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#bc thats all i could do and she said it was fine. she was glad to help me start healing.
be-good-to-bugs · 22 days
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UGH why does eating always make me feel like throwing up :/ that is the opposite of what i want
#the bin#i feel less bad todaynthan i usually do. i think. but physically my body feels terrible. i am also still super stressed and sad but. i dont#feel as utterly horrible as i usually do so thats good i guess. i wish i could turn it into something productive but thats fine#i mostly wishbthat i could being myslef to do something fun like watch something or whatever but my brain still says no#and i wishbi could draw but my brain says no to that too#well. i can probably actually afford some weed after all bc itll peobs mostky be gas i gotta pay for for thw trip so#idk when ill see my sister next but ill have to fully figure this out then. and i gotta measure the inside of her boyfriends car so i can#know how much i can pack. i can also probably afford to get the things i wanted for my siblings from here before i leave. maybe.#gas will be a lot but they still owe me $300 so that helps a lot. i should be able to afford the trip fine. im really sad i have to leave#most of my stuff though. i dont trust my sister with it. but i dont have a choice so whatever. ill just have to deal.#well. im glad i dont feel so empty and horrible now. i hope it lasts and i can do something with it. its probs bc i had a meltdown honestly#ive felt like maybe thats what ive been needing to feel better. things still suck but i feel marginally better#usually i try talking to my mom just to get an ounch of social interaction and also i can complain abt stuff to her and she doenst tell#anyone. she has issues but shes pretty good about my privacy i think because shes scared id stop talking ti her if she broke that trust#which is true. i would probably stop talking to her. that was originally the plan before she stopled being such a bad mom anyway so#but idk. i havnet talked to her since she asked if i was coming to the funeral and i said no. she wasnt mad at me or anything but i havent#talke to her about non dad dying related stuff in a bit so. i shouod tho. im moving and i need to find out when a good time for that is.#and make sure she knows around what time i had been planning. and i need to know if she got an update about some stuff too.#also helath insurance stuff. im assuming she didnt end up getting a chnace to add me yet considering what happned. shes been busy#but my tooth pain has gotten even worse this past week so id like to see a dentist in june if possible bc god this thing hurts so bad
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ozlices · 7 months
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i genuinely sincerely cant believe i was called a manipulative person with a victim complex by a person who acted like my savior for "rescuing" me from that house, only to have zero remorse abt kicking me back into it. esp throwing it on me a singular month after i endured even more trauma in that house. like. bruh i literally have zero idea how to even begin to process this.
#mine#the place we were looking to move fell through & my parents said they'll help me keep looking bc they know this is worst case scenario#for a multitude of reasons but im just. like. idfk#i rly do not want to hold onto bitterness or a grudge but there's no way i cant w having to move back there.#like she rly told me to my face so many times she was glad she could help me get outta there#and then a month after i went through the most traumatic night of my life there#tells me that the very real probability that i have to move back there 'isnt her problem'. after... just. idk.#boosting her ego sm over ~saving me~ from a place she sent me back to like ?????#then again idk what im expecting from a person who told me my trauma-fueled meltdowns & breakdowns were triggering For Her#and tried to also act like my moon-given savior for just simply holding me three (3) times#during said melt/breakdowns during the multiple years we lived together#and then proceeding to ignore me and laugh w her partner in the other room while i screamed in agony.#like... yeah. i understand. they're a LOT. but also. the thing that gets me the most is i was transparent from the jump#abt everything involving me & my trauma & my trauma reactions.#i let her know point blank that i was moving out w the intention to process & recover from a shitload of trauma & baggage.#i made it clear id have intense emotional reactions cause i was having to learn to navigate stuff.#like. it's not like i just threw her into a cage w me and told her to just deal. i warned her. from the jump.#bc thats all i could do and she said it was fine. she was glad to help me start healing.#and then ever since then it's been a constant string of even MORE trauma being laid on top of what i already had#and now it's ending with like. so much trauma i genuinely have zero clue how to begin to process it.#it's just... v wild. and exhausting. and like i said. i rly do not want to stay bitter#but i literally dont know how to avoid it w shit ending up like this.#like literally straight up how dare u ever praise urself on my behalf when it was all leading to this. fuck you.#and also having the gall to make ME the manipulative asshole w a victim complex in this scenario like. bruh.#you cannot be serious... what the actual fuck man
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asteroidzzzn · 9 months
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more than just a dream - spark, 004
pairing: college!ellie x reader
synopsis: you transfer to a new school where you only know one person; your childhood best friend. he invited you to a beginning of the year party to meet some new people, but one person, in particular, catches your eye... his other best friend.
a/n: dina bonding time!
genre: social media au, fluff
series masterlist -- previous chapter -- next chapter
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bria 🧚
hey!
dina 💋
hi whats up? :)
bria 🧚
im bored and everyone else went out but i dont feel like drinking rn..
can i come over?
i know the two of us arent super close but this could be our chance to bond outside the group 🤞🤞
dina 💋
omg ofc!! i was feeling the same i just wanted to chill and stay in today 😭 but ya come over whenever
bria 🧚 ❤️ a message
we can watch mission impossible if ur into that!
only if u bring snacks...
bria 🧚
U HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH IVE BEEN WANTING TO SEE THATTTT OK im omw now ill put the best i have in a bag 🙏 cya!!
dina 💋 ❤️ a message
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bria 🧚
hey dina, sorry i had to leave right away
i have to study for the first unit test later today
wish i didn't, this is so boring
how are u?
dina 💋
im fine
good
im good im great actually
but i really think we should talk about it
what happened last night
bria 🧚
later, ok?
sorry
i need to go right now stepping into class
dina 💋
oh ok, bye :)
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dina woodward
hi y/n im literally going insane r u free to talk
y/n
omfg 😭 whats going on
dina woodward
you'll never believe what happened last night
y/n
ughhh i wish i was there! sorry i wanted to stay in to get some sleep, i have a test next period
dina woodward
oh no worries i actually stayed in too so this isnt ab the outing
do u know who bria volentas is?
y/n
yeah i do!
shes really nice ill sit next to her in history in a few minutes actually
dina woodward
oh 😭😭😭 i wanted to talk to u ab this bc i thought u were the only one in the group that didnt really know her
can u keep a secret? just need to get this off my chest
y/n
u can trust me :)
dina woodward
sooo... ive had a crush on her since the dawn of time
y/n !! a message
and we hung out last night alone!!
y/n
!!AWEEE yall will be so cute together i can see it now
dina woodward ❤️ a message
also im so glad u said that bc i wasnt ab to be the one to com eout first 😭😭
dina woodward !! a message
dina woodward
YOUW AHT?!?!?!?!?!?
i didnt wanna assume but i secretly knew.........
y/n haha a message
y/n
🤝🤝🤝
OKOK GET ON W UR STORY
dina woodward
we were watching mission impossible bc ellie ditched me (i wont forget) and she goes 'im cold' so bc shes the actual loml i let her under my blanket
y/n
awwww
dina woodward
then our feet kinda touched then our hands kinda touched and we were getting rlly close... then we fucked
y/n
AHH????
that went from 0 to 100 sO FAST
dina woodward
I KNOW LIKE IMS TILL SO IN SHOCK RN
y/n
SO YGS ARENT TOGETHER YET THO?? HAVE U TALKED AB IT ALL??? FYB? ONE TIME THING?
dina woodward
IDKK I HAVE NO IDEA
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this is the average wlw experience i say while dry heaving and crawling onto the roof and howling
y/n ❤️ a message
y/n
LMFAOOO it literally is tho we have it so difficult
dina woodward
HELPPP ME AND BRIA ARE IN CHAT RN BUT WE'RE NOT SAYING ANYTHING
SPEAK UP WOMANNN FOR THE LOVE OF GOD
i said i wanted to talk ab last night and she was so avoidant so she BETTER say something rn
y/n
yall rn
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lurking in chat.....
dina woodward
😭😭😭
i need to be distracted rn
eye starts twitching
tell me smth thats going on w u
y/n
ok u trusted me w ur crush so i can trust u w mine right..
dina woodward
ofc ofc
y/n
so u know her actually like really well from what i know
BLEEEH I HATE TELLING PPL I LIKE THEIR FRIENDS
is ellie williams gay..
dina woodward
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take a look at her what do u think
yes she is gay! AND U LEIWFAGJEDFANJ YOU LIKE HER??
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y/n
angels harmonize and descend from heaven
BLESSS 🙏🙏
yes i like her... i think. its been hard to like anyone since my last relationship but im feeling rlly hopeful about us
im heavily delusional tho she was prob just being friendly when we hung out
dina woodward
she recently broke up w her ex too, and shes been kinda staying away from relationships :(
ur amazing tho youd be so good for her
if she acts like a bitch to u ONCE run
y/n
damn jesse warned me ab her too 😭 what happened with her and her ex? if u know or if ur ok with telling me
i know its not really my business
i just wanna know what lines i cant cross
dina woodward ❤️ a message
dina woodward
yeah i totally get it
i actually dont know all the details
i think she only told jesse bc theyre way closer than me and her
if u want to know everything, id ask him or get it from ellie herself
just get closer with her and she'll tell u everything, and u can decide what to do from there
y/n
ok , thats a good idea
ill just use my amazing charm and incredible beauty to captivate her in chemistry
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dina woodward ❤️ a message
dina woodward
HEHEHEHE
speaking of,, she sucks at chemistry. u could get closer to her by tutoring her if youd be up for that?? shed appreciate it sooo much
y/n
#1 wingman award is presented toooooo dina woodward!
dina woodward ❤️ a message
ill def talk to her ab that ill be like heyyy u need help 💋
shit gtg now, test time!
dina woodward
good luck!! with the test and ellie🙏
y/n ��️ a message
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a/n: a lot longer than the last chapter!! but i had a lot to say in this one :D love in the future for my girl dina!!! love to see it
hope u enjoyed as always (✿◠‿◠)
taglist: @ximtiredx @gold-dustwomxn @elliesinterlude @fireflyels @trulygnomed @deluluwh-0-re @toesorhoes @elliewilliamsmissingfingerss @emluvselandabs @ariianelle @jokerpokimoon @lonelyfooryouonly @lil-elliesgf @yuaaa05 @ourautumn86
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wetfeline · 1 year
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i don't know what to do without you, (i miss you more than anything) | BAKUGO KATSUKI X READER
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tags: angst, being dead, this is written in bkgs pov ?? or smth like that, not proofread, cursing at a higher being (implied that its god ) & thats its i think, lol. lmk if i missed something
a/n: happy new year everyone! first post in 2023 lol, to be fair i'm not that active in posting lolol i just scroll through the x reader tags bcs i love those more than anything & tumblr is the perfect place 4 that anyways, ye :)
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BAKUGO KATSUKI knew it was a risk.
Dating you; a civilian with no experience in the hero field whatsoever. He knew damn well he would put you in danger because unfortunately he had alot of villains chasing him and they would do anything just to see his facade crack.
If they find just a single glimpse of you - Katsuki knew those insane bastards would do anything to get their filthy hands on you.
But despite all that, he still dated you, married you, and you gave him a child.
After hearing that you were pregnant his heart dropped in his stomach. This was a huge risk, not only could he put you in danger but also the baby. But he was willing to accept that danger. He would be lying if he said he didn't know why but he does, oh, he knows damn well.
He wanted to be selfish just once. He still wants to see you by his side everyday, he still wants to wipe the crumbles by the side of your mouth.
And Katsuki wants to see his child grow up with you by his side.
He wanted to come home with you cooking food while his brat's making a mess in the living room. He could already imagine it, a certain fondness erupting inside his chest. Back then he would say it was silly and he had no time for love but he was so fucking wrong and Katsuki is glad he was wrong.
But love is truly the most twisted curse of all.
"I'm sorry, Mr. Bakugou, but your wife has died in labor."
As soon as those words were spoken, everything suddenly became numb. He could no longer feel himself standing on the ground, he could no longer smell the omnipresent smell of antiseptic, no longer hearing the distant cries of babies crying.
But Katsuki could feel his heart breaking.
"W-Wha," he clenched his shaking fist, only to fail - his strength suddenly faded and all he wants is to lie down and close his eyes, and suddenly, he was lying in bed with you in it. Maybe this was all a dream. "You're, you- you're lying."
"Unfortunately—"
"The baby!" Katsuki screamed, his voice cracking midway. "Don't tell me she also- oh, no.. nonono-"
"Calm down, Mr. Bakugo."
He did not calm down. Instead his eyes widened like he was feral, teeth grinding against eachother as he grabbed the man by his collar.
"How the fuck do you expect me to calm down?! Where is my baby?!" Angry red eyes stared down into blue fearful ones. "Is she.. is.."
The words died down on his tongue.
"Doctor!"
A nurse came rushing in and pulled the doctor away, glaring at the aggressive pro hero as she stood infront of him protectively.
"Pro hero, Dynamite. If you don't calm down, I will ask you to leave."
"Aoki-san, it's fine." The doctor cleared his throat, "The man just lost his wife. He was just aggressive about asking where his child is."
"I.. I see."
"Please," the said man begged, "Where is Uzumi?"
"She's currently in the nursery room, she's fine. Chubby and healthy, no complications actually." Katsuki felt relieved that the baby was okay, though he gave a shaky breath and nodded to the doctor to continue. "About your wife.. she's currently in the hospital bed she gave birth on, but we're currently planning on moving her to the hospital mortuary, and she will be laid there until further discussions about funeral directors."
"She's.. actually." He paused, the words tasting bitter on his tongue. "Dead."
Whoever is up there, fuck you.
"Yes."
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Katsuki stared at your lifeless body.
Click. The door behind him closed, indicating that the doctor has left to give him a moment of privacy.
What is he gonna do without you? Who would take care of him when he has overworked himself? Who is gonna make him a homecooked dinner once he gets home? What happened to the dreams you guys have made?
He doesn't know what to feel.
Maybe this wasn't real. Maybe this was just all a dream, a sick fucking dream and - he touches your freezing hands. A hard pinch on his forearm reminds him that this was all really reality.
Something bubbles up inside him. An emotion Katsuki knows so well, he knows, he is the equivalent of anger and anger is him. It has been living inside of him ever since he was born.
He is mad. Mad at himself, because maybe if he wasn't so selfish, and pushed you away. Sure, it meant that he could no longer be with you but atleast you didn't die on a hospital bed and maybe die of old age with your partner because somehow, Katsuki always manages to bring bad luck with him. (he thinks of a certain blue-eyed hero, weakly standing up with his fist up in the air.)
He is mad. You promised you were both gonna achieve every single one of your dreams together. You were gonna die together. He wanted you to be there every second of his life. But now, those promises are now simply fantasy. Maybe if you hadn't given birth to that child, maybe then you wouldn't be lying here lifeless at 24 years old and maybe Katsuki would be okay.
His red eyes widen.
He wants to throw up.
He leaves your room.
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He looks down at the baby.
Her nose looks just like yours. The wrinkles on her face reminds him of you when you scrunch up your nose when you're disgusted by something. Her feet size is Katsuki's thumb. He realizes that, she is tiny. (Or maybe he is just big.)
Suddenly, everything pours. His lips are trembling and his tears falls one by one.
I'm sorry.
"I'm sorry. I'm so.." he sobs, "Papa is so sorry, Uzumi. Even if it was for a moment, he thought that.. that if you'd not been born at all, he would've been atleast happy."
He wants to throw up, he wants to gag. He is an horrible human being. How could he even think that to his own child. His own child that he made with you. His own baby, the one you carried inside with you for nine months.
One tear drop falls onto her hand. He wipes it off with his finger but as he was about to pull back, tiny fingers wraps his own.
He cries even more.
"I'm so sorry, Uzumi, I'm such a bad papa.. I promise you, I'll never think about it again. I'm so fuckin' sorry, I'm sorry, Y/N.."
Katsuki sobs. He feels so damn alone. He wasn't a good father, no way in hell. How could he do this? A child needs a mother, but he couldn't just also get someone right on the street. She needed a motherly figure, a gentle, soft figure. He was the fucking opposite.
Maybe.. Izuku would..
He lets out a choked cry. He wouldn't do that. He knew he would probably be a bad father but he knew how to try. And he had been trying his whole life. He blinks his tears away and looks at the baby, who looks so much like you.
In all his life, Bakugou Katsuki had never felt so lost and small.
He didn't know what to do. But he can try.
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Ring.
Ring.
Hello! This is L/N Y/N! Um, I'm sorry that I missed your call, but you can always leave a message! I'll try to respond as soon as I can. Thank you!
Beep.
A soft, shaky sigh.
"Hi, love," a pause. "I missed you."
"I'm taking care of our baby. Not that good at it, but I'm still trying, you know? Taking care of a 4 year old child is really damn difficult."
"Hah," a chuckle, "But it's not really that bad as I thought. Damn brat acts just like me, but looks just like you."
"Just wished that you could see this. Her growing up and all that shit. Imagine the look on my face when her first word was 'dada'."
"Maybe if you were still here, her first word could've been 'mama'."
Sigh.
"No point dwelling over it though. Even after all these years I haven't fuckin' moved on. Pathetic, I know."
"But I'm getting over it. Slowly and surely."
"Find another woman, they say," a rough laugh, "I could never. They aren't you, ya know?"
Silence.
"I don't fucking know Y/N," a sniff, "I still haven't moved on. I miss you so damn much and I wonder how the hell did I manage this long? I wanted to give up, really, but one look at our child and she's worth living for."
"I — "
"Daddy?" a squeaky voice called out, a faint click in the background.
"Zumi? What're you doing up this late?"
"I couldn't sleep. I wanted to sleep beside you - "
"Are you crying daddy?'
A laugh.
"Just some sad movie, darling. Come inside."
"Ok, daddy!"
"I love you, Y/N."
Call ended.
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lizzie-is-here · 1 year
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just got emotionally fucking annihilated by wakanda forever
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but i also wanna talk about it! warning for spoilers and general rambling below 👇
ok, let’s start with parallels CAUSE THERE WERE SO MANY
first off, the comparison of shuri and killmonger 👀
it really does make sense, especially when you think ab how they both “go against” tradition, rejecting the standards. t’challa (rip ilysm) still wanted to please the elders, even if he had more progressive ideas (ie: sandals for his first day
also i’m so fucking glad they didn’t try to cgi chadwick in. it would’ve felt disrespectful and i think it was handled beautifully
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her sparing namor the same way t’challa spared those he fought (saving zemo, helping bucky, trying to help killmonger)
the dialogue callbacks bro. fuckin “show him who you are,” had me sobbing. “vengeance is consuming us” babes, shuri, i’m crying.
her being angered by loss and snapping at nakia like t’challa snapped at zuri when he realized killmonger’s identity
also i absolutely love riri. i was a bit apprehensive going in, but i think they executed her well without just making her a replacement for tony. that being said, he would absolutely adore her
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the parallel of her going too high and running out of oxygen and later turning it on namor in the same way mirrors tony’s suit frosting over and doing the same to stane 😭
the silent flashes of t’challa took my breath away. the silence really compounded just how empty and quiet their grief is.
seeing shuri try so hard in the opening and not even being able to say goodbye was so sad, and you can see her thoughts racing later on when she successfully synthesizes the heart-shaped herb. it’s a sort of “what if i’d thought of this earlier?” “who would still be alive?” “how could i have missed this?” sort of feeing
onto details!
the new black panther suit is stunning 🤩 the gold and silver details along with the dots that almost look like pearls, mirroring the ones she wears at the funerals? it shows that even if she is the leader of wakanda now, she’s still very young, still grieving her many losses
the tech and ai has really been amped up. shuri’s ai and her different interfaces looked amazing. also the ai (who i think is grio but i couldn’t tell) reminds me of jarvis. mainly in the orange blob department
the dora milaje looked stunning as ever, and seeing some new tech for them was exciting
THE VIBRANIUM THAT MELTED INTO THE CARS ALSKDKDKFKLDDK OBSESSED TONY WOULDVE LOVED THAT SHIT
talokan was gorgeous, even if it did violently trigger my thalassophobia
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ummm everett and valentina being married (well, divorced) was a plot point i was not expecting. hope to see him in the thunderbolts tho he’s very slay
fucking 👏 t’challa 👏 junior 👏
i broke down right then and there
took me right out
i won’t lie the people of talokan gave me avatar vibes but i did like the touch of them having siren-like voices.
also namora was pretty so that’s a win
ok i get that it’s a movie. but realistically, i’d they’re fighting this massive underwater force, why not just call any other super powered avenger????
like for movie’s sake yeah it’s all fine but like if i were in the mcu living that shit i’d be like “let’s just call thor. have him like electrocute the water. or doctor strange. he did that cool water thing in endgame that had literally no purpose except to give him screen time. or wanda, we all know she ain’t really dead bffr”
AYO IS GENERAL NOW??? I LOVE OKOYE BUT THATS A SLAY
ALSO SHES GAY??????
I SAW THAT KISS AT THE END 👀👀👀👀
man i love m’baku so much. he’s just. ugh
ok in better terms, i think i like him so much because he is first presented as a chad, almost. he’s strong, a bit dumb, and leads the isolated tribe.
but then you interact w him and find out he’s incredibly emotionally empathetic and kind, and reaches out to shuri as a helping hand, a person to lean on.
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i just really appreciate him okay 🥺😭
overall, stunning. 10/10, fifth time in a row that marvel’s made me cry at one of their movies.
aka black widow (bc yelena and the ending), shang-chi (bc gotdamn let me cry ab the chinese representation), no way home (cause duh), love and thunder (BC HE ADOPTED HER BITCH WHAT) and now this
stunning, showstopping, say what you will about marvel but damn they know how to make me cry
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a-libra-writes · 1 year
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OH MY GOD REQS ARE OPEN THIS IS A GODDAMN MIRALCE OH MY GOD IM LIKE A SAILOR WHO HASNT BEEN ON LAMDNFOR YEARS AND IS KISSING THE GROUND AHHHHHHHH
anyways nathan’s i request some teenage angsty stannis hcs
-🐚🌌
Hello again seastar~~ <3 Alrighty I decided to do a drabble bc thats what popped into my head. It may not be as angsty as u were thinking but I just couldnt get the scene out of my head.......
She skipped up the stone steps two at a time, justifying to herself that since they were dry this time, it was safer. As soon as she blinked into the daylight, the smell of salt touched her nose and a gentle breeze tugged at her clothes. Shadows crossed the huge stone wall she stepped on - the seagulls, the clouds. She wished some of those clouds would give her some reprieve from this sunlight. The young lady squinted and shielded her eyes with a flat palm, looking for a certain person.
He would be the only person up on the walls of Storm's End, because there was no need for guards here. What would they do, scold the storms and winds away? The Drum did a fine job of keeping itself up.
Quickly, she spotted him, and ran across the washed out stone. It was more of a huge road than a proper wall. She was glad she kept her shoes on. The lady slowed when she came closer to Stannis, who certainly heard her approaching, but stayed hunched over.
This was the last place she went looking. He hadn't been up here in several years. She tried not to glance in the direction of where it happened - that specific collection of sharp rocks that may have looked like any others, but she and Stannis could identify them at once. Those rocks, jutting out from the sea like knives, were often in their dreams, after all.
She pulled her eyes away and sat beside her friend.
"Oh," The lady said. She just noticed Stannis had someone with him. A small someone, in a wooden cage. The little hawk turned its head at her. "You brought him?"
Stannis didn't respond right away. He was looking at the goshawk, not at the sea, or at her. The sound of waves crashing against the Drum and seagulls crying out surrounded them, and she let that not-quite-silence sit for a while. Eventually, she said, "I didn't think you were keeping him."
His blue eyes looked sharply to her, already on the defensive. She added, "I think it's a good thing. That is, I think he's fond of you."
"... Do you think so?" Stannis looked back at the bird. It did seem calm, even if it was contained. It kept turning its head and looking all around, especially at the gulls.
"Of course. You've been feeding him, haven't you? And he doesn't bite you." She held out her hand, where a dull red line was still on her finger.
To her delight, a small smile crossed his serious features. "I told you to not hand feed him."
"You were doing it."
"When he was weak. I don't anymore," Stannis reached his fingers into the wooden cage, and the bird stayed still, content to let its wings be touched. "He's too proud for it."
"What do you mean?"
Stannis removed his hand, and set the wooden cage on the ground. "He wants to eat on his own, now that he can." He opened the little hatch, and carefully set his gloved hand in. The goshawk considered it, then slowly stepped onto the thick leather, digging in his talons.
The lady drew her knees to her chest, watching with awe. "He's so gentle," She said quietly. "His wing is looking well, too."
It was still clearly injured - some feathers were missing and askew, but at least the bird could fold his wing properly and it wasn't hanging at such a pitiful angle. Stannis brought it to his chest, where it continued to stay on his hand, calmly observing the water.
She couldn't be still any longer. "Could I pet him? Touch him, I mean."
Stannis gave her a wary look. "Don't move suddenly."
"I won't," She said, but she still moved too quickly for the goshawk's taste. As she scooted closer to Stannis, up to his shoulder, the bird ruffled its feathers and made a noise of agitation. Stannis put a light touch on his back, and gently stroked him.
The lady tried to mimic that gentle touch, reaching out and softly brushing her fingertips against a brown speckled feather. The bird's eye glowered at her, and again he made that sound of annoyance. It was a warning.
She sighed and pulled her hand away. "See? He's only fond of you."
Stannis was smiling again, though it was muted. He gave a little shrug, and their shoulders bumped each other. While Stannis carefully perched the bird on his hand, she tilted her head and rested it against his shoulder. It had been a long time since they were up on the wall together.
She closed her eyes, enjoying the sounds of the waves and the warmth that pressed against her cheek. The sea breeze picked back up, giving some relief from the sun. She could almost fall asleep like this.
Almost, except the gulls were incessant. She gasped and startled, bumping against Stannis as a gull swooped down beside her head. The goshawk in his hands let out a cry of alarm and flapped its winds. Stannis winced and cursed as its talons dug into his gloved hand, ripping through them, and it leapt from his hand.
Both he and the lady shouted at once, reaching for the little goshawk as it tried to take flight. It only got a foot in the air, flapping wildly in a panic, before sailing down and landing with a little thud on the stone. It was still crying out and flapping when Stannis grabbed its body, getting several harsh pecks and scratches for his troubles. The lady retrieved the wooden cage and opened it, offering it with a frantic "Here!"
With a surprising carefulness, Stannis returned the hawk, even as it squawked and flapped one wing. The bad one only made it to a half flap, and then didn't at all once it was inside.
The latch was closed, and they both let out a breath. Her friend was trembling, she saw - not just his bleeding hands, but his whole body. He watched the bird squawk and bite at the wood in fright, its own body shaking.
"I shouldn't have - this isn't a safe place for him," Stannis said gruffly. "It only upsets him. I shouldn't have."
The lady could have pointed out it was the seagulls that startled the poor thing, especially since they were twice his size, but she didn't. It wasn't just the sad little goshawk that disliked being up here. So she nodded, and took his bare hand. It had several angry wounds crossing his pale skin. "I'll help you with this, too."
Stannis looked down as if he had just noticed them. He merely shrugged, shaking off her hand and taking the wooden cage. "He didn't mean it."
She stood up alongside him, and they walked back to the stairway, leaving the Drum's great walls behind. Once they were inside, the goshawk had settled, yet still looked this way and that with big, unsure eyes. The lady looked at the wounded hands that held the cage, and once they were in Stannis' room and the hawk was settled on his windowsill, she took one of them in her hands.
The leather that was torn so easily was carefully peeled off, and though Stannis winced, he didn't make a sound of pain or pull away. He seemed distant, if anything, even as she began to clean up the blood and the little cuts. They could still hear the gulls and the waves from his bedroom window, but those terrible rocks were far behind.
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shadowlilom · 2 months
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I think that i met you in Copacabana
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Another day in school, another boring day in school. You think you were being mean, but those girls were always so boring? You wasn't even listening to them, until one of them said
"My god, did you saw that blonde boy over there? He's so handsome!! I heard he's called Mikey."
Then, another girl complimented
"His true name is Mikey?"
"Of course no you stupid!!! His name is Manjiro, Sano Manjiro"
Oh, Sano Manjiro..Were did you heard that name before? So, you decided to take a look at him. And you saw a blonde, not too tall boy. You started to remember about something..Something that you lived..with him.
February 07/02, Rio de Janeiro, Tijuca.
Mikey opened his eyes, just to see that the light of the sun coming through the window. He sighed and sat down in the bed, rubbing his eyes then he heard
"I see you already woke up, i was thinking i would need to throw water in your face already"
She laughed at her own words, and Mikey remained in silence for a while looking at her
"Why are you dressed like that, Misa? Where are you going?"
Misa laughed, just a little, and said looking at his eyes
"It's almost Carnaval, and, as you aren't from Brazil, i hoped i could show you a little from this city until it's crowded"
"Carnival? Is this the time when Brazilian women are half-naked?"
Mikey said fixing his black hair, so he felt a soft slap in his left arm
"Hey! Why did you do that??"
"Don't say that! Is not only about half naked woman's!! That's important for my people, it's something that we feel proud of"
Mikey sighed deeply
"You said that you didn't liked Carnaval"
"I don't like, but that doesn't mean that i can't know the meaning of that for my people, now stop arguing, get up and get dressed!"
Mikey probably mumble something, but he went to change his clothes. And they went to walk through the city, Rio de Janeiro was definitely something.
"So here is the Copacabana beach, one place where people stay to relax, I've never-"
"I know people who live in here"
Mikey interrupted her, and she seemed shocked, so he continued
"It's not like they are my friends, just people i had meetings with and that stuff..nothing at all"
"Oooohh that's why you were here? When we meet?"
"Yes, i was lost too, i needed to go to..Lebran? Labron? What's the name of the neighborhood?"
"Leblon..Leblon??? Leblon is like, THE richest neighborhood in Rio de Janeiro!!"
Mikey sighed, not really caring about that fact
"I think so, who cares? Continue talking, i like to hearing you speaking"
So Misa hold his arms and said
"No! You didn't told me that you were rich! Tell me everything!"
Misa said chuckling, but Mikey looked away
"It's not too important...I don't like to go to those places and im running from my older brother, i was supposed to stay in a hotel called Copacabana Palace, for a meeting in here. But as you know, im staying at your house"
Misa seemed shocked when Mikey looked at her once again
"Whaaatttt, Mikey, thats so cool! But why are you running from your brother?"
Mikey sighed
"I don't agree with somethings he does..Anyway, continue speaking about your city, i like to hear you."
"Okay fine, but i also need more informations about you sooner, you seem to have a cool life, just like that cool tattoo of yours"
Misa said poking Mikey's tattoo in his neck, a dragon
"Im glad you liked it...Im hungry, there's any place we can buy something?"
"Mhm, i know a perfect place for us to eat but.."
Mikey raised a eyebrow "But?"
"But it's really far from here, like, really far" Misa said, pointing to the street ahead, trying to demonstrate how far away it would be. But Mikey just shrugged
"I don't care, i can walk anyway. And, I'm sure that you have many stories to tell me, don't you?"
Misa chuckled "Of course i do, annddd you must have too! We both win, isn't?" And Mikey sighed, once again.
"For sure, now, go ahead and lead the way Miss speaker" Mikey said offering his hand to Misa, who accepted happily
>Time break bc idk how to do it *cry*<
The further Misa and Mikey went from the city center, the closer Mikey realized they were closer to the favela, but as Misa seemed to have contact with the people there, he didn't pay much attention. Until they arrived in a part of the favela, where there were several open-air tents with different types of food. "Come, I want to show you some super delicious food!" Misa said pulling Mikey towards a specific tent
"Moça dourada! Que bom vê-la de novo! O de sempre? Oh, quem é esse bonitão com você? (Traduction bc i love to write: Golden lady! It's good to see you again! The usual? Oh, who's that pretty boy with you?) " A woman answered her, speaking a language Mikey didn't understand, apparently Brazilian Portuguese.
But Misa answered something quickly, awkwardly, and turned to Mikey. "See that stool over there? Sit there and I'll bring our food."
Mikey just nodded and went to sit down, as requested. The more Mikey observed, the more Mikey saw the customs of that "strange" country, and the difference between his world and Misa's world. The things he saw were chic, classy and boring. Her world, on the other hand, was so simple that it reminded Mikey of his childhood. The difference was so clear, but it was always like that, wasn't it? Even in Japan, the monetary difference changed a lot of things.
"Mikey, look here! Try it and tell me what you think!" Mikey's thoughts were interrupted by Misa handing him a jar with something purple inside.
"It's called Açaí! Try it, you'll like it!" Mikey stares at the jar with its purple contents and looks at Misa, then he finally tastes it, makes a face and calmly says "It's not that bad."
"I told you! Try putting that in here! It's granola, it's amazing!!" Misa says laughing, as she hands the small packet of granola to Mikey.
But the moment was interrupted by the sounds of gunshots, frightened screams were heard, everyone hid in terror and a single man was seen standing. A dark-skinned man with white hair and purple eyes, laughing sadistically, he said "I found you my little brother~ Where have you been, huh~?" The sweet tone the man used became cold and methodical seconds later
"Let's go Mikey, the game is over. Now." Misa looks at Mikey in shock, but he doesn't look back, just gets up silently and walks towards his "brother" with his head down. "Stop shooting, Izana, you're scaring the residents. I'm here, let's go" The man called Izana laughs "Great, good choice. Let's go, Kisaki and Kakucho are waiting for us" And they leave as if nothing had happened, and Mikey looks at Misa one last time, as if he is deeply sorry.
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A loud noise could be heard, and Misa got up from the bed in despair. "My..alarm?.." When did she came back home? A few seconds ago she swore she was in Rio de Janeiro, now she's back home with her host family in Japan??? Did all this happen just because of Manjiro Sano?
🫧𓇼𓏲*ੈ✩‧₊˚🎐𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟🪼⋆.ೃ࿔*:・
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Hi guysssss, this is my first piece!! I was actually thinking if i should or not post it, but here i am! I hope it could be noticed that my first language is not English lmao. I truly hope you guys liked it, i have manyyyy ideas!! Please, leave a comment to help me to get better in anything!!! I'm a open book! Also if theres any mistakes, please, forgive me for that. Anywayyyy, thank you so much for reading this and have a nice dayyyy!!! ୧⍤⃝💐
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quodekash · 1 year
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os2 x eclipse ep2 part 2 of my silly little commentary
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oh thats weird, why is the cafe for all worker hosting the competition?
(huzzah i am funnie)
seriously tho, youd think aye would recognise them
YAYYYYYY WAT WONNNN
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SANI TAKING PHOTOS GHRDFJBG I LOVE HER
SHES SO PROUD OF HIM
"this is my first short film. sorry- our first. it's a story of what we face in real life. Thank you to all my friends for always supporting me. Thank you to my advisor, Teacher Sani. If you hadn't asked me that day, I wouldn't have made it here today. I also want to thank my family. Even though they don't really approve of me making movies, they secretly transferred me money in the end. Thank you."
EVERY SENTENCE HE SAID WAS ANOTHER REASON TO CRY
HOLY HELL IM NOT OKAY
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OMG
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hell yes imma add this to the collection
"even though your movie is not very perfect, i could see the power and sincerity in it." "thank you" "keep making films. dont give up." "i wont" HIS LITTLE SHRUG- I CANTTT
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BGRHEFJDBS
HES SO HAPPY
ITS MAKING ME HAPPY
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH
PROBABLY TOO MUCH
BUT ITS FINE
THIS JUDGE GUY IS SO COOL
IM GONNA CRY
I LOVE THIS GEHIRKBSG
FIEWUKJSBDGFEKJBSDGFOU4EJWBNFIOKNEWDSPIGNVPIERKDSFPIN4EWSDPIGNVPEORIDNSGOPVIENBRPISDGNVEORIJDSBGNPIO34JBWENGPIVE4PRIKGHJBOPEIRNFDOIBJN THE HUG
HES SO HAPPYYYYY
IM SOBBING
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SANIS FACE-
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NAMO LITERALLY SEES EVERYTHING
HOW DOES HE SEE EVERYTHING
HE ALWAYS KNOWS
the lights went out
finally
here it is
aye's about to be dramatic
and im probably gonna scream and cry (in a good way)
GUITAR CHORD STRUM THINGY GHDRBHT
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YUP
YUP YUP YUP YUP YUP YUP YUP YUP
YAYYYY
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im giggling and sobbing at the same time
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HES CRYING AAAA
im so glad im watching this now instead of last night bc its so much easier to scream out loud
AND AKK'S GONNA START SINGING TOO, RIGHT???
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LOOK AT HIS FLIPIN FACE AAAAAA
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YES
YES
YES
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GIUERKDSBJGREUVJB
IM SCREAMING AND SOBBING AND LAUGHING AND DYING AND GIGGLING ALL AT THE SAME TIME SOMEBODY HELP
GFUIREBGNIUEFRBAAAAAAAAA
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im sobbing
hes such a good singer
i love first's voice so much
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WAIT I ONLY JUST NOTICED THAT LINE
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"if you dont like it, if you're not okay, let me know. ill stop."
the freaking PARALLELS
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IM SCREAMING SO LOUD RN
THE FREAKING FLASHBACKS
WHAT THE HELL
IM DYING
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GIRHDKBJGFBJTKRDFAAAAAAA
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IM NOT OKAY AND THEY ARE THE REASON WHY
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ITS THE EXACT SAME SCENE
EPISODE 10, 3/4, IT'S EXACTLY THE SAME AS THAT
AND THAT SCENE HAPPENS TO BE ONE OF MY FAVOURITE SCENES
SO I AM COMPLETELY DYING
BUT ITS LITERALLY THE EXACT SAME SCENE
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THEYRE SO SILLY
I LOVE THEM
AAAAAAAAAAAA
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WELL NOW ITS EXACTLY THE SAME AS EPISODE 11 WHERE THEYRE LYING IN BED
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ITS THE SAME FREAKING THING
THESE FREAKING PARALLELS WILL BE THE END OF ME
oooo graduation blessing
"people say that life is like a journey. i want you to keep going forward to reach each of your destinations or goals." I LOVE HER
"keep going forward without knowing if there's light at the end of the tunnel" SERIOUSLY KAN, WHY DO YOU HAVE TO KEEP VOICING MY FEARS, ITS RUDE
"of course. you guys have done it before. you have walked out of those dark shadows." TY SANI THATS SO SWEET IM CRYING
THUAKAN MOMENT
PLATONIC WATSANI MOMENT
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OMG
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Y E S
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YES YES YES YES
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THIS IS LITERALLY EXACTLY WHAT I WAS HOPING FOR
I SCREAMED SO LOUD
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THEY HUGGGGGGGG
"thank you for never letting go of my hand" WHAT THE HELL THE PARALLELS- NOW ITS THE SCENE AT THE START OF EPISODE 10 WHERE AYE FAINTS AND THEY GO TO HIS HOUSE AND THEY FALL ASLEEP AND THEY FALL ASLEEP HOLDING HANDS AND AYE SAYS SOMETHING LIKE THAT AND HOLY HELL
THIS IS THE GREATEST FREAKING EPISODE OF ANYTHING EVER OH MY GOODNESS
my face hurts from smiling so much in this episode
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SERIOUSLY, THE PARALLELS ARE INSANE
EVEN THEIR EXPRESSIONS ARE EXACTLY THE SAME
"i love you too. shortstop." AAAAAAAAAA
damn, they end with what they cut out of the actual show
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i love them so much
oh, look at that, theyre ending with what the actual show had to cut out
anyway WHAT THE HELL THAT WAS INCREDIBLE
EVERYTHING ABOUT THAT WAS PERFECTION
MY NEW FAVOURITE EPISODE OF ANYTHING EVER
AND PUENTALAY NEXT WEEK???? GIUERJKBDG
oh look at that i used up all 30 photos again
how the hell is anything real rn
THEYRE GONNA BE DADS?????? WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL
WELL
THAT WAS SOMETHING
im gonna go cry for the rest of the day, peace out
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rpfisfine · 5 months
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do you hate miles?🤨
i was wondering when someone would send me an ask like this yeah i dont like him to be honest. i know ppl on here have largely moved on from the fateful 2016 interview and it has been discussed to death and yeah he immediately said he was joking etc etc but i dont think its weird to think you shouldnt have to feel pressured to like completely forgive and forget and absolve the sins of a male musician saying something that made a female reporter feel unsafe or objectified or 'caught in an increasingly distressing situation' or act like its some sort of unheard of and unimaginable offense that has never happened before in the history of music interviews and one someone’s favorite musician who can do no wrong in their eyes could definitely never get caught up in (esp given how gross in general the music industry is towards women). OR even go so far to say the reporter did it all for attention i cant believe this is even a discussion that has ever been had in any form ever like genuinely nothing makes me angrier than ppl who literally turn into blatant sexists whenever their favorite white guy's reputation is even mildly put at risk ive literally seen one person on here say the whole interview was made up and exaggerated and that she just wanted to 'join the me too movement' which is like Okay man i think you might just not have any respect for women in real life maybe. even watered down and not as extreme its a take thats more prevalent on am tumblr than i thought or previously imagined and i hate how bad it makes the fandom look like i trust that everyone on here is a reasonably intelligent and empathetic human being who has at least a basic tumblr education on the fact that victim blaming is bad so we dont rly need to turn around and immediately go 'she just misunderstood what he was saying' or 'she just didnt get his sense of humor' like Alright
i hope im articulating all this reasonably well like i think its literally fine that ppl have accepted his apology and moved on and are able to enjoy him as an artist and/or as a person too thats awesome and im happy for the ppl that i follow that have this kind of relationship with him. even if it wasnt for the interview thing he stil wouldnt be for me i used to be a pretty big fan of his music when i was younger but nowadays since ive found different music i dont rly pay any attention to him. im glad he was able to spark alex creatively but thats as far as my enjoyment goes of him to be yonest
also ive just realized now that all this makes me look kind of contrived given the fact that ive written milex before and i dont rly have like an impenetrable explanation i literally started writing for jamex around the time the car album came out bc i found out all my fav jamex fics had gotten deleted by their author so i wanted to fill the void and then one day i was like wait am i good enough yet to write a functional milex fic (plus i was hoping to get more ppl to notice my writing and milex offers a pretty easy way to do that) so then i wrote 2 and i was like ok i am cool. i dont intend to write another fic for them
hope this makes sense i probably forgor to say like 10 other things i wanted to say but thats okay
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gayspock · 1 year
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OK SOMEEEE gripes
im ACTUALLY extremely conflicted on some of the present day stuff and i think its mostly down to the characters
like im very happy with jeff, and i think he's fine as is - brilliant, even, bc hes a genuinely refreshing take imo as opposed to what they could have easily done (i.e unlikable, distant from it all husband). not that he would be CRAZY or unreasonable to resent shauna, but like... its just fucking so much funnier + more interesting to me to see a character kind of just go with it, rather than to have them stew in angst. like i think its more interesting and allows for them to explore different beats than what you'd assume they would if you'd just known the basics of what shauna was up to. imo
similarly i was happy with adam as a character, too, and i think they developed him well enough for who he was and how he functions in this story. im glad he didnt turn out to be javi (if he was, i guess, bc he still could be technically that kinda suck wway more now tbh booo) and whilst there was nooo way he was gonna survive if he was just some guy which he was
theres also guys like kevyn. my jokes aside abt how scary he is im kinda fine with him, and i do actually makes some kinda sense that hes a cop + that he's now so straight-laced. some loser divorced dad. and it'd be a good comparison to natalie, and the lifestyle she lives now and how their paths diverged. however i kind of wish they'd... just let him go? like i wish he'd been at the reunion, and they'dhad that exchanged and then he'd just walked away to his wife and kids and her back to the yellowjackets no return no return no return huh what was that YEHA. my point is. i feel like there's no true resolution between them two thats organic and it just kinda feels weird to keep him around past that. i know they need a cop character for whats happening with shauna now but it just feels kinda ... bizarre to have him playing that role with that creep dude. bc whilst i do prefer limited characters in a show like this and to keep it tight and clean it just feels weird for it to be him and for it to be THAT insular AND, again, for him to keep sticking around when i dont feel like theres anywhere for him to go.... like its kinda DIFFERENT with the other cop dude, bc he isnt pre-established and he does kinda just function moreso as just. a fucking yuckhead fuckhead but instead its just this weird uhhhh. and kevyn is back! um. he will continue serving this purpose and we will never touch on him and natalie again. bc we shouldnt ofc but it also feels weird to have him there without ever mentioning it LOL
who else. fuck. like i am also very conflicted abt tai's wife and son like.... they do just feel a bit like- theyre just there? and i think that DEFINITELY makes some sort of narrative sense with tai, and with her whole deal- she has it all, she has everything but she has nothinnggg but... IDK KINDA SAD MAN. bc its weird i'll go back to this with jeff and callie, but it does make SENSE that the non-yellowjackets characters are always gonna be secondary with the story theyre telling in more ways than them just being secondary characters but with how fucking impossible it is to reconnect with fucking ANYONE after everything they did/went through BUT ITS LIKE... like i said i kinda like jeff and ironically his absolute lack of personality became a personality, whereas with simone&sammy i feel like theyre just kinda... SUPER functioning and that does kinda make me worry because whilst i know a lot of ppl are yelling for tai/van endgame... i dont know it feels weird to write them off fuckin completely which is what i feel like the show might kinda lean into at some point...😭like i want more for them, and from them. and i also sorry i also hate fucking "scary child who sees the supernatural" trope SORRYYYY its so tired to me and so lazy . give this kid some proper fucking development
and i think its also another issue im having with the present day stuff. theres too many characters rn and its being misspent. like do not get me wrong im not against quirky elijah wood BUT i feel like misty's ENTIRE. FUCKING. ARC. RIGHT. NOW. would be so much more fucking effective if she was alone and tracking down natalie by herself and kinda struggling with that. OR if they kept up her rapport with jessica- like have her tag along, whether it'd be under the guise of a fixer or not, and maybe have her cause some tension bc again if eel like.. ITS SO MUCH WEIRDER just having jessica's entire stint just come to an end in the way it did and it would have been a much more solid throughline into s2 than to bring in elijah wood whos just genderbent misty and its like . ok its just nott.... INTERESTING TO ME... SO WHAT. SHES FOUND A GUY LIKE HER? WHO CARES MAN. IM SAYING THIS AS A LITTLE FREAK WHO CANT CONNECT WITH OTHERS & YEARNS FOR KINSHIP, LIKE... I JUST FEEL LIKE ITS KINDA BACKWARDS AND REGRESSIVE AND NOTHINGGGG. jessica was a much weirder fucking dynamic and i think could have been interesting and i do think theres ways they could have had them both pursue natalie but now its just... ehhhhhh like
and i also feel like elijah wood is kinda bringing up the comedic parts of misty's story and dont get me wrong i LOVED a lot of the dark humour bits from her in s1 but i feel likw now its kinda getting too close to just. that. kinda like just oh funny joke funny dark humour. and losing a lot of the substance it should have, which is kinda necessary to the humour itself....AND he's sort of stealing her limelight like WHO CARES. GO AWAY DUUDE. have confidence in misty to be able to CARRY this shit, cmon, bc no offence elijah but SHE WAS WAY BETTER AT IT! bc thats whats so GOOD ABOUT THE SHOW OTHERWISE- you have the confidence to let all these girlies to carry their plotlines by themselves, so dont slip!!! GET BACK UP. and again im saying with the too many characters thing- its just... ehrhh. who cares to spend so much time on him??? whos just out of nowhere when its like.. again i'd prefer it if you spent that time with taissa or with .....
CALLIE. SHHES PROBABLY THE PERSON IM THE MOST CONFLICTED ON IN THE WORLD. bc in so many ways again i feel like we cant focus on her too much in shauna's little life that shes made for herself but I JUST... I CANT HELP BUT FEEL LIKE WE'RE IN THE MOST UNCOMFORTABLE SPOT IMAGINABLE WITH CALLIE, wherein we dont get enough of her and her side to really empathise with her but we get too much of her to find her on the wrong side of irritating-AND THAT. SUCKS. THATS THE WORST. EVER. BECAUSE SHES LITERALLY A TEENAGE GIRL. I FEEL LIKE THERES SO MUCH MORE THEY COULD DO WITH THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN SHAUNA/CALLIE IF THEY PUSHED FOR IT MORE, BUT ITS JUST... again its in this such an awkwwaarddd position where they only bring her in to be difficult it feels like. and the thing is? shes being reasonable. MORE than. shes totally justified in all the shit shes doing. but bc of the unfortunate way its framed she comes off as...... sadly.... unlikable which . again AGAIN IT SUCKS. BECAUSE SHES A TEENAGE GIRL AND THIS FEELS LIKE THE FIRST SHOW IN A LONG TIME TO HAVE A CAST FULL OF UNLIKABLE FUCKING TEENAGE GIRLS BE THE BEST EVERRRRRR AND SHE COULD BE SO GOOD MAN SHE COULD BE SUCH A GOOD WAY FOR SHAUNA TO LOOK INTO THE PAST BUTEE..... they kinda just write her off too and bring her up to cause complications obly. thats all it is. and i dont know i do get it i dooo get it bc again it makes SENSE with shauna and who she is and where her life is that the presentation would thereforebe kinda more her perspective but also... i do just feel... ITCHES. LIKE IM CLAWING AT THE WALL
ok last thing maybe idk. idk how i feel about lottie at all. its strange. i felt like she..... was kinda not present enough in s1. does that make sense ever at all. i wish we had more from her and her whole visions thing, and she had as much focus in the past as the others did from the very beginning. bc i feel like in s1... we didnt see enough of her in that regard? like we got her- we got bits of her. but not enough of her-her. bc im fine with her kinda story on paper (ish) and how its playing out but i t does feel weirdly unba;anced across s1 / s2. and its throwing me a bit there
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could you do fearless (Taylor’s version) for kotlc characters 🫣
I absolutely am loving these since Kotlc and Taylor swift are like my two obsessions lol
ofc!! i'm so glad ur enjoying they're so much fun to sort
fearless!!
fearless - biana
fifteen - sophie
she. is just. a girl.
love story - keefe
hands down his favorite taylor swift song. this is keefe's song.
hey stephen - dex
maybe it's him to sophie but it's actually ME to him.
white horse - dex
HE BETTER GET HIS SOMEONE SOMEDAY WHO ACTUALLY TREATS HIM WELL
you belong with me - keefe
every unspoken thought
breathe - fitz
remember he didn't just lose sophie as a future romantic partner, at least for a little bit, he's lost her as a friend 😔
tell me why - linh
here's to you (song parents) and your temper!!!
you're not sorry - tam
dear song parents once more!
that's the way i loved you - sophie
bc fitz is sensible and keefe is SCREAMING AND FIGHTING AND KISSING IN THE RAIN AND ITS TWO AM AND IM CURSING YOUR NAME SO IN LOVE THAT I ACTED INSANE AND THATS THE WAY I LOVED YOU
forever & always - fitz
the way i'm constantly mourning keefitz
the best day - biana
three older brothers and keefe.
change - dex
jump then fall - biana
ITS SO DEX AND BIANA I COULD SCREAM
untouchable - keefe
this one gets me good "but your untouchable burning brighter than the sun...come on come on, say that well be together, come on come on, little taste of heaven"
come in with the rain - sophie
very stellarlune
superstar - sophie
"im no one special im just another wide eyed girl whose despertely in love with you" NO. YOU ARE SOPHIE FOSTER AND HALF THE MEN IN THE STORY HAVE FALLEN AT YOUR FEET. OWN IT.
the other side of the door - fitz
cause im so mad, i might tell you that it's over, but if you look a little closer I SAID LEAVE BUT ALL I REALLY WANT IS YOU
today was a fairytale - sophie
but not the whole day! bc she doesn't ever get that.
you all over me - tam
"so i lied, and i cried, and i watched a part of myself die, cause no amount of freedom gets you clean" screw the song parents part 29939
mr. perfectly fine - keefe
it was supposed to be sophie...but cassius SUCKS
we were happy - linh
that's when - sophie
pov shannon decided to let sophitz be
don't you - dex
atp i want to start campaigning for a dex centric spin off or companion book
bye bye baby - tam
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i would like to hear more about the funky rocks!!
okay okay so land of the lustrous starts with you meeting this guy, their name is phos. phos has a hardness level of. does not check notes but squints into the air as if it will tell them the correct answer. 3.5 i think. which is a pretty low hardness level. which means phos can shatter REAAALLLY easily
now, this sucks because there are these guys called lunarians [they come from the moon] who are trying to . not kill the gems, per say? but like. collect them. it legitimately gets more screwed up when you learn more <- happens like 50+ chapters in so we're not talking about that. so they shatter the gems n then pick up the pieces. but the cool thing is that actually you can put the gems back together so long as you have enough pieces? so yeah some guys might shatter but so long as you dont let the lunarians pick them up, they'll be fine afterwards
actually let me drop some lotl lore on you real quick, not about the story but about the before and how these guys work, right.
so first of all, humans used to exist on the planet. its earth, you know? but humans made this robot, right? and the robot was supposed to tell them if any meteors would hit the earth. but this robot LIED and said nooo youre fiiine and they believed it right. and then the meteor hit, and then they were like oh shit. and made another robot but they weren't sure if they could trust this one either and SEVEN WHOLE METEORS HIT which was the end of the world as humankind knew it and so on and so forth
but then organisms rose from the ocean, right. and bonded to gemstones. and these organisms would control the gems, and all together they'd act as a brain, right? and all of them have memories and thoughts and stuff attached to them, so if you loose some, you lose memories, right? yeah. okay glad we got that covered
now its sort of like. how to say. so its explained that humans got split into three parts, and those three parts continue to walk the earth, but its not like thats LITERALLY what happened but metaphorically. symbolism means that yes, thats what happened. humans were split into bone, flesh, and spirit. the gems are the bones
anyway phos is sooooo so bored man. so bored. okay . phos wants to fight!!! like the cool kids!!!! but theyre not strong enough :( they have to be this stupid encyclopedia author which is soooo boring <- phos is such a little shit by the way. kind hearted but they're kind of very selfish. <33] i cant belieeeevveee i have to do this are you kidding. let me fight. i can do it <- they cannot do it
and its. okay let me like. closes trap door over my head, come here if you want to hear more, there's spoilers but also cookies
okay so phos is just. so bored of being. exactly as they are. but it isnt really possible for them to be anything different? they arent human, they can't grow and change the same way humans can [not that. they know what a human is.] but they meet this other gem named cinnabar who is really lonely bc they have poison in their gem that can kill other gems. and phos promises that theyre going to help cinnabar be happy okay. promise. promise promise promise. we're going to get you a new job and youre going to love it okay?? okay
and then the lunarians drop a huge snail on them and then the snail SHRINKS?? and phos picks up the small snail who is now a slug??? who phos can now TALK TO because when she was big the snail slug ate them. dont even worry about it. anyway the slug gets phos to bring her back to her home which is deep in the ocean because shes not only a slug but a ocean PRINCESS who needs to GET HOME and phos walks her all the way there [she transforms halfway there. shes cute] and once they get there they're like okay i dont know what ocean kingdom youre talking about but im exhausted. lemme. lie down a sec
and then shes like hey im really sorry about this AND THEN THE LUNARIANS DROP IN AND GRAB PHOS AND PHOS IS LIKE YOU BITCH ASS WHAT????? and shes like im sorry. but they have my brother. i want my brother back. and then the brother gets dropped into the ocean as ALSO a giant snail and then goes up to the lunarians as a guy. and phos kind of goes "oh... i mean i guess... you wanted your brother back. and all the other gems dont want me. so.. fair trade, yeah" and then slug woman is like . hm actually no. i like you as a person so get out and my brother will give you some of his shell to replace the legs you lost and we'll bring you back to your friends. and the gems, who have been up literally all night looking for phos are like THERE YOU ARE.. MAN... DUDE WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU
okay so now i get to make it simpler instead of. that ^
basically, phos replaces their legs w the shell, which is like. really strong actually? stronger than what theyre actually made of, you know? and generally gems cant do this, but phos can put their organisms into materials that aren't their own? like it doesnt have to be phosphophyllite for it to be part of phos. so phos gets legs, and the legs are super fast.
timeskip, phos goes through The Issues, loses their arms, loses a best friend in the most fucking tragic way, and gets gold arms out of it. these gold arms are like. how to say. like they're not a good karat. its liquid gold. REALLY useful id like to say
the issues again. phos loses their head, gets replaced with the smartest gem's head. lapis lazuli. its. GOD okay so memory is lost every time, you know? like ever so slowly, phos is losing parts of themselves and theyre slowly becoming unrecognizable? and its not even their fault that theyre losing bits of themselves. at first they just wanted to be helpful!!! then they ACTIVELY avoided doing what lost them their arms, but the ice stole their arms anyway??? and then the head thing - they finally got what they wanted, they finally got to fight, and they lost their head for it LIKE..
and theyre becoming less like themself, because theyre forgetting core bits of themself. i think it actually shot me through the heart when phos asked if cinnabar wanted to go to the moon with them <- i dont feel like explaining here but you can ask for context] because it would be a new job for them.
because the story put so much emphasis on phos having first wanted to give cinnabar a new job to make them happy, but phos FORGOT THAT PART OF THE DEAL. phos remembered "i'll find you a new job" and forgot "that will make you happy. that won't make you lonely." and cinnabar didnt even need that. cinnabar asked "will it make me happy?" and phos said "oh, no, probably not" and cinnabar says afterwards, when phos is long gone, that they would have agreed, if phos just said that they WANTED cinnabar to come along.
phos makes me ill because they change so much, but its. to me? phos doesn't fall into the "why didn't he just not turn back." like i absolutely love the story of orpheus and euridice, but i know what people say, and they cant say it to phos. because phos DIDNT turn back. but they got punished for it anyway. are you listening to me. its so dark in here
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9:34. Wait fuck shit can yoy say hi to ny dad n give him a smooch
9:35. Bc i cant see him for 7 days
9:35. His xtrans has gone to fuck so he cant talk to me
9:36. Last time he sent me a text it took him 20 mins so he probably busted out my fucken flip phone in the meantime
13:02. yours?
13:03. Yea
13:03. Pastel pink
13:03. Pink conch shell background
13:04. verrry pretty.
13:05. I miss it so much it was great
13:05. Its the absolutely worst fuvking thing for me since ive gone deaf bc i can only message on it and its hell on earyh to try do that on a flip phone
13:06. can imagine.
13:08. do i have to. hm.
13:10. kiss him.
13:10. physically.
13:11. Do NOT shove your tongue in my dads mouth if you dont want me to clean your ass with it if thats what youre asking
13:12. I WAS NOT GOING TO.
13:12. You better not
13:12. But also no not necessarily
13:13. OK GOOD.
13:14. Also do yall not fucken kiss your pa on the goddamn cheek???????
13:14. What the ryck
13:20. how do i find him?
The Harlequin was rubbing the last bits of make up out of his face when he figured that the particularly tall white clothed man was approaching him specifically at vertiginous speeds, arms swinging like either a grandfather clock’s pendulum or the slowly descending curved blades used in a certain type of torture which he vaguely remembered being described in a thrilling short story.
“Hello.” said man began, and his voice was very familiar. “I-”
“Oh, I know you!” the clown interrupted him with a smile and a moderately heavy accent that the other could not quite place: “You are, ah, the boss! Of the metro, yes, no? Ah, ehm...”
He looked to his fingers as he snapped them once or twice, not noticing the sudden tension overtaking his interlocutor.
His expression turned sheepish as he faced the white eyes again: “Emmet?” he tried, starting to correct himself instantly: “No-”
“Yes.” the conductor assured him, deflating. “I am Emmet.”
“Ah, good, good! Sorry - I’ve got trouble with, ah, faces, you know,” the man explained as he waved a hand in front of his own nose to better drive his point home. Emmet found that to be hilarious affirmation, considering the only person he could have been mistaken for happened to have his exact same face, but did not say anything as the man’s eyes shined on him with newfound enthusiasm: “You are Briosa’s friend! No? She tells me about you!”
Her friend.
That was... Well, maybe not news - but it was weirdly relieving to hear.
So Emmet nodded in confirmation: “She says hello.”
“Ah!” and Mr. Crociera clapped once, very gleefully, and it might have looked not nearly as goofy if he were either still wearing Harlequin make up or not in otherwise full Harlequin costume: “Ah, thank you, thank you! She told you of the phone - oh my son, he’s sweet, my boy. She’s sweet, my boy.”
“Verrry sweet,” the conductor nodded again. “When she wants.”
The man laughed and made a strange sound, a sort of eh-jah, eh-jah, with his eyes crinkling at the corners as they turned small and squinty like his son’s (though exponentially less terrifying). His smile was more lopsided though, sliding all over his face to widen only on one side.
He made a wide inviting gesture with his hand, nodding his head in tandem: “Come, come, I know a place - I offer you a coffee, would you like? ‘s late, but I know a place in Nimbasa-”
“No no no,” Emmet replied quickly, though he did hold himself back from stepping away - that would have been awfully rude, a little voice in the back of his head reminded him: “Sorry. Still working. Sorry.”
“Ah, it’s fine, it’s fine! It’s on me, I forgot, of course, of course, we’re in the metro, you run it... But one time, you can come by us? I mean by me, in Driftveil?” and he said that with an intensity in the way he brought both hands to his chest to emphasize his person that made the conductor almost stumble deeper into his coat, “For dinner! I’d be glad, no problem at all! I like guests, and you know Briosa, you can both come, I’d be glad!”
Emmet clicked his tongue loudly and froze solid.
He only managed to get out of himself a strangled 'ah’, overwhelmed.
Getting invited to dinner by a very enthusiastic 50-something divorced clown father of one he properly met two minutes ago was not exactly something he had expected complying with Briosa’s simple request would have spiraled into.
It didn’t really help that he felt like he was being set up for a date.
With which one of the two Crocieras was up for debate.
Which! Didn’t exactly put him at ease either.
“I am.” he began, stunted, scrambling around his brain for a script that he could use in a situation like this: “Not. Ah. Hm. I am Emmet. She is. A friend. I’m not. We are. Not. Uh-”
But Mr. Crociera waved - he did that a lot, hands flying short distances in all directions as he talked - and made a funny noise like the trembling huff of a Zebstrika.
"Oh no no, I know, she said already - no boyfriend or girlfriend, she's not bringing one home, not now, not never," he laughed to bring him back to a comfortable lack of tension in his shoulders. "It's just - Briosa, you know how she is, she is not very, uhm... Socheble?" (sociable, he meant, though his pronounciation was a little butchered) "So now that she's got a friend I'm happy, I'm excited! I'm glad! Ah, but maybe too much, eh? A little early to--"
"A little," Emmet agreed.
"A little." the clown smiled. He stuck out a gloved hand suddenly with a little oh!, realizing he had not even introduced himself: "I'm Giglio, anyways."
"Geeyo," Emmet tried to repeat as they exchanged shakes.
"Like that, yes! Or Jack if it's easier for you. I don't get angry about it, you know."
Jack, with a wide ah sort of sound?
"You work for Burgh," the Subway Boss recognized him. The artistic Bug-enthusiast stressed that was how the name of one of the performing battlers of his gym was pronounced even when told it seemed a bit silly, so it was hard not to recognize it.
Giglio nodded: "I do! You know him?"
"I like Bug types."
"Me too! You wanna see, we can battle! I got a Combee, a Venipede, a..."
"I run the Double Battle Line," Emmet interrupted him. "Please keep you Pokémon contained on regular trains. Battle 20 challengers and face me!"
"Ha-ha! I don't know if I have time for that, but I can try!" the clown snickered, seeming not at all put off by the sudden stiffness of his script. His eyes were still a little squinted by his grin when he opened them again: “But I do mean it, the dinner - when you think it’s a good time! When you think it’s a good time, you tell Briosa, or you tell me. I’m always here at this time. Except Saturday! Saturday is day off.”
Saturday is day off, Emmet found himself memorizing as he nodded.
“But you tell her or me, and I give you the address and we all eat together. Sounds good? I fix us something nice - I like having guests, it’s no problem!”
And then Giglio’s face changed in a way that the conductor couldn’t exactly place, his eyes turning to slightly wider half moons, his mouth straightening slightly more evenly across his cheeks while still smiling.
“You look a bit lonely.” he just said in that same jovial tone.
Emmet’s expression didn’t change, hit by that sudden statement as he was. He remained smiling, mind completely blank.
Did he?
Was it that obvious?
The hand he had not retreated from the shake was cupped by both of Giglio's: he watched the clown gently rub it between his gloved palms a couple times before twisting it to lay on them, knuckles looking downwards - and a little yarn Swadloon frowning sleepily upon it.
"Ha!" he squeaked.
A genuinely amused chuckle reached him: "A neat trick, eh?"
"Verrry neat!" he agreed, feeling his grin turn more honest in delight. His free hand went to pet one of the fuzzy leafy antennae with genuine awe: the craftsmanship maybe was not the most precise, but it was absolutely adorable.
“It’s based on mine,” Giglio said, pointing at it. He gave a little wave as he tilted his head to the side: “I mean, they all look like that, I know, I know. But that’s mine specifically! So you can have a little friend in your breast pocket, to keep you company. Eh, I’m still - working, on the, the handywork, it’s not the best, but it’s nice, no?”
The conductor nodded giddily, yarn Swadloon safely and quickly tucked away; he wanted to thank him properly, but words were failing him.
"You think about that, eh? Coming for dinner?” the Harlequin spoke in his place, wagging a finger in his direction as if he were a kid being playfully admonished, “Don’t leave me hanging on that. I told you, I’m happy to have guests, no problem at all. So think about it, hm?”
As he began nodding again, Emmet’s eyes fell on the numbers brightly displayed on his Xtransceiver: “The next train for Driftveil will arrive at Gear Station in five minutes,” he noted helpfully.
He could see why Mr. Crociera had kept his job at Burgh’s gym for as long as he had: the extreme expression and loud ‘ueppa!’ as he brought a hand to his head, almost shoving it down his torso with the extreme pathos of the movement, made for a great subject to observe like a newly hatched Durant under a magnifying glass during any battle, and had probably fascinated the artist to the point of growing fond of his employed challenger. No doubt he had inspired some pieces, with a face like that.
A pair of hands clapped on Emmet’s arms and sandwiched him within them, snapping him out of his musings: “Thank you, I was gonna be here all night!” Giglio laughed, patting once or twice: “Been nice meeting you! Good work then, and ah,” he added as he already started darting off, “Thank you for Briosa!”
“She sends you a kiss!”  the conductor remembered a bit late.
From already halfway down the tunnel Giglio slapped a hand on his heart as if hit square in the heart by an arrow, giving a loud AH!, launched first a grinning kiss towards his train, and a Thank You sign right back at him with a laugh.
21:07. your dad sends you a kiss.
21:08. A
21:08. Thank youuuu
21:12. he is verrry verrry nice.
21:13. Ofc he is id never lie about him
21:13. Worlds most perfect man
21:14. gave me a yarn swadloon.
21:14. :O can i see?
21:16. (picture)
21:17. OH holy fuck WWAIT
21:18. Thats fucking Pantalone!! His swadloon!! Id recognize that little greedy bastard anywhere
21:18. Thats so cute ill shit myself
Waiting alone for a challenger on the forty-ninth wagon of the Double Line, Emmet wheezed his lungs out.
21:26. please don’t.
21:27. TOO LATE
21:27. ah! fuck!
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meyhew · 2 years
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what made you stop liking harry
i rly hate when ppl post essays abt why theyre "unstanning" or whatever so its under the cut
i haven't rly vibed with him since early 2020. the first Big red flag for me was when he released the stupid STUPID covid merch, which cost me some mutuals (that i'd been previously very fond of) because i said it was a tone deaf thing for him to do and just very stupid—all the while masquerading around los angeles getting papped at the onset of a global pandemic. like that was so so stupid. i dont care if the proceeds or the profits or whatever went to charity; he could easily donate that much money out of his own pocket without putting factory workers at even more risk.
i forget when his casting in my policeman was announced but i do know that he knew about it when he was going to those black lives matter protests and kneeling with black people, knowing full well he'd agreed to play a cop—in 1950s england of all places. in a movie that will not address that racism and colonization because it's about two white gay men. newsflash: gay cops are class traitors. as a pakistani queer person, i HATE his involvement in that story and there's nothing u can say to change my mind about that
not excited about dont worry darling bc every mf on the planet has been obsessed with olivia wilde and if he's fucking her or if she's an evil bitch or whatever and im bored. i dont care
i fucking hate pleasing. i HATE pleasing. i hate that its a "lifestyle" brand, which means they can sell literally anything they want without actually having any credibility or authority to do so. im sick of celebrity makeup brands but at least those celebrities deal with makeup a lot on a daily basis. harry specifically has no business putting out skincare items—which aren't even good—and charges the prices that he has. i hate how much they charge for shipping and for literally everything, and how late their deliveries are. taking literal months and months. yes i know harry himself doesnt dictate all of that but it's his name attached to the brand. if i have a problem with ariana grande's makeup line, i'm going to complain about ariana grande—not the people putting together the formulas. u know?
OH. there was also that nfl/pepsi fiasco. lmao. forgot about that until now but that made me feel incredibly icky and im glad it was disaster
i didn't like harry's house
i also dont like his silence regarding palestine. ironically this isnt AS much of a contributing factor bc he doesnt need to comment on everything going on in the world but he has a habit of saying something when tragedy strikes somewhere that isn't palestine. so that has left a bad taste in my mouth <3
and i HATE his fans. the way they talk about him is so fucking obnoxious. if they didnt harass me literally every single maybe i might still care a little bit. but i blacklisted his name a few months ago bc blocking only goes so far and i did not want to see what these freaks were saying, which resulted in me rarely ever seeing anything harry related. and i realized... i don't really care if i dont see him. and that was that. it's not like any one big thing happened and i decided i hate him. i just realized i dont rlly love him anymore the way i once did. i still really love self titled and fine line and i'll probably still listen to any other music he puts out but yeah. thats all
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Okay you know what I feel like I should repay you because you've in the past inadvertently helped me by letting me gain enough vague knowledge of R6Siege to pretend I've played it to get like 50¢ from a survey so: Tell me about Lion! He seems like a guy you're eager to talk about
OH BOY TYSM glad i could help you get like 50¢ from a survey with my insanity . i’m sorry for all the information you’re about to lesrn he sucks so fuckign bad but i love him so much
so basically lion was a super rebellious teenager in a very well-off conservative catholic and he ruined his life when he was 18 by fucking up and getting his at the time girlfriend pregnant. he begged her to get an abortion because his family is so religious they’d absolutely kill him if they found out, she said no, he tried to pressure her into it and she left, it was a whole thing. they did find out and disowned his ass and he, now faced with being kicked out of the house with absolutely nothing at 18, went on a depression and fear fueled bender and landed in the hospital . absolutely sucked 0/10 bad time
so when he got outta this hospital he decided he ws gonna clean up his life by joining the military and try to be a good person. wild choice but yk its a military fps game what do you expect . he also became catholic again which i mean yeah sure fine i guess thats his choice. after a while (like a Long while) his unit’s chaplain arranged a meeting with the ex girlfriend and the child, and he was like “oh SHIT my actions have consequences this child almost didn’t exist” and now makes an effort to be in his son’s life even though the kid grew up calling someone else dad bc the gf got married at some point i think? idk regardless lion tries to be a good parent despite his past fuckups and i like that about him
but anyway so lion joins the gign, then gets recruited for cbrn which is like . anti-bioterrorism basically, where he meets doc and twitch (two other gign operators that r in the game) during an ebola outbreak. lion, being a quarantine specialist, decides to quarantine a bunch of infected people to prevent the spread of the virus. doc is NOT happy about this because hes hardcore humanitarian and wants to try to help them. because of lion’s shitty quarantine practices they wind up dying, and doc has blamed him ever since which is totally fuckin fair . they both had a lot of mean things to say to each other, namely that lion lacks empathy and that doc’s belief that People Should Not Die If It’s Preventable is a liability. the two have been actively hostile towards each other for a long time, but have reached a stable point in the past couple seasons. theyre both beginning to move on and work together to lead wolfguard, which is rainbow’s rescue unit essentially
so now with all the backstory shit out of the way, what i like about this wretched beast; he sucks, he fucked up a whole lot, but he’s trying so very hard to do better for the people he cares about and for himself. he’s confident and even cocky when it comes to his combat skills but he absolutely does not trust his civilian instincts because of the things he’s done in the past so he’s really, really bad at interacting with people . he tends to come off as an arrogant asshole (which is kind of true honestly) and has gotten into fights with so so many other members of rainbow because he’s just so full of fuckin attitude. he also canonically likes heavy metal and cats and is fascinated by virology and vector control :] and when he’s not doing stuff for team rainbow he tries to help his community by volunteering for various stuff
in conclusion; i love this wretched beast. he’s the reason i got into r6 and i rotate him in my brain every day because he is just Inch Resting to me. i could talk about my nighthaven lion thoughts BUT tahts not even canon adjacent that’s just me being insane so i will save that for another day . sorry for the 800 page essay i just fjskgkakkgks lion my beloved . i will leave you with this picture of him bc i like it :]
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Part 3!! Of rereading Lore Olympus. Episodes 21-30
⚠️Content Warning! This review contains the episode arc of Wolf in the Hen house, an arc ahout SA⚠️
So it seems to be better to post 10 at a time so that's what I'm gonna do, I'll try to post em daily since I usually read like 20 at a time but who knows.
Ep 21
Hermes lets gooo
Look naked persephone just in case you forgot that shes gorgeous
“Demeter sends her a lot of letters” didnt they not live near each other if not together what
Why does apollo introduce himself like that- oh i know bc rachel cant organically make someone bad shes gotta kinda force it /lh
Apollo is being a dick just let her talk like interrupting is a dick move and what he said obv
“Let me help you” “no thanks” yeah i mean she doesnt need help
Plus youre being a dick like
Ep 22
“Hes my brother” i dont care shes uncomfortable
Quick apollo make a comment about your sisters body so we know how much of a dick you are
Also why does she slip with the knife we dont see her and then ope she has a cut i feel like it couldve been done better
“Alot of blood” did you stab yourself wtf
I know they are gods but shes also the goddess of the hunt she should have stuff lying around for her or maybe animals
See the thing with apollo is he doesnt ask to do anything he just assumes its fine which is one thing but it feels like rachel hammers home the point so violently
“ let me help you!” use ur words king
“I dont have great control of my moods” get a therapist bestie
Also he has no reason to be overprotective he just met her what is it with men and becoming immediately attached to persephone
Cause shes so gorgeous and sweet and naive or whatever
which i think we should discuss the portrayal of her being naive and how it is a part of p*dophilic culture
Ep 23
Haha! I know you dont like this man so i will joke about it
Why is one eye golden bc he used his powers or
Stop grabbing her she just forgave you
Ur so uncomfortable around this man so none of us will pay any attention to you guys together
Are they watching carrie
Why. honestly just why
Ep 24
Hey uh just tw for sexual assault bc its that epsiode
“What time is it” “i came to see you” thats not an answer
Once again the he doesnt ask he just does
“Youve been flirting with me all day” has? She?
Like its gross and apollo is in the wrong but can we ask why we needed to see it, even part of it. Thats so intense
And also, how does it help the story. Genuinely. Did Rachel just do this bc persephone needed to explore her darker side i find it uncomfortable
She handles the topic fine but why was it necessary, i know its smth that happens but it feels so. forced into the story
I guess to get her out of the maidenhood thing but wouldnt it have been so nice to watch her make the decision on her own as a form of growth
Im glad we stop having to see it
I know why the pictures are used later but right now, why does he take pictures
Also its so weird that hes like “keep it between you and me” there isnt any reason for that other than like. Hes bad
Ep 25
Why did his name change for Aidoneus to Hades i dont know the stories that well
The shiny rocks are nice i wish we got to see his connections to gems more
I wish the titans looked more diff than the gods i know they are related but it would be cool
Why did Gaia say that he would destroy them
Vore :/
Glad hades has a therapist
Dog
Ep 26
i do like the fact that this episode is a call its nice
Omg they said the title
“Im the king of the underworld” ok and?? Anyone could tell shes crying
I like the small talk i know it doesnt move the story but its realistic
Hades hears her crying and is like. Im gonna bully you for it
Yeah its teasing and its cute if she wasnt already sad yknow
“Persephone why did you stop talking? I just completely called you out while you are upset”
Ep 27
Why was he in the mortal realm with minthe im curious
“It was different” rachel then retcons that and says it was a one time thing
It does sound like hes making fun of her
Her face and hermes proportions in that one panel oml
“I dont like talking about it” is a valid response persephone hades doesnt make you speak you just are very vocal
“The balance of power should always be in my favor” thank you rachel for showing why it is an unhealthy relationship
“I owe you question” never. Brought up again
Ep 28
“You dont get personal boundaries do you?” neither do you tf
Why do demeter and hades not like each other other than plot
“Working with someone doesnt mean youre compatible” works with minthe(and later works with persephone)
Why was demeter so intense to make her join maidenhood i know to protect her but like if she kept her with her she could be protected too right
Aw they fell asleep on the phone together
How did their phones not die tho
Ep 29
Oh wait look we see one dog that isnt the main three lets go
And hes wearing glasses its actually nice to be wrong
Artemis’ bangs are not long enough to pull into a bun oml
Ill say it: i hate how rachel portrayed zeus and heras marriage. Like they love each other and there couldve been a better way to do this then them arguing all the time
I know ive said it plenty of times but the lack of color consistency is annoying same goes for body types
So if he commands someone they have to do it or
Shes right tho he does whatever he wants
Hebe is cute
I do like how hera dresses
Ep 30
Hebe is so smart but like why let her be 8
Also let me see the other kids who is her sister that she is getting out of bed
“How about a test!” thats a terrible idea
New outfit!
“Persephone has big boobs” we know shes like supposed to be perfect or whatever
Imagine stopping aging at 19 gross also how does their aging work
“ i think ur depressed bc u arent challenged” hera. Stfu up
Also you cant say job and then have her be an intern
Also i know its just so they can be close to each other but god its so dumb
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