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the walls are thin - ch2
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in which atsumu is your college neighbor with whom you share a wall. previous | ch2 | next [masterlist]
// stupid, annoying, really attractive, super funny, ravishingly charming atsumu ~ ᴀᴛsᴜᴍᴜ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ ~ 6214 ᴡᴏʀᴅs
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the second that you close your door, you can’t help but speak aloud to yourself, “what the fuck was that?” you run both of your hands through your hair, leaning against the other side of the door “what the fuck was that?” you say, louder this time accompanied by a harsh scoff and only the start of another sentence, “i- fucking-.”
it’s nearly 2 in the morning. you left your dorm room over half an hour ago tired and annoyed and now you can’t fucking imagine sleeping. you know that you won’t have to deal with any banging, that time has come and gone. and it figures that the one night you know you’re guaranteed no more noises, you’re shocked awake by one stupid fucking interaction.
your dorm room isn’t big by any means. there really isn’t enough room to pace the floor and yet here you are, walking the length repetitively, turning on your heel when you couldn’t walk forwards any longer. when atsumu wasn’t in front of you, it was easy enough to maintain your annoyance or, at the bare minimum, not instantly forgive him for being so inconsiderate. it was easy enough to pretend that at some point tomorrow you were going to bring up this fact. 
“hey, so about my sleep schedule,” you practice aloud, well, aloud was an understatement, more like every few syllables made it past your lips. you shake your head, groaning to yourself as you sit down on the edge of your bed. “funny story, actually,” you say, gesturing with your hands to the thought of tomorrow’s atsumu. “fuck.”
maybe instead you would just focus on saying actual cohesive words this time. maybe that would be enough.
/++/
yesterday, yesterday you were caught off guard. you were tired. you were defeated. you thought you would have to return to a room full of irritatingly repetitive noises. it wasn’t even a thought in your mind that you’d meet him last night. you weren’t going to take the blame for the state you were in or the way that he affected you.
but today? today you were a new person, reinvigorated by the 3 hours of uninterrupted sleep you got, the productiveness of your 9am class, and the will to make sure that you looked like an actual human being when he saw you this time. you wouldn’t admit it, the amount of time and effort and the preparation that you took in your appearance, made sure to sneak around your dorm so as to not hint that you were awake early. 
the entire time that you’re getting ready, there are a million thoughts going through your head. most of them circle around the fear that you’re going to look like an idiot again. some of them about how stupid it was that you were going to lunch with the person who’s made your life the most difficult in these past months. and the most recent one you’ve landed on is that the two of you never settled on a time. what if you spent that much time getting ready, wasted countless hours of pointless thinking about things that just weren’t going to happen? what if he didn’t remember or just blew you off?
knock knock knock. you scramble to your feet from the seated position you resided in on the floor. 12:01pm. you don’t have to peek through your peephole to know who was at your door, but you do anyway. 
and god are you glad that you did. it at least gave you some time to be prepared for the sight that was a dressed up, put together, looking far too good in casual wear atsumu. it’s silly now, in hindsight, that you hadn’t thought of the fact that he would also have time to be put together today rather than you catching him completely off guard on your walk home. 
but you’re smart. you take a step away from the door, take a deep breath, and call out, “grabbing my bag, one sec.” that will buy you a few moments to prepare yourself. you throw on your shoes, grab your bag like you said you were, and you take one last look through the peephole. 
then it hits you. he did also have the ability and time to get ready just like you and, just like you, he obviously utilized every second of it. you smile a bit to yourself, turning the knob and opening your door. “cannot believe my quietness has finally earned me a free lunch.” it comes out of you easily, not forced. you didn’t have to think about it all night or mull over it while you were getting ready. 
he doesn’t say anything back to you as you step outside into the hallway next to him, turning around and locking the door behind you. in fact, all you get in return is a small laugh so you push on, “where are you taking me?”
“oh, yea,” he clears his throat, “what are you in the mood for?”
“you’re going to make your date choose where we go to eat?” you ask, furrowing your eyebrows at him before focusing on putting your keys in your bag. besides, you’re not sure that you could keep this up if you kept making eye contact with him. 
“i- well,” he tries, stopping himself and starting again. he gets a bit more traction, regains a bit more of the ground that he lost the second you looked that good standing in your doorway. “a date? i’m not sure i’m dressed up enough for a date-”
“i think you look really nice,” you say, holding eye contact with him as long as you can bare it. you don’t dare look down, don’t allow yourself the pleasure of taking him in, not yet. instead, you place your hand on his chest for just a fraction of a moment, just enough for the flat of your palm to feel a single heartbeat, and then you turn to walk down the hall.
you’re already making your way towards the elevator, nodding your head towards the exit as if he hasn’t also lived there the past 2 months. “hey! you stole my line!” god, he’s not used to this. he stammers as he jogs to catch up to you. guess you’re not the one that looks like an idiot this time.
“gotta be quicker than that,” you say, turning around once you’ve gotten to the elevator, putting your weight into your heels as he takes two long strides to catch up with you. in those two long strides, you let yourself falter, breath catching as you make the mistake of taking him in as he steps right in front of you.
his blonde hair is no longer tangled in the back, but you still find yourself wanting to run your fingers through it, still find yourself wanting to know how easy it is to get as tangled as it was yesterday, still find yourself wanting to hear the sound that comes out of him when you grab a fistful. the neatness of it all is making it even worse. 
he’s wearing a different jacket this time, dark denim, no longer shirtless underneath but wearing a plain white t-shirt that’s loosely tucked into his cuffed -fucking cuffed- tan pants. his bangs are no longer resting against his forehead, instead pushed up and back revealing more of his face, revealing more of this two step behind expression on his face. 
and, fuck, if you couldn’t look at that forever. 
it’s gone too soon, replaced by a devilish smile, hand out in front of him as he steps closer to you, palm upturned as reaches towards you. your eyes widen despite wanting to flutter shut and you’re about to lean into his touch when he continues his motion right past you, clicking the elevator button and letting his hand linger, halfway bracketing you in. “gotta be quicker than that,” he says.  
/++/
you let him choose where the two of you go for lunch, a small little cafe at the very edge of town, away from the business of the campus and the multitude of college students. you had never been there before, this small hidden gem in the vicinity of a crazy college town. 
atsumu also chooses your booth, sliding into a secluded one in the corner of the cafe away from the few patrons on laptops or coffee dates. “so did i do a good job choosing our first date place?” he asks. 
you’re amused, you won’t lie. and you know that you’re the one that brought up the date joke in the first place, but there’s something about the way that he says “first date” that makes it feel a bit too real. still, you play along, tapping your chin, chewing on your bottom lip, swerving your head from side to side. “really great, but i don’t know how you’re going to top it for our second one.”
he smirks. you’ve pulled a smirk from him. he leans forwards, arms crossed over one another on the table. “i’m not usually a second date typa guy,” he admits and there’s absolutely no way that your face isn’t bright fucking red. whatever feelings you were feeling yesterday are nothing compared to this moment. your stomach feels like it’s going to come up your throat and you have to make a quick decision as a whimper threatens to leave along with it. 
ahem. you clear your throat, shaking your head as you do, covering your mouth, hoping that it covers part of the burning in your cheeks. he doesn’t give you any time to recover. “so maybe let’s not call this our first date so that i can actually take you out sometime,” he follows up. it’s not making your situation much better. 
you reach your hand out, wrapping it around his forearm, not expecting it to feel so strong in your grasp, but you suppose that was your misjudgement. you tighten your grip, begging for the attention to be taken off your face and given to the contact you’ve just created. “we’ll see how good of company you are for lunch, first, yeah?” 
he speaks after a second, nodding along, “that seems fair.”
and then it’s quiet, but neither of you seem to mind, not when you have these few moments to just sit there looking at each other, your nails gently scraping against his skin.
you break the silence first, “so, what do you do for fun?”
“oh, hm, well, i-,” he stammers, laughing, obviously not expecting that question. “i play volleyball a bit and i go to parties and i mean, yea, that’s basically how i spend my freetime.” maybe that was a bit easier of an answer than a different girl every night. he’s about to reciprocate the question when an older woman stops by the table.
“the usual, atsumu?” the waitress asks, a light, friendly touch placed on his shoulder.
the question takes you by surprise, repeats in your head as you rattle off your order as politely as you can while you put the pieces together. what are you thinking. what are you thinking. what are you thinking. 
of course he’s been there before. he’s probably taken a handful of his one night stands here. the nights that you’ve spent struggling to fall asleep or at maki’s or in the library probably started right here with a conversation very similar to the one that you’re having now. you weren’t above having a one night stand. you weren’t judging him for having many of them. you weren’t even regretting this lunch because you’ve just been reminded of the fact that you’re not special in the eyes of miya atsumu. 
you’re regretting the fuck-me eyes you’re flashing and the less than clean thoughts that you’re having because you’re not going to fuck your neighbor who is notorious for one night stands are you kidding. 
suddenly the booth seems a bit too warm, shifting in your seat, taking your hands and putting them back on your side of the table. you still smile at him sweetly. you still shoot him a few flirty questions. you still ogle at him from your side of the table, but that’s as far as it’s going to go you decide. 
/++/
he walks you back to your door which isn’t really saying much since he lives right next to it. you’re not sure if he’s going to try to talk to you again after he realizes that you’re not interested in taking this further than what it is right now. maybe he’s holding out hope or thinking that you’ll break in the next 24 hours or by the time he asks you out to dinner inevitably, because you’ve never been extraordinarily great at reading body language, but his is loud and clear. he wants to kiss you or move your hair out of your face or hug you or stroke your cheek or something. 
his body is leaning forward, not actively, just positionally, but he leaves room for you to make the move and as much as you want to close the gap, fumble with his door handle until you can pull him inside, and finally be the one who can enjoy atsumu’s one night stand for once, you motion to your door. “i’ve gotta get ready to meet a few friends, but i’m sure i will see you around.” 
you fish your key out of your bag, unlocking the door, ready to say one final goodbye before entering your own room, but he says, “wait!” you do so. “can i have your number?”
you chuckle, furrowing your eyebrows at the thought. “what do you need my phone number for? you live right next to me?” you prop the door open with your foot, grabbing onto the door frame instead.
“right and how well did that work for us seeing each other all semester?” he asks, “besides, what if i want to bother you when you’re not home?”
with your freehand that isn’t on the frame, you mimic your motion from before, resting the flat of your palm against atsumu’s sternum, patting a few times, “take a number.” and if luck and karma was on your side, the smirk and wink that you throw at him will have him just as stunned outside of his door as you were last night.
/++/
as soon as you’ve closed the door, you let out a breath you’re not even really sure you knew you were holding. what were you thinking? flirting with your neighbor that you know is having one night stand after one night stand? flirting with your neighbor that is super inconsiderate and doesn’t care about the people around him he’s affecting? flirting with your neighbor that is incredibly fucking hot and that you have incredible chemistry with? flirting with your neighbor that you could be fucking right now if you had just played your cards right instead of having to hear him fuck some other girl tonight? shit. what were you thinking?
you shake your head, sitting down at your desk and finally checking your phone.
2 new messages.
> issei / 1:03 pm > can you fucking believe yn blew us off today without so much as a text
> maki <3 /  1:04 pm > maybe she’s sleeping right through lunch.
shit. how did you forget that you were supposed to have lunch with them today instead. well i mean you know why you forgot. but how could you forget to even just text them and let them know. 
< 3:23 pm < shit sorry guys. 
> kawa / 3:32 pm > sorry really isn’t going to get you out of admitting that you didn’t tell lover boy off last night???????????
< 3:32 pm < are u guys at ur dorm??? < i’m coming over
> maki &lt;3 / 3:43 pm > hajime’s at class > the rest of us are 
> hajime / 3:45 pm > i want to know? > and if i get a footnotes version > i will be so mad
> maki <3 / 3:46 pm > then don’t be in class, loser
> maki <3 / 3:48 pm > i’m sorry. it was a joke.
> maki &lt;3 / 3:52 pm > guys please.
&lt; 4:04 pm < omw to save maki’s ass
> maki &lt;3 / 4:04 pm > and that’s why i love u.
/++/
you feel like you’ve been talking for ages, explaining everything, not sparing any little detail (except for the feelings, you definitely left the feelings out). the three men look at you in disbelief. oikawa takes a deep breath and then closes his mouth and then opens it once more, “okay, yn, when we said to confront your neighbor, we didn’t mean…” his voice trails off, but your brain fills in the blanks.
“i know,” you say through your teeth, “i obviously know in theory that i shouldn’t be flirting with my neighbor who is obviously trying to get with me.” all three of them stare back at you, waiting for a but, “...but, i don’t know, he’s just really attractive.”
“hardly an excuse,” maki responds from behind you on the couch.
“that’s because you don’t know what it’s like to have that effect on someone,” issei says, shrugging as if it were just fact. it causes you and oikawa to burst out in laughter, maki’s cheeks tinged with soft red as a result.
catching your breath, you sigh, “no, maki’s right, i know it’s not an excuse and i’m not going to do it,” you pause, blowing out air, “he’s just kinda cool to hang out with. the banter is fun and he’s nice to look at and i’m not sure i know how to hang out with him without excessively flirting with him.”
“i’m sure it’s not that hard, yn,” maki quips, voice evidently joking in a way that actually makes the situation weirdly easier. he is right. you did manage the rest of the day. 
“don’t mind him,” issei rests a hand on your shoulder and you catch his attention just long enough to catch the smirk that comes with it, “maki’s just jealous he’s not your only crush now.”
“yea, yn, maybe i’m just jealous i’m not your only crush now,” maki repeats, arms folded.
“hey, i mean, it doesn’t matter, anyway,” you shake your head, “i don’t think he’s going to be trying to talk to me after he finds out that i’m not planning on having sex with him.” you stand up from the couch, placing your hand softly on maki’s shoulder, “you will soon be my only crush once again.”
“good. that’s how it should be.” maki gives a short nod. 
“sure, behind me and hajime,” issei responds back and you’re already getting a bad feeling about the quizzical look on maki’s face. oikawa scoffs, a rebuttal already coming out of his mouth, but he’s interrupted.
“really? because yn actually said that i was her favorite,” maki says sweetly despite the destruction he’s about to bring to the room.
a volume of protests erupt from the other two men sitting in the room. “oh! look at the time! i’ve gotta head back!” you say, checking your nonexistent watch and backing up towards the door. 
“fine! leave! traitor!” oikawa scowls. you blow the group a small kiss before slipping out of the room. 
/++/
unfortunately for a lot of people, atsumu surprises you. unfortunate for maki, your second crush; your friend group for missing out on your typical presence; your own expectations; and you’re sure, atsumu, who just wanted to have sex with his cute neighbor.
he doesn’t just hang out with you once more and then decide to stop talking to you. he hangs out with you 6(7?) times in the next few days: lunch every day, a walk to the corner store, dinner, and a 45 minute talk in the hallway if you count that as hanging out. brought on either bumping into you or deliberately knocking on your door to coerce you into doing something with him.
by the third hangout, he meets your energy, flirting with you in tiny quantities, no more than he would flirt with a close friend. and it feels almost impossible, but you’re getting the suspicion that he actually wants to be friends with you. he has a million girls to choose from that he doesn’t have to try nearly as hard for, so why else would he continue to hang out with you like this?
he makes it so easy to want to be friends with him. after your initial infatuation wears off, he’s just atsumu, stupid, annoying, really attractive, super funny, ravishingly charming atsumu. and more than any of this, he makes it so easy because his room has been so quiet these past few days. you’ve gotten a good night’s sleep every single day since you started hanging out more regularly. 
there’s a tiny part of you that wants to chalk that up to you and how much you’ve been hanging out, but during one of your lunches he tells you about how rough volleyball is and that, unfortunately, makes more sense than him meeting you caused him to not want to fuck other people.
“i literally don’t have time for anything,” he said, shoving food into his mouth, checking his watch. “it has been nonstop practices, prep, training, matches.” he shook his head. 
“right, but you have time to hang out with me,” you pointed out. 
he laughed, lips spread wide to show his perfect smile, “okay. i have time for one thing and that is you, i guess.” he paused, swallowing his food. you could’ve fill the silence with more teasing and bantering, but you just waited patiently for him to speak again, not because you were trying to impress him, but because you could see that he was about to say something and you didn’t want to miss it. “i love volleyball, of course i do, but i’m ready to slow down just a little bit.” he made a pinching motion with his fingers. “‘m really glad spring break is this week. ready to get back to some routine at least.”
that’s exactly where atsumu is right now, fitting in another practice when he’s supposed to be eating because he gets an entire week off just like everyone else but unlike everyone else, he has to physically prepare for that.  
“god, the first lunch that we’ve had with just the two of us in-” he checks his phone, “5 days.” he shakes his head disapprovingly. “unacceptable.” you set your lunch down on the picnic table. 
“i know, i know, i’m sorry,” you say, swinging your leg over the bench. 
maki shrugs, “sorry isn’t good enough, i need you to make it up to me.”
“what do you want me to-,” you start, throwing your hands up in the air, ready, in the back of your mind, to give him the cookie in your bag that you really got for yourself. 
“yn?” you hear from behind you. you don’t need to look to know who it is, that voice has permanently ingrained in your head this week.
“y’know what, this works. this counts,” maki says as atsumu approaches your table.  
“maki, i swear to go-,” you start again and atsumu unintentionally interrupts you again, walking up close enough to your table. “hey!” 
you notice that jacket from the first time you met and those shorts from the first time you met and those shoulders from the first time you met and that messy hair and crooked smile. you notice all of those, easily enough to recognize when you’ve seen it all before, but there is something there on his face that isn’t as easy to recognize, because you haven’t seen it before. 
“are you just getting back from practice?” you ask.
atsumu runs his fingers through his already messed up hair, combing through the brassy locks before nodding his head, “yeah, i just got done. tomorrow’s the last one until we get back from break.”
“you told me this morning when we left at the same time, yes,” you tease, pointing for emphasis. he would normally play right back, poke fun or just laugh at your observation, but instead his eyes keep flicking over to maki. 
“oh! sorry, i didn’t- yea, this is atsumu,” you nod towards atsumu, “he’s-.”
“you’re yn’s neighbor,” maki fills in all by himself, “the volleyball guy.”
“amongst other things,” atsumu adds on.
“you sure are,” maki smirks, “i’m maki.” he gives a small wave, and you know that he’s purposely omitting a title. 
“maki’s just a friend,” you blurt, trying to slouch your shoulders and lean back to seem more casual, like the statement you just said wasn’t so pointed, like you couldn’t feel the tension. you swear to god you watch atsumu’s shoulders mirror yours.
“well, it’s nice to meet you,” atsumu replies. it’s not as dry as it could be, evidently shaking off whatever it was he was feeling a few moments ago, but the second that he turns to you and talks, it’s warm, “i’ll catch you later, okay?”
“yes! we still have stuff to go over before tomorrow!” you yell towards him even though he’s only taken 3 baby steps backwards.
“alright, alright, quit you’re yellin’,” he smiles, “you know where to find me.”
you watch him turn around and jog away, brisk and perfect form, and you’re not sure if you let out a lovey sigh or if it’s hanamaki mocking you or if you just thought it. anyway you slice it, there was a lovey sigh as he was jogging back. 
“oh my god he absolutely wants to fuck you,” maki laughs, “and we are even for like the next 10 things you do, oh my god that was so worth it.”
you punch his shoulder, narrowing your eyes, “not. cool.”
“9 now. 9 things.”
/++/
true to his word, you knew exactly where to find him.
when he opens his door, you’re expecting him to look irritated or bothered or uninterested for having to do this, but he greets you with a half-smile and steps out into the hallway with you. “okay,” you step into your room. “i’ve color coded them and i’ve included a chart. you literally can’t fuck it up. whatever the color, you refer to the little chart and you check the time slot when you’ve watered them, got it?”
“yn, i’m not going to kill your plants,” atsumu deadpans. “you know where i live.”
you let your giggles escape you, “are you ever going to stop using that joke?”
he pauses for a second, and in that second you realize how close he’s standing to you, how softly he’s looking you in the eyes, “maybe when you stop laughing at it.”
you turn away from him quickly, trying your best to hide the warmth in your cheekbones. “okay. noted,” you only half joke. “just,” you walk over to the chart beside the window sill titled atsumu’s plant checklist (pls dont kill these guys) ♡ “follow the chart and you’re right, you will not kill them.”
“got it,” atsumu nods genuinely. 
you point at him. “and in return,” you turn around and tap on the 10 digits in the bottom corner of the paper. “i am finally giving you my phone number.”
atsumu fakes a gasp, “for bothering you when you’re not home?”
“no! no. you will use this for emergency’s only. i am entrusting you with my dorm key,” you wave it in your hand above your head, “and if anything happens-,” you say, backing up, shaking your head. 
“nothing’s going to happen,” atsumu steps forward with you as you back up, lunging forward and grabbing your wrist, “now what are you so afraid of?” he doesn’t let go of your wrist, not as he cocks his head to the side and lowers your hand, pushing his fingers into your fist to grab the loosely held key. 
“okay then,” you say, quiet, really quiet because he’s pretty close and you don’t need to be screaming into his ear and your stomach is not letting you talk any louder, “i will see you in two weeks.”
he drops your wrist, slowly, not all at once, lets you feel his soft skin on yours until the very last second. “me, and all of your very alive plants, will see you in two weeks.”
unlike most everyone else on campus, you were leaving for two weeks instead of one, split equally between spring break free time and a university sanctioned event. this meant a really cool and fun two weeks away from classes and the mundane. it also meant two weeks away from maki and atsumu and your plants and your bed. 
you grab your duffle bag that you had packed previously, slinging it over your shoulder. both you and atsumu leave your room. atsumu locks the door with your key, checking that the door is properly locked like you’ve never seen him do with his own. “two weeks,” he says, pointing at you as you walk down the hallway. you shake your head, “two weeks.”
bzzzz bzzzz. before you’re even out of the building you get a text.
> unknown / 7:20 pm > about your plants… > have a safe trip 😚
yeah, your trip wouldn’t be so bad. 
/++/
> 12:34 pm > i’m back in 10, pls let’s get foooood
> tsumu / 12:35 pm > for sure. drop ur bags and we’re going > srsly 1 minute and im leaving without u
you did exactly that, opened your door for just a fraction of a second to throw your bag inside and then started banging on atsumu’s door, not stopping until he’s opened it, not even when he yells, “i’m coming, i’m coming, hold on.” when the door flings open, you’re met with maybe too many emotions, namely excitement and a realization of just how much you missed him. “god, so impatient,” is what’s coming out of his mouth before his eyes have settled on you, his face contorted into playful annoyance. the end of the sentence trails off and the playful annoyance is replaced with a smile and an expression similar to the one you’re wearing. 
there is no hesitance, from either of you, as you extend your arms out and wrap them around him. his arms follow suite at the exact same speed as if both of you had the idea at the exact same time, mutually exclusive in this reaction to seeing each other for the first time in two weeks. his arms clasping around your waist tightly, strongly and you try to match the squeeze as much as you can and you’re wondering if he’s feeling as safe as you are right now. 
you don’t even have it in your head to feel off about how closely the two of you are pressed together, not when you’re breathing in his scent, clean and a pinprick dab of soft cologne, not when you can feel his heartbeat against the side of your cheek. and definitely not when he squeezes you just a fraction tighter as he says, “missed ya.” there’s no way he didn’t feel your heart skip a beat.
truthfully, there wasn’t a single day during that 2 weeks that you didn’t text with atsumu. but, the same could be said about maki, so it’s not really that big of a deal, right? though, you suppose, maki wasn’t the first person that you texted the second you stepped foot back on campus. and maki wasn’t the one that you spent a solid minute hugging within the first minute you saw him. and maki wasn’t sitting in front of you eating lunch now, a lingering smile on his face that hasn’t quite left from that moment. and maki didn’t buy you lunch as a welcome back present.
but it’s still not that big of a deal.
“what is that supposed to mean?!” you laugh, leaning forward, eyebrows knit together and, you’re sure, an adorably confused look on your face.
“i meant what i said, i get it,” atsumu tries, putting his hands up in faux defeat.
“you get why this 50 year old man tried to give me a keycard to go back to his room with him?” you repeat, trying to make sure that you’re actually hearing him correctly. 
“game recognize game,” he shrugs.
“you’re fucking ridiculous,” you shake your head, but you’re not even trying to hide the huge grin, laughing as you reach over to atsumu’s plate and pick a french fry off of it. there’s a pause, a beat, that just feels natural as it passes, but as soon as he’s said his next sentence, you know that moment was thoughtful, tactical, maybe even used to muster up some courage, if not just to weigh some pros and cons. 
“i mean, god, i really was trying to fuck you the first time we hung out,” atsumu says, admits, lets escape into such a crowded space, but the statement is gone as quickly as it came, carried away by the volume of the public space that you’re in. you knew this. of course you knew this, but there was still something so taboo about him saying it to your face.
what’s his angle here? you don’t even know how to respond, so you tease him, “yea, well, maybe you shouldn’t have been so insufferable and i would’ve fucked you.” you shrug your shoulders, stealing another fry.
he laughs, then, but it tapers out at the end. was that not the answer that he wanted? what was the answer that he wanted? you look at him, really look, as much as you can without seeming weird, and his smile is still as bright and his shoulders aren’t any more slumped, but there’s something in his eyes, a tiny damper that you might even have mistaken for hurt. 
you wait for something to change in your conversation, but he keeps throwing jokes your way, keeps asking you about your trip, telling you about his week of school without you. the rest of your conversation goes on like normal for the most part, if not just a touch less flirty on atsumu’s end. 
/++/
by the time you make it back to your room, it’s dark outside. between swiping notes from people from various classes and getting dinner with maki and hanging out with oikawa and iwa and issei at their dorm, when you actually make it to your room it’s nearly 2 in the morning. you pat at your pockets, search your tote bag, shit. 
his shitty ass handwriting catches your eye. if you are not yn do not take this key. holy shit he’s a dumb ass. still, you’re grateful that he thought this far ahead at least. what if someone stole it? or just went into your room? you shake your head, moving one door over, ready to both thank him and reprimand him.
you’re about to knock on his door and then you hear it, because it’s really been ingrained in your head since the beginning of the semester, this rhythm, this noise. and you know exactly what it is. you’re looking for it now. it’s faint, but you’re listening for it. and yet, you still end up inside your room, because no matter how confident you were that that is what you were hearing in the hallway, it would be louder in your room and louder meant it was actually happening.
it’s unmistakable, really, but you put your hand on the wall just to make sure. 
it’s been weeks since you’ve dealt with this, weeks since you’ve had to hear this, weeks since you’ve met atsumu and got to know him and flirted with him and got lunch with him every day and let him text you and trusted him to plantsit for you. 
you move away from the wall, stand up from your bed, and walk over to set your tote bag and notes down on your desk, needing to get rid of the things that are weighing you down because you feel heavy enough as it is right now. 
but sitting on your desk instead is the chart that you left atsumu, completely filled out with random smiley faces and check marks and doodles on each day and there is a new color on the bottom with one poorly drawn added box and a large, similarly badly drawn, star inside of it. next to the chart is a small cactus with the coordinated color tab wrapped around its base and a note that reads
??? cactuses are easier to take care of. please get more so next time it’s easier to take care of them. - atsumu  
p.s. you’re welcome for the new plant
p.p.s AND for keeping all of your plants alive. 
p.p.p.s welcome back. i missed havin u around.
p.p.p.p.s. it’s 2 days until you’re back dont hold this against me. been too quiet without u around.
for the few minutes that you’re reading and rereading the note, the sound fades away. but now you’re wishing the note was never ending because it’s back and it’s loud and fuck. fucking miya atsumu.
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kiyuzdrafts · 6 months
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HIGH ACHIEVER
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HIGH ACHIEVER
pairings: f!reader x miya atsumu 
! lowercase intended !
WARNINGS: panic attacks, anxiety
THERE YOU SAT IN FRONT OF YOUR SCREEN. you’ve been working on this essay for hours but for some reason you just can’t focus. the brightness blinding your eyes as you blink rapidly. you look at the time, it was almost three in the morning. shit you thought to yourself, spending all this time writing made you forget about your other duties. you still had to clean before your mother got back the next morning, you still had homework to be done from the school day. usually, you were on top of things like this. but today, there were just extra things floating around her mind. ‘ if i don’t pass this i’ll be a disappointment ‘ , ‘ how is tsumu going to date a girl that can’t even finish writing an essay ‘ , ‘ my moms gonna beat my ass when she gets back ‘ 
just like that, your thinking had got the best of you. you fingers started feeling tingly, the room felt too hot, your thoughts were too loud. your head lays into the palms of hands  as you sit at your desk hyperventilating. “ just breath, just breath. “ you whisper to yourself. your hand started to reach for your phone as you call the contact under “ tsumu <3 “ the other line picked up as you could hear a tired atsumu say, “ hello?- “ he heard your pants and sobs through the call, “ hey,hey, y/n breath for me okay? i’m on my way right now. “ he said as you heard him leave his home. your voice couldn’t even make out any words. atsumu knew about your anxiety, your panic attacks have only happened a few times in the span of your relationship. atsumu knew what to do though, his twin used to have the same anxieties.
you heard your front door open and atsumu rushed inside your room. he was greeted with you sitting on your desk chair with your hands on your face. he walked up to you and crouched down a bit to the chair so he didn’t look intimidating to you. “ y/n just breath with me okay, inhale… “ he demonstrated. “ now exhale. “ he did breaths with you until your breathing was steadier than before. his heart always broke at the sight of you being so vulnerable in a position like this. “ oh y/n.. “ he pulled you into a tight embrace, “ sweetheart, you’ve got to stop overworking yourself. “ he stroked your hair as you had started to calm down more. “ tsumu if i don’t get this work done my moms going to be so disappointed “ you said with a shaky voice. “ y/n, your the smartest person i know. your going to ace this essay, i know it. you still have what- two days before its due? that’s enough time my love. just take it step by step. “ he said, wiping the tears off of your face.
a few minutes passed of comfortable silence as you had calmed down. you two were now on the bed as your head was currently resting in the crook of atsumus neck and his arms were wrapped around you. “ thank you tsumu, i seriously don’t know what i would do without you. “ you looked up at him. “ of course sweetheart, you don’t have to thank me. all apart of my job. “ he said as he gave your forehead a small peck while you fell asleep in his arms.
a/n
kinda mid
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tsumuswifey · 1 year
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I've got an atsumuxreader request where they are in a secret relationship but it starts getting to the point where they have little to no interaction in public. making her feel insecure and she starts wondering if he even loves her anymore, when girls start flirting with him and his teammates ask him about any girls he might be interested in and he doesn't hint at being in a relationship at all. I'm a sucker for angst to fluff!!
Thank youuuuu!! ❤️❤️
Of course, one Atsumu x Reader coming right up!(:
Atsumu was destined to be great.
If there was anything to be sure of, it was just that. Growing up with him had shown you on more than one occasion that if that boy had his eyes set on something, that he was going to achieve it. It didn't matter what it cost him, he was incredibly headstrong.
So when he approached you on a hazy morning in early December, hands trembling in a way you'd never seen before, words tumbling from his mouth so fast you could hardly understand a thing he'd said, it had shocked you. Long gone was the Atsumu that puffed his chest out every time someone complimented his skills. Long gone, was the Atsumu that didn't so much as get the nervous sweats before volleyball matches in front of scouts.
"I'm sorry, Tsumu," You start, heart pounding wildly against your ribs, "I'm not quite sure I caught that."
He visibly shudders, unable to hold eye contact as he says almost desperately, "I'd really like to take ya on a date. Please. Let me take ya on a date?"
He says it slowly, accent dripping from his mouth like molasses. He rakes a hand through his murky hair, fingers shaking so hard you almost consider asking him if he needs to sit down and just breathe.
He almost loses hope when you don't immediately answer his question, but then he looks up at you, and your mouth forms the words, yes 'Tsum, I'd love that, and his whole world tilts on its axis.
Your friendship had always been a close one. Your friends had never batted an eye at the way your head would slowly find its rest against one of his broad shoulders during movie nights, nor the way you'd wear his hoodies.
So when the shift happens, no one notices. Not even Suna, the perceptive guy he was. You both decided that maybe it was for the best, if you kept your relationship from everyone until you could figure out a good way to break the news.
It wasn't that you really thought your friends would be upset, it was just that it was all so new, and as much as you hoped it wouldn't happen, if you decided to breakup, neither of you wanted to cause rifts in the friend group.
You go on for two months like that, hiding your relationship behind the guise of your already close friendship. It isn't a terrible feat, besides the fact that 99% of the time, your boyfriends literal other half is around, making it difficult to spend any time together. But then you started looking forward to little things, like the winks Atsumu'd send you in passing at school, or his foot nudging yours beneath the desk in math class. You grew tired of watching your friends freely hug and kiss their boyfriends. You grew tired of pretending to cheer on Atsumu as a friend and not as your boyfriend.
Over time, it began to feel like you weren't really dating him anymore.
It didn't hit its breaking point until you were eating at your favorite ramen shop with the twins, Suna, and Ginjima. You feel like your heart might burst from your chest when Ginjima excitedly asks Atsumu about a girl who had been flirting with him after practice earlier in the day.
You eye him carefully, gauging his reaction. It's not that you didn't trust him, it's just the absolute lack of anything between the two of you had gotten to your head. You feel sick to your stomach when he blushes.
"Ah yeah," Your boyfriend finally says, "She was nice an' all but I'm not looking for a relationship or anything at the moment. Volleyball's the most important thing to me right now. Can't let some girl cloud my judgement, y'know? Can't take my eyes off the prize just yet-"
You shove your stool back, wincing when it clatters to the ground, catching the attention of every person in the small ramen shop.
"Woah," Suna breaks the silence, "Y/n, are you good?"
You take a deep breath, embarrassment sending a chill up your spine. "Yeah, um, sorry, I just don't feel very well. Think I ate something bad. I'll see you guys tomorrow, 'kay?"
You grab your backpack off of the ground, slinging it around your shoulders before taking off for the exit.
"Wait up," Atsumu says hurriedly, trying to catch up with you, "I'll walk ya home."
You shake your head, forcing yourself to put one foot in front of the other. "No thanks, I don't really think you should be around me. Might cloud your judgement or-"
"Y/n."
Atsumu grabs you by the back of the sleeve, yanking hard enough that you fall against him.
"Y/n," He says again. "I didn't mean that, angel. Ya had to have known I didn't mean that, right?"
You click your tongue, feeling mad at yourself when tears collect on your lash line.
You sigh dejectedly, "Atsumu, I love being your girlfriend..but lately it's like I'm not. I can't remember the last time you genuinely kissed me. I get that we wanted to keep this a secret, but I'm really starting to wish we never decided that because I want to be able to hold your hand and wear your jersey and I want you to be able to call me 'angel' in front of everyone. It just hurt that you said all of that. Whether you meant it or not. And I know it's dumb but hearing Ginjima talk about that girl flirting with you..it made me feel icky. I dunno-"
And for the second time in one night, Atsumu cuts you off.
"Baby," He breathes, gathering you into his arms. "I am so sorry. I don't want you to feel that way. I love you. I really do. I think I have since the day I found ya sitting on the sidewalk playing with worms after a rainstorm. All I've ever wanted to do is respect you and yer wishes, so if I'd known ya felt like this I wouldn't have been so closed off."
You press your face into his chest, breathing in the smell of his deodorant. "Can we stop being a secret, 'Tsumu? I'm sick of being secretive."
You feel him nod his head before his lips press against the top of your head. "Me too. It's hard to not be able to boast about my girl to all my friends. Did you know that she's the most beautiful person I've ever laid my eyes on?"
"Is she?" You ask, heart in your throat.
"Yeah," He confirms, "And, don't tell her this, but sometimes I feel like my heart is reaching for hers. That's how in love with her I am."
You tilt your head back to look at him, nearly swooning when he whispers, "There she is. There's my beautiful girl."
Leaning up, you kiss him softly.
"Love you," You whisper, nudging your nose playfully against his.
"Who loves me?"
"I love you."
You can feel the way Atsumu grins before he returns the sentiment.
"I love ya, too, baby."
You take a deep breath, heels finding the ground as you suggest going back to the ramen shop to talk to the guys about your relationship.
"Ah," Atsumu says awkwardly, "Something tells me they already know."
You turn to find the Osamu, Suna, and Ginjima standing not far from you guys.
"How long have you been watching us?"
"Long enough to find out that you guys are together!" Ginjima says, accusation etched into his tone. Suna snorts, and nudges Osamu.
"Nah, we've known."
Ginjima raises his hand, "Hello? I didn't?"
Osamu deadpans, "No shit, Sherlock. Else you would've kept your big mouth shut and not upset the lady back there."
You're suddenly unsure of if you feel relieved that your relationship is out in the open or slightly afraid. Either way, all you know, is that you are loved, and for now, that is more than enough.
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mochalate · 6 days
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msby!atsumuxreader || w/c: 1.1k + 1 min of video (yes, video.) chocolate chip cookies are the way to a guy's heart. (everyone knows that!) a/n: wow I thought I wouldn't post anything this week, but one really good chocolate cake later, I felt alive. Perhaps Atsumu and I are more similar than I thought. 🔔Please use full screen for the video!
[<-chapter 2][chapter 4->] ||[start from intro][masterlist]
Back when you were still at university, you had a part time job at the campus gym. Legally, you weren’t allowed to call yourself a nutritionist at that point, but that’s what you did. It was never anything complicated— the hardest thing had been managing expectations. 
No, you won’t have noticeable muscle definition in a month. 
Yes, you’ll need quite a bit longer than a week to lose ten kilos.
That will give you results, but perhaps a more sustainable plan?
So yes, expectations. You’re in a career chock-full of them. You’re good at managing them. Even when it’s hard.
Or so you’d thought.
Can I keep starin’? 
(Could it really be that easy?)
With four words, Atsumu Miya had ripped open the top of that flimsy cardboard box you’d oh-so-carefully stuffed your expectations in, and now you were struggling to (convince yourself to) put them back in. For the last few hours, you’ve been fiddling with that metaphorical scotch-tape, not quite daring to believe he could be interested in you— and yet unable to let go of that fantasy.
Was it a fantasy? 
You can still picture his flushed-red face, the anticipation and anxiety in his eyes. It wasn’t the kind of look you expected from a flirty joke.
Or…
It's when Osamu has to stop you from trying to grab the piping hot handle of a cast iron pan for the second time that you realise you need to come back to your senses.
“Osamu,” you ask, timidly. “Can I ask you something? It’s about Atsumu.”
Osamu turns down the flame on the burner, and looks at you. His face is neutral— some people went as far as calling those droopy grey eyes of his ‘expressionless’, but you preferred to think of them as steady. Osamu always said it like it was. 
He’s going to give you the reality check you so obviously need.
“How stupid am I for thinking I have a chance with Atsumu?”
You brace yourself for a scathing reply. Perhaps, ‘Next time, I won’t stop ya from burning yourself.’ Or maybe, “That oaf? Sorry, the only thing he’s attracted to is balls. Volleyballs, that is.”
What he does instead, is sigh heavily, and a little exasperatedly. 
“Did ya two idiots finally figure it out?”
Your heart skips a beat. “What?”
“You heard me,” Osamu says, turning up the flame once more. He stirs the simmering broth as he speaks. “He’s been actin’ stupid all week. And you’ve been actin’ stupid around him for a while.”
Oh. Oh.
There’s no way you’re ever putting those expectations away ever again, because that stupid box is all soggy at the bottom now. Soggy, because the raging mix of relief and happiness swirling around in your chest— the weight lifted off your shoulders because you don’t have to pretend anymore—  is making you tear up. 
Osamu hears you sniffle. 
“Aw, c’mon,” he says, tapping off the broth and setting the spoon beside the stove, “you know he isn’t worth cryin' over.” There’s a cheeky grin on his face, as he brings his large hands up to your face, wiping away the tears. “Want me to beat him up for ya?”
(You think he really might be your best friend.)
“You’re just looking for an excuse to!” You say, pulling his hands away as you laugh. 
He holds them up in mock defence. “Hey, two birds and all. Are you going call him?”
You’re already scrambling inside your purse. “I… think I forgot my phone at work.” 
He clicks his tongue. “I take it back, yer perfect for each other.”
“Hey!” You say it indignantly, but his words make you feel warm. Perfect for each other. “Can I borrow your phone? Would that be weird?”
“He’d make it weird,” Osamu scoffs. “Just go over.”
“I— I should bring him something.”
He makes an amused expression. “Okay.”
“I don’t know what.”
“Are you asking me for help?”
You make your best puppy face. “Please?”
Osamu sighs. “Well, he’s been complainin’ about those raisin bran cookies for weeks now…”
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“I think it would be best if you don’t say anything. Just let it blow over,” the publicist says. She’s using the speakerphone, and her voice sounds far away. Atsumu can hear the clack of keyboard keys in the background. “I mean it, Miya. Log out of everything. No, uninstall everything.”
“Don’t ya trust me even a little bit?” Atsumu asks. He tries to sound teasing, but his heart isn’t in it.
“No,” she says bluntly. The call goes blank.
Atsumu collapses back on to his bed, legs hanging over the edge. He holds his phone up over his face, staring at the ‘call ended’ until the screen turns itself off, and then sighs heavily.
It’s not that he’s worried. She was right, it would blow over. But it would happen again. And he knows that each time, it would chip off a little piece of you; and eventually leave your edges jagged and rough enough to cut.
You’d resent him for it.
Atsumu unlocks his phone. It’s easy enough to find those pictures of you and Osamu again.
You look so happy.
He doesn’t think he was being delusional earlier, he knows there was something more than plain embarrassment in your eyes when you’d looked at him; and yet, he can’t shake the thought that he’s being selfish. 
The photo is cropped awkwardly, and he knows you and Osamu are close, but he can’t help but feel disheartened, and then hate himself for feeling like that. Were you two actually seeing each other? Was he meddling in his brother’s happiness, your happiness? What did he have to offer that his brother didn’t, save for the scrutiny of strangers?
The phone buzzes.
His eyes flick up to the notification bar. It’s a DM request from one of his new-found confidantes.
(Well, it's not like I've got anything better to do.)
In that brief moment, Atsumu understands his mother, and her panic at the state of the house when guests were imminent. He even understands, as he turns a couple of the trophies he has on display a few degrees to the left, why she would go around adjusting her many throw pillows in those last few seconds. That time seemed to stretch endlessly.
And then the doorbell rings, and time seems to somehow come to a stop and rush forward at the same time.
Atsumu stumbles on the carpet as he rushes to open the door.
And there you are.
“Hey, Atsumu,” you say, fiddling with the lid of the plastic container in your hands, “can we talk?”
(Wow, he thinks for some reason. I think those are cookies.)
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Osamu walked her over because the publicist was calling around to find her, when she couldn't get a hold of reader on her number. He was worried about her going alone. What a prince. Divider @/cafekitsune Tweet images edited from here and Shokubutsu Zukan (by Tsutsumi Kakeru). Had a hard time finding the source for that image lol, it's been used in SO many fic headers. Each time I reverse image searched, If found a slightly less cropped version until it ended as the full page. and then i had to google translate this russian pirated manga site. next chapter will be the last + I will post a little bonus from the osamu POV. :)
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suna-reversed · 3 years
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Giving head to (Atsumu, Osamu, Suna) nsfw!hcs// f!reader
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tags/warnings- oral (giving), dom/sub, slight voyeurism
ATSUMU
-high key loves getting head and is not shy about expressing it to you in the least bit
- he always wants you sucking him off in a position where he can see your face 
- whether it be with him sitting on the couch on a leisure day, or him pushing you down on your knees in the locker room shower after a rough match, he just loves seeing your tear filled eyes gazing up at him as he fucks your throat
- would be hella mean about it too- constant strings of words about what a whore you are for his cock and how you better not let a single drop of his cum hit the floor or he won’t let you cum 
- you’d know he’s close when he would roughly pull your hair and buck his hips upwards making the tip of his cock hit the back of your throat 
- decides when and if you can touch yourself while pleasuring him [if you do it without having asked him for permission, he’d ignore it for then but would definitely spank you for it later]  
- always loves making you swallow his cum. 
-but on days that you’ve been bratty, this smug fucker would make you beg for him to cum in your mouth, only for him to pull out at the last moment and spill his load onto your tits
OSAMU
- definitely more of a giver than receiver, but still loves getting head every now and then 
- the tone really depends on his mood
- he’d take the lead most of the times and you’d let him sync the movements of your head as he holds your hair back in a makeshift ponytail
- more of a moaner than a talker, but his loud grunts and groans would literally send shivers straight done your core 
- on stressful days though, he would absolutely wrECK your throat [makes up for it later when he goes down on you, ends up making you cum thrice]
- idk why but I think he’d lowkey be into semi-public sex? 
- like one moment he’d be pulling you out the backdoor of onigiri miya telling you what a rough day he had, and the next you’d be in an alleyway with your mouth stuffed full of his cock 
- would probably have [consensual] pictures of you with his cum drooling out your mouth on his phone 
SUNA
- i just know that this lazy motherfucker would be anything but lazy when it comes to sexual stuff
- like sure at first, he’d just be lying back on the bed, with his arms behind his head, letting you do all the work as you suck on his tip and play with his balls while looking up at him 
- (but he’d be internally laughing at how cute you are thinking you can tease him and take the upperhand here) 
- like one moan from you while you’re halfway down his cock is all that would be needed for the restraint inside him to snap as he goes feral 
- he’d make sure the tip of his cock hits the wall of your throat each time he bucks his hips up [ and he can go on for hours doing that especially with that core control] 
- pushing your hair out of your face, he’d probably mock you as you look up at him with teary eyes, cum and spit drooling out your mouth, “aww is my pretty baby tired already?” 
- but the boy is whipped after all, so he’d probably click a few pictures of you like that before asking you to move over so that your pussy is right over his face as you continue taking his cock again, your moans being muffled around his member as he sucks on your sensitive nub 
- [there have been times when he’d literally watch a video of you sucking him off WHILE you’re sucking him off and desperately trying to get his attention]
- would be like 10x nicer to everyone on days that he’d wake up with your pretty lips wrapped around his cock 
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nay-nay-killua · 3 years
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5 Carat Gold
Character: Atsumu Miya
Warnings: None,not proofread,
Description: Miya Atsumu was never completely sure of himself or the choices he makes; but he was sure of one thing, and that is that he’s gonna marry you.
Growing up Atsumu had been told that he “was selfish and only cared and thought about himself” and for years he thought it was true; until he met you that is. You had taken over his thoughts. You started dating in your second year. You were an exchange student living in the dorms, and now here you are walking down the busy side walk window shopping with your boyfriend. As you walk by all the shops you go into a small jewelry store that you quite liked. You had boughten a few things from there because it was nice to have some jewelry that didn’t turn ur skin green. As you both walked around the store looking at everything you stopped by the rings and looked them over. You pointed to a simple sterling silver ring with a single diamond sitting upon it. “if you ever propose to me it should be with that ring” you told atsumu jokingly. “That one? Really?” He replied sounding jokingly offended. The ring was pretty cheep as cheep as a wedding ring can be anyway; it was only about 45-50 dollars. “Baby right after we graduate in 2-3 weeks I sign with the jackals and start practice I think I can afford a nice ring” he states with a cocky grin. “I’m not saying you can’t afford it but why buy some thousand dollar ring when I love that one?” U ask with a chuckle as you walk to look at the rest of the jewelry. As you’re waiting in the checkout line you notice his hand sticking out infront of u and you look at him confused. “Here gimme ur thing and I’ll check out.” He says with a smile. you roll your eyes and hand him ur stuff and the money to pay for it but he just gives the money back. “I got it darlin go get us some icecream from the shop outside so by the time I get outa this line we’ll have the ice cream. It will save us some time.” You give him a disapproving look before you walk out and go to wait in yet another line to get ice cream. Though atsumu did in fact pay for your stuff he payed for a little something else too. He loved you with all of his heart. He can think now of how good this ring will look on your finger when ur wearing ur cap and gown. He takes a minute when he’s laying in his bed at night to think abt his  decision and now he’s most definitely sure it’s the right one. The way u interact with his brother, how you help his mom with cooking and cleaning when you’re over, how when he was stressed over how he was gonna manage everything with volleyball you sat him down and explained that him and his health comes first, then volleyball, then his family, and then you. So when he find himself down on his knee at a graduation “party” you atsumu and osamu were having a week before graduation he knows that this is forever. And through ur blur of tears u look at the ring he’s putting on ur finger and laugh “Atsumu u idiot” you say in a mix of laughter and tears. It was not the ring you picked out well it was the atsumu version of it. It was in fact sterling silver and it had a diamond in the center but the center diamond was about 2-3 times the size and it had smaller diamond around the whole ring with the words “always and forever” engraved on the inside.
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sophie-san · 4 years
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03 DON'T YELL AT ME
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0sass-san0 · 4 years
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♤Atsumu Miya x Girlfriend Reader♤
♤Third Person POV♤
Everyone who knew Atsumu Miya knew how much he hated it when someone interrupt him when serving, everyone knew that except for his cute girlfriend (Name).
(Name) was also a second year like her lover, but despite that she already acquired the position of Vice President in Inarizaki which made her schedule busy and unable to go to her boyfriend's game, but today was different she wanted to be there and be his support.
(Name) got inside the volleyball club's bus as the student council's representative for the game, the (h/c) girl was about to sit infront next to the coach when she heard someone call her.
"(N/n)-chan yohoo!" (Name) saw her lover pointing to an empty sit beside him which she took as a signal for them to sit together, she bowed her head to the coach before going towards her lover's direction.
"I'm so happy (N/n)-chan is coming to support me" Atsumu said with a toothy grin.
"Mhmm I'm also excited it's my first time watching you play" (Name) said with a bashful smile.
"Oh yeah! if I do think about it this really is you're first time coming to one of our games hmpp! I'm a bit mad you know" Atsumu pouted which caused (Name) to be frantic.
"Ehh! Atsu-kun don't be mad, I'll do anything you want just don't be mad" as (Name) said that the blond Miya twin grinned.
"I was just joking but since you said you'll do anything I want then I'll take it and I want you to cheer for me loudly when we play later specially when I'm the one holding the ball, can you do that? Atsumu said as he took ahold of (Name)'s hand and caressed it with his own, this action caused the girls face to explode in a flare of red.
"O-of c-course! That goes without saying I am your girlfriend afterall" (Name) said stuttering a bit out of embarrassment but her cuteness only made Atsumu smile more.
"So why don't we talk about something else" the couple talked about their highschool life for half an hour before they finally arrived at the Arena where the match was going to be held.
"I'll be parting with you from here cause I'll be managing the students" (Name) said with a bit of a frown.
"It's fine, Remember to cheer for me okay" Atsumu said while ruffling (Name)'s soft (h/c) hair.
"Atsu-kun" (Name) called.
"Wh--" before he could finish his sentence he felt a soft lips pressed against his, it took atsumu a few second to realize what was happening before he responded, they were in the middle of a make out session when someone interrupted, making the two pull away.
"Ehem! Please remember that we're in public" Osamu said with a deadpan expression, (Name) immediately covered her face to get away from embarrassment.
"I-I'll get g-going now!" (Name) said in a high pitched tone before dashing away.
'How embarrassing, (Name) you idiot how could you make such a bold move like that' the (h/c) haired girl thought.
(Name) quickly calmed herself down before she made my way towards the bleachers where all the Inarizaki students are, she spoke with a few of them making sure they know what they are doing, all was good until she was face to face with three of Atsumu's bitch fangirl.
"(L/n)-san! Do you really need to do this when you're the real newbie when it comes to the cheering team" Megumi the leader taunted (Name).
"Heh! Just because you're a bit close to Atsumu-kun doesn't mean you could just topple us down" Rika, the girl in the left said.
"It's not like you're in a relationship with him right, so stop flirting with him" Sayaka the last one said and another thing you might need to know is that (Name) and Atsumu's relationship are kept secret, only their family and the Volleyball club members know of them.
"Let us give you a few advice okay, Atsumu-sama really hates it when he's being interrupted in the middle of serving, so unless you wanna be hated by him go ahead and cheer for him" Megumi said and with a flip of her hair she and her friends left.
(Name)'s thought was floating away, she didn't even notice that the game had already started, she was just standing in the corner looking gloomy as fuck.
♤"Atsumu Miya's POV"♤
It was my turn to serve now, I looked at (Name) but she wasn't paying me any attention at all, she looked sad while standing at the corner, when I see her look like that I can't help but feel irritated.
Because no one is allowed to make my woman sad.
I served the ball intensely leaving no time for the other team to recieve it, loud cheers erupted but (Name) was still not moving from her position, I kept on serving until without my knowledge the first set was already finished.
It ended with a 25 - 22
The coach called us for a short water break, congratulating how well we did it but I wasn't paying attention to him, instead I was looking at (Name) who seemed to notice my gaze, I quickly excused my self and ran to go to the bleachers. (Name) looked at me confused but I only cupped both her cheeks.
"What's wrong love?" I asked but she only looked away.
"Nothing's wrong I was just being weird I guess" she said still not looking at me.
"Then why aren't you cheering for me? I thought I told you that I wanted you to cheer for me" I lightly pinched her cheeks.
"But don't you hate those kind of things? You hate it when people destracts you while you're playing right? What if you'll hate me too" (Name) said her (e/c) eyes watering for a bit.
"That may be the true but you're different since you're my girlfriend and the one I love, I dont want any other cheering for me I only want you" My words seems to lighten her mood up and her face erupted into red.
"Really?" ...(Name)
"Really really" I told her then patted her head for reassurance "I'll be heading down now, the 2nd quarter's about to start, Love yah and cheer for me okay" I gave her a thumbs up to which she responded with a chuckle.
(Name)'a been in a good mood so far, she's now participating with her school mates and smiling as she cheered for me, finally I was my turn to serve again, and I looked at (Name) before I go to my position.
♤(Name)'s POV♤
Atsumu looked towards my direction as if reminding me what to do, I took a deep breath before I finally said it.
"Atsu-kun Nice serve" I shouted from the top of my lung, the ball went in and everyone started to cheer.
~ She's so dead!
~ Yeah right! Atsumu-san really hate it when someone does that!
~ It's over now for her!
I heard the girls from behind talking about me but I didn't pay attention since Atsumu's  smiling face comforted me.
~ That's unusual Atsumu-san is smiling.
~ Why isn't he mad at her?
The whole game went well and at the end Inarizaki won, everyone cheered and celebrated, I went down to congratulate my boyfriend, but I was instead greeted by a big hug.
"Atsu-kun people from our school are looking at us! Stop it" I whispered, embarrassed by Atsumu's antics.
"But I don't wanna let go, I want everyone to know that you're mine and I'm yours" I could feel my face flushing of embarrassment so I lightly hit him in the chest.
"Don't say that it's making me flustered" I quickly covered my face with mand hands and turned my back at him.
"You're so cute when you're like this, it's making me want to tease you more" Atsumu cupped my hands and pulled it out of my face.
"Ne~ne~(N/n)-chan~ what about my reward? What do I get?" Atsumu asked with a toothy grin
"Heh? You still want to get something? But I have nothing to offe--" I haven't finished yet when he interrupted me, I then felt soft lips pressed against mine, it was just a sweet kiss no lust in the mix just pure love.
"I love you (Name)
"I love you too Atsumu"
(This is my first ever fanfiction here soooooo yeahhh! It might suck)
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h-grangerstudies · 3 years
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val I literally put my head in my hands when I read that you were looking forward to reading my writing… I made your day? no ma’am you made mine. thank you so much for your kind words! ㅠ_ㅠ I hope you're doing well <3
p.s. you most definitely deserve an atsumu to take care of you ;D
you’re at it again!! making me smile and so happy >U< it’s true too! i wouldn’t lie to you, but seriously. seeing you on my dash is like a gift, your writing style is hands down one of my favorite fs fs
i am doing well now! i hope the same for you, you deserve it you angel
p.s. can you hear me screaming? wait, listen…
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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haikyuuishete · 4 years
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Heartbroken to moving on|| Headcanons pt2
Synopsis: He breaks your heart and you move on....
Warning angst
Parings: Atsumuxreader, Akaashixreader
Pt3
Atsumu:
His pride always got in the way, that’s only thing about him
You loved him so much that it hurted, you
would practically do anything for him
There would be times that he would forget you existed
Forgets important dates
Skips dates because he thinks it’s unnecessary
Doesn’t text you or even call
You try to get closer to him only to be pushed away
Sometimes would flirt with his fan girls; girls who were much more prettier
“I’m with you aren’t I? I don’t get why you’re jealous, you should be glad I lowered my standards”
That was painful
“Atsumu I miss you” “seems like a you problem”
Whenever you try to talk to him about him distancing himself, he would always turn it against you
Making arguments start, so much yelling
Well on his side because you stood there and took it, listening him list all your faults in one sentence
Storming off, not contacting you for days, Osamu was the only one to update you on what he was doing
He comes back and pretends like nothing has happened, it got very tiring
You just wanted to be held by him not be attacked by his harsh words
You didn’t want to hear apologizes from his brother
It was already so tiring
It took one more argument to make you break, this time it was about him texting/flirting with a girl
“Sorry she texted me first” he would always had to blame someone else, “-you know what Atsumu” backing away from him, the argument was so tiring already
“Let’s just stop okay” you whisper, “it’s not working out” “heh you think” he might look like he didn’t care but in the inside something in him broke
“Whatever I can find someone better than you” he waves you off, but was it really the end?
His world got really dark by then, he didn’t get it
Was their someone better than you?
It took time for him to realize, it’s always been you, his other half
He stopped fighting with Osamu, he kept to himself most of the time shaken up by the breakup
He loved you, wasn’t that enough
Not until his brother bursted in and told him everything he did wrong and what he should’ve have done
He hated to apologize or admit that he was wrong in something, but if it was meant for you to stay then he will
He started to call and text you regularly
He would always walk pass your class just to see a glimpse of you
You looked happier, of course you did, he was the one holding you down from being happy
He just wanted you to come back, just to hold him like before
He needed to talk to you
It was another town festival, he took the time to stop you, just to beg for forgiveness
“I know what I did was wrong, I’m sorry for saying all those cruel things to you” he would hold onto you wrists explaining his wrong doings
“I can’t Atsumu, I just can’t anymore” pulling your hand away from his, “it’s not the same anymore....I just can’t be with you”
He tired stopping you, to pulling you into a hug to stop you from walking away
“I’m sorry Atsumu but I moved on” you whisper, it was the first time seeing him crying
“I know....I had some hope I could fix this” he smiles wryly
“I’ll get over it, I’ll let you go”
Even if it was a lie, at least he knew he would never get you back
Akaashi:
He always has known you had a crush on him
He just prefers to pretend not to know, not to acknowledge it
He did notice how much you try to understand him and learn more about him
Your effort was acknowledged
As much as you love him, he’s unable to love you back
When you confessed to him, you were so hopeful, almost desperate
Without even thinking he agreed; knowing well he didn’t feel the same
It some weeks to acknowledge that you were his girlfriend and has to make some sort of effort, you did most of it
You brought him lunch and food for his teammates
Would stay behind and wait for him after practice
After he lost a game, you would sit in silence, whenever he wanted to talk, you would listen and console him
Whenever he gets anxiety, you would hold his hands tightly
You were a prefect girlfriend but it wasn’t meant to be
There can’t be a relationship where it wasn’t mutual
As much as you tried, you knew he didn’t see you in that way
He didn’t want to be stuck in a relationship where he was unhappy, it’s not fair
Or fair for you who was wasting your time on him
After practice where both of you were alone, he just popped it
“I think we should break up, my feelings aren’t mutual” he whispers, holding your hands
Tears slid down your cheeks understanding what he meant
“I know” you smiled weakly, “I’ll get over it” you push his hands away
It didn’t take long for him to tell you goodbye
He was the first one to leave, leaving you behind
It didn’t stop you from being friends with his teammate
Avoiding Akaashi wasn’t hard anymore
Spring was finally back, everyone started to come back from vacation
He started to miss your presence, he liked talking to you; he wished to be still friends
The thought of being friends started to disappear, because he started to crave you affection
The day he started to feel anxious, his hand slightly trembling
You would always hold his hand, but you’re not there to
He didn’t even remember how he used to cope with it anymore
He wanted to see you a bit more, just to know you’re okay
He still gets to see you but it’s not the same, you wouldn’t face him as much anymore
He noticed how close you were with Bokuto, made him jealous
He finally started to understand why....Bokuto was in love with you and so were you
Time really did heal you
It didn’t take long for the two to start dating
Akaashi was the first one to know, gripping onto his shirt “I’m really happy for you”
He didn’t want to seem sadden or upset over it or it he might hurt his best friend
Seeing you happy, knowing he couldn’t make you that happy
He rather preserve those memories in his heart, as much as he cried at home over it
You won’t be there to hold him.
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posi-writes · 3 years
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Welcome Home. Now Help. - AtsumuxReader
Atsumu. I have nothing to say really. As usual. Just some fluff. Hope you enjoy! Comments and reblogs are appreciated but thanks for just reading if that is all you do!
Word Count: 750-ish
Atsumu was finally home. After what felt like the longest morning practice, he was finally able to take it easy and spend the day with you. As he shuts the door behind him, he calls out an ‘I’m home’ and drops his keys in the bowl on the entry way table.
Or at least, he drops them where the bowl on the entry way table used to be. His movement into the living room is halted when he hears his keys hit the ground. He can’t remember the last time he missed the bowl, much less the entire table. Confused, he turns to look and see that the bowl isn’t in its usual place. As a matter of fact, the whole table isn’t where it should be.
He quickly looks around the area. This is his apartment, right? He smiles as he notes the pictures hung up of the two of you. He is definitely in the right place. A second scan of the area shows that the table has been moved to the other side of the entry way. He slowly leans down to pick his keys up off the floor and put them in their new proper location before carefully making his way deeper into his home, concerned about what he is going to find.
Sure enough, he stops in the doorway to the living room, at a loss for words at what he finds there. You are hunched over, using all your body weight to forcibly move the sofa from its current location. You don’t seem to have noticed his presence yet, so he stands there and observes for a few moments, watching your face get red at your effort. He finally speaks up when you give up and sink down to the floor.
“What in the hell are ya doin’?”
You perk up at the sound of his voice and peek over the couch at him, smiling brightly.
“’Tsumu! Welcome back! Now help me.” You chirp as you stand up and dust yourself off, moving to stand next to him as you survey your work so far.
“Help ya with what, exactly?”
The look you shoot him tells him the answer should be blatantly obvious.
“With moving the furniture.”
He nods slowly as he looks around the room carefully, taking note that almost every single piece of furniture is not in the same place it was when he left that morning. How long had you been at it? Did you move all this on your own? His eyes linger on the particularly large entertainment center before going back to your face.
“Right…” He drawls out.
You stare back at him expectantly. When neither of you makes a move to say more, you continue.
“The couch should be over there.” You point to the opposite side of the room.
He steps further into the room to try and take it all in as he moves to the couch.
“But why?”
“Feng shui.”
It’s the simplest answer in the world and one that confuses Atsumu to no end. He stares at you like you have grown a second head.
“What?”
“Feng shui.”
“Repeatin’ it doesn’t help, ya know?”
You sigh at him, looking deeply disappointed at his lack of immediate understanding. Something clicks in his mind suddenly.
“Wait. Is this that good vibe thing ya started talkin’ about last week?”
If possible, you look more disappointed as your expression falls flat.
“Way to grossly oversimplify it, ‘Tsumu. Were you even listening to me?”
He has the decency to look sheepish as he brings his hand up to ruffle his hair before changing the subject.
“Couch over there, yeah?”
You brighten back up as you move to join him again.
“Yeah! Against that wall. Centered.”
The two of you finish in no time at all and you stand proudly, taking it all in. Atsumu huffs next to you before flopping down on the couch, bringing you down with him as he wraps his arms around your waist. You laugh as you settle in on top of him, wrapping your arms around him and threading your fingers through his hair.
“Doesn’t this feel better already?”
“Sure it does.” He hums sleepily as he gets comfortable, enjoying the feeling of you scratching at his scalp.
You look up and press a gentle kiss to his jaw before laying your head on his chest. Seems like it is time for a nap.
“Thanks for your help, ‘Tsumu.”
He trails his fingers over your cheek and presses a kiss to the top of your head.
“Anytime.”
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luvin2dmen · 3 years
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Loving You Will Always Hurt
(AtsumuXReader)
Loving you is like swimming in the ocean. You can always come up for air, but only for a split second before the next wave crashes over you. Your love is like a breath of fresh air before you're gone again and I’m surrounded by the cold loneliness that occupies your absence.
But what did I expect from you? You have dreams and aspirations, a passion that can be nurtured without me. I know leaving you would hurt you, but it would only be for a moment in the universes’ eyes. You mean more to the universe than I ever would. You are bigger than me you always have been, that's why I was drawn to you. I will always love you and I may be selfish for making this decision without you but I know you’d choose me over yourself and I can’t let you do that. 
So this is goodbye. Maybe in another life you can be mine and I can be yours once again but until then I’ll always be watching. Every game that you play I’ll be on the sidelines, whether it's behind a tv screen or my phone screen at work when I’m supposed to have that report done, I’ll always support you. I wish you godspeed and glory.
Love, (Y/N)
And with that I set the pen down next to the apartment key and grabbed my last suitcase. Atsumu would be home from his away game later tonight but I knew if I didn't leave now I would be pulled back into the ocean. Taking one last look around the apartment I closed the door to Atsumu and our future, leaving it behind me.
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suna-reversed · 3 years
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Osamu x reader// Atsumu x reader
tags/warnings- oral (receiving), overstim, slight mentions of somnophilia, mentions of cheating, just a load of filth 
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you’d planned on spending your saturday afternoon making your dear fiancé’s favourite food.  instead, you lay pinned down on your couch, shirt bundled up against your waist and panties pushed to the side, a tongue swirling around your nipple while two fingers pump in and out of your cunt. 
“samu- I’m...I’m gonna cum agai-”
you didn’t get to finish as his thumb pressed onto your clit making your body jolt into one of the most intense orgasms you’ve had in months. your cunt clenched around nothing as he pulled his fingers out and sucked them clean off while looking into your eyes. giving you a mischievous grin, he moved down your body, throwing one of your legs over his shoulder. 
“I’m- prepared enough...need you inside me right now samu”
osamu hummed as you tried to move upwards, expecting him to get up too. but he simply pulled you down further, gripping your hips tighter and trapping you as he lightly blew on your slit. a moan escaped past your lips as he gave small kitten licks to your clit. two fingers entered you again as he expertly drew circles on your sensitive bundle of nerves with his tongue, sucking and grazing his teeth against it every now and then. already overstimulated from your previous orgasms, it didn’t take long for you to come undone, your back arching off the couch and legs shaking as wave after wave of pleasure continued to hit you. you were still shaking as osamu leisurely licked off every drop that had gushed out your cunt, moaning at the taste as he continued sucking on your clit. at this point you were way past being patient, crying out loud, you begged him to fill your hole up with his thick cock. looking up at you with hooded eyes, lips still wrapped around your sensitive nub, he smiled, finally moving up and- 
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“you okay there angel?”
your eyes slowly fluttered open. groaning, you let them adjust to the partially moonlit room. your mind took a second to process where you were, eyes widening at the bulge against your back and the hand up your shirt, you twisted your body around, relaxing as your eyes met the gentle honey brown orbs of your fiancé.
“tsk tsk, having a naughty dream now were we”
flustered, you buried your face in his chest, mumbling out a small “yes”.
“mhmm...should I help you take care of it though? It’s pretty late and I have practice tomorrow baby, maybe if you say please-”
his mocking tone faded as you let out the sweetest moan ever, bucking your hips into him. he chuckled at how guilty you looked for simply wanting pleasure even after 4 years of being together. he loved that about you. how innocent you could be at times. remembering how you spent so much time at his twin’s apartment yesterday just to make his favourite food for him, he decided against teasing you. he slipped his hand down your underwear, his fingers coming in contact with your slick as he kissed you on the mouth. pulling away, he felt you mumble onto his lips,
“please Atsumu, need you to fill me up right now.”
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sloppykyuu · 3 years
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bro im making a dark fic about atsumuxreader and its so trash bro. i dont have a laptop so im having to do everything on my blog and fics on mobile, so im missing out on how to do stuff u got and other blogs and ive been trying to learn how to add them to my profile but keep on failing bc im stupid
I write on mobile too 🖐😞 I finally got my brothers computer from him my whole blog was made with this here phone
Do let me know if you need help with anything tho👉👈
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