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#but doesnt mean im not affected okay
heartshaped-lou · 1 year
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"boss" okay first of all that's hot
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lollytea · 3 months
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I get to write Willow and Amitys weird awkward friendship in this fic I'm so excited!!!
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maudlin-scribbler · 1 month
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Mother has told me she thinks that my behaviour has been getting worse lately and that apparently she doesn't recognise me anymore but it's really that I'm so tired of her shit and my family in general + school + my mental state that I barely care to pretend around her anymore and yes maybe I am more of a dick around my family. But whatever me sometimes raising my voice at them and telling them to leave me alone is only like 5% of everything they've ever put me through
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roger-paladino · 1 year
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making that WF video was like. reminding me how much and how deeply Mo cared for Lee it hurts soo so so bad
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lem-argentum · 3 months
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i reallyreally like the exarch i want to give him a bunch of little gifts. <33
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chaos-in-one · 1 year
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Been seeing quite a few of y'all showing your true colors when it comes to trans people, especially trans systems
Implying someone is lying about their identity because their whole-system identity gender wise is more complicated than that of alters on an individual level is really fucking weird and transphobic and is not suddenly justified when the person makes an argument you disagree with. People of any gender identity can have a variety of beliefs and mindsets. Their argument doesn't erase their identity.
Especially considering, with many systems, literally one of the main things being a system commonly affects is sense of self. Of fucking course there are going to be systems who have a complicated gender identity, especially when it comes to a whole system level.
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mongeese · 1 year
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I miss I am in Eskew but I don't want to relisten to it because it's not that I miss the characters it's that I miss the vibe of a horror anthology where the characters are incidental to the setting and they serve to advance the plot and the themes. Anyone got any recs for shows or books or movies or whatever in which the characters aren't really the focus, they're the conduit? Bonus point if there's body horror but that's optional
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ghastbutlikegay · 10 days
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claiming mythical sausage for the alloaros. why? because im alloaro and i like him
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farlooms · 1 year
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huh. i really am the string holding the kids raised by dad/stepmom together huh
#kage rattles#just had a really eye opening talk w one of my sisters#i knew the 2 of them dont have the same kind of relationship w each other that that they do w me#and thats okay. i cant really blame either of them#but i love both of them a lot and i cant say that having a complicated thing w family going on is something thats new to me#but its just really. wild i guess. that im basically the reason either of them see each other for more than just the odd holiday#not that they see each other terribly often but they live in different areas of the province so like fair#but they dont really...talk either#and im not mad about it or anything like theyre more than allowed to not talk much or have much of a relationship like it doesnt affect#mine w either of them at all thats not quite what i mean#i guess its just sorta strange to think about#i wont lie & say it does put a bit of pressure to basically be the one thing keeping this part of my family together#but its not intentional on my sisters part and i know that & i absolutely dont resent either of them for it#and its not really News that 90% of whats keeping them together is me bc i knew that as well#but i guess HOW true that was is a...surprise?#its just sort of a lot to take in i suppose??#and theyre a LOT closer in age than they are to me (30 & 27 vs 21)#so i was really young when a lot of shit happened. so theres so much i know i dont know#and its not really my business but i dunno. on top of how im the only one of the 3 thats not stepmoms kid i cant help but feel this#massive disconnect in one way or another#& again its not their faults and never will be but. i dont know. im just sorta feeling things without understanding what im feeling#its been a weird day
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oblivioustinygay · 1 year
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im gonna cry lmao???! lars lost in space pining over sadie?? daydreaming about getting back home to have a life to live?? AUFGHG
“Strangers, wild and unwieldy We’ll fade together We’re constantly in the spotlight You and me Just another other evening The breeze feels like a blanket But I ain’t staying home tonight Sadie Won’t you be mine? Would you hold my hand through the thick and thin I'm afraid of the dark sometimes Sadie Won’t you be mine? Would you hold my hand through the thick and thin I’m afraid of the dark sometimes Feeling like the world It will come crashing down on us But we are different We were meant for something greater, you Gave me something to believe in Shown the light in the darkest hour, made Real life so worth living Sadie Won’t you be mine? Would you hold my hand through the thick and thin I’m afraid of the dark sometimes Sadie Won’t you be mine? Would you hold my hand through the thick and thin I’m afraid of the dark sometimes Sadie (Baby) Oh, how do you do? (How do you do?) Oh, do I do I do I do I do it all for you”
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robitherat · 2 years
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#sorry i maxed out tags on the last one#i just. she goes on and on and on about how like. 'oh nothing i ever did was or will be good enough for my mom i never had control over my#own life all my interests and activities were picked apart constantly blah blah blah'#and like genuinely i do fucking care abt that bc like thats my mom and yeah my grandma treated and still treats her like shit. and im proud#any time she sticks up to the woman. but what the fuck do you think youre doing when you CONSTANTLY try to fucking tell me what i should do#even when i ALREADY HAVE IT FUCKING FIGURED OUT#THE SCHOOL YEAR HAS STARTED. I DONT WANT TO CHANGE MY SCHEDULE ANY MORE THIS SEMESTER.#I ESPECIALLY DONT WANT TO CHANGE IT TO BE THE MOST FUCKING CONVOLUTED PIECE OF SHIT IN THE HISTORY OF CLASS SCHEDULES#'oh well you could have taken an independant study period instead and had art any period and then done somethibg else first period '#or i could just TAKE THE FUCKING ARY CLASS THAT IS AVAILABLE. WHAT THE FUCK#and she was all like 'oh so what your friends that have the IS period just get to take art whenever and it doesnt matter?' NO#and i tried to explain to her that ok. teachers have a planning period and the art teacher has pottery 8th period#the obly reason they COULDNT do a normal art 3/4 class was bc of other schedule conflicts. which means 4 out of 7 periods are unavailable#and when i explained it to her she was just like 'okay whatever just get back to your story' like. im sorry that youre fucking stupid ig#im sorry you dont understabd how class schedules work and that this was a COMPROMISE so they could still have art classes and not a fun li#like. idk a thing abyone woukd have ever done otherwise#bc guess what!!! its probs gonna go on their transcripts as a fucjing IS or free period and say jack shit about the art part#which considering both of them want to go to college for art shit could ACTUALLY FUCKING HURT THEM?????? HELLO???????#oh but were so fucking conserned about how my math situation is going to affect MY transcripts and MY diploma even though IT DOESNT FUCKING#MATTER NOW. I CANT GET THE FUCKING HONORS DIPLOMA EVEN IF I *DO* TAKE MATH NEXT SEMESTER#BECAUSE I D R O P P E D O U T LAST YEAR.#AND LAST YEAR WAS THE ONLY FUCKING TIME IVE EVER EVEN TAKEN AN ADVANCED MATH CLASS!!!! I CANT FUCKING GET THE HONORS DIPLOMA ANYWAYS !!!!#especially not where i havent ever had an advanced science class let alone 4 years of it. and im not take a history class and i only had an#ap history class one year!!! yknow. the other fucking classes you need for an honors diploma#like.??? taking AP english every year since 2nd grade IS NOT ENOUGH???? HELLO??????#youd think shed like. know that already but no!!!!
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sparring-spirals · 11 months
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okay. i mean this with the utmost affection. but. while imogen and laudna telling each other "im you're anchor. you're my tether" as reassurance about going "dark" or giving into the lure of power is very meaningful and important. it also kind of struck me like. hey wait one of you anchoring the other. fine. possibly-functional. but doesnt BOTH of you tethering to each other risk creation of a spinning centrifugal blur whirling down the road to power.
and like yes yes this isnt an original thought and the proper terminology for this is probably like "dual corruption arc" or in CR "i broke the world for you" yes but. i wanted to share the specific imagery my brain provided for this train of thought, which is roughly:
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like. thanks. brain. i guess.
bonus thought that popped up when drawing this:
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rzyraffek · 3 months
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Hii! I’d love to see some slasher possessive tendencies (nothing dramatic, just small things that show how obsessed they are with their s/o). And I’d love to see Brahms included please and thank you! 👀💕
Ello! Most of slashers are incredibly possessive😭 good luck with that.
Gender neutral s/o!
Slashers being obsessive and possessive of their s/o
Brahms
Physical touch. His hands are always on them. ESPECIALLY around when yall are around other people. Others have to know that they are together!!!
Goes with s/o EVERYTHERE. They must go to shop with them! Wanna go outside and walk in peace and silence in garden? Uhh nah he wanna go with you! Even if s/o asks nicley to leave tjem be he might spy on them :[
Will share everything with s/o! His clothes? Our clothes you mean! Please wear his shirts! Its also vice versa, s/o's jewellery and clothes are also his. They gonna catch him using their favourite cologne or wearing their jewellery!
Wants to hold hands 24/7, doesnt care if s/o sweats! He loves them too much~
Sometimes s/o can wake up and this guy will be glued to them! Im taking wrapped arms and legs around them and s/o can feel his chest moving up cuz its so close😭
Asa Emory
Bro is not letting them leave his warehouse. Yeah sweetie he loves you but you are just too too perfect for him to let you go :[
Bonds by watching animal documentaries about bugs btw
Picks clothes for s/o. He takes your style and preferences in his mind but usually forgets and just buys what would look good on you (at least what he finds cute)
Not very clingy
Lets them paint his nails if they are nice enough
EXTREMELY jelous. S/o mentioned that some guy smiled to them when they were buying groceries? He will get offended😭
The hush
8 years later and I still have no clue what his name was??? Let's call him John because people seem to call him that
John will keep his hand AND eyes on them. Hands on their legs, shoulder, or just holding their hand (thats rare, normal affection with this Goober? Nahh)
Constantly staring at them, looming around and looking what they lover is up to (up to no good surely)
Makes them play video games with him or watch them play
Checks their phone when they are asleep cuz he gotta know everything
Micheal Myers
👁👁
No touching, no verbal nor physical affecion
Dude will hit them with 👍 on daily basis
He seems like he doesnt care, like he has them around for no reason. But of God, this guy knows everything about them. He watches them daily. You can't find Micheal? Oh dont worry sweetie he is keeping you safe, just dont look thrue window :3
Extreme jelousy, s/o can bearly talk to people😭
Okay okay I lied with no touching, its just rare! Sometimes he rests his head on top of theirs or puts his hands on their shoulders or hips
If s/o makes something from him (like drawing, peace of jewellery. Hell, even if they gift him random rock or something) that dude if gonna wear it till the end of the world, even if it breaks off? He has pockets or tape. Even if s/o skill improved and they made better? The more the marrier, he wants all!
Billy Lenz
Gets jelous when s/o gives too much affection and love to their pet
Lays on top of them
Bites, licks, woofs? As a sign of affection and love
He wants the bite marks or Hickeys to be visable so s/o friends know that they are taken!
Not as extreme as Micheal or Asa. S/o could have 2week trip to Egypt and as far as he gets to call them whenever he wants, he is fine
I still remember one time that someone requested Billy Lenz fic, asking for 'sloppy toppy' and it was 4 am and I didnt know what it was so I googled it and I kinda laughed very loudly and my mom woke up and took my pc away for month :( I wrote the fic btw
Anyways, barks at people when he gets jelous
Some of their behaviours might sound toxic or are literal red flag, but POOKIE THOSE ARE MURDERS😭🙏😱 idk if I still got the skill to write, it was a wild 8month break
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au where the mafia doesnt hunt atsushi down but atsushi knows aku distantly
atsushi following dazai to his dorm: dazai-san. this is important.
dazai: ooh~ atsushi looks so intense how frightening~
atsushi: dazai-san im serious. this is about... your past.
dazai: ... my past:?
atsushi: you were in the port mafia weren't you? don't lie i already know.
dazai: i... was. yes. atsushi i won't lie and say that my time in the mafia is irrelevant but know that i-
atsushi: -no i don't care about that. did you know a man named akutagawa ryuunosuke?
dazai:
dazai: *cough* atsushi, i won't lie and say that i didn't know akutagawa. but know that i truly-
atsushi: introduce us.
dazai:
dazai: why?
atsushi: dazai-san. i will love you forever if you set me up with this man. please. he's so cute but he's so hard to approach!
dazai, blushing because atsushi said he'd love him:
dazai, still blushing:
dazai: you'd what me forever
atsushi:
atsushi, sighing: sorry dazai san i didn't mean that
dazai, relieved: oh okay-
atsushi: you're already by bestest friend so its not like you need to do stuff to earn my affection; that was shitty of me to imply.
dazai, blushing again:
dazai, pretending he just didn't hear that part and moving on: ooh~ does atsushi kun have a crush~?
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goatedgreen · 3 months
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Okay lets analyse this one for realsies. Im gonna go through each character in this tweet and go through reasons why i think they either would or would not be crying first, then im gonna put them in order of who survives the roast sesh.... join me on this wonderous journey.
Let's start with Atsumu.... where to even fucking begin. sorry to the Atsumu haters but i truly believe he would not be crying first. First of all he has known Osamu since he was born and while Osamu is the "nice twin" the bar is truly in hell and that motherfucker is mean to one person and one person only and that person is his twin brother Atsumu. This mfer has been conditioned since birth to roast and be roasted. Not only that but this guy was CANONICALLY hated by everyone in his middle school, and his only reaction to that information was "So?" HE DOES NOT CARREEEE. And, I will say, while the other characters shown here are bitchy, they usually target people in petty ways that make fun of their skills (with the exception of Daisho who would probs call Atsumu a single loser but he'd likely just get annoyed by that not cry) and Atsumu knows that his skills are too good for anything they say to hold weight., He has the ego the size of the fucking gym. he's fine.
TSUKISHIMA on the other hand.... dare i say it not the strongest contender ... I dont think FIRST. but this guy is wayyyy more sensitive to criticism than people generally give him credit for. LIKE YES BEFORE YOU JUMP DOWN MY THROAT, he absolutely has the whole "keep booing me it only makes me stronger" thing going on in the Inarizaki game BUT YOU FORGET SO QUICKLY how absolutely insecure this guy is. until yamaguchi kicked his ass into gear in the training camp, he was of the impression that trying to get better at something he enjoyed was fruitless because there was always going to be someone better than him. Someone insightful like Oikawa or Atsumu would def be able to pick up on that insecurity and target him for it. I think his strongest talent is of course provoking people so much that they cant see how much they're affecting him, so he gets a lot of points for pettiness that would keep him from crying first because theres no way he's gonna LOSEEEE to someone like Daisho or Oikawa. BONUS POINTS on his behalf though is he was the only one on the team at the end of season one who WASNT CRYING about their loss. And i think the only one on karasuno who we havent seen cry (as far as i can remember).
Now listen.... fanon Oikawa is for sure crying first because for some bizzare reason people characterise him as a pushover twink. Canon Oikawa told USHIJIMA to remember his worthless pride so he could crush him in the future. like... he's kind of taking names a little. i'll allow him a small slay for his efforts of being a bitch to Ushijima. Oikawa is SMARTTTT and has a lot of emotional intelligence, so can for sure target people's insecurities with pinpoint accuracy. He doesnt get SUPER easily riled up when he's "in the zone" and only lashes out when he's backed into a corner. he hangs out with what is probably a team of people scientifically designed in a lab to HUMBLE HIM DAILY, so he has built up somewhat immunity to being insulted and targeted for bully behaviour. LOSES TREMENDOUS AMOUNTS OF POINTS for being kind of a sore loser and someone who FOR SURE cries when angry or frustrated.
Daisho.... why is he even here (sorry to those who love him). Listen... this guy is petty, and he lowkey cheats, and he takes immense joy in riling people up for shits and gigs... BUT WHYYY IS HE HERE LMAOOOO. to be honest, i dont think he would cry first purely for the fact that he doesnt know these other guys well enough to really gaf about what theyre saying to him. on the other hand, that makes him kind of an easy target because he's so irrelevant to these other guys lives that they could probably make him feel like shit for that reason only. he gets bonus points for being the only one in a canonical relationship (oikawas girlfriend we never meet that he broke up with doesnt count, in fact it loses him points).
WITH ALL THAT BEING SAID. the final order i think is, Oikawa goes out crying first, not because he's upset but because he got sooo fucking mad at Atsumu's unbothered behaviour he had to leave and he was angry crying while doing it. Daisho is next because Tsukishima said some shit like "bro who even are you lmaooo irrelevant ass" and he remembered he sucks at volleyball and got upset, he's okay tho bc his gf is there to comfort him. Atsumu cries next but not because of anything Tsukishima says, he just gets so fucking bored of Tsukishima not giving him interesting reactions to his jabs that he starts doing weird shit like standing on his head and he ends up hurting himself and crying because he is a big baby. Tsukishima is the last one standing .
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That is of course assuming that Oikawa doesnt kill them all first with his Super Triple Homo Spin Serve that killed all of Karasuno. People forget so quickly that he is the most diabolical anime villain of all time...
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