jensen looks serious, while Jared sticks out his tongue while making a peace sign.

On the bottle half of the image has black text with a white background, that reads. “Is it just me or does the first pic seem to be Jensen posing with Sam and then the second is Dean posing with Jared.

Roman, Dean, and the ref screaming and crying and throwing up cause Shaemus is about to smack Seth Rollins’s tits off

dan harmon when pitching almost every community character

its the same picture

Just got to s13 in my rewatch and i never noticed before that when Sam’s alone in the bunker w Jack watching him try to use his magic (i think 13x3) he’s reading The Drama Of The Gifted Child which is book about discovering your true self after childhood trauma and repressed anger and the knee jerk instinct to become numb to cope with abuse etc and like…. I love that.

I love that he’s aware that he needs to heal his inner child if he’s going to raise this kid who everyone in the world will hate (especially his own brother, who Jack already looks up to and tries to mimic). And its beautiful seeing him confront Dean for telling Jack he would be the one to kill him when the time came (and it’s heart wrenching to watch Jack sitting on the floor behind the corner like a kid trying to listen to his parents in a screaming match while also staying out of sight to keep himself safe). But…

I also hate that we only see a glimpse of the book’s cover. Like I had to pause in order to read the title. And that’s ALL they give him in the later seasons to show that he’s struggling with all of this. With Lucifer being out, with trying to raise the antichrist to not be the antichrist (which feels strangely displacing, like Jack’s himself from 9 years ago and he’s in the role of Dean but trying desperately to do a better job of making sure the kid knows he’s loved), and losing all of the same people that Dean lost but not being able to grieve for them quite yet. He has soooo much on his plate (as per ush) and the writers refuse to give him any depth about it. Any trauma response other than a clenched jaw and scared eyes. They’re just like Look! He’s reading a book about childhood trauma! Can’t you see he’s traumatized?! and then only show it for a split second.

This is not to say that that’s a bad way to cope at all, again I think it’s amazing that he is reading this book and you can see that it IS helping him - but only if you squint. Its very subtle. Like he isn’t allowed to have upsetting trauma responses anymore, he’s too old for that, he isn’t the baby anymore, Jack is. And that’s really what breaks my heart - it’s the treatment of the (100+ years of) trauma from the cage and from the wall in his mind and from losing his soul as something he should be over by them. He’s a big boy. He can read a book about it, he’ll be okay.

Anyway I’m frustrated by the lack of care for Sam’s healing throughout but especially s12 forward

im actually amazed i cant find this;

SPN FRIENDS HII

do any of u know where i could find a gif of dean saying the iconic quote of "You know who wears sunglasses inside? Blind people. And douchebags." from s9 e5 "dog dean afternoon"

i SWEAR i had it saved years ago but i cant find it. pls help. xoxo

Who the FUCK carved destiel into this tree??

like. listen. i'm just saying, both dean and sam are there when jack gets his soul back but it's only dean that hugs him with so much emotion. where's his hug from you, sammy, hmm??

I'm going to fucking snap I have to go to work tonight but holy shit there's so many funny bits I want to draw for ghost dean bullshit so please psychically send me strength so I have the energy over the next few days to craft you bountiful illustrations to sensibly chuckle at. Please. I thought talking about them would be enough to satisfy my brain but it just made the situation worse.

Rebel Without a Cause (1955) Nicholas Ray

March 24th 2024

against my better judgement i have decided to download wuwa

i havent selected a region yet since wuwa officially starts tomorrow!! but for moots who are planning to play lmk what region u guys are choosing!! i wanna play with friends 🥺🥺

sam: is understandably hurt and angry when dean plays god with his life for the hundredth time

dean and the viewers simultaneously: omg 🙄 get over it already bitch 🙄 ungrateful much 🙄

A Little Something New - GreenInk_RedLetters - T, 14 chapters - "Oh? You taking a pledge for my protection, Malfoy?" She teased. He was smirking and hell but it did something to her. "I believe... They call that a knight in shining armor." He fingered his chin. "Got an opening, Granger?" After a string of bad dates and unexpected work issues, Hermione Granger doesn't have time for her best friend's request to set her up on a blind date. She's done with men wasting her time and bleh having a total lack of ambition. Draco Malfoy doesn't expect much out of life, and he certainly doesn't expect the Golden Girl of all people to come barging into his life again. She hates him, doesn't she? Or is it simply his best friend playing matchmaker again? Dramione story with a myriad of misunderstandings, a matchmaking Theo Nott, alcohol-induced dinner parties, and light-hearted banter.

Genuinely not to be a Deancrit at all, but I'm seeing a post going around about how Dean never treated Sam like a freak because of his demon powers and that Sam was projecting and yeah, maybe if we're talking about season 1 & 2 Sam and Dean than that's mostly true, but what most of us mean when we talk about Dean treating Sam badly about the demon stuff is moreso season 4. The show framed the demon blood as an addiction, yet everyone shit on Sam for it when they should have been trying to actively help him instead of shaming and insulting and berating him. He needed support and no one gave that to him but Ruby, which is PRECISELY why he turned to her and chose her over Dean. Anyone would have in his situation. Like Dean literally said "It's not what you're doing, it's what you are" and "If I didn't know you, I would want to hunt you." I understand Dean was under a lot of stress and he was concerned for Sam, but that's not okay to say to someone who's suffering from an addiction and who's getting manipulated by someone close to them and made to genuinely believe they're doing the right thing. Again, I love Dean with my whole heart, but saying he never shamed Sam or treated him like a freak is not true.