Hi! I’m looking for a friend to help me lose weight. I’ve been stuck in a BP cycle for over a year so I’m hoping to get me some motivation to ⭐️ve. I’m currently at my hw so all the help is welcome (and very much needed).

Ps: stats are in bio

how i feel after i intentionally eat as much as possible so i can just purge it all out :

FUCKING HELL.

i need to go to the dentist tomorrow and my teeth are rotten bc of pur9in9 and just my 3d in general. let’s hope they don’t say anything other wise i will die. my teeth are fucked as shit

chat I think I got vomit in my eye😍

one of my big struggles rn is not binging when i get h!gh. like when im alone in my room with no food i lowkey lose my apetite but when im with my friends with hella good food around i just like forget ab my goals and like go into a binge blackout mode. hopefully this helps someone else struggling with this!

For those of you who b!nge/p*rge....how do you chart or track your calories? This always effs me up because my OCD/Type A needs to know but I am never confident that I've charted correctly and it makes me want to peel my skin off! 😭

Does anyone else who struggles with b/p feel this like horrible hopelessness when you realize how bad it’s gotten? I cannot stop and I’ve tried absolutely everything I could possibly do and nothing has worked I feel so fucking hopeless. I honestly feel like it’s an addiction at this point like I want to stop so badly but I just can’t. This is all I ever think about it’s all I ever want to do even though I don’t want to do it at all it doesn’t make any sense to my why I just can’t stop.

I want to want to stop bad enough to actually be done with it but it’s like the second I feel any type of discomfort I b/p most of the times I don’t even realize I’m doing it until it’s done and I have to purge I’m just so over this shit it’s literally killing me. I’m so so so unbelievably tired I don’t even know what to do with myself. I hate myself for not being able to stop. I’ve done everything they recommend to stop this except recovery and I’m not recovering ever so that’s not an option but that means I’m out of options to try and I don’t know what to do.

If anyone who’s around my age and is also struggling with b/p and is trying to stop feel free to talk to me and maybe we can encourage each other to stop. I have literally never felt so out of control and alone in my life. I fucking hate this disease I just want to be done with this.

“I know what you want.”

“Stop fighting it.”

Might just start posting my meals everyday to hold myself accountable. Including the meals I pvrge because it's seriously out of control. 😶

Anywayz 230 cals for today's meal and about 180 cals from my 5 coffees today

Todays total: 410 cals

meansp0? any1 PLEASE

the urge to take l4x again is so big rn.

i feel like a drain on the worlds resources because i get paid disability benefits because of being autistic and having adhd but i spend a fuck ton of it just on foods for my binge-purge sessions and i feel like such a burden i just want to disappear.

12 a.m. i already binged and purged

nice day i can feel

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