Caitlin Conlon, "The Surrender Theory"
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In any burning building there are at least two exits but when everything's red how are you supposed to read the signs?
Caitlin Conlon, The Surrender Theory; "Belated Questions"
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hi! may i request a web weaving about feeling unlovable, unlikeable, meant to be alone forever, being too much and too needy? thank you so much 🫶🏻
"I'd crawl on my hands and knees for you to just tolerate me" people like you till they know you
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What I thought was forever was just
last year. My body has attempted every
rebellion at least twice. Like ice in a
snowstorm, the future has solidified
on the doorknobs. It asks me for the key.
There's no way I'm making it out of here alive.
"I Can Tell It's Aquarius Season Because My Knuckles Are Splitting," by Caitlin Conlon
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From The Surrender Theory: Poems by Caitlin Conlon
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“I Wish I Could Live Through Something” — Caitlin Conlon
after Lady Bird
as in, I wish anything I’ve lived through would finally
end. As in, wish I could say what the other side
of grief looks like but I’m still wading through
the relentless center of it. As in, I’ve removed fistfuls
of last words from the back of my stomach and cannot
remember any of them, but maybe that’s for the better.
Have you ever slept wrong on a terrible memory?
Slept worse on good one? I’ll be blunt:
my trauma has begun to bore me.
This wicked heart is yearning for the power of hindsight.
I just want to look at something and know,
without ever having to kiss its face, that I can survive it.
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Caitlin Conlon "The Surrender Theory"
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YOU COOKED FOR ME
once, in the time that we were together. Pasta.
Vegetarian.
I leaned against your doorway, not yet comfortable
in any place that belonged to you, and said
how touched I was that you'd listen to my nervous
babble on our first date. No meat, but dairy is fine.
It felt like the kindest thing anyone had ever done
for me — mixing handmade pesto in a white bowl.
Clearing away a stack of unopened mail from a stool
so I could sit and watch the steam rise.
In retrospect I can see that you gave me very little
and I tried to build an entire future with it.
You must understand, I had never been remembered
like that, before.
With purpose. Without begging for it.
I took what I was offered and ran.
-Caitlin Conlon, The Surrender Theory
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caitlin conlon, the surrender theory
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if you remember
anything about me,
i hope it is
how brave i became
in the aftermath.
— Caitlin Conlon
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Quote by Caitlin Conlon
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