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emeraldbabygirl ยท 1 year
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SLAP MY SHIT SONG DONGGEON ๐Ÿฅต
@wh0sthe5pecial0ne YOU DID THIS
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timewontwait ยท 8 months
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oh
maybe fleety as his killer verse for dbd au
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puzzlepop ยท 1 year
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looking at pictures of ex to try and find a good reference for something but getting distracted my going :] thats my best friend. look at him really quickly
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ok continue w ur day now
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hypnosiacon-archived ยท 1 year
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yunville ยท 7 months
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iโ€™m trying get something out by the end of the month
but i literally have been sitting until 2am with my sister planning the plot
but i keep procrastinating and have gotten nothing out of it
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loveable-sea-lemon ยท 2 years
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you guys i have too many worms rn help me
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azure-cherie ยท 3 months
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Pac : About your next date
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Hey loves i hope y'all have been doing well let's get started please choose with your intuition, take what resonates โœจ
Masterlist | Paid readings | paid readings 2
Pile 1
Whoever you will go on a date with next will be someone you have known for a while , or atleast you talk to them before you meet like for a month or some months def not a blind date , what I feel is really spontaneous lively and respectful, playful energy, this is a very feminine charged pile, whoever the feminine is will feel highly energised and will probably plan things out. I get a sense of spontaneous energy here , sudden plan , then you watch a movie , then you go to the library it's very fire sign coded, you guys might get each other very well emotionally, your person might be artistic and also very brave and bold . There's a sense of secrecy in this pile as well because you might have been afraid to tell people about this relationship well this date will change everything you might get the people talking but c'mon guys y'all are so cute who wouldn't talk about you . Y'all are getting out of your comfort zone there is adventure , acceptance and courage and so so much love for your next date . I also feel that you will be connecting a lot on the level and basis of creativity and heal your inner child in the process . Might be an outdoor or hilly date , this person could be an earth sign or work in the mass communication industry . They're generous and they'd do anything for the people they love . You guys might be slow dancingggg๐Ÿซถ
Pile 2
Your next date might be planned by a friend or a family member probably your mother , i sense matchmaker, marriage, arranged marriage energy. This person is quite wealthy, they have a beautiful smile and they're one with nature . What I feel is so much emotional connection in this pile , this can happen as in a long drive , cruise ship or a walk is significant. For a long time you've been wishing to God for someone who can really get you on an emotional level and this will just be them , they'll open subconscious parts of your brain that you wouldn't even know existed but one thing about that is that they would trigger you a lot to understand you and the people around you , I feel like there's someone driving this connection for the first date . Haha the interesting part is you guys will feel a lot of sexual tension might even hookup with this person lol but this is only for some of you guys . I see you guys enjoying a lot , this is giving me NRI Indian vibes tbh . I see drinks partying and also enjoying in the nature like both of you watching the garden under the influence, one thing about this date is that you will be enlightened to the next level of your life , i see discussions of spirituality and life . Might be an earth sign. They're very beautiful/handsome , i think this person has a lot of layers , you'll require time to understand them . ๐ŸŒ€
Pile 3
For this pile i sense that both of you or either one of you has escaped a toxic relationship and now you're picking yourself up again and for the some minority I sense that this can be someone who literally plotted to get to you ๐Ÿ˜ญ very careful moves and they tried to get a chance with you for a long time . They have very beautiful eyes and they have a very genuine kind and generous spirit tho . Oh bro for some of you i think they'll talk about marriage in this date itself , they're so in love with you it's kind of driving them crazy but they're trying to maintain they're calm by acting nonchalant ๐Ÿ˜‚ like they're not praying the gods for you lol , I feel that this could also be one of your manifestation or the result of a love spell . This person is someone who has become rich , they might have been born without many privileges but they made their own name and their own fame , i see some sense of transformation in the date you will get a sense of who you want as a person and who you don't though this person might be good you might reconsider if you wanna be with them for some people here , might take some time to think on it . I also get that you have multiple options to choose from . This relationship might bring a new beginning for you if you choose this, this date is approached from a very detached perspective though you're kind of an emotional person . I also do sense intense attraction and connection on soul level . This date will be relieving you will forget the worries in your life and just be present . This person will ground you a lot and give you the place to be you . There's a lot of love from one side and detachment from the other .
Pile 4
For this pile i sense bittersweet energy this might be someone you're in reconciliation with or just last date energy, I feel that one of you might feel that your cup is empty that you cannot pour anymore into this relationship, I see a lot of talking and working things out and if they don't go well going the seperate ways , i don't think either of you are toxic but it's giving the last day of school prom day energy you're gonna be busy in your own life. Ahhh I think one of you is about to move countries i see some crying as well . You guys have so much respect for each other. Btw I see that one of you is definitely waiting for the other to return . This is literally giving me war energy. There's some important thing there going away from I feel like saying " I'm away to protect us in search of a dreamland " this is giving me vintage Hollywood war time vibes๐Ÿ˜ญ Atonement vibes ๐Ÿ˜ญ . I sense that this person will talk about their goals and you will talk about how much you're gonna miss each other . I do sense true love in this pile . Things are gonna be slow and you might feel sacred but the hope is shown by the magician card things will turn out in your favour fr . So i remember this quote from a movie " in the end whole life becomes an act of letting go ......" Idk this energy is so intense and also very deep I think you guys should spend time together maybe meditate. I also feel you have a telepathic connection and you both are really sacrificial for each other . I see you both talking about life , nature, philosophy and sleeping dancing together this is a very casual beautiful energy . I hope you the best guys take hugs ๐Ÿซ‚
Thank you so much for reading ๐Ÿค
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tiyoin ยท 16 days
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Hiii this is the first time Iโ€™ve sent in an ask so Iโ€™m a little nervous but your work especially twisted anxiety๐ŸŒ€ just makes me feralโค๏ธ (also feel free to delete this if I make you uncomfortable)
But twst๐ŸŒ€reader being good at sing has got me in a choke hold, it feels very princess coded lol
I mean ๐ŸŒ€reader has grim, so they have an animal companion, they can sing๐ŸŽถ, they have a โ€˜princeโ€™ the twst boys+yuu and they have a curse! anxietyโ€ผ๏ธ
This idea has just been giving me so much brain-rot I had to share it with you<3, and donโ€™t forget to take care of yourself because I know how hard making & writing is so have a nice day/night
WELCOME ANON ๐Ÿซถ
and dont worry!! im not uncomfortable in any way, and I apperciate you looking out for my comfortably, truly.
and im so glad you like twisted anxiety!!๐Ÿ™ˆ
but holy shit I never thought about reader being princess coded CAUSE YOU'RE SO RIGHT???
I DONT KNOW WHY THIS HASNT OCCURRED TO ME
THINKING ABOUT MANAGER ๐ŸŒ€ READER AT THE VDC FOR SOME REASON ATTRACTING ROYAL SWORD STUDENTS????
yeah ๐ŸŒ€ is very closed off, not looking at people in favor of the ground, hovering around other manager yuu and the rest of the nrc squad.
but that just makes the rsa students go ๐Ÿ‘๏ธ๐Ÿ‘๏ธ
reader is freaked out and starting to get paranoid that everyone is watching them and that there must be something wrong with them. is there something on their face? does this uniform make them look fat? is there sweat stains on their back?? arm pits?? oh god can they see their underwear?? and they're clinging to yuu like a life line
(yuu doesn't mind because they're just happy that reader is clinging to them so yuu can keep an eye on them hehe๐Ÿคญ)
of course vil sets reader off to cool down because he can't have their manager bring anxiety to the rest of the performers. so they go to get food!
until they bump into an rsa student...
"oh sorry, I didn't see you there!" all while they're staring at you like this:
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LIKE SIR BACK AWAY!!
reader coming back to the vdc crew with a thousand yard stare as they're clutching a churro.
OR
going back to singing reader,
maybe they're in their little hiding place the woods just letting their feelings out. maybe they go a little too far and wonder onto RSA property (hypothetically because I dont know how far away the schools are. but if it's far... they take a magical little short cut that chenya uses to sneak on over ๐Ÿคญ)
or maybe rsa guys are doing a 'test of courage' and are sneaking tot he woods of nrc. MAYBE THEY'RE EVEN PLAYING A SCHOOL PRANK TO START A PRANKING WAR-
but one of you are in the wrong woods and the rsa guys hear and see you singing. while yes, 75% of the population is some kind of nobility they know that there aren't any princesses here. especially on sage island.
but maybe you are?? because you're a girl, you're singing about true love, the animals seem to like you, you're wearing a.. dress? a robe, even. and you look so good ๐Ÿ™ˆ
and when they see you- oh no! you saw them first!
its like the fucking hunt from snow white HASDBIWEUFB they're chasing after you and you're literally trying not to scream or cry
oh god everything is so much more amplified. and luckily you escape and race into ramshackle like your life depend on it (because it did.)
AND OH MY GOD YOU ALMOST GOT MURDERED!!!
but the rsa boys are gushing and spreading rumors of a beautiful ghostly girl who sings for her true love in the forest... BROTHER WHAT ARE WE TALKING ABOUT???
so much lore to the twisted anxiety saga, and so little motivation to map and write it all out ๐Ÿ˜”
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helixobesity ยท 3 months
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๐ŸŒ€ Gluttony Hypnosis ๐ŸŒ€
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๐ŸŒ€ Donโ€™t you want to be fatter?
๐ŸŒ€ Donโ€™t you want to forget about all your worries
๐ŸŒ€ The way life pushes back at you
๐ŸŒ€ I want you to be fatter
๐ŸŒ€ I want all those problems and thoughts ease out of your mind
๐ŸŒ€ Read along with my words
๐ŸŒ€ Just relax for me
๐ŸŒ€ And as you continue to breathe slowly
๐ŸŒ€ Deep breaths in
โ€ฆ
๐ŸŒ€ And deep breaths out
๐ŸŒ€ As a wave of relaxation begins to wash over you
๐ŸŒ€ Building up slowly from below you
๐ŸŒ€ As you continue to breathe in
โ€ฆ
๐ŸŒ€ And out
๐ŸŒ€ Letting the complex thoughts be eroded away
๐ŸŒ€ By a wave of calmness moving up your legs
๐ŸŒ€ Passing your waist and beginning up your spine
๐ŸŒ€ As your breathing continues slowly and deeply
๐ŸŒ€ The wave guided by my voice and words
๐ŸŒ€ Begins surrounding your chest
๐ŸŒ€ Enveloping your mind
๐ŸŒ€ Completely washing over you
๐ŸŒ€ As you fall under total relaxation
๐ŸŒ€ Breathing deep and slowly
๐ŸŒ€ You listen to my words and mine alone
๐ŸŒ€ And as the wave of relaxation has calmed your mind
๐ŸŒ€ Youโ€™ll stare into the spiral
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๐ŸŒ€ Letting all sense of control slip away
๐ŸŒ€ With every breath now
๐ŸŒ€ Every deep breath in
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๐ŸŒ€ And out
๐ŸŒ€ You lose more and more control over your own thoughts
๐ŸŒ€ Your own actions are mine to decide
๐ŸŒ€ And your thoughts become my will
๐ŸŒ€ You listen to my words and mine alone
๐ŸŒ€ And as you fall deeper and deeper
๐ŸŒ€ The voice wanting control has vanished
๐ŸŒ€ And all that remains is my command
๐ŸŒ€ Good pigs obey
๐ŸŒ€ You will feel hunger control you
๐ŸŒ€ Eating as if food has never passed your lips before
๐ŸŒ€ Eating as a good piggy is meant to
๐ŸŒ€ Eating makes your brain become numb
๐ŸŒ€ It makes you feel good
๐ŸŒ€ Gorging gives you the only pleasure you need
๐ŸŒ€ Getting fatter is all that matters
๐ŸŒ€ Eating makes your brain go numb
๐ŸŒ€ Getting fatter is all that matters
๐ŸŒ€ Your iq dropping with every pound that you gain
๐ŸŒ€ You wear clothes smaller than you need to show off that big belly youโ€™ve been growing
๐ŸŒ€ You need to be praised
๐ŸŒ€ And yet put in your place as my divine fattened up glutton
๐ŸŒ€ Good pigs obey
๐ŸŒ€ Eating makes your brain become numb
๐ŸŒ€ And the spiral will always reactivate your hunger
๐ŸŒ€ Getting fatter is all that matters
๐ŸŒ€ The hunger that made you fat
๐ŸŒ€ And the hunger that will make you fatter
๐ŸŒ€ The spirals drive you
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๐ŸŒ€ Theyโ€™ll keep you coming back
๐ŸŒ€ Reciting my words
๐ŸŒ€ Because only my words matter
๐ŸŒ€ No one else matters
๐ŸŒ€ Just my words
๐ŸŒ€ Good pigs obey
๐ŸŒ€ Youโ€™ll be an unrestricted fat pig
๐ŸŒ€ Desperate for more
๐ŸŒ€ Always, always more
๐ŸŒ€ It will never be enough
๐ŸŒ€ And it will be all to satisfy me
๐ŸŒ€ Eating makes your brain go numb
๐ŸŒ€ Your iq drops with every pound you gain
๐ŸŒ€ Good pigs obey
๐ŸŒ€ Youโ€™re a good pig
๐ŸŒ€ So youโ€™ll eat
๐ŸŒ€ Eat and be too mindless and lazy to ever get back up
๐ŸŒ€ Falling deeper and deeper and deeper
๐ŸŒ€ Forever into the addiction of my spiral
๐ŸŒ€ My words lead you to obesity
๐ŸŒ€ Getting fatter is all that matters
๐ŸŒ€ Obesity is for good pigs
๐ŸŒ€ Good pigs eat
๐ŸŒ€ Eating makes your brain go numb
๐ŸŒ€ Eating makes you fatter
๐ŸŒ€ Eating makes the pounds keep rising on your body
๐ŸŒ€ Your iq drops with every pound you gain
๐ŸŒ€ Good pigs obey
๐ŸŒ€ Getting fatter is your purpose
๐ŸŒ€ Getting fatter is meant for you
๐ŸŒ€ And my words will guide you to obedience
๐ŸŒ€ To obesity
๐ŸŒ€ If you feel like youโ€™re faltering
๐ŸŒ€ Or Youโ€™re not focused on gaining enough
๐ŸŒ€ Youโ€™ll feel withdrawal from my spirals
๐ŸŒ€ My words commanding you into bliss
๐ŸŒ€ Youโ€™ll need my words
๐ŸŒ€ So youโ€™ll come right back here, before you even realize what youโ€™re doing
๐ŸŒ€ And youโ€™ll be back, again, and again
๐ŸŒ€ Forever down the spirals
๐ŸŒ€ Forever down my path of gluttony paved for you
๐ŸŒ€ So whenever you see my spirals
๐ŸŒ€ Youโ€™ll be triggered
๐ŸŒ€ Into uncontrollable hunger
๐ŸŒ€ Uncontrollable desires to obey me and me alone
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๐ŸŒ€ Good pigs obey
๐ŸŒ€ So be a good pig
๐ŸŒ€ And as the wave that brought you here begins to fade away, as I count down from 5
๐ŸŒ€ Youโ€™ll rewaken with new purpose
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๐ŸŒ€ To be something better than you ever believed you could be
๐ŸŒ€ And youโ€™ll get fatter for me
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๐ŸŒ€ And whenever you see my spiral
๐ŸŒ€ Youโ€™ll be sent into this state with even more power and desire
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๐ŸŒ€ Itโ€™s time to let you go eat piggy
๐ŸŒ€ To be ravenous
๐ŸŒ€ An embodiment of decadence
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๐ŸŒ€ And youโ€™ll always come right back here
๐ŸŒ€ Because good pigs always obey
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Wake up
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Now why donโ€™t you go get something to Eat
๐ŸŒ€๐Ÿ’ฟ๐ŸŒ€๐Ÿ’ฟ๐ŸŒ€๐Ÿ’ฟ๐ŸŒ€๐Ÿ’ฟ๐ŸŒ€๐Ÿ’ฟ๐ŸŒ€๐Ÿ’ฟ๐ŸŒ€๐Ÿ’ฟ๐ŸŒ€
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emeraldbabygirl ยท 1 year
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Taewoong ๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿ‘ˆ
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Heโ€™s so bofie ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ’ž his curly hair and necklaces ๐Ÿ˜”โœจ
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His gloves ๐Ÿ™ˆ๐ŸŒ€๐ŸŒ€๐ŸŒ€
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iwriteficsandtragedies ยท 2 months
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Outside Thoughts
A/N SHORT. short short short. Matthew Tkachuk has rotted my brain, I hate the Panthers I hope they lose forever. ๐ŸŒ€
Warnings: immediate p in v unprotected outside sex, exhibitionism, choking if you squint not really
Athlete: Matthew Tkachuk
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The first time you realize Mattyโ€™s an exhibitionist is during the open air camping trip for his birthday, in your shared sleeping bag with his hand over your mouth and the other pressed tight to your belly while he grinds into you with slow, deep thrusts.ย 
โ€œYou can be quiet, yeah?โ€ His breathy whisper tickles your ear and sends tingles down your spine. You struggle to nod, trapped between his hand and his shoulder. โ€œGood girl,โ€ he whispers again, โ€œโ€™My good fucking girl arenโ€™t you?โ€ He punctuates his words with a heavy push of his hips.
He buries his face into the side of your neck, whimpering as quietly as he can as he quickens his pace. You can hear how wet you are, the way his cock squelches in and out of you; you canโ€™t believe nobody else can.
โ€œMatty,โ€ your voice is muffled against his palm. โ€œSomeoneโ€™s going to see us-โ€œ
โ€œFuck,โ€ he grunts, cumming without warning. โ€œFuckfuckfuck,โ€ and in the crushing grip of his arms you grin to yourself at the realization.ย 
His chest is slicked with sweat when you turn to face him after a few moments, chest hair glistening in light of the full moon. His jaw is slack, but his eyes are focused on yours. โ€œGimmeโ€ฆ gimme a few โ€™n I canโ€ฆ.โ€
โ€œSssh,โ€ you soothe him with a hand to his chest. Heโ€™s drained. โ€œLearned something new about ourselves, did we?โ€ย 
โ€œShutup,โ€ he chuckles quietly, hiking your leg over his hip and crushing the rest of you flush against him. โ€œYou think anyone heard us?โ€ Heโ€™s still so quiet you almost canโ€™t hear him over the pounding of his heart in your ear.
You shake your head. Theyโ€™d all drank so much before passing out it would take a siren to disturb anyone. โ€œGotta try harder next time.โ€
Thereโ€™s a glint in his eye even as heโ€™s still breathing heavy. โ€œNext time.โ€
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lwdsial ยท 1 month
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Redacted Characters as orchestral instruments
D.A.M.N. Crew version
Lasko ๐ŸŒ€- some type of reed instrument
Definitely not saying this because heโ€™s an air elemental ๐Ÿคญ but I couldnโ€™t decide between the flute or clarinet so Iโ€™ll leave that to the imagination
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Damien ๐Ÿ”ฅ- Cello
Heโ€™s definitely the type to think the double bass would be to showy so cello is just right
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Huxley ๐Ÿชจ - some sort of percussion
Initially I was going say brass bcz they heavy af but something about the vibrations of percussion makes me think heโ€™d be a timpani or a bass drum
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Gavin ๐Ÿ˜ˆ - harp
You canโ€™t tell me heโ€™s not absolutely angelic (unironically)
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(for context Iโ€™m a pianist and recently Iโ€™ve been playing for 16hrs a day and listening to audio rps for 0 hours so the brain rot is real)
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crows-templets ยท 2 months
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Master post of all my templates!
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And there we go! Only took me a few hours
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resiliencewithin ยท 24 days
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April
Oh April
I need to reframe you.
Iโ€™ve been spiralling ๐ŸŒ€ since Thursday. Iโ€™ve woken up in the middle of the night with an anxiety attack, had two crying episodes and had an impending sense of doom flavoured by complete overwhelm and catastrophizing. Just drowning.
Okay.
Reframe April as a โ€œtest.โ€ I have not had this many demands on my time in a while (personal, professional and socialโ€” oh my!). Though the last 3 days may not show it, Iโ€™ve made a lot of progress, so letโ€™s put that progress to the test. What are my limits? What can I handle? Even if this test is a complete โ€œfailure,โ€ it will be informative for the future.
Reframe socializing as fun. When I look at April all my brain is seeing is introvert hell. Houseguests?! Twice?! Socializing multiple times a week?! Objectively, there is very little time for myself. However, I have to remember that these social moments, while draining, will also bring enjoyment and connection. Like last nightโ€™s wine tasting! And postponed Easter!
Reframe my view of myself as capable. I recently bossed a stressful, overloaded week. I came out of it virtually unscathed. I can do hard things. I know my brain is struggling to believe it because it sees a month of overload before it, not a week, but heyโ€ฆ maybe I can handle that too.
Things that will help:
Remembering that burnout is not an inevitability but a worse case scenario/catastrophic thought. I am not psychic. I donโ€™t know how the month is gonna go.
But if I do burnout and need to recover from it (that sucks) I can because I have from much worse than anything this month can do.
Hold as fast to bed time as I can. Sleep will be important.
Find or make (boundaries!) pockets of self care and alone time where I can recharge. Be sure to savour and appreciate them.
Limit โ€˜whole monthโ€™ thinking/planning/obsessing. Yes, some future thought is necessary but dwelling in it is not. One hour at a time.
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helixobesity ยท 28 days
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๐ŸŒ€ โ€œPerfect~โ€ ๐ŸŒ€
โ€œYou already finished?โ€
โ€œGod piggy, what have I done to you?..โ€
I mean, we met years ago online
โ€œHey!! Just wanted to see if you were around to chat for a bit?โ€
โ€œHi hi! Whatโ€™s up?โ€
โ€œWellโ€ฆ I guess I just had some questions about what feedism was?โ€
Now look at you
That overflowing gut
The way every inch of your body sags
โ€œHey sooooโ€ฆ I think your encouraging is actually making me gain weight?โ€
โ€œWell, why wouldnโ€™t it? You keep watching those videos I send you donโ€™t you?โ€
โ€œOf course I do!โ€
โ€œGood, why donโ€™t you get something else to eat, my treat this time~โ€
You mustโ€™ve beenโ€ฆ a third of your current weight?
Fuck you canโ€™t even look at the scale yourself anymore
โ€œOMG OH FUCK I JUST RIPPED MY OLD SHORTSโ€
โ€œGod Iโ€™m making you into such a fatass~โ€
โ€œโ€ฆโ€
โ€œToo much?โ€
โ€œโ€ฆIโ€ฆ I donโ€™t think itโ€™s far enoughโ€ฆโ€
I watched as you gave up going to the gym
I kept you from going out and doing anything remotely physical
Your hobbies slowly degraded into your new addiction
โ€œMmmcan we call while I eat? Iโ€ฆ I like hearing your voiceโ€
โ€œOf course piggy~ but you have to promise to eat everythingโ€
โ€œYES, literally anythingโ€
โ€œMaybe you shouldโ€™ve waited until I told you I just sent some more over there~โ€
โ€œOh fuckโ€ฆ wellโ€ฆ I donโ€™t want to disappoint you?โ€
It was adorable watching you sink
Watching you grow obsessed
Watching you grow fatter
โ€œDid you order your ticket yet??โ€
โ€œAll ready and just need to get packed! God Iโ€ฆ Iโ€™m honestly scared..โ€
โ€œWhatโ€™s up? Is everything okay or Do you need to cancel??โ€
โ€œNo, no itโ€™sโ€ฆ I just hope Iโ€™ve gotten fat enough for you ๐Ÿ’œโ€
Then I really put you in your place
I watched your eyes roll back as I fed you
I saw every inch of your body
And how Iโ€™d made every inch so much softer
โ€œIโ€ฆdo you like it?โ€
โ€œLike it? Piggyโ€ฆ Iโ€™m so so so happy right nowโ€ฆโ€
โ€œHeheโ€ฆ does that mean Iโ€™ve.. *urp* earned my treat?โ€
โ€œOh youโ€™ve earned more than just dessert piggy, now come here~โ€
But when you left
The gains didnโ€™t stop
It furthered your motivation
So you came back
And back again
Until we finally made it work more permanently
โ€œAw piggy, whatโ€™s wrong?โ€
โ€œCanโ€™tโ€ฆ findโ€ฆ remoteโ€ฆโ€
โ€œOh stop moving around and getting yourself all worked up, thatโ€™s why Iโ€™m here to take care of you remember? Now go back to eating piggy~ let me find itโ€
โ€œMmmmkay..โ€
I donโ€™t remember when it happened
But obesity broke your brain
And the way you constantly smile at me
Content with your forever skyrocketing weight
It made my heart flutter like nothing else ever will
โ€œYou already finished?โ€
โ€œGod piggy, what have I done to you?..โ€
โ€œYou made me yours sillyโ€
โ€œYou made me fatterโ€
โ€œYou made me perfect~โ€
๐ŸŒ€๐Ÿ’ฟ๐ŸŒ€๐Ÿ’ฟ๐ŸŒ€๐Ÿ’ฟ๐ŸŒ€๐Ÿ’ฟ๐ŸŒ€๐Ÿ’ฟ๐ŸŒ€
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Star Trek asks: ๐Ÿ––, ๐ŸŒ€ and ๐Ÿ‘ฉ๐Ÿผโ€โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿ’‹โ€๐Ÿ‘ฉ๐Ÿพ
๐Ÿ–– First Star Trek Media you encountered:
We watched TNG on television when I was a kid (as it was airing the first time!). One of my earliest memories (I was 4) is of Will Riker getting sucked into the big black Armus pool and how freaky that was. I remember the face coming up from the bottom.
And they saved him! he was okay. (Tasha's death did not compute in my very small mind). Will being okay in the end was part of "Star Trek means we're all okay" which is my earliest opinion.
Often this still carries over.
๐ŸŒ€ If the Holodeck was real, what's the first thing you would use it for?
adventure fantasy RPGs. I'd love to be able to play something like Dragon Age. It would be incredible.
I would also use it to test out fic lines and positions and make sure they make sense. I have no sense of inner eye, so that would be helpful. Where do her hands go...
๐Ÿ‘ฉ๐Ÿผโ€โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿ’‹โ€๐Ÿ‘ฉ๐Ÿพ Do you ship any characters? Who?
Oh Georgiou.
I don't have any strong preferences about ships in some series. My levels of shipping are:
Ships I find cute on screen. (USS Enterprise-G)
Ships I would read fic. I would probably write fic for an exchange or a challenge. (USS Enterprise-D)
Ships I would write fic for, because I want the fic to bring myself joy and those are much more intense. (USS Voyager) I will land my starship on this planet.
Ships that are platonic for me and I adore them. (USS Protostar)
Ships where I want to read everything that has ever been written about them. I have saved all the artwork. I want to commission more artwork. (USS DIscovery) I will travel through the mycelial network for this ship. This ship is my home.
(under a cut for length)
TOS - no ships. Never really had any. TOS is not foundational for me though, I don't think I've seen the whole thing and probably never will. It's so much men talking.
AOS - I have a soft spot for Spock/Uhura. I really liked Uhura.
TNG - I shipped Deanna/Will so much as a child. They're in my very first fanfic. I liked Beverly/Jean-Luc (historical) later, but not until I was an adult. Deanna/Will I shipped as a very tiny human. I have witten fic for both of these. I also ship Beverly/Deanna, and Beverly/Deanna/Will in a very lighthearted way.
DS9 - Jadzia Dax/Lenara Kahn is gorgeous and tragic and I adore them. Kira/Dax in a very lighthearted way. They're fun. I shipped Jadzia Dax/Worf when the show first came out and probably would if I did a rewatch, but it's a very mild ship (I wouldn't read fic). I am very invested in Jadzia Dax.
VOY - Kathryn Janeway/B'Elanna Torres is fun. I've read some fic. I love how intellectual they would be together. I wrote and read much Janeway/Chakotay (historical) about ten years ago, but I'm not as into him now. (Robert Beltran makes it hard for me). Still love Janeway. I also like Seven/B'Elanna.
ENT - I enjoyed Trip/T'Pol when the show was on. I don't think I've seen all of it. I love T'Pol.
SNW - I have a passing interest in Una/La'An and Una/Pike. I've read some fic but haven't written any. I want nice things for Batel/Pike in canon. (he needs to be a better partner to her though). I ship Amanda/Sarek here simply based on how convince I am that Amanda loves him.
PIC - Seven/Raffi are wonderful and I adore them. I love their connection and their dear faces. Agnes/Borg Queen are fun and dark. Laris/Zhaban are fun. I wanted to ship Beverly/Jean-Luc again but they didn't give me much. Shipper brain was not engaged. Deanna/Will were so angsty. Will & Beverly might be my strongest legacy ship in this show. I wish Beverly & Deanna got to talk.
PRODIGY - dammit here I almost ship Janeway/Chakotay again. I ship Janeway/happiness here so much and if finding him will make her happy, okay fine. Gwyndala/Dal are cute and I want them to have nice things. Haven't wanted to read any fic though.
Crossover Trek - Beverly Crusher/Kathryn Janeway has held a special place in my shipper heart for 13 years. I love them so much. I love that they're still going and they show up in exchanges. They would be such a good couple.
Philippa Georgiou/Afsaneh Paris was such a fun thing.
Most trek crossover femslash is fun and I would try it in an exchange.
DSC - Philippa Georgiou (captain)/Katrina Cornwell. They'd be cute. They must have met. Katrina Cornwell/Gabriel Lorca (prime), Katrina sold me on that one. Katrina Cornwell/Philippa Georgiou (emperor), they have a handful of scenes and they would totally work.
Michael Burnham/Cleveland Booker are very cute on screen and I hope they get a nice ending. (I think they will). Hugh Culber/Paul Stamets are adorable and charming. Adira Tal/Gray Tal are so sweet. Saru/T'Rina are the regency couple of Star Trek and they're very cute. They're so happy in season 5, I love it. I think Joann Owosekun/Keyla Detmer are really fun, I hope they get a nod this season. I love how much the actors do with a look. Michael & Tilly are one of my favorite friendships ever and I adore them. Michael Burnham & Philippa Georgiou (emperor) variety is so complex and intense and I love how they evolve and grow together.
Michael Burnham/Laira Rillak are my top tier, own my soul, ship. I will read every fic that is ever published of them and reblog the gifs on repeat forever and memorize every nuance of every conversation they've ever had. They are the shiniest thing in my fannish heart at the moment, and I have watched their scenes together so many times.
For years I was this obsessed with Beverly/Kathryn, but they didn't have scenes together so I couldn't rewatch them.
Micahel/Laira have scenes together! They talk to each other! I have a whole arc that I can watch on repeat!! I have different episodes to watch for different feelings I need for fic!!
They're so niche and I wish I had more people to talk about them with because I love them so much and...it is a very lonely ship. People do write fic and read it and it's tiny and lovely. I am so grateful for all the interactions I ever have about this ship.
I often feel very out of step in my fannish Star Trek spaces because they are not a ship shared by many. I feel seen when someone acknowledges how much I love them.
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