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ask-the-royal-absol · 9 months

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(Hi everyone! Mod Goomy here! So, 300 followers. That is absolutely wild to me. I know I still had my 200 follower event but I’m gonna be honest with you, I kinda ran outta steam on that one. I’m really sorry but it was just a lot for me to draw. I feel bad because when I first began it, I wanted to do it. I really did. But, things kept happening and that meant I couldn’t draw for it and I’ve just kinda lost interest. Sorry. I’m definitely not very good when it comes to big continuous events like that.

Anyway. 300 followers. Hi hello. That’s is a lot of followers. I’m genuinely just incredibly thankful that so many of you want to follow me. I'll go over just some bits on how I started this blog and some things I want to say.

This blog started out because I needed a creative outlet for my story telling. Especially with the stories I was listening to, there were some that were very character-driven and I loved all of their interactions and how they would react to the world around them. I used to run a dnd campaign and I was still missing doing that.

So, that’s when I started planning my own ask blog. The main event that inspired me to do it in this style was the giant event that @/askthetraveller did with their rayquaza and what @/asksavel did with fighting Dravol. I’d been following the traveller since the beginning of their blog and when savel was a gastly, before the mod decided to have a break in their story. Those events just seemed like so much fun. And I loved the fact that they brought the community together where everyone could join in and be a part of it.

It was wonderful to see and it inspired me to want to be a part of this community. This wonderful community filled with so many incredible and kind people. You all inspire me and encourage me to keep going. You all fill me with that excitement of wanting to continue. The reactions I have gotten to Destino have been so much fun.

The wild variation of relationships Destino has been able to build with some of your characters has been great. From being enemies with Snow and Galadriel hating Destino's guts, to Gizmo and Indigo playing along and sharing in the banter too. I love how each character has such a different reaction to Destino.

And my other characters too. Felix, Hope, Mistress Mirage, King Nox and Queen Karma, the Bisharp brothers Roy and Hershel. I have so much fun showing them all to you and how they interact with you all.

Speaking of that Absol, Destino was originally inspired by my dnd character Xave. Xave was a rich, stuck-up and egotistical bastard who only cared for himself. He was inspired by the bastard characters I'd seen and liked in media. So, I wanted another bastard character.

At first, Destino started as just an absol drawing. And then I drew them with more personality. And it began to fall in place. What was this character's name? Backstory? What adventure would I want them to go on? And then the cogs started turning. A story started being made with story beats being planned out. Other kingdoms stared to fall into place and suddenly I had this whole world where I knew I wanted to turn it into an ask blog. I was excited. I was talking to my partner about it and they were asking world-building questions I'd never think of.

This was in October last year. Destino character has definitely changed a bit since I first created them. Still an ass back then but was definitely a bit more friendly and a huge nerd. I'm glad I changed that because of how well you've taken Destino. I took a pause from my world and the creation of it until the end of December. I looked at it again and all of the stuff I had done for it and said to myself, "I wish I had turned this into an ask blog."

And then it clicked that I could still do that. What was stopping me? Anxiety. That was what. I asked my partner if they thought I should start it. And they said, "Yes. If that's what you want to do. I'll even push the button for you to make it if that's what will get you going." And then it was made. And I was busy drawing my very first post.

And it took off from there. I met loads of people, enjoyed the interactions I was having and started to really enjoy myself. It was nice just to be able to get my ideas down.

And I still am. I still am enjoying each and every moment. This is the longest I have consistently enjoyed a project like this. So, thank you all. Thank you to each and every one of you who like, reblog, comment, send an ask or even just look at my posts. I truly do appreciate you all.

And I truly appreciate the people I speak with in this community too. This community has definitely changed my life for the better. I'm so happy to be a part of it. I feel the community is in a really good place at the moment. I'm aware that in the past, it has had its troubles. But, as someone who's only joined this year, it has been a fantastic and kind place to be. And seeing apparent veterans of the community also coming back, this truly is a good year for ask blogging. I mean, you've all definitely been a good influence on myself as a newbie.

And with how this is going, I hope I can continue to be a part of it for years to come. I've got a huge story planned (three arcs (with arc one split into two parts) with stuff in between (kinda filler and kinda character development)) and hope I can take you on a fun (and perhaps sometimes emotional) journey with you all. You are all truly special to me. Thank you.)

#300 followers #it really is incredible #just that you all want to join me on this journey #i just appreciate each and every one of you #this community is truly something special to me

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braywashed · 5 months

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don't ask why i call xave both husband and dad alright

it's complicated on like three different levels

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souheii · 3 years

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Lisa-chan happy Valentine🖤🖤🖤 much love from across the sea mwa mwa:*

happy valentines to you toooo xave-san ily ily would swim across the ocean for u🫀🫀

#asks #xave #hope u had fun today :D

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vendimeyers · 4 years

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I was thinking the Office AU needed more Cassandra because she’s amazing and she deserves it. I like this moment but I feel like it’s funnier in context (New Dream announces that they’re finally dating which is also very cute). :/ well here it is anyway.

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janellion · 4 years

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Being a literal sunshine, a caring moot and the sweetest people person is practically your Tumblr Thing. No one can deny this, they'd have to fight me lmao>< I love how you always keep a good track of everyone, checking them up / making sure that they're all doing good and happy. It's not an easy thing to do, you should be proud of yourself, Kay!<3

🥺😭 ok so u have stolen my heart but actually i give it willingly bc you are kind and lovely and i am sobbing rn bc of how sweet and kind this is and how wonderful you are 💗 thank you so so much xave lovely!! this means the world to me and rly brought a smile to my face bc i love you and my moots so much n i’m so happy to be here w you 🥺💗

thank you so much for sending this in!! i hope you have an amazing day!! sending you so much love n positive vibes 💗✨🖤

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send me what my Thing on tumblr is

#xave bb!!#moots 💗#sweet people 💗#made my heart go 😭😭😭😭#made my heart go 💗✨💗✨💗#my heart is so full #ask games!!

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inkovert · 5 years

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Hi Chichi! For the oc fact swap, Xavier's Mama taught Marcos how to knit so he could make a scarf for his mum's birthday. Realising it was very calming, he continued to practice. He then taught Whitney several years later, after noticing she was stressed. The poncho he wears was her secret project.

as if I didn’t have enough reasons to love my precious boy Marcos. that’s so cute! I wish I could knit or sow or do anything crafty with my hands, but alas I’m a lost cause with repairing any tears in a piece of clothing, let alone making one! And ahh that’s so sweet of him to teach knitting to Whitney as some kind of therapeutic endeavor. Also, remind me who Whitney is again? I focus so much on Xave and Marcos I’m so sorry

My protagonist Cami has a ring on her left ring finger in the shape of a tiny gold crown. It was a gift from her father for her 13th birthday. He always teasingly called her Princess even though she hated the nickname because she didn’t like the way princesses were portrayed in video games/tv shows/movies or anything growing up, so the ring is sort of representative of that teaser/inside joke between the two of them.

#oc asks #oc fact swap #I hope my boy Xave and Marcos are doing well :)#sweetcatminteareblog

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zhowongli · 3 years

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🌐📺 🎒📱 for the ask game<3

omg hi xave!! thank you for dropping by 🥺

🌐 Languages you can speak and/or are learning. Which are you fluent in

the language i speak the most is english! my native language is cantonese chinese, and i had minors in mandarin chinese and japanese! but... i don't really get the chance to speak them so.. i only know like broken sentences and words now 😭

📺 Fave anime

my all-time favorite animes are gintama, fma:b, fruits basket, and haikyuu!

🎒 Are you in college, major area of study

i graduated college in 2018! i majored in psychology, and now i'm in pharmacy school 🥲

📱 Show your phone lock screen and/or home screen

this is my homepage & i also have a plain, empty page with nothing on it just so i can appreciate kenma's beauty 😌😌

original image here!! her art is so beautiful so go check her out!! <3

#xave 🖤#gosh i get so shy every time i see you in my notifs HAHAH 😳#ahhh thank you for dropping by!!!#sending you lots of love and positive energy!#asks #ask games

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fallynephemeron · 6 years

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Who is more likely to raise their voice? Who is the first to apologise? Who is more likely to allow the children to have a day off school? Who snores? What do they wear to bed? Who does the washing?Who takes out the trash?Who does the ironing? Who is more likely to cringe at the other’s fashion sense at times? Who kills the spiders around the house? What do they do when they’re away from each other?

As your other message says, for Xave and Wynter. Got it.

Okay, here we go.

Who is more likely to raise their voice?

more likely to? Xavier. If he’s lost something, or his day isn’t going right. He doesn’t shout often, but if someone’s gonna be shouting it would be Xavier.

If Wynter starts shouting it’s kinda scary? and he’s REALLY. FREAKING. UPSET. But he’s a puppy really.

Honestly, be more worried if Wynter goes really really still, and silent, and is glaring at you. You’re about to die.

Who is the first to apologise?

Usually Xavier. He’s usually the one to fly off the handle, Usually because Wynter’s been hovering and overprotective. Wynter gets like that sometimes and Xavier feels suffocated. Xavier will scold him and make him go outside because he’s standing on his last nerve.

Then after like an hour of hearing Wynter chopping wood outside, Xave will feel bad and go apologize.

Who is more likely to allow the children to have a day off school?

Probably Xavier. He didn’t finish school, like at all, and still has bad memories of it, so it doesn’t feel like the end of the world if the kids stay home.

Who Snores

Definitely Wynter. Big growly snores, and small soft growly snores. It makes Xave feel safe. Because if Wynter is sound enough asleep to snore then it means everything is okay. If Wynter’s not snoring then it means he’s half awake, restless and worrying about something.

What do they wear to bed?

Xavier- typically pajama pants and a t shirt. But more feminine lingerie or completely nude happens fairly frequently.

Wynter- typically boxers, or pajama pants and a t shirt.

Who does the washing?

Both of them, but Xave saves out things that need special attention. He doesn’t trust Wynter with his clothes that have special instructions.

Who takes out the trash?

Wynter. They live out in the middle of nowhere, so trash has to be hauled to the landfill. Everyone there is usually pretty good about sorting recycling and being vigilant about composting.

Who does the ironing?

Xavier. He has a few things that require ironing and Wynter’s hands are as big as the iron. It would be like the Beast trying to iron fussy little pleats and burning them. It might be funny, but Xavier wouldn’t be laughing.

Who is more likely to cringe at the other’s fashion sense at times?

Definitely Wynter. Sometimes Xavier’s experimental fashion choices are downright bad. Especially if he’s going to a party or to a club. Sometimes Wynter feels like locking the door and not letting him leave. But he’d never actually do that, he’d just feel like doing it.

Who kills the spiders around the house?

Wynter has wards up that don’t let spiders through so they don’t have to die.

What do they do when they’re away from each other?

If it’s just for the day they’re pretty much okay. They do feel a deep need to be together in the evening and spend the night together and if that can’t happen for whatever reason it’s pretty hard on both of them.

Xave will text him constantly if he can. Wynter gets totally restless, and if it just gets too awful being apart, he’ll go out and have a really mournful big howl and let the world know how much he misses his mate.

#Thank you!#character asks #relationship asks #betwixt #xave and wyn #these were fun and made me think about them

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myelocin · 3 years

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home, as we go | sakusa k.

synopsis: enter sakusa kiyoomi who happens to be a little past drunk, a rooftop with a view, and some talks about the past, present, and the future. sakusa thinks you’re present in all three.

characters: sakusa kiyoomi, you

genre: fluff. warnings: alcohol

wc: 1600+

a/n: thinking ab rooftops again like the emo i am......hi xave

“all there is,” sakusa begins. “is who we were and who we are.”

“what about who we will be?” you ask.

across you, sakusa ponders at your words. eyebrows a little more drawn together, eyes squinting as he purses his lips to the corner and stares at the drink in front of him a little too intensely. you chuckle, already knowing that the alcohol is already settling into his system.

pushing your laptop to the side, you grab the pile of papers strewn a little haphazardly in front of you and arrange them inside a folder. sakusa stares, a little too obviously despite him shifting his eyes the second you look back up and lock eyes with him.

he stares at you, his face flushed.

you smile.

“drunk enough to climb on the roof?” you ask, standing up and grabbing your can of beer from the corner of the table. shaking the can from side to side, you feel the swish of the liquid inside, so you decide this one can still last you through the night.

“not drunk,” sakusa pipes from across the table, his head already tilting a little too far off the side for you to be convinced.

“not drunk,” you nod, still unconvinced as you walk in front of him who staggers a little awkwardly behind you. from the reflection of the mirror in the hallway, you catch sakusa run his face through his hands a couple times before shaking his head and blinking rapidly as he follows you up the stairs.

he was the kind of drunk that always was in denial about his intoxication.

“you sure you wanna climb up here with me?” you ask, patting the open space next to you.

“i think—,” sakusa begins, with a slur, “i think i’ll fall so i’ll grab a chair and stay here.”

you chuckle against the can, looking at sakusa who plops himself down at the chair he positions next to the open window, his arms then folding in itself as he rests his head on it, facing you. the loose curls automatically fall from its place and onto his face at the sudden movement of him sighing against his forearms, a hiccup following suit.

you chuckle again, stretching the makeshift blanket you’re seated on as you move from one end to the next, leaning closer towards sakusa.

“don’t fall.”

“i’m not drunk enough to be clumsy on a rooftop, omi,” you smile.

beside you, sakusa groans, pushing himself up as he settles on a standing position, where half his body is leaning against the windowsill. with his head poking out of the room and into the rooftop, he stretches forward, moving towards you to press a kiss on your cheek.

sakusa smiles because even with your eyes set and steady towards the distance, you still lean in and meet him halfway.

“you smell like beer,” he laughs.

“bold of you to say when you could barely walk up the stairs,” you retort, countering his mirth with a laugh of your own.

“but i was thinking, omi,” you eventually say, your voice softening as your thoughts begin to mellow. “what you said earlier, what do you mean?”

instead of turning to you, from your peripheral vision you see him turn forward and face the view he knows you come and sit in the rooftop for nearly every night. he smiles at the sight; a familiar skyline, the edge of the coast in the far distance, and the flickering streetlights some streets over that still hasn’t been dealt with to this day.

“all there is,” sakusa begins to retell, his voice with a little more control this time. “—is all we were, and all we are.”

“what about who we will be?” you ask him, giving him the same question as you did earlier.

“we just don’t have that yet,” he laughs. “truth is, i think the reason why people forget to live so often is because they think who they are yet to be would mean automatic happiness.”

“you’re being oddly philosophical,” you laugh, turning your head briefly to face him. what greets you is the sight of sakusa kiyoomi with his eyes closed as he faces the coast in the distance, a calm sort of smile illuminating his features.

your shoulders relax, then at your prolonged silence sakusa continues to speak.

“who we will be is really just who we can be. we aren’t that person yet, and that’s okay,” sakusa exhales, opening his eyes again to look at you. “we’re so busy of thinking who we can be that we’re neglecting who we are in the moment.”

“but what about the hopeful who are hurting right now?” you ask despite nodding your head at sakusa’s words. you realize that it really isn’t him who you’re posing the question to, but rather towards the world, the universe, or really any deity that might be with the breeze and listening.

“then that’s who they are for now,” sakusa answers, his voice the silent truth that the breeze carries into your ears. “in the now they are hopeful, and in the future they can become something else.”

“something good?” you ask, turning your head and meeting his eyes halfway as you give him a smile.

“someone victorious,” he nods, and you can only feel your smile stretch wider because you sense nothing but truth and hope in his words.

“is this what you talk about when you’re drunk?” you laugh.

“i’m not drunk,” he groans, before it eventually dissolving into chuckles when he catches sight of your expression.

“earlier you were.”

“i think the cold air did me good,” sakusa replies with a subtle smile.

“think you’re sober enough to sit with me?” you smile, moving a bit to the side and smoothing out the crumpled side of the blanket beside you.

sakusa sighs, then you watch in silent glee as he eventually climbs out of the window and takes a seat beside you. as if instinctively, you shuffle closer beside him: his arm moving to wrap around you, and your head falling into his chest.

warm, you think. sakusa’s always just the right kind of warm.

“hi,” you whisper, turning your head to catch a peek at him. sakusa looks down at the feel of your eyes on him, then smiles as he wraps another arm around you, caging you in. at the feel of his lips pecking the crown of your head, you smile, tilting your head again to press a kiss to his jaw before facing the sky beyond again.

“so who are you in the now?” you ask, your hands settling to grab his that sit in front of your lap. sakusa hums out his thoughts at first, pondering over your question.

“i think i’m just sakusa kiyoomi,” he answers after the initial silence passes.

“just?” you ask, laughing.

“at the end of the day i’m just a person,” he laughs, intertwining his fingers through yours as he settles his chin on top of your head.

you smile, squeezing his hands and closing your eyes at the breeze that flows through. the world is probably listening, you think to yourself.

and to be fair, you realize that he did have a point. at the root of his success, persona, and status he has in the world is just his identity. it wasn’t sakusa kiyoomi the world class athlete, who disliked touch and was the brooding kind of handsome.

“you’re my person, though, omi,” you answer in return, because you realize that it truly can’t get any better than that.

because the person you’ve come to know is a boy who used to have a pet chicken in his youth. who washed his hands with the recommended twenty seconds timeframe you always hear the grownups talk about (despite them not adhering to it most of the time), and slurred after his third can of beer. he, who woke up just minutes before you, loose curls and two moles that reminded you of the story about angel kisses, and always squeezed your hand in a crowd.

“i guess i am,” you hear him mutter, voice soft. and with that, you smile, because it’s the kind of voice he uses when he’s truly smiling too.

“what about me?” you giggle, squeezing his hands. “who do you think i am in the now?”

sakusa shifts a little, so you turn to the side to look up at him.

sakusa grins, a rare boyish grin that spreads across his face faster than you could exhale the air you’ve been meaning to let go.

“you’re someone who says ‘five minutes more’ when doing work instead of taking the break you know you’ve been needing,” he answers.

“omi, you’re mean,” you reply, reaching up to pinch his cheek.

“you’re something else,” he thinks, but ultimately chooses to keep his silence instead as he smiles at the look on your face as you shift your focus towards the skyline again. when he looks up, he sees colors, then when he tilts his head to catch another peek at you, he smiles even wider because he can practically see the cogs whirring at your head.

he knows you’re probably focusing on something; tongue poking out of your lip, and eyes looking like they’re somewhere far away.

something in his heart exhales, and he feels like home.

“you’re someone i want to marry,” is the first thought that comes to him afterwards.

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xavestory · 1 year

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Stole this from twitter, would love to know what you think🌌 if this flopped forget this ever happened.

#xaveart #ask xave #lmk if you have anything in mind #🫶🏼

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nicka-nell · 3 years

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Hiii love🖤 sorry for being so late in the game but I am ✨excited✨ for this. Thank you so much for holding this mini event;) I got Hirugami + fluff + jealousy + friends with benefit to lovers, with 2 & 13 aaand Sakusa + angst to fluff + enemies to lovers + kidnapped, with 43 & 7. If I misread the rules/anything please let my tired brain know ok;) lots of love bb!

Friends with benefits (Hirugami x reader)

Enemies to lovers (Sakusa x reader)

Hi Xave, I’m so so sorry it took me so long to answer this! It’s a bit short... but I hope you still like it.

I hope you are fine, safe and healthy! And thank you for sending in a request. ♥♥♥

Valentine’s Day - Prompt Event | Masterlist (coming soon)

Pairing: Hirugami x reader (friends with benefits)

Warning: jealousy, friends with benefits to lovers, fluff

Prompts:

2. Kiss me again, like you mean it.

13. You can’t say you haven’t thought about it? I have.

Hirugami is your best friend. Back then, you were always close. You had the perfect friendship. The balance between the interactions was just right. You didn’t see each other too often that you got on your nerves, but you weren’t separated too long to miss the other one.

But a few months ago, everything got weird. To fall off balance. Because after graduating from high school, he invited you to a house party at a friend’s house. There you were supposed to celebrate your graduation when you two drank too much.

Somehow you ended up on your way home with Hirugami, in his bed, together with him without clothes, without distance. Only your warm bodies lay on each other while you whispered indecent things. You have slept together, crossed the line of friendship and made a step that only couples actually make. But you were just friends.

After this incident, both of you try to behave as always, but without success. It feels weird, kind of bizarre…

Two weeks go by, and again you move silently next to each other while you walk a big round with his dog. As always, he takes him off the leash when you arrive at the dog park and sit on the bench, watching him play with other dogs. Just you don’t talk like you always do. You only sit next to each other in silence, looking forward as you cling your fingers to the fabric of your clothes.

“Listen Y/n… I think we should talk about the incident a few weeks ago. Don’t you think?” With Hirugami’s words, your heart beats faster. It would be a lie to say that you didn’t like the night with him. Never would you have thought that Hirugami can be so passionate and loving, but also wild at the same time. You’d have expected him to be stiff because of his habit of making everything perfect.

“Yes? What do you want to talk about?” You ask hesitantly, while you still dare not look him in the eye.

“Okay, now that sounds weird, but… What happened after the party… that we… that we slept together… I know it’s wrong, but it felt great Y/n. I have caught myself in the two weeks now more often with the thought, how it would probably be if we would repeat this… So just as friends… without feelings.”

His words are very calm, hesitant as they come out of him, almost as if he wants to find the right words for such a wrong topic. And for the first time after these two weeks, you’re really looking him in the eye. You scan his embarrassed expression as he plays with the leash in his hand.

You notice how his cheeks are becoming more and more colored every second you stay silent. But his gaze remains serious. “I mean… You can’t say you haven’t thought about it? I have. I really have… a lot…” His eyes stay on yours all the time, never looking away.

Your heart is racing inside you, and you’re sure he can hear it now. But even though you’ve often thought about it, your head tells you it’s not right. Yet your words deceive you. “Sounds good. Just sex… no feelings.”

If you’d known how much you’d fall in love with him every time you slept together, every time you kissed, all those wonderful words he’d whispered to you with passion, you’d have said no to him loudly. Then the whole friends with benefits thing was one of your biggest mistakes.

The addiction to Hirugami, his touch, his bare skin, and his irresistible look made you fall in love with him every time he told you how beautiful you are. To fall in love with your best friend.

You quickly realized that you had to do something about it, distract yourself, and forget your love for him. Good, that at this time, an old school friend was single again and you two somehow ended up with a date. He would be perfect to distract your mind. At least that’s what you thought.

Because even though he’s really an incredibly nice man, and is handsome, all you have to think about is Hirugami. On his soft brown hair, these warm and beautiful eyes in the same color. Why do you have to think of him now, when you’re spending the evening with another person?

“Hey you know… I’m not feeling well today… can we postpone the evening to another time?” You’re lying because you know for a fact that you will not date him again.

Your old school friend looks at you a little worried, but then just nods and insists on at least bringing you home.

Hirugami knows he should only use the key for your apartment in emergencies. But that was one, wasn’t it? Because all evening you don’t answer your phone, don’t answer his messages or calls. He just wants to see if you’re okay and then leave.

But your apartment is empty. “Y/n? Are you at home?” he calls into your empty living room, but no one answers him.

Quietly he walks towards your bedroom, opens the door carefully to prevent you from waking up, if you were lying in bed. Yet your room is empty, just a few clothes scattered on your blankets. Are you just getting ready and are in the bathroom?

Through the living room, past the kitchen, he goes into the hallway to the bathroom, knocks a few times, and asks if you’re in there. Again there is no answer, the room is as cold as the rest of your apartment.

Sighing, his body moves him to your living room window, to the windowsill with the picture of the three of you. He, you and his dog. All three of you have fallen into the mud, and while you and his dog happily look into the camera, he desperately looks down on his clothes.

He doesn’t notice how the corners of his mouth pull upwards as he holds the image in his hands. The day was really nice, and when he thinks about it, every day was nice as long as he had spent it with you.

He still smiles as he puts the photo back on the windowsill, but his smile fades as he looks out the window and sees you there.

You’re not alone, a man is in your company, has his arm a little too affectionate to your waist while you both look at each other laughing. Hirugami’s chest contracts as this man gives you a kiss on the cheek and watches you with a wide smile as you walk to the front door. One last time you wave to each other before he turns around and goes in another direction.

Hirugami’s feelings play wild, he is angry and sad at the same time. His heart hurts and his thoughts are not clear. He knows why it bothers him so much. But he thought it wouldn’t annoy him that much if he saw you with someone else.

He thought he could hide his feelings. But it was foolish of him to think that the sight of you with another man would leave him cold when he loves you. And he was so sure that you also see more than a friendship in you.

Hirugami can hear the key in your door as you enter with a sigh. His gaze wanders from the picture to you, realizing your surprised expression.

“Sachirou, what are you doing here?” You ask confused before you close the door and approach him. “Why don’t you answer your phone? I’ve been trying to reach you the entire time.” He says with a somewhat too instructive voice.

“Why are you being so snappy? I was out wi-”

“Yeah, I saw it… With that guy down there. He’s not suitable for you, Y/n…” He interrupts you with a harsh tone, looking deep into your eyes as he reduces the distance between you. You stand one step away from each other, feel each other’s warmth.

“And you want to know... what or who’s best for me?” You laugh with a bittersweet undertone. After all, you know what your heart wants, which person would be best for you.

“I am.” His serious voice suddenly echoes in your ears, even though it is quiet, you hear his voice loud and clear. Only this two words make your pulse rise, your body tingle and your cheeks become warmer.

Unbelievably, you look at him, don’t dare ask him what he means when he keeps talking.

“I know we’re both more than friends. This friend with benefits thing wasn’t right. Either we’re friends or lovers. But if we keep this up, we’re both gonna get hurt. And I can see it in your eyes. I can see it in your eyes every time we kiss, every time we sleep together… You can’t tell me I’m the only one who has more than friendly feelings.”

It surprises you how his words can remain as calm as he says all this to you, while everything rages inside you. You’re about to ask him so many questions. Tell him so much, but instead only a quiet and brief tone comes out between your lips. “Then… kiss me…”

You see Hirugami’s eyes grow bigger; he gets nervous and all the calm leaves his body. How rooted he stands there, looking at you wordlessly as he brings all his courage together and bends forward, giving you an insecure, fleeting and incredibly short kiss.

Even though he kissed you a lot, this kiss feels different. He wants to do everything right, instead does everything wrong. Confused, your eyes met his. Have to avoid a small laugh at the clumsy sight that forms in front of you.

“Kiss me again. Kiss me like you mean it,” you whisper to him, take the last step towards him and never interrupt your eye contact. Your sentence suddenly gives Hirugami so much self-confidence, so much security, that you almost can’t finish it when his lips hit yours again. This time longer. Full with love and passion.

As if he were holding a treasure in his hands, he embraces your cheeks with his hands, buries his fingers in your hair, as his tongue strokes your lips to ask for permission.

Your kiss is getting more and more intimate, more fiery. None of you want to let go. But your red puffed-up lips separate when Hirugami suddenly releases from your kiss.

“I love you Y/n. Let me show you this,” and even before you know it, you are in his muscular arms, your feet no longer touch the ground as he lets you down on the couch and shows you his love openly.

Pairing: Sakusa x reader (enemies to lovers)

Warning: angst to fluff, enemies to lovers, kidnapping

Prompts:

7. I never thought I’d see you again.

43. How mad would you be if I kissed you?

It’s not always easy to work as a spy when your brother is the boss of the whole mob force. All they tell you is that you’re the little sister and you do not know what you’re actually doing. You’d only be there because Ushijima was worried about you.

Even more annoying that you are in the trunk of some people, gagged and tied up and don’t know where you are being taken. The confirmation for these idiots that you’re really not strong enough alone. Slowly the lid of the trunk opens, two men with guns standing in front of you. Dressed dark with disgusting faces. “Come on…” The blond-haired one hisses as he pulls you out of the car by your cuffed wrists.

You try to make a painful sound, but the tape that ties your mouth prevents it. With a jerk, the blonde man lifts you up, casually throws you over his shoulder as he walks along a bald gray hallway with his comrade.

They bring you into a damp, cold room made only of musty concrete and a flickering lamp. Roughly the blonde man takes you off, brings the steel chains to you to tie you with it, and removes the sloppy and much too firmly attached rope on legs and arms.

With a grin, he looks at your face, checks your body before he lets his hands off you and puts them against his hip. “As long as the boss isn’t here, we can do other things with her. Don’t you think, Bokuto?” The blonde man laughs mockingly while licking his lip.

But the gray-haired only stare at him awkwardly. Scratches his head and looks back and forth between you and him. “Atsumu… I don’t think Sakusa would be so thrilled if we did anything to her without his permission.”

Sakusa… You’ve heard that name before. Now it comes back to you. A few years ago, your brother wanted to make an alliance with him. For your two groups have long been enemies. Only the alliance never came. Because on the day of the meeting point, where you agreed to make an arms deal, the police came. Your people have died, so have Sakusa’s men. Both troops accused the other squad, no one wanted to admit that he had betrayed the others. To this day, you don’t know if it was one of your own men or one of Sakusa’s men. And even though you’ve heard so much about him, you’ve never met him personally. To be honest, you’d wish it had stayed that way.

Just as Atsumu wants to say something, the door opens and a tall, dark-haired man with raven-black eyes enters the room. He is pretty, almost like a model who would be booked for a canvas painting in the museum. But when Bokuto speaks to the man by his name, your blood freezes to ice.

“Sakusa, we prepared everything. No one saw us. So… what are we gonna do with her?” He asks, clearly intimidated by his boss, move one step backwards to observe what the dark-haired one is doing.

An arrogant look adorns his skin, while he touches your face with his latex-covered fingers, turns it a few times before he lets go and examines you again. “Well done, that should be Ushijima’s sister.” He says, still looking at you and continuing with his next sentence.

“You have the choice, princess. Either you talk, and tell me which one of you was that sneaky rat who snitched on us, or you don’t talk, we’ll torture you until you sing and then kill you. Ushijima won’t be pleased if your body comes back home piece by piece, right?” He hisses and looks at you expectantly, as if he wanted to hear a direct answer from you right now.

But you laugh bitterly. “One of ours? We didn’t betray you. We wanted to work together with you. Wakato… Ushijima really thought a lot of you Sakusa.”

To his astonishment, your voice is soft. You have no fear, despite all his words. Either you’re a really talented actress or you don’t care about your life. “Looks like you don’t want to talk. Fine…”

His gaze sweeps over to Bokuto and Atsumu. Nodding at the men, he turns away from you completely. “You know what to do.” With these words, he leaves the room, closes the door that might have helped you to freedom, and leaves you alone with the two men who will ruin your life.

But no matter what the men threaten you, no matter what they do, you don’t talk. You would never betray your brother, your own flesh and blood.

Sakusa never thought you were so stubborn. He is sure that after these two weeks, even the two men would have betrayed him to protect their life. For a few days he thinks about what he can do instead. What he can do to make you talk, because for some inexplicable reason, he can’t kill you.

In the end, it is Atsumu who gives him an idea he would not have thought of. He suggests that Sakusa pretend to love you. To have an eye on you. First Sakusa considers the idea itself absurd, but then thinks it is worth at least a try.

So he’s trying everything to make you love him and talk to him. He’s pretending to interrupt Atsumu when he’s trying to hurt you. Tell him he didn’t send him, just to free you from your shackles and bring you into the room next to his own. A huge room, beautifully decorated with a large and comfortable bed.

He gives you fresh towels, shows you the bathtub and shower so you can freshen up. Sakusa lovingly treats all your wounds. He always cooks you fresh food, makes sure that you regularly get enough to drink and enough vitamins.

Sakusa constantly brings you the biggest and most beautiful rose bouquets. Gorgeous dresses are more and more common in the room and fill your wardrobe. More often he stays with you for a while, telling you some stories from his past.

Shockingly, you also begin to like the closeness to Sakusa more and more. How you enjoy the conversations and ask him one or the other question. Often you catch yourself telling Sakusa about you, your childhood and the things you love.

You also tell him that you don’t really like all the roses he always gives you, because you prefer the little colorful field flowers, since they are available in all colors and shapes. They grow in all areas and no matter where they are, they just look beautiful.

He carefully notes your comment, promising that he will eventually take you behind the wood to the mountains, where there is a large meadow with wildflowers.

Too late you realize that you have fallen in love with him, that you also tell him about Ushijima, about his strengths and his fears. But you can’t undo your words.

You feel stupid when you stand next to the door, comb your hair and look in the mirror, and hear a conversation between Atsumu and Bokuto. “She’s so stupid, really thinks our boss loves her. Give her a few more days and she’ll chirp like a bird. She’ll tell Sakusa everything she knows.” Atsumu’s voice is like a knife in your heart.

The stabbing pain just doesn’t go away, gets even worse when the door to your bedroom opens and Sakusa steps in. Directly your eyes become glassy, and you want to hit him with your fists and throw nasty words against his head, but instead you just stand still, letting your tears touch the soft carpet on your feet.

He doesn’t need words to see what you want to say to him. He doesn’t need movements, because your tears are moving enough. Your lips only form a mute “why?” when Sakusa swallows the big lump in his throat and wants to reach for your wrists. But you’re just pulling away.

“Y/n...I really love you…” You hear the voice of the black-haired one, which only makes you look bitter. “Sure…” You answer crying and hate yourself for being so naïve. “I’m serious. It’s true, I wanted to play all this for you, but I really fell in love with you. In the person you are… Tell me how to prove it to you, and I’ll do it! I’ll do anything you want.”

“Then let me go home!” You interrupt him loudly and watch his face as his words fall silent and he stares at you with an empty expression. If he lets you go now, he’ll never see you again. If he lets you go now, Ushijima and his squad will find him and march in. More people will spill their blood. But if he lets you go now… Does he tell you in his own way that he loves you? Does he tell you in his own way that he’s serious and he’s sorry?

Then even Sakusa, too late, realized that he hadn’t come to you for a long time to get information from you, that he just wanted to come to you to spend time with you. “All right. Go.” He whispers quietly, his eyes on yours all the time as he steps away from the door and signals you that you can move.

“Down the stairs, first door on the right…There’s no one there, you’re free.” Are his last words before he sees your body running away from him and you are no longer with him. The space filled with so much life, so much love is now empty, just like his inner.

Time passes, nothing has happened. You are back with Ushijima, who in the meantime had turned a lot upside down to find you. You tell him everything you know and everything that happened. Yet you’re not attacked by Sakusa and his men.

On the contrary, Ushijima’s business is more peaceful than ever. No incidents, no attacks. Nothing.

You should be happy because you are back home, safe, but no matter what you do, his face doesn’t go out of your head and your heart hurts every time.

You don’t realize how one day your body drives you into the deep woods, behind these, to many gigantic mountains and a huge pasture with field flowers. It is beautiful there. The flowers grow like wild on the meadow, in blue, yellow, red, pink and many other colors.

They are big and small, dancing in the light wind, which puts a smile on your face. In love with this beautiful view, you sit on the soft lawn. Brush the grass with your fingers and breathe in the beautiful flower air.

“I never thought I’d see you again.” A familiar but painful voice makes your shoulders twitch. With big eyes, you turn around, looking at the handsome dark-haired man, who approaches you with an anxious smile and a large bouquet of field flowers.

You would like to throw so many things at his head, say unfriendly things, but other words leave your mouth. “How did you know I’d be here today?”

You see him thinking about whether he’s really telling you the truth or lying to you. He still stands several steps away from you, almost as if he didn’t dare to come near you. “You know, I was here every day with a bouquet of flowers… Hoping you’d be here, too.”

His words surprise you. After all, over two months have passed. Two months where he was here every day? Getting his hands dirty every day picking flowers, even though he’s so pure?

“I don’t know what to say, Sakusa…” Is the only thing you can say, because he overwhelms you with the whole situation. You find it incredibly romantic that he was here every day. You see in his gaze that he is really serious.

“You don’t have to say anything, just… Can you forgive me? I did nothing to harm you or Ushijima.” A small smile forms on your face as you knock on the grass next to you and signal that he should come to you.

First he hesitates, but then goes towards you and hands you the bouquet before he takes his jacket, puts it on the ground and sits on it. Full of joy, you smell the beautiful flowers, inhale the soft scent, before you look at Sakusa, who watches you with a warm expression.

“I forgive you if you eat an earthworm.” You say laughing and wait for Sakusa’s reaction. You know he would never do such a thing.

“Gross…” He just hisses, but you see him struggling with it, looking at the ground, yet always shove his gaze in your direction, hoping you tell him it was just a joke. Laughing, you put the flowers away, wipe your tears from your face as you put your hand on his back.

“Oh god Sakusa, that was just fun! Please don’t eat earthworms!” You see relief throughout his body as he puts his hand on his chest, where his heart is. “Oh god Y/n… I really thought I had to eat an earthworm. I almost had a heart attack.” He whines, listens to your laughing voice and the little “sorry” that comes out of your mouth and kisses his ears.

He is silent for a long time, just looks at you until you have calmed down and now look at him questioning. “What’s wrong?” You ask with a smile, but he just laughs back softly, takes off his glove, and covers your cheek with his naked skin. His warm look becomes serious, yet remains loving.

“How mad would you be if I kissed you?” His words jump on your lip, make your cheeks glow, but your gaze is teasingly. “I don’t know. Find out.” You whisper, as Sakusa’s voice quickly interrupts you.

“Oh, be sure, I will. And another thing… Call me Kiyoomi, pretty girl.” He breathes throaty as his lips meet yours. This time with proper feelings, real love.

#haikyuu x #haikyuu x reader #hirugami x reader #sakusa x reader #lovebirds-event

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beebubb · 3 years

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Alright you most recent reblog gave me an idea for an ask. Can I get some headcanons for Will, Isaac, LJ and Frankie's favorite type of music? Like what's their favorite songs and what genres do they then to listen to?

The creep's favorite music headcanons:

Will:

He was born in the 2000's, so he is the youngest and most "recent" out of all the creeps.

He is a BIG lady gaga and britney spears fan. So you'll see him vibing with their songs a lot.

He has a mix of favorite genres. His main ones would be pop and hip hop (ex. Nicki Minaj, eminem, etc) also he listens to Backstreet boys

Also yall know what energy he has, so he listens to "meme songs" like deepthroat by cupcaKKe (I credit @writingfromthetomb for that idea), milkshake, all star, never gonna give you up, etc

He also has a liking for rock and metal music sense he listened to it while he was in his early teens.

He doesn't listen to it as much now but he used to like Linkin Park, arctic monkeys, nirvana, and AC/DC

Isaac:

When he first arrived he didn't like the recent songs at all

He disapproved of will's favorite genres and favorite singers and bands.

Said they were "vulgar and obscene" (says the guy that literally killed a girl just because he couldn't get laid)

Isaac has more "sophisticated" taste (his words not will's or LJ's) and has liking to elegant music (aka classical music)

His favorite artists are Michael W. Balfe, franz xave Mozart, and Giovanni Umberto battel.

Will has tried getting him to listen to recent music but there has been no luck

Though William introduced him to aesthetics and isaac loves the dark and light academia aesthetic, so he listens to those dark academia/light academia Playlists on YouTube

LJ:

He likes weird al and creaturefeature (for obvious reasons)

but he also has a liking to a bit of classical music from the time he used to be with isaac

There are some days that he's just still and quiet (which is rare) and listens to classical music. It kinda creeps will out sometimes.

He's been around for a good while (sense victorian era to right Now) so he's listened to different genres of music and has seen artists and music rise and fall.

Also this might sound a bit strange to some, but he especially loved the disco music from the 70's and 80's.

He just loves the beat and rythm it had.

Frankie:

Fan of smooth jazz, country, and swing

He has a liking for "romantic" sounding music if that makes sense (the man needs some love even if he refuses to admit it)

Though will says he has "elevator music" taste

He listens to those relaxation videos with smooth jazz on YouTube.

Doesn't like many recent artists like drake, iggy azalea, etc

He does like Michael buble though

Loves "sway with me" specially

Even if he's tierd most of the time, the man knows how to dance, though he doesn't do it a lot sense he needs a partner for the music he knows how to dance too

#mine #my post #creepypasta #Frankie the undead #Frankie creeps #Isaac grossman #Will grossman #William grossman #Laughing jack #Ask

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21tailsofwoe · 3 years

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my birthday present commissioned by @wordcubed from @xavestory ( who has given permission for reposting it here on my tumblr !! )

it’s yachi!!!! with violets, flowers that are historically associated with lesbian love. i could NOT have asked for a better present. this is so sweet !! this art is beautiful, and to have it made for one of my most cherished fictional characters...i don’t have words. i am so, very grateful.

thank you jacob!! and thank you to xave for this piece!! i love all the little details <3

#haikyuu!!#yachi hitoka #karasuno #hq fanart #allow me to scream in the tags #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #I LOVE HER I LOVE THIS I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS #PERFECT AMAZING PERFECTION #comfort character comfort art #i have been staring at this for hours now #;-;#thank u jacob u the best

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deadontheinsidebut · 4 years

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—Angel’s 600 Celebration!!

a/n: thank you so much for 600 guys🥺🥺 yes I’m still doing the Otome game but this milestone came quicker than I thought and I haven’t finished. The next milestone tho!! I promise!! I love you guys thank you for supporting me always💗💗💗

Back to navi

All posts will be under #angel hits 600<3

⤷blog recs under the cut😌

1. Appearance Matchups!! CLOSED [WIP: 9]

Send a pic (I won’t post if you don’t want to) or a short physical description of yourself (1 ask max) and I’ll match you with someone I think you’d look good with!

Include: face traits, accessories (glasses), height, anything else that you think would help

I’ll add a few hc points at the end💙

If you’re on anon, pls give an emoji

FANDOMS: Haikyuu + BNHA (you can ask for both)

Note: being nice with your request always helps!!

2. Sleepover!! [Sept 28 8pm-Sept 29th 8pm PST] feel free to send them in before!!

Send me self-ship hcs!! I’ll add on. Give me your vibes

Send song recs💙

Hype each other up

FMK

Be friends?

Say anything on your mind. Questions? Thoughts?

Send in 💌+character for a mini hc (check #angel’s mini hc series for examples)

Send in your top 5 animes and I’ll guess your vibes (check #top 5 animes tag for examples)

—Blog recs💙

1. @kenmakodzu - she is my best friend and stupid sister! She always puts out the best work and everything is eloquently written. Yes, there is smut. Be warned BAHAHA I love you Gab!! Start with her Behind Closed Door smut series but if you don’t like smut, her hcs for hq boys w/ a 5’0 big spoon

2. @katsushimaa - she writes for Haikyuu and BNHA and for some reason she has the best ideas ever. It’s crazy. Pls check her out. She is my light. You won’t be disappointed. Somewhere to start: her 5000 Miles Away SMAU

3. @janellion - okay... she is a little inconsistent with releasing works LMAOSOAO but when she does... whew it’s an emotional train wreck. I love how she writes. I’m always hooked. Loving you in all the universes, Kayla! Start with her Taking Care of Your Drunk!Boyfriend hcs

4. @mrs-kuroojinguji - OH MY FUCKING GAWD!! Cough angelasia supremacy cough anyway check her out. Most emotional writing and so expressive. You can feel the feelings poured into each word. Every piece is a masterpiece!! Start with her HQ Boys as Dads hcs

5. @animatedarchives - soph, my other half!! Guys check her out she writes for BNHA and Haikyuu and her fics are always quality content. You can never go wrong with her I’m not joking. Reliable and consistent!! Start with her Marriage Without Love fic w/ Todoroki

6. @tooruspits @bluberryparfait @keijisangels - check out their SMAUs!! They’re such good people and an adorable trio. I love them sm. I’m hyped for their DNYL Collab hehe

7. @xavestory - 1000/10 art. Please please please check out Xave’s blog because I know you won’t be disappointed. It’s just not possible!! I like every piece and I will continue to support forever. Check out Kuroo Tetsurou, it’s a personal fave hehe

Other blogs that you need to check out who consistently put out great work. Give them a follow!

@kuroos-babie @mochiimii @crocyoota @avis-writeshq @emsvegetables @spicyness @sachirou-senpai @nekxrizawa @madskaay @anianimol @stcrryskies @the-broken-halo-writer @gabbywubby @miyumtwins @millie-mint @strawberriimilkshake @softieshoto @toorusquill @kozu-mei @star-puff @spicyness @gwiy-omi

#haikyuu!!#angel’s recs😌✨#angel hits 600<3 #tsukishima kei #kuroo tetsurou #oikawa tooru #atsumu miya #bokuto koutaro #top 5 animes

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liveshaunted-moved · 3 years

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headcanon dump; varian

In canon verses, Varian never takes any training, therefore all the things he learns is through doing, and reading himself. In Modern verses, when Varian is tasked with Homework, it is generally done when he gets home. He does it first, so he can spend more time on doing the things he loves and researching things he likes over things he has too do.

Doing his homework is a tiring task asked of him, he actually hates it which is also why he would do it first, to get the things he doesn’t like out of the way to leave room for the things he does enjoy.

you know that mocking thing people do when someone they don’t like is talking, when their back is turned? yeah, varian does that when king fredrick talks, quirin has caught this and chide him, but varian has caught him giving the biggest eye rolls ever when the king isn’t looking

Sleep? Him and sleep didn’t get on for a good four to seven years from the moment he saw his father encased in the amber. There were constant nightmares, and he would force himself to stay awake. Other times, he just wouldn’t sleep because he was too focused on his works and couldn’t stop, because he had to finish it. He has been forced to go to sleep by those around him.

despite varian feeling hurt, or like there was some wrong sense of justice when concerning cass’ punishment compared to his, he doesn’t HATE cass or rapunzel. he can’t bring himself to hate them, because at different times they both have helped him. he just needs to work through his feelings, and talk about how the events make him feel instead of bottling it up like last time

varian, concerning his feelings about the whole cass seemingly getting away with her crimes deal, as well as specifically with cass the whole kidnapping ( and others ) thing. he will talk about those feelings first with any of these ; quirin, lance or eugene, before talking about it with rapunzel and cass, just so he doesn’t make them feel bad for his feelings bc yes he still loves and cares for them, they’re like his family even if they’ve had rough patches, he doesn’t want them to feel bad for what he is feeling, even if what he’s feeling is valid.

varian is a quick learner, when it comes to skills. and he can actually pick things up quickly, especially if he enjoys the task / activity

varian masters his potion to enlarge ruddiger to make it more safe for ruddiger

varian also learns about the things fredrick does and redirects his blame ( bc that doesn’t just go away, even if he felt guilty for what he did - he still has the right to feel HURT by rapunzels actions in the show ). but, upon learning that the king is the reason for the rocks in the first place, how the king made his father feel like he won’t listen to reason so therefore making his father lie to try and fix what he could - varian realises the problem is with the king and the system the king has put in place. and because of this, he won’t listen to orders from the king at all even as the ‘royal engineer’, NOR will he listen to nigel.

quirin’s wife, and varian’s mother actually left them when varian turned five / when the blue streak in his hair developed. quirin was open about what had happened in the dark kingdom, and that he feared the streak was something like the lost princess’ hair, his wife couldn’t take it - so left them, under the rouse of ‘going to get some food’ from the town.

varian can lie quite well, he just can’t if he’s put right on the spot or even feels slightly confronted with one of his lies. he does manage to trick rapunzel, all while lying because he doesn’t beleive that raps ‘did what she had too’ at that point in time ( later will truly believe it )

i feel like, it wasn’t just the ‘three interactions’ before varian turned, it was small interactions that garnered a friendship. it was small, ‘hi’s and hello’s’ and a few bigger talks, especially after raps & cass find out about varian knowing about the rocks. it wasn’t a huge friendship in the eye of let’s say the fandom or even maybe cass or raps eyes, but varian it was different, he saw their friendship as a lot because they were the only ones to be his friends ( which aids in varian’s hero worship crush on cass ).

his friendship with eugene and lance doesn’t grow or strengthen until the third season, bc eugene is shown to be sceptical of varian in the first season which is valid because varian’s inventions have been not so safe.

i’ll expand a little on why i said eugene would be someone varian going to about his feelings regarding rapunzel and cass, despite him being close with the two. from this post here

and it is to do with his trust. eugene didn’t have to speak to varian alone about his worries about quirin potentially being a cass minion ( that’s what i’m calling it now ), eugene could have called it out in front of everyone, could have said something while everyone was around, but instead he waited for when he and varian were alone and that made varian feel like, even though he was kind of mad at eugene for it ( bc who wouldn’t ) but he takes it into consideration, because it made him feel like on some level eugene cared about his feelings enough to do it one on one.

and i feel like, over the course of season 3, they developed a friendship which he doesn’t have much of, and he holds it in high regards.

reminder that varian does hold a bitterness towards rapunzel and cass after the events that transpired in the last ep but unlike in season one, he’s grown and is learning to speak about how he feels about it. so he could be a little guarded around these two, and even the king and queen themselves.

he might confinde in his father, eugene, lance, angry or cat first about these feelings because he knows what bottling it up and trying to sort it out himself is like… it doesn’t work out well for him

varian isn’t afraid of heights, not even after cass encased him in a cage at well over 70ft in the air, and then falling from that height. heights do not scare him. but thin ledges? yeah, fuck those, he won’t do that.

varian has a scar on the back of his head from when he injured it in what the hair

while varian is does everything he can to prove his worth again, to prove he is trust worthy once again to rapunzel, it’s not just that way. much like she doesn’t automatically forgive him, he doesn’t automatically forgive her. it’s a two way street, their whole relationship after the opening of season 3 is the both of them rebuilding their trust and faith in each other

varian hold just a bit of bitterness towards cass / raps? yes, but he has controlled it and doesn’t let it fester. he’s learnt to control it because what it happened last time, he doesn’t want to let himself get that far.

this steams from rapunzel’s actions towards cass vs her actions towards him. he see’s that, from his point of view as different. that cass was forgiven much easier then he was, she didn’t have to do anything to gain the trust back of rapuzel, whereas he felt that he had too ( because in his eyes, when he ‘switched sides back to her’ that was when she forgave him because he had no signs of her doing so before hand ).

also does he feel guilty for feeling like this? you bet

while wearing gloves is a way to mimic his father, and to ‘be more like’ his father, it’s also a sensory sensitivity for varian. he has multiple pairs of gloves because a lot of the time they can burn up or get badly damaged. all his gloves are leather, any other material itches or just doesn’t feel right on his hands and at times, if wearing other material can get him frustrated with them, and then substantially at his work.

while varian does get back on everyone’s good side again, he still hates the king, because he heard the promise of trying to free his ( varian’s ) father, but when he broke out - he automatically went back to his own home, only to find it dusted over - like no one has been there in months - meaning no one has tried to free his father.

varian copies those he looks up too. a few examples are; constantly wearing gloves, his father does that ( we the viewer know it’s to cover his brotherhood mark ), and then, varian does too, to be more like his dad.

he has copied nicknames for people from eugene. example, eugene has called xavier ‘xaves’ and then later on, varian is seen saying that too

varian constantly wears gloves to be like his father, he noticed at a young age, that his father constantly wore gloves - and, so he too then wore gloves all the time.

varian’s ‘crush’ on cass, was more hero worship type crush, then a true crush.

varian get’s one last growth spurt before he turns eighteen, it wasn’t magic or alchemy, though he totally got accused of it, but it seemingly happened over night ( it happened over a period of time where he secluded himself as he worked on something ). he ends up between the height of rapunzel and eugene

Varian eventually learns that magic and science go hand in hand, that magic is itself a form of science itself, and that science is a form of magic. That it’s just a matter if perspective

#i will prove that the way i used to be is all in the past ( varian canons )#long post tw #we're standing on the edge of queue

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